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Got myself a new car, a house, new hobbies and all sorts of shiz. Livvin' the good life but just rarely havving time for myself. I'm either working or sleeping, or both.

Though! I do perform magic! All sorts of different card tricks, from levitating a card, to levitating myself, to breaking my arm in 3 places to making ghosts touch people from 20 feet away.

I have fun

-Andee

]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/8382848/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/8382848/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 10:04:17 PDT ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/8176789/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/8176789/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 09:45:44 PST
Been busy, work, life, plans, art, girlfriend, problems and school.
Not in any order, however, all of which take up the majority of my time.

Haven't had much time to upload new art but I am indeed still working on art all the time.
Probably wont see an update on my art for atleast a month or two.

However, do check out my Mija's stuff in the mean time

Have a good one.

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/7004920/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/7004920/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 22:59:12 PST
Decided I also needed a DevID that had meaning behind it.

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6872858/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6872858/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 12:05:16 PDT From the inside to the outside. Ripping and tearing and pulling and pushing.
I want to rip off my skin and shed this identity. Run a million miles away.


Depression is crap. Anxiety is too. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6507823/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6507823/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 23:14:50 PDT
Now, i'm sure every man in the world who truly loves his girlfriend/wife believes that their girl is THE best girl in the entire universe.
If this statement is true, then add me to the list of men who belive so.

Because I truly belive my girlfriend is the best and most perfect in the entire world.

I know, I know, it sounds cheesier than a cheddar Ritz cracker marinated in cream cheese for 8 months and served with a cheeto, but its how I honestly feel. While she may not see it herself, I find that each and every small and big thing about her to be just adorable, amazing, cute, sweet, funny, lovable, astonishing and perfect. Not in that order, but none the less all of the before mentioned and tons tons more.

From the very day I met her, she has opened my eyes to so many different things in life I was so very blind to. Such as love and care, just by learning how to love someone and then feel the love in return, you learn so many things without even the slightest of words being spoken to each other. It creates dreams and fears at the same time. Dreams of havving a family, growing old, being happy together. Fears of possibly not living out your dreams or losing the very person who gave you all this happiness.

And then, theres the simpler things you learn. In my case, would be appreciation for different mediums of art, painting to be exact. Just by knowing her, I started taking a liking to painting, quietly starting to admire her painting skills, and skills of other artists who paint.

But I have to say, she has taught me 3 major things that stand out the most. Love, happiness, appreciation.

So with that, I can finally say, I'm inlove and I'm truely happy.

All in all, I want to thank Kayla for everything she has done for me, including things I've yet to mention to her or anyone. I want to thank her for loving me, being there for me, putting up with me, showing me someone cares, showing me that I can care, teaching me everything, being the light of my life and giving me a chance when no one else would.

Thank you Kayla, you are my world, my life, my heart, my love, my everything. I hope one day I can do somewhat of the same things for you as you have done for me. I appreciate, love, adore, worship and care for you to no end.

So, marriage? Kids? Life together forever? Letting me take care of you for the rest of our days? How about it?

I love you Kayla, forever and always.
-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6501661/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6501661/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 09:22:44 PDT
Si, i'm off to go see them on OCT 1st, center of the stage, 3 sections back, perfect seats.

Going alone, but , I don't care that much, i'm going to freaking hear Trent Reznor scream out lyrics to some of the best music IMO.


Yay.


-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6413418/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6413418/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 11:48:16 PDT Screw you and your bent ways of thinking.
Screw you and your bent beliefs on what we should do with our futures.
Screw you and your ways of raping our women and murdering them in times of disaster.
Screw you and your crooked cops.
Screw you and your upcoming generation of children which you neglect to teach right from wrong.
Screw you and your bullshite forced religious beliefs.
Screw you and your bullshite forced scientific beliefs.
Screw you and your gas guzzling auto motives.
Screw you and your self polutance.

Screw you, I'm going off to a secluded tropical island where I can live the life I want.

A happy one.


-Andee.


P.S. Screw you, especially those who put their noses in others business, and then run off crying to other people about it because it happened to not fit your perfect little plan or your perfect little crooked world you so loving attempt to protect at all costs. Even if it means shoving a dagger deeper into the backs of those you supposedly consider close..


P.S.S. I'm not pissed, just extremely tired. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6193695/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/6193695/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 01:04:03 PDT

But I really want to say-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYLA!!! I know, a little early, BUT STILL! OMG!

Love ya!


-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5496734/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5496734/ Sun, 29 May 2005 20:45:55 PDT

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5407196/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5407196/ Thu, 19 May 2005 22:03:55 PDT
You know, free stuff is the best, especialy edible free stuff. Like Bawls and Hotdogs.

You know, Bawls the energy drink [link] , comes in a nice chilled blue bottle.
Its great when you have two blue Bawls and a huge hotdog in the middle of them, 3rd grade humour always ensues. [link]

So, big shoutout to Microsoft for helping us hungry/thirsty geeks by givving us all the free weiners and drinks we want and also letting us play HL2 and FEAR while we ate.

Heres some shots from E3:
[link] Stargate.

