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                <title>2010...just another year??</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Dec 2009 20:07:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />the more and more that i think about the years going by, the more i find out that it's just another year. 2009 didn't turn out so well...i mean let's see i almost lost my best friend, i got dismissed from the Marine Corp. my other best friend became a complete ass hole, and my career didn't really move anywhere! but let's see what were some of the good parts?? i met someone really funny, she's amazing, but i can't hold her or any of that stuff. i finally agree with everyone on the part that i shouldn't be with someone that i can never have a future with. 2009 just sucked...i'm gonna say...not many good things happened from it, i mean yes i graduated, that is a plus for me. i guess i'm still waiting for that future to come and hit me in the face and go here you go! but that's not how it works...i guess i'll just have to see what 2010 brings to me. i hope everyone has a wonderful New Years, i'll be trying to get out and take some new photos, been busy but once i find time i will get out. <br /><br />peace<br />kyle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>kir blah!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Dec 2009 12:11:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />so yeah it's just a boring day so far...slept for most of it cause i didn't have work lol. just getting ready to head out, maybe go work out for a bit, and then later tonight is a choir concert which should be fun since i haven't seen one since i was in school lol.<br /><br />but yeah i'll put a real journal on here tonight <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Given up so much...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Dec 2009 01:08:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />i've realized today...that i'm not happy...still! not because i don't want to be, but because i've put so much effort in the people i know and everyone that i care about. i've realized that i've given up so much just so that my friends could be happy, i'd rather see my friends happy before myself. am i crazy for wanting that? for the longest time i thought that it wasn't...but today made me realize that i don't like killing myself to make someone happy. i had the most amazing night with some of the greatest friends i could ask for...but as i was sitting there on their couch i was thinking that am i really happy? do i really want to be here? for the first time in a very very long time i've thought about suicide...but i know in my mind that's not the way out...and never it will be. i want to get back on that map to where i was going in life, i thought i had it figured out...but like usual a door slams shut and locks in my face. after realizing all of that, i noticed that maybe nothing is really worth it. maybe i should just stop doing stuff for other people and just hide from the world again. focusing on what i want should be my main priority...but in my head at the same time i can't.<br /><br />i guess i'm just in the same spot as i was several months ago...i guess i haven't figured out what i'm gonna do in life.<br /><br />-Kyle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>BLAH!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Nov 2009 15:19:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />i don't know what to write here...but a quick update actually is that i'm not leaving for the Marines anytime soon...and i won't know again until May. i got hurt doing my ist test...but that got me discharged. i guess i don't know what i want for now. i'm trying to find a job...but that's not going out so well. but that's really a quick update...oh one more thing is that i m ay have a short term working for a photographer named Amanda Hansen...but i really won't know that until like December 1st. but that's about all i have.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ok so...yeah I'm everywhere on the map!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Oct 2009 22:16:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />Haha ok well my life keeps changing...my new official ship date for the Marine Corp. is November 16, 2009 yeah it's changed like three times now...but I really could care less I'm getting to leave soon. So that pretty much means I'll be disappearing for like three months from that date! Don't worry I will keep you all posted as it get's closer. I might not be going into the Marines as a Combat Photographer...but I still have three weeks to get all my paper work done for that job...which will be amazing!!! Otherwise I'm going in with Open Contract which means NO JOB!!!!  But anyway that's really all I have for everyone right now...so yeah thanks for letting me keep you posted <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Snowed!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:00:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />Ok well today's plans got shot to hell by the snow! It's still snowing outside, and I mean I don't mind it cause I love the snow...it's just I think I might be getting sick which will suck!  But we're going to be trying Christian's senior photos tomorrow if the snow melts (yeah the think about Wyoming is that if it snows...it usually don't stay).  Today I also have been thinking a lot (which usually isn't good), but today I figured out why I like being alone in my room all the time, and the main reason is because well I have my thoughts to myself and no one can bother me.  I'm trying to think of some ideas for the sheet I have up on my wall which I  might end up doing but haven't quite figured out yet.  Yesterday I also figured out about that "date" or what ever I've been wanting to call it, that maybe I shouldn't have gone on it...I really might just go back into my bubble and just say screw life until i get to leave, but I can't really do that anymore...so owell, I'll just live with the regret.  