http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sensory-ghost&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sensory-ghost en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 10:20:48 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/17919365/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/17919365/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 21:46:12 PDT I've been absent from here for over a year *_* my skill gets worsened a bit T__T
But I'll be doing my photomanipulation again ^^ sure, my style has changed so much since I've become a fan of visual kei ^^"
There will be more to come, but now I'm more interested in drawing and traditional stuff, so there will be less photomanip.

PS. I've forgotten so many things! = =" like...posting the links here or putting up user's avatars = [] =!

]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/14145690/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/14145690/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 08:26:42 PDT my style changes, and I'm not impressed by my old works like I used to feel.
I've grown up a lot.

I always appreciate those who always support me until now ^^
I might be back again, with a new account.

but for now, I'm not going to update anything anymore.

I'll let you know if I decide to make a new account.

]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/12035541/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/12035541/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 04:52:14 PST [link] to my new site (hosted by exteen) ---> [link] <---

The guestbook is still there
I've uploaded my music to new host, thanks to Minorcrisis.net for files hosting

And thank you everyone who has always been supporting me

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Good luck and Thank you all of you

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It’s her darkside that made me found my Brightside, honestly. But this doesn’t mean she doesn’t have a Brightside. Sure, she has, and it’s a very very 'Bright'side. Sometimes when I talk to her or look at her I feel like she’s my twin (although it’s not about blood-relative) like we’re a contrast for each other. In my darkside I see her light, and in her darkside that understands me and is kind to me always make me find a light of my inner self. Her thought is almost like mine. The difference is that she finds the solution of any problems not by blaming herself in the end. It’s different from me that always end up blaming and hating no one else but me. So many things I’ve learned from her, many things about myself that I’ve never known I have.

Sorry for it’s been such a long complaining

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]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/10383227/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/10383227/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 18:33:25 PDT but I'm really thankful.



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has made this for me as birthday present, my b-day is actually at the end of next month, but... still I feel really thankful

Luv ya!

]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/9686649/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/9686649/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 04:37:51 PDT it keeps me busy all the time.

But now I have some free time to get back to DA again, it feels great to be back. Finding new ideas to create arts.

Well...not only works at school. Right now I'm writing novel related to Greek Mythology and the Underworld. I'm not really a good writer though, but I don't intend to write this novel to be well-known or to be attractive. I have my own personal reason for writing it. As you can see, I've submitted some of the pictures of the characters in this novel in my gallery.

I write it in Thai, not sure if I'm going to translate it later ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8947939/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8947939/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 07:22:12 PDT Since the school's opened I'm really busy. Less time to spend on my computer. Well..you might see me submitting lots of traditional work lately, it's because I don't have time to make manips

Miss you all, and thank you for all your support





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http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8752441/ Sat, 13 May 2006 06:08:59 PDT I've already uploaded them up to my website Sensory-Ghost.tk

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Please visit this account ~Megan-Jones-Fund


This account has been set up in order to raise money for Megan Jones. She is 19, lives in the UK and has a malignant brain tumour. The treatment she need is only available in the US and will cost in excess of £50,000. This account is one of a few attempts at raising the money for her.
For more information, read this letter- [link]
No money is required, to help all you have to do is donate a piece of work by note to ~Megan-Jones-Fund suitable to be uploaded as a print. 100% of profits from the print go directly to Megan.



If you do wish to pass this message on, feel free to copy the information into your own journal so we can spread the word around.





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~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8508921/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8508921/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 09:31:56 PDT
I've created some paintings recently, think I'll submit them soon.












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~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8491630/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8491630/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 02:13:54 PDT bingevil ~cloverkrismayan ~YouAreFake

Prang's weird habbit
1. I can live all day without eating anything if there is photoshop in the PC, or an internet (or say it better, I'm addicted to computer that I don't have to eat anything else)...(except drinking water )
2. I don't like being in a party because I'm paranoid when people's looking at me, eventhough they don't look at me that long, but I still feel like they're trying tofind faults on me.
3. Normally people loves to eat popcorn while they're watching movie, but in my case I don't like doing that at all. Eating sonething while watching the movie is bothering my concentration to the movie.
4. I love ocean when it's stormy and raging, I just love to look at it, sometimes I even walk on the shore when it's stormy just to get close to the coldness of the blast of cool winds.
5. I don't read a note score when playing piano, beause I'll lose the concentration on the feeling in the song. that's why I'm very bad at reading note.
6. I drink water a lot in a day, my mother says "too much".


