http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:resurgida&section=today deviantART RSS for by:resurgida en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 20:49:48 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/24714331/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/24714331/ Tue, 12 May 2009 02:45:45 PDT .
I am here in Buenos Aires right now, living with my boyfriend and having a great time. I find it a little bit weird to be in this place, so happy and doing something I really want -going to the university- when about 2 years ago I was the most conflictive and sad person ever! I am so proud of the change I did, and I have to thank a lot of people for this! (my boyfriend gets the biggest part ) Okay, enough said about my personal life...


I will try to upload more things, if this computer and time allows me to do so. You see, this PC was born in 1998, and it is the slowest thing ever. Fuck it.

I want to thank all that people that keeps faving, commenting and sending me notes! I didn't login for about 2 months and I got more than 300 faves ... something that never happened to me. I wish I had time to relpy to every single comment, note and fave! I will do anyway, but in 6 years or so

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/22655868/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/22655868/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 15:16:12 PST
I want to thank you for the hundred (literally) of favourites in my favourite collections ! I'm not sure if they are THAT great, but well...

Just in case you are curious, here you have the "Top 3" collections faved.

Fetish: [link]
Artistic nudes: [link]
Pin-Up: [link]





I hope to get my life back soon. See you!

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/22095047/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/22095047/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 01:11:56 PST
I'm finally moving to Buenos Aires, and going to celebrate Christmas and New Year there, both with my boyfirend. I'm so happy and I just can't wait to be there.

At the moment I am trying to keep in mind the most important things to take with me (books, clothes, books, digital camera, books, magazines... did I say BOOKS?), as I am not going to make a big move all at once. I am also going on Holidays to the beach with my beloved ~deshabilitad0 to my mom's brand-new house in Mar del Plata. So that means, my dears, more Idle Lucy for some time

I promise I'll be back with tons of pictures - and tutorials that I already made but never corrected/uploaded. Unfortunately, that will be in... 4 months or so, as I am not going to take my computer with me and I am willing to buy a notebook as soon as I get some money

With that said, I can only wish you unforgettable times during the time left of this year...



Happy holidays, merry christmas and happy new year!!









PS: I'm so glad to know Deviantart is some "virtual" place. At least you are not pissed off because I'm leaving the city and I'm going to see you once a year or so . Ah, Internet

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/21158105/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/21158105/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 15:54:31 PDT


Invierno, volvé.












PD: Había escrito una entrada reee larga, pero esta porquería la borró, y como tengo mal humor no pienso volver a escribir lo de antes.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/20366182/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/20366182/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 22:29:53 PDT

Algo se detuvo en punto muerto
y fue tan grande ese silencio, fue tan grande el desamor
restos de un navío que encallaba
yo te quise, yo te amaba
no se bien lo qué pasó

Cuando los jazmines no perfuman
cuando sólo vemos bruma
cuando el cuento terminó

Todo nos parece intranscendente
no es cuestión de edad o de suerte
de esto se trata el amor

Tengo que correr, tienes que correr a toda velocidad
a toda velocidad...

Veo tus pupilas descubriendo algún Chagall
en el invierno, creo del ´83
yo estoy a tu lado revolviendo, ordenando libros viejos que leí pero olvidé

Besos de tu madre en el teléfono
y la lluvia es un espejo que me ayuda a verte bien
oigo tu sonrisa que ilumina el estudio y la cocina
entre las copas y el café

Tengo que correr, tienes que correr a toda velocidad
a toda velocidad...

Sabe amargo el licor, de las cosas queridas
se acabó lo mejor, quién nos quita esta herida
tu me pierdes a mí yo te doy por perdida
es la hora de huir, la despedida,
la despedida...

Tengo que correr, tienes que correr a toda velocidad
a toda velocidad...

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/20218286/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/20218286/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 13:33:01 PDT
Holy crap, the fact that my Gallery/Frontpage is not working properly makes me nuts. I mean it. I'm cleaning up my cache every 5 minutes just to be sure that it isn't my browser...

Plus, I feel sooo creative today, I'm working a lot... and I want to upload tons of things, but I don't want to do it until dA works well...

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I just uploaded two Deviations [link] and [link] , and they are not shown on the front page.


Sigh...

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/19937449/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/19937449/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:42:44 PDT 'Portrait' subject. I'm so glad to know that my first attempt was good enough for my teacher to give me such a grade...





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Me saqué un 10 en Retrato! Estoy muy alegre de saber que mi primer intento fue lo suficientemente bueno para que mi profesora me diese semejante nota...



]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/19481226/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/19481226/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 11:19:31 PDT [link] <--------


Yeah, I have a Flickr account.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/19374932/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/19374932/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 15:48:37 PDT deshabilitad0 and found this amazing yet simple [link]

I knew how to do them, the sizes and all, but anyway, it is a very clear tutorial where all the details are very well explained.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/19036776/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/19036776/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 10:42:10 PDT

I love you so much, sweetheart thank you for understanding...

