http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:scabbed-angel-16&section=today deviantART RSS for by:scabbed-angel-16 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 29 Dec 2009 19:17:54 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/29255407/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/29255407/ Mon, 28 Dec 2009 11:26:37 PST A shitload of candy

Inglorious Basterds on BluRay

Fight Club on BluRay

and approximately $160, about $80 of which I spent on:


Bionic Commando for PS3

Assassin's Creed for PS3

a Voyager class Starscream figure from the Transformers Animated line

And this big model of the Starship Enterprise from the recent Star Trek movie.


A LOT more than I was expecting

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/29189931/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/29189931/ Fri, 25 Dec 2009 11:06:51 PST As has been said over 9000 times already.

All I got so far is $20 and a pair of boots (just plain work boots, but that's fine because I needed some anyway ) but I have the sneaking suspicion that my mom got me the 10th Anniversary Fight Club Blu-ray (considering that's the only thing I asked for lol)

So yeah, merry Christmas or Yule or Kwanza or Hanukkah or Kanishmas or Saturnalia or whatever you celebrate. XD




In other news, been on a drought of inspiration for a while, don't expect much art from me.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/29007431/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/29007431/ Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:04:05 PST 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Tag at least 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.


1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY
The Best Safety Lies In Fear

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Black Betty

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Survivalism

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Gun Song (Headscan Mix)

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Zwitter

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Welcome To Destruction

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Never Wanted To Dance (Combichrist - Electro Hurtz Mix)

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Android (Combichrist mix)

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Twisted Transistor

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Dare To Be Stupid

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Human

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Half Asleep

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Smells Like Nirvana

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Coward

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Technologic Age

16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eclipse

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Livin' In The Fridge

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Wish

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Prom

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Straight To Video (Assemblage 23 Mix)

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
The Voices of the Dead

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Chosen

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
The Day The World Went Away

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
One Second Ghost (Sore Thumbs Mix by Stochastic Theory)

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Embryodead

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Overkill (Death for the Masses)

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Can't Change The Beat (Designer Drugs Remix)

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Mark David Chapman

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Los

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS JOURNAL AS?
Grind


Wow... Like, half of that was creepily accurate o.o

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/28959686/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/28959686/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 11:33:13 PST

Something's wrong with me, I just know it.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/28822297/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/28822297/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 09:59:44 PST Xak-kun

Holy shit. 394 deviations and 267 messages. Wow...

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27915491/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27915491/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 23:39:27 PDT Xak-kun

Have a nice day c:

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27914245/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27914245/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 21:22:12 PDT ripped from =FizTheAncient's journal.

Rules
1) Pick one of your FCs/OCs
2) Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your FC/OC
3) Tag 3 people at the end of the quiz

1.) What's your name?
Xak Bradleh.

2.) Do you know why you were named that?
It was gonna be Kain but my grandmother threw a hissy fit because Cain killed Abel in the bible.
[IRL REASON IS I LACK ORIGINALITY LOL]

3.) Are you single or taken?
Taken c:

4) Have any abilities or powers?
Not personally but I can channel the power of one of the gods of the gods through myself if that counts.

5.) Stop being a Mary-sue.
NEVAR.

6.) Uh...if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
If I could use the spork, yeah.

7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
My sister's the only one I talk to any more.

8.) Oh? How about pets?
I'm too busy saving this reality from being torn apart by an evil uber-god to do take care of pets. But if I could, I'd have a snake. or a cat. or a gerbil. Or a ferret. I don't know which.

9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like.
Country music.

10.) Something that you do like?
Transformers, the feeling of having the energy of a being stronger than a god flowing through my veins, and Dr Pepper.

11) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Drawing, playing video games, watching anime, shooting at bad guys, stuff like that.

12.)Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Oh yes. SO MUCH HURT! But they deserved it... in my opinion.

13.)Ever...killed anyone before?
Not yet, but I have the strange feeling that I will soon...

14.)What kind of animal are you?
Human, I guess?

15.)Name your worst habits.
muttering to myself, getting excited/depressed over little things while being apathetic about big things, chewing on the inside of my mouth, using telekinesis for every little thing.

16.)Do you look up to anyone at all?
Trent Reznor, Jhonen Vasquez.

