deviantART: by:rp-neko-akki http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:rp-neko-akki&section=today deviantART RSS for by:rp-neko-akki en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 28 Dec 2009 15:14:27 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Awww, I wanted to be a freak of nature! http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/28785702/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/28785702/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 11:44:45 PST :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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I'm just a mortified chocolate deer antler. :(


Stolen from: :iconlittle-black-bird:

[x] - You like cheese.
[ ] - You hate peanuts.
[x] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[ ] - You have farted today.
[x] - You have choked on something.
[ ] - You are a writer.
[ ] - You smoke.
[ ] - You have farted more than once today.
[x] - You like ice cream.

TOTAL SO FAR = 4

[ ] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[ ] - You are an only child.
[x] - You have more than 3 pets.
[ ] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[ ] - You are an alcoholic.
[x] - You are under 20 years old.
[ ] - You are over 30 years old.
[x] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] - You like jewelry.
[ ] - Your favorite music genre is rock.

TOTAL SO FAR = 7

[ ] - You weigh more than 140 lbs.
[ ] - You like pirates.
[x] - You like anime.
[ ] - You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.
[x] - You take a prescription drug every day.
[Somewhat?] - You have a job.
[x] - You live with your parents.
[ ] - You like to eat eggs.
[ ] - You have a religion.
[ ] - You dress stranger than other people.

TOTAL SO FAR = 11

[ ] - You have had diarrhea in the past 2 weeks.
[x] - You have eaten something odd before.
[x] - You are bad at math.
[x] - You love electronics.
[x] - Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.
[ ] - You cuss a lot.
[Microscopic alternate life forms, not little green men.] - You believe in aliens.
[x] - You play video games.
[ ] - You have low self-esteem.
[ ] - You carry a purse.

TOTAL SO FAR = 17

[x] - You like flowers.
[ ] - You are bisexual or homosexual.
[x] - You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.
[ ] - You have used tarot before.
[ ] - You believe in ghosts.
[ ] - You think *The-Fun-Group is awesome.
[ ] - You like =Fotus9's horoscopes better than *An-Unsure-Thing's.
[ ] - You thought today's funny saying was really funny.
[ ] - You have gotten one of the daily riddle's right.
[ ] - You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.

TOTAL SO FAR = 19

[x] - You like fire.
[x] - You have fainted or passed out before.
[ ] - You have a high school diploma.
[x] - You live in America.
[x] - You use hand sanitizer a lot.
[x] - You consider yourself a nerd.
[ ] - You have tried chewing tobacco.
[x] - You are a conspiracy theorist.
[ ] - You sleep in the nude.
[x] - You daydream frequently.

TOTAL SO FAR = 26

[ ] - You have imagined yourself being famous.
[x] - You own a stuffed animal.
[x] - You like watermelon.
[ ] - You live in Europe.
[ ] - You have a fetish for something.
[x] - You fidget a lot.
[x] - You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.
[ ] - You won't re-post this quiz.
[x] - You have your own personal computer and don't share one.
[x] - You have a brother.

TOTAL SO FAR = 32

[x] - You can cook well.
[ ] - You like to party.
[x] - You are a bad dancer.
[ ] - You are a professional dancer.
[ ] - You have crossed paths with a black cat.
[ ] - You have a friend that you think is crazy.
[x] - You have under 10 good, close friends.
[Eh] - You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.
[ ] - You have ran away from something.
[ ] - You have watched the movie: "Slingblade".

TOTAL SO FAR = 35

[ ] - You like to mix soft drinks together.
[ ] - You have done an odd experiment.
[x] - People have stared at you oddly in public.
[x] - Your grandmother(s) are still alive.
[ ] - You have a step-mom or dad.
[x] - You hate to be tagged.
[ ] - You have been a member to dA for under 3 month... ]]> =rp-neko-akki Did you know.... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/28617296/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/28617296/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:14:00 PST :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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... that the study of stupidity is called monology?
So what does it mean if you're a scholar of monology?:)
That's just something I found interesting...


I'm still ecstatic about being accepted into the Ringling Pre-College Program! Whenever someone brings it up I begin squeeing and talking in a quick fashion.... but then again, that sounds like me as always, doesn't it? Not like this... :evillaugh: My poor friends, I almost feel bad for the fellow who asks about it, but then I don't. :) I'm just too happy. If you really don't know what I'm talking about, check this ---> [link]

On another note,
I had my wisdom teeth removed Tuesday! It was quite lovely, actually. :cough: I feel like House (M.D.), due to them prescribing me Vicodin... I don't know why, it's just fun to think of House when I have to take it. Forget the swollen jaw and inability to eat solid foods, think of House! What would he say? :lol:
The only part that really bothered me was they needed to give me an IV, and as I've stated before... I have an irrationally, morbid fear of needles.

Now, people, check out this awesome game I Stumbledupon! :D
You can't hide from the Puki...

[link]

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I can stalk you now! :evillaugh:
p|-|34r!


...

:cough:
On a side note, I found more doodles in my binder which I shall add to the next nine weeks mash.
'Tis all, carry on with your lives. Shoo!


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]]> =rp-neko-akki Upload? Really?? http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/28089496/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/28089496/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 14:40:28 PST :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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YES,
REALLY!
..
....

YAY!

Aside from explosions of doodles and bunnies... bunnies....
:heart: [link] :heart:
I did well on my exams, I am quite happy! I finished with an A in Drawing II, an A American History, a B in Psychology, and a C in Math... DESPITE BEING SICK A MONTH OUT OF THOSE NINE WEEKS! :D

Oh, about that... yes, I went to an ENT a few days ago, and after he stuck a camara all the way down into my voice box we learned I have strep throat. Apparently it's not contagious because it's too deep? I don't know. Blah. So hopefully I shall get better soon! :)

So, um, yeah... I think that's it. I'm so boring, lol.


Ms. Optimism-Overload,
OUT!

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Wisdom http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27749879/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27749879/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 17:45:08 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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I'm ill too much...
AHHHHHhh....
make up work!

Oh,
oh, bliss, goody-good-joy!
I'm having my wisdom teeth removed over Thanksgiving Break. The thought of the procedure doesn't bother me at all, none. The fact that I must have an IV and I get a blood test before I go in is what makes me freaked out... :fear:
Pain doesn't bother me.
Blood doesn't bother me.

NEEDLES bother me. :(

...

