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                <title>What? What?! You... WHAT?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Nov 2009 21:45:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay... I... *sighs* Spoilers for the IDW Transformers Ongoing Issue 1....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />*sighs* I know I haven't reviewed/ranted about the more recent AHM issues... I <i>was</i> planning on it, and I may still go back and go over them...  But as WTF-y as Drift and Blurr playing go, or Spike's Stripper!Nurses happened to be, these were rather minuscule complaints in comparison to Ongoing issue 1.<br /><br />First off, maybe this is just me being nit-picky... but the leader of current Skywatch is currently Sparkplug, right? And in the end of AHM 12 him and Kup were practically bonding, so <i>he</i> is fully aware that not all the robots are evil. Yes, Spike said they couldn't work properly together, because the Cybertronians brought their war to Earth, that doesn't mean he and his father are going to completely ignore that the Autobots totally saved their asses since their plan was to basically shoot Megatron in the face, and if that doesn't work, nuke NY. Which was foiled by... Octane... who STOLE YOUR FUCKING BOMB. So, yeah, without them? REALLY good chance the Decepticons would've just wasted you. So, yeah, maybe diplomatic relations would be awkward... but that doesn't mean that ya'll are gonna start indiscriminately attacking/killing/imprisoning/whatever EVERY SINGLE CYBERTRONIAN, no matter what they're doing and why. THE LEADER OF YOUR 'ANTI-ROBOT' UNIT KNOWS THEY AREN'T ALL EVIL, WHY WOULD HE ENFORCE SUCH TACTICS?! But whatever, maybe that's just me being picky...<br /><br />And another thing, just because Megatron is 'dead' doesn't mean the war stops. This was a intergalactic, <i>many</i> planet spanning invade-conquer-harvest plot they had going, one they seemed to run just fine with Megatron just sorta... showin' up whenever he felt there needed some special attention. The Decepticons are perfectly capable of functioning without him, it's a huge army, chances are they didn't go 'oh man, Megatron's dead, everyone get the fuck out of Dodge!' So Optimus, you can't afford to hang around Earth <i>just in case</i> some Decepticons came back... Especially since no one wants you there, and the humans seem pretty capable of handling themselves... I mean, shit. Go back to dealing with the other 'Cons and leave some sensors on the moon or something so you can watch over them, but sticking around on a planet you've been outted to who are actively hunting you, just in case your enemies, who are probably attacking and destroying other planets as we speak, come back? This is not a good plan! This is not a remotely good plan. This is a <i>bad</i> plan. <br /><br />Also, what the hell is up with 'A war that killed one planet... and nearly killed another.' They've killed a few planets! I think the Nebulons miss <i>their</i> planet (whatever's left of them), I think all the planets that got to Phase Six+ are a little miffy they didn't get included in your count. Your war has killed THOUSANDS of planets. Not... like... 1.5. Drama fail.<br /><br />And Prowl, honey, what the hell are you doing? Since when was 'jump in head first, without a plan, to save someone you'd typically be trying to kill yourself' something you did? You won't even jump in with a half-formed plan to save someone you're supposed to be lookin' out for! You didn't go rescue Sunstreaker because there was no safe way to do so. The bots under your leadership resented you for your cold nature, previous issues have you weighing every option, result, or possibility carefully before action. You are a cold, creepy spawn of a glitch, so what the fucking fuck are you doing running of to save <i>Breakdown</i> from the humans? Falling straight into an obvious no-win fight?! I mean maybe if we threw in like... Bumblebee this situation would be understandable... he's the compassionate one. Prowl isn't. At all. <br /><br />Where the hell did Streetwise come from? I mean.. he's new, so <i>clearly</i> you brought in back up. But why would you bring in back up to a fools mission like 'watch Earth JUST IN CASE the Decepticons come back'. I mean, it's not as if you're trapped somehow, or whatever. man, I'm restating, THIS PLAN IS STUPID. And what the FUCK is Red Alert doing there? surely he's smart enough to know he should be elsewhere. Unless he's fallen under the same plot-induced stupidity that Prowl is currently suffering...<br /><br />Also, haven't we seen the whole 'kidnap, bait, trap' thing DONE already? ....better? Wasn't this HALF THE POINT of Escalation? Only it was drawn out to allow the appropriate amount of tension, and the kidnapping plan DIDN'T involve 'let's hope he's really dumb'? I get you need to set a place for this story, I do... but this is an on going series, you have AS MUCH TIME AS YOU WANT. You aren't blocked in by the story only having six issues, or whatever. You have and UNLIMITED amount of issues to tell this story, you don't need to cram it all in one. We aren't worried about Prowl... I mean hell, the most we're doing is... ]]></description>
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                <title>Not As Planned...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Nov 2009 13:42:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So... somehow I thought taking this time off between jobs would be... relaxing somehow... yeah, I'd be cleaning house... but I figured I could handle that, I'd have the house mostly to myself, I could watch my lameass cartoons and just get some cleaning done... also, I could try some new recipes, read some of the things I'd been putting off (like Marvel Transformers... fuck I need to finish reading that.)<br /><br />Well, no. As per usual, 'relaxation' is a myth in my household, and pretty much as soon as I was out of work my dad asked me to go on a diet with him. As a 'condition, but... not really a <i>condition</i>' kinda wobbly man way of asking for help. Me? I'm a softy, and I love my dad, so I agreed. So now, my relaxing vacation is made up of 'You can't have carbs or sugar' which is, you know, awesome. And now, 'cause I'm not working or doing anything, all I have to focus on is the fact that I'm fuckin' hungry.<br /><br />And to top it all off, the 'Well the house will be mostly empty so I can do things at my own pace,' well... My sister got her wisdom teeth out... so she's home, all day. Mopey, and grumpy, and apparently having a bad reaction to the medication. I know I should feel bad for her, but when my mom comes in and says 'Oh! I'm just making your sister some pancakes, but we have some pumpkin, you can have some of that if you want' I find myself completely out of sympathy.<br /><br />I did not want this diet, I do not believe in this fad dieting non-sense, but can I admit that? no. I go along with it because my dad needs a support group in starving himself. Hurray. <br /><br />And you know, I'm not that fat. I'm not 'hopelessly obese in need of immediate assistance' I was <i>planning</i> on the gradual 'change in lifestyle' route, but no, my dad needs to start a diet <i>right now</i> and I should help him. And be thankful for the chance to lose some of that hideous flubber. Fuck. I need to lose weight, yes. Do I need to starve myself for it? No. This diet is stupid and I hate it. *is very ranty because she is hungry and she can smell her sister's pancakes* <br /><br />Shouldn't changing what I eat to like.. salads and shit make me feel... healthier or something? Why do I just feel sick all day? god I want a sandwich... so much...<br /><br />WHY IS IT THAT BECAUSE MY DAD WON'T GO TO A GYM AND WORK OUT, OR FIND SOME MODERATE WAY TO MANAGE HIS WEIGHT, <i>I</i> HAVE TO DEAL WITH SOME STUPID FAD DIET?!<br /><br />I had a fuckin' plan... I was supposed to de-stress... not spend days thinking about how badly I just want a fuckin' sandwich...<br /><br />*needed to vent, sorry*<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
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                <title>Uh... wow... weird?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Nov 2009 21:52:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I... quit my job...<br /><br />yeah...<br /><br />Turned in my two weeks on friday.<br /><br /><br />I know most people wouldn't really think too hard on quiting a cashier job...<br /><br />but I've worked there for five years... that's a long time...<br /><br />This feels pretty big for me...<br /><br />Job hunting's gonna be fun. @____@<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
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                <title>Omigosh, Not Dead, I Promise</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Oct 2009 18:15:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mostly...<br /><br />Sorta...<br /><br />Maybe I'm a Zombie...<br /><br />That might explain a few things.<br /><br />ohgodIamsotired...<br /><br />So, yeah... I got Pixie back, still researching laptops/notebooks/small portable computers/whatever the kids are callin' them these days... but... life grabed me by the ankles and dragged me off into the woods for some senseless violence... or something.<br /><br />Hate job. So much. SO, SO, SO much.<br /><br />Soul sucking pit of dispair.<br /><br />So... as soon as someone cool hires me at one of the places I applied to *hopeful thinking* I am going to quit. and possibly watch them collapse, because I think it was all of me and two other people who work during the day, one who's intellegent and acknowledges the fact that new management is braindead, and one who is braindead herself and will avoid work with a skill that would be impressive if it did not inspire such a rage inme.<br /><br />But yeah... hate job. A lot... <br /><br />So um.. yeah... it's been a lot of 'Work, come home, sleep, work' kinda thing... because we're short staffed, and asking for certain things from management in charge of schedule just gets me told that eventually all my shifts will be cut because having cashiers work full shifts is too costly.. because they need to give us half hour breaks, and someone needs to cover them.<br /><br />I admit, I've never taken business, and I don't know economics very will... but that seems like bull to me... so...<br /><br />But yeah... so.. not dead... just... over-worked, and tired and stuff... <br /><br />I should get around to ranting about the new AHM issues...<br /><br />I also, kinda wanna try doing video rant/review things on youtube... because they look fun... but... iunno... *thinkthinkthink* mebbe? someday? ish?<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
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                <title>Here We Are Again...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2009 13:21:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So... here I am, on a dying battery, wondering if it would be okay... to just take a hammer to this bitch.<br /><br />Augh.<br /><br />Now it's the little... like... power box... in the cord... and stuff... yeah... after <i>eight months</i> of owning this computer, I have already paid over 100 bucks in repairs, and I am <i>still</i> having issues. I.. augh.<br /><br /><br />Augh.<br /><br /><br />Fuck you Toshiba, fuck you.<br /><br />And also, aparently I am stupid, because I thought my co-workers wouldn't screw me over, 'cause, you know, I'm their co-worker... yeah... beyond having them <i>not</i> properly repair it the first time I brought my laptop in, and then being jerked around today, without a full solution right now..<br /><br />*sigh* so yeah, I think I'm gonna hafta go laptop shopping again... I need something durable, that won't just... y'know... die, just... 'cause... smaller, maybe, more mobile... 17" is nice for like... photoshop and watchin' stuff... but it's not really mobile... so... something small would be nice. <br /><br />Iunno... my laptop would be really handy to do some research, but... huh... them's the brakes I guess...<br /><br />(Auuuuuuuggggghhh)<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
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                <title>Dear My Luck With Computers;</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Aug 2009 23:14:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Change, for the better, or I will fucking kill you.<br /><br />I don't know why you think that you are not plugged in. I just know that you are being a douchebag, and I am really, really sick of having to fix my computers. <br /><br />...haaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttteeee. <br /><br />*goes to continue fiddling with cords*<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>He's Dead.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Aug 2009 23:58:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Spoiler warning for AHM and the like (I really like writing these little rant things, can you tell? they're so fun.. hee)<br /><br />Okay, Mr. McCarthy, you killed Sunstreaker. And Hunter. They are dead. We get it. Rubbing it in our faces with EMO stories about how DEPRESSED and TORTURED Sunstreaker was because... someone called him ugly (okay, okay, I know it was more than that, sh..) but really? You had to write an EXTRA story, to RESTATE that Sunstreaker was AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGSTYYYYY YYYYYYYYYY? Really? We got that from the whole Martyr/Suicide/ANGSTRANTLIEKWHOA. Hell, half of the stuff you showed in your NEW STORY, were FLASHBACKS TO THINGS YOU HAVE ALREADY SHOWED US. If you are going to write a NEW STORY, to fill in the gaps left by the OLD STORY.... WRITE A NEW BLOODY STORY! Scenes of Sunstreaker in pain, and scaring the crap outta 'obligatory make-out lady' do not help. The only scene that actually DID anything beyond 'look, it's Sunstreaker, see how tragic he is? isn't my killing him such a blessing in disguise? Please stop sending me threatening letters' was the bit where he was happily leading a successful team on that... random planet. That one was okay. but it was only two pages long..... Though, thanks for confirming that there ARE lady bots wonderin' around still... 'cause... that was a little weird.. (and maybe we'll get Chromia? *fangirl hopeful face* Megatron Origins shot of the back of her head doesn't count.)<br /><br />But really... 'Replay' was depressing and unnecessary... you filled in no gaps, you served no purpose... you were just there to make me feel bad... I did not want to see insecticon rejects eating his face... I still want to hold onto that ridiculous fangirly hope that someone with sense will retcon Huntstreaker back into the series... because they were seriously interesting... and they did almost nothing. I mean.. plot wise? I mean.. I guess they made AHM happen.. somehow (seriously.. I was hoping the Sunstreaker story would be an explanation as to HOW THE HELL THE DECEPTICONS GOT HUNTER.) but really? *sighs* The way headmasters were done in this series was REALLY, REALLY interesting. And it was just sorta like.. '...nah, I think I'd rather just kill them for AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGST'<br /><br />Fuck you McCarthy. I'm sittin' over here, makin' a head canon that doesn't fill me with Augh. TC's okay, Huntstreaker are secretly fine, PrimeÂs resurrection makes sense (I swear, if Perce turns out to be COMPLETELY lobotomized and nothing more than a mindless gun... I don't know... bad things... seriously... gnraaarrr...)<br /><br />Also, I'd really like to see Drift in the hands of a writer who... realises the necessity of back story? I don't know... I'd REALLY like to see the shift from Deadlock to Drift. I want to know how things changed in him, and how he was before... y'know? bah... but that has nothing to do with AHM 14.<br /><br /><br /><br />Now, then, for Galvatron.<br /><br />You were actually interesting. <br /><br />Seriously, it was witty, well written, attention grabbing, and I find myself legitimately fascinated with the direction this may pull the series in. (I for one, really hope we don't actually see anything for a while... though perhaps subtle undercurrents of unrest and things gone awry, though for the most part almost forgotten before some sort of 'big reveal' and an 'oh shit what?!' and we find our heroes facing a powerful foe that seriously threatens them... (gimme the adrenaline pumping action and slack-jawed terror that you gave off in Stormbringer, give us a fear we can FEEL from our merry band of mechs. Pleeeaaaase?) <br /><br />But really Scourge was... kinda adorable. XD He made me giggle a few times... 'They were supposed to be in <i>my</i> image' made me giggle. <br /><br />Cyclonis had me really hooked. I want very much to read more, know more, see where all this is going. (I really need to go back and read his Spotlight again.. and Revelations... and.. well.. I just need to go back and read everything over again, I think... There are things I have forgotten... things I didn't know when I read the first time...really I need to sit down and read all this again...)<br /><br />Kinda curious if Galvatron's gonna be crazy.... he seemed sane enough for now... but that doesn't mean he won't start shooting Cyclonis soon... @___@<br /><br />Anyway... AHM 14 was certainly better than AHM 13. 'course that said, I may just need a reminder of the many ways it fails continuity wise, but, really... IDW has just.. SERIOUS ISSUES IN CONTNUITY.<br /><br />I mean really... I guess I can understand if the writers didn't all know what each other were planning.... but shouldn't there have been SOMEONE checking to make sure everything worked 'fore publishing? I mean really... graahhh.... editors. Someone... get on continuity check. MAKE. SENSE.<br /><br />And Coda, weren't you supposed to be about clearing up contin... ]]></description>
