http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:saquilARKETIPUL&section=today deviantART RSS for by:saquilARKETIPUL en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 00:06:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/24460358/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/24460358/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 10:13:11 PDT tumitibok ang puso.
humihinga.
huwag lang talaga maaalala.
lahat ng mga bagay na kumurot sa mahinang puso na to.
kurot lang halos ikamatay na.
andami nang nangyari.
matagal-tagal na rin.
mabait ka naman.
gago lang talaga ako.
kadramahan ba ang magsabi ng mga naiisip?
kaya tumigil na rin, bakit masaya na?
pag malungkot lang ba talaga nagiging makata?
o ako lang ang nagpapalungkot sayo?

dalawang isang tao na magkasunod na nagpapansin sa pusong marupok.
parehong wala na pero nagmumulto pa rin,
laging may hindi tama, bakit?
ako lang ba ang may kasalanan?
masyadong tanga ang mga mata para di makita.
bingi ang tenga, at nauuna ang ingay ng bibig.


babalik ka pa ba?
naghihintay lang ako dito.
ganun lang ba kabilis mawala ang lahat.
samantalang sa utak kong 'to ay parang kahapon lang ang lahat.
mabagal ang proseso sakin para maitindihan ko ang lahat.


ikaw na matalino.
ikaw na magaling.


kahit iwanan mo ko.
anino mo'y sinisilungan pa rin ako.


>>>umuulan nanaman...kaya ayokong umuulan kapag summer nagaganito ako.

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/24459164/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/24459164/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 08:34:38 PDT
this time.


i will be better.

i promise.

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]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/18442783/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/18442783/ Thu, 22 May 2008 06:25:23 PDT
lahat na ata ng pinoy ay nangangarap mgpunta abroad...para tayong mga probinsyano na naghahangad magpunta sa maynila...kasi mas madaming trabaho nga...hay probinsyano tayo at ang mga ofw ang mga taga-maynila...pero di lahat ng ngppunta ng maynila ay nagiging successful...pareho pa rin kaya ang storya kapag sa abroad?, masyado ng mahirap ata ang buhay dito at naiiwan na tayong mga pinoy...pero hindi naman tayo bobo, kung tutuusin mas matatalino pa tayo sa mga hapon at german kasi magaling tayo mag-english, pero ano ba talaga ang batayan ng pagiging matalino?, kasi kung matatalino tayo bakit di tayo umuunlad? siguro hindi utak ang problema natin, kundi puso, at ugali...haaay tanggapin na natin mga dudes, uso ang crab mentality dito, natututunan mo yan sa bahay, between you and your other siblings, tapos sa baranggay ninyo, parents mo versus sa kapitbahay niyong chismosa, tapos sa eskwelahan, ikaw ulit at mga kaklase mong kapwa mong nagmamarunong, and then sa trabaho, pati boss mo kayang-kaya mo siraan...talent na ata nating mga pinoy yan,,, ang most effective medium? TSISMIS, or rumor sa ingles, lahat interesado diyan pati mga pets natin sa bahay kinekwentuhan natin nyan...hay nako kung uso lang sana dito ang WALANG PAKELAMANAN...pero hindi, masyado tayong CONCERN kaya LAHAT NA LANG PINAPAKELAMAN NATIN pati yung paggawa ng lecheng pishbol na yan na madumi daw ang pagkakagawa, pero kain ka pa rin ng kain at ano? buhay ka pa naman diba?...

