http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sciencePudding&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sciencePudding en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 05:34:54 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/26994658/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/26994658/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 11:26:38 PDT Sorry, um, for disappearing. And for remaining to be disappearing. I'm still kind of lacking in the whole puter department (SO CRAZY amirite? Gah) and also I am busy with the whole school thing which, you know, yeah. I'm actually in class RITE NAO hoho.

Soooo uh, I won't be posting art anytime soon, probably, I don't know, but I'm always always drawing and improving and at some point I'll show you guyses my stuff. GET EXCITED.

A lot has been happening and I'm still trying to deal with it all, but I'm mostly okay, sort of, so don't worry too much, y'hear?


P.S. WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH DEVIANT ART WHILE I WAS GONE WTH

P.P.S. I got a new dog. I like my new dog. His name is FRED

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/23435738/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/23435738/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 15:35:39 PST as you can see, I am without internet.
I will not have internet for a very long time. A very very long time.

I will try and stop in now and then, and I appreciate everyone that's watched me.



Thank you.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/22175915/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/22175915/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 20:38:56 PST
I joined PoupeeGirl a while back and it seems to eat up my time buhuhu;;;;;
I-I've grown to have quite the collection of girly things ahaha. ): I'm still a manly prince on the inside, shhhhh.

So leeeeeeeeees be fwends: [link]
I won't be uploading things for a while, no USB. ):

Hmmm I'm still kind of having art troubles, but less so I think? My art right now kind of lacks personality I believe, but I guess I'm trying to advance my technical skill. Or something. I'm not having a whole lot of that right now either.
But I'm trying, and that is the point. 8'D

Also, what is going on in my neck of the woods?
We managed to find a pretty nice house and we need to start moving in on January 1st and DAMN I really need to pack.
So exausted and...busy with Christmas things.

I've been cooking and cleaning and etc to make myself happy. I've become so womanly buhuhu. ))):

I'm still an emotional mess but I think that's become a permanent thing so eh. As long as I keep myself distracted I'm pretty content.

....I have 1000 deviations in my message centre.

Time is really flying.
( *´Д`*)=3

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21589065/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21589065/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 20:45:45 PST
Kind of lame, we've lived here for like six years. That's the longest we've lived in the same house. x: x: x:


So yeah, just a heads up that I will be busy for a while and who knows how soon I'll be able to have internets once we move.


It'll probably turn out okay, though. We shall see. : D

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21322101/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21322101/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 16:46:06 PST
Now.

Nowwwwwwwwww go do ittttt.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21168834/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21168834/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 10:02:38 PDT .......I'm keeping it up though, because it is comedy gold.

And now I am going to try to find a cure for hangovers.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21164395/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21164395/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 01:08:15 PDT
lielke like liek i dont evwen know bu ti f ee l RANDY asnad alone so let's hvaer SXEXY TIMES AND PLEASE SHOWE RS ME WIT HSDME SSAGES hihuuuhuuu.

dexept for jeanw because she's not supposed to talk to me wdbeh i'm fdr unk because I AM SCARY excep tosji am a veryk dloving drunk yo uknow I WILL BIVE SEXUAL SUCERVDEI ES AND LVOE SYOU LONG TIME

i feel lsick hkaaaaaaaha



SOOOOOOOOOO AIM -> GUUPIGUUPI OKDAFY AND ALSO I THINK TIS'DNON MY DA PROFILE OR SOMET HIGN I HAVE TOPEES AN DF NOW I WILL BONSBARD OTHER JORUSNALS WIT HMY DRBUNKES S BECAUSE IT'SD MORE FUN THAT WSAY OKA Y

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21065729/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/21065729/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 15:05:23 PDT No, really, mums sent in the food stamp forms and shet over two weeks ago and apparently the idiot guy is just letting them sit there because he has better things to do than MAKE SURE A FAMILY HAS FOOD TO EAT. And we have no money to buy food of our own.

Buttttt at least I have my internets back. 8'D
Plus I'm at someone else's house so I get to mooch and have ASSCREAMS huhuuuu.

Also, apparently I suck at sharing beds with people.
To any of you that have had to sleep in the same bed as me, I'm sorry I'm such a blanket thief. ): I had no idea.



Blah, I just feel like typing something.

I need to pee.



& WHAT TO DO FOR HALLYWEENS? I am thinking kawaii desu ne. Maybe some generic decora or something? Except I lost so many of my accessories so it would be kind of bland but oh poop.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20865070/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20865070/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:44:08 PDT
Dear ~Jakpalm:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me in women's clothing and I saw you carve your initials into my John F. Kennedy-statue. I'm sure you're man enough to understand that Extreme Home Makeover sucks. I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep my virginity as a memory. You should also know that I always will remember senility.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
Guupi



ANDDDD YEAH
Things are kind of weird but A-OKAY.


ｖ(*´ω｀*)ﾉﾐ。・☆。・☆。・。・★ ＧＯＯＤ ＤＡＹ

heeheehee so gay heehee

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20743428/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20743428/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 14:50:11 PDT In fact, if you catch me wangsting, give me a good hard smack in the face.

I'm just going to make the best of what's been handed to me in life. No matter how alone I feel.
I know there's at least a small amount of people that care whether I live or die and goddammit that's enough.


Just getting that out there. : D I feel like I've overcome a huge obstacle. Still can't draw though.



And uhhh. Utsusemi. Honestly I feel like I was overly critical with my first listen (and with Plastic Tree's new shizzles in general). This is the music they do now and I'm okay with that. I know they can (and did) do better but I like what they're doing now too so I can't really complain.

I am far too dedicated to be sane good god someone help me. ):

Anyway I felt that was worth saying because people care about my opinion and NEW PLA ALBUMS ARE BIG EVENTS OKAY? Melt was really pretty btw.

Hmmm also also should I submit more of my sketches and oekaki stuff? I don't know if it really interests anyone but my gallery would certainly be more active.

Also ALICE IN WONDERLAND FILM BY A MR. TIM BURTON? I admit I am a bit excited.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20398927/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20398927/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 20:55:31 PDT So. You're not an angel sent down from heaven or any shit like that. I don't make stupid metaphors about you being some kind of holy idol and I don't consider you an image of perfection.
You're human, you have your flaws.

But still, I can't help but be in love with you even though its become pathetic feeling this way for so long and it hurts like a motherfucker.

I thought avoiding talking to you would make it easier to cope but instead I've been going batshit insane this entire time and it doesn't feel like it will get better anytime soon. I've become so dependent on you that I'm too miserable during the day to accomplish anything. Just the idea of us moving further and further apart drives me crazy.
Probably the most frustrating part is that I know you don't need me, you've been doing just fine while here I am being the loser who just clings clings clings.

I can't expect you to ever love me back because I'm incapable of making you or anyone else happy. I concentrate so much on my own baggage that I can't help others-- I just sit in my own pity castle looking down on all those fucking happy people who probably have their own baggage that they're much more capable of taking care of.

I don't know what to do to make you realise what exactly I'm feeling, I'm so spineless that I could never confront you and to actually tell you personally all my feelings would just dump all my baggage onto you. Even though you might not honestly care about my ~*~inner turmoil~*~ or what the fuck ever, I know that telling you about all the grief you're causing me would put a damper on the happiness you have right now. I'm always so selfish, I'm tired of being selfish.

Basically, I'm sorry for weighing you down with my bullshit. Whether you happen to see this or not, or if you even realise it's you I'm talking about.
Just getting it out has lessened the weight on my shoulders.



So much serious business.
In other news, I had some very delicious cake.


Be good, everyone.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20379961/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20379961/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 17:42:41 PDT


...
Is it weird that I get jealous every time I see Stephen Colbert interview pretty ladies?
Or every time he swoons over Bi Rain.

Oh Stephen. Let's hope I never meet your wife.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20314801/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20314801/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 19:48:06 PDT
]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20190597/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/20190597/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 19:02:10 PDT
Why am I such a pussy.

Why why why.

asdlkf;dlsjkfl this is driving me crazy and I WANT TO SAY SOMETHING. Ughfuck.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/19982212/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/19982212/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 05:12:14 PDT What a day, hip hooray.


I feel like a dick for not ever looking at any of you guys's new artwork/journals/other crap or really just keeping up with people's lives in general. I feel like I have lost a lot of friends lately because of how weird I've been acting, but a part of me feels like they were never really my friends in the first place and I have just been a bother to them all this time. x:

If you haven't noticed I've been going through a bit of a funk for a while now (actually, I don't know if anyone's cared enough to notice but stfu and lemme get this off my chest). I guess I'm kind of going through a transitional period from kawaii kawaii desu ne happy friendly person to a moody cynical bastard or something. I do think I've matured in a positive way, though, even if I'm not as liked as I use to be.

A lot of changes have been going on in my life and I'm having a difficult time adjusting and learning to deal with my current situation. I guess I could say I'm going through a "rough time" but that sounds kind of silly because my whole life has pretty much been a "rough time."
I've gotten tired of dumping my problems on other people and having a big Feel Sorry For Guupi hug party so I've just been keeping things to myself which leads to high amounts of VAGUE WANGSTING and LET'S AVOID FRIENDS-ing. And no I am not going to tell any of you all about it if you offer to lend an ear because we all know you really don't want to hear it and I don't feel like talking about personal matters right now.

ALSO I feel like I am annoying people who just want to see my art (do you exist? I really don't know ): ) but instead only see boring journals from me. I am sloooowly recovering from this art slump but I keep relapsing into periods of "ALL MY ART IS SHIT *cryface*" Sometimes I really just want to delete everything from my gallery and never submit anything again, but the feeling passes eventually. Right now I'm just going to keep doing practice sketches until I'm confident enough to show my drawings to the world. And of course, I'll be doing drawings for mah Jeantan because I am also a HUEG MEGA DICK for taking just about forevar on her commission. Although maybe she will be a bit more understanding after reading this? D: Really my biggest fear is giving a paying customer a drawing that looks like shit to them, so basically I've been working hours upon hours to make it un-shitty. Which makes my earning per hour like fifty cents or something ahaha. Yeah shutting up now.

SO YES, I apologise to anyone that I might have grown distant from. I'm sorry to say that I don't think anyone can claim to really know me, because I'm not the same person for long. I don't think I can go back to pretending to be carefree and happy-- venting through drawing/writing/etc. used to be enough but now it just doesn't cut it.
But who knows, we'll see what the future holds.

TL;DR: I'm a big butt and I am sorry. ): Let's all hug.

_{P.S. teeny text because I don't want to cast a big dramu shadow over my page. Also teeny text is pretty.}

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/19850782/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/19850782/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 18:41:28 PDT
I'm going to go clean my room.