Today I've also found out I HATE WORKING FOR ACE HARDWARE!!!! They are a bunch of douche bags, well not everyone there but I'm getting treated like crap...ALL THE TIME! But since my small little town has hit rock bottom and the boom has finally died down...I can't get hired anywhere else!!! Which pretty much sucks!<br /><br />Ok sorry for who ever had to read this and listen to me complain but I'm just stressed out and ugh! But anyway thanks for putting up with me.<br /><br />Peace Out<br />Kyle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Events...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Oct 2009 21:33:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />I just thought I would write an update journal today.  Ummm...for those of you that have seen my senior photos that I posted up on here, thank you for the favs, and for all of the comments. As of tomorrow (Oct. 4) I will be shooting my first guy senior, so that should be pretty exciting for me. Uh...another new thing is I finally found out my M.O.S (Military Occupational Specialty) for the military. The one that I got was combat photographer (if you want to know what that is click here: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://usmilitary.about.com/od/enlistedjo2/a/4641.htm">[link]</a>) but yeah I'm way excited to leave for that.<br /><br />For an update in my life tonight was thee night that I went on a date (first one in idk a year), I really didn't want to call it a date...but I guess that's just how things just panned out to be in the end. I had a lot of fun, I had ice cream shoved into my eye, but it was all worth it! I know that I like her (talking about the girl from previous journals), it's just I still don't know if I'm ready to ask her out again.  Owell I guess I will just have to take this as each day comes.<br /><br />Thank you who ever you are reading this <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Update you all up on some stuff at a later date.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Just An Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Aug 2009 20:34:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />hey everyone...well this is just an update from me. today i got my new Minolta X-700 film camera <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> i'm way happy. the person that owned it before me took way good care of it. i have to get it working for this weekend cause i'm going to Salt Lake City, UT for just a day up in Utah lol.  But I want to take digital and film photos just to play with both.  uh...I really haven't been up to much, other than well nothing lol. i'm still getting around to everyone's senior photos that i'm doing, but that's till to come.  college started today for me...but i had to work...so i'll be going next week lol. but other than that just work work and more work lol.  but that's about it for now...so yeah...i'll talk to you all soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>March 08, 2010 &amp; Ideas...Help?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Aug 2009 20:51:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />Hello everyone...uh the title for this Journal is the official day that I will not be here anymore, and no I'm not going to be killing myself lol, but I ship out for 13 weeks into the United States Marine Corp. Yes I finally got into the Military, and I'm way happy. I don't know what job I'm being assigned yet until October so I'll update you on that when it comes.<br /><br />On another note though, I have senior photos coming up of my friends. I have a lot of locations picked out...but I need some help picking out some other ideas for those photos, and some different poses that people could recomend me doing. I've never really done people photography unless it was an accidental shot that I've gotten of some people lol.<br /><br />But yeah...that's all of an update I have for now...so leave me some comments please and thank you. I'll see you all on the flipsyde.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Boring, Boring, Boring</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Jul 2009 15:51:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />Hmm ello everyone. It's been well 5 days since I posted a journal.  But hmmm let's see here soon in my life I'm having to take the ASVAB test again for the military to see if I can still join up with them.  I took a test over the internet just to see where I was at, and yeah...I totally bombed it.  Well not all of it, just the whole math part pretty much. I've recruited the help of some of my friends to help me out with the test so that I may get a higher score than what I need or have.  Uh...I haven't really been up to a whole lot, I've been scheduling photo shoots of my friends senior photos that they want me to do.  I've also been playing a road trip up to Vegas and the grand canyon...but that will only happen if my friend Robert (orange hair, I'll get a picture up soon) get's his 2008 Dodge Caliber that he is planning to buy lol.  I almost bought a newer car than my old crappy 1985 Bronco II, yeah and when I mean new I mean a 2009 Ford Focus SE lol.  But I found out that I wouldn't be able to make the insurance payments to keep it, so I'm stuck with my old vehicle which happens to keep over heating after 30 minutes of drive time. lol.  But yeah, that's what's been up. Hope to keep in touch soon. Peace out and thanks for reading.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>No Photography Job</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jul 2009 19:59:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />well i didn't get the job at Fotos by Jenni <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.fotosbyjenni.com">[link]</a> but they plan on keeping my app on file.  uh...the school year is coming up again (not for me though XD), but i've been asked to do some senior photos for some friends.  if they turn out good or what not i'll post em up on here.  but yeah. that's the update i have, just look forward to seeing some more original bore from me XP.