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IF you want to keep watching me art and such add me and etc.

Im not going to delete this account but im not sure if im going to submit anymore art since i have my other one. i was just tired of this stupid name and people assuming im some 15 going to that teenage angst shit listening to my stupid teenager music.

I did make up this name outta a joke but i guess i was the only one that got it. It just crazy to see how much 'art' ive made along the years. The good and the bad. So this isnt a good bye but more moving to my 'college' account. this one is way to much of my teenage shit. its scary.

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gonna get back to my former glory.

with my new study.

will bring so much new things.

change of style.

maybe, maybe not.

come and check it very soon.

will be worth it.

<3

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joseph. he's so cute.

alot of people got shocked.
stupid little juniors.
and ex boyfriends.

talking shit, getting in to my buz.

i dont care about them its just annoying but its funny to rub it in their faces.

ill put a picture of joseph soon.

school's alright. home's bad. my cell's disconnected. suspended for a few months. dont know what im gonna do when my parents leave on the 31st til the 16.

assholes will just miss my birthday.

fuck them.

but ill have a kickback at least for my birthday.

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been really bored. so i made more tags in my blackbook.

coming out really good.

fucking guys are gonna be the end of me, im telling you.

fuckin shit. im a magnet to them.

want to be friends. i dont want anymore right now.

damnit.

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enjoying culinary.

work blows. im a bastard step child there.

i have decided to focus my studies than work.

my father tells me now i dont have to work.

i kinda lost my creative touch in a way with all this drama that i get.

when tuesday rolls around i will be able to do some paintings.

i hope in some writing.

i really need a computer. my sidekick doesnt count.

i feel so old now. ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/8843443/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/8843443/ Mon, 22 May 2006 10:22:47 PDT
SO OLD ive gone out with two other guys after brandon

manuel and tony

broke off when i realized i had no love to give

well at the time

just trying to get by talking to alot of people now

most of them want me LOL

:3

some of them are cool and understanding of what i went through with those other fooz

im fine now talking to ashley again man i missed her so damn much

kylie cant come to az no more pero ill get the money to get her over hur

she told me this yesterday i started crying and got emo and a bit pyschotic

but besides that im doing fuckin great ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/8365405/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/8365405/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 15:52:07 PDT

been ok found a new lover, Brandon hes so cool!

doing better ing school.

really miss being here and making art

but sadly i dont have time for it anymore

only poems

but at least im trying right

sorry.

<3 Chell ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/7854279/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/7854279/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 09:01:56 PST
it fuckin sucks the only way i can get back on here is going to my sister's apt.

which is several miles away.

wtf!

so i wont be coming here so often.

it feels like fuckin ages.

damn this fuckin sucks i dont have any inspuration to fuckin make art.

alot of drama has been going on.

my brother-in-law has been talkin shit about me to my father giving my good name a shitty one.

fuckin asshole.

dat guy abe has been playing mind games with me and hes pissed cuz i dont talk to him so often.

he wants me but then he doesnt.

But i have another love interest, Brandon.

HE really wants to HANG OUT and TALK unlike ABE!

I think im going to pick brandon instead of abe.

if abe doesnt step up bitch knows my fone is fucked but hes still pissed.

my cellfone a RAZR is fucked up getting a new one soon.

Thursday is the day its coming thru the mail.

ON FEBRUARY 15 is my birthday.

so give some love.

<3 Chell ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/7233645/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/7233645/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 21:42:30 PST my work I FUCKIN LOVE YOU ALL WIF MY SLUTTY HEART!!!!!


i know you wanna see pics of me dont lie XD hahaha...


and i will be having some art when i get my paints and other such things
i havent been about to cuz i dont have the money to buy supplies..

damn dats sad



nothing much has happened...my crush on oscar has died
really enjoying everything and everyone dat has made me laugh
these past months

its nice to hang wif a group of people dat is so different yet so alike within!!

cheesey i know but its teh truth...

<3 Chell ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/7072819/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/7072819/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 15:14:12 PST
....i was in prescott since sunday....till today learning to deal with my demons


....descrimination and other such things dat keeps our society so fuckin ghetto and shitty....


ive chilled with people dat i thought would have fucking freaked out at teh sight of me this made me really love all teh fuckers dat go to my school alot of them were so fuckin sweet and beautiful heh funny shit


i cant really say what happened cuz its confidental....but its just so amazing how they make you really see

see how loving one another does lift us up


fuck i hate teh woods...i was missing technology....XDD and music....it was so fuckin cold and creepy...


