http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:razornetout&section=today deviantART RSS for by:razornetout en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 02:15:26 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/19882401/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/19882401/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 16:37:11 PDT Just to give you all an idea, I've never erased any system message that I received here in DeviantArt. So as you can imagine, things here were kinda messed up.. So anyway, I decided to reply each comment that I received and that I never replied (because of the chaos that was haunting my messages box). To tell you the truth, I'd feel afraid of looking for anything there (I think it could be described as a virtual mess, if there's such a thing).
There were messages from 2004 that were still waiting for a reply... So please don't mind me if you receive a "hello" from such a long time ago. I didn't got crazy, I just don't like to leave unfinished business hahaha... ^^'

I'm gonna keep my eyes opened for new published deviations, especially now that everything seems to be in order kekeke.. Well, I talked too much. See you around!

PS. Ah, not forget to mention it, I'm also updating my journal, just to get on the "update spirit". Of course that I wonder when I'm gonna ever update this again, but oh well... >.<

]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/14314292/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/14314292/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 05:12:16 PDT
But let's skip the gossip and go straight to what the title is mentioning.. I never thought that I'd ever give it a try by editing videos. But the world is always spinning, you never know what to expect from the next day. Anyway, so I started to create something.. It took me around two nights to develop the first video. But now I realise that it was just because I was an unexperienced player for that kind of game. Now I'm learning how to use the right commands and tools. It was very fun actually..

So far, I've only developed two videos. But who knows, I might have another brainstorm eventually. I'm like this, whenever I find something new, I like to take advantage of it to the fullest. Well, at least until I start to get bored of it.. Then I realise that it's time to move along. Life goes on.

If you feel like checking one of them (or perhaps both, if I'm a lucky person), the links are located down there. Either way, choose your destiny and have fun. Or not o.o'


Rurouni Kenshin & Scorpions: Love is War
[link]

Swat Kats & Iron Maiden: Aces High
[link]

]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/10943641/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/10943641/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:21:29 PST Gosh, I really miss to have these daily english chats, it was such a beautiful way to practice it.. Anyway, past is past. Now I gotta carry on and find an alternative way, isn't that right?
Hmm.. I'm really sleepy by now. Did I ever mentioned that I never sleep well from sunday to monday? haha I believe that I already told that to some of my friends.. Anyway, last night I guess that I broke my own record.. I went to sleep at 05:30am, and woke up at 06:40am. Wow, God knows how the hell I woke up haha..
Oh well, life goes on.. Perhaps I should write another thing before Christmas, let's see what's gonna be my motivation isn't? See you people later

]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/10640013/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/10640013/ Mon, 06 Nov 2006 18:04:39 PST
Now that I've mentioned IMs, I won't be using them as much as I used to. It was actually one of the toughest decisions of my life, but I guess that something perhaps it's gonna change if I do that so. I'm not actually saying goodbye to MSN, Skype or even my old friend ICQ... I just want to avoid such things, cause they're highly addictive, and I wanna have some more self-control.

I hope that you all understand my situation, and always keep a vote of faith towards myself. I really need some positive energy, especially from my best friends.

PS. I'm not invisible at DA anymore, to show you all that I'm not kidding.. hahaha.. I'll be back

See you all later, and take care!

]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/10455395/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/10455395/ Fri, 20 Oct 2006 12:10:04 PDT

That's it, see you all later my good friends ^^

]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/9227953/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/9227953/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 03:28:22 PDT Life is so sarcastic sometimes isn't? Well, but who the hell cares. I have no regrets about what has happened, because I'm pretty sure that I loved her until the very last moment of it. There're people whose let to be taken by these disgraceful feelings of loss... Bah, screw it. I've been through something way worse than that, trust me... hahaha

Well, ok so let's see what else... Yep, now I'm in a vacations period from the University (thanks God, I was getting nutty) though I'm gonna still have to do some additional works to it now in July. I'm also starting to consider about training a martial art with my friend Bruno (he's on my friends' list, his name is Ravenom and this guy kicks ass when the subject is digital art). We're wondering about training ninjutso. As far as we've seen, it seems that it's gonna be somehow expensive, though once again, who cares. I even told him "Well, at least we're gonna do some exercise isn't?" and he replied "Exercise? You're gonna be lucky if you can actually walk home after the training!"... XD

