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now you're dead.

]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/21405279/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/21405279/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 13:12:04 PST someone on facebook did this but they were all "i stole this from tim" and i was like "thats my name but that's not me, exciting," and i wanted to do it but didn't want to do it on facebook because that would be weird OBVIOUSLY OBVIOUSLY IDK FUCK

/edit this is taking fucking forever because i keep wanting to listen to the whole song i hate it when the same artist comes up, so i skip. that's not cheating is it?

If someone says "Is this okay?" you say:
B. G-Force (Energy Flow) (Original Version) - The Prodigy (OMG THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I'D SAY)

How would you describe yourself?
Cupid's Trick - Elliott Smith (more like cupid's horrible g-virus fuckup idk)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Somewhat Damaged - Nine Inch Nails (idk about that, trent)

How do you feel today?
I'll Be Here Awhile - 311 (moar like forever)

What is your life's purpose?
Why Bother? - Weezer (deleted lol)

What is your motto?
Papa - Orange Range (that's gay)

What do your friends think of you?
What's That? - Nils Nilsson (lol nils, whats up)

What do you think of your parents?
A Stranger - A Perfect Circle (bawww)

What do you think about very often?
I Want The One I Can't Have - The Smiths

What is your wedding day going to be like?
The Wretched - Nine Inch Nails (OH TRENT)

What do you think of your best friend?
Tony's Theme - The Pixies {TOE. NEE.)


What do you think of the person you like?
Panic - The Smiths (fucking hate the smiths god)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Certain Cemetary - Pretty Girls Make Graves

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
#7 - Aphex Twin

What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Becoming - Nine Inch Nails (TRENT GET OUT OF MY WEDDING YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE WEDDINGS GET OUT)

What is your biggest fear?
Sad Sad Kiddie - The Pillows

What is your biggest secret?
BB. Everybody in the Place (Original Mix) - The Prodigy

What do you think of your friends?
Bring the Pain - Mindless Self Indulgence

What is the worst thing about life?
L.F.O - Taichi Master (GET OUT OF HERE ANIME SHIT)

What is the best thing about life?
Sulk - Radiohead (finally something awesome)

What is your theme song?
Hurt - Nine Inch Nails (TRENT. FUCK.)

What is your bestfriends theme song?
Schism - Tool

What song will be played at your funeral?
Trahison - Vitalic (that would be badass)

What is your love song?
Exit Music (For A Film) - Radiohead

What is the song that describes you more than any other?
Street Spirit (Dade Out) - Radiohead

What song describes what people think of you?
Keep Fallin' - Hot Chip

What song describes what you think of the world?
Hedphelym - Aphex Twin

What song describes the person you hate?
Jericho - The Prodigy

What song describes your epic battle theme?
Firestarter (Edit)- The Prodigy

What song describes your life right now?
Bones - Radiohead


well that sucked >;(

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and when we got there

and saw what we had left

we realized we'd gotten nowhere, in no time








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deleted
baleeted
frickin d'eeted

/edit2 wow i probably ought to do the same thing to my journal entries.

/edit3 wow i just read all of my journal entries and deleted the embarrassing ones naturally. that was a trip. i laughed (i'm fucking hilarious), i cried (i'm fucking sad)

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VERY EXCITING. IM EXCITED

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i should get some founding member status or some shit. SIX YEARS.

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nm somebody bought two months. hell yea

]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/17034757/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/17034757/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 01:27:05 PST so very little to show for fart
maybe tomorrow i'll turn on the faucet
start pouring out little dreams and...


pawsits :C

]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/15927948/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/15927948/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 08:05:56 PST chippermonky being the brain bear created a bear with comics sometimes about bears. comics are sometimes bear me but collabearation is encouraged. there are plenty of neat things like adbeartisements and bearchives, so bear with us. bear else are you going to go?


[link]

they're beary great.

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thomas thinks it's the ambulances




they don't seem to bother the puppy

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]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/11017173/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/11017173/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 12:33:55 PST There are 169 movies on this list.

