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                <title>It's been a while...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2008 14:12:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah I know, my computer life is died a little. I finally just finished my first year of high school! And I'm so proud of myself!  I had to do a Spanish test and a math one, I think I did well on both. What I can't wait for is that I signed up for a summer program, kinda like summer school but more fun. I'm gonna do some mini-classes with English, science, S.S, and art I think... maybe math too. And then we also take field trips! So I can't wait! I'll be getting better at writing and art hopefully! While keeping up my studies! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> And next year! >W< I'm praying I'll get in to the journalism class. Yeah... this summer is kinda be weird and still busy. The 8th of July I'm going to a baseball game! >W< my dad is taking me and a friend! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> And let's see... Like for a whole week in July I'm taking off to go camping with my dad and one of his friend's family. <br /><br />Well this summer is certainly gonna be something for me! I just hope I live to see my sophomore year! I'll be going in to 10th! *Crosses fingers.* I kinda fell out of my D.Greyman fandom sadly, while my girlfriend is keeping up with every single episode. <br /><br />I fell back to some of my other fandoms I love! Like Hellsing! Which I'm trying to find a way to watch the new OVA's! Yu Yu Hakusho I sadly never saw past the Kurama VS Karasu match. T_T I need to start re-watching that. Also I'm dreading the future for the poor abused and cursed Yu-Gi-Oh series I used to love. They're really just fricken ripping the guts out and trying to sell them on E-bay... they're getting despite. Let's face it, had a nice running and crashed. Still love Pegasus though! //^_\\\ I don't think I'll ever stop liking Pegasus... <br /><br />Also making new fricken characters like crazy with all this freedom to think in between babysitting and cleaning. It's about all I can do now a days. Let's see... I made a Magical Mime last night...XD *Giggles.* I made a zombie boy... I've made a cute shape-shifter...<br /><br />I've really just had nothing to do but think in my head while trying to ignore the raping of Blue Clues while watching the kids.. HAVE YOU SEEN THAT SHOW?! JOE IS RUINING IT! RUINING IT I SAY!!!! x.x Yeah...*Sniffles and mourns the loss of Steve.* <br /><br /><br />So I guess that's all.. I'll be around somewhere. Anywhere but home I'd hope. But in between cleaning my house hold of hell, I'll pop on my only joy~ My computer! ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>OMG GREYMAN! </title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Apr 2008 23:48:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG OMG OMG~! @.@ I could sleep... but I dun wanna right now and I'm being a naughty girl~! OMG like a week ago my girlfriend introduced me to D-greyman~! I love it! >W< My fav characters are Cross and Lavi and OMG I'm going crazy~! I think I'll like Tyki too but I'm not that far in the manga. I've only read up to like... the fifth manga. >W< Where's there the cute vampire dude. AND DUDE I read spoilers and crap and omg I wuv it~  *Sighs.* I had to get that out of my system because the coconut soda I'm drinking gave me a rush and I wuv Goya drinks! >W< WEEEEEE! o.o Damn this cake my girlfriend's mom made for me is really stiff.... *pokes it and then throws it against a wall to see it stick.* O>O NUU! My snack! *Goes to try and unstuck it.* XD I better go now so I can finish my late night 2 am snack and go to bed. @.@ Oh yeah and I like Road. >W< *Sighs contently with her non-stuck cake now.* Oh and I've finally gotten farther in my Counte of Monte cristo book... I just had to ignore all my chorus for one day and curl up and actually read it instead of slaving away. ^.^ *nodnod.* Finally getting to the juicey parts~! >W< And what they say is too. The book is better then the movie! >W<  I guess that's all... I know I need to get on the internet and all but I'm really trying to catch up in highschool! >W< o.o I need to finish the ninth grade~ @.@ I think.... well atleast try. AND oh yeah I bought a tie! >W< Yush! My very first tie! it's black and red stripped and it goes with a nice fancy outfit I made for myself of course which is also red and black! >W< It is neat. I need to go now and hide XD before I'm forced to go down in the basement and clean with icky spiders. @.@ You know I was so hyper early I walked in to a spider... XD And I accused a box of cheeze-itsof making creepy nosies and threw it out... I'm just that weird right now. @.@ and it was like mostly full too.. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />*LOng pause.* <br /><br />Oh right? I should go to bed and stop drooling over fanfics. ^_^ GOod night!~ >W<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>Life Sound Track</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 23:03:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soundtrack of your Life If your life was a movie, what would the Soundtrack be like?<br /><br />and that's the way it goes:<br />1. open your music database (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)<br />2. turn on shuffle<br />3. press play<br />4. for every question write down the song that's being played<br />5. for every new question -> press next<br />6. DON'T LIE <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br />Opening credits:<br />"Your Rain"- Silent Hill 4 (Don't ask.)<br /><br />Awakening:<br /><br />"In Between"- Linkin Park (Ironic..)<br /><br />Childhood:<br />"Dance with the Devil"- Breaking Benjamin (I'm starting to see a pattern...)