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/18551259/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/18551259/ Wed, 28 May 2008 20:52:52 PDT [link]



Universal language.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/18082329/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/18082329/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 07:14:11 PDT

Humor:
If you feel like reading, go to [link] if not, try this [link] or [link]




Twisted sutff (can't find any other way to describe it)
[link] [link]




I love this girl
Nice fashion design, made with paper. Worth watching... [link] [link] She also has very nice mixed media pieces [link] [link] [link]




Fetish time!
the user seems to be not active lately, but anyway, take a look! [link] [link]




At last but not at least!
my beloved friend ^^. Some paintings [link] - [link] some advertising [link] and an interesting photo [link]




That's all for now I gotta go, I'M LATE

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17984695/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17984695/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 23:05:13 PDT una fea carcajada.
Incombustible no sos,
cómo bancás ese infierno?
Soñás la hoguera donde siempre
sos la leña.
Cuánto tiempo más vas a estar
esclavizado así,
refugiado en tu soledad?
Estás hundido a fondo,
a fondo...
Estás tomando de más
y estás tolerando todo.
Lastimás tu corazón
porque ella te ha abandonado.
Quedaste mordiendo el aire,
solo y sin dolor.
Cuánto tiempo más vas a estar
escavizado así,
refugiado en tu soledad?
con tu tortura de TV,
siempre así.
La mujercita que amas,
esa suave flor judoka,
la va de maga zulú
y combina tus venenos
haciéndose la ingeniosa,
odiosa siempre fiel.
Cuánto tiempo más vas a estar
esclavizado así,
refugiado en tu soledad?
Estás hundido a fondo,
a fondo...
Mientras la vida se va...
Ay! Mientras la vida pasa
sin darte cuenta, ahí estás
con tu cara de colgado.
Tu ángel guardián es, de todos,
el más tonto que hay.
Cuánto tiempo más vas a estar
escavizado así,
refugiado en tu soledad?
Con tu tortura de TV,
siempre así.
Tenés la mejor mano
para sellar tus labios...

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17791271/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17791271/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 06:50:53 PDT Para llorar, dirija la imaginación hacia usted mismo, y si esto le resulta imposible por haber contraído el hábito de creer en el mundo exterior, piense en un pato cubierto de hormigas o en esos golfos del estrecho de Magallanes en los que no entra nadie, nunca.
Llegado el llanto, se tapará con decoro el rostro usando ambas manos con la palma hacia adentro. Los niños llorarán con la manga del saco contra la cara, y de preferencia en un rincón del cuarto. Duración media del llanto, tres minutos.


Julio Cortázar



]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17780253/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17780253/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 13:42:32 PDT ~okinsei

Happy birthday my dear friend!!! !!! Espero que tengoas un hermososososo día, que te lo merecés

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17780227/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17780227/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 13:40:16 PDT
[link]

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17724184/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17724184/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 23:12:34 PDT okinsei





ANIME NERD

[X] You watch anime.
[ ] You read manga.
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[X] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[X] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before. (many many many times)
[ ] You have cosplayed. >_[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[X] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[X] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[ ] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[ ] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd = 5




ART NERD

[X] You like art.
[X] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[X] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[X] You have a favorite brand. x
[X] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[X] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[X] People actually ask for your drawings.
[X] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[X] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[X] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[X] You have considered a career as an artist.
[X] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[X] You have a favorite artist.
[ ] Your drawings have been framed.
[X] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art nerd = 14




MUSICAL NERD

[X] You play a musical instrument. (I actually played the violin... not now. I forgot everything, holy crap!)
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[X] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument. (when I remember stuff, oh I do)
[X] You've given your instrument a name. "Violet"
[ ]You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[X] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[X] You have a favorite composer. Chopin.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class. (no, but many friends have their own band)
[ ] You write music.
[X] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc... (Con Julián, todo el tiempo...)
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical nerd = 6




VIDEO GAME NERD

[X] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems. Oh, no way.
[ ] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[X] You play video games every day.
[X]You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[X] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[ ] You love to talk about video games.
[ ]You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[X] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends. (So fucking true)
[X] Your gaming system is in your room
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[X] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[X] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game. Damn you, cheaters!

Video game nerd = 8




COMPUTER NERD

[X] You use the computer every day.
[X] You have an account/username on some sort of social website. (wtf, this is Deviantart... Hello??)
[X] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[X] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[X] You use computer faces.
[X] It is hard to go a day without using the computer. (Yeah it is!)
[X] You spend time in online forums.
[X] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else. (Yeah, I go to very specific places. And many small forums too.)
[X] You have friends you have only met online. (Sadly enough, most of them)
[X] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[X] You have actually met an online friend in person. (Hell yes, and I miss you all ;_http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17427490/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:21:43 PDT

Climbing out of the sky a man who could fly and a painting anyone could play.
It's a comic book crush that taught you to trust.
Staring out of the stands at a rock n roll band
and a hero no one else could save, it was never much but it's all that you gave.