lumala na yang talent na yan at nauso din sa gobyerno, ano bang ginagawa nila dun sa mga pwesto nila? imbis na gumagawa sila ng batas para sa ikauunlad ng bansa natin, ayun naga-alimanguhan sila, gusto ko silang murahin isa-isa, sigawan ng wala akong pakelam kung may kabit ka o 5 pamilya mo, GAWIN MO TRABAHO MO!, pero alam kong imposible naman yun, sino naman ako para pakinggan nila diba? isa lang akong beinte anyos na babaeng walang pera na umaasa na may panahon pa para magbago ang lahat...na hindi pera ang batayan sa lahat ng bagay, haha e kahit dito sa bahay pag wala kang pera magdusa ka, matalino ka kasi kapag nakakagawa ka ng paraan para magkapera, e wala nga akong pera, so i'm considered as bobo, oh well,...yan din ang dahilan kung bakit dadalhin ako sa tate, parang feeling ko ie-exile ako, pero bakit? nag-aaral naman ako, wala akong bagsak, tinatamad din minsan gaya ng mga normal na estudyante pero di ko hahayaan na bumagsak ako ng tuluyan, mahal ko kasi ang kurso ko, at may kwentang tao naman ako, di ako pabigat dito sa bahay dahil tumutulong naman ako dito, tinatamad minsan maglinis pero kumikilos ako at gumagawa ng ibang bagay na nagpapaikot sa pamilyang to...at may pangarap ako, gusto kong maging successful ang band ko para maka-impluwensya ng tama sa ibang tao, na may pagkakataon pa para magbago tayong mga pinoy, at gusto ko ring maging art proffesor, gusto kong ma-inspire ang mga batang artist na pinoy na meron tayong lugar dito sa pilipinas, na hindi ka walang kwenta kung drawing lang ang alam mo, pero masyado atang idealistic ang mga pangarap ko, sabi nga ng nanay ko, "BAKIT MO IISIPIN ANG IBANG TAO?, SILA BA ANG NAGPAPAKAIN SAYO?"...hay...ona ikaw na gumagastos ng lahat para sa kakainin ko, pag-aaral ko at mga damit ko, tinitirhan ko,etc...usapang pera nanaman, pero napapakain ba ng pera na yan ang kaluluwa ng isang tao?...ewan ko... siguro pag high ka na sa busog di mo na iisipin yang kaluluwa mo, at kapag nabibili mo na lahat ng bagay na mahal masaya ka na dahil maipagmamayabang mo na, ipakita mo sa madla na ang laptop mo ang pinakalatest na model at tatak mansanas, celfone mo kasinlaki ng plancha na sing nipis ng papel, anakngteteng lang talaga, gastos,gastos at gastos, ang saya-saya!...