<br /><br />-Kyle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>STILL No Work</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jul 2009 17:20:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />I'm still waiting to see if I've received that job at Fotos by Jenni <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.fotosbyjenni.com">[link]</a> I keep calling, but still no word. I"m waiting and waiting. I mean I don't mind it, but I wish I could get the job.  It's been 2 weeks, but I want that job still so I don't mind waiting.  Will let you know as soon as I know more lol.<br /><br />-Kyle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update on Job Status</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2009 00:03:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />Ok...well I had my interview for Fotos by Jenni <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.fotosbyjenni.com">[link]</a> today (or tech yesterday now), but I think it went really well. I won't know until the end of the week if I've gotten the job or not.  I'm still hoping and all, but I will let you all know the answer as soon as I know the answer. Kk...well thanks for reading. Peace Out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Job?!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 18:40:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="header"><div class="iconstar"></div><br /><div class="menubox"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/store/">My Prints</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3Drushingstudios">Note Me</a>Â Â Â Â Â Â <a href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/rushingstudios">Watch Me</a></div></div><br /><br />Hello everyone just thought I would let you know that I may be starting a new job here soon.  I saw an offer for one of the local photography studios, Fotos by Jenni (<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.fotosbyjenni.com">[link]</a>), and I had to walk into my current job, Ace Hardware (<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.acehardware.com">[link]</a>), and tell them that I may be leaving them.  I'm sad to leave Ace if I get the new job since I've gained so much knowledge from there, and I've made some really good friends in the past year that I've worked there.  But I have an interview set up for my new job...I don't know if I'm getting the job yet, but I will have to wait and see and update you when I know the answer.  But that's about it from me, so yeah...have a wonderful rest of week who ever is reading this, and I shall keep you posted. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />-Kyle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>confusion?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Jun 2009 21:51:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="example-header"><br /><div class="side"><br /><div class="sidebar"><br /><div class="linkstext"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://psychofish.livejournal.com">LiveJournal<br />sketchblog</a></div><br /><div class="linkstext"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.myspace.com/_psychofish">Myspace</a></div><br /><div class="linkstext"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://mangarevolution.com/psychobob">Manga<br />Revolution</a></div><br /><div class="linkstext"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://psychobob.muxtape.com/">muxtape</a></div><br /><div class="linkstext"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://psychobob.xepher.net/screentonez">Screentonez</a></div><br /><div class="linkstext"><a href="http://rushingstudios.deviantart.com/prints/">My Prints</a></div><br /><div class="linkstext"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.psycho-fish.com">Fishbowl</a></div><br /></div><br /></div> </div><br /><br />ok hey it's been a long, and i mean a LONG time since i've posted a journal...but i've been quite busy, i just graduated high school and am on to bigger and better things...i hope.  i'm still waiting on this Air Force thing to pull through for me so that i can leave and go on to a better life for myself. i'm caught in between leaving now because i don't want to leave my friends (specific friends) behind.  i've only now come to realize this from a trip that i took up to Montana.  i took a lot of pictures, and most of them turned out, but it made me realize even more that i want to just pack up leave everything behind and just drive...but a problem with that is that i have no money$$ so that makes it quite hard.  recently i've had my heart strung out by people i know...weather it be a close friend or someone i haven't talked to in a long time. my mind is just every which way, and i don't know which way to go.  i need time to myself...but every time that i try and get away...i just can't.  i know certain things i have to do, certain promises i've made in the past that i have to break, dreams i've had are gonna go out the window, and i don't know...i may just shut myself off from the world and do my own thing for awhile again.  the only thing i know is that i have to stay out of trouble, and i have to keep looking forward.  well yeah...i don't know thanks for listening or reading technically...but i guess yeah...i'll keep in touch how it's going.<br /><br /><div class="example-footer"></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>HURRAY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Mar 2009 20:49:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yes, it came my brand new sigma lens, i've been playing with it for the past 2 hours lol.  i just got home from the wondrous day of work so i pretty much am tired, but it hasn't stopped me from shooting some pixs. but yeah just thought i would write a quick journal saying that it arrived, and look forward to some amazing shots!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NEW LENS (friday hehe)</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Mar 2009 21:34:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey everyone just thought i would stop by really fast and well i probably will be on here for awhile, but hmm update here i'm getting a new lens on FRIDAY! which you can look at here --> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.bhphotovideo.com/c/product/335764-USA/Sigma_684205_55_200mm_f_4_5_6_DC_Lens.html">[link]</a> i know that it isn't to "high tech" it's just a better upgrade from the standard sony lens that i currently have.