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Also, this is a shameless plug, but I have oodles of pics all over Facebook. Just search for Melissa Grace Pedersen. I'm in college. Nothing special. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6751613/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6751613/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 19:05:56 PDT
I probably can be defined, but that doesn't mean I won't resist it. I believe double negatives exist, William Blake is a genius, and English professors should do their own homework.

This is also an advanced apology for my dramatics. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6545701/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6545701/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 12:42:43 PDT ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6251065/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6251065/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 09:35:05 PDT
~sailorblue
Melissa Grace Pedersen
has 2,555 pageviews

Weird to the max. Yup. ^^ ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6177035/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6177035/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 09:24:51 PDT Oh and next Friday I get to go back to school. Yay again. Not. Actually, I'm not that down about it. I go to a great school, I have awesome friends there, & my roommate & I are going to have a kick-butt time together. The only real let-down is no Matt. On top of the old let-downs. I'll be ok, though. We both will.
[link] ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6033150/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/6033150/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 19:52:48 PDT For a subject change, I just returned on Sunday from Omaha, Nebraska. My Oma, Mom's Mom, was put in the hospital last Friday because one side of her body was shaking. Turns out she had a tumor in her pituitary gland. The next day, Saturday, we loaded up & drove to spend a week in hot, dry, windy great plains weather. Oma left the hospital on Wednesday. She's going to be fine. God will restore her completely, she's already better than anyone else thought she would be. I knew she would be healed. Jesus' name is above all of that. She won't die fighting. I don't want her to.
I'm going to marry Matt. [link] ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5732360/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5732360/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 09:49:15 PDT
Hey everybody! I was reading a wonderful book today & I was compelled to call my baby sister Heather (age 13). I asked if she thought having a Bible study for her friends & the girls in Junior Youth at our church would be a good idea. I want to help them face the world & the evil desires presented by boys & girls when they return to school in August. I've never really felt anything like this before! It's a wonderful feeling. I prayed, I got her to pray, we read James 5.7-20 together (since that's the scripture that encouraged me), & we both think it's a great idea. Something like this has to be God, right? I'm convinced. I'm ready. I want you all to keep my venture & me in your prayers. I'm praying for you, as well! Thank you so much!

Really, this is one of the best feeling I've felt & it's all because God is so loving. I can't believe He wants to use me. But I know it will be alright. These girls will hear of a real person's struggles with living through temptations & fighting off the desires of the flesh. Sure I've failed, but I overcame it all through Christ. I want so much to lead these girls. I pray this will bring us all closer to our Heavenly Father. God, you are beautiful. Thank you, Papa. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5707380/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5707380/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 18:58:27 PDT Wow did I have a fun weekend! Friday I went home & hung out @ my Aunt Julie/Uncle Paul/cousin Leah/cousin Lorelei/cousin Chris's house. We swam, we ate, we laughed at Heidi's purse/pope hat, we met Lorelei's boy (Ronnie, remember that), & Matt came over. I think my family (who actually spent time with him) approves. We ended up staying the night (my sisters, Ronnie & Lorelei, Matt, & I) & I actually managed to get Matt up before 7. In the morning. He's so cute when he sleeps.
Heather likes him. Whoo! Yay for the approval of my baby sister!
Saturday he shook hands with my mother. Then he took me to his parents's house. His sister is crazy! I love his family to death. I was actually nervous about meeting them once I got in his "vehicle" but they were so wonderful, it wasn't a problem. He took me to O'Charley's for dinner then we went to a Huntsville Stars baseball game (where we first saw each other). Isn't that sweet? He thinks of EVERYTHING! We even went to Sonic for dessert after the game! We ordered the same thing (his was bigger)! Yay for peanut butter fudge milkshakes! Do I sound like I'm in love?
It's not over yet, though. Sunday I went to his baseball game (that's right, he plays baseball!) in Falkville on my way to school. I wasted 3+ hours with him that would've gotten me to school before dark but did I care? Nope. He's great. Can I marry him? We went to dinner after the game & then I was on my sad way. But not before seeing a wedding chapel in Hartselle. Yep.
Anyway, I should get going. Maybe get something done or something crazy like that. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5628892/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5628892/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 16:22:10 PDT So I get to go home for Father's day. Isn't life grand! Other than that, check my lovely LJ for more! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5294433/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5294433/ Sat, 07 May 2005 14:55:06 PDT I was awakened by a phone call instead of sleeping in till 9. No big really. But I was totally mean plus I feel like I lied, too. I think I just wanted him off of my case. Is that awful or what? We had talked about it before. Is it my fault he didn't remember? I feel what I feel. I can't always be patient at 8:30 in the morning. I'm such a hypocrite. I'll probably go back & explain later. I feel like I've been reprimanded. Why? I'm wild, wind itself. Don't make demands of me. You may be the sky, but I'm only passing through... these days.
I'm falling in love again. With poetry. It opens so many possibilities. For me, I can open my heart & picture this life or this life, this opportunity or this one. I wonder now have I loved. My thoughts are mostly separated from emotion, thanks to blessed lethargy. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5265305/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/5265305/ Wed, 04 May 2005 13:27:58 PDT I keep thinking of people I should have grown out of. Ok, one person really. Poor Sam. She's too good to have me drag her down. She's moved on. Got real people in her life. Some who may come through for her. Not someone like me who wants to find a safe, normal, bland existence. Sam knows that she kept herself away from me as much as I tried not to become to close to her. The last thing I needed to do was to confuse myself. Or her. She'll find better. Found better it seems like.
I know I must have hurt others of course. That is the way with people. We act or react selfishly, and we hurt others. I withdrew or I pushed. Sometimes I didn't realize. I'm far too unaware or uncaring for the descriptions I hear of myself. I want things to go back to the way they used to be. When someone pretended to love me. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/4927745/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/4927745/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 19:02:50 PST ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/4555993/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/4555993/ Fri, 11 Feb 2005 16:53:46 PST I'd better go now before my migraine decides to attack unsuspecting innocent bystanders. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/2207796/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/2207796/ Mon, 12 Apr 2004 13:57:54 PDT ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/2122555/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/2122555/ Thu, 01 Apr 2004 12:49:11 PST
Now for my research paper I will procrastinate till Doomsday! i.e. Friday... Bleh...