Put your score in header and repost:

() Nacho Libre
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
() Pirates of the caribbean 2
() orange country
(x) The Green Mile
(x) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (the original i'm guessing?)
(x) Neverending Story
(x) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane!
() Red Eye
() Stick It
() She's the Man
() 8 Mile

Total so far: 7

(x) The Princess Bride (Best movie ever!!!!)(agreed)
(x) SNL's The Best of Will Ferrell
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
() Fun With Dick and Jane
() Saw
() Saw II
() Saw III
() White Noise
() White Oleander
() Anger Management
() 50 First Dates
() The Princess Diaries
() The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Total so far: 10

() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
() Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
() American Wedding
() American Pie Band Camp

Total so far: 15

(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
() Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
() Cinderella Man
() the village
(x) Lilo & Stitch

Total so far: 21

(x) Finding Nemo
()Finding Neverland
() Signs
(x) The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() White Chicks
() Butterfly Effect
() 13 Going on 30
() I, Robot
() Robots

Total so far: 23

() Dodgeball
(x) Universal Soldier (but i remember so little! time to watch it again)
() Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
() Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
(x) Meet The Parents
() Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
(x) King Kong (2005)

Total so far: 30

() A Cinderella Story
() The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
() Final Destination 2
() Final Destination 3
() Halloween
() The Ring
() The Ring 2
() Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
() Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
() Practical Magic
() Chicago
() Ghost Ship
() From Hell
() Hellboy
()Secret Window
() I Am Sam
(x) the whole nine yards

Total so far: 34

()The Day After Tomorrow
(x) childs play
() seed of chucky
() bride of chucky
(x) 10 Things I About You
() Just Married
() Gothika
() Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) remember the titans
() coach carter
() the grudge
(x) The mask
() son of the mask

Total so far: 39

() Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
() Lucky Number Sleven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
() Ocean's Twelve
() Identity
() Lone Star
(x)Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
() Predator II
(x) Superstar
() Ice Age
() Ice age 2 The Meltdown

Total so far: 43

(x) Independence Day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
(x) ET
() scared of so badly
() Children of the Corn
() My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan (don't ask ; _ ; )
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x)War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2

total so far: 50

() Best Bet
() How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
() She's All That
() Calendar s
() Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
(x) Event Horizon
() Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
() The Terminator 2
() The Terminator 3

Total so far: 54

(x) X-Men 1
(x) X-Men 2
(x) X-Men 3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
() Sky High
() Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
() The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
() Reign of fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
() Cruel Intentions 2
() The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
() Shrek2

Total so far: 63
() Swimfan
() Miracle
(x) Old School
() K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (all three, extended editions, one awesome night)
() A Walk to Remember
()... ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/10940521/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/10940521/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 18:46:43 PST



OKAY STEVE


no i have no new art for anyone. sars. maybe some other time lol jk. no. umm.


i will... try and... upload some stuff? i owe my princess angel darling cuteness lyse a comic, and i meant to make a WoW comic that maybe i could do, and some more for Monky? a lot of comics huh. anything else? maybe?

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And now do they not say you are strewn with the shells of Ishi river? Love is but a sad lament I sing to the clouds as they pass Ishi River.








wednesday morning folllkkkkkkks WUT UUHHHHHHHHHHH tha phat gol ring step back n sprayin wuttt ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9536540/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9536540/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 19:32:50 PDT did know that. my bad, sorry, can we start over? well it will only take a minute. yes, i know you're very busy. i know. yes, i know you need to do lots of important... things... on the internet... complaining about the internet... well you don't have to be such a jerk ab- well! well! but i was j- OH SURE PLAY THAT CARD. REAL FUCKING INVENTIVE. everbo- EVERYBO- STOP FUCKING INTERUPTING ME YOU FUCKING, WHAT THE FUCK, YOU FUCKING I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU FUCKING JUST.... FUCKING JUST... WHAT THE FUCK. YOU KNOW, YOU JUST. YOU JUST FUCKING. FUCK"


oh i got sidetracked there D;


so this is all i've done lately, is colored ~99dinosaur 's lineart
[link] UPDATED 7.31.06

it's nothing magical, i might finish it later. anyway i need to go so... yeaa ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9514958/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9514958/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 18:47:50 PDT ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9429149/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9429149/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 17:11:54 PDT i'm just a killer for your love
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so the clan dead goat forums are dead? that is somewhat detrimental to the progress of my release :c ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9398769/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9398769/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 20:25:52 PDT

if only there were an art history lecture right about now. then i'd be golden. what what fuck that i'd rather be mercury and freak people out and shit. that'd be wicked









had my chances or did they have me
i'm country sad
i'm a ballad man ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9326251/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9326251/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 21:46:41 PDT


santa fe is incredible. july is the rainy month. galaxies of cumulous clouds form into incredible shapes all around you, casting dark brown and green shadows over the sandy mountains and the stucco doesn't burn your hands like in june. the lightning flashes every night and it rains every few days. tonight the moon was full and we sat around a fire in the big dirt yard watching lights come through the coyote fence. during the day, white '83 porsche 911sc on winding dusty roads. going with dominator to pick up step lights and meet with the brick guy and the clients. i'm stuck finalizing plans for permit (jesus christ).

