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Eye the crowd for the unknown voice suffocating in isolation of the mind and call out with your eyes and cry.
They want you to disprove their reality of life without love.
Why not climb a rainbow to touch the stars while you're at it?

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This was a peculiar thing I found in an old sketchbook. I can't make up my mind whether to take it as beautiful writing, or depressing writing hahaha -- can't remember the intent
I guess it depends what mood you're in when you read it.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/22365537/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/22365537/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 00:22:28 PST

this is stupid.


but what's worse, is before, so i guess this isn't that bad.


i feel like i've wasted the first 2 days of 2009 ... and i've wasted 20 minutes of the 3rd.
Shit.



back to wasting my life.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/21555617/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/21555617/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 18:02:23 PST nada surf

i saw you walk out from an alley and recognize in a shallow depth of water not a reflection of yourself but a metaphor of your mind.

Don't you lose who you are every now and then?

I think those cracked cobble steps under your feet are straining from the weight that's on your mind ... Me? I'm feeling weightless again -
don't see what i have left to gain

you think you understand, but no - not til you let go of the hand you hold every time you cross the road
cause you'll float away then, and maybe like me,
you'll feel weightless again
and you'll have nothing left to gain

you all told me to meditate with you that one day in a room full of people and my soul teared.

because i thought i was incapable. i thought the ground was unescapable.

the brother i made
described it to me
[the practice you call meditation]
and together we realised that neither of us
had seen through your eyes, or you, ours

unknowingly, our lives were what you sought
and the antonym of us was what you fought to escape
when you tried to meditate with thought
or without. and my doubt is cast out now
rambling about my body that's weightless again

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/21225275/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/21225275/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 22:26:13 PDT
1 (0.25-ounce) packet active dry yeast
1 cup warm milk, (105°f-115°f)
1/2 cup granulated sugar
1/3 cup butter, melted
1 teaspoon salt
2 large eggs
4 cups all-purpose or bread flour
1 cup firmly packed brown sugar
2 1/2 tablespoons ground cinnamon
1/3 cup butter, softened
1/2 cup butter, softened
1 1/2 cups sifted powdered sugar
1 (3-ounce) package cream cheese, softened
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
1/8 teaspoon salt
Preheat oven to 400°F.
In a large mixing bowl, dissolve yeast in warm milk. Add 1/2 cup sugar, melted butter, 1 teaspoon salt, eggs and flour; mix well. Dust a flat surface with a small amount of flour and knead dough into a large ball. Return to bowl and cover. Let rise for 1 hour or until dough has doubled in size.
Remove dough from bowl and roll out on a lightly floured surface until dough is 21-inches long by 16-inches wide and 1/4-inch thick.
In a small separate bowl, combine brown sugar and cinnamon. Spread 1/3 cup of butter evenly over surface of the dough and cover with cinnamon/brown sugar mixture. Roll dough from the top (21-inch side) to bottom edge. Cut rolled dough into 1 3/4-inch slices and place 6 at a time on a lightly greased baking sheet.
Preheat oven to 400°F.
Bake for about 20 minutes or until light brown.
While rolls are baking, combine remaining butter, powdered sugar, cream cheese, vanilla and salt. Beat with an electric mixer until fluffy. Drizzle on hot rolls and serve.
Makes 12 rolls.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/21006339/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/21006339/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 18:02:53 PDT knowin that out there i've been growin without you
and you were growin before me i'll let it be
but you'd see if you were me we belong under the same tree
lookin at the stars by the sea so far yet so near
and i know its clear i'm fulla fear but i'm showin
the woman i'm growin into has a lot to gain
i could have fame but i'd be ashamed
to have made something from just a name
so i keep an ear to the ground for the sound i'm about to hear
and my eyes to the fork in the road i'm growin near
i'm shakin my hearts been breakin but its taped n ready to go
to show the world how much i know and can handle
i was a handful from the beginning but keep my hands to myself now
passin out spinnin fast skippin class growin up tough luck
when you're grown up no one to pull you out when you get stuck
see ya later.
i'm made of dreams from within
time to dive off the deep end again.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/20936922/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/20936922/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 12:33:05 PDT
i'm co-hosting an open mike next friday!! Omg soo nervous!

should be awesome though, read 3 new poems thursday night [at 'author's night'] and they went over well .. one was a song, so i sang that, and i have NEVER SANG in my life, jeeeeze my legs were shaking so much. so the two new poems i'm gonna read at the open mike, and the song, i'll keep on the back burner for awhile til i either learn guitar for it or get more confident singing..

AnYwAyS wassup with the rest of you?

its been awhile .. i'll try and keep up to date a bit better

ttfn

xox

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/17904203/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/17904203/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 22:03:02 PDT
I believe.. ina world where everyone loves and everyone is loved.

A place where food nourishes our bodies and makes us beautiful and strong.

Where the air we breathe gives us energy and makes us happy - where children can run free and the most dangerous thing out there is not men, but wild animals.

Where plants can grow away from cracked pavement... And birds aren't gutted with garbage.

Where stress doesn't exist in anyone. And neither does spite.


My mind already lives in this world.. But it's a lonely place. Join me

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/15797959/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/15797959/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 18:28:41 PST school is over as offf.... next tuesday? the 11th?
maybe if i'm NOT a jerk, i'll post some of the shit i spent the entire semester doing. and by shit, i mean cool stuff that i love. not that ucky stuff that is created you know how.

yeaaahhh ummm..

for the record, dA blows.
so fucking marketing robbed. no community really, and so many assholes who roam around trying to ruin other people's experiences on it.. not mine, but others..
yeah.
the reason i'm still on, still a part of it, is cause.. i like hearing some feedback. and in grade 11/12 whatever it was, i really needed this as an outlet..
haven't written in so long. maybe i'll try and do some poetry this winter/christmas..
thing is, i don't have those miserable emotions i used to write from these days..
then again, .. i may soon.
love you grandpa. give evryone a hug For Me.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/15451687/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/15451687/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 16:13:18 PST
]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/12592494/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/12592494/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 11:50:43 PDT


so hard to find my way
now that i'm all on my own
saw you just the other day
my you have grown

cast ma memory back there lor'
sometimes i'm overcome
thinking about
making love in the green grass
behind the stadium


maaan SUMMAHTIME. tis upon us boys and girls.
can't wait to sit in the grass, with not a worry or a thought upon me, maybe a couple cats curled up next to me.. a swim at the quarry in the afternoon, a hottub starlit night.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/11911789/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/11911789/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 17:23:09 PST "rebelicious" has been on beta, and has returned to her amazingly faithful watchers who she loves and she promises to be much more careful about abandoning in the future
fuck school, eh?
heheh
<3

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10668030/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10668030/ Thu, 09 Nov 2006 10:33:31 PST should have asked for that as a birthday present before it got 3 months too late to put in birthday present requests!! anywho. Hi. i'm not dead
so since i was last on, i've had .. a crazy halloween party, chill halloween night, crazy sick weekend along with working.. drove my soon-to-be-mine truck, [which is gorgeous by the way and tops anything you could drive!] , went to a bar without being IDd and played poker with about 8 strangers and had a killer night stayed awake for 45 hours before getting bored and going to sleep for something to do - - and of couse many other various entertaining activities in between. and now homework is slowly creeping up on me and i'm getting a little worried.. shitty. of course none of that includes the various mind messing i'm goin through, with the usual issues. but thats not internet-speak! stupid nice people who attract me and make me all confused. FUKAH
ohhh and i forgot to mention 'pool and free bread' night that will be consistently happening every wednesday now. you're all invited.


]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10511760/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10511760/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 21:41:27 PDT ProsePetals , from =nevergetfooledagain, who stole it from =neek-zique, who stole it from *nocturnalwhispers.

Bold the things you've done, no matter what the context. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone asks you. And in my case, I might not anyway.

Kissed someone on your top friends
Ever told a lie
Video taped yourself having sex
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
Been arrested
Kissed a picture
Slept in until 5 PM
Fallen asleep at school
Held a snake
Ran a red light
Been suspended from school
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident
Sang karaoke
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose
Caught a snowflake on your tongue
Kissed in the rain
Sang in the shower
Gave your private parts a nickname
Sat on a roof top
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
Broken a bone
Shaved your head
Slept naked
Blacked out from drinking
Played a prank on someone
Had a gym membership
Felt like killing someone
Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry
Cried over someone you were in love with
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets
Shot a gun
Tripped on mushrooms
Donated Blood
Eaten cheesecake
Still liked someone you shouldn't
Have a tattoo
Crossed your eyes
Mixed a cocktail
Read Shakespeare
Lived in another country
Tied a cherry stalk (or similar) with your tongue
Played a violin
Lied to get out of work


Hmmmmmmkay. Your turn...and of course, you get to do the next one, too.


Stolen...uh - borrowed - from =ProsePetals

50 strange questions

Be ready to laugh! This may just be the most random survey I've ever taken!!

1. What is your best friend's grandma's name?

uhh yea dunno that one!

2. Where is the weirdest place you have a mole?

exactly in the middle of my collar bone under my necklace. brother has one in almost the same spot

3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?

science teather

4. Have you ever made out in a movie theater?

noo

5. What body part do you wash first?

arms surprisingly lol

6. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms?

uhh

7. What's the strangest talent you have?

write with my toes? ambidextrous pool playing? crepe cooking? haha

8. Do you have an innie or an outtie?

Innie double pierced now

9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles?

none. like those dutch salt n vinegar

10. Have you ever been tied up? Do you want to be?

yes. and sure.

11. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?

never was. unless you count gating at school.. and that was for lying to richardson

12. Do you parallel park or drive around the block?

both depending on circumstance

13. Have you ever had two dates in one night?

no

14. How many times have you been cussed out?

unsure lol

15. Which shoe do you put on first?

Left...or right. whichever foot reaches the shoe first.