[link] Helping keep E3 Safe over at the Webzen booth. They had guns, I wanted guns, they didint have any spare but its cool, I brought my 'hand-guns'(Thanks Kayla )

[link]
OH LOOKY ME, I'M TEH ARMY, WE HAVE A VIDEO GAME OUT LAWL LETS CALL IN A CHINHOOK ROFL SHOW OFF OUR MECHANICAL MUSCLES LOLOLOL. Cool stuff really.

[link] Xbox booth 360 was cool.

[link]
CoD3

[link]
This guy seemed a bit pissed at the time, so no hilarious pose.

[link]
Our booth we shared with the History Of Gaming Expo. Those are our arcade machines.

[link] My dad, havving a great time(Really, he was too, dont let this pic deceive you.)

[link]
Destroy All Humans. Cool little booth, the LCD screen showed a alien falling down the beam and running off.

[link]
Posing with teh ATI Ruby's. Sorry ladies, neither one of you are nearly as hot as Kayla.

Meh, thats it for now.

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5378986/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5378986/ Tue, 17 May 2005 01:05:44 PDT
"I wonder if he knew,

Before he climbed in bed.
Before he pulled the covers.
That night he would be shot.
That morning he would be dead." ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5360155/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5360155/ Sat, 14 May 2005 22:41:20 PDT
[link]

Meh.


-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5243332/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5243332/ Mon, 02 May 2005 01:13:52 PDT
[link]

Tell her what you think of it


I love it


-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5222676/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5222676/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 15:16:22 PDT
She's everything I've ever wanted, and everything i'll ever need.

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5181208/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5181208/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 22:36:48 PDT

Mood: Bad.
Reading: Joshua

On my knees, bent forward with my hands in the sand, shoving them deeper into the small rocks below. Grabing hard asif I were attempting to rip something away.
Pulling my hands out, clenching the sand in my palm with all my might and fury. It starts to seep, turning red like blood, falling to the ground.
I'm standing in my room with a knife, dripping with the blood of those i've ruined.
Standing in a inch thick puddle of blood. I cant even make out the roses in the wallpapper thru all the red staining now.
Im sitting on a bench, hunched forward with my hands between my legs, head down with my eyes closed.
Pigeons eating crumbs infront of me, pecking at my boots every so often.
Arms lengthened from my sides, head into the air allowing the cool breeze to whisk through my hair.
Standing straight. Yells from behind. Tipping myself forward, gently falling off the ledge.
Looking up, everythings so blurry and scattered. Holding my breathe.
Hands reaching thru, grabbing me and pulling me up to the surface.
Cowered in a dark place. Knees to my chest with hands on my head.
Door bolted closed, locked from the outside. Locked in with the cold.
Pulling the shaft back, loading the last bullet into the chamber.
Squeezing the trigger while its placed against my temple.
Silent cries of help.
Silent nothings.
Nay be more.
This is it.
Dark.
End.
.

]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5151961/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5151961/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 18:48:14 PDT

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Theres only me- Rob Dougan
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: Donnie Darko...1 day left.

Hmm, how about that.

I looks asif I won a free 1 week subscription.

Neat.

-Andee

]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5117103/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5117103/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 01:31:35 PDT Today I have awakened as a male, with black hair, blue eyes.

Meh, needed a change in my life.

Old:[link]


New: [link]

Another semi angle:[link]

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5064144/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/5064144/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 19:42:55 PDT I caved.

Got a new dew.

Checkit.
Old:
[link]

New:
[link]

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4925817/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4925817/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 14:57:14 PST Good to see you again. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4909561/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4909561/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 13:05:51 PST I feel alive.
Nolonger alone.
Looking up.
She's amazing. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4815952/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4815952/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 23:38:45 PST
Mah mom is on tha DA.com! OMG!



Outstanding writer who if you want some real emotional and image invoking poetry she's your ma..err, woman!

So stop on by her page, give her a comment or two and tell em Andee sent'cha.

W00t.

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4801704/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4801704/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 11:56:00 PST Still Alive.
Still Alone.
Now Happier. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4721402/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4721402/ Thu, 03 Mar 2005 17:04:56 PST 1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept in a toilet.
07. I love playing video games.
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch them with my father.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like J. Bush.
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate snow.
24. I drink only milk.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food.
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I wear glasses. (sometimes)
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses.
32. I have potential.
33. I'm pure Japanese.
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing. (TOO EFFING TRUE!)
38. I'm left-handed.
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
40. I don't like horror movies.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music.
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.
45. I hate parking fines.
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart.
47. I know more than two languages.
48. I spend too much time on the computer.
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window.
50. I live on a ground floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied.
54. Cocks are my favorite birds.
55. I want to conquer the world.
56. I wonder what happens when you die.
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion.
61. I love to write.
62. I like changes.
63. I hate going to class.
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing.
66. My hair is long, blonde, and incredibly curly.
67. My nails are nine inch long.
68. My favorite color is black.
69. I like to sleep on the floor.
70. I am hopeless at cooking.
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this.
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN.
74. I hate government.
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend. D:!!
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers.
79. I like debating.
80. I live in a vagon.
81. I clean my room once a month.
82. I'm scared of american fast food.
83. I have a third eye.
84. I love Mozambique.
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it.
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes.
89. I'm very disorganized.
90. My hair is long and straight.
91. I earn a lot.
92. I don't like spicy food.
93. I keep a diary.
94. I can't do cartwheels.
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm sarcastic.
97. I think my hair is annoying.
98. I'm very sensitive.
99. I love being "ab-normal."
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4606843/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4606843/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 13:22:57 PST Still creating art.
Still alone.
Uploading art soon.

