http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sarakager&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sarakager en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 02:39:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/15443232/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/15443232/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 02:52:16 PST I've got nothing more to say. It's not worth it. Let's move on.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/14723984/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/14723984/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 04:59:54 PDT I'm sorry you guys, but I really don't feel like updating journals, posting new photos or doing anything here... I've had really rough days, a lot of bad things happened in the last five days...
A good friend of mine was hit by a drunk motorcyclist and she's injured really bad... He was driving about 180 km/h and she was riding a bike, the doctors said she was very very lucky she survived...
Another accident, a boy from our school died in Greece on their prom trip... He fell from a balcony and broke his neck... I'm still very shocked, so I don't know what to say...
Today, my relative died because of a stroke...
And my friends are currently homeless... I don't know if you've heard about this, but we've had a lot of floods in Slovenia and the water flooded their house... They have no money, you can imagine what it's like when you have two little children and nowhere to sleep...
Shit, life really is a bitch..

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/14358892/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/14358892/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 02:59:36 PDT I just wanted to tell you all to check this Deviant out:
Her work is awesome, I especially like her latest photos. Give her your support, she's a great artist.
Otherwise, things are going great, my band and I've had a gig on Saturday and it was awesome.
That's all for now, I don't have much time to spend it here, that's one of the reasons my deviantwatch mailbox is so full... I promise, when I'll have enough time I'll check out all of your beautiful work.


]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/13792453/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/13792453/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 08:35:11 PDT I'm writting a new journal entry just to present you another one of my features. I really like this kind of work though I adore the 50's, 60's and 70's. Words are not enough, you better take a look at yourself.


Oh, and by the way, I passed my final exams pretty good! I'm very happy about this, I only have to wait for an important answer from my college, whether I am accepted or not.
Otherwise, in my latest entry I was looking for an assistant, but I've already found it. Or, to say it right, I found HIM. Yes, it's a guy.
The last information today... on August the 15th I'm going to the Rolling Stones concert to Düsseldorf, Germany. OH MY GOD.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/13312296/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/13312296/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 05:27:08 PDT So, one half of my final exams are over and the verbal exams are starting with 20th of June. Even though I'm not finished with studying I'm already enjoying my summer vacation and it feels really good.
Last week I received my pay for the wedding I photographed. I actually didn't want to take the money at the beginning, but you know how it is, you always need some extra cash, and since I'm saving money for a new lens...
If I pass my final exams and get accepted to university, I'll be moving to Ljubljana in October. I've already got my plans for what I'm going to do in the capital. I'm thinking about having at least one assistant, my plans are to start photographing people, I'm fed up with the flowers. And since everyone wants to look good in the picture I'm thinking about a stylist to do the make-up for the models before photoshoots, since I don't like doing that for other people. Maybe he/she would even help to pick out clothes for the models. This would be a voluntary work, at least at the beginning, but I think a lot of young people are interested in that kind of stuff, so I hope it won't be hard to find such a person.
If you're from Ljubljana or going to school/university there and if you're interested, message me.
Oh, yes, and here's another feature. A young male photographer from Slovenia, I like his recent work, he's been taking photos of some concerts.
Check him out:


]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/13222568/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/13222568/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 00:25:30 PDT

I admire her, she's very young and already a great photographer.



]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/12899552/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/12899552/ Wed, 09 May 2007 12:36:31 PDT
I owe all of people I am watching an apology. Since I haven't been active here lately I didn't watch any of your photography, and the number of the unseen pictures has grown up to 1500. I'm sorry, but I REALLY don't have all the time in the world to look at all those photos... I'm sure they're great, I think a lot of them deserve to be favoured, but I'm really busy and don't have time to do this. I erased all of them from my DevWatch, so I can pay attention to your recent work.
I'm finished with school for this school year, however there are still final exams I have to pass, so I can register myself to be a college student and wait to see if I get accepted.
I also have a lot of other things going on. We're having another performance tomorrow, it's the play Look back in anger, where I play Alison. Our band has a lot of concerts and performances predicted, the first gig is going to be this Friday.
Yeah, that's it for now, I don't think I'll be submitting any new photos up here in next couple of weeks, I'm taking a small break from photography just to recharge my batteries.
I wish you all a lot of inspiration!

