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Second, I fucking hate my screen name. I was an idiot when I chose it. Yes, I still love Trent Reznor and whatever he puts out but to say that he is god is a ridiculous hyperbole. Trent Reznor isn't god. God is a different guy.

Third, not that anyone gives a shit about this, but I came back not because I want to show my art (mainly because there is none that qualifies as such) but because I want to keep in touch with certain people I miss and mean something to me. People I haven't talked to in years and who are the talented ones.

Fourth, I fucking curse a lot. I don't care, nor should you.

Oh, and Gene Simons is a fucking greedy asshole.

]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6659617/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6659617/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 12:45:36 PDT My Nine Inch Nails concert review
My Combichrist concert review
My VNV Nation concert review

Right in this very moment I am listening to:


So, you know how i am a professional at wasting my time and procrastinating, right? Well, it turns out that i am also a professional at finding utterly pointless information or websiteson the internet. How do i do it? I have no idea. It's a gift. Envy me, you giftless people. Or not. Best not. Anyway, two days ago or so, i stumbled across this, which you NEED to watch if you wanna laugh your ass off. I did, thank you very much.

Also, i thought it would be very nice of me to share with you something i stumbled across in one of those periods of my life, which are very abundant, where i just sit and waste my time in front of my laptop. So... ever wondered which would be the best ways to kill yourself, all the while making history?Well, look no further my dearest friends, for i give you the best, most original ways to kill yourself. You can add yours at the end, if you are feeling creative. Enjoy!! (i sure as hell did )

The Best, Most Original and Disturbing Ways To Kill Yourself

1. Slit your wrists.
2. Drink cleaning supplies.
3. Put your dad's rifle in your mouth and shoot.
4. Cut yourself along several major arteries and slowly bleed to death.
5. Fill the bathtub up with hot water and get in. Go underwater & breathe until I say stop.
6. Give yourself a homemade tattoo with toxic silver pen.
7. Fill the bathtub up. Grab a toaster & plug it in. Get in the bathtub and bring the toaster with you. Push down the button & enjoy!
8. Boil several gallons of water on the stove and "accidentally" spill it all on yourself.
9. Bash your head in with a hammer.
10. Get an axe from the woodpile & split yourself in half.
11. Use your telekinetic powers to make the house fall apart.
12. Tease the elevator by not letting it close until it buzzes loudly. Stand in the door's way and let it close.
13. Break a mirror. Take two sharp pieces of the glass and shove them in your eyes, hard and deep.
14. Shove a Chef's knife up your ass.
15. Kill someone else and plead for death by lethal injection.
16. Break a bottle of wine on a table and shove it in your stomach.
17. Have your best friend run you over with a steamroller.
18. Turn on the iron until water dances on surface. Put it on several places on your body, keeping it in each place for at least 45 seconds.
19. Jump off a building, aiming carefully to impale yourself on a lamppost.
20. Drive a wooden stake in your heart.
21. Induce vomiting until you black out and slip into a coma. This coma should last for several months, in which time your family will certainly decide to pull the plug.
22. Put your pinky, as well as any other digits that will fit, into an electrical socket.
23. Purposely catch your clothing in the escalator at a local mall and fight off anyone who tries to help. Enjoy the ride!
24. Swallow vanilla bath beads.
25. Drop a lit match down your throat.
26. Eat three tubes of toothpaste - and I'm not talking about trial size.
27. Hang yourself in your closet with an electrical cord.
28. Unbend a coat hanger and slowly & carefully shove it up your nose.
29. Crash a car into a department store window displaying a nativity scene. Merry Christmas!
30. Lodge your head in the toilet bowl and flush mercilessly.
31. Get your hand caught in the CD-ROM drive and attempt to cut it off with a dull pocketknife.
32. Make a pipe bomb and blow up your house with you inside, of course.
33. Stuff toilet paper down your throat until you choke.
34. Eat baby powder.
35. Eat deodorant.
36. Take a walk in the ghetto with a giant boom box blasting Vanilla Ice.
37. Anger a cannibal.
38. Drown yourself in a spoon full of water.
39. Get a friend to throw a few CDs Frisbee-style at your stomach and throat.
40. Swallow fifteen razor blades.
41. Drink 2 bottles... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6659359/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6659359/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 12:13:33 PDT
]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6506726/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6506726/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 18:04:52 PDT My Nine Inch Nails concert review
My Combichrist concert review
My VNV Nation concert review

Right in this very moment I am listening to:


09_30_05 edit: Wooohhhhooooo i just got TWO copies of NIN's Collected DVD. I seriously didn't think they would mail worldwide, but they did!!!!! Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou!!!!
*does the happy dance*

YOU NEED TO CLICK THIS AND LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF Thank you.

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Interesting journal title, isn't it?
Well, you see, the thing is that at school we have Psychology as a obligatory (my english brain won't supply me with an alternative for that word) subject. So, in this quasi-educational model i am forced to take part of, Psychology is forced upon me. Now, i have said a million times, and i'll continue saying, i do not believe in psychology Why? because it is very very very presomptuous. According to psychology, if you are sad then you are a manic-depressive, if you are a perfectionist, you are an obsesive-compulsive, and if you happen to like something to much, or do something to much, then you have a mania.

Yesterday, after a thorough and very tiring test, i was diagnosed with melomania.

It is not the first psychological disorder bestowed upon me. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression level 3 (there are 6 levels) before. I have been given anti-depressives, but i stopped taking them once i realized that i was feeling even MORE miserable with the damn pills. They stopped me from doing anything i enjoyed.

So, in short, that's the news. Clinically, i am, by medical and psychological standars, a psychotic. I am a very proud and very happy melomaniac.

To those who don't know what melomania is, it's having an, according to psychologists unhealthy obsession with music.
Well, that certainly explains a lot.
I really don't care what they call it, i love my obsession. I think it is a rather nice mania to have. Hey, i could be a psycho killer, which isn't the cutest of things. I'd rather go with melomania

So, in order to celebrate this incredible discovery about my being, i have a few gifts (that i hope you will accept) for you, my dearest friends. I have already hidden some in the previous lines, sort of.

Please, have your ears sing the Hallelujah chorus to the "delightful sounds of Antony And The Johnsons. I am currently in love with Antony and his amazing voice. That song over there makes me cry like an idiot.

Also, beware DFA productions, or act smartly and steal this guys. Too bad they are singed to goddamned Universal, oh well, have a great fly boys.

Oh, and this is genius

Expect a note very soon from me. All of you.

EDIT: oh, and PLEASE tell me what you think about the links above, it means a lot if you do http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6445165/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 20:07:01 PDT My Nine Inch Nails concert review
My Combichrist concert review
My VNV Nation concert review

Right in this very moment I am listening to:


just got me a subscription. He is my master from now on, and i command you all to buy his prints, add him to your devwatch, worship him and send him money.
He isn't rich, and yet he got me a subscription. How rad is that?? How fucking COOL is that??? What could i ever do to thank him???

Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!!!

EDIT: Oh, and the With_Teeth pic is gone, because i got tired of it.

(^^from The French Skinny Puppy website)


Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6439128/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6439128/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 07:51:00 PDT Oh, but look how dA feels about my subscription expiring!:


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This is so sad. Don't you remember what small thumbnails look like? I cry for you. This tissue is soaked!

Oh fuck you. Don't you you think that I hate not to be a subscriber? Honestly, you pay and you get some really cool shit. But guess what? I AM NOT RICH! "I cry for you"?!?!? You cry because its one less subscription for you, and it means that you lose money! Shut up!!

I'm just pissed off at how they try to sell you this shit. I prefer dA telling me "Give me some money, and i'll give you some cool shit, i am, in fact, your favourite website." That'd be more honest.

So yeah, buh bye asterisc. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6191283/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6191283/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 19:02:52 PDT My Nine Inch Nails concert review
My Combichrist concert review
My VNV Nation concert review

Right in this very moment I am listening to:


08_22_05

Happy birthday Joe Strummer, wherever you are right now. You kicked major ass.

I miss you

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08_10_05
Did you know you were going to shoot off the top of a four year old girl's head, and look across her car-seat down into her skull, and see into her throat? And, did you know that her dad would say to you, "Please sir, can I take her body home?" Oh wait, you totally did know that would happen. Cuz you're a jock who is too stupid and too greedy and too unmotivated to do anything else but still be the biggest, and still do what other people tell you to do. You did it to still be a winner.
You shot your grenade launcher into people's windows and into the doors of people's houses, and you wanted to shoot them into someone, just to watch them blow up.

Why should I care if you get killed?




EDIT:I just had to post this. Actually i've been meaning to express what i think about homophobia for a long time now. There are very few things i hate, there are only five things i hate. Really hate. Not loathe, not despise, but hate. Homphobia is one of them. Everytime one of my friends say a hurtful comment towards gay/lesbian/trans sexual/bisexual people, i feel like skinning them very slowly, throwing acid on them and then proceed to burn them with green wood. Thats how much i hate Homophobia. What they do not know, of course, is that i am a bisexual girl. I do not hide it, but i do not advertise it, either. If someone asks, i answer honestly. They haven't asked, so i guess they just assume i am straight. Enough ranting... just read this:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

What do you feel about calling people "fag" now, you ignorant piece of shit?



... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6088999/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/6088999/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 16:08:33 PDT My Nine Inch Nails concert review
My Combichrist concert review
My VNV Nation concert review

Right in this very moment I am listening to:


(^^from The French Skinny Puppy website)

08_02_05
I wanna change my name. I really do.
I don't know, it's just that i feel stupid with it. I think its redundant and... well, stupid. God knows i love Nine Inch Nails to death, and i admire Mr. Reznor beyond words, but i feel like a stupid fangirl. Aggghhhhh.
But then again, if i closed this account, all my journals would be delated, i would have to upload everything all over again, i'd have to note each and everyone of my friends bout the name change, add all of my friends again... it would be a mess.
I don't give a shit about the pageviews (have you ever read anything about pageviews in this journal, up until now?) but those would be delated too. And, there's the tiny little fact regarding my subscription.
Why didn't i think of a more clever name when i joined?!?!?!?!

Goddammit.

EDIT: I know you are all dying to know what i am listening to (haha, as if), so here i am going to name some bands i am currently in love with, just make up for the lost tradition....

*Matmos - The Civil War: Call it experimental electronics, artsy-farsty, presomptuous or just plain genius... Matmos accomplishes this elaborated yet straight-to-the point sounds that just beg for you attention. Tweaking and sampling everything from phone rings to contact microphones on hair, he creates an astoundin sound you must check out. On Playlist: The Struggle Against Humanity

*Need New Body - UFO: I've only listened to UFO, and i am completely hooked. I have currently on repeat Show Me Your Heart, it is a fun song, with weird acoustics and interesting structures. The interesting thing about Need New Body is the use of musical intruments. The percussions are genius, and you can sometimes listen to a sax at the background and some playful toy piano. Very good indeed.

