http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sakuraflower89&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sakuraflower89 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 13:32:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/10639513/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/10639513/ Mon, 06 Nov 2006 17:25:28 PST Been a while, hasn't it?

It's been a really busy year for me, and I've been extremely lazy, too. Well, lazier than usual. But I'm tired of seeing my gallery sitting there rotting and I miss my friends on here so soon I'll have some new things up and I'll be on more often like I used to be. I just hope nobody thinks I'm dead, I mean I have been MIA for quite a while. o_o;

A while back I kind of got stuck in a rut, so to speak. I won't go into details (I dunno know how to explain anyways), but I didn't feel very motivated at all, and wasn't too social and etc. But I'm feeling a little better lately, which is what brought this on.

I'm on a Naruto kick lately (meh... who knows why) and seeing as how Team 10 + Shikamaru/Ino is pretty much the only thing that interests me in the show, I'll probably use that as an excuse to make stuff. I have a WIP icon set sitting on my computer, waiting to be finished and submitted. Then, I have a few more ideas I can work on. So I won't be procrastinating.
I think I'll just focus on Photoshop until I can get back into my writing niche, if I ever do.




]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/6321517/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/6321517/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 03:42:11 PDT
I committed suicide:
I told you I loved you:
I told you I hated you:
I stopped singing:
I stopped seeing the truth:
I stopped being a philosopher:
I stopped writing:
I left one day to never return:
I were to get in such a jam I couldn't do anything about it:
I lost all hope:

What do you think about my-

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Thoughts:
Views:
Tastes:
Criticism:
Leadership Skills:

Other-

Who are you?:
Should I care?:
Are you my friend? If yes, why?:
How do I affect you?:
What is your opinion on me?:
When you hear my name, what do you first think of?:
How do you think I will die?:
Do you understand me?:
What do you find my strongest emotion is?:
Would you hug me?:
Would you kiss me?:
Would you sleep with me?:
Would you like to read my soul?:
What stands out about me?:
Am I good leader?:
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest and 1 the lowest), how nice am I?:
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
Am I loveable?:
What is my favorite word?:
Describe me in one word:
At first glance, what did you think of me?:
You look again, has your mind changed?:
What do you think my weakness is?:
What do you think my strength is?:
What about me makes you happy?:
What about me makes you sad?:
Do you think I'm passionate?:
What's something you would change about me?:
How well do you know me?:
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
Do you think I would kill someone?:
Are we close?:
Are you afraid of my actions?:
Does it even matter what I do?:
Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?: ]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/5837795/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/5837795/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 12:34:34 PDT


Waow...

Um...

Hello everyone...

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3662695/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3662695/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 11:50:07 PDT ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3607171/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3607171/ Sat, 16 Oct 2004 22:26:08 PDT
Now before I tell you why I’ve been acting like a drunkard, let me explain to you, that I’m not drunk. Nor am I high, but that’s what it feels like. The whole ride home, even though it’s 1 o’ clock in the morning, everything was smiling at me. Yes, when I say everything this includes grass, mosquitoes, trees, and yes… houses and cars.

I’ll stop my senseless babbling and pathetic attempt to hold you in suspense, and tell you.

Here goes.

I just had my first kiss, and my computer chair feels like a fluffy cloud, folks!!! This crappy old wooden chair feels like air! My cheeks look like apples and my eyes look like flashlights, my hair is a bit messy, but I’m burning on the inside. I have goose bumps and I can feel my heart thudding.

This is one of those times where you feel like jumping around the house, squealing like a little girl, hugging everything that seems to be smiling at you…

But my parents are asleep. T_T

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3582567/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3582567/ Wed, 13 Oct 2004 16:16:48 PDT
IF I HEAR THE WORD "CUTE" USED TO DESCRIBE MY ARTWORK ONE MORE TIME!!!




Nothing personal, anyone who used it... just, don't use it again. I love you all, and I would never REALLY come after you with a chainsaw, sillies.


But I will be keeping my pet rock handy.


(hehehe) Signed, in good humor,
Sakura

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3329959/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3329959/ Fri, 10 Sep 2004 05:08:10 PDT .> ...) Usually on the weekends, or if I get my lazy arse ready for bedtime fast enough, I have a few minutes to get on here and check a few messages. However, that’s not nearly as much time as I need. Heh, there’s also secondimpact.net, of course. Also AIM, but I haven’t been on there in a while either.
Oh, gah, I almost forgot, I have a new AIM name. Sakuratearfalls it ish.

Anyway, I have to get ready for school. T_T If anyone would like to send my school a bomb threat and get me out for about two days that would be nice of you.

XOXO ~Sakura

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3174217/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/3174217/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 16:16:40 PDT

It's really short now, but it's not like a boy's cut or anything. I'm no girly girl but that's really not my style.

But anyway, yay!!!

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2977662/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2977662/ Tue, 27 Jul 2004 05:43:21 PDT

I'll try to make this interesting.

