http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:rinoalionheart&section=today deviantART RSS for by:rinoalionheart en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 12 Dec 2009 00:45:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/12527552/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/12527552/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 16:09:38 PDT Mom: Yeah. If he didn't then jason and him would be able to do some MAN-ON-MAN BONDING.
Me: Um... don't you mean mano-a-mano...
All: LAWL!!!!!
Mom: your never gonna let me live this down are you?
All: HELLS NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry that was way to good to pass up...

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got me addicted to 'My Girl'. It's a korean soap opera and it's so cool!!!!!!!!!!!!! Each episode is an hour long, w/o commercials and there are 16 episodes in all! And oh my god do i love it!!!!!!!!!!!! The two main guy characters are the SMEXIEST MEN ALIVE!!!!!!!... well one is drop dead smexy and the other is more bishounen smexy....but still!
I also never thought i would like a soap opera... i hate girly shows... but this is a must see... so everyone reading this GO AND WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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School is done in a little more than a week... hopefully i'll have some new pictures up in a little while...

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Nothing new is up really... just thought i would do a quick update on how easter weekend is.... and the funny things that happened lol.... I'll make a better one later.... hopefully when more stuff happens.... lol

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11965840/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11965840/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 18:55:16 PST
Bought an ipod yesterday its fun 30gbs holds alot of blasted songs lol
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been drawing but i havent created anything i think is good enough to be put up on dA... hopefully soon though....
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Reading week was sooooo boring.... i hung out wiht my aunt (she came down from edmonton) Fri, sat, sun, and mon. morn. then i hung out with on mon. and tues. we watched and anime called The Melancholy of... umm... Haruhi Suzumia? i thinks that's it... MAN IT IS SOOO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then i worked Wed thru Sun. no fun at all...
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Been planning on making an animation for of a part of her story where the main character dances and as she dances a war ensues and she doesnt stop dancing until everyone is basically dead... but i can't find any reference pictures or animations of a dance.... I either found the whole slutty grinding thing or classical two person waltzing stuff....


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Been trying to download some anime's too.. but i can't find any GOOD versions... i found some on youtube but unforunatly whatever idiot posted them cut them into three dif. posts and they don't even line up properly T_T damn them...

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Starting Work on my next play at the start of March so i might not be on very much during that time... Also i;m sorry if i haven't answered any comments.... i think i deleted a whole bunch that i never looked at.... i'm going through a bunch of pics to see if they were commented on but i'm a slacker and it's taking a while....
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RANT

Well i'm sick of people on dA... all people on here are artists correct? so why the hell are they bashing other artist's art..... it just doesn't make sense to me!! i mean why can't everyone just respect eachother?? I know that's asking alot but seriously people that do that need lives!!!

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Ok that seems to be all..... If i think of ANything else i'll add later

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11832971/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11832971/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 17:30:30 PST [link] and i reallllllllly need help with the colors.... i have no idea what to use... so if anyone has any idea what to use please tell me it will be greatly appreciated

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11803917/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11803917/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 19:07:39 PST
I am very pleased to say that the mental block is finally disappearing which means........NEW ART!!!!! So hopefully within the next week or two i'll have some new pics uploaded for you guys

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Ah F'ing hell
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Had a melt down on saturday... things were just getting to me...

Boss was messing around with my schedule so i was confused and annoyed, The 'CHRIS''s were being idiots (nothing new about that), bro was yelling at me for doing what the boss told me to do... then my bro told me that I had no reason to be so exhausted from school (because i am JUST a drama-tech Major) So i was extremely stressed out. But i'm better now

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Snow!!!
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Oh my word... it's been snowing for like........... the past week straight..... IT"S SOOOO COOL!!!!! The snow is like two feet deep

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BROADWAY!!!!!!
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I GOT TICKETS TO CATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'Cats' is coming to The Lethbridge Enmax center!!!!!!!!!!! I got front row tickets yo!!!! i am soooo freaking excited!!!! Seeing a traveling show will help me with my design classes too

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Projects
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I owe a picture from the ten free sketch's thing i did a while ago.... I SWEAR IT WILL BE DONE SOON!!!!!

I'm planning on making a animation of her character Alana in a scene from her story.... don't know what one just yet... i'll hopefully have some sketch's of that soon too.

i'm gonna do some 'Thank you' pics for people... gonna keep that a surprise though...

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Plans
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I am gonna take a wig making class next semester so that i can FINALLY make something cool!!!!! lol then hopefully i'll take costume making classes so i can do some cosplay costumes for people it'll be cool/fun

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11511005/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11511005/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 21:33:00 PST i'm trying to get some sort of inspiration but nothings working...

if anyone has a... (not sure what to call it)... trick to get rid of mental blocks would you mind sharing with me?

Also, if i have any outstanding pictures that i owe you i swear i am working on them and i will have them done as soon as i get rid of the mental block... Please bare with me

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11233132/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11233132/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:04:51 PST

Christmas/18th Birthday were really awesome this year XD My bro bought me; a ps3, final fantasy vii: dirge of cerberous, and final fantasy I and II, My parents bought me 3 csi boardgames, a intuos tablet and carrying case, pirate of the caribean: dead man's chest, the davinci code, and lotsa pencils Then my aunt bought me a whole bunch of japenee stuff for my room including a sushi set and a oriental art set with ink it's so cool!!!!

So for the past few days i've been playing with my tablet trying to get used to it... but damn is it different then a mouse.... lol opefully i'll be good enought to not butcher anything i draw/color

last night i drageed my bro out to help me look for a memory card adapter so i can ue my ps1/ps2 memory cards on my ps3... but for some reason there are none in canada!!! the us has some.... but not canada... it's so dumb... so instead i bought Genji!!! it looks so fun it's all about this samuri family going around and trying to avenge deaths of their family!!

i got a question for all of you reading this.... How was your christmas and did you get everything you wanted??

So now i'm leaving and going to play Genji/ watch pirates 2 again

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11121194/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11121194/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 20:52:03 PST called me and told me some... urprising news... Futureshop had just recieved a shipment of ps3's!!! so me and m bro jump in the car and drive like hell over there to see if they still have one... and guess what... THEY DID!!! I have never been so happy in my life!! so right now it is sitting beside me... waiting for my mother to leave the room so i can set it up and start playing!!!! The only thing is that the controllers don't have rumble packs how saddening....o well... it'll be cool to see the awesome graphics and new abilities!

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Uploaded a few pictures.. and i will hopefully have some more soon... just taking me a little while to get the urge to draw anything meaningful. I need a good kick in the ass to get me to draw...

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End of quick update...