*Hrvatski - Swarm And Dither: How am i supposed to describe someone as complex as Hrvatski??? Very a la Autechre/Aphex Twin but not quite. Keith Fullerton Whitman is an outstanding artist, and a fun one at that. The very first time i listened to Vatstep ESP it blew my mind. Playful lyrics and even more playful soundscapes, Hrvatski is a must for anyone who is tired of the bullshit out there. On my top 10 list right now. Also, i'd recommend the album he released with Blitter, Heaven and Earth Magic, very pretty. On Playlist: Vatstep ESP,
Marbles, and basically all of Swarm and Dither

*TRS-80 - Phantom Power: Although i am very new to this project and i've only listened to one song, i am diging this. TRS-80 is your ultimate mix of IDM/Breakbeat with Trip-Hop. Amazing song, i am looking for this CD, but i haven't found anything yet. Bless the guy who made me listen to this. Most Accurate. On Playlist: Phantom Power

*n.Lannon - Turn Time Around: I am new to this one too. Now, before i go any further, you must know i am a HUGE fan of The Postal Service, therefore, when i listened to this guy, i was completly hooked. "Good afternoon, Mr. Tamborello, may i offer you a cup of coffee?"
n.Lannon oozes Tamborello-ness, and me likes. I haven't listened to N.LN yet, but i am looking forward to it. On Playlist: Demons

*Mario - El Muchacho Satanico: This guy makes cracks me up. Joke or not, Mario is awesome, and if you think otherwise, then you're stupid and i hate you. Long life to Mario (if you've heard this song you'll know what i am talking about ). On Playlist: El Muchacho Satanico

Tis all this time... i hope to revive this, i enjoy doing it and it helps me get my hands (and ears) on as much music as possible. If you want to suggest something, i'd be more than glad to give it a try

Lotsa Luv. ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5908332/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5908332/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 18:05:36 PDT My Nine Inch Nails concert review
My Combichrist concert review
My VNV Nation concert review




(^^from The French Skinny Puppy website)

07_18_05

I've been an Aphex Twin fan for a while now. Chris Cunningham also rocks my panties, therefore, a year ago, when i found out Mr. Cunningham and Mr. James were working on a project called "Rubber Johhny" i was very very excited.
I disconnected myself from the project. This morning i was listening to my Drukqs CD and i remembered Rubber Johhny. I went over Rubber Johhny's official site to find out the Short film was already out! How could i miss this?!?!?! Over that site there you can watch the trailer.
But what, you most be wondering, is Rubber Johhny?
Rubber Johhny is a short film directed and written by deity Chris Cunningham, also director of the bizarre and cult Aphex Twin video Come To Daddy
The short film is about Johnny, a mutant child who is locked up in a room with nothing more than his wheelchair and a very frightened dog. He finds ways to entertain himself in darkness.
Music was written by Aphex Twin, therefore the short film kicks glorious amounts of ass. Here's the film, i don't know if it is the complete version, but it kicks ass
You may think it is a bit creepy, but hey! This is Cunningham and Aphex we are talking about, it is bound to be creepy, at least distrubing.

Also, i have read Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince. I just have to say that Snape rules. He really does.
And if you think otherwise after reading the book, then you are stupid and i hate you.

Strong rumors about Skinny Puppy playing down here are getting stronger and stronger. I am getting closer and closer at having an aneurism from sheer excitement.
Please, please let them be true... PLEEEAASSSE!

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07_15_05


Yesterday he came to my house to watch movies, he lied on a pillow all afternoon long. The pillow still smells like him...

Last night, i went to sleep with my arms wrapped around that piece of fluffy material.

Hahahahahhahahaha Why is it that parents are so fucking afraid of beating their kids?!?! If you love them, proove it by beating them

Have i ever mention my pure utter HATRED towards U2??? And towards Bono, specifically???? No? Well, there you go: I can't stand those fuckers. He seems to agree: The eleven WORST songs of 2004... my signature will make sense once you read this (if it doesn't make any already) Don't tell me you are able to stand that fucking tool. U2 sucks big fat donkey cock. Ok, ok..maybe i don't hate U2, maybe hate is too strong of a word but i really really really dislike them. As in 'everytime i listen to them or see bono i want to smash my head agaisnt the nearest wall and kill everyone within 20 feet' as in 'Bono's fuckin glasses make me puke and my eyes bleed' No, i don't hate them. I just trully can't stand them

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Once again you are going to be victim of my incoherence and deep confusing state, and this, will be de medium for me to get out everything that i've been thinking about. No, seriously.
I feel like some kind of leprechaun invaded my brain and is playing with it's circuits and picking at my brain cells... juggling.

This has been violating my brain since saturday, and i really need to get it out, so bear with me, ok?
On saturday, me and my best friend went dancing to this really cool club. And something really weird happened.... We were dancing, right? Just like anyone else, just like everyone else. But suddenly something happened. At first we were you know... normal. Dancing just like friends, right? (god this is difficult, even writting it down) and then a Combichrist songs starts p... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5764024/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5764024/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 16:42:22 PDT My Nine Inch Nails concert review
My Combichrist concert review



I love my new avatar

I swear this month just keeps getting better and better.
Last night i went to see VNV Nation.
I i had to make a list of my favourite 3 concerts, this would would be in second place. It beats The Cure, Marilyn Manson, Combichrist... fuck.

Where to begin? Last thursday i found out Ronan and Mark were going to be signing autographs at El Chopo, which is an alternative/goth/industrial/metal market. So i went. Ronan and Mark are just the nicest people in the world. Ronan is just a sweetheart, and Mark is really shy. I got them to sign mi FuturePerfect CD and a poster. I talked to them about Rubicon (which is my favourite VNV Nation song), asked them how they felt in Mexico City and i asked what they were doing after the show. That's when they told me they were having an afterparty and said that if i wanted to i could come... hahaha What was i supposed to say? FUCK YEAH! So they talked to a guy and he got me this bracelet and told me where the afterparty was going to take place. I thankd Ronan for the bracelet and left with "see you at the show". They are the best!

So I went back to my house, got a shower and headed to the show around 7:30 or something. I arrived at 8:30 (yeah it's pretty far from where i live, actually i live on the other side of the city.
I got in line and like... half an hour later i was bored, so i ask the guy behind me to save my spot, he told me no prob and i walked to the front of the line. I just hung out with some people i knew, and suddenly i see one of my best friends i haven't seen in a fucking long time come out of the venue and i am like "Eliezer!!!!! what the fuck are you doing here?!?!?!?" He told me his aunt was the promoter who booked VNV Nation and i was so shocked. Every time i am more and more convinced that this is a very small world. So Eliezer told me he was the driver for the band and that he was going to go to the after party, that he could get me in. I told him Ronan had gotten me a bracelet earlier at the autograph signing. He left because he had to get some things for the catering and i just stood there and talked to people. Suddenly Ronan comes out and i am amazed no one knew who the fuck he was. I said hi and we started talking. Dude, if Trent is sweet.... Ronan is just a sugar cube. He is the nicest artist i have ever met. He asked my name, then I asked if they would be playing Forsaken and he said no. If you have listened to the song, you have an idea of what it is about, I asked why they wouldn't be playing it and... well, he told me why but i just don't feel like telling you why, i think it is a bit personal. But he did say that that song won't ever be played again. Ever. I asked if they were playing Rubicon and he said that they weren't planning on it but now that i had asked he had a sudden change of heart. He asked me why it was my favourite VNV song and i told him because it was the song that had gotten me into them and because of everything that had to do with it, the feeling, the regret... it's just amazing. Ok, so while we were having this conversation some guy comes up and he is just being a pain in the ass, right? Asking Ronan if he can sign his CD and just interrupting, suddenly, Ronan turns around and tells him "Man, don't you see we are having a fucking conversation here?!?!? Wait, i'll be with you in a sec" I couldn't help giggling, sorry
So i asked what had been the bet show so far, he said New York. I asked how they liked Mexico so far, he said it was very cool. He told me he really he had to go, i told him i was really looking forward to Rubicon and he just said "we'll see" I told him i was going to be in the front row, he said "see you there!"
So like... 20 minutes later they finally let us in, i grabbed my spot at the front row and waited for the show to start. The first one to come out was Soman. He's a guy with a laptop that keeps jumping like a moherfucker! Back and forth.... he just couldn't stay put! I really liked how he played... he played Pu Drum!!!! He play... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5651573/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5651573/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 23:49:00 PDT My Nine Inch Nails concert review



I love my new avatar

I went to see Combichrist on saturday. For those who don't know, Combichrist is Andy LaPlegua's (Icon Of Coil's mastermind/vocal) side project. Now, if i had to decide between icon of Coil, Combichrist and Panzer Ag, it'd be a very tough decision. I love Andy's vocals (IOC), but Combichrist just makes me want to murder people. So agressive... wow! I love it love it love it. So here are my memories from the show:
Andy couldn't stay put. He was jumping up and down like he was on crack. He kept throwing water bottles at us... very a la Trent, heh. And i'm sorry, i really have to say this, i know is going to sound extremly vain but... man, is he hot! No, i mean HOT I was drooling. He has this... sexy thing going on, so very... obscene. wow.
He is a terrorist on stage. Songs that were played (from what i can remember) were Happy Fucking Birthday, This Shit Will Fuck You Up, This Is My Rifle, Feed You Anger, The Line To The Dead, Today I Woke Up To A Rain Of Blood, Intruder Alert, Kiss The Blade, Lying Sack Of Shit (fuck yeah!!), Blut Royale(double fuck yeah!!), Enjoy The Abuse (triple fuck yeah!!) and 2 or 3 more songs that i can't remember right now.
The show was killer, my only complaint is the fucking crowd. they kept moshing and shit. Imbeciles, really. Other than that, i was impressed.
I had the oportunity to hang out with him... Quite a surprise for me to find out that one of his favourite musicians is Johhny Cash, he even has a tattoo in his honour. He loves Bowie too... he's a Bowie fan from hell, hah.

Great show, if you have a chance to check him out, do yourself a favour and go. He is awesome!
No recommendations this time around, i'm too fucking lazy

That's my bitch right there. Oh yeah...


http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/reznor_is_god/Combichrist5.jpg


My With_-Teeth japanese edition signed
Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5538268/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5538268/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 17:38:16 PDT With Teeth's OUT!
Countdown to the show in Mexico... it's today!! : SHIT!!!
Countdown to 'The Hand That Feeds"... ITS OUT!!



I am back.
I am destroyed.

This is the best show I’ve ever been to, hands down.
Where to start??? The whole experience was utterly amazing, I cannot describe how… happy I am, nor how nostalgic I feel, and it’s been just a few minutes ago that NIN left the stage.