BUNNY

[link]

:boogie:



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]]> =rp-neko-akki Well, isn't that interesting. http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27157763/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27157763/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 19:37:13 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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It took the babies being castrated for Cocoa to accept them.... quite sad. They just got back from the vet, and they are not happy campers!
My mom picked up my make up work, as I have missed all of this week - lots of math.
And, yes, I added a Dew Drop. I was in the mood to draw something silly and random. :nod:
... with crayons, haha. :)

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Eh? WHat'd ye say? http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27111182/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27111182/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 10:13:16 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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You see, I have this thing...
where...
..I don't feel pain. :nod:

So I went to the doctor yesterday. (I've been sick since Saturday)
Aside from the normal cold stuff, I have an have ear infection. Apparently it's horrible. :O_o:
My favorite question: "Does -whatever- hurt?"
They're always really freaked out, too. It takes skillz to freak out a doctor... or something.
I guess my ear drum was close to bursting. :| I literally didn't feel a thing, and still don't. I just can't hear. My mom said earlier today it's like talking to gramma. :)
"What'd you say?"

And in response to Kels comment in my previous journal: [link]
(I know you've already seen it, but I wanted to post it here)

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Conform http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27056608/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27056608/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 14:57:58 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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I feel disturbed.
Why?
A girl in one of my classes, extremely thin, pinched a bit of skin on her belly (skin, not fat), and said, "I need to lose weight, I used to be a size one."
Then everyone else around started saying that!
"I know, I'm a size FOUR! It's horrible."
"Ugh, well I'm a size SIX!"
They're sticks and think they need to lose weight. :| And when you look around the room... they all look the same; sticks with longish, straightened hair (either pulled to the side or half up in a thin tie), huge purses, make up, and tight jeans.

There are leaders and there are followers...
Sadly most people are followers.
I'm not a follower, nor am I leader. I will lead if I have to, though. Somewhere imbetween?

It never really bugged me what random people said, kids, or whatever.. why? I don't know them, or hardly do. Why should you let something get to you from some jerk who knows nothing about you?

What happened to self-confidence and individuality?
Did it die with common sense?
Maybe it just never was...

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Ugh... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27034474/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/27034474/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 11:57:54 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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I have a cold; no fever. I've been up for maybe two hours and I've already had a quart of orange juice... so I'm hoping to go back to school on Tuesday. At least it's a long weekend.

I picked up Thrown of Jade again, I loved Novik's first book in the Temeraire series (His Majesty's Dragon), I love this one as well. It's just... you know when you read SO much then all of a sudden you just get exhausted of it? That's kinda what happened.

Her series is set in the Napoleonic Wars, and the main character, Laurence, is the Captain of a British naval ship. While rading a French ship they find a dragon egg in their cargo...
She winds the fantasy element in really well! The dragons are more-so used for military purposes and they refer to their riders as "aviators" instead of "dragonmen" or whatever else. It's different, and really neat.

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Wat?! LOL i TOALLY no evrytin bout tat! ..... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26979227/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26979227/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 14:43:52 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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Who here has pretended to know what someone is talking about when you have no clue?
I know I have, but there is a line I won't cross...
I'll nod along so I won't look like a fool...
I dread people thinking I'm an idiot above anything else, basically.

BUT;
I will NOT agree or disagree with anyone on what they are talking about,
I will NOT form opinions based of theirs,
NOR I will try to make up a conversation about this which I have no knowledge!

Why? Because I have no right! I don't know this person or event they're talking about.
I might slander them, or very well make a fool of myself while trying to NOT do so.
You may even offend others around you.
If it's relating to local "events" I'd ask one of my friends at school what it was about, if it's something bigger... I google as soon as I get home.

...

(I felt brain cells die as I typed the title)


EBAY OBJECTS: [link]

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Blah http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26960964/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26960964/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 15:55:15 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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I need to teach myself to not ease drop... I hear kids complaining about the STUPIDEST things. So bad it makes me want to smack 'em, their life isn't that bad! Whining over things SO insignificant. :|
It rather scares me how easy they think living on their own is going to be...
ECONOMY?
POLITICS?
GRADES?
STATUS?
SCHOLARSHIP?
LIFE STYLE?
FOCUS?
AND WHICH COLLEGE...?
All these effect what will happen, and I have a strong feeling this slight depression won't be over when my year graduates. It might have improved some, but I think it's going to be a slow thing upward... You'll of course have those spikes downward... I'm decent at predicting these things, but it's all rather iffy and depends on current events as well. You CANNOT depend on school or college programs to get you a job when there are NO jobs. That defies LOGIC!
So what does that mean?
Think ahead and prepare.
Know what you want.
Will.

EBAY STUFF: [link]

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]]> =rp-neko-akki RUNRUNRUNRUN http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26939454/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26939454/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 15:24:41 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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QUICKQUICK
FOODFOODFOOD
RUN

Yes, my class is on the otherside of the school, the only way it could be further from the cafeteria is if it was upstairs as well. :( So... I zip. :nod: I somehow manage to be in the first twenty people in line. :| Maybe because most people are like cattle or ants... they'll just follow everyone else, doing whatever they're doing.
"OH! I'm going to try and shove myself into this door, because everyone else is; becoming stuck and thus getting there slower. Instead of making it easier on myself and just going in the other door that no one else is using."
THAT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE! :|

In Psychology Ms. Nollinger made us get into groups, which kinda sucks in that class... it's not that I don't like the group thing. It's that I can't stand how people are so ignorant and non-caring about the subject. If you don't like a subject or class, don't take it as an elective! That should just be common sense, but then again; I am the one who has a shirt which says, "I mourn the death of Common Sense in Socity." My teachers love it...lol It the begining of the first week and people are already saying, in the first block, "Is school almost over yet?"
"It's only the begining of the second week..."
"GAH! It feels like so much longer than that!! Like, at least half way through the year."
I don't understand it, but I have my own reasons :shrug:
That's not what made me so peeved, though. Okay, whenever I have a pencil in my hand I can't NOT draw. So I'm doodling, I have already filled out the chart or whatever, before anyone else in my group did(I already know a bit of this stuff), and then Ms. Nollinger gives us another assignment, she wants us to do a SKIT.
I said, "I can't act nor write."
And then Zack said, "Aww, you can't write?"
"Legibly or creatively."
"Hm..."
I never got the kind people who just enjoy harrassing, taunting, or annoying others. Saddly for those, they can't do that to me. It's quite difficult because I have a very high tolerance for any sort; and then he did it....
"I'm taking your pencil so you can pay attention."
"I am! Give it back."
"No!"
"But... It's my soul."
"It's not your soul."
"Yes it is."
"How can a pencil be your soul? It's not living!"
Then I tried to take Julie's purple pen and he was like, "Don't let her have it!"
"But... My soul!"
"It's not your soul"
"Yes it is, I'll die!"
"No you won't."
"Yes I will, you just took my soul."
"I'll break this in half."
"NO!"
"Then leave it alone."
"I need it."
"No you don't."
"My soouuulll."
"It's not your soul!"
"Yes it is! Any art supply which enables me to draw is my soul."
"That doesn't make sense..."
"Yes it does. Look at my binder!" (He took that, too)
"How does that prove anything?"
"Because it's my passion."
"That doesn't make it your soul."
"Fine, it's the extension of my soul! Give it back!"
"It's just a pencil, and I will break it in two!"
"Nooooooo"
"Then stop trying to take it back."
"But... it's my soul. I should charge you with cruelity to ';pencils', and souls!"
(it actually went on for alot longer than that..)
:iconpencilplz:

