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It is [link]
So if you love me, you will definetly go check it out.
It will have some of my awesome new senior pictures posted, which came out really amazing. If I must I will post one on here just to get you to be curious

so don't comment here anymore, because more than likely, I won't get it.

<33333

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/18307179/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/18307179/ Tue, 13 May 2008 15:10:52 PDT
I will be seventeen!!! Horray!



I better get lots of love from you guys

Plus, as of yesterday, I have been on deviantart for THREE YEARS!!! =OO

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/17960008/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/17960008/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 13:35:08 PDT
So.

I will definetly post at least ONE picture.

Cuz it shall be amazing.

And you all be like WHOA.

totally.

Cuz im getting tan. Horrah!

<33 Erica

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/15932459/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/15932459/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 14:59:36 PST My computer is still broken
My digital camera just broke about a week ago.
and my car is in the shop.

Isn't life wonderful?

of course.

but on the plus side.

I have Love <3
its amazing. it really is.

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/14967638/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/14967638/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 09:00:20 PDT

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/13419299/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/13419299/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 12:17:13 PDT
]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/10559357/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/10559357/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 12:44:18 PST I mean like.
major.

they take the most stunning pictures.

and it's like man..
I wish I had a gallery like that ya know?

I take pictures and put them here because I just like them.
I like pictures.

Idk. Its not that im conceited... or even self-concious..

it's just I like pictures.

-_- idk why im posting this I just felt that it needs to be said.

and im just in a bad mood anyway

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/10536550/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/10536550/ Sat, 28 Oct 2006 10:37:28 PDT
But I was having trouble signing in.
and now im finally signed in yay!

but it's good because I needed a break

so I shall be updating with some pics ASAP

((my homecomming pics will be in the scraps ^-^))

xoxo <3
Erica

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8906810/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8906810/ Sun, 28 May 2006 23:17:31 PDT
today was actually pretty busy.
~got up at 7:30 am->went to church
~got home around.. eh.. 10:30 ish?
~shortly after went to [link] <- his house xD
~attempted to play a guitar
~was pretty horrible at it.
~so I got frustrated xD
~I give up to easily..

_~*ANYWAYS*~_

~went to Youth Group meeting
~made my own pizza =O
~played clue ^-^
~www.aripowwel.deviantart.com/ <- this awsum biznatch took me to DQ
~than we drove around Z-Ville..

&& the greatest thing happend &&
the macareena came on the radio,
So Ari pulls into a parking lot
we get out of the car
and start dancing.

thats right. We are so cooler than your mom.

~random trip to Wal*Mart
~bought random water bottles to squirt sue and libby with xD
~rented HighSchool Musical
~loved the movie
~came home

^-^ so I just totalleh had to update because My xanga isn't ready for one
and this one could totally use and update like tehXwhoaXcore

Im in a REALLY good mood ^_^

well luvlys im kind of sleepy and have some things to update and such
much love

xoxo <3
Ethel

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8849156/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8849156/ Mon, 22 May 2006 20:50:42 PDT MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

thats right, a quiz. nice and long.
I stole zis from Ecchiman [link]

Seu. Answer zeeze and I shall luverz you forever n eva

**I added one heh. in the "what would you do if" section..

just curious.. haha. so now. copy and paste questions+answers into comments. and POOF you win

also.. please honest answers.. you can be sarcastic.. just make sure theres a serious answer also. thats right. no sarcasing your way outta these


WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died from unatural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
You saw me crying:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:`
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Lips:
Body:
Eyelashes:

WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Go out with me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Kept something important from me?:

MORE MORE MORE:
1. Whats your name?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
4. Describe me in one word:
5. What was your first impression upon meeting me?:
6. Do you still think that way about me now?:
7. What reminds you of me?:
8. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
9. How well do you know me?:
10. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? If yes, what it is?:
11. Are you gonna put this on your journal to see what I say about you?:
12. Have you ever liked me and do you still?:


Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8779564/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8779564/ Mon, 15 May 2006 14:54:58 PDT
=O I missed it >_< darn!

oh well.