natatakot ako na maging ganun ako pgbalik ko dito after 3-5 yrs.,NATATAKOT AKO NA BAKA MAGING MUKHANG PERA AKO, ang sama2x ng mundo, sa bawat mabuting ginagawa mo masama ang bumabalik sayo, hindi ako nagpapaka-negatibo, from experience lang ang kinikwento ko...hay, di ko talaga alam kung mag-eenrol pa ko, malalaman ko sa tuesday pagbalik ni mama galing sa d.f.a. , sana kung aalis kami umalis na kami para makabalik ako agad, pagbalik ko siguro marami ng makikinig sakin dahil magaling na kong mag-english, batayan kasi ng talino yan dito satin, na hindi ko rin alam kung tama nga bang batayan ng talino yang wika na yan,(we can de... ]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/18424181/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/18424181/ Tue, 20 May 2008 23:44:58 PDT
]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/18210896/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/18210896/ Wed, 07 May 2008 12:08:06 PDT 2. sinali sa banda-at nadiscover na ui! pde pla akong kumanta! haha
3. niligawan ni bulaklak!- hahaha yes! babae pala ako! hahaha
4. pumasa sa ust- achievement daw sabi ni mama
5. ako ay isang fine arts student-nakita ang realidad
6. pumunta si mama sa states- ulam namin palagi ay spam
7. pagbalik nya may bf na- ay pareho tayo ma! kaso di mo alam yung akin! hahaha
8. naging sobrang close sa kaibigang tinuring kong kpatid-pero di rin ngtagal
9. isip- bata pa mxado-kaya babay na
10. nahuhulog kay makata-tas ngkaron ng ibang gelps! waw!
11. nging ka-close si musikero- akala ko ok na
12. pgbalik ulit may asawa ng kano-at isasama nako sa pag-alis nya
13. wla na si makata and gelps-hmmmm naku issue ito
14. ngbabalik kay makata-mgiging ok na rin sa wakas
15. gusto ako ni kapatid mo-wlanghiya ka
16. lubayan nyo ko-sa kanya ka na lang
17. musikero! tulong!-nandiyan nman palagi
18. binisto ako- salamat
19. mgyosi at mag-inom- d best!
20. may iba pa namang kaibigan-at mas masaya silang kasama
21. sumobra ata ang saya-iba na ba to?
22. kaibigan lang tayo-aalis na din ako
23. tumigil sa pag-aaral- pataba muna sa bahay
24. wala ng nkakaalala- isang tao lang ang natira
25. yung pangalawa-eepal lng pala
26. may bagong balita-sila na
27. malapit ng umalis-pasado ako yung isang tao jan hindi
28. bakit?-may tinatagong napakalaking lihim na ngdiin sa sarili ko na tanga talga ako
30. ayoko munang pumasok ulit-nkakahiya..nahihiya ako para sayo
31. iiba ng direksyon-sumusubok lang
32. hindi rin kinaya- at napag-iwanan
33. at nakilala kita- ang daldal mu
34. nalasing ako-salamat sa pag-aalaga
35. nagpipigil-hindi ito tama
36. sa kapitbahay-makijam sa awiting pngmatanda
37. wala akong kamalaymalay-gusto nya ako
38. kuya kita- at may gelps ka na
39. mgshopping na lang sa recto-tunay kang kaibigan
40. magtitiwala ba ko sayo?- mxado kang malambing...
41. papasok ako ulit-yey!
42. mga bagong kabanda-eto na ba yun?
43. tutugtog- at mglalasing at magpikchur
44. enge ng copy ng e-mail mu- no. ko na lang po
45. buko pie?- sori di ako nkapunta
46. mga bagong kaklase- mas bata sila sakin ramdam ko
47. nagaadjust- asan na kayo mga dating klasmeyts?
48. busy kmi- pero may time tayo para uminom!!!
49. sabay na lumalapit-mas lamang yung isa
50. nalasing ako-at d na nkapgpigil umamin na ko
51. may tugtog kami-nandun sha
52. ginawan nya ko ng kanta- salamat ha?
53. knakabahan ako-ayan na nga may nkarinig
54. sa oras na malaman ko-tama na hindi ko na to kaya
55. kailangan kong lumayo-para din sayo to
56. bkit ngkalat pangalan mo?- kung sansan ba ko tumitingin?
57. masaya kang tao- at ngumingiti ako dahil sayo
58. nka-move-on na?- hindi pa po
59. lalayo muna ko-wag hindi ko kaya..takot akong mg-isa
60. ikaw ang pinili ko-masaya ako pag nandiyan ka
61. anong nangyari?- sablay...
62. lumalamig- at mashado kang malayo
63. mahal nya pa rin ako- kaylangan kong pag-icpan to mbuti
64. wala k ng nagawa- paalam na
65. babalik din pala ako- sayo
66. trip ka ng pamilya ko- hindi naman nila alam
67. aralaralaral- wla munang tugtog...watak2x na agad?
68. tumataba-mhilig kasi tayo sa pgkain
69. at nglakas loob- sinabi ko na sa mga kaibigan ko
70. may kumukuha sakin- di ko sila kilala
71. sasali na ba ako?- kung san ka masaya
72. masaya naman sila kasama-at muntik na kong mahuli lecheng celfone
73. photoshoot? recording?-seryoso sila
74. ang bait nyo sakin- nakukunsensya nako ngsisinungaling ako sa inyo
75. ayaw na kitang mawala-ntatakot ako pag nalaman nila ilalayo nila ako sayo
76. ito lang ang solusyon- ang maging magkaibigan na lang
77. pro ganun pa rin?- hanggang sa mawala...mawawala nga ba?
78. aaminin ko na- sana matanggap nio ako
~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/18129811/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/18129811/ Fri, 02 May 2008 08:25:01 PDT [link]



also my band's account:
[link]



see ya!

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oh well...there's more to be cheerful about...



...snap back to reality...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16577288/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16577288/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 07:10:39 PST You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.


[link]

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16443688/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16443688/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 10:42:13 PST
take this time...
to rest...

and find myself again...


kung talagang...babasahin mo to...
di ako moody talaga...

my dahilan kung bkit tahimik at malamig ngayon...
pero di ko sasabihin sayo...

kung talagang...aalamin mo yun...

do you really care?

asan ka na ngayon?

tas magtatanong ka kung bakit malamig...
pareho lang tayong may kasalanan...


ano na?


hanggang diyan na lang ba ang kaya mo?...

npaluhod ka lang...
ako nadapa...


may sugat ka ba?

ako kasi meron...
at twing kumikirot to...

nararamdaman kong nawawala ka na...



mas pinili kita...
pinalit ka sa kanya...