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11055982/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/11055982/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 20:41:44 PST
I AM 18 YEARS OLD!!!!! BOOYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol awesome day!!
I went to get a lottery ticket, bought some drinks, went to the casino and lost 70 bucks (yeah for mom winning over a hundred so we broke even lol), then i went to east side mario's and had dinner with the family. Over all it was a fun day

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been working on a whole bunch of sketch's.... so i decided to tell you all what i am working on at the moment ('Lyri' and 'Alana' are my main priorities at the moment)

- 'Lyri' for 'sketching'
- 2000 hit pic (sketching)
- 18th b-day pic (sketching)
- Alana for (planning)
- 'Jester' pics for (planning and sketching)
- Kingdom landscape (planning)
- Final Fantasy homage (planning and sketching)
- Landscapes (planning)

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That's pretty much all at the moment.... see you all later...

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10929665/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10929665/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 21:59:52 PST
so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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My brother sucks.... I booked off the 15ht-17th so i could hang out with friends and quite possibly have some over for a sleepover....but somehow he convinced me to work on the 16th so i can't have people over on the 15th.... and i have to go to the stupid christmas party on the 17th night so it really sucks......o well... i'll try to figure something out....

Edit: i know only have the 15th off from work because my brother guilted me into working 10-1 on both saturday and sunday T_T

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So i log onto dA today and what greats me.... 2,008 hits.... i was like 0_0 woah!!!
so i just wanted to say....

THANKS FOR 2000+ HITS!!!!!! It means alot to me!! Couldn't do it without you guys!!

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I was watching tv today and i saw a commercial for Gears of War 3..... and i thought 'this is looks cool.... but whats up with the music?!?!?!' a major war based game with soft music? kinda creepy... but no matter what i could not look away.... it intrigued me way too much....[link]

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10868072/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10868072/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 13:00:36 PST I am pleased to announce that my first ever University production is completed and i actually have time to do... well nothing XD So the sadness of it being over and the joy of actually having free time has subsided and gone back to normal levels and i am starting to draw again... so hopefully i will get some pictures up soon for all my watchers out there Plus I'll have time to upload some that i have been working on

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My 18th birthday is in 16 days!!!
so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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My brother ROCKS!!!!!! As some people know i am a Final Fantasy FIEND!!! I am obsessed with it, and i have been attempting to buy them all for like..... EVER!! lol... so today my brother got thi package from AMAZON... and he asked if i wanted my birthday present early.... so i was like... SURE!!! and guess what?!?!?! he got me Final Fantasy Origins(ff1+ff2)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's soooooo awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so now i have I,II,IV,VII,VIII,IX,X,X-2,XI, and XII(special edition!!!) plus i have chrono trigger, kingdom hearts, kingdom hearts chain of memories, and kingdom hearts 2!!!!! XD XD XD I'm still missing a fair bit but i will have them all!!!!!!!!!!!! *cough* sorry about that the obsession took ahold of my fingers for a minute So now the only games on my 'must have' list are ff III, V, VI, Crystal chronicles dirge of cerberous, and chocobo dungeon... hopefully christmas money will be enough for 'em all

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I was searching the net earlier and i defiantly say stuff about Final Fantasy XIII!!!!!!!!!!!! o far I've been able to tell that the main character is a girl (you know how ff7 and ff8 have cloud and squall as the main characters well know it's a girl) who uses a gun blade style weapon.... except WAY cooler!!!! Plus they are ,tentatively, calling her lightning XD Super cool name!!!!.... anyways... hopefully i will learn more soon and i can update you all on my obsession some more XD

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I found out I'm not the only Tech. major in their first year!!!!! For the longet time i thought i was but i'm not.... although i am the youngest O_O the other tech. is 24 and engaged.... stupid buggers.... i want to find a guy that is in the same major as me but that's single.... yeah right...

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Now onto not so happy news..... It is F***ing cold out!!!! for the past... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10810710/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10810710/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 11:49:59 PST
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Stolen from ~Okabu, who stole it from *Gammasite, who stole it from ~XxMomentoMorixX, who stole it from ~Beastiewolf, who stole it from ~RoseMage, who was tagged by ~Rainbow-Jess, who stole it from ~DannyPhantomFreek .... this can go on forever.... so i think i'll just end it here.

1. Honestly, what color is your bra (or undershorts if you're a boy)?
White

2. Honestly, what’s on your mind?
*crickets* lol... ssssslllleeeeppppppp!!!!!!!!!

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
watching t.v., typing on computer, playing game, contemplating sleeping.

4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
O-O um...... not really....

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
nopes.

6. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
*glance from side to side* nooooo.... who would ever watch that.... *cough cough* lol

7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Yep...

8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Knowing that sooner or later i go am granted access to a theater.

9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Nope.

10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Of course.

11. Honestly, when is the last time you went to Taco Bell?
A long Long Long time ago....like yesterday... lol just kidding... i haven't been there in like 5 years.

12. Honestly, are you in denial?
Yep.

13. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
In bed... or back in the theater ( unlike here i feel really safe in a theater.)

14. Honestly, do you like someone?
yeppers.... sadly they are all taken


Anger Section

1. What do you do when you're mad?
Hide it and pretend i am not angry.... (basically i bottle everything up)

2. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
No.

3. Do you swear when your mad?
Only if i get really really really mad.

Crying Section

1. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
for a month after my grandfather died in 1999.

2. When was the last time you cried yourself to sleep?
approximately a year ago

3. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
only if it really F****** hurts... for example having your finger slammed in between a drill and a piece of board.... that really FREAKING HURTS!!!!!!!

4. What usually makes you cry?
bottling up too much anger and sadness.... and it gets to be too much... so it begins to leak out of my eyes.

Happy section

1. Are you usually a happy person?
Of Course.

2. What can make you happy?
Being in a theater or knowing everyone i love and care about are safe from harm.

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Not always... most of my friends make me feel like crap... others make me feel amazing... all depends on the people.

Self-Esteem Section

1. Do you believe in yourself?
Sometimes.... not usually.

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you agree?
No.... i smile amiably... thinking all the while that they are silly.

3. Are you one of those people that thinks they are ugly?
No....i just think there are prettier people out there and anybody i like is more likely to date one of my friends then me.... (happens way to often)

dA Section

1. Why did you join dA?
Some of my friends told me they had an account so after a while of them telling me to get one i decided i would.

2. Are you addicted to deviantART?
..... *shifty eyes* nooooooooooo... lol Yeah i am i can't lie to you.

3. What type of people were you hoping to meet?
Awesome artists.

4. Were you looking for love on deviantart?
..... WHO DOES!?!?!

5. What do you think of the person that tagged you with this evil survey?
I defiantly stole it from someone XD

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10761339/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10761339/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 22:48:17 PST Seriously how dumb can Sony be..... they create a major hype over the new ps3's (they can't say they didn't cause they sure as hell did) and then they only send 50,000 ps3's to all of the US....(could only find US numbers)....WTF!!!!!!!!!!