-chell ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/6885788/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/6885788/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 19:50:33 PDT ILL KEEP THIS BREIF! for all those watchers...stalkers...hehe i wish could you do me a favor and check my scraps...i submitted like 4 unfinished drawings and i want to know if i should continue doing em...PWEASE!

-Chell w/ <3 ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/6860281/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/6860281/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 00:00:59 PDT
have a fuckin livejournal account now XDD~~ [link] if you bitches have one add me...i only have 2 homies TT_TT shiiit my first enty is gay i was really fuckin pissed and fuckin blew it meh...my first rant :B~

pif well i think my homie oscar might be related to me EEPP! hes kinda cute...but i dont look at him like "EY SEXY! YUM"

membering of enrique damn dat nigga is in jail...im gonna visit him when i find out where hes at....fuckin teenage....he was a sweet boy though i have to admit... still <3 'im


when to homecoming was cool took some pics with teh homies and some professional pics wit liza shes real cool...heh i used to think dat she was a bitch...but this is coming from me...

heh really getting into alot of different music....its real refreshing ^^ i love listening to music dat doesnt bring me down and fuckin talks about negative shit....its all about teh MEXICAN GANGSTA RAP! :3 yum!

-TEH CHELL! <33333 keep teh love going around SONN!! ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/6627006/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/6627006/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 21:57:43 PDT
god i love lil rob....but anyways like i have made alot of frens this year at culinary metro tech KNIGHTS! and at alhambra cool humans that arent fuckin back stabbers or shit talkers ^^

good to be with people like dat...making me laugh all teh time.... but then fuckin barry fucks it all up for not talkin to me for fuckin 2 weeks...i call and hes never home...

damn fuckin powerman 5000.... SWEET senses fail! "im too busy for you" fuckin bullshit thats why i hate skaters...all my skater bfs fuckin did teh same shit....i never fuckin learned from how they treated me...

whatever...im gonna get this guy name Luis in my english class god hes dreamy...eventhough hes a normal guy.....hes hat good shit he tagges too ^w^ god hopefully i could at least be his homie.....if not so i can on him whenever i want....

but im not gonna get that fuckin bitch get to me....im gonna shit nephew!!


-chell

TOMA!!! (here for you fuckin non-latinos!!) ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/6141586/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/6141586/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 12:22:02 PDT <3 teh fluz (new name from my space kinda stuck) ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/5455867/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/5455867/ Wed, 25 May 2005 09:16:49 PDT hopefully with my job i wont be to irritated to draw or paint something......im sorry for not being on.....in histroy class right now....god im sweaty....anyways...... i have done some work....but my scanner was down and my camera cable is gone!!!! PIF! TT_TT meh will have art soon and some pictures of my crazy hair too! ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/5260638/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/5260638/ Tue, 03 May 2005 21:40:27 PDT damn im gonna make something for all of you HUMANS that checked out me page....just gimme a sec... wait..somefin funny im getting to serious.... oh yeah i painted something...ill get a pic of it when my stoooopid sis lets me use it that fuck >< ;; meh ill get stuff soonn muurrr! @_@ ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/5162838/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/5162838/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 15:38:15 PDT [link] if any of you have it and wanna add me for SOME REASON! meh its alright....i have so many names on forums like dat i get lost like with brown pride...people were just fuckin pricks on there....