I'm going to be kidnapped tomorrow.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/18982669/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/18982669/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 12:08:51 PDT
Yeah uh ghey, SO YES I still have internet. Andddd mommy made a payment like last week or so, so I suppose I don't have to worry for a while. Luck luck lucky, that's what I am.

There's 709 deviations piled up in my messages centre. Why do you guys draw so much god.
Or whatever your medium is, I'm sure there's some photography in there too.

Dern you people and your art. ):
Dern you.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/18904759/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/18904759/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 03:44:05 PDT
NO ONE GIVES TWO SHITS ABOUT WHATEVER CRAP IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE.

NO ONE REALLY LIKES BEING AROUND ME.

MY TEENYBOPPER WHINY ANGST CONCERNS NO ONE.


BUT HEY, IT'S A-OKAY.
As long as I'm not disturbing your perfect orderly existence you'll be just peachy, amirite?



The real purpose of this entry was to give a heads up that I maybe perhaps possibly won't have internets for a while because my family is poor and my mom kind of hates me. But then of course people do not like me very much so I don't know who this is directed at.

I'll probably forget I wrote this by tomorrow.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/18751177/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/18751177/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 15:11:49 PDT Mostly, anyway.

I'm not going to pretend like I've been going through deviations and messages and stuff, because I haven't. So I might be a bit out of the loop.

Also, tres sorry for not using AIM ever ever for those that like to contact me there. I've been in the habit of only using MSN because it is much kinder to my poor old Kampi. He's on his last legs, I'm trying to treat him nicely.

Once the will to draw returns, you will see more of me.

Edit: O DENG IT I facking hate DA's emoticons. Pretend those aren't there.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/17598264/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/17598264/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 22:34:04 PDT
I'm very happy and I'm going to go sleep now.

(SEXY DRAWINGS COMING UP, BY THE WAY. THIS IS A PROMISE.)

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/17172687/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/17172687/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 22:06:40 PST
This picture makes me really want a kigurumi. (MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP ON MARCH 30TH YOU GUYS 8'D *nudgenudgenudgenudge*)

Also, I want Yooh's pretty princess hair but I may be too much of an OLD MANNNNN to pull it off bahahaha. *manly tears*

And because I'm having such a Yooh fixation right now, here's some Yooh butt.

You're welcome.

Edit: Photobucket deleted the Yooh butt picture because they're a bunch of prudes so here's a lovely video instead. (I'm sure a few of you have seen this already and know all about my mad love for it ahaha. D8 )

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16421841/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16421841/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 17:57:48 PST
I feel kind of lonely.

What am I going on about, that's Livejournal talk. This is a Deviantart journal so I should whine about how much my art sucks and how I can't seem to draw anything right and should just give up.

Actually, I should be working on this project thingy but technology is being a dirty little BUTTFUCKER. *whacks printer*

And I need to study.

And I have assignments to do.

And I need to clean and do laundry.

And I need to eat a proper meal for once.

And I would like to go lie down because I feel sickly BUT THERE'S NO TIME FOR THAT.

And oh my god no one gets me and I'm so misunderstood and I just want to be accepted and I want expensive clothes like all the cool kids and ROBERTO DIDN'T ASK ME TO THE PROM OH WOEEEEE.

Ahhahahaha wtf when did I turn into a preteen girl. D:



I need someone to talk to.


P.S. THERE'S NO MOOD TO CONVEY HOW CRAZY I FEEL RIGHT NOW BUT PSYCHOTIC IS CLOSE ENOUGH.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16288969/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16288969/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 15:41:59 PST
You say you've changed, but you're still acting pretty fucked up.

After all the physical, sexual, and psychological abuse, you're lucky I'm even talking to you. You should be so much more ashamed of yourself than you are right now.

I'm not going to feel guilty about not caring how much you're torn up right now. You don't deserve it.







Venting.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16084711/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16084711/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 21:27:53 PST
I get the feeling that I'm a total boob.


I'm going to try to overcome this art slump by doing some practicing and all that, then maybe I'll be able to churn out Christmas drawings that meet my standards before summer rolls around. :'DDDD

BETTER GET READY, KIDDOS.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16022142/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16022142/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 23:35:08 PST
DO YOU LIKE QUIZZES HAY I LIKE QUIZZES YEAH LET'S GO.

Michimichimi, I stole'd this from you. 8D

1) Full name?
Guupi McGheyface

2) Male/Female?
Alien.

3) Were you named after anyone?
I....don't think so? Mum just liked the name.

4) Does your name mean anything?
My last name means "handsome", I think. XD IRONY.

5) Nickname(s)?
Guupi (& other varients), Ariba, buttface, it goes on.

6) What do you think you look like?
....A buttface.
I 'unno, people like to compare me to viskei guys CONSTANTLY, and sometimes scene kids....? Except most of the time I have no idea where they get it from.

7) Date of birth?
March 30th, 1540.

8) Place of birth and current location?
The moon.

9) Nationality?
I COME FROM THE LAND OF ZIMBABWE, LET ME TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT.

10) Astrology sign?
Aries

11) Chinese astrology sign?
DUCK. I have my own sign 'cos I'm special.

12) Religion?
Errrr, not a specific one? I should probably study religion more.

13) What's your favorite smell?
Um, I'm addicted to the scent of Smencils, but.....they're really not good scents.

14) Blood type?
ABC

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Usually I don't have time, but generally water.

16) Hair + eye color?
Blond hair, blue eyes. 8D I AM PART OF THE SUPREME RACE.
........My hair is naturally dark, though.

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
Not really...? I AM compared to lots of guys from VK bands, but uh, I don't know anyone that really resembles me.
I HAVE MIKU'S WEIRDO CHEEKBONES THOUGH.

18) What do you look like?
A buttface. A ghey, ghey buttface.

19) Any unusual talents?
I can pick my nose with my tongue. ;D

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
ROIGHT.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
PANSEXUAL PRIDEEEEE.

22) What do you do for a living?
Exist.

23) What do you do for fun?
Feel gentlemen. :B My dirty pleasure.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
watercoloursssss markerssssss

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
I reeeeeeally want to try out Copics. Dern being broke.

26) Have you met your grandparents?
Most of them, yes.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Yes~ <3333333

28) Crush?
...My special someone?

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
TACKEY & TSUBASA Paris Hilton Uhhh I would totally date Ryuuto from Clearveil although he probably doesn't count as a celebrity.
OH MAN IT WOULD BE SO AWESOME TO DATE KODA KUMI except she's a slut so it wouldn't last long.

30) Current worries?
Uhhh, how long my dad is going to stay off drugs/alcohol. And if we're going to have enough money to stay here.

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
PEGGY WHOOOOOO.
Um I don't know, I like a lot of people?

32) Favorite place to be?
With my labuliiiii <3 *isadork*

33) Least favorite place to be?
...Crowds. Public restrooms. ):

34) Do you burn or tan?
My skin kind of just.....stays a consistent paper white. If I, say, go swimming or something without sunscreen I sometimes burn SLIGHTLY, but not a whole lot considering how pale I am. :'D

35) Ever break a bone?
Nonon.

36) What is your favorite cereal?
Er...I really like any kind. Right now I crave rice crispies.

37) Person you cry with?
Myself.

38) Any sisters?
2 :--------------O

39) Any brothers?
1 :--------------O

40) Any pets?
My two doggies (Bearkun & Pookun) and my cockatiels (Spike & Faye)

41) An illness?
Candy holicism. It's a serious disease.

42) A pager?
Do people still carry those?

43) A personal phone line?
Nope

44) A cell phone?
....................No. ]: *loser*

45) A visible birthmark?
I...don't think so?

46) A pool or hot tub?
Mmmmmm hot tub.

47) A car?
*hasn't gotten around to learning how to drive* : D;; I'LL GET TO IT ONE DAY.

48) Personality?
Retard.

49) Driving?
H8

50) Your clothing style?
........Retard?

51) Room?
It's very.....lived in, to say the least.

52) What’s missing?
Um. What.

53) School? ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16008614/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/16008614/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 00:56:38 PST

I don't know why I'm not sleeping or studying or someshit right now. I think my subconscious is trying to kill me.



I hate exams.
I hate being poor.
I hate people.
I hate me.

UGH.




Time for bed.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/15482955/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/15482955/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 21:22:08 PST


c:



By zee way, I'm srsly facking tired of spam notes. Go away.

________________________________________ ______________
OKAY, SO HERE EES QUIZ STOLEN FROM DREAMYTECHNO PERSON AND HERE WE GO.

NAME:
Guess.

BIRTHDAY:
March 30thhhhhhhh and I love presents. *grabby hands*

BIRTHPLACE:
The moon.

CURRENT LOCATION:
The moon.

EYE COLOR:
Dark blue.

HAIR COLOR:
Right now, superbright blond. Soon I will get off my bum and actually go WHITE.*coughsilvercough*

HEIGHT:
5'4" oh yeahhhhh

L/R HANDED:
Roight.

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY:
My homosexual sequin star shoes. They're thuper fabulous, sweetie

YOUR WEAKNESS:
FOOD. CUTENESS. DASHING...NESS. CANDY.

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA:
Spinach, mushroom, and garlic. <3333 I love vegetable pizzas hobaby

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR:
CAMERAAAAAAAAAA NEW HAIR STRAIGHTENERRRRR

YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER:
Uhhh you tell me.

YOUR BEDTIME:
5 a.m. lololo

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY:
My great grandmums. Birthdays. Christmas with like presents and stuff.

PEPSI OR COKE:
PEPSI TASTES LIKE LADYBUG PEE STAY AWAY FROM IT.

MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING:
Durr. I cannot remember what Burger King is like.

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES:
Depends on how well I like the person...? Generally, single. Intimate. :}D *wiggles mustache*

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA:
I CAN'T REMEMBER WHICH ONE I PREFER THIS IS PRETTY INTENSE.

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA:
Bothboth give me both oh god.

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE:
Usually, cappuccino. I usually don't drink the stuff 'cos caffeine doesn't affect me much. :----D

DO YOU SMOKE:
A biiiit

DO YOU SWEAR:
A biiiiit

DO YOU SING:
Bahha, j'yes.

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY:
Definitely when I can. 8'D;;; Gawd I hate being dirty.

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE:
Super all the time yes.

DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE:
Yessu

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED:
I can't imagine it. But if I find the one, that would certainly sound nice.

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS:
Li'l bit. =^+w+^=

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK:
Not....really...? I reallyyy super much like healthy people type stuff but I balance it out with my intense love of sweets and junk food.

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS:
Secretly.

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT:
COME WATCH ME PLAY THE TAMBOURINE, WE WILL LAUGH AND PLAY IN THE FOREST.