My dad stood in line from 7:30am to 11:00am and was 12th in line at Superstore..... the store told my dad that there would be 15 ps3 for sale.... yeah guess how many they actually got.... 5.... 5!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!! Come on!!!!! Then my bro's bestfriend's little bro talked to EB games and they told him they would reserve him one.... so yeasterday he called them to make sure it was reserved and they told him they only had enough PS3's for the people that actually PREORDERED them. O_O WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!

Sony.... how dumb can you be.... when you came out with both the play station and the ps2 you released low numbers.... and you sold out and had to rush to make more.... WHEN THE HELL WILL YOU LEARN!!!!! New and cooler console + lots of fans = immense need for new and cooler console!!!!! Shit!!!! Why won't they get their asses in gear and learn to make more freaking products and stop screwing over their paying customers!!!!

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In case you did not understand the above, I HATE CORPORATIONS!!!!!!! May all you money hoarding fat bastards in your fancy ties BURN IN HELL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah... sorry about this rant... i was very angry at them last night.... but as *AbarameShino says it's mostly because of all the hype cause by them and all of the people camping outside that keeps the corporations doing this. So i apologize to everyone who listend to my rant.

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10705533/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10705533/ Sun, 12 Nov 2006 20:09:37 PST [link]

Good lord i freaking laughed the entire time i read these they be absolutely HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


.... and that is all for now.....

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10604896/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10604896/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 14:50:24 PST man it was soooooo awkward. I swear during the play i am gonna be giggling the entire time while they are doing the sex scenes and the naked scenes... lol
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The play is keeping me mighty busy... i am seriously exhausted and i am hoping that they cancel the rehearsal on Sunday so i can sleep for a while Plus thankfully Saturday there is no rehearsal so i can have a whole weekend off so i can sleep and work on a whole crap load of assignments yeah for free time for some free time
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Do you know how awkward it is when during your class all of a sudden your teacher makes a game where you have to talk about a) sex or b) your relationships with your bf/gf or previous relationships..... it really sucks since i have had not had a bf yet.... yeah its awkward to make stuff up about it.....maybe its good that its a game to get your improve skills up eh? lol so at the moment my improve skills are at like a million times higher then other people in my class
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<S>Stupid play is kicking my ass!!!!! seriously my ass has been handed to me on a silver platter over 60 times in the past week T_T ..... we've finally gotten off book so now i am stuck doing linenotes for over 22 people.... and it sucks!! The 'Main' Character is the worst... he tends to paraphrase a hell of a lot... and it makes my life hell... cause i gotta sit there and write down every single thing he does wrong... so, for example, today i had 49 linenotes in total.... 39 of them were all from the main character dude.... T_T man t was soooooooooooooooooooo annoying.... but hopefully he'll get his lines right soon so i don't have to worry bout it anymore

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10560709/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10560709/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 14:59:35 PST 'Into the woods' is being put on next year at the U of L!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah BOO YA!!!!!! Y'all have no idea how excited i am about it!!!!! flip man i am soooooooooooo gonna work on it!!!! either ASM again or something else!!!! i just reallllllllllly wanna do it lol I have wanted to work on it for like 3 years now so i am totally hoping to get the chance XD lol.... anyways....... Finally downloaded Firefox and it is completely awesome except for all of the stupid spelling mistakes i do lol anyways just wanted to tell y'all about into the woods Caio!!!

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10393942/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10393942/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 19:02:27 PDT

Countdowns
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Halloween
16 days, 4 hurs, 57 minutes and counting...

Closing show of Moliere
41 days, 4 hours, 57 minutes and counting...

Birthday
59 days, 4 hours, 57 minutes and counting...

Christmas
71 days, 4 hours, 57 minutes and counting...

New Years
78 days, 4 hours, 57 minutes and counting...

(once i am done all of these countdowns i will add more.... which mean 's b-day )

Moliere
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For those that don't know i am the Assisant Stage Manager (aka ASM) for the U of L production of Moliere XD yes very very excited about it Rehersals are going very well so far.... and we are FINNALLY DONE BLOCKING!!!! (for those that don't know what 'blocking' is... it is when the stage management people write done where all the actors move, when they move, and where props and all of that stuff goes throughout the play) so now we are onto the interpretation stuff so i really don't have to do much anymore... except linenotes T_T (linenotes are when i have to write down everthing the actors say wrong once they are off book) (offbook is when the actors no longer have their scripts to look off of) I hate linenotes by the way.... lol I love all the people in the play theyt are so nice and are always happy but sadly most of them are in 3rd or 4th year so i am most likely the youngest of all of us T_T No that is depressing... anyway i am extremly excited for the opening lol

Busy
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Man with rehersals everynight, working sat and sun monings, doing homework AND trying to have a life.... yeah i have very little time to do anything.... so til the end of november there will be no new pictures being post but i will continue everything else.... so just be warned that by the beginning of December there just might be a whole bucnh of new pictures...... Not making any promises that there will be but i am just giving you a warning....

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Um................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... I am totally drawing a blank XD so until next time ya'll

OOOOO ANYONE IN THE AREA OF LETHBRIDGE, ALBERTA COME TO SEE SOME PRODUCTIONS THAT ARE BEING PUT ON AT THE UNIVERSITY OF LETHBRIDGE!!!!!

MADBOY CHRONICLE-OCT.17-21

WOMAN BY THE WINDOW-NOV. 2-4

MOLIERE-NOV.21-25

Peace Out!!!!!

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10379254/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10379254/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:35:28 PDT
grrrrrr..... anyways onto why the year book is good.... The cover is amazing!! it looks so classy and cool!It's black and has 'Carpe Diem' on it in big silver letters and CCHS 2006 on the bottom in silver ... Congrats to for getting her sculpture featured on the art page!! It looks so much better in person though!! umm........ yeah thats about all i think is good..... oh there is a extremly cute photo of me and which makes me very happy cause then im not completly left out of the stupid yearbook

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Halloween
24 days 7 hours 55 minutes

Opening of Moliere
45 days 7 hours 55 minutes

Birthday
67 days 11 hours 25 minutes

Christmas
78 days 7 hours 55 minutes

New Years
86 days 0 hours 54 minutes
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Very Very Very busy lately..... five full credit University courses, Work saturday's and sundays, have rehersals for Moliere five days a week (m-f 6-10), homework, and trying to have a social life.