And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode?
Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze?
I'm amazed, then I let go.

Little minds let little pain burn big old dreams with little flames,
and you don't think I understand.
Little holes in parachutes won't leave you falling,
if they do, it's because you want to land.

Climbing out of his chair to fix the T.V. glare is a man
but no one knows he's there.
It's a Dramamine dream that kept them alive but lost.
She's got her plastic friends and a brand new Benz and she laughs,
"Hell, sometimes life ain't fair"
It's a comic book crush that got them nowhere.

These elevator doors are closing again you leave before I planned.
I taste you walking down the hall.
You left your perfume on the nightstand.


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]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17242351/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17242351/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 15:18:09 PST
Love you, people.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17147933/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/17147933/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 11:33:19 PST . Será que soy una enferma de las Stats que las persigue con mucha fuerza? Probablemente

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/16953887/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/16953887/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 21:46:54 PST Stock account here
~ResurgidaResources

Finally uploading some stuff

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/16950587/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/16950587/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 17:45:27 PST
Quiero estar con alguien, necesito estar con alguien. Ya mismo. Me siento tan... lábil.

Tengo casi 19 años y toda una puta vida por delante, para pasarla sola, evidentemente. No puedo entenderlo.

Quiero gritar, quiero, no se, golpearme la cabeza contra una pared por decirlo de alguna forma. Tengo ira acomulada, ira de verdad. Ira hacia mi misma. Parece que no sólo sirvo para querer, sino que tampoco sirvo para ser querida.

Estoy harta de sentir esto, pero mas harta estoy de sospechar que esta sensación es fruto de mi inseguridad. Porque tal vez estoy en una nube de mierda que me hace ver las cosas de una forma que no es real.

Suddenly I feel like writing in English and all I can say is that I feel so alone.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/16844541/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/16844541/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 07:41:44 PST I don't feel like staying awake.
I don't feel like sleeping.
I don't feel like singing.
I don't feel like dreaming.
I don't feel like staying at home.
I don't feel like going out.
I don't even feel like living.

What the fuck is going on with me.

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]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15929738/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15929738/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 11:20:37 PST Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.



How can something so good feel so bad?

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15819938/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15819938/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 11:22:23 PST


I love myself I want you to love me
When I feel down I want you above me
I search myself I want you to find me
Forget myself want you to remind me

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
I don't want anybody else
I touch myself

You close your eyes and see me before you
Think you would die if I were to ignore you
A fool could see just how much you adore me
Get down on your knees and do anything for me

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
I don't want anybody else

I'm the one who makes you come running
You touch your colon all the time
When you're around your always waiting
I want to make you mine

I love myself I want you to love me
When I feel down I want you above me
I search myself I want you to find me
Forget myself want you to remind me

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
I don't want anybody else

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
I don't want anybody else

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself




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Friends and fellows:

http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15811514/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 17:48:41 PST And you might say it's self-destructive
but, you see, i'd kick the bucket
sixty times before i'd kick the habit.

Thank you for your pity, you are too kind.

Few will understand






Unrelated comment: I DEFINITELY love Smells like children. WTF.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15754810/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15754810/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 19:24:34 PST [link]



Half Jack - The Dresden Dolls
For my father - Amanda Palmer

half underwater
i'm half my mother's daughter
a fraction's left up to dispute
the whole collection
half off the price they're asking
in the halfway house of ill repute

half accidental
half pain full instrumental
i have a lot to think about
you think they're joking?
you have to go provoke him...
i guess it's high time you found out

it's half biology and half corrective surgery gone wrong
you'll notice something funny if you hang around here for too
long ago in some black hole before they had these pills to take it back
i'm half jill
and half jack

two halves are equal
a cross between two evils
it's not an enviable lot
but if you listen
you'll learn to hear the difference
between the halfs and the half nots

and when i let him in i feel my stitches getting sicker
i try to wash him out but like she said:the blood is thicker
i see my mother in my face
but only when i travel
i run as fast as i can run
but
jack comes tumbling after....

and when i'm brave enough and find a clever way to kick him out
and i'm so high not even you and all your love could bring me down
on 83rd he never found the magic words to change this fact:
i'm half jill
and half jack

i'm halfway home now
half hoping
for a showdown
cause i'm not big enough to house this crowd
it might destroy me
but i'd sacrifice my body
if it meant i'd get the jack part OUT

see
jack
run...

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15648711/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15648711/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 11:17:23 PST
I'm at my dad's. Huge argument with mom.