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/12333655/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/12333655/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 08:44:06 PDT
Well there's nothing going on actually, I'm starting to get ready for my final exams which are in May and July. In October, I'm starting at UNI as a freshman, I'm also moving to Ljubljana, the capital of Slovenia and I'm really looking forward to this. If I pass my final exams and if I get aceppted to the uni, I'm going to study Graphic and interactive communication. The programe includes three years of photography lessons so I'm really excited about it. My dreams are getting accepted, but we'll see...
That's it for now, I just felt I should make a new journal entry since I haven't written anything for about a month. Goodbye everyone and have fun.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11945600/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11945600/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:38:55 PST finally 18 years old!
Well, it was crazy, my friends and I had sooo much fun ... I was so cheerful and optimistic the whole day, it was amazing. I laughed so hard my stomach hurt and I even cried, everything was just so funny.
Today I'm continuing with my celebration, I'm inviting my band over, so I'm sure we're going to have a lot of fun, like we always do.

That's it for now, I just felt I should write something new. New photos are coming in the next few days, mostly flower photos, I think - I got a lot of flowers for my birthday, so expect some macro shots.

Goodbye and have fun everyone.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11705215/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11705215/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 03:09:22 PST
I think I got sick because of psyche, I've been dealing with a lot of mental challenges lately. At the moment all I can care for is NOT falling in love again, and doing this is sometimes a lot more difficult than you think.
Well, the good thing is, my camera is finally working again. My father was very pissed off after the last time it has broken down and we've managed to find out, why it has been breaking down. It was the memory stick's fault. The camera was working perfectly fine until you inserted the memory stick, after that it all just broke down. So the firm, which is making this cards, apologized, confessed their mistake and we got a new camera.
I'm actually angry about another thing. My photography lessons haven't started yet, when they should have in october! I think they messed something up so I'm going to give them a call pretty soon telling them how I feel about this.

That's all there is for now. Have a good time and take care.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11501663/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11501663/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:25:02 PST

The thing is, a lot of people are viewing my work via internet and many of them know about this website and my account. A lot of them are from Slovenia, and are not members of DA, they just like seing my work and this is where they can see it.
The other thing is, like on of my DA friends said, you can become better in photography just reading at other peoples oppinion on your photos. Perhaps, a bit of criticism is good in a way.
A lot of people are also using my work. Our local magazines, our school... You know, nothing big, but it helps me to create a name. And when they want to see my photos, I just give them this link and it's much more simple.

So, here's the thing. I'll still be a member of DA, submitting new photos, maybe even a couple of prints, but I probably won't spend a lot of time here, so I won't answer your comments or anything. I'll only submit a photo, read your comments and try to improve.

Greetings, Sara.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11322751/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11322751/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 09:39:45 PST
Here are just a few reasons:

- I dislike competition very much. In the last few months, DA has been nothing else but a whole big competition of photos and photographers, and this is also the main reason of me leaving this site.
- I hate to see people dissappointed. Some of them work really hard and don't get even a little bit of feedback. This site has about 50 photographers, who are very popular, and that's it.
- I tottaly dislike art being judged. Not just photography, but any kind of art, deserves to be viewed by other people. You can't get the point of art just by taking a quick look at it, and internet is doing nothing but that.
- I have seen my work in other sites, where they are NOT supposed to be. This really pisses me off as well. People stealing something, that means a lot to me.
- I don't think I'm a bad photographer, and I think I should be getting just a little bit more feedback, as I do.
- I don't like my work being criticised by a lot of people. From now on I'm going to show my photos to people, who have enough time to stop, sit down, and really look at my art.
- I spend too much time on DA, when I should be doing something else, something useful.
This list could go on and on, but I think you get my point. Photography is a way of expressing myself, my emotions. Anger, hatred, love, happiness, sadness, it's all there. It should be treated properly.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11002353/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/11002353/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 04:47:14 PST As you can see, I didn't submit any photographies since I've got a new camera. Well, here is the reason. It has already broken down.
I bought it on Saturday and it worked perfectly fine for about three days. Then I've had a photosession with one of my friend. He turned the camera off and then it just wouldn't turn on anymore.
So today, I took the camera and drove 200 kilometers to get it fixed, but they just took it, said that there is a technical mistake and that I'm going to get a new camera in about a week.
I'm really pissed out, I only had my camera for three days and it already broke down, for Gods sake. And the fact that that's not some cheap stuff we're talking about pisses me off even more.
I have a lot of inspiration, models, I just really need my camera to do everything I plan in December.