I'm also thinking about making tee shirt designs for a little extra savings cash...
Who here would buy a nerdface shirt? SAY AI!
If you don't kn... ]]> =rp-neko-akki LESS MILEY CYRUS... ALSO! http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26842557/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26842557/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 18:50:27 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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...MORE GIRLS LIKE MARY WEISS!!
...singers, enterainers... just in GENERAL!
The lead singer of the Shangri-Las (a big band from the 60s to 70s), Mary Weiss, was fifteen. FIFTEEN. The video from of their live proformances is cracked and messed up, but you can still tell she can SING!
Some songs;
Shout - [link]
Give Him A Great Big Kiss - [link]
Right Now And Not Later - [link]
Their biggest hit - Leader of the Pack - [link]
Who's with me?!=D

I am in no way against modern music, I'm just against people who can't sing and become immensely popular over those who CAN. I like all music; except rap for obivious reasons...

EDIT!
I put a bunch of games, rather cheap, on ebay... I'm going to be putting more stuff on there. No scratches on any of disks! Everything I sell I'm saving. :nod:
It would be awesome if you checked it out!
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]]> =rp-neko-akki Something I never expected.... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26820433/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26820433/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 16:01:50 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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My favorite block this year... IS ALGEBRA II!!!
How? Ms. Mcbee is amazing. She is the real life Keating (Robbin Williams) from Dead Poets Society! =D I'm not exaggerating at all. If you don't know what I'm talking about here's the trailer: [link]
Why do I believe this? Because today while "lecturing" she got up on the counter while doing so. :nod: We were doing review and she danced up there for a bit, too :o I like that class... She also gave those who wrote out every step of the equation this morning got CHOCOLATE! Her sister works at Hersey's. :) Then an adminstrater came in and asked, "So what are you going over?"
"My kids can tell you!=D"
And we remember everything, it's amazing! =D When she wasn't on the counter, she was... everywhere. Always, always moving. :lol:

Art... was torture today. Odd much? Well, half the kids said that too. We had to draw a still life, DETAILED, without looking at the picture. Keep the eyes on the reference! It was horrible... You couldn't sketch, either. :(
Some Quotes:
"... This is how I'm going to punish my kids! I'm gonna have them draw something, but they can't look at what they're doing! And they have to stay there until it's PERFECT!"
"PICASO, NOW!"
"I'm doing that."
"I wouldn't ever do what I got in trouble for again if it meant doing THIS."
Then Ms. Canada said, "I can hear you."
At least because I'm in Drawing II I'll be doing animals tomorrow instead. =D People in Drawing II have to bring in photos of animals (that we took, obiviously).

Psychology was touching today, we watched "The Last Lecture". I had heard about it before, but never watched/listened/read it. You should check it out, it's only ten minutes: [link]
Most of us started getting teary-eyed. It was really cool, though. And of course we got aquainted with the book... in which I learned it's outdated. :| 2005. That's really old for a Psychology book. REALLY old.

I doodled something kinda cool in American History, I'll scan it later. :nod:

..

:heart: Oreo Brownies :heart: How I missed thee! They're like fluffy air-fudge :yum:

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]]> =rp-neko-akki FIRST DAY BACK! ... YAY! http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26802502/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26802502/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 17:56:41 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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CLASSES FOR THE FIRST SESSY:
Psychology
Algebra 2
Drawing II
American History

Sooo, normal first day stuff; but I'm loving it. :heart:
The teachers are all awesome! :) Math might even be tolerable :omg: Ms. McBee is soooooo hyper!! I mean, she talks like I do when I'm hyper, and for those who know me... Uhh, I can't think of any words to describe that speed; AND SHE WAS SO EXCITED! Talking about projects and weird things we could do with ALGEBRA... LIKE BAKE COOKIES... and make TACOS!
... Then I got lost. :O_o: But it's okay =D

American History, as much as I've complained about it... I think I shall enjoy it. Why? Because I got another crazy teacher :) I like crazy people. =D Mr. Sanchaz is also the football coach... a football coach giving lectures about American History... rather amusing, really. He'll also randomly break into Spanish and you'll be like, "What?" He's Cuban, no accent. We're also going to go into Pre-America stuff, not just Columbus... which makes me SO happy!

Psychology is as awesome as I knew it would be, cool teacher, I've had her before.

Drawing II was ODD, there were four classes combind into one; Drawing I, II, III and Profile I... I'm wondering where that's going to go.

And I got B lunch! YAY! A lunch is at about 10, and C is at about 1... B is 12 something... So, perfect. :) Blaine and Taya are in my lunch. I said to her, "You still haven't grown any. :)" (She's about a foot shorter than I am)
"I knooooww :( I'm going have a growth spurt soon! I can FEEL it!"
"Really?"
"Yes, I'm going to be taller than Blaine!!"
"Nu-uh! I'm going to be taller than him!"
"No! I'm gonna be the tallest!"
Then he said, "No, I'm staying the tallest and you two are staying the same =D"
I said, "NO!"
and she said, "NU-UH!"
Then he died and me and Taya went on like that. :)

So, aside from missing the bus this morning, forgetting peoples names(normal event)... It was coool. =D
I yelled at Ricky when I got on later, anyway :lol:

SpaghettiOs for breakfast... MMMMMMmm :yum:

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Beyond the Paper http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26549084/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26549084/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 13:29:37 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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You know when you get an idea for a picture? You may have just been sitting around, doing absolutely nothing. Eating. Watching TV. Playing with your pets... or have been in a strong artist's block so have been sitting infront of that blank sheet in the mists of maddness waiting for it to hit you. If you didn't have a pencil or pen near you, nor anything to write on; is that not the worse feeling in the world? It's a disgust with yourself, almost, isn't it? Maybe even the slight fear you'd forget it and never get that idea back. That craving, needing, wanting, to draw...
And once you're there. Once you're infront of that paper or tablet. It's quite odd, but... then for some reason, those good ideas tend to be the ones that are difficult to draw; often so challenging to your skills. Which is good! It takes us to new levels. So after you're so happy to have that pen, you're mad at yourself because you can't get it right. You see something is wrong, but you just can't get it right!