i'm busy. i'm happy. i feel like a human being. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9273997/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9273997/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 18:14:18 PDT

actually that's an improvement! HA






despite contraty belief that santa fe has both burned down AND receded from the continent, and stuff... i don't remember. be back in exactly two weeks. want must play guitar. NEED PLAY GUITAR. SOLOMON GRUNDY WANT NEED PLAY GUITAR TOO. although alliteratings always advocate altercations aged attentively against alice ardington's aspiring apple advances, aren't any amazing artifacts as artificially absolute as ants? and... a....l....crap ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9219143/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9219143/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 09:11:13 PDT ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9143648/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9143648/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 02:25:28 PDT

a good one ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9038053/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/9038053/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 14:55:12 PDT "sometimes the static freezes" ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8869778/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8869778/ Thu, 25 May 2006 02:05:55 PDT I think I used to have a porpoise
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I think I used to have a porpoise ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8859166/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8859166/ Tue, 23 May 2006 22:52:47 PDT Artist's Comments
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i will lose at these games for a long, long time."



boy was that ever an accurate projection ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8793509/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8793509/ Tue, 16 May 2006 22:46:33 PDT


i... it might! leave me alone D; !!! ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8614851/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8614851/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 19:05:00 PDT
i've been here so long. i remember when bill told me about deviantart. it was the summer before our sophmore year in high school, and i think it came up during summer school biology at some point. i was really excited, and the community was so electrified. i never really comitted anything to this website, and considering how long i've been here i certainly don't have much to show for it. i still go back and look at some of the first people i met and realize i really miss them. i wonder how they're doing haha. well, in my short life i've had a number of people tell me i'm talented and a million people pay me no attention whatsoever. no one can judge themselves accurately, and likewise i'm capable of understanding only one thing; with time and effort, i wish to become better. in four years, my identity has been regarded eleven thousand times (well, maybe more like ten thousand, since dan and i think ethan but i can't remember used that pageview exploit). I can only imagine how many people are responsible for that.

haha. i've come a long way in four years, thankfully. I hope i still have a long way to go.

~chrisann, you were one of my first friends here; i hope you're happy and doing well, wherever you are

~manganekoichi, you and ~chippermonky are the only living reasons why i'm glad i spent more than ten minutes in the megatokyo forums

~skylie, i never got to talk to you much, but i'll always remember you and your artwork

~chemicalflaw, thanks for being such a good friend. you were always cooler than me D: haha, i see you on aim sometimes but i'm too afraid to say anything

and finaly, my dear sweet ~faer, i owe you so much. i hope you have an exciting life full of change and good friends. but i hope you don't change too much :3 thanks ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8520385/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8520385/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 11:53:37 PDT
as they say, the closest thing to love... is hate, isn't it?

but what if one of those humans, instead of dwelling on resentment which in fact only strengthens that bond, takes a form of a aggressive growth and changes its focus from bonds to themself? it's not selfish, but it's sad i think. because now between these two humans that are alone, one is endlessly destructive and the other has only a broken bond, which never dissapears, especially when new bonds appear. these tiny humans, with their tiny meaning and tiny love and gross, bleeding, enormous hate. these humans stuck to the ground.

and yet, one tiny bond is stronger than anything i have ever seen. the fewer bonds i have the closer i come to realizing this. but... when the bonds are weak and shake, there is nothing more painfull. and when the bonds break and swing around lashing you, there is nothing sadder. to live our short lives with many strong bonds, is the only thing we need. the only purpose we really need. so i guess, the point is, don't missplace your focus. i have yet to learn this, true. and i don't think i will ever be truly happy until i do. it's too late to change my focus, but it's not too late for my focus to be moved. in this i have hope, and i have no reason to be concerned. what are concerns after all, just fabrications of these incredible minds that these tiny humans have. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8409525/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8409525/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 15:44:43 PDT
maybe not?