Thankfully though i am not stressed out at all and hopefully it stays like that for the rest of the semester Because then i will still have time to update here and to draw and all that jazz

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I am hoping that this christmas/birthday my parents come through on there promise and buy me a tablet!! or at least give me enough money to buy it myself! I have been wanting to buy one for....... about a year now... and i just got enough money to buy it myself but my parents told me not to so now that money has gone into the 'Japan or Bust' Fund so if they don't end up getting it for me... i will be very saddened cause then i have to raise that money again! everyone please cross your fingers!!!

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10241142/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10241142/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 15:18:26 PDT ) So now i will COMMENSE COUNTDOWN XD

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Stolen from

-SURVEY-

1) What is your deviant-name and what does it mean?
Rinoalionheart. My two favorite characters from my favorite game rolled into one Rinoa Heartily and Squall LEONHART from final fantasy VIII.... and yes i realize that squalls last name is spelt completly differnent then how i spell it but you see when i was going for a new email RinoaLeonhart was already taken so i changed the spelling to a WAY COOLER version.... plus i'm a crack addict that couldn't spell properly when she was 9 XP jks

2) Why did you join this site?
My friends all had accounts and i had no idea this site existed... so then they all told me to join and post all my art... so i did.... (and yes i do listen to everything that people tell me to do XP) Also after i joined i stayed because i like how people from all over and with all kinds of styles and talents can view all of my art and help me improve

3) What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts!!! XD XD XD

4) Were any of the fandoms you have currently brought about by this site?
Yeppers... Realistic's and Human/animals (can not remember the name at the moment..... yes i know im stupid give me a break ) And also my former fandoms of ff and kh were made even worse by dA XP

5) Look into your stats. What is your:
- most Favourited Deviation: Mermaid with 6 favorites. (You know that's kinda saddening)
- most Viewed Deviation: Nightmare before Chritsman with 64 (Even more sad because its just a desktop pic.... )
- most Commented Deviation: Elf Warrior-Lineart by AgataKa with 18 comments (lol i love this one cause me and my friends were just having random comment convo's XP)

6) How many watchers do you have at this moment?
20

7) First ever watcher?
^_^

8) How many pageviews do you have at this moment?
1,092 XD

9) What is your artist's title shown beneath your "status"?
Shadow Deviant!! XD XD

10) What is your most "meaningful" work?
Jester Sculpture!!!! he's the first thing i ever really put my whole heart into creating!

11) Best COMPLETED piece you ever did?
I'm not sure... probebly Jester Sculpture or Pheonix (even though i didnt draw it i still thinks its my best digital painting yet )

12) Work that took the longest?
Egyptian Eye man that thing took forever!!!

13) DA artist who has influenced you the most?
Umm.... yeah pretty much every single person i am watching has influenced me!! I watch people and borrow their art styles to create new ones for myslef

14) What is currently the funnest thing to draw?
Jester's or Jeter fanart ^_^

15) Easiest thing to draw?
Jester fanart XD

16) Your first ever giftart was to:
^_^ YEAH FOR ALANA!!!!!

17) First ever giftart received was from:
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh i ac... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10231093/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10231093/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 22:16:28 PDT

1. Buy lottery ticket(s)
2. Buy Scratch and win ticket(s)
3. Go into a liquor store
4. Go to the Bar
5. Drink a hot apple pie shooter

And so far that is all i can think of So anything that you people out there would want to do or did do on your 18th b-day tell me and i will add it to my list of things to achieve!!

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Hmm. Personal life stuff..... Well my borthers best friends little brother got attacked by an idiot kid in his school and the kid broke his jaw.... RIGHT AFTER HE GOT HIS BRACES OFF!!!! DX Its soooo crappy!!!! I feel soo sorry for him

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School is sooo fun!!! I love it!! Drama classes are sooo awsome!! I love being in a completly different major then all of my friends... they all sit there and complain they have a crapload of homeowkr and i sit there and just joke around that i play games all day in my classes its soooo AWSOME!!! haha

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Yeah kinda a dull journal entry but whatever..... hope you all have an awsome day!!!

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10227527/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10227527/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 16:06:34 PDT Nothing new going on really...... I am having so much fun in my classes at university. Drama 1000 is sooo easy just because all we do is play games and Drama2100 is fun.... all we do is read plays.... hence me reading Glenngarry Glen Ross lol. Also Drama 2812 is awsome because i know all about the stuff already.... its soooo funny.... i just sit there and nod writing notes to some friends lol. Then stupid logic and anthro sooooo annoying!!! lol yeah that's pretty much it.... ooo i'll be drawing alot of pictures for my brother and hopefully they'll look good and be done soon so i can draw more odd pictures Yeah.... im done now.....

Note: I also noticed at the bottom of my screen there are these mood and listening to option things..... i thought only subscribers have them..... But what ev.... they are entertaining so i'll use them until they go away XD

]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10115416/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10115416/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 18:57:30 PDT i am sooooooo happy now!! Thanks everyone for getting me to a thousand!! ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10030253/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/10030253/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 15:47:06 PDT I was sooooo excited i litterally squelled!!! Chiakushi had told me that it was coming to YTV in fall but i didnt think this early in fall!!! I laughed so hard as i was watching it.... mostly because i could actually understand everything cause i didnt have to watch and read subtitles at the same time!!!

Okay im not to sure if i like the english version of Bleach better then the japense subtitled one..... mostly because they changed the names of half the stuff!!!! Deathgods are now called soul slayers, their soul slayers are called ..... renyki??? not sure if thats right but it is completly random....

It sucks monkey's!!!!!!!!! But its still really cool!!! definetly gonna buy it when it comes out on DVD ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9970651/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9970651/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 21:15:06 PDT
I am worried about heading into university though.... mostly beacuse im not sure if i am going to completly screw up my entire future or not.... plus i am only seventeen and so the only thing i want to do right now is hang out with my friends and goof off!! but my family keeps on telling me 'Be more mature' 'grow up and act your age' ' your in university now its the start of your entire future!'...... one i am mature.... i just choose not to act it all of the time. two i do act my age.... 17 year old's don't do anything..... three O_O STOP SAYING THAT!!!! just because i am in university does not mean you guys can keep on reminding me of it and making more nervous about screwing up!! The one thing i am completly terrified of .... is that i will mess up!! if i screw up in university i will never live it down!! if not my parents or brother then i know my grandparents will bring it up all the time.

