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]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/28400164/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/28400164/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 17:27:00 PST in albert park.
hahahaha fuck.

now i have a bitch of a hangover.
that soju fucked me up. a bottle to myself.

done exams now (:

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/28161738/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/28161738/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 13:54:56 PST it's not that great
but i drank
and i wasnt retarded

except we broke a glass hahaha

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/28054815/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/28054815/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 21:57:17 PDT weirdest situation atm, but all g

i still havent started exams as of yet.
):
my first is in a week. ihu politics109.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/27899955/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/27899955/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 03:27:59 PDT ):

hopefully i can pull off passing without going to class like i did last semester?
i really need to fucking learn. going to class helps, and it saves me from being all fml around exam time coz then i actually know the shit i need to know for exams. lol, i swear that didn't make sense.

ugh. last day of uni tomorrow for this year. it's gone so fast.
shite.

hahahahahahaha fml. exams are gonna rape the shit out of me and i will have to go into hiding because my results will be too shithouse and i will have no friends and slfkrtyujlrityfv58tgdfdv i need to fucking go. to. class.

politics109 at 10am tomorrow. i am fucking going. and maybe to sociol105 at 12pm. iono.
fuck it lolol i sleep now and think about that shit later.

ffffffffffffffff. why the shit does there have to be exams?

(& in other news, i managed to finally dl the correct driver for my tablet so maybe now i might actually draw? pssh, i doubt it though coz i fail. fml. ugh. at least my headache is gone and now i just feel like i'm gonna faint. but that's cool coz ima go coma now.)

lol this is all bullshit.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/27680909/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/27680909/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 05:23:06 PDT
LOL I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE FRIENDS SO I DON'T FUCKING FUCK AROUND WITH THEM INSTEAD OF GOING TO CLASS AND ACTUALLY DOING ASSIGNMENTS.
i hate you glass room and all the exciting people you contain.
fffffffffffffffffffffffffff.


fml i can't wait to fail.

buuuuuuut.
failing = no tattoo! D:
so i must study.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/27590939/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/27590939/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 04:20:45 PDT i haven't written in years.
i've given up on drawing and the like coz i know that's a waste of time for me.

ugh, i just wish i could write again.
even though i know it's not that great. at least i was doing something.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/24793216/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/24793216/ Sat, 16 May 2009 19:40:35 PDT
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]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23860071/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23860071/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 02:53:19 PDT i have 3 assignments due soon (2 next week... both for english... and one due in first week of midsem break LOL so sad~)
and i have a test next week! pooooooos.

how am i gonna get a B average if i don't go to class LOL
this shit does not motivate me.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23842561/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23842561/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 01:54:10 PDT i wag too much.
but... i don't even wanna go uni.

eugh.

and i have goddamn assignments due next week which i haven't started and will most likely fail.
ahhahsadhaddfsdf.

uni = waste of my time.



sdfjhasdfdfdfgdfg.
and then today, my cousebook for eng111 broke LOL.
damn, i have to put that shit back together. shitty plastic binding came apart.
fail.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23417866/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23417866/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:56:48 PST butttt i think i know where everything is? i hope.

has been orientation week this week, went tues and thurs, kinda a waste of time. except i got free stuff from AUSA. chika chika yeahhhh.
and i saw "he's just not that into you" yesterday. bahahaha it sucks. no one can act and all of the women are freaking insane/creepy/stalkers.

i'm getting sick of holidays, tbh.

and on thurs i'm going to a mtg thing regarding uni exchanges. BUT i have a slight dilemma, as i don't know where i should go...
either somewhere i haven't been, or back to tokyo to see friends...
i really wanna go to dublin, but going to tokyo would mean that i get to see kozue, reina, iguchi family and sayaka...
DDDDD:
idk~



^{13th of march = POO.
third watch is ending, and my life freaking revolves around that show. LOL.
i'm such a sicko...
butbutbut i have my season one dvd<3}

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23259813/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23259813/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 18:49:21 PST [link]




(:

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23147447/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23147447/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 21:18:39 PST
PLZ COME BACK COZ IT'S TOO HOT.
SLFJSLFJSDFSFLJSFHGDH.