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i brought my sketchbook but saying that might jinx me. if i'm smart i'll stay away from computers and the internet and really breathe for a few days.


i forgot my cell phone charger! ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8165814/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8165814/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 06:13:32 PST [1] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Dirken i think
[2] Last words you said: i probably quitely berated myself a few minutes ago. i can't remember! nobody's around...
[3] Last song you sang: i whistled along with akino arai
[4] Last person you hugged: can't remember
[5] Last thing you laughed at: mortal combat 3
[6] Last time you said I dont remember: oh shit i lose D:
[7] Last time you cried: sometimes my eyes get teary when they're irritated or when i'm embarassed

PRESENT
[8] What are you listening to right now: Palomar - Fried Palomari
[9] What colour socks are you wearing: flipflops and a bandaid
[10] What's under your bed: a buttload of boxes, bags, last quarter's books and paper, and shoes
[11] What time did you wake up today: been awake all night
[12] Current taste: sour
[13] Current hair: poofin, i looked like a globe-head with one big curl around my eye so i got mad and put on a hat
[14] Current clothes: black shorts and a ninja shirt.
[15] Current annoyance: i can't do anything
[16] Current longing: guitar D:
[17] Current desktop picture: it's a captivating drawing by Tanaka Tatsuyuki
[18] Current worry: i thought this-- i am a human, therefore i want both something and someone. life is about finding these things, or not finding these things. will i ever find them?
[19] Current hate: my back hurts
[20] Current favorite article of clothing: my white jacket doesn't fit too well but i like it
[21] Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: gawsh gawsh pretty girls ~____~
[22] Last CD that you listened to: the last thing i ripped was my Renegades cd... i haven't touched my cd player in ages :c
[23] Favorite place to be: the shower
[24] Least favorite place: this room is filthy
[25] Time you wake up in the morning: i lose
[26] If you could play an instrument, what would you play: all of them
[27] Favorite color: gray
[28] Do you believe in an afterlife: i believe in selling my soul to the devil to get to be reborn again anywhere i want. and on that note, you can come by with the contract whenever you want stan. i'm waitin.
[29] How tall are you: maybe 5'11?
[30] Current favorite word/saying: double-dang / buttload
[31] Favorite book: The World According to Garp
[32] Favorite season: fall
[33] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: claire

FUTURE
[35] Where do you want to go: east
[36] What is your career going to be like: fish
[37] How many kids do you want: 1 or 3. not 2. not 4.
[38] What kind of car will you have: it depends on where i live, buf honestly i'd rather have a motorcycle

HAVE YOU EVER...
[39] Said "I love you" and meant it: i don't know
[40] Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: my cat used to get mad at me but apparently he's diabetic?
[41] Been to New York: yes once
[42] Been to Florida: yes when i was little we had family in the keys and went down there on occasion
[43] Been to California: yes when i was very little, and then again when my sister was visiting colleges
[44] Been to Hawaii: no
[45] Been to Mexico: yes once we were invited by some family friends
[46] Been to China: no
[47] Been to Canada: yes once for a canoe trip
[48] Danced naked: when i was three or four my sister and i HAAAAAY THAT'S PRIIIVATE
[49] Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no, never
[50] Wanted to be the opposite sex: i wouldn't go so far as to say wanted
[51] Had an imaginary friend: haha no, i wish!

RANDOM
[52] Do you have a crush on someone: i don't know
[53] What book are you reading now?: my books ran out D:
[54] Worst feeling in the world: i'm progressively dissapointed in myself
[55] What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: i am virtually incoherent
[56] How many rings before you answer: my phone doesn't ring, ever D:
[57] Future daughter's name: Rowan (sorry Rowan, but that's the coolest name in the world and even though i don't know you THAT well you're just going to have to share)
[58] Future son's name: Milo
[59] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
[60] If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: i'd like anything in computer entertainment, art in particular. i'd also love to be an animator, or an architect.
[61] Wish you were here: you do?
[62] College plans: stay in college.
[63] Piercings: i haven't any

THE EXTRA STUFF
[64] Do you do drugs: no, never have
[65] Do you smoke: never have
[66] Who are your best friends: jbag and ted and justin and dean and aaron and sean but i don't actually see any of them anymore.... ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8161238/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8161238/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 16:40:17 PST
TES4 will ship in six days at which time the project will perhaps finaly commence. as lead 3d artist, i should probably do a better job remembering the name of the mod. Also I've agreed to help out some folks with a HL2 total conversion called Frontlines 'Nam. I was blown away that a mod with such talented artists wanted me to help them so I greedily swallowed their invitation. apparently someone knows someone who had an internship with Bethesda Softworks JEALOUSY JEALOUSY. my L85A2 fitted with an RIS and tactical forward grip is coming along nicely. Still hoping an alternative to the SUSAT scope will fall into my lap. the webcomic is in a state of refridgeration. my associate and i are yet to front the task of illustrating so many of our beautiful friends before fans. I haven't drawn anything or touched my tablet in forever.