Clubs me is in



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TT_TT i membered all the times da he called me and shit and fuck i can tell hes a wreak not of me i dont think trying to not flatter myself but he dropped outta skool and still doing drugs i can tell that in his voice that he was....i feel bad for him...so misguided...he wanted to talk to me "sometime" i dunno..he asked me if i had a bf and he kinda made fun of manny for being so cute and lovely...hes like "i can be romantic too" cuz my beloved da way ^3^ i dunno wha to think about him he doesnt sound like the enrique i knew...shit ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4873715/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4873715/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 19:03:42 PST oints: hehehehehe im hyper! well i used up all my paints T_T someone gimme money KYLIE gimme PAY UP! XD ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4847968/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4847968/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 14:06:15 PST next week is gonna be crazy as fuk! i cant wait...eventhough my homie kylie left today to ok.! TT_TT im finally gonna go to an anime convention! its ANIzona there is gonna be the 3 voice actors there all from Full Metal Alchemist....roy, al, and that one chick i dont care for her....but i really want to meet travis.... (hes teh sex) and im gonna be cosplayin'!!! im gonna be cheza from wolf's rain! i dunno if im gonna buy a wig or not im mexican so i dont have much money IF YOURE MEXICAN THEN YOU KNOW! XD if any of you who read this want something from the con. tell me and i might get it! ok! ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4811035/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4811035/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 13:34:21 PST < but im too lazy to do that :shrugs: i get to see kylie and monica again its been a while...since winter break the last time i saw 'em both...i remember that day too....heh...hopefully we will have more fun this week and not having to worry about stoopid shit when i see 'em both i remember of the old days when we were all together even with that whore monique....bitch....im kinda glad of all the things that happened cuz it made me realize alot of shit and a good swift kick in the ass to wake up and see i mean really see....and with my beloved we are talking once again...im glad for that i was about to go crazy....i dunno what i would have done if i lost him....i mean i already lost barry, my first love over a stupid argument...and i regret it everyday of my life but then its like i wouldnt have been so close to manny if i was still talking to barry heh i would have married him if i had the chance....oh well if it happens then it happends....and if it happens then let it happen ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4792762/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4792762/ Sat, 12 Mar 2005 09:43:31 PST yay! i cant wait to go....i gonna take her to a local concert tomorrow at Neckbeard's preforming Bear vs. Shark, Gatsby's American Dream, Before Today, Circa Survive, and The Crab Nebula...i have only read of 2 of these bands but i know that they teh rest will be grea i think im gonna take her to a several more like with Greeley Estates! >3~~~ RYAN ZIMMERMAN is a very sexy man!!!!!!!! (lead singer) and some other ones toooooo im not to sure cuz we wanna go see underoath and taste of chaos tour! >< what to do! to many shows....! oh well we are going to all of those shows no matter what! ^^ ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4763576/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4763576/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 19:23:19 PST ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4729976/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4729976/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 18:54:52 PST ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4710956/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4710956/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 12:43:14 PST then i have the guy problem....fuck im sick of that also...i cant stand it anymore my being (knives) just wants to get rid of him....then i dont know...knives wants to disembowel him...for not taking me seriously...and i have been thinking about it...and tried to get the thought out im just to confused and tired of having to worry about that kind of shit...fuck im getting sick of men i think im just gonna get me a nice yet evil girl to share my pains with im cant handle having to keep everything inside and making shit worse ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4686689/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4686689/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 17:31:13 PST ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4672580/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4672580/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 18:29:14 PST ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4637379/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4637379/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 11:22:38 PST ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4631381/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4631381/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 18:15:39 PST ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4624563/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4624563/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 19:46:39 PST me sis read this and she said i dont make sense...do i? ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4601888/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4601888/ Wed, 16 Feb 2005 20:14:58 PST a mexican with insurence! :gasp: XD but yea im a tad scared though i dunno teh human POOP ON ALL! ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4590307/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4590307/ Tue, 15 Feb 2005 19:28:08 PST ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4584542/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4584542/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 20:15:18 PST im sic of them conquering the planet fuckers eh i have better things to worry about like :looks in mirror: AH MY HAIR! hey there ^^ D oh well shit happens! ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4565166/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4565166/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 20:13:07 PST ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4547155/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4547155/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 15:08:55 PST seeing couples at skool is starting to bug me and make me go insane.....i cant help it anymore....i want to at least talk to him on the fone....:sigh: it feels like that day will never come...fuck i sound like a fuckin emo kid im sick of this shit though being depressed over another....thats why i sometimes like to keep to myself ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4532153/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4532153/ Tue, 08 Feb 2005 18:11:55 PST you rock butts and poo to other matters i have yet to see my beloved damnit...BUT some freshman wants me to go 'out with him' and im in a bit of a quandry (hes ok for a lil boy i would make him my slave though onder cuz im not sure about anything anymore so someone plwwwease help me out..... ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4522382/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4522382/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 16:28:10 PST fuck i feel like a part of me has died.....poop.....same shit different day shit i dunno what im gonna do....i dont want to break up with the one i might marry.... ]]> ~screamingemokid http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4516019/ http://screamingemokid.deviantart.com/journal/4516019/ Sun, 06 Feb 2005 21:15:21 PST ~screamingemokid