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I can't really tell anyone else but I thought I could put it here where no one knows me or where I'm from.

This past weekend (for the 4th of July) my family went camping. I'm not a big fan of camping.. the whole sit outside an metal box in the infinite sunlight or sit inside the metal box on a little couch and watch a little t.v. isn't my ideal day... but my dad likes it so I do it to make him happy. Well as sick and twisted as it is my grandfather is married to his former mistress. She's nice I guess but it's still sick and twisted. My grandmother divorced my grandfather after she found out about the affair. (after my dad and my aunt were grown with their own lives and houses) Well this weekend my family, my aunt's family, my dad's cousin Jaime's family and, my dad's cousin Bo's family were all at this campground. To contiune this story you must know my mom is a very indoors air conditioning type of person. She likes cold air, internet, and her blackberry. Daddy likes outdoors, boats, and cars... see that problem? Anyway the first night of our weekend we spent the night in the camper. I slept on the couch. If you've never been in a camper, everything in them is hard and uncomfortable and tiny. Well the next morning Momma was miserable and I was miserable because ants had invaded our camper. I had almost literally 45 ant bites and momma woke up with ants on her face... yeah. Momma said the next night we would go home to sleep. Daddy stayed at the camper and every night that weekend we'd come down for dinner and then go home after. Well apparently Saturday night... wait ok My stepgrandmother has 3 grandchildren not related to any of my family just her family. There is bubba(have no clue what his real name is), Bootsie/Kayla, and Kaden. continued... Saturday night Bubba(is like 19 with a terrible white trying to be gansta sound in his voice and refuses to wear a shirt so he can show off his non-existant abs) Bubba started yelling at my grandfather and getting in his face. Calling him an old drunk who can't boss him around because he isn't his grandfather (mind you he did this infront of MY WHOLE FAMILY [my aunt her husband their two sons my dad's cousin Jaime his wife and 4 kids my dad's cousin Bo his wife and like 10 kids and Kaden and Bootsie]) My dad's cousin Jaime calls my dad to come down there because Bubba is trying to fight my grandfather (real upstanding young gentleman huh?) My dad is no pushover my daddy is 6'3" 43? muscular (because he works with his hands and arms all day) and has a MEAN temper. He gives you one mean look and you whimper in pain. He's pretty dang scary at times. My dad walks up to Bubba and get's in his face and says "You don't like people in your face huh?" He really could have killed Bubba. I'm not kidding. Bubba is an ungreatful ignorant guy. My grandfather told my cousin Jason (he's a kinda messed up kid he's been arrested over 10 times I'd say he's an ungreatful kid too.) that he was a pillpopping SOB. Because apparently Bubba and Jason were taking Papaw's pills and trying to buy drugs (supposedly). So papaw kicked Bubba out of the camper and told him to sleep outside that night. But my aunt took Bubba in there camper and let him sleep there that night. My dad is really mad at her for protecting Bubba and Jason. Daddy thinks that the reason Jason is a repeating fellon is because my aunt babies him and won't make him work for anything. On top of all that going on My papaw had two arteries in his heart 95% and 75% blocked. He had to have surgery today to repair one. He was scheduled for both but there were complications with it so they stopped, but apparently something went wrong and a doctor knicked something during surgery so there is blood going to my grandfather's kidneys. My mom and dad went to see him tonight. My mom said he looks terrible. He is supposed to go back into surgery Thursday to have the other repaired. They said they couldn't repair the other because his heart is too stressed(wonder why?) My dad is furious and holds Bubba totally responsible. My dad really wants to go to the campgrounds (where bubba is in the camper until he returns to school because he can't live under the same roof as my grandfather) and beat Bubba 'til he bleeds. My dad also has high bloodpressure and diabetes. So my mom is freaking out because she's trying to keep him from killing Bubba or from having an heartattack. Did I mention tomorrow is her birthday? I probably left some stuff out but that's about all I can handle right now..

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Anyway in my very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very limited free time I am attempting a comic. I have discovered that I like pen art. It's pretty snazzy and has a nice bold look. Anyway my comic with no name:

Main Characters:

KAZIA- 18 years old - 5'10" - Smart Strong Determined Friendly (etc..) - Kazia walks home from the market to find a trigger happy man with anger issues. Kazia stares down the barrel of the gun face to face with her attacker. The man leaves Kazia unharmed, to her suprise. The next day Kazia goes to visit her sister to find the apartments she lives in ablaze. Kazia is too late to safe her sister but rescues a toddler she comes to call Pheonix. Kazia soon after teams up with Archer to find the Mafia leader who supposedly burned down the apartments.