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                <title>All Hail Megatron 13</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Aug 2009 15:25:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Augh...<br /><br /><br /><br />Aaaauuuuuughhhhhhhh....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Aaaaaaaaauuuuuuuughhhhhhhhh.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGGGHHH! WTF?!<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
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                <title>Does It Seem... Strange?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jul 2009 00:58:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Like... am I the only one who thinks that Drift's lil backstory of... 'I got tired of murdering people to death with the Decepticons, so I joined to Autobots' is a little... Iunno... <i>dark</i> for a story aimed at like... five year olds?<br /><br />Admitedly.. I have yet to read all of I Am Optimus Prime... so I may be slightly mistaken on all the story has to offer... but... Drift aka Deadlock.... seems a little... not of the target range? <br /><br />...hm...<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
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                <title>Well, Fuck You, Mr. Pot.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jul 2009 19:51:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dad, I don't need you to tell me I'm getting fat.<br /><br />I have isolated the ploblem and moved to solving it. Trust me, I had noticed already, I do not need you lecturing me about it. I get it.<br /><br />This was a very pointless journal entry... but I'm kinda grumpy, so there ya go...<br /><br />Signed, <br />The Kettle.<br /><br />PS - Dear family, I am only 10-20 pounds overweight, yes, I need to lose it, yes, overweight is bad, but yelling at me that I need to diet and exersize constantly and dragging me out of my room to watch a show about obesity, to scare me into dieting is not fair.<br /><br />I AM NOT OBESE! FUCK OFF!!!<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
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                <title>Fragging Hell, TC...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2009 23:52:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (Generalised Spoiler warning for... IDW comics? All Hail Megatron and all the like)<br /><br />I swear, I will learn.... ROBO-NECROMANCY! Or something... I dunno... you just... better not be dead... seriously... Ratchet found you and was like.. 'shit... uh... guess he did save our asses an' all.. *repair of awesomesauce*<br /><br />Seriously. TC, you ain't allowed to die... not with thems there IDW folks plannin' an ongoin' adventure off o' this whole shebang... you gotsta get back up and boogey on out there and kick some more ass... and angst some more... and... and... well, just in general, not be dead.<br /><br />And don't think I've forgotten about you, Skywarp! I'm not sure I wanna wear my (mildly lame) Skywarp costume anymore now... you jerk.. I know you're impulsive, stupid and TC hurd your feelings, but you DID NOT NEED TO SHOOT HIM IN THE FACE. FUCK.<br /><br />Starscream.... you're just cool, rock on, you crazy little fucker...<br /><br />Seriously, though, I love IDW's Starscream... he's... yeah, he's amazing, and pretty much everything I could want in a Starscream... that preview image of him with the Matrix? Ho-damn! But seriously, where was Megatron keeping it, then? Wat? Why didn't Optimus crack him open and snatch the damned thing back? I mean really... where was it? <br /><br />And damn it... I can't decide whether I love or hate Drift.. he's like... every bad fan character ever made... but.... D'awwwww... hesocuuuuuute. I mean... part of me is like 'this is... every overused 'I'm awesome, love me' thing, ever... like... crazy powerful ex-Decepticon, only uses swords due to some crazy sense of honour, magically has the respect of some of the most powerful members (like Kup... hi.), but then it's like 'but, wait... there's a reason those are over-used fan things, it's because they're COOL' and... well... he's just so damned smiley, most of the time... I really hope they do get around to makin' his toy, because I want it. His li'l exchange with TC was awesome, I loved TC bein' all 'back off traitor, screw you and your pansy-assed ideals' it was like 'aw, yay...'<br /><br />But that just brings me to the general whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat of the Decepticons... because they are totally colliding with what Megatron Origins described them as... and it just.. it doesn't flow, man... it doesn't. it's like... what? You originally rose up from being opressed and abused... okay... except the war originally started based on the Matrix? Wat? and... Autobots... What?! Someone please put out an explination that makes this stuff connect, 'cause I love Megatron Origins, and I love All Hail Megatron and I love the -Ations, and the everything else that had to do with the Ations... But it just don't connect... and it hurts mah sad li'l brainmeats...<br /><br />Also, Where the fuck are Verity and Jimmy? Seriously... I'm gonna be seriously fuckin' pissed if they just caught some "plot-convenient-death" when Hunter was... spontaniously captured... by... magic. Seriously, last we see him, he's chillin' with the Autobots and his other human-type buddies, presumably in space, next we know, boom. Owned by Decepticons with tubes pokin' outta places tubes never ought be pokin' outta... what the hell? Some explination to that would be nice... Maybe the CODA issue on Sunstreaker will give us some info on that... hopefully, maybe, please...<br /><br />Please don't kill the others, though... they were/are so much more interesting than Sara... and... um.. Charles... and... aw.. I just forgot the other guy's name.. I remember'd Sara cause it's my name, and Charles 'cause... WTF Charles?! Where did you come from? Son, What?! RUMBLE! WTF?! But... is it Bridge? I'm too lazy to check right now... gnrrrr... ramble powers go. but yeah, these guys? Seriously need to go... I was just waiiiiiting for Verity and Jimmy to show up and be all 'so... looks like Megatron's back..' 'so it would seem' '...well shit, huh?' 'yup.' or something... (Of course, in my imaginary world they had weapons they stole.. I mean... that Ratchet gave them... yeah...) that stood a chance against the Decepticons, so they swooped in and rescued some survivors. But no... that was spontanious soldier!Spike, with his rippling weirdly drawn abs. yes.<br /><br />I think this is a good place to end this rant, because I am seriously tired... and this is becoming evident in my rambling... <br /><br />(I miss Verity... come back.. come back and explain your aaaaannnnnggggst... *flaily arms*)<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her... ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Revenge, huh?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Jun 2009 15:12:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So... 'bout time I got 'round to this, huh? First up? Warning: SPOILERS BE IN THIS THING, BITCHES! IF YOU AIN'T SEEN REVENGE OF THE FALLEN, TURN BACK!<br /><br />Yeah... that said... um... LIGHT OUR DARKEST HOUR, SAM, LIGHT OUR DARKEST HOUR!<br /><br />The movie almost played out like a G1 episode in a way... you know? Megatron needs some Energon... So he tries to take it from the Earth's sun... 'cause... humans suck and there ain't no other, less guarded planets to attack? Right.. anyway... shit happens, they fail... Megatron and Starscream run off, vowing to return and win the day... sometime later... maybe when Optimus is over his stage of ripping off people's faces. (wut?) <br /><br />Yeah.... it was pretty damned entertaining... Fight scenes were beautiful, and I know when I get the DVD I'll rewatch the opening battle way more times than necessary... because it's AMAZING! From Lennox's affectionate hoodpat to Ironhide, to the Arcees just... being, to Sideswipe kicking ass and taking names, and Optimus Prime airdroppin' himself into the freakin' thing! Even the Twins were enjoyable in this scene! <br /><br />Unfortunately, the awesome was not to last... as it is swiftly revealed that most of the awesome advertised.... was over in that scene. The awesome NEST stuff I was looking forward to, having read most of the prequel novel, and Alliance... was rather few and far between. What <i>would</i> have been interesting, would have been a movie, mostly focussing on the camaraderie between the soldiers of our two worlds as they try to fend off the mighty Decepticons, who are bound and determined to end us hard. Instead it became Sam and Mikaela, and their sexy adventures through juvenile jokes....... yeah... When folks said that the first movie needed more bots, it meant, they wanted the next movie to <i>focus</i> more on the robots, not just have more robots in it. *sighs* and really? Really? Skids and Mudflap? Really? Plot wise they could've been replaced with some awesome twins like Sideswipe and Sunstreaker, and not only would the movie suddenly gain some badass, we wouldn't have to put up with the awkward weird of Spongebob Squarepants the "gangsta". I mean, I griped my fair amount about how Sideswipe was so different from G1... but the more I read about him, the more excited I was to see him... and then he had about four lines, and did nothing after the opening scene. <br /><br />Honestly? I'm looking forward to the IDW sequels.... I want to see more personalities coming out with our bots and cons... Even if it's rather painfully obvious that the folks who do the comics, and the folks who write the books, and the folks who make the movies... are <i>not</i> on the same page.  There was stuff you <i>wouldn't</i> really get fully if you haven't read the prequel material... but on the same note, there's stuff that just <i>did not match</i> with what would be said. It was a little awkward... and really? As much as I really didn't like Kami, I wouldn't've minded seein' <i>someone</i> from the Veiled Threat. *should really finish off those last few pages she has of that so she doesn't end up saying something like 'man, I wouldn't've minded seeing Petr' and it turns out he actually died spontaneously at the end of it....*<br /><br />Plus, I mean.. he didn't have many lines, so I don't know if he really had an accent or not... but if they <i>really</i> needed an accent for him.... why couldn't they have given him a Southern Accent... I mean, if we're G1-afying Starscream (which was amazing... holy crap... I love you ROTF Starscream.. if had been a movie all about you bickering with Megatron... I would watch it for hours... man... it was fantastic) they could throw a bit o' G1 at ol' Arn-Hahhd. XDXD but, oh well... I may just content myself with the fact that there was a scene of Megatron beating Starscream with his own arm... because that was amazing. <br /><br /><i>GIVE ME YOUR FACE</i><br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
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                <title>Quick Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jun 2009 14:44:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Auuugh *has like five minutes until she has to go to work* so, running like crazy to get stuff done... maaannn.. I wish I could just call in busy to work... <br />Gotta finish off my Skywarp costume (procrastination is not my friend  @____@) and finish packing... find a decent laptop bag... hope Pixie doesn't decide she needs to bust during travel...<br /><br /><br />Auughhh! outta time.... might try and make a better update tonight...<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 May 2009 12:30:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *drags self, half-dead, to keyboard*<br /><br />Okay, first up. Serious spoiler warnings for Transformers Animated. Like a lot.<br /><br />Prooooooooooowl~ Noooo~ *weeps* Okay, so I saw it coming. Okay, the foreshadowing was there, I mean, you talk about being happy to be alive in a series... you're gonna die.. it's just.. asking for it... but still. It's majorly sad. But it's kinda nice to think, like, because of the ghost form of him that pulled him outta the shield, is he now part of the AllSpark? Or the well of AllSparks? or.. hm...  It's entirely not nice to think of it as like... he put his essence/self/spark into the force field around the explosion, and so now he didn't even pass on, just... extinguished? (am I getting too philosophical for a kid's show? I think I am...)<br /><br />Also, Aww... Starscream... your death was so lame. I'm sorry, but... the guy is a disembodied head for most of this season... gets a body, gets trashed, puts body back together, flies down to Earth to end up... getting his AllSpark shard pulled out and just.. collapsing to his death? wut? Man, Screamer... I don't know if you really deserved better... but... it was just, kinda.. pathetic... <br /><br />AND YOU! *points to Shockwave* You are creepy, evil, sarcastic, witty and in general kinda awesome, so I think I kinda forgive you for cube-afying Blurr... EXCEPT! I wanted him to mention it. Come on, seriously? Get Bee in your devious clutches and just... SAY SOMETHING. Like 'I'll crush you as easily as I crushed him' SOMETHING. *is probably just bugged that NO ONE KNOWS BLURR IS DEAD EXCEPT FOR SHOCKWAVE and he doesn't even use it* Aw, I dunno... maybe he's planning to torment Cliffjumper with it or something. ....*makes mental note to put that in... some fanfic, somewhere... ish...