Not true! Not true! She gave us till Monday! I could die happy today!

Oh yeah & uh I can sorta talk like my normal self now. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/2110600/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/2110600/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 17:33:30 PST
I feel like I have 2 golf balls shoved up my nose, 1 for each nostril... I can't breathe, I can't talk, I can't hear... The medicine haze is just coming back now... Oh how I wish I could surrender to the numbing dregs of sleep that tug @ my poor defenseless body...

I'm back @ school & I went to sleep last nite @ 9~ no fooling... I even took a 2 hour nap this afternoon... I took toilet paper into my class cuz I had issues keeping the river of snot under control... I feel icky...

On a good note, I got an email from my cadet Sean sometime today... I think I'm gonna go reply now... ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1972879/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1972879/ Tue, 09 Mar 2004 12:18:38 PST
Btw, I'm so very glad to be back on! I'll be catching up w/comments & deviations & the like while I'm running like mad b/w class & all the other hassles today!

~Later~

I walked into the dress rehearsal last night w/"Purpose Now," "Hamby & Hargrave," "Save Your Opinion," & another one I haven't posted here, "Alone", all nice & ready to read. W/the help of the admins Gabrielle(our very own Ms. Judson!) I'm reading "Purpose Now" & "Save Your Opinion" I had to do abit of screening because "Save Your Opinion" has language in it not sanctioned by Judson College but it's cool... I'm so nervous! Goodness, what'll I do if I win?

~Even Later~

Arg! They post~poned it! It's been pushed back! Ack! Grr! Poo! I'm pissed off to the nth degree! I'm exponentially angry! I so was excited about tonight & they decide to set a new date! Urrrghhhh! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1866724/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1866724/ Wed, 18 Feb 2004 13:22:37 PST ! This is fantastic! If any of you are interested in Mythology, such as Greek or Roman, check it out! It's brand~spankin' new folks, so come on over & sign~up!

Yay!!! I'm so excited! No more AB, I've got something to write about now! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1857398/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1857398/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 07:13:48 PST
Speaking of which, everyone's fave blonde poet imposter has run into that damned wall known as AB... I do not speak of it; I do not say it's actual name; I can only bring myself to use initials do refer to the horror of the block of artist... Even that makes me shudder! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1803624/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1803624/ Sun, 08 Feb 2004 16:22:10 PST such a good time! *squeals* Ooh, the weekend is the best thing to happen to a college student!

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She's gone now folks... I mishes her bad... But we had the best time ever! *twitters* Oh, Monday~ how unprepared for you I am! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1781575/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1781575/ Mon, 02 Feb 2004 07:41:19 PST so much! Weeeeee~ I've got 500 pageviews! Yay! You people are so determined to make me squeal, yes? I think yes...

Now for my weekend, I had quite an interesting time. Friday afternoon I went into Selma w/my suitemate Samantha & 2 of our hallmates: Tiffany & Mya. We did some lurking in the dollar stores & Wal~mart... good times. Samantha & I also bonded over Harry Potter Friday night & Saturday afternoon~ we played Where's Wood together! Saturday night we watched "Where the Heart Is" before I went & got my heart ripped from my chest.