There's also that "tranze", you go into... I suspose? It's hard to reach me when I'm there, I see the picture, that's all. I try to talk to people when I get angry with a picture so I don't start drawing hard and mess it up just because of my frustration... that's never cool!

Of course, then it happens. You realize what was off! And it's fixed. You feel so accomplished and happy.
...
Then the next day you look at it and say,
"... that hand is off! It's too big!"
Or maybe it's the paw, facial expression, something!
At one point, you finally decide to put it away.
What made me start thinking about this was I found something I drew back in 2006. It's an abstract, I was really fond of abstract then. I had a kinda dark, psychodelic style. So, it's on my mother's book shelf. I'm seeing it from afar... I have bad vision. Anything further than three feet infront becomes blurry. I start torward it, recongizing the blur and think, "I remember that! I loved that picture!" The clearest image of my orignal concept in my mind. I get up to it and say, "... that is not how I remember it."

But I could see just beyond it my orignal idea, do you know what I mean? Right beyond there, I could still see the image, and it was alive; with the round-slugish white wolf, darting around in a clumsey manner on those dying hills, with the gloomy rainbow skies above, great eye gleaming above, and gapping hole...Traume observing everything from above in a puff-ball form, snowy-volanic (don't try to make logic of that) mountains in the back, and all the little creatures in those grasses and that world.

And then I look again, and it's back to the crap that it really is.

Perhaps that's why our reaction to someone doing something to our art is... I can't think of the right word for this.

Personally, I always ask if I can draw on someone else's work if they ask for a suggestion or help.

I feel very strongly irked if they don't do so; but not just that! perturbed, even. Maybe more.

It's not just a piece of paper with some lines... There's an attachment; but again not the word I'm looking for. I feel so dull for not being able to come up with the right one...lol

If anyone can explain that feeling please do, it's driving me mad.

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Shows from our Childhood are being.... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26368264/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26368264/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 20:53:26 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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shot, burned, remixed, chopped up, relayed, dismantled, and "kid-ified"......

Most have lost their original concept completely if they're still on, if not they've been canceled and replaced with a show (if you can call if that) compiled of random which makes absolutely no sense... I mean, I love random. Random is great... if it's done right, but you can't base an entire program on random. Especially STUPID random. Even Ren & Stimpy kept a theme to each episode…
What’s the point of “kid-ifying” everything? Tom and Jerry got banned from Cartoon Network a few years ago because it was too VIOLENT! And then they have dolls dressed like skanks, but that’s okay. :| As long as it’s not on TV... I think they should worry more about the Barbies who seemed to be dressed literally how I Aqua imagined “Barbie Girl”, and less about Tom and Jerry. Literally, it was taken off because parents COMPLAINED. Don’t blame classic cartoons for your child acting like an idiot, that’s your fault. Same with the education issues; teachers are not there to raise, they’re there to teach! But that’s something else.
So here’s somewhat of an obituary for all those lost cartoons…
Let me say something about Pokemon, first. Which made me start thinking about this, actually…
Pokemon.
Pokemon was amazing, and they have ruined it. My little cousins were telling me about all these different ones and I said, “No, my knowledge stops at about 251.” They got quiet so I said, “The Johto series, it’s even a bit skeptical then. I know the first 150 by heart, though.” Eileen said, “Oooooooohh!” Then she went on listing these strangly named creatures and I said, “No, 150.”
“I thought it started with 151… You know, Mew?”
“He came later.”
“… No he didn’t.”
“Yes he did.”
They looked so confused, yet she continued listing other Pokemon, I stopped her again, “No! Bulbasaur, Charmander, and Squirtle are the starters for the first 150.”
They both said, “Oooooooooooooohhhh!!!” Then Austin said, “Wait, Charizard?!”
“…. Yes….”
150. One hundred and fifty. Those first Pokemon are lost…
Team Rocket is no longer evil; instead they’re just plain stupid.
The show we loved is gone. :(

So…
:rose:RIP:rose:
Pokemon
Courage the Cowardly Dog
Ed, Edd, & Eddy
Johny Bravo
Invader Zim
Power Puff Girls
Kenan and Kel
Rugrats
Doug
Zoids
Hey Arnold
Dragon Ball Z
Ahh! Real Monsters
Sailor Moon
Hamtaro

I’m not going put the classic cartoons because they’re not from our generation. (although the animes might not be, either) Sad thing is I know they’re just going to get worse… Boomerang; all I’m gonna let my babies watch when I have kids! Not such stupidity. :( It might end up just as bad, bleh. Dang rebel reaction!
...
Heh, my cousins already call me and these shows old..

...

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]]> =rp-neko-akki OBVIOUSLY http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26320128/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26320128/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 14:47:44 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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So my little cousins woke me up yesterday and were in my face all day, today too,... that was fun. :nod: They're in the pool right now, so I get a break. AUSTIN IS ELEVEN. HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S THIRTEEN! :noes: I said to him, "You look so different!"
"I know!=D"
"You're my little cousin, you shouldn't look so different! You're growing up too fast!! :cries:"
"... I'm not allowed to grow?"
"No, it's just... you're my lil cousin. :("
"NOT ANYMORE :dance:"
"Who still acts like he's eight..."
"Hey! :B Well, guess what? I'm also taller than you now. :excited:"
"NOYOU'RENOT!"
"Yes I am. =D Come stand next to me. :)"
"...I don't need to. I'm obviously taller. :nod:"
So then before I could get away he was there and said, "See! I AM TALLER! :evillaugh:"
"...No."
"How can you say no when I'm standing right next to you? :| I'm at least a few inches ABOVE you! :la:"
"... I deny this, you'll have to take me to court!"
":sarcasm: ... Aunt Karen, who's taller?" My mom replied, "You are :o" Then he looked back at me grinning proudly and I said, "I deny this. :|"

I feel so short...:( Oh, and Devon and his wife Jessica came over. I learned that he's working on writing a book! He helped me a bit to get the hair started on what I added recently. ([link]) We also were talked about fantasy anf science fiction novels... while we were doing so Austin and Eileen are playing Wii Sports Resort and all of a sudden there's dramatic, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! :faint:" Then Eileen starts jumping up and down squeeing and saying, "HA! I WON AUSTIN!"
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!" She's just bouncing up and down and cheering while he's carrying that on. We were discussing all these serious, indept, novels... then that happens. We just look at each other, then at them, then back at each other; and completely crack up! We couldn't stop laughing, it was just so sweet. I said, "It's so nice when losing a video game is your biggest problem and you can get so much joy from simple things"
"Yeah"

Not much else.. I need to work on t... ]]> =rp-neko-akki Ich do nicht Understand! & ... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26238123/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26238123/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 16:52:12 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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So Oma and Willy have been speaking about stuff in German... Martin's English is okay. :) I feel like I'm on some little isolated island, everyone else here can speak German. :|
Willy said, "D-doess Yessica sp-pecka Ger-rman?"
I hung my head sadly, "No."
"Vhy NOT?! Didn't eine Peter teach you?"
"No..."
Then they went off into German again, I know they were talking about me 'cause I heard my name.. I know numbers, colors, some animals and random stuff... not very helpful things, really.
It's kinda creepy when they keep staring at me, though, and saying things I don't understand. :| Willy was doing that yesterday... I heard him say blue and green so I asked, "What's blue?" They had been trying to figure out what color my eyes are. I should just say "rainbow" everytime someone asks that... :nod:

OH! PEOPLE! READ THIS HERE: [link]

A moment of silence, please...