mahal na mahal ako nun...

ikaw?
i'm not demanding anything...


just stay.


hinihintay pa rin kita...
gang ngayon ba naman...
lagi na lang kitang hinihintay...


kung ikaw umiikot ang oras sayo...
ako umiikot ako kasabay ng oras...


i don't have all time in the world...


pati ba naman ako kinatatamaran mo...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16323816/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16323816/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 00:30:21 PST
i'm really just like that, you may not notice it because i smile a lot, and when i smile it doesn't mean that i'm a foolish individual who only knows a lot of foolish, bullshit things...

i take things seriously pero taena di ko nman kailangan ipakita na "hoi seryoso ako, don't mess around me..." sus...at di ko kailangang ipangalandakan yun na "profound ako dude di ako mhilig sa jokes kc i think it's irritatingly corny..."


kung nhihirapan kang maintindihan ako well it's not my problem anymore haha...mbait ako kung sa mbait, gago kung sa gago, malalim din mag-isip pero kaya mo namang sisirin kung matyaga ka, at kung ayaw mu, well may pagka mababaw din ako at nasasabaw din madalas, i'm not going to turn my back on you and tell the person in front of me na "tae ang babaw naman nung tao na yun..." di ako backstabber dude ssbihin ko sayo kung pangit ka kung pangit ka tlga ...

di ksi ako ung taong pa-impress eh... i know myself and my capabilities but i don't need to shout it out to the whole world... ok?...

di ako ktulad nila na kung magsalita parang lahat ng tao inaabangan ang bawat sasabihin nila...ano celebrity?
i don't think so...hehehe...



sabi nga ni sir jpacena:
"don't aim to be famous...aim to do good art..."


diba? dpat ganun...wag na papampam ang immature eh... hihi

di ako nang-aaway or something, opinion lang naman...di ko pa kasi mramdaman yung feeling na hinahanap ko sa environment ko ngayon...

para sa mga ngbabalak sumikat...sali kayo sa starstruck... haha

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16278555/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16278555/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 23:14:03 PST kahit 10 tambling pa gawin mo di ka kakapusin,
malawak nga marami ang nagsasabi,
at masaya mga ginagawa namin dati dun,
drowing, pinta, sulat, yosi, inom, kanta, magpa-pampam at magpa-kyut, hanapan ng mga may gusto sayo at iwasan naman para sa mga inggit sayo...

sobrang lawak dun, alam ko, maniwala ka galing ako dun,
gusto ko pa ngang magtagal, naiyak pa ko nung umalis ako,
akala ko yun na ang pinakamalawak na lugar na makikita ko...


kasi akala ko nga malawak...


pero naisip ko...


hindi rin pala,
ngayon na kung san-san ako napapadpad, kung sino-sino nakakasama, may yatot, batchoy, gurang, retarded, feeling pogi, sobrang sensitibo, mababa ang self-esteem, mukhang pera, lasenggo, maangas, abnormal, malandi, malisyoso, selosa, isip-bata, adik...tambay...at tambay...

tatambay...

tapos gagala,
babyahe,
magmamasidmasid,
at tatambay ulet...


imumulat ang mga mata,
lulunukin,
at uunawain...


naisip ko,
lalawak ang lugar kung sinisimulan mong maglakad,


at hindi pipirmi lang sa isang lugar na akala mong malawak na...



pagbalik ko dun sa lugar na yon...

siguradong maninibago nako.

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haaaaay.

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16021718/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/16021718/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 22:34:15 PST adbans meri x-mas at api nu yir sa lahat!!!!!