In the past month have you
1. DRUNK ALCOHOL: Li'l bit =^>w>^=
2. SMOKED: Liiiii'l bit
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: Nonon.
4. GONE TO A MALL: Not to a decent one...?
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: Nononon.
6. EATEN SUSHI: Mmmmm *wasabi addiction*
7. BEEN ON STAGE: haha nooooooo
8. BEEN DUMPED: Nuh uh >;3

DO YOU WORK:
J-job searching. buhuhu =^+u+^=;;

IS A BOY/GIRL:
男らしい！！！ D8< ....I am anti gender.

FAVORITE EYE COLOR:
Anyany~ I really like super dark shiny eyes at times.

FAVORITE HAIR COLOR:
Uh. Pink.

SHORT OR LONG HAIR:
Bo...th...? D:

BEST CLOTHING STYLE:
RORIIII BIJAARUUUUU DECORAAAAAA KODONAAAA SAIBARUUUUUU GYARUUUUUU. Gay stuff.
....I will never pick just one. :'[

NUMBER OF CD'S I OWN:
IT'S OVER NINE THOUSAND Uhh er, I threw a bunch of them away.

NUMBER OF PIERCINGS:
Two in my ears, two in my lip that are halfway closed up. WANT BRIDGE PIERCING WANT.

NUMBER OF TATTOOS:
Zay-ro

THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET:
Letting people take advantage of me.




THE ADDICTION WILL NEVER DIE, I NEED HALP GAIZ.

*gets ready for bed hobaby*

Edit: mofo cut off my awesome title. Feck.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/15237697/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/15237697/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 02:02:20 PDT
My dad has been living with my uncle and his boyfriend for the last few weeks and is starting to get better.

He's going to be in rehab for the next month and a half.

My mom is not making enough money to pay the bills. I'm lucky to have internet.

Someone reported Mum to Human Services recently and a woman had to come to our house (and my school) to question us. We may end up staying with my aunt.

All the well-off people around me are pretty much pissing me off.

A few of my bad habits came back.

I'm sickly.

I'm anxious.

I had considered ending it all.

I realised that is a very stupid and selfish idea and have come to my senses.

I've become optimistic.

I need someone to hug.



No quizzes this time. :> I'm trying to kill my addiction.

And please don't worry. I'm not going to do anything stupid.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/15161755/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/15161755/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 16:49:13 PDT
First one I steal from because her hair is sexy.

OCs: Apathy, Mishi, Dreer.


how old are you?
Apathy: 17
Mishi: 17. Nearly pedo, all you parents out there. <3
Dreer: 16

what's your height?
Apathy: I'm not sure. Smaller than many.
Mishi: Tall. (And dark. And handsome.)
Dreer: I'm slightly taller than Apathy, I know.

are you a virgin?
Apathy: No.
Mishi: Fucking is how I pass the time~
Dreer: I'm not telling.

who's your mate/spouse?
Apathy: I have no one like that.
Mishi: DREER. <3 Oh yeah, and my girlfriend, Whatshername.
Dreer: No one. Mishi is talking nonsense.

do you have any kids?
Apathy: No.
Mishi: Mmmm children.
Dreer: I'm too young for that...

what's your favourite food?
Apathy: I don't like food.
Mishi: penisLollipops.
Dreer: I like vegetables.

what's your favourite ice cream flavor?
Apathy: Vanilla is okay.
Mishi: Strawberry.
Dreer: Vanilla, probably. Old fashion style.

have you killed anyone?
Apathy: That's ridiculous.
Mishi: Mmmm murder.
Dreer: I wonder that sometimes.

do you hate anyone?
Apathy: Hate gains me nothing.
Mishi: I hate our manager, as much as I want to get under his skirt.
Dreer: Yes.

have any secrets?
Apathy: Secrets I can't remember.
Mishi: Here's a secret: I forgot to clean the bedsheets, Dreer.
Dreer: I don't want to tell you.

do you love anyone?
Apathy: Love gains me nothing.
Mishi: Does lust count?
Dreer: I'm not sure...

what is your job?
Apathy: Vocalist of Fake Parade. Sometimes I model.
Mishi: Bassist of Fake Parade. And I date girls for money.
Dreer: I do a lot for Fake Parade, but mostly do guitar and sound engineering. I also work at a CD shop.

boy or girl?
Apathy: Male.
Mishi: ladyboy
Dreer: I'm a boy.

what do you do to relax?
Apathy: Write.
Mishi: Fuck.
Dreer: Play instruments. And certain things that should not be spoken of.

Next is stolen from 8'3

RULES:

EDIT: Post this shit in your journal so it can spreaaaddd!!!! >3
Okay, so put on your roleplaying hat. xDD Get in the mindset of one of your OC's, and then answer the questions as if you were your own character. xDD lol Don't change the interviewer's replies. xDD

I choose Furita bb. <33333

Interviewer:It's so great to finally get a chance to talk to you, uhhh.. What was your name again?

Flitter: Um, Flitter!


Int: Oh I see. What an interesting name. Your parents must have been ...interesting people. Tell me about them 8D;;;

Flitter: They died when I was young. They were very nice people. They took care of me and loved me.


Int: Lovely! Speaking of childhood, Tell me a goal or desire you had when you were younger.

Flitter: I wanted to be an acrobat in the circus that I traveled with. I was too nervous for that kind of thing, though, so I worked with the animals and gave out balloons in front of the Freak Show tent.


Int: That's just great. Now, as you were growing up, would you say you've had a troubled childhood?

Flitter: My parents treated me very very well. After they died I lived out on my own until my circus family took me in. They treated me very well, too. I was fortunate.


Int: Wonderful! Now that we know about your childhood, tell us a little bit about some goals you have now.

Flitter: I want to help people. I want to stop all the chaos that Yuki has caused, and I want to help her and Kensuke, too.


Int: Fantastic. What would you say is a fear that may get in your way?


Flitter: I don't like fighting... I'm afraid of hurting people. I'm afraid of dying.


Int: Oh yes. Of course. Well, is there anyone you're currently close with that you could trust against such fears? Who means the most to you right now?

Flitter: Kensuke protects me, and fights for me. He always tells me I need to fight for myself and be strong, though. My other friends mean a lot to me, too.


Int: Wow. That's so great. I'm tearing up here. You... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/14856660/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/14856660/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 13:23:53 PDT Basically a quiz to show off how hxc you are? lol omfg dat iz so gawff jus liek Enoby!!!!1122232mcr4ever

: D

1. Smoked. [x]
2. Consumed alcohol. [x]
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [x]
6. Had sex. [ ] (fork you I am not telling)
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. [x] (for giggling purposes)
9. Bought porn. [ ]
10. Done drugs. [x] (Uh, it's not a regular thing. :--D;;; )
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [x]
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. [x]
5. Been to rehab. [ ]
6. Done something illegal. [x]
7. Cut yourself. [x] (stfu I was like 12 and retarded.)
8. Hurt someone. [x]
9. Been to a club. [ ]
10. Seen someone die.[x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 16

1. Missed curfew. [x]
2. Stayed out all night. [x]
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x] (because that's haadokoa amirite?)
4. Been to a therapist. [ ] (Mum keeps trying to make me go but I say NAY)
5. Snuck out of the house. [x]
6. Dyed your hair. [x]
7. Received a ticket. [ ]
8. Been in an accident. [x]
9. Wished someone to die. [x]
10. Been to a bar.[ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 23

1. Been to a wild party. [ ]
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [ ]
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [ ]
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [ ]
5. Sniffed anything. [x]
6. Wore black nail polish. [x]
7. Wore arm bands. [x]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [x]
9. Listened to rap. [x] (YO. FUCK BOY.)
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 28

1. Dressed Gothic. [x] (uhhh I guess? I never went through the gawff period)
2. Dressed prep.[x] (ah likes 2 wear chavette clothes all da tiem yo)
3. Dressed punk. [x]
4. Dressed grunge. [x]
5. Stole something. [ ] (Um, not from a store or anything |D;; )
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [x]
7. Blacked out. [x]
8. Fainted. [x]
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 36

1. Snuck into someone else's room. [x]
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]
3. Been to a concert. [x]
4. Dry-humped someone. [x]
5. Been called a slut. [x] (playfully, but wutev.)
6. Called someone a slut. [x] (Yeah uh, usually just playfully)
7. Installed speakers in your car.[ ]
8. Broken a mirror. [x] (I cannot keep mirrors for long DX)
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. [x]
10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 44

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. [ ]
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x]
3. Cruised the mall. [ ]
4. Skipped school. [x]
5. Had surgery. [ ]
6. Had an injury. [x]
7. Gone to court. [ ]
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. [ ]
9. Caught something on fire. [x]
10. Lied about your age. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 49


1. Owned/rented an apartment.[ ]
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. [ ]
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. [x] (I....didn't know? D: )
4. Got in trouble with the police. [ ]
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. [x]
7. Kissed a stranger. [ ]
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. [x] (friend's acquaintance, ehhehe)
9. Been harassed. [x]
10. Been verbally harassed. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 55

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [x]
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [x]
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]
5. Been to a fair. [x]
6. Been called a bad influence. [x]
7. Drink and drive. [ ]
8. Prank-called someone. [x]
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
10. Cheated on a test. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 63

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]

wtf I'm a good kid. =^;A;^= This quiz is thoroughly made of poo.


Um yes, school is eating me alive and things aren't going so well at home so artwork will be....slow in coming. Plus... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/14428258/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/14428258/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 15:53:07 PDT I'M STILL RATHER BUSY THOUGH, I ASSURE YOU.
It's like, omg.

Sosososo, I stole'd a character quiz interview type thing from . :3

The characters I chose:

1) Flitter
2) Kensuke
3) Travist
4) Rencit [sorry Figlet! =^;o;^= You're left out.]

1. What’s your full name?

1) Flitter - It's just Flitter. Mother named me.
2) Kensuke - Kensuke. That's it.
3) Rencit - Travist Cell.
4) Rencit - Rencit Vaneere.

2. What’s your age?

1) Flitter - I'm seventeen. No one seems to believe that for some reason.
2) Kensuke - Eighteen.
3) Travist - I'm seventeen.
4) Rencit - Eighteen! I'm so much bigger than little Kensuke, ha.

3. Height and weight, if known.

1) Flitter - I don't know... I'm a bit small.
2) Kensuke - Big enough.
3) Travist - That's embarrassing!
4) Rencit - Uhhh, I've lost weight? Kensuke is my thinspiration!

4. What is your species?

1) Flitter - I'm fully Divine, unfortunately
2) Kensuke - Full Divine.
3) Travist - Half Divine.
4) Rencit - I'm a halfie.

5. Do you believe in love?

1) Flitter - Love is a very good thing! I want someone to fall in love with.
2) Kensuke - I don't know anything about love.
3) Travist - Love is dead.
4) Rencit - Yes, love is a very good thing! I'm on the hunt for that special someone, ladies.

