http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:rider-on-the-storm&section=today deviantART RSS for by:rider-on-the-storm en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 23 Nov 2009 13:10:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/27389094/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/27389094/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 09:25:25 PDT but feeling better.
here is something i wrote awhile back.

its just a bottle of whiskey
untouched inbetween them
wading with a lonesome
so warm

and the burn that goes down
like the sun in a ghost town
is overcome by the wiskey
exhale

day falls and the fire still burns
crackling and dancing
to a rhythm ive never heard
before.
-

yeah it feels unfinished
and feel like a song but whatever.
take care.

]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/25969050/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/25969050/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 17:13:28 PDT on this little ol' rock called Madeline Island
in lake superior for the last two weeks.
Nothing but drinking, spanging *spare changing* people
For some more booze, sleeping outside in sleeping bags
Smoked a bunch, cliff jumped, found sanctuary and food in a 24 hour opened church
And all we had to do was wash the dishes afterword’s.
You know, show some fucking respect and all.
Met so many new and interesting people,
OPEN CONTAINER LAW!
Got a disorderly for having too much of a good time,
Partied at Moe’s Place-
all in all an astounding time.

Then
I come home to the news of my grandmother passing.
Instant depression.
This fucking sucks and i cant understand it.
i no longer have grandparents, with the death of my grammy
Charlotte Quesenberry.

Rest In Peace

]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/24696713/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/24696713/ Mon, 11 May 2009 01:46:23 PDT i feel like im stuck in this joy-forsaken town.
im so tired
of everything and everyone, its a good feeling
to just actually say what i mean.
vent, if you will.
honesty is a failing virtue, now,
and it seems useless and "god-forbid"
but when givin', offensive and uncalled for.
i tried selflessness for a long time
that ended when my heart exploded.
also, my friends sicken me
how can you talk shit about each other
like attention whores scourging with words
behind the backs of everyone,
and everyone is too fucking dumb to realize
...or care, im sure.
its not natural to assume you annoy your friends, is it?
or assume you're wanted in only small amounts of time.
I wish i had an income, a job *i cant believe im saying this*
or just a distraction from myself, really.
have you ever felt so alone, yet you are not?
i have friends, family and the great outdoors to my expense
but my mind is in the void, jumped ship, desolated in abandonment.
i feel a bit like a leech
no, rather a very adaptable chameleon
confused in its environment.
my spirit has been in a funk and
this brings me even more displeasure/confusion/anger..
possibly though, bitterness and apathy are advent
in(my)life.

i wanna be like a ghost
exposed in the light,
discordant in the agreement of being.
a fugitive of the mortal law,
adrift purposeless with a fading smile.

oh wait,
thats happening.

]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/23457012/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/23457012/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 18:53:26 PST description would but make it less;
tis what i feel, but cant define,
tis what i know, but cant express."

this is hanging somehwere in my house
its my grandmothers
says its real old.

i dont know if its by Porteus
*whoever the fuck that it*
but its old fashioned
and real cute.

being in love...


]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/22446395/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/22446395/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 05:28:57 PST ive found my heart.

<---See!



here's a little something from my good friend Fred-

"O man, take care!
What does the deep midnight declare?
"I was asleep—
From a deep dream I woke and swear:—
The world is deep,
Deeper than day had been aware.
Deep is its woe—
Joy—deeper yet than agony:
Woe implores: Go!
But all joy wants eternity—
Wants deep, wants deep eternity."

]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/21810520/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/21810520/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 04:47:40 PST
havent seen you guys in awhile
i mean, ive stopped by now and then
but not as much as i use to, no no no.

I have been pretty good
living a bums lifestyle to be exact.
no job, no school, no worries. traveling from here and there
ill be heading to Altoona PA around christmas
and come january ill be in Oregon. I dont know for how long but its not my grave.
Been partying excessively for the past...well, year.
2008 is a blur, memories are scattered like puzzle shards
or shiny rain. it has been a wild time and i wouldnt change anything, not even for everything...if that makes sense.
ummmm inspiration has been hard to find
whenever something is conjured up it feels recycled
same old shit. and most of my ideas are hard to put down once a pen is in my possession. its like magic, the way i lose thought.

Winter has come back
so that means i await seasonal depression ahahah
it always happens in winter, so its nothing new.
maybe my sad state can manifest something fresh, or philosophically entertaining. i know when im on that train west
and i am hopped up on uppers and downers and hallucy's ill be stuffing my eyes with so many books i better write something.

um
i am Belial
not the person, more so the definition
and i love it.