ARCHER- 23 years old - 6'3" - Quiet Withdrawn Intellegent Calculating - Archer is a mercenary hired to kill Kazia ,but falls short when he meets her. He sees her determination and strong disposition and can not kill her. Archer's boss is angry with him and to punish him, burns down the apartment where Archer's parents live. Archer is out for revenge and teams up with Kazia on her quest.

Pheonix- 1 to 2 years old - Does not speak often ,but has become very attached to his savior Kazia. Pheonix "rose from the ashes"(as Kazia says)of the apartment fire there by earning his name.

Ven-Aqui- 6 months to 1 year old - Loyal Loving Courageous Obediant - Kazia's beloved companion. Ven-Aqui was named by his loving owner with a lovely since of humor. Kazia loved spanish in highschool and has taken it with her in her dog's name (Ven Aqui = Come Here) Ven Aqui is a large german shepard mix ,but is no mutt to Kazia. He is her constant comfort. Ven-Aqui will do anything ANYTHING Kazia says without question.

Sound: good lame alright??? Sugestions? Any help will be apreciated.

]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/22119012/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/22119012/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 10:07:09 PST 2. Go to IMDb and pick a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions. Just guess!
5. Get everyone to try and guess which movies the quotes came from.

1. "Pardon my enthusiasm." "I like your enthusiasm."

2."The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous."

3."My Family has a psychiatrist on call, how normal can I be?"

4. "You know, there is nothing greater than deciding in your life that things maybe really are black and white! And this guy Ben, who clearly takes you for granted, who serially takes advantage of you, is bad! And what I'm saying is good! See what I mean? You shouldn't be the substitute for anybody. This guy should be right here, right now, doing this..." ( I really hate this movie)

5. 'Ha, ha - they're all gonna die."

6."Is there any reason you shouldn't be in this man's Army?"
"I'm a cross-dressing homosexual pacifist with a spot on my lung."
"As long as you don't have flat feet."

7."Oh, yes, as a matter of fact it is. We're supposed to do the show in two days, you won't show me the lifts, I'm not sure of the turns, I'm doing all this to save your a**, what I really want to do is drop you on it!"

8. "M-O."
"M-O?"
"M-O."
"Oh."

9."Do I still have to sleep in the cupboard?"

10."Oh, great valium. Not only will we be able to go to sleep, if we get attacked in the middle of the night, we won't even care."

11. "For instance, I've seen that you're maybe one of, I don't know, three people in the world that likes pizza flavored chips. You're also the only person I've ever seen that spends more time on the roof of her house than in her actual house. And what you do when you're reading... books, ya know, not... not US weekly or Seventeen or ya know? But you're reading substantial books"

12."Oh my God! Hey, we can't shoot a dead woman! She might be somebody's mom!"

13. "We've got to find Jack! There's only 365 days left until next Halloween!"

14."He came in to demand an answer and I told him the truth. That I have fought with myself over that night, one half of me swearing blind that I tied a simple slipknot, the other half convinced that I tied the Langford double. I can never know for sure."
(hint: Wait this isn't Batman!- Caleb)

15."Death that hath sucked the honey of thy breath hath had no power yet upon thy beauty."

16."You tell God the Father it was a kindness you done. I know you hurtin' and worryin', I can feel it on you, but you oughta quit on it now. Because I want it over and done. I do. I'm tired, boss. Tired of bein' on the road, lonely as a sparrow in the rain. Tired of not ever having me a buddy to be with, or tell me where we's coming from or going to, or why. Mostly I'm tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world everyday. There's too much of it. It's like pieces of glass in my head all the time. Can you understand?"

17."Oh and it is LOVELY. You know, you're really quite a decorator. It's amazing what you've done with such a modest budget. I like that boulder. That is a NICE boulder."

18."Do not touch the glass. Do not approach the glass. You pass him nothing but soft paper - no pencils or pens. No staples or paperclips in his paper. Use the sliding food carrier, no exceptions. If he attempts to pass you anything, do not accept it. Do you understand me?"

19."Why do you wear that stupid bunny suit?"
"Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?"

20. "Redrum." (if you don't know this one shame on you educate yourself!)



Wow that was pretty fun to do

]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/19319716/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/19319716/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 21:28:59 PDT
P.S. You know what's sad if you ask me to describe my idea of a perfect guy its:

Fang (Max Ride)/ Ozmandias (When the wind blows)/ Kyo (Alice 19th)/ Edward (Twilight)/ Jesse (Mediator)/ Two-Bit (The Outsiders)/ Wes (The Truth About Forever)/ Owen (Just Listen) F.Y.I. all of those guys are made up.... so my perfect guy pretty much doesn't exist. I'd probably settle for Ozmandias though. He was an awesome character.