Well people, I guess that's all for now.. I don't know who the hell reads that anyway, but I hope that "all" this information was enough to give you satisfaction for a couple of minutes. Life goes on, see you people later ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/8394596/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/8394596/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 06:54:14 PDT I'm not good when the subject is drawing... I like it, though I don't have much patience to it. I wish I could write scripts for comics, I mean, that would be totally awesome... I even created my own character, though didn't tried to create anything about it... Yet.
Hmm I'm in the last year of my University, soon I hope to be graduated... I'm really excited about it, though at least I'm gonna have some extra time to think about my future.
Ah, I'm still doing great with Michelle, I could do anything for her, she's such a special girl... I pray everyday for her happiness.
Ah, another thing... Some people removed me from their dev. watch lists... I did the same thing for those, even because I don't consider my friends those who don't respect my ideas.
Well, that's all for now... Hope to see you people soon... Take care, wish you all the best ^.^ ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/6268990/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/6268990/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 08:16:21 PDT The University classes had started all over again. I'm also working a lot lately (thanks God). Now my weekends are kinda taken, because I've finally found a girl (or I guess we both found each other), so my time here on the PC is quite short to tell you guys (and girls) the truth.
Hmmm I don't eat anything decent since wednesday... I almost fell off my chair today. Felt a terrible fading sensation coming from inside of my head. Well, nevermind. I'm still here, ready to face anything...
I don't know how much time it's gonna take for me to make another visit around here, so I just hope that it may be asap... And I wanna say that I miss everyone too. Thanks, take care people

(I'm kinda slow to review my text right now, so forgive me if I wrote any non-sense sentence... Thanks) ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5778590/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5778590/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 05:39:05 PDT In my last day of exams there in the University, there was a girl who I never had the chance to talk. She's not that attractive to tell you the truth, but nevermind... That wasn't the biggest problem. Because worse than that, she's so dumb as a rock.
You know those girls when you try to talk seriously, and they simply look at your eyes wondering about what you're actually speaking. That makes me pissed... hahaha.
Funny thing about her, is that she asked me to help her with some things on the PC (at the CPU's lab)... So I was there by her side, helping her and another friend of mine... After a couple of minutes I've became really shocked... Why's that? Because I've read at her IExplorer window a guide for the best motels of the city. I wonder who the heck would like to take her there... I guess that you would have to drink at least 10 bottles of Smirnoff to get that stupid.
What else I have seen... Oh yes, Whitesnake and The Strokes are coming over here this year!! Yay, life rules sometimes... hahaha
I don't really know what I'm going to do in these vacations, but one thing is for sure... I'm gonna be certainly looking for another job. I'm getting insaneeee...

Phrase of the week: "Outside the dawn is breaking... But inside in the dark I’m aching to be free..." - Show must go on - Queen - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5710798/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5710798/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 04:40:27 PDT Funny thing is that the weather had suddenly change from hot to cold around here (what I don't think it's quite unusual, when I'm talking about my city).
So let me see... Last saturday I was planning to catch up a movie, but instead of that, my friends met me at Skype on friday, and we were talking until 1 am or something... And then they've convinced me to go with them to purchase a ticket for the coming Anime Friends...
After the last anime event, I've promised myself that I wouldn't go to another one again... I mean, I may like anime... But to see all these otakus everywhere, it hurts in the stomach. Yep, I had to bite my tongue this saturday...
Nah, it's not such a pitty thing... The most important thing in this story, is that I'm gonna be with my friends. We almost never see each other, due the distance between us (physical, I mean). So I guess I must enjoy every single opportunity, right?
Well then, I'll see you guys in the next week... When I'll be finally in vacation... From school, not work... 3 years already working, without staying at least 1 week at home to do whatever I could want to... Somebody kill meeeee... x.x