17.)Gay, straight, or bi?
Gay.

18.)Do you go to school?
Not any more.

19.) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
I dunno...

20.)Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Not that I know of...

21.)What are you most afraid of?
Losing everyone I love and being forgotten.

22.)What colour is your hair?
Violet, with a red streak in it.

23.) Eyes?
A copper-y brown.

24.) What do you usually wear?
My collar and pentacle necklace, a black band shirt, something on my arms/wrists, knee-high boots, black faded jeans (usually with straps). Oh, and underwear.

25.)What's your religion?
I was agnostic, but I've personally met the gods of several religions, so I guess that makes me... polytheistic? But I don't follow/worship any of them, so I guess that makes me still agnostic.

26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
Kinda.

27.) Well, it's still not over.
Damn you.

28.) Anyways, where do you live?
Tennessee, in the outskirts of Knoxville.

29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
Middle class, I guess.

30.) How many friends do you have?
A few.

31.) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
I'd make myself more courageous, less indecisive, and less lazy.

33.) What is your thoughts on pie?
I like it. Especially pumpkin.

34.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
I dunno, probably a BK quad stacker. I guess it really just depends on my mood.

35.) Favourite drink?
Dr Pepper for the win.

36.) What is your favourite place?
My room, this clearing in the woods right outside, the empty white place in my subconscious. It really depends on my mood.

37.) Least favourite?
I don't really know. I guess anywhere I'm unfamiliar with.

38.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Yeah.

39.) Well, it's over.
Hooray!

40.) Tag 3 people.
No thank you.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27806590/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27806590/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 22:04:06 PDT Xak-kun is probably going to be me in a short while.

Is this a good idea?
Yes or no, and why?
Will you watch me if I switch accounts?

That's about it c:

If anyone cares, page 3 of TotU is in progress. I'm just being lazy with it at the moment.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27549492/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27549492/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 23:23:08 PDT This is a document
To prove that I was here
This is a document
To prove I was at all
And when my voice ceases to be
Will the echo still ring loudly?
And when there's nothing left of me
Will my memory still go on?

After listening to A23's Document one too many times in a row, I got motivated again to start my comic series Tears of the Undead. It just struck me again, the same thing that struck me when I decided to put the world I have in my head on paper, in whatever form that may be: If I were to die at this moment, what purpose would my life have held? Okay, sure, I may make a few people happy with my existence, but with maybe one exception, they would all be just fine without me. I mean, Christ, this past week the most I've done is talk to my boyfriend, browse 4chan, and take stupid Failbook quizzes. I just want to be remembered. I want to leave my mark on this world. I guess I just want people to have the choice to enjoy what goes on in my head on a regular basis.

Eh, at any rate, I'm working on them now. So yay, if you're one of the few people who know of my little project and approve.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27130042/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27130042/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 10:20:19 PDT .<

Finished:
Hellsing, Combichrist - The Kill [link]
Hellsing, Sick Puppies - You're Going Down [link]

Planned projects:
Chobits, God Module - Companion
Chobits, Scars On Broadway - Cute Machines
Evangelion, Sick Puppies - Pitiful
Hellsing, Mindless Self Indulgence - Animal
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Imperative Reaction - Only In My Mind
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Combichrist - Kickstart The Fight
Soul Eater, Angelspit - Vena Cava
Soul Eater, Assemblage 23 - Disappoint
Utawarerumono, VNV Nation - Joy

By the way, all Hellsing AMVs will use nothing but the OVA, if I can help it. :3

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27052937/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27052937/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 11:30:00 PDT dakotablue72 8D

Alright so,
Make a list of your OC's (as many as yo want), and choose a theme song for them.
A first choice and a second choice. You cannot use theme songs already made for different characters, such as Sonic the Hedgehog. You CAN use vocaloid songs!

Xak:
Song 1: Mindless Self Indulgence - Faggot [link]
Song 2: Assemblage 23 - Document [link]

Luke:
Song 1: Nine Inch Nails - Mr. Self Destruct [link]
Song 2: Assemblage 23 - Cocoon [link]

That's really all the characters I've thought of by myself... XD

I tag anyone who wants to do this :3

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27037941/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/27037941/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 15:34:24 PDT which really really sucks because I was hoping to have TotU all animated by now... or at least some of it.