I arrived at the venue at 3:50 pm, where I had to meet some people, for I had won a backstage pass in a radio contest. I was very nervous, cause I was supposed to arrive at 3:40 pm and I was afraid they would have left me, they didn’t.
So I met them and we got into the venue… then this guys come up and tell us “You are going to be in the soundcheck” Can you imagine my astonishment at such remark?!?!?!?! I was left with my mouth open, just about to cry with joy. What can I say? I knew Trent was going to hold a pen, say hi and sign my CD, but it never crossed my mind that I would be part of the SOUNDCHECK for fuck’s sake!
So we enter the venue, where the very first percussions of Reptile are being played by none other but Jerome Dillon. The crew accommodates us in the front row, where I was right in front of God. He then says “hi, how are you” I just go ape shit. No really, I couldn’t figure out what to do. The band continues with “The Frail/The Wretched”, “You Know What You Are?” and “Wish”, being this one the last song. Then the crew tells us to form a line, and that the band will only sign one item per person, NO CAMERAS ALLOWED. So the bands starts walking and Jeordie is the first one to start signing. I tell him how very happy I am that he is playing in NIN, that he is doing a great job, he says thank you and moves on to the next person.
Next is none other that my hero himself… Mr. Trent Reznor, god of music and deity of my heart. He stands in front of me and shakes my hand saying a polite “hello”. He’s just there looking beautiful with his black t-shirt and black pants. I really don’t know how to react, I just stay there… staring at him. Then, like if something had slapped me in the face, I start talking. But talking from the depths of my heart and here it is, textually, what I told him: “I’m sorry if I am making a total fool of myself, right now I don’t know what to say. I have been waiting for this all my life and I just wanted to thank you for making such incredible music. You have no idea how you and your work changed my life, it was a turning point for me. So I am sorry if I am a bit unarticulated /I start sobbing/but there’s so much I want to tell you…” By now, he just says “Thank you” and he hugges me. HE FUCKING HUGGED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so taken by surprise, but then I hugged him back. After that I asked him if I could take a picture of us, and he said sure, but when he got back from signing other people’s stuff. I was shaking, trembling…. I could not believe I just had HUGGED Trent Reznor, my hero, my inspiration, and really, I was shocked he was so accessible. After Trent, Alessandro was next and because of my shock, I didn’t recognize him and for a fraction of a second I wondered ‘why is he standing in front of me staring at me like that?’ and then it hit me, sorry Alessandro. I told him I really liked Modwheelmood, and that I wished I could get more material, he said he was working on it and that he was glad to have SOMEONE know about him, he laughed, but I think it was a very sad laughter… I really liked him, he is very sweet. Next in line was Aaron North, who had that funny look, like always. He signed my CD and I said I really liked that web magazine he had, that it made me laugh a lot, I told him he was “amazing at making fun of other people” and he just cracked with laughter, Jerome, who was next to him, said “yeah, he is very good at talking shit”, to which I replied “and you are very good at being a drummer”, he laughed, too. Jerome signed my CD too, told him he was an awesome drummer and that I hoped who would stay in NIN for a very long fucking time. He said thank you.

So Trent finished and returned to my spot, he hugged me (again) and the bodyguard took the photograph (expect it soon). The aftermath of the whole thing was a very happy, very shocked me with a copy of With_Teeth signed by all the band and a picture of me with Trent. Life was very good. IS very good.

We exited the soundcheck at around 4:30 pm or 5:00 pm, I really don’t remember the time, I was too busy showing off with my friend

After that, we just walked around the venue, meeting people… I have to say I stumbled around a lot of acquaintances, unexpected really.

So the clock marked 6:0... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5529605/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5529605/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 08:24:30 PDT With Teeth's OUT!
Countdown to the show in Mexico... it's today!! : SHIT!!!
Countdown to 'The Hand That Feeds"... ITS OUT!!



Mood: Ape shit...
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - With Teeth
Reading: "The Doors Of Perception" by Aldous Huxley
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

Today is the day.
After today, i can die peacefully.


what is it that i am going to do??










oh... did i mention i am going to meet Trent Reznor?
I am sooooo going to go ape shit...



Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5529596/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5529596/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 08:23:27 PDT With Teeth's OUT!
Countdown to the show in Mexico... it's today!! : SHIT!!!
Countdown to 'The Hand That Feeds"... ITS OUT!!



Mood: Fucking Toothfull :P
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - With Teeth
Reading: "The Doors Of Perception" by Aldous Huxley
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

Today is the day.
After today, i can die peacefully.


what is it that i am going to do??










oh... did i mention i am going to meet Trent Reznor?
I am sooooo going to go ape shit...



Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5177564/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5177564/ Fri, 20 May 2005 15:14:24 PDT With Teeth's OUT!
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 3 days!!!! SHIT!!!
Countdown to 'The Hand That Feeds"... ITS OUT!!



Mood: Fucking Toothfull :P
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - With Teeth
Reading: "The Doors Of Perception" by Aldous Huxley
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

I'm back from a somewhat comatose state. It's been quite a while... don't pretend you didn't miss me, i know you did, you fuckers

It is a good time to be alive... With Teeth is finally out, the wait is over, and you know you're just DYING to read my review. Stop faking, this is probably the most exciting event in your lives so far . Without further ado, i present to you:
Jimena's With Teeth Review

*Love Is Not Enough: Probably one of the strangest songs ever recorded by Nine Inch Nails. The gospel-ish bit makes me want to dance like a fuckass. Awesome opening track, awesome piano, awesome track progress... and Trent's vocals are just

*You Know What You Are?: Apparently Trent wants to know if you know what you are, just in case you had a mental disease and you thought you were a french poodle or something.
Nah, seriously, this track kicks ass. I'd love to listen it live, just to see if Jerome can pull it off. The drums on this one are Grohl's though. I have to confess, i never really cared about Dave Grohl because i never really cared about Nirvana (probably i am the only one, though), in fact, he kinda pissed me off, never knew why, but now i have a new found respect for him. He is an awesome drummer. DONT YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT YOU FUCKING ARE YOU FUCKING PIECE OF FUCK FUCKER?!?!?!?!?? Very a la March Of The Pigs.

*The Collector: Awesome track, too. One that took a bit of time to grow on me, but it did. The lyrics are kind of... confusing? That's not the word i am looking for but it comes close.

*The Hand That Feeds: This one is the homosexual song of the record, i don't think so but it has been described as such by many. I still can't understanbd how can a song be gay, but hey! who knows if songs actually have sex Anyway... Come on!! You love this one, even if you deny it in public. The beat is great and i love the synth solo. With Teeth's Starfucker's, Inc.

*Love Is Not Enough: I've tried, i've really tried, but i don't like this one. The lyrics are great but... grrrr i'm just not into the music.

*Every Day Is Exactly The Same: This one might be the second single. Catchy song, catchy rythm. I love it to death. Here, Trent prooves you can be radio-friendly without losing your authenticity. I hope they play it down here, Trent you catchy, catchy bastard.

*With Teeth: One of NIN's best songs, in my opinion. The drums are superb, the track in its whole is very experimental... and the tambourine!!! This one has lots of strength. Love it.

*ONLY: One of my favourite tracks in this record. Not only did Trent risked failure and bitching from the most purist of NIN fans, but he pulled it off. It is a highlight in the album. Trent's vocals are awesome, sort of reminds me of I Do Not Want This but in a good mood... or ironic mood. Love the DIT references... damn fucking dot, always catching Trent's eye.Awesome composition, one of NIN's best tracks ever.

*Getting Smaller: Hated by some, Loved by others, this one is the most mainstream song on the record. I like it. I love the drums, again, and the Pere Ubu reference... how Trent sings "FLIP FLOP FLIP FLOP FLIP". Very alternative

*Sunspots: Trent's vocals are really experimental in this one, sort of like the ones he used in Heresy (second la... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5090337/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5090337/ Thu, 14 Apr 2005 19:45:00 PDT Countdown to "With Teeth"... 9 days
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 39 days
Countdown to 'The Hand That Feeds"... ITS OUT!!



Mood: no intl ORDERS?!
Listening to: Combichrist - Everybody Hates You
Reading: "The Doors Of Perception" by Aldous Huxley
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

Before reading this obvious waste of bandwith, please go to here and be prepared to be shit scared. this is frightening. What is our growing technology and economy growing to? I don't know you, but i am... overwhelemed? I don't know if that is the word i am looking for, but yeah, it pretty much sums up what i feel after watching this. In a few years, we will be in complete informatic anarchy. There will be no objective points of view, no real news. Because each and every one of us are going to be contributing to this.. this scheme of informatic bombing. yeah, we will be even MORE perverted by advertising, publicity... we already are in the information age, but where is the knowledge that is lost in information?? Imagine a world with no real news, and i say they aren't real because each and everyone of us will be broadcasting the news AS WE SEE IT. Not that CNN doesn't do the same, but still. Press is a a really important element, and i think. And just to think that there will be a time where press won't even be needed because computers will do that job, it only makes me wonder if there will be any humanity left in us in a few years. It scares me, it really does.

Now, on to this journal a.k.a. The Place Where I Pollute Your Mind And Kill Your Braincells By Bitching About Things That Are Quasi Important To Me (ok, yes they are important, and if they are not important to you, then you're stupid and i hate you)
I'll give you another FUCKING MAGICAL link,and tell me if it isn't fucking bullshit
NO INTERNATIONAL ORDERS?!?!??!?! WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET THIS?!?!?! I have no family, and no friends (other thatn those of you that live in the U.S.) in the United FUCKING States!!!! Just watch those e-bastards get loaded and then sell this kits to us like 3 times face value.

FUCK THIS! And yes, you're damn right i am pissed. How could i NOT be?? I just hope they make the sale avaliable worldwide in a few days. If they don't do, i am REALLY going to kill somebody. Seriously. Very fucking painfully. Start praying to all your gods it isn't you, my dear reader

With Teeth leaked today. Yes you read right. I wish i could castrate all those wankers who have downloaded the album, yet i will not, for i think theya re in their right, but i do not aproove (sp?). GODDAMN the album will be out in 3 weeks, can't you wait, you bastards??

An angry entry, isn't it? A bit, true. But i am happy too. Halo 18 will be out next Monday and i cna ahrdly wait to have it in my dirty nin-hungry hands.

Tis all for today. Thanx for sacrificing some brain cells reading this, i hope it doesn't affect your overrated IQ (it is, seriously)



Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5069288/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/5069288/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 12:09:02 PDT Countdown to "With Teeth"... 21 days
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 51 days
Countdown to 'The Hand That Feeds"... 7 DAYS!!



Mood: fundamentalist=idiot
Listening to: Athelte - Wires
Reading: "The Doors Of Perception" by Aldous Huxley
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

BEFORE YOU READ THIS, I WANT YOU TO GO HERE: [link] AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, i for one, don't know what to think. Seriously, is this good or bad? What is all this technologgy leading to? Please think about it, i found it really thought-provoking.

ON TO A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT MATTER, THE ONE YOU NEED TO READ...
Come on!!! After reading this, i'm gonna ask you to answer if i REALLY need to explain my hatred towards and sorts of fundamentalists. This is scary... really, i am shit scared. Now, i don't live in teh U.S. but this is certainly worrying. Now, READ ON:

The Crusaders
by Bob Moser
(Published on April 7, 2005, by Rolling Stone)

It's February, and 900 of America's staunchest Christian fundamentalists have gathered in Fort Lauderdale to look back on what they accomplished in last year's election -- and to plan what's next. As they assemble in the vast sanctuary of Coral Ridge Presbyterian, with all fifty state flags dangling from the rafters, three stadium-size video screens flash the name of the conference: RECLAIMING AMERICA FOR CHRIST. These are the evangelical activists behind the nation's most effective political machine -- one that brought more than 4 million new Christian voters to the polls last November, sending George W. Bush back to the White House and thirty-two new pro-lifers to Congress. But despite their unprecedented power, fundamentalists still see themselves as a persecuted minority, waging a holy war against the godless forces of secularism. To rouse themselves, they kick off the festivities with "Soldiers of the Cross, Arise," the bloodthirstiest tune in all of Christendom: "Seize your armor, gird it on/Now the battle will be won/Soon, your enemies all slain/Crowns of glory you shall gain."