Well, I hope everyone else is doing fine.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10922759/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10922759/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 08:43:39 PST I've finally got a new camera!
My new equiptment contains:
- Canon EOS 400D

Two lenses
- Canon 15-80 mm
- Sigma 70-300 mm DG Macro

I'm sorry, this journal entry cannot be any longer. I'm too excited to think or write anything else.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10898942/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10898942/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:43:16 PST finally getting a new camera! And that's not all there is to say... Guess which one I am going to buy. Yes, that's right a Canon EOS 400D.
I'm so excited I could dance in my underwear, run down the alley in the pouring rain and do a lot of other crazy little things.
Another good thing, I'm starting my photography class on Wednesday! I've applied to it and even had to pay some money, in case I'd change my mind about it, and they told me to expect their phone call pretty soon. So I've waited, and waited, and nothing happened. I was starting to freak out about it, because I really want to learn something new and usefull and everything I've planned uptil now came out pretty bad, so... But yesterday I received a message from them. They apologized, because the class should start in october and they told me that our first session is going to be on Wednesday. I'm so happy about this!
So, a lot of new and important thing are happening. I didn't submit any photographies lately, I just didn't feel like it, all my enthusiasm has gone with the stolen camera I guess. But you can expect new things from me pretty soon, my inspiration is back, I just have to wait a couple of days to get the money, and then, the first thing I'm going to do is jump in my car and have my dad to drive me to the store to buy my new baby.
I really feel bad for not submitting anything, I've already started to miss that pretty little button saying Submit Art.

So, that's all there is to say for now, expect a new journal entry in a couple of days. It's going to be about my euphoria over the camera.

Take care and have a great December. It's a magical time of the year.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10841670/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10841670/ Sat, 25 Nov 2006 04:41:20 PST Nevertheless, I will have to wait some time, I will be buying a new cellphone in the next few weeks and I also need some (actually a lot) of money for our band. I plan on buying a new microphone, a Shure, but before that I am going to buy an amplifier for my vocals. My equiptment is not much of a use right now, I have a microphone Sennheiser and it whimpers.
So, a lot of new things is what I need, money is what do I not have.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10571240/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10571240/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 13:20:52 PST This can't be happening, why NOW?
Everything was going so well, I had photosessions coming, a photography class in November... and what can I do now? I don't have money for a new camera...

I feel I could shoot myself right now.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10516566/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10516566/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:51:08 PDT It's a shame I won't have neither of my two cameras with me, because my parents are going to vacations tomorrow night and my father decided to take both of the cameras with them. Nevertheless, it's better I don't take valuable things like that with me, it's only a question, what could happen to it.
Birthday party on Saturday and then... one week no school. I'm so excited about it, and since we don't have school tomorrow, on Friday, this excitement grows even bigger.
But I have some work to do, anyways. On Monday (or maybe Tuesday) I'm going to photograph some of my friends by making a movie. They've created about 8 or 9 short movies uptil now, I think, and they asked me to take some photos for them.
And I have a photoshoot coming up with Tadeja, we have to plan it as soon as possible, before it gets too cold outside.
In November I'm going to take a photography class. I'm really happy with that, because I want to learn new things. I have a lot of ideas, but sometimes it's just hard to make them come alive, so I think this'll really help.
However, I'll spend my free time studying. We've got a lot of tests and oral exams coming up after vacations, so I mustn't totally neglect school, it'd be a disaster.
That's all, I hope everyone's doing fine.