<br /><br />First Day of School:<br />"1000 Good Intentions" - Rise Against<br /><br />Made First Friend:<br />Listen to Your Heart (Remix)- (Like you don't know who sings this by now? [Just Kiddin] If you live in America anyways)<br /><br />Fight-Song:<br />(Alright the first song was Irresistible by Jessica Simpson so I skipped it... Not a fight song!)<br />"I'm Back"- Yu-Gi-Oh Sounds track (Don't ask. [XD] At this it's more... actiony?)<br /><br />Life is Great:<br />"Secret"- Linkin Park<br /><br />Mental Breakdown:<br /><br />"Evolution"- Korn (Oh god fits prefectly..)<br /><br />First female Love:<br />"Let You Down"- Default. (Wow... These songs are really coming in the right order.. *Checks if it's on shuffle* o.O It is...)<br /><br />First male Love:<br />"Live for Today"- 3 Doors Down (Alright not so on target [Just Kiddin] )<br /><br />Car Ride:<br />"Broken"- Seether (I hate this song, too depressing... why do I have it again?)<br /><br />First Family Death:<br />"Highway to Hell"- ACDC<br /><br />Drop out of school:<br />"Killed by an angel" Sunny Day Real Estate<br /><br />First Job:<br />"Whatever"- Our Lady Peace<br /><br />First Concert:<br />"U & Ur Hand"- Pink<br /><br />Review:<br />"Missundaztood"- Pink<br /><br />Get Together With Your Big Love:<br />(Alright the first song was "Forgotten" by Linkin Park... Not quite fitting I believe... so I'll skip it?)<br />I'm a Bitch I'm a Lover- Meredith Brooks<br /><br /><br />Marriage:<br />"Easier to Run"- Linkin Park. (Dude? o.O)<br /><br />Sex scene:<br />"Dive For You"- AppleSeed Soundtrack<br /><br />Birth of your First Child:<br />"Madness"-The Rasmus<br /><br />Old age:<br />"In Pieces"- Linkin Park<br /><br />Suicide:<br />Ameno (Dance Mix)- Unknown? (That Kinda fits pretty well..)<br /><br />Funeral:<br />"Colors " - Crossfade<br /><br />(Old age death):<br />"Beyond the Bounds"- Zone of the Enders 2?<br /><br />(Suicide death):<br />"Stupid Girls"- Pink (Haha! [XD] )<br /><br />End Credits:<br />"Better Off Alone"- Alice Deejay<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>DUDE! (Werid theory)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 22:17:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Taken from a text chat with me and my girl friend. My girlfriend is M, I am rosethedark. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Nu duh. <br /><br /><br />rosethedark: I just found out something freak<br />rosethedark: freaky*<br />M: Oh? What's that? o.o<br />rosethedark: Theodor Seuss Geisel (March 2, 1904 Â September 24, 1991)    ._. That guy died on the day I was supposed to be born but I was born exactly a month late. @.@ DUDE! I think I'm the reincarnation of....<br />rosethedark: Dr. Seuss!<br />M: o.O Uh-huh... you let yourself belive that... o.O<br />rosethedark: BUT DUDE!<br />rosethedark: It's like so understandable and reasonable!<br />M: Oh? And why is that Mr. Seuss?<br />rosethedark: LOL XD BECAUSE~! Dude I love to draw and write and I rymth things without thinking half the time! DUDE~!<br />M: whatever you say darling.<br />M: I love it when you type real slow~<br />M: LOL<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />XD End text thingie.... how many people think my theory makes any sense? This was at 1:15 in the morning, after taking a four hour nap and needing to be at school that morning at seven am. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Nightly insantiy? Or something weird <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Chat later~!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I AM IN PAIN! (Happy new year.. x.x) </title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jan 2008 22:42:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OW! x.x Stupid fricken kids... I HATE KIDS! x.x The dumb*** kids got sick... right before fricken new years! ... x.x And guess what?! Out of the kindness of my heart... (Or rather the fact my mother would have made me do it anyways), I helped with those stupid sick kids. x.x and I GOT WHAT THEY HAD! Apparently, it's a virius infection of the tonsils. They're swell up, they're bumpy, and they HURT LIKE HELL! I can't sollow, I can barley eat crap, my girlfriend was nice enough to let me over to her place for a day and take care of me so I'm over my fever and sickness, just got the fricken sore tonsils. Apparently only sore throat meds can't help me, and cough drops only go so far. So I fell asleep around eight... woke up around eleven... and stole a heater, made a cup of tea, and texted my girlfriend a handful of times to tell her how shitty I'm feeling and goodnight and all that crap. We both have school tomorrow so yeah... whoopy fricken do. And my dad was gonna try and get me into the doctors tomorrow morning if I can before school. If not, I'm stuck going through school in pain and crap. x.x Just cause I basicly went to my conciling sick and my friends house, my mom (OR as my girlfriend put it "The reicarnation of the devil's best friend" Though personally I would think it's his wife. Ohwell.) got pissy at me. My dad however is being really nice about it, helping me and all and taking care of me as far as he can. <br />
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Still wanna kill those kids, If  I didn't have them in this house I wouldn't be sick for school tomorrow. I wouldn't have to worry about waking up in pain! AND x.x I forgot to mention one of the little brats jumped on my pain and I pulled my back! I woke up the next morning in blinding searing pain! From my neck to my ankels, everything hurt! I got dizzy, wanted to pukes, all that crap. x.x Plus I don't think trying to eat chinese and drink a winecooler while you're sick was any good... that was my newyears party with my girlfriend... Besides the fact the good side was we listened to FUMP songs all night. ^.^ WE found  funny harry potter one called "You got hogwarts" . <br />