]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/18733111/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/18733111/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 15:12:24 PDT like a canopy
hanging over
my bed of dreams;
spotless no more.
as if you were a chandelier
swaying in the stars,
& polished so immaculate on my skin.

notice my eyes, wide like oceans
staring off into pain
further now, past memory
and nestled in my hallow brain.

now my blood
shoots to the air
when you pause in flail,
like a spell on my empirical eyes
and all my satire stares.

yet you were there
decorated in a plethora of shades,
a tongue of fire,
a Venus incarnated
by the needles sting.

but your interest with fear might curve for prudence
despite your vicious vomiting
being materialized
and reduced to tears.

Girls

Play

Sing

Fall.
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i was listening to the velvet underground and got some... idea's
written a few months ago.
be kind.

]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/17833957/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/17833957/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 14:32:53 PDT
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in italics after the song name.

...i dont know how to put things in Italics, sorry.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"lies" - The Black Keys
i probably would lie.

2. How would you describe yourself?
"A crater to cough in" - Circle Takes The Square
sounds about correct

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
"My Generation" - The Who
...i prefer older gals

4. How do you feel today?
"Blowin' in the wind" - Bob Dylan
so fitting

5. What is your life's purpose?
"This Charming Man" - The Smiths
i dont believe people when they say I'm charming. Guess i do now?

6. What is your motto?
"Insane and Speechless" - Moros Eros
my life incarnate

7. What do your friends think of you?
"Crazy little thing called love" - Queen
i suppose.

8. What do you think of your parents?
"Thats the way" - Led Zeppelin
Truth, and that sucks.

9. What do you think about very often?
"The end has no end" - The Strokes
all of my answers have been dead on. I'm quite lucky

10. What is 2 + 2?
"Like a prayer" - Madonna
oh god.

11. What do you think of your best friend?
"Inception of the Flagitious" - Element
my love for him is loud and chaotic.

12. What do you think of the person you like?
"Here's to the Atom Bomb (Alt) - The Smashing Pumpkins
pretty.

13. What is your life story?
"Drug your love" - Superjoint Ritual
hell yes, the two necessities i need.

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Big Bopper Anthems" - Maps & Atlases
...

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"No Sleeves" - Les Savy Fav
i have no witty comment for this one.
sorry to disappoint.

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Version" - Incubus
i will be super drunk when this song comes on.

17. What will they play at your funeral?
"The Devil Loves You" - (good) A.F.I
i planned on seeing him, anyways!

18. What is your hobby/interest?
"Heart in the hand of the matter" - And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead
..
warning shoplifters, we do not prosecute shoplifters, our policy is to execute them.

19. What is your biggest fear?
"Robot Chant" - Mowgai
secrets out.

20. What is your biggest secret?
"Seasons in the Sun" - Terry Jacks
Not telling you what that means.

21. What do you think of your friends?
"Holidays in the sun" - The Sex Pistols.
that answer is the tits

22. What will you post this as?
"Everybody's Down" - No Age
Heh! Great song, alright title

]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/16893282/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/16893282/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 04:00:12 PST ----------------------------------------

well well sitting in hell
or so it seems. Tearing myself away at the seams
the boredom diverts me from my dreams.
I’ve been wondering in my head
for countless hours on end
sleepless on my bed waiting for morning to begin, again and again.
I have been sitting in front of this monitor in an awkward fashion
one leg falling into a needlelike comatose
My glass of water, depleting, trying to survive my endless struggle
A nocturnal haven for the thinker
in front of this resplendent screen.
I waste thru days and endure the night
wishing for the outside world, to chill and be a little extraverted.
I observe my straying away from any family encounters
With what little jiminy cricket I have left.
Irony. No type of metal about it, just the guilt of another wasted day
In the everyday life of me.

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fuck you and the bitch you fell from.
sorry. ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/15866533/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/15866533/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 17:18:18 PST ----------------------------------------

so i have been writing a lot lately, just refreshing my mind and my hand at this unpredicable art.
winter doesnt help much.
just kind of sets my mood into misery. but i wonder if other people go thru the same type of emotional exchange during a random time of the year.
Like in manifold patterns...or something less retarded.

in other nonsense
for the past month or so, i have been full of doubt about reality.
because i would sometimes catch myself in daydreams and lose sight of what i was doing before being embraced by random thought.
its kind of scary, as if forgetting everything for a moment and being completely confused and in distant of the now.

well thats me venting.
take care

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Damn, feeling ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/14901740/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/14901740/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 16:21:18 PDT ----------------------------------------

Okays, so I stole this from Ember because I am beyond bored

1. YOUR NAME:
James

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 4 letters of real name)
jame... (QUACK NASTY!)

