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]]> ~romanovslover This Time http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/28245033/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/28245033/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:03:49 PST tu peux regarde, mais peux tu voit?>

there comes a time in one's life where you must think back over everything that has ever happened to get you where you are now. all the choices, mistakes, pain, and joy. one has to wonder... was it all worth it?

my answer? yes. Skyla is all i could ever ask for in a person, and, though i know i do cause her great pain, she's always loved me. i've always loved her. i don't know if she knows, but everything i do is done for her. so that i can become a better person for her. so i can be healthy and strong and give her a baby Hollow. so we can live happily ever after.

baby, i gotta tell you: i love you. i know you've heard me say it countless times before, but i want you to understand just how much i do for you. if you had been indifferent about me not wanting to go to work that one day, i would have never gone. but because you cared enough to show you disapproved of me running from it, because you wanted me to go, i went.

i know i've caused you all sorts of heartbreak that i had no right causing. i know that after it all i don't deserve you. but what gets me is that you stayed. you could have just let me go and gone on with your life. but you didn't. you smacked my ass into gear and made me straighten up. even when i didn't deserve it, you gave me another chance. and all i can really say to you is this:

i'm so sorry i've hurt you. i'm sorry for every second of pain i've ever caused you in any way. i'm sorry for everything i've done that frustrated you or pissed you off. but i know just how much you mean to me. i will never do anything to lose you. ever. if i have to throw myself in front of a bullet to save your life, sobeit. no matter what, i'm here for you.

- le corbeau

p.s. i know it seems trivial, but don't be afraid to cry on me. you have no idea how much i just want to hold you and tell you everything's going to be okay even when you aren't upset. it's okay to be weak, i'll protect you.

<3

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]]> ~romanovslover life http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/26784310/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/26784310/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 20:56:20 PDT kicked my ass to the curb then stomped my heart into the pavement.

so how was your day?

]]> ~romanovslover WARNiNG http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/26284772/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/26284772/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 20:16:38 PDT WARNiNG ::
i will be gone from august 2nd to august 7th due my father being a fucking asshole and forcing me to go to a camp against my will.

]]> ~romanovslover tonight http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/26054182/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/26054182/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 21:46:57 PDT take me away...but knowing it won't happen."

]]> ~romanovslover 1 Year Anniversary <3 http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/25077315/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/25077315/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 19:32:51 PDT D I'm so happy!!

]]> ~romanovslover breathe you in http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/24946294/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/24946294/ Mon, 25 May 2009 16:02:02 PDT this time, this place
misused, mistakes
too long, too late
who was i to make you wait?

just one chance
just one breath
just in case there's just one left

cause you know

i love you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long

i keep dreaming
you'll be with me and you'll never go
stop breathing
if i don't see you any more

i love you skyla <3

]]> ~romanovslover its a very very mad world http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/24330294/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/24330294/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 17:11:53 PDT and i find it kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dyin'

i scrabbled at the cliff's edge, trying desperately to grab hold. the rock crumbled beneath my hands, melting away into sand. then suddenly there was no more. i watched as the cliff grew farther away. felt the wind at my back. i spread my broken wings, feathers detaching in a cascade of black. i turned over, stretched my arms out to either side. a tear slipped from my closed eyes, catching the rushing wind and drawing a line up my face to disappear. clouds closed over me.

are the best i've ever had

]]> ~romanovslover the inside rail http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/24278223/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/24278223/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 17:18:36 PDT
i just ain't sure yet. ehh.

]]> ~romanovslover because once upon a time... http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/24189037/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/24189037/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 19:59:48 PDT
Skyla, you are my happy ending. <3

]]> ~romanovslover just then... http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23525484/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23525484/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 14:28:27 PST
]]> ~romanovslover i love you http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23404106/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23404106/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 17:48:31 PST
but it's true.
i really do love you.

i wish i could hold you in my arms.
and let you know that you'll never be alone.

i love you.
i hope that's enough.