Meet the Dominionists -- biblical literalists who believe God has called them to take over the U.S. government. As the far-right wing of the evangelical movement, Dominionists are pressing an agenda that makes Newt Gingrich's Contract With America look like the Communist Manifesto. They want to rewrite schoolbooks to reflect a Christian version of American history, pack the nation's courts with judges who follow Old Testament law, post the Ten Commandments in every courthouse and make it a felony for gay men to have sex and women to have abortions. In Florida, when the courts ordered Terri Schiavo's feeding tube removed, it was the Dominionists who organized round-the-clock protests and issued a fiery call for Gov. Jeb Bush to defy the law and take Schiavo into state custody. Their ultimate goal is to plant the seeds of a "faith-based" government that will endure far longer than Bush's presidency -- all the way until Jesus comes back.

"Most people hear them talk about a 'Christian nation' and think, 'Well, that sounds like a good, moral thing,' says the Rev. Mel White, who ghostwrote Jerry Falwell's autobiography before breaking with the evangelical movement. "What they don't know -- what even most conservative Christians who voted for Bush don't know -- is that 'Christian nation' means something else entirely to these Dominionist leaders. This movement is no more about following the example of Christ than Bush's Clean Water Act is about clean water."

The godfather of the Dominionists is D. James Kennedy, the most influential evangelical you've never heard of. A former Arthur Murray dance instructor, he launched his Florida ministry in 1959, when most evangelicals still followed Billy Graham's gospel of nonpartisan soul-saving. Kennedy built Coral Ridge Ministries into a $37-million-a-year empire, with a TV-and-radio audience of 3 million, by preaching that it was time to save America -- not soul by soul but election by election. After helping found the Moral Majority in 1979, Kennedy became a five-star general in the Christian army. Bush sought his blessing before running for president -- and continues to consult top Dominionists on matters of federal policy.

"Our job is to reclaim America for Christ, whatever the cost," Kennedy says. "As the vice regents of God, we are to exercis... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4964753/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4964753/ Thu, 31 Mar 2005 21:08:40 PST Countdown to "With Teeth"... 33 days
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 63 days



Mood: alone, like always
Listening to: Athelte - Wires
Reading: "The Doors Of Perception" by Aldous Huxley
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

Please, just make it stop.

I don't think i can go through this. I just can't. I feel alone, depressed and utterly uninspired. Oh, and there's also school... i feel like if i go abck there (i'm currently on holidays) i'm going to choke or soemthing. I can't breathe when i'm there, i... i can't.

People say that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, in all their ignorance, and quite off topic right now, the vast majority of them do not know that was said by Nietzche, fucking idiots.
Point is, he was wrong. Fuck, what doesn't kill you hurts you, it doesn't makes you stronger, that's bullshit. How can this... feeling make me any stronger??? IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY! IT'S KILLING ME! IT'S NOT MAKING ME FUCKING STONGER! I am weak. I cannot take this, i can't.

Have you ever got that feeling, when your eyes start to sting and there's this impossible knot in your chest and you feel like you could die from the pain? From the pure, utter agony? Like you can actually feel your heart and soul shatterning? That the pain is so fucking there taht you can actually hear your heart's pieces clattering as they make conact with the floor? and you'r just too weak to pick them up, you can't... you've done it too many times? Yeah that's how i feel. And the fact that i am listening to Athlete right now really doesn't help the situation.

I'm alone, now, you've heard me say this countless times before, and i really thought that i was over it, that i had finally accepted it... but truth is i haven't. I know one should not be affected by the company of others, or lack of thereof in any case, but right now i feel like my heart could break. Like i could break in any moment. It's just so cold, so... nothing.

And oh, i want to break. I want this fucking thing to stop. I cannot do this anymore. I want to screa, i want to ask for help, for someone to be with me, for someone to just... be there. But i'm weak and stupid and shy and insecure... and i want to end it all but i am too much of a fucking coward. I hate myself-- no, i LOATHE myself. For caring, for feeling, for giving a fuck. For not turning back... for wanting. And i really would love to say that i don't feel anything, that i am numb, but i am not. I hurt. So bad... and i feel like a fucking child, letting you know this. I feel like i am a whiner. and maybe i am... and i am really getting tired of just saying "and", like i had something to add. But i don't. And it won't ever stop. I am falling apart can't you see?! I CAN0T DO THIS!!!! NOT ANYMORE!!!! I WAN'T IT SO MUCH END!!!!!!!!!

I just want something... someone but i don't have anyone. And i am tired of feeling alone. I could say that i feel lonely, but i don't feel lonely. Loneliness is when you choose to be alone. But i feel trully and utterly alone. So very alone.
And it hurts so much, and sometimes the pain is so very raw that in its intensity it gives me the feeling that none of this is real. Maybe there is no purpose to this, maybe i should just let go.
Maybe i am meant to be alone. And i feel like i could just... fall apart. I want to fall apart, i cannot do this anymore. Not with this agony i'm feeling.
My heart is breaking i can hear it, i can feel it.

I need someone... there, i said it. I need help, i know i do. But i am to shy to ask for it.

please just-- just make it stop.

... please...



Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4891513/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4891513/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 14:09:04 PST Countdown to "With Teeth"... 41 days
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 71 days



Mood: EX fucking CITED
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - Getting Smaller
Reading: "The Doors Of Perception" by Aldous Huxley
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

Yeah saw Apocalyptica last friday. Forth row tickets And it was beautiful. Everyone that knows remotely about me knows for a fact that it is my dream to learn how to play cello. And everyone knows how much i love those bastards (cellos i mean), so imagine what happens when you place me in a venuw with one of the most innovative and original bands, which happen to PLAY CELLO. Yeah the result was pretty much overwhelming, at least to me. They are amazing and the passion... the passion they show when they play... i had never seen anything like that before. It was like they were making love to their cellos. It blew me away.

When they played "Bittersweet" the whole place just went nuts... Now if you've heard this song you'll know what i am talking about, Over 7,000 people were singing the lyrics and it was such a powerful connection, or maybe it is that i just read to much into these experiences. They played songs like Toreador, Pandemonium, Somewhere Around Nothing, Enter Sandman.... and Bittersweet.
Oh i fell in love with Perrtu, i really did. Such an energetic guy. Not to say GORGEOUS. Now, just picture this equation: me & my love (or fetish for cellos, however you wish to call it ) + Perrtu SHIRTLESS all sweaty and in leather pants, with his cello between his legs playing with all the passion in the world = yeah, me having an orgasm <

They were very thankful to the audience, Pavvo in particular. He was bowing all the time, sending kisses to us... they have a true love for their fans. And i must say i am not a die-hard fan. BUT COME ONE!!!! THIS ARE CELLOS WE ARE TALKING ABOUT!!! And i love cellos (i already mentioned that, didn't i )

So yeah, i have a brand new renewed respect for Apocalyptica.

So you want With Teeth's artwork... here it is! Go nuts



My NIN ticket:



Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4647338/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4647338/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 16:15:45 PST Countdown to "With Teeth"... 50 days
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 80 days



Mood: aagggghhhh
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - The Line Begins To Blur
Reading: "Mexico Bárbaro" by John Turner
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

Ok, ok, i'll stop now. BEHOLD!!! MY NIN TICKET!
Oh, yeah. I blurred the ticket a bit, you can never be to careful.

OH YEAH AND IT IS A FRONT ROW TICKET!! that's right, bitch



Yeah, i know. I am hopeless


EDIT: MY NIN POLL (stole it from here: [link] )


PRETTY HATE MACHINE
Initial favorite: Something I Can Never Have
Actual favorite: The Only Time
Song I usually skip: None
Song I disliked initially but it grew on me: Sanctified

BROKEN
Initial favorite: Wish
Actual favorite: Happiness in Slavery
Song I usually skip: the 91 silences
Song I disliked initially but it grew on me: none, loved it from the beggining

FIXED (i barely listen to this halo so i have no real favourites)
Initial favorite: Fist Fuck
Actual favorite: Screaming Slave
Song I usually skip: none
Song I disliked initially but it grew on me: Wish

THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL
Initial favorite: Ruiner
Actual favorite: ALL OF THEM!!!
Song I usually skip: none (what kind of NIN fan do you think i am?!)
Song I disliked initially but it grew on me: none

FURTHER DOWN THE SPIRAL
Initial favorite: Hurt (quiet)
Actual favorite: The Downward spiral, the bottom
Song I usually skip: NONE
Song I disliked initially but it grew on me: None

THE FRAGILE
Initial favorite: Somewhat Damaged
Actual favorite: Thats a hard one!!! Since this is probably my favourite NIN record, its extremly hard for me to choose, but since this song and i have a history, i'd have to choose The Great Below
Song I usually skip: NONE
Song I disliked initially but it grew on me:NONE, loved it the first minute it hit my CD player

THINGS FALLING APART
Initial favorite: Metal
Actual favorite: the frail (version)/Metal (gotta love it!)
Song I usually skip: Slipping Away
Song I disliked initially but it grew on me: the starfuckers versions

STILL
Initial favorite: And All That Could Have Been
Actual favorite: And All That Could Have Been/ Leaving Hope Song I usually skip: none
Song I disliked initially but it grew on me: none.

NIN fans... which are yours?????





So yeah, some of you will be pissed because you will no longer have access to those trent pics, but i feel bad. They weren't supposed to go out, and here i am pimping them around. I'm a bad girl

But onto MORE PRESSING MATTERS.
I am here to rub in YOUR NOSES (call me bitch, idiot, asshole, immature... i couldn't care less): Ladies and Gentlemen...
I'VE GOT FRONT ROW TICKETS TO SEE NINE INCH NAILS NEXT JUNE 2ND IN MEXICO CITY!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, did i mention my front row tickets to see NIN live???


yeah so... i've got front row tickets to see NIN, not that it matter anyway.

Oh also... I AM GOING TO BE SO NEAR TRENT!!!

and i've got front row tickets

EDIT: Here's the preview found on nin.com which I reckon is The Hand That Feeds. [link] (save target as) And i think i just had the strongest orgasm of my life.
<---- meathead's signature- So true.
With Teeth has a release... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4564707/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4564707/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 19:14:27 PST Countdown to "With Teeth"... 79 days
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 99 days



Mood: aagggghhhh
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - The Hand That Feeds (teaser)
Reading: "Fotografiks" br David Carson
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

LISTEN UP NIN FANS!!!!
Right this moment nin.com has updated with the official "With Teeth" Track list and a teaser from the first single "The Hand That Feeds". Yeah i am trembling just like you... YAY!!!!!!!
Run and check it out my fellow NINiens!!!!
Add announcing NIN's show in Mexico

With Teeth official track list (posted today)


COULD THINGS GET ANY FUCKING BETTER!!!?!?!

EDIT: Here's the preview found on nin.com which I reckon is The Hand That Feeds. [link] (save target as) And i think i just had the strongest orgasm of my life.<---- meathead's signature- So true.
With Teeth has a release date, as stated by Trent Reznor:


Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4549107/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4549107/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 18:29:57 PST Countdown to "With Teeth"... 79 days
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 99 days



Mood: aagggghhhh
Listening to: Assemblage 23 - Dissapoint
Reading: "Fotografiks" br David Carson
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

To save all of you the utter agony of going through this whole damn thing again, i uploaded de NIN add i was talking about, later i will scan my Manson autograph for all fo you to worship and see. And envy me for being a lucky bitch


I'm back from the Marilyn Manson concert, and what i can articulate from this experience is nearly nothing. Not only because of the excelent show he gave, but because i was extremly impressed of how intelligent this artist is. And what a spontaneous guy he is.