But, you know, I think I have people watching me who know how to... so, you know... I'll be more than happy to take some lessons. Or whatever. I dunno how that would work.
Or if you just wanna go ahead and do it, I'll help in whatever way I can...

...plz?

OH! Also, I might be switching accounts. Why? Because scabbed-angel-16 is a dumb name, that's why XD I mean, I got the name nearly 4 years ago from a "goth name generator" so... yeah XD Problem is, it would probably be such a PAIN to take everything off this account and move to a different one. The things some people will do for a less stupid name, amirite?

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/26975432/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/26975432/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 16:34:17 PDT
When I use the pen on it, it flashes the green light like it senses it, but nothing happens on my computer screen. I have no clue what happened.

I noticed that some of the game cases I left on my desk when I left are a bit warped, like water got on it somehow... Could this be water damage?

EDIT: HOLY FUCK IT'S WORKING AGAIN I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT IT IS YAY!!!

It's a miracle :'3

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/26093578/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/26093578/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 18:23:48 PDT
My family is heading to Florida tomorrow and we'll be staying there until Saturday.
And on Saturday I'll be leaving for Pennsylvania for a month to stay with mah lover .

Yeah...
So I won't be very active (if at all) for a little over a month.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/26033403/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/26033403/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 20:36:01 PDT

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25900071/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25900071/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 13:39:11 PDT


The rules:

1. You gotta post the rules.
2. You have to say 8 things about yourself.
3. You have to tag 8 other people.
4. Comment on their pages stating that they have been tagged.
5. You can't tag the person who tagged you.

So, then...

1: I am in love with
2: I'm a FLAMING HOMOSEXUAL
3: I like to cross-dress X3
4: I'm a total uke
5: I'm pretty obsessed with the Hellsing manga
6: I wish that Nintendo didn't market the Wii toward "casual gamers"
7: My diet consists of canned food, junk food, fast food, and ramen.
8: My three favorite colors are purple, green, and black.



]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25861597/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25861597/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 13:58:25 PDT
I really need to get back on track with this, if I ever want my ambitious ideas to pull through, even in the slightest.


On another note, Dad's decided to send me back to school one more year, but only if I maintain an average of C or higher, and if I make any lower than a C and/or drop out, I have to get a job somewhere. But I don't really see the point if I can just get my GED. At this point, I think a high score on my GED test would look better than 5 years of high school anyway. Plus, I;ve already gotten used to the idea of NEVER HAVING TO PUT UP WITH THOSE STUPID JOCK REDNECKS ANY MORE!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!

*ahem*


Anyway... Think I should do what he wants, or should I just go ahead and get a job at WalMart or mcDonald's or something and get my GED?

Mmmmmm... McDonald's...

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25552710/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25552710/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 20:41:55 PDT
Anyone with any idea how to work this thing, please let me know, because I'm confused as hell x.x

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25523193/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25523193/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 17:39:17 PDT And though I tried to hide it
It shows in you

I know it's true
And though you still deny it
I see right through
All you won't admit

But what if you're the reason I can't fall far enough to find
The lies that I depend on exist only in my mind

I know like you
Though we still deny it
It shows in you

You know it's true
And though I tried to fight it
I can't see through
All I can't accept


But what if you're the reason I can't fall far enough to find
The lies that I depend on exist only in my mind

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25370092/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25370092/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 09:52:37 PDT In a camper in my dad's back yard XD

And I think Dad's gonna take me to get my license sooon
And when he does, I'm gonna be able to get a job!
BECAUSE EVERYWHERE IN THIS HICK TOWN IS TAKEN DXX

Anyways...

So, life here partially by myself is going quite swell.
However, Photoshop seems to be messing up...

Or rather, I accidentally changed a setting somehow, and have no idea how to change it back.

It used to be that when I would draw with my tablet, the pressure would determine the thickness of the line. Now pressure determines the opacity. Which really sucks for me. :c halp plox

(Maybe I'll try to figure out Flash while Photoshop is all screwy)

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25307729/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25307729/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 11:29:13 PDT
And today, I start moving all my crap in there.