Phrase of the week: "So many words are left unspoken... The silent voices are driving me crazy" - For your babies - Simply Red - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5650067/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5650067/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 19:57:05 PDT What has made me pissed, it was the fact that my teacher lied about his exam, saying that he would give 4 questions... Two, to make some maths, and the other two, with theorical concepts... The asshole gave us 5 questions! 4 of theories, 1 of pratical maths! I'm gonna kill that son of a bitch...
Well, that's what I was wanting to say about the beggining of this week... Ah, I've thought I would feel myself scared about facing these exams, but I guess I'm actually not giving a fuck to them. Maybe because I'm too stressed and tired... I'm not even paying attention to the time anymore. I'm just looking forward to see the end of this torment.
Ok, my ex-girlfriend from Hong Kong is now travelling to France to meet some other guy... Au revoir, ma chéri... Btw, hope to never see you infront of myself again. And if you're reading this right now, I just wanted to say... Fuck you.
Am I that cruel? I mean... This girl asked me to be her boyfriend, and I didn't liked her that much. Still, I didn't wanted to disappoint her, so I did my best to be a good boyfriend and stuff... Well, then someday she suddenly came to me and said that she was lookin' for new things... I didn't said anything. But I could see myself dressed as a clown.
Anyway, it's good to express my nonsense style of opinion, and I don't really mind if everyone are adept of it, or just think that I'm a crazy, stupid, rude, asshole... I don't really mind. There're people who loves to make themselves as miserables to get some kind of attention. I'm not that kind of person. My life may be a shit, but at least I know how to stand up and face the next challenge.
That's it, see you guys next monday...

Phrase of the week: "Maybe we were born to lick honey from a thorn... But I don't think it's true at all" - Back to you - Scorpions ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5566943/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5566943/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 04:58:41 PDT Well let me see then... Last week was kinda weird... My birthday has come, so I've earned some things as presents... Kinda like some t-shirts, fancy pants, a Reebok, a perfum (Armani), some shades, an external cd-r/rw, a 17' monitor... Yes, it was better than I was expecting. The food was also really great... Strogonoff, with Holland's pie for dessert. Ah, Pepsi Twist for drinking... Really awesome.
Let me see what else... The weekend was really boring. I've spent it doing some Statistics homework. It's a really nasty subject... What has made it worth a bit, was the fact that at least I've learned how to burn more than 900mb on 700mb medias... God bless the Internet. I hope I may also learn how to modificate my CD-R and change it into a DVD-R... I've read that this is possible, but I still don't have concrete facts. So let's just wait for a while, huh?
Oh, I'm gonna purchase a DVD of Don Dracula. It's quite an old anime, but I'm really happy that I could find it... This serie has only 8 episodes. It's kinda rare stuff...
Ok then my dears, next monday I'm pretty sure that I'm gonna post something bizarre like "God kill me please" because my exams will begin... Sighs... Such a stressing period... Oh heck, see ya...

Phrase of the week: "We're fools to the rules of a government plan..." - Sowing the seeds of love - Tears for Fears - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5499273/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5499273/ Mon, 30 May 2005 05:06:48 PDT Anyway, the last week was kinda strage... Cold weather... Rainning as hell. Even the subway had to pay with the consequences. The only thing that could save us from this cursed reality, was the fact that from thursday to sunday, we could stay at home.
I haven't do anything in special, you know... Just went to the movies with some friends. The rest of the time, I was there sleeping on my bed. Trying to dream with something that could actually make me distracted.
Things at the University aren't all that exciting anyway... Each day that passes by I just want to get my diploma and leave that place asap.
Sometimes I just wonder why am I living such a busy life... I guess it was because of my parents' pressure. Everytime bothering me around saying unpleasant things, like: "I was already working with your age." or "You're too lazy". Hmmm... I don't quite like to give any arguments for people to judge me. Now I actually don't give a fuck for it.
Well, tomorrow is gonna be my birthday and I don't really care about it. Just another year. Screw it, I'm out of here...