6. Who do you like?

1) Flitter - A lot of people~
2) Kensuke - I don't have anyone like that.
3) Travist - Not Rencit.
4) Rencit - Travist baby! Come to daddy!

7. Name your best buddies.

1) Flitter - I talk to Kensuke a lot. Travist and Figlet and Rencit are my friends, too. And I haven't forgotten my friends from the circus!
2) Kensuke - I'm not really sure.
3) Travist - Flitter and Figlet are really nice.
4) Rencit - Travist! You know you love me.

8. At what date you were born?

1) Flitter - I'm not sure. I may have been born in the winter.
2) Kensuke - I remember there were flowers in bloom.
3) Travist - June 15!
4) Rencit - Augest 9th.

9. Favorite Movies?

1) Flitter - I like dark and beautiful films.
2) Kensuke - I have no interest in them.
3) Travist - Lately, I feel like cheesy romance.
4) Rencit - Movies with sex and drugs, mmmm.

10. Do you consider yourself a sexy or cute person?

1) Flitter - I have too many flaws, I think.
2) Kensuke - No.
3) Travist - I look fine enough. I don't think it matters.
4) Rencit - Well, the ladies love me.

11. How would you describe yourself?

1) Flitter - Would friendly describe me? I try to be friendly.
2) Kensuke - I'm just me.
3) Travist - Solitary.
4) Rencit - Dashing!

12. Who do you hate?

1) Flitter - I don't want to hate anyone.
2) Kensuke - I would rather not care enough to hate someone.
3) Travist - Rencit! Leave me alone!
4) Rencit - Yuki and her stupid minions.

13. What do you hate?

1) Flitter - ....I really do not like that word.
2) Kensuke - The high up sky.
3) Travist - Rencit bothering me.
4) Rencit - ....Fighting Yuki and her stupid minions.

14. Do you think fashion is important in your life?

1) Flitter - I like to wear clothes that make me feel happy.
2) Kensuke - I like being presentable.
3) Travist - Fashion is nice!
4) Rencit - Of course, hahaha.

15. Where do you live?

1) Flitter - A family has been gracious enough to rent me their attic.
2) Kensuke - A rather rundown apartment building.
3) Travist - With Rencit, unfortunately.
4) Rencit - With Travist baby~

16. What are your hobbies?

1) Flitter - I like to be around animals, and explore.
2) Kensuke - Reading is nice.
3) Travist - I make carvings. I'm practicing on painting them well.
4) Rencit - Playing guitar and being online!

17. Tell us some secret that you have.

1) Flitter - I know that someone's been hurting Kensuke.
2) Kensuke - I don't want to harm Yuki because I know she's not completely evil.
3) Travist - I have many, many scars that aren't visible to the naked eye.
4) Rencit - I go to visit my old band friends often.

18. Favorite Foods.

1) Flitter - Fruits help me get by.
2) Kensuke - Vegetables.
3) Travist - Sweets, defin... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/14388152/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/14388152/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 22:31:26 PDT
Tagged by Michimichimichimi <3

The rules are:
1- Post these rules
2- Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3- Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4- At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5- Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they’ve been ‘tagged’

TONIGHT WE DINE IN A CORNUCOPIA OF GUUPI.

1. I like to take extremely hot showers and usually become lightheaded and have to sit down. In the middle of a shower. 8'D
2. I'm kind of like mildly autistic or uh, something. I've yet to overcome my issues with social interaction.
3. I hate ketchup and sweet pickles. H8. MCDONALD'S I TELL YOU I DO NOT WANT THE KETCHUP WHY DO YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME THE KETCHUP. DO NOT WANT.
4. I can pick my nose with my tongue. :9
5. I probably write just as much as I draw.
6. I'm very timid and horrible with eye contact. And I tend to talk too quietly, so I'm told.
7. I like to be alone when I smoke but I will only drink socially.
8. Cute things make me oddly sleepy and I tend be a bit slow in the head around people that I think are cute. =^+w+^=;;; If I fall asleep around you, it's probably not a bad thing.

I TAG: your mom, the milkman, Major Tom, THAT HOTTIE PARIS HILTON HOBABY, Richard Nixon, Adolf Hitler, Gackt, and you.


...

So uhhh, I've been really busy lately. Forgive me plox? :'c

BY ZEE WAY, I AM NOW A BLOND FOR THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW 8D
And no, I am not having more fun.
And also, I am in love, and it's horrible.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13922328/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13922328/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 03:01:20 PDT Another stolen from someone I don't even know.

th e l e t t e r A
Are you available?: I'm not sure. XD
What is your age?: 2.
What annoys you?: Insomnia.

t h e l e t t e r B
Do you know anyone named Billy?: Kind of, I guess.
When is your birthday?: March 30th~ Remember to buy me things! 8DD;;
Who is your best friend?: Bearkun <3 He's been sick =^;A;^=

t h e l e t t e r C
What's your favorite candy?: I can't pick a favourite. :B I love them all
Who's your crush?: RYUUTOOOOOO. And um, some people.
When was the last time you cried?: Today, from lulsing.

t h e l e t t e r D
Do you daydream?: Hahaha oh yes.
What's your favorite kind of dog?: Teensy tiny crazy ones. 8DDD
What day of the week is it?: Sunday morning.

t h e l e t t e r E
How do you like your eggs?: Hard boiled :9
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: nono
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: lick your elbow

t h e l e t t e r F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: No. =^;A;^= Scary.
Do you use fly swatters?: No. XD I tend to squish things with my hands without thinking.
Have you ever used a foghorn?: Errrr, no.

t h e l e t t e r G
Do you chew gum?: Not very often. :T I don't get some people's constant need for gum.
Are you a giver or a taker?: Taker! XD Ahhaha, I love to give things~
Do you like gummy candies?: Yesyesyes!

t h e l e t t e r H
How are you?: Sleepyyy
What's your height?: Midget. x:
What's your hair color?: Darkdarkdark. BLEACHHHHH DX

t h e l e t t e r I
What's your favorite ice cream?: Any kind~ Butter pecan is really nice, though.
Have you ever ice skated?: Noppppe

t h e l e t t e r J
What's your favorite jelly bean?: I like the butter ones! 8D HOBABY
Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?: Er, not one that comes to mind. TELL ME JOKES PEOPLE.
Do you wear jewelry?: Yesyes. I feel kind of bare without it.

t h e l e t t e r K
Who do you want to kill?: Someone.
Do you want kids?: Yes! =^;o;^= That's an unachievable dream.

t h e l e t t e r L
Are you laid back?: Um, I guess. That's what people tell me? I think I'm kind of crazy, though. 8'D
Do you lie?: I'm a terrible liar.

t h e l e t t e r M
What's your favorite movie when you were little?: CAREBEARS.
Do you still watch it?: Yahyah! 8D

t h e l e t t e r N
Do you have a nickname?: Guupi! Guupster! Guupimeister! Ariba! etcetc.
Whats your favorite number?: 16
Do you prefer night over day?: Nightnightnight yes.

t h e l e t t e r O
What’s your one wish? Pura come to America! =^;n;^= They've been to Germany twice gosh.
Are you an only child?: nono
Do you wish this was over?: STAY WITH ME FOREVER.

t h e l e t t e r P
What fears are you most paranoid about?: Paranormal forces attacking me in the night. =^.__.^= And abandonment. If someone doesn't talk to me for a while I instantly assume they don't like me anymore.

t h e l e t t e r Q
Are you quick to judge people?: Not really? I try my best not to. :I

t h e l e t t e r R
Do you think you're always right?: LOL OF COURSE DON'T QUESTION ME.
You watch reality TV?: Gross, cooties.
What's a good reason to cry?: When everything goes wrong at once.

t h e l e t t e r S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: Rain has humidity. D'8 But sun hurts. And rain is more beautiful. So rain.
Do you like snow?: Yeeeeeeees =^*o*^= <3
What's your favorite season?: Winter~

t h e l e t t e r T
What time is it?: Arounddd 5 a.m.
What time did you wake up?: I'm not sure, I was in bed all day because I felt ill. D|
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: When I was like, 10 or something?

t h e l e t t e r U
What is your favorite kind of underwear?: NOT ASSORTMENTS OF COLOURFUL THONGS. D:<<< YOU HEAR ME? DO NOT WANT.
Have you ever rode on a unicycle?: I want to. XD

t h e l e t t e r V
What’s the worst veggie?: They're all good! =^;3;^= I don't like boiled carrots too much, though.

t h e l e t t e r W
What's your worst habit?: Doodling in class; procrastination
Where do you live?: The moon.

t h e l e t t e r X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: Yessu
Have you seen the x-games?: Errr what
Do you own a xylophone?: I used to! 8D I could play songs like Twinkle Twinkle Little Star and stuff.

t h e l e t t e r Y
Do you like the color yellow?: Oh yes.
What year were you born?: 1540.

t h e l e t t e r Z
Do you believe in the zodiac?... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13895622/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13895622/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 03:31:04 PDT
WTF QUIZ IS NOT SPELLED WITH AN E WHY DID I TYPE THAT. OH WELL IT'S TOO LATE TO GO BACK LET'S GO EVERYBODY.

1. Who were you with last night?
My doggie. 8D

2. What woke you up this morning?
The uhhh, sunshine.

3. Where are you right now?
With Kampisan. |D

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Uhhhh tomorrow there will be work! And no sleep! But I'm okay with that.

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
My little sister hugs me all the time. (BIRDFACEEEE >;3 )

8. When's the last time you cried?
Today, from fear of fugly wannabe visual kei dude. D: And then I laughed at him.

10. Ever thrown up in public?
Yes, but um, not recently.

11. Passed out because of alcohol?
Ehhehe, a couple of times.

12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
Tomorrow is a big day. =^+w+^=

-The FUTURE -

13. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
A few people.

14. Where would you like to live?
Lots of places! 8D I'm still not sure where I would want to live permanently. Maybe in Europe somewhere~

15. What kind of home would you like?
Clean, but lived in? && really interesting design, with lots of natural light.

16. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A FARMER.
*cough* Graphic novelist.

17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Nowhere. x:

- ON MYSPACE -

20. Who is your number one?
....No one.

23. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
A chick from school. :I

24. Are you good friends with this person?
Not really.

25. How often do you log in to myspace
Never. XD I don't use it anymore.

- IN GENERAL -

27. Do you like candy necklaces?
Mmmm yes~

28. When's the last time you fell or ran into something?
Uhhh I ran into a table yesterday.

29. Do you still go trick or treating?
Yesyes. |D;; With friends.

31. What was the last thing you ate?
Banana peppers and salsa~

32. Are you a fast typer?
Sort of, but I typo like crazy. :T So I always have to go back and fix mistakes.

33. About how many people have you liked?
Billions.

34. What are you doing this weekend?
Nothing, I imagine. D:

35. Whats your favorite type of soda?
Fruit sodas, root bear, coca cola, cream soda~ Also, this really nice melon soda that is soso expensive.