So...I tagged =DoNotAttempt =KittyD *gato-yagami ~Evylna =adiar ~18CRoWNs



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http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8432306/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 20:40:23 PDT I'll go on a holiday for a week...

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http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8351397/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 13:01:38 PDT

please visit


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There's something very annoying me, many talented artist get only a few comments. Popularity doesn't mean quality, really. Please help supporting the unknown artists. Sometimes, I don't see why some famous artist should get so much favourites, sometimes their works don't deserve that much http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8290944/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 03:02:20 PST

I've been browsing for model stock pictures, here are some of my favourites Well, I hope it would be helpful for all you photomanipulators





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~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8250705/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8250705/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 03:40:33 PST

I just miss her so much, and too much



and I know that ~cloverkrismayan's gonna know how it's like.

and i'm so ugly again in these pics...T__T
I have nothing to compare with her
this schoolbreak makes me unable to see her.
She has her world, and I have mine, but would it be possible to combine them to be one?
no...I don't think so
This is reality, it's cruel
She's just so good to me, maybe too good.
She's the only person can overcome my depression, it's like mental desease I can't fight.
Every pics in my gallery that contains poem, each one of them I've written them for only her.





It's been a year I've been this weak.

I'm sorry this is just so silly, and I'm silly too.









These are just some drawings of her, I made this during math class







รู้สึกตัวเองทุเรศน์ขึ้นทุกวันๆ...เหอๆๆ ..ทำไมเราขี้บ่นแบบนี้ ง่า.....
ปรางคิดถึงชัชใจจะขาดอยู่แล้ววว... ปิดเทอมมาปรางไม่ได้เจอหน้าชัชเลย...เหอๆๆๆๆ TT_TT จะบ้าตายย... เรากับชัชนี่เทียบกันไม่ติดเลยจริงๆ เธอช่างดีดี๊ดี... โลกของเธอทำไมมันสดใซ้สดใสสสส ทำไมโลกของเรามันมืด 10 ทิศแบบนี้...=_=

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This is not a feature section. I just post this journal to share my all time favourite artwork from my favourite artist. I could almost say they're my idol. I absolutely admire and worship these two artists. They're not just artists who making arts and submitting it to their gallery. Some artworks have lifted me up whenever I feel restless and empty. There're always something inside those artworks that can rearrange my tangled mind. It doesn't require anything but the emotion inside, sometimes artworks with rich details and skillful technic won't get the score from me But it doesn't mean I don't like it when artists make lots of delicate details into their arts. I think it depends on how deep is the meaning artists try to say through their art.

ahh...i'm complaining again let's see my all time favs.

=BlueBlack, Natalie Shau
Tell me, who don't even know her?? I fell in love with her style since Nov 2004, the very first time I joyed DA. I was very dump, but after I've seen her gallery, it's been such inspiration to me, to keep develope my skill. Sometimes I spend time all day looking through her gallery,I don't know why I have to look at it that long! But I can't stop myself. I guess you know why. Some of your out there might be the same. It's like I can see her through her gallery. I can say she's a teacher for me.
I love youuuuuuuuu!!

This is my most favourite piece from her
Do you know how hard to choose just one from her??!!

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=ThisYearsGirl, Melissa Nucera
How I wish I could buy all her prints, she has a very unique and original style at Fantasy and dark feeling of her arts. The simple color she uses always makes me whole. Whenever I watch them, I can't stop looking at them as well (like when I watch blueblack's) The texture she added, gives a strong feeling of something serene, dark, and melancholic.

This is my most favourite http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8143296/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 19:36:37 PST

I have my thai blog now. It's in Thai sorry..I think I'll have another account at livejournal soon.

