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No insperation and i cant write.

Trust me you dont want to see me try and write.

Well nothing has really been happening soooo.....

bye! ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6773365/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6773365/ Sat, 15 Oct 2005 09:16:01 PDT
Okay thats all i really had to say ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6768388/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6768388/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 17:20:17 PDT
The internet only seems to start up shit anyway.

~Twisted Freak~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6768284/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6768284/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 17:04:10 PDT ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6767352/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6767352/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 15:04:42 PDT
Its as if all my emotions are bottled away from me.

The only one that is getting away from me is anger and sadness.

*Deep breath*

I am totally pissed off.

I was thinking about what people have said to me and about me behind my back.

From what i have put together. What they are saying is that there is something about me that just isnt real.

That i am never truly myself.

Two words for everyone who has said things about me (weither i know about it or not!): FUCK YOU!

I hate the human race.

They always have to push eachother down and bomb eachother and what not!

Its FUCKING RETARED!

Two things i wish that i could do:

1. Not be able to talk. Then maybe my teachers wouldnt hate me and maybe no one would be able to judge me about the things i say.

2. I aslo wish i were deaf so i couldnt hear all the terrible things people say to me or anybody else.

I hate myself.

Everything about me isnt enough.

I get bad grades.

Everyone thinks i am a poser.

Everyone says that i am diffrent now. (Diffrent from last year)

I keep secrets.

I am always stressed out.

I have so many people that i want to slotter right now. So very many people.
Not many people would be left living at school.

I hope in when i go to highschool that i go to a school no one else goes to. So i dont know anyone. There is only one person that i want to continue being friends with after i leave Noe.

I still feel sick. But this time... its in my head!

~Twisted Freak~

P.S I went to Hot Topic and got a Linkin Park shirt. Maybe i should take it back though. Someone may call me a poser or make fun of me!


"If you think i've changed look at yourself in the mirror. You may see a diffrence and trust me, this diffrence is killing your friends" ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6764299/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6764299/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 07:38:03 PDT
Whatever the reason i hate being sick. But i guess it is better than being sick in the mind. That hurts worse becuase then you feel sick..

Anyway.

Nothing much has really happend.

Kayleighs birthday was yesterday and she had a great day!

Me... not so much.

You see everyone gave her cards, gave her presents and hugged her and wished her a happy birthday. At lunch everyone sang happy birthday to her.

It just made me think about being on X-plorers. Most the time i wish that i never would have switched to achievers and instead waited it out to see if i could be on Navigators or something.

Being on Navigators would have been the best reward for all the junk that i was making a big deal out of.

I dislike (no wait... wait i feel a diffrent word coming on..... i almost got it HATE!) my Chorus teacher.

She thought i said shit when i really didnt say anything. And she completely caught me off guard and said the only reason she didnt make me sing alone was because she didnt want me to swear again.

I was like what the fuck! I dont curse infront of teachers! I wanted to take the many saftey pins i had in my pocket and stab her.



That would have been funny but i am sure i would have to go to juvie (cant spell sorry, kids jail)

Well i went to target yesterday and got a new outfit. ITS ALL BLACK! FINALLY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY!

yeah.. actually the pants are jeans but they are kind of ripped and what not.

I also watched the buttterfly effect again and didnt cry at the end becuase my family was there.

I dont like crying infront of people.

Crying infront of doyle is okay becuase he just looks at me with those stupid big eyes (their not really stupid) and looks well funny.

Anyway.

I better go becuase i need to get dressed so when dad gets here we can go ahead and go to the mall!

~Twisted Freak~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6740068/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6740068/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 14:28:58 PDT
I hate this kind of day!

Because nothing happens! Nothing goes right, but still nothing happens!

I get pissed off, but nothing important!

I listen to music, but no insperation or no deep thinking!

I HATE DAYS LIKE THIS!

Its also been one of those days were i think that i am the ugliest person on earth, that i cant get any stupider, i cant get any anything done! I HATE DAYS LIKE THIS!!

Grrrrr.... *hiss*

*Glares at calendar*

The only problem is that my calendar is for 2006!

I have a huge bruise on my head! Well its big to me no one has said anything about it but i still think its big!

It hurts!