* But still, the scene where he pulls the wires all outta Arcee's head last episode and y'all think she's been like... insta-killed 'cause earlier Bumblebee's all 'Unless.. those wires are what's keeping you online...' and Bulkhead acts like she's died... man that was super creepy... you're a total creep Shockwave, and I love it. <br /><br />But where the fug is everyone else?! I mean.. it's like 'Um? Team Chaar? Thundercracker and Skywarp? Swindle?' and then I wibble because there will never be a conclusion to the Lockdown-Prowl tension.. (well I supposed there IS a conclusion... but it kinda makes me sad that 'cause it's a kid's show, even if we got a fourth season (oh please, oh please, oh please) we probably wouldn't see anything of even.. Lockdown mourning the loss of a good rival. I mean... even if you don't ship you notice there's SOMETHING between Prowl and Lockdown. Sure it's mostly hate.. but whatever. But I really would have liked some more closure on this... like... just.. does Optimus take over from Sentinel now? Will Ratchet and Sari work on fixing Ultra Magnus? Are the three protoforms left gonna become anyone specific? How DID a protoform end up in Sumdac's lab... and why does the one in his flashbacks look NOTHING like the other protoforms everywhere else? Did Jazz and Prowl suck the AllSpark fragments out of the Constructicons and Wreck-Gar and kill them, too? Are the clones a-okay because the fragments turned into real sparks and thusly couldn't be pulled in? WHAT THE FRAG IS FEMMESCREAM'S NAME?! <br /><br />It also kinda feels like a let down, I mean.. with This Is Why I Hate Machines it made me REALLY, REALLY interested in Cybertron (I like that they're actually shown having civilians.. I mean, before that it kinda looked like EVERYONE had a job pertaining to the war, either you were a soldier, or you were fixing Space Bridges for the soldiers, or you were farming Energon to fuel the army... or something... I like seeing that there are just bots who... are. It makes the Autobots seem at least a bit better than what they've been starting to portray in this season... (Omega Supreme, Expendable Energon Farmer Jet Twins...) But really, I hope if they get to do season four (Imma stop saying if... THE POWER OF POSITIVE THINKING. There will be season four, there will be season four, there will be..) that they will get into Cybertron a bit more. Kinda how that society works... The way things are run, who does what... IS Cliffjumper in charge of Intellegence now, or does he just run the phones? I very badly to know some history behind the war.. I kinda, randomly, wanna know what the Decepticon army was like in their glory days of the Great War. What was Starscream like when he wasn't really obviously out to get Megatron? How DID he get to be second in command? I mean.. even with season four, I doubt I'd get an answer to all these questions... and knowing me some've them have probably been answered and I'm just dumb and missed them... but regardless... I'm really curious about a lot of this stuff.. and it's kinda sad knowing I'll probably never get an answer because... no one else really cares about the functions of Autobot governm... ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>That's Just Prime</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2009 22:24:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Garry Chalk is going to be at Anime Evolutions.<br /><br />GARRY CHALK!!!<br /><br />*happy fangirl is happy*<br /><br />Excitement level has increased to epic proportions... I think I have to go rewatch Beast Wars now... *glee~*<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Raaaaaaaaaaaaage</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:38:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate. <br /><br />I just got Pixie back a little while ago, like... few days, maybe a week. Haven't gotten to do much... the guys from work have informed me that I ought to be gentle with her because she's not 100%, it'll either need super-glue or a full replacement to get her back to normal (why they couldn't've just super glued her in the first place when they had it all taken apart is BEYOND me.. I mean, what the fuck? <i>I</i> coulda just taken her apart and slid the part back to place... probably gonna end up doin' it anyway. Fuck. What the fuck did I pay for? Fuck. These are my coworkers BSin' me with this. Fuck.) So anyway, I'm bein' super gentle. Not movin' her if I don't have to, never unpluggin' her, that sorta shit.<br /><br />However, same time, my sister has busted her computer by downloading some fantastic levels of viruses. Yeah, so, she can't use the internet on her crapheap because she doesn't have the braincells required to not open suspicious files. So yeah... she has to use mine. And since Teo has decided that his USB ports fuckin' hate bein' plugged into anything, it won't attatch to my wireless adapter, and therefor, won't connect to the fuckin' internet (still tryin' to figure that out... Teo's an annoying brat.) she gets to use Pixie (because you don't say 'no, check your fuckin' facebook at school and learn not to download malware, stupid' to my sister, because she's the princess.) And it's been okay, usually she doesn't move her, just uses her in my room, where she is... okay. <br /><br />Except today. Where she uses her in her own room. I say 'be careful.' she says 'yeah, yeah, I get it.' <br /><br />I get it back with the port back to bein' fuckin' busted and jammed back fuckin' into the fuckin' machine. So now I'm swiftly running outta power, so to be dead battery with no fucking internet. My dad and I are gonna try takin' her apart tomorrow to get her to work without paying another forty dollars for people to do fuckin' nothing. And when I finish, my darling sister is SHIT OUTTA FUCKING LUCK. She wants to use the internet? She can go to the fuckin' library, or fix her fuckin' computer which has been sittin' broken for the past few months. *pissed beyond fuckin' words right now*<br /><br />I may murder someone. I just might. <br /><br />AUGH.<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Argh....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Mar 2009 22:30:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *incoherent rage* so. Anyone who knows me outside of the cyber world probably knows I have a bit of a back problem (which usually manifests as a hip problem...) which, when not acting up, is pretty much forgotten because it doesn't even factor into anything. If it's not there, it's not there, no biggy... if it IS there... I hobble around like a gimp on my good days, curl up in a weeping fit of pain on the bad days... (well, actually, most people who know me IRL just know that sometimes I hobble like a freak... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />) <br /><br />Well... for the past week, my back has decided it hates me. <br /><br />This is infuriating.. it makes everything painful.. I wake up in the middle of the night because the painkillers wore off and my backs locked up from lack of movement.. which by, the by? Makes getting out of bed REALLY difficult... *grumpgrumpgrump*<br /><br />I'm too young to have back problems! I don't even know where they come from! They just appear, frag me over, and then leave...<br /><br />I don't so much mind the leaving part. I just wish I didn't have to deal with it at all... I mean.. I've had this off and on for years, you'd think SOMEONE would be able figure out WHY. *sulk*<br /><br /><br />Yeah, this entire entry was so I could grump about having a bad back.. sorry... *is not pleased with how difficult moving around is*<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Transwarped Reaction (still lame)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Mar 2009 14:19:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (hur, spoilers in here?)<br />Well... firstly... TRANSWARPED WAS FREAKING AWESOME! *flaily fangirl obsessive freakout* Amazing!! <br /><br />I mean... okay... Blurr... man.. that`s totally sad. And... disturbing (wasn`t this a kids show?) but.. I mean... I can see the reasoning for it, sure... but... T____________T Blurrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~<br /><br />And did they just kill Rodimus? And his whole team? because... uh... that seems a bit... of a high death toll in a period of just a couple of episodes.... especially with how much awesome they were shown happening... Though I don't really see why a team of murderous Decepticons would let a group of Autobots, that they had at their mercy, live... I mean... really? but still... they were cool! I don't want them to be dead.<br /><br />Sari~~~!!! Yay!! Okay, there was a lot of awesome there. At first I was a bit concerned with how upset she was, 'cause it seemed to me like she wasn't the type to be that upset about being robotic (uh, all her friends are robots?) but then it got AWESOME. The upgrade? TOTALLY BADDASS!!! HOLY CRAP! I like how she has blue eyes now... like an Autobot... it's seriously cool looking...<br /><br />Omega Supreme: Um... the more time goes on, the more concerned I am that the Autobots aren't the... honorable, protectors of good and righteous like they seem to to be trying to display... Uh... 'well, we can't risk valuable Elite Guards for experimentation, better try it with some innocent civilians first' 'well, we do wanna win, let's make a wrecking machine with free will but limited thinking capabilities so he isn't capable of grasping the horror and devastation he causes.' yeah... um.... what?<br /><br />Ratcheeeettt~~ *luffs at him like nobodies business* Seriously, you old grump... XD I love how he seems to be leaning more and more away from the Autobot authorities... sorta like 'the rules are wrong. I will not follow.' It kinda seems to me like he's starting to dislike Optimus.. (but considering Optimus wanted him to rewire Sari to explode so that maybe they could throw her at what may be Ratchet's best friend/son-like figure in hopes that the resulting boom takes them both out?) I mean... in the end, he caught Bumblebee and lowered him gently to the ground... but he wasn't nearly so careful with Prime... *shrugs* <br /><br />In conclusion; Is it just me or is this getting a little to the side of deep and dark for a kids show? But regardless.. AWESOME LEVELS ARE OFF THE CHARTS! EPIC TO THE EXTREME!!!! *LOVELOVELOVE*<br /><br />*<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I am lame beyond reason...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Mar 2009 05:17:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *flaily arms* I wish I was a normal person without school on saturday morning... or that I could watch EST CN live or something... *is infact sitting here at 6 am waiting to either read comments or find a bittorrent or youtube or something to watch the new transformers as she will be in school when it airs in Canada* <br /><br />Man... I have an essay to write today... and all I can think of? 'Transformers... want... see... Transformers...' <br /><br />*seriously hopes that in her exhausted daze she doesn't end up writing something stupid like the effects of Megatron on the economy...* <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />AUGH why Transfomers not on now heeerrreeeee *flailflailflailflail*<br /><br /><br />****<br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> -- Her Characters Laur, Vinnie, and Issac<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Art Trades</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2009 11:51:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So... uh, I've decided to do a few art trades for a while...^^ 'cause it looks like fun. So! If you wanna do a trade, gimme a note or a comment ^^<br /><br />Though I request that you keep all requests to a PG-13 ish level..... I ain't drawin' porn... Sorry. <br /><br /><br />Art Trades: <br /><br /><br />In Progress:<br /><br /><a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> --<br /><br /><a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> -- Her character Moira<br /><br /><a href="http://erulan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconerulan:" title="erulan"/></a> -- The Band<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*Steals From Bio*</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 22:12:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ COMMENT AND I WILL<br />1. Respond with something random about you.<br />2. Tell which song or movie reminds you of them.<br />3. Pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.<br />4. Say something that only makes sense to the two of you.<br />5. First memory of them.<br />6. What animal they remind you of.<br />7. Ask something that you've always wondered about them.<br />8. Tell your favorite thing about them.<br />9. Tell your least favorite thing about them.<br />10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>haha... LATE??!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Oct 2008 00:51:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ How long ago did I get tagged for this? SORRY I TOOK SO LONG~!! I finished it now~~~ *faaaaaaailllll*<br /><br />The rules are;<br />1: pick 3 of your original characters<br />2: ask random questions of them to annoy and or embarrass them<br /><br />Alrighty, thenÂ I choose you:<br />AU!Sunde (AUÂs more in my head at the moment than anything else)<br />When (Not AUÂ because heÂs HARDER to writeÂ @___@)<br />Gota<br /><br />Q1: What show where you created for?<br /><br />Sunde: OriginallyÂ That would be Yu-Gi-OhÂ Though I donÂt really fall into that category any longerÂ<br /><br />When: *grins* I am aaaaalllll original, baby~!<br /><br />Gota: Dragon Ball Z.<br /><br /><br />Q2: So, refresh my memory girls, do you have any special powers? <br /><br />Sunde: Well nowÂ girls? *sighs* oh wellÂ Yes, I do suppose that I doÂ Skin-to-skin contact and end up with a copy of your memoriesÂ *smiles sarcastically* rather fantastic, isnÂt?<br /><br />When: Chicks? Chicks it is thenÂ *shifts to preferred female form* Â sÂ pose that answerÂs that question, donÂ it?<br /><br />Gota: *smiles somewhat mysteriously* I suppose you could say I possessÂ <i>otherworldly</i> powers? In a senseÂ<br /><br /><br />Q3: Ok, how about boyfriends or crushes I need to tell?<br /><br />Sunde: *blushes* Oh.. Well *smiles* ThatÂ that would be NalinÂthenÂ<br /><br />When: *chuckles* I have my share of bed friendsÂ thoughÂ *smiles softly* my <i>girl</i>friendÂ that would be PixieÂ<br /><br />Gota: AhÂ KukaÂ that would be KukaÂ *grins a bit*<br /><br /><br />Q4: How about family? <br /><br />Sunde: I have my brother... I suppose you could <i>count</i> my fatherÂ though I certainly donÂtÂ<br /><br />When: UhÂ *grins* Maybe?<br /><br />Gota: I have my mother, my brother, my aunt and uncleÂ fatherÂ sometimesÂ <br /><br /><br />Q5: Do you have a pet? You know I love pets.<br /><br />Sunde: *tight smile* No. No I donÂtÂ IÂve <i>been</i> a pet, and found the experience to be far fromÂ fun.<br /><br />When: *pauses to think* Nope. CanÂt say that I haveÂ<br /><br />Gota: *blinks and looks off in thought* mmÂ noÂ no I donÂt think I ever haveÂ<br /><br /><br />Q6: Ok, what's your favorite color? Mine's black. ^^<br /><br />Sunde: Â hmÂ IÂd have to say IÂm rather fond of redÂ *smiles a bit*<br /><br />When: I like green *grins*<br /><br />Gota: I kinda like green and orange... <br /><br /><br />Q7: I love the song "Dirty Little Secret" and I was wondering if you had any. <br /><br />Sunde: *wry smiles* more than a fewÂ though IÂm afraid IÂm not about to shareÂ<br /><br />When: *purrs* now thatÂs just naughty fun writ all over itÂ *grins* oh... The stories I could tellÂ <br /><br />Gota: *shrugs* IunnoÂmaybe? NothingÂ big I donÂ thinkÂ<br /><br /><br />Q8: Random stupid question time. What would you do for a Klondike Bar?<br /><br />Sunde: For aÂ what?<br /><br />When: *purrs* maybe we oughta change that there question tÂ Â<i>who</i> wouldja do for a Klondike Bar,Â Âcause I think thatÂd get a faaaar more interestinÂ response.<br /><br />Gota: Â. Go to a store and buy one?<br /><br /><br />Q9: Wow, ok, you girls are slightly more creepier then I thought I you to be. Speaking of creepy, what would you dress up as for Halloween? <br /><br />Sunde: WellÂ we donÂt really have anything like thatÂ though if we didÂ I suppose IÂdÂ *pauses to think* I honestly canÂt sayÂ IÂd probably just let someone else pickÂ<br /><br />When: Wicked witch oÂ the west. Âcause itÂd be totally awesome tÂsee the expression on folkÂs faces Âen they saw it werenÂt make-up. *grins* <br /><br />Gota: *sighs* I will probably have to take the little monsters trick-or-treating, wonÂt I? Â.hmmmmÂ maybe a monkey? For ironyÂs sakeÂ<br /><br /><br />Q10: Yeah, well what kind of Christmas present would you give your better half? <br /><br />Sunde: wellÂ. ThereÂs one answer thatÂ. IÂm not bringing up anymore than thatÂ orÂ crÃ¨me brule? Or.. OtherÂ sweet thingsÂ I thinkÂ <br /><br />When: Shiny, glittery, green jewellery. Of some sort. Lots. <br /><br />Gota: UhÂ*blank stare* fÂ. food?<br /><br /><br />Q11: So you're all very interesting, but what is your major flaw?<br /><br />Sunde: Â.Flaw? as in singular? *wry laugh* InstabilityÂ. And depressionÂ an unfortunate combination of the twoÂ<br /><br />When: *scratches head* wellÂ thereÂs the sex thing, anÂ the temper thing, anÂ the actinÂ like IÂm invincible thing (I am though, soÂ hah), anÂ shootÂ IÂm jusÂ a big olÂ bundle oÂ flawsÂ<br /><br />Gota: Pride? ShameÂ JealousyÂ those sorts of thingsÂ. They drag me downÂ<br /><br /><br />Q12: I know you all have lovers and family, but what about friends? <br /><br />Sunde: I have This, IÂd say heÂs myÂ very best friendÂ *smiles* definitely my best friend. And IÂm friends with NenÂ I thinkÂ hopeÂ umÂ yeahÂ<br /><br />When: Well, I got Wrath, heÂs ma best bud, and I go... ]]></description>