16. In one word, describe your butt.

...???... uh...there?

17. Have you ever been to a gay bar?

nope

18. Girls: Out of Madonna, Aunt Bee, Oprah Winfrey, and Paris Hilton, who are you most like? Guys: Choose between Dr. Phil, Larry the Cable Guy, Barney Fife, and Billy Bob Thorton:

oprah yay

19. Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common?

uhhmm... they all seemed to like me lol
uhhmm seriously? they were all white. thats the ONLY thing they had in common!! and i'm not racist.

20. Did you French kiss before you were 16?

not a day before ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10425822/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10425822/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 16:54:16 PDT seeing as its tomorrow .. ohhhh i'm silly . a silly goose
aaaandi 'm gonna avoid the computer fer a bit, so scuse me for not responding.

no comments pls. (cause then i feel like i gotta respond! an i've already got 120 thing st o respond tooo sooo yea thanks!)

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10379126/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10379126/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:19:53 PDT
is it weird that i have a lot of fun dancing around my apartment by myself with the music full blast?

wait. don't answer that.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10364366/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10364366/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 23:49:36 PDT hm
first time i've been.. not unhappy, but not-happy. since school started at least.. and thats a long time, like a month and a half of euphoria? pretty sweet.
it won't last long, this non-euphoricness.
but probably for this weekend. FUCK
i'll sort everything out. pain only hurts for a moment. and then its in the past. and the only past pain you can experience is emotional. and emotional pain is only in your head.. its all controllable.
love jessa

no comments necessary.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10288609/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10288609/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 00:14:01 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

…and away we go…


How are you feeling today?
It's Tricky - Run DMC
haha thats pretty accurate!



Will you get far in life?
Closing Time - Semisonic
hm .. ok



How do your friends see you?
Scattered- Green Day

uh.. the title seems accurate.. but the lyrics.. i hope thats not really true!


Will you get married?
'hurricane' by bob dylan.. hope that ones not true!



What is your best friend's theme song?
"The One" by foo fighters.

hmm.. thats more my theme song than hers i think, but it could work? i dunno


What is the story of your life?
Kokomo - beach boys
fuck yea. thats awesome



What was high school like?
in search of an out of body vibe - the simpsons (starring Grandpa)

holy fuck that is so true!!



How can you get ahead in life?
wake me up ... - green day
.. ok ? sounds good!


what is the best thing about your friends?
joe bean - johnny cash
oh good god. i hope thats not how it is



What is in store for this weekend?
My out of style is coming back - Matthew Good Band

sounds great!



What song describes you?
walk this way - aerosmith and run dmc

sounds good lol a lil extreme tho haha


To describe your grandparents?
fat bottomed girls - queen
title sounds mean, but i really love that song, so i don't care!



How is your life going?
in love with a bad idea - matthew good

title's interesting.. lyrics are just not me!



What song will they play at your funeral?
i want to break free - queen

sure, that sounds great!


How does the world see you?
daria - cake
.. "i won't be soothed" .. sure. that could be true i spose!


Will you have a happy life?
like a rolling stone - bob dylan
Yessss



What do your friends really think of you?
i love you more today than yesterday - goldfinger
... REally?!? god that would be amazing. i would be incredibly lucky to have friends like that.



Do people secretly lust after you?
mission impossible
okaaay i dunno what that means really!
.. but i think its right lol


How can I make myself happy?
the santa clause boogie - tractors
.. actually, yes. thats true!



What should you do with your life?
thousand miles - vanessa carlton
surrre that sounds alright



Will you ever have children?
how we do - mount sims
uhhh.. i take that as a YES rofl

take the fun thingamajig.

god i need a dance. fuuuck its been too long. yay halloween cabaret!!
lol all you b-woods out there, i'm going as a slutty schoolgirl. suprise eh?!

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10288439/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10288439/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 23:33:56 PDT
i'm just in shock

i just found out my cousin proposed to his girlfriend -- wow.

i think i'm older than she is.. i'm not sure. and i'm only a year an a half younger than he is.. whooaaa

reality. check point # 1.

so thats what a reality check is like.. always wondered

on the NON gossipy side of the table however

more about me. so i'm going home for thanksgiving this weekend (canadian thanksgiving, not american which is novemberish) so thats gonna be fuuunnn got some photo shoots planned an stuffff.. and i have a midterm the week after next so .. uh.. fuck. yea i basically am screwed for art history *siiigh* i'm scared...

yea. thats my basic update.

very very basic. not including the fun stuff that happened today. yea i'm teasing, cause i'm not telling what happened

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10144719/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10144719/ Thu, 21 Sep 2006 16:30:26 PDT Listening to: sail away by david gray
Reading: .. Lewis Carroll, thru the looking glass

Soooo uhhh i have a newfound respect for beds.
Mattresses in particular.. fuck ya. i just bought my first mattress today, and gooooddddd it feels so much better than the broken futon i've been sleeping on the last 3 weeks. and i haven't even slept on it yet! ahhhhhhhhh *contented sigh*
no way i'm gonna get any work done now.



]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10023198/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10023198/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 20:28:35 PDT Mood: HAPPY!
Listening to: yellow- coldplay
Reading: .. Lewis Carroll, A in W

Stolen from =ProsePetals

Now don't get confused here. This quiz is not about what your favourite things are, but what YOU actually are.

If I were a month i would be.. august. or december. peaks of summer and winter, months that are really hot and really cold. cause i'm always tan year round, but my feet get really cold, and my hands are always really hot.. and you get the jist lol

If I were a day of the week I would be .. friday ..

If I were a time of day I would be midnight. .. due to various memories

If I were a planet I would be mars. i wanna be the 3rd rock from the sun though i'd rather be a star than a planet...

If I were a sea animal i would be a a dolphin/penguin or turtle. dolphin (need for speed, sound, fun, love.) penguin.. oh they're just so damn cute. turtle? inherent love i don't understand.

If I were a direction I would be northwest. i love the north, and west is best. plus, you'll see the sunsets.

If I were a mythical creature I would be dragon. no question about it. roll all my loves into one.. fire, flying, fantasy. FFF . plus i'm already a dragon ('88 baby) .. and asian history

If I were a musical instrument I would be a guitar. oh god. i lovvvve guitars/

If I were an animal I would be a cat. too bad for those who're allergic, but meh. i already lay around all day in the sun or sleep, i'm up all night, i'm picky, i'm mean sometimes for no reason, i purr when you rub me the right way .. and i'm soft . just make me a cat already!

If I were a color I would be .. any colour you can see in the sky. just make me "sky" coloured. every time of day there is.

If I were an emotion I would be euphoric/ecstatic/hyper. an extreme happiness.

If I were a vegetable I would be i'd rather be fruit. like an apple. or berries. yea, berries.

If I were a sound I would be purrrrrrr

If I were an element in terms of the 4, i'd be FIRE. FIYAH
annnd if it's in the chem area of elements, i'd be mercury. mmmmmm . . . so cool and cold. liquid metal. yumm.

If I were a car I would be '76 corvette

If I were a song I would be killer queen by queen

If I were a movie I would be office space

If I were a book I would be Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll

If I were a food I would be raspberry milkshake.

If I were a place I would be i hate to do this, but i have to steal the previous entry. Narnia

If I were a taste I would be buffalo wings ZZZ hot sauce

If I were a scent I would be coconut. real fresh coconut. on a beach in the caribbean.

If I were a religion I would be pantheistic atheism ..?

If I were a word I would be ha

If I were a body part I would be a hand

If I were a facial expression I would be sly grin

If I were a subject in school I would be Philosophy. but thats an elective. if regular, English Lit .. with collis lol

If I were a cartoon character I would be calvin (from calvin & hobbes)

If I were a shape I would be a celtic knot.

If I were a number I would be 88 .. four little circles, how fun! four is powerful.. which means 88 is 22 times more powerful than 4 ..?

If I were an item of clothing I would be a bra... i dunno.

If I were a piece of jewelery I would be the silver bracelet my bro got me from italy. its a simple band that can't really come off. heheh like a permanent half hand cuff. see [link] the bracelet is visible there.

If I were a clothing accessory I would be a b... ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10011964/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/10011964/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 18:02:18 PDT
Listening to: bittersweet symphony - moby

"How can we die if we never really live"

before you read that, and think about what an intelligent quote it is and praise it.. Understand where it was from.

There's a book called The Collector, which as inspired at least 5 serial killers and 40 murders.

That quote came from a man named Leonard Lake's diary. He was a man who (along with another man named Ng) committed some of the most horrific murders in California history, and was inspired to do so by Jown Fowles novel, The Collector which is narrated by a deranged sociopath.. Ng became his accomplice to the macabre fantasy he'd constructed partly from its pages. Hence Folie a deux (double insanity) . Ng was convicted with murdering 11 people (including 2 babies) and sentenced to death (he read the collector as a teenager). He remains on death row.. Cops suspect that that they killed 25 or more people together.. Lake was captured when Ng was shoplifting one time, confessed his partners' name and swallowed cyanide tablets sending him into a coma and killing him 4 days later.
So. i'd advise.. as far as book of the year, don't pick the collector as your next read...

oh on a final note, as one of my favourite high school books, The Catcher in the Rye by JD Salinger was read by the mad man in The Collector. (he doesn't like it) . And of course there's also the fact that was Mark David Chapman's favourite book (who killed Jown Lennon)

ANYWAY. enough with the scary stories...

i've got a journal coming up on alice in wonderland if anyone's interested lol (just to give a heads up)
(i love that book!! screw disney. its not the same)

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9999870/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9999870/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 15:08:58 PDT Listening to: billy joel- piano man

This is well worth watching. And every word true.

Why doesn't everyone get it?





Al Jazeera television



Here is a powerful and amazing statement on Al Jazeera television. The

woman is Wafa Sultan, an Arab-American psychologist from Los Angeles.