My real birthday is tomarrow =]
my sisters taking me out to eat and stuff yey.

xoxo <3
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8752646/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8752646/ Fri, 12 May 2006 18:52:43 PDT great.

normally I wouldn't make random entry's

My friends told me to go to the mall.
So I did.
they told me to go into spencers
they go up to the counter..
"Do you have something for my friend?"

he pulls out a white rose.
I go into 14 different stores,
recieving a happy birthday from anonymous
and a beautiful white rose

then I was with a group of my friends in sears
and someone comes up behind me and holds a beautiful red rose
with a poem from kingdom hearts inside.
"Happy birthday man.."

From zee pimp Ejith
15 roses=15 years

I was in shock. it was beautiful..
I was trying so hard not to cry because we were in public

the first time I had ever gotten flowers in my life..
Roses even..

they were beautiful

I.. I dont know what to say now.
But just.. wow.

xoxo <3
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8748233/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8748233/ Fri, 12 May 2006 09:44:50 PDT
<3

I seriously luverz you guys =]

I feel so special =]
and all the lovely comments you guys leave...

really helps =]

like you guys don't even know <3

xoxo <3
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8722872/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8722872/ Tue, 09 May 2006 16:44:06 PDT if everyone loved
and nobody lied
if everyone shared
and swallowed their pride
than we'd see the day
when nobody died

If everyone cared- Niceklback <3

I love that song

anyway for the purpose.

I have come to this conclusion:

That im such a hot piece of ass,
that my enemies yet to forget me.
=] thats right.

im just that damn sexy.

went to a certain persons website the other day...
saw a nice large sign on the top

"Ethel will burn at the diskew, push her off a cliff"

[link]

for some odd reason Im feeling very generous and not leaving the site that it was posted on =]

but its okay. =] like I said. Its cause im that sexy.

ANYWAY
I've gotten A TON of pageviews lately.
"its O-M-F-G amazing!"
as ecchi would say

I luverz you guys so mucheth! <3

xoxo <3
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8662448/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8662448/ Fri, 05 May 2006 11:14:02 PDT
My parents decided to get a divorce.

Im going to keep smiling tho =]

but if I seem a bit on the downside sometimes...
thats why.

You guys rock for all zee pageviews <3

((My b-day is in 13 days!))

xoxo <3
Ethel

EDIT:://
you know what you should do?
yes you im talking to YOU
go to my main account and check out my photography =]
[link] ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8652624/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8652624/ Tue, 02 May 2006 13:55:04 PDT

so chya.
oh and also..

I loooooove the pageviews
its amazing =]
YOU GUYS are amazing.

quotez:

I'm bleeding...
I'm being tortured...
I'm not daddy's little girl...
I'm his victim....

Someday someone is going to thank you
for letting me go <3

This nightmare won't last long.
Are you scared?
So sing this song.
I'm right there
by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.

love is just another word for pain
it's a broken record repeating the same thing
when you want it it's not there
when you have it you don't care


Walking the tideline,
I hear your name
It`s angels whispering something
so beautiful it hurts

When you step to the edge of all the light you have left and take that first step into the darkness of the unknown, you might believe one of two things will happen. There will be something solid for you to step upon, or you will learn how to fly

I keep thinking of how
much I love talking to you..
how good you look
when you smile.
how much i love your laugh
I day-dream about you
off and on, replaying pieces
of our conversation;
laughing at funny things
that you said or did..
I've memorized your face
&& the way that
you look at me..
I catch myself smiling
again at what I imagine..

it was something about
the way he looked at her
that made her wanna cry


picture you & me sexually, so sinfully that
makes it heavenly.. its not no movie rated G
sweetie, make me scream like its X times 3

I don't want to die.
I really don't.
I just don't see any reason to live anymore.
I can't find a single reason to live.

If it's real, if it's true love, then
it'll always be there. You can
pretend its gone, and even
move on. But that love, it's
still there. In the depths of
your mind, sometimes a single
object or song triggers it all, and
your right back where you started.
In the arms of the one you lost.

Haven't you just wanted,
To break all the mirrors in your house, because you can't stand,
Looking at yourself anymore?
But you know it's useless,
Cause what hurts the most,
Is everyone else's opinion,
And they don't need a mirror to see you.

=O oh ya.
thats hawt <3

xoxo <3
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8635050/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8635050/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 20:04:44 PDT who you really missed.
and started to cry.
so hard.
you got sick?

...

