http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ruru-yan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ruru-yan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 29 Dec 2009 14:51:26 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/16133504/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/16133504/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 04:50:39 PST i see that people keep watching me here.

I'm sorry that i can't answer you guys. I'm not here!

so i write this journal to tell and give the link where i'm now.
(please be more intently)


http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/15332138/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 14:00:20 PDT

Hii everyone ~
I'm so happy to fing a free time to write some little journal.. cuz i'm totally busy.. and free time for me it's so rare thing TToTT *swt*

ok.. so let's start...

New things is.. one of friends bought for me a t-shirt with Hide from X-Japan.. man it's so beautiful thing
I love this shirt sSOOOOOOOOOOoo much!!!
Thank you aletar. ^^
I'll do photos and post them here when i get some free time next time xD

and the future planes.. are not much, truelly.
Althought i'm drawing a lot it's not much then just a sketches.. but i have two future pictures that i'm working pretty hard on them. Hope to finish till the end of the next month -_-'''


The last thing us...
I'LL CHANGE MY NICNAME SOON. Now I'm working to make that place more lively and put there some pictures.
I won't delete this gallere. And who know.. maybe i'll come back to this nick name again..
So for now.. just know that this kind of things will heppend.

ok.. gonna go..
bye-bye ~

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I'm terribly sorry for make you worry so much, and just to see that you care make me feel much-much better!
Anyway, now I'm fine.. even happy somehow xD but it's great feeling of light and stuff.

I don't have, much time now.. so i'll answer to all of you when i'll have one.

This week i was able to see one of my best friends while i was arriving home at the morning and at the evening I've went to visit ! She is such a cuty!!! >w<;;;
(and she gave me Claymore, so i watch it now... lovely anime anime_N_fo

Ok, i'm gonna go.. see you... some other day xD


P.S. btw.. i have Myspace now, so if somebody wanna visit here the link: [link]


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I have over 3,000 pageviews!
Thank you so much ppl for all the support and the wonderful watchers!!!

I LUV YOU ALL! <3

]]> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/14811087/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/14811087/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 09:12:40 PDT I'm pretty tired.. and i cancel my plans to go to Tokio Hotels live show next month, cuz i don't like them so much.
I wanna do something to feel free.. i'm like bird in the cage.. i wanna fly and see normal ppl!!! TT___TT
My depress is back and i'm loosing weigh .__. I'm eating but it's not very helpful. I need to remember a lot of thing but my head not into it.

I'm getting mad...
S.O.S
My life is going down..
I don't know what to do.
All my pictures are so sad.
And i wanna see my friend.
My only cure for now is music and caffeine.. and if i don't get it I'm feeling bad.. really bad.

I'M SO STUPID!

]]> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/14563891/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/14563891/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 15:51:46 PDT
I'm still here! lol XD
I just find it the right time for some words of mine.

Ok.. so first of all I've hight my onlin status 'cause i don't want to come one day to the gallery and see "your last visiting was thousand years ago"



Secondly, THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR ALL THE FAVS AND WATCHES!!! I'm so honored to see people that keep coming to my place and comment and fav! Thank you for that!!!



And thirdly, I would like to mention some random people that i think are more than just people here on DA... so let's start!

, my precious friend, that i luv so much!!! <3

, sister... feature artist if won't be too lazy xD

, my first forum online friend. She have skills and i hope she'll become as good as she wish! ^^

, precious and beloved friend!

, cute and very-very-very nice person! She is very preciouses to me.

, i speak with her, and there was times we spoke so much
EDIT: She make a present for me!!! Yayaaaaaaaaaay ~ It's so nice! You have to see it > [link]

, my sooooo dear artist-friend!!! I luv her very much! Hope she'll become known on whole over the world.

