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Well in celebration of that I wrote a new lovely poem....just for you crazy cats and I am off to go back to my lovely world of poetry obscurity. *waves and smiles* I love you guys....


*blows kissys*

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/24752103/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/24752103/ Thu, 14 May 2009 11:07:20 PDT

That is if I get my mind off of one guy that has taken over my mind...^^

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/24081969/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/24081969/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 18:58:33 PDT
Hopefully someone missed meh or else this post would have been a total and complete waste of my time and some how I will find all of those who doubted my return to my home!!

RAWR!! Loves me pwease!

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/17669747/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/17669747/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 15:42:00 PDT

It is One Month and 7 Days until that epic day of my birth!!! May 10th 2008, I will finally be able to say "I can legally drink alcohol!!!!"

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/17523128/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/17523128/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 10:20:23 PDT
Another thing that has happened, was that my mom's disability case was ruled unfavorable. Which really upset us as a family because my mom is really, really disabled and in a lot of pain as of late. So for the past two weeks me and the rest of my clan of misfits haven't exactlly been the picture of happiness. In fact we want to get the hell out of the state of Florida, because of all the screwed up practices that have been going on as of late.

Well as long as I still have my sanity...then all is good right...

But even at that I barely have my sanity....Damn

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I love you all and I will be back online before you guys knows it.

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I just have to keep reminding myself that in the end this is all worth it, I mean come on: I get to watch police pull people over every five mintues from the drive thru window, I am getting major hours which means getting a bigger paycheck, and it will make my going to visit a certain someone fund bigger and bigger.

The down side?? I am getting sidetracked from my writing...Not saying that I wasn't side tracked. I am getting into writing for yet another fandom, making at this very moment 5 fandoms that I am/have written for. The only thing that is keeping me sane at the moment is talking to some peoples via IM, and watching Yaoi based AMVs, and also reading some god-like smut. (Both Het and Yaoi).


That has been my life at the moment in a nutshell...Ya Know excluding my boy drama but you don't need to know about that..

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Take Over the World *starts singing the "Pinky and The Brain" theme song
2.) Find the "Pinky" to My "the Brain"
3.) Kill all those who want to steal a certain _____ from me..*fill in the blank*

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Frank
2.) Ama-baachan
3.) Manda Panda

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) hmmm...
2.)hmmmm...
3.) Not gonna tells you

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) Me Eyes
2.) Me Hips
3.) If I was a guy..I'd totally date me...

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Latina
2.) Phillipina
3.) half Asian/Half Spanish...aren't I lucky

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) The bunnies stealing my Sanity
2.) The Great War between the Bunnies and Duckies
3.) The day people understand what I am babbling about right now...EVERYONE RUN THE BUNNIES ARE ON CRACK AND THEY HAVE MACHINE GUNS PLANNING TO TAKE OUT ALL THE DUCKIES THAT ARE ON OPIUM WHO HAVE SOME HOW GOT THERE HANDS ON THE SUPER SECRET TECHNOLOGY THAT WILL BLOW UP THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!!!

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Food...
2.) *hugs Kit and Sara..Not realizing that it is a computer she is hugging*
3.) *hugs her pillows will laying on her bed limps sprawled out comfortably*

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) A spagetti strap top
2.) Thin pajama pants
3.) Purple Lacy Panties..*is too sexy for anything else*

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) AFI
2.) Red Hot Chili Peppers
3.) Foo Fightes

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Love Like Winter
2.) The Kill
3.) How Far We've Come

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) Trust
2.) Comfort
3.) A Machine Gun so I can fill you with bullets when you betray my trust..and hurt meh

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I'm a New York born girl
2.) I miss my dad sometimes
3.) I really wanna buy a Panda suit

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Eyes
2.) You not looking like you ate all the New York style pizza in New York
3.) Did I say great body??

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Writing
2.) Singing..
3.) Plotting to take over the world

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Kiel all the whores in the world
2.) try to find out where all my moneys went
3.) Snuggle with someone who loves meh

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Poet
2.) Psychologist, but I just remember I crazy too..
3.) Supreme ruler of the world!!!!!