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
red wolf (neat...)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)
Daniel Century

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your first name,
first 3 letters of mom's maiden name.)
Jam Zun

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink.)
Turquoise Jack Daniels?!?

7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (Mother's middle name and father's middle name)
Virginia Scott

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (the name of your pets then the word black)
Boots Black.
...Best one yet!

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Damn, feeling ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/14647907/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/14647907/ Sat, 15 Sep 2007 17:05:57 PDT ----------------------------------------

i have been on this earth.
the 12th was my bee day and it was short and nice.
ice cream cake and chips with salsa.

splended.

what did all of you do with your 20th celebration of your birth?

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Damn, feeling ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/14092427/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/14092427/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 15:08:11 PDT ----------------------------------------

LAYER ONE:
Name: James
Birthplace: Napa Valley, California
Birthday: 12th September
Gender: Male
Eye Color: Brown (with a little green or so i am told)
Hair Color: Dark Brown.
Height: 5'10
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Elemental Sign: Earth, i think
Chinese Zodiac Sign: Rabbit!!
LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: I am a mut, bitch yeah!
The shoes you wore today: No shoes today
Your fears: Being insatiable
Your perfect meal: Starburst and Jack Daniels
Goal you'd like to achieve: to love and be loved

LAYER THREE:
What is…
Your first thought waking up: "ahh fuck"
Your best physical feature: my butt?
Your bedtime: Whenever i say
Your most missed memory: my childhood.

LAYER FOUR:
Do you prefer..
Pepsi or Coke: both goes well with Jack
McDonald's or Burger King: BK!! Rodeo burgers are the shit
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: Neither..eww.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no thanks
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Macadamian COOKIES!

LAYER FIVE:
Do/Did you...
Smoke: yes sir
Cuss: Yes. like a sailor
Sing: whenever i hear a song that i know
Take a shower: Yes.
Have a crush: yeah, but its going nowhere cause i am a chicken shit.
Think you've been in love: yup
Want to go to college: Been there, done that.
Liked high school: i enjoyed it
Want to get married: Someday.
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're attractive: No sir, but i have been told i am quite good looking.
Think you're a health freak: Not really.
Get along with your parent(s): Yus. my father
Like thunderstorms: LOVE thunderstorms
Play(ed) an instrument: I wish i learned how to play the harmonica.

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: Yes.
Smoked: yes
Done a drug: Mhmm.
Had Sex: yep
Made Out: Oh yes.
Gone on a date: not really.
Gone to the mall?: Nope
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Gross.
Eaten sushi: Never ever
Been on stage: nope.
Been dumped?: No.
Made homemade cookies: No.
Gone skinny dipping: No.
Dyed your hair: No.
Stolen anything: Starburst. why buy them when they're so easy to steel

LAYER SEVEN:
In a guy/girl... A girl for me.
Best eye color?: Green or Blue
Best hair color?: Dark Red or blonde.
Short or long hair?: Hmm depends.
Height: doesnt matter.
Best weight: Who cares?
Best articles of clothing: short shirts that show off sexy midriffs
Best Qualities: A sense of humour, open-minded. Oh and she likes me...

LAYER EIGHT:
Number of...
Number of drugs taken illegally: 3
Number of piercings: 0
Number of tattoos: None yet.
Number of times name was in newspaper: A couple of times.
Number of scars on my body: Under ten.
Number of things in my past that I regret: Nothing, ever
Number of things I hate myself for: Holding back