36. Have you ever moved?
Yes. =^;A;^=

37. Have you ever won an award?
Mostly academic. |D I was a smarty pants.

38. How many times have you been in love?
A few times.

39. What do you want to do right now?
Sleep.

40. Are you listening to music right now?
Of course~ Dark Snow, by Angelo.

41. Are you with someone right now?
Compysan && myself

42. Whats a word or phrase that you love?
One day I will fuck your parents/I'll rape your daughter on your grave. :3

43. How long until your birthday?
Months.

44. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
Couple of weeks ago, maybe. && maybe some other times when I was younger.

45. What time is it right now?
Past 5 in the morning 8D;;

46. Do you think anyone will repost to this?
Perhaps.

47. What makes you pissed off?
Someone.

48. Have you ever had a song written about you?
Y-yes, actually. D: A few times.

49. What movie makes you cry?
Movies where aminals die. =^;3;^= And some cheesy romance stuff.

51. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
Purachan. 8'D

52. Do you have a job?
Dealing with odd jobs, currently. :T

53. What does your CD player have in it right now?
Diru CD ;o

54. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Pale yellow. PEEPEE.

55. What makes you happy?
Nice people! Cute people! Fun people! 8D


I have no idea why that quiz was missing questions. Whut-ev.

Also, penis.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13834846/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13834846/ Sun, 22 Jul 2007 15:24:52 PDT
I didn't bother to buy Deathly Hallows, I don't feel like leaving my house right now so I've been hiding in my basement for like, ever.

......I don't know why I'm bothering to write any more since everyone's going to avoid this journal like the plague because of the title. BUT WHATEVER I'm bored shut up.

Sososo thank you everyone for 6000+ pageviews! :> I appreciate it && etcetc. JEAN I TOTALLY OWE YOU A DRAWING FOR CATCHING 6000 EXCEPT I WILL PROBABLY FORGET AND I'M DRAWING A COMMISSION PICTURE FOR YOU ANYWAY.

My grandmother brought over two pies and I shouldn't eat them because I'm trying to ban myself from sweets but o dang they look really good and my dog tried to assault her so I had to lock him in my mum's room and he ended up scratching up the door and she's not going to be pleased with me and also he has really bad fleas and is getting special treatments for them and I hope they die soon because I feel bad for him and also they're starting to find their way into my bedsheets AKA my special chickie star blanket that I have been sleeping with on the couch because there's a spring sticking out of my bed that likes to cut me and make me bleed and I think this is starting to become a run on sentence but whatever I'm really bored and I've been sleeping too much lately and no one really bothers to make sure I wake up at a decent time and ow my hand is starting to cramp I should probably take a break from typing I'm starting to make a lot of typos and it's really frustrating so

YEAH.

btw Ryuuto is the love of my life omg. <33333 D: I'M STALKING HIS BLOG CURRENTLY. HE LIKES TO TAKE PICTURES OF HIMSELF MAKING PUFFY FACES AND HE HAS MY DREAM HAIR. Except now his entire hair is pink, but it still looks AWESOMESAUCE.

His band isn't all that good but I'm still listening to them because he's their guitarist WHY YES I AM SHALLOW.
Okay, I do like their music but their vocalist needs more experience or something. But I kind of like bands with struggling vocalists. Maybe that's why I like early Dir en grey so much. :'D

END.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13787706/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13787706/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 21:29:57 PDT
SO YEAH, that first.

■1→
Fruits. I really love this work. =^;w;^= The colours are beautiful and I really love the brushstrokes. It has a surreal quality, and I like that.
Le Petit Pont. This is really cute to me, and sparks my imagination with its simplicity. 83~ Again, colour use. I love it =^*A*^= <33
:: Me :: Oh how I love that yellow tone. =^+w+^= <3 The shadowy bits make it kind of mysterious and evokes some sort of mood that I totally dig. XD

■2→
TDD - Mandy Goes to Med School. Because seriously, what's cooler than The Dresden Dolls? They're amazing, and this drawing is perfect for them. <3 This is something I'd love on a shirt, simple and stylish. =^*__*^=
Alice - twinkle twinkle. D: CUTE. Need I say more? I totally love anything Alice related so that gives this even more cool points. Also, Azumanga Daioh = lulz. ;o
Original - Lemon-Lime Necklace. I'D WEAR IT. 8D It's really nifty and colourful, kind of like candy and ohhhh dang am I in a candy mood. This actually makes me want to make jewelry myself. XD

■3→ Vinny + Axel. LOL IT'S MENS TOGETHER. 8D I mostly feature this because Axel's in a wedding dress, with a bow in his hair. A BOW IN HIS HAIR. I think that is rather awesome.
Ninjaa..aaaa. Bandages & boobs? Oh yes. :'3 I really like the figure, it's hawt. Plus, she's a ninja. That's already hawt enough.
Shadowed. I really like the concept for this, and I like the special effects and stuff that I'm never able to do with my art. :'D And again, dern what an awesome figure. HAWT <3

■4→
For Silvair. Ahhh, I really love the swirly background. =^*o*^= The purple in the skin tone is really interesting, too. And the ears~ 8D <333 Cutecute.
Sunny days. So bright and cheery. :'3 I love his eyes and blushy cheeks, ees adorable. He looks like he needs a highfive.
Thanks. Pretty eyes~ 8DDD The colours are kind of on the cool side, I like that. And long silver hair is such secks. ;D

■5→
Purple Haze. HAIDEE'S ART LIGHTS MY FIRE OH YES. The colours are lovelylovelylovely and mixed wonderfully and omgomg. I want her brilliance rite nao plx.
Marioland. Ahhh Mario. =^;o;^= I grew up on Mario games, and this is absolutely DELIGHTFUL. <3 Just looking at this makes me hiphiphappy. It's adorable. NO MORE WORDS.
Height Conscious. She's pretty as she is. =^;A;^= Again, adorable. It makes my tummy all warm and I feel like I should hug someone (something?). Colour usage is AWESOME.

■6→
My Life in a Sand Clock. I really, really like this. It's beautiful. The sand falling on the man's back, the birds that fly above him, it's very sad and has a lot of emotion. =^*__*^= There are NO MISTA... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13678715/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13678715/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 00:43:56 PDT
Um, doing a quiz because I need something to pass the time. Stolen from supernice .

1) How old do you wish you were?
12. :'x;;;;

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
Uhh at school I guess. I wasn't really aware of what was happening.

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
Whine. |D;;

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
Occasionally, I guess. I'm not as nice as everyone thinks, though, ehhehe.

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?
I've never had much of a tattoo interest, but hand&wrist tattoos are neat.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
I really need to become fluent in Japanese. XD My Japanese sucks. I want to learn more French, too.

7) Do you know your neighbours?
Not really. They hate us.

8) What do you consider a holiday?
The birthdays of people I admire. :'3 I throw one-man parties.

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
I think it's interesting, but I forget to. 8D;;

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
Sure~

11) Are you touchy feely?
Um, a little.
*is occasionally clingy* :I;;;

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
Sometimes. If they have chemistry.

13) Dream job?
Graphic novelist/mangaka/whatever you prefer to call it. There's a lot of other things I'm interested in as well, such as makeup and hair styling, fashion design, etc. |D;;

14) Favorite channel(S)?
Classic movie channels! And comedy, and ones that have children shows. <3

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
Friends' homes, the park, picnicking areas, malls, home.

16) Showers or Baths?
Baths~ Too bad our bathtub stopper is messed up. DX;;

17) Do you paint your nails?
Ahhaha, yes. Right now they're red and...badly chipped.

18) Do you trust people easily?
I've been really naive in the past, so I tend to be paranoid about people betraying me or secretly hating me behind my back. =^.__.^=;;;

19) What are your phobias?
The dark/dark windows, being disliked by those I admire, friends drifting away from me, loved ones being hurt, rape, uh. x:

20) Do you want kids?
Yes~ I want to adopt foreign children. XD *such a celebrity*

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
I used to. I drew pictures in it a lot.

22) Where would you rather be right now?
Anywhere but here.
With my lovelove. =^.__.^= <33

23) Heavy or light sleeper?
Kind of a heavy sleeper? I tend to wake up throughout the night from nightmares.

24) Are you paranoid?
....Yes.

25) Are you impatient?
I think so. XD

26) Who can you relate to?
Uh, intrawebz friends mostly. And a couple of local friends.

27) How do you feel about interracial couples?
They're awesome. 8D And make pretty babies.

28) Have you been burned by love?
A little.

29) What's your main ring tone on your cell?
D:

30) What were you doing after midnight last night?
Crying.

31) What did the last text on your mobile phone say?
DDD:

32) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
I um, didn't sleep in a bed.

33) What color shirt are you wearing?
White mostly. It's one of those I <3 NY shirts. XD

34) Why is there no question here?
'Cos you're made of ghey.

35) Name three things you have on you at all times~?
Clothing, some form of makeup, my heavy heeeeaaaaarrrrrt.

36) What color are your bed sheets?
They're like...mauve and yellowy/tan elegant styled ones. I usually sleep with my pink and yellow chickie blanket, though.

37) How much cash do you have on you right now?
I'm completely broke. =^.__.^=;;

38) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
The uh, organs. 8D;;

39) What's your favorite town/city?
San Franciscoooo omg =^;A;^= <333

40) I can't wait till?
I die. HAHAHA, JOKE. Really.

41) Who got you to join myspace?
Uh, my wifey, but I killed my Myspace because I thought it was pointless. |D;;

42) What did you have for dinner last night?
Uhhh, ham salad sandwich thing.

43) How tall are you barefoot?
5'4" =^.__.^=

44) Have you ever smoked heroin?
Nope. :'3

45) Do you own a gun?
Nuh uh.

4... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13664105/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13664105/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 21:40:45 PDT HAHAHAHAHA.
TO THINK THAT I LEFT MY HOUSE AT NOON THINKING IT WAS GOING TO BE A NICE DAY.

FUCK.

FUCK.
FUCK.
FUCK.

HE FUCKING PULLED THE KEYS OUT OF A MOVING VEHICLE CONTAINING FUCKING CHILDREN. FUCKING CHILDREN. HE BLOODIED MY LITTLE SISTER'S NOSE THAT FUCKING CUNT, THEN HE GOES AND DOES THAT SHIT TO MY MOM AND KICKS HER WINDOW IN.

SMART MOVE, ASSHOLE. I GUESS CALLING THE POLICE WASN'T FUCKING ENOUGH FOR YOU.

WE WERE FUCKING BLEEDING.