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                <title>Ho- Snap!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Sep 2008 20:46:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So... wow... I'm turning twenty on saturday... like... the thirteenth of september.... I'm gonna be twenty... wow...<br /><br />(also, ho shit, I been away from the internet this past week and I have a lot of stuff to look through @_________@; oh man...)<br /><br />Also... I think Twilight has damaged a part of my soul... I'm still trying to finish it... because so many people told me I absolutely HAD to read it because it's BEYOND amazing and.. it... *sighs* Bella's a horrendous Sue, anyone who isn't her or Edward thus far DOESN'T ACTUALLY HAVE A CHARACTER. they're just random names inserted to robots who wonder around making Bella feel important... the entire thing thus far feels like 'Bella is a girl, like any other, incapable of doing anything of true merit without a good strong man to support and guide her'... also beat her down emotionally... also she's better than all of you because she's from Phoenix, and so you should all worship her, the only people who don't like Bella are just mad because the men they like, like her... *sighs* but I'll keep reading (probably because I'm a masochist) I don't feel I have the right to say I hate it without reading it fully... which I suppose means reading to Breaking Dawn (fucking pride... fucking goddamn pride...)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Caught!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 21:45:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ XD 2000 has been reached! Ms. Luca Alverez has captured it! I is now waiting for her request. XD next one at.... iunno, whenever I feel like it? XD it's fun.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Can You Catch It?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jul 2008 20:27:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a random reminder, but if you catch 2000, I'll draw you a piiiiicture~ (just take a screenshot? please?) <br /><br />But nothing too elaborate, kaaaaaaaaay? *is all giddy at the moment, for no reason at all*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Well, Then....</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jul 2008 00:38:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a confession to make......<br /><br />I have actually yet to finish Deathly Hallows... really... I have like fifty pages left and I just haven't finished it...<br /><br />Artemis Fowl: The Time Paradox came out TODAY. I started reading it in the evening after school, and I finished it about an hour ago.<br /><br />And it was infinitely more interesting...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Disapointing...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 13:32:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can't help but feel that this year, everything to do with cons seems to be falling apart.... it's been over a month since Animethon updated their site, and thus far we have yet to get anything that actually has any information... pre-reg hasn't been processed, there's no guestlist whatsoever (is no one coming? I don't get it...) and the forum's not even up.... I've been checking the forum on anime-alberta, but there's nothing that's explaining the delay... I hope they actually have something, and that updates will be made soon....<br /><br /><br />At least they have a building though, which is more than I can say for Anime Evolutions who seem to have been evicted. @____@; I can imagine this is all really hard for everyone that's staff, but I've been really looking forward to these conventions, and I'm a bit concerned that they're about to go to shit because of these organisational errors.... Even though animethon usually puts it's info up late, it's usually not this late....... I hope the forums come up soon... and guests... and stuff... I realise that the bigger it gets the harder it is to organise, and I'm hardly joining staff or volunteering.... I just like to enjoy the conventions, and I really hope they come together.... <br /><br />Either way I think that this was just jibberish.... I'm really tired, man.... and my head hurts.... I just really, really hope things work out...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*incoherent glee*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:06:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ CLAMP SCHOOL DUB! CLAMP SCHOOL DUB! CLAMP SCHOOL DUB! *fangirly breakdown* eee~<br /><br />Okay, so... CLAMP School is like... one of my favorite series.... it's like... cute fluffy nonsense but I LOVE it... it's also... kinda old... the only ever release of the anime was a subbed VHS release... long since discontinued... so I figured it was Internet or nothing if I wanted to watch it again... but on a search I found out it's gonna be released on DVD with a new dub~!!! I don't care if the dub is bad, or anything, I get to watch it on DVD. *more incoherent glee* I hope it's released soon, I can't find a release date anywhere... I don't know... but seriously, CLAMP School? LOOOOOVE! *hearts all over* If you haven't heard of it yet, look it up, read it, watch it, love the spastic useless fluff. LOVE IT! *back to incoherent glee*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>TAGGED!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2008 22:47:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 52 Secrets About Yourself<br />Be HONEST no matter what.<br /><br />1. What is your natural hair colour? ...Ash Blond...apparently... *has not had this hair colour in many years*<br /><br />2. Where was your ID pic taken? In my basement?<br /><br />3. What's your middle name? Rosalia.<br /><br />4. Your current relationship status? Single.<br /><br />5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? ....t'would require having one. XD <br /><br />6. What is your current mood? Tired, slightly grumpy? <br /><br />7.what's the colour of your underwear? Black. *boring*<br /><br />8. What is one thing that makes you happy? Con Season~*heart*<br /><br />9.Who was the last person you cuddled with? Properly? Uhhh.... *blanks* that's a good question.<br /><br />10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be? I'd keep it a secret. And that's as honest as ya'll're gettin'. I don't care that no one gets it. It's a secret.<br /><br />11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- Red Tailed Hawk. XD <br /><br />12. Ever had a near death experience? Not... that I can remember... XD I don't think so. <br /><br />13. Something you do a lot? Talk to the people in my head.<br /><br />14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? The Great Pretender -- Vic Mignogna<br /><br />15. Who did you copy and paste this from? Roooooooose~!<br /><br />16. Name someone with the same b-day as you? ............Lacy from Junior High?<br /><br />17. When was the last time you cried? In the car, when my mom was pumping gas, a few weeks ago. (And no, it wasn't my mom's fault in the slightest.)<br /><br />18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience? Yup.<br /><br />19. If you could have one super power what would it be? Hmmm... Telekinesis? so long as it's powerful. like 'lift-your-own-weight-and-trucks-and-stuff' kind of epic powers, not like 'bends-a-spoon-or-moves-a-cup' wimpy things. *so not creative, but it would be so much fun to just... fly of your own accord*<br /><br />20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? uhhh... sense of humour? though if it's in the romantic sense? nothing. XD<br /><br />21. What do you usually order from Starbucks/Tim Hortons? Starbucks: Grande White Chocolate Mocha/Strawberries and Cream blended Cream, Tim Hortons: Hazelnut Iced Cap Supreme.<br /><br />22. WhatÂs your biggest secret? ........Sore Wa Himitsu Desu~ ^_~<br /><br />23. What's your favorite color? Red/Orange/Green/Black. *indecisive*<br /><br />24. When was the last time you lied? Uh... I don't know?<br /><br />25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? Fuck yeah. *heart*<br /><br />27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? Uhm... Coke Zero?<br /><br />28. What's your favorite smell? Uhhh... The smoke from the cigarettes my dad used to smoke... um... saw dust... <br /><br />29. If you could describe life in one word what would it be? .......spiralled.<br /><br />30. When was the last time you gave/received a hug? When I said good night to my mom?<br /><br />31. Have you ever been kissed in the rain? Nope... don't think so..<br /><br />32. What are you thinking about right now? How to word the story I want to right?<br /><br />33. What should you be doing? Colouring one of the many pictures I have going...writing something... @.@<br /><br />34. What was the last thing that made you upset? Ah-hah-ha... in a non-serious manner? Work? In a serious manner? Secret.<br /><br />35. Do you like working in the yard? Sometimes... but most times it gets kinda annoying....<br /><br />36. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want? something unreasonably long... so that filling out forms would be like 'uh, I ran out of space for my name'. XD<br /><br />37. Name 5 things in your closet:<br />1. Clothes.<br />2. Comic Books.<br />3. Old Sketch Books.<br />4. Old School Work.<br />5. Blankets,<br /><br /><br />38. Do you act different around your crush? Yes, see, she's invisible, also silent and non-existent. <br /><br />39. when was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? Last night. *snort*<br /><br />40. How many times do you take a shower a week? Uh.... 5-6? ish?<br /><br />41. Do you brush your teeth everyday? Yup...<br /><br />42. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush? .......XD<br /><br />43. Have you ever watched a hockey game? ....Yes? (how many Canadians haven't watched a hockey game? (I don't mean LIKED watching... but have...))<br /><br />44. Do you lie about your age? Naw...<br /><br />45. Ever been jealous about something stupid? Yup.<br /><br />46. Do you pick your nose? Nope.<br /><br />47. whats the one food you hate? Kiwi. (it makes my throat all scratchy...)<br /><br />48. What the one junk food you cant live without? ......sunflower seeds.<br /><br />49. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake? uhh... Iunno... younger than now?<br /><br />50. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside it the napkin? Only... ]]></description>
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                <title>Lol Cosplay~</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jun 2008 10:08:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, there is like.... not point to this, at all, but I'm still making this journal... because I am giddy, at the moment, because I have now succeed with some of the first steps to completed cosplay. <br /><br />Seventeen(DBZ): I have both shirts, the pants, the socks, and, some shoes that will work if I can't find better ones. I currently need a wig, a bandana and the effin' gun holster. @.@; <br /><br />Kisara(YGO): I has the fabric. XD not much there, but it's a rather simplistic dress and such, so really it's not that big a deal... I need the wig.. which will be moderately more difficult a find than the Seventeen wig... (uhm, do you have a really long blue wig?)<br /><br />Kyouko(Skip Beat): Uhm... fabric just, again.. but at least here I don't need a wig. XD I can just dye it brown and flip it out and my hair works fine. XD I just need to make the jumpsuit and I'm good.<br /><br />So yeah, that's my cosplay plan... (I know nobody cares... I just really wanted to make a post about it... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Stoleded</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 21:18:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, stolen from both <a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a> AND <a href="http://lucaalverez.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/lucaalverez.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlucaalverez:" title="lucaalverez"/></a>, so like... I'm not doing it twice, but they both totally got it done 'fore me. XD So! Like... if you comment on this journal, I will totally: <br /><br />a) tell you why I friended you,<br />b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,<br />c) tell you something I like about you,<br />d) tell you a memory I have of you,<br />e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,<br />f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,<br />g) in return, you must post this in your journal.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Lol tagged~</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 May 2008 10:40:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think I already done this one, but whatev. XD I'll do it again~!<br /><br />B O Y . S I D E<br />[x] You love hoodies.<br />[x] You love jeans.<br />[x] Dogs are better than cats.<br />[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.<br />[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.<br />[ ] Shopping is torture.<br />[x] Sad movies suck.<br />[ ] You own an X-Box.<br />[x] Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.<br />[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.<br />[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.<br />[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.<br />[ ] You watch sports on TV.<br />[x] Gory movies are cool.<br />[ ] You go to your dad for advice.<br />[x] You own like a trillion baseball caps.<br />[ ] You like going to football games.<br />[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.<br />[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.<br />[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.<br />[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.<br />[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.<br />[x] Sports are fun. (playing, not watching.)<br />[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.<br />[x] Wear boxers.<br />Total Points: 16<br /><br />G I R L . S I D E<br />[x] You wear lip gloss.<br />[ ] You love to shop.<br />[x] You wear eyeliner.<br />[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.<br />[x] You wear the color pink.<br />[x] Go to your mom for advice.<br />[x] You consider cheerleading a sport. (it's like gymnastics with shouting.... which almost makes it more difficult because now you've got less air...)<br />[ ] You hate wearing the color black.<br />[x] You like hanging out at the mall.<br />[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.<br />[x] You like wearing jewelry. (necklaces count, I guess...)<br />[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.<br />[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.<br />[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.<br />[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.(wow, I'm guilty of all three... but I hated dance, but it was hella fun to be thrown around in cheerleading.... and gymnastics is not a sport for pansies.)<br />[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, ad put on make-up and accessories. (ah-hahahahaha *sweat drop*)<br />[x] You smile a lot more than you should.<br />[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.<br />[x] You care about what you look like.<br />[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.