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]]> =rp-neko-akki POTO?! NO WAY! http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26198396/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26198396/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 20:09:42 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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Oma's here. She was telling me stories about when she lived in Germany so I showed her some of my old books and she loved those :) That was cool =D
&....
So I was explaining Phantom to :iconwolven447: because he claims it's like Twilight... :slap: and as I go into a long explaination using a bunch of refs... Documenteries from Webber, orignal musical (not updated versions), movie (which is different, they cut alot), the book from 1910 by Gaston Leroux, Phantom of Manhattan by Frederick Forsyth (sorta a sequel), and so on... And I realized something...
Erik is a demented, pedophilic, murderous, rapist. :nod: Very intelligent, but disturbed. =D In the book from 1910 he's suspose to be between 36-45 and in love with Christine... who's 16; who he's stalked since she was EIGHT.
...
And I'm obsessed with Phantom. Ever since I was TWO I had all the songs memorized... can you imagine a two year old singing Point of No Return (:heart:) around randomly?
If you don't know what I'm talking about here: [link]
Crawford is amazing... They're making it too sappy in recent years, though. Hm.
I still love it :love: I wanna see Crawford LIVE! I MUST! He's 67 now!! :( I've seen Brightman... :heart: CRAWFORD, YOU MUST LIVE... and autograph something because the CDs and photos I got from Brightman were destoryed and lost in hurricanes!! Plus zeh awesome :heart:
...
And so my obsession goes on.
:iconiloveitplz:

Oh! And Willy and Martin are coming late tonight, slight change in plans. :o

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]]> =rp-neko-akki wrawl! http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26094868/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26094868/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 19:34:17 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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Wrawl, yes, that is a word!

WRAWL: cry loudly, as of animals

Anyway, lots of visiting going on. Me and my mom went to feed my gramma's cat today, Shadow's literally a giant fluffy tank... he's so fat. :lol: While I was there I noticed the side of an old book, as I collect such things I got really excited, but then noticed the cabinate it was in was locked. So started spazzing..... Books are love :nod: So I take it out after mom gets the key, and there it is!! A Bible from 1806. :eager: The oldest stuff I have is from 1829 :(
So we went to see gramma after that. I'm so nice, "You legs aren't as gross anymore!=D"
She said, "THANK YOU!:lol:" She keeps moving her arms when she shouldn't :| On the way out my mom showed me the birds they have there.... and they don't take very good care of them. The cages were disgusting!! The toy bells were rusty, cage filled with dust and poo, water dish disgusting and moldy... I need to talk to them about that. :threaten:

ALSO, my oma is going to come and see us on Friday. Then on Mooonddaaaay, my dad's half-brother and his son are coming over from Germany; they don't speak much English, I believe. :O_o: Of COURSE it's not a party without little Eileen, Austin, Mike, 'n Loorrie... Who fly over from Texas on the 30th. Little cousins are never still, worse than the kittens!! :faint:
Eileen likes to draw, last time she was here I helped her draw this: [link]
But she wants to use my oils and CS4...x.x I'm not letting her near my oils... That crap is expensive. I adore teaching that stuff, but I have alot to work on if I wanna get that project done.
Oh, and everyone leaves on then 2nd and 5th.

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]]> =rp-neko-akki I'm gonna have a panic attack.... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26029644/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/26029644/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 16:34:21 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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The kittens are so manic and crazy, it's completely adorable. :)
...
But they do not understand the meaning of DANGER! :nirvana:
They'll go around the outside of the staircase railing... just happy and kitten like. :meow:
While I'm spazzing..............
:iconoo-plz:
They can get to the top of the six foot cat post in a second.. :faint:
Here's my YouTube channel, I added a bit more videos: [link]

Aside from the spazzing, I noticed my diet is pretty much consists of junk!=D
Reese's Puffs with whip cream (yep), spegetti, chocolate, Tropicana Fruit Punch, fast food, pears (sometimes), mac & cheese, chocolate, Jif (from the jar), Nutella (from the jar), chocolate, steak, fried chicken, and more chocolate =D
Strangest part is my favorite foods are fetchini alferdo, white aspergus soup, and turkey.... I guess I'd get tired of them if I ate them often :lol: Well, that hasn't changed with chocolate
:iconimhappyplz:
But, yeah, chocolate is still at the top of that list. :) But after comes those... I haven't seen white aspergus sold in the US, I find it so strange. :O_o: When I went to Germany I saw all these signs about "spargel", I had never heard of white aspergus before that... It's amazing!!=D
:iconbirgitlu:, you must make alfredo when you come to visit again! It's required! :shakefist:
Yes, that is my aunt who makes the yummiest, most fattening foods ever!! :eager:
And now I want spargel... :(

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Meanies, musicals, and broken limbs http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25909162/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25909162/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 22:10:11 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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Yes, we're calling him unnamed for now... ^^; He's been hissing at Cocoa! And Cocoa just runs away :| He didn't do anything, the kitten just hisses at him, poor Cocoa :tears:
See here: [link]
And I went to see Miss Saigon, I just got back. :dance: YAY! :w00t: It was great. :) It's about the effects of the Veitnam War. My mom saw it about ten years ago and said as soon as it ended, "It was raunchier than I remembered...."
"Really?"
"Yes, they cussed alot."
"From the breif stuff I saw on YouTube, they did there too."
"I don't remember that..."
Well, the first scene opens to girls being sold off by a pimp in some broken down club to the soldiers and you hear their different points and perspectives, it's kinda expected. :nod:
Miss Saigon: [link]
So I've seen...