, she was one of my first DA friends and she colored my Trauma: [link] ! Thank you so much http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/14390405/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 04:26:28 PDT
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While I'm here...
I've been tagged by in August 20^th. So let's start ^^

The rules are:
1 - Post these rules
2 - Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3 - Tags should write a journal of these facts
4 - At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5 - Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they’ve been ‘tagged’

8 random facts about myself:
1. I love HP books XD
2. i love black, red, white and dark colors.
3. I'v veeeery lazy (yea, yea.. i hate it in myself..)
4. i love noisy music with good sound
5. i like to travel with company (although there times when i can sit months at home and not go out)
6. I hate clubs (i'm speaking about music clubs where people are dancing all night)... 'cause people there are sucks! And they make them self 'cool' and stuff, but they just fu**ing sh*t!
7. I hate horrors! I can't sleep after it for long time.
8. i love Japan and all the things that connect to this country. ^^

I tag:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.


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~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/14197895/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/14197895/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 14:46:49 PDT
Well people it's my last month before I'll live this place for two long years U.U

So i wanna say a few words before i'll live:

* I'm gonna disable all the artist i'm watching! I mean, no receiving art till i'll come back. It's just.. i'm watching over 100 people and i'm get almost 200 works every week, so please understand, that i don't wanna come back and see a million of unseen art works. x_X;;;
i know that i'm bad... But i promises to check all my friends after I'll come back! Or if there would be a free moment. >3<

* I'm sorry that there no much art from me, i know that it's holidays now and i should draw more, but I'm pretty busy. And today I fall down the street and harm my hands, so i can't draw for now. It's hurts even when i'm writing. But I'll use this "cure-time" to rest and finish reading HP-5 that I've got yesterday. ^^


People don't make me wrong please, i don't wanna make someone of you sad 'cause i won't receive your art! So don't be angry on me... I'm really not happy to do so. '___'


Luv ya
~ Ruru

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http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/14075582/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 13:20:02 PDT journal:

I have problems with 'scraps'. When i put my drawings as 'scraps' from some reason it's not appear there!
Is someone knows what is it? or what to do to make it works??


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http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/13955941/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 12:06:33 PDT Journal:

I have over 2,000 Pageviews!!! Thaaaaaank you people!!! I'm sooooooooo happy!!!

One more happy new:
My friend is finally here!!!! I'm totally happy!!!! Yaaaaaaaaaay ~
Take a look on her drawings, she is only starter but she have skills!!!

http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/13875099/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 14:07:44 PDT Sorry for not answering for so long time... I was out of my town and when i've come back there was some job for me to do.
Even now when i finally come here i saw all the letters and almost get a shock! People I love you sooooo much!!! I was so happy to see that people write to me and fave and watch me... yay!!!!! ^__________^
Now it's 23:48 and I finally got free time to write a journal X) Cool yea?
I can't tell anything for sure and i can't promise to be active here, 'cause i have things to do TT_________TT
I'm using my free time to learn something new and make my art better, so I hope you'll see the changes soon ^^


* About the gift-art: *

First of all, i wanna say it here and not re-pit myself like i dunno what, thousand times. There pictures will be done at the same way, i mean the way i processing it will be the same.
DON'T HATE ME IF SOME OF THEM WILL BE BETTER THEN THE OTHERS, I DO NOT DO IT ON PURPOSE!!!
On each picture will be written the name for the person I make it a present for it. For example: the name of art I've done to "no-name" user will be >> no-name: 'name of picture'.
Hope they'll be recognizable! And of course I'll give links and credits to people I've done it to them.


* To do list: *


Collab work with Kia-chan. - 99.9% complete

Gift art to: - 88.9% complete

Gift art to: - 88.99% complete

Gift art to: - 88.999% complete

Line-arts to y-gallery, collab works. - 90% complete

Story... - 85%

Gaia present to my friends there [man, I'll live this place after it!] - 0% not started

If I forgot something or someone plese lemme know. ^____^


^{** my avatars was done from kid-chan art inc (C) **}

]]> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/13715111/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/13715111/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 00:59:17 PDT
Journal:
From now on till the end of my 'vacation', I'll update this entire with news every week! I'm tired of doin' all the time new entire with non-sens titles. @__@;

News:
For now I'm workin' on a lot of projects so it's possible that I'll miss here for a while.
Some of the projects are: collab work with my sister on her new art, I'm the coloring; collab work with Sambre; art gift for my friends from Gaia [yeah, now I'm there too X)]; and more-more work...
One more important thing is the fact I've opened 'request' art for people who interested! Mostly it's line-arts so there no much for it. It's for free ^,^ and I'm gladly will draw somethin' for you!
The problem is... it's open till the end of the week (14.07)! So if someone want me to draw for him, feel free to do so, and i hope to draw something for you!