Its very unatractive!

And did i mention that it hurts?

Okay about the whole unatractive, feel like i am the ugliest perosn on earth thing. I know its not too much like me to worry so much about how i look. Sure i have always worried about how i look but not this much! I always feel so ugly! I hate my face, my hair! I hate everything about me!

I think i am just being too hard on myself but i am starting to think that i am trying to impress everyone else... which i dont like!

I mean even though it was one of those days i got three complements about my shirt and got some work back that had over 90%!

I wish i could be as pretty as a rose.

As calm as the ocean.

I wish i could be picture perfect!

*Runs off to corner*

I think i am just abit moody.... i havent *cough cough* ed yet so i think it may have abit to do with that!

Still.... i think i am comparing myself to seirra and Kayleigh. They are both so pretty!

Anyway,

I watched the end of the directors cut Butterfly effect and it almost made me cry. But i held back the tears cuz Miles was watching too.

I showed him the original ending too and he agreed with me that directors cut was a sad ending but he still laughed at it!

Heartless!

I am too though!

It runs in the family!

Yeah!

Kayleighs birthday is Thursday and i want to give her something special becuase she is turning 13!

She's going to be a teenager!

I think i am going to get her the used CD and the MCR CD! But i dont know! She gave me alot for my birthday so i thought that i should be good to her for her birthday as well! Plus SHE GOING TO BE 13!

I have to write a review for school on Corpse Birde. I simply HATE reviews... there so boring. Infact i dont enjoy any type of writing other than poetry and short story!

*Deep breath*

Well i think i better go!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6733437/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6733437/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 18:50:33 PDT
I cant stop crying!

I watched the Directors cut and the ending was a whole lot more depressing than the theatre verson.

It really made me think abou life and how it would be without me.

Dammit i cant stop crying!

I wont say the end or anything becuase i dont want to spoil it for anyone but still! So many questions came to my mind just from those short five minutes!

I started to get confused at the end when he is watching the videotapes becuase it is a diffrent one than from the theatre verson and so i thought oh this is going to be stupid! But i loved it and hated it at the same time.

But really it does make you think do you think the world would be a better place without you? Would it be worse?

Why is life always so confusing?

Anyway i better go!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6730945/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6730945/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 14:16:54 PDT
My dad got back from california and i feel like watching the butterfly affect!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6723866/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6723866/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 18:48:37 PDT
I'm not completely sure why either!

I have felt several diffrent emotions at the same time and i felt like i was going to fall over and die because i felt so bad!

I didnt feel like coughing or anything i just felt dizzy and my head kept pounding and i felt hot. I wanted to through up and everything just felt like a dream!

Terrible description i know but still thats the best i could do!

My dream last night was also weird!

I wont use the names of real people just becuase i have a couple people who know them who watch me so... yeah! Also it reveals a little bit about me and how i feel so i am just gonna use diffrent names!!!

Well it was half way into my freshmen year and a select few students where going on a field trip to Canada....

The list was (i knew all of the people!): Kathrine Rines, Joey Moore, Katrina Ice (thats me! I really had a diffrent name!) Kayla bitterman, Cameron Church, and Lee gate.

Well i was still getting over the death of a good friend Zach Camiltion and i was also trying to get over the fact that Joey didnt like me.

But really it was who he liked that pissed me off so much!

When we arrived at our desination (in the middle of a forest! There were cabins though) i was walking behind Joey and Kathrine. Okay, they were going out and i absulutly HATED Kathrine. Well since i was walking behind them i got a full view of Joey holding her waist and viseversa!

I was very pissed off and it made me think of that very close friend of mine, who confessed he liked me before he was killed. But it wasnt a suidcide or anything!

I heard Joey and Kathrine laugh as Joey leaned down and kissed her on the forehead. Then i got really pissed off and bolted ahead of them.

I started to cry.

Joey was my friend but i didnt just want him to be my friend. Kathrine was a preppy bitch who always got her way!

I wandered off the path as i was crying and realized that i was lost. Then i heard leafs crunching under someone's feet and i froze up.

Who could it be?

Are they going to hurt me?

Is it a wild animal?

How did i get lost?

What's going to happen?