I would suggest watching it ASAP because I don't know how long the link

will be active.



[link]

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9979485/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9979485/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 16:31:54 PDT
i'm at shcool

art shcool emily carr

living in my own apartment with a roommate

school 3 days a week (so 4 day weekends )

and i just drew a nude guy (model came in) today for my first class.
and i did a pretty damn good job for a photographer lol

aaand so ends my update.

i only have interent when i come in on my own time at school, so thats the 3 day thing again.. interent soon in the aptmt . will reply to everyone asap

and theres an important journal i will put one emoticon on to let know i care and want to reply soon..

just so she knows.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9833710/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9833710/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 23:48:57 PDT
actually it is exciting, but i'm still a little peeved that all i get is voting and porn. i'd rather be relieved of our retarded driving licence program and be allowed into bars, but i suppose that's next year!

yes, soon i will be legally doing all the things i do anyways. wonderful.

so my birthday was on the 19th, last saturday, which was unbelievably fun, starting with some late night/ early morning partying (the usual, what you'd expect on the west coast of N America) and that was quite entertaining; i only fell down 3 times, once completely off the trampoline, another over a gate, and the third on the road.. none fatal of course
retired to sleep around 6:30/ 7-ish and after a good 5 hours my mom called to wish me happy birthday at the time i was born ( 11:30 am) which was really sweet of her. (To clarify, i wasn't at home)
The rest of the morning was quite fun, we went to the coffee house later and then out for dinner where i was treated and had an a MAZING meal!! yummmm halibut and surprise dessert
i went home the next day and got treated to a second birthday dinner (and i had to wear that stupid moose hat at montana's can you believe it?? the things i do to make my family smile!!) my dad just got back from work, so he made it, and one of my brothers made it (as well as my mom and aunt)
went out for some late night movies with my brother..
and then.
i lost my wallet..
fortunately (i suppose?) i don't have any credit cards. but every other piece of ID i have (other than my passport) was in there. and is now gone..
and about enough cash to sustain me for 2 months (not counting rent) .. SHIT

the thing is.. there's only me to blame. so it was time to get over it.. plus, everything in there is replaceable, except for a couple small photos.

so that takes me up to monday.. upon where i went north to tofino, which was a blast; biking trip with my dad for my birthday.. quite the fun stuff.
got some photos from there, so those will go up soon

aaaand thats about it for now. cousin and his gf are out visiting, so they'll get a tour of good ol' YVR and i'll show 'em the new place .. and orientation for Emily Carr is on the 31st and 1st. then school starts on the 6th... i'm nervous!

g'night all.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9658211/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9658211/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 02:14:34 PDT Listening to: dane cook (the chicken sangwich)

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First five people to comment in this journal get their choice of a photograph, drawing, or poem.. or story if they really want, but thats tough! . Just say what you want me to make, and poof. ^**^

Only catch is that you have to post this in your journal as well, and do the same for 5 others!



1.) :serafina05: * wishes for a drawing of herself on her pony Tristan. coming up (20% done)

2.)

3.)

4.)

5.)



NOTE: Details baby, details. gimme a good note on watcha want me to make, so its decent, especially if its a drawing. in fact, if its a drawing, gimme a reference photo so i can work from that. or lotsa details if its mythological. or pick somethin else

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TAKEN FROM MY RANDOM HIPPIE DEVIANT: ~CountyQuarter check 'er out.


Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...


6 Weird things about me-

1.) i lawfully flew a plane solo before i lawfully drove a car solo
2.) i spend most of my christmases in hong kong (and i think they have more holiday spirit than Canada!)
3.) The continent i have yet to visit (excluding Antarctica) is South America, though i've been as southern as turks & caicos (near cuba) in north america.
4.) I've gotten approved as being a 12 year old and a 19 year old in the same day as far as ID-ing
5.) i've never been to a public school (one of my few possible regrets. i feel uneducated by society, only by government)
6.) i've celebrated one new years in two places before (real time) .. osaka and vancouver. crazy flying!!


i will tag later, and only if there are no deviation requests.

peace

~*~

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9636773/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9636773/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:03:28 PDT Mood: ecstatic!
Listening to: bohemian rhapsody

yeaa..

... WTF?

i go away for a few days, and come back and its like a new fuckin website ?!?
hm. i guess i'll get used to it. seems really -- well not as user-friendly. yet. i'll play around with it i guess.. uhm as far as update --

summer goes: graduated; week in SK; 9 days of stomach flu; moved to new place on mainland; worked at home; went to interior with bf; back from holiday weekend. Next on the list:

wednesday: wisdom teeth= OUT (OH NO!)
days after: misery, and possible druggy poetry
in a week or so: down to US for some fun. (right Kaitlin?!?!)
(that includes the duration of my 18th birthday.. ((aug 19th)) which is a date i apparently share with bill clinton and some other buddies.. we're having a party in cali )

theeeen i guess its home to new apartment and shifting off into school mode. and getting a job. which will be contributing mostly to paying off school expenses and the rest saves up for Euro trip '06 (!!!!)

g'night all .. 240 devs and 33 comments.. 4 days i've been gone. sheesh. i might be awhile to catch up since i'm not on all the time. gimme patience!

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9283332/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9283332/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 15:53:06 PDT Mood: ecstatic!
Listening to: december- collective soul

So.
last entry was all about my crazy wonderful schedual next year.. and i'm OFFICIALLY a highschool graduate now, which is aaawwwesome.
i graduated on friday and left on a roadtrip on sunday, which i'm currently still on (i'm smack in the middle of saskatchewan) .. and as to the header which says i'm spoiled, that is of course true. in general, even BEFORE this recent update to material possessions. my parents have wonderfully added to my equipment to achieve my major in photography.. the most recent addition is that oh-so-wonderful Nikon D70 *droooooolz*
it's beautiful
it's wonderful
it's bigger and better (than ever before? probably!)
and i shall be presenting more photos of higher cabre
so enjoy.
... i'm not sure how many people read my journal, but please state your preference of my work:
photos
or
prose/poetry

(or if you prefer my journals above those, let me know. but i guess that means i need to work harder on my deviations~!)

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9146513/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9146513/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 10:00:03 PDT Mood: ecstatic!
Listening to: heartspark dollarsign - everclear

ohhhhh myyyy

i just finished registering for all my courses of first semester at Emily Carr and i am soooo psyched for this, i don't know how i amazingly made a schedule for myself that has a 4 1/2 day weekend, but i fuckin did!!!!!
2 1/2 days of school
4 1/2 days of non-school ... (use your imagination and insert activities here )

OMG OMG OMG OMG

i am sooo fuckin excited
god i've got almost 5 days off where i can go wherever the hell i want
no more
LEAVE SLIPS
no more
SIGN-INs
no more
FUCKIN 6 DAYS A WEEK OF SCHOOL FOR 5 YEARS!!!!

ahhh... feels so good

watch me
sleep when i want to
eat when i want to
and what i want to.
watch me
work when i want to!
watch me
touch people the way i want to
in the middle of the goddam street if i want to
watch me ignore that ringing phone
listen to the music i wanna hear
at warp 10 if i wanna feel alive
watch me live without people for a week
without speaking for a day
without fucking applauding or standing
whenever i see you
see this?
this is me, having dinner with my friends
without you breathing down my neck
this is me
at 6:45 running around outside
this is me at midnight
looking at the stars
and you can't make me stop
this is me
without you
watch me

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9109642/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9109642/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 21:02:09 PDT

Paul's Law: You can't fall off the floor.



Alone: In bad company.



If ever you should need my life, come and take it.


Razors pain you. Rivers are damp.
Acids stain you and drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful; nooses give.
Gas smells awful; you might as well live.


When I die, I want to go like my grandfather did, peacefully in his sleep. Not yelling and screaming like all the passengers in his car.


If I had some ham, I could have some ham and eggs, if I had some eggs.


For people who like peace and quiet: a phoneless cord.


A day without sunshine is like, you know, night.


I just got lost in thought. It was unfamiliar territory.


On the other hand, you have different fingers.


It IS as bad as you think, and they ARE out to get you.


I love cats. They taste like chicken.


Out of my mind, ...be back in five minutes.


If you can't convince them, confuse them.


In just two days, tomorrow will be yesterday.


I talk to myself because I like dealing with a better class of people.


Take my advice, I don't use it anyway.


The trick to flying is to throw yourself at the ground and miss.


Be alert - the world needs more lerts.


The dumber people think you are, the more surprised they're going to be when you kill them.


If you can't beat em', arrange to have them beaten.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9082453/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9082453/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:16:01 PDT
1. Smoked
2. Consumed alcohol
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. Made out with someone of the opposite sex
6. Made out with someone of the same sex
7. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8. Bought porn
9. Watched porn
10. Done drugs
SC0RE = 9 *blushes her face off*

11. Taken pain killers
12. Taken someone else’s prescription medicine
13. Lied to your parents
14. Lied to a friend
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself
18. Hurt someone
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
SC0RE: 7

21. Missed curfew
22. Stayed out all night
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24. Been to a therapist
25. Been to rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar
SC0RE= 7

31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
34. Had a spring break in Florida
35. Sniffed anything
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore arm bands
38. Wore t-shirts with band names
39. Listened to rap
40. Own a 50 cent cd
SC0RE= 5


41. Dressed gothic
42. Dressed prep
43. Dressed punk
44. Dressed grunge
45. Stolen something
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbor
50. Had someone sneak into your room
SC0RE= 10

51. Snuck into some else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Been to a concert
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut
56. Called someone a slut
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
SC0RE= 7

61. Consider ludacris your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. Cruised the mall
64. Skipped school
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had an injury
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a resteraunt without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age
SC0RE= 6

71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger
79. Been sexually harrassed
80. Been verbally harassed
SC0RE= 5

81. Met face to face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84. Watched tv for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
SC0RE= 6

91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Been pushed into a pool
94. Played pool
95. Watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. Had a crush on someone younger than you
98. Wear eyeliner
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
SC0RE= 7


TOAL OF ALL= 70

10-20= Goodie goodie
21-30= A little rebelious
31-40= Getting hot baby
41-50= Rebel
51-60= Bad girl/boy
61-70= Bitch
71-80= Can’t believe you made it this far, ass hole
81-90= Damn
91-100= Fucking bad ass

HAHAHAHAHA i'm only ONE away from "i can't believe you made it this far asshole"

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9026860/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/9026860/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 10:27:49 PDT School is practice, and practice makes perfect. No one is perfect, so why practice?