<br />[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.<br />[x] You wear girl underwear.<br />[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.<br />[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.<br />[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.<br />Total Points: 14<br /><br />Oh... I'm more boy than girl this time. Awesome. Clearly somewhere I lied. XDXD *sweat drop* aaaanyway. I don't tag anyone because I've already tagged people for this, and the rest have, I do believe, been tagged by other people.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Names</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Apr 2008 23:08:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1 . YOUR REAL NAME:<br />Sarra-Lynn<br /><br />2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)<br />Sarizzle<br /><br />3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)<br />Red Rottweiler<br /><br />4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)<br />Petsa (oh god, my name is Pizza...)<br /><br />5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)<br />Orange Coca-Cola<br /><br />6.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)<br />Rosita Theresa Louise Ernest<br /><br />7. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)<br />Black Seiger<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>I am...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Mar 2008 21:34:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am...<br /><br />I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech <br />and got a standing ovation for his courage.<br /><br />I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at <br />those who glare.<br /><br />We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer <br />and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.<br /><br />We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray <br />and are just too dangerous to gay bash.<br /><br />I am the transgender person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and <br />demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face <br />in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans <br />friends which restaurants don't raise a stink.<br /><br />I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her <br />girlfriend over for dinner.<br /><br />I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.<br /><br />I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is <br />the definition of a true follower of God.<br /><br />I am the girl who did not learn the meaning of "homosexual" until <br />high school but never thought to question why two men might be <br />kissing.<br /><br />I am the woman who argues (quite loudly and vehemently) with the <br />bigots who insist that you do not have the right to marry or raise <br />children.<br /><br />We are the high school class who agrees, unanimously, along with our <br />teacher, that love should be all that matters.<br /><br />I am the legislator who, in spite of letters running 10:1 against it, <br />voted in favor of a measure that would legalize same-sex marriage, <br />because it was the right thing to do.<br /><br />If you agree, repost this. Do it. You don't have to be afraid. You <br />can handle it. You're stronger than you think.<br /><br />I am making a difference. Hate will not win.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Well... That was amusing...</title>
                <link>http://sarrin-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17100159/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Feb 2008 09:13:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Right... most people wouldn't think that it is... but I nearly bust out laughing.... man.... okay. We're getting ready to go to a wedding tomorrow and my mom's bein' seriously nitpicky... like 'oh don't wear that, wear this, tuck this in' and my sister's there to offer her worldly fashion advice (*eyeroll*) anyway... my mom hits a point she's like 'oh, wear that beige thing, it pulls you in, makes you look less fat.' my sister's eyes bugged outta her freakin' head. *dies* man. My sister then proceeded, every time my mom said something about it, to snap at her and stuff.. I was like 'aww, that's sweet...' Iunno. it amused me. XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>tags</title>
                <link>http://sarrin-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16673508/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Feb 2008 12:37:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------Â Ã Â A L L A B O U T | M E Â Ã Â--------------<br /><br />Name: Lynn<br />Single or taken: Taken<br />Gender: Female<br />Birthday: September 13<br />Sign: Virgo<br />Hair color: Red, naturally blond<br />Eye color: Yellow, Green, Brown and Blue... all at once... the yellow's most noticeble, though...<br />Height: uh... 5'3"..... almost...<br />Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: la-la-la-lesbian~<br /><br />-----------Â Ã Â F A S H I O N | S T U F F Â Ã Â--------------<br /><br />Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Um... The Jean store place... and Superstore...<br />Favorite designer?: Warehouse One for Jeans.... and Joe for pretty much everything else...<br />What is your sexiest outfit?: I..uh... own a miniskirt? I don't know...<br />What is your most comfortable outfit?: The Lulu Lemon pants I got for free, and my Joe sweater.... mmmm.....<br />What do you usually wear?: more often than not right now, it's black dress pants, white dress shirt and the Blue London Drugs Smock of Fail.<br /><br /><br />--------------Â Ã Â S P E C I F I C S Â Ã Â -------------------<br /><br />What kind of shampoo do you use?: The kind that makes red hair last longer?<br />What are you listening to right now: Uh... Lion King 2? XD Amy I blaim you for this.<br />Who is the last person that called you?: Amy. XD<br />How many buddies are online right now?: Five....<br /><br />-------------Â Ã Â F A V O R I T E S Â Ã Â-----------------<br /><br />Foods: Ribs~ or Chicken Fried Rice... mmmm... though I don't think they'd go very well together...<br />Girls names: Kalli<br />Boys names: James <br />Subjects in school: I like English? Sometimes...<br />Animals: Redtailed Hawk (GUESS why.)<br /><br />----------------Â Ã Â H A V E | Y O U | E V E R Â Ã Â-------------<br /><br />Given anyone a bath?: Yes? though it's not exactly perverted... it was part of babysitting...<br />Smoked?: Not tobacco....<br />Bungee jumped?: No... and I doubt I ever will... <br />Made yourself throw up?: Yeah......<br />Skinny dipped?: Nope...<br />Ever been in love?: Yup.<br />Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Not since I was like... three...<br />Pictured your crush naked?: *gigglesnort* heeee...<br />Actually seen your crush naked?: Heeee~ <br />Cried when someone died?: Yes. Grandpa, Nana, the friends of the family...<br />Lied?: Yeah?<br />Fallen for your best friend?: *waves* Hello, lovely~!<br />Rejected someone?: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> yes.<br />Done something you regret?: Oh god, can anyone actually answer this question no and be telling the truth?<br /><br />------------Â Ã Â C U R R E N T Â Ã Â---------------<br /><br />Clothes: Black baggy Joe sweater, Lulu Lemon Pants.... underwear?<br />Music: ....Lion King 2?<br />Smell: ....shampoo?<br />Desktop: The... Katsuya one... XD<br />Cd in player: Uh.... actually I think that it's my Trend Micro PC-cillin disc....<br />DVD in player: Princess Tutu volume five.<br /><br />----------------Â Ã Â L A S T | P E R S O N Â Ã Â----------------------<br /><br />You touched: ...My dad? o.O;;<br />Hugged: My mom?<br />You IMed: Julia?<br />You yelled at: Uh.........*thinkthinkthink* can't say I remember...<br />You kissed: *gigglesnort* Hello, lovely~<br /><br />---------------Â Ã Â A R E | Y O U Â Ã Â---------------------<br /><br />Understanding: I like to think I am?<br />Open-minded: I try to be...<br />Arrogant: I try NOT to be...<br />Insecure: Always...<br />Random: Oh god, yes... yes I am...<br />Smart: Yes, I am... I just do a lot of stupid things...<br />Moody: Yeah...<br />Organized: *gigglesnort*<br />Healthy: ...kinda?<br />Shy: ...er.. sometimes?<br />Difficult: Kinda?<br />Bored easily: sometimes?<br />Obsessed: Plenty...<br />Angry: Yeah...<br />Sad: yeah...<br />Happy: Sure?<br />Hyper : *gigglesnort*<br />Trusting: half-and-half...<br /><br />---------Â Ã Â W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A Â Ã Â--------<br /><br />Kill?: umm... no one? <br />Slap?: uh.... even if they can't comment on my stuff anymore, it'd probably start a flamewar somehow, so I'm not gonna say...<br />Get really wasted with?: Amy~!! <br />Get high with: Not doin' that one again...<br />Talk to offline: ...Amy~~!<br />Talk to online: .....mah peeps *lame*<br />Sex it up with: ..................*gigglesnort* Amy~~~! *death*<br /><br />------------------Â Ã Â R A N D O M Â Ã Â---------------------<br /><br />In the morning I: either go watch TV, go on the computer, or get ready for work...<br />Love is: Hard, and sometimes painful, but very, very worth it.<br />I dream about: going on retarded magical adventures...<br />Sexual preference: Women?<br />What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: The opposite sex? um...... um.... dunno? not really into the opposite sex?<br /><br />---------------Â Ã Â W H I C H | I... ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Tagged~!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jan 2008 15:12:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tagged by <a href="http://akuchi-nobara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/k/akuchi-nobara.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconakuchi-nobara:" title="akuchi-nobara"/></a><br /><br />1. Post these rules.<br />2. Each tagged person should post 8 aleatory facts of themselves.<br />3. Tagged people should write a Journal\Blog about these facts.<br />4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.<br />5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.<br /><br />1. I get myself into abusive relationships a lot... <br /><br />2. I'm very good at suppressing my emotions, because of this people tend to take advantage of my 'kind' nature...<br /><br />3. I have no idea how to argue, because I've never had one that hasn't exploded out of proportion for no reason...<br /><br />4. Suicide <i>really</i> affects me, and I really hate it when people use it as a joke.<br /><br />5. Sometimes I wish I was straight, because even though I love my girlfriend dearly, I wish I could talk to my mom about crushes and girly things again...<br /><br />6. I really, really hate it when my friends say things like 'she was a lesbian, until she realised how good sex was with a man' about people, because I know you're trying to convince me to go straight, and that's not how it works.<br /><br />7. I wish I was legitimitely kind, not just good at pretending.<br /><br />8. I really wish my body wasn't covered in scars... and I wasn't tempted to add to them all the time...<br /><br />I tag <a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a> and <a href="http://yuugaotenshi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yuugaotenshi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyuugaotenshi:" title="yuugaotenshi"/></a><br /><br />(also, I'm not exactly sure how facts can be aleatory...)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Nggrr...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jan 2008 10:11:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One very negative side to working at a drug store.... is that it is where everyone goes when they have a cold. Ugh... It seems no matter how much I abuse the Purell machine, I am still gonna end up with that bitch. Sneezing, coughing, aching, runny nose, ears popping, eyes watering, the works. Damn. Sarrin is not pleased.<br />
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<b>Clubs</b><br />
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                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Homophobia</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Dec 2007 15:15:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Copied from <a href="http://yuugaotenshi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yuugaotenshi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyuugaotenshi:" title="yuugaotenshi"/></a>'s Journal<br />
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Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are gay. Love is not defined by color, creed, preference, gender (or lack thereof) or anything else except your own mind. Feel free to add your own story to the end.<br />
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I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.<br />
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I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday<br />
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.<br />
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I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.<br />
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I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.<br />
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We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.<br />
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I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.<br />
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I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.<br />
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I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.<br />
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We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.<br />
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I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.<br />
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I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.<br />
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I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.<br />
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I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.<br />
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I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.<br />
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I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.<br />
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I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.<br />
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I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.<br />
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I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.<br />
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I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.<br />
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I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.<br />
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I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.<br />
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I am the girl who suffers in fear of disappointing her Catholic parents and the God she loves so much.<br />
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I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."<br />
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This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of violence. Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!<br />
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---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS.<br />
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---IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OC Meme tag?</title>
                <link>http://sarrin-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15768818/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Dec 2007 17:34:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I stoled it from Koji... because... I thought it was cute. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
