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                <title>The world is changing...are you ready for it?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Apr 2009 19:27:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I am finally deciding to post something here on DA.  I don't usually use the blog thing cause I have my own, but I do need to ask some opinions.<br /><br />I've really gotten into illustrating in both manga style and "American" style drawings.  So I'm looking to possibly getting into it for a living or at least for a side job but I need people to ask for commissions or requests or w/e.  Because I'm still really new at all this and people don't really know my art yet, I'm looking to start off with some free art requests.  Small stuff so I can get the hang of it and so everyone can get an idea of what I can do.<br /><br />If you are interested than please comment and let me know.  Finals are over on Friday (May 1st) so I'll be able to start immediately.<br /><br />I do best with pen and ink but I can try stuff with the computer or with Prisma Pencils or Prisma Markers.  I'm open to most anything.  I won't do any porn or slutty/smutty things cause 1, I don't trust myself to do that and 2, I would like to not build a portfolio with that kind of art.<br /><br />Thank you all for your time, and remember...it's free.<br /><br />--------------<br />~ Aj<br />"Darkness in the night, I'll find that light for you. As long as I got eyes, I'll have a sight for you. As long as I'm alive, baby I'll die for you..."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good News</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 17:45:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So here's some good news for Dare to Dream readers, supporters and friends.  Dare to Dream will be back, its for certain now.  I currently have two pages drawn out and another 9 more thumbnail pages mapped out with dialouge and expressions and all that.  I plan to work on the first few pages tonight and into tomorrow.  I plan to have the new revamped comic up by next week though I would like to have it up by this weekend...but we'll have to see how things work themselves out.<br /><br />So for now, please enjoy to old comic and the Random Comics section as I get the new stuff up and online.  They will probably be previews available on my DA account if you would like to get a sneak peek...<br /><br />Until next week, I love you all.  Thank you for all your support.<br /><br />                                        - Amanda<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Just a Ramble</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jan 2008 12:03:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I added my first piece of photography today.  I'm thinking I might try to make a side thing out of it, I really do enjoy taking pictures so I figure why not make some money from it right?  I tend to take pictures of nature and landscapes more than of people because no one ever wants to model for me :/  I wonder if I could take a nice picture of a person modeling?  It's too bad all my friends are "camera shy."   Quite a shame.<br /><br />Anyway, as I said, I put up my first photo today.  It's from my recent trip to Disney World Epcot in Dec 2007.  It was seriously like 28 degrees or something like that.  It was soooo cold! >_<  But I took the picture cause we were walking our way around the worlds part of Epcot and I was like "Wow!  Lookit that!" and then I took a picture.  I love how it came out.<br /><br />If anyone wants a print, please let me know.  Cause if I know there's a interest for my photography I'll be more than happy to continue and offer prints.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~realemotion</author>
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                <title>I'm alive!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jan 2008 23:40:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, I'm back and for once I don't have a cold I'm fighting off!  Whoo!  Anyway, I finally found time to do Date to Dream's next page, that makes 22 baby!  It's moving a lot slower than I wanted it to, I expected Chapter 0 to be done at 20 but guess not.  Might go to 30 at this rate.  Either way, I know I'm like never doing night scenes again.  I hate toning them, too much thought process and waaaaay to many layers. lol.<br /><br />Anyway, I also added a quick pic of a current painting I'm working on.  Once I'm done it I'll upload a much better quality photo, no blurring or anything lol.  Stupid camera.  Anyway, I'm off to bed, later all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Feeling Better</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 21:57:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm feeling a little better now.  It seems as though people are reading my manga and I am starting to feel a little better about it because of that.  But I still feel like it stinks.  I think I might tone less from now on cuz i think I'm over toning the pages.   Page 21 got way over toned but it looked so cool I didn't want to not use the tones...Oh well.  I also probably won't do very many night scenes cuz it's annoying to have to think about where the light source is coming from in the darkness.  Anyway, I put up page 20 an 21 today and 19 got added on Nov 3.  So read and comment please.<br />
I also managed to draw a picture of Katrina and Joel which i actually kinda like.  So I made it into a wallpaper which you can download from the website... <a href="http://www.starlightdreamer.net/dtd/">[link]</a><br />