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15899299/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15899299/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 06:01:21 PST well not only because i'm with pat knina (hihihihihihihi ), masaya kasi yung pinapagawa ni mam winnie sa har subject namin,,, yung visual journals, well some may find it weird, weird yun sayo pa di mo nagets, at pag di mo nagets at di na-enjoy yun di ka tunay na artist, artisan ka, magnegosyo ka na lang at mgpaka-intsik sa ongpin and sell good luck stuffs hahahahahaha... (peace tayo mga chinese friends na tga-ongpin hihi ) no offense kung mayron dito na di trip ung v.j. achuchu ni mam winnie, just saying my opinon walang pakelamanan mgrespetuhan na lang haha...the reason why i dig it so much is because sa isang taon kong pag-stop, puros pgbabanda at pgaamateur graphic artist pinag-aatupag ko, nawala na yung hobby ko na gumawa ng mga artworks inspired by my emotions, surroundings, at lahat ng bagay under the sun...tas pagbalik ko sa ust wala na yung mga idol kong sila sir mark, sir buen, sir jay at sir wes... yung utak ko na-flood na ng mga advertising shitties na yan, na kahit karirin ko na tlgang di ako mkakuha ng mataas na grade (salamat kay hilary apir tayo mam! haha)...hmmm buti na lang may har...yung ibang subjects kasi (karamihan pla..haha) is all about you pleasing everyone (yeah i'm back to being a people pleaser again pweh...adprac rule: you do ads that everybody likes not you doing ads you like...apir ke mam mortel! hehe)...at least dun sa har you do things your way, your style and it's between you and the artwork not between "them" and your artwork, at isa pa pinapagana yung creativity of the mind, natetest kung gang saan ang profoundness and talent mo...yun ang masaya dva? (dpat tlga nagpainting na lang ako hmmmm hihi)...



pero mas may pera nga tlga sa advertising, nung ngstop ako nkakaraket ako dhil sa paglalayout ng posters, album cover and soap packages, kya yes panalo ang adver kasi mas may pera nga kahit nakakacorrupt ng utak...(utak magazine yeah! haha)...


so aun haba na pla...hihi isa n lng problema ko ngaun...tong lecheng ad desyn pota ...cge2x gwa na nga ako amfnessss!!!!!!!!

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yeah! haha

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15223606/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15223606/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 00:32:24 PDT He loves literature and often posts his
work on the net, but nobody ever reads
them. He is also into photography and
he handles their wedding photos. He
loves her very much. Likewise with her.
She has a quick temper and always
bullies him. He is a gentleman and
always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer
for my friend's wedding? She promised
she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of
those novels, and you will have all the
time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely
recogn ize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have
to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the
final warning: "Give me a Yes within
three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen,
bathroom , computer, refrigerator,
television, hi-fi... Except the double
bed, to show her "benevolence".
Of course, she has to sleep on it too.
He didn't mind, as he still has some
cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and
removed everything from his pockets and
warned, "Seek any external help, and
you bear the consequences."
He's nervous now. That night, on the
bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that
she'll end this state. She doesn't give
a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever
he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's
lying on the bed, looking to one side.
She's lying on the bed, looking to the
other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding,
forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:" Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit
him. But she held it down, wanting to
let him finish. But her eyes already
felt wet. He took a photo out from his
chest. Probably from his undershirt
pocket , that's the only place she
didn't go through yesterday. How
careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a
photo of some other girl close to his
heart.
Him : "She says that she'll support me
fully in my pursue for literature after
we got married."

She 's very jealous because she said the
same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at
him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to
do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't
subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo
I took for her?"
Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes.
She's in a total rage, hits his hand
away and leaves a burning slap on his
face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket.
She pulls her hand back under the
blanket.
He turns off the light, and sleeps. She
turns on the light, and sits up. He's
asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets
treating him

She cried again, and thought about a
lot of things. She wants to wake him
up. She wants to have a intimate talk
with him. She doesn't want to push him
anymore. She stares at his chest. She
wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to
cry and she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he
took for her. She bends down, and
kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be
asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a
perfect person, but by learning to see
an imperfect person perfectly."




>>>>wla lang nakuha ko lang to sa friendster bulletin ko...ang ganda kasi share ko lng...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15197752/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15197752/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 05:55:58 PDT hehehe ako po ang bgo niong blockm8...
hope we'll get along well...hihihihi

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15122623/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15122623/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 22:45:21 PDT













mg-aaral pa ko ulet...huhuhuhuhu


salamat.