- Billie Joe Armstrong

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8863802/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8863802/ Wed, 24 May 2006 12:45:53 PDT Reading: even cowgirls get the blues

1. You have 10 bucks and need to buy snacks at a gas station, what do you get?
salt n vinegar chips.. twix… gum… chocolate milk… beef jerky… I have no idea. I’m quite random

2. If you had to be reincarnated as some sort of sea dwelling creature, what would you be?
dolphin

3. Who's your favorite redhead?
ahh colin of course~!

4. What do you order when you're at a pancake house?
french toast

5. Last book you read?
still working on ‘even cowgirls get the blues’

6. Have you made out with anyone of your friends ?
uhmm yes..

7. Describe your favorite pair of underwear.
really? Must i? .. lace.. or chain. Don’t ask.

8. Describe the last time you were injured.
hungover.. banged into couch really hard cause I was lightly pushed. ouuuuch
but i guess that's not REALLY injured.. i guess before that, when i got a massive hematoma riding.. came off and banged into the wall onto my arm at a gallop

9. Of all your friends, who wouldn't you want to be stuck in the middle of a jungle with?
if I couldn’t be stuck in the jungle with ‘em, they wouldn’t be my friend.

10. Are there any odd things that make you feel uncomfortable?
i've had a couple retarded people tell me that they like me when i was working volunteer at a camp and that made me kinda uncomfortable.. I regret that i felt like that, but I couldn’t help it.

11. Tell me a weird story from your high school years.
ahh the time I went on top of the t. gill.. that was fun

12. What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?
no w/p .. oldschool phone

13. Soda?
gingerale

14. Flavor of pudding?
eww pudding.. if I must, chocolate.

15. What type of shirt are you wearing?
white tank top

16. Prescription medication?
no

17. If you could use only one form of transportation for the rest of your life, what would it be?
hmm… toughie. Must be a plane I guess, because I couldn’t stand not being able to go between continents.. I love travelling too much. I could walk everywhere else, even if it took forever.

18. How many people are on your friends list?
i have 50 ppl watching me..

19. On your list, how many people have you never seen in real life?
30 are mysterious internet stalkers. the other 20 i know

20. Most recent movie you watched?
the perfect score

21. Name 3 things you have on almost all the time?
two dogtag chain necklaces, silver bracelet from my brother, and most of the time, my rings. Nothing else is constant.

22. Would you rather give or receive a foot massage?
give

23. What's one piece of advice that you think should be passed on to every child?
do watcha wanna do and say watcha wanna say cause the people who mind don’t matter and the people who matter don’t mind.

24. Name a teacher you had the hots for.
that’s disgusting.

25. What is a saying that you use a lot?

sweet .. i think there was another one that i say more, but i can't remember it
26. How many people on your friends list are exes?
1

27. What is your favorite part of the chicken?
breast meat

28. What's your favorite town?
correction  city. : hong kong

29. Favorite kind of cake?
chocolate brownie style homemade icing..

30. What's the first word that comes to mind right now?
fuck school.. woops that’s two.

31. When was the last time you saw your mom in person?
yesterday

32. What makes you feel like puking?
that smell.

33. Do you think they should continue to make pennies
how could they not??

34. What did you have for dinner LAST NIGHT?
spaghetti

35. How long have you been at your current job?
what job?

36. Is Tom on your friends list?
yep

37. What's the last thing you said out loud?
Jessa (question: “who is that???”)

38. Look to your left, what do you see?
writing on my window that says “6 weeks, K!!!” hahaha you know who, and you know what K..

39. What is the last thing/person you spent over $100 on?
grad shoes.. me.

40. Who's your favorite superhero?
.. YOU!

41. What's the last piece of clothing you borrow... ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8847745/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8847745/ Mon, 22 May 2006 19:15:22 PDT Reading: even cowgirls get the blues
Watching: last one was.. full metal jacket or something.

i would hafta say that grad was highly eventful. very much a success

so the aftergrad was hosted in some old warehouse full of hollywood props in burnaby -- we started around 1am i think, and by the time i went out of the building it was very much morning.. i got taken back to my room by some friends around 7:30 or something, and when my mom woke me up 4 hours later i was very much still drunk. i don't remember half of getting home (i was carried a lot of the way apparently! thanks) and yeaaa that's enough details for the internet. it was incredibly fun though!!

grad '06 ROCKS!

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8734664/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8734664/ Wed, 10 May 2006 20:32:26 PDT Reading: even cowgirls get the blues
Watching: the shining/clockworkorange(bad)/wicker man(weird)

i am READY to leave!
i can handle outside the bubble i swear
off to adventure the outskirts of the island.. off to MAINLAND OMG!
so exciting
of all the places in the world that i've been, mainland has not been well explored.. kits should be great-
although i might be kinda alone..
ah who cares!
most of the people i stressed about leaving behind here, are leaving here anyways.. it's the end of this era now. and OMFG it's gonna be GREAT!
it helps me look forward to leaving school when the staff yell at me about every little thing.. and i'm really looking forward to living on my own. being away from family and parents isn't new. buying my own food, washing my own clothes, not new. paying for rent and other expenses? will be new, but with no more fucking 6 DAYS A WEEK school for 5 fucking YEARS, i think i might be able to handle it, with the first time in my life having enough time for a job! yessss.. it's gonna be good.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8711589/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8711589/ Mon, 08 May 2006 14:53:57 PDT Reading: even cowgirls get the blues
Watching: the shining

Horse Quiz


1. First time falling off: welll... i guess that'd be when i was about 6.. hell i've fallen off so many times its all the same

2. First canter: broke my arm.. i was 11

3. First time on a horse (exclude pony rides): jeeze i was probably a year old or something.. but i guess that's like pony rides.. let's say... when i was 6 at that other place where i fell off backwards


4. First horse owned: when i was in gr 9 my friend and i bought a little 5 month old foal and broke him. he's 4 now, and a great jumping prospect -- he's been going really well

5. First show: age 6, lead line class, got 6th place or something stupid like that. i had no idea what i was doing!

Have You Ever...

6. Longed a horse: too many times to count. used to be a necessity before i rode

7. Won a first place ribbon: yup

8. Been kicked/run over/bitten/dragged/etc: haven't been kicked.. i've been run over several times (my left shoulder now cracks all the time from one incident) been bitten only a couple times surprisingly and though i've been on a few run away horses, i've avoided getting caught on anything that would lead to draggin..

9. Been bucked off: tons of times.. well, actually only came OFF once, but they sure do like to buck a lot!

10. Tripped and fallen in the manure pile: uhh no.

11. Had your foot stomped on: just ponies.. they didn't hurt either. good boots

12. Had to catch a runaway horse: yea. everytime i've fallen off kinda (well they usually stop) but i had to grab a couple outside..

13. Ridden bareback: whenever i'm too lazy to tack up. or if i don't have a saddle around

Favourite...

14. Breed: meh.. i'll stick with a quarter horse for now. all those damn high strung thoroughbreds get on my nerves

15. Horse you know: reb (mine) then barney (best horse i've jumped, even tho he was only learning.. )

16. Sport: hunters are fun.. though i do love anything western

17. Colouring: buckskin

18. Horse memory: swimming, and sand bar.. and the races were awesome too.. or spontaneous cross country trail jumping

19. Horse to ride: haven't ridden since august.

20. Style (English, Western): western. though i do LOVE jumping

Preferences...

21. Horses, ponies, or drafts: horses

22. Walk, trot, canter, or gallop: gallop. love that outa control feeling

23. Tacking or un-tacking: tacking -- i'm not sure why..

24. Just walking around, hot-walking or longeing: longing. fun to try and get the best movement out of the horse

25. Rearing horse or rolling horse: rearing when its lippizaners .. actually just rearing anyways. rolling kinda sucks. the horse gets dirty, they look dumb, and not elegant any more, and if you're riding, they destroy your tack and you have to jump off

26. Whinny or nicker: nicker. personifying horses, this one says i love you the most.. although its great when a horse whinnys to you when you're going to get them

27. Mares, geldings or stallions: god i hate mares. and stallions. gimme a gelding

28. Foals?: so cute!

29. Training from the ground or from the saddle: both. depends on the horse -- ground driving and lounging is fun, but nothing beats riding too...