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So yeah... watched a movie, called AppleSeed, though half way through the movie screwed up so I gotta finish watching it at my girlfriend when I get my ass over there sometime when I feel better. I got to finish some stupid english assignment for tomorrow. About "Paying it forward" Apparently. It's one of those "Good deeds unselfishly " things.. x.x The only thing I can think of it how much I watch kids. x.x "I watched the kids so my sister and her boyfriend could go out for free..." "I helped watch the kids so my mom could clean the house. " "I watched the kids so my parents could take off to the movies" ... see the pattern? so I dout my english teacher would like it after reading the same crap with a different name in place. x.x <br />
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Ohwell, all I know is that I got english first thing in the morning and I won't be in the mood for it like I usually am. and the moment they notice I'm sick, I have to go to the nurses office, which yet again the same shit as before will happy and I'll help my mom screaming at me saying I'm the scum of the world for being sent home, and the lady called on us again to check out why I keep getting sick. x.x you know part of me is tempted to scream out "IT"S THE KIDS! IT"S THE FUCKING KIDS! THEY GET ME SICK! THEY DO THIS TO ME! MY MOM'S CATS DON'T HELP EITHER! "Trust me they don't, let's take a moment to picture something... picture a bedroom.... a nice cosy bedroom... now image it cluttered with crap... a changing table, some flat cardboard boxes, kids toys and a table and chair set, and other like crap.... now image four doors leading off to it. One is a half door, leads to the kitchen so I have no fricken privacy... I mean. yeah anyways. Another is a bathroom, which two cats live, eat, and crap in all day long and you can smell it from a while away. The next is the basement, cold air leaking up in to the room by the gallon and god knows what else. And last, a back hallway in which you lock a fricken little puppy all day in the cold, where it eats, sleeps, and poops in the same place cause no one around the house is smart enough to potty train it. <br />
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Image laying on that bed in the middle of that cramped room... smelling animal crap, that weird smell of basement like... plus it's freezing, AND you can hear every little think from the rest of the house though the kitchen and people have to walk through your room in the middle of the night to go to that bathroom and make it smell even more like CRAP! x.x And besides that... add a four year old little girl which begs to sleep in bed with you, is sick and so insecure about herself, she's too afraid to take a crap on the toilet and so you have four year old who smells like CRAP, in her crapped filled underwear, sleeping next to you and you can't do anything about it cause either your m... ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title> Christmas RANT! (Warning: Yeah... just read.)</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2007 20:59:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Gosh... Christmas was a so so this year. Kinda sucked, kinda went okay. Sucky parts, I got stuck watching kids Christmas eve while I still had gifts to bloody well wrap but noooo~ My sister and her boyfriend had to wrap there's first cause they're idiots who have kids and don't know they should wrap their kids gifts AHEAD of Christmas eve. x.x Pissed me off, ended up falling asleep with the twerps after telling them   like three stores, telling them about Santa and crap, and holding them down for about two hours. <br />
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x.x Fun fun... *Sigh.* Woke up at five am in the morning to start wrapping, put out cookies for Santa and crap like that. XP And all and all, the morning sucked except for the breakfast of eggs and hash browns with toast. Afterwards, the kids got like MILLIONS of gifts... stupid brats, everyone else got like five and I got like... one video game, the squeal to the final fantasy 12 game which I haven't even fricken played yet so my sister is an idiot for buying me that, I got a bunch of shirts from my mom, a couple pair of jeans, my daddy got me a new printer I needed, my sister got me a pieces of jewelry that's kind nice and some clip on earrings cause she's too fricken lazy to go get my ears done. What else.... My dad got me a couple new controllers for my game cube cause I kinda lost mine and stole my sister's boyfriend's controller instead. XP And um... New gloves, hat, scarf type of thing and a stupid Christmas hand-towel. x.x<br />
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 So yeah.... Afterwards though... my sister, her boyfriend and the kids took off for a couple hours, my mom basically fricken sat around and yelled at me to start cleaning up EVERYTHING! Take care of the boxes and cardboard from all the stupid gifts the kids got, empty and collect all the stockings so they could be packed up, clean up and put away ALL the toys! Then I had to wash dishes, put them away and clean up the kitchen so my mom could start dinner for that night. In between undigging a table cloth from a wreck she goes her bedroom,<br />
and then cleaning up all the candy and snacks, pretty much all the little crap. And after all that, the kids and such came back, took naps except the oldest brat who bugged the crap out of me while I had to peel a dozen potatoes and  cut them up, then work on other crap. Sister was too tired to help, so was her boyfriend, and in the end crap really just went on cause I had to keep doing all this so I could go to my friends house.... <br />