On Broadway: Cats, Mama Mia(2), Phantom of Opera (3 ), Foot Loose, Les Miserables, & Little Shop of Horrors.
In Vegas: Phantom of Opera, Jersey Boys, & Spamalot.
On another stage: Phantom of Opera (2), Fiddler on the Roof, Les Miserables, & Aida.
On DVD: Phantom of Opera , Hair Spray, Joseph and the Techonocolor Coat, Jesus Christ Super Star, Grease, Les Miserables, Ten Camandments(Adam Lambert), Across the Universe, Fiddler on the Roof, Oklohoma (part, it sucked!), Hello Dolly(Michael Crawford is in it!), Annie, Cats, Evita, & West Side Story.

And now I have seen Miss Saigon! :iconimhappyplz:

:heart: I love musicals :heart:

Here's a clip of the dragon-lion-whatever things that were near the snack bar before the show started: [link] They were so cute! :love:

Oh, and somehow... my grandmother managed to break both her arms and one of her legs by tripping in a parking lot :O_o: She told my mom, "Well, in a week my limbs will be fixed up and I won't need the nurse around watching me all the time, right?=D"
"Mom, you'll still have three huge casts! How do you plan to walk, cook, take out your teeth and hearing aids, or even use the rest room? "
"... I didn't think about that."

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Kittens http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25863615/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25863615/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 15:44:11 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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We got the kittens today! Cocoa's reaction was... different. lol They're staying in my room for a while, after a week we'll let them into another area of the house. They're so small! I named one of them Java, not sure what we're gonna name the other. Java is sooo sweet, as soon as you pick him up he starts purring. :heart:

Here's their first interaction: [link]

Cocoa kept pacing by the door and then when we let him in he does that. He hasn't tried to get in my room since... :lol:

I set up a kind of staircase so they can get on my bed without getting hurt, that's what that pink box is. :nod: They're so goofy and crazy! :love:

Anyway, suggestions for names? and I'll probably be putting up a lot more pictures and stuff of them.
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]]> =rp-neko-akki Whaaaat? http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25679365/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25679365/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 17:47:24 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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So I posted on this: [link]
The article is only a few paragraphs, you can bare to read it. :threaten: Then I checked the comments and got pissed... I can't stand how adults group anyone under 30 as just "youth". We're all the same? Thus all impulsive, ignorant, oblivious, blah, blah... I posted this on there:

"I'm only seventeen and I love antiques. I collect pottery, old toys, tech-stuff,... My favorite place to shop is thrift shops! It's like walking into someone else's past and holding it in your hands... The best part is when elderly people just randomly come up to you and tell a story or fact about the object you're holding from that time. :) I don't get how people can mark it off as 'stupid' for not being advanced. It didn't just materialize out of nothing, there was something before that. The walkman was advanced then! It's not even that old, either. It's people like that that make younger people look ignorant, and all. To me it has nothing to do with age; because I've met people well into their 30s and even 40s and 50s, who still think of things like that. It's the person, not the age. So please don't just mark it all up to 'youth'."

Someone immedately replied:

"Keep thinking the way you do kid. You are the kind that needs to lead the younger generation in the right direction."

Whaa-?:confused: Psh, I'm anything but a leader. I'm not a follower by any means! But no leader. It's too much work. ;) People get too dependent on you when you set yourself up in that kinda roll, it'd be annoying after a while. :|

Aside from that, I'm working on a project. Photography, actually! =D I'm trying to get as many "rawr" faces as possible. So if you're fine with your face being on the web please message me! It'll be in a large collage with many other photos, I don't have to mention you're in it if you don't wish me to. Here's an example of a "rawr" face:



Again, note me with either a link to a picture or if you want more details your AIM, YIM, or Skype.
:cough: I didn't want to put up any of the pictures I've taken yet, but if you need a better idea I will show you. :) It's just kind of a bored, irrated thing. :nod:
"Why is she talking about this again?"
"Get over yourself."
"Wow... you just did that."
"I'm gonna go die of boredom now, okay?"
"I've been here all day... home.. home......"
"Cool, okay, go away now."

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]]> =rp-neko-akki List of GOALS... and Art Institute? http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25595149/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25595149/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 21:07:18 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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Stuff I want done before by the end of high school... Some I know I probably won't finish, but I'll give it a try. I'll put stars next to things I think I will have alot of trouble with lol This is in no paticular order!

* Stop speaking repetitive words, such as; like, so, epic, awesome, fail, thing/thingy, sound effects... and use that extensive vocabulary no one knows I possess =D

- Read the entire dictionary. :)

- Learn to stand/sit up straight :( (I do when walking, just not when sitting)

**** Work on my stutter. :noes:

- No more shyness! I will not go into college aloof and silent. :no:

*** Learn to speak math so I don't go into a college course saying things like, "It's that circle thingy, and you use that letter... variable! And multiple it with the pi then it goes to that thing and it gets all magic and then you have it =D" LITERALLY, how I answer things when my tutor asks what I did...lol He'll say, "I did not understand a word of that :O_o:"
"Did I get it wrong?^^;"
"No, the answer is right. :O_o:" Then he'll explain it in math and I'll say, "Yeah! That! That's what I just said. :(" Total silence. "Okay, then...."

- Sell alot art and get jobs during the summer working as an art assistant at the camp.

- Save every cent I earn! :boogie:

I already know what college I want to go to.... If there's any deviants out there who are going here, in any location, please reply to this! Espically if you're going to this one! I would like to know about it! I'd like opinions from people who are going or went there. :)

[link]

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]]> =rp-neko-akki ...? http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25554138/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25554138/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 21:54:49 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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Michael Jackson?
Wow... I mean, I just never expected to react that way to this.
My dad started watching the news just as my mom and I started to leave then he started calling us in urgently. My mom came back in then called me in too, and I was like, "What? I'm hungry!"
"Come see this!!"
And we just sat there in silence as they ran clips for about ten minutes. Complete silence. We're not even big fans or anything. I feel bad about all the jokes I made about his pedo-ness, now. :( I bet fifty or sixty years from now kids are going to think of him like we think of Sinatra... lol That just strikes me strange. At least I've listened to Sinatra, I know alot of kids who don't even know who Frank Sinatra is. :no:

RIP Michael Jackson
(August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

None shall be able to moon walk like the Jackson could :(

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]]> =rp-neko-akki I know... BAD! http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25412375/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25412375/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 09:57:11 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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Bad! Bad! Very bad!
I haven't hardly drawn anything in a month, I'm mad at myself even. :no: I am working on a flash, though! It's for my summer reading project for school.. YES!!! I'm returning to JBHS! :w00t: As I've said before, I'm too unnaturally happy about that. Even if the school is prudish, I don't care. :) FRIENDS! I MISS YOU! :tears:
Back to the project! :cough: I'm using my favorite book which I've read four times now, leave me alone. =D The Dragon Riders of Pern: DragonFlight by Anne McCaffery (tied with Flowers for Algernon, really, but she's also my favorite author), and here were the choices for projects: [link]
People, I hate writing essays, that's like pure torture to me! And even if I do get into writing them.... it takes me forever TO write them because I'm such a perfectionist. So, yes, I'm making a movie trailer which is taking a very long time because it's 7fps! I know that's not alot for most, but I suck at frame-by-frame. Which is actually why I chose that. :lol: It's good to challenge yourself!=D
So... I haven't been doing absolutely nothing... just almost nothing. ^^; I only have the first two scenes sketched of it, when I have about ten more to do... :| And then when I finish sketching it I have to line the frames, color them, add effects, sync them, add layers of sound effects, and then with a little help from my lovely voice actors... it SHALL be COMPLETED. <3 Which should only take most of the summer, if not all... YAY! :iconimhappyplz:

And check this journal: [link]
It was probably one of the smartest things I've heard from anyone in a LONG time. :nod: Check out :iconflockhart:'s gallery, too! Really neat stuff! :heart:

Also, dA won't let me change my mood right now for some unknown reason... hmmm...

...I use too many emotes, possibly..

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Sims thr33333333333 http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25182599/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/25182599/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 15:56:52 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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So I got the game about three days ago... and have played it pretty much non-stop. I'm bored with it now, though. :lol: I actually never played Sims before.... I played Sims Animals and Sim City, that's all. I started out as my character being a young adult, and by today she was already an elder. They really age that quick?!:o That's kinda stupid... It was fun, though. Best part was when her "love interest" died. :lol: I click "woo-hoo", they jump under the covers, next second the dude's ghost is floating next to the bed and she's mourning. He changes into day clothes when the reaper comes for him then her heart cracks... lol Way to die, huh?

And YES, I am going to update soon...:nod:

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Kitty and not AS mad at water anymore http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24899555/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24899555/ Fri, 22 May 2009 23:33:49 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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So, yes I have a PC now. My dad had one in a closet no one was using... He was about to take it to work then that happened so now I have it...Windows XP, yay. No tablet, I looked over several and decided on the Cintiq 12WX: [link]
My dad said, "You can draw on such a small screen?:o" I was like, "That's not small :o" But, he also needs an entire piece of paper to draw a smiley face. :nod: So, just waiting for that to get here... I also just got Adobe Flash CS4! It is quite awesome, and a bit confusing. But, trying to figure it out is part of the fun... I am using tutorials on YouTube, though. :) My dad said if I get real good at it he'd hire me to do stuff for his company: [link]

Also, yes... I know! I haven't posted the comics and am due for three of 'em. I'll get to it. It's just been hectic... Cocoa's actually got a kitty cold. We had to take him to the vet today, he's fine, though... Before we left the vet gave me Thunder's collar and a little imprint of his paw in some kind of plaster thing... I broke down crying. It's actually got some of his little grey furs stuck in it...

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]]> =rp-neko-akki SAVED! http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24855313/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24855313/ Wed, 20 May 2009 11:58:20 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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My dad was able to save the data on my PC!!!! :faint: He worked on it all day :heart: He just called and was like, "What files do you need again?"
"My entire my pictures folder!:wow:"
"Anything else?:confused:"
"Any loose files on my desktop! Such as pictures, text... =D"
"Got them already, that's all?:-?"
I don't think he gets it, but... yay!! :dance: I'm still mad at you, though water! :shakefist: I have to get a new computer now! The files were saved, the PC is dead :tombstone: Anyway...

FILES SAVED!! WHOOOOOO!!!! :w00t:

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Aw, crap... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24839109/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24839109/ Tue, 19 May 2009 12:48:39 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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I accidently spilled some water on my TABLET PC! Which also has all my codes, files, and pics I've scanned, and saved for about the past four years... I can't save those pics, they're saved in FILES! WHICH I MIGHT HAVE LOST! Along with anything else I was working on... So as you can imagine I am not happy with myself and currently hating water. Even though over sixty percent of our bodies is composed of water.... and I am only drinking soda, juices, and milk. Because I am mad at myself and water. Which I know is completely immature and stupid, BUT I am angry. I put the water on the ledge at the foot of my bed and it tipped, I moved the laptop as quick as I could so it only got a little on it... but then I noticed it was more than I thought. So I sat there blow drying it with my hair dryer for about a half hour. I heard it thinking but the screen wouldn't come on nor the power lights... My dad's gonna take it to work and see if his dude can fix it or at least retrieve the files and put them on an external hardrive. Even though all he keeps saying is, "Are you sure you don't want a Mac? They're much better than PCs and it's obiviously broken!" I've had this thing for three years and it's surived my maniac typing.. I literally type like THIS: :typerhappy: I type really hard and really fast, some of the letters are worn off some...lol I've spilt so much crap on it, it's surived that. It's lived through Puffer trying to eat it. The cats tring to kill it. It crashing FOUR times... I actually spilt water on it before and it lived. You know what? I think it'll be cool. I'm sorry, I just love PCs... :windows: I also love the little red button mouses, if you know what I'm talking about? I just think they're so much easier to use! Espically for drawing... Anyway, this is why I did not post my comic yesterday... If any of you were wondering at all. I shall continue to post them, however. I'm borrowing my dad's computer and shall draw them traditionally and scan them in. I'm gonna try to get two in today to make up for yesterday...

Also! to my friends who I talk to regularly here on Yahoo, AIM, or whatever; that means I probably will not be on for a while unless it is miraculously fixed by some external force from another galaxy or my mom/dad lets me use their computer... another unlikelyhood... 'Kay?

Oh, did I mention it was pouring yesterday and I got soaked myself? Yep. Mom had me at the pet store and she bought like nine bags of cat litter... Why do we need THAT much kitty litter?! And some of them were thirty pound bags... I don't think cats crap that much. I ended up stepping in about a foot deep puddle, too. Then the cup of water spilled all over my jeans after that 'cause I was trying to save the PC... and failed. So I was freezing for the rest of the day. Won't be surprised if I do get sick, it's suspose to storm for the rest of the week, too.

Okay, enough angst...