>> I've change the date.. i'm such a bad person.. but please forgive me, i'm so killed... And i'm goin' home... So I'll do gift art for all my friends here on DA. I think it's fair, no? <<


-Ruru

^{** my avatars was done from kid-chan art inc (C) **}

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http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/13235775/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 06:50:11 PDT
As many of you know in July I'm going to disappear for long, long, long time.

*Why?
well the reason is only one... I'm leaving in Israel, that's why. And i must to go + i wanna took some courses when i'll be there.

*Why i'm telling it now?
I'm telling it now, 'cause i'm not sure that i'll be here during this month. I still have 4 more tests, damit. >w<

*why i won't active during my service?
well... it's army. And i don't know where i'll be and what i'm gonna do there. So I'm telling now 'cause there an option that I would come here only once in half yeah with some poor and crazy drawing . XD *get shot*

That's for now. If you have questions feel free to ask ;D

And yeah, i'm still tired and sleep.. so forgive me if i'm slow with answering...

Luv ya~
-Ruru

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http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/13137587/ Tue, 29 May 2007 11:54:04 PDT
As many people here on gallery, I've started to watch death note anime.
At the first I thought "what a boring thing... Why I keep watchin' it?!" well yeah, first three series was pretty boring, a lot of speaking and no mood, till L is getting in the picture. ^3^
Hhe is my favorite character and I hope he won't be killed by one of the Kiras.
At least not by Misa, I don't like her...
But, yesterday i've speaking to one of my gallery friend, and she told me about the end of the manga.. it was very disappointed.. i really hope the end of anime will be better!


As for me, i have 5 more exams @..@;; Geez...
But in June i have free week! Yay!! So i use him to rest and maybe I'll draw something new. ;D


That's all for now.
Luv you,
-ruru


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http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12999370/ Fri, 18 May 2007 10:01:38 PDT
people, i'm lost case! really.. really! U.U *crying*
I've tried [very hard] to fight with the depression, but it seems that i can't do nothing about it! It's take over me every time from the beginning.

I thought that my life would be better if i'll get up with smile and be nice, but it's not working.. things get worst, and i mean it. >.>;;;

So i think it would be my last journal for this month.. i have a lot of things to do, and i'm afraid that my nerves won't survive following loads.. my head is hurt and i can't eat much [i feel ill after i eat something], i don't sleep well and everything i hold at my hand is breaking down. *shaking*

So.. I'll go and get some walk around.. fresh air is good for brain, of course if you have one. [in my case it's hopeless.. nothing will help..]


Take care of yourself people,
-Ruru



**to do list:**

story - 75% finished, under redaction.

collab work with kia-chan - 17% frozen

present art - 5% stopped

new artworks - 25% won't be finished soon..



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~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12985479/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12985479/ Thu, 17 May 2007 03:50:50 PDT
well i pest some of my test with not bad marks... but i wish it could be better >3>;;;

if you interesting it's:
art - A
biology - B
english - A
computers - B
religion (meh..).. you don't wanna know, right? *u*

it's for now..
till next month it's 3 or 4 left, and next month it's 4 more... i'm so tired... @____@


i wrote in my preview journal that i've been planing to go to movie with my friend, so now it's cenceled! TT^TT ^why?...
instead of this i would stay at home.. maybe watch some movies i took from one of my friends at school, but i don't really have the mood for it..

about myself, well... if you interested (of course), i planing to learn to draw like Len-yan. Her art is so amaizing, and sins my own art is a little bit (but really a little bit) like her (or maybe it's just my imagination), i wanna give it a try and learn her wonderful tecniq!