NOW I REMEMBER WHY I HATE SUMMER.
FAILFAILFAIL.



Time to make me some salad. Winwinwin. ;D




and omfggggggg
season 6 of third watch tonight.
FINAL SEASON. WHEN ARE SEASONS 2-6 COMING OUT ON DVD? IT ORIGINALLY AIRED FROM 1999-2005, MAN. IT'S ABOUT TIME TO GET THEM DVDS OUT.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23123631/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/23123631/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:34:57 PST it was 41 degrees on the day i left. eughhhhh.

the fires there at the moment are worrying, as i have both friends and family in melb D:



tonight i'm going to liv's farewell drinks. she's off to wellington.
quite a few people are leaving for uni D:

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/22675252/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/22675252/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 14:16:33 PST yay!

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/22588004/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/22588004/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 23:18:24 PST
but mommy got me a jacket from world because i passed<3
and i spent my book vouchers at unity! $65 worth of books~ yessssss<3

i got:
> seneca 'on the shortness of life'
> sun-tzu 'the art of war'
> friedrich nietzsche 'why i am so wise'
> vladimir nabokov 'lolita'
> dante 'the divine comedy 1: hell'

I'M PUMPED FOR SOME READING TIMEZ.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21789376/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21789376/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 18:54:38 PST finished exams
think i failed schol and hist
meh.

now i have to
get a job
clean my room out

awesome.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21668730/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21668730/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 17:46:31 PST scholarship english... bleh... haven't really started studying yet, not sure if i even will |D
had history yesterday, that was a bit of a bitch AND i was completely unprepared. thank you correspondence...

uhm...
nothing much has been crakin lately.

rewatched donnie darko and got mindfucked |D
that was ... fun~

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21445324/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21445324/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 19:51:06 PST *tear*

but, OMGYES.
i have a new
shiny
160gig black ipod classic~~~

ew @ my first exam being in a week.
english...
haven't really studied for that yet... >__>

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21301472/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21301472/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 14:17:31 PST flickr~

finally. i kept meaning to sign up.

[link]

& now, to have some lunch/food.
then jap hmwrk aaaaaand study.
D:

at least my design is pretty much done~

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21143221/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/21143221/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 16:21:27 PDT Damn, soon I'm leaving school... Well, leaving then coming back for exams |D
Uni next year @__@
Still haven't applied~ *headdesk*
Ima be crying so much at the end of year mass. LOL, we have to do a liturgical dance & it's to Guy Sebastian music. Oh, I love Catholic schools!

---

How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"

[x] gotten kissed
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 7

[x] got your mom, dad, etc. to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 12

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 17

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 20

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 23

[ ] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[x] cursed at your teacher (not to their face)
[x] copied homework
[x] got in trouble with the principal/the vice principal
total So Far: 27

Multiply by 3

Grand total: 81%!

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/20828118/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/20828118/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 16:00:50 PDT How old are you?
17. lol. i feel old.

Gender?
girl.

Gender preference?
old men.

Your honest, balls-to-the-wall opinion on:

Furries.
crrrreeps me out. like. i think it's just coz (for some weird reason) i think that all of them are having nasty animal seckz.

Fangirls.
the INTENSE ones scare me. e.g. see many korean boyband fans (and their anti-fans, lol)

Fanboys.
they don't seem as 'rabid' as fangirls, butttt i don't really know any. are they all gay? @__@

Yaoi.
yeah, as long as it is in something that makes sense? like not crack-weird let's just put gay sex in here. liiike, manga like -FAKE- and yellow.

Critique, regardless of art form or genre.
yeah? doesn't it help people improve...? unless it's mean, coz that's kinda eatz.

Manga-style illustration.
it's cute, yeah. some of the really detailed stuff is amazing. and i have a really fail-y way of drawing in a shit version of this style coz i only watched junk like sailor moon growing up.

Manga-style illustration with a Western influence.
can be good, and can also be lolshit bad.

Rap music.
yeah, g. soulja boy is my idol.

Mainstream pop music.
why not? except annoying ones. britney spears and the like, no ssangkyuuu~

'GRRL GAMERS'.
eh? heaps of girls are gamers...?