A hand landed on my shoulder as i screamed for help. I let more tears shed as i slowly turned around. It was Joey!

"You okay?"

"Yeah i', fine"

I stood there for a moment before i fell into his arms becuase i was so scared or it could have been becuase i was so desperate. He gave me a friendly hug back and we just stood there for a moment me in his arms. I was in heaven! He whispered in my ear:

"I'm sorry"

I looked up at him my eyes now not so red from tears. He looked at me with sorrowful eyes as i felt a needle peirce my back. I felt something flow through my veins as i slowly lost strength. I fell from his arms and onto the ground. I couldnt move and i was terrified.

What was he doing with drugs?

Why was he going to hurt me or even worse kill me?

He bent down and picked me up. (It kind of got blurry after this so it may not sound like a dream or anything)

I was confused at this point and scared! I managed to move my mouth and speak.

"Why"

I barely got it out but i did. Joey looked at me as he stopped at the top of a cliff. I moved my eyes towards the top of my head to see how far down it was but i couldnt see a thing. I looked up at Joey tears (at this point) streaming down the side of my face.

"Becuase, you and Zach"

I thought for a moment and then asked

"Me and Zach what?"

"Meant the world to me"

I let tears fall down my face, not that i could control them anyway as he dropped me off the cliff.

(It swithched over to joey)

"You cant have JKZ without Z, so i had to and now for J" he said to himself as he pulled out a gun and loaded it!

Yeah its over!

But it was very strange. Kind of disturbing. He decieded he had to kill all of his friends! FREAKY!

Well about those emotions today! At one point i wanted to cry but i didnt becuase i didnt think the reason was even worth thinking about!

The topic was my old schoo because we had to go there for a festival, it just made me miss it all so much.

Also i felt very sad. Like never become happy again sad. The more and more i tryed to think about it the more and more i fell into the sadness.

It was all very strange.

I thought maybe my dream had stirred something up.

Well i have to go to bed!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6711381/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6711381/ Sat, 08 Oct 2005 09:58:41 PDT
Well today i walked in the Race for the cure, which is incredibly boring! I had to get up earily and i was so pissed off that i even wished that i would get Breast Cancer when i was 21 and die.... strange i know! Why 21 you may ask, well i dont know that either! But i just picked an age and decieded to put it into the sentance! I thought 21 would be best ^-^!

Strange isnt it?

Well i got a hair cut and now i have layers! I have been waiting to get a hair cut for a month! It doesnt look very good right now becuase my hair is kind of waving and puffy! Which really isnt me.

But i hope i like it when i have a regular hair day!

I have another song of the day! WHOOT! The song is called "All about us" by t.A.t.U! They rock! Well here are the lyrics!

They say
They don't trust
You, me, we, us
So we'll fall
If we must
Cause it's you, me
And it's all about
It's all about

It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
There's a theme that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us
all about us
We'll run away if we must
'Cause ya know
It's all about us (It's all about us)
It's all about love (It's all about us)
In you I can trust (It's all about us)
It's all about us

If they hurt you
They hurt me too
So we'll rise up
Won't stop
And it's all about
It's all about

It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
There's a theme that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us
all about us
We'll run away if we must
'Cause ya know
It's all about us (It's all about us)
It's all about love (It's all about us)
In you I can trust (It's all about us)
It's all about us

They don't know
They can't see
Who we are
Fear is the enemy
Hold on tight
Hold on to me
'Cause tonight

It's all about us
It's all about
All about us
There's a theme that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
There's a theme that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
All about us
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
There's a theme that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)

It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
We'll run away if we must
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
We'll run away if we must
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)

It's all about us (It's all about us)
It's all about love (It's all about us)
In you I can trust (It's all about us)

It's all about us

YEAH! Lyrics! Well i am getting ready to play James Bond! Snipe people down you know the usual! Well i better go and i will be updating with pictures soon! I just havent had any insperation lately! I hope that insperation hits soon becuase i feel bad not udating! Because it makes me feel satisfied after i update with a whole lot of pictures! Which i probably shouldnt do anyway but still!

Well wish me luck on this level (on james bond) that i'm stuck on!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6705983/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6705983/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 17:12:37 PDT
The Dance was fun. Nothing really happend! I saw a couple of my old teachers (from 7X) and i hung out with Matt, Caleb n Chauncy! I didnt like the music at all (other than "The Reason") but i wasnt really listening anyway!