]]> ~romanovslover i used to rule the world... http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23158025/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23158025/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:55:34 PST one minute I held the key
next the walls were closed on me
and i discovered that my castles stand
upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

so i have the best idea for a v-day present for skyla. can't say much more than that it's not done yet ^^ (really it hasn't been started yet...i'm missing a few things for it)

but turns out i won't be able to see her on v-day. mum has plans and i can't stay at her house this weekend. so i'm stuck at father's.

sorry skyla, but you won't be getting your present until tuesday, when we go back to school. =[

at least i know you will love it <3

so...uhm...i dunno. i guess i'm off to play starcraft. or find something to do to occupy my mind until skyla wakes up. at least i'm assuming she's asleep cause she hasn't text back in a lil while. but that's okay, i wait forever if necessary <3

buh byes!

]]> ~romanovslover la lettre http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23084079/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23084079/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 14:06:39 PST DDDDD

-'cited-

Je suis tres tres TRES heureuse! (don't quote spelling)

Evidentalment, je suis un bonne model de photo. C'est un surprise a moi x3 je pense je suis le enfant de poster de anexoria. <.< ma francais est horrible. bof.

et OUI. je VEUX parler francais. alors lechez ma derriere.

au revoir <3

p.s. je t'aime, loup! et hollow t'aime aussi <3333

]]> ~romanovslover OMD BIRTH http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23020460/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/23020460/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 13:15:59 PST I have 8 little baby swordtails swimming in my fish tank -excited-

I can't wait to name them with Skyla (unless she don't wanna)

<3

aaaannnndddd imma get to see skyla either friday or saturday (ain't sure which yet) so i'm happy. ignore the miserable little emoticon thing, for some reason firefox is being retarded and not letting me pick any one but that -fume- but i'm happy

I LOVE YOU SKYLA
<3333333
and so does hollow

]]> ~romanovslover just one http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/22764482/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/22764482/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 16:33:15 PST
just never let go.

]]> ~romanovslover we all die http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/22636151/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/22636151/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 15:24:01 PST forever, but to create something that will.

]]> ~romanovslover when one... http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/22562584/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/22562584/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:24:31 PST
]]> ~romanovslover itwasallmyfault http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/22487612/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/22487612/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 17:11:58 PST and i don't want the world to see me
'cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am...

all i ever seem to do is piss people off and hurt them. i'm an inconvenience for everyone.

--

last weekend i was supposed to be with father. he didn't know, or assumed that i'd call. i didn't want to go over to his house so i didn't call or anything and said i'd only go over if he called me. he never called.

so then he was under the impression that this weekend me and my brother were supposed to be with him. he called me just now, asking if i had gotten his note. i was confused. i tried to explain that this was mother's weekend. but now all i've done is get him pissed at me...

--

i'm afraid of confrontation. i hide from it. i shy away from it. so when brad started some shit with skyla in chemistry today, i shrank away. she's upset that he called her ugly and ripped her drawing. i would be too. but i am of no use to make it better... hell. to make things worse, my phone's messing up again and i'm getting her texts out of order.

--

i'm sorry ='[

PS;; the title of this entry is my youtube account name x3

]]> ~romanovslover don't worry ;; be happy http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21901739/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21901739/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:19:03 PST i give you my phone number. when you worry, call me. i make you happy.

]]> ~romanovslover no fear http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21900131/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21900131/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 14:57:03 PST in the shadows
i've been waiting

the crow will fly one day...
fly fast and fly far away...

the same day the wolf will sing...
a song beneath the crow's wings...

bleck. random poetry FAIL.

Period. End of story.

]]> ~romanovslover i'm no superman http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21852916/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21852916/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 18:28:59 PST
Germany goes to my deformed clown <3
Japan to my love.
China goes to my friend morterossalover.
France is my HQ.
United States went to the mexicans [it's there already anyway].
Czechoslovakia was recreated and is my vacation country.
North Korea was bombed off the face of the earth.
Everything else got melded together into a giant country called Bob, which everyone who owns a country above gets a word in controlling.
And finally, Australia was renamed WTF Mate, and given to Piper.
Dobey got a small island in the middle of the Pacific where he can lay and be fat the rest of his life.