I hate this.
and the worst part is.
nobody can help me. ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8605950/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8605950/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 20:01:45 PDT 60 watchers

Wow
thats some lovely stats for me right there <3
I luv u guys so much. like seriously. =]

more random lyrics:

am i loud and clear,
or am I breaking up
am I still your charm,
or am I just bad luck..
are we getting closer,
or are we just getting more lost..

we live on front porch's and swing life away
we get by just fine here on minimum wage,
if love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand..

swing life away- Rise against
title^ artist^



xoxo <3
Ethel

((I luverz me some ecchiman MmMmm... [link] )) ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8493424/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8493424/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 15:15:13 PDT I really don't..
its quite odd...

so heres some more random lyrics ^-^

I just want to hear you say,
That I love you,
And I've loved you all along,
And I forgive you..
for being away for far to long,
So keep breathing
cuz im not leavin you anymore.

Far away -Nickelback

xoxo <3
Ethel


EDIT:://
I colored my hair =O
zomfg I know.
love you all!

xoxo <3
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8431618/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8431618/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 13:22:10 PDT
-Nickel back "saving me"




HmMmMm I want a deviantart family ;__ ;
anybodeh?

Hubbeh- Ecchiman
Sister-12f
brother-
illustrator(family nut XD)-Dark0goddess
girl next door(hah yes pun)-
boy next door(")-
or anything else you can think of!


xoxo <3
Ethel

((sign my petition link is on [link]/EthelDotOrg))
SAVE THE MUSIC! ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8394461/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8394461/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 06:36:54 PDT
yeah it wasn't mine. lol. ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8318111/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8318111/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 20:44:50 PST
yesterday:

Views:
* Total: 207
* Today: 3
Full-views:
* Total: 101
* Today: 2

Today:

Views:
Total: 213
Today: 6
Full-views:
Total: 104
Today: 3

that is just wow. in ONE day.. just.. wow. ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8306741/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8306741/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 16:28:49 PST came across a picture an old friend of mine used to like..
check out the views
definetly caught my eye

Views:

* Total: 207
* Today: 3

Full-views:

* Total: 101
* Today: 2

THAT is amazing... just... wow.
just wait until this summer hehe my hair won't be as long tho..
I shouldn't have cut it

]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8303356/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8303356/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 10:01:40 PST I'll be right here when your world starts to fall..
young girl its alright
your tears will dry you soon will be free to fly
when ur safe inside your room you tend to dream
of a place where nothings harder then it seems

when theres no one else, look inside yourself
like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
then you'll find your strength that will guide your way..
trust your voice within.

-Christina A.
(if I got the lyrics wrong sorry I was doing it by ear XD)

that was on american idol last night ^_^
went through my CD's and found that CD O_O
wow lol.

well im grounded off the computer until tomarrow Lol
but im on my school computer so im sneaky... hehe...
I updated ma Myspace ^_^
like.. two mins before I got grounded. lol.
thank you guys so much for all of the pageviews I love you all!



-Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8253909/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8253909/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 09:09:46 PST all those pageviews!!!

3,053 wow... I am.. amazed...

Im so happy that my page has become so popular ^_^

I luverz u all


Erica ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8227983/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8227983/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 14:46:11 PST [link]

officially dont like u.
enuff said.

grr. some people are stupid I swear. ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8167313/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8167313/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 10:16:00 PST this is what we call a tragedy ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8148250/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8148250/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 10:46:32 PST so I was thinking of moving my pics into here and shutting down the tripple treat account. should I?

Ethel <3 BANG!
its trendy ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8144574/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8144574/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 23:04:58 PST

rmserica2u-stock:
pageviews: 2, 637
watchers: 51

rmserica2u:
pageviews: 684
watchers: 15

o_0?? I think this is trying to tell me something.
maybe my looks are better than my art ya?

XDD


Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8127933/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8127933/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 05:50:25 PST
sorry had to rant. XD


Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8091599/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8091599/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 14:12:27 PST [link]
and
[link]

put the stock photos in the stock gallery and the art photos into the other.
so if you see things dissappear from either of those gallerys its because I moved it into the other.

sorry for any problems this may cause ;__;
-such as deleted comments-

lotza luvz n hugz n such <3

EDIT::

hey I got someone new to join DA!
give a warm welcome to...
[link] ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8086531/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8086531/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 22:00:05 PST im just bored so i thought i would post a journal
^-^
hmm so I guess I should say some good stuffie stuff then ya?
... I can't think of any good stuffie stuff...
^-^ ooooo waiiiiiit now I can ^_^

I hope to do some traveling this summer ^-^
hehe Im so excited..
yet its still cold like brrrr
and im still thinking about summa!
but I is so x-cited
I shall get to see ma loverly and ma hubby from can-a-duh
^-^ yeey!
that is all cuz im sorta sleepeh.


Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8068944/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8068944/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 20:41:48 PST
She's just dying to be different,
Dying to be perfect

so we're over and done
but your still number one
I pretend that you're not
but I miss you a lot

Tell me everything will be alright
Close your eyes and dream of me tonight
Tell me that you won't just fade away
Cross my heart and hope to die… tonight I'll dream my pain away

never be bullied into silence.
never allow yourself to be a victim.
accept no ones definition of your life.
define yourself.

I sit & wait by the phone.
I pretend that I don't notice
that you haven't called.
The fact is that it's tearing me up inside.
I keep praying my phone will ring...
every time it does I think it
might be you. Silly me,
you're never gonna call... are you?

Every single night
you pop into my dreams.
I just can't get rid of you
like you got rid of me


Grief? I'll tell you about grief, and a pain so bad

you think you will die from it, so horrible

you didn't imagine it could exist. Pain that hurts

without any visible wound. But it lashes you to bed,

it won’t let you move, it reduces your imagination to

an endless series of replaying images.



*found those on xanga, can relate so I liked them.


Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8039585/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8039585/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 16:50:04 PST
sometimes that doesn't make up for what has been done..
other times thats all that can be done.

So. Im not saying its the "miracle"
and everybody is going to somehow forgive me again..

and also I realized..
in order to expect others to give you another chance..
you must give the same chance to others as well..

but..
its funny how..
when you get into a fight with someone you REALLY
care about... they do make some good points..

makes me think ya know?
...
I really am a horrible friend..
Im being serious you guys..
and.. some people have still managed to stick by my side.
which I can't thank them enough for..
and im trying to change..
people tell me to be yourself..
not change for others..
but some things about me DO need to be CHANGED.
well... not changed..
fixed.

and thats my only other option besides saying sorry.
I really am you guys...
I really really really ...
I wish I could fix things... I really do..
Rewind things.. and make things NOT happen..
make sure other things DID..
the times when I would be there and be like..
"man I should do this..."
and never did.
but...
I should have....

because..
you never know if thats the last time...
that you will be standing in the same room as the person that cares about you so much..

and you go back through things..
and you realize..
people have been hinting to me at these problems..
and I never caught on..
and now I have...
and I feel incredibly stupid..
oh so stupid...

its funny...
how the strangest things..
a song..
a smell...
even a movie
can bring back the best of memories...
and cause you the worst of pain..
and the greatest of regrets..

I miss who I used to be...
I was ME.
I was ERICA.

I got along with pretty much everybody..
good grades..
wasn't afraid to talk to people..
wasn't afraid to eat..

maybe I can still be that person..

no no...

I will be that person..

-Erica

quote:
you never realize how much you love something

until you lose it, & you're one of the lucky ones

if you get it back


extra
**hey un-faithful I will teach you to be stronger to be...
hey un-graceful I will teach you to forgive one another...
...
the smallest things..
greatest of memories..
worst of heartache..** ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8009660/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8009660/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 14:39:44 PST I was watching VH1 webjunk on tv..
so that pushed me to go to ifilm.com/webjunk..
well I came across this hillarious video of a way to
ask someone to prom o_0?
this technique I would never chose..
might scare them..
anyho heres the link so you can watch it:
[link]

than just simply click watch.

^_^ great stuffie stuff

Ethel
<3
like whoa ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8009644/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/8009644/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 14:37:48 PST ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7987547/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7987547/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 06:53:13 PST
"hush little baby don't you cry daddys gonna sing you a lullaby, everythings gonna be alright, the lords gonna answer your prayer tonite"

<333

anywho.

finally set up a new myspace.
[link]

hah now imma be a myspace whore XD

eh. Im just an internet obsession no doubt about it.
XDD

well... things have definetly been interesting these past few days..
things seem to go really good and then really bad and its just a never ending circle >_< so much drama. But I guess I cause it.
which I do..
I don't mean to..
but thats just who I am..
unfortunetly >_<

oh well. somebody will like me for me..
someday.