I want to thank those people who sent me notes trying to figure out if I'm alive. I'll be answering notes and comments as usual, but not uploading stuff. Creativity has gone.






Lucy

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15610829/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15610829/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 19:39:07 PST
Pasó un señor, nos miró un rato y me preguntó por qué toleraba yo al buitre.

-Estoy indefenso -le dije- vino y empezó a picotearme, yo lo quise espantar y hasta pensé torcerle el pescuezo, pero estos animales son muy fuertes y quería saltarme a la cara. Preferí sacrificar los pies: ahora están casi hechos pedazos.

-No se deje atormentar -dijo el señor-, un tiro y el buitre se acabó.

-¿Le parece? -pregunté- ¿quiere encargarse del asunto?

-Encantado -dijo el señor- ; no tengo más que ir a casa a buscar el fusil, ¿ Puede usted esperar media hora más ?

- No sé -le respondí, y por un instante me quedé rígido de dolor; después añadí -: por favor, pruebe de todos modos.

-Bueno- dijo el señor- , voy a apurarme.

El buitre había escuchado tranquilamente nuestro diálogo y había dejado errar la mirada entre el señor y yo. Ahora vi que había comprendido todo: voló un poco, retrocedió para lograr el ímpetu necesario y como un atleta que arroja la jabalina encajó el pico en mi boca, profundamente. Al caer de espaldas sentí como una liberación; que en mi sangre, que colmaba todas las profundidades y que inundaba todas las riberas, el buitre irreparablemente se ahogaba.





Franz Kafka.




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Friends and fellows:

http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15426258/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 20:06:09 PST
It's all about art.




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Friends and fellows:





Artists I like:

http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15259946/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 14:59:03 PDT


[link]

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15236532/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15236532/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 22:52:06 PDT
I don't know what to do. I don't have any plans for my future, I am completely blocked. I can't figure out what the hell I am going to do next year, not even next month. The little plans I have, make me feel so... sad. I am so insecure about myself, about friends, about love. I hate all this.

I have many ideas, dreams, and desires, but I can't find the way to make them come true. No, wait, I DO know how, but my willpower is falling apart.

Career. Love. Friendship. Family. They are so fucking incompatible. They can't be together. I have to choose, and it hurts.

I hate distance. I hate choices. I hate being an adult. I hate responsibility. I hate being such a wuss, I can't even face my parents. I guess they are the main problem.





If I could only... decide. I need more time, and there's no time left.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15164561/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/15164561/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 20:05:56 PDT Desde el día que me alumbra,
hijo me llama la muerte
y así repite mi suerte
entre penumbra y penumbra.
Pero la luz me deslumbra
y siento afán de guardarla
de rehacerla y sembrarla
para que nazcan ventanas
y salgo a fundar mañanas
pese a la muerte y su charla.

La muerte ronda conmigo
hasta muy tarde en la noche.
Yo voy a pie y ella en coche,
silencioso, de testigo.
Sabe que soy su enemigo,
su hijo desobediente,
por eso silba entre dientes
una tonada de aviso.
Y yo, aún sin permiso,
sueño más resplandeciente.

La muerte, madre y consejo,
rompe a afilar la guadaña,
me alza la voz, me regaña
porque no espero a ser viejo.
Traspasando su entrecejo
llego al fondo del secreto
y con crecido respeto
veo como se deslizan
dos lágrimas, por las lisas
mejillas de su esqueleto.




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~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14891760/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14891760/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 20:55:21 PDT

Pensé seriamente en borrar mi Deviant, pero pasaron varias cosas:

a) Deviant significa mucho para mi por varias razones. Ok, sólo por dos. El arte en primer lugar, y luego la maravillosa gente que conocí por este medio. Suficiente como para que me cueste irme
b) La sola idea de borrarlo me generaba una terrible necesidad de llorar
c) Si bien estoy cansada y noto que nada del "arte" que hago es justamente arte, este cyber-espacio es mucho mas para mi. Aún asi dejara de subir cosas, seguiría conservando mi cuenta y entrando periodicamente... como lo hago aún con ~Traumatica
d) Seguro estas ganas de borrarlo (o mejor dicho, de borrarme) es un tipico lapsus ciclotímico pre-menstrual T_T






En fin, nada mas que agregar.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14645197/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14645197/ Sat, 15 Sep 2007 13:29:18 PDT Hace tres semanas que quiero ir a Córdoba y por una u otra cosa, no se da. Hoy tengo fiebre ! SUCH A GOOD DAY.

Encontré por razones que desconozco, en la casa de mi viejo, un cuaderno que escribí por allá en 3er año (noveno para Bs As, creo). Y me puse simplemente triste. Hay mil cosas escritas, recortes, incluso un informe psicopedagogico escolar.