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15086063/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15086063/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 11:06:18 PDT ...i would be listening...
































konti n lang abot ko na...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15066307/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/15066307/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 22:34:09 PDT
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i'd better quit smoking for good...


at last i had the perfect reason....

sna mgtuloy2x na to...

sana...


at sana di n ako talaga mkaalis or i will break the hearts of this kind musicians...




ma kayo n lang umalis...iwan nio na ko dito...mabubuhay nako mg-isa dhil may mtinong raket nako hihihi...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/14740392/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/14740392/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 08:39:19 PDT



3d music video pa kaya?....

bawi na lang ako sa concept at storyboard at music...
kuya rick ikw na bhala sa animation at modeling ahehehehe....





tae ano ba tong npasok ko?

mgbbsa p tuloy ako ng mkapal n libro na "mastering maya7"...


sna ung "introducing maya7" muna...hayhayhay...



tngnang chubibo ayaw umikot ng matino...leche...


tumataas na grado ng mata ko kka-edit ng mga vertices na pgkaliit2x kulay violet p sna blue na lang...pwde ring fink! o kaya oreynds!!! hahahahahahahaha....

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/14699052/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/14699052/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 09:46:40 PDT

at ikw?

akala mo siguro...



try harder...hehe










]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/14624268/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/14624268/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 22:21:52 PDT



yun na lang ang mggwa kong tulong...ang lumayo...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/14449885/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/14449885/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 02:08:50 PDT
or visit this site:
[link]



fallout out boy...and paramore daw...



ktakits...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13952100/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13952100/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 06:29:32 PDT
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mnsan lng to pgbigyan...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13755973/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13755973/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 11:03:54 PDT im not good in playing rhythms.
im not good in singing.
im not good in math.
im not good in taking care of pets.
im not good in dishwashing.
im not good either in cooking.







do i still have a talent left?


salamat sa discouragement...
it really helped me realize that im such a worthless person...
salamat tlga...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13683379/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13683379/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 11:27:37 PDT















kailangan ba talagang makipag kumpetensya?

kailangan ba talaga na yung mga kakantahin mo e yung alam ng nakararami?

i don't wanna please everybody anymore
because i've been there,
done that,
and i failed...



malamang...di mo naman talaga magagawa yun...


tapos ganun na naman papagawa nila sakin?

ang taas naman ng expectations ng mga tao...




ganito na ba talaga buhay ko?

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13645105/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13645105/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 10:17:37 PDT

wag ka ng umasa pls?

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13632524/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13632524/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 10:00:13 PDT


salamat sana pero i think what you're doing is too much...umamin na sana kung sino yun...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13557770/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13557770/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 22:48:01 PDT

i need help...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13521420/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13521420/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 06:04:54 PDT




ano bang mga dapat kong dalhin?


tagal ko na ring hindi estudyante powta...





hmmmmm...


probably my classmates there will be older than me...that sucks man! im going to be the youngest and the dorkiest op dem ol...wuhuhuhu im scared!....waaaaaaa

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13470145/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13470145/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:54:40 PDT we got her drunk with vodka redbull and she became more wackier hahahahahaha...


well i guess europeans are better than americans hahahahaha






she wants to go to the beach and get sunburned, hehehe i just wish she knows what she's getting into...hahahaha




no worries mate!

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13365900/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13365900/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 07:40:11 PDT [link]
nag-inquire ng crash course ng 3d animation sa phoenix1,
ok na sana, ayos naman, mgnda ung place tas mukhang ok din mga profs., daming building woooooh kalula, kaso eto ang naging malaking problema...






the bus ride home...2 hrs akong nkatalungko mg-isa sa bus at weeweengweewee nako...waaaaaaaaaaa



LESSON LEARNED: mgweewers muna bago sumakay ng bus hahaha

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13338162/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13338162/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 04:25:57 PDT










may moviemaker na kame nyahooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!





grabe ang babaw ko hihi

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13273788/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13273788/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 05:03:38 PDT

mp3 ko na lang...



aayos ka din...


bukas...


bukas...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13049764/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13049764/ Tue, 22 May 2007 11:08:05 PDT am i your employee?



...i am your daughter...



you're supposed to explain to me what should i do and not just dictate to me what to act, what to say and what to write...



...i am not your toy robot...




...and you've been lying to me the whole time but it's just fine with me, go on...



...it's already too late for me to react...



...you can tell me everyday that you don't wanna talk to me...because you're still hiding something...why keep yourself clean?



...when the world that we live in is already full of filth and dirt...



...we all have our own deep dark secrets, i also have one...why lie and keep it?...


...there's nothing wrong in being honest...




that's why i passed...i don't have anything to hide...
now stop dictating to me what say, i don't wanna lie anymore...