Goodbye. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4361967/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4361967/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 16:25:54 PST Here I lie, within your grasp.
Here I lie, without a thorn.
Here I lie, without a mask.
Here I lie, my love I have sworn.

Within your grasp, a touch of fate.
Within your grasp, for you I wait.
within your grasp, the beauty of create.
Within your grasp, someone who can relate.

Hello.
Still alive.
Created stock.
Let me know what you think.
Goodbye. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4327927/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4327927/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 15:34:14 PST Still alive.
Still creating art.
Goodbye.

-Ninja ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4096143/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/4096143/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 14:44:16 PST I am up in the clouds
I am up in the clouds
And I can't and I can't come down
I can watch and cant take part
Where I end and where you start
Where you, you left me alone
You left me alone.

-R.H. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3989645/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3989645/ Sat, 04 Dec 2004 18:29:59 PST So, I've joined a HL2 mod team, [link] City 13. We're a multiplayer mod based on team combat.
The mod is quite cool, it picks up directly where HL2 left off, City17's citadel has fallen, thus sending a ripple effect across all Cities. City 13 is the 2nd city to pickup arms and resist the opression.

I'm the Lead Artist on the mod, I look after everyone and make sure things looks correct and do alot of the art myself.

Heres a quick snippit of City 13 propaganda:
[link]
[link]

Check us out someitme.

-Andee ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3876337/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3876337/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 05:44:51 PST -A.D. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3854116/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3854116/ Wed, 17 Nov 2004 00:33:30 PST But, then shit hits the fan, family decides its cool to yell at eachother. I stupidly had to get within eye sight acidently and I become apart of the circus.
Ever have one of those nights where you just sit, out in the cold for a few hours hoping that by the time you get back in, things would have just quieted down a bit? People come to their senses? Just chill?
Yeah, me too.
Yeah, it never works.

-Ninja ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3765126/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3765126/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 01:41:24 PST

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Theres only me- Rob Dougan
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: Donnie Darko...20 days left.



]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3663116/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3663116/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 12:58:35 PDT

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Theres only me- Rob Dougan
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: Donnie Darko...20 days left.

Just some random poem quotes I've made-


"In this place I stay, forever and never. In this place I stay I shall not see day."

"I mourn for my own death, for there is none else who mourn."


"I carry you with my heart, I hold your face with kindness. You carry my head on a pike, You dig the dagger in my back bastardly."


"My pain is that of a eternity. My anger is that of a phoenix. My tears are that of everlast. My heart is that of remnets of what it use to be."


"What has become of me that which I hate. Pistol to my head is my fate. However I care not, for I am of sate with this."

"You held my heart Mallory. You held it for so very long, until you drove the blade through it and let it bleed. Bleed so much it seeped into hell itself. Where you left me to rot."

"Pull the trigger, release my pain. Pull the trigger, splattter my brain."

"Playing with a knife and my wrist."

]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3619443/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3619443/ Mon, 18 Oct 2004 14:29:22 PDT
iT. [link]

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Theres only me- Rob Dougan
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: Donnie Darko...20 days left.

OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGM
So, i just woke up(1pm) and found Valve and Vivendi had released their offical annoucement saying HL2WENTGOLD!!!!!! So, i read it, then I procede to make sweet sensual love to my monitor. Smoke a cig, come back...do it again. Expect me to repeat througout the day.

-Ninja


]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3477362/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3477362/ Thu, 30 Sep 2004 00:21:18 PDT
iT. [link]

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Theres only me- Rob Dougan
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: Donnie Darko...20 days left.

You are all I want.
You are all I've got.
You are all I need.
You are all I see.
It wont be long.
Till suddenly,
You find his gun.
And you turn around and see.
Theres only me.
For all the silence in your heart, theres only me.
Waiting patience everlast.
Wait and see.
One day your love will stop.
You turn around.
You find that everyones in parts.
Theres only me.
-----
Think that describes a certan point in my life right now.
--
<3 Rob. Best lyrics ever, its like listening to poetry in music form...
STFU! I know that made no sense, but you get what I mean XD.

-Ninja


]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3438709/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3438709/ Fri, 24 Sep 2004 19:44:30 PDT
iT. [link]

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Shadow On The Sun- AudioSlave
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: Donnie Darko...20 days left.

to the point where you breathe them? Your finding yourself thinking about the person when your not with them all the time?
I've been finding myself sitting and just dreaming about someone. I'll go into a daydream where i'm with the person, just sitting there with them, maybe an arm around them but i'm with them and thats all I needed to be happy. I've also been finding things dont mater much compared to other things/people in my life. I love this feeling but hate it at the same time. I love the feeling of loving, but I hate this feeling of not being with them, or worst yet the reality I can never be with them.
Life sucks, but its good at the same time.

On another note. I GOT A RAISE! OMG!