Thats really about it becuase i dont really feel like updating!

~Gaby~

I said more detailed not long! ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6703854/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6703854/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 12:27:55 PDT 1) Dance
2) Field hockey game (first in tournament)
3) My bird grew his first Adult (Long tail feather) feather! (If it sounds wrong to you then get over it!)
4) I got alot of pretty stamps on the envelope my costume came in! (I collect stamps)

Okay!

~Gaby~

I hope we win the game! ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6697343/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6697343/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 17:07:37 PDT
You see i am going as Tohru Honda but i was going to go as a dead bride because we didnt think we would get this costume! But it came!

Its not all that great but i like it!

I will take some pictures and update with them! probably under scraps if anything!

~Gaby~

P.S I finally got my computer back! Its fast *zoom* ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6688123/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6688123/ Wed, 05 Oct 2005 15:49:11 PDT
I got my report card today and it wasnt exactly honor role material. Oh well i just feel sorry for Kayleigh becuase her parents dont take kindly to anything lower than a A-. I'll just say that she didnt get an A-.

I hope her parents dont ground her becuase that would be bad! It would make me sad because she is sad.

Yeah, well i am talking more and more to Seirra which makes me happy becuase i want to be friends with her!

Well i am going to have a song of the day (just for today)!

Here are the lyrics:

"Dirty Little Secret"

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It’s eating me apart
Trace this line back

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

Yes i chose Dirty Little Secrets! The music video is interesting!

I am going out of town Nov. 5 threw the 7th or 8th. I dont remember but i cant wait to get away! Only so many people will get this but i need some time to think! Usually i clear my mind wheni am away but then people say stuff about me etc. Then it just gets worse. But maybe i will just be able to get away! YAY!

I usally get the most things off of my mind when i go on my summer vacations becuase we go REALLY far away. Like out of the country not just to a diffrent city.

I got another email address only this one is Yahoo! It is (dont make fun of the name its an inside joke):
cheddar_face2@yahoo.com
Strange i know but i needed a file so i could look at the video games and i decieded that i would sign up for the email as well (seeing that it is free and all.)

I wish October would just end. I love Halloween and everything but i always think something bad is going to happen. Seeing that Halloween has been curesed for me.

Maybe this year will be good! I bet this year i am going trick-or-treating by myself. *sniff*

I guess i could always invite Kayleigh over! That would be fun!

Well i better go!

~Gaby~

P.S Love the Cheddar! ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6680882/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6680882/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 18:37:00 PDT
Also i feel like posting lyrics, so i think i will!

"Photograph"

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me


TAH DAH!

This song makes me sad when i listen to it... i dont know what it makes me think of but whatever it is it makes me really sad. I think it makes me think of the future! I dislike the future! Oh well, i'm over it.

Another song that makes me think about stuff is "All about us" by t.A.t.U! Really only one lyric makes me think but it is "They're the enemy." I guess the questions brought to my head are:

Who?

Why are they the enemy?

Could this be someone i know?

How come i must think so much?

Anyway, I am (for halloween) going as a dead bride! Not the Corpse bride but just a random dead bride!

I could be a character from my friends story named Meria and she kills people becuase she was tragically murdered on her wedding day! Bum bum bum!

We get report cards soon! I am nervous becuase i dont think that i am doing so well.... you know sometimes i wish i stayed on X-plores.... which is really weird.

I guess i wonder about

Would it be diffrent?

Would i have been switched to a diffrent team?

Would i be called a poser?

Would i have made a friend?

Would Micheal B. eventully stop teasing me? (yes)

Yes so many questions! So many left unanswered!

Well i hope i didnt sound too much like a poser!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6680759/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6680759/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 18:22:38 PDT
I am sick of being called a poser!

People at school call me a poser (alot)!

It makes me so angry that i cant just be me without being called a poser or bugging the hell out of someone!

You know i dont even get why people call me a poser!

HERE'S ONE FOR YOU, DID YOU EVER CONSIDER THAT THE MASK I'M WEARING GOT TOO THICK!?!?

My god!