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel

I have a quoooote: (from xanga mwahaha)

&& all you wanted was someone who cared?
well guess what sweetie? i cared.

okay maybe two..:
If it's real, if it's true love, then
it'll always be there. You can
pretend its gone, and even
move on. But that love, it's
still there. In the depths of
your mind, sometimes a single
object or song triggers it all, and
your right back where you started.
In the arms of the one you lost. ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7969904/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7969904/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 09:08:59 PST
first the results:
14- one but they cheated XD
15- zero
16- five
17- four
18- two

Im really 14. I will be 15 in May.
good job you guys that was really awesome ^_^
I feel like I could be so much older now XDD
im so used to being told im younger because im so short -_-

but anywho yeah.

^_^

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7959699/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7959699/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 06:43:03 PST I changed my age on my profile obviously.

so heres the question I have for you all:
how old do I look?

^_^ time to test your lookin n guessin skillz.




Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7936798/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7936798/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 19:10:03 PST
and then I saw one..

" if I ain't got you <3"

....

well...

now I don't.
*note the ID change

what do I do now?

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7916944/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7916944/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 14:33:12 PST and looked at all the good food..
and then realize you can't have ANY of it.
ever again.

I did. and it sucks.
"NOOOO you can't get that x_x
its got SOY in it...
that has GLUTEN"

...welcome to the wonderful life of celiacs diesease..

I have been so hungry these past couple of days..
but I haven't eaten..
Unless it was a bowl of cereal..
today I had a slim fast...
which had gluten but I could have seriously cared less..

gluten by the way.
is bread. or wheat.
or any artificial coloring,
anything thats contains vinegar
anything malted
anything soy
anything distilled..

pizza? nope. cereal? nope. macaroni? nope. Take out? nope. Eggs? only if they are organic. I can't even eat BUTTER.. unless its "smart balance" brand... x_x

yeahp no pills to fix this.
but they are working on it.
it sucks. a lot.

today I layed on the couch bawling for hours
because I hate not being able to eat all the stuff I see on TV...
or the stuff my sister eats..
or my dad...

NOOOOO I have to have a SEPERATE meal...
Kaylees all, "mom I need some more hot pockets and easy mac.."
;__; and its just sitting there in the cupboard TAUNTING me.
but I can't eat it because I know if I do keep eating it,
I will either do what my great grandmother did and commit suicide because it drives you insane,
or it will destroy my entire digestive system and I won't be able to get vitamins or minerals I need to survive, and die in my early twenties..

Im not saying this for pitty.
or to brag.
I just need a good rant ^_^
and to see if I really am alone on this one.
sometimes I wonder if there are other people who have this diesease..
which im sure there is,
but.. I want to know if they are people who are a teenager...
everyone else I know seems to be adults... (which are only my mother and a lady in new york she knows)
x_X

eh... sorry for all the ranting and complaining..
just need to rant and get it out Lol.

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7904996/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7904996/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 09:43:25 PST
I luv that song

I am now listening to giving up by silverstein another good one ^_^

not quite sure what to say..

sorry if I have stopped posting lately apologies ;__;

just been...

busy lately..

so I must go now all ^_^ goodbye

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7894881/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7894881/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 12:20:39 PST
yeah you get the point. ^_^



buncha x's and o's to you all ^_^

-Ethel- ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7884124/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7884124/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:28:27 PST
a lot of people hate valentines day.. confuses me.. really does.
they say its because its a commercial holiday..
but what holiday isn't!?

Easter-buy plastic eggs and candy, big baskets. than when you get older its cards n candy

christmas- buy presents

halloween- buy candy for the whole neighborhood and then some..

eh. oh well. I like valy's day and Imma stay that way ^_^

put your opinion on my poll at
[link]

there is a poll and the top of the page,
its a drop down menu.
plz put in ur opinion ^_^

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7859063/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7859063/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 19:04:18 PST goes from the bottom of my skull
down my neck..
and whenever I go up or down the steps
I get this huge pounding in the back of my head.
oww..
its been hurting since yesterday x_x;;

anyway.
got a new livejournal ^_^

ethel_unplugged

Lol. I am going to see sean at the library tomarrow
taking the camera so I should be able to post pics tomarrow ^_^
((they might be in scraps))