-Ninja


]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3422643/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3422643/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 15:45:00 PDT
iT. [link]

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Shadow On The Sun- AudioSlave
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: Donnie Darko...20 days left.

Yay! I made me a new avatar, I think it looks a bit spiffy
Im doing alot of drawing lately too thansk to dearest Hilda.
Still got some G-Mail invites left too!

-Ninja


]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3415792/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3415792/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 16:59:57 PDT
iT. [link]

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Shadow On The Sun- AudioSlave
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell

Righto! So, I've got a few GMail invites left. I was wondering if anyone wanted one?
Just drop me a comment and i'll see what I can do for ya.

-Ninja


]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3372041/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3372041/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 18:03:09 PDT
iT. [link]

Mood: Ask me.
Listening to: Shadow On The Sun- AudioSlave
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell

More stock!

-Ninja

Have a good day, my lovelies


]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3267260/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3267260/ Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:38:10 PDT
I can tell you why, the end will never come.

Mood: Kinda down
Listening to: Sexx Laws- Beck
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: None

So, i'm sitting in my room, playing on my laptop next to my desktop PC. Suddenly...BAM a spark explodes from my desktop PC no more than 1 foot away from me. My monitor dies, whole computer shuts down.
Seems as though something has overheated or something. I see no damage whatsoever, but there was a bit of a burning smell.
I saw a huge spark fly from out of the case too.
I think my powersupply decieded to take a major crap on me
Oh well, the PC was 3-4 years old anyway.
*cries*
Hope my HD isnt fried.

-

]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3236502/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3236502/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 04:23:46 PDT
I can tell you why, the end will never come.

Mood: So freaken Rockin'
Listening to: Shadow On The Sun- AudioSlave
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: ....My Own Life... :D

*raises his pick into the air and nods his head*
So uh..yep..
Getting me an electric guitar!
Ibanez SZ720!
[link]
Beautifull looks
Beautifull sound
Beautifull price
Usualy 800-900$
Im getting it for 500$
w00t?
W00t!

-

]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3222039/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3222039/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 01:14:27 PDT
OMGWTFLOLRTOFLMAOPWNED?!

Mood: I r Andee! :D
Listening to: Requiem by Antonia Pinto
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: ....My Own Life... :D

So I took a load of tests at Tickle.
Heres some of them I found interesting.
Your IQ: 130. You have a very superior intellect.you are an Insightful Linguist.
This means you have the natural fluency of a writer and the visual talents of an artist. You also have a creative and expressive mind.

Confidence:High
Highly confident people are usually optimists who tend to avoid emotional extremes. They also have a reputation for being generous with the people around them.

Greatest Intelligence:you're smartest when it comes to Visual/Spatial Intelligence.
People who score highly in visual/spatial intelligence tend to think in pictures rather than numbers or words. As a result, they're better at learning from charts or diagrams than from hearing a lecture.

How good of a parent you would be/is:your parenting style is Type III
Children of Type III parents tend to become independent, socially responsible, and emotionally secure adults. They also tend to have high self-esteem, self-confidence, and self-control.

Palm Reading:the shape of your hand reveals that you are especially good at Letting your love flow.
Did you know The Life Line reveals your approach to life and how you handle uncertainty or hardship? Generally, the information that can be gleaned from your Life Line pertains to your overall outlook and the ease with which you will travel through your life.

Emotional IQ:your greatest emotional strength is Empathy
Empathic people can see things from someone else's point of view

Your ESP stength:your strongest psychic talent is Remote Viewing.
People who have power in Remote Viewing have been studied by the government to test their potential in military intelligence.

Gender Identification:Tickle can tell that you have a Balanced gender focus
People who have both strong masculine and strong feminine qualities tend to get things done and are good with people.

What Color: our color choices reveal that you are feeling Intense today.
According to the color theories of psychologist Max Luscher, people who are drawn to Red more than other colors reveals that they have a desire for their actions to bring powerful experiences.

My attrativeness:you're making heads turn with your Energy! Your 77% attractive!

My Relationship type:you're an ENTJ
People of your type are known for possessing a generous spirit which allows them to be happy for others' successes as well as their own. This trait can make you a very supportive partner.
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Neat eh?
try them yourself at [link]
Let me know what you get!


Be cool my babys ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3213182/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3213182/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 20:27:38 PDT
OMGWTFLOLRTOFLMAOPWNED?!

Mood: Somewhat lonely...:(
Listening to: Chop Suey! System of A Down
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: AVP!..SUCKED COMPLETE...Uh...a sack of nuts :(