I dont know why i had that random out burst but damn!

I'm just growing up and CHANGING!!!

Am i too nice?

Am i too mean?

Am i too WHAT!?!

Sometimes i even feel as if my friends are calling me a poser when i'm not listening.

If it makes anyone happy

I'M A POSER!!!!

Happy now? I said is I'm a poser!! A good for nothing Poser! I'm sorry that i cant be perfect like everyone else is!

I'm sick of dealing with it!

Gaby ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6670551/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6670551/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 16:27:49 PDT
Yes, very tired.

Nothing much is really going on in my life at this point. I wish my life would get exicting! Like another party! That was alot of fun.

Today at lunch i waved to Matt, Caleb and Chauncy! I also looked extremely retarted when i was trying to tell Caleb that i had his shoe..... at the party i ended up wearing his shoe home because i forgot i had it on.

I cant believe that i forgot i had his shoe on!

Well i was kind of bouncing up and down so that he would see me and slapping my shoe! It was funny... but very retarted!

Shopping was alot of fun! I got some clothes! YAY!

Nothing really interesting though.

But i did get a purse from Hot Topic. Kind of strange that i carry a purse around. I guess there is a first time for everything!

I havent really updated much lately becuase i have been busy with homework and stuff.

Chauncy emailed me giving me a link to his site! Its pretty cool! I'll eventully add a link to his website from mine!

Sean also e-mailed me telling me that he took a quiz on quizfarm.com and got 100% suidcide on "How are you going to die?" I was like wow.... dont kill yourself Sean!

Oh yes! Also i would like to congraduate (whatever) my cousin David for getting married to Kristen on Oct. 1! Yeah! I have a new cousin! She's really nice!

See told you my life was boring! I just stretched out alot of random crud!

I like Cheddar as a friend!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6650392/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6650392/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 10:58:57 PDT
Well Caleb really didnt look at it becuase he didnt have time! But he liked it for the most part!

It was a Binder with notes, drawings, a mini scrap book and other things in it from the sixth grade! The notes were from the seventh grade but so were some of the drawings etc. Its was pretty cool! I wish i could get one for my birthday!

Well the Party was alot of fun! I was so happy to be able to hand out with Matt, Sean, Kayleigh, Caleb, Chauncy and Ryan, outside of school!

We played Chubby Bunny and it was alot of fun! I was the only girl who played and i won! Caleb gave me $5 out of his birthday money and Matt gave me a bag of marshmellows!

It was just alot of fun!

Also before Kayleigh left we hugged Caleb (for giving us some bubble gum), Sean (because he asked for one) and Matt becuase we thought why not!

I cant wait until my pictures are developed!

Well tonight Naruto comes on and so does Inuyasha! I am happy that Naruto is actually starting to go some where becuase it was kind of slow at first! But Inuyasha is is pretty good. Jakotsu, bothers me a bit sometimes... but whatever! He is still a good (...... yeah, he's a bad guy) character!

I am going shopping today becuase i need some nice clothes for All-state Chorus! I dont know if i have mentioned it yet but i made all-state chorus! I was pretty happy! But i have to get some nice clothes or i am not allowed to go.... how fun.

But at least i get to go to some other places like "Hot topic" and "sun coast"!

Well i better go!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6640357/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6640357/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 07:09:32 PDT
I hope he likes what i got him.... i made it myself and everything. I stayed up well past midnight working on it! I like it! I wish i would hav gotten one for my birthday!
I'll tell you what it is after i get back from Calebs party and see what his reaction was!

I updated with a few pictures. Nothing really special this time but they are pictures are they not?

I better go! I am not finished with his gift so i better work on it a little bit!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6624944/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6624944/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 12:02:49 PDT
Its just messed up... well today was pretty good until i saw Caleb. I rather not talk about it but at first it was okay but then when i thought about it, it just got worse and worse.

Well Friday is Calebs birthday party. Hooray..... I dont know what i am going to get him. Money, i dont know. A Chocolate bar? Lol... its a joke becuase thats all he gave me on my birthday and it very well may have been the best gift that i recieved for my birthday! Like not counting my Ipod... spoil the moment why dont i?