LAYER NINE:
If I were...
If I were a month I would be: Late September
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday.
If I were a time of day I would be: 10:00 pm
If I were a planet I would be: The Sun. ahahaha
If I were an animal I would be: A badass wolf
If I were a direction I would be: omnidirectional
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: bean bag chair.
If I were a sin I would be: Lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: anyone from the 60's
If I were a liquid I would be: Fountian of youth
If I were a tree I would be: Bonsai or Redwood
If I were a flower/plant I would be: hyacinth
If I were a kind of weather I would be: Autumn, Afternoon
If I were a musical instrument I would be: Drum kit
If I were an emotion I would be: Apathy
If I were a color I would be: Turquoise
If I were a vegetable I would be: A carrot.
If I were a sound I would be: Acoustic resonance
If I were an element I would be: Air
If I were a car I would be: Corvette Stingray
If I were a song I would be: "Jaya Shiva Shankarah" by John Fahey!!
If I were a movie I would be directed by: Tim Burton.
If I were a book I would be written by: George Orwell
If I were a food I would be: Juuuust Right Soup.
If I were a place I would be: the beach.
If I were a material I would be: who cares.
If I were a taste I would be: Mix Berrys.
If I were a scent I would be: Acqua Di Gio.
If I were a w... ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/12839360/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/12839360/ Fri, 04 May 2007 11:56:21 PDT ----------------------------------------

I went to Coachella last weekend
in southern california in the hot heat of death valley.

A three day festival of drugs and music and togetherness
it was amazing and enlightening.
i reconmend it to anyone who loves a good time.

check out the play list somewhere.
be amazed.

i love you all.

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Damn, feeling ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/12666046/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/12666046/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 10:13:24 PDT ----------------------------------------

Happy 420 everyone.
Even if you don't smoke, have a great day.
...hmm.

I believe one day this holiday will be a REAL holiday.
and ill be happy.

I am one who has many real, vivid radical dreams.
Dreams make me want to live.
SO.
i would like to know what is YOUR favorite/weird/scary/sad whatever.
Just favorite, dream.
- thank you.

Take care

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Damn, feeling ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/12106548/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/12106548/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 13:51:21 PST ----------------------------------------

so i have seen the movie 300
yes, before it came out, and it is quite possibly
the greatest movie of the year.
Frank Miller is a genius and i want to have his kids.

as all of your attorneys, i advise you to watch 300
be 300
love it.
trust me, i dont think anyone can really say that they dont like this movie.

peace.love.


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Damn, feeling ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/12047993/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/12047993/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 01:19:38 PST
i have submitted something I feel is worthiness(sp)
of all my readers, eyes.

P.S.
you happy now?



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Damn, feeling ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11488709/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11488709/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 23:59:44 PST
im not gonna feed you with bullshit, just straight forward nonsense

1. went to madison last weekend
2. met a lady friend, beyond beautiful
3. became infatuated instantly for her interest in me
4. couldnt believe it
5. great night of zumi-zumi & drunken jinga
(next day)
pondering and cold
6. i never saw her again.



Plus my recent work is shit, nothing new. nothing creative.
...I am an artist from the elbow down.

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Damn, feeling ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11361539/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11361539/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 11:44:57 PST
Hello, hello everyone. How was your chistmas and new years?!
mine were pretty decent, nothing to express about.
NEW YEAR.
it comes with resolutions and new beginnings along with fresh air.
but to me, a resolution is more of...a guide line...for what not to do or what TO do.
school is up and alive...im actually doing this journal on my break in a class.
im not filled with resolutions, rather im concentrating on a very wonderful tri that will be aparent this summer, for a long year.
Not in the spirit of getting my homework done...not at all.

Sorry for the lack of submissions. Creativity come with small bursts that are hard to put onto paper.
Anyways, what are your resolutions for the year of 0&7?

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U ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11139208/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11139208/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 13:42:23 PST -------------------

Today i had court for my underage drinking ticket because this summer, a party i was at got busted and basically everyone got breathalizers and as did I. I only blew . 001
THATS LIKE A FUCKING BREATHMINT!

...anyways today sucked because the judge didnt believe me and said he 'believed' that i had one drink.
fucker.

oh well, i really cant complain much because the original ticket price was $220, and got reduced to $98.
Meh.