Ya en esa epoca tenia "problemas de adaptación", "dificultad para trabajar en grupo", "dispersión", etc. Hoy me miro, y creo que estoy peor. Igual, tampoco me jode tanto, si total nadie tiene que aguantar esos rasgos.

Nada, chau.


PD: 39º. Estoy delirando.


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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14567826/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 20:41:19 PDT [link]

Incoherence (word salad) - Speech that is unintelligible due to the fact that, though the individual words are real words, the manner in which they are strung together results in incoherent gibberish, e.g. the question "Why do people believe in God?" elicits a response like "Because he makes a twirl in life, my box is broken help me blue elephant. Isn't lettuce brave? I like electrons. Hello, beautiful."


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~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14349601/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14349601/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 13:13:40 PDT LatrodectusPallidus ^^
THIS IS A MUST. VISIT HIM, ASSHOLES.



If any of the readers IGNORES this entry, I'll send you a Poltergeist

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~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14140183/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14140183/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 21:34:17 PDT POOR average of 8.68 pageviews per day... I thank you all for this nearly-1000 pageviews in less than 3 months!!




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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/14013983/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 11:04:14 PDT 's Journal and read that the !Self-Injury-Club was hacked. Not only that, what's worse... A lot of gore pics were uploeaded there... not very helpful in a group like that, huh?

I am now at the Damn Help Desk to report this.



resurgida: The issue is being dealt with. Please - do not attempt to go to the club again, and don't advise others to either.
Ok, thank you so much!
resurgida: You're welcome. Than you for bringing it to our attention.







SO people, PLEASE, don't go in there...


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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13880304/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 21:47:13 PDT Cause everybody cries
Everybody hurts sometimes.





Desilucionada, preocupada, histerica, triste, encariñada, ilusionada, trastornada, regresiva. La ansiedad me esta matando. En cualquier momento me tomo una botella de lavandina o algo asi xD estoy incontrolable. Igual, estoy exagerando.

Y no, no me vino. No le echen la culpa a mis hormonas.

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... ]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13814624/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13814624/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 22:08:13 PDT English readers: sorry.


AYER MURIO FONTANARROSA
VOY
A
ENTRAR
EN
COLAPSO!



JULIAN Y YO, LLORAREMOS ;_;


PD: Dino me pregunto quién era Fontanarrosa. Teniendo en cuenta que Dino nació en Argentina, casi le pego. EN SERIO...

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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13801128/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 21:51:00 PDT [link] but it's not the same

I'm gonna miss him so much even though he doesn't know I even exists, but anyway... I loved his pics so much <3


That had to happen, because many stupid people made some cruel clubs against him and all that crap. Jealous people, wannabes, etc.

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~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13557406/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13557406/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 22:10:36 PDT

Mr. Moonlight
You came to me one summer night
And from your beam you made my dream
And from the world you sent my girl
And from above you sent us love
And now she is mine
I think you're fine
Cos we love you, Mr. Moonlight

Mr. Moonlight, come again please
Here I am on my knees
Begging if you please
And the night you don't come my way
I'll pray and pray more each day
Cos we love you, Mr. Moonlight

And the night you don't come my way
Oh, I'll pray and pray more each day
Cos we love you, Mr. Moonlight
Mr. Moonlight

Mr. Moonlight, come again please
Here I am on my knees
Begging if you please
And the night you don't come my way
I'll pray and pray more each day
Cos we love you, Mr. Moonlight
Mr. Moonlight
Mr. Moonlight
Mr. Moonlight




I love this song

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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13490852/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 21:03:57 PDT


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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13438202/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 20:15:39 PDT
Ignore mode: on

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13425153/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13425153/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 21:03:23 PDT A veces creo que soy demasiado soñadora, tengo demasiada fe. Necesito creer en mi, en vos, en el, en aquel otro también. Necesito creer que las cosas buenas me van a pasar incluso cuando todo parece que va a salir mal. Necesito creer que hay cosas mas fuertes que el egoísmo, el conformismo y la mentira. Es una lástima que a veces la realidad me golpee y me grite "LUCIA, ESTA VIDA NO ES TU SUEÑO, TU SUEÑO ESTA EN LA VIDA, BUSCALO". Maldita realidad, gracias por ser sincera, y nunca dejes de serlo... no me dejes vivir en mi fantasía esquizofrénica, por mas bella que sea.

En fin, resulta que estaba googleando cosas completamente random, y por cosa del destino, me encuentro con este poema:



Al perderte yo a ti, tú y yo hemos perdido

Al perderte yo a ti,
tú y yo hemos perdido:
yo, porque tú eras
lo que yo más amaba,
y tú, porque yo era
el que te amaba más.
Pero de nosotros dos,
tú pierdes más que yo:
porque yo podré
amar a otras
como te amaba a ti,
pero a ti nadie te amará
como te amaba yo.
Muchachas que algún día
leaís emocionadas estos versos
Y soñéis con un poeta
Sabed que yo los hice
para una como vosotras
y que fue en vano.