Phrase of the week: "When you have everything... You have everything to lose." - Diamonds on the inside - Ben Harper - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5435653/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5435653/ Mon, 23 May 2005 05:26:30 PDT I don't really want to remember about the last week... It was a really screwed up one. I had to request those stupid benefits faster as hell. Even because my CPU was almost gone... Yep, my HD was facing some difficulties, but then, things were ok again... After formatting it... Yes, it hurts on the soul. We had to use Linux to rescue some files... But the rest, it's now on the "otherside".
Last friday I went with some friends and we've watched to Star Wars... It was ok. I won't express my personal opinion about the movie, even because I know there're people who would like to see it too, and I think it's anti-ethic... lol
There was a funny fact last week too (sure, the rose has thorns, but also has petals). Tuesday, on the International Marketing class, the teacher has gave an example of A.I... So he asked for everyone to mention some strong animals... And then some examples were given, such as... Lions, elephants, tigers... And sure, the were also ants, fleas and beetles...
The teacher asked why the heck an ant? Well, it's because that if it would be a regular person, it could carry 20 times the same weight... Unfortunately, you can't simply ask for 30 billion ants to transport a cargo for you, huh? But why someone said "flea" then? Deadly silence... And a really surprising answer: "Ah, because the flea is stronger when comparated with the mite"... hahaha
Hmmm... He said that the elephant was the stronger of the list, because even having 1 ton, it could carry the same weight too. The only disavantage, is that the elephants couldn't swim. But then, one of my classmates said that the elephants can actually swim... And the teacher replied: "Yep, but not on the sea" - so someone said - "Yep, a marine elephant". hahaha what a bunch of crap... See you guys next week...

Phrase of the week: "We have assembled inside, this ancient and insane theater... To propagate our lust for our life, and flee the swarming wisdom of the streets." - The Ghost Song - The Doors - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5370367/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5370367/ Mon, 16 May 2005 04:25:04 PDT Anyway, let's see what has happened the last week... I was called for that "interview" you know, but I had to do 5 exams before of it. I never thought it would take so much time. Like huh... I've got there at 9am and I could leave just around 12:00pm. It's an absurd, isn't? No one has called me yet, but I'm actually not giving a damn for it, to tell you the truth.
This week was kinda funny because someone of my class sent to everyone an e-mail, saying that there was an idea about kicking off our International Marketing teacher from the University, through a list of signatures from everyone... Well, we've got some reasons to complain about his strange behavior inside of the classroom (like treating his students as stupid villagers or even throwing pieces of chalk on everyone who's talking...
That e-mail has created some kind of conflict between some students... I've thought I would see blood all around the class when I would get in the University at night. Yes, it wasn't quite a friendly chat... But thanks God nothing happened...
Hmmm what else I could tell you guys... Ah, Ada Wong. Yes, I want to devote this post to her, since she's not feeling quite well lately. And Ada, if you're reading this right now, you can e-mail me anytime if you want to.

Phrase of the week: "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me... My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating... Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me... 'Til then I walk alone..." - Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5305770/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5305770/ Sun, 08 May 2005 20:08:36 PDT You know, I haven't found any available time to purchase some booze in the past week... But nevermind about it. My exams are finished... For now... They'll be back in June... Ahhh!!! When will I finish this damn course...
Next week I guess I may have an interview for a job... I don't know if everything is going to work out for me, but I don't mind if things don't get as I'm expecting so. Lately, I'm not worried about anything.
While the days are passing, I just stop and think: "One day less, so wtf...". And I always think that I would be ok if I would die today... I'm always ready to face the death, to tell you the truth. I've just noticed that life it's a balance... Sometimes things are ok, sometimes things do suck so much... I guess that if you want to survive in such a world, you should find a source of equilibrium.
And that makes me wonder... I would like to be a monk in Tibet... Try to find some peace, living a humble life...
Well, since that's just a dream, I can only get satisfied by taking my bus everyday and thinking that tomorrow will be another screwed up day...
But at least I have some fun. Yes, I laugh to don't cry... hahaha. And I've just noticed that if you want to live a neutral life in the society, you should make some contacts... And never expose your feelings. Run away from people... Because they're a virus. If they take you without protection, they attack you without mercy.
The big deal, is to never show your weakness... Independant of the circumstances... Loving yourself or not... Keep yourself up, and show some self-esteem. No one will take you down.
Sorry because of this big whole mess of words, but that's how my head works... And I'm not inspired to put some order in everything... Wish everyone a great week.