NOW; the governments

Germany is a dictatorship ruled by Klorry and her amazing sexiness, Shai'Tan.
Japan is a Dictatorship where Skyla rules everything, but keeps everything fair.
China is a Despotism, where morterossalover has complete and utter control over everything [but she still allows people to be themselves].
France is a Parliamentary Monarchy, where parliament has all the power but I look good -.^
The United States has just gone to hell.
Czechoslovakia is a Squishacracy where everyone bows down to the almighty baby jellyfish; squishy.
North Korea is just a smoldering crater.
Bob is pretty much a Despotism, except everyone who owns a country gets to have a say.
WTF Mate is a...-facepalm- its a Boneacracy where Piper rules the place with an iron dew claw and offers bones to everyone who bows down to her. Good job, Pipes x3
And the small island in the Pacific that was awarded to Dobey is a Fatandlazyatorship where no one does anything but lay around and get fat.

Niice.

]]> ~romanovslover names http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21816602/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21816602/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 14:12:58 PST
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on your Journal.

C'mon!

]]> ~romanovslover lights http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21815208/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21815208/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 12:46:33 PST honestly, pyramid hill has some of the best lights around hamilton. It is definitely worth trying. i'm not sure how expensive it is tho O.o sorreh.

ah well x3

-off to day dream about skyla-

<3

]]> ~romanovslover o m d http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21799498/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21799498/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 13:06:53 PST

I has happy! I like, never get time to just hang with her. But I'm fixing that ^^

]]> ~romanovslover research http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21769555/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21769555/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 16:01:22 PST
]]> ~romanovslover ending with a bang http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21737274/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21737274/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 19:29:22 PST
just random crap for the lose ha ha

-points to smiley-

-thinking of skyla-

]]> ~romanovslover le goût du sang http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21669358/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21669358/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 18:25:03 PST
]]> ~romanovslover vampire http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21552245/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21552245/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 14:45:24 PST ...she really does remind me of a vampire. The possessive grasp, the predatory way she looks at me, and the constant close proximity to my neck...

It's fucking sexy.

]]> ~romanovslover just... http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21486395/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21486395/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 14:42:08 PST seems like it was just yesterday when i saw your face
you told me how proud you were
but i walked away

I'm really frickin' cold.

]]> ~romanovslover arretez? http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21472464/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21472464/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 16:12:55 PST you say you see the light now
at the end of this narrow hall
i wish it didn't matter
i wish i didn't give you all

There are some people in life that you should never have to meet. They are the vain, the vile, the prejudiced, the self-centered, the needy, the greedy, the horrible, the fake. Learn to read what's truly beneath the surface and you can tell whether a person is really worth it or not.

"Trick me once, shame on you. Trick me twice, shame on me."

I get it now. You're all playing checkers. And I'm playing chess.

That is my problem with the world. I understand.

Just know that I'm not the kind of person you can forget. I'll be burned into your memory one way or another, good or bad. But hey, I'm flexible. Seek me out. Let's have a chat. An intelligent, unemotional chat. Yeah...that sounds good.

]]> ~romanovslover done http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21391724/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21391724/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 16:31:35 PST
]]> ~romanovslover par amour http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21282902/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21282902/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 12:14:24 PST
-gun cocks-

bang.

-silence-

// Par Amour - Diam's

c'est ma nouveau favorite chanson. c'est trÃ¨s belle et triste. j'aime beacoup! j'ai appris un nouveau mot, aussi.

poupÃ©e.

skyla est ma poupÃ©e <3

au revoir pour maintenant!

]]> ~romanovslover processus http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21271021/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21271021/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:01:13 PDT
[sarcasm] i seem to be getting rather good at black and white. [/sarcasm]

everyone is good at black and white.