It's the "news" for now...
Lun you people! and thank you for your wonderful comments
-Ruru


**to do list:**

story - 75%

collab work with kia-chan - 17%

present art - 5%

new artworks - 25%



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http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12883638/ Tue, 08 May 2007 03:56:17 PDT

First of all, I'm terribly sorry if I'm not answering right away and you need to wait day-week till i get the time to do that. '__' *feel ashame*

But it's not my foul! It's all because of tests...
For example, yesterday i came really early home, [around 13:00] 'cause i finished the test very fast. So i toke my time and share it with my mom ['cause usually i don't have time], so around 6pm i wanted to learn a little bit to the exam in 10^th. While i was reading the material i've got some questions [as usual], so i called to the teacher, she helped me, but also she told me "don't forgot about the test tomorrow".. *omg* i was shocked 'cause i didn't know about it!!!

And things like that happened all the time.. i'm kinda tired.. even not 'cause i have 1 test, 1 exam and 1 extra lesson at the same day [each of them at least 3 hours], and these days come one after other one... it's killing TT__________TT;;;

I don't have time to nothing... i'm almost not drawing these days. As i'm doing is learning, sleep and fighting with my sister 'cause i wanna listening to the music but she hate my favorite singer so she turns the music off.

Hope to survive~
Take care of yourself, everyone!
Luv
-Ruru


**to do list:**

story - 75%

collab work with - 25%

present art - 3%

new artworks - 17%



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http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12797168/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 23:03:21 PDT

^{First of all i want to say tanks to all the people who seported me at my crisis and bad day!!!
(}+injurig me+)

I'M DEEPLY THANK YOU!!!! WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU!!! m(-_-)m *bow*

THE PEPLE:

, , , , , and !!! <= my dear people who helped me!!!


IF I FORGOT SOMEONE I'M TERRIBLY SORRY!!! LEMME KNOW AND I'LL FIX IT ^3^;;;


I'll do a drawing for you.. DEFINTLY!!! I PROMISS!!!

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Secondly, my mood was changed a little bit and now I DO feel better! (thank you again ^________^)

Unfortunatly my tests has araived TT_________TT
I already pesed literatury and computers!!! I'm so happy that I'll have good mark to sheld my big exam!!! Yaaaaaaaaaaapy!!! ^o^ *dancing*

So now, I have mood to learn and it's good! If i have mood then the marks will be good! (at least i hope so xD)


Luv you~
Ruru


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]]> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12724867/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12724867/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 00:09:54 PDT
I know it's not LJ, but what heppend to me today was so painful that i just can't help myself from not writing it down... *cries*

Today, when I went from one of my lessons one of my "friends" said to me that i don't know how to love and that I'm cold like pice of ice!

IT'S NOT TRUE!!! IT NOT!!! ....

It was so crule from her side!!! I can't forgive her this! TToTT
There wasn't no special subject that we were talking about, she just split it out 'cause she was engry.
But she hurted me so deep in my heart...
I know that i have problems with boyfriends, but it dosent mean nothing... nothing!

so i just can't help myself... i'm cring inside my heart and sit at the class silently. *sight*
(yeah, now I'm at computer lessons..)

Parhaps I'll delite this entire soon, 'cause I don't think someone will interesting at it, so...


*+{ruru}+*

]]> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12698329/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12698329/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 22:12:51 PDT
<sup>Lately I've faced one big problem... the fact I can't learn normally!
The season of exams and test has come, but me, don't pay attention to this and for my extra lessons – its special lessons when the teachers help with studies and re-over the whole material from the start of the year; instead of listening, I'm drawing or do nothing [just thinking about something]. At the start of the year I could drawing and listening to the teacher as once, and even answer some questions, but now… when I'm drawing… my head is in the sky… and I'm just not listening to the teacher. Once I even didn't hear when my cell-phone was ringing. [The only thing that saved me then is the fact I shat down the ring before enter the class] O.o;;;

I just can't control myself, my head is not except the fact I need to learn. Even when I'm trying to, I read some pages of the material and soon after drop it and went to other room to drawing. (Of course I don't remember much of these reading)
I spend a lot of time in drawings, sometimes more then 3 hours… but … but even though I'm drawing for so long, almost, all of these pictures are going to the garbage. [I even cut some of them them 'cause they are not beautiful. TToTT] And if it's sound weird, what can I say about the fact I'm drawing on tables, covers of books and notebooks.
I feel myself like draw-addict!!! It makes me crazy!
It never was that way…