Phrase of the week: "The darkness of the day... A curse in every way... You try to see the light, but you don't why, don't know why..." - Everybody loves a happy ending - Tears for Fears - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5243948/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5243948/ Mon, 02 May 2005 04:27:05 PDT Anyway, let me see what I've got... Friday sucked. I had to do an exam, and I was kinda nervous, because even studying a bit for it, I wasn't feeling confident... And to make everything worse, the traffic of the city was deadly. So I had to run like hell... Now, let's be "optimistic"... This thursday I've got 2 exams... They're almost ending... But june is almost there, and the official exams are going to happen. Dammit, I can't take this crap anymore...
I wanted to have at least 1 week to just lay back and rest for a while... When will I have this damn opportunity again?! Only if I quit my job, or if I get rich from suddenly... I guess the first condition is the most easy... But for now, I can't do anything about it. And that makes me really pissed.
I'm really sleepy right now. Monday is the worst day of the week. And right now I'm listening to the "Blau-blau bear" talking to me... That's Junior, yes, he's telling me something about a new cel phone... That guy is funny. Anyway, I'm only writing this down, because I didn't knew how to finish this post... Yes, I'm a damn cheater... lol. See ya next week... x.x

Phrase of the week: "My friends keep telling me: "Hey, life will go on!". Time will make sure I’ll get over you... This silly game of love - you play, you win only to lose..." - Spending my time - Roxette -

]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5180985/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5180985/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 21:58:02 PDT Well, independant of that, some people around here didn't have to work this friday... That's what we call "emendar", or in other words, get an opportunity of a holiday on thursday, and combine it with the next day, friday. Then, you can past 4 whole days to do whatever you want to.
Anyway, I had to work this friday... In may we're going to have another holiday on a thursday, so I guess I'm gonna have this other day to rest. To tell you the truth, I just want to get rid of these damn exams, because my weekends are being pretty much boring lately...
I can't really complain about my weekends because they're alway the same thing. C´est la vie, mon amies... hahaha. Oh hell... There're some people that I would like to see sometimes, but they simply disappear from nothing without saying anything.
To end up this post, I would like to say that thanks to some people in this world, intentionally or not, we learn some really terrible things about humanity... And I can proudly say: People do suck. If you've found someone to love, then you're lucky. But, if you get stabbed from behind someday, well, get used to it... People are like that anyway. Hugs to everyone, wish you all a great week.

Phrase of the week: "If I love, I'll be hurting as much as I love... My thoughts have lost their life... Even though everyone wishes for love, they keep on passing by each other..." - Secret Sorrow - X tv (ending theme) - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5114908/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5114908/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 19:10:09 PDT Anyway, since I already had my Caipirosca, let's go to business... I've went to an interview on the last week. I guess everything was ok... But no one has called me. I mean, last friday someone actually called me... But they were looking for another person. Through the background voices, it was looking like a company... But instead of I start to cry and cut my wrists, I've started to laugh and then I've thought: "Damn, these assholes doesn't even know who they want to hire..." hahaha.
Last tuesday I had an Human Resources exam... I guess I was ok. But those 30 tests with 50 min only, almost killed me... And tomorrow I'm gonna have a Currency Market exam to make. I'm not all that excited... But at least I've kept my good humor up...
I'm not feeling quite inspired later to post some interesting things around, but that's because I'm concentrated on these damn exams... And whenever I have some free time, I try to spend it by playing Warcraft III or Virtual Pool III... At least that makes me feel better. Gotta go now folks, more stuff on the last week.

Phrase of the week: "Talk away the pain, for the very last time... Like an echo in a cave... Let it die in your mind..." - Last days on earth - Tears for Fears - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5055438/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/5055438/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 21:03:41 PDT Hmmm let me make an overview about my past week... I'm still looking for a new job. At least now I guess I've found something interesting... Sent my resume... Called to the company... They've said that they're gonna take a look at it and then tell me if I should go there or not. I guess that's a beggining, isn't? Oh hell, I don't know... A few time ago I would be quite happy to have an exciting life, meeting new people and finding some interesting challenges... Where's that energy now? That spirit has gone away... It's hidden somewhere inside of myself.
It makes me wonder about how my mind works up... Whenever I feel myself scared, instead of me running away, I simply give one step ahead... Perhaps that's the only way that you can break your limits and keep walking. That's how I see my life. If it wasn't because of that feeling of mine, I guess I wouldn't be here right now. Of course, let's just forget about the suicidal thoughts that it's gonna be better for everyone.
Hmmm about that girl that I've mentioned before, perhaps she have started to read my journals too... Or maybe not. As a matter in fact, I don't really care. Because I don't got anything to hide, besides how I'm actually feeling. I've learned to be so cold as her...
Ok, this week is over. Let's keep going and see where this mess it's gonna end.