Women in general.
i hate feminists. i am an anti-feminist and i want to be a 1950s housewife. so should all women.

Men in general.
in general...? uhhh... need to stop being pussy-like and harden up? note, MEN not WOMEN. stop wearing women's jeans, coz that's sick.

World Politics.
a lot is fucked up.

American politicians, especially George W. Bush.
bush is fucked up, and says funny speeches. i HATE mccain and palin. OBAMA 08!

DeviantART.
it's nice.

Gay folks, whether we're talking boy-on-boy or girl-on-girl.
love is love.

Bisexuality.
i don't like those nasty slutty and fake ones.

Japan.
is better than NZ, and i can say that coz i've actually been there, lol. it's CLEAN. tokyo is kinda shithouse and harajuku licks big hairy balls and PEOPLE DON'T WALK AROUND IN LOLITA SHIT EVERYWHERE, MAN. i love shin-osaka.

The Internet Male/Internet Tough Guy.
everyone is a pedo.

Roleplayers.
i used to be into this shit, yum yum. those that RP famous people and stuff are weird, but i think that RPing original characters in more creative ways that having an elf enter into the scene playing a flute in a tree is all good.

Myspace.
pedopedopedo. i dunno, it confuses me and I CAN'T DELETE MY ACCOUNT. angor.

Straight Edge.
i'm all for it. *is lame and straight edge*
i don't see why it's so retarded to be straight edge.

The Sex Industry.
promotes nasty, slutty people. i hate sluts.

Anime.
WHY DO PEOPLE FIND ALL THESE CREEPY INDEPTH MEANINGS??? IT'S ANIMATED, lol. i dunno, art is nice but... overrated for the most part.

America.
seems fucked up at present, but I want to go to Chicago.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/20562225/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/20562225/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 01:37:06 PDT
ENGLISH:
unfamiliar texts: NA (lol, i knew that)
novel: E (wtf, total fluke...)
film: M (i didn't write about the film, wrote about africa lmao)
shakespeare: M (was hoping for E ><

JAPANESE:
reading: M
writing: M
listening: M
without studying! 8D i was pretty shocked.

so, all i need bad is goddamn correspondence history... ahaha... fail...
=______=

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/20490981/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/20490981/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 14:25:36 PDT 8D

i'm short-sighted.
whee.

and yay for 2-for-1 deals, so i'm getting two pairs.