-fumes-

]]> ~romanovslover danse... http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21187949/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21187949/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 14:33:42 PDT buvez mon sang...

danse mon amour...
danse encore pour moi...
s'il tu plait...
danse...

laissez-moi partir avec toi...

oh mon dieu! je vais ecrire un histoire triste comme ma femme. il est triste, mais belle. tres belle. et oui, je altered le chanson Danse Mon Esmeralda de Garou x3 ne t'en fais pas. hehe

]]> ~romanovslover the fog http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21128232/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21128232/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 15:57:25 PDT
anyway...uhm...yeah...nothin' much to say heehee

i think i might go and find something else to take pictures of.

]]> ~romanovslover klamath falls, oregon http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21070113/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21070113/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 19:49:01 PDT
i should be asleep D=

]]> ~romanovslover !!! http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21032452/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/21032452/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 13:55:56 PDT
My computer is finally fixed!!

-dances-

]]> ~romanovslover headlock http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20989800/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20989800/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 17:07:20 PDT got your heart in a headlock

so i broke my computer screen awhile back...haven't been able to get on here. obviously. its still broken, but right now i'm using my younger brother's mac that has mysteriously started working o.O i ain't complaining, trust me. i would much rather be on a mac than a flippin' gateway.

anyway...today has been...special. unique. right now i'm trying to drown out my father and stepmother fighting. i don't want to hear it. it's horrible. but whatev. i'm content to sit here until i can finish this journal entry then escape upstairs so i won't have to listen.

okay...so...uhm...hmm...i dunno what to say so i think i might go. i'm done listening to them fight.

(Y) PEACE

but you know what? the more i listen to the fight, the more i realize i would be like my dad in arguments...cold, indifferent, yet presenting good enough points.

]]> ~romanovslover the show must go on http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20693620/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20693620/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 19:35:12 PDT Another hero. Another mindless crime.
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime.
On and on
Does anybody know
What we are living for
Whatever happens
We leave it all to chance
Another heartache
Another failed romance
On and on
Does anybody know
What we are living for

The show must go on
The show must go on
Outside the dawn is breaking
On the stage that holds
Our final destiny
The show must go on
The show must go on

Inside my heart is breaking
My makeup may be flaking
But my smile still stays on

The show must go on
The show must go on

I'll top the bill
I'll earn the kill
I have to find the will to carry
On with the
On with the
On with the show

On with the SHOW!
On with the SHOW!

The show must
The show must go on

it's a rather sad song, when you think about it...

]]> ~romanovslover mort http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20674196/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20674196/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 17:51:35 PDT
grr.

grrr.

rawr.

i feel better now.

]]> ~romanovslover i used to rule the world http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20657396/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20657396/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 18:28:57 PDT

wow.

ha. x3

]]> ~romanovslover How To Disappear Completely and Never Be Found http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20640504/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20640504/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 17:57:16 PDT Step One:

]]> ~romanovslover milk http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20621868/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20621868/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 15:25:31 PDT
and some more milk. Yum.

I hope you know I'm only doing it because you asked me to. I'd do anything for you <3

]]> ~romanovslover we'll run away http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20598044/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20598044/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:30:28 PDT nothing can stop us
not now i love ya
not gonna get us

soo...i have no clue what homework i have. but i know i gotta do it x.x i think i have vocab or some shit. either way i don't really care -.-

bof.

]]> ~romanovslover wicked and wild wind http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20571044/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20571044/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 15:52:37 PDT i used to rule the world
seas would rise when i gave the word
now in the morning i sleep alone
sweep the streets i used to own

-sniffle- still frickin' sick. i HATE being sick. -grr face- i've homework to do. but that can totally wait until sunday night.