Phrase of the week: "But I won't cry for yesterday... There's an ordinary world, somehow I have to find... And as I try to make my way, to the ordinary world... I'll learn to survive..." - Ordinary World - Duran Duran - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4993546/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4993546/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 00:30:28 PDT Then I've changed some things around here... Like the PC desk and the carpet... And I'm almost destroying my PC. I really hate these "Cool Web Search" spywares... I can't even finish to remove them, that they attack me again. Hell, there's a hole on the firewall...
Anyway, what can I tell you people about my last week... Monday was such a bizarre day... You know, there's a girl that studies infront of my class... She studies psychology. I'm not shallow (btw, I hate that kind of behavior), still, she's not that attractive... She dresses up really bad, it's always smoking, and thinking that she's the hottest girl of the University. Anyway, I don't know why or how, she got stressed up with a guy of my class... Then, these psychos had appeared on the next day with lots of digital cameras... So then they went to the hallway, and pretended to take pic of themselves (while they've taken a lot of pics of her). Anywaym when I got home, I opened my e-mail box... And wtf, they manipulated the pic and made the girl look like a bigfoot. So, on the next week (last monday), they printed the photo, and putted among the messages board of her class... So then we entered and started to have our class, normally... Then suddenly I've heard a big noise of glass coming from the hallway... Then, someone opened the door... Yes, it was the girl. She punched the glass, and she was really mad. She said that she would kill the guy who've made that, and even sue him because of it... Anyway, now the guys don't walk alone anymore... Only in groups. Well, as I always say, you gather what you plant...
Besides that, last monday I've met a girl from a long long time ago. I won't say too much about this subject, because it's not really important anyway... I wish I could only sing "In the End" of Linking Park to her someday...
Heck, I've written too much... Gotta go sleep... Tomorrow will be a heck of a day.

Phrase of the week: "Well, we die sometimes to begin again... When the same old dreams have the same old end... When we lose our mind or we lose our friends... Days when we sink like a stone..." - Ladybird - Tears for Fears - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4913017/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4913017/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 20:59:07 PST Ok, so let's see... This week wasn't really interesting anyway. I guess the best events always happens by the end of it. Because heck, who likes monday anyway? Only the workaholics I believe so... And I used to be like that some time ago. The only way I could find to get rid of this state of spirit, was getting drunk with some vodka. Then I started to take a damn medicine, and I couldn't drink for 10 stupid months. Anyway, yesterday I've drank my first bottle of Smirnoff Ice after this period. I couldn't feel happier... Literally.
Hmmm yes, yesterday was quite funny... I've dressed myself with a mask of easter bunny (designed by Mauro), and gave chocolates to everyone in the company. Yep, lately I don't mind to play the jester of the enterprise. I guess it's another good reason for me to just laugh about myself.
Well then, tomorrow I'm gonna travel to my uncle's house... I'm not quite excited about it, because we're gonna return in the same day. My dad didn't ordered pizza today, I'm wondering if tomorrow he's gonna do that so...
Anyway, I guess I won't be playing Langrisser for quite a long time, since I've got tired to play the same scenarios everytime to increase the levels of the characters... Perhaps I should drink some booze until I get sleepy... Hmm, phrase of the week. Au revoir, mes amis.