and that was my exciting weekend.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/20244024/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/20244024/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 22:10:26 PDT Are you popular? Nope.
Do you like cheese? Sometimes it tastes really funky.
How about chocolate? Yes~~
Do you prefer chocolate or cheese? Dark chocolate.
Snow or rain? Snow maybe~
Who is your favourite actress? Hurr... No clue.
Would you ever dye your hair bright red? I attempted to once, but it wasn't that bright. I wanted it like Dai's.
What is your favourite tv show? Hmm... Criminal Intent |D
Do you sing in the shower? Nope.
What are your pjs like? Those old man flannel ones.
How many pairs of shoes do you have? Quite a few.
What's your favourite store? Don't have one.
What are you scared of? Storms.
Who is your best friend? No one.
Jonas brothers: Love or hate? They creep me out.
Do you have facebook? Yeah.
If so,how many friends do you have? Dunno.
Whats your favourite facebook application? Last.fm.
What colour hair do you have? Brown.
What colour hair would you prefer to have? Dunno, I like to experiment |D
What's your favourite movie? THE FOUNTAIN.
Have you seen alvin and the chipmunks? No.
If so who's your favourite one ? --
What is your favourite girls name? I dunno~
What is your favourite boys name? I like Dante.
Do you read? Yeah.
What's your favourite book? Dunno, I have many.
Magazine? Empire, it is such God.
What is the worst song you have ever heard?
Do you like high school musical? Grease rip-off.
What's your favourite food? Probably sushi or something azn. KIM CHI lol.
Do you eat healthily? Nah.
Have you seen Grease? Yup, and the 2nd.
Do you like it? It's cute.
HSM or Grease? Grease, bo.
Are you bored? Obviously.
What's your favourite sweet? Retro party mix!
What's the weather like at the minute? Okay, I guess.
What country do you live in? New Zealand.
What's your favourite drink? Chai latte, or coffee.
What's in your bag? Books and shit.
What's your favourite sport? Taekwon do.
What's your favourite tv soap? Hmm... Casualty!
Sun or Rain? Depends on what I feel like.
Do you like food? Depends.
What's your favourite website? beemp3.com!
Who's your favourite singer? Singer... probably Rufus Wainwright at the moment.
Top 3 songs right now....
1. I'm Not There - Bob Dylan
2. Ape Dos Mil - Glassjaw
3. Across the Universe - Rufus Wainwright
Favourite school lesson? English.
Do you often get ill? Nah, but when I do I get REALLY sick.
What's the best feeling in the world? No stress~~
Do you prefer hanging out with boys or girls? Dunno, depends on who.
Would you ever go on big brother? Hell noooo.
Do you like to walk in the rain? Yeah.
Dance in the rain? Yeah |D
1 thing to do before you die? Go to many countries.
What shampoo do you use? Uhh... Sunsilk?
Conditioner? Sunsilk again, I think.
Do you straighten your hair? Nope.
Do you curl it? Sometimes.
Do you wear eyeliner? Yeah.
Do you like to dance? Crazy dancing, YES!
Who's your favourite family member? Dunno.
Do you get along with your parents? Sometimes, yeah.
Do you like jelly beans? FUCK YES.
What's your favourite chocolate bar? Dark ones.
Have you ever smoked? Yeah.
Drank alcohol? Yeah.
Drugs? Nope.
Are you mean? Yeah.
Are you nice? Not really.
Can you sing well? Nope.
Can you ski? Nope.
Last question: What are you listening to right now? Elemeno P~~

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/19704452/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/19704452/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 17:21:44 PDT

off school today, killing time |D
i should be doing something more productive, i guess.

---

Natural Hair Color:
[ ] Black = $100
[ ] Blonde = $50
[ ] Red = $75
[x] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2

Total: $15

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[x] Other - $15

Total so far: $30

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ] 4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9

Total so far: $105

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $205

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[ ] First Born - $300
[x] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $200
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born - $375

Total so far: $455

Drink:
[x] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle

Total so far: $855

Vision:
[ ] perfect vision $300
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[x] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction

Total so far: $955

Car Color [or familes' car(s)]:
[ ] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[ ] Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[xx] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0

Total score: $1,555

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[x] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550

Total so far: $2,155

Favorite Colors (three):
[ ] Green-$750
[x] Black - $600
[ ] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[x] Pink - $100
[x] Other - $ 50

Total so far: $2,905

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[x] Yes $0
[ ] No-add $1000
[ ] on some- $750

Total so far: $2,905

How many people are you going to tag?
[ ] 150 - 91 = 250,000 XD
[ ] 90 - 71 = $100,000
[ ] 70 -51 = $50,000
[ ] 50 - 31 = $10,000
[ ] 30 - 21 = $5,000
[ ] 20 - 11 = $1,000
[ ] 10 - 1 = $500

Total: $2,905

hurr, not tagging anyone.
whee, i'm worth $2,905~

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/19359874/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/19359874/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 18:34:59 PDT so, music player on shuffle & next 10 song titles (with exceptions) will be writing topic kinda things. whee.

1. You Know My Name
2. 1000 Words
3. Isn't it Wonderful?
4. Saints and Sailors
5. Kiss the Rain
6. Pretty Lush
7. Give Me a Reason
8. Together When...
9. Did You Know Him?
10. How to Save a Life

haha, i'm lame.
oh well. maybz it'll be fun?
=___=

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/18759888/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/18759888/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 03:34:43 PDT I have limited musics -- just what's on my mp3 player atm.

1. What's my mood like right now?
snap - school food punishment
Comment: eh? i'm not about to snap?

2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Borderline - Chihiro Onitsuka
Comment: ;o; poo.