That brings me to another topic...my grandmother in edmonton...Okay well i have three cousins in edmonton... the oldest boy is 22,.... the second boy is 20 ...then the youngest girl is 18..... wehnever i go up to edmonton all i hear from my grandmother is ' oh they are swo smart' ' she is going to go sooooo far in life she'll be a doctor' ' he's going to be a amazing hairdresser for all these models' ' he's gonna be a chef in a top restaurant' ........ I hate it when she does that!! Mostly because she makes me feel worthless!!! i shouldnt feel that way with my own family!!!! But NOOOOO she always says things like that and i am the only one who feels like she hates me!! my brother..... well he's smart and she seems to like him because of it.... but because im not a genious she treats me differnetly..... also my girl cousin is an artist..... and so if i say im doing some art.... guess what gets brought up....' oh your cousin is sooo good at painting' ' she got some of her art in an art gallery' blah blah blah!!! *SCREAMS LOUDLY* If i am proud of anything my grandmother puts it down!!!! I told her i was going into theatre technology and she looked at me like i was a freak!!!! WHY IS WHAT I WANT TO DO SO BAD?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?

Okay well i booked off sunday - tuesday for a mini vaction before school starts on wednesday.... and then on sunday i got called into work to bus for my brother.... even though i am a dishwasher!! man it was sooo busy that day :sigh: god i wanted to die after.... plus i got yelled at by a customer for no reason whatso ever.... i was walking by the door with some plates to put in a dishbin and this guy just looks at me and says' this ass just went into the smoking section in front of all of us and i have been waiting in line for over 5 minutes!!!! so either YOU go and kick him out or I WILL!!!'..... i was just standing there and i was all like What the bloody Veck man!!! and so i went and got my brother to go talk to the guy.... and for the next freaking hour i couldnt go into the smoking section cause the guy that yelled at me was in there!!! At the other store when me and my bro worked there i helped my bro bus.... and i got yelled at there too!!! AND IT WASNT MY FAULT!!!! Some customers are complete A$$@%^&$!!!!!!



Well .... i am done ranting for now.... sorry about ranting all of these to you guys..... i just needed to get it off my chest.....Hope you all have a good day.... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9888881/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9888881/ Sat, 28 Oct 2006 21:29:55 PDT said that if we wanted a sketch we had to post ten free sketchs for people.... which will be sooooo fun ^_^

The first 10 people who comment will get a free sketch of whatever they want.
- If i do not finish your picture quickly do not worry.... I WILL FINISH EVERY PICTURE.

ideas but no picture -
lineart finished -
Colored / Picture completed -

1. ~ Jack or Bob
2. ~ Jester Character
3. ~ Mr. Scarecrow from howl's moving castle
4. ~Unknown Subject
5. ~ Some sort of Teddy Bear
6. ~ His character
7. ~ Ninja Syu
8. ~ Mermaid or a fairy
9. ~ a fallen angel
10. ~ His character 'Lyri'

All slots are now taken!!! XD XD

Note: I am planning on coloring every picture... but my parents keep on promising me a Tablet for my birthday/christmas (both in december) so i am waiting to see if they are actually gonna give me it.... if they do then i will color all the pictures during christmas break... but if not then i will color them when i have some more time... only have time for sketch's thanks to 'Moliere'. So everyone please bare with me i will hopefully know if i am getting a tablet within the next week or two.... Thank's all for letting me draw some pictures for you!!! ... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9719318/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9719318/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 23:12:37 PDT ....
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how many times have you opened your email and found a whole bunch of annoying chain letters sitting there waiting for you??? For me... its alot.... Today for instance i signed into my account... all excited to see if i got any mail from my friends and there i had three chain letters!!! not one or two but three stupid chain letters!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The first one was the one where bloody mary was IMing this girl named Jessica. and if you do not send the message to 15 people bloody amry will come after you in 24hrs and kill you....Now this one is completely STUPID!!!!!
1) It is almost impossible for a third party (bloody mary) to track down any person that was sent this letter let alone tell if they sent it to 15 people or not....
2) Now bloody mary is 'supposedly' a witch that was burned at the stake for practicing black magic or it is a local woman who died in a horrible car crash that completly mutilated her face.... She comes throuhg amirror tokill you after you turn the lights off and chant her name a whole bunch of times..... now why in the world would a woman like a) be smart enough to IM someone from beyond the grave and b) want to IM someone from beyond the grave??.... it seriously makes no sense!!!

The Second was one of those 'Macdonalds/Burger King/Chuckie cheese Ball pits are dangerous' letters.
1) The Journal that they cite 'Midland Chronicle' does not exist!!! Why would a legitamite warning to all parents be citing a false article??
2) There have been no reports in any Mcdonalds ,in any areas stated in the letter or any other mcdonalds in other places, of any deaths due to unsanitary conditions in ball pits!!!

The third one was one of those 'The phone will ring if you send this to a whole bunch of people and you will get a wish granted' things.
1) They had a whole bunch of testimonies saying that this thing really works... but in those testimonies the main rule of the chainletter is broken... 'If you send this two 15 people in an hour then your wish will be granted in ( your age times 3) minutes' half of the testimonies stated that their wish was not granted until well after that time is over!!
2) The grammar and spelling in this letter is soo atrocious!!! You would think if a magical email was being sent around it would at least have better grammar.

Now people need to get informed about these stupid letters!!! Personally i want to open my email one day and NOT HAVE A STUPID CHAINLETTER SPAMMING MY EMAIL!!!! I only have one thing to say to everyone... if you want to send a chainletter.. fine go right ahead and do it.... but please please please get informed about all of the chainletters... understand if they are complete lies or if there are grains of truth!!! ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9285663/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9285663/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 20:15:43 PDT Well schools completly done, congrats to everyone who has graduated and i hope you all have a great summer . Well i have pictures of a whole bunch of art projects to put on DA but my digital camera is being extremly stupid... so it'll have to wait unitl i get my laptop in a few weeks. Yeah im getting a laptop its super awsome!!!
anyways.... i work at humpty's near walmart as a dishwasher and today i was bringing out a flat of glass coffee mugs... i wasn't paying attention or i would have noticed the front manager mopping the floor, well i was walking along and... well i slipped... no that's puting it to simply i straight out wiped out!! with the mugs in hand so i went down and the mugs fell with me... well lets just say out of 30 mugs on 7 survived... It was pretty freaking funny ... well to me at least everyone else was scared i hurt myself.... but that's only cuase we don't have any other dishwasher and if im out of commission then they have to finally hire more people....anyways all i got for the incident was a few scratchs on my left palm and a sore back so its still all good.
Pirates of the Caribean: Dead man's chest is coming out of Friday and i am super excited!!!! sadly i can't go on opening night i have to work til 10 pm and then i was going to with some of my friends to the late show....but then they couldn't go so now im not going til later in the week... which saddens me greatly because i have been waiting for this movie since the first one came out. o well...
I ordered Escaflowne the entire series a month ago and it's been in lethbridge for over 2 weeks now.... and it still has not been delivered to my house!!!! is the postal service that stupid?!?!?!?!?!?!?!i really hope it gets here soon so i can watch it.....
well that's pretty much all going in my life.... wow...very dull life i lead.... choy for now! ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9109812/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9109812/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 21:21:59 PDT FAKE FRIENDS:

This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to
eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends"
like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to
see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention
to me. Copy and repost in your own journal. Lets see who the
true friends are and I think I know who you are...repost this
if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted...don't
reply...just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake
Friends".