Phrase of the week: "And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad... The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had..." - Mad world - Tears for Fears - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4848729/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4848729/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 19:16:48 PST Ok, so I woke up early on the next day. My stomach was already screwed. So nevermind, I just got up, changed my clothes and went with my mom to the bus stop... What? Yes, I don't have a stupid car. I don't have enough money to put fuel on it, and I don't want another expense... I'm not rich, you know... Well, so we went to downtown...
One day before, I've combined with a friend to meet him around there. This guy is a PC rat... He knows even the color of Bill Gates' underwear. So we entered in a store, and started to make a checklist of the PC... After finished... Crap, my mom now has a Ferrari, and I have a Beetle.
I won't tell you what happened right after, because I guess my stomach will jump out of my mouth... But this day was something to forget... At the end of the day I was so stressed that you could fry an egg on my head. What has saved, was the S-video cable that I purchased... Now I can watch to movies from the PC on my TV...
I guess nothing exciting has happened on school these days... Except for the blackout yesterday in the Financial Administration class... That episode remembered me something that happened 3 years ago in my school... Since I study at night, it's really easy to get dark if lights go out... So can you imagine to be surrounded only by darkness? Wow, that was one of the funniest days of my life... Why? Because the class almost killed my teacher by calling him "dickhead", "asshole", "son of a bitch" and things likely... And when I mean the class, it was EVERY SINGLE PERSON. Even the girls... I couldn't stop laughing... I bet he tried to cut his wrists in the middle of the mess. Anyway, that was my week. See ya on the next week, or not... hohoho

Phrase of the week: "Yes, there're two paths you can go by, but in the long run... There's still time to change the road you're on" - Stairway to heaven - Led Zeppelin - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4787598/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4787598/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 16:47:11 PST Ok, and when the working hour was already over, I've asked to my sister to take me home first, before I go to the University... I mean, I was soaked, dirty and completely messed up. In other words, I was begging to take a shower... In the middle of the way, I've called my friend to keep up my seat, because I would get a little late... You know, my Human Resources teacher loves to hold ou class til 11pm, with blackmail but... Nevermind.
Ok, I've took one of the best showers in my life, dressed up myself with some fancy clothes and went to the bus stop. Hmmm while I was there waiting, my friend called me again saying that the teacher didn't showed up... So wtf, I went back home and here I am. Tomorrow I'm gonna go to buy my mom's computer... Believing or not, she's fanatic about Half-Life, Wolfenstein and games likely... Hmmm at least I guess I'm gonna have some more privacy... I mean, the PC lies in my room... So there's always someone bothering me around here. Ok, enough. Let's go for the phrase. See ya.

Phrase of the week: Take a chance (like all dreamers can't find another way)... You don't have to dream it all, just live a day. - Save a prayer - Duran Duran - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4730131/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4730131/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 19:14:15 PST Ah, today was quite an interesting day at work as well... At the beggining of the day, Jonnhy have purchased a pineapple and dressed it up with an identification badge, saying: "Onofre Girão - Business Consultant". Then it was funny... I've taken a pic of it, and put the pic on the id, so it was looking really cool. Of course, there was also a yellow tape on it, to give a different impression.
So Jonnhy took the pineapple, and gave it to someone saying that the person should keep "Mr. Girão", for 30 minutes, and then take it to another person. So the day has passed... And funny, I was the penultimate to handle it. Then Jonnhy invited all of us to a meeting, and then told us the reason for all of this. So, we've noticed that "Mr. Girão" was observing us all the time. The bad, and the good moments.
The point for that dynamics, Mauro (the company's psychologist) said, it was to show to everyone of us, that the pineapple it would always be there. Solving our problems, getting angry or not, it would always be there. So we shouldn't waste our time thinking about what to do with that. And simply take the lead, and do what we must.
I've thought it was really cool.... Well, the week has ended, but I'm gonna write the phrase of the week to finish my journal. See ya next time!