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Which we come to the good part. After dinner, in which a my mother tried that "kid's Table" Idea, which went to hell, and a baby started choking and then went my dad went to tap it on the head, accidentally slammed it's head in to the table cause we had it pulled up to the table in a highchair. So yeah, that was funny, at least I laughed anyways. Torturing babies, fun! >.> Umm... then after cleaning up dinner and getting ready to finally get my friend's gift together and her mother's, get dressed and cleaned up, then finally get ready to go, my mom started accusing me of sneaking shit out of the house. I got pissed but just left, taking my crap and all..<br />
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Then got to my friends house, which I got a slinky and a pair of pants! ^_^ And a homemade scarf! They're poor so I like what they gave me anyways! >W< I wuv slinkies! An't they so fun? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> SO yeah, and I ate some rum balls, drank some rum and soda, and tried some wine I really like, plus got to laugh with her mom who was already drunk from mixing rum, vodka, wine, and soda. So yeah! That part went nice. >w< *nodnod.* Spent the night there, got to spend all today over at her house, took a shower, snacked and chattered and played a video game. So yeah... the end!<br />
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Now I'm here though... back home which I'm slowly suffering now cause turns out the kids are sick. One of them won't stop puking, apparently my sister's boyfriend thought it was alright to take off after he got the kids to lay down, little did he know that ten minutes after he left, they all woke up, one puked, another cried, and the other two were playing with coloring pens and coloring books so I had to mop up the puke, clean that one up, change the screaming one, and then take away the brats coloring pens and books and make them all sit down again..... x.x Called my sister and her boyfriend, now relaxing making an AMV and listening to my dad snore because he stole my fricken bed cause his has a mouse apparently which they're trying to kill and it keeps leaving crap everywhere. FUN! x.x *nodnod.* I'm off to gaia and to make an AMV, check out my youtube sometime if you want to see my AMVs. I'm RoseTheDark on there as well. <br />
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In The meanwhile, marry christmas and happy hoildays and all that dilly-dally. Enjoy your time as a single, non-pa... ]]></description>
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                <title>Temper Temper (MARIO SONG DUDE!)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 20:53:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow.... fusteration. ._. It sucks... x.x Got pissy at my family again, two nights in a two cause I get exasperated coming home from school, being dead-beat tired, and having to watch kids and clean the house and do lunary and shit and now I have to do dishes on top of crap. x.x *Grumbles.* Despite all that, I'm trying to drown myself in yaoi, smut, and all that good crap including weird cartoons and animations and music, trying to relax. *Sigh.* Thus lead to this... I came across this song, that sounds pretty much really funny and I know a friend who loves mario so she'll probably love this.  <br />
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<a href="http://www.thefump.com/fump.php?id=149">[link]</a> <--- That's where you can find the lyrics and stuff, but it's about Bowser and singing how annoyed he is with all the Mario stuff. XD  I thought it was cute and it helped me feel better! ^.^ So yeah.... wee... ._. I'll just sit here now, sighing as he I watch time dreadly tick by and crap and wait for my conciling tomorrow to help me feel better and whine about being a woman and having my time of the month. Seriously, who the fuck came up with that idea when they were creating woman-kind. <br />
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I can only image.....<br />
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"Yo, god! Like... Um. You know how you made those males with like....  simple and easy to use reproductive parts?" <br />
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"Yeah?...."<br />
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"You should make those females your's planning on making, alot more diffcult! I mean men are above woman, right?" <br />
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"Right! So make the women's life more diffcult by making her... I don't know, bleed and suffer slowly once a month?" <br />
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"That sounds pretty good I think... Right, I'll use your idea. Just make it cause the women to have additude problems to make the men's life suck a little too so it's fair."<br />
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"But dude!" <br />
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"THAT"S IS ALL! I AM GOD!.... Now go get my bowling shoes polished, I got a game a five a clock. Hades is going down!" <br />
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"Yes your lordship.... Um Just one thing..."<br />
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"What?" <br />
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"Does this togo make me look fat?" <br />
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"Get out of here, Archimedes(sp)!" <br />