-meanders away to find something, anything, to do-

]]> ~romanovslover all these things that i hide on the inside http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20553144/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20553144/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 13:19:27 PDT i can't be held responsible
this is all so new to me
just when i think i'm invincible
you come and happen to me

soo...I've an entire 2-3 page thing to write on Maslow for Psychology, two THICK chapter packets for Computer Science, vocab flash cards to make for French, and...that's it xD when you condense it to one sentence minus the details it doesn't seem like much. And truly, it isn't. My only thing is how am I gonna print the research paper on Maslow? I think I'll finally have to dig out that cd and download the software so I can use the printer xD wait...aren't we missing a cord or something to it? i dunno...if all else fails, i can drive to memaw's house and print it there. or father's. or just print it at school tomorrow. either/or xD don't matter to the teacher, she just wants it. and what teacher wants, teacher gets. heehee

-runs to do homework-

]]> ~romanovslover not much http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20543227/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20543227/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 18:52:32 PDT there's not much you can do or say to phase me
people think i'm a little bit crazy

I've got some school work to do that I don't want to. But then again, that's school yes? So. To work I shall go! For the last ten minutes of my night

I go to bed at ten. And besides, tomorrow I've got to leave at 6 to pick up Mike to take him to school. I have no clue how long it will take to get from my house to his x.x a good while I would say. Anyway, I must away.

Peace (Y)

]]> ~romanovslover no one caught it http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20510999/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20510999/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 18:16:13 PDT Gah...
Journal Entry: Mon Dec 10, 2007, 11:07 PM
Mood: Sadness
Listening to: How Far We've Come by Matchbox 20
Reading: between the lines, looking for an escape
Playing: the fatal game called life

I swear I'm going to just give up on life. I mean, I've got no love, I feel like I'm drifting away from my friends. My grades suck. And no matter what I do it only gets worse.

"Anyone else feel like this?"

"Its called being a teenager, hun."

Don't f'in group me with everyone else, okay? I can't stand my father putting his boot up my arse every single time I miss ONE assignment. I won't forget that I "have no choice but to succeed." That's a good thing at least. -le sigh-

I just can't win, can I? Everything I do either hurts someone or pisses them off.

Save me
Please?/QUOTE/

This is a way old journal entry from last school year. Let's examine a smaller part of it.

/QUOTE/I can't stand my father putting his boot up my arse every single time I miss ONE assignment. I won't forget that I "have no choice but to succeed." That's a good thing at least. -le sigh-/QUOTE/

No one knows what the sentence I erased from here said. Let me tell you, it wasn't a happy one. I feel like it's been long enough that I'm over it so I can revisit it. This is what the paragraph would have read, had the sentence been there:

/QUOTE/I can't stand my father putting his boot up my arse every single time I miss ONE assignment. But now, because I've carved an A+ into my left arm, I won't forget that I "have no choice but to succeed." That's a good thing at least. -le sigh-/QUOTE/

Please, for my sake, don't get upset about this. It's a thing of the past. The scar's not there anymore. At least not visible unless you stretch the skin. I'm not upset about it anymore. I'm over it. Do me a favor and do the same.

]]> ~romanovslover Damnit, Ike! http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20510356/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20510356/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 17:41:18 PDT
Miserable the whole time because I couldn't be near my love when I needed her most. But I lived. And what don't kill you, makes you stronger. So I guess that means I'm a stronger person now. Anyway...school tomorrow...

toodles...

]]> ~romanovslover heh heh heh http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20486455/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20486455/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 09:54:30 PDT ~romanovslover i'm alive http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20445968/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20445968/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 20:09:59 PDT
c'ept imma get in trouble cause i'm supposed to be asleep. deadline was 11. but i ain't going to sleep til i get this thing done. so suck it.

]]> ~romanovslover some things are that simple... http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20410094/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20410094/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 16:32:36 PDT
]]> ~romanovslover haha xDD http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20355844/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20355844/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 10:52:02 PDT
i love it.