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Also, I did it as SÃ¼nde... er.... earlier in the RP? so yeah...<br />
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Personal stuff<br />
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Full name: SÃ¼nde Schwarz<br />
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Prefers: SÃ¼nde<br />
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Does he have a nickname? Does Keilan count? <br />
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How old is he? uh, technically 5, physically 15, mentally.... older.<br />
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Is your OC a boy or girl? Boy.<br />
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What kind of character is it? Kinda crazy, very sweet, caring and more than a little antisocial....<br />
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Any particular race? Human? Psychic? Part Japanese, part German, part African American.... he's kinda a melting pot of races, take your pick...<br />
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Likes: Nen, James, This, loud music, being safe, warm clothes, food, cooking<br />
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Dislikes: Saoshi, Michael, Nalin, cold, pain, fear, his eyes.<br />
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Favorite color: Dark Green<br />
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Does he/she have a hidden talent? He... absorbs your memories through skin-to-skin contact... and he's a really awesome cook.<br />
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Family and Relationships: Father= Saoshi Makoto (hates him), Mother= Kira Schwarz (dead), Kinda-Father-Figure-Thing = James, Best Friend = This, Boyfriend = Nen, Alter Personality = Wrath. (And various other smaller relations...)<br />
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Does he/she have any siblings? No...<br />
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Does he/she know anyone they DON'T like? He doesn't like Nalin right now... outright loathes Saoshi, mixture of terrified and loathing for Michael...<br />
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Does he/she have any pets? Nope...<br />
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What is his/her sexual preference? Bisexual.<br />
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Does your character like flirting? No, he'd probably combust. XD<br />
<br />
Does he/she have a significant other(s)? Currently Nen. <br />
<br />
Has your OC developed any romantic relationships? Yup. He's with Nen now, will later be with Chaos.. and possibly Nen again...<br />
<br />
Has he/she committed themselves to marriage? Nope... <br />
<br />
Single? Nope.<br />
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Virgin? Nope.<br />
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Does he/she have offspring? Another nope.<br />
<br />
Does your OC have a family of any sort? Currently living, he has a father. <br />
<br />
Is your character out on his/her own? Not really, yet..... He's living with James and Nen.... and James can more than support them...<br />
<br />
Life and history<br />
<br />
Does he/she own a vehicle and what kind? A red motorcylce (beyond that I've yet to figure out... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />)<br />
<br />
Does he/she have a job? *snort* he's a model? XD<br />
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Does he/she have a place of their own or do they share? He lives with James and Nen.<br />
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How will he die? I... Don't know....<br />
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Give us a one-liner from him/her. "hey... I was protecting you, what kinds of lame would it be if I ended up needing protection? *chuckles a bit*" Or... something... Iunno... SÃ¼nde doesn't have the good lines.... (Wrath, on the other hand, has AWESOME lines.....)<br />
<br />
DRAMA? Oh god yes.... it's over-flowing...<br />
<br />
What was probably the best time in his/her life so far? When he had James run Nen around all day, while he set things up at the cabin, and then he and Nen had a romantic evening.... probably...<br />
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Is your character wanted for anything? If he or any of the people he killed 'existed' he'd be wanted for murder.... or if he didn't do it at the King's order.... and if the King knew he was alive he'd be wanted.... for escaping?<br />
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Weaknesses? He sucks when it comes to social skills.... he's also really small, so he can get over powered by larger people....he also has serious abandonment issues...<br />
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Strengths? Very strong, flexible and well trained in combat. He is also quite loyal to people he actually commits himself to, and rather stubborn<br />
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Embarrassing secrets? Embarrassing? .....not REALLY....<br />
<br />
Does your OC drink or smoke? Only sometimes... because Wrath smokes, and as such the adiction is in his body.<br />
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What's one (fun?) fact about him/her? He's really fond of chocolate, because that was the first thing Nen gave him. A chocolate bar.<br />
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Does your character have any phobias? Uh...not really, most of his fears are rational in some way...<br />
<br />
What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage? Hurt James or Nen? Mostly Nen... bring up his father? BE his father...?<br />
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Appearance<br />
<br />
What is his/her fashion sense? Kinda punk? he likes mostly baggy clothes, and lot's of coverage.... though, at home he tends to like tanks... and stuff... <br />
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Your character's favorite outfit would be? Uh... sleeveless hoody, armband-detatched sleaves-things.... jeans, with a little band around one leg.... as well as random jewel... ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Tagged again!</title>
                <link>http://sarrin-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15686563/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 21:39:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Must answer all questions.<br />
2. Be honest.<br />
3. Tag 6 other people.<br />
<br />
NAME: Sarrin (and that's all you get)<br />
<br />
BIRTHDAY: Sept 13<br />
<br />
BIRTHPLACE: omit<br />
<br />
CURRENT LOCATION: Western Canada<br />
<br />
EYE COLOUR: Green/Yellow/Brown<br />
<br />
HAIR COLOUR: Currently dark red, naturally blonde<br />
<br />
HEIGHT: 'bout 5'3"<br />
<br />
L/R HANDED: Right.<br />
<br />
THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: my.... runners? *has runners, boots and work shoes, doesn't know the brands*<br />
<br />
YOUR WEAKNESS: Uh... people? I'm... a pushover? I think..?<br />
<br />
YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Panago crust... ground beef topping, a slightly spicy sauce... um...not too greasy cheese? I guess...<br />
<br />
GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: ....lose weight?<br />
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YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: "XD"<br />
<br />
YOUR BEDTIME: when I fall asleep?<br />
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YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: I miss.... when I wasn't all... jaded and untrusting.... like when things were new and shiny and I still could believe stuff...<br />
<br />
PEPSI OR COKE: Coca cola.<br />
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McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: McDonalds<br />
<br />
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: si..ngle..?<br />
<br />
LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Lipton because they make raspberry white iced tea.... mmmm...<br />
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CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: chocolate...<br />
<br />
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Cappuccino...<br />
<br />
DO YOU SMOKE: Nope<br />
<br />
DO YOU SWEAR: like a sailor.<br />
<br />
DO YOU SING: not exactly -well-, but yes.<br />
<br />
DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: Usually?<br />
<br />
HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: Hee, yes<br />
<br />
DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: yes...  yes I do...<br />
<br />
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: er... maybe?<br />
<br />
DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: ah...hah...haha...<br />
<br />
DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: ~_~ unfortunately...<br />
<br />
ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: not really, no...<br />
<br />
DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Sometimes? I don't like the idea of them frying Teo.....<br />
<br />
DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: *snorts* I fail at instruments... so hard...<br />
<br />
In the past month have you<br />
<br />
1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: Nope.<br />
2. SMOKED: Nope.<br />
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: prescription!<br />
4. GONE TO A MALL: Yup.<br />
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: Nope.<br />
6. EATEN SUSHI: I think so, yes..<br />
7. BEEN ON STAGE: Nope.<br />
8. BEEN DUMPED: Nope.<br />
<br />
DO YOU WORK: ~_~ yup.<br />
<br />
IN A BOY/GIRL:<br />
FAVORITE EYE COLOUR: Kinda... green? It's not that huge... but I do like green eyes...<br />
FAVORITE HAIR COLOUR: Dark brown or bright red.... <br />
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: It depends, really....<br />
WEIGHT: Healthy? (I believe in hips, not hip bones....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />)<br />
BEST CLOTHING STYLE: Uh... normal..? ish?<br />
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<br />
NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: hah... hahaha no idea.<br />
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: uh... eight if you count the ones that've healed in... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: None....yet.<br />
THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: uh? wow, that's a novel-worthy question.. uh... skipping....<br />
<br />
TAG SIX PEOPLE:<br />
<br />
<a href="http://yuugaotenshi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yuugaotenshi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyuugaotenshi:" title="yuugaotenshi"/></a><br />
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and... anyone else who reads this? heh...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Birthday?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Nov 2007 15:54:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Pick your birth month.<br />
? Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.<br />
? Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.<br />
? Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months<br />
? Tag 3 people one person from your friends list.<br />
<br />
<br />
SEPTEMBER:<br />
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. -Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.- Stubborn. <b>Quiet but able to talk well.</b> Calm and cool. <b>Kind and sympathetic.</b> Concerned and detailed. <b>Loyal but not always honest.</b> Does work well. -Very confident.- Sensitive. <b>Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable.</b> Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. -Able to motivate oneself.- Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. <b>Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships.</b> Systematic.<br />
(aparently strike doesn't work... or I don't know how.. so I just put '-&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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<br />
And I taaaggg.... uh... <br />
<a href="http://yuugaotenshi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yuugaotenshi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyuugaotenshi:" title="yuugaotenshi"/></a>  <br />
<a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a><br />
annnd... whoever else wants to play!<br />
<br />
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===========================================<br />
MONTHS<br />
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<br />
JANUARY:<br />
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.<br />
<br />
FEBRUARY:<br />
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.<br />
<br />
MARCH:<br />
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.<br />
<br />
APRIL:<br />
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.<br />
<br />
MAY:<br />
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention.Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled.Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing.Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.<br />
<br />
JUNE:<br />
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.... ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Uhh... Stuff?</title>
                <link>http://sarrin-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15527434/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Nov 2007 22:41:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ first off, Amy sent me this... and I stole it and did one myself, but I didn't wanna put it on DA 'cause it's kinda huge...<br />
<br />
<a href="http://users.livejournal.com/_sephet_/6870.html#cutid1">[link]</a><br />
<br />
second.... Iunno, I think this was totally to show that shit off. (also, pay no mind to the emo ramblins of the rest of that journal...it's like... wicked old. and really freakin emo... that's where I put the stuff that's too emo for here... or just plain random....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Boy or Girl</title>
                <link>http://sarrin-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15330350/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 11:54:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Your Boy Side<br />
[x] You love hoodies<br />
[x] You love jeans.<br />
[x] Dogs are better than cats.<br />
[X] It's hilarious when people get hurt.<br />
[X] You've played with/against boys on a team.<br />
[ ] Shopping is torture.<br />
[ ] Sad movies suck.<br />
[ ] You own an X-Box.<br />
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.<br />
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.<br />
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.<br />
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.<br />
[ ] You watch sports on TV.<br />
[X] Gory movies are cool.<br />
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.<br />
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.<br />
[ ] You like going to football games.<br />
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.<br />
[X] Baggy pants are cool to wear.<br />
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.<br />
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.<br />
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.<br />
[X] Sports are fun. (to play, not to watch...)<br />
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.<br />
[ ] Wear boxers.<br />
<br />
Total = 13 points<br />
<br />
Your Girl Side<br />
[x] You wear lip gloss.<br />
[ ] You love to shop.<br />
[x] You wear eyeliner.<br />
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.<br />
[x] You wear the color pink.<br />
[x] Go to your mom for advice.<br />
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.<br />
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.<br />
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.<br />
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.<br />
[x] You like wearing jewelry. (Necklaces only... and wrings if I wear them long enough not to get annoyed)<br />
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.<br />