DESPITE BEING CUT UP, BRUISED, AND HAVING A BUSTED LIP

THE SATISFACTION OF PUNCHING HIS FACE IN MADE THE PAIN WORTH IT.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE HE IS RIGHT NOW
AND I DON'T FUCKING CARE.

I HOPE HE DIES IN A GUTTER.

HAHAHAHA I'M RUNNING ON LIKE ZERO HOURS OF SLEEP RIGHT NOW SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME.







.....

Alright, I've cooled down a little.

There was actually some nice people that stopped on the side of the highway to help us. They even let us relax at their house for a while, and a boy named Raven cleaned most of the glass out of the car.

I have faith in the human race.

And I'm also in serious need of a shower.

kill
kill
kill
kill

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13538134/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13538134/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:13:35 PDT
8D HAY KIDS, FIRST TEN PEOPLE TO COMMENT GETS THREE OF THEIR WORKS FEATURED IN MY SEXY JOURNAL. Oh yes, it's the chance of a lifetime.

■1→
Fruits. I really love this work. =^;w;^= The colours are beautiful and I really love the brushstrokes. It has a surreal quality, and I like that.
Le Petit Pont. This is really cute to me, and sparks my imagination with its simplicity. 83~ Again, colour use. I love it =^*A*^= <33
:: Me :: Oh how I love that yellow tone. =^+w+^= <3 The shadowy bits make it kind of mysterious and evokes some sort of mood that I totally dig. XD

■2→
TDD - Mandy Goes to Med School. Because seriously, what's cooler than The Dresden Dolls? They're amazing, and this drawing is perfect for them. <3 This is something I'd love on a shirt, simple and stylish. =^*__*^=
Alice - twinkle twinkle. D: CUTE. Need I say more? I totally love anything Alice related so that gives this even more cool points. Also, Azumanga Daioh = lulz. ;o
Original - Lemon-Lime Necklace. I'D WEAR IT. 8D It's really nifty and colourful, kind of like candy and ohhhh dang am I in a candy mood. This actually makes me want to make jewelry myself. XD

■3→ Vinny + Axel. LOL IT'S MENS TOGETHER. 8D I mostly feature this because Axel's in a wedding dress, with a bow in his hair. A BOW IN HIS HAIR. I think that is rather awesome.
Ninjaa..aaaa. Bandages & boobs? Oh yes. :'3 I really like the figure, it's hawt. Plus, she's a ninja. That's already hawt enough.
Shadowed. I really like the concept for this, and I like the special effects and stuff that I'm never able to do with my art. :'D And again, dern what an awesome figure. HAWT <3

■4→
For Silvair. Ahhh, I really love the swirly background. =^*o*^= The purple in the skin tone is really interesting, too. And the ears~ 8D <333 Cutecute.
Sunny days. So bright and cheery. :'3 I love his eyes and blushy cheeks, ees adorable. He looks like he needs a highfive.
Thanks. Pretty eyes~ 8DDD The colours are kind of on the cool side, I like that. And long silver hair is such secks. ;D

■5→
Purple Haze. HAIDEE'S ART LIGHTS MY FIRE OH YES. The colours are lovelylovelylovely and mixed wonderfully and omgomg. I want her brilliance rite nao plx.
Marioland. Ahhh Mario. =^;o;^= I grew up on Mario games, and this is absolutely DELIGHTFUL. <3 Just looking at this makes me hiphiphappy. It's adorable. NO MORE WORDS.
Height Conscious. She's pretty as she is. =^;A;^= Again, adorable. It makes my tummy all warm and I feel like I should hug someone (something?). Colour usage is AWESOME.

■6→
My Life in a Sand Clock. I really, really like this. It's beautiful. The sand falling on the man's back, the birds that fly above him, it's... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13505488/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13505488/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 23:21:47 PDT
Stolen from someone I don't even know, haha.


British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football... not soccer.
Total: 3

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard Barbie.
[ ] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[ ] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something
Total: 1

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is
[ ] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some. (I have to know a little, considering my dad is fluent XD )
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.
Total: 6

Russian
[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered. (When I'm by myself, yeah :'D )
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 6

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper. (Um, yeah, what I said before)
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. patty’s day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get together-s always include drinking and singing.
Total: 4

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 2

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes. (I guess they're kind of big, sort of. XD)
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at maths. (Even though I hate it...? XD )
[x] You have played the piano.
[x] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth. (ALWAYS)
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese. (People think I look more Japanese, for some reason x: )
[x] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 6

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You Speak some German. (TINY bit =^>__>^= )
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[ ] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2
Total: 5

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[x] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 3

American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 3

Japanese
[x] You say "Eeeeeeeeh?" to anything remotely strange.
[ ] You ride a bicycle, train, or combination of the two to work. (My bicycle was stolen =^;A;^= )
[x] You think raw fish and rice is the best food combination ever.
[x] You cover your mouth when you laugh.
[x] You slurp your noodles
... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13462686/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13462686/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 17:37:06 PDT
Stole'd from =MiniCow.

:: About you

1. Name: Guupi desu
2. Nickname: Uh, Guupimeister, Guupster, Ariba, fag, etc.
3. Current residence: The moon.
4. Place of birth: The moon, born and raised ;D
5. Zodiac sign: Aries.
6. Male or female: Horrible monster.
7. Education: Kindergarten.
8. Schools you went to: Mooninite elementary.
9. Occupation: Marionette :>
10. Personal quote: I'll rape your daughter on your grave. 8D


:: Your Appearance

12. Hair colour: BLONDE SOON. D:<<<< SOONNN
13. Hair length: Kind of long in the back, haha. Past the top of my spine? *can't think of a better way to put that*
14. Eye colour: Dark blue. D: *oddity*
15. Best feature: Uhh.
16. Height: 5'......4" x:
17. Braces: I want them. XD
18. Glasses: I wear them as an accessory, derher.
19. Piercing: Both ears and one in the lip, the left one closed up. D: I used to have my bellybutton pierced, too, hahaha.
20. Tattoos: Nuh uh.
21. Righty or lefty: Ze right


:: Your 'Firsts'

22. First best friend: My dog. D: Or that green haired boy from kindergarten.
23. First award: I um, won a spelling bee.
24. First sport you joined: I didn't do sports. D8;;
25. First pet: A worm. He was so hardcore.
26. First real vacation: Ehehe, my family was too poor for that sort of stuff.
27. First concert: I don't even remember XD;;
28. First love: BARNIE THE DINOSAUR.


:: Favorites.

29. Movie: As of right now, I love The Adventures of Prince Achmed. XDDD It changes, though.
30. TV Show: Uhhh
31. Colour: Pink, cos I'm gheyyy oh yeah.
32. Band: Way too many 8D;; But Plastic Tree is at the top of the list, of course.
34. Song right now: Probably Papichan by Kana right now. XDD And Youkosou by Antic Cafe & Shelly Trip Realize.
35. Friend: You ;D
36. Candy: YOU EXPECT ME TO CHOSE A FAVOURITE, FECK YOU D:< ALL OF THEM.
37. Sport to play: Soccer
38. Restaurant: Errr
39. Favorite brand to wear: I don't own many brands that I admire, 'cos I'm poor and all that. Sex Pot Revenge and H.Naoto are awesome, though. 8D && lolita brands~
40. Store: I like flea markets, hahaha.
41. School subject: Uhh, French is nice, but requires studying. x:
42. Animal: PANDAAAA 8D And uhhh dogs and cats and bushdogs.
43. Book: I'm a Harry Potter nerd, derher. D: I like picture books a lot.
44. Magazine: Very many. Right now though, I love Cure for having Style Councils. XDD Fruits & Kera are nice~ And uh, Vogue.
45. Shoes: WANT SUM CREEPERS NAO D':


:: Currently

46. Feeling: Ehhh. Lonely
47. Single or taken?: Contrary to popular belief, single. 8D I'm just uh, very loving with my friends?
48. Eating: Guess 8D
49. Drinking: Guess! 8D
50. Typing: This?
51. Online?: Of course not.
52. Listening to: GUESS 8D
53. Thinking about: Someone I miss.
54. Wanting to: ...See the person I miss? D:
55. Watching: GUESSSS 8D
56. Wearing: Boxers, rainbow hat, a really horrid shirt, and my chicky blanket because it's freezing. 8'D


:: Future

57. Want kids: Haha, yes, but it'll never happen.
58. Want to be married: See above.
59. Careers in mind: Graphic Novelist! Or marionette prince. :'D
60. Where do you want to live?: I'm still wondering that. x: All over the place. Probably.
61. Car: Tiny and uuhhh, shiny, I hope.


::What is best with the opposite sex?

62. Hair colour: Anything 8D
63. Hair length: Uhhh. Anything 8DDD
64. Eye colour: I like super dark blackish eyes. XD
65. Measurements: Pretty small? D:
66. Cute or sexy: Cute, derherher
67. Lips or eyes: Uhh eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Both plx
69. Short or tall: Maybe around my size? XD Otherwise I feel weird.
70. Easygoing or serious: Uhhh a little of both?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Maybe both, ehehe
72. Sensitive or loud: BOTH 8D
73. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
74. Trouble maker or hesitant one: ...They're both kind of cute.


:: Have you ever...

75. Kissed a stranger: Perhaps.
76. Had alcohol: Not too many times 8D;;; *can't hold alcohol very well*
77. Smoked: Yessu
78. Ran away from home: Haaaa, I wouldn't last long.
79. Broken a bone: Nono
80. Broken someones heart: Maybe
81. Broke up with someone: Not quite....8D;;;
82. Cried when someone died: Yes
83. Cried at school: Hahahahahaha YES.

:: Do you believe in....

84. God: Maybe.
85. Miracles: Depends. o:... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13297195/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13297195/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 23:46:27 PDT
1. List some things you want to say to 15 different people but you know you probably never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
4. Never discuss it again

1. Sometimes I want to stop you midsentence and kiss you but I'm way too shy.

2. Even though you say horrible things to me and we'll never ever get along, I want to be there to protect you. I wish you would appreciate that.

3. I know you only hang around me because I'm "nice to look at" so please stop being fake.

4. I hate you. I'm tired of you hurting me and I don't want any of your drugs and I would like it if you stopped touching me please. When I say stop I mean stop.

5. The reason I don't talk to you much is because as much as I like and admire you, I'm pretty sure I annoy the crap out of you.

6. I think you're really sweet and should take your problems more seriously.

7. You're kind of super creepy and it disturbs me, and it disturbs my friends, too.

8. I want to make good friends with you, you're amazing =^;o;^= <3

9. I never loved you, I was just too weak to say I wasn't interested. I see now that you had problems and our relationship was way too unhealthy. I was just a child back then and I don't know why you even wanted me.