Thats it.
boo boo be do

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drinking is baaaaaad says the lamb ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11072231/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11072231/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 11:35:04 PST -------------------

Ok, I was walking to school yesterday and about 2 blocks away from the bus stop, the damn bus comes passing me by...I say to myself "SHIT!"
So I’m about to walk past the stop and this car honks to me from the other side of the street. I look over, and it looks like my friend from home; so I go over there.
I found out that it is not my friend, rather an Italian looking dude who mistaken me for his friend as well. After we say our mistakes & I’m about to close the door he asks if I need a ride. Kind of freaked out, I think to myself "this isn’t the brightest idea...and I could be killed"
So I get in.
While in the car I tell him to go downtown and we start in on the small talk. Where we live, what’s our name, yadda yadda yadda. Then he asks me if I have a girlfriend. Now that’s weird to ask a stranger, especially if you’re a dude. I try to stay calm and answer "No."
Ask him the same. "Yep, she goes to school around here..."
Yeah...riiiiiight I think
And then he asks. "So....does that mean you have to masturbate yourself?"
!!!!! WHAAT. I think to myself "what the fuck did he just say?!"
Staying calm I say "I guess I do?"
He says “oh that’s too bad; it’s a good thing to have a girl friend to do that for you"
"Sure" I say.
And out of leftfield he asks "So...how big is your penis"
"WHAT THE FUCK DUDE!!!!!!!!!!" I scream in my head.
“I don’t know, about average?" I say. He’s like “so what’s average?"
He wouldn’t stop about talking about his fascinations with penises. I am kind of weirded out by these questions. So he keeps up the conversation. He starts naming off sizes...6 1/2
He says is what his 'friends' said was average. I’m like...ok? Sure that’s it. And for the whole ride he kept up with the penis talk. So I decide to change the subject. And I ask him where does he need to be or whatever. He responds "Sexworld"
Now I think to myself, “I am in a car with a man with a fetish for penis and a chronic masturbator"
So he finally drops me off at sexworld, 7 blocks away from my school.
Almost there, some bum comes up to me, asks for a cigarette. Tell him that it’s my last one. Then he lays his hand on my shoulder and asks to talk for a minute. “Whatever”
So now he starts preaching to me about how he’s not from around here and he is about to get his pay check and that honesty is the best way to get anything in the world. He asks for a dollar and I laterally give him my last one, and FINALLY I get to class.

So I ran into an Italian dude with a fetish for cock and pleasuring himself, and a bum who preached in my ear for about ten minutes about honesty.

….

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dont talk to strangers ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11019184/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/11019184/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 15:41:25 PST thank you robidoux for the years long subscriptin. I appreciated it greatly

christmas break is almost here!!
only one week away!
woop woop, leech leech.

What do you guys want for chirstmas?
..i want a Europe ticket

]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10899278/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10899278/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 08:25:40 PST *
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Lately i have been having really elaborate dreams...

ones that really have me happy and confused on so many levels.

Have any of my friends on dA been having really interesting dreams lately?
I would love to hear them.

Dreams are amazing

...useless journal

_________________
]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10831483/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10831483/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:19:17 PST -----------------------

happy thanksgiving and all that jazz, i hope everyone's belly's were full to the max and they had a grand time eating a poor turkey. I know i did.
I have a friends wedding to attend to today, and i plan on making a fool of myself. Who doesnt like free drinks at weddings???

...well everyone have a great weekend, ill catch you on the flip side...

_________________
]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10710613/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10710613/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 10:33:16 PST -----------------------

Recently i have been in a pretty good temper about alot of things, and that is very surprising because my mood usually changes in winter because it is so depressing and it reminds me of death.
Does anyone else get that way?
think that the seasons resemble the life itself?

Spring = birth, childhood, interest, delicate
Summer = Adolesence, maturity, experimenting, vigorous
Autumn = Adulthood, grayer, wiser, the good years
Winter = Old, shrewd, cold, dependent, death.

thats my two cents about that.
does anyone agree or disagree?
Anyone have any other things to say...
i love you all


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Well this was one of the worst weekend experiances in history.
I went to madison *should have listened to critmass* last weekend for halloween weekend or whatever to basically get thrashed. but i didnt because it took me forever to get ahold of my friends and it was freezing! so i didnt do much at all but walk about state
street and chill...literally.
finally i got ahold of one of my friends because the other one, she was already gone. He was already as well...and the whole time there just stunk.
i should stayed home and went party hopping here.
Oh well... til next time folks.


P.S. i hope everyone elses weekend went wonderfully

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]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10493196/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10493196/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 23:55:25 PDT -----------------------

what do you think your last words will be and how would you want to die.

ME
I would have a gun to the back of my head and i would be given a few last words.
"rock & roll" ...BLAST

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]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10396547/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10396547/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 00:45:28 PDT -----------------------

I wish i could take a freight train to a special place called Anywhere.
I wouldnt even care where it would go.
And i wouldnt even come back.
Does that feeling ever capture any of you?
just escaping and heading for the highest mountian you see.
God this song is amazing.
I LOVE you all
honestly.