I went to Joe-Anne Fabrics yesterday, too... I have a plushie idea in mind. Hehe, all I shall tell. :nod: It involves the voice chip, some of you know about that scary thing, and I think others may know what I'm planning... ;) When I finish it I'll put a clip of it on my YouTube so you guys can hear it. :) Oh, you know how hard it is to find GOOD clay? I spent like half an hour in that area just looking at different clay. I think most of them are almost entirely composed of some sort of plastic... It disgusts me. But! I did find a few really cool CHEAP clay that seemed less plasticy and air dried. To keep it from drying you just wrap it in damp paper towel... sound famliar? I haven't used it yet. I'll tell you what it's like when I do. Then I ju... ]]> =rp-neko-akki Discombulated Dew Drops http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24794665/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24794665/ Sat, 16 May 2009 21:23:58 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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Yes, name-age. :) Like Stoppage,'cept awesomer. ;) Thankies for helping :iconwingzofice: and :iconloganleopard:! ;D It was actually quite amusing to come up with a name... I have a two thousand page dictionary and we went through just the Ds.... that alone was a hundred pages! lol Ds because I came up with "Dew Drops" randomly on my own when drawing them. :lol: "Oh... they look like Dew Drops... Or Hersey's Kisses." But I don't think dudes would want to be in a comic called Kisses... or Kiss Drops... or something. :rofl:

Oh, and today we went to look at kittens and picked out two... We can pick them up in June, they're only a few weeks old right now. I'm still not quite sure I'm ready to get them 'cause while they were in my lap 'n I was holding them I was all of a sudden like, "I miss my Thunder baby...." But, Cocoa's been very depressed and lonely. He's sitting in all the places Thunder would... He needs a kitty friend. Yesterday I was looking at my bed and noticed that it wasn't as furry and full of kitty fuzz like it normally is... Cocoa doesn't really shed, but Thunder shed alot! And, that actually made me sad. I thought, "I want my bed covered in kitty fur again..."

Anyway, that's all.

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Comic http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24694804/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24694804/ Sun, 10 May 2009 21:32:03 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:


If you all noticed I've started a so far nameless comic.

[link]

It's just gonna be about stupid and random stuff in my life. The style's simple, it's not meant to be a master peice, I'm just doing this for fun. I'm gonna try keep up putting them out daily. If you have any suggestions for names that would be awesome!

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]]> =rp-neko-akki .... http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24605883/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24605883/ Tue, 05 May 2009 17:23:22 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:



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"Gloomy" is not right... And none to describe. We'll miss you baby...
















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]]> =rp-neko-akki Thunder http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24514166/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24514166/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 13:34:18 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:


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Thunder got home from the vet yesterday.. after three days there as you can imagine... he wasn't happy. But, he did seem better. He was still extremely skinny, though... We have to give him meds and force feed him three times a day plus leave extra food out for him where our other cat can't get to it. Just hope he'll be eating on his own.. He has a little, but not much. You can feel all the individual bones along his spine... When we took him out of the carrier my dad came in the room and was like, "What's that smell?!" He had peeded on himself, so we had to throw out the carrier (it's one of those fold up ones) and give him a bath. Well, I did. But he trusts me. lol I put him in a bath of paw deep water and just put the water on in handfuls, I didn't soak him or get his face wet. Only reason he got as wet as he did is he kept trying to crawl out and kept slipping when he realized it was all a glass door. Poor baby.. Cocoa was scratching on the bathroom door yowling in response to Thunder like, "What are you doing to my brother?!" He didn't even try to scratch me though.. he's good kitty. He was so much thinner wet. I want him to get better...

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]]> =rp-neko-akki Devious Journal Entry http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24465471/ http://rp-neko-akki.deviantart.com/journal/24465471/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 15:18:44 PDT :icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:


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Hello,
I haven't given you all a big long rant in a long time (At least those of you who don't talk to me on a regular basis... poor people..) so I figure you're quite over do. =D

My kitty, Thunder, has lost a bit of weight. Which is not like him... he's the fatty, we'd put him on a diet and the other would lose weight 'cause he'd eat every little peice of the diet food before the other could! We have two cats, the other is Cocoa. So, he's always been over weight. Within the last week.. he's dropped about five pounds. He won't take treats, scraps of meat, or his delicable diet nummies. Not even interested in catnip! So, of course when we realize exactly how much he's lost in such a short period of time we rush him to the vet... Which is where he is now... He's staying over night, maybe a little longer. I've had him since I was five... He'll be thirteen soon. Poor baby! He's still a baby to me even though he's over sixty in kitty years. :(

So after the vet we went to the mall 'cause I had some glasses that needed to be adjusted and we've been procrastinating about that for a while. So we did that, then went to GameStop. I got Monopoly for the Wii. I don't know, just sounded cool.. Then of course we went to Borders. I always wonder what people think of me while I'm going through there.. Not worrisome "oh, how's my hair?!" but, just muse at what they think. I like to try and imagine what they're like based of what they're doing... Anyway, 'cause I just don't look at one section like most people, at least I know. I look at everything almost. Didn't like that they rearranged everything since I went in there last, that was strange.. Here's the order: first I head to check out the bestsellers, "Hmmm, an entire book case of Twilight..." Which, you all know how I feel about Twilight lol So now I head to the Sci-Fi, from there Fantasy, then to Art, of course I stop at Antiques, then to History, Dictionaries, Graphic Novels, I check to see if they have any cool journals.. I keep my virtual journal then my physical one. My real one is as much my planner, check book, and notebook (mostly non-achdemic), as it is emotional outlit... it's also filled with doodles! :) I always check the sales bins, then Psychology, sometimes Self-Help, I'll stop by Poetry occasionaly, and then Referance, once in a while Youth and, what you have to know is... I have a strange walk. I kinda stumble. My mom said once, "You always look like you're about to trip, and you walk so aimlessly, like you have no idea where you're going..." If a police officer pulled me aside and told me to walk in a straight line, I couldn't do it. :( Well, at least I'm never gonna drive so I don't have to worry about that... Today I got "11,002 things to be miserable about.", "The Pessimist's Guide to History", and a box of strawberry pocky.. I have a weakness for pocky. This book is actually quite funny "11,002 things to be miserable about." It even punctates it with a sad face at the end! lol The cover is black with white text the "miserable" is in red font. It's just a list of things, there's no explaination, it's just a list, and it's so funny! If you're feeling complantive and horrible... pick it up. You'll feel so stupid. Here's some stuff from the first page:

"Death
Life
Hitler
Eerectile dysfuction
Hemorrhoids
Used car salesmen
Your face
Spam (the email)
Spam (the processed meat)
Vomiting"

Then the other one I got "The Pessimist's Guide to History" is actually really good! It's not literally a "oh, woe!" thing... it's just listing traumatic things that happened. Oh! Add that to the image, carring those books around, walking like that, I was in there for at least an hour... :) I'm my blonde, curly, frizzy-haired self with glasses and just jeans and tee shirt. So after all that we head home... and for some reason I can't get over how disguested I was over how many shelves of just Twilight books there were. But now I... ]]> =rp-neko-akki