10. Please don't let people treat you badly. You deserve better than that, and I hope you know it.

11. We've never really talked, but I really look up to you and you make me strive to be a better person.

12. Please don't give me alcohol again. |D;;; Also, your boyfriend is kind of a jerk to me.

13. I like you and all, but not really in that way. It sort of feels like you're going to molest me sometimes.

14. I'm soooo jealous of you, oh my gourd.

15. You're a good kid, stay that way.

It's nice to get things off my chest.

pee ess, if anyone wants to commision me in exchange for a subscription, that would be nice~

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13222983/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13222983/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 01:40:25 PDT Except, not really, because I don't really care.

Going to tone down on wangsting. D:< && TONE UP THE CHEERY SUNSHINE DESU.

Also, slowing going broke from buying so much candy for childrens.
LOLOLOL PEDO.
Or maybe I'm just a nice sibling. |D;;;; GOSH I'M NOT EVEN 18 YET AHHAHAHA.

I do not know why I'm so hyperactive at this time of night SOMEONE LOVE ME.

Lonelyyyyy.




This is going to be a rough summer.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13184719/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13184719/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 03:37:54 PDT 陽が差したら　陽が差したら

陽が差したら僕の目がつぶれるから

つぶれるからつぶれるからつぶれるからつぶれるから

つぶれるから

つぶれた





I don't want this to happen anymore.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13116401/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/13116401/ Sun, 27 May 2007 18:50:09 PDT
HERE IS THINGY SNATCHED FROM MAIMAI.

If you comment...

1- I'll answer with something random about you.
2- I'll dare you to try something.
3- I'll say a color I associate with you.
4- I'll tell you something I like about you.
5- I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.
6- I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7- I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.
8- If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal.
DO ITTTTT. Actually uh, don't pay attention to number eight unless you want to. :'D

Oh yeah, on Tuesday the puppy we've been taking care of is going to be sent to the human society. =^.__.^= I want to keep her forever.
If um, no one decides to adopt her she's going to be put to sleep. We can't find anyone that will take her in.
=^.__.^=......

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12644802/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12644802/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 16:05:07 PDT My mum and I were fighting. I shouldn't have been such a smartarse.

But! I making things right now. =^*__*^= Which means lots of house and school work that I need to concentrate on. I'll still try and be online from time to time, though.

Jrock Revolution is happening in Los Angeles next month. =^TT___TT^= -> [link]
WHY.
I wish Yoshiki lived on the east coast or something, that poopoo.

Hahahahahaha I can't say that. Yoshiki is such a nice guy D:<

Zanyway, yah, I'm getting my head out of my bum and making accomplishments.
I'm happy

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12519251/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12519251/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 03:07:22 PDT
I have lots of candy, and egg dye all over my fingers, and I'm very happy, and nothing will ruin my mood.



I really love e g g s =^;w;^=

Time for sleep |D;;; DRAWLING TOMORROW

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12490927/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12490927/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 01:32:44 PDT
OMG LIKE, THE POLICE WERE AT MY HOUSE LIKE FIVE MINUTES AGO GAHHAL;SDKFJ;SDLKFJ

They questioned me while I was in my freaging pajamas. GOSH. JUST, GOSH.

So uh yeah, the whole thing was really retarded and I don't want to elaborate but whatever. It was basically my parents being asshats, and my dad decided to be the bigger asshat and called the cops and ended up just getting himself in handcuffs.

THANKS FOR BEING ASSHATS MOM AND DAD. 8D

AND LIKE, MY MOM MADE ME AND MY LITTLE, SOBBING SISTER STAY UPSTAIRS AND BE WITNESSES SO THOSE DUMBTARDED POLICE MEN COULD SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF US, HOW GRAND.

I'll um, calm down later.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12387002/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12387002/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:59:57 PDT
Stillllll at Ari's house. 8DDD I went to the dentist yesterday, though.
Finally finished the root canal. =^e"e^=;;;;

We're um, kind of babysitting childrens now 8D;;


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.
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GLARGH I DON'T WANT TO BE AN ADULT IT'S HAPPENING TOO SOON. =^TT_____TT^= NOOOOOOO

Okay er, got that out of my system :'D.

Baibaiiii~
_{Draw me things! D:<}

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12277106/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12277106/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 20:22:27 PDT
I swiped a quiz thing from 8DD

List 12 of your original characters:
1. Flitter
2. Dreer
3. Whool
4. Peach
5. Kensuke
6. Sever
7. Apathy
8. Yuki
9. Travist
10. Puppet
11. Laugh
12. Jackie

01) Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? What subjects would they teach?

Uhhhh they're a lot alike because they're twins? XD I don't know why I placed them so far apart.
But I guess, Laugh, because he's um, more serious.
He would teach a class on logic or something.

02) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?
DUDE, SO HAWT. RYUUTAROU HOT, EVEN.
lolz srsly

03) 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?

Jackie would send Yuki on a quest for...cake.
Yuki would probably wander into an alley and find someone to brutally murder before she came back with the cake.

04) What is or would be 9's favorite book?

Like um, he'd probably like something dark. A Clockwork Orange? 8D

05) Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?

I...don't know. D: They're both really awkward about relationships? I think Dreer perhaps.

06) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should s/he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?

9. :000 Puppet would be all whiny and annoying without his twin siblings with him. Travist is quiet and keeps to himself a lot, and Kensuke likes that.

07) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?

Uhuh, Jackie would probably drag them to some super hip cafe and Apathy and Dreer would be all awkward and not know what to do.
Eventually I think Jackie and Dreer would start talking about their favourite variety of ducks.

08) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?

He would.....laugh and laugh, and tell her to go back home. :'D And she would immediately

09) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?

Uh, she'd probably track him down and rip out his entrails, and then she'd forget why she did it in the first place. :'D
Either that, or ask politely to have it returned.

10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.

"The Attainment of the Almighty Ganguro Tan and the Boy who was Secksless"

11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?

They would probably like each other a lot, so there wouldn't be any difficulty with them getting along. :'D Although they're both kind of incapable of taking action? Something important would have to give them the incinitive to actually get things done.

12) If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?

He probably would like...stay in my bed all day. D: And I would be too scared to talk to him.
He might get a bit annoyed by my dog humping him constantly

13) If you could command 3 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?

8D Have tea with me~

14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?

No one except myself is really aware of him. =^.__.^=;;

15) If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?

Probably Peach because she's really cute?
I can imagine him like Kenkun a lot, though 8D

16) What might 10 shout while charging into battle?

"HORY CRAP LAUGH GET OVAH HURR D;<"

17) If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose?

Something brain-fucking insane. 8D Like um. One of those really spazzy Dir en grey songs. Use your imagination.
(omg now that I think about it, maybe Ugly or Obscure? Or a number of eroguro songs)

18) 1, 6, and 12 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?

BWAHAHAHA Jackie gets zee win of course.
She'd probably share with Sever cos she's hawt. :I And Flitter would cry.

19) What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10?

"You um, have a nice tail. 8D;; And your brothers rsofyne"

20) What would 5 most likely be arrested for?

Destroying a building, ha... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12246784/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12246784/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 15:23:07 PDT
It's my very own.





ねじれたヒヤシンス咲けば
.　
.
.
失くした唄に気づくの？



[[I want you to feel what I feel.]]

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12223847/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12223847/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 19:17:23 PDT lulz, I'm not going to peek. :3~

The annoying thing about laptops are the LCD screens. Kind of makes my art look tarded? D':
And but so, I thought I would make a quick journal thing as proof that I am alive and yeah. I'll upload things l8erz : D

I've gotten over my emoness I think! Well, that increased emoness I was going through or something.
My emoness is inescapable. Blah. IF YOU CAN PUT UP WITH IT YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON.

I've had a thing for all women visKei bands lately.

The end.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12002409/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/12002409/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 15:27:00 PST
What do you people think about this?


IN OTHER NEWS
if I owe you any sort of drawing, remind me right now until I'll never want to forget again.
Even if like, I was only vaguely hinting at drawing you something or whatever.

NO CHILD LEFT BEHIND, YOU KNOW? =^;0;^=






...I'm willing to whore myself off for a subscription, too.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/11912697/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/11912697/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 18:31:51 PST
GOSH.

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/11912491/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/11912491/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 18:16:15 PST
So uh, let's begin the adventure.

We (myself, my super dear raburi who from here on out will be referred to as Roritan because I say so, and her very much rad mother lady) got to the venue very, very late, which couldn't be helped because we live far away from the concert location and stuffs, so there was loik DRIVING. Likelike, by the time we got there the doors had opened and everything. 8D;;; We just scurried into the line.

Immediately, we made a beeline for merchandise and I was spazzing because they had MISSA available for purchase. MISSA. D: I was wanting to get my hands on it forever and now I can hold it dear and close. Even though my stereo is broken. x: Also, I got a shirt, which I'm wearing like, right now. Shirt B, with the disturbing face and stuffs. :3 Roritan got Shirt A and Withering to Death, and two posters.

Then of course, Roritan and I dashed to where all the people were bunched up in front of the stage. The venue was wonderful. =^o___o^= It was really tiny, which made it feel so intimate. And there wasn't a huge amount of people there, which was nice too. But since we weren't able to get there early, we had to stand behind a large bunch of annoying burly metalhead men. D8<

Butbut like, there were so many beautiful people there, too. =^o///o^= Once Roritan and I went to the stage area, all sorts of people dashed up to squeel and compliment. 8DDD <3 WE WERE LIKE, THE CUTEST COUPLE THERE. Cos she was dressed authentic lolita style of course, and I was her oujisama kei person! :'3 While the opening bands were playing, we would hold hands and cuddle and say silly things to each other.
She speaks the cutest Japanese. =^;3;^= I think some people were confused about my gender, mahahaha. C': Androgynous-ness ftw. And Roritan looked LIKE A FACKING ELEVEN YEAR OLD. DX~~~ She was so cute.