I wish you a lot of inspiration and Happy Halloween!
-
I joined a club:

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10345898/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10345898/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 09:43:11 PDT
My teacher called my yesterday and told me she looked at my DA website and that she was highly surprised with my work. She said I'm taking great photos and that it would be a waste not to use my talent. That really means a lot to me and I thank her just for supporting me.
So today my teacher and I went to our school principal. A lot of students from our school asked me to take their photos, but I'm kind of remote from a place where I go to school so I can't drive them all to my place just to take some photos. So I suggested to our principal that I'd have a special place (doesn't matter if it's just a cabinet or even better - classroom) to take photos of people. There's one classroom which I want the most - they have a white canvas there so I wouldn't even have to bring my own, and the lighting is great there too! But we'll see about that...
One girl also wrote me a private message wanting me to take her photos in nature. That shouldn't be a problem, there's a lot of beautiful places for photosessions here.
So yeah, a lot of things are happening, and our band is starting - let's call this a project with a November Rain song from Guns N' Roses. There will be three girls playing the flute and we also have one violinist but we need more of them... a lot of strings are needed! I will also be playing the piano in this song (I usually don't because I sing and must have a contact with the public ).
And I'm also preparing myself for our drama-act from Look Back In Anger.
Art, art, art!

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10257458/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/10257458/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 09:21:40 PDT On Friday I came home from my final exursion with my class. We went to Greece. At first we had been staying in Santorini for three days, and after that we went to Athens by a ship. We were sailing whole day long and finally arrived to Athens, where we have only stayed for one night. Then we had been driving all over Greece and had seen a lot of remarkable monuments and stuff, and after that we drove by a bus to Patras. There is where we started our 14 hours long drive to Ancona. On our way home we've made a stop in San Marino, Italy, and then straight back to Slovenia.
It was really a wonderful trip, you can see some of the photos I've taken there that are already updated, for more you'll have to wait a little bit.
As I have mentioned in the subject, there is also a lot of things going on I have to do for school. Tests and essays are coming towards with the highest speed.
I've also forgot to mention one thing. My band had a performance on 10th of September. It was so great, I can't believe we did so great. We've got a lot of praises, even elder people liked our way of playing, even though we were playing rock music all the time. However, we are playing old rock music and I think this is what people like. The fact is, you can't really be successful in music industry if you write and present your own songs right ahead. Well, at least not in Slovenia. People like to hear the music they know, so the best choice is to play some cover songs. We've made it and it worked out fantastic. I still can't believe it's true. (A bunch of people have told me, I look and sound like Janis Joplin. That's a big praise!)
So, this is also why I don't submit a lot of new stuff lately. Music has truly become my number one, I never feel as perfect as when I'm singing and playing. It's like my body and soul are re-uniting.
I'm also preparing myself for a drama appearence. Our English teacher asked me to play a role for a play - an extract from the book Look back in anger by John Osborne. I will be playing Alison and we're going to do an English and a Slovenian scene. I think it'll be great.
So, my way of living in the last months is practicaly art, art and art. And if you knew, how happy that makes me... I can't explain.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9940735/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9940735/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 12:59:44 PDT And yeah, the new school year started yesterday. I was happy to see my class mates again thought we're going to spend only a year together. However, I don't have a lot of good friends here, there are about two or three people I can call them special.
It's really hard for me to make new friends, I'm not very self-confident. I always feel like all the people are just judging me and not taking me the way I am. And that bothers me and makes me sad.
I don't know what's up with me lately. I feel like crying even thought nothing's wrong. I get upset over things that I shouldn't be upset. A lot of things hurt my feelings and I know it's hard for people to even talk to me because they know they can't hurt me in a million different ways.
Am I just too emotional or is it something else? I'm afraid because I've heard about manic depression and read a lot about it. It describes me more than you think. But I don't want to be that way. I just don't. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9533246/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9533246/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 12:46:55 PDT So I'm finnaly home again! Yaay! The last couple of days by the sea were really boring, I started to miss my friends, the piano, and of course my computer.
I've been taking a lot of photos and I think some of them came out really great, but you'll have to wait to see them... I think tomorrow I'll submit the first photo, I'm just not in the mood to do anything right now, I mean, it took us 10 fucking hours to get home... I apologize for the bad language.
Oh, and something else... I watch a lot of deviants and so I have about 300 deviations to look at... Jesus Christ... but okay, I'll work that out.
Bye! ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9317861/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9317861/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 03:34:56 PDT I think it was the best holidays I've ever spent. Maybe because I was aloud to do whatever the fuck I wanted and nobody was watching me the whole time and telling me what to do. Okay, maybe I'm exaggereting but... whatever.
Well I'm home for a week and then I'm gone again for 2 weeks. I'm leaving for my second holidays with my parents and family friends, we're going to Croatia, more accuretly to Split. I think we'll have a lot of fun there too.
You can see some of my photos I brought home from Izola and I'll submit some more, I also think I'll change my ID, but I haven't decided yet.
And I want a deviantART subscription. But I'm not too clear about how to pay for it. Well if you know more about subscription please tell me. And one more question: what can you even do with a subscription?
I think it'd be better just to order a print account... what do you think? ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9239852/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9239852/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 08:11:46 PDT
I wish you all a good and productive week.