[and my girlfriend does too -.^]

]]> ~romanovslover une homme http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20324169/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20324169/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 13:14:23 PDT
if i put my sunglasses on my head, not covering my eyes, and roll up the sleeves of this black hawthorne heights shirt i'm wearing, i look like a boy xDD if i put my shades over my eyes you can't tell i'm a girl x3

je suis special lol

]]> ~romanovslover it was... http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20306870/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20306870/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 12:24:17 PDT
the motorcycle ride, however, was cool

-stabs smiley- i killed it twice x.x

'killed' meaning i let the clutch out too fast without giving it enough gas and the engine died. but i was on a small sidestreet at a stop sign both times. so ehh. oh. and i lit out almost as soon as i could xD i only waited around for about five minutes while the bike warmed up [not that it needed to because of the heat x.x]. then i got out of there. traffic sucked. but sitting on a bike looking like a bad-ass chick completely overrode it heehee ^^

AND i have no homework [cept for one measely paper for geometry]. so i can do whatever i want!! YES!!! -sits there doing nothing- xDD

]]> ~romanovslover solo http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20296637/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20296637/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 18:47:53 PDT 4. a person who works, acts, or performs alone
10. alone; without a companion or partner
11. on one's own; alone or unaccompanied

I shall be attempting a motorcycle ride to and from school alone tomorrow. I can't wait

-stabs smiley-

]]> ~romanovslover HAHAHAHAAAAAA!! http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20292936/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20292936/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 15:35:20 PDT
but anyway. after that went to sonic and got some food

love their footlong coney things xD almost as good as jolly's. then after that we went home [just me and my dad], and then after i ate i rode kelly's motorcycle down to scott's garage so father could drop off a car which he drove. then he rode the moped home and i rode the cycle xD [we didn't remember the ped was there until he was ready to leave]. but i went down a back street when i was waiting for him and hit fifty xDD loved every second of it. but then we came home, and my hands are STILL vibrating x.x

but oh well....c'est la vie!!

]]> ~romanovslover watch http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20274116/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20274116/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:51:17 PDT
-fiddles with it- who needs instructions?

-30 minutes later-

okay, screw it. -grabs instructions-

-10 minutes later-

okay, whatev. xD my give up.

w00t!!

honestly, idk >.<

]]> ~romanovslover wounded http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20234003/ http://romanovslover.deviantart.com/journal/20234003/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 10:32:16 PDT .< but then i noticed a scratch on my arm that i have no clue how it got there. and i have a huge flipping bruise on my shin. and red marks on my right arm. like WTF. where was i when all of this happened?!

anyway...later today, idk when, father and kelly are taking me, kaleb, and jaiden to this hayride party thing. there's gonna be exotic meats, like deer and pheasant. i think dove too...don't remember. but i don't really want to go. while it is true i have always wanted to try venison, i hate parties and hayrides, and when you put them together you get a bitch of a night. >.>

is it too much to ask to just sit around and do nothing on the weekends? yes. why? because you sit and do nothing at school all week. oh, gee, thanks for trying to understand my point of view. i get so stressed out from school, that when i get home, i pass out. and the first question they ask is: 'why are you so tired?' then when i answer saying because of school, they go on this huge long speel about going to bed earlier and having more energy, etc. uhm, HELLO!! i pass out around eight o'clock! is that not early enough? should i go to sleep the minute i get home? or better yet, why don't i sleep the second school lets out? THEN i'll have enough energy.

but again, anyway...i'm seriously looking at getting a book i'm currently in the process of writing published. depends on if i can juggle school, father riding my ass about getting a job, and father riding my ass about flying lessons. not to mention that i have to find time to see my girl outside of school. because, honestly, seeing her at school is worse than not seeing her at all. but whatev, i gotta play with the cards i'm dealt.

sometimes i wish i could do things without my father criticizing me. i really want to talk about this crap in person, with anyone but family. but when i get the chance, i let it slip by and keep my mouth shut. why? why do i do that? god.

oh, and i changed my name for french class from cesar [too lazy for accents] to Corbeau. in case anyone doesn't, ya know, give a flying fuck.

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