Friends:
FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FRIENDS:never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you

FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. (I need to tell this to megan....she just got back something that ive had for over two years i think)

FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS:Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS:Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."

FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

FRIENDS: help you up when you fall down
REAL FRIENDS: laugh at you and push you back down

FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9079688/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9079688/ Thu, 15 Jun 2006 17:33:44 PDT ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9071054/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/9071054/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 20:57:23 PDT .......
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STill here?? okay i guess i'll let you read my life now.

Okay well for those of you who don't know my grad was on mothers day weekend and .... well it went off amazingly well!!! MY grad dress arrived and fit wonderfully, i had my hair and makeup done and everyone looked amazing!
Well this quarter, which is just about done, i had math 30 P and Art 30. MAth.... well is going better then i had expected it too im getting a 47 at this moment BUT we had a practice final and i got a 58 which is going to replace my lowest unit exam mark so my 25 that i got on one of my exams is now a 58 so that should boost my mark a few percent and the finals are supposedly soooooo much easier then the class, so hopefully i'll get at least a 50 something. Now to art....i'm in the middle of 2 big projects and the last day of classes is this friday sooooo..... im screwed..... Anyways into the projects, i created a castle.... not just a castle a freaking BIG castle..... resembling the alexandria off of final fantasy 9 out of clay.(well i guess it's not that big.... i estimate it at.... approx.27" diameter for the base....) So far it has been fired and is now completly dry and i have already painted a grey base coat onto it. Then the other project is a 6' tall 3' wide of a girl burning at the stake.... now i know it sounds kinda weird but i had a dream about the salem witch trials a while ago and then MR.Hogan, my teacher, gave a painting assignment where we are allowed to do whatever we want to do and we were allowed to have whatever kind of canvas we want so i got a four panelled 6 foot tall canvas made i'll put pictures on here when i'm done so people who don't understand can see what i mean.
Well, in my last journal i ranted about my friend T.... well now her and my friend C and no longer friends when before they were very good friends..... and i feel like i am stuck right in the middle of their fight and it's really starting to hurt me. Now these two were fighting for the longest time and over nothing!!!! T and C were going to move out toghether during this summer but C started to realize that T has a.... very..... Self centered personality (putting it nicely). And so C told T that she didn't want to move in with her anymore and now they started to hate each other.... they text each other randomly jsut to yell and swear at each other for the stupidest reasons.... so i'm sitting here having C bitch and complain about T who has been my friend since i was literally born!!! now that puts me in a difficult situation and then T only ever talks to me when she needs something so that hurts me even more!! Now i'm not the only one in this boat because this guy named Chris is absolutly in love with T and with C so at the moment he's beign torn between them the same way as me! sigh i'm really getting sick of all the crap that the keep on putting me through.
Have you guys ever thought what the world would be like if you wern't in it? If everything that's going on in your life would disappear because your not there? that all the pain the people around you are going through would magically disappear? lately i have been.... with the crap going on with T and C i was wondering if i jsut wasn't around anymore if everyhting would get better..... *sigh* but you know what i came up with.... No. nothing wil change if i just go away everythign will still be the same because none of my friends notice me! So if i dropped off the face of the planet noone would care or notice. but i won't..... because i don't want to givethe people you treat me like crap the satisfaction of knowing that they have hurt me and have been able to influence my life in a way that i don't want them to!!!! So i say NUTS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!! ...........................................................................WEll this paragraph made me seem extremly suicidal..... which i'm not, i have just been extremly upset about my friends and how they have been treating me. so noone worry or anything i ain't planning on going anywhere soon... I just needed to vent abit aobut what's been going on and what's been wondering through my head....
Well peeps thanks for listening....... hang loose and always smile cause you never kn... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/8614943/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/8614943/ Tue, 02 May 2006 14:55:52 PDT

That is how long until graduation!! There are many differnet emptions that are going through my mind right now. Happiness, Excitement.... anger. Okay peeps the reason i am angry is mostly based on the shit going on with my grad dress. I hate dresses... not dislike but completly hate them!!! But my family wanted me to be normal and to act like a regular girl so i went out and found a grad dress that fell in love with. Now i ordered it at the beginning of January and the store told me that it would be in town in time for grad BUT now they are telling me that it might not be here!!! They are going to call me this monday and tell me whether or not my dress will be here and if it's not..... well they haven't told me if we get our money back or they give us another dress or something else like that so at the moment i have nothing to wear to the grad banquet or Grand March that is going on right after and I don't own anything formal or relitivel fancy looking so if i go to either of the events i will be going in jeans.... and im pretty sure some of the girls in my graduating class will lynch me or something.

UPDATE: Well last night the store called me and told me that my grad dress WILL be coming in either this wednesday night or early thursday!!! totally awsome!!!!!