And...anyone interest to be my DA family?
Well I've already have two
<---my brother
<---my big sister

tell me if you want to join the family. I see many deviants have their own families. and that sounds nice I want to have it as well.

a little update
<--My match-collecting sister
<--My insane, grape loving cousin
<--My devil in disguise bunny!
<--My pussy frog-prince
<--My cute kitty!!!
<--My pesky angel
<--My genderless sibling
<--My androgynous gay brother I never had
<--My musical angel
<--My sister
<--My long lost grandma

My favourite deviations in my gallery
http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8098277/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 21:49:33 PST




Petal by petal, my heart wither away
Teardrops fall deeper as I stray
Another day here to live without a ray
Only greeting the clouds of gray
How solitary can it be my meadow
The flowers only sing for my shadow
How I wish to be the wind blows
Without shape, without impured soul

Step by step, I run endlessly
No compass for my astray destiny
And for my eternal fragility
I fight no one but me
On this little bridge I’m crossing
Only a voice of burden I’m hearing
How restless when I’m escaping
How frightful when reality is chasing

So I’ll never leave this place
To fight the shame on my face
Objection outside will strike in my maze
And there’s no chance to protect my grace
This sunlight might be illusion
This yellow prairie might be imagination
But my dreams will reach their destination
And become reality in my private notion...



Inspired by Unfinished Thought's song "Umbrella"

It's Another Great Day To Be Here Kept Alive
And I'm Too Afraid To Even Go Outside
For Fear I Might Be Left There Paralyzed

It's Sad When The Rain Falls
When It Makes No Sound
When It Falls Out Of Order
When You're Not Around

It's Worse When The Night Falls
When I Hide Underground
When I Live My Disorders
When I Let Myself Down

Through Forever My Gaze Will Appear Satisfied
But It's Your Affection That Keeps Me Terrified
Of Years I Might Spend Drowning In Your Eyes...



I love rain you?

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I used to be a girl who always go downtown with her mother, looking for a costume. I used to be a girl who always go jogging in the park with her father. I used to be a girl who always go with her brother to buy comics. I used to be someone...who's positive to the world. But now I think she doesn't exist anymore. Am I growing up? No I don't think so. If growing up is to carry more silly problems like this, I don't think this should be called 'adult'. I don't want to go anywhere outside, home is my favourite place now. Sitting in front of my PC, manipulating something, or maybe sitting in my room, writing something down like poem, then heading to the piano to compose music - these are the only things keep me alive and not going insane. I've been like this for a year now. I don't know if this is somekind of desease like 'depression' or something like that =_= but i'm very tired of it. I don't have any self-confidence to face anyone now. I want to hide myself here in my room. Sometimes i'm paranoid for the future. I fear it, I don't want to fight ot face it. I wish I knew how to quit this. It always seemed like I knew, but in the end I would end up crying on the bed with the question "why?"

I'm so alone, but I don't want to see anyone. Even my friends and families. I know there's many good friends here in DA. I'm sorry for all of you guys, I know I'm being so silly, you've been so good to me, but I just can't see what's good in me. I hate myself for being such a nonsense. what would I want more if I have my parents and great friends like this? Why do always like left out, why do I have to against the world, why do I always have to be so negative to the social...??
YES, only why? why? and why?

Sometimes I want to die, not because i'm obsessed with blood or something pagan. Just that I feel like I want to be in an abstract form, flowing in the wind, feeling no pain. That's all...

ok, i think that's enough. I'm complaining too much. Sorry T_T


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This is my favourite piece in my gallery, whenever I watch it I feel so warm inside.



And these are the deviations of =ThisYearsGirl that I can say they save me from drowning in this depression. ...I love you you might not know how your art really means to me.



And I wish...it was raining now...I want to listen to the rain, whenever I feel bad

http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8070366/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 01:06:44 PST
That's all for today...hehe...

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http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/8034339/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 04:45:18 PST Here a million thanks to for selecting "Evocation Of The Mirage" as a daility deviation!!!











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~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7902386/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7902386/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 08:04:54 PST
I know this is a bit too late. I've seen lots of deviations inspired by valentine, so here's mine



I have opened the new photography account for I don't want them to get messed up with photomanipulations
Take a visit here at ~sensoria
I don't want to name the username too much different from this name sensory-ghost.

Here are some examples...



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=ehtele
http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7842920/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 01:34:21 PST =DoNotAttempt has given me 3 months subscription!! After I've been visiting her stock gallery and decided to use them for my manpulations I really appreciate her for this!!

Hehehe Now my dream comes true. I always wanted to play with the thumbnails all the time, for featuring adorable artists.