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Anyway, I think i need to head off to bed so I'll see you all later.  Bai.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>In Pain</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 21:00:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have to say, I hate being sick and I hate when I'm sick and have to deal with that time of the month.  I don't have classes till 2pm on Tuesdays and Thursdays so I decided to stay up till 2am this morning and then about 2 and half to three hours later I woke up with the worst stomach pain.  I rolled over and over for about a half hour before I finally couldn't stand it anymore and went to the bathroom.  I felt like throwing up...  I finally got back to my room after about 10 minutes and laid down for maybe 20 minutes before the pain came back ten fold.  I felt like crying... So back to the bathroom I went for about 10 minutes.  When i got back I took 2 Advil, though about taking 4 but thought that might be bad so I didn't  I laid there in bed for about another hour with my heating pad on max heat.  Usually I just sleep on my stomach and I'm okay, but this pain...I haven't felt like this since 10th grade when I actually had to go home from school because it made me nauseous and I did throw up and go pale.  I feel like I'm in this daze....must be all the Advil I've taken today...I think...I must have had...maybe 8 already and I'll probably have to take another two before I go to bed...I think I need to find a stronger medication...maybe I need like vicodin or something...ugh...it still hurts like hell...  What did I do to deserve this pain...<br />
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Unfortunately, due to my pain and cold I doubt I'll have a new page up for Dare To Dream by tomorrow.  That makes me sad but I really have no umph to make the next page.  I look at other peoples manga and then I look at real manga and I hate the way I draw, tone and everything...I think I suck and hate everything...I just want to quit and burn it all...<br />
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But I know I shouldn't...so I won't...but...I question my major as well...I wonder if art is really for me...I am a competative person but I don't think I can take the pressures of a career in graphic design...I don't seem to have any inspiration anymore...it's like, no matter what I do anymore...whether it's art related or not...<br />
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I hate it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dare to Dream - Page 18</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 01:44:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally got page 18 done.  Not sure if I'll have page 19 done for Saturday though.  Dunno.  We'll see.  I also managed to make a teaser for chapter 1 and clean up and reorganize  my DA gallery.  That's about it.  I'm going ot bed now.  It's 4:45am and I've got class at 10am.  Night.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dare to Dream Page 17</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Oct 2007 21:42:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I added page 17 yesterday.  I'm not sure I want to keep going though.  I mean, I have the first chapter all drawn out and all but...I don't think anyone is even reading it.  What's the point of making it if no one reads it, ne?  We'll see how it goes, at this rate though, I won't go past chapter 0 cuz i dont want to waste my time making something "cool" that no one is looking at.  Kind of the same reason I stopped updating my graphics website a ton of my other websites.  Maybe I should spend some money to get ads in the search engine things but I'm so cheap...<br />
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Anyway, that's it.  Bai.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dare To Dream - Page 16</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Oct 2007 20:37:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finished two pages today.  I redid page 3 and finalized page 16.    It's crazy that it takes like a whole day for 1 page.  For some reason my website has gone down for the time being but I'm getting in contact with them about it so it should be fixed soon.... I hope.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dare to Dream</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Oct 2007 15:24:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My comic is on a roll.  Being updated about twice a week and the story seems to be working well and I seem to be getting the hang of this toning stuff the more and more I do it.  Joy for practice making almost perfect!  Anyway, please check it out and be sure to look here for page previews and "pretty art".<br />
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<a href="http://www.starlightdreamer.net/dtd/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~realemotion</author>
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                <title>I'm back!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Oct 2007 11:21:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all, Kaze is back in action!<br />
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Currently I am working hard on my online comic and since I'd like some comments I will be posting up previews of pages and pages as well different drawings that I've done.  So please, comment and let me know what you guys think.  I can only ask my friends so many times before they just keep saying "It's good."<br />
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If you would like to read the comic please go to <a href="http://www.starlightdreamer.net/dtd/">[link]</a><br />
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I am currently working on redoing all the older pages and reformatting existing pages into a larger format.  The small pages just make it too hard to work with anymore.  Again, please take a look, thank you.<br />