Name = Candi
Piercings = Just my ears.
Tattoos = Nope. Sounds like it would hurt. >.<
Height = 5'6
Shoe size = 8 1/2
Hair color = Just blonde. Golden blonde I think.
Length = A few inches past my shoulders now.
Siblings = None. But about a truckload of cousins.

LAST...

Movie you rented = Starsky and Hutch
Movie you bought = The Last Samurai
Person that's called you = Ben and Zach three-wayed me
TV show you've watched = Trigun x3
Person you were thinking of = Why is that important?

DO...

You have a bf or gf = NO
You wish you could live somewhere else = Anywhere but here! There's never anything to do.. :tear:
Others find you attractive = I... I wouldn't know. Ask them..
You want more piercings = Ouch... no thankies.
You drink = No
You smoke = I'm allergic, silly.
You like cleaning = Sometimes. It really depends.
You like roller coasters = Wee!
You write in cursive or print = Cursive.
You carry a donor card =

FOR OR AGAINST...

Long distance relationships = I see nothing wrong with it at all, if you think you can handle it.
Killing people = *whistles innocently:
Teenage smoking = Their decision, just as long as they don't purposely drag other people into it.
Premarital sex = Depends. Really depends.
Driving drunk = Against, it's stupid and irresponsible.
Gay/lesbian relationship = It's their lives, why ruin someone's happiness just because you don't agree with it.
Soap operas = Bleh. >.<

FAVOURITE...

Food = Hehehe... Cookies n Ramen!!!
Song = I... I can't choose...
Thing to talk about = I'm completely random. Trust me on this.
Sports = Swimming, dance, all kinda stuff.
Drinks = Water and tea mostly, and sometimes the joy of Coke.
Clothes = Erm... anything I think is cute and comfy, I guess? *shrugs*
Movies = Wow... too many here. Maybe Princess Mononoke.

HAVE YOU...

Ever cried over a guy/girl =
Ever lied to someone = Yes, it was about my homework.
Ever been in a fist fight = No, only verbal ones.
Ever been arrested = No.

NUMBER...

Of times I have been in love?= None.
Of times I have had my heart broken?=
Of hearts I have broken? = I hope it's 0. o.o
Of girls I have kissed? = 0
Of boys I have kissed? = 1
Of girls I've slept with? = 0
Of boys I've slept with? = 0!
Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = If I call you my friend, it means I trust you of course. Otherwise, I just wouldn't call you my friend.
Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = About 4 times I think?
Of things in my past that I regret?= to quote anonymous person, "Now why the bloody hell would I want to mention it if I regret it?"

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

Pretty = http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2931110/ Wed, 21 Jul 2004 03:39:38 PDT Right.

One thing that I've noticed is that both Emma and Sarah are completely obsessed with their boyfriends. Sarah and I were looking through a magazine at Barnes and Noble (the best place to be! Hah hah hah! ..Seriously.), and I swear she pointed to every single wedding dress on the first five pages, saying, "That's what mine will be like!"

15 years old and talking about marriage. What a riot. She wants me to be maid of honor. And guess what? I am honored! Just hope he's the right one for her. ^_^

She's always the first one to go to sleep at night, and I'm an owl, so I hogged her computer when she was asleep. Yay! ^_^ Er... anyway.

Time for the cookie dance!!!

Oh how I love me
A chocolate chip cookie
Gimme one, baby!
This poem's cheap, you agree?
I can't help that it's 5:33!
....AM.... morning...
.........Feh.

XOXO ~Sakura

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2878234/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2878234/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 06:40:34 PDT
...

I'm alive! I haven't been on DeviantART in.... I forgot. I so sowwy. We just got a new computer... my old one was just not worth the time and moolah.

Yesterday I only slept three hours... and now tonight I haven't slept at all. I will write a much better journal entry when I wake up.

XOXO ~Sakura

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2676663/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2676663/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 17:36:19 PDT I'm so bijiggity. Whatever that means. o.O I think it means excited. Anyway... Gotta run, I have 165 new messages. T_T Help!


XOXO~ Sakura-chan

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2596396/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2596396/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 11:49:04 PDT A good friend of mine finally decided to take that huge step. Well, the step is almost as huge as her house. She lives in a 3 story mansion, and it is GORGEOUS. Anyway, I think weddings are beautiful. I was thisclose to catching the bouquet!!!

Next week is when I go to visit my cousin! I can't wait. Then the week after that I get to go to visit my dear dear Eishma!! It's busy-busy, and I like it that way.

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2532164/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2532164/ Sun, 30 May 2004 18:55:46 PDT
Emma and I have been friends since the fourth grade. That's six years, I believe. For a year and a half now though, we've been miles apart. I mean, she was considered a part of my family and a part of me, and she still is, but now I can't see her anymore. I can't call her early in the morning just to tell her to get her lazy butt out of bed and come eat breakfast with me. I can't invite her for some meaningless, crazy sleepover. I can't pick on her little brother. I miss all of that.