She deserves more pageviews!! please take your time visit her gallery.


And this is her stock account which you can see that I always use her as a model

http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7805738/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 04:51:52 PST Memoirs Of A Geisha this afternoon (5 Feb 2006). It's a very beautiful dramatic movie, with a very impressive scenery of Japan . Now I think I'm really gonna buy the original soundtrack CD of this movie. It gives me such inspired feeling to make me wanna write poem, songs or create some arts!! If anyone hadn't seen it, I admit that you should go see it now, it's a veeeeeeery good movie

And yesterday (4 Feb 2006) I've seen Underworld Evolution. I think it's better than the first underworld. I'm really obsessed with this movie as well.

This year I have long lists of movies, like Brokeback Mountain, Jarhead, Munich, Pirates Of The Caribbean 2... and I think there will be more to come

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http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7627293/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 06:43:37 PST that was to create a deviation inspired by the lyrics of "Allu Mari".
I also want to congratz to and who also won this contest as well
















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I've got an inspiration after I see the piece Notions of Heaven by
I don't know what to say about this piece, it has a deep meaning to me by the color of the sky and every element in the piece. Here is the poem for it

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“In the crooning wind”

...Let me vanish to the mystic sky
Unshaped and unchained from the lie
Let me cultivate the grains of lullaby
For me to blow freely in the crooning wind

Let me evaporate to the descending clouds
Carried off with pain til I’m unfound
Let me not weep, let me feel no more now
For me to linger freely in the crooning wind

Let me whisper in your ears
Resonating are the drops of my tears
Let me not wake, let you touch my fear
For me to dream freely in the crooning wind

Let me be covered in the cloak of the storm
Twirling with the curve and unformed
Let me not breathe, give me freedom
For me to sway freely in the crooning wind...

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http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7399689/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 06:38:17 PST Notions of Heaven by
I don't know what to say about this piece, it has a deep meaning to me by the color of the sky and every element in the piece. Here is the poem for it

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“In the crooning wind”

...Let me vanish to the mystic sky
Unshaped and unchained from the lie
Let me cultivate the grains of lullaby
For me to blow freely in the crooning wind

Let me evaporate to the descending clouds
Carried off with pain til I’m unfound
Let me not weep, let me feel no more now
For me to linger freely in the crooning wind

Let me whisper in your ears
Resonating are the drops of my tears
Let me not wake, let you touch my fear
For me to dream freely in the crooning wind

Let me be covered in the cloak of the storm
Twirling with the curve and unformed
Let me not breathe, give me freedom
For me to sway freely in the crooning wind...

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http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7286357/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 19:56:03 PST I have a friend, she's a girl just like me. We've known each other for 2 years, since we were in grade 9. And now we're in the first year of high school. She's a hyperactive girl, friendly and humanitarian. I have nothing to compare with her. She's like somekind of angel from something delightful, and i'm just like someone from the darkworld. I've never thought before that I would fall in love with this kind of person, she's too different from me. But she IS A REALLY GOOD PERSON.... She started to hug me everyday since the time around July-August. And that time I was very depressed at my raging bulimia. Sometimes I went to school hiding in the toilet and cried. She was the only one who can calm me down, yes, she soothed me well. I feel whole with her...

...And now it's been about 5 months. And I think she starts to know what I feel for her I don't know if she hates me, or she's pity on me Everyday I live, I live for going to school and see her. I'm so confused!!! Now I don't know why but I'm not like myself, I'm not sure if I love myself less everyday.

I've written many poems for her, here are some examples

"My Private Lucidity"

...Caught here by the perplexity
The image of you scouring me
And I'm dry endlessly
Til you'll deliver this sinuation out of me

...As often as I watch you
Is as much curiousity I'm into
I've wondered all about you
Who am I on your hidden mind

...Am I a feather of white
Fragile and welcome you to the serenity
Am I a dust in your wilderness
Screaming and weeping in your shadow

...Am I just a haunting resonance
Drifting and eerie in your dream
Am I just a broken doll
Abandoned and solitary under your feet

...I will learn to love myself more
There's nothing to drain you out
The imaginary image I hold your hand
Reminding me to live in my private lucidity...