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Japan
2.) Japan
3.) Japan..

Three Names You Like:
1.) Noemi
2.) Antonia
3.) Not Ashley

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I freak out about my hair like every hour
2.) For a week out of each month..I am a bitch
3.) Can't live with out my cell phone

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I like dirty jokes
2.) Playing Football and getting dirty is my favorite athletic pastime
3.) I....won't sit around talking about your feelings...ITS ALL ABOUT ME YOU WHORE!!!

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
1.) Violet...because she will do it...I know she will
2.) You don't think so...Well I do...that why she is the only one with a number here...
3.) and heh just for giggles, we could see if Akina does it because I put her name here under number three...See it?? No well its there it says "Akina"

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/16349817/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/16349817/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:15:34 PST
*giggles as she hears the screeching and echo of the word, "phone" and puts the instrument of massive eardrum destruction away*

Now that I have the half way attention a few of you guys, I have great news...For meh that is. Just at the beginning of this lovely week, my new boss, the one that I swore up and down that I didn't like dropped one huge bomb shell on me. I was getting a promotion in the coming months. I know that I am already a friggin manager at my job, but now I am going the next step up. My plot to take over the world from a McDonald's is finally being set into motions...*rubs her hands together sinisterly only to look up and see dumbstruck faces before her*

What?!?! Did I just say that out loud...Crap...I did didn't I? Well that you know my plans to take over the world from a small little McDonald's in the middle of Florida, please don't start forming a line to see what country you all are gonna get...because the world is mine all MINE and no one elses!!! *growls and hisses at all the moochers coming her way*

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And in other News: LOOK LOOK I GOT 300 PAGE VIEWS!!! AND ALL WITH JUST MEH POETRY!! Although I am thinking the main attraction are these journals, its the journals ain't...This why you guys aren't gonna get any countries when I take over the world...I mean you can't even advertise my poems and meh, the future leader of the world...Except Maybe for Violet, she might get a whole country to herself (as long as it isn't Japan...those little Japanese people are mine...*ebil grin*)

*thinks more* Oh yea...and I can't forget about Sara, saying that I was like her favorite Poet/Writer...So I will make an exception for her too...She'll get a country too...*shakes her head quickly* I need to get back on topic, Right?? Wait...What was the topic again??

*thinks* Promotion, 300 pageviews...Taking over the world through McDonald's...Okay yea..I totally got my bases covered.

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First things first, I am NOT to fond of my family (ie: aunts and cousin) because they all make me look sane. YESH THEY ALL MAKE ME LOOK SANE!! My aunt Yvie wants to move to Co. (because I forgot how to spell the damned state..You know that state with the mountains and the Denver Broncos??) Then on top of that, they are all addicted to the same thing, that lovely on-line game called World of Warcraft.

*Twitches* Nothing says meaningful family time like being online and communicating with your mother who is using some sorta mystical character that has a pet dragon named "Wingy". Oh yea and don't get me started on the 8 and 7 year old who get on line to play the game, because we all know its safe to allow children of that age to be in a giant chatroom with strange characters!!!

And I swear to Sara (Who is sometimes GOD) the next person who snaps at my grandmother because they had interrupted precious WoW time, I'll kill them. Why?? Because she is the only sane one in the family...mostly because she is 70 and doesn't know how computers work. All she does all day is watch her telanovleas, and cook dinner for those ungrateful, online video game addicted bastards.

*cough coughs* Well um...Last night I sat down and decided to learn the ropes of the game, and I learned it from the saniest of the bunch. (Yea thats the one who wants to get out of this hell hole called Florida). Don't even ask me why I did it, I guess I just wanted to understand the game that got my cousin kicked out of the house for a few months..

Now the saniest thing I did was sit down and watch a movie with my mom, it was pretty bad ass. Also it was something we totally wanted to see in the theaters, so I basically have to thank this girl that I work with for that and she won't even read this but I will say it anyways. (Shannon You Rock!!)

All I can say is that we should be grateful that I didn't just off of a building because of my lack of a life, or having less of a life than most people I know.

So bleh, If you love meh...You'll shot meh...