I am getting ready to take some pictures real quick. So i will be updating!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6598522/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6598522/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 12:13:33 PDT
Well i only have the computer for another hour... not fair. I have said that twice in an entry now.... thats kind of pathetic. I dont really want to go to school tomarrow but i kind of have to unless i get sick and even then i would probably have to go.

My dream last night was very strange. But it is the second time in a row that i have had a dream were Matt and Caleb disapear or die... they scare me. My one last night was about me attending a bording school with Kayleigh, Caleb and Matt. Well for some reason we were all called to the gym and sorted into groups. This woman told us that groups 1 2 3 4 and 5 could all go into the gym but i was in group 6 along with Matt and Caleb. Kayleigh went in the gym and Me, matt and caleb decieded to go back to our class area...place. Well Matt said he had forgotten something back in the hall way so me and him decieded to go back and get it. Well he heard Caleb scream (strange...) and then something attcked us from behind. Well of course me and matt ran from this thing that attacked us and we ended up in the park.... at this point i was throughly confused. Okay, then this corpse thing attacked Matt and well killed him. Now the interesting but very strange part, i ran to the police and told them that my friend had been murdered and i needed help. They didnt beileve me and continued with whatever they were doing. So i ran up to random people and asked for help becuase my friend was hurt.. no one beilved me. Then i ran into matt and told him that he was dead and that i needed help... he yelled at me and told me that i was having ANOTHER break down becuase Caleb had died... it was weird....

But anyway maybe next time someone else will disapear... bum bum bum! LOL! Anyway gotta go!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6597339/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6597339/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 09:42:41 PDT ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6594159/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6594159/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 22:12:04 PDT
Anyway... i dont really have much to say you know....i am completely bored out of my mind. I cant take pictures because i dont have any insperation right now and its dark outside. I dont want to go outside. Some one may kidnap me and kill me. Just kidding.

I am getting very tired but i dont want to got to bed right now... But i better go! See you later!

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6593754/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6593754/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 21:11:41 PDT Man i am so tired but at the same time i am so awake, i had six Dr.peppers at the restraunt and then i had to go to the bathroom like every ten minutes. It really sucked.
Well tomarrow i get to see Corpse Bride becuase my mom had second thoughts on taking me on friday.
Also i watched Inuyasha and there was alot of sexulaity coming from Jakatsu towards Inuyasha. It was weird.
Well i better go for now i bet i will update within a few minutes though..

~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6590686/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6590686/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 13:58:52 PDT
~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6588027/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6588027/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 07:39:41 PDT ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6574967/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6574967/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 17:04:16 PDT I really want Corpse Bride to come out! Even if i end up not liking it i will probably still be obsessed with the characters. I thought it was funny that the main characters name is Victor and the woman he is getting married to's name is Victoria. Which made me think of some HP characters. It also annoyed me that the Corpse Bride like doesnt have a name. I bet it is going to end up being Victoria or something.
Well some quotes that i picked up off of the previews:
"What a cutie" Corpse Bride
"You should have seen him with fur" Victor

"Can the living marry the dead?" Victoria
*Gasp*
"He's married to a corpse"

"What if we dont like eachother?" Victoria
"Since when does that have to do anything with marrige?" Victorias mother

"Can a heart still break once its stopped beating?" ???

Fun quotes! Anyway i better go. I know i havent updated alot lately but i promise i will over the weekend. ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6572990/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6572990/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 13:27:19 PDT
~Gaby~ ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6536800/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6536800/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 11:50:41 PDT [X] tall(ish)
[ ] in between
[ ] short
--
[ ] blonde
[ ] redheaded
[x] brunette
[ ] black-haired
--
[x] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed
[ ] with glasses
[ ] with contacts
--
[] with braces
[x ] with freckles
[x] with piercings( Just my ears)
[ ] with tattoos
[] and have long hair
[] and have short hair
[X] and have mid-length hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[] black
[ ] green
[] blue
[ ] gold
[ ] white
[] silver
[] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] indigo

Well none of those....