While Diru was playing I couldn't help but notice this really small person by us. I couldn't tell if they were a boy or a girl but they were so little and I wanted to help them get closer to Diru. D: They seemed so sad (they were staring down at their hands and seemed to be feeling so many things. I was like "D'gorsh why am I so timid? DX") And Roritan saw a boy that she became very fond of who was wearing a Domokun shirt. :'D

Zanyway, like. We were off to the far left at the beginning, really close to the speakers, so it took about two hours after the live ended that I fully regained my hearing. It was still getting funky on me the next day. 8D;;;;

And yeah, opening bands. D: I thought they were okay at first until Diru finally arrived and I realized that they kind of sucked. Except I had a neat moment with the vocalist for that emo Bleed the Dream band or whatever. He got on top of the speakers, right in front of Roritan and I, and was singing. I thought it was really silly so I made a heart shape with my fingers at him and he looked down and smiled at me while he was singing. :'D
The guy with the bald spots tried too hard to be like Kyo. D:<

So um, finally the opening bands left us and for some reason some of the people left, too. D: I guess they weren't there for Dir en grey or something. Soso like at that time, roadies started bringing out Diru's thingses and everyone would let out an occasional silly cheer. Some Diru noobs behind us mistook a random Japanese roadie for Die and I was like, what the poop? D: ASIAN PEOPLE DO NOT ALL LOOK THE SAME, HOW CAN YOU MAKE THAT MISTAKE. That roadie was really amusing though, it was if he was teasing us. He said "Check one!" in the microphone with a really silly accent. Everyone was happy when they brought out Kyo's crate.
I kept having to hug Roritan closeclose because of the anticipation. DX

And then, it was Diru time! They did open with G.D.S. again, but I was too suprised to shout along with everyone (Kill kill kill kill! 8DD ). I could hardly see Kyo when he came out because HE WAS SO SHORT OH MY GOURD. Only a bit taller than Roritan. :'D;; Plus, all the tall creepy old guys in front of us, and the fact that I'm not real tall myself. It was kind of frustrating because there were points where Kyo would go down on the floor and thrash around and I couldn't see what was going on. DX I kept hopping up obnoxiously. But as the night went on, we moved closer and closer to the stage, more towards Kyo. We were kind of between Kaoru and Toshiya by that time. D:
I still couldn't get a good look at Shinya, but he was wearing a silly black wife beater shirt. He did so well. =^o__o^= He was so tiny, but he moved so expertly, and his hair was being whipped around so much. I couldn't really see his face, though. =^;__;^=

Most of the songs they played were from Withering to Death or recent singles, and they also did one or two songs from the... ]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/11800131/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/11800131/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 14:43:52 PST [[Yahyah!]]

I'm going to try my best to not be sick and to HAVE FUN. DX They'll probably play only their new songs so I won't recognize much, but oh well~ Shinya! :3
Also hoping not to be eaten by fangirls. x: I've never been to a Diru concert before so I don't know what it will be like.

Also um, I haven't made a journal or been active at all in a while, hahaha. 8D;; My subscription is going to end soon. =^.__.^= I-I'm willing to draw for moar, you know. Guys? 8DDD srsly. I'll draw anything. VALENTINE'S GIFT? I never got a chance to do cool things with my journal. D8;;

I won't have time to enter the Plastic Tree contest, but I guess that's no big deal since....I do not stand a chance. :'D Kurage have mad skeelz.

Now quiz thing! Which I was going to do foreverz ago. (stole'd from yo o: )

9 FIRSTS +
First Best Friend: The kid next door that I had a crush on. DX
First imaginary friend: Twin siblings with no names. =^o__o^= The boy wore blue and the girl wore pink.
First Pet's Name: Uhm, a worm named...Thom? 8DD I had a cat named Pretty Boy.
First Piercing: My ears, fufu.
First Crush: Yeah, next door neighbour person. DDDX I proposed.
First CD: I don't even remember. =^o__o^=
First Car: ...
First School: Valley Springs Kindergarten! 8D I had all sorts of friends.
First Kiss: Uh like, kindergarten. D; It was an accident though. (My first real kiss was with...someone I don't want to remember anymore)

+ 9 LASTS +

Last Time You Smoked: FOREVAR AGO. D:< And you people worry about my health.
Last Food You Ate: Chicken and rice, and it tore apart my insides. =^.///.^=
Last Car Ride: Mum driving me home. She was late and little brudder and I had to stand in the snow.
Last Movie You Watched: Re-watched Hard Candy, hoooo. :0
Last Phone Call: Um er, from Ari.
Last CD You listened to: My special mix CD from my dear friend~ =^>w<^= And Pla's Hide and Seek.
Last Bubble Bath You took: It was a long time ago. D;
Last Song You listened to: Lololololita.
Last Fight: I um, don't know. =^o___o^= I pushed someone out of my way in grumpyness

+ 8 HAVE YOU EVER +

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: Umum, not really but kind of? D:
Have You Ever Been Arrested: Nonono
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Nevar
Have You Ever Been on TV: I'm not sure. =^o3o^=
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: I um, er.
Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: Terrible! D:
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: Er, no.
Have You Ever Been out of the Country: ....No =^.__.^=

+ 5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING +
Striped so-totally-not-pink shirt, my smezzie fancy jacket, boring pantsu, Rocket Dog shoes, mood ring + necklace little brudder gave me, black socks, yahyahyah. :'D

+ 6 THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY +

-Got sick. 8DD;
-Cleaned~
-Laundries
-Got attacked by these guys with.....really nasty body spray.
-Um, school?
-Let the snow fall on me. :3


+ 5 FAVORITE THINGS +
Drawling~~~
Writing
Musics + bands
My Lovelove. D':
Sweets :9

+ 4 PEOPLE YOU MOST TRUST +
My Lovelove. DDD':
Um, mum, even though she hates me most of the time.
Pookun!
Bearkun!
I can't think of anyone else. =^.__.^=

+ 3 CHOICES +

Tea or coffee? I think tea, most of the time. =^o__o^=
Freak or normal? Super freak!
ALL OR NOTHING? I um, don't know

+ 2 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE +
Meet Tarou? DDD: *SHOT*
GET WORK PUBLISHED GOSH. DX

+ 1 PERSON YOU WANT TO SEE +
My love. =^;3;^=~~


+ 6 PEOPLE WHO SHOULD PUT THIS IN THEIR JOURNAL +
Your mom D:<
Uh like, anyone? Some people like these things I guess? :'D


AND AND UM, I REALLY WILL CHECK MESSAGES AND STUFF. I'M A GOOD KID. Thank you for all the comments and watches and page views you guyzzz. D: Like oh crap.

I have to get all sorts of things done before Diru time~

[[Yeah! Fight! D:< ]]

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/10803041/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/10803041/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 17:35:52 PST [[For serious, WHAT THE CRAP.]]

I never imagined in my life this would happen. *UNPREPARED* I'm loik srsly not used to this attention, omg. D8

BUTBUTBUT THANK YOU SO MUCH RINA, ARGHHH MUST DRAW YOU SOMETHING. o:<

Ahhaha, that was so creepy coming here and seeing all those messages. It was like:

Guupi: Huh, wuzza going on here?
Guupi: *scrolls down, sees drawing on the front page*
Guupi: *HEARTATTACK*

I was sick all day, so it was only a little while ago that I got on Compy. D8;;; Seriously, I laughed to the point that I cried. LAME.

Now that I have a subscription (<3333 Bria D: ) I should make a nifty header and footer and stuff. LATER, I'M TOO OVERWHELMED RIGHT NOW.

(wow, I just realised that they both did something awesome for me. And they're sisters, omg. AWESOME SISTERS. =^*D*^=~~)

[[So dizzy right now~ =^@__@^=]]

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/10746765/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/10746765/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 15:36:52 PST [[Clever Sleazoid, people~D8]]

My subscription should be running out soon. =^>___>^= I should do commissions for subscriptions, they're so nifty. *nudges people* 8D;; Plus, a week isn't enough time to enjoy it! >:c

Yeeey, Thanksgiving~ is coming. Holidays are nice, they're a nice feeling. 8D;;; Soon it will be Christmas (Dollfieeeee for me? D: I'm hoping.)

I have a lot of drawings to be doing for people. It's all my fault for allowing myself to get caught up in so many projects. DX I can't resist, I say. I'm trying to reserve more time for homework and studying, too. School is really important, must remember that! D:< But I'm too retardeeeed.

Uh, uh, more rambling. Um, there's been lots of bad weather, but it kind of makes me happy in some weird kind of way, like "Whee, this is exciting! 8D" But the wind has been trying to blow me away. =^o__o^=!!!

Also, I'm in love. THE END. C8

[[Doing meaningless shit over and overrrr ;D]]

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/10606927/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/10606927/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 18:17:51 PST [[Ohohoh yus c; ]]

I wanted to wait until I wasn't emo/grumpy to write a journal thingerwhatever. Seriously, was so grumpy today. D: And I hate crying in public.

BUTYES. Oh heeeee, Sheldon made me a special lunch a while back, it was like something out of a shoujo manga. :'D There was so much food, omigorsh. But then, stupid me, I went and lost his lunchbox. HAHA NICE ONE. 8D;;;;; And now I'm indebted and must draw something special! >:I

Also, neat thing: [link] :'D
I did Gackt, too, because I keep having dreams about him molesting me. D8;;; NO, JUST NO. [link] And because I did Gackt, I had to do Mana. DDD: [link] The last one makes me laugh. c:

Halloweeeeeen, was exausting. Pleasantly so. The night before it was terrible, though. D: Mum like, ran off and stuff and I wasn't sure if she'd be able to drive me to school the next morning.

Things have been going on, but I'm not going to talk about it. 8D;;;; Also, need to check messages, and work on thems sketches, and things.

AGAIN, NO FOOTER. ;D

]]> ~sciencePudding http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/10436006/ http://sciencePudding.deviantart.com/journal/10436006/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 15:54:53 PDT
Just. Crap.

So yes, my mum and I had a bit of a disagreement a few days ago. *LOL UNDERSTATEMENT* I guess I kind of went into shock for a while, and kind of couldn't feel? As emo as that sounds.

Long story short, I didn't want to go to school and she tried to force me (via screaming, hitting, grabbing me by the shoulders and shaking me, beating the crap out of me, etc.). Ahhaha, my parents were ready to kick me out. 8D;;;

It's been really hard for me to talk to people, but I've been given space, most of the time. Augh, but I was sent to the counselor and nurse in one day. They both asked me if I had problems at home. :'D Haha yeah, like I'm so totally going to tell them. But they mean well. The nurse kept trying to get me to look her in the eyes.

Anyway, my mom and I have kind of patched things up, I guess. She told me she loved me. Haha, all I could do was cry. She never tells me that.

I guess I'm just frustrated with myself right now. I don't know how to put it into these words, it's just this feeling like I want to crush myself with my own hands. Yanno, something like that. 8D;;

I want to find some sort of way to become a better person. I don't know what to do. I'm sick of this.

M'KAY, ENOUGH CRAP. But by now, everyone will have stopped reading. Gosh. Listen to me complain like my life is so terrible.

I'm sorry.

Regarding sketches to people, you'll have to give me time. Or maybe no one's concerned about that, I don't know. I've been especially tired lately.

But hey, I found an awesome thing, that is awesome: [link] Don't read if you're easily offended. 8D;;; I like how they misspelled "angura"as "anguro." Unless they were merging angura and eroguro together, which I've never seen anyone do. And hey, they mentioned a lot of my favorite bands. c': Ahhh, the retardedness. <3

I don't feel like adding a footer.

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