Now i know that i have complained about a few of my 'friends' in previous journal entry's but this is starting to piss me off. Well my friend 'T' has been my friend since we were pretty much born... well i should say that i have been HER friend since i was born. Well at the beginning of grade 10 'T' and her older sister were having problems at home so out of the goodness of my heart i convinced my parents to let them move in to our house and both of them into my room. now my room is not monsterously huge... it can fit maybe 2 people comforatably so having 3 teenage girls living in the same room is pretty difficult. Now me and 'T' had some difficulties that year mostly because of her and her bf and one of my other friends always lying to me about everything. Then at the end of that year her and her sister went back to their mothers house and all the tensions between us ceased and we were somewhat at the same level of friendship we were at before she moved in. Then during that summer her mothers boyfriend began to be a complete asshole. Now this man, he is a complete and utter alchoholic and he started dirking more and harrassing 'T' and her sister. Also during this time 'T's sister's boyfrind moved into their house, so The mom's boyfriend began being rude to him aswell. Now 'T' and her sister would call me every night near the brink of tears or full out bawling and it torn my heart in peices, so my family agin opened our house to them but only 'T's sister and her boyfriend take up our offer. Now during that year 'T' would talk to me about her sister and about her problems and i would drop everyhting to be there for her and to try to help her to the best of my abilities, but if i ever needed to talk to her she was too busy to even care or to listen at all.... I guess it always was like that but it just seemed more promenient after she called me every night and all that stuff. Well after a horrible year of her sister and the bf tearing apart my family at the seams they both moved out and my family went back to being peaceful. Well at the beigninning of this year 'T' began to talk to me more and i got my hopes up that maybe just maybe she would want to be my friend again and would want to start hanging out more.... well that so did not happen unstead 'T' begins to hang out alot with another of my friends 'C' that was completly fine with me because then might hang out with two of my good friends at the same time. Instead of that 'T' ignored me more and excluded me, then on my birthday i wanted to go see rent in the cinema with them and some other friends. They all agreed then when i get there they tell me we are going to see Just Friends even though they know that i hate comedies!! so that really pissed me off then they tell me that we will go see another movie for my bday on another day.... well i'm still waiting for that. After that incident the majority of probelms with 'T' ended and i started to hang out with some of my drama friends instead of 'T' and 'C' at lunch hours. Well about awhile ago 'C' started to complain about 'T' to me... that was a little weird because i thought they were really good friends.... Then last night 'T' calls me and starts to chat with me... well when that happened i was so happy cause i thought she fnally re... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/8463679/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/8463679/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 21:27:42 PDT okay to start Kingdom hearts 2 arrived at my house last friday and the obsession (which was supposed to be satisfied by me playing it) has grown to humongos rates now. I love final fantasy and disney so now the fact that all of the final fantasy and good disney movies are wrapped into one neat little obseesive package!!!! Well anyways right now i am about half way through the game of 5 different versions (yes i play on multiple games at the same time) and i can't seem to stop playing it. i mean pirates of the caribean world was cool enogh but then letting me play nightmare before christmas right after?? how enginious can these people be!??!?!?! ( for those of you who do ot know me i am in love with pirates of the caribean and nightmare before christmas).
next my other obsession of 'Jester" has been satisfied by the arrival of chapter 21!! so now in between my bouts of losing to bosses in KH2 and eating/sleeping i have fully read this marvelos next chapter of my favorite story! yeah for arisa-sama!!!
hmm.... well easter week is here and ihave nutin at all to do!!! boo to T/C for not wanting to hang out with me oo well maybe i will have some motivation to do some sculptures or some drawings... im not sure yet.
wow i lead a very dull life.... kinda a crappy journal entry but yeah....

HAPPY EASTER TO ALL!!!!! ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7878067/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7878067/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 21:04:44 PST HHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! *deep breath in* *deep breath out* Thats better.

Just in case people are confused by that i hate my family. First of all My brother is a complete jackass who needs a fucking life! He thinks its alright to invade my personal space and put more junk into my room... I HAVE ENOUGH JUNK AS IT IS I DONT NEED ANY MORE!!!!!!

Then my parents think its alright to interupt mine and his fight just in order to stop all the yelling. They feel that i need help to win against my brother seriouslt one day i want to beat someone in my family in the head with a very big stick!!!

Then theres my friends some of them, mostly university and my play friends, are amazing. They actually care what is going on in my life and how things are for me... but.... Then there comes my idiot other friends who dont care about anyhting that i do, they think everything i am interested in is ridiculous, they hate my family, and somedays i even think they hate me! ITs horrible... no matter what i do i cant win when i am with them, either i feel excluded or i feel like a complete idiot for being anywhere near them!

Tehn there is the whole grad thing.... Noone in my family wants to sit where i want to... so i have two choices sit with my friends or sit away from everyone i want to sit with just to be with my family!!!!! I'd love to sit with my family but i want ot sit with all my friends so i can remember my grad as amazing!! I just hate how my family thinks that all my friends are crap!!! I its not one group of freidns who all my family hates or the other group who my brother hates and makes fun of alot!!!!

So pretty much i have given up on graduation and getting my way and i have also given up on having my opinion and rights respected and heard by everyone!! ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7804106/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7804106/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 22:23:33 PST [link] and if you have read the discription on him you would know that when i was creating him he broke... alot.... and i have a mini mental breakdown due to him being a pain. Well a few days ago i brought him home... on the bus.... and after many days and nights of trying to glue him back together i have finally accepted that Jester dude is no more.

In His memory i will no construct another... a stronger... better version of him. Then one day The Descendent of Jester will stand tall next to the image of his forefater in eternal glory forever. Next i will create a new jester a intriqute portrayel of everything i love.

So my dear jester your death has not been in vain, you have been able to teach me much more then i ever knew and this knowledge will be used to create your children, to complete your legacy, and to create your incarnation. Rest In Pieces my friend.

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Wow.... that was extremly melodramatic.... Sorry bout that... lol.... As most of you can tell im a little depressed about the death of my dear jester dude... my first ever creation of clay. I thought he was magnificient and then he broke after he was brought home. it makes me extremly sad. Anyway... im sorry if any of you got scared by my little melodrama... lol ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7633862/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7633862/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 19:57:46 PST
My family is being so stubborn. In a few months i will be graduating form grade 12 and i want to make it the best thing ever... but unfortunatly my family is pretty much refusing to sit with some of my friends and their families! grrrrr.... my brother is telling me that he wont give up on the whole angry with my ex-roomate and her family thing so if i want to sit with her then he doenst come... same with my grandparents they hate her family so they wont come unless ther sit at a different table which means either i sit with my friends or i sit with my family..... im either going to my brother or blow up my own bloody head!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! I dont understand why they cant just fricken put aside their differences to make that night great!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!! *sigh*

Umm the good stuff now....

Footloose (the school play) is doing extremly well.... We had a runthrough today and it went very smoothly. No big mistakes only little confuses (some on my part :S ) but it was all still very good.... Physics is just about over yeah for that and next quarter i have Social and Religion so its easy peazzy ....... YEah thats pretty much it for the whole good stuff..... sadly but true.....

Ciao for Now....

P.S. A little comment for my family "SHINDE KUDASHI" lol thats to Ally for that lol ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7568771/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7568771/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 20:54:37 PST Whats up all??
Well first of all my parents suck! Tehy told me that i was able to got o edmonton for School next year but now they changed their mind and now i am not allowed to go!!! Just because i am not eighteen when i graduate they think that they have a choice of what school i want to go to!!!