I arrived at about 5:00pm because i was to meet the guys from the radio station i won the pass to get in earlier. So they arrived, i got in on front line. Two hours later Papa Roach got onstage and began their performance. I have to say i am not a fan of Papa Roach but i liked their attitude and energy onstage. They've got some really cool shit going on. Also between Papa Roach and Manson shows they were showing spots announcing NIN's concert in Mexico city. Yeah i screamed a lot.

An hour later Marilyn Manson, one of the few people i truly respect got onstage. With a black outfit i cannot find the words to describe but FUCKING HOT AND SEXY! he began with The Love Song. He palyed "Antichrist Superstar", "Dope Show", "Big White World", "Disposable Teens" and "Personal Jesus", of course. I loved Chris Vrenna. I so loved him. He is an amazing player, no wonder why Trent chose him to play.
Manson's show is a whole lot more mature that the past ones. You cna see a Marilyn Manson who is sort of growing tired of the character, searching for new ways to express himself. He has matured.
I enjoyed this show so very much. SO MUCH. Besides, i was the only girl in the front row so he kinda payed attention to me I sang to him , he sang to me, he showed me his beautiful ass, and he was rubbing himself onstage in front of me I was near a multiple orgasm, really.
So the show ended, and i went to see him backstage PAY ATTENTION PEOPLE! THIS IS WHERE THE GOOD SHIT BEGINS!
We (the winners, i mean, we were about 12) waited for about an hour to enter. The crew warned us not to smoke or bring in cameras (therefore i have one lousy pic of me and masnon still waiting to be sent to me). Finally we were allowed to come in. And there he was, in all his beauty and glory: sitting in the black couch, black boots on, black shirt, black pants... almost like he was camouflaging with the couch. I was the first to enter, and as soon as i came in he pointed and me and said: "you!" and i was like "holy shit what did i do wrong? maybe i smell bad or something and he is kicking me out", so i answered "yeah" in a really scared /intimidated/pathetic voice and he said "i saw you in the front row, you were looking at me very enticingly" and it just slipped form my mouth... i said "yeah, that's because i think you're beautiful". He laughed and said "thank you" YOU CAN'T IMAGINE HOW RED MY CHEEKS TURNED!!! Oh, and remember i wasn't alone, 11 other people were waiting to talk to him while i was blushing like mad. So he signed my copy of Holy Wood and he signed the other people's stuff. When he was finished he approached me and started talking TO ME. Me. Little insignificant me. He asked me what i thought of the show, i said it was amazing and started telling him how i felt about him going into other methods of artistic expression. From there we talked about Antonin Artaud, the dadaists and Tristán Tzara. The other ones didn't have a clue what we were talking about and all of them stared really mean at me. I asked if he was ok (he fell during The Dope Show on his back) and he said "Uh, i don't know... no, i'm not" and i laughed. So silly huh?
Then i asked how did he feel about Vrenn... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4532961/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4532961/ Tue, 08 Feb 2005 19:44:33 PST Countdown to "With Teeth"... 83 days
Countdown to the show in Mexico... 103 days>



Mood: aagggghhhh
Listening to: Assemblage 23 - Dissapoint
Reading: "Fotografiks" br David Carson
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

The NIN show is official. June 2nd, 2005. Yeah i have wept since i find out. And have had mutliple orgasms. Strong ones.


Excuse while... shit.... i orgasm again *moans* Sorry.

So tomorrow i am meeting Marilyn Manson and i have NO IDEA what i am going to say. I'll probably make an ass out of myself and tell him how bad i wanna fuck him. Fucking including bondage, of course. Ok, so i am getting out of line...

That's it really. Sorry if you think this is shallow but i only update this when i feel it is really important... adn come on! What could be more important that NIN for the first time in Mexico?? My dream come true!
Shit... here comes another one...

<---- meathead's signature- So true.
With Teeth has a release date, as stated by Trent Reznor:


Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4464046/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4464046/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 16:41:51 PST I just had an aneurism...>



Mood: aagggghhhh
Listening to: Velvet Acid Christ - Fun With Drugs
Reading: "Fotografiks" br David Carson
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

Today i recieved a wonderful gift!!! He-> sent me 3 fabulous CDs.
*oGhr-Welt
*Skinny Puppy-Back And Forth Series 2 yay!!!
*Skinny Puppy-Too Dark Park

I have to say i loved with all my little grey heart oGhr's Welt. It was nothing like i expected. I was a bit doubtful because i mean.. what can you expect of the left-overs (that sounds so very despective) of one of the greatest (ooohh i can already hear you purists complaining) bands in history. But i got my ass kicked by oGr, and i loved every minute of it!

Download Luscid, by oGhr. Now. It's vital for my existence
Changing subject... i am pissed off. No, seriously. I just got news that NIN (i know you are tired of me talking about trent but let me ramble in peace dammit!) is playing Coachella. I was planning to go since november when rumors started to echo from here to there. But now i am INDEED pissed off because i have NO MONEY and Nine Inch Nails is headlining day two and there is also the fact THAT I HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM LIVE!!! And i am dying. Sorry. I want to gooooo!!!!!!!!!! please? compasion? anyone? damn.

Today i was asked something that got me deep into thinking: "What are you afraid of?" I have to say i am not afraid of tangible things (eg. bees, heights, water, you name it), but of feelings. Situations, i think.
I am terrified of losing my apreciation for art. Or that someday my interest for art will die. Or that my "ability" (if i have such) for creating art will disappear.
I am shit scared of being like "them". With their abercrombie clothes and mini coopers, so very oblivious of everything around them. Their stupidity knows no boundries.
I am afraid of ignorance.
I am shit scared of hate. Hate is just... what hate can provoke, not even love can updo (is that the word?). Hate is just hate, there should not be such feeling.
I am afraid of someday losing my sight or ear. I could not bear an exsitence without watching another movie, to be delighted by one more paint, one more musical piece. I could not bear an existence qithout the presence of noise.
I am afraid of now being able to speak. To express myself. I am afraid of censorship. Violent one, anyway.
I am afraid of never stop being (or feeling) alone. It is so very painful, i know one day it'll stop. What scares me it that it never will.
I am shit scared (i think this is the strongest one) that art will some day die. Or that one day its true nature will die. That one day art is going to be pimped around to sell McBurgers and Make Up. Or that i'll simply be forgoten and put in the past.
I am shit scared of art dying.


So, tell me... what are you afraid of?


<---- meathead's signature- So true.
With Teeth has a release date, as stated by Trent Reznor:


Erased.Over.Out. ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4400877/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4400877/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 08:44:37 PST I just had an aneurism...>



Mood: aagggghhhh
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - The Perfect Drug
Reading: "Fotografiks" br David Carson
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

Imagine my surprise and utter happiness when i woke up, turned my PC on and found this waiting for me:

AAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! !!!! oh my god! I am not a very excitable person, but right now i think i could just burst with joy! Words can hardly express how very HAPPY i am.

After that little insight on my state of mind... yes, i was banned but i am back now. Sorry for not replying to your comments before.
HEY YOU ALL!! I am very dissapointed I asked you to ask me three questions and you didn't do it... so i am going to give it a try once more:
A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything

^^And that's an order.

yay happy!
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~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4359299/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4359299/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 10:42:49 PST Following 's orders...



Mood: aagggghhhh
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - The New Flesh
Reading: "Fotografiks" br David Carson
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

[link]!!!!!! I AM A JEALOUS BITCH ON A HOMICIDAL RAMPAGE!!!!! I just need tov ent it here: NIN is performing 2 lvie shopws @ the Astoria in London. And i am NOT going to eb there.
Could my life be more miserable??? I want so much to see Trent perform live. In the 7 years i've been a fan, i have never seen them live. EVER. Will i ever be granted this wish?
And i've decided that if Trent doesn't come down here, i'll fly over to the states. But i have to watch them live.
GODDAMMIT!!!!!

Ok, once the childish rant is over, on to other things:
OK ENOUGH ALREADY!!! I have had it with this tsunami thing. Yes, a lot of people died, yes you think it is a tragedy, yes oh poor people and YES i do not feel sorry about it.
You will think of me as a cold bitch from hell, but really, have you ever wondered why it happened?! Because of the overpopulation. It couldn't be more obvious. This "disasters" happen to solve a problem. It's nature's course. Nature comes up with this situations to keep the homeostasis.
So no, i am not sorry for Asia.
Were you sorry when McDonald's was responsible for the extintion of more tha 500,000 acres in Nigeria?
Are you sorry when you shoot a poor dear in the head when you go hunting with your fucking father?!
Are you sorry such things as vivisection happen?
No you are NOT.
So don't ask me to be sorry for those people. They deserved it.
And so do we.
What else? Oh, yeah: i have sumbited my contest entry @ my school. I'm sure i wont win.

That's all. Now, on to following orders:
A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything

^^And that's an order.
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*STARFUCKERS*
http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4287596/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 16:16:02 PST The idea i shamlessly stole from 's journal



Mood: BoReD
Listening to: Ely Guerra - Quiereme Mucho
Reading: "The Wall" by Jean-Paul Sartre
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

News mortals!
I have won a ticket to the Marilyn Manson show next February 9th with a Backstage pass, so expect LOTS OF PHOTOGRAPHS.
I was planning to enter the Winterdream contest here @ DA but deadline has arrived. Dammit.
I have changed my avatar.
I still have to take that damned photograph of "Mexican Traditions". I swear i am not going to win because i chose las muertas de juarez (the dead women in Juarez) as my subject (i know you catch the irony) and i BET MY LIFE i am going to be victim of censorship.
On to other subjects.. i present you: another one of those polls...

1. FIRST NAME? Jimena

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yeah... Not after someone like "oh i was named after my grandmother" or anything. Jimena is the Cid's muse in "El Cantar del Mio Cid", the first novel ever written in spanish.

3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Only in special ocassions
4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? Middle one, of course. It is my hand's mouth.
5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? Last Night, when i remember things or when i think a lot, which usually happens a lot. It also had to do with me watching "Le Fati Ignoranti" one of the most beautiful italian movies ever.

6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? It's very uncommon (have you seen the previews on my written stuff ):

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Sandwich.
8. ANY BAD HABITS? Biting my nails, self-harm... i tend to say what i think and sometimes that "hurts" people.

9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? The Calling/Limp Bizkit/Creed or something among those lines

10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? No.

11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL? uhhmm....

12. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE YOU WOULD NOT TELL? Yes... i am sorry.

13. DO LOOKS MATTER? Regardless to what people say, yes they do. Would you go out with someone who hasn't taken a bath in 3 weeks?! Yeah, thats what i thought.
14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? See bad habbits, second answer, starts with an "s" and ends with a "m". Also screaming is good. Writing.
15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? Any art museum or the cinema.
16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? No. I don't trust anyone.

17. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? This ugly teddy bear that had one eye missing and was all bitten.

18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? All of them. The concept of school is stupid. Give me a book and i'll love it. BTW i fucking HATE geography... I HATE IT!

19. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? DA one. It's the only one.

20. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Need i answer?

21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? Oh yeah.