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No, well too bad I will tells you anyways!!!! MWHAHAHAHAHA!!! Today I finish a chapter to a story that I have been working on since 10/06, and then decided to eye page rape the page of one of my good friends on here. *Points at Sara* and then took my mom out to dinner for her birthday becuase I can't do it tomorrow.

I was supposed to go to laundramat but changed my mind because I don't need clothes really >.>

And then I sat around and wondered about what my life is and so far I have come up with: Get up, Go to Work, Run my errands, talk to crazy people online, go back to sleep, and repeat on a daily basis. Is that even a life?? No I don't think so, I think that is why I say that I am Manda Panda, Child of Strange Ponderings and Two Bi-polars people...

Now if you don't mind I will go get some fresh air....uh...Tomorrow...>.>

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/16169238/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/16169238/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 15:55:08 PST
I can't say that I am happy with where my life is at and I can't say that I am not sad, everyday I had a different song in my soul, everyday I had a new emotion that I was feeling. I felt attractive, I was attractive. I felt like hell, I looked like hell. I felt the world was out to get me, I was out to get the world. I realized that I am a conundrum on my own and that people love me for the way I am, and I look forward to the new year and the new friends and experiences that are to come my way. I am ready to see my friends that live a distance from me, and I am ready to see New York once again. I am ready to embrace the world around me in what will be my 21st year in this world, I am ready to learn the new lessons that will come.

To my new friends: Akina, Sara, Violet, Brittney, Sabrina, Rach, Jess and any others that are reading this...Thank you very much, I love you all very much and to me you are like family (I consider good friends like family) and if there is anything you need or need to talk about I am here with open arms and clean ears for all of you.

To My Darlings Kit and Alyson: Good luck in the new year and I can't wait to see you two in May for my birthday, I love you both so very much.

To the New People I may meet: I can't wait to meet each of you and get to know all of you..

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Also, I met a group of lovelies that drive me up the wall with the randomness, but also put a smile on my face. I think what really gets me is that I am somewhat like them, because when I am hyper....I am really hyper. Talking to these people have made my worse days better, and when I lost my connection to my internet, there were those who made attempts at keeping in touch with me, leaving me messages on here. Although to me I think that have the right to know that I had hit hard times in my life, I wasn't able to keep up with my bills and ended up selling my computer for a few extra bucks to survive off of. Everytime I made plans to get a new computer, or anything along those lines it blew up in my face. Of course that doesn't matter now because here I am reminsing about the year that has passed before my very eyes, a year that I know I have grown as a person. I wish you all happiness, and love in the year to come and hope that you will not forget those you have met and lost in the past year, don't forget the hardships and the fights and don't forget the love you felt year-round. Grow and spread your wings and fly off....

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/15963268/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/15963268/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 17:41:14 PST
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NAME: Amanda Mira Alicea

BIRTHDAY: May 10, 1987

BIRTHPLACE: Bronx, New Yor

CURRENT LOCATION: In my room, on my bed, in Deltona, Fl

EYE COLOUR: Super Dark Brown, almost Black

HAIR COLOUR: Just like my eyes Super Dark Brown almost Black

HEIGHT: 5 foot 3

L/R HANDED: Right handed.

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: My Black and White Adios

YOUR WEAKNESS: When people tickle me in the side...I fall apart instantly

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Any Pizza I order w/ my best friend

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: To Have Written a Poem that someone truely connected with.

YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: Hewwo

YOUR BEDTIME: Varies between 10 and Midnight

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: Chilling with my Best Friends Crystal and Zuli, talking {insert random word} about {just like before}

PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi

McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: McDonalds

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single, I get too shy in groups {No really I do!!}

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Mickey D's Sweet Tea {Ha!!! I hate both!!}

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Both...pwease!!

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: CAPPUCCINO!!! BECAUSE...ITS BETTER..

DO YOU SMOKE: Used to...and then I quit..

DO YOU SWEAR: More than you know

DO YOU SING: All the freaking time...I promise someone that they could record me sing when I get better

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: Why wouldn't I

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: Unfortunately, and heart broken

DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: More than you know...