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I also decided to feature in my journal because I really like her photography. She takes photos of everydays life but I like it. They kind of show how small things can make us happy. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9066037/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9066037/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 11:35:36 PDT So I ask you to visit and take a look at some wonderful photos of flowers. Many great people submit their work there so I just wanted to tell you about this.
Thank you for your attention. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9008607/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/9008607/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 13:46:31 PDT Thank you.


My deviantART friends:

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8756270/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8756270/ Sat, 13 May 2006 06:28:12 PDT We also have a few appereances on the stage coming up in the summer. So what am I doing the whole time? Singing, singing, playing the piano, singing and... singing.
School is ending and I have to get my final grades.. it's all very tense, I don't like it. I can't wait for vacations to start.
Today I was going to go to take a photography class, but it turned out to be a huge mess. People working at this enterprise sent me a message about class starting at 11 am, but on the internet they had a information the class would start at 10 am. I'm really pissed off, they didn't even write the location where class would took part, so I decided not to go. It was all pretty much fucked up.
And yesterday my kitten was hit by a car to death. We live in the near of the capital road in our town so..
I'm not doing much photography lately, I'm all out of time. At first comes the band and then everything else. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8435619/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8435619/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:16:01 PDT too long break out.. I didn't even know I was having one..
I didn't submit any photographies lately, my inspiration is nowhere to be found. I can't think of anyone or anything besides.. him. But not in a good way. I was kind of heart broken and that's why I'm not able to do any photography.. I just don't have the strenght to take the camera, go out or even to photograph myself.

And some still say, love gives you the strength. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8129158/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8129158/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 09:12:06 PST
The first contest is located on a Slovenian website which is very popular, I think it has more than 5000 members. The theme of the contest is Colors so I decided to enter it with this photo -> Just My Imagination
The second contest is a Slovenian republic contest named Europe through objective of the youth. There are several different themes that photos should be about.. it's all about the values of Europe.. for example: love, friendship, patience, education, freedom, equivalence, tolerance, justice etc. If you have any ideas about what kind of photographies should be proper, give me a hint.

Macro previews will be updated within this week. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8062602/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8062602/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 07:16:40 PST The price of the workshop isn't too high so I'm really excited about this and the fact you can do classes with digital camera is great.

My deviantART friends:




People I admire as artists:

http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/8015834/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 08:03:53 PST France Preseren. In his honor we celebrate the Presernov day, which is mostly dedicated to art.
In our school exists a contest named Presernova prize, I think most school in Slovenia has this contest. So, you can enter this competition with your poems, stories, photographies, paintings etc.
This year, I decided to give it a go, so I tried it with my photographies. And guess what. I won! I'm really excited about this, the competition was strong so I'm really honored they choose me over all of the competitors.
I didn't get money or anything.. I just got a book, but still.. it really means a lot to me. It's like a reward for everything that I have done in the last year and it gives me a lot of impulse.

Thank you all for letting me be myself.