Anyways, Sunday I went to church @ 11 & stayed till nearly 2. They had service, a potluck dinner, & some outreach project where we stuffed bags w/valentine candy & invites to Siloam. We're gonna pass 'em out @ JC & MI to the college kids. I curled ribbon! Then I went to the Fowlers' (a church family whose Momma works here) for a Super Bowl party. Dangit, I was so sure Carolina would win! & we came so close, too! Eh, it's just a game, right?

So this week I've got 2 tests & a paper to write. Then Meghan's gonna come stay the weekend w/me! That means she gets to see my school, my church, & my band! Yay! We have a lock~in @ Siloam Friday nite, so that'll be a great time to reminisce... + there'll be food & music so yay! I'm so excited! Pray Meghan makes it down here safe please! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1748710/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1748710/ Tue, 27 Jan 2004 05:44:15 PST
Now onto sad news... There was an accident back home involving the puppies & unfortunately we're down to 8 now. 2 of the chocolate chicks were hurt when one of the boards of the box that held them in collapsed on them. Being only a few days old, the poor dears went quickly. Enough w/the euphimisms, 2 of our bubpies died... Everyone back home blames themselves... I wish I could go home... ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1731690/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1731690/ Sat, 24 Jan 2004 08:28:20 PST loser who doesn't get to be there... till who knows when... Argh, by the time I get there, they'll smell so bad!!! For this week, tho, they'll smell like milk... I miss that...

On a sidenote, I've got this hankering to find me a Watson... Meh~man, dear, do you know of any guys who are underwear models? I'll change their name to Watson & prove to Nit~nee I can find bring fictional characters to life...

P.S. Happy 400+ to me! Yay! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1718627/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1718627/ Fri, 23 Jan 2004 11:53:55 PST
My watchers~!



Worthy of teh watch~!

]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1663947/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1663947/ Sun, 11 Jan 2004 14:26:17 PST
My best friend in the whole world, my 1st true soul~mate (the 1st one who deserved it), the other 1/2 of my brain has joined us here on DA & I expect great things from her for obvious reasons. But I know that she is a great poet, a devoted writer, & is deserving of praise. Meh~man, my dear is brand~spankin' new folks so check her out!

Second is my other amazing friend Sam who I swear is just as inspired as Meghan & I, if not more so. Visit for a look @ another brand~spankin' new writer! Enjoy!

Who could forget teh loverly Anna who updated my loverly avvie? Go see for more icons! Bow to her!

On a sidenote I'm now a GJ user w/the same handle so fine me there [link] & laugh as I try & keep up w/5 journals! Yay! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1637067/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1637067/ Tue, 06 Jan 2004 14:56:24 PST
Long vacation. But I got to see my Clay. Boy was I spoiled. Hope everyone had a kick~az holiday season cuz I sure did! For the most part @ least... Back to the ol' nosegrind tho. Bah.

+ I need to get a haircut... I'm thinkin' a couple inches, layers, soon. New shampoo & conditioner for my dry hair. Curse winter.

I've also been foolin' around w/my LotR photos, tryin' to make somethin' worthy of my screen... I guess it hasn't happened yet... ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1538990/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1538990/ Mon, 15 Dec 2003 15:27:04 PST for hookin' me up w/my new Chii avvie! It's so cute! Anna~ j00 r0x m4h s0x! She really does own you... Yup yup yup...

Hey hey, I've only got 1 more final to go! Whoo hoo! I'm almost outtie! Then it's home for 2 weeks!!! *happy dance* Again I say whoo hoo! I'll be sure to check in when I can, but I make no promises!

Nuttin' much else to say 'cept: Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! May y'all have a kick~az holiday season! I getta see SNOW! Yay! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1524345/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1524345/ Fri, 12 Dec 2003 09:32:16 PST
Conclusion? If I had to be one or the other, I'm not sure which one I'd choose. I only have one class today tho so... I getta catch up on sleep! Yay~ness! Of course that also means I'll catch up on messages & comments & the like... Till then, ignore my random commenty~ness for I am NOT supposed to make sense!