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Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday
flute Private church band Football Game
Sectionals lessons practice


So I mean can you blame me?! But I have been working totally hard on my art! When I can I'll smuggle my art stuff home and post it all!! I love art even though I don't have a clue who anyone in my class is. I sit by a CHEERLEADER nasty prepiness !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ha ha jk she's pretty cool! OK anyway My birthday is coming up really soon and I got the best present ever!! So yea.

]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/14652412/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/14652412/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 00:00:40 PDT Message Bible- Everything we think and that do and feel is material in a guilding operationwhich we are engaged all our life long.

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
i touched a stuffed blue monkey

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Halloween

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
1:40am

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
1:38 pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
a secondhand serenade song...

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I was walking in from my driving lesson with my dad...

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Facebook

9. What are you wearing?
A yellow shirt and blue jean shorts with no shoes

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes well it was wierd a guy in the band had kidnapped some of our fellow band members and so the whole band went to where he was and turned him into the police I think he kidnapped me too but I got away it was very odd....

11. When did you last laugh?
When I was watching halloween and it had really cheesy dramatic music

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Many many posters, stickers of superman and Belle, and a picture that is framed and lots and lots of other stuff

13. Seen anything weird lately?
televisionasting or something off some comercial...
yeah my mate Matt

14. What do you think of this quiz?
its random

15. What is the last film you saw?
Halloween

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A bigger house a dog a cat and the best personal trainer around

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I feel lonely

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
every one should have wings (ha ha previous person but halarious answer to those who have read the book it is about) I think that I would take the thought of lust from all of our minds and only think of sex as having a child that you AND YOUR SPOUSE could raise together.

19. Do you like to dance?
no because i can't

20. George Bush:
he could be better

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Bluez (nick name)

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Wes

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
No i would miss my family to much.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Thank you for being who you are and kind to all (when you aren't angry or upset, Well done my good and faithful servant"

25. 6 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Everyone who reads it!

]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/14203067/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/14203067/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 21:18:45 PDT

<3

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But we’re back in the U.S.A. now and, in fact, we swung through Hollywood and noticed this little thing in this magazine all the movie-moguls read. Check out what your five million clicks did. You guys rock!

Now just to cast James Earl Jones as my voice. Would you guys click another couple million for that? (Ouch, Max just punched me in the arm as I typed that.)

Okay, we’re learning it’s a very bad idea to stay in one place for too long, so we’re going to get moving. More soon, though.

—Fang

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]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13992313/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13992313/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 17:46:26 PDT Eye Color: blue/green
Hair Color: Dirty Blonde
Height: 5'7"
Shoe Size: 9
Heritage: Italian and Cherokee
Birthdate: October
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

...::Firsts::...
Concert: lol NSYNC*
Best Friend: Jessica Parker
Crush: Nick Carter (Yes I had bad taste)
Pet: Fish (Can't remember names)

...::Have You Ever::...
Sky Dived: NOOOOOO
Bungee Jumped: NOOOOO
Gone out of the Country: Nope but want to..
Beaten Someone Up: Nope
Gotten Beat Up: Nope
Killed an Animal: Nope
Swam in the Ocean: Nooo Jaws would eat me!!
Broke the Law: Ummm... no.
Smoked: Nope
Chewed Tobacco: Nope
Drank: Never
Been Kissed: Nope
Been In Love: Nope
Dumped Someone: Yes
Been Dumped: Nope
Broken Someone's heart: Nope
Had Your Heart Broken: Not Really
Liked Someone Who Didn't Like You Back: Everytime
Broken A Bone: Nope
Had Surgery: Yes but I dont remember it.
Had an X-ray or MRI: Not that I remember
Failed a Class: Nope

...::Favorites::...
Color: blue and green
Food: Pizza with buffalo sauce
Drink: Coke Zero
Snack: pepperonis
Cereal: choco-nilla
Ice Cream: CAKE BATTER!!!
Candy: Sour Patch (big Surprise!!)
Restaurant: El Terro
Fast Food Place: lol Taco Bell
Store: Best Buy or SunCoast
Animal: I like them all (well mostly)
Quote: Heart and Soul or Follow your Heart
Sport To Play: Ummmm.....none.
Sport To Watch: none
Movie: Corpse Bride or Beauty and the Beast
TV Show: Supernatural
Type Of Music: Rock
Band: The Summer Obsession, 30 Sec. to Mars, 3 Days Grace....lots of them
Singer: Taylor Swift
Song: At the moment.... Melt the Sugar by TSO and All the Same by Sick puppies.

...::This//Or//That::...
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
Cake or Ice Cream: Ice cream
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Love or Money: Love (always)
Music or TV: Music
Cat or Dog: Dog
Mom or Dad: Both
Truck or Car: Car
Ocean or Lake: Neither!!!
Yahoo or Hotmail: Yahoo
Google or AJ: Google
Light or Dark: Light (Im scared of the Dark Call me what you want but I am)
Country or City: City
Rain or Sunshine: Rain with Sunshine.