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People I admire as artists:

http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7977177/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 04:31:21 PST

A website called astrology.com sent me a free sample of astrology card and it's quiet surprising, everything that is written actually represents myself.

So, if you want to know more about me:

How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
High-spirited, enthusiastic, and exuberant, you love adventure, change, exploring new territory, and are not happy confined to the same safe, familiar, secure little world all the time. You have a strong restlessness and yearning for something greater than anything you've yet experienced, and you often live in your dreams and visions for the future. You tend to believe that the grass is greener somewhere else and you like to keep moving, either literally or figuratively. Idealistic and optimistic, you always expect something better ahead. You love to have a goal, something to aim for, but once you achieve it you are on to something else. You are ever on the lookout for new opportunities and you are a gambler, willing to take risks and to break new ground. The possibility of discovering something new is what makes life interesting for you. You have great faith in life and bounce back quickly from disappointment and failure.

The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
At heart you are very gentle, impressionable, and receptive -a dreamer. The world of your imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to you as anything in the outer world, though you may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting your inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, you have a rich inner life, though you may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. You usually keep to yourself.



I want to thank my friends for always being there for me, I love you so much. My family, for never letting me down and supporting me in any way. All the people I know, thank you for sharing your thoughts, inspirations and goals with me. And last, but not least, I want to thank my band.. guys, you don't know just how much I love you. I appreciate you all as artists and friends. Thank you guys for letting me grow up in my own way, for letting me express myself, for understanding me. You mean a world to me. I love you.



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http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7870149/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 04:31:50 PST Mood: Pretty good
Listening to: Sex Pistols - Johnny B. Good

I started to submit my photos as prints. Can you give me any advice on what photos should I submit as prints? I can't decide on which photos are good enough.. Please help me.

]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7738290/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7738290/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 05:13:01 PST I want to do some manipulation with my pictures.. I use Picasa and Paint Shop Pro, but those two programes just aren't good enough.. I can't express all of my feelings, I have a lot of ideas, I just have to learn, how to make this ideas come true, if you know what I mean.
Well I'm waiting for my friend to bring me the newest Photoshop that exist, so I'll start working on that as soon as possible. I think I'm going to learn from Lara Fairie, her work is truly stunning and you can learn a lot from her. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7637627/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7637627/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 09:25:47 PST I don't feel like doing anything, I have all this negative feelings and the thing, I hate the most is I feel sorry for myself. I hate it so much.
I look at all the pictures and start feeling like my work is completely worthless.. I hate it and I don't want to think that way, but I just do.. Yesterday I was on the point where I wanted to delete all of my photos I've made so far.. thank God I changed my mind..
I hate myself for feeling this way and for doing this things.. guess I'm just a moody baby..







I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom but I don't have much time
faith has been broken, tears must be cried..
let's do some living after we die..

wild horses couldn't drag me away.. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7506205/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7506205/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 08:16:02 PST
My goals in this year:
-have photosessions with other people (I've been working on this since last year, but I've never actually done something to make it work..)
-take photography lessons (but I need some money for it)
-learn to manipulate (this is my biggest goal.. as you can see, I really suck at photomanipulation.. I'll ask my dad to bring me Photoshop.. I really want to learn working in this programe.. I have a lot of ideas, my inspiration is working full time, I just don't know how to do some stuff, so I intend to learn manipulating.. I think I'll need some help, so, if you're an expert on doing this.. please, note me) ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7457662/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7457662/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 14:40:05 PST
I hadn't got much time, my band and I had a lot of work to do, we have another perform coming tomorrow, on new year's eve, so we've had a lot of practices during this week.. I just hope my voice won't let me down tomorrow.. I'm just a bit scared of the audience.. I don't know why, but I mean.. what if they don't except us? :/ in our last performance the audience was so great, I can hardly imagine having this kind of audience and people with so much energy standing in front of me again..

well, so much about my band and stuff.. about deviantart.. there are some new pictures on the way.. I think I'll submit them after holidays, I just can't find enough time to do this right now. those pics will be mostly the winter-ones (landscapes, birds, trees.. everything that has to do with snow.)

and last, I want to wish you all happy holidays, a happy and a peacefull new year, with lots of deviations and great pictures. keep on with your amazing work.

holiday greetings, Sara. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7389775/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7389775/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 07:31:16 PST
so, I come home and what do I see.. a new camera lying on my desk.. do I have to say more?