3. What kind of person am I?
Shizukana Hibi no Kaidan wo - Dragon Ash
Comment: staircase of the silent days? oh yep.

4. Am I loved?
Sotsugyou, Shoshite Mirai e. - MONKEY MAJIK
Comment: graduation and the future? so, after i graduate i will be? @__@

5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
Tip Your Bartender - Glassjaw
Comment: going out drinking? lmao, k.

6. What should I do with my life?
Crystalline - OLIVIA
Comment: ?? molla~

7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
Cannonball - Damien Rice
Comment: no ;o;

8. What is my best quality?
Overture/Going Through the Motions - BtVS
Comment: i have a routine? @__@

9. How does my sex life look?
Holy Dread - Client Mansell
Comment: LOL GREAT OBVIOUSLY.

10. What's the meaning of life?
Where Do We Go From Here? - BtVS
Comment: Oooh, it's like, unknown~

11. What do people think of me?
Radio Cambodia - Glassjaw
Comment: I'm political and opinionated?

12. Would I make a good catch?
Untouched - The Veroicas
Comment: what's that saying? @__@

13. How crazy am I?
Nan Hwa - Epik High
Comment: Uhggh, don't understand >< i dunno if i romanised it right?

14. Will I have a good life in general?
Be my pet! - Loli Ripe
Comment: LOL.

15. What's going to happen to me this week?
Keserasera - Anamu&Maki
Comment: Whatever will be will be?

16. Where will I be a year from now?
Fan - Epik High
Comment: azn country? |D

17. What is my biggest wish?
Convectuoso - Glassjaw
Comment: ahhh, eh?

18. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
A Little Pain - OLIVIA
Comment: LOL, sucks to be them. whoever they are.

19. How will I die?
Sexy Vampire JUSTiNB Remix - Fright Ranger
Comment: by a vampire! a SEXY one!

20. What will happen after I die?
Viva la Vida - Coldplay
Comment: 8D i'll cause kingdoms to collapse--!

21. How do my friends feel about me?
Super Fly - Lexy
Comment: yeah baybeee

22. Where will I go on vacation?
Train in Vain (Stand by Me) - The Clash
Comment: train trip!!

23. What am I going to do over the summer?
Finish It - Client Mansell
Comment: finish what? homework? ahahaha,,,

24. What happened to me yesterday?
Two Tabs of Mescaline - Glassjaw
Comment: drugs, score.

25. What would be my part in a movie?
Please Tell Me Why - Free Style
Comment: I sound sad and heartbroken?

26. Who knows everything about me?
Rest in Peace - BtVS
Comment: dead ppl? @__@

27. Who is my idol?
Vermont Connection - Glassjaw
Comment: um, dp for the hidden poem at the end of this song?<3

28. What will I be when I grow up?
Stay With Me - Clint Mansell
Comment: :'D

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/18603856/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/18603856/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 03:56:00 PDT Name? Rebekah
Age? 16
Male/Female? Female
Birthday? 26 June '91
Birth sign? Cancer
Hometown? Auckland
Current location? Auckland
Hair color/Style? Browny blonde & short-ish
Eye color? Grey? I think~
Height? Around 174cm
Weight/Fitness? Dunno,,,
Heritage? NZ/Aust/Irish/French/German/Austrian
Education level? In high school~
Stereotype? Azn? Lmao.
Clothing style? Shitty.
Best feature? n/a
Piercings? Ears.
Tattoos? None~

PSYCHOLOGICAL:
Think you are attractive? No.
Believe in yourself? Occasionally.
Hopes for your future? Um, to get into a good uni?
Biggest weakness? @__@ lots
Greatest fears? Heights, the dark, THUNDER.
Health freak? LOL, no.
OCDs? Yeah, I can’t carry many things at once – it always has to be ONE thing at a time.
Depressed? I can get.
Regrets? Many.
How do you want to die? Taking a bullet for someone. Romantic, I know.
Theme song? Hmm… I honestly can’t think of anything.