...i am not a liar...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13011986/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/13011986/ Sat, 19 May 2007 10:29:48 PDT
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si mama hindi...



may deep dark secret pa kasi eh...tsktsk tambay pa rin tuloy ako...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12964429/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12964429/ Tue, 15 May 2007 11:13:06 PDT



pengeng tips sa thursday na ang intrview ko wooo ako'y kinakabahan...potek.

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12917050/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12917050/ Thu, 10 May 2007 22:57:22 PDT




i love the rain!!!!...





i can drink hot coffee again....

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12875146/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12875146/ Mon, 07 May 2007 11:23:54 PDT
[link]




salamat!!!

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12825918/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12825918/ Thu, 03 May 2007 09:18:10 PDT coz it's my birthday!!!



yahooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!



kampay!!! isabay mu na ang pgpasa ko sa medical exam ko!!!


yahoong yahooo!!!!!









hahaha

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12790038/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12790038/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:28:19 PDT



ganda mga lyrics sarap pkinggan kpag nsa byahe...


hope it will be the cure to my emptiness...


hahahaha imao...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12727059/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12727059/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 07:13:45 PDT npg-iwanan na ng pnahon...
nakulong sa loob ng maliit na kahon...
tumatandang paurong...


at ang ulam palagi ay galunggong...







huh? ano daw? haha 3rd yr. na cla nxt yir ang ttnda nio na hahaha...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12716264/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12716264/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 10:45:46 PDT


grabe sobrang inet...pwede k ng mgprito ng itlog sa lalagyan ng coins ni manong driver sa jeep...




nanlalagkit na kmeng dlawa knina, di n nga kme nag-uusap dahil mshadong mainit pra mgsalita...torture tlga...prang my extension ang holy week dahil hanggang ngaun ngdurusa pa rin tayo sobrang inet...


pag-uwi ko plakda nako sa kama...at nabangungot ako ng kung anu-ano...mgbabadminton p sna kme...pro di na natuloy...pagod nako e...at dehydrated...


kailangang makaalis na sa bansang ito...konti na lang africa na tong bansa naten....

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12617727/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12617727/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 11:23:50 PDT




expect me to be not there...




we're better off apart...








]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12552864/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12552864/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 11:55:12 PDT Congratulations, Maiah!
Your IQ score is 111

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Inspired Inventor. This means you've got exceptional verbal and mathematical skills, and are very good at brainstorming new ideas. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.




i cant believe this shit....mathematical skills p tlga hahahahaha!!!!!

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12482388/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12482388/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 10:39:17 PDT
kylangang mgpka-healthy bka d pumasa...

e pano kya sa b-day ko? di ako iinom? hala mahirap ata yun...


at my problema ako...hindi dw pinapayagan ang mga fake products/clothes sa airport...is it true? kc nung umalis sis ko papuntang mumbai e bumili pa tlga ng orig na tribu na sandals...kahit na andami na nyang sandals dito...

naisip ko lang lahat ng damit ko e ukay...at wla akong spatos na matinong orig., puros sa greenhills lng bnili... sandals lang...ano mgsasandals lang ako papuntang San Fo.?!!

does that mean i have to buy orig. clothes and shoes muna?!!!


waaa at wala pa kong gitara!!! nasira accoustic guitar ko wuhuhuhu...mbbaliw ako kpg wlang gitara...nbbaliw na nga ako ngaun e...nkakainip ang katahimikan...


ano bang bibilhin ko? sapatos? o gitara?

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12295997/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12295997/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 11:59:20 PDT
]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12244590/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12244590/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:52:35 PDT Here are a few eating tips to keep in mind when you're suffering from insomnia.
Do:
• Drink warm milk before bed
• Drink chamomile tea, if you'd prefer to skip your late-night snack
• Enjoy complex carbohydrates
• Eat like a king at breakfast and a pauper at dinner
Don't:
• Drink caffeine, including caffeinated coffee, tea and sodas, throughout the day, and especially during the evening
• Use alcohol as a sleep aid -- it actually causes restless sleep and should be avoided




...di pde sakin to ansarap2x ng kape eh hehehe

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12218263/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12218263/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:57:00 PDT


kapatid pa man din kita.








yabang mo tignan lang nten... nghanap ka pa tlga ng polo png badminton ah kala mu namang pro ka na...pareho lang tayong nakatapak sa lupa wag kang mag-angas...pxenxa na ha babae kasi ako at mahina ako mshado pra mg-smash plagi di bale ppraktisin ko nxt tym sa mukha mo na...at onga pla kaliwete kasi ako e...kya nahihirapan tlga ako...sobra...



next time pg my ggawin ako di na kita isasama...
nasisira lng reputasyon ko sayo...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12179315/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12179315/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 10:17:35 PDT lalo na daw kpg wala ka namang ginagawang masama gnive-up mo na lahat may sama pa rin ng loob sayo...bakit kaya ganun no?



lakas tlga mng-asar haha joe d' mango pa errr!