Finally, my own place, my own house all to myself... and it could fit in my current living room XD

But, for mow, my dad and step-mom are at the hospital with my great-grandmother. I have no idea what's wrong. So maybe I won't get moved in today... And for now I have to watch my step-brothers. Oh well.

ALSO! It's official, my lovely is coming down to live with me for a month, in about a month! <3

ALSO ALSO!! I might get my license SOOOOON!

ALSO ALSO ALSO!!! I still need help with Flash! DX

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25150262/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25150262/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 19:43:15 PDT
As I've also stated earlier, I know nothing of how Flash works.

However, I feel the need to continue the story.

However, continuing it in comic format will be too tedious for me to do while I'm also trying to figure out Flash.

Solution: Continue it in text format!

I'm such a freaking genius! XD (expecially when you consider that it took me so long to come up with this idea...)

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25080014/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/25080014/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 22:41:18 PDT
Now that the vague mentions of my personal life are out of the way, I would like to say that I most likely will no longer be working on my comic, Tears of the Undead.

Instead, I will be trying to figure out how to make Flash movies of it.

But I'm really confused... Any advice?

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24997709/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24997709/ Thu, 28 May 2009 13:25:31 PDT
I'm just wasting my life away with video games! 8D

My uncle bought me Burnout Paradise. I'm normally not one for car/racing-type games, but the Burnout series is one VERY large exception. And Paradise is just... just........ AWESOME!!!

Also, I rented Bionic Commando (for PS3) and it is awesome. Yeah, yeah, the critics are hitting it hard, but they keep comparing it to games it just can't be compared to. The swing mechanic is just awesome. I think I'll be buying this game at some point.

So now you know. I'm not ignoring anyone. I'm just getting my gaming habit strated up again. 8D

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24886039/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24886039/ Fri, 22 May 2009 06:43:09 PDT
I was feeling bad enough about this, but I don't like to dwell on things, so I just kind of ignored it until Dad came in here all pissed off about it yesterday.

So now, apparently, because I'm old enough to do things for myself, he's not going to help me get my GED.

Or car.

Or license.

And he says he's not gonna support me if all I'm gonna do is "sit on the computer all day, talking to people [I] don't even know."

So if I disappear, now you all know why.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24741483/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24741483/ Wed, 13 May 2009 16:55:16 PDT Mojira
Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!


1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
I don't remember, Shinji


2. Interesting... what's your current age?
I don't know, I'm guessing early 20's

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Tacos ^^

4. And your favorite drink?
Milk

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
I don't have one...

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
Yes, I kissed a nonexistent person.

7. Classic question! What's your favorite colour?
...purple...

8. Who's your favorite author?
Kurt Vonnegut

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
...the dark. Not that that's a problem. (points to HAL eye)

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
Not that I can remember. If I did, they think I'm dead.

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
...Gordon Freeman.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
um... Billy Mays?

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
I'd watch as Billy Mays got a good ol' crowbar clobbering to the head.

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
I dunno. He'd probably steal my goggles and quote some stupid internet meme.

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
Pfft. I dunno.

16. What's your worst nightmare?
Losing my sanity to the robotic, pure logic side of my brain.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
To find a purpose in life.

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
I would seek out that purpose.

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
My stasis pod.

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Explaining the mechanization of my 4th-dimentional storage technology.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT
I DID THIS LAST TIME FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUU-

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24741100/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24741100/ Wed, 13 May 2009 16:33:53 PDT Mojira
Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!


1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Lukipel, Luke


2. Interesting... what's your current age?
About 4,000

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Spicy steak. Rare.

4. And your favorite drink?
Zach has me addicted to this "Dr Pepper" stuff...

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
*blushes* I'd rather not say...

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
um... Um... UM.... yes.

7. Classic question! What's your favorite colour?
Red.

8. Who's your favorite author?
um... Who wrote that "Hellsing" thing Zach's always reading?
[ANSWER: Kouta Hirano]

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Being betrayed... AGAIN.

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
In a sense, every angel and demon is my sister. But I only count Ruby.

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
Lucifer. Before he changed into the very thing he hated.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Gabriel. He just won't let things go.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
Lucifer and Gabriel, by themselves? Lucifer would probably kick Gabriel's sorry ass.
[Zach: Hey, he's the one saying it, not me!]