FAVOURITE:
Color? Pink, lime green, black, white, blue, purple. Everything~
Food? Sushi or Wendy’s Baconator LOL. Shut up.
Book? His Dark Materials trilogy? Dunno.
Song? Hmm… Ape Dos Mil by Glassjaw, possibly.
Actor? Vincent D’onofrio.
Pizza? Mr. Wedge!!
Movie? The Fountain.
Animal? Bats~
Holiday? Xmas
Cartoon? Hmmm… Don’t really watch any.
Pastime? Online. I have no life.
T.V. show? Criminal Intent. Ahahahaha.
Ice cream? Any~
Thirst quencher? Hmm… Soda water!
Band/performer? Glassjaw!
Outside location? Mall~
Indoor location? My room.

LOCATIONS:
Where would you like to live? Tokyo, Jpn.
Been to or lived in a major city? I’ve been to, yeah.
What country would you most like to Visit? Japan again, and Korea.
Been outside of your country? Yes.
Been to a major tourist spot (Grand canyon, Big Ben, Pyramids, etc)? Yeah, I’m lame.
Been to a major romantic spot (Niagara falls, Eiffel Tower, etc)? Don’t think so.

EVER/PAST MONTH/LAST 24 HOURS/DO YOU:
Smoke? I have.
Swear? Yeah.
Been drunk? I have.
Done any drugs? LOL no.
Stolen anything? Yeah.
Had an argument? Yeah.
Gotten into a fight? No.
Been beaten up? No.
Done more than kiss? Yeah.
Been to a concert? Kinda.
Play an instrument? Used to.
Play video games? Yeah!!
Dance? Yeah!
Sing? Lol, yeah.
Read? Yeah.
Like storms? Wtf, random. Hell no.

RELATIONSHIPS
Had/Have a crush? Yeah.
Been on a date? Yeah.
Been on a blind date? No.
Kissed someone? Yeah.
Kissed the same sex? LOL, yeah.
If Gay/Bi are you out? I’m not either of those, sry.
Been called a tease? No.
Gone skinny dipping? Nearly, lmao.
Had sex? No.
Been in love? No.
Been dumped? Yeah.
Had your heart broken? No.
Broken someone's heart? No.
In a relationship now? No.
Want to get married? No.
Have/want kids? No

DATING PREFS:
Guys or girls? Guys, plz.
Eye color? Don’t really care.
Hair color/Style? Whatever~
Height? Taller than me plz.
Fitness level? LOLOL. Inside jokes lulz. Whatever.
Heritage? Doesn’t matter…
Stereotype? Eh?
Clothing style? Whatever~
Best feature? Uhhh… Dunno.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/18467425/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/18467425/ Fri, 23 May 2008 17:34:15 PDT
this week was lame~
and i'm tired.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/18236136/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/18236136/ Fri, 09 May 2008 02:04:59 PDT LOL.
i love to watch stupid stuff about nirvana on tv.
PRIME.
best channel ever, yeah?

but yeah,
can't wait till i get to go back to japan...
like 3yrs till i'm living there~
fufufu.
it's kinda a long time =___=
mofo.

god, i'm already sick of school after just a week back,
and i have retreat on monday -- NOT looking forward to that.
i don't think i'm staying the night though~
that's good, as i hate
all the religious crap.
i disagree with the majority of it...
coz i like buddha, not jesus kthnx.

aaaaaaaah.
today was crack.
i got a gumboot thrown at me.
and me, mt and cait yelled at people tyring to get into the common room.
ahahaha, shame form 4s or whatever~

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17824291/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17824291/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 01:30:23 PDT 14 april - 1 may

so yeah, won't be on :3
baibai~~

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17789385/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17789385/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 02:10:04 PDT
japan on monday
14 april -- 30 april (or is it 1 may? same diff...)
nooooooooooooo---
i fail to the max
and ima diiiieeeeeee ><
waahahahahahaaaa~~

i had to get more clothes today
coz im clothes-poor
so i got some new jeans:
like this - [link]
(I LOVE THEM LOTS AND LOTS. except it takes me a whiiile to get into them haha~)
and - [link]

heehee~ red and purple ^^

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17550821/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17550821/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 01:04:30 PDT leaving on april 14.
i'm like, kiiiiinda freaking out =___=
i PHAIL.
EPICALLY.
;o;


we had a three day week... but it felt like forever ;o;
i get so tired at school everyday
dfgstusgdfjk
poo poo poo~
and i need to seriously cut down of coffee =___= i can't go a day without it ahahaha...

school tomorrow -- filming for jap dvd
ewww
i dont like being filmed or in photo.
bum.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17433127/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17433127/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 20:21:44 PDT and they've spent $600billion, which is like waaaayy more than they expected to pay
what really pisses me off though, is that america has lost 4,000 SOLDIERS, whereas the 'terrorists' have lost 85,000 CIVILLIANS - people that have done NOTHING wrong...
=___=

i hate war.
alfhsd098fsdhf.