Then Sarah and I met when we both had a crush on the same person. She hated my guts when she found out. She loathed me, with a passion. One day, though, I got transferred into her science class and we got the chance to talk more. I decided I liked her anyway, even if she hated me. She's an amazing person. Then with all that happened with Colton and everything... she was there for me. I then found out that she lived right down the street from me, and it became my second home. It was so nice to have that with someone again. We got into so much trouble together. Then, she moved, too.

So now...

Adem is like my brother. (Not by blood.) He was from Germany, and he moved here when we were in the first grade. He barely knew a word of English, but once he learned, he started school here in the states with me. He only lived a street away from me, so I kept meeting him at the bus stop, right in front of my house. We grew up together and are still really good friends.

Now he's moving back to Germany. Just like Emma. Just like Sarah. The last person that means the most to me is not only moving a state away, but to a completely different country.

In conclusion:
This sucks. =\

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2521572/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2521572/ Thu, 27 May 2004 13:46:08 PDT

It is now officially summer for me!

This summer is gonna be a very busy one. Hm... who knows? Maybe JonJon, Javvy, and a few more will come visit me with the baseball bat of justice? *misato wink*

First of all, my mom and I are going to my Aunt's house in Atlanta, GA. I think we're staying for about a week. I'll get to spoil my cousin, Caitlin! I'll even make sure and post a pic of she and I later.

And then... *squeals* I go to Emmer-chan's house!! Wai!! Her mommy is such a busy body. She already has everything perfectly planned out. There's a huge waterpark in Texas called Schlitterbahn (or something ) that we're going to. You have no clue how hard it is for me to be patient right now. Apparently, Schlitterbahn has one of the hugest waterslides in America. *starry eyed* I can see it all now...

XOXO ~Sakura-chan~ ]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2434512/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2434512/ Sat, 15 May 2004 12:52:07 PDT Smile.DK - Butterfly

I don't know what it is about that song.


I've been searching for a man
All across Japan
Just to find, to find my samurai


~XOXO~ Sakura-chan

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2399704/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2399704/ Mon, 10 May 2004 14:11:04 PDT So, here it goes:

What do you think of me?
What is my personality like in your opinion?

And for those who still don't know me very well...

What do you think of me so far?
What is my first impression to you?

~XOXO~ Sakura-chan ]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2393647/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2393647/ Sun, 09 May 2004 16:42:26 PDT

I unfortunately had to wake my mom up at about 6:00 this morning to give her the present I made her, because she had to go to work at 7. I made her a card with a poem on it, which is now one of my deviations. I also made her two flowers out of paper mache... Mrs.Liz taught us how in Art class. One was a white rose, and the other was yellow, red, and orange.

Dad then took me to my grandma's so that he could give her his present. It was a gift card that he had to get at the last minute (hehe), but anyway. My grandma has a new puppy named Frizzy, because his hair sticks out in almost every direction. It's so cute!

On a very good note, Summer is getting closer! Only 2 weeks left for me. What about everyone else?

~XOXO~ Sakura-chan

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2372301/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2372301/ Fri, 07 May 2004 21:57:47 PDT
Okay, actually, this journal entry is really late. What can I say? I ish a lazy-butt.

I'm really looking forward to summer! Going to the mall this weekend to get a bathing suit. I'm thinking about dragging her to Suncoast and begging for none other than... the director's cut of Evangelion! Wish me luck!
It gets better! My beloved Emma is coming to visit for a whole week! And then I get to visit her the week after that! Look out, world.

My buddy, Brett, just turned 18! I've known him since I was about 9 years old. Poor thing still can't drive... but, oh well! Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear Breeett! Happy birthday to you!! *blows out candles* And he's having a pool party tomorrow, so I will try to get a good picture with my digital camera. ^_^ Funfun!


P.S. Please welcome my friend, Emma (nekorocker) to Devart! She has a kickass drawing of Lulu.

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2333339/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2333339/ Sat, 29 May 2004 20:53:15 PDT
I feel like I'm stumbling over everything, and as of now, I don't care. Everything is slowly bringing me down, and I don't even know why.

Maybe it's because all of my friends live in different states and haven't called in months. I'm being struck down everywhere I look now, even by my dumb ex, who had the nerve to call me yesturday out of the blue, and tell me that I haven't changed a bit. That I'm the same loser I've always been or something. His opinion doesn't matter in the least, but it just surprises me, the nerve of some people.

I'm not writing this for sympathy, I'm not writing this to just complain, I don't know why I'm writing this. Perhaps just to explain and apologize for how I might have been acting. And please, nobody think that you're the ones causing this.

Sorry, this is not like me. I'm never this depressing... I had the urge to put it somewhere, and somehow, it ended up here..

On a lighter note, I saw "Mean Girls" today. It was actually a nice movie, though I would have rather seen Kill Bill.

]]> ~sakuraflower89 http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2277530/ http://sakuraflower89.deviantart.com/journal/2277530/ Thu, 22 Apr 2004 18:36:52 PDT And when I say doodles, I mean doodles, people. I am no artist, at least not nearly as good as Jon. Anyhoo, I'm still in the process of getting used to this place, so it'll be a bit before I put something up. Dangit... bedtime..

Nighty night!

]]> ~sakuraflower89