And so his majesty spoke and abruptly, "Calm calm my children. I shall say what comes of this man..." he said with a deep voice.
All his men quieted in the hall, nothing but shallow breathing emitting through the stone, warm halls, that which came from a young man...
"Speak dear child, what say you?" the king spoke to the boy.
"I am here....TO ROCK YOUR FREAKEN FACE OFF!" the boy yelled out, throwing himself to his feet as a guitar was flung to him from a random

spectator. He threw his fist across the steel cords, sending a ear peircing note throughout the kingdom. One which shall never be forgotten.
The king grabbed at his ears, oh how he grabbed at his ears in pain.
the boy then raised his hand into the air, his head lowering. He threw his hand into the cords, his left hand sliding up and down the frets, as

he played the sweet sweet sound of rock slapped all those who opposed him, bringing them to their knees.
All the fair maidens of the land dropped their knickers to the ground, kicking them to the boys direction.
The boy looked up, each was in awe! Oh how he had rocked them.
The boy lowered the guitar, his playing was finished. All that was left of the room were gawking men, women, gnomes, dwarfs, one midget priates-

you know those that have that fake parriot on their shoulder and the wood stake as a foot anyway, and beautiful maidens.
The king gathered all his courage, scrambling to say something, "What..what be thy name boy?"
The young man then flicked a single string on his axe, he looked up, pushing his hair out of his face, "Andee, I am."
everyone gasped! The young village idiot? Couldn't be!...Oh but it was, but it was.
The boy then turned around, dropping his magical intrument of gawkingness. Walking away from the hall and into the court, where he was greeted

by mothers and children, all touching him, wanting to feel the awesomeness which was Andee.
For years to come, children grew up wanting to be guitarists, artists and pure awesome in the liking of Andee.
Women wanted Andee! Leaving their husbands and loved ones to follow the young man, in hopes of becoming his bride to be.
Everywhere he went, bra's and panties rained from above.
But it wasn't long before those who were jealous of Andee's awesomeness plotted for demise against him! Oh the horror.
Tried they might to sing, guitar, and look better than Andee but with no avail.
Andee grew older in his years, though it seemed with age he only grew finer. He was never impressed by the hordes of women he had following him,

however he did have his eyes on one woman, one in which he couldn't have, her name as sweet as elven ale itself...
Her name was "H..
And then Andee woke up from his queen sized bed, he was still but a young 16 year old boy. A young boy with huge dreams.
He rolled out of bed, walking towards his bedroom door but not before tripping over his old accoustic guitar.
"Le sigh." he spoke as he continued on with his 21st century chores.
TEH END.

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Be cool my babys ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3204812/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3204812/ Tue, 24 Aug 2004 18:59:13 PDT
OMGWTFLOLRTOFLMAOPWNED?!

Mood: Somewhat lonely...:(
Listening to: Chop Suey! System of A Down
Reading: 1984 by George Orwell
Watching: AVP!..SUCKED COMPLETE...Uh...a sack of nuts :(

Right so!
Here I am again, typing randomness in my journal to noone in hopes someone will read.
I'm freaken stoked!
I got my texture and model accepted into There ( [link] )
So now I can run around in my swat uniform.
I've fallen for a chick who i'm 100% sure doesnt like me.
I'm tired.
Even though I fell asleep at 8am and I woke up at 4pm.
Now im rambling.
Yay for SigX!

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Be cool my babys ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3134028/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3134028/ Tue, 24 Aug 2004 18:52:49 PDT
OMGWTFLOLRTOFLMAO?

Mood: Feeling good, baby.
Listening to: Take me out- Franz Ferdinand
Reading: ....I need to learn how to read first.

Name = Andee Dean
Piercings = Not that I know of *checks body*.
Tattoos = Newp.
Height = Six feet and 2 inches
Shoe size = 13 or 14. Cant memba!
Hair color = Medium to dark blonde.
Length = Short N Spikeh.
Siblings = Only the voices in my head to agervate the shat out of me.

LAST...

Movie you rented = Its been so long, then again I only buy my movies.

Movie you bought = Wow, been buying somany lately. I think it was Matrix Revolutions.
Person that's called you = Me Dad.
TV show you've watched = Dont watch much TV =/ But last thing would have to be the News.
Person you were thinking of = Durring what? TV? Or just now? If just now then it would have to be Superman. Dunno why but he just popped into my head and I was thinking about how kryptonite sucks and stuff and now I feel like i'm 9 again!

DO...

You have a bf or gf = Nein ( )
You wish you could live somewhere else =Not really. Im pretty happy in the state that I live in.
Others find you attractive = Highly doubtfull on that.
You want more piercings = Maybe, possibly, probably not, no not really.
You like cleaning = If i'm in the cleaning mood.
You like roller coasters = Hells yea yo!
You write in cursive or print = Depends on what I'm writting about.
You carry a donor card = No.

FOR OR AGAINST...

Long distance relationships = For.
Killing people = Depends on who it is. Otherwise no.
Teenage smoking = Against FOR SHO!.
Premarital sex = Against.
Driving drunk =Completely against.
Gay/lesbian relationship = Who am I to judge another because who they choose to love?
Soap operas =I say we march to the freaken studios and burn em down!

FAVOURITE...

Food = Orange chicken.
Song = Yesterday - The Beatles
Thing to talk about = I dunno! I like to talk about everything.
Sports = Baseball and swimming.
Drinks = DR PEPPER BABY! YEAH DATS RIGHT! DA HARD SHTUFF! lol.
Clothes = Whatever I feel good in.
Movies = I have to choose!?

HAVE YOU...

Ever cried over a guy/girl = I refuse to disclose that type of information..... YES I HAVE! THAT BEEOTCH! . Heh
Ever lied to someone = Who hasnt? though I wish I havent.
Ever been in a fist fight = No.
Ever been arrested = No. And I wanna keep it that way!

NUMBER...