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
*silence*

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
Age is meaningless for the immortal.

16. What's your worst nightmare?
Being alone for all eternity.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
To put my past behind me, and live a happy life with Za-- er... the person I've fallen for.

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
Well... I'd finally be happy, I guess.

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
The cemetery, where I first landed in the physical realm.

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Being angsty.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT
=KAR10SA, ~NightmareScare, ~brainless45, ~Mobius-Hero, =YakuraShima, ~Ghetto-dots

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24728575/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24728575/ Tue, 12 May 2009 20:44:39 PDT [link]

This day has altered my perception
I'll never see things quite the same
All that I knew was misconception
But all of that's about to change

I opened my eyes today
The world looked so bright and strange
Now I see with clarity
I won't be your casualty

If trust is merely for convenience
Does it mean anything at all?
Your change of character makes no sense
Your bitter actions make you small

I opened my eyes today
The world looked so bright and strange
Now I see with clarity
I won't be your casualty

Greed is the hunger deep inside you
You're burning bridges left and right
I won't allow you to tread upon me
I won't go down without a fight

I opened my eyes today
The world looked so bright and strange
Now I see with clarity
I won't be your casualty

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24707856/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24707856/ Mon, 11 May 2009 17:24:09 PDT
Please excuse the very bad metaphor.

My point is, things are happening. People are pissed at each other, and at me for being powerless to stop their bickering, mostly due to my lack of a spine.


For those of you who care, I have two more finished comic pages that I'm just too damn lazy to scan.

Dentist appointment tomorrow, and I just found out it's too late for me to get out of school, which sucks ass.


I just want this all to be over with, for everyone to get along and be happy. But lately, it seems that nor very many people actually want to be happy.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24538590/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24538590/ Fri, 01 May 2009 21:11:46 PDT with me. Hahaaaa

I'll take lots of pictures xD

But for now I'm tired, so nighty-night!

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24489663/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24489663/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 23:02:24 PDT
Which kinda sucks 'cuz I'll have virtually no time for myself Dx



Maybe the weekend will make up for it. :3

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24413295/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24413295/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 15:44:19 PDT
And I finally changed my avatar so that it has purple hair. Yay.

And am I going to post EVERY RP character on here?

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24258430/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24258430/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 14:47:06 PDT is letting me use his scanner for the time being.



So, here's the deal:

There's lots of drama going on right now. I hate it. So far I've done pretty good at staying out of it, but... let's just say one person I'm close to and another person I used to be close to would be at each others' throats if not for the fact that they live in different states.

My school is kind of strange. Because I have horrible anti-school habits from my horrible Nihilistic phase back in Jr. High, I go to the "Monroe County Academy" (or MCA, or simply "The Academy" for short). I still have to go to school and everything, but the way they do it I might as well be homeschooled. What I do is I ride the bus to my local public high school, and when it's time to go to homeroom, I ride this other bus to the Academy which is basically just a computer lab in the Monroe County school board building, right across the hall from where school board meetings take place. Every computer has [link] bookmarked and a shortcut to the site on the desktop. We go there, log in, and do our work. Seems simple, no? Unfortunately, lately the system has been bugging out. Not only that, but the teachers don't want anyone on the internet, even for research, which totally ruins how fast we could be going, even if we did work 24/7 like they seem to want us all to, which honestly is more tiring than you'd think for just clicking and clicking and clicking. If anyone would like to volunteer to help, my username is zachbradley and my password is tphs59 (it's all school-issued)

On top of that, there's the recent change in computers at my house. Sure, I totally got the better computer out of the deal, but at what cost? We have two scanners here, both of which are scanner/printer combos, which make the things effing huge in comparison to simple scanners, so there's no room for either of them on my tiny computer desk, but the desktop my dad and step-mom moved in here is so old that it can't find the driver for the thing. So no scanner unless I can somehow bogart the unused one at my uncle's house, find a friend who has a working computer and scanner (actually kind of rare down here apparently) or somehow make the money to buy one, which will take a while because right now saving up enough money to visit my boyfriend in PA is of a higher priority than a scanner.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24217067/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/24217067/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 09:29:45 PDT
I have a 4-day weekend, and it was all spent re-arranging my room to fit the computer in here, going to Wal-Mart to buy a 50ft Ethernet cable so the damn thing can connect to the internet, and now I can't use the internet to do what I want, oh, no, that would be too simple! Now I have to do this MapQuest crap for my grandmother, nad she's giving me TERRIBLE directions so I basically have to figure out where she wants directions to by myself... I don't have a scanner or anything, and my dad and step-mom want me to work on THEIR computer instead of getting mine to work the way I want...