22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A MAN/WOMAN? Intelligence. Culture and the capacity of putting up with me and my emotional inestability.

23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Jay, jime.

24. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Been there, done that.

25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Hahahahaahaha no.

26. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? No, not physically and definately not emotionally. Mentally, i'd say yas. I defend my views and thoughts very strongly.
27. SHOE SIZE? 5 1/2 Mex measurements. Dunno what that would be in the US.

28. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? Three.

29. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? Creativity... and him. Dammit.

30. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Nine Inch Nails - The... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4111619/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4111619/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 12:28:29 PST The idea i shamlessly stole from 's journal



Mood: alone
Listening to: Prick - Wet Cat
Reading: "The Wall" by Jean-Paul Sartre
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

MUST ADD TO THE LIST:
*SKINNY PUPPY -THE GREATER WRONG OF THE RIGHT
*Rasputina - Frustration Plantation
I got them yesterday so, ADDED THEY ARE!
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Well, that and my books, my movies and art, which i'll be listing further on for now, i leave you with my pride and joy...

+ means these CDs i don't listen to anymore, but since i am a selfish bitch i am not throwing them away. Whether they suck or nut they are STILL MINE and they probably belong to a period in my life i call "the transision" when i was around 12 or something. Meaning i used to be a stupid kid who would listen to the backstreet boys and believe everything she was told. Fortunately i am awake now... Either they belong to this category or my taste has just matured. Or simply enough i don't like them anymore.
If anyone would like one of these, tell me so. I'd be more that glad to make a copy and send them to you.
The ones in black font are my ultimate favorites.
If anyone would like one of these, tell me so. I'd be more that glad to make a copy and send them to you.

*30 Seconds to Mars - 30 Second to mars
*A Perfect Circle - Thirteenth Step
*A Perfect Circle - eMOTIVE
*Adema - Adema++
*A Knight's Tale OST++
*Aerosmith - Nine Lives++
*After Forever - Prison of Desire
*AFI - Sing The Sorrow
*Amores Perros OST
*Armaggedon OST++
*Apocalyptica - Inquisition Symphony
*Apocalyptica - Reflections
*Audioslave - Audioslave
*Blink 182 - Enema of the State++
*Bloodhound Gang - Hooray for Boobies++
*Bush - Golden State
*Björk - Selmasongs
*Björk - Vespertine
*Björk - Greatest Hits
*Café Tacvba - Cuatro Caminos
*Café Tacvba - Avalancha de Éxitos
*The Calling - Camino Palmero+++ (please don't hit me )
*The Cardigans - Gran Turismo
*Children of Bodom - Follow the Reaper
*Cold - 13 Ways to Bleed Onstage
*Coldplay - Parachutes
*Chevelle - Wonder What's Next++
*The Cranberries - Bury the Hatchet++
*Creed - Weathered++++++
*The Cure - Singles
*The Cure - The Cure
*Dark Tranquility - Exposures 2CD Live
*Dave Navarro - Trust No One++
*Def Leppard - Vault++
*Default - The Fallout++
*Deftones - White Pony
*Depeche Mode - Live 101 2CD
*Depeche Mode - Songs of Faith and Devotion
*Depeche Mode - Violator
*Depeche Mode - Ultra
*Depeche Mode - Exciter
*Diary of Dreams - Moments of Bloom
*Devil Doll- The Girl Who Was... Dead
*Drowning Pool - Sinner
*Dashboard Confessional - The Places That You've Come to Fear the Most++
*Eminem - The Marshall Mathers LP
*Eminem - The Eminem Show++
*Evanescence - Falling++++++++
*The Family Values Tour 1999++++
*The Foo Fighters - There Is Nothing Left To Lose
*G3 Live
*Godhead - 2000 Years of Human Error
*Goo Goo Dolls - Dizzy Up The Girl
*Goo Goo Dolls - Gutterflower++
*The Gathering - Mandylion
*Goth... is What You Make It (one)
*Haggard - Eppur Si Muove
*H.I.M - Greatest Love Songs 666
*H.I.M. - Love Metal
*H.I.M. - Razorblade Romance
*H.I.M. - Solitary Man (single)
*The Hives - Veni Vidi Vicious
*Harry Potter and the Sorcerer´s Stone OST
*Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets OST
*Hoobastank - Hoobastank++
*Jimmy Eat World - Jimmy Eat World
*Korn - Issues (signed. I am selling this CD so if you want it let me know)++
*Korn - Untouchables+++
*Kill Bill vol.1 OST
*Kill Bill vol. 2 OST
*Kaizers Orchestra - Singles, BSides and Rarities
*Kronos... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4028615/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/4028615/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 16:14:19 PST Taken from ' journal

Mood: alone
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - Ruiner (demo)
Reading: "A Season In Hell" by Arthur Rimbaud
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

"If the child is five or more of the things on the list, they must be "saved" immediately"

-Frequently wears black clothing.
dammit

-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
shit.. i do that. Especially my NIN t-shirt :S

-Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or nail-polish.
No lipstick though...

-Wears any odd, silver jewellery or symbols. Some of these include: reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles, ankhs or various other Satanic worshipping symbols.
i wear a pentagram but it's not satanic dammit. How many times do i have to explain this shit? It represent the universal man with its arms open. Every end of the star represents the five elements of life: water, air, fire, knowledge and finally spirit. is that clear you ignorant sheep?

-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
men with piercings and tattoos... Women though, there are very few who actually look good with piercings and/or tattoos. Such as my girlfriend Angelina Jolie
As for myself, i look good in neither

-Listens to Gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
Since when did MM steal my birth-given title?!?!

-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.
There's the group which i shall say i rather fit in

-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
Sports... im too lazy. As for prayer and the bible... the bible is just a book in my eyes. And prayer... i don't fancy talking to an illusion.

-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.
How can i not show an interest in death when it is so very fascinating??? Witchcraft... rites to mother nature? I am not a wiccan but my god is nature so...

-Takes drugs.
If caffeine counts, then yes, i am a junkie.

-Drinks alcohol.
Nope. Never found the pleasure or interest in it.

-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
I am doing a major in serial killing.... And we are all suicidal, just in different degrees.

-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. (This is a satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ehem... no comments there...

-Complains of boredom.
Sometimes in does get tedious. But then you find art that inspires you and it all makes sense again...

-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
What is the range? Please inform...

-Is excessively awake during the night.
Night is poetic. How could one resist it?

-Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light. (This pertains to vampires promoting the idea that His light is of no use.)
PUTO SOL!!!! just when it is overly bright...

-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
you want me to shit with the fucking door opened?!

-Spends large amounts of time alone.
I do. Not by choice though...

-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your chid may speak to evil sprits through meditation.)
The time given to art is sacred. Dont fucking bother me.

-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.
Well yeah... adults are plain stupid (NOTE: this test was written by adults)

-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this.
All puppets. Priest authority? Well, if raping a 5 year old makes yo... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3918291/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3918291/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 16:15:00 PST The feeling of soft paper under my fingertips is orgasmic

Mood: doent even come near
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - Ruiner (demo)
Reading: "A Season In Hell" by Arthur Rimbaud
Watching: Nine Inch Nails. And All That Could Have Been

I lift it. I feel it. I see it's beauty.

It is finally here. In my hands. And it is so very... surreal.
My fingers shake as i strip it from its wrapping. So very soflty, slowly... i feel is break under my fingers and the sound of it is beautiful. I contemplate it.
I unfold it with extreme care. I cannot believe i have it in my hands. I take the booklet out and the smell of new paper is like perfume to me. The smell, the sound of the turning pages... the feeling of branad new paper under my fingertips is orgasmic. I stare at the art. It is such a very strong concept...

I pass the pages so softly I amaze myself. I stare at the CDs and contemplate their beauty.

I lift the first one and put it in the CD player... the first notes come and i feel like i am floating...

...The Downward Spiral Deluxe Edition is finally in my hands...
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*STARFUCKERS*
http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3918116/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 15:46:42 PST Mood: VERY HAPPY DOE
Listening to: The Postal Service - This Place Is A Prison
Reading: "A Season In Hell" by Arthur Rimbaud
Watching: La Finestra di Fronte



]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3787572/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3787572/ Mon, 08 Nov 2004 17:45:18 PST Mood: I.am.nothing.
Listening to: The Postal Service - This Place Is A Prison
Reading: "A Season In Hell" by Arthur Rimbaud
Watching: La Finestra di Fronte

My birthday is on Saturday.
My 17th birthday, and to be honest, i don't think i've done anything meaningful with my life.
I feel like i haven't accomplished anything. Not a single damned thing.

I am not trascendental, i am not special. Fuck special.
But then... what am i?

What i mean to say is... actually, i don't know what i am trying to say. Is just that I see everyone around me get out of those tiny holes they re ina nd somehow i am still in the same dark hole... and i am looking up but i can't find a way to get out and it is like i am being torn apart from the isnide and i am nothing.

I really don't think i am worth a thing.
I.am.nothing. No one cares, no one should. Not even I.

And art is my life, my passion. But am i really good at it? A while back i promised myself i would write anything that came into my mind, but i haven't kept that promise and i feel... guilty?
Am i just a pretencious bitch trying to be smarter that anyone?

Am i as creative as i think i am?
Am i an artist? Or should i just reject the title?
AND WHAT HAVE I ACCOMPLISHED WITH ALL MY BOOKS AND THEORIES AND MIND CRAP?!?! NOTHING!
And i feel i am being left out but i don't know from what.

What would happen if i were to let the life slowly drip from me? If i ended everything?

And i don't know what i am writing anymore just that i need to keep hitting the keyboard cause i feel that if i stop all this walls are going to fall down on me and the sound of the keys is like sound to my ears... but eventually it has to stop.


...Let the darkness come...


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*STARFUCKERS*
http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3512199/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 15:47:53 PDT
Mood: Utterly excited
Listening to: NIN - Im Looking Forward To Meeting You, Finally
Reading: "A Season In Hell" by Arthur Rimbaud
Watching: "Spring,Summer,Fall,Winter,Spring" dir. Kim Ki-duk

Yes, it is real. No it is not a dream. No, Trent is NOT fucking with our heads... it is confirmed: The long-awaited deluxe edition release of The Downward Spiral finally has a date: November 23rd.

And just when you thought life could not possibly get any better... guess what? IT DOES. Trent also has decided to release an audio DVD companion to this art jewel that will contain an image gallery, the closer DVD (surround audio version) and interviews with God himself. :yay:

AND... yes, there is an AND... The Downward Spiral Deluxe Editon will be a DOUBLE CD!!!! And disc 2 will contain B-Sides and Demos (yes demos, you did not read wrong) like Liar (the Reptile demo) and Heresy demo. More info here: [link]

After this little catharisis i will leave you to your own thoughts... i'm having a stroke right now, excuse me while i go do the Happy Dance...

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My friends:
http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3416459/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 18:39:40 PDT
Mood: Let's celebrate!
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - Where is Everybody?
Reading: "A Season In Hell" by Arthur Rimbaud
Watching: "Spring,Summer,Fall,Winter,Spring" dir. Kim Ki-duk

Today, 5 years ago, 'The Fragile' Mr. Michael Trent Reznor's master piece was released.
Today 5 years ago my life was changed because of this album, therefore i found it more than appropiate to write a few words in honour of this work of art.
Pure utter pain in it's most beautiful nature. Pain floods from the vocal chords of Reznor. This album is all about finding beauty in pain.