Of times I have been in love?= Too young to know what that word is right now.
Of times I have had my heart broken?= Once.
Of hearts I have broken? = I dont know.
Of girls I have kissed? = 1. Her name was Britney. *points to blowup doll* Dats my baby momma right there.
Of boys I have kissed? = NONE and I sure as hell wanna keep it like that
Of girls I've slept with? = 0
Of boys I've slept with? = 0, again- wanna keep it like that.
Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 3 people.
Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = None.
Of things in my past that I regret?= I cant count that high.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

Pretty = Purdy? Nope.
Funny = I make myself giggle.
Hot = OH YEA TOTTALY. Sheesh, hell no.
Friendly = Very! http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3124749/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 14:35:11 PDT

Mood: STOKED!
Listening to: Jesus Walks- Kanye West
Reading: Books? You mean backup T.P?
Watching: Collaterial. I didnt see the movie, my eyes did.

I've been uploading alot of stock photos. Mostly of myself.
...I feel like an egomaniac right now for even thinking about taking a pic of myself >_<.
Ahh well, I needed new stocks for my art, specific poses and such. SO who knows how to make the pose better than myself?...ME! So I took the pics and figured I should upload them and let other people take advantage of them aswell
SHARE TEH LOVE!





Be cool my babys ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3110450/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3110450/ Thu, 12 Aug 2004 22:02:32 PDT

Mood: STOKED!
Listening to: Tenacious D- EXPLOSIVO!
Reading: ....books?...LOL..wtf?...
Watching: Collaterial. I didnt see the movie, my eyes did.

So,
I allowed Anlace.com to use my art as wallpappers for their band.
Today I release 2 new wallpappers dedicated to Anlace.
Later-Today as a thank you I receive a 3 month subscription to DA! !!!!!!!
I am freaken stoked to no end. W00tness.
All thanks to Anlace and especialy for setting me up with the subscription.
Check them out, they are an awesome band and I cant wait to help them out some more.

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Be cool my babys ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3101224/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/3101224/ Wed, 11 Aug 2004 16:25:23 PDT You may be asking yourself right now, "Well gee golly where the sam h-e-dubble hockeystick is Andee?? Did he get lost in a jungle? Hit by a truck? Got a girlfrield that is taking up all his time?!!!....no, not possible."
Well, you jerk T_T I dont have a GF yet however I have been busy with art!
My art is being partly featured by a band! Anlace! Check them out, they are an awesome Death Metal band. They have a bit of a Nine Inch Nails sound to me if you ask but what do I know?
Check them out! [link] and let me know what you all think.


P.S. Any of you ladies looking for a hot stud? .....wow that was lame
- ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2829852/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2829852/ Wed, 07 Jul 2004 23:58:01 PDT OMG! HI!
I've been freaken gone for awhile! I finaly decided to check up on DA not too long ago and see how its all going!
THings have been good with me, my laptop came as you all know and its been slapping all the other computers around.
I can play FarCry at FULL settings and barely drop below 20fps when there are alot of things happening. FREAKEN W00T.
Ontop of all that, still working. Just got over my cold I had since last week.
Got into Warhammer 40,000: Dawn of War beta! OMFG! Its pretty cool, I like it so far.

Not much else besides kinda fallin' for a girl and thats it. Just been uber busy and such

- ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2639601/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2639601/ Fri, 11 Jun 2004 21:40:40 PDT Oh, forgot..
OMG!
Guess what i'm typing this journal entry on? MY FREAKEN' LAPTOP!!! OMGOMG!
Thats right, it came today and guess what? IT ROCKS SOME SERIOUS ARSE! Im loving this wireless thing. w00tage.
I'll be posting some pic's of it within the next few days so yall can see it

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Song of the week: This Reason by Hoobastank
Song of the momment: 100 years by Five for fighting.
---------------------- ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2569238/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2569238/ Wed, 02 Jun 2004 19:32:32 PDT WOOTAGE! So! This friday i'm going to be ordering my new laptop from dell!
Packed with a 15inch screen,
3.2gig pent 4
512(for now untill I upgrade to 1gig) ram
128 MB Radeon 9700
WIreless networking
other cool stuff.
I CANT WAIT!
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I took a test! ROCK ON FREAKEN :littlesu: ROCK ON FOR FINDING THIS TEST!!!

You generally remain calm under pressure others may see you as unflappable. Few things upset you, and you may even be seen as rather thick-skinned by others. If something is beyond your control, you see little point in worrying about it. Criticism does not upset you; indeed you may positively value criticism.

You are unconventional and imaginative in your approach to life, and seek out new experiences wherever possible. Others are likely to see you as innovative as you constantly seek to find new ways of doing things. You feel comfortable taking risks and become bored by routine or repetition.

Getting things right is important to you, and you make efforts to avoid careless mistakes wherever possible. You are usually well motivated and determined, and tend to approach your work in quite a structured, disciplined way. You are likely to be committed to your work and will work extra hours if required. You may be seen as something of a perfectionist.

You are a very outgoing and sociable individual, and may be seen by others as ‘larger than life’. You have a wide circle of friends and acquaintances, although you may not be close to all that many of them. Most people consider you as a fun person to spend time with and see you as eternally optimistic, looking at the positive aspects of things rather than the negative.