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.<br />
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.<br />
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.<br />
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.<br />
[x] You smile a lot more than you should. <br />
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.<br />
[x] You care about what you look like.<br />
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.<br />
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. <br />
[x] You wear girl underwear.<br />
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (>.> but I really wanted transformers...)<br />
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.<br />
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.<br />
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Total = 14<br />
<br />
Pretty damn close XDXDXDXD I stand by my 'somewhere in between'.<br />
<br />
I tag....<br />
<br />
<a href="http://yuugaotenshi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yuugaotenshi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyuugaotenshi:" title="yuugaotenshi"/></a><br />
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and... anyone else who feels like it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Hmmmmmmmmmm....</title>
                <link>http://sarrin-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15283996/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Oct 2007 08:15:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I dunno if it'll be here soon or not... but... I figure... I'll be doin' a Kiriban for my 1000th pageview. Figured I'd post this now... 'cause I'm all excited about gettin' 700. Anyway. Get a screen shot of it and whatnot and I'll do my best to draw you whatever you want (nothing too intricate... I'm made of lame, I won't be able to do it, I'm sorry...)<br />
<br />
But yeah. Kiriban... holy crap, right? Who thought I'd ever get that far?<br />
<br />
(Also, it seems my body thought that recovering from surgery wasn't enough to keep me busy right now... I appears as if I've got strep throat... or.... some other painful puss-filled bumpy throat infection. Which is totally what I need right now. TOTALLY.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>TAG! You're it!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:19:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Do you like a hated character?<br />
Yes? ...kinda? Ish? I mean... it depends? <br />
<br />
2. Do you love yaoi?<br />
Sure? Yes?<br />
<br />
3. Do you love Yuri?<br />
Mostly? <br />
<br />
4. Do you love Het?<br />
Yes? *confused* I like anything done right. this applies to all three. if it's written retarded, I don't much care for it.<br />
<br />
5. Do you feel mad about the bashing that your favourite hated character gets?<br />
Yes. The Sakura (naruto) bashing gets kinda stupid... like... holy crap... you don't make sense anymore... stupid.<br />
<br />
5. Do you think (insert couple here) fangirls that bash your character give other<br />
Yes, clearly (@.@;; )<br />
<br />
6. Do you write fan manga?<br />
Err.... does... planning it out.. .then drawing a panel and quitting count?<br />
<br />
7. What do you think of OCs?<br />
If they're done right, they can be lots of fun. If they're retarded then they need to be sporked (which can also be lots of fun.)<br />
<br />
8. Do you have an OC?<br />
At least one per fandom, I'd say... and a few originals from my own... (Someday, when I have a famous novel *lame-o dreamer mode* I want to find fanfics filled with Mary-sues makin' it with my characters... that is when I'll know I've hit the big time~)<br />
<br />
9. What fandom is the OC from?<br />
As stated... what fandom ISN'T the OC from?<br />
<br />
10. What do you think of 4kids?<br />
I... *sigh* I really hope that someday, someone takes over that company who knows what their doing.. because... right now... as it is... this is ridiculous....<br />
<br />
11. What is your favourite genre of anime?<br />
Well now... that's a good question... I suppose... for anime? Shonen... most of the time... I like my action and stuff moving...<br />
<br />
12. What is your least favourite genre or anime?<br />
I don't really have a least favourite GENRE... I have shows I don't like... but really... I can't say for sure which I didn't like...<br />
<br />
13. What is your favourite genre of manga?<br />
Shoujo~ I like my fluff still. (that isn't to say that I don't watch shoujo anime or read Shonen manga... I assure you, I do plenty, this is just a preference...)<br />
<br />
14. What is your least favourite genre of manga?<br />
same answer as 12... <br />
<br />
15. Who are your favourite characters?<br />
Ohhhh, wow... seriously? Mello, Matt, Duo, Wu Fei, Killua, Nuriko, Edward, Ran Fan, Hawkeye, CLAMP School Detectives (all three), Hakkai, Haruno Sakura, Gaara, Lyserg, Atoli, Pi, Haseo, Blackrose, Subaru, Fuu, Katsuya Jounouchi, Malik Ishtar (both), Ryou Bakura (also both).... and the list goes on... and on, and on...<br />
<br />
16. Who are your least favourite characters?<br />
NAKAGOOO!!! *stabbity* also, Sakaki... *twitch* Sakura (wei&#223<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />, Takada, <br />
<br />
17.Do you draw anime/manga?<br />
Hell, that's almost all I draw...<br />
<br />
18. Do you draw fanart?<br />
Err... when I manage (actually I draw it a lot... it's just rarely presentable...)<br />
<br />
19. Besides anime/manga do you like other aspects of Japan (food, video games)?<br />
Yes... I find their culture interesting, I like the Japanese language (except Kanji... damn you Kanji *shakes fist* why are you so difficult?) I like... some of their food (I haven't tried it all.. and I'm not too fond of some of it... but I like sushi... for the most part... and tempura... and various other things...) I like.... a lot of their fashion? yeaahh...<br />
<br />
20.What is your favourite Japanese food?<br />
Tekka Maki!!<br />
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21.Do you collect anime/manga stuff (DVDs, Manga books, Figures, Plushies etc)?<br />
aha...ahahaha... so many boxes... sooooo many boxes... <br />
<br />
22. What are your favourite pairings?<br />
Ahaha.... Brad/Schu, Matt/Mello/Matt, Marik/Bakura (yamis), Seto/Kisara, Ren/Kyouko, Ferio/Fuu, Syaoron/Sakura, Kuro/Fai, Sasuke/Sakura, Hotohori/Nuriko, Haseo/Atoli, Yamato/Sora.. and... many, many more (it depends on which series I'm obsessing about at the time...)<br />
<br />
23. What are your least favourite pairings?<br />
Taichi/Sora. I don't know, don't... bug me with questions... I just really hate that couple...<br />
<br />
24. Do you like to draw couples?<br />
Sure! When I can properly fit two characters into a page *has some trouble with that*<br />
<br />
25. Do you have any offspring OCs (OCs born to either a CharacterxOC paring or a CharacterxCharacter pairing)?<br />
Since I played Kura can I count Suma, Destiny and Chaos (at least I can count Destiny, right? she was mine...), there would also be Sunde.... if he counts... he was KINDA Baku's son... adopted... because he was with Kira... but... now I've gotten myself confused... err....Surya... was Marik's... um... Gota... WAY back in the day... wow... DBZ style... umm... yeah... I can't remember anymore...<br />
<br />
26. Do you have any OC... ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>STOP ADDING ME TO THINGS!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Oct 2007 23:52:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ CAPSLOCK OF RAGE!<br />
<br />
I DO NOT WANT YOU ADDING ME TO YOUR FACEBOOK, OR YOUR WAYNE, OR YOUR WHATEVER THE SHIT YOU ARE A PART OF, YOU FUCKED ME UP IN THE HEAD AND ABANDONNED ME AND THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS HAVE THE DECENCY TO <b>STOP FUCKING ADDING ME TO THINGS!!!!!!</b><br />
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This ends Sarrin's capslock of rage... this is probably not directed to you as you, reading this, are probably not the people that fill me with a vengeful hatred. <br />
<br />
Even so, I am really sick of getting email's saying 'so-and-so has invited you to join Facebook!' 'what's-her-face has added you on WAYNE!!!' and fuck, I don't even USE those accounts... I probably made it once upon a time when I was bored... and now people I hate are adding me... it's really... annoying..<br />
<br />
It's probably that my email's still on their lists... but still... leave me the fuck alone... I don't want to look at your name anymore... stop sending me stuff.<br />
<br />
Or, if you REALLY wanna send me something... DON'T send me useless invites and crap... seriously... it's REALLY fuckin' annoying!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>I'm A Horrible Person</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 12:01:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Smoked. [x]<br />
2. Consumed alcohol. [x]<br />
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. []<br />
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]<br />
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [x]<br />
6. Had sex. [x]<br />
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]<br />
8. Watched porn. [x]<br />
9. Bought porn. []<br />
10. Done drugs. [x]<br />
TOTAL: 8<br />
<br />
1. Taken painkillers. [x]<br />
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [x]<br />
3. Lied to your parents. [x]<br />
4. Lied to a friend. [x]<br />
5. Been to rehab. [ ]<br />
6. Done something illegal. [x]<br />
7. Cut yourself. [x]<br />
8. Hurt someone. [x]<br />
9. Been to a club. []<br />
10. Seen someone die.[ ]<br />
TOTAL: 7<br />
<br />
1. Missed curfew. [x]<br />
2. Stayed out all night. [x]<br />
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x]<br />
4. Been to a therapist. [x]<br />
5. Snuck out of the house. [x]<br />
6. Dyed your hair. [x]<br />
7. Received a ticket. []<br />
8. Been in an accident. []<br />
9. Wished someone to die. [x]<br />
10. Been to a bar. []<br />
TOTAL: 7<br />
<br />
1. Been to a wild party. [x]<br />
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [ ]<br />
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. []<br />
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [ ]<br />
5. Sniffed anything. []<br />
6. Wore black nail polish. [x]<br />
7. Wore arm bands. [x]<br />
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [x]<br />
9. Listened to rap. [x]<br />
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. []<br />
TOTAL: 5<br />
<br />
1. Dressed Gothic. [x]<br />
2. Dressed prep.[x]<br />
3. Dressed punk. [x]<br />
4. Dressed grunge. []<br />
5. Stole something. [x]<br />
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [x]<br />
7. Blacked out. [x]<br />
8. Fainted. [x]<br />
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [x]<br />
TOTAL: 8<br />
<br />
1. Snuck into someone else's room. [x]<br />
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]<br />
3. Been to a concert. [x]<br />
4. Dry-humped someone. [x]<br />
5. Been called a slut. [x]<br />
6. Called someone a slut. [x]<br />
7. Installed speakers in your car.[ ]<br />
8. Broken a mirror. [x]<br />
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. [ ]<br />
10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush. [ ]<br />
TOTAL: 7<br />
<br />
1. Consider/Considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. []<br />
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x]<br />
3. Cruised the mall. [x]<br />
4. Skipped school. [x]<br />
5. Had surgery. []<br />
6. Had an injury. [x]<br />
7. Gone to court. []<br />
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. []<br />
9. Caught something on fire. [x]<br />
10. Lied about your age. [x]<br />
TOTAL: 6<br />
<br />
1. Owned/rented an apartment.[ ]<br />
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. []<br />
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. []<br />
4. Got in trouble with the police. []<br />
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]<br />
6. Hugged a stranger. [x]<br />
7. Kissed a stranger. []<br />
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. [x]<br />
9. Been harassed. [x]<br />
10. Been verbally harassed. [x]<br />
TOTAL: 5<br />
<br />
1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [x]<br />
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]<br />
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [x]<br />
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]<br />
5. Been to a fair. [x]<br />
6. Been called a bad influence. [x]<br />
7. Drink and drive. []<br />
8. Prank-called someone. [x]<br />
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. []<br />
10. Cheated on a test. [x]<br />
TOTAL: 8<br />
<br />
TOTAL: 61<br />
<br />
-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]<br />
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]<br />
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]<br />
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]<br />
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]<br />
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]<br />
<br />
- Tag 4 people<br />
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- <a href="http://skittlesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skittlesfairy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconskittlesfairy:" title="skittlesfairy"/></a><br />
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and... uh... anyone else? who wants too? uh?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Animethon 14</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:31:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay... so. AWSOME!!! Yes. I had so much fun. I lost my camera though, so that sucks (it was disposable, so it's just the fact that I lost the pictures that sucks... I'll deal though...)<br />
<br />
I'm kinda burnt out from it right now... so I can't really think of anything to write.. but I'm doing it again this weekend in Vancouver... so... WHEEEEE~!!!<br />
<br />
TWO MORE DAYS AMY!!! TWO MORE DAYS!! *is probably more excited about going to BC than anything else right now* <br />
<br />
Anyways... my brain isn't actually working... so this entry is pretty freakin' lame... but... whee?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Stollen From Skittles</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Aug 2007 02:13:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (Saw it in your journal and stole it! Hope you don't mind!!)<br />
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"One True Pairing" Ship: Mello/Matt (Matt/Mello) (Death Note)<br />
<br />
"One True Threesome" Ship: Hikaru/Kaoru/Haruhi (Host Club)<br />
<br />
"One True Foursome" Ship: Jet/Zuko/Katara/Jin (not necessarily in that order) (Avatar)<br />
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"Canon" Ship: Ryouki/Hatsumi (Hot Gimmick)<br />
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"Not quite canon but should be" ship: Tsume/Toboe (Wolf's Rain) (ALMOST!!)<br />
<br />
"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork"-ship: Shou/Kyouko (Skip Beat) (Seriously, if she stops hating him, I will weep. I want her to end up with Ren so bad.)<br />
<br />
"You are one sick bastard" ship: Iroh/Katara (Avatar) (He's so.. old...and she's so... not... @.@ why does it exist?)<br />
<br />
"I'm one sick bastard" ship: Suoh/Nokoru (CLAMP School Detectives)<br />
<br />
"I dabble a little" 'Ship: Light/L (L/Light) (Death Note)<br />
<br />
"It's like a car crash" 'Ship: Tamahome/Miaka (Fushigi Yuugi) (Mostly 'cause it's so sparkly... can't... stop... looking...)<br />
<br />
"Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet" 'Ship: Gevanni/Near (Death Note)<br />
<br />
"Makes no canon sense but why the hell not" 'Ship: Senri/Husky (+Anima) (XDXD Don't Ask.)<br />
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"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" 'Ship: Mustang/Ed (Full Metal Alchemist)<br />
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"When all is said and done" 'Ship: Hotohori/Nuriko (Fushigi Yuugi)<br />