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7850353/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7850353/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 19:48:07 PST
"ETTHHHEEELLLLLLL ITS FOR YOU!!!" -mom

"who is it? o_0" -me

"Idk couldn't hear them" -mom

"hello?" -me

"why have you been runnin you mouth on my xanga?" -rain

"because you said I was going to burn..." -me

"well thats an inside joke"-rain
*says something about how it relates to my other nickname "Ethel at the diskew" which clearly has nothing to do with me burning*

"riiiight..." -me

"well im not trying to be mean or anything.." -rain

"yes you are." -me

"But I don't really like you." -rain

"fine by me. goodbye" -me

*hangs up*

wow. things just seem to get better and better.

*memory flashback*

"Ethel im not like them other losers. I won't leave you. they can't fool me into thinking they actually want to be my friend. I could never hate you ^_^" -rain

"its about time I finally found a real friend" -me

*returns to the present*

wow. this sucks.

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7841758/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7841758/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:08:12 PST when you just feel so..down?
and you don't really want to talk to anybody,
because you don't want to bring them down either?
and you want to cry so badly,
but for some reason you can't?
so you just hurt.
and you try to express it and get it out of your system..
but nothing seems to come to mind?

*sigh* just one of those days I guess...

sorry for the whole rant thing. Just.. idk.. I feel so blah at the moment..

Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7798903/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7798903/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 11:21:06 PST
drumroll please.............
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1. [link] <-- *click*
is now being brought back from the dead and Im going to use that site as well ^_^

and for the next one..

THE LONG AWAITED
[link]

is having a photoshoot tonight so there will be pics on that site tomarrow ^_^

you bet its me,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7790924/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7790924/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 14:16:15 PST
^_^ found some old drawings...

if you guys want to see some of my old photos please refer to my old devart site ((not a stock account but if u wish to use some just note me on this account))
[link] <-- *click*

^_^ I will be hopeing to see more pageviews on that site

You bet its me,
Ethel

p.s.- Thanks for ur supportive comments on the last entry. sorry I wasn't up for commenting back.. but thanks ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7769150/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7769150/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 08:55:13 PST you may have noticed.
I apologize greatly..
Stuff is getting a little hectic around here.
losing inspiration
I will be back on my feet here by tomarrow or the next day ^_^

You bet its me,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7751696/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7751696/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 13:51:59 PST white

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
beautiful stranger

3. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
spongebob and I wrote a bunch of band names on it out of boredom

4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
clue

5. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS?
diapers, trash cans...sewage.. eww. x_x

6. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING?
what I had a dream about

7. FAVORITE COLOR(S):
anything neon

8. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR:
olive green x_x

9. HOW MANY RINGS UNTIL YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
two

10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:
haven't thought about that yet.. kinda far into the future

11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Vanilla.

12. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
Yes.

13. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
Nope ^_^

14. DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS?
sometimes.. depends on my mood

15. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
dont have one

16. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN?
tarus

17. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
eww dont eat brocoli x_x

18. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?
actress

19. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR WHAT WOULD IT BE?
purple and black and neon pink ^_^ in a mohawk

20. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
Half full.

21. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE?
longest yard

22. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
yes. two years of typing class

23. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
everything.

24. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
7

25. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
>.>;; my eyelids

26. YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST INTENSE PAIN?
cannot say

27. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Belly Girl

28. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
chris

29. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
ketchup. mustard is nasteh x_x

31. HAMBURGER OR HOT DOG?
hamburger

32. FAVORITE SEASON?
summer

33. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
"bowling" -quote unquote.... >.>;;

34. WHAT IS YOUR SCREEN SAVER?
words that bounce...

35. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
KFC

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREED OF DOG?
husky

37. YOUR NICKNAMES?
Ethel,Ethel at the diskew, Travis, Johnny Depp (sp?)

38. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
yeahp

39. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
chores+parents+yelling+old friends

40. WHAT’S YOUR CRUSH'S NAME?
Chris

41. WHAT’S YOUR BEST FRIEND’S NAME?
Chris

42. WHICH CELEBRITY ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
HILLARY DUFF

43. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU DISLIKE THE MOST?
country

44. WAS THIS QUIZ FUN?
meh >.>;; would rather have a ride to chris's. XD

45. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANYTHING FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a license.