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]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10295532/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10295532/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 16:40:29 PDT -----------------------

I have survived my first week of college
and its pretty simple if you get the hang of
getting up and actually moving your fatass
and go to class. Homework isnt that bad but no
person in the right mind likes doing it. Period.
...i have 3 periods at the end of that sentence...

you know what i hate...i hate rumors.
they spread like sirens, screaming thru the city.
and people who spread them and horse shit.
and there is alot of that on the ground.
off a sir's ride them all over the place and its
quite amazing because its rare to see a stinky
fucking pig riding a horse.




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]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10229054/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10229054/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 18:41:15 PDT -----------------------

yeah well im finally in my appartments and its weird
the smell on the walls arent the usual stank.
the people are unpresentable.
the city kind of reminds me of a sad music box that keeps skipping.
cigarette butts are as common as poor folk, bums.
everyone is angry or scared, and walks 10 miles an hour.
humans in the city are just racing thru time and not experiancing ...
the little things.

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Go see the movie.
your not american if you dont
its is the funniest movie of the year
my hands are on the floor. honestly.
i dont think i got one single moment to really...breathe.
dos es muy loco.

I love you all.

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Savvy? ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10129575/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10129575/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 06:27:56 PDT -----------------------

well my summer is almost done
how sad is that, i mean i only have like less then 2 weeks of freedom before i turn into responsibility...NO!!!!
oh no, rent, schoool, jobs....sheesh.
not looking forward to this shizzznit.
for sho.

How is college going for my friends who are in college?!?!?

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Savvy? ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10047405/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10047405/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 07:03:48 PDT -----------------------

yeah i geuss its my birthday today.
hmm...
sweet.
...im getting old.
I already have no memory of anything
my life seems very promising

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Savvy? ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10004737/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/10004737/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 00:22:05 PDT -----------------------

Guess whose back
back again
JD's back, tell a friend.

Word.

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Savvy? ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9913620/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9913620/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 23:30:57 PDT -----------------------

Back back to Cali, Cali.

..yes im in california. Its awesome cause im staying at my dad's friends little 'swinger' pad with a bar and a balconey(sp) and California is my home state and it kicks ass, Old West style. leave me comments so i have something to look forward to signing back up on here
just having fun in the sun

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Savvy? ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9852055/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9852055/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:51:51 PDT -----------------------

Can anyone recall how they met they're best frineds?
I dont

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Savvy? ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9799360/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9799360/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 01:03:10 PDT -----------------------

Ive lost me marbles ! ! !

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Savvy? ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9726430/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9726430/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 15:06:07 PDT -----------------------

Whats the best way you or someone has described you/yourself...
..
.....I have been told that I am like a big house with many traps and secret hallways. Very complex

...
............And you???

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Savvy? ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9710294/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9710294/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 07:14:35 PDT -----------------------

oh last night was a blast, i went to a bonfire and just hung out with friends and just sat there and talked. no beer no nothing. and it was really fun.
last night even went longer past the party, and into the cool morning till about 4 30ish. oh wow
a red thing bloomed last night..



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Yo ho, yo ho A pirates life for me! ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9636934/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9636934/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:19:44 PDT -----------------------

so whats up with dA now?
its fucking weird man. does anyone like it?!?
So hears my story, i was like...going to check to see if anyone likes me and leave me a comment or something and then it looks like im at a Whole new site!
I mean ... i was scared and confused.
How do all of you feel about the new look?
i wish we could have a song on here or something, that would kick ass



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Yo ho, yo ho A pirates life for me! ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9568186/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9568186/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 16:39:38 PDT -----------------------

Holy shit.
Warped tour was the best. crowd surfing is awesome and dangerous to be in a pit of crazy mother fuckers who are hooped up on way to much addrenaline and heat that its like a royal rumble of prisoners trying to escape from thier nightmares. Then wallowing around chicago drunk is never a smart idea, but we did it anyways. Smoked and Drinked and lived like rock stars for a few nights, now its over and im tired.
Have a good life.