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"Guilty Pleasure" ship: Yami Malik/Yami Bakura (Yu-Gi-Oh!)<br />
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"I can't believe I read it and liked it" ship: Yami Bakura/Yami Yuugi (Yu-Gi-Oh)<br />
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Favorite "Older/Younger" ship: Numair/Daine (Immortals Quartet)<br />
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"My first, I could never abandon you" ship: Yamato/Sora (Digimon)<br />
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Favorite Devotionship: Mello/Matt (Matt/Mello) (Death Note) (<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Eh heh..)<br />
<br />
Favorite Never-met ship: I... don't know...<br />
<br />
Favorite Abuseship: Hao/Lyserg (Shaman King)<br />
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Favorite Rapeship: Envy/Ed (Full Metal Alchemist)<br />
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Favorite "Awwww Genki!" ship: Fakir/Duck (Princess Tutu)<br />
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Favorite Pervyship: Swordfish/Sen (Under Grand Hotel) (XDXDXDXD)<br />
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Favorite Dominance!Battle ship: Crawford/Schuldig (Wei&#223<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
<br />
Six Ships I Love<br />
<br />
1) Mello/Matt (Matt/Mello) (Death Note)<br />
2) Yamato/Sora (Digimon)<br />
3) Zuko/Katara (Avatar)<br />
4) Sasuke/Sakura (Naruto)<br />
5) Sirius/Remus (Harry Potter)<br />
6) Fakir/Duck (Princess Tutu)<br />
<br />
Three Ships I Liked, But Don't Anymore<br />
<br />
7) Taichi/Sora (Digimon) (*currently hates it*)<br />
8) Gold/Kaguya (Planet Ladder) (Baaaaaaack in the day...)<br />
9) Aya/Ken (Wei&#223<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
<br />
Three Ships I Don't Like<br />
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10) Naruto/Sakura (Naruto)<br />
11) Mello/Near (Death Note) <br />
12) Hotohori/Houki (Fushigi Yuugi)<br />
<br />
<br />
Two Ships I Am Curious About, But Don't Actually Ship<br />
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13) Remus/Tonks (Harry Potter) (I don't actually follow it... Just read it in the book...)<br />
14) Kiba/Hinata (Naruto)<br />
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1.) Why do you dislike #11 so much? (Mello/Near)<br />
It's not so much hate as... well... I can see them as friends... and maybe Near with a crush.... but any farther than that... I unno... it's just weird...<br />
<br />
2.) Who is someone you know that ships #13 (Remus/Tonks)<br />
No one...<br />
<br />
3.) What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3 (even if the show isn't on the air anymore)? XD Maybe they should be locked in a cave again?<br />
<br />
4.) Which is your favorite episode for #1? Try to pick just one. (Mello/Matt (Matt/Mello)) <br />
Probably Episode 35... even though it makes me cry... but I think it's the only one with both of them in it... speaking...<br />
<br />
5.) How long have you been following couple #6? (Fakir/Duck)<br />
Um... a couple... years... ish?<br />
<br />
6.) What's the story with #8? What made you stop liking them/caring? (Gold/Kaguya)<br />
Well... he was a robot... made... based off her brother... occasionally channelling her brother... I think... man.. I need to read that series again... either way... I kinda lost interest in them...<br />
<br />
7.) Which ship do you prefer - #2 or #4? (Yamato/Sora or Sasuke/Sakura)<br />
Yamato/Sora. End of story.<br />
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8.) You have the power to make one ship non-existent. Choose from #10 or #12. (Naruto/Sakura or Hotohori/Houki)<br />
12! 12! Make Houki dead! So Hotohori can be with Nuriko!! XD<br />
<br />
9.) What interests you about #14? (Kiba/Hinata)<br />
Iunno.. it's cute... and... stuff... I guess? <br />
<br />
10.) When did you stop liking #7? (Taichi/Sora)<br... ]]></description>
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                <title>*weeps emo tears*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jul 2007 01:58:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate Saskatchewan. I apologise to the people who live there who are not full of suck... but I have not met you, and so I weep. I hate going there, I hate interacting with people. Grr.... I am antisocial and totally fucking different from everyone in my mother's family. this makes me a freak. yes it does. gnrrr... mind, it would help if the place I was going had more than dial-up internet... and... you know.. their computer wasn't frequently over-run with viruses. *weeps more* <br />
<br />
on the plus side, because it is full of lame in saskatchewan, especially if you are me, I will probably draw a lot... because I don't have much to do elsewise... whee.<br />
<br />
Oh, but fuck... there are so many BUGS... WRRRYYYYY<br />
<br />
*gags* and I have to go there in the back seat... which wouldn't be such a big deal if I didn't get carsick...<br />
<br />
I hope a tornado doesn't eat my house while I'm gone... I think I'd be devistated... <br />
<br />
nerrrggg...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Hmmm...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 23:36:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is it normal to look through facebook... and compile a hitlist... ?<br />
<br />
I didn't think so...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Whee..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 May 2007 10:44:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm sitting in the school 'library' shaking like crazy, trying not to start hyperventilating because I have an essay in an hour and I'd really like to be of keen senses for it. Now was really not a good time to have a full force fuck-over, I don't think I'd be allowed to do grade 12 again... even if it probably would be a good idea. But whatever. Honestly, I'm just getting sick of making friends with people who find great joy in causing the people around them pain. Seriously. How many times is this going to happen? I'm beginning to think I really am cursed. This just keeps fucking happening. People who don't actually care about me, people who take my trust and blow it up in my face. And YES this is melodramatic and emo and probably a HUGE attention grab, I don't care. I feel like I'm going to fucking explode. I want to curl up and cry on people but I can't. The instant people are around it's like it's impossible for me to be serious... which makes me look worse and I just get more paranoid. I wish I could cry infront of people, or when people were around. But I just stop, people are there, people are near...I stop. I laugh and grin and bitch about inconsiquential things, because I'm afraid that if I start... if I actually let it all out... I'll scare someone. Because when I say I'm fucked up, people think I'm just saying for attention... but... I am. there's so much in my head that just... scares ME. When I get as mad as I did, or as scared as I am... these are big emotions. they're confusing and insane and ready and willing to eat me whole. And they build up, and build up, and grow... and I swallow them down and seal them up with laughter, and complaining about little things that don't matter... because little things are normal and fun and no one will hate me from this. But the fact that I'm so scared right now that I have to grab onto someone and cling for dear life because I feel like if I don't I'm gonna be alone again, and that's so fucking scary right now. I'm annoying and I'm weird and I'm probably pushing more people away like this than keeping anyone close... but I don't know how to make it stop. I don't know how to make this much emotion feel normal. I don't even know how I'm supposed to be normal when everything seems to have come together to make sure that normal emotions are either dangerous or wrong. I'm scared. And I'm angry. And I don't know how to be.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Death Note</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Apr 2007 22:49:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Such a cop-out.. I'm so disapointed... by Takada?  fucking gave up! stupid fucking *is very disapointed in the end of Death Note... and chapter 99* and... fuck off.. I know it took me forever to finish... I just... didn't want to... *sigh* (the sad thing is it's true...)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Hmmmmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jan 2007 23:01:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am... happy? Like.. seriously honest to god happy... like not... 'omg that's hillarious I will laugh for hours' happy... like...deep down, in control, happy. I haven't felt like this since... oh... I can't even remember anymore... it's kinda scary, I feel like it might be pulled out from under me any minute... but at the same time I love the feeling... I want to dance and run and sing for the joy that is simply that I am happy! I mean, it's not a deranged happy, it's not an absence of everything else.. but it's like... whoever it is who's been systematically squeesing my heart decided to let go, and just is letting me be happy, no strings attatched. Oh god, I've forgotten what it's like to feel happy for no reason at all... oh it's magnificent... so very magnificent... *sighs* *dances*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Auughhh</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:21:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Great.. So, I saw a commercial today for the movie Blood and Chocolate... and I was so hyped about it... I mean... that was like... my absolute favorite book in Jr. High. Buuuuuuuut I ended up doing some research and they totally fucked with it. Totally. I know I don't remember everything, so I've probably gotten some of my facts twisted, but in the book, it was like... the ultimate Taboo to kill a human, you super-ultra never do it. there are major consiquenses. But aparently in the movie it's a group activity. they all get together and attack someone... and aparently Rafe is Vivian's cousin... that I don't remember... guess he won't be giving her his heart then, huh? *sob* that was my favorite line. And I'm guessing Aiden doesn't turn out to be such a major prick in the movie.... augh... and aparently Vivian's mom's long dead... whaaaaaaat? So aparently they aren't the Alpha male and female of the pack anymore... And APARENTLY Gabriel's a scary scary bitch who likes to kill people left right and centre... >.> I seriously don't remember this... I know he hit on her a lot... but I don't remember him being terrifying... I need to re-read this... but it's really getting me disapointed... I don't WANT it to suck... I mean... It was such a good book... such a very, very good book...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>One Year.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jan 2007 19:27:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow.... *blank stare* mmm... sarrin's all dark and twisty...  *smashes head into desk repeatedly*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>I Am So Very Fucked Up Inside</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 22:07:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It doesn't make any sense, does it? You know... I totally thought I was over everything... like I had worked it out in my head, like I had learned to be happy again... but then I got to school again, I interact with people, and I go to new places and I get the fuck out of my basement, and I thought that's what I wanted, I mean, I'm making new friends and I'm happy... and all I can think of is 'how's this one going to end?'... I don't get myself... I'm so fucked up right now, I'm terrified of any kind of commitment... things get closer I get more scared because it means I have to open up more of myself to them... I have to care more about them... they get to know who I am, how I work, and essentially, how to fuck with me... and I am so fucking scared it's not even funny... because EVERYONE says they won't hurt you... Amanda said she wouldn't hurt me... Amanda made me happy the first few months I knew her... I was happy for a while... but you block that stuff out, you know? You turn off the happy memories because they hurt more than the sad ones... lying together watching House hurts more than sobbing by the phone with my face swollen out of place from surgery... I force away names... I call them 'it' 'her' 'whore' 'thing' just to deny that they exist, that there was anything good, because good things make it hurt more... and I realise now that I didn't move on, I didn't deal with it... I just ignored the good... I accepted the hate because she made it so easy for me to hate her... because hating her hurt less... and I still hate her... and I will never love her again... I will never like her again... I will always hate her... and it hurts because I did love her... and she used me. I valued that picture because she never did anything affectionate or loving unless I asked for something or it was a special occasion... she would hug me sometimes... but she would always say things like how I wasn't very pretty, or was never really sexy or she never really found me hot.... but then again everyone but my mom and Amy said that... so, what difference does it make... I should've quit when it started to hurt... but then I'd be alone... and that's something that scares me more than anything else... or it did... I was so scared... everyone was going to leave me... everything hurt... and she used me. Because I was weak, she used me to get everything I could give, and when she was bored, she dropped me. She didn't even break up with me, she just... dropped me. She stopped talking to me, would act like I didn't exist... and so did everyone else... I wasn't their friend anymore.. and I was alone... and now.. I am so fucked up... so TERIFIED of it happening again that I have attacks when I start getting close to people... I desperately want close friends, but I too scared to have them... I want to be happy but I'm all screwed up inside. I hate her, because she doesn't care that she did this to me. And I hate myself because I let it happen...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>So...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Oct 2006 22:29:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well... random huge amounts of pain in my abdomine is not fun, no sirry... not fun at all... like... shit... I'd say it was stomach pain, but I'm pretty sure it's not in the stomach, it's in the... something else... it's on the wrong side to be the stomach... and it's too low... and it's in the front so it's not the kidneys... and I'm pretty sure it's not my liver (I haven't DONE anything to it yet... it's not allowed to quit on my now that I'm legal... fucking innards... all out to get me.) so.... I'd go see my doctor about it... but I'm pretty sure he just thinks I'm a hypocondriac (is that even the word? I'm too lazy to go look it up right now... shit... it hurts though...<br />
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On a completely unrelated note, I miss kinky sex slave RPs... I love playing the involuntary uke... but half the time I find myself RPing with a bunch of dumb fucks... or seme... and as a side note, I am a very uke person, the ukes around me, they seme in close proximately... and yes that's spelt wrong... fuck... I feel so sick today... so sick. I want a good RP where I can play an unwilling uke... and maybe somebody crazy... I miss RPing... I miss adult RPing... I am such a pervert... I don't think I've turned my brain on today... wa...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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                <title>Jin!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:12:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay... I've become such a little Jin fangirl... I seriously hope she comes back in Avatar. I love her, she's so cute! (Oh no, what will become of my Zutara love? I am teh torn! .....trigomy?)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*sarrin-chan</author>
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