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Yes, I'm thinking of the characters from Hurcules movie. XD *giggles.*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>Ack!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Dec 2007 14:47:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ XP I woke up this morning and turned on my computer. ;-; And what happened you may ask? An evil black screen appeared before me! It say "THERE IS NP KEYBOARD OR MOUSE!" ;-; Thus I was trapped bored in my house. XD Okay I'll stop acting dramaic but still! It sucked! I checked the wires, the ports and all that. XP Turned oiut it just wouldn't work, that was that. XP ... o.o So yeah. XD Begged my daddy to buy me a new mouse and keyboard! XD He got me usb ones incase it had been my ports. So now my I'm stuck with a cheap old yucky keyboard but atleast it works. XD And a nice new mouse that looks great and works better! XD Over all, 20 bucks my dad spent was nice. ^__^ I thanked him and stuff, mostly he just got it cause he knew he'd never hear the end of it untill he got me that stuff. XP My spacebar makes a funny click sound everytime I press it and it's kinda annoying but ohwell. XP It's a lot larger keyboard too XP So ._. Keys are weird to press and all that. And the backspace is smaller! Evil! ;-; Oh well. XP That tis all in todays events... So yeah... if I don't post anything soon, it's cause I'm getting used to my new keyboard and mouse! XP<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>Oh god... *Puke*</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Dec 2007 12:39:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ God I feel sick.... Really god damn sick. Like I'll just spew at any minute, I got a ride home from my sister's boyfriend. XP And he smokes... and I have this thing where  I'm even near someone smoking... I get sick. I was holding my breath in the car trying not to inhale. I even lowered the window and crap and it didn't help. I'll probbaly lay down in a little bit, just feel like sick... Oh and I might scan some artwork I did at school and post it! YAY! XD Laterz! Oh... and I'm passing schoool and doing rreally great! WOOT!..... I want to bug the crap out of someone! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Please let me bug you?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>Nov 12</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Nov 2007 09:48:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, crap been going on and stuff. Just letting you all know I'm not dead... but might aswell be a half astep away from it at this rate. Yeah... bad crap happening... feel free to read it up at my blog <a href="http://rosethedark.blogspot.com/">[link]</a> . Mostly cause I'm too lazy to type the same crap over and over again. <br />
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Good news is that I've been having fun on gaiaonline.com, and it's been cool for me. ALso getting support from my girlfriend and friends all around, so I'm hoping I made it through all this. My mom is against me though, hating me, and saying all I do is cause trouble. Like every action I make is only to hurt her.... God, I can't tell what I can't and can do anymore. I might aswell not even breath, it's confusing because everything I do makes my mom hate me it seems. <br />
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*sigh.* More good news, finally got a playlist thingie and it took me forever to figure out. So I'm gonna try and post it here, I hope. If not I'll post it in my blog later or something. Nice chatting and all, I'll work on a new profile and maybe even trying to combat this depression. Happy happy, joy joy, emo emo boy boy and all that good crap. <br />
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P.s THe playlist thing one work here... okay.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Oct 2007 14:24:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Heh, birthday coming up tomorrow. And from the looks of it, I'll have more fun taking tests in school then being home and crap.... Apparently because of needing to baby sit kids, my sister being a fucking work-a-holic, and her boyfriend wanting to go out partying, tomorrow is going to suck. My mom said we could go out to dinner tonight like a week ago and now today is the day and it turns out my sister put herself on over night so I can't go out to dinner with my family and friend, so now I get to spend a funfilled fricken night of watching kids, doing lundry and being depressed. And when it rains, it pours as they say because I'm an inch away from killing those childern and laughing bitterly at the image of a newspaper saying "Sweet Sixteen in Jail" and crap... WEEE!! ._. x.x I'm off to go amuse myself by torturing my characters and listening to happy music and brainwashing myself to believe that nothing wrong and every thing is good again in my head.... Happy happy happy happy happy happy song, sing a happy happy happy happy happy song, (Etc)....<br />
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In the mean time while I atempt to get over my damn self and depression, enjoy this little song that includes the lyrics~! IT's one of my favorites and is prefect for my mood.<br />
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By the way.... Thinking about dropping out again. x.x Dun know... <br />
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P.S: SCREW THE **** VIDEO! YOU WANT TOO SEE IT?! GO TO THE **** [url=<a href="http://www.youtube.com/v/19X7rttooH0]LINK[/url]!">[link]</a> x.x Stupid encoded crap head didn't want to fricken work when I went to post it.... <br />
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*Sigh.* Now I'm pissy... stupid youtube crap not working on journals... x.x <br />