Some things you've done/played include...
[x] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] dancing
[] lacrosse
[X] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[] gymnastics
[x] track/cross country
[] basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[] chess
[] playing in the mud
[X] playing music
[] hiking
[] kayaking
[] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] marching band

You are sometimes...
[X] annoying
[] talkative
[x] shy
[] sweet
[] funny
[] mysterious
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[ ] spazzy
[] paranoid
[] fun-loving
[x] laid back
[] strict
[] hyper
[] nervous
[] weird

The music you like is?
[ ] rap
[x] rock
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hip hop
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[] classical
[X] techno
[] oldies
[ ] the 80s
[x] punk
[X] Metal
[ ] reggae
[X] Goth
[ ] Latin
[ ] 90's Grunge
[ ] musicals

The pets you have are?
[x] cat
[ ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] snake
[ ] ferret
[ ] spider
[ ] rabbit
[x] fish
[X] bird
[ ] hamster
[ ] little sister
[ ] other

You're mostly labeled as?
[X] goth
[X] emo
[ ] prep(omg thank god im not a prep)
[] punk
[ ] hippie
[] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[ ] everything
[x] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[x] I have no idea

You eat?
[ ] dessert every night
[] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[ ] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[ ] a lot of carbs
[ ] ice cream
[ ] lots of meat
[x] salad
[ ] seafood
[ ] exotic dishes
[ ] Mountain Dew

A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[x] doing my homework
[ x] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[ ] playing videogames
[] babysitting and getting $$
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun

Currently you are...
[ ] in a relationship
[X] single and lovin it
[ ] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up... and so sad about it

Online, you use:
[x] lol
[x ] sup
[x] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[ ] j/k
[ ] <3
[ x] ttyl
[x ] g2g
[x] xD
[] ^^
[] T_T
[] x_x
[] ^_^
[] o_O
[] TOT ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6536708/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6536708/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 11:40:16 PDT Its sunday... a diffrent sunday. I havent updated in awhile so i decieded that i would update by putting a picture of my desk on. I went to the mall today becuase i finished my papers and i got a corpse bride poster! Which may i add love! I got a My Chemical Romance Tee shirt which i also love! I also (last thing) got a Motion City Soundtrack! I like alot of songs on the motion city sound track but the reaosn i got it was becuase of Everything is alright. I dont want to go to school tomarrow but i know that i will have fun and i cant wait to here what Kayleigh makes the song of the day. I also want my chorus quiz back and my science quiz. I have a math quiz tomarrow and social studies is being nice and we just have a project due sometimes soon. Well i better get going i will update again soon! (i hope)

*Gaby* ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6479131/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6479131/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 17:22:19 PDT I hate sunday... becuase it means that we have to go to school tomarrow. Well Today is september 11... such a sad day if you know what i mean. But whatever.
I hope my adutition for all state chorus went well. I picked a lower key than what i really sing. I should be singing at a saprano level not an alto. All the same i have a chance at making it right? I would be so happy if i made it into all state because then i could get into Honor chorus.
Well today i went to suncoast and my brother bought me a miroku action figure. Now i have a Kagome, Inuyasha, sessohmaru, Sango and Miroku action figure. Now i need Kikyo becuase well i lost mine. It was really the first action figure that i ever got but i lost her and then i got kagome.
Well it is almost time for me to turn in but i dont want to go to bed!
Oh yes and i finally fixed my school problem. I am switching teams! Hooray! It makes me happy becuase now i will be on a team with Kayleigh, Miles and Sean! I wont be in the advanced program until there is an open space in the class. Then i will be in the same classes as Miles and Kayleigh. But for now i will be in the same class (i hope) with Sean!
I hope you all like the pictures i updated with, i will be updating again really (and you know i will be) soon!

*Gabrielle* ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6465196/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6465196/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 06:04:18 PDT Also today i have to try out for all state chorus. Which i heard is kind of hard to get into. But i want to try out for honor chorus which i know is hard to get into. This year only Flordia, Tenneessee, Alabama, North Carolina etc are trying out so i only have to be the best out of some one them. I hope i make all state first because it just means that i might have a chance at making it for Honor chorus.
Yeah i am sure you are tired of hearing about chorus.
Anyway to change the subject i am going to go now and take a few photographs before i have to go.

*Gabrielle* ]]> ~samesmile27 http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6459145/ http://samesmile27.deviantart.com/journal/6459145/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 13:18:39 PDT ~samesmile27