Merry christmas and a happy new year to all, I love you. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7245694/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7245694/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 09:44:48 PST I can't wait for my new camera, I'll be buying it before the Christmas. Well, that's everything I wanted to tell you, so...

Have a good time,

Sara Kager. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7080953/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7080953/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 13:43:59 PST

I will take a break out for a while.. I think it won't be too long, just to re-charge my batteries this means I won't put any new deviations on this page for a while.. mostly because of the work we've been given in the school..

I'll still come by for once in a while just to see your newly submitted work

I think this break out shouldn't last long.. when the snow falls, you'll be seing my work again.

until that, thank you for all your support, I love you all

greetings, Sara. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7069456/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7069456/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 04:36:21 PST rain clouds come to play.. again
has no one told you she's not breathing?
hello, I'm your mind
giving you some one to talk to
hello..

if I smile and don't believe
soon I know I'll wake from this dream
don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
hello, I'm the lie
living for you so you can hide
don't cry..

suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
hello, I'm still here
all what's left of yesterday..



(Evanescence - Hello)

It tells all about what I'm going through, about all my feelings, my anger, my dissapointment.. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7052334/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7052334/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 07:41:30 PST
Like that's not enough, about five or six people are really starting to get on my nerves.. everytime I show up on msn, they are bugging me to do something with their pictures.. for gods sake, learn to use the freakin programe and do something with you pics on your own.. I really don't have the time to make you all look pretty.. I may be a bitch, but that's just the way it is. ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7035233/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7035233/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 11:37:37 PST moon was so bright and so close to us
sometimes we were still blind and deaf
what a bliss
painting the world of our own
for our own eyes

now can we ever have what we had then?
friendship unbreakable
love means nothing to me
without blinking an eye
I'd fade if so needed
all those moments with you
if I had you beside me..

one cloudy day.. we both lost the game
we drifted so far and away..
nothing is quiet as cruel as a child
sometimes we break the unbreakable.. sometimes?

I was unable to cope with what you said
sometimes we need to be cruel to be kind
child that I was, could not see the reason
feelings I had were but sham and a lie?

I have never forgoten your smile
your eyes, oh..
time went by, many memories died
I'm writting this down to ease my pain

you saw us always clearer than me
how we were never meant to be
love denied meant the friendship would die
now I have seen the light
these memories make me cry..

can I ever have what I had then?
friendship unbroken
love means nothing to me
without blinking an eye
I'd fade if so needed
all those moments with you
and see the world with my wide open eyes..


friendship got broken
there's no other for me
like the one of my childhood days
can you forgive me?
the love got better off me
on that one day back in old times..


(Sonata Arctica - Shamandalie)



]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7031996/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7031996/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 00:47:12 PST
Good morning ladies and gentlemen

It's raining.. I love it. I'm in love with rain and clouds and snow and... yeah

I will be buying a new camera soon (I think before the Christmas).. I can't wait.. I think I'll buy Sony, but I'm not sure yet.. anyway, I'm really excited about this, and when I'll get the camera, I'll photograph like crazy.

(Don't ever let them pull you down.)

Sara ]]> ~sarakager http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7024925/ http://sarakager.deviantart.com/journal/7024925/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 07:34:37 PST
Music: Apocalyptica

I can't wait for winter to come. When the snow falls, the first thing I will do is took some pictures of it. I adore wintertime and the snow as well.

Three of my very dear friends and I will also have a photosession in wintertime. Our location is not yet particulary fixed, but I think, we will took pictures in a forest or near some lake. Mateja, Katja and Tjasa will be my model.. I love you all

I was expecting angel wings as my requisite for the following photosession and today, I got a note, that they don't have it, and they also don't know, when they'll get them. I'm pissed!!

I think I'll go to sleep. Bye bye


Sara ]]> ~sarakager