Now I probably got my girlfriend scared cause I told her I'd call her back when I felt better and all I feel is worse cause my mom is still screaming at me and not giving a shit! X.x wee.... fucking depression<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>Homophobia</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Sep 2007 17:20:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (Well yeah, usually don't do this and all. But yeah, my girlfriend is kinda worried about it lately because she just found out her mother is totally homophobic. So yeah, we're both kinda worried and we were hoping for a bright future with each other after we finish school and collage. But it kinda seems doutful in this day and age, ya know? So my girlfriend posted this and it kinda seem only right to post it too. Please feel free to repost and make the people of DA more aware that homophobia is one of the many problems keeping us all from being able to get along. Tolerance is key to a happy life! ) <br />
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*I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.<br />
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*I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.<br />
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*I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.<br />
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*We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.<br />
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*I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.<br />
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*I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.<br />
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*I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.<br />
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*I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.<br />
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*We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.<br />
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*I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.<br />
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*I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.<br />
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*I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.<br />
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*I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.<br />
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*I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.<br />
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*I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.<br />
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*I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.<br />
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*I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.<br />
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*I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.<br />
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*I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.<br />
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*I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.<br />
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Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>Combos</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Sep 2007 15:34:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mm.... Combos are yummy, pizza kind is pretty good anyways. BEen years since I've had them. Anyway, the first week of school almost done with for me. YAY! Already waiting for it to be over with already. Made one little friend I guess, some girl who likes video games and Harry potter. *Shrugs.* So we have something to talk about, like Mario, sonic, donkey kong, Harry potter.... Woo. XD Found out she likes ot write alot too... but nothing like me. @.@; I hope she's not a homophobic... Hehe. Anyways, got to hang out with my girlfriend the otherday, it was nice. <br />
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Oh yeah man! My dad is thirty-seven and just got his first tattoo, it was so fricken awsome! He let my girlfriend come with us and we basicly sat around and watched my dad get poked to death with needle and ink. The blood freaked me out kinda... cause it looked like jello on his skin. @.@ Ohwell... wanna know what he got? Well just to put it frankly... It was a panther screwing a naked woman. It was funny, cause he showed the picture to me and my girlfriend and we both laughed. He got on his back, so I have to help him clean it and throw Ad&d stuff on it every other hour. <br />
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So yeah... School kind sucks since I'm used to nice quiet well behaved classes were you have to raise you rhands... and in that case it's stupid doing that cause they let you just call out the answer and crap. x.x; and the Teachers could really care less I think... *Sigh.* Ohwell. School's okay, one friend is not to shabby and one day one and three I just basicly chill out in the hallway and do homework.<br />
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Ohwell, I guess that's all. Oh yeah, had to design a personal logo for graphic arts class so figured once I get that down maybe I could post  it up. Who knows, might be school. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />
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Chat later~!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~rosethedark</author>