30. Black or white fur: Black. just cause it doesn't get any better than black

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8636027/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8636027/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 22:18:16 PDT Listening to: can't get that weird pepsi ad song outa my head
Reading: even cowgirls get the blues
Watching: the wall- PF

welll it's been awhile.

i banned myself from the internet for three days. twas grand, i had a life.
yeaaa..

you know, its so weird to write in this "journal".. i find that i can type pretty fast, so that aspect is postive, but generally, i write down EVERYTHING.. i write my SOUL into this one journal of mine.

a simple, spiral-bound lined-paper notebook.

the cover is ducttaped, and it came off today, which was sad.. but as far as how it's weird to write in THIS journal versus that one, is that one, this is typed and boring.. the other one i sketch psychotic crap into it, and use every colour i can (its always ink, never pencil) so that not much escapes the journal, its more permanent.. no backspace.

and two.. no one reads it. NO ONE.

my roommate knows almost everything that is in there. no, she's never actually just had the book to herself to flip through, but she knows the jist..

i couldn't just give it to someone, anyone to READ like a simple book. all of me is in there. do i want anyone to know my insecurities, emotional breakdowns problems with myself and others??

not really.

yet...
someone took my book today. and read it.. not all of it.. but some of it.
it's interesting. they didn't say anything, just rather.. absorbed it, like a sponge..
i feel like there's more of me now..
if i tell more people about me, it makes me.. more somehow. because it releases it, and makes me.. think of other things i guess.

it's almost full, my ducttape book.. more than 2 thirds of the way, and it burns that paper fuel pretty quick when i feel the need to let my pen loose. but there's so MUCH in it that doesn't get shared on here, this terrible OPEN plain of people who actually reeaad.
i don't know if any of that stuff is for other eyes.. probably because i don't want you to read it and say in that dull voice "uhh what does THAT mean??

it doesn't want to be explained.
there's too many experiences in there
and too many real friends online here
to really share something so indepth

i'm full of secrets. no one knows them all, granted in the past month, some are getting very close --
i don't know if i want to share! what a selfish thing to say, "i don't want to SHARE"

but they are MY thoughts, not yooouuurs.. MINE. you can't have any.

is that why i walk alone, drowning in chains and trains of thought?
but no one UNDERSTANDS.
not that they don't want to, they just CAN'T it's just impossible.

i want a big black hole
to throw all my emotions
and experiences into
something that could just
swallow
it up. then i could stir it around
and heat it up
with fire. i love fire.
it hurts my eyes
and my fingers
but i can't stop looking at it
or touching it
and burning away memories
how satisfying


until the OH SHIT moment of that combustion reaction that can't be reversed.

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8251398/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8251398/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 00:07:29 PST
no sooner do i believe
myself to finally be free of you
finally pried myself out of your
non-existent
touchless
grasp
hold
tender
embrace
embraceless
when you're there
there again
my heart clutching
to pull you in and frame
your crude picture on its empty walls


~*~

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8087647/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/8087647/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 19:30:14 PST next fall i believe i will be attending emily carr institute of art and design!!

.. uhh.. that's it for now. .. can't stop smiling!

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7910793/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7910793/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 20:40:33 PST
Listening to: wonderful- everclear

Top 4 Reasons Why I Can't Go Out With You:

I'd LOVE to, but...

-1- I'm trying to be less popular.
-2- I'm waiting to see if I'm already a winner.
-3- My subconscious says no.
-4- I have to study for my blood test.

k poor attempt at a humerous journal, but whatev i'm too lazy to rant. c ya!

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7910590/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7910590/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 20:15:13 PST
Listening to: bad touch- bloodhoung gang

4 jobs that i've had:

well i only do odd jobs really so.. here's the last ones i did
1. takin rust off runningboards for bro
2. cleaning paddocks
3. babysitting
4. volunteer horse stuff in sask. @ YFBC

4 movies i can watch over and over:
1. PotC
2. LotR
3. rustler's rhapsody
4. office space tied with dumb and dumber oh wait add ace ventura to that.. the second one

4 places i have lived:
1. edmonton (AB Canada)
2. discovery bay lantau island (hong kong)
3. van isle at home (canada)
4. van isle at school (canada)

4 tv shows i love:
1. Seinfeld
2. Simpsons
3. grey's anatomy
4. .. don't watch much tv

4 places i've vacationed:
1. europe
2. australia and asia
3. caribbean
4. various in north america
.. soon to add the continent of africa to that list

4 of my favorite dishes:
1. hot wings
2. raspberry milkshakes
3. chicken caesurs (sp??)
4. halibut

4 places i would rather be right now:
1. turks & caicos (caribbean)
2. hong kong
3. snowboarding anywhere w/ someone near hotsprings
4. somwhere hot partying w/ a bunch of friends..

4 sites i visit daily:
1. uhhh email
2. and dA?
3. whatever else i need
4. to look at

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7910217/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7910217/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 19:26:21 PST Listening to: foxtrot uniform charlie kilo- the bloodhound gang

~*~

What is your name?: Jessa
Are you named after anyone?: similar to my grandma’s name (Jessie)
what's your screename?: rebelicious
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no. I would love it if a grandchild was though.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be: I don’t know.. but my other female name choices from my parents were Rebecca and Sam (not samatha though, just sam)
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no. that would be the best part, making that part of my name famous

Basics
Your gender: female
Straight: yes
Single?: yes
Birthdate: 19-08-88
Your age: 17
Age you act: I prob act that age, but i think/ have a younger mindset
Age you wish you were: this is good. don’t need to wish for something i can’t have
your height: 5'4 3/4 ''
Your living arrangement: boarding at school in canada
Your family: non-divorced parents and two brothers (23 + 24)
Obsessions?: travel and photography
Addiction: procrastination and juice. and milk.
Do you speak another language?: completed french 12, but i would be embarrassed to attempt a conversation in it.
Have a favorite quote?: Chaos, panic, disorder… I see my work here is done.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: always.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes, though tolerance is under-rated. People should accept others, not tolerate them.
Do you have any secrets?: yes, I’ll blurt them all out now over the internet.
Do you hate yourself?: no
Do you like your handwriting?: yes, depending what mood i’m in.(that’s what determines the neatness )
Do you have any bad habits?: of course.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: (whenever I straighten my hair) “oh I like your hair” .. shame it’s too much work to do that all the time.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: 101 ways to break the rules

Stuff
What's your biggest fear?: war here/ affecting me
Can you sing?: no not really
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: it doesn’t work
Are you a loner?: not usually
What are your #1 priority in life?: happiness in others and myself
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i don’t know.. depends if I was being a jerk or not
Are you a daredevil?: yes and usually realise after how stupid/dangerous it was
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes, but nothing worth telling others.
Are you passive or aggressive: mostly aggressive. i am not much for dealing with people
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: i’m pretty good at photo, and terrible at everything else
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: nothing. i just wish magic was real and that i cud do it.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: most of the time yea, but i can break down when i’m at school..
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I wish I tried harder. But that’s dumb to say, because I could fix that right now, and I don’t.
Do you think life has been good so far?: of course. Grade twelve’s a bit horrific, but there’s tons of positives about it. Just like everything
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don’t lick batteries.
What do you like the most about your body?: that I tan easily and don’t fade too fast I dunno if that’s what I like the most, but that’s what I thought of ..
And least?: thunder thighs. lol well that’s a little extreme, but it don’t matter how fit I get, my legs and my hips don’t match.. bit of a bitch when it comes to shopping fo... ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7794155/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7794155/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 20:30:54 PST Mood: not unhappy
Listening to: hilarious angry song/ tengo la camisa negra
Reading: last book TPierce

In an age when the fashion is to be in love with yourself, confessing to
be in love with somebody else is an admission of unfaithfulness to one's
beloved.
-- Russell Baker

If you can't be good, be careful. If you can't be careful, give me a call.

Love is dope, not chicken soup. I mean, love is something to be passed
around freely, not spooned down someone's throat for their own good by a
Jewish mother who cooked it all by herself.

I suppose that in a few hours I will sober up. That's such a sad
thought. I think I'll have a few more drinks to prepare myself.

He asked me if I knew what time it was -- I said yes, but not right now.
-- Steven Wright

If you love someone, set them free. If they don't come back,
then call them up when you're drunk.

Humor is a drug which it's the fashion to abuse
-- William Gilbert

Love is being stupid together.

If you throw a New Year's Party, the worst thing that you can do would be
to throw the kind of party where your guests wake up today, and call you to
say they had a nice time. Now you'll be be expected to throw another party
next year.
What you should do is throw the kind of party where your guest wake
up several days from now and call their lawyers to find out if they've been
indicted for anything. You want your guests to be so anxious to avoid a
recurrence of your party that they immediately start planning parties of their
own, a year in advance, just to prevent you from having another one ...
If your party is successful, the police will knock on your door,
unless your party is very successful in which case they will lob tear gas
through your living room window. As host, your job is to make sure that
they don't arrest anybody. Or if they're dead set on arresting someone,
your job is to make sure it isn't you ...
-- Dave Barry

Sometimes love ain't nothing but a misunderstanding between two fools.


Knowledge is power -- knowledge shared is power lost
-- Aleister Crowley

... and power CORRUPTS. SO LEARN! BE EVIL!!

I think a relationship is like a shark. It has to constantly move forward
or it dies. Well, what we have on our hands here is a dead shark.
-- Woody Allen


]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7726552/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7726552/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 19:46:29 PST ~muddledmind thanks!

she's right, this is fun! even if you have no idea what the answers could be, fill em out, it's amusing! but first, put it in your journal so people can do one for you!

Mood: indifference
Listening to: wasted- goldfinger
Reading: squire- TPierce

my name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

What is a memory we have once had:

Have you ever hugged me:

Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?

Are we friends:

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7653294/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7653294/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 22:54:55 PST Mood: sleeeeeep stil tired
Listening to: green day stuf
Reading: some t. pierce book

tagged me!

___

For your moderate enjoyment:

1. What color are your kitchen plates?
heheh they are.. not mine. uh white i think. with green outline thing?

2. What book are you reading now?
2nd book tamora pierce new page series oner from sam.. when i get the 2nd book that is..

3. What is on your mouse pad?
i am all powerful not needing a mousepad at all!

4. Favorite board game?
Hotel.

5. Least favorite smells?
bean curd. i'd rather stay in a room full o cigaretts an dog sh*t for a day before smellin that stuff. disGUSTING

6. What is the first thing you think of in the morning?
... should i sleep through first class? *sighs* .. sleeps for another half hour.