Second, I know it sounds stupid and a little selfish but im getting sick of my friends telling me "No i cant do anything then" and then later coming and telling me that they went andgot drunk with one of my other friends as a last minute thing! Tehy dont even think that i want to hang out with them just to hang out with them... no matter if they are drunk and i am not!!! I feel so stupid and selfish for feeling this way but Those 2 are always hanging out... they tell me their too busy to hang out with me then turn around and hangout with eachother!!!... i love them dearly but they are so ignorant

*sigh* That feels better now. anywho When we got back to school i was so happy to see everyone and to be back around them... but now i am sad because all of my friends seem to be segregated into different groups... if i want to hang out with one then i dont hang out with 2 groups.... its crappy!!! So almost everyday i feel like crap cause i hang out with one group they ignore me, i hang out with another the first gorup makes me feel like crap, then i hang out with another group and i get ignored and made to feel like crap!... *sigh*

Well on a better note exams are in about 13 days.... my computer works, i am getting pictures on deviantart soon, and i might finally be able to get a good night sleep tonight...

well tata for now! ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7267897/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7267897/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 18:45:48 PST
If you ahvent figured out by now that my favorite season of all time is Winter then.... well now you know.
Well i didnt go to school today but instead i have been on deviant art almost the entire day Not doing much but using search and finding amazing pieces of art to put in my favorites ive found quite alot and thats a good thing. Hopefully ill be able to get my scanner to work so i can get some new deviations on here but untill tehn im sorry for there being crappy ones on here...
Well today my mother wnet into the hospital to get a hysterectamy... shes fine and everyhting but my dad is still majorly stressed out... which he shouldnt be cause the odds of something happeneing are slim especially since she's already had the surgury and is now just in recovery. Unfortunatly though she might not be home by tuesday... (my 17th birthday) so i might not be able to see her
i hope she is.....
Now on tuesday two of my firends have decid to be evil and decorate my locker for my birthday... You two know who you are.... *shake fist* so im gonna bring a camera before i destroy it and put it on here for fun yeah yeha i know im a loser... but hey you only turn 17 once dont you... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7198944/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7198944/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 21:23:47 PST i am very very happy because in 12 days i turn 17!!!! YEAH!!!!
Happy HAppy Birthday Happy Happy Birthday Happy Happy Birthday!!! Happy Birthday to me!!!!!
*couh cough*
sorry i am very happy because i will finally be the same age as a majority of my friends
Well as some people know i am planning on going up to edmonton next year for university wow university already... im only 16(almost 17) and i planning how to live in a big city and go to university even before i feel like i am ready to go anywhere.... since i was 5 i have been planning where to go for university what i wanted to do and how i wanted to do it.... but in the last year everything changed instead of going to the u of l for 2 years and transfering to bc for vet school im now planning on going to grant mccuwan for theatre school and then working my way into the movie businees where ill move to hollywood with a my freind crystal (and anyone else who wants to come)... but i dont think i am even close to being ready to move out of my house and move to a big city where i will know noone but my aunt and go to a school i have never even seen before and try and make it into a field i have never even dreamed of majoring in until the end of last year....All of my frinds are excited and planning how they will hang out but i cant even contimplate any of these things because I WONT BE HERE!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I hate being younger then everyone i feel so imature because i am worried about moving out while everyone i know is overjoyed about leaving there homes!...
how come all i can think about lately is how i a am so immature compared to everyone else in my bloody grade??? I hate it!! i feel like such a loser cause i loath myself for how i feel!!!... I will be so glad once im 17 then i wouldn't feel so much younger then everyone else!!! Ill finally be able to stop hating my age difference and hopefully i wont be so afraid of going into university when i am younger then everyone!!!
well all, i am no longer in a good mood i am just plain depressed now... well everyone i just want to say 'Seasons Greetings', 'Merry Chrsitmas', 'Happy Hanukah' and any other type of seasonal greetings that i may have left out. ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7093098/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7093098/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 00:42:34 PST Today is another wonderful day. For some reason i am extremly cheerful... maybe cause i have had a total of 30 minutes worth of sleep for those of you that saw me at the cast party for brighton beach... its about the same thing except i have none to talk to so im mello on the outside... its complicated.... but yeah last night i went to see Harry Potter 4... god it was awsome they skipped alot of stuff but they did an amazing job...for all of you who like harry potter but werent planning on going to see it for a while i have one thing to say to you all.... GO NOW... GO, STOP READING THIS AND GO GET TICKETS!!!....lol... Sorry im a harry potter fanatic...

i love christmas time.... the trees, the decorations, the hopes of a white christmas, and the warm feeling that everyone has... only 36 days left till christmas ...........

*cough*

Continueing on then....
I think i failed my physics test last friday mostly cause i couldnt remember the stupid degreed collision crap... grrr... i hate physics...you wanna know what is sad i cant wait for footloose to start so i have more work to do... sad but true... if i dont have enough stuff to do then i get more stressed more then when i am overloaded.....

Well thats about everything i have to say.... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7048366/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/7048366/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 18:48:22 PST grrrrrrrr......
wow i just ranted about food..... i need sleep..... i got 3 hours of sleep last night cause i forgot to do a bloody project this weekend and i had to finish it! Man that sucked.....ummmm yeah anywhos.... im going to stop ranting cause i have nothing else to say.... umm yeah .... Have a good week and dont stress about nothing... ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/6985191/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/6985191/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 20:33:40 PST Well itsa not realy morning but still.... well just to catch everyone up on my life Brighton Beach Memories the first play of my grade 12 year is finished and now i am depressed... ANyways on staurday the 5th we had our cast party (for those who do not know what that is it is a party for the cast and crew of a play) and i was super hyper i had chugged a half litre of sunny D lemonaide then i had another 3 indidvidual lemonades within an hour of the cast party starting.... yeah you can all bet how i was.... for a long long long time.... lol but it was amazingly fun... then on the 6th we had stirke (take down the set of the play) and by the time we where half way done we were done to about half the people that we started with... i was ready to kill people for that!!! grrr... but yeah away from the angerness... and so today was both the beginning of the new quarter as well as the girls audiotions for the second and final play of my high school life anywhos i swear to god if lisa gets the friggen lead again i will tear my hear out andcry!!!! she is such a cow she will not stop complaining about how she thinks that 'there is so much talent in grade 12 and that it should be her, katherine, and megan who get the leads in the play because they are the only talented grade 12's' which is complete BULL!!!!!!! For one thing she got the leadlast year when there was a crap load more talent in grade 12 then!!!! GRRRRRRR I just wanna.... .... lol.... anyways umm quarter 2 has started off good.... bio and physics are good so far... my physics class has 11 people in it so i think its kool.... but im so worried that ill fail.... i hope i get a good mark.. i hate tests and the final is fricken 50% of my fianl grade!!!! i HATE IT!!

Well I hope this week goes good for me and for everyone reading this... Relax and have fun all!!!

P.S. Just because this thing is soo SWEET!!!!!! ]]> ~rinoalionheart http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/6841089/ http://rinoalionheart.deviantart.com/journal/6841089/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 22:50:04 PDT im so worried about that. Hopefully everything will be alright. hmm.... i seriously do not know what to write. Well yeah i guess i will end this here. I will try to have more pictures on here soon! Have fun and stay true to yourself!!! ]]> ~rinoalionheart