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17419304/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17419304/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 00:26:41 PDT
scholarship design homework ftw.
i. need. to. get. scholarship.
plzkthnx.
im poor D:


AND dumb
history correspodence
work/internal =___=



bad day today,,, ><

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17354481/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17354481/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 21:39:48 PDT :]
ssangyuu~

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed... ]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17241253/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17241253/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 14:00:40 PST put your music player on shuffle blah blah blah...

How does the world see you?
THE DEEPER VILENESS - Dir en grey [awwwk... @_@]

Will I have a happy life?
Round 'n' Round - P'unk~en~Ciel

What do my friends really think of me?
Simple and Clean - 宇多田ヒカル

Do people secretly lust after me?
There's No Business Like Show Business - Frank Sinatra

How can I make myself happy?
Boys♥Girls (7's Passion Remix) - 倖田來未

What should I do with my life?
After The Tone - Roller Coaster

Will I ever have children?
Homecoming ft. Chris Martin - Kanye West

What is some good advice for me?
If You Hate Your Friends Then You're Not Alone - Pretty Girls Make Graves

How will I be remembered?
Keep Trying' - 宇多田ヒカル

What is my signature dancing song?
Suna no Tate - 鬼束ちひろ [like, waltz-ing obviously lolz]

What do I think my current theme song is?
Please Tell Me Why - Free Style

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
My Best - Apls

What song will play at my funeral?
It's a small world - Koda Kumi & Heartsdales [LOL OK.]

What type of men do you like?
Winter Wonderland - 강타 [umm. ok?]

What is my day going to be like?
This is Halloween - Panic! At the Disco

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17067029/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17067029/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 00:50:05 PST was quite fun~ small amount of pplz though
(i srsly can't type tonight...)

umm
went to lantern fest during day with loli pplz
there was this man with a blow up hat thing
and as we walked past him he was like
"FISH BAAAALLS!"
rofl
cool guy.

and im kiiida pissed off.
=___=''

and faaaa.
i have homework to do.
but
i'm lazy ;]
and shall probably do it tomorrow~

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17014121/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/17014121/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 18:13:32 PST well, mainly my knuckles.
breaking boards
at tkd...

and i went to ascot ;D
which was exciting.

aaand.
THE WEATHER MAKES ME DIE INSIDE.
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL SUMMER???
DDDDD:

[photos from pre-design stuff cominggggg after i fix them up. fictional stationery shops rule<3]

]]> ~retrogressive http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/16892843/ http://retrogressive.deviantart.com/journal/16892843/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 02:35:31 PST <
I'm too lazy.
And I throw away all my drawings, rofl.

OMG. I had the MAJOR stress the other day. I left my diary at school... in the principal's classroom LOL so I was like omgwtfbbqplzdon'treadit.
Luckily, I don't think she did... =___= I always leave stuff in classrooms... raaaaah.

Fuuuu. We had swimming sports today - my last one evaaaah D:
It was bittersweet. Funnest one ever~~ but then, it was the last one I'm even gonna participate in~

Going to see King Lear tomorrow over on the North Shore with Val and maybe Piggy or someone? No clue @___@
I'm just turning up, lol... Val has my ticket xD

hejfir8aifo i wish i brought my jacket home froom school ><
LOL a man on tv just ate paper. Amusing.

Uhm... arrrrh.
Tomorrow. History homework. Correspondence. Tudor England. Ohyeah.

I DESPERATELY WANT TO TAKE HIP HOP DANCE LESSONS.
but, i'm so white and lame, rofl.

valentines was gay for me. -ish. iono

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