7. Favorite color?
turquoise

8. Least favorite color?
gross colours.. old motel colours..

9. How many rings until you answer the phone?
at school, generally a couple dozen. at home, prolly 2 or whatever it takes b4 i get to the phone

10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:
no idea!

11. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate forever. MMMMMmmm chooooocolate.

12. Do you like to drive fast?
do i like to drive FAST?? weelllll who would drive any other way??

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
nah. no room. ah sleep w/ stuffed PILLOWS

14. Do you like thunderstorms?
OMG yes.

15. What was your first car?
it's gonna be good. you just wait.

16. What is your sign?
leo

17. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
yup. but i don't eat brocolli much

18. If you could have any job what would it be?
a very inanimate job with lotsa creativity and good pay ... does this kinda job exist??

19. If you could have any color hair what would it be?
meh. i don't care, just not grey and give me some non frizzy hair! and pick curly OR straight, not both, it's confusing!!

20. Is the glass half full or half empty?
am i half drunk or half sober?

21. What is your favorite movie?
rustlers rhapsody, PotC, and other various fantasies an comedies.. and i love phonebooth and cellular for scaryish stuff...

22. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
half the time.. so no.

23. What’s under your bed?
what's NOT under my bed.

24. What is your favorite number?
13, 19, 88

25. Favorite sports to watch?
HOCKEY

26. Your single biggest intense pain?
uhhh.. kaitlin u know as of today. the rest of u, well that'll just be my lil secret for now.
27. Person most likely to respond?
and maybe some others.. not really sure who reads my journals..

28. Person you sent this to who is least likely to respond?
she will respond, but i don't want her to fill it out. her journals are waaaay better than these quizzes!

29. Ketchup or mustard?
Ketchup... ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7564743/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7564743/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 13:51:56 PST Mood: sleeeeeep
Listening to: the apartment song- tom petty
Reading: some t. pierce book

1. Do you like chinese food? no *sigh*

2. How big is your bed? single *sigh* lol

3. Is your room clean? HA!

4. Laptop or Desktop computer? laptop

5. Favorite comedian? jerry seinfeld

6. Do you smoke? No

7. Sleep with or without clothes on? pjs, but they barely count

8. Who sleeps with you every night? no one

9. Do long distance relationships work? they could, if both could be faithful.. or just no. yes if ur my parents, no if ur anyone else lol

10. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? none hurray for me

11. Pancakes or French Toast? french toast. lotsa things are better french

12. Do you like coffee? yea

13. How do you like your eggs? scrambled.

14. do you believe in astrology? kinda

15. Last person you talked to on the phone? whoever wasn't kaitlin lol

16. Last person on your missed call list? tianna

17. What was the last text message you received? g'bye note from caro.. or wait no, other thing from norm

18. McDonalds or Burger King? A & Dub

19. Number of pillows? Two. .. + 1

20. What are you hearing right now? meowing cat. gawd make it stop

21. Pick a lyric, any lyric: i smell sex and candy by marcy playground

22. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? take off both an give me nutella

23. Can you play pool? hell yeah

24. Do you know how to swim? yea -- only thin i haven't done under water is scuba dive.. which i REALLY need to do. love snorklin.

25. Favorite ice cream? strawberry chocolate from udder guys

26. Do you like maps? sure whats not to like? i don't use 'em, but i like em

27. Tell me a random fact about yourself: i am licensed for 3 things, and driving in england ain't one of 'em .. (*good story )

28. Ever play spin the bottle? no.. well yea, but not the party version lol

29. Ever attend a theme party? yea

30. What is your favorite season? summer..

31. Favorite quote?: change that to latest quote .. : "i will not come home drunk.. i will not com home dunk .. i willnt com hum brunk"

32. What was the significance of the Erie Canal? uh.. i'm guessin thats @ lake erie? i dunno. i'm stupid don't rub it in

33. Last time you laughed at something stupid? sadly enuf it was yesterday.. not today

34. What time did you wake up this morning? 1am. then 7:50

35. Best thing about winter? snow hot chocolate sledding eggnog christmas family friends holidays partyin need i say more?

36. Last time a cop gave you a ticket? bastards haven't caught me yet

37. What do you find most attractive about the opposite sex? smile, eyes

38. Name of your first pet? blackie. guess what colour it was

39. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated? pirates rock

40. What are you doing this weekend? running away home after duty

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7485011/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7485011/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 02:05:29 PST Mood: need more money
Listening to: one headlight- wallflowers
Reading: none at moment
Watching: red eye

Interesting Thing:

Stoled dis from *ProsePetals

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Above: Trams Electric trans, which have trundled along the north..." Hong Kong, Picture Perfect by Keith Macgregor wow. that was boring.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
wall/ printer... ouch.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
dead man walking w/ sean penn

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
6:00pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
5:42 p.m. (HOLY SHIT THAT's THE SAME TIME THE PREV PERSON HAD!! WEIRD!!)

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
pool balls being racked

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
10 minutes ago, shopping walking MTRing and buying a bun at the bakery

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
read this quiz on *ProsePetalss page obviously. before that, saw ~madtastics site

9. What are you wearing?
west coast choppers style belt, jeans, tank top an fur coat.. sooo soft... (not real tho) plus way too many rings.

10. Did you dream last night?
of course, just like always. it was weird, was walking along with a friend and my 6 year old self, and ended up avoiding a shark or something, which almost came onto the land.. ew. weird.

11. When did you last laugh?
like.. a couple minutes ago when my bro made another inside joke

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
absolutely nothing except one weirdass painting on one of the walls. wow, this room is empty.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
other than that painting? .. uh.. guy walking up the street missing an eye.. and the other one without legs.. that was weird enuf for me

14. What do you think of this quiz?
way more interesting than most without being personal

15. What is the last film you saw?
yesterday HPGoF

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
invest it.. most of it.. and continue the same type of lifestyle i have. give it all away when i get old, help countries outa debt, buy my friends stuff, etcetera. the usual

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
the question is, what don't you know? that i'm willing to tell you anyways.. uhm.. how about nobody knows me 100%? wait, you already knew that uhm.. oh, i walked on the edge of a building 233 METERs above the ground with no railing about a week ago. whilst severly hungover. which may account for the reasoning for doing so.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
clean it up, so it doesn't die. and make it stay that way. ie no more wars, which might fall under the educating everyone thing.. right?

19. Do you like to dance?
do i like to DANCE?? hell yea! i get myself into trouble when i dance though according to this break.. must go easy on the dancing...

20. George Bush:
ah whatever. same old shit, different pile. indifference is dangerous tho eh?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
jeeze i dunno. you can't choose a name, the name'll come when the moment's there.it all depends on the child.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
oh blah. same thing. welll.. i'd be tempted on drayton. tho i'm not sure how much my brother'd like that

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
hell yea. would i consider NOT living abroad is the question, since i already pretty much do.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?:
i dunno -- am i gonna make it to the pearly gates??

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7387670/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7387670/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 23:59:49 PST ProsePetals for linking it in her journal!

Mood: feelin a LOT better
Listening to: damn christmas music all over the city
Watching: me myself an irene

[link]

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and relax, this is "holiday" season ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7308251/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7308251/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 09:48:20 PST taken from ~muddledmind

Mood: happy!
Listening to: i smell sex and candy - marcy playground
Reading: NONE thank god! no more textbooks!
Watching: homemade friend-movie (spittians ;) )

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression of me?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think I miss you?
35. Are you going to put this on your "PRO" and see what I say about you?
36. If you I told you I had 3 weeks to live what would we do?
37. If we where going on a date where would you take me?
38. What is in your opinion, my best asset?
39. Do I remind you of someone?
40. What song reminds you of me?


What Would You Do If:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

What Do You Think About My:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Manners:


so fill'er out for me and I will fill'er out for you YEAH!!!
SO DO IT!!!!!!

*ignore the shallow ones if you feel uncomfortable. in fact skip any that feel uncomfortable, i was too lazy to go back and filter it. ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7265587/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7265587/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 14:09:46 PST Mood: happy!
Listening to: Yer so bad- Tom Petty
Reading: psych textbook to study from
Watching: Rounders w/ Matt Damon

I stole this from

Step 1.

Make a post in your dA journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Step 2.

Surf around your friends list (or friends friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

Step 3.

The List: I wish...

1. Someone would write a fantasy hogwarts story for me using my friends and me (i can give them character information )
2. My cold would go away before i leave for holidays
3. Someone would make me a really cool unique avatar (simple bicolour or something) .. or just teach me how to make a good one.. or animated one..
4. An old Canon 35mm
5. a Terry's Chocolate Orange
6. to get accepted to Concordia
7. get some skills in adobe, not just corel
8. proper set of poker chips, not plastic crap
9. drawing of my new ID
10. some nice makeup. and a way to return Ti's eyeshadow

So, what do you all want?

*my email is rebelicious_2002@hotmail.com* post a christmas list so we can see if we can grant your christmas wish! ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7190088/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7190088/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 21:56:23 PST it'll all be over soon. i can't wait for christmas break in hong kong.. but then i'll be away from all my friends.. well there's my friends in hong kong i guess -- who knows what i'll get up to there!

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7067392/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/7067392/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 20:06:14 PST attention) have often been likened to snowflakes. This analogy is meant to
suggest that each is unique -- no two alike. This is quite patently not the
case. People ... are simply a dime a dozen. And, I hasten to add, their
only similarity to snowflakes resides in their invariable and lamentable
tendency to turn, after a few warm days, to slush.
-- Fran Lebowitz, "Social Studies"--


"Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back... "


A computer salesman visits a company president for the purpose of selling
the president one of the latest talking computers.

Salesman: "This machine knows everything. I can ask it any question
and it'll give the correct answer. Computer, what is the speed of light?"
Computer: 186,282 miles per second.
Salesman: "Who was the first president of the United States?"
Computer: George Washington.
President: "I'm still not convinced. Let me ask a question.
Where is my father?"
Computer: Your father is fishing in Georgia.
President: "Hah!! The computer is wrong. My father died over twenty
years ago!"
Computer: Your mother's husband died 22 years ago. Your father just
landed a twelve pound bass.