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Yo ho, yo ho A pirates life for me! ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9535370/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9535370/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 17:06:14 PDT -----------------------

i got busted the other night at a party, it was funny.
anyways im going to warped tour for a couple days
the hotel is supposedly free, which is pretty awesome.
ill be gone for a while, so dont miss me or anything...
-hope you all have fun and whatever

:Ahoy:

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Yo ho, yo ho A pirates life for me! ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9505171/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9505171/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 20:19:12 PDT -----------------------

willsomeonepleasemakemeanewavatar?!?!?!?
iwouldextremlyappreciateit

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Yo ho, yo ho A pirates life for me! ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9455770/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9455770/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 07:42:25 PDT -----------------------

i am going to attend my third party in a row today
yup.
i think im gonna be an alcoholic by im 25.
yup.
i dont remember my youth
yup.
beer belly mountin, on this boy
yup.
lets hope i start caring for myself, before i can care for others
hmm.



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Yo ho, yo ho A pirates life for me! ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9410401/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9410401/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 21:28:41 PDT -----------------------

would like to ask you all a question.
*if you read this you must answer* (or "bad luck" will eat at your face!!)
...WHAT has been a highlight of your summer?





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Yo ho, yo ho A pirates life for me! ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9360110/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9360110/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 00:31:10 PDT -----------------------

so my summer is pretty much over...
online classes suck major, and its stressing the hell out of me.
i feel that the online page doesnt give enough information and
direction or anything helpful. and i started my job yesterday and
in about 5 hours...so i should get going.
BUT im not tired and i have to say that i loved the Potc2!!
it was badass.
cant wait to see the third one!! <-- me

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Yo ho, yo ho A pirates life for me! ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9307352/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9307352/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 23:21:29 PDT -----------------------

as of late, ive been having really random dreams of nothing that is understandable. and starting to *again* listen to my FAVORTIE funny man, Mitch Hedberg. he is the best fucking person who has ever tried to be funny, or just existed or something of a higher title then you.

ALSO!! ive been really random, hyper, studly and remaking someone else's story/ies and making them my own random skits of crazy shit. like...my friends who i love with all my heart and make wonderful random stories together...know this person who is really weird and anoying and kinda socially...uhh...whats that fucking word....deficient? but anyways, we have our own little hell we have created for us. We would all be dancing in this clubish area and the music would just be her screaming and talking really fast and crazy(the way she does normally) and then she *socially deficient one* would be this big head that would keep growing and growing and while she "growing" she will be saying all the ridicoules this she normally says then when shes peaking and sounding like a mouse, her head explodes...but only to re-grow another head and repeat the cycle. Stories like that and more crazier ones are what i have been doing with my pathetic life.
Swoot!

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You cant decide between the pressure and pride ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9237655/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9237655/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 00:15:05 PDT -----------------------

I have just seen the movie "superman returns" and honestly, i think im the only person alive who liked it! I thought it was a well made movie..an 8/10.
i really wish i was more then human, like a "hero" i geuss. just without the responsibility...wouldnt i be your favorite .
yeah so i hopefully have a job...my friend said that his boss is looknig for another person to work...and im that guy, all i have to do is talk to him and then ill work and have MoNay in my pockets!! woop woop

...nothing much really going on in my life besides that

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You cant decide between the pressure and pride ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9159642/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9159642/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 13:33:31 PDT -----------------------

what if our country's leader, our presidents, were picked..actually picked between a intense battle of "Rock'em Sock'em Robots." like...seriously think about this...red vs blue...republican vs democrat. you know?
Then i came to the conclusion of why it took forever for Gore to give up the whole, recount thing....he kept saying "best 2 out of 3" and so on and so on...then hes like "Oh fuck it"
...
......yes random thought....lame journal, i know...i just thought i should share it will all my loser friends



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You cant decide between the pressure and pride ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9122527/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9122527/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 04:04:29 PDT -----------------------

I realized that im a fan of short(er) poems.
does anyone else agree?
anyways today i fell down the stairs and i think i broke my ass.
my grandmother laughed at me and didnt even help me up. what a bitch
i like music now a days, the music of today...i mean.
there should be a day where everyone licks a person eye...because a friend of mine did it, and oddly it felt pretty cool. I TOTALLY GOT A STIFFY MAN!
Just kidding..........but seriously.
i REALLY need a (HIGH PAYING) job. its bad, all i do is stay up until 10 am everyday! and pass out till 5 in the evening...i bet you all want to do that, huh
..im a pile of lazy mexicaness...well technically a half pile...i guess

tell me the high point of your summer so far, friends/watchers/strangers/bitches

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You cant decide between the pressure and pride ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9089208/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9089208/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 16:46:01 PDT -----------------------

dA has gotten really boreing.
where have all my "watchers" gone?
i want to start a new account.
...hmm