Phrase of the week: "Does it really matter, if there's a heaven up above? We sure could use some love..." - Under the same Sun - Scorpions - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4671767/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4671767/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 16:42:26 PST I guess I never felt myself so tired as this week in my whole life. I can't really explain why... Not even the coffee was making effect on me anymore. One of my work mates (Bruno), has left our company now to sell promotional souvenirs. I guess I'm gonna miss this fella... You know, at the beggining, when Jonnhy (another work mate of mine) went off in vacation, we had to hire a temporary person to give me a hand (since I was going to take Jonnhy's position).
Already at the first week, Bruno didn't showed up. He called us, saying that he was really screwed up. Yep, the asshole mixed up bacon with tequila (in a very high degree). I don't know how he's still alive. Still, after this 1 week away, he was there once again...
A small curiosity about this guy, is that any woman was the right one for him. You couldn't turn your back, that he was already thinking about how he would get laid with a woman that was walking on the street. Sure, there're some things that you cannot really control, but this guy was more destructive than a machine gun... Shooting everywhere! I couldn't really believe on such thing...
Still, he was very handy to help me while the time has passed by. Since I don't quite like to get in contact with people in general, I left this part for him, while I had to administrate only the operational stuff...
Besides, we laughed a lot about some things that happened inside of my company... Did I ever mentioned that more than 5 people already told me that wanted to kill me? I mean, for real...? Yep, once I was talking to a guy on the phone, but he was so pissed with another department of my company, that he told me that he would get there with a .38, and would kill me. First I was shocked, then I laughed... hahaha... Well, I'm still alive... No bullets on my chest... Yet. Let's see what may happen on the future, huh? I hope I may still alive to post another things. If I don't show up for more than a week, go to the church, and pray for my soul... hahaha

Phrase of the week: "Love is a promise, love is a souvenir... Once given, never forgotten... Never let it disappear" - Advice for the young at heart - Tears for Fears - ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4634801/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4634801/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 03:28:46 PST
I didn't slept quite well this weekend... Why? Well, that's because the grandpa of a friend of mine has died this saturday. I knew this guy since I was a little kid, and believe me, it was really difficult for me as well. What makes me wonder, is why some people die, while the others stay alive... What's the life mystery? I wonder about that every single day... Since I wake up... And even when I close my eyes to sleep.
Hmmm I had a lunch at my cousin's house as well, so from saturday to sunday, I couldn't sleep quite well. And when I tried to do that (it was kinda like 5 pm already), I felt myself kinda nauseated. My stomach was driving me nuts... So yesterday, I went to bed really late. Ah, a simple question: Who likes to sleep on sunday to wake up on monday? It's such a terrible thing. Weekends should be ethernal... Sigh. For the while, I can only make myself happy by living the way I am right now.
I'll try to post something else at the end of this week... See ya until then. ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4617195/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4617195/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 19:23:35 PST Today was my mother's birthday. So I was there at the college, looking for a card around there... Store by store... But no one had a single one. The excuse was: "Oh, it's only the beggining of the semester, we're just selling scholar materials". Oh, beautiful isn't? Well, but I didn't wanted to give up... Then I remembered that I had some money with me (that I was pretending to purchase a Administration book), but instead of it, something said to me that I had to buy more than a single card (even without it... hehehe).
So I entered into a musical store, and started to take a look at the cds, dvds... I couldn't find a good one of Phil Collins (since my mom loves this fella). So I was forced to purchase something that she likes (but I truly despise). Yes, I'm talking about a Prince's DVD. Damn it, I guess he was disappointed because he wasn't invited to join the crew of "Priscilla, Queen of the Desert".
Anyway, I guess I'll just lay down on my bed right now and watch to some TV... This weekend I have to do an International Marketing research, and I believe I need some rest...
I'll be right back... ]]> ~razornetout http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4595379/ http://razornetout.deviantart.com/journal/4595379/ Wed, 16 Feb 2005 04:58:06 PST Lately I'm feeling really tired because I didn't got used to my new schedule... Work and study everyday it's not an easy task you know... Wake up at 06:50am and go to bed only at 00:00am. It's really cruel... But I've been through this routine for more than 3 years. I hope I may still alive until I finish my studies... But, if something bad may happen with me, so wtf... Somethings you can't control in this life. Well, there're some things that you actually can... Still that makes me wonder about a quote of Oscar Wilde, saying: "I can resist to everything, except to my temptations"... Sigh. It's a really terrible feeling to be ruled by something... Some feel that at least is safe... I don't really know what to think.
Hmmm let me cut off the crap... Later I may keep on posting around here. Stay tuned... ]]> ~razornetout