It's just frustrating.

/rant

So, basically, to the few of you actually looking forward to seeing my art, it may be a while before you see anything new. Oh, and I think I'm about done with the South Park fanart.

Oh yeah, also, [link] is still going on, because I needz moar characters.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23870547/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23870547/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:06:24 PDT Read the series in its entirety here! YAY!

*ahem* Anyways, I've finally finished chapter one. To hell with coloring the damned thing, it takes long enough just to draw it. Although I wouldn't turn down anyone willing to do it voluntarily ;3

heheh...

Anyways, I'm still accepting peoples to be added into my comics as themselves being all awesome. Here's a rundown of what I have so far:

Xak - Spork ubergod

Porsche - mutated by Xak's spork to be a catgirl with the physical appearance of a 12-year-old

David - Weilds heavenly and hellish shape-shifting swords, gains further power from the Soul Crystals

Adrien - fused with a fallen angel

Ell - Spatula ubergod

Rowan - ???

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23740192/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23740192/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 01:57:50 PDT
I don't really see why they do that... But, oh well.
Since they want it to be such a hassle for me to show off my work, if you want to see the AMV I just mentioned in my previous journal entry, e-mail me. I'm only done with one of them. And I've got the whole week to work on the other one.

Still, it pisses me off that YouTube won't even let me put it on there as a private video >.>

Oh, and I'm still accepting requests for being in my comics! ^-^

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23733074/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23733074/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 16:30:24 PDT
actually, as boring as school is, at least it gets me out of the house. I'd rather do that than just lay here in bed all day.

So, in order to keep myself busy (and to hopefully get this Elfen Lied obsession of mine out of my system) I have planned out two AMV's. They're both Linkin Park, and thinking about them now, I realize they're both very emo XD But I think they'll be good :3

In the meantime, in order to get my lazy arse back into my comics, anyone who wants to can make a character for Tears of the Undead! Yay! :3

You can suggest any ideas you want, but they won't necessarily be taken.
What I'm looking for more are characters based on real people.
So, do me a favor, and make a character based on yourself to be in my comics! :3
Hell, I'll even let you have something like the spork if you want! (in fact, that's what I'm trying to find, lol)

So make a character based on yourself, with enhancements from these uber-god beings. This could mean you're in possession of one, or that one of your friends is (like me, lolz) and they used it to make you super in some way or another.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23573186/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23573186/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 11:21:55 PST
Here it is: [link]

It's good, so read it. :3

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23489339/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23489339/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 12:58:55 PST
Bleh. Whatever.

My mind is on different matters at the moment.



...Alright, I'll just say it. I've got a boyfriend now. :3
And I can't get him out of my mind long enough to draw anything that doesn't have him in it.

And I can't exactly put that stuff up on here... >.>

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23352403/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23352403/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 20:33:35 PST
However, openCanvas isn't working right anymore! T.T
I don't know what I did, if I did anything,
All I know is that now, even trying to get it to work with the freakin' MOUSE isn't working...

OH! Hey, I figured it out!
It's set to where I have to press down REALLY hard to get it to work... >.>

Anyone know how I can fix this problem? Thanks in advance ^^"

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23292055/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23292055/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 16:05:36 PST Waiting OVER A WEEK in anticipation for a tablet isn't.

Stupid two-faced Super Saver Shipping.

(also, some other emo bullshit)

Oh, hey Molly's playing!

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23256186/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23256186/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 15:38:44 PST
This burden is mine to bear.

I'll admit, it's pretty stupid to say these things where other people will see

HOWEVER!
I've found that talking about my feelings is one of the (if not THE) best ways to vent.

But that's just me.

In short, you shouldn't feel like shit just because I'm being a pussy.

*sigh*
Ah, well, what's done is done. For better or for worse (and in this case, definitely the latter) there's no going back.