<br /><br />but yeah that's me haha.<br /><br />peace.<br />kyle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Here &amp; Now (Almost Done)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Mar 2009 23:57:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmmm Hello there, I think I'm gonna write another rant here. BUT first off my last journal with the problem between me and my friend...yeah it still hasn't gone away, but owell I can't change that.  Here on another note though hmmm life has been going alright...pretty much have one quarter left of my high school life lol XP oh yeah if you didn't know I'm 18 and a senior in high school so HA!<br />I'm excited to leave, but I'm in the delima of not wanting to leave, but the thing is that there is nothing in Rock Springs for me to stay.  Fighting with my parents have become a regular thing, and the profession and the life choice that I made didn't go over to well with my parents.  I pretty much just sat them both down and told them that I wanted to join the Air Force and that I wanted to become a journalist, but in the end they said that with how the economy is going they told me those were bad choice (or more or less they said my profession that I wanted was the bad choice.)  I love my parents, but after realizing it, I still don't agree with them, I want to make my own choice and that I want to be able to leave the house unlike my other siblings.<br />I know that when I leave my friends (my younger friends) are either 1) forget me or 2) miss me.  My best friend decided to go into the US Army and I agree with his choice since I know he'll do well.  My junior friends are all still wondering what they want.  Most of them have already started looking at colleges, and most of them know what they want.  My even younger friends are getting more and more confused in their lives, and I know some of them will miss me like no other since they are like my family.<br />My mind has been torn back and forth on what I really want, but I know if I stay here in Wyoming that I won't go anywhere, and that I will just be like my parents working the minimum just to get by each month.  I don't really know though, I guess I will have to see down the road what will really happen.<br /><br />Thank you if you read this all lol.  But yeah that's where I am right now.  Hopefully here soon I'll know what I want.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ranting (Experience)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Feb 2009 22:13:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Let's see I really don't know what to say here. I guess I just want to rant about something...but what?  Hmmm.  Ok I think I may have something...it's something that I'm really confused about really.  Ok, let's see I liked this girl, but I knew way before hand before we became friends that we could be nothing more than friends...simple and easy to go with.  Me being the stupid teen that I was at the time though, "ok I can just be friends with them...simple, yeah I can do this."  I'm gonna say about 5 or 6 months into our friendship I realized that maybe I couldn't do that anymore, but I still tried since I knew that I could never be more with her.  I kept trusting her with my problems, and the things that I told her about my past, I became the older brother to her little sisters, I became her best friend.  I told her sisters that maybe I liked her more than a friend...I tried hiding it from her, but it just didn't work out like I wanted it to.  After about 3 or so months of hiding it, it kinda just slipped out, along with an argument about something that I should have never brought up....at that moment I knew I lost my best friend, and at that one moment I realized that I wasn't more than a failure at my friendships with the opposite sex.  I thought about my past, all the stupid things I did, all the thoughts about my suicide again...but for some reason I didn't do it.  I told myself that I can make this better, I can be her friend again one day...I tried several times, I got ignored, so I thought I would try a little harder, but I still got ignored. In the end I kept thinking about it, and found out that maybe I'm not wanted as a friend anymore...I had to accept it some how...but didn't want to.  After she told me that email...that maybe in my own mind it was me that didn't want to be friends anymore I thought about it and thought some more, I found out that maybe she is right.  I decided to just hide it, and just keep my distance...the more I kept my distance the more I realized how much I missed her, I missed how I felt having her as my friend, my best friend.  I sunk farther and farther into the hole I realized I dug.  Her sister helped me countless times with some of the problems I have had with the situation.  I decided that maybe I should just grow slowly back to a friendship...maybe one day to a best friendship...but right now I know that only time will be able to tell me that.  I'm glad that every time I send her an email...she'll read it, she won't respond, but...I know she understands what I'm asking.  I know that maybe I can go back...but not right now, because I need to bury this hole, and not stay in it.<br /><br />Ok, I think I'm done ranting about this now. I really really had to get this out...I'm going to now post this in several of my blogs, journals, where ever else I enter writing stuff.  But thanks who ever reads this, who ever comments this, to the people that has helped me with this situation, and to the people that know who I'm talking about....thank you for listening to me complain, and cry.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Camera ...soon.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2009 23:05:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm getting a new camera! hehe. it's not really that great of a camera, but i need to have a back up for some shoots that i have coming up.  