L85A2 RIS configuration
i've kept it down to under 4.5k triangles. that is pretty spectacular. but then again, there's still a number of things that need to be done. I have to add some small details to the frame like the ring around the magazine release and a few screws... I might redo the barrel because all of the vertices are off-center slightly. OH NO time for cs ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8119938/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8119938/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 09:22:55 PST
There have been many historical separations between artists, but today the split becomes a moral question that affects creators on many planes of creativity: For what reason does this hostile friction occur between traditional and digital artists? Traditional artists, trained through their toil and bloodshed, do not believe that digital art is a significant art form on account of the diminished time requirements, lack of passion, and lesser value in its completion. Digital artists are rising up from the shadows and expressing themselves, but traditional artists are increasingly insensitive to its controversial application. Now, with the birth of the digital revolution riding in full force, the validity of digital artwork is being questioned incessantly, and digital artists are left wondering why their media cannot be appreciated as authentic art.

god DAMN i am good. i don't NEED this shit. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8080955/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8080955/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 06:07:44 PST _>


crap >____> ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8037022/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/8037022/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 12:07:04 PST

why don't more people use trillian? ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7901171/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7901171/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 21:14:19 PST
Rotkäppchen sagte: "Ich will schon alles gut ausrichten," und gab der Mutter die Hand darauf. Die Großmutter aber wohnte draußen im Walde, eine halbe Stunde vom Dorf entfernt. -- Wie nun Rotkäppchen in den Wald kam, begegnete ihm der Wolf. Rotkäppchen aber wußte nicht, daß der Wolf ein böses, böses Tier war, deshalb hatte es keine Fürcht.


"Guten Tag, Rotkäppchen," sagte der Wolf. "Danke schön, Wolf." --"Wo hinaus so früh?" -- "Zur Großmutter." "Was trägst du im Körbchen?" -- "Kuchen und Wein für die kranke und schwache Großmutter; gestern haben wir gebacken, da soll sie sich etwas zugute tun und sich stärken." -- "Rotkäppchen, wo wohnt deine Großmutter?" --"Noch eine gute Viertelstunde im Wald, unter den drei großen Eichbäumen, da steht ihr Häuschen, unten sind die Nußhecken, das wirst du ja wissen," sagte Rotkäppchen.

Der Wolf dachte bei sich: "Das junge, zarte Ding, das ist ein fetter Bissen, der wird noch besser schmecken als die Alte. Du mußt es listig anfangen, damit du beide erschnappst." Da ging er ein Weilchen neben Rotkäppchen her; dann sprach er: "Rotkäppchen, sieh einmal die schönen Blumen, die ringsumher stehen, warum guckst du dich nicht um? Ich glaube, du hörst gar nicht, wie die Vöglein so lieblich singen? Du gehst ja für dich hin, als wenn du zur Schule gingst, und ist so lustig draußen im Walde." Rotkäppchen schlug die Augen auf, und als es sah, wie die Sonnenstrahlen durch die Bäume hin und her tanzten und alles voll schöner Blumen stand, dachte es: "Wenn ich der Großmutter einen frischen Strauß mitbringe, der wird ihr auch Freude machen; es ist so früh am Tag, daß ich doch zu rechter Zeit ankomme," lief vom Wege ab in den Wald hinein und suchte Blumen.

Und wenn es eine gebrochen hatte, meinte es, weiter hinaus stände eine schönere, und lief danach und geriet immer tiefer in den Wald hinein.

Der Wolf aber ging geradeswegs nach dem Haus der Großmutter und klopfte an die Tür. "Wer ist draußen?" -- "Rotkäppchen, das bringt dir Kuchen und Wein, mach' auf! " "Drück' nur auf die Klinke," rief die Großmutter, "ich bin zu schwach und kann nicht aufstehen." Der Wolf drückte auf die Klinke, die Tür sprang auf, und er ging ohne ein Wort zu sprechen gerade zum Bett der Großmutter und -- verschluckte sie. Dann tat er ihre Kleider an, setzte ihre Haube auf, legte sich in ihr Bett und zog die Vorhänge vor.