On a brigher note, just 3-7 business days left until I get my tablet. :3

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23242699/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23242699/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 19:30:34 PST I's gettin' my tablet :3

IT'S GONNA BE AWESOME!!! X3

[link] is the tablet I'm getting.
From what I hear, it's just as good as any Wacom tablet, at nearly 1/4 of the price of one this size X3

I'm so excited! ^-^ maybe I'll get as good with it as [link]

haha I wish XP

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23186599/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23186599/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 07:44:38 PST [link]

Short version:
Toys 'R' Us was closed but we somehow managed to find a spot where we could get Shaymin from outside the building, the theater's DDR machine was fucked up (but still fun) and Coraline was a damn good movie.

Also, I'm open for art trades if anyone wants them.

And once I get my tablet (which may be sooner than I was expecting as Dad starts working with a new company tomorrow, one that will pay him more than twice what Harrison was paying him) I'll probably redo a LOT of my art, starting with the sketches I made for trades. So, yeah.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23141319/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/23141319/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 15:28:46 PST And I'm talking to this guy named Daniel.
And I'm all, "Yay, my comic's are going rather well!"
And he's all, "That's cool. I'm kinda stuck right now in my book."
And I'm all, "Yeah, to be honest, while my comics are going alright right now, for a long while, it wasn't mostly due to procrastination."

Then this DUMBASS named PATRICK turns to me and says...
GUESS WHAT HE SAYS.
He says,

"Dude, what the fuck does procrastination mean?"

*facepalm*



I didn't know anyone DIDN'T know the word "procrastination" after they went into High School.

>.>

Idiot.

And to anyone who spotted the panty shot on page 16 of TotU, good job.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22998269/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22998269/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 08:13:49 PST Monday, school got let out early due to snow...
Yesterday, it was closed altogether due to snow...
Today, it's closed due to snow...

I kinda wanted to do something at school today, but, oh well.

I wonder how many other school districts close schools several days in a row...

lolz

ANYWAYS, I'm bored, so I WILL BE ACCEPTING COMMISSIONS!! Oh yeah! You know you wants me to draw stuffs XD

Meh, I'm hyper.

And by the way, the next page of TotU is in progress! I just keep screwing it up horribly...

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22961455/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22961455/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 10:28:29 PST
Yay. :3

And yet, I still drew quite a bit...

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22847405/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22847405/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 16:21:53 PST
I am now an adult!

I can look at porn, legally~!

I can now purchase cigarettes! (but I probably won't)

I can... I can... uhm...




I miss my youth.



XD j/k
It's neat.
I'mma go get my license ASAP.
Then I can drive around and buy stuffs.
Like pornography.
And sex toys.
And visit *censored due to RULES 1&2 MOTHERFUCKER!!!* regularly

:3

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22692317/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22692317/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 11:46:09 PST [link]

She's making an awesome South Park/Gants crossover fanfic at the moment, although she's gonna finish her Cardcaptor Sakura fic first.

So, yeah. Check her out.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22672792/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22672792/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 12:12:57 PST
]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22600981/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22600981/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 17:49:07 PST And my school wasn't on the list.

BOO HOO HOO etc.

Anyways, I beated Bionic Commando Rearmed, it was great, Hitler's head asplode. And my little craze is over, or at least, until the next game comes out.

And while I'm still sane from the lack of arm-swinging, I've been drawing a lot. But I forgot my drawings when I came here to my father's house. :c

I've got. leik. TWO more pages of my comic. Yayz!! ^^

That Daniel kid from my new school has me drawing furries. Weird thing is, aside from the awkward leg and face proportions, I do a damn good job.

Meh. I'mma go play Bionic Commando some more and watch Hitler's head asplode.

HOLY BUTT I'M NOW UBER-HYPER XDDDDDDDDDD

EDIT: HOLY BUTTS NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! 8D

ANOTHER EDIT: HOLY BUTTS I'M STAYING AT DAD'S TONIGHT!

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22383299/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22383299/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 21:47:08 PST
WALL-E 3-disk special edition on Blu-Ray!!!! XD

Itz soooo awesome! :3



ALSO!
My birthday comes in... 23 days.
That's PLENTY enough time to get me some PRESENTS!!!