The Fragile is probably the best album i've ever heard. And believe me, if heard quite a few. Not just because of its experimental nature, but because of its EMOTIONAL nature. I've never been taken in such a rollercoaster of life and feelings and emotions that when i first listened to this album.

It opens with a powerful song: "Somewhat Damaged". It is filled with anger, rage... frustration. You can hear Trent singing: "where the fuck were you?!"... From the very beginning the album catches your attention. It is impossible to ignore it.

I could go on rambling about its importance and describing every song, trying to put what i feel like when i listen to them into words. But sadly, i can't. And even if i could, i won't. Cause i wont treat you like a stupid member of the audience expecting to listen WHY i think this album is the best ever created. I will leave you to your conclusions.

I love this album.
I want you to tell me why you love it.
Or why you don't

Either way..... HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY HALO 14!!!!!!
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My friends, the ever inspiring...
~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3371983/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3371983/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 17:56:53 PDT
Mood: I hate stupidity
Listening to: Placebo - My Sweet Prince
Reading: "A Season In Hell" by Arthur Rimbaud
Watching: "Spring,Summer,Fall,Winter,Spring" dir. Kim Ki-duk

I never expected it to happened. But it did.
I am screwed.

My scars were revealed. Everybody started talking. Not that i care really, i just don't like to go around advertising stuff. Like my current state of mind... damn bracelet....

So... the bracelet fell and my very new, very fresh and very red brand new wounds were exposed.
People who know me well enough know i hurt myself, it's no secret. Most of them know and there's nothign they can do about it. Get over it, and get over your pity towards me. I do it, it's my business.
That's why i dont go around showing them.
They also know my life revolves around art. Not that this is a relevant thing. Just they make some sort of connection between self-destruction and me being an artist. Don't know why... their brain is a true mystery to me--

But then... something really unexpected happens. A teacher of mine comes up to me and says: "What is it with you art kids?? You all go around hurting yourselves and cutting and making art out of every moment. Don't you see it is not normal? Why do you do it anyway? Don't you see it is wierd? That people don't like it?" Then he turns and he leaves.

WHAT WAS THAT??
This is the-- the-- the CLIMAX of stupidity. Ignorance at it's best. PREJUDICE reduced to a single action.

Do you find the utter ignorance in those words?! How can you generalize that way? How can you brand when you don't know a single thing about me?? And what is it with the whole "art kids" thing?? AAAGGGGHHHHHHHH

How can you have such a poor mind? Or lack of thereof!

Their brain is no mystery to me anymore, nor is their thinking process. They thrive on ignorance, on stupidity. As they say... ignorance truly is bliss.

I'm glad i woke up.
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My friends, the ever inspiring...
~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3292359/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3292359/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 20:45:09 PDT
Mood: ... numb...
Listening to: The Cure - Fascination Street (playing in my head)
Reading: "Memorias del Fuego pt. 3" by Eduardo Galeano
Watching: "Lost Highway" dir. David Lynch

I arrived @ 6:30 or so, the concert was supposed to start @ 8:00, but they didn't come out until 8:17 sharp.
So when i arrived i saw A LOT of people, i went and looked around... there were pretty cool t-shirts and stuff. I was amazed, there were so many cult fans. Some were dressed like R. Smith others were just about to break into tears cause they were so excited and i'm like: "wow it must be really amazing, as an artist, to know you have all of this people that constitute your fan base than have been following you from the very beggining..." i just can't imagine what it must be to have all these people sing your songs back at you and give you all of tha energy... people singing and knowing your lyrics by heart... THE LYRICS YOU WROTE... i mean, these people have been waiting for 25 YEARS to watch you perform... that's what i call true love it must be the greatest high ever. To know you affect these people like that...
So..I went on looking until 7:30 when i decided i should get going and get in. I got in and i just stood in a corner watching all these people... and i can't believe how much energy they put into this thing... real fans... i had never witnessed something like that. So much energy, so much awe... i'm just... they blew me away. I mean, i AM a fan, hell knows i've been waiting 6 years... but that doesn't even compare to 25 years of waiting to watch The Cure live...
Anyway, i got to my sit (which was at the back, but it could've been worse. Besides, who cares? i saw Mr. Smith perform live for fuck sakes!!) At 8:17 pm SHARP, finally, the lights go down... the audience starts screaming... i get goosebumps and i'm thinking... actually i'm not thinking, just feeling... and it's amazing, all this energy i feel around me... the very first note echoes around the venue... we are all screaming... waiting... thrilled... Robert Smith steps into the light and i almost have a stroke... He is wearing a black shirt and dark green pants, with His usual look: disheaveled hair, torn make-up. He is the poster-child of pain. i look into His eyes, He starts singing... and i can almost feel how He is amazed at the amount of people that is here just for him. He looks around while singing "Lost"... people are shouting, jumping... they've been waiting for this for 25 years and they are making it worthwile. The guy next to me is crying... i can understand, a silent agreement that we are all on another plan of exsistence right now.
The next song is "Plainsong", followed by "Labyrinth", after the latter ends we listen to the first notes of a song we've all been waiting to listen from the holy voice of Mr. Smith: "Fascination Street". At this point we are crawling out from our skins, our souls are in another plan... we are one with the music and we are singing along with Smith while He scans the crowd and puts all of His energy into the performance, just as we put all of our love into Him...and i keep jumping and screaming and singing and i think i'm going to faint from lack of oxygen but i keep singing... Next comes "From the Edge of the Deep Green Sea"... followed by "A Night like this" in which we are all obligated to jump in unison to the tune... i hear the venue exploding with the crowd singing "...i'm going to find if it takes me all night..." i feel the heat around me just to feel it increase when Mr. Smith and co. begin to play "The End of The World". The next few moments are sort of a blurry haze... i listen to the very beggining of "Love Song" and i can't stop myself, i start jumping and shouting singing along with Smith... "however far away, i will always love you, i will always love you", suddenly i feel my face wet and i realize i have been crying (sounds corny but it is true) throughout the song, my voice is broken but i don't care, i can't stop singing, not now... i keep singing at the top of my lungs and i feel like my vocal chords are going to explode but i dont care. I have been waiting for this for 6 years and this is my favourite song, so i keep on singing 'till i am out of breath. The guy next to me turns to watch me and we look at each other and smile. We are connected. We are not strangers anymore. There's an emotional connection between us now, through music. And it is utterly beautiful.
Next song is "In between Days", what foll... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3292304/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3292304/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 12:08:43 PDT
Mood: ... numb...
Listening to: The Cure - Fascination Street (playing in my head)
Reading: "Memorias del Fuego pt. 3" by Eduardo Galeano
Watching: "Lost Highway" dir. David Lynch

Ok so... yesterday i went to see The Cure and it was bloody awesome.

I cannot describe such experience, all i can say is that i can't believe i say Robert Smith live. He is awesome, they are all awesome.

So here's my review:
I arrived @ 6:30 or so, the concert was supposed to start @ 8:00, but they didn't come out until 8:17 sharp.
So when i arrived i saw A LOT of people, i went and looked around... there were pretty cool t-shirts and stuff. I was amazed, there were so many cult fans. Some were dressed like R. Smith others were just about to break into tears cause they were so excited and i'm like: "wow it must be really amazing, as an artist, to know you have all of this people that constitute your fan base than have been following you from the very beggining..." i just can't imagine what it must be to have all these people sing your songs back at you and give you all of tha energy... people singing and knowing your lyrics by heart... THE LYRICS YOU WROTE... i mean, these people have been waiting for 25 YEARS to watch you perform... that's what i call true love it must be the greatest high ever. To know you affect these people like that...
So..I went on looking until 7:30 when i decided i should get going and get in. I got in and i just stood in a corner watching all these people... and i can't believe how much energy they put into this thing... real fans... i had never witnessed something like that. So much energy, so much awe... i'm just... they blew me away. I mean, i AM a fan, hell knows i've been waiting 6 years... but that doesn't even compare to 25 years of waiting to watch The Cure live...
Anyway, i got to my sit (which was at the back, but it could've been worse. Besides, who cares? i saw Mr. Smith perform live for fuck sakes!!) At 8:17 pm SHARP, finally, the lights go down... the audience starts screaming... i get goosebumps and i'm thinking... actually i'm not thinking, just feeling... and it's amazing, all this energy i feel around me... the very first note echoes around the venue... we are all screaming... waiting... thrilled... Robert Smith steps into the light and i almost have a stroke... He is wearing a black shirt and dark green pants, with his usual look: disheaveled hair, torn make-up. He is the poster-child of pain. i look into his eyes, he starts singing... and i can almost feel how he is amazed at the amount of people that is here just for him. He looks around while singing "Lost"... people are shouting, jumping... they've been waiting for this for 25 years and they are making it worthwile. The guy next to me is crying... i can understand, a silent agreement that we are all on another plan of exsistence right now.
4 or 5 songs later, i listen to the very beggining of "Love Song" and i can't stop myself, i start jumping and shouting singing along with Smith... "however far away, i will always love you, i will always love you"... suddenly i feel my face wet and i realize i have been crying (sounds corny but it is true) i keep singing at the top of my lungs and i feel like my vocal chords are going to explode but i dont care. I have been waiting for this for 6 years and this is my favourite song, so i keep on singing 'till i am aout of breath. The guy next to me turn to watch me and we look at each other and smile. We are connected. We are not strangers anymore. There's an emotional connection between us now, through music. And it is utterly beautiful.
Next song is "Fascination Street" and i keep jumping and screaming and singing and i think i'm going to faint from lack of oxygen but i keep singing... and deep inside me i feel like i am whole. I am free in this scarce beautiful moments where my souls connects with 17,999 other souls and we are giving our energy to this amazing band that has been with us thorugh good and bad times. We are opening our hearts to them, we are begging them to come into our lives... they already did.
The show goes on... we go through a rollercoaster of emotions. From "Lost" which was the opening song, through "Wrong Number", "Three Imaginary Boys", "Until The End Of The World", "Fascination Street", "Love Song", "Pictures of you"... it's so amazing. There were 5 encores. Five. I assume the third one was supposed to be the last one, because Mr. Smith was... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3102080/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3102080/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 13:40:17 PDT
Mood: I'm fucking THRILLED
Listening to: The Mars Volta - De-loused In The Comatorium
Reading: "Memorias del Fuego pt. 3" by Eduardo Galeano
Watching: "Mullholand Drive" dir. David Lynch

I just rented a bunch of movies. I am impressed how beautiful this way of expression can be. A film can insipre so many things in a person. From complete disgust following a thorough stomach-emptying (also known as puking your fucking brains out until you have dispensed those really ugly distrurbing images of the film in question), to inspire you to create something or examine your views more closely. Even have new views, new beliefs and new ideas. This happened to me after i watched "Waking Life".

I've always been a HUGE fan of cinema. It's a very important part of my life. It is so that i am planning to go to film school (i just hope i pass the exam). Just for the record, the school which i want to go to has around 300,000 candidates per year. Only 50 pass the written exam. 11 pass the interview successfully (is that how it's spelled?). Only 7 get in. 3 are the number who actually GRADUATE.

But back to this thing i just suddenly felt the need to write down... Right... "Waking Life"... It is not the first time i've been moved by a film in this way. But i suddenly have the urge to write about this film in particular... i dont know why.