"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia."
~Charles Schultz~

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
-anonymous-

]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6974392/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6974392/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 18:20:01 PST People say I'm a horrible person, but that's not true. I have the heart of a young boy... in a jar on my desk
- Stephen King

The question of whether a computer can think is no more interesting than the question of whether a submarine can swim.
- Edsgar W. Dijkstra

I was playing poker the other night... with Tarot cards. I got a full house and 4 people died.
- Steven Wright

whoaa i think i got drunk on dancing last night. man that was fun -- haha and maybe a dancing hangover today, i've been stumbling all over the place in slow motion.. anywho. thought it was time for a new journal, and just a warning, i'm hoping to be on dA less and get my grades in school back up to average (not average me, cause that would be way lower than average everyone.. ) if that makes any sense. uhhh .. what was i trying to say?? uhmm. happy chocolate. as my dad said to me earlier. because it's never a bad time for some chocolate. and i'd hafta say it's a very good cure for dancing hangovers. which aren't that miserable considering the times you have to get them

"I find it fascinating that most people plan their vacations with better care than they plan their lives. Perhaps that is because escape is easier than change."
-Jim Rohn

"Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better."
- Jim Rohn

"How're YOU fonduing?"
- Tianna & Jessa

Pick-up lines to make you smile (WARNING: DON'T ACTUALLY USE!)

Do you have any raisins? No? How about a date?

Are you a parking ticket? (What?) You got fine written all over you

Excuse me, do you have your phone number, I seem to have lost mine

Giant polar bear (What?) It broke the ice.

He: You look like my third wife.
She: Oh, how many time have you been married?
He: Twice.

Hey, Laura! (Big hug). I haven't seen you forEVER!! (huge kiss) Wow, you've
really changed! (I'm not Laura) What? Oh my God, you even changed your name!

Man: "Would you like to dance?" Womanlooks at you up and down) "No thank
you." Man: "Sorry, you must've misunderstood me. I said: "you look fat in
those pants!"

Man: excuse me did you just feel my ass?
Girl: no
Man: why not?

Well, here I am. What were your other two wishes?

and some others to finish up with...

"Wise men talk because they have something to say. Fools talk because they have to say something."
- Plato

"Happiness isn't getting what you want, it's wanting what you got".
- Garth Brooks

"Thanks, you don't look so hot yourself." - after being told he looked cool
-Yogi Berra

Isn't it funny how the word 'politics' is made up of the words 'poli' meaning 'many' in Latin, and 'tics' as in 'bloodsucking creatures’?

Why do all superheroes wear spandex?

If you have something to say, raise your hand. and place it over your mouth.

If mars had earthquakes would they be called marsquakes?

Quantum Mechanics: The dreams stuff is made of.

When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane

What happens if you get scared half to death twice?

dont regret doing things, regret getting caught

i tried sniffing coke once but the icecubes got stuck in my nose

A Laundromat:
PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHING WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT

Keep smiling, it makes people wonder what you're up to

~~ ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6822903/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6822903/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 20:45:38 PDT Fibz so here's 20 thingamajigs

1. My biggest fear is losing everyone i love. or waking up with no hair in a room full of cheese and being forced to eat it all
2. i haaaaate it when things aren't done my way. most of the time i don't realise until after when i'm all bitchy about something that doesn't really matter, and it's only because i wanted to do it my way.. i must get over that!
3. i can't ever stop thinking about social (within my little bubble, not the world) issues and artsy stuff. which probably explains why i'm such a horrible student
4. i love fantasy, anything with magic, and dreaming.. i dream about such weird real stuff.. i hope that when i die i go to wherever all my dreams come from
5. the best part of my day comes at the end of it, when i'm close to a) going to sleep b) looking forward to tomorrow c) anticipating the next big trip i'm headed on (i absolutely LOVE travelling!)
6. i don't need substances to have fun.. i think i'm high on life most of the time anyways.. (unless i'm supposed to do work ) although a good couple cups (or 10) of coffee/tea go a LONG way
7. sometimes i seem to love my animals more than my family. which is horrible!! ... because i love my family tremendously.. but my animals never make me do anything i don't want to do. or make me feel anything except happy. and they ALWAYS want to see me, and won't ever let me leave.
8. i seem to come up with the most interesting and intellectual things when i'm not actually paying attention. like a simple phrase, or poem that i'll write under high emotions or stress will actually have a lot more levels to it than i see at first.. which make me wonder if all those brainiacs out there really know how smart they are..
9. i hate anything that tries to control me. especially when those things are people.
10. my goal in life is to not let any of my dreams die. so far they've all come true, ive just gotta keep it up..
11. i am so confused and amazed by the stars. i would love to live a life where i could swim in a tropical ocean all day, and sleep warm under the stars at night.. and somehow still have my internet and digital camera worked into that equation .. and maybe a phone to talk to my friends
12. i hate the fact that all food that i love is bad for me. why can't they just not invent a type of food unless it isn't harmful?? sheesh. it's not that hard!!
13. my favourite way that i've been woken up so far in my 17 years is with my dad putting cold facecream on my face. OMG that felt so wonderful! and when my mom would give me breakfast in bed, she is amAZING! oh and my brothers jumping on top of me so that i can't breathe and shaking the bed is always fun too...
14. i used to be a straight A student. now i'm a straight A photographer. and i have no clue what my school grades are . i'm pretty sure they're not As though..
15. i sleepwalk and sleeptalk. apparently it's entertaining.. i wouldn't know..
16. i swear too much. i don't know where it came from.. not a WHOLE lot around people, but sometimes, and always when i'm frustrated.. usually just under my breath. i'd like to stop that habit
17. i love driving. sooooo much. just being alone in a car with music blasting, wind in my hair, aviators for that bright sun, and people-watching at the lights
18. i'm never quite satisfied. if i'm in hong kong, i want to be in canada. if i'm in canada, i want to be in hong kong. if i'm in a relationship, i want out. if i'm not in one, i want one. if i'm away from my family, i want to see them. if i'm with them, i want to see my friends. if i'm with my friends.. well i'm pretty satisfied .. or i'll wanna be by myself. and when i'm by myself, i just wanna be happy.. which makes me .. wanna be in hong kong. or with my family. you get the picture.
19. i do EVERYTHING on a basis of "why not?". if i can't come up with a reason for not doing it, i will, hence my pilot's licence, boat licence, pa... ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6744467/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6744467/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 23:59:45 PDT

1. Opening Credits: Get over it- The Eagles
2. Getting Ready: I don’t know- Lost Prophets (that’s the actual name of the song)
3. Average day: learn to fly- foo fighters
4. First kiss: I would walk 500 miles- Proclaimers note: not for the meaning of the song, but because it reminds me of that night. No other reason
5. Falling in love: poprocks and coke- green day
6. Love Scene: fallin’: alicia keys
7. Fight with Lover: numb- linkin park
8. Falling Asleep: the last laugh- mark knopfler
9. wedding song: I’ll always be there- bryan adams
10. Separation: sunshine go away- jonathan edwards
11. Seeing an old love: wonderful- everclear (lyrics don’t quite match the title )
12. Heartbreak: give me novocaine- green day
13. Driving fast: fly away- lenny kravitz
14. Going away: Calico Plains- Pam Tillis
15. Getting ready to go out: original prankster- offspring
16. Girls night out: livin da vida loca- ricky martin
17. Driving with friends: kokomo- the beach boys
18. Walking alone in the rain: one headlight: wallflowers
19. Missing someone: cry- aerosmith
20. Summer vacation: summer of ’69: bryan adams
21. Making a bad decision: Lullaby- Shawn Mullins
22. Mental Breakdown: I’m just a kid- simple plan
23. Learning a Lesson: running down a dream: tom petty
24. Going back home: fly away- lenny kravitz
25. Fighting with best friend: when I fall- barenaked ladies
26. Acting goofy with friends: save a horse ride a cowboy- big ‘n’ rich
27. Looking back: Wouldn’t it be nice: beach boys
28. A Death: amazing grace. just makes me cry..
29. Sitting in a Café: Life is a highway: tom cochrane
30. Christmas time: santa clause is coming – the tractors
31. for that special someone- I don’t wanna miss a thing- Aerosmith
32. songs that I don’t have a reason for (not yet anyways!) – Hey Jealousy by Gin Blossoms; Ghetto- Akon (great lyrics, great song)
33. Closing song: closing time - everclear ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6691307/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6691307/ Wed, 05 Oct 2005 23:04:12 PDT
2. i am a babe of the late 80's but my heart is definetely rooted into the 70's
3. My genetic heritage is mostly scottish german and english. some part of me desires to have an irish background, i have no idea why. or maybe italian! .. if asked what nationality i am, it's CANADIAN. i am canadian. my parents were canadian. their parents were canadian. no we're not aboriginal peoples, but we are canadian!
4. my great uncle hudson has a lake in NWT named after him (salkeld lake). my dad is also responsible for naming an island inadvertantly (for full story, note me )
5. the first time i made money doing something other than odd jobs was for selling a photo. not that long ago, yes, but still a proud moment for me! (and it wasn't off of dA!)
6. uhh i'm not exactly a big drinker, so this question goes to nonA for me: i love raspberry milkshakes and peach icetea. (chocolate anything as well )
7. i've never smoked anything.. but i have had lots of dreams involving said subject. and others that are taboo in my real life
8. i have no notable acedmic achievements.. except a stupid little pin from my school for a high average one year.
9. i'd love to talk to jim carrey. an idol of mine, and an incredible inspiration in many other areas.
10. uhm.. not sure what this one came from.. (previous answer was : My children are both artistically bent, though they're still developing.) so i'll put.. yes i'm artistically bent? it's the only think i enjoy anyways.
11. i consider myself rooted in my past of hong kong and BC. this by no means makes me chinese .. i'd like to say something.. " i .. am.. CANADIAN!" .. sorry it's my only place to be patriotic!
12. i'd like to believe in future lives.. but as for past lives, maybe they exist, but if they do, i must be new, everything is so.. 'new' to me.. somehow..
13. i kinda believe in karma.. it's something to control our ethics, and i'd like to believe that people are given a hard life to teach them to lead a good life.. that doesn't seem to have anything to do with karma i guess.. well.. i'll say i wanna believe that 'what goes around comes around'
14. i've never taken drugs.. other than pharmaceutical or whatever i guess plus all the f*ckin ibuprofen they give at this school to cure everything. i swear they have some sort of 'deal' going with that company!
15. yea.. i won't deny it. i'm a hippie at heart
16. this was about a husband.. so no, i'm not married..
17. I do NOT know how to fire a gun!
18. I've never hunted
19. I'm fascinated with many things.. when they don't involve a huge ammount of study and memory.. i seem to have trouble concentrating for a long amount of time on certain subjects
20. I love people who are caraaaazy crazy for life, crazy for love, and.. well that's for me to know, and you to not find out ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6672932/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6672932/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 20:46:02 PDT The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