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12066584/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12066584/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 11:47:31 PST
We are now a people crazed, frenzied, lusting for blood. But whose blood – better still – whose head – are we lusting for? The President of the Filipinos! Because this is the truly sad state we are in, we decry the presidents’ lapse of judgment. But aren’t we all guilty of the same? Worse, are we all wallowing in self-denial about our own collective lapse in patriotism?

Why don’t we cut the government some slack, and allow it to function and pursue its agendas?

Why don’t we fiscalize, not to bring the government down, but to ensure that it adheres to its defined program?

Why don’t we put primary value on loyalty to country and work together, harnessing our collective best to overcome our collective mediocrities?

Why don’t we put political posturing aside, agree on a common agenda and work as one?

Why don’t we stop using the poor as fodder for our political cannons and instead see them as the best reason for us to do our best?

Why can’t we be critical but not obstructive?

Why can’t we be honest with ourselves so that we can be honest with others?

At the the very least, if we can’t do all of these, why not just follow the law and the due processes that it mandates?

Then perhaps, we can truly make-up for our “lapse in patriotism”.

With what’s happening in the Philippines right now, you don’t know whether to laugh or cry, be amused or frustated, get mad or give up. It’s not surprising that people end up with all of the above. Philippine affairs are fast becoming a surreal comedia macabre, a recurring circus that will inevitably make all of us losers.






We are a nation looking for solutions to the growing political, social, economic problems that plague us, searching for the winds that would propel our wings to smoother flight. We are experiencing growing-up pains, a people in dire need of venerable heroes, inspiring leaders, and a noble, stirring national vision.

We must act now, create order and achieve the things that are truly important and beneficial for us. Our leaders must define and tell us where we are all headed. Change for the better has to start in each and everyone if we want to be effective and lasting.
We have to reawaken our belief in ourselves and self-esteem, respect and faith in our leaders who must prove their mettle and sincerity to win back our trust. The youth have to be carefully taught. Leaders should realize the gravity of their positions, answerable and liable for everything that happens. We must all commit to excellence – from ideas to products and services – dropping our mediocrity consciousness.

Our islands are beautiful but the waters divide us. We must physically link our islands with one great ultra highway but we also need to connect our minds and unify our attitudes. Don’t’ build walls, instead build bridges. We must work together towards a united Philippines so that, someday, we will be one island in mind and one people in spirit.

“We must learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools” – Martin
Luther King, Jr.



>>found this article in our pc's files...wonder who wrote this...

]]> ~saquilARKETIPUL http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12012323/ http://saquilARKETIPUL.deviantart.com/journal/12012323/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 11:17:02 PST Turn to your partner and say "Look me in the eyes and tell me that I'm satisfied... and you satisfy me." The answer you get will be telling -- and so will whether or not you agree with what is said.
If you can't remember when you actually liked your partner or maybe you find that regardless of what you say or what you do, the response or reaction you receive isn't the one you needed, you're receiving clues that it's time to move on. When you find that you're grasping to make things work, but all you get is negativity, I'd say your relationship is done. And undoubtedly, it's time to let go of your relationship when the labor of love has become real labor.
We have all been there (and we may even be there again); however, the sooner we let go and force ourselves to work through the healing process, the sooner we are open to new opportunities in which we'll thrive. When the Universe sees holes, they get filled. Holding something to us that is struggling to break free is, in essence, blocking ourselves from better things. Karma, Destiny, Fate -- however you look at it, choosing a path of misery allows nothing prosperous to bloom.




*ine-mail sakin nung stepdad ko...lokong yun...
how many times do i have to tell him?
I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND PAKSYET!

haha but it really makes sense...

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