It has so many... ideas. Like a brainstorm. Each and everyone of those ideas hold this... depth. The film is basically about dreams. The oniric world. The world of the mind. And it is in that world that this... ideas... come to life. This guy... you see him waking up consantly. Dreaming he is dreaming. And he can't seem to wake up. But i think he doesn't want to wake up. As much as he thinks he wants to wake up, he really doesn't cause he is intregued... cause he is learning all this things... things he didn't even believed he could even come to think of. Things like the very same nature of our dreams. Their relevance... Its a pretty surrealistic film (i in my very humild opinion think it holds every statement written in the 'surrealistic manifesto' by André Bretón), even if the director didn't pretended it to be.

You have to see it. I... i can't describe this... experience... i've watched it quite a few times and everytime i watch it i discover something inside of me is awakened by one of the notions portrayed in the film.

I just hope if i ever get to make a movie... MY movie... i hope it's half as intelligent, deep and plain beautiful as this.

Watch it, you'll get a reaction. I promise...
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My very dear friends, the ever inspiring...
http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3074430/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 11:34:47 PDT
Mood: I'm fucking THRILLED
Listening to: Lost Acapulco - Olvidemos El Romance
Reading: "Memorias del Fuego pt. 3" by Eduardo Galeano
Watching: "Dogma" dir. Kevin Smith

ok... I got my ticket to see THE CURE!!!! FUCK YEAH!. On friday i went to a gig a friend of mine was playing at... his band it's called "Tsunami Royalties" (you should really check them out if you like surf). It was at the Alicia (which is a legendary place for gigs here in Mexico) and he introduced me to Lost Acapulco... wow! They are so cool. They are a surf band and are like... a living underground legend down here. Anyway, i got to tell them my mother wanted to hire them for the opening of this place she's setting up... it's going to be cool i guess.

Anyway, i'm so busy right now. I have to get Café Tacvba as soon as possible (she wants to hire this guys too). I just submitted a new crappy cell phone pic. Ok... i'm out.
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MY DEAR FRIENDS....
...INCREDIBLY TALENTED PEOPLE:
http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/3012121/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 12:39:19 PDT
Mood: I'm fucking THRILLED
Listening to: Pop Will Eat Itself - Underbelly
Reading: "Memorias del Fuego pt. 3" by Eduardo Galeano
Watching: "It's All About Love" dir. Thomas Vinterberg

Ok so where to start?? KISS is coming to Mexico too, August 17th and i'm definately there... THE CURE!!! OH MY FUCKING GOD! I've been waiting for this since i have memory... and now it's happening... i'm just so excited i mean... ROBERT SMITH FOR FUCK'S SAKES!!! Robert FUCKING Smith is going to set foot in MY country! Can life get ANY better??

Craddle of Filth September 7th... weeeeee!
..and TONIGHT i'm going to go see... LACRIMOSA! definately a good year regarding to concerts,right?

Also my DA subscription has been activated (weeeee!!!!)

I've got Phtoshop CS and i have no FUCKING idea what to do with it (i know, some most of you are going to call me a fucking ignorant but i REALLY need someone to tell me how the fuck to use the goddammned program)

That's it for today.... (i still can't believe i'm going to see The Cure live.... fuck... this is so surreal..)

P.S. I'VE GOT A TICKET!!!! I'M SOOOOO HAPPY!
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MY DEAR FRIENDS....
...INCREDIBLY TALENTED PEOPLE:
~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/2765679/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/2765679/ Fri, 30 Jul 2004 20:43:26 PDT Realization strikes me like a fucking shred of glass stuck in my heart threating it to tear it open and spill it's blood in YOUR hands. Only in yours. Because it knows it's owner...

"But what kind of realization, pray tell, can trigger such sentiments??", you must be asking. And i shall answer: The realization of being alone.

It's no news to me, somehow i already knew it, it's just that i had never REALLY felt it. I AM ALONE. Completely and utterly alone. And as i open my eyes to the situation i feel like i might die. I stand, silently watching other people. Envying them. Hating them, for they have someone whereas i do not. Fuck them.

I never really understood the word "loneliness", until now. Until i see you and realize that there is no one out there for me, no one who cares. The one i've subconsiously chosen to give my entire existence to do not realizes the kind of power he holds over me. You don't care, they don't care. But then again... why should they... why should YOU??

As i feel my heart break into pieces i see you. Not see you, but watch you. I observe you, i watch every little movement you make, i listen to every sound you make, as if trying to learn them by heart... like if i didn't knew them already. It's the worst thing i've ever felt. My world and my soul are breaking and you are just standing there looking perfect, like no one can harm you. You ARE perfect.

I hurt so much. I try, it try so hard not to notice you, to let you go... but i can't. My heart is so broken i can almost listen to its pieces as they hit the ground, breaking into a million shreds of useless waste you just kick aside, cause they are in your way.

I'm so cold, i don't know why. I feel empty. Somehow i gather the strength to pick up the pieces of my heart and i give them to you. When do i do it? I don't know. But you have them... How can you do this to me? How can you break me and not even notice? How dare you inflict such pain in me, how dare you take the only thing that was mine: my heart... how dare you claim me and not even know??

I FUCKING HATE YOU. I LOATHE YOU. I DESPISE YOU. I WANT MY MIND BACK!!!!
...I---
I-- I love you... fuck you.
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INCREDIBLY TALENTED PEOPLE OUT THERE:

~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/2711468/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/2711468/ Tue, 22 Jun 2004 10:01:32 PDT And i quote:
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"Friends,
We're a week away from the nationwide opening of "Fahrenheit 9/11" and not a day goes by where we don't have some new battle to fight thanks to those who are still working overtime to keep people from seeing this film. What's their problem? Are they worried about something?

A Republican PR firm has formed a fake grassroots front group called "Move America Forward" to harass and intimidate theater owners into not showing "Fahrenheit 9/11." These are the same people who successfully badgered CBS into canceling the Reagan mini-series a few months ago. And they are spending a ton of money this week to threaten movie theaters who even think about showing our movie.

As of this morning, a little over 500 theaters have agreed to show the movie beginning next Friday, June 25. There are three national/regional theater chains who, as of today, have not booked the movie in their theaters. One theater owner in Illinois has reported receiving death threats.

The right wing usually wins these battles. Their basic belief system is built on censorship, repression, and keeping people ignorant. They want to limit or snuff out any debate or dissension. They also don't like pets and are mean to small children. Too many of them are named "Fred."

This new nut group is the Right's last hope in limiting how many people can see this movie. All of their other efforts have failed. Let's recap:

1. Roger Friedman at FOX News reported that the head of the company which first agreed to fund our film “got calls from Republican friends” pressuring them to back out. And they did. But... Miramax immediately picked up the film! Except...

2. Michael Eisner, the chairman of Disney, then blocked Miramax (a company owned by Disney) from releasing the film once it was finished. But... public attention and embarrassment forced Disney to let the Weinstein brothers of Miramax find another distributor! But...

3. Instead of a new distributor stepping right in -- as all the media predicted would happen -- it took another month to find distributors who would take on this movie. A number of other distributors, thanks to various pressures, were afraid to get involved. It looked for a while that we would be distributing this ourselves. But then Lions Gate and IFC Films rode in to the rescue!

So, we have beaten back all attempts to kill this movie, and the only thing in the way of you now seeing "Fahrenheit 9/11" is this Republican big-money front group trying to force theaters not to show the movie.

Please, contact your local theaters and let them know you want to see "Fahrenheit 9/11." Tell them that some people don't know that this is America and that we believe in freedom of speech and the importance of ALL voices being heard. (The members of MoveOn.org—an ACTUAL grassroots organization—have done a very cool thing. They are pledging to send a message to theater owners and are planning to attend a showing of the film on its opening weekend.)

I appreciate their efforts, but you don’t have to be a member of MoveOn to help stop this effort to keep “Fahrenheit 9/11” from making it to screens across the country. If a theater in your area is planning to show the film, just give them a call and thank them for standing up for the freedom of speech. If your local theater isn't showing the film, call them and let them know that you would like to see it and you'd like them to show it.

The White House and their minions in our media have presented one distorted version of the truth after another for the past four years. All we are asking for is the right to show what they HAVEN'T shown us, the real truth. The truth that ain't pretty (and is, sadly, damningly hilarious).

On top of all this, the MPAA gave the film an "R" rating. I want all teenagers to see this film. There is nothing in the film in terms of violence that we didn't see on TV every night at the dinner hour during the Vietnam War. Of course, that's the point, isn't it? The media have given the real footage from Iraq a "cleansing" -- made it look nice, easy to digest. Mario Cuomo has offered to be our lawyer in appealing this ruling by the MPAA. Frankly, I would like to think the MPAA is saying that the actions by the Bush administration are so abhorrent and revolting, we need to protect our children from seeing what they have done. In that case, the film should be rated NC-17!

However it turns out, I trust all of you teenagers out there will find your way into a theater to see this movie. If the government believes it is OK to send slightly older teenagers to their deaths in Iraq, I thin... ]]> ~reznor-is-god http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/2705056/ http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/2705056/ Sun, 20 Jun 2004 15:35:06 PDT
He writes articles cursing the saints and preaches speeches attacking the buisness of selling land in Heaven. When he assumed the presidency of Uruguay, he had no choice but to say an oath to god and the bible, but few minutes afterwards he cleared that he didn't believe in any of that.

José Batlle y Ordoñez rules insulting the powerful of Heaven and Earth. The Church has promised him a very good spot in Hell: they'll burn the enterprises nationalized by him, and they'll burn the enterprises who are forced to pay taxes and respect the workers and their working schedule of 8 hours; and the Devil himself will be the man who will claim vengance upon the offenses commited by Batlle on the men.

"He is legalizing the libertine"- say his enemies, when Batlle approves the law that states that women are free to divorce whenever they want.

"He is destroying the family"- they say, when Batlle extends the right of heritage to natural-born offsprings.

"A woman's brain is inferior"- they say, when Batlle creates the University for Women and when he anounces that very, very soon, women will be given the right to vote, so that the Urugayan democracy doesn't walk with only one leg anymore and so women won't be forever minors that are passed down from the father to the hands of the husband.
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Let me know what you think. I think Galeano is a great writer, he has this sense of black humor... i love his work.
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Kickass artists:

http://reznor-is-god.deviantart.com/journal/2685784/ Thu, 17 Jun 2004 22:12:07 PDT
ø AND ALL THAT COULD HAVE BEEN ø

Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe i'll disappear
Tried to fade in the snow... you won't find me
Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what i've done

I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was...
..and all that could have been

Please, take this
And run far away, far away from me
I am tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All this pieces...
...And promises...
....And left-behinds
If only i could see
In my nothing
You meant everything
... everything to me...

I'm fading
Everything
and all that could have been
...could have been...

Please, take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am...
... tainted...
And happiness
And peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All this pieces...
...And promises...
...And left-behinds...
If only i could see
In my nothing
You meant everything...

...everything to me...
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Sort of calmed my demons, even if its just for a moment...

I uploaded the TR anagram and my Alucard painting

Still waiting for you...
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Misery is the same. Pain doesn't seem to be mitigating. Heart is as grey as always...

...Still waiting...

Goodbye. ]]> ~reznor-is-god