Rotkäppchen aber war nach den Blumen herumgelaufen, und als es so viel zusammen hatte, daß es keine mehr tragen konnte, fiel ihm die Großmutter wieder ein, und es machte sich auf den Weg zu ihr. Es wunderte sich, daß die Tür aufstand, und wie es in die Stube trat, so kam es ihm so seltsam darin vor, daß es dachte: "Ei, du mein Gott, wie ängstlich wird mir's heute zumute, und bin sonst so gern bei der Großmutter!" Es rief: "Guten Morgen!" bekam aber keine Antwort. Darauf ging es zum Bett und zog die Vorhänge zurück; da lag die Großmutter und hatte die Haube tief ins Gesicht gesetzt und sah so wunderlich aus.



"Ei, Großmutter, was hast du für große Ohren!" -- "Daß ich dich besser hören kann." --

"Ei, Großmutter, was hast du für große Augen !" -- "Daß ich dich besser sehen kann."

-- "Ei, Großmutter, was hast du für große Hände!" -- "Daß ich dich besser packen kann." --

"Aber, Großmutter, was hast du für ein entsetzlich großes Maul!" -- "Daß ich dich besser fressen kann."

Kaum hatte der Wolf das gesagt, so tat er einen Satz aus dem Bett und verschlang das arme Rotkäppchen.

Wie der Wolf sein Gelüsten gestillt hatte, legte er sich wieder ins Bett, schlief ein und fing an überlaut zu schnarchen. Der Jäger ging eben an dem Hause vorbei und dachte: "Wie die alte Frau schnarcht! Du mußt doch sehen, ob ihr etwas fehlt."

Da trat er in die Stube, und wie er vor das Bett kam, sah er, daß der Wolf darin lag. "Finde ich dich hier, du alter Sünder?" sagte er, "ich habe dich lange gesucht." Nun wollte er seine Büchse anlegen; da fiel ihm ein, der Wolf könnte die Großmutter gefressen haben, und sie wäre noch zu retten, schoß daher nicht, sondern nahm eine Schere und fing an, dem schlafenden Wolfe den Bauch aufzuschneiden.

Wie er ein paar Schnitte getan hatte, da sah er das rote Käppchen leuchten, und noch ein paar Schnitte, da sprang das Mädchen heraus und rief: "Ach, wie war ich erschrocken; wie war's so dunkel in dem Wolf seinem Leib!" Und dann kam die alte Großmutter auch noch lebendig heraus und konnte kaum atmen.

Rotkäppchen aber h... ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7879843/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7879843/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 03:55:15 PST
right now i just want to be home. i want to go to sleep at nine and wake up at six, and i want to be on the computer for half of the day and i want a job doing real work, back breaking work. work that makes me a strong person. i wish i was a farmer one hundred years ago. i wish i was a soldier. i wonder if my autobiography would sell any copies. am i screwed up or should i just turn off the emo switch? is this all in my head? do i sound like all the other emo kids? or if you told me that would i flunk out of college? what then? could i work for my uncle for the rest of my life? i wouldn't mind that one bit. santa fe weather is the only weather i love. and it's the only place where the people are more screwed up than me... i think. it's ten till seven now, and although i'd like to go on i really ought to take a shower and make sure i have everything i need (except my homework, which i haven't had for the last few weeks) for class. last week someone in the same class i'm about to go to, architectural drawing, made a joke about adderal. that killed me a little inside. i'm just a joke to the happy people. i'm going to consider that, i think i will consider that a sign, that maybe i was happy in high school.

It is awfully early in the morning for human ventilation. I survived another half an hour. I'm alive, atleast for another forty years. The restoration of sanity is not a process but rather an understanding? There are perhaps two understandings; you understand everything or you understand nothing. Each will take you by the hand down a different path.