Ernesto Cardenal

Y nada, eso me dejó un poquitito blue. Simplemente porque me agarra impotencia al saber que en este universo soy UN MOCO, y que aún asi, chiquita, insignificante, acotada y temporal... tengo la capacidad de sentir cosas que TODOS los otros seres humanos como yo sienten. Pero eso no es lo que me angustia, de última... no ser la única en esto es algo bueno. Lo triste es saber que siendo toda la vida tan corta y tan insignificante, las buenas oportunidades, los buenos momentos, las buenas personas, todo todo todo eso que nos hizo, hace y hará, dura sólo una milesima parte de esta misma vida de la que hablo. Felicidad trivial en una vida apenas mas larga.
¡Saber que tenemos oportunidades y no las aprovechamos! ¡Que confundimos sentimientos! ¡Que negamos sensaciones! Miles de caídas al vacío, miles. Y al final... todos esos tropezones valen la pena. O eso nos hacen creer los que tuvieron suerte. Personalmente, aún no vale la pena nada de lo que me pasó, porque nunca fue fructífero.

Sólo me encargué de perder el tiempo soñando dulcemente... Tal vez valgas todo mi tiempo. Por suerte aún me queda algo.

Si tuviera la oportunidad de decírtelo... tal vez no lo diría. Tal vez sólo haga una mueca y diga que te quiero mucho. La palabra amor es mas corta, pero tan infinita como corta la vida.







Me averguenzo de ser tan sensible. Ouch >.
Y si por alguna de las casualidades de la vida estas leyendo, cosa que dudo muchisisisisisisimo, apuesto lo que sea que vas a intentar recordar quien soy en primer lugar, y que cuando te des cuenta, vas a preguntarte "quien será ese chico del que habla?". Tonto ciego, es que no te das cuenta? Cómo llegar a vos, si sólo te miras a vos mismo... Mirame y te vas a ver.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13418263/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13418263/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 10:39:11 PDT YOUR NAME:

Lucia Guadalupe Rocha

YOUR GANGSTER NAME: (first letters of your real name + izzle)

Lizzle

YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color & Fav animal)

Purple fox

YOUR SOAP OPERA ACTOR NAME: (1st Last Name & Street where you live)

Rocha José Riesco

YOUR NAME IN STARWARS: (1st three letters of your second last name + 1st two letters of your name + last three letters of your mother's second last name )

Soilugon

YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color & your favourite drink)

Lightblue orangejuice

YOUR IRAQIAN NAME: ( 2nd letter of your name + 3rd letter of your second name + any letter of your second name + 2nd letter of your mother's second last name + 3rd letter of your father's second name + 1st letter of your sister/brother's name + last letter of your mother second last name)

Uagobrz

YOUR CONCEALED WITNESS: (your father/mother 2nd name invested)

Otrebla

YOUR GOTHIC NAME: ("black" & your pet's name)

Black Horus

YOUR CYBER PIRATE: (your name, replacing the letters by other similar symbols)

|_ \/ [ | /-\


A Tagg stolen from ~okinsei's journal

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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13411081/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 19:20:39 PDT
LOL I found that phrase in a random website. Boys, never forget this

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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13361925/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 21:39:24 PDT
[link]

[link]




LOLOCAUST

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~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13308536/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13308536/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 20:19:55 PDT

Another thing... I started to take self-portraits. I like them, sorta. Don't know if posting them is a good idea, but bleh, it's nice that I am finally not that scared of my face xD

EDIT: Yay, I have the photos I took with my old Nikon. I'll scann them later and upload the only 4 decent ones lol

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~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13256890/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13256890/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 19:21:34 PDT
Emo song, something weird because I don't like emo bands so much, but well, I must say I love this one.




Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am (x5)



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http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13233123/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 20:38:27 PDT
It’s funny the fact that I am trying to find an explanation for every single thing I think or feel. But somehow that gives me some security, I understand myself better that way.

I’ve been thinking about hmmm… love itself? A bit difficult to explain, but I’ll do my best. I think that I am in love.

I say I THINK because this is so weird and even though I already said I felt in love once in my life, I’m starting to think that I really didn’t. Why? Because when I “fell in love” I was 15, a stupid girl with a lot of trouble at that time. I needed to be someone, to feel loved, to share my inner Lucy with someone. Friends were non-existent. So Mr. O, as I call him, appeared. I wasn’t Lucy, I was Oscar’s girlfriend. I felt something so strong with him, something I called love. He was my very first kiss, he was the guy that DARED to look at me, the inner me, the one that knew I was having a bad time and tried to help. The only one, I used to say. (Si estas leyendo esto Flor, yeah, ya sabes de que estoy hablando, y espero que no sientas culpas porque ya hablamos de toda esta porquería… te quiero mucho, tonta)

After nearly a year passed by, we broke up. In fact, he broke up. I felt so crappy and I thought that maybe I was so annoying with my oh-my-god-life-sucks. So I started to think that he really never understood me and I was just another stupid girl in his life. Pretty bad. I nearly hated my… beloved? Mr. O. Now, years later, I know that I had a huge depression that lasted almost 2 years, and still struggling with some things, BUT now I am NOT depressed, relax.