46. Hmm. A question. Okay. IF YOU COULD BE ANYTHING IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
human with wings. (not an angel because they aren't fully human)

47. What can you not live without?
My Boyfriend, internet, phone, makeup XD

48. If you can be in any show you wanted, what would it be?
americas next top model

49. Who’s you favorite fictional character?
Riku ^_^

50. WHAT’S ONE WEIRD FACT ABOUT YOURSELF THAT NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT?
if not a lot of people know about it we should keep it that way shall we

51. What is one thing you've done in your life that you don't regret?
talk to ma sis and her friends

52. WHAT IS ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES?
getting my hamsters ^_^ I luved them

53. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
I wish I knew why

54. Who do you most look up to and why?
My sister. shes so much more happier than me.. better off in life.. mom and dad tend to agree with me, tho not in words but through their actions sometimes.. makes me think. I mean hello.. shes gonna be a nurse, shes doing something right ^_^

55. How did you survive reading and writing all this?
taking breaks in between ^_^

56. If you could work for the Mob (organized crime...whatever it's called where you live) what would you like to do?
Whatever is safest.

57. what are you wearing right now?
red low cut sleeless top with blue jeans... ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7743360/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7743360/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 17:59:37 PST hehe.
this weekend has been GREAT.
NOTHING could be better right now..
I got told the thing I have been wanting to hear
for my whole life tonight.
^_^

^_^ Lifes going good now ^_^
homeschooled..
good grades..
upgrade on the allowence..
Getting more friends
im starting to discover who I really am.
not mimmicing how everyone else is..
and best of all..
Im head over heels in love..
no doubt about it
for the first time..
its a great feeling...

You bet its me,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7726903/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7726903/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 20:28:42 PST half hour?
lovely ^_^

wellllllll today was alrightay ^_^
can't complain.
except I didn't get to go to the mall like I wanted..
but eh nothing to whine about ^_^
can't go every weekend.
soOoOoOo idk what else to say so im off kittens ^_^



You bet its me,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7717365/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7717365/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 19:45:22 PST .>;; this is odd
got new shoes today ^_^
yes... another pair of "wanna-be converse" hehe. thats what I call them..
cause u know..
I just dont have 35-50 dollars to spend on shoes XD
but these shall be pimped out soon like my last pair ^_^



You bet its me
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7707672/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7707672/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 19:08:40 PST "ur like...my best friend"

one year later

"we never did really get along..."

*tear*




Ethel =/ ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7693237/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7693237/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 09:16:09 PST
random question but I would like to know ^_^

_~*ANYWAYS*~_
wow I didn't update yesterday.
>.>;; whoops.

but today I feel so bleh..
feel sick..
meh.. oh well

thanks for all the watches, comments, favs, etc.



wow I almost put blowkid... oops..

You bet its me
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7676506/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7676506/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 13:49:01 PST
I just checked tham at one am.

and I got seventeen comments..


really guys thats super wonderful..
keep it up ^_^



You bet its me,
Ethel

Edit::
does someone always have to try to ruin my mood?
I mean im still in a good mood but for a minute there I was pissed off.
this guy tells me he hates me because I smile too much
first ppl don't like me because im so negative..
now im too positive?
make up your minds ppl seriously.. grr.
oh well. for now im still in a good mood ^_^ so guess what.
this is to you Austin or however u spell ur name

and this:



how do u like me now? ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7676442/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7676442/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 13:35:48 PST ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7670000/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7670000/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 19:21:49 PST in fact, I do

I share a stock with my lovely sister Kay (some of u know her)

[link] <--*click*

I am not allowed to post pics from there onto here..
that is why.

so check out that site as well ^_^

I wish someone would edit my pics.. *tear*
*cough* thats a hint ladies and gentlemen*

thanks for all of your support you guys are truely wonderful



Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7656759/ http://rmserica2u-stock.deviantart.com/journal/7656759/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 11:06:24 PST Donated it to charity ^_^

someone is going to get red and black hair o_0??
they will probably take out the black tho.. >.>;;

Thanks for all the recent comments, watches, favs, etc.



Unfortunetly yours,
Ethel ]]> ~rmserica2u-stock