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                <title>Wah....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Sep 2007 14:48:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow... Life hits fast.... ._. I have high school, babysitting... The moment I thought I could get off hiatus I have to get right back on it. Depressing... I missed the second day of school... over slept cause I despritly wanted to see my girlfriend yesterday and couldn't get home till late night, and now I got all the fricken kids to watch cause my mom is lazy and sleep... Wow... Life kinda sucks, yeah... at the moment anyways... brb I think the kids are in the fridge again. <br />
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Back... about a half hour later. Darn it. oh well. Anyways, just to say if there's anyone(who cares?) wondering why I'm not around doing anything, more likely because my free time is pretty much gone between my mom being a selfish pain in my rear. ;-; I havn't even had time to check all my y-galley updates... yeah ._. Got an account there, rosethedark as every single one of my accounts. XD Anyways! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Here's a little poll since I'm not sure how to do a normal poll.... if I wrote about an five or six chapter quick slash story, would you read it? Any suggestions for plots or series to be used would be nice! >W< It would make my day for sure!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Love?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jul 2007 03:22:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh gimmi some love! I'm here! >W< I'm cool! .... Well not really but I'm here, right? But please give some love to my girlfriend, M, at <a href="http://m-raven.deviantart.com.">[link]</a> She's doesn't like to think she's a good artist, but she really is! Her writing is great and her artwork is adorble! ^_^ Go check her gallery out and you'll see what I mean. <br />
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Sorry I havn't been around, also now messing with Gaia more then ever. XD Also, if anyone is considering joining Gaia, please gimmi your e-mail so I can send you an invite before you join! I'm trying to get a secret prize , plus you get extra gold when you join that well. So yeah, all good there. >W< Just for the hell of it, my Gaia names are Dark_Cosmo and Demon_Ace . XD Whom are actully based off my roleplaying characters. <br />
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Damn, my sleeping is so screwed. Crap going on, the only good thing is that I feel like a better girlfriend now that I managed to take M on a couple dates in one months. XD And with how much time we get to spend together monthly, that's new. So yeah, but over all crap with family won't go away. Frankly I feel like I'm getting more crap then I bargained for but hey, what's new with family? <br />
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So over all? I need to steal my dad's scanner again to post more artwork I've been sketching, otherwise all I have are little doodles I've been working on. Very cute one, like an E.T one and one of my character. So yeah. >W< <br />
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LOVE AND PEACE! *peace sign.* <br />
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God, you got to love trigun. Vash is so damn adorble and cute at the same time being all cool and sexy! WOO! *Giggles* XD Though recently my fandom has really been all the harry potter stuff. I'm just finally getting in to the OotP now with the new movie out XD And M was nice enough to let me read some of her book. I ended up loving it, and Bill! Yes, I love bill! But of course, with M getting the new book now she's talking to me about all she reads and I still get spoilers. <br />
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ALot of people don't know though, I love spoilers. I research crap I've never even touched online when I finally get interested in it, like final fantasy seven. Never played but love Vinny! And of course I played DOC ff7 which got me even more hooked on him. So yeah. XD I tend to easly get sucked in too fandoms. <br />
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Regulus! Regulus! XD YESH YESH! >W< I WUV REGGY! WOO!... And Remus, you know he's only human after all... all I mean, mostly anyways? Wouldn't you be scared if you ended up wondering rather or not you'd just brought more problems in to the world or ruined the life of someone who hasn't even lived? XD Poor Lucy... him and draco are so innocent! Not really, but they so scared! I Feel sorry for them.<br />
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La la la. I'll shut up now. XD More roleplay character to work on, new yaoi to admire, and plus I havn't eat yet and it's six am. Damn my day's cut out for me. Much love to everyone! >W< Including one of my favorite artist, BishonenMistress whom's art I shall forever enjoy!<br />
Jaliel, close internet friend and roleplaying buddy of mine, check out her great work <a href="http://jaliel.deviantart.com/!">[link]</a> <br />
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Mawh! I'm off to go read HP fanfiction and watch more AMVs while I forget to do important stuff like lundry and all that. XD Chat later, I'll be sure to post some random crap later!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Insert something here... no, not there.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Apr 2007 10:52:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *giggles* XD I'm bored, I started doodling and sketching. I need to stop obessing over Kingdom hearts 2 stuff. XD I tried to do Xigbar hanging upside down with a keyblade right underhim, though I was afraid to add Sora going "WACK THE XIGBAR!" *Shrugs.* Rabid fans are scary. XD Atepted Saix's face, then from there it went to hell cause I got bored and tried another face but it looked like a mixture between something from naruto and kingdom hearts two. Which not sure if that's possable, but I'll try to go borrow my dad's scanner and post it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> It's kinda funny.<br />