Oh, & while I remember, I want to welcome my dear Meh~man to DeviantART! I've known for almost 5 whole years now! My bestest of the best friend, the other 1/2 of my brain, & one of the few people I've touched on multiple levels... Check out her poetry, darlings, & be nice in your comments! Or else I'll get "grr" on you! s to mah big sis! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1493833/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1493833/ Fri, 05 Dec 2003 11:44:39 PST My overall performance in nearly every aspect of my life is being affected by this... this... Man, I need sleep~ yet it takes an hour to fully relax before I can sleep. I need chocolate~ but my stomach protests all I want to eat! I need my Clay~ but he's about 3 1/2 hours northeasst of me...
Ok, let's stop the bitch before it gets outta control... I'll be on later... I hope... ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1418363/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1418363/ Tue, 18 Nov 2003 12:37:33 PST & in doing that, I got behind in my online duties. My internet obligations suffered cuz I've been grabbing only a few moments @ a time to type a comment or 5. But I've got new watchers, & plenty of time to get back in the swing of things now so... I will. Oh, & if I haven't responded to some of your comments, I apologize in advance, I'm losing touch w/my randomness~ hopefully it's only temporary, tho.
Welp, I've gotta lotta work to do so... I'ma go do it now...! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1370652/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1370652/ Fri, 07 Nov 2003 19:12:37 PST Pbblt~ School gets in the way alot. I don't have as much time for myself now. It used to take me hours to think up a good poem, usually when sitting in my room alone & lonely. In college that rarely happens. If I ever really felt like getting into technical or professional writing, I would have to educate myself so much better, so I need school. I would also hafta train myself to write daily. My multiple diaries, 1 journal, & now DA help me w/that.
On another note, I have poor health~ mostly cuz I can't take care of myself for shit. I have sinuses that would be under control if I would take my medicine daily like I DON'T. Also I have hypoglycemia~ low blood-sugar. Probably due to a history of diabetes in the family, unstable eating habits, & a quick metabolism. Another blood problem is my anemia, which I can usually handle, especially since now all I eat in the dining hall is salad. Or, I could take my daily vitamins if I were responsible... but I'm not.
& I found out how to include icons now! So... why not go for it? I especially wanna thank for her hilarious icons that cause me to reply before I can think of what I'm saying.
I found through reina-chan & vice versa. Anna & Derrick both are talented artists worthy of many comments!
Also through Anna came who incidentally is also a Melissa! How fun is that?! She's a great artist, also. Check her out!
I want to include cuz she found me, not the other way around.
Soon after AliP came whom I suspect do this often~ find an artist & make her feel worth her salt by commenting on her work...
& of course, the first person to + me is & I adore his photography! Go, worship!
I found like... the day I signed up... He's hella good & hella funny! Now go look, read, now!
I saw while tryin' ta get DA to work for me. More funny stuff & beautiful works, too. Such talent deserves immediate attention!
A fellow 'bama girl w/way more talent than I is w/her life~like portraits. I mean, damn is she GOOD!
I've only read a few of poems & only a few more of her prose pieces, but even tho my comments didn't go thru, they're hella good! Read people!
All the above make me jealous w/their talent & I'm glad to say encourage me to be better! I each & everyone of them & will be stalking them forEVER!
& here's my great commission, go find a random DA artist & comment! That's how ya make friends, people! ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1354894/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1354894/ Mon, 03 Nov 2003 17:08:49 PST ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1341506/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1341506/ Thu, 30 Oct 2003 12:41:41 PST
Stop by the Post Office
Get a cashier check or money order
Send in money order/check to Tuscaloosa's courthouse to handle my speeding ticket
Shower(big important)
Get my Halloween/Pop-In nite candie outta mah car
Go to Dinner(also big important)
Dress my sweet li'l self up for Pop-In nite
Write a rough draft for my example paper due tomorrow morning in Eng Comp
Greet all the crazie Judson girls w/candie in exchange for signs(big time important tradition)
Work on my rough draft more
Get some talk time w/my Clay(big massive understated important)
Sleep ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1309410/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1309410/ Wed, 22 Oct 2003 12:36:27 PDT ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1284707/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1284707/ Thu, 16 Oct 2003 12:28:30 PDT Good man. At least when it comes to the Queen who sends me 6 quotes every mother-lovin' mornin'. 2nd time this week I got an Emerson quote. Must mean something to someone.
Melissa needs to do her homework. Next week she's got mid-terms. Tomorrow's she's also got a Precalculus Algebra test. Week from upcomin' Tuesday her World History portfolio's due. Has she been keepin' up w/it? Crap no!
Hm... I see homework in your future Missa Grace... so get ta work! I see you daydreamin' 'bout that crazy boy of yours... What would your mother say if she knew you were neglecting your homework? Behave yourself... Don'tcha wanna go home, babe?
Thanks for lettin' me rant. Now, go do your portfolio homework. Or else. So says the muse. ]]> ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1275719/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1275719/ Tue, 14 Oct 2003 10:57:41 PDT ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1272498/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1272498/ Mon, 13 Oct 2003 15:48:45 PDT ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1271971/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1271971/ Mon, 13 Oct 2003 13:52:42 PDT ~sailorblue http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1271548/ http://sailorblue.deviantart.com/journal/1271548/ Mon, 13 Oct 2003 12:11:02 PDT ~sailorblue