You are a co-operative and generous individual, who tries to please others whenever possible. You are unusually unselfish and accommodating, and would rather keep the peace than disagree with someone.

Combinations of ID60 Results:

The combination of calmness and unconventionality suggests that you would be happy working in an environment which offers a large amount of variety and frequent new challenges. Lack of structure in the workplace is unlikely to bother you, and you may actually prefer work environments which are not particularly structured.

Your outgoing, unconventional style mean that you are likely to be seen as an ideas person. You are likely to be a good 'brainstormer', even if some of the ideas which you come up with may not be all that practical. You may be considered ‘arty’, perhaps even to the extent of being rather theatrical.

I think thats me!
Try it out yourself! Lemme know whatcha' get [link]
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YOU KNOW TEH DRILL!
Correctly answer my subject with what that quote is and I shall let you select 1 prize from behind any of those three doors you see standing before you.
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Watchers, Listen,
you want me to love you like the moon and the stars.
You wan to make secks, love, all taht romantik stuff.
But listen up babies,
I need my cig, my hat and.oh yeah..BANG BANG BANG!
-(Kudos to those who know what thats from)

- ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2512054/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2512054/ Wed, 26 May 2004 09:09:25 PDT Well, like always, i've been working my ass off. M y b-day was great, shitloads of cake, icecream and cookies. Just what I need since you know, i'm trying to watch my figure .
My dads b-day was freaken awesome too, he got some new clothes and some movies.
Welp, week 1 out of 4 is over, in the middle of week 2. Just 2 and half more weeks! then i'll have my laptop

CONTEST SUNDAYSUNDAYSOMEDAY..
Actualy, just tell me what my quote is from and you'll get your choice from either a big fat kiss or a hug. I'd offer something else but I dont have anything else to offer!

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Song of the week: Anywhere Anytime by Covox (CHECK THIS DOOD OUT! He freaken makes his music in 8 bit form! Its halariously cool!)
Song of the momment: Late Goodbye by Poets Of The Fall(check this guys out, freaken awesome music.)
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to all my little voyuers! ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2459962/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2459962/ Wed, 19 May 2004 00:47:01 PDT Cant wait.
I've been tottaly busy lately, been working my ass off to get myself this really uber sweet laptop that coss 2k$. Its got everything man, 3.2 GIg pent 4, 60gig hardrive,Radeon 9700 pro graphics card, 1gig ddr ram. 15' screen, Soundblaster 2 sound card, DVD-R/CDRW combo drive. *cleans up drool* Just a littttleeee bit longer till I have all teh monay! If you wanna check it out yourself go to [link] Its the 5690-V. *makes out with screen*.
My dads birfday is the 20th! Weird eh? I was like his late b-day present or something. w00t .

I'll give a big fat kiss to the first one to tell me what my quote is from in my subject of this journal.
Come to think of it, scratch that kiss part, make it a hug. Noone will attempt to guess if they have to receive a kiss from me . *shoots Cupid with a musket*
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Song of the Week: Let Down- Radiohead.
Song of the momma-me-mah-ment(say that 10 times fast):Cry me a Rivver- Justin Timberlake(YEAH? WHAT? YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME LISTENING TO JUSTIN? WTF DEAL WIT IT!!! IM LIKE TOTTALY NOT INTO HIS HOT ASS AND HOT VOICE!...aww crap >_< lol . On another note, its a freaken good song despite it being by a pop singer )
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@ all my devwatchers, I <3 you! ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2275014/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2275014/ Thu, 22 Apr 2004 12:28:25 PDT Im realising my love life is non-existant! I'm feeling all rejected by cupid =/
Die cupid die.
I suppose my low self-esteem doesnt help either, nor my weight *looks down at jello gut..pokes it* >_<
Ahh well, I think I need to go out and hire some lady to act as my girl friend or something =/
I need to loose my crap ass weight, muscle up a bit and feel good about myself, then go out and look for some ladies.
Being loveless sux =/

On another note,
No fear! I'll be posting some art soon, I have something i'm close to finishing right now. I just dont know if its even worth of posting, I think it might look too bland. Perhaps I should put up a preview? Like a small snippit of the pic.. hmm.
I have another pic of me I took a few days ago with my DA-ID pic, I look bloody stupid as hell though >_<.

I hate me.

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Song of the Day: Somebody to love- Queen.
Song of the momment: Bicycle Race - Queen.
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My lovely workgroup buddies:

Go love them.
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The people who rock my world:








http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2240590/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 07:22:04 PDT
Well, I've been a bit pre occupied. Alot of new games have come out with demos lately like Soldner:Secret Wars (Freaken awesome)
I got into beta for City of Heroes, a mmorpg(Massively Multiplayer Online RolePlaying Game) that allows you to actualy play as a hero! (Thank you Capt. Obvious!) Its freaken awesome.
I'm also working on my CGI skills, trying to texture and model and such.
So, time now for a random rambling.
WTF! Am I the only one who finds brushes to be extremely lame? I mean...I find no difference between brushes and filters! Its preset stuff! While i'll be the first to admit i've used brushes in the past, I now look on them as really lame. I mean come on, I thaught art was about actualy making it from the ground up! Not using premade filters or stamps to create art then slap your name on it and upload saying its yours! Wheres the feel good feeling in that?
:sigh: I dunno =/ Maybe its just me.
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Song of the week: Blueside by Rooney.
Song of the momment: Jerk It Out by Caesars
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My lovely workgroup buddies:

Go love them.
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The people who rock my world:







http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/2079747/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 18:17:06 PST Your 115 deviations were viewed 11,850 times, with 1,859 fullsize views.
Overall, people left 531 comments and added your deviations to their favourites 66 times.
Your most commented deviation was -I H U R T- with 46 comments, while your most favourited one was -I H U R T- with 15 favourites.
Average comments per deviation: 4.61
Average favourites per deviation: 0.57
1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments
Every 5 days you upload a new deviation, and you uploaded 23% (26) of your deviations on Sundays, while your favorite time of the day during the week to upload is at 6 AM with 14 deviations.
Your busiest month was March 2003 with 16 (14%) deviations.


Stats provided by ~micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com [link]
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Song of the week: Yesterday (The Beatles)
Song of the momment: Hear Me You (Jimmy Eat World)
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My lovely workgroup buddies:

Go love them.
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The people who rock my world:







http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/1993287/ Thu, 11 Mar 2004 13:52:05 PST
THe past 2-3 week's have been pretteh busy for me. A lady friend of mine flew in from the UK 2 weeks ago and I've been hanging out with her with me mum. She's pretty damn cool and fun as hell to be around.
I've got some new games... well... 4 of them to be exact so they've been taking up my time aswell.
YAY! ITS FREAKEN' HOT OUTSIDE!!! YAY!!!... *cough* So yeah, the heat's comming in and i'm enjoying it...aslong as it doesnt get much hotter.
And I have a announcement!!!
A friend and I might be starting a webcommic! Still trying to hammer everything out but it seems to be going in the direction of video game commedy but in a diffrent way other people do it. You'll see!

I'm havving a rough time with the new catagory changes since 80% of my art is listed under Indy-art so thus i have ot sit down for a few hours and relist everything
Ahh well, i'll live. Okay fella's c-ya laters!

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Song of the week: Devo- Whip It
Song of the momment: Daft Punk- Too Long
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Midgetyhobbitses..... ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/1836846/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/1836846/ Fri, 13 Feb 2004 05:27:09 PST Ehh, not much happening with me. Just working out with the hope of getting a nice(er) body by summer. So yeah..thats about it..yuppers...yep..yap..hmm...

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Song of the week: Well, its actualy a album. The Gladiator soundtrack.
Song of the momment: Train: Drops of Jupiter
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I love you my midgety short little hobbitses. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/1779426/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/1779426/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 19:06:03 PST Hiyo,
So, i've been playing a game in the past 2 days. Thats right, i went out and bought another freaKen game. That game is: Final Fantasy XI online! w00t. I'm liking it alot right now. I've always liked FF however I never played much of the games. FFXI is freaken great. Its better than most other MMO's i've played so far. For instance one thing I really like is that say you get a mission/Complete one. It will do a ingame cinematic with your character! w00tness i say..w00t.
So yep, thats taking up my time for now.

TILL WE MEET AGAIN Mr.DARKHELMUTMAN!

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Song of the week: Radiohead- There There
Song of the momment: White Stripes- Seven Nation Army
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(hidden message)
LOL LEIK I WUZ OUTSEID NAEKED AN LEIK A WOMAEN KAME UP ANDS WUZ LEIK "LMFAO U R TEH PERFEACT" AND I WUZ LEIK "LMFAO U CRAZY FUGGR!"
La Fin. ]]> ~rebornninja http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/1745613/ http://rebornninja.deviantart.com/journal/1745613/ Mon, 26 Jan 2004 15:41:25 PST __>
Anyway! I'm still alive and well, doing things. I just dont post art much becouse I tend to wait till I have something extrodinary to show and lately I dont have much. I've been working on schoolwork aswell and so thats also sucking up alot of my time.
Slightly depressed too, a girl I use to be head over heels for told me a day ago that she misses me and wished she was with me...
The story goes as follows: I've known this girl for awhile..I fell for her and then she finds a guy and decides to go out with him. That cripples me and I attempt to get over her. I succeed in getting over her and a few days ago she sends me a e-mail about how she would like me more than the guy she's with. *cough* Unfortunatly I dont feel the same anymore. I love her to death however a few factors comes into play. 1: I'm over her. 2: Slight age differance by a few years. 3istance we live from eachother 4:I'm not a good person so thus that brings me to 5: I wouldnt be good for her unlike some other guys she knows.
I cant help but to feel like a asshole for not being with her but I just cant go back to the place I was. I'm like a 2 geared car. Gear 1: Forward. Gear 2: Stop. I was in gear 2 for awhile untill I felt as though I needed to go into gear 1 and now I cant go back and I dont really have a want to go back. Peh! So yeah, i'm going to stop blabbling on about my boring life and return to the regularly schedualed programming. Have a good day!

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Song of the week: Well, no song but infact a whole album! BWAH! Go out and get the Underworld score. It r0xx0rz man!
Song of the momment: The White Stripes- Seven nation army.
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I LOVE YOU ALL MY LITTLE MIDGET CHILDREN! ]]> ~rebornninja