My marks are sucks and there some subjects I need to retake. (Some of them I've done already 2-3 times before…) I can't to continue that way... but even thought I don't have strength to do the right thing! >.>;
From some reasons I'm feeling a little bit tired and flat-out. Maybe it's because I'm too nervous last time – my mom sends me to the dentist… I don't like doctors, but especially dentists… *get vanished*
And my mom knows about it, but she continued to force me go there all alone, to that creepy street with weird people… Goth… I'm gonna kill myself surely!!! It's all dentists fault… I HATE THEM!!!


.... what can i do... i know that i harm myself and my future, but my head and hand don't listening to me. *get sgot*



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... ]]></sup> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12588289/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12588289/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 01:15:10 PDT


<sup>Journal:

I'm really sorry people, but it seems that i'll be miss here for a while. The only thing that I'm drawing is blood, horrors and black-white pictures, i don't have mood to nothing. I just can't go on like this.. i need a break before the tests and projects season will come.

I'M NOT LEAVING!!!
At least not now, so... I'm just won't be active here for a while. [yeah, like i ever was *_*]
Maybe I'll post some new works, but officially I'm not here.


*+{Ruru}+*

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- sister ^^


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]]> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12440215/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12440215/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 05:16:54 PDT

<sup>Journal:
I'm kinda feel ill lately, and i almost don't have time to rest. Maybe someone sow me here on DA or in msn, but when I tried to sleep a while there is [always] something that bothers me. And if it's not "good" enough I have nightmares and it's makes me sleep bad. [of course I'm a little bit crazy 'cause of it]

So if I'll disappears for a while it's 'cause of that...

I have some new sketches - thank to my friend!; so I'll post them soon. This time it's girls!!
So don't be scared of their look... 'cause I haven't draw girls sins middle school.. so... you'll see. [it's already posted]

One more thing, if you care [of course] I'm depressed, so don't expect from me to draw happy drawings, 'k?


+*{Ruru}*+


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Updates:

[--] story is on the way to finish [3 of 6th parts are finished] - in progress

[V] new works of girls [as i promised] -done



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dear sister:

- I'm just loving her new icon



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best artists:

dark artist:

others: http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/12203116/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:31:03 PDT 17.03.07:


journal:

Tomorrow is my 18th b-day.
And it means... my yaoinish soul will make you crazy 'cause tomorrow I'll be big girl
Fear me!!! :B

To tell the truth i don't fell happy with my b-day.. and i don't fell good either. hope it'll change tomorrow...

That's all,
C'u around
~Ruru

P.S.
_{I'm kidding about the yaoi! >3<;;;}

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]]></sup> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/11901986/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/11901986/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 22:24:55 PST
*+* information: *+*

Hello everyone, I'm still here XD

Sorry that I haven't been really active here for last 2 weeks... and I have bad news: i'm gonna be even less active here on DA from now on TT____TT;;;
of course i'll keep posting and commenting, i just won't be able to do it as often as before (...yeah, like i was very active 'till now >w<;;; )

My time is up.. i need to move...

_{Hope to submit new pictures soon as i can.. it's just... i don't have time... really-really... X_x}


C'you everyone~
Luv
-Ruru





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]]> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/11692401/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/11692401/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 03:38:26 PST
I have a lot of work to do, but the most important it's my project in art. (some of you, know about it...)
I need to finish with it till March ... hope I will... >____>;;;;

So I have no new ideas for drawing in my head... I'll take a little brake of a while...
Maybe I'll post some old sketches later...

I'll be here around sometimes.
So c'you around.

-Ruru


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]]> ~ruru-yan http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/11112387/ http://ruru-yan.deviantart.com/journal/11112387/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 03:23:05 PST
so I'm saing it now...


Happy Xmas and New year
I wish the best things for all of you, so take care of yourselfs and don't loos your dreams!
New year, means new start! So let's do our best and make this year as good as we can ^_~


Luv all of u, Ruru~



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Visit them, they are nice and lovely persons


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