...like mebbeh Photoshop?
...or Flash?
...or maybe even a subscription?

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22270539/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22270539/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 22:54:12 PST
I had a few minor problems though.

**SPOILER**
Like how Light Gaia was a fuggin' mecha ">.>
The final boss wasn't that great either,
And Chip was just annoying. Less so if you switch the spoken language to Japanese, but still, that whole mecha thing made me lose what little respect for him I still had. And it was pretty obvious he was part of Gaia, anyways.
**END SPOILER**

But the daytime stages felt like a Sonic game should feel, and the nighttime stages were decent beat-'em-up levels.

And the theme is catchy.

Anyways, I guess I'mma try to unlock some trophies and stuffs. Yayz.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22220503/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22220503/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 04:00:04 PST .>

ah, well. I do hope that everyone had a merry Christmas or Hannukah or Kwanza or whatever the sam heck you celebrate. :3

Sooooo.....

I GOTS A MUTHAFUKKIN' PS3!!! X3 FTW

Yeah, I was ecstatic.

HERE'S WHAT I GOT FOR JESUSMAS:

from Dad:

PlayStation 3
NBA2K7 for PS3
Madden NFL 07 for PS3
Need for Speed ProStreet for PS3
Sonic the Hedgehog (2006)for PS3

from Mom:

Kodak EasyShare camera
PNY 4G flash drive

from David Housley (AKA Fatass):

The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind for PC
A box of little wooden peg puzzle things

from my uncle:

Sonic Unleashed
Wallscroll featuring artwork of The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
8GB memory stick for my PSP

Combined from the 3 grandparents I saw:
$80 cash
$20 Wal*Mart gift card

Overall, this Jesusmas has been quite swell. :3


So... Does anyone know where I can sell the three PS3 games I got that aren't Sonic related??

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22072290/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/22072290/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 17:53:45 PST
And, as you would probably expect from a wannabe American mangaka, I've drawn humanoid versions of some of the major characters in the awesome Disney/Pixar movie.

Yeah... I have no life. lol

Well, I has peoples over, so I should go play with them.

lol. I'm playing with David's Wii.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21917240/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21917240/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 15:34:51 PST
It feels AMAZING to get so much done! ^^ I'm beginning to think that when I get to where I'll need to meet deadlines it'll actually be possible ^__^

However, progress may be slowed by this book I got from the school library... I FKN LOVE KURT VONNEGUT! He's leik the best author evar (except maybe Palahniuk). I found this out when I read Slaughter-House Five by chance for my American English class last year. IT WAS FKN AWESOME!!

Although, I'm surprised they had this in the school library... It has a picture of a vagina, and it insults America's flag, national anthem, and many other things... That's not the main point of the book, but still, when one of the lines is "To give an idea of the maturity of my illustrations for this book, here is my picture of an asshole:" Ya kinda wonder, Why do I get in trouble for stuff like this when I draw it? >:\

lol

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21887366/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21887366/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 18:19:07 PST .> I really need to learn how to get over that.

Anyways, It's getting close to Christmas! Or Xmas or Jesusmas or The Winter Solstice, WHAT THE FUCK EVER YOU CALL IT, is coming up in just 17 days, so ya better be thinkin' 'bout what you're getting your friends!

And speaking of which... I'm your friend, right?

And you know what I'd really, really like for Ecksmas?


A subscription.
And maybe Photoshop.



That would be awesome.



(Hey, it's cheaper than what I'm asking of my parents: a new camera and a PS3 XD)

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21871153/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21871153/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 18:41:57 PST
Sure, I've lusted after quite a few fictional characters -- Alucard, Dante, Shadow the Hedgehog, etc. -- but I've never really longed to be in their arms... A brutal fucking at most, really, but never really to cuddle with, or to be held in their arms while they passionately kiss me...

I think I'm falling in love with Lukipel...

I think I'm going crazy...

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21800653/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21800653/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 14:17:39 PST
IS THIS A SIGN?!?!

I dunno lol

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16 http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21771664/ http://scabbed-angel-16.deviantart.com/journal/21771664/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:45:44 PST

This guy I liked but moved to Indiana and said I raped him started talking to me again... I dunno what to do about it.

Meh, it'll turn out alright.

]]> ~scabbed-angel-16