After that we broke up, I decided that I was not going to have a boyfriend until I got 19 or something like that. In know it sounds stupid, but I saw all my friends and partners with boyfriends, then breaking up, having bad times, getting pregnant, then coming back, having a stormy life; some others just being together but not being sincere; and of course, I can’t forget those sexual couples, where sex is the only thing needed. It was all a lie. They didn’t love each other. They just NEEDED each other. But needs don’t mean feelings. It’s not bad, but I wasn’t expecting that for my life. That’s why I didn’t want to think about guys at that time. I know I am such a sensitive person, and I can feel a lot of things for a person… so I was scared to be hurt and used. Whatever, I can get over a disappointment now, with 18 years old -and still being a stupid child-, but I know I wouldn’t do it at the age of 16, because I was a stupid child having a bad time. Details.

So, now that I look forward… I’ve realized that I haven’t looked for a stable relationship since Mr. O broke up with me. Not only that, I didn’t even LOOK at any other guy. And now I know why.

Mr. O was, as I said before, was the very first person in my life. So I thought I would never get someone like him again. What’s worse, at the beginning I loved? him, but after a time, I just get used to that relationship. And that’s worthless. We were a nice couple, that’s true, but because of my stupidity, maybe our stupidity, we were just good friends with a lot of time shared, nice experiences and identical tastes, who thought that they were in love. At least I did. That’s insane.

That’s why I think that the fact that I am in love (or think that I am x_x) is something good. I’m improving. I dare to take a look at someone else, someone that is not the first person in my life, but can be the best one. Even though I know that the guy I like is not for me… I’m just happy. Happy because I finally ended this emotional hopelessness? Whatever it is, it’s over.

And as I know nothing will happen with this guy, I just try to take it easy, in a mature way. I respect his decisions and I wish him the best luck in the world. His complete happiness is half of mine. Someday I will find the person for me, and then... I’ll be complete.


I’d like you to comment about this. Am I too wrong? Am I too insane?

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A Cuddle Party is an event designed to allow people to experience non-sexual group physical intimacy through cuddling. Cuddle Parties are described by organizers as "workshop/social-events" that gives adults an opportunity to "give and receive welcomed affectionate touch in a no-expectation, friendly setting, according to your needs, desires, interests, and boundaries." Cuddle Parties are described as non-sexual events but kissing may occur at some parties.

Hmmm... physical intimacy. It sounds nice, but... what is it?

Physical intimacy is informal proximity and/or touching. It can be enjoyed by itself and/or be an expression of feelings (such as close friendship, love, and/or sexual attraction) which people have for one another. Examples of physical intimacy include being inside someone's personal space, holding hands, hugging, kissing, caressing, and sexual activity.

The forms of physical intimacy, in order of increasing degree of intimacy (but not necessarily in order of increasing enjoyment), with each form generally including those preceding it, are: physical closeness, touching (especially tenderly), touching intimate parts (including outercourse), and sexual penetration.


Cuddle Party Rules:

Pajamas stay on the whole time.
You must ask permission and receive a verbal "yes" before you touch anyone. (Be as specific in your request as you can.)
You don't have to cuddle anyone at a Cuddle Party, ever.
If you're a yes, say yes. If you're a no, say no.
If you're a maybe, say no.
You are encouraged to change your mind from a yes to a no or a no to a yes anytime you want.
Respect your relationship agreements and communicate with your partner.
Get your Cuddle Lifeguard On Duty or Cuddle Caddy if you have a question or concern or need assistance with anything during the Cuddle Party.
Tears and laughter are both welcome.
Respect people's privacy when sharing about Cuddle Party and do not gossip.
Arrive on time.
Be hygienically savvy.

So... cuddle parties are cool!! I will do one some day. Just in case, perverted and promiscuous people, don't forget the condoms.


PD: la letra de Tallulah me ENCANTA... so fucking identified I guess.

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Siento un desasociego terrible, no se que MIERDA hacer, y si, escribo malas palabras y en mayuscula, porque me siento para el ORTO. Cosa rara en mi, eh?