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~ Kaze Kikotsu<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yo!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jun 2005 20:46:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, sup guys?<br /><br />Yeah, It's been awhile I know.  I don't think any of you even think I'm still here so posting here is probably pointless but here we go.<br />
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So, school ended finally, I'm an offical Senior. YAY!  Anyway, so now I'm working my life away at my local supermarket, whoo...  Yeah but I got in Dungens and Dragons and all it's nerdyness but it's cool.  Umm let's see...oh, I finally have time to myself now that school is over so I hope to get something done with my websites as well as getting stuff up on DA.  I really like it here truthfuly.  I didn't like it much when I started cause I was too pissed off that I didn't have my domain to really like anything that wasn't my own domain.  But now, school is out, I'm a senior, I make good money, I have a domain and and and....Oh I have the most wonderful girlfriend in the world.  I won't tell who.  But I just thought I'd let everyone know, she's the only girl I like and ever will like.  It's one of those weird things where you get this attraction to the one person or thing but not to anything else like it.  Anyway, she the cutest thing and I love her to death.  Wouldn't trade here for anything. Blushing yet love? tehe!<br />
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ANYWAY!  So I plan to get some artwork and stuff up here soon. By the way, my domain is<br />
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<a href="http://www.starlightdreamer.net/">[link]</a><br />
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I have like 10 sites on there so check 'em out.  I promise you'll have at least a breife moment of fun. ^^<br /><br />Later dudes! ]]></description>
                <author>~realemotion</author>
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                <title>Take Aim...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jun 2004 17:34:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You wanna read about my day?  Okay, go  to<br />
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<a href="http://takeaim.blogspot.com/">[link]</a><br />
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That's where I will put all of my  Journal entries unless they are DA  related.  Like, my DA journal will  becoem my update diary lol. ^^  That's  all, see ya. ]]></description>
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                <title>MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 May 2004 12:07:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WOOT!  I HAVE OFF SCHOOL FROM FRIDAY  (tomorrow) TILL MONDAY MAY 31! YAY!  *parties* okay, I'm good now.  Dum de  do, nothing much to write...OH! I did  my speech yesterday, that  was....interesting.  I actually did  okay. 9:45 was my time.  We had to have  5-7 minuets or more so I did well. ^^  Especially considering the disruption I  had during it.  But I still went on and  ignored them.  I had fun teaching them  how to shade and about the color wheel.   ^^<br />
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I did my history project yesterday too.   That was fun; I didn't even eat lunch  because I had "Food Day" in History  which is right before Lunch so I saved  myself 4 dollars yay! ^^<br />
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I went driving the other day too and  parked my mom's car (I drove it) in our  driveway, it was hard O.O<br />
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Next thing up on my agenda is my Art  Project and the dreaded FINALS.  Bleh.   I hate them.  Oh well.  Till next time,  bye! ]]></description>
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                <title>Wohoo!  Friday!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 May 2004 14:22:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YAY IT'S FRIDAY!  Woop!  What's  so  great aobut friday?  It means I only  have to worry about two more projects  and then finals then SUMMER!!!!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />  I'm  not crazy I swear, just physco. lol.<br />
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Anyway, today was boring.  I hope to  get my art project finished soon (liek  by sunday) then I'll have a 1st mod  study hall for the rest of the year.   That will be fun.  Oh, I get to drive  again this weekend.  I have about 11 or  12 hours so far, I need like 50 or  something.  I dunno anymore.  Gotta  find my book. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />  Oh, when I do finish my  art project I'll scan it in for you all  to see. It'll be nice to see what you  people think.  Not that anyway knows I  exist other than Rikku-sama....<br />
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Anyway, I gotta get to homework and  then start on the art project.  See ya! ]]></description>
                <author>~realemotion</author>
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                <title>Newbie Arrival</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 May 2004 18:19:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yo.  Newbie here. lol.  Well in a way.   I've always wanted to join up at DA but  never felt the need cause I had a  website, but now that it's down I guess  this is the perfect reason to start on  DA.  Whee!  Anyway, today ws boring,  nothing ever really happens around here  that's interesting at all.  Hmm...let  me think...yeah, nothing at all. ^^  Lots of projects though.  I have a  history project due friday and a heath  project due monday then a english  speech and a "food day" is history  (second part of history project) on  wendsday and then finals starts a week  or too after that not to mention I have  a Game Interpetation to do for art  class!  Oh so busy!  Better get to work  on them.  See ya! ]]></description>
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