The path of pins and the path of needles. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7843319/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7843319/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 03:34:00 PST wierd the last few days. there's this emphasized ball of pressure deep inside either ear. and i swear it changes when i move my jaw. and sometimes i swear it goes away if i brush my hair away from my ears.


i might just be crazy

i might be crazy, because i'm pretty sure i'm not crazy. which is a pretty sure sign that you are crazy, sad to say. right now though you're probably thinking you're not crazy and therefore thinking you must not be crazy but that's because you just read this and became circumstantialy prepared. but i might just be circumstantially prepared also. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7766662/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7766662/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 23:35:18 PST ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7758833/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7758833/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 07:30:11 PST the fabric starts to tear
It's far beyond repair
And I don't really care
As far as I have gone
I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure
The line begins to blur

i wonder if they'd let me in the nine inch nails fanclub, even with no nails to speak of. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7739456/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7739456/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 08:39:12 PST


Not knowing I am pillowed among the crags on Kamo Mountain my wife must still be waiting for my return.
'Today, today!' Each day I have waited for you, and now do they not say you are strewn with the shells of Ishi River? Love is simply a sad lament I sing to the clouds as they pass Ishi River. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7672389/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7672389/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 03:06:05 PST dangerously nostalgic for some of these oldy animated series like all of the studio ghibli films and my everlasting love, Jin Roh. I am not quite quenched yet either. There's still a lot of time to waste and a few grades to sacrifice (actually they're probably all as bad as i can get already... and it's only three classes >_>. anyway it's fun to go through and see them all in the right order. i got to an episode that i never saw, involving a cactus-plant-alien life form. it controlled people's minds and made them eat bad ice cream, so melfina squashed it. at some point jean (gene?) is mind controlled and starts plasting one of his many firearms everywhere and shouts CACTUS BASTARD.

i'm listening to a few of the tracks from the series that Akino Arai sings. they make me sad but i can't stop listening to them ;__;

SUPER DORK SUPER DORK SUPER DORK SUPER DORK ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7665005/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7665005/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 09:03:13 PST

there's so much that i don't know, and i probably never will. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7642365/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7642365/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 18:34:52 PST

watching you from my satelite

your warm fuzzy slippers

can dance just right

if all i can do is die

i might

too bad i'm just a little too shy

to play silly games with

you, and lie.





i thought i was finished before but i tacked on three more lines. i like it because you don't even notice at first that die and shy ryhme. then afterwards you're like "omgwtfwhy did he do that in the first place?" but now that i think about it wonder if it ruins the rythm because people read it differently than i do. if it sounds nasty to you, this is my advice:

read it as if it ends with "i might" but then keep going! is it any different? i don't know. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7095996/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7095996/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 20:12:49 PST is really kind of plain
i can never help but notice
all attention start to wane
i worry somewhat frequently
that it causes her great pain
as would only be expected
of someone quite so vain

i like this poem so i'm going to keep it here for a while. it's the first good poem i've written in a while. IMPORTANT.

seven justines!

unzipped! oh no
_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7_/7 ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7037710/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/7037710/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 16:32:51 PST that good. I just ate a carton of ice cream and now I am feeling OKAY. OKAY. SOOOOOO OGOOOOOOOOD JUMP OVER THE MOON EXCLAMATIONS OF SATISFACTION; VERILY, I AM OVERJOYED. HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU HUHUHUHUHUHUHUH. MY THUMB IS LIKE FROZEN AWAWAWAWAW HAHAHAH WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/6849875/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/6849875/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 21:19:37 PDT ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/6532464/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/6532464/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 20:53:55 PDT
a [link] to our webcomic! ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/6352143/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/6352143/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 12:01:16 PDT [link]

[link]

[link]


I wish to propose to you a matter of fact.


This factual matter pertains to the fate of its residence, which shall cease to advance for as long as its designer sees fit. Promises debate whether their privacy demands space accomodating enough for expected additions.

When I was young, I wished not to be an astronaut nor policeman, but rather a mathematician.

A mathematician of dialect. One single despairing uniform resource locater rests purring proof of my failure to tactful appendages. Neglecting the blury buzzing blisters never dozing behind my forehead, I relied on this address beyond the breaking point, nullifying my radio waves.

In my dying breath I utter the humble request for the holy damnation of [link] ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/6193714/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/6193714/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 01:08:24 PDT ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5935660/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5935660/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 18:21:31 PDT [link]
The privacy of solitude has lost its appeal
Tablet is still awesome... on account of the explicit fact that you indeed asked. I saw it. Just now.


oh and by the way

BACKMASKWARNING. ]]> ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5710310/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5710310/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 02:23:12 PDT ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5526492/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5526492/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 22:50:40 PDT ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5473219/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5473219/ Thu, 26 May 2005 23:38:25 PDT ~sensail337 http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5334317/ http://sensail337.deviantart.com/journal/5334317/ Wed, 11 May 2005 22:29:45 PDT ~sensail337