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Oh yeah! *Giggles* Got bored at my friends out and decided I wanted to try a little yaoi art. Though of course, what's the first thing with learning yaoi art? You need to know how to draw a penis, so I did such thing and my friend blushed like crazy. XD She said it looked more like a dildo, but ohwell. Atleast I got that, right? *Giggles* <br />
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Got to play a bit more of Final fantasy XII. >w< That was fun, though for easter I got pikmin 2 (It was cheap on sale. XP It's expected of my family) and had been playing that alot. Though my friend started to get scared when I started laughing like crazy and started saying things such as "Yes my minions! Grow! Reproduce and grow in to the might army I want!" "Attack! Death to all who defiy us! " "Nuuuuuu! I Killed them all! T_T Forgive me. " XD Got to the point where she ripped it out of my hands, turned it off and told me to go play with my computer to become sane again. XD My shiney Silver! >w< *Kisses Computer.* <br />
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In other news, I tried working on an AMV but my movie maker is poopy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> If you wanna check out my old AMVS, there's on youtube <a href="http://youtube.com/profile?user=rosethedark">[link]</a> . I got this one picture I started working on a while ago like 3/4 colored though I have no idea how to do skin that well with my open canvas. And the only stories I've been working on is with my orginal characters. *pouts* Since I keep jumping from fandom to fandom top fast to actully sit down and spend time on a fanfic. <br />
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Anyways! ^.^ There's a bunch of fun tid-bits too read and all that. My old works are at Sheezyart <a href="http://rosethedark.sheezyart.com/">[link]</a> if anyone still cares for that anymore. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Though from my point of veiw, I really don't see much different except DA has more members, but I don't even anymore comments then before I switched. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Ohwell. I guess I just don't really do anything that anyone is interested in. I suck. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Boo-hoo me. I'm off to go watch AMVs, obess over things and go play around with stuff.<br />
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Laterz! ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Reboot!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Mar 2007 00:23:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I totally almost forgot about reboot, and classic cartoon from cartoon network that got taken off the air after it's third and last session. >w< A little yaoi possablities in there but yeah. >w< Always fun, with the games and the crashing and the fighting and the BOOMs~! *Giggles*<br />
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XD Yeah... I'm barley on the computer much anymore except checking e-mail between school, my girlfriend, and family. XP @.@ Always something going on in life, right-o? Hoping to be able to enjoy myself this St.Pat's day, considering the day afterwards is my girlfriend's birthday! >w< YAY! @.@ Shh, I'm getting her a hot topic gift card. Not sure how much money I'll be able to dig up but I'm trying for atleast 20 dollars! XD Hehe~! *Runs off*<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> And don't forget to have a daily dose of yaoi~! Check out         <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmiGZDn4dO0">[link]</a> to see my friend's new Final fantasy VII video! >w< Yaoi yummy!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Some work...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Nov 2006 15:51:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Howdy ^_^ Holloween was pretty good >w< Didn't get much candy but my friend's cousin went as pyrmid head from silent hill! ^_^ It was pretty cool. XD I just went as a werid gothic masked figure... XD And my friend went as a kick-butt punk army girl. <br />
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Enough of that XD I've been working on a flash movie. It's kinda like a trailer for a story I was supposed to be working on but I've put it on pause for a while untill I get cought up with school stuff. Ohwell.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hehe, holloween!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Oct 2006 16:59:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hollow is my most favorite hoilday of the year! >W< Not because of the candy but because I have a good reason to dress up without people looking at me funny. I can't wait till I can afford to cosplay <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> . Anyways, working on writing more then my drawings latly. I might post some of my old poetry soon. <br />
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*Goes to search for people to stalk- watch*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Eh... Newbie on DeviantArt</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jun 2006 03:16:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *Hides behind plushie* Ello? <.< >.> *scurries about* Yesh, I am now. My name is Rose. I like praticing all kinds of arts, including writing, poetry, drawing and animations..... *goes back to hiding* o-o Maybe I'll go post some stuff.... *runs off* ]]></description>
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