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If her daddy's poor, just do as you feel. ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9028270/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9028270/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 13:30:03 PDT -----------------------

Soo.... i think i personally have a SLIGHTcase of the peter pan complex.
its kinda depressing...but hey, i geuss its true...

here are the traits or whatever...

avoids responsibilities, people tell them they are childish and need to grow up, would rather live in their head than the real world, wants success to just happen to them, focuses on fantasies more than reality, believes they deserve to have whatever they want, life lacks direction, never know what to do next, does dumb things frequently, inconsistent performance, lazy, slacker, does the minimum to get by, does things without thinking, does not feel they have any reason to accomplish anything, tend to ignore or put off problems, believes fun is the most important thing in life, most people think they are crazy, forgets scheduled appointments, more past than future, gets attention through negative behavior

Does that sound right to anyone who knows me?

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If her daddy's poor, just do as you feel. ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9008106/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/9008106/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 11:12:25 PDT -----------------------

So...this is what it feels like...

summer is freedom.
freedom is summer.
listen to the song...and live & love life



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If her daddy's poor, just do as you feel. ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8945209/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8945209/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 21:54:26 PDT -----------------------

So...i made it.
barely.
...am i suppose to feel so unaffected ?

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Spring came 40 years to late ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8907748/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8907748/ Mon, 29 May 2006 02:38:09 PDT -----------------------

will someone please tell me a story worth listening too?
please...?

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Spring came 40 years to late ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8874658/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8874658/ Thu, 25 May 2006 14:23:15 PDT -----------------------

Son
Classmate
Human Being
& Friend
Alex Roen passed away tuesday may 23 at 11 o'clock at night from a motorcycle accident.
This really didnt hit me until the other morning when my teacher said he passed. it seemed like all the memories of him just came into perspective. and actually realizing that he will never be back in school. in life. ive had time to think and help myself get thru all this greif.
what a way to end the highschool years...


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Spring came 40 years to late ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8561492/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8561492/ Sun, 21 May 2006 21:00:23 PDT -----------------------

a friend talking in his sleep
unconsciously suspicious
he pulls my curiosity out of my skin
reeling me in easy like a
fish on land or memoirs in my hand
I creep closer and closer w/ each murmur

My hand reaches out to wake him
and laying on his side, his eyes bleed
a rose red glare
and whispers "Im gonna kill you"
and lashes a 1000 slashes
in the moonlit bedroom.

tHe EnD

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Spring came 40 years to late ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8514166/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8514166/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 18:52:29 PDT -----------------------

the clouds tonight look incredible.
all pre-stormy and bubbly like there holding babies.
its comferting to stare and be in awe at these clouds.
if it rains, i am going to dance and scream in its glory...anyone want to join me?
does anyone else like dancing in the rain?
My friends have performed there first show saturday and it was awesome.
now i have a demo of two of their original songs.
Untitled and Common Sense. Their so good!
ime gusta mucho!
All of you tell me how your weeknd(s) were.

Good night
& good luck

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Search your sense before you die ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8460937/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8460937/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 16:23:04 PDT -----------------------

So ive been reading this book now for a while.
its really has me in a new perpective on
how the afterlife will possibly be.
sounds pretty cool and comferting to me.
I recomend it to anyone who wants to read something good.
Im also, finally, in photo as art!! now i can take some sweet ass picture and life will be good!

Prom is in a week or something...i have to dethrone myself!!
I went to a concert last weeknd, it was amazing...kinda put me in thought of what i use to want to be when i was little...nostalgia attack!

other then that....my time here is boreing!
what/how are all of you?
let me in on somethings!

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Whispering all along "sing a song for lovely" ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8347737/ http://rider-on-the-storm.deviantart.com/journal/8347737/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 20:42:57 PDT -----------------------

i have been happily consumed with video games
cause i have no life.
but im fine with that. it was a great game.
............sorry i was watching the flavor of love reunion show thing.
its ridiculous. show's today suck heavy.

hmm....where do memories reside?
i know its in the brain but...like where.. ya' know?
ive been bubbling in and out of that topic for awhile now.
...well Im off to play some more games. cause dA has bored me again.

take it easy fella's

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Whispering all along "sing a song for lovely" ]]> ~rider-on-the-storm