Me peleé con una amiga.
Me di cuenta que no soy nada en este mundo.
Estoy en pleno proceso de des-enamoramiento-de-persona-que-no-me-corresponde, y me duele... mas que nada de lo que alguna vez pude sentir. Definitivamente no soy una persona para enamorarse, NO SIRVO para eso, SALE TODO MAL.
Para empeorarlo, como dije en mi entry anterior, el colegio.
A esto se le suma una serie de cositas feas que me han dicho, que si bien no me joden mucho, admito que me bajan la autoestima de mierda que tengo.
Y la cereza del postre, estoy con vomitos y mareos, asi que estoy de mal humor.


PERO AUN ASI ESTOY DISPUESTA A QUE ESTE DIA TERMINE BIEN, CARAJO. No se como, pero sinceramente NECESITO dejar de ser la drama queen que soy, dejar de escribir estas pelotudeces y en vez de TEATRALIZAR como estoy haciendo EN ESTE MOMENTO, no se, invertir esta energia y este tiempo en algo productivo.

Escribir no sirve para nada, pero aun asi lo hago.



Y nada, los veo en dos horas, escribiendo nuevamente incoherencias y cosas que no les interesan.

]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13164021/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13164021/ Thu, 31 May 2007 12:58:18 PDT NADIE. Por puro capricho, porque soy una estupida. Que bonito, aprender de los errores, NO ME GUSTA.


AAAAAAARGGHH


Que tengan un mejor dia que el mio...



pd, no comenten

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01) First name: Lucia

02) Your nickname in dA: resurgida

03) Birthday: 27/02

04) Horoscope sign: Pisces

05) Birth town: Villa Maria

06) Religion: I will tell you when I know

07) Nationality: Argentinian

08) Parents: alive? yup.

09) Do you love them: I do, deep inside

10) Brothers or sisters: Younger sister

11) Do you like the place where you live: Yes, i love it.

12) Where would you move to live forever?: Not sure... I guess somewhere with mountains and snowy winters.

13) Color of your eyes: brown

14) Height: I don't know, but not tall xD

15) Weight: muahahahaha dunno and even if I did I wouldn't tell you...

16) What school/grade are you going to: college

17) What marks do you have: ...

18) How many piercings do you have, and where are they?: none, and not sure if I want one. I used to but now...

19) What do you want to be in your life: happy

20) Your life: boring but exciting at the same time

21) Personal quote(s): "Se rien de mi por ser diferente... yo me rio de ellos porque son todos iguales"

22) Lucky number: 7

23) What are you interested in: art (that means a lot of things... literature, music, paintings, etc)

24) Good side of your character: I can't lie, and if I do i feel miserable and then tell the truth u.u

25) Bad side of it: I find it very hard to trust people. And I also have a VERY low self-esteem

26) Is your life happy: It sure is... could be better but I'm happy anyway!

27) Do you think that you are crazy: I know I am

28) What is the time: 23.32 (wow)

29) What is the date: 30/05

30) What’s the weather like: cold and windy

31) Favourite day in a week: Saturday

32) Favourite music: hmmm... so difficult to answer this

33) Singer: hell, I like a lot of singers... but well, Frank Sinatra maybe.

34) Band: Sui Generis, Seru Giran, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Jack Off Jill, and many others. (que mezcla, dios)

35) Song: Testigo de sol (no por el tema, es una cancion con mucha hisotria para mi)

36) Best concert you have been: the ones I went, suck

37) Actress: Winona Ryder

38) Manga: Evangelion... CCS

39) Film: Dead Poets Society!

40) TV serial: The Simpsons, South Park

41) Theatre play: not sure

42) Film director: Tim Burton

43) Do you want to be famous: no, thats a difficult life

44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: i would like to, but I am not sure I am good at acting

45) Do you want to be a singer: YAY! If I had a nice voice xD

46) Colors: purple, black, red, blue

48) Flower: calas, they remind me my greatgrandma. Wheres question 47??

49) Food: argentinian, mexican, chinese and japanese

50) Drink: orange juice, coke.

51) Sweet: chocolate, but in fact I like the one that is not that sweet.

52) Fruit: tangerine

53) The worst food: BOILED VEGGIES!

54) The worst drink: anything with artificial sweetener

55) The worst singer: my friend Cynthia >.<

56) The worst band: I don't remember the name of this band, but it was awful. They are, in fact, teachers from Uruguay that started to sing as a hobbie. THEY ARE PATHETIC AND SUCK

57) The worst actor: not sure

58) The worst actress: not sure

59) The worst movie: dunno

60) The worst book: Abzurdah, by Cielo Latini. It's pathetic and sick... not because of the topics it talks about, because of the WAY the book is written.

61) Do you drink alcohol: Some

62) Do you smoke: ...yes x_x

63) Do you take some drugs: No

64) What do you adore to wear: Not sure. Bra? lol I cannot live without it

65) Do you think you're pretty: stupid question... low self-esteem... what doe... ]]> ~resurgida http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13153474/ http://resurgida.deviantart.com/journal/13153474/ Wed, 30 May 2007 16:14:16 PDT

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