...::The Opposite Sex::...
First Thing You Notice: Eyes
Personality or Looks: Personality
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: blue or green
Short or Tall: Tall
Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
Sense of Humor or Sweet: Both
Hook up or Relationship: Relationship always

...::Currently::...
Feeling: Bored
Listening To: All the Same by Sick Puppies
Wanna: Draw something
Doing Besides Typing: Moving around like a loser lol
Thinking About: The Section before this and all the guys it applys to.
Wearing: Superman shirt, jeans, and high tops.
Single: YUP
Best Friends: BAiley, Jayce, Malen, Colby, Caleb, Emily, Jerianna. yea thats all of them well my best friends.

...::The Future::...
Career: Marine Biologist or Writer
Marriage: HECK YEA (Sorry just Im very ready to be married)
Kids: a couple



OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOO
<3<3<3<3 We ordered my new flute!!!!! <3<3<3<3

]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13991671/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13991671/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 19:39:38 PDT ok random outburst done. But Still I am through with Band Camp and my feet are killing me from freaking roll steps and backwards march!! Ok and whoever made up a "To the Rear" while doing a "Left or Right Slide" is seriously gay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean any band people understand what im going through?? Anyway I drew a picture of Belle and I'm gonna try and post it soon but this Rocker is going to sleep right now!! See ya !!



<3Bluez
"the mighty Rocker"

]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13932325/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13932325/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 19:59:23 PDT

<3Bluez

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]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13711554/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13711554/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 18:26:54 PDT Sour Patch are the greatest things ever created.
Spider pig, Spider pig!! Does whatever a Spider pig does!!
Beauty and the Beast <3 <3
My friends forgot me today....
To Kill a Mocking Bird is so far an ok book.
The Truth about Forever and Just Listen are totally great books!!
Harry Potter is trying to take over the world (lol jk)
Well that's all my randomness.

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<3 Taylor

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Ok well check out my story!


<3 Taylor/Bluez lol

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Jenny by Click 5
Through the Glass by Stone Sour
Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Melt the Sugar by THe Summer Obsession
Don't look back in Anger by Oasis
Figure it out, Hey there Delilah, Take me there by Plain White T's
Shadow of the Day by Linkin Park
Andy, you're a star by The Killers
Working Class Hero by Green day
Everything by Buckcherry
Pain by 3 days grace
Reptilla by THe Strokes
Don't Give Up by Sanctus Real
Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
Take Me by Hawk Nelson


Oh Yea all of those are Christian or Rock so yea.
Ok if you even bother to look any of these up I salute you. Lol I like all of these a ton so yea.

]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13280527/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13280527/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 16:48:14 PDT Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel, that is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real, so much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart,
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
null and void instead of voices
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
[ Through Glass lyrics found on [link] ]
sitting all alone inside your head

cause i'm looking at you through the glass, don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you yeh ya

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you yeh ya

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you yeh ya
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you yeh ya
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you yeh ya
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you yeh ya

Who are the stars?
Who are the stars?

]]> ~rckerbyebaby http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13271961/ http://rckerbyebaby.deviantart.com/journal/13271961/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 23:33:44 PDT
(Ok I probably don't think this now but when I wrote this I was flipping ticked off!)

Oh yea besides the dumb submission thing. My day has been bad. Ok (my best friend who is really getting annoying and being totally rude and obnoxious) friend (I guess she's still my friend) ok well i was trying to bridge the gap that we made when I told her it was rude to text one friend when your with a whole other one, yea so i was talking to her and I found out the guy that I used to like tons (Tom Welling) is married and I was acting like it really bothered me. She was like Ok? Why should I care, so I asked her what her problem was with me and she said Huh? and so i got really ticked. Oh and my other friend said that I should give these two kids a break when they ditched us for the millionth time without even letting us know that they couldnt come.

Ok so clearly today was not my day. I might just curl up in a ball tomorrow and hide in my room with the radio blasting. It sounds good to me.

Ok here is my online prayer:
God, please help me to not feel like i'm the center of the world. Help me to deal with people by practicing patience. I pray that I will read your word and become closer to you and that way I will be a better person. I want to be a better person but it seems so hard and so much peer presure and all this other stuff that amounts to a big mess and I'm covered with it all. I know that's not an excuse but it made me feel better typing it. Please watch over everyone tonight and keep them safe and in your sight. Help me to grow and be a witness to all people. I thank you for all you have done and please forgive me for I have sinned against you. I hope that you will help me to forgive those who have done wrong bye me as I have done to them. Help me to go through my teenage years with you and stay with you. Thank you for everything. Amen.

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