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Si, Senor...Will you Marry me??

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: Ummm....Do you Believe in me? and Will you Marry Me??

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: I don't think so...*spins round and round* Where I stop No one knows

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: I walk and pace around I am jumpy...I like running and I watch what I eat....so kinda sorta..

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Sure....when they don't destroy my house

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Learning Guitar...I like my guitar

In the past month have you

1. DRUNK ALCOHOL: I have alcoholic cookies does that count??
2. SMOKED: No although one kid keeps asking me if I want a smoke
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: Nope.
4. GONE TO A MALL: No.
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: YES!!!!!
6. EATEN SUSHI: Unfortunately
7. BEEN ON STAGE: No...
8. BEEN DUMPED: No...I dumped someone though

DO YOU WORK: Yes..and I want to punch the customers..

IN A BOY/GIRL: Someone who will be there for me through the good and bad and hold me in their arms telling all will be fine and someone who will marry me. Will You Marry Me??

FAVORITE EYE COLOUR: Does it Matter?? but Blue

FAVORITE HAIR COLOUR: Does it Matter? Anyways Brown

SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Short

WEIGHT: Why you wanna know?

BEST CLOTHING STYLE: Just be confident in what you wear and that is the best style

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: Over a hundred
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: Ears...so that is 2
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: None...but i would like one
THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: Regrets?? I have none, I made my mistake and I must learn from them and now that I have learned my lesson and have my scar I can't take it back, just know not to do it again. A Regret is an accomplishment in my life, and I will cherish it proudly, hold my scar out a say "Look I Lived!!"

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Now I tag:

AVampiresButterfly: :JashinArtist: :ILuvMyBee:

Have fun My lovelies!!

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But to all my writing buddies and the crazied people that miss me I will be back soon enough...

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/15417954/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/15417954/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 09:24:54 PST
My best friend has put into kit's head that I have dissappeared, but I haven't, if anyone can tell him that I would appreciate that...v.v'


Love you guys and miss you

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/14062388/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/14062388/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 15:48:16 PDT

We were behind on a lot of our bills: power, cable, water and rent...

We managed to pay the water and some of the cable...

The landlord had turned off our power in hopes of getting his rent and then sent a notice not even a week after. To that I made a lsit of all the things that he didn't do as a landlord..which is a lot...

So now it is up to a judge as to how much we need to pay, or if we even have to pay the man or if we even need to move.

I have to add that on top of all of this I am trying to plan my vacation to go see a really good friend of mine in November.

Well at least I am not dead, and I still have my health and such. Oh wait, did I tells you about my left calf???


I wil later...

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/13966605/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/13966605/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 06:09:16 PDT
I have plans for today and I really don't wanna cancel them, because I don't see my friends everyday..

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*whimpers a bit* but in other news...I am house sitting in a house with count em 3 computers!!

Shh...its a secret I swears!!!

*giggles and spins around*

But I am still kinda bleh because I have to work on the day that I feels much better...it sucks really.

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/13887960/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/13887960/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 13:00:27 PDT
Helps meh?? I need my home and meh computer back...*sighs*

Hewwo...anyone theres?

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Also in this time I have become a dA addict...I can't really help it..I come on here like everyday..

It makes me all warm and fuzzy while I am stuck with the insanity of my family...

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Anyways, what is the Manda Panda up to...Listening to drama I don't wanna listen to, writing everyday and attempting to read any book that I can even get my hands on.

I needs my television...DVD player, computer...Kit-chan...so I can talk his ear off and get barely any reaction..<3 (yes I actually miss that so very very much..)

I need money...

Like 1500 dollars...and then everything will be perfect...

Why 1500?? Becausse that is how much I need to get everything back in order.

]]> ~rissakayin http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/13835390/ http://rissakayin.deviantart.com/journal/13835390/ Sun, 22 Jul 2007 16:18:34 PDT
*sighs and looks down* I am also missing my Kit-Bits..(Kit-Chan) My bestest friend that I am going to see in November..so take that biatches!!!

Nah...Kidding...now time to go find other random people that I can talks to on here...I guess...god life is so...uh...not what I am expecting right now.

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