that was my fortune for today. I've never heard that before, and like everything new, it's a little revolutionary. it made me think of a lot of things i've lost, mostly animals.. which seems unimportant, but as a child at times they were the best friends you could have. someone to listen to you, who knows when not to interrupt. and who always shows up right when you need them. so many times i'd go to sit down on the lawn and within minutes there would be two cats in my lap and a dog at my side. i can think of a few times when i've gone for a walk, or to sit at the plaza.. no one came. not that i asked them to, but just, they aren't so lovely and telepathic like animals. and they always wanna speak instead of just laying in your lap and purring like you need them to .. this isn't a rant, just a general meandering speech that goes nowhere.

then there's the one that goes:

if you truly love something, set it free. if it returns, it's yours. if it doesn't, it never was
(or as my dad likes to say, "if it doesn't, hunt it down and shoot it" haha.. meant to be taken lightly )

i love to remember the time with my horse when he was about 5 months old, and i left him in the arena around 8 at night and just stood in there watching him. and he came up to me, and stood right behind me, nuzzling my shoulders. i walked around, and he stayed in pace, not two steps behind me. i'd stop, he'd stop. i'd run, he'd run, but always, always right behind me. it was the best feeling in the world. a beautiful baby horse that absolutely adores you and won't leave you alone. that was amazing.

and a final quote i want to ponder:

ignorance is bliss

i don't even know where that comes from. but for the first time in my life, last year i started to understand it. sitting in physics, learning about waves in sound and light, we walked out to the ocean and started to examine the waves coming in at the docks. we studied and learnt the similarities, and were to be content with that. now as a girl of wonderlust i could never help gazing out to sea during classes, either to wonder at the morning fog rolling in hiding the airport across the waters from view, or to look at the seagulls and imagine their callings, or just watch the rowers and the otters and seals in the waters playing about. It almost seems lost to me now. i try to gaze out there, and all i see is antinodes and nodes and wavelength and blah blah blah. i was so much happier before all that. and before i learnt about world hunger. and aids. and terrorism. and war. why must i learn when i was completely happy before? isn't that what we do in life, try to make ourselves happy? oh my. i can't finish on this thought.. a happier quote.. how about a favourite of mine from my favourite cartoon, "Calvin and Hobbes"

*Calvin peering into a toaster, putting his fifth piece of bread in*

Hobbes: what are you doing?
Calvin: making bread into toast
Hobbes: ...?
Calvin: but where does the bread go? ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6603397/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6603397/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 22:31:02 PDT
a SONG for the while:

Ghetto by Akon (my brother let me listen to it, and i love the lyrics)

here's a link to the lyrics by the way, if you're curious and haven't heard the song --> [link]

POEM FOR THE WHILE

Cold be hand and heart and bone,
and cold be sleep under stone;
never more to wake on stony bed,
never, till the Sun fails and the Moon is dead.

In the black wind the stars shall die,
and still on gold here let them lie,
till the dark lord lifts his hand
over dead sea and withered land.
-- J. R. R. Tolkien --

THOUGHT FOR THE WHILE

Any coward can sit in his home and criticize a pilot for flying into a
mountain in a fog. But I would rather, by far, die on a mountainside
than in bed. What kind of man would live where there is no daring?
And is life so dear that we should blame men for dying in adventure?
Is there a better way to die?
-- Charles Lindbergh


QUOTE FOR THE WHILE

"Love is giving someone the power to destroy you and trusting them not to"

A JACK HANDY QUOTE

Maybe in order to understand mankind we have to look at that word itself. MANKIND. Basically, it's made up of two separate words "mank" and "ind." What do these words mean? It's a mystery and that's why so is mankind.
--Jack Handy Deep Thoughts--

one of the foolish quotes i got bothered with today when opening my email

Remember, Grasshopper, falling down 1000 stairs begins by tripping over
the first one.
-- Confusion


and finally:

JOKE FOR THE WHILE

Adam: God I must compliment you on your new creation; women. I mean I
couldn't have asked for more. I mean God, why did you make her so
gorgeous?

God: So you would love her my son.

Adam: Yeah, but God why did you make her so sexy?

God: So you would love her my son

Adam: But why did you give her SUCH a cute smile?

God: So you would love her my son

Adam: Then god... WHY OH WHY did you make her SOOO stupid?

God: So she would love you my son ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6576489/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6576489/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 19:58:15 PDT
Sit beside your breakfast table
Think about your troubles
Pour yourself a cup of tea
And think about the bubbles
You can take a tear drop
And drop in a tea cup
Take it down to the riverside
Throw it over the side
To be swept up by a current
And taken to the ocean
To be eaten by some fishes
Who were eaten by some fishes
And swallowed by a whale
Who grew so old
He decomposed

Well he died and left his body
To the bottom of the ocean
Now everybody knows that
When a body decomposes
The basic elements are given back to the ocean
And the sea does what it oughtta
And soon there's salty water
(Not to good for drinkin')
But it taste just like a tear drop
(And it flows into a filter)
And it comes out from a faucet
(And it flows into a tea cup)
Which is just about to bubble
Now
Think about your troubles

Harry Nielson


the weird thing is, there's a kid at my school called harry nielson.. no wait, maybe it's neilsen.. still.. i know he didn't write this! ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6568818/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6568818/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 00:27:11 PDT

enjoy

Seven things that scare you:
1. losing people, be it family or friends
2. being chased. (little fear) gives me the hugest adrenaline rush, for various reasons..
3. I’m afraid of dark water, and sometimes just darkness (like without stars) .. which brings to mind the darkroom. Which doesn’t scare me. But certain people in the darkroom do.. I mean, certain PERSON..
4. I’m afraid of not doing the right thing. Not the right ethical thing, but just making the right choice, which usually needs to happen when I’m unsure lol and end up unsure about choices
5. I’m scared of guns
6. which goes along with.. I’m scared of war
7. I’m afraid of finding someone I love dead (person or animal)


Seven things you like the most:
1. being with my friends &/or family
2. dressing up in a ball gown and running around in a tropical zoo (you know who you are!)
3. cuddling up & a movie (comedy is best )
4. similar idea, but the ol’ outdoor movie, like a drive-in but brentwood style. Movies under the stars are wonderful
5. speakin o’ stars, philosophical conversations out in the hottub, or talking ‘bout dreams as we (i actually do this with more than one person who’ll read this) fall asleep. Or as YOU fall asleep
6. being out and about with my brothers in any given city 
7. bein at thepark or the dock


Seven important things in your room:
1. my roommate
2. my bed (gawd I love it it’s so comfy!)
3. my sketchbook & notebook
4. my electronics (covers music, digital work, laptop etc)
5. the pictures all over my wall (which I need to finish putting up )
6. my.. clothes? Sheesh goin to class naked would really suck.
7. my .. fridge? Lotsa good food in there.. which reminds me, I’m hungry.. midnight snack time!


apologies to those who know any of these already Seven random facts about you:
1. i… used to live in hong kong
2. i… own an airplane. (and hold a licence. As well as driver’s and boat)
3. i… bit a girl in grade 2 because she said that I would never do it.
4. i… love fishing? .. sorry I’m running out of stuff..
5. am the only granddaughter on my mom’s side, and only have one female cousin on my dad’s side.
6. have jumped onto a horse from behind before (and almost fell off )
7. have taken part in a horse race, swimming on horseback, and riding backwards in the saddle, and behind the saddle.. and of course without a saddle and bridle



Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. I actually wanna skydive too eric, didn’t mean ta steal that one
2. must see italy and Egypt. Ireland’s a given, gonna see that in ‘07
3. gallop on a beach (easier said than done)
4. go on a photo trip to mexico with my friends
5. obtain a successful job that I LIKE
6. be charitable to really random people in outrageous amounts
7. have a son and daughter of my own (and a 3rd? I love having 2 brothers..)


Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. smile and eyes
2. take care of themselves
3. know how to be serious and funny
4. impulsive
5. isn’t afraid of awkwardness (and therefore diminishes it)
6... ]]> ~rebelicious http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6480649/ http://rebelicious.deviantart.com/journal/6480649/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 20:20:43 PDT . thanks goes to *Orunitia .. this should be interesting. everyone, please be nice, i'm nervous bout what i'll be asked

YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS::
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No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless
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I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
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All questions are COMPLETELY confidential
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[[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]]
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IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK YOU.

...Ask me anything.

except they arn't confidential, cause everyone can read them... but yeah... ]]> ~rebelicious