I'm getting a Nikon D40...it's pretty basic, but i don't care! it's still gonna be putting a hole in my pocket ugh...that's what i don't like about it, but i'm getting a flash and a battery side  mount to go with it. but here's some really good news for me, i'm getting ANOTHER camera after that! hehe. i'm getting a Nikon D90 for graduation and i'm way way excited for that, for the main reason of it being a video taking Digital DSLR high powered camera!!!! you have no idea how much fun i will have with that camera. but i have to shell out another 600 dollars for the lense that i want for it, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> i'm gonna be a way broke kid, but i don't care XP. peace out, thanks for listening to me rant.<br /><br />oh fyi, i have some shoots coming up, so i will have some really nice photos coming.<br /><br /><br />P.S.<br />so freaking excited for V-Day hehe.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG!!!???</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2009 20:12:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Who? why? where? how? i really don't know why i'm posting in my journal i just wanted to be random for once.  hmmm let's see ugh...yeah i really still have no idea lol. surprising enough you might still be reading this. question is why!? are you expecting something smart to be said? are you waiting for me to make a bit more sense then i am now? do you really care that i'm still ranting out loud in text? i'm guessing your probably thinking that i'm an idiot but the thing is YOUR STILL READING THIS!!!! so stop reading it! kk. lol peace out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I So Happy! LOL!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jan 2009 20:43:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Header!? What! why!!!<br /><br />Ok hi everyone! I know i haven't really replied to everyone's awesome comment, and i really would but i don't have the time to. i will when i get more time i swear i will! but thank you so much for checkin out my page. i'm surpised people like my work lol. but yeah that's about it hehe. peace out.<br /><br /><br />-Kyle<br />Rushing Studios, Owner<br /><br />Ppl To Check Out<br />Pollywag333: <a href="http://pollywag333.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />Adapho: <a href="http://adapho.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />Nestor2K: <a href="http://nestor2k.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />Alicejaiv: <a href="http://alicedjaiv.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NEW CAMERA!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 16:11:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I bought a new camera today. It's not the most high tech in the world, but it'll get the job i need it to do done! SO YEAH SUCK IT! I bought a Sony DSLR-A200K and i'm already having way to much fun with it. It cost me a total of $499.84 for the camera, $38.94 for a Compact Card & $49.74 for a spare battery! With a total of $588.52 before tax, but when you add in my 6% tax that I had to put on it...let's say I payed a total of...$623.83...0.o i'm so broke again lol but it was so worth it!!!!!!!!!!! muhahahahaha!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A Little Hug to Heart</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2008 13:43:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You really think a little hug to heart and some share and caring is gonna change anything? Somehow heal me? I'm not talking about a bad day here. The things that I saw, there aren't words, there is no forgetting, there's no making it better. Cause it is right here...forever. You wouldn't understand, and I could never make you understand. So I am sorry.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Club &amp; More Ppl to Check Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2008 08:55:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>The Photographers Club</b><br /><a href="http://photographersclub.deviantart.com/">http://photographersclub.deviantart.com/</a><br /><br />HannahHavoc<br /><a href="http://hannahhavoc.deviantart.com/">http://hannahhavoc.deviantart.com/</a><br />This girls sets are really good, I don't know why but I can guarantee pretty much that you'll love all of it.<br /><br />thecolorbill<br /><a href="http://thecolorbill.deviantart.com/">http://thecolorbill.deviantart.com/</a><br />thecolorbill's gallery is simply amazing! He has good posture, and good sense of style in all his shots.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ppl To Check Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Oct 2008 18:54:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ These are some people that I like to check out, or watch. You might to, but only if your into photography. Idk...you may like them <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Name: MiniWyo<br />Link: <a href="http://miniwyo.deviantart.com/">http://miniwyo.deviantart.com/</a><br />Reason: he's a really good nature photographer, i like a lot of his work.<br /><br />Name: AwaysAway<br />Link: <a href="http://awaysaway.deviantart.com/">http://awaysaway.deviantart.com</a><br />Reason: i just found her, but she's a really good self portrait photographer.<br /><br />Name: Nestor2k<br />Link: <a href="http://nestor2k.deviantart.com/">http://nestor2k.deviantart.com/</a><br />Reason: his photography is like MiniWyo's photography, but there is just some differences.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ahhhhh!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Oct 2008 18:28:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is so messed up! My stupid computer is bein dumb, it's running 'f' ing slow! I don't know what happened!?  Owell lol.  Hmmm do you know something funny, I lost my XD memory card for my camera yesterday and I was freaking out...I was lets say "pissed off" about it. Yeah I opened up my wallet today and guess where it was right fucking there. So gay. Owell lol.<br /><br />Hmm I'm bored so buh bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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