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~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7199685/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/7199685/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 22:28:47 PST
Here

I've joined 's contest
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5 things I like
- Art
- Music
- Dreaming
- Greek Mythology
- Night Time

5 things I hate
- Liar
- Pretending
- Materialism
- Myself (sometimes)
- Cheer Leader

5 photomanipulators I adore
- =BlueBlack
- =AutumnsGoddess
- =flordelys
- ~Iryiu
- =cosmosue

bands I love
- Within Temptation
- Nightwish
- Collide
- Enigma
- Evanescence
- Autumn's Grey Solace
- Tristania
- Leaves' Eyes
- After Forever

female artists I love
- Tori Amos
- Priscilla Hernandez
- Sarah Brightman
- Enya
- Aria
- Astrid Van Der Veen

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]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6913335/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6913335/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 06:44:50 PST
I want to thank you all of you who always and and give me comment.

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a few weeks ago i was tagged by

: 20 random things :

1. I like pumpkin, anykind of pumpkin
2. I'm addicted to green tea
3. I don't like the smell of perfume, it makes me feel dizzy.
4. I'm currently obsessed with Collide's music.
5. I would be happier if Nightwish still has tarja as the vocalist in the band
6. In the classroom, I always choose to sit at the corner in the back, it's my private area.
7. I'm now studying french and experimenting on writing french poem.
8. Almost all of my manips, There's butterfly
9. I prefer soy milk than dairy.
10. I often use the words "Fragility" and "Reflection" in my song/poem.
11. I have 2 demos, but the first i'm not sure about the quality.
12. I was born on halloween day.
13. I'm a little paranoid of friends at school.
14. If there're words I can choose to refer myself, I'd choose "Ghost" as the best word. and that's why I name this username ~sensory-ghost
15. I sometimes have problem with insomnia. Sleep 3-4 hours perday is enough for me.
16. I usually don't have a sense of humor
17. My best friend in DA is ~Evylna
18. I often dream about running. Running to escape the crocodile, running to chase someone...etc.
19. I often feel worthless and wish it'd be good if I just die, but then I'm too coward for a suicide.
20. I'm always depressed with no reason. ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6893911/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6893911/ Fri, 28 Oct 2005 19:09:46 PDT

: 20 random things :

1. I like pumpkin, anykind of pumpkin
2. I'm addicted to green tea
3. I don't like the smell of perfume, it makes me feel dizzy.
4. I'm currently obsessed with Collide's music.
5. I would be happier if Nightwish still has tarja as the vocalist in the band
6. In the classroom, I always choose to sit at the corner in the back, it's my private area.
7. I'm now studying french and experimenting on writing french poem.
8. Almost all of my manips, There's butterfly
9. I prefer soy milk than dairy.
10. I often use the words "Fragility" and "Reflection" in my song/poem.
11. I have 2 demos, but the first i'm not sure about the quality.
12. I was born on halloween day.
13. I'm a little paranoid of friends at school.
14. If there're words I can choose to refer myself, I'd choose "Ghost" as the best word. and that's why I name this username ~sensory-ghost
15. I sometimes have problem with insomnia. Sleep 3-4 hours perday is enough for me.
16. I usually don't have a sense of humor
17. My best friend in DA is ~Evylna
18. I often dream about running. Running to escape the crocodile, running to chase someone...etc.
19. I often feel worthless and wish it'd be good if I just die, but then I'm too coward for a suicide.
20. I'm always depressed with no reason. ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6813656/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6813656/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 20:43:22 PDT This week I've found this deviant
~DarkWarlock with the creativity in creating manipulations. Worth a visit







:: Clubs ::
~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6755671/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6755671/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 08:28:31 PDT This week I've found this deviant
~harridan has a really great style in drawing, the composition is beautiful, and her style really attracts me.
Here are some of her deviations.





:: Clubs ::
~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6715265/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6715265/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 05:35:43 PDT Here are some of the deviants that I want to make the feature for them

visit with the cool style of art at making distortion.


visit with the delicate details at photomanipulation, really amazing!


visit with the fantastic style and a beautifully done with the details of Fantasy work!




:: Club... ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6653556/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6653556/ Wed, 05 Oct 2005 15:47:14 PDT and . Thank you for all your support, i just couldn't believe that i finally have over 5,000 pageviews! I know this sounds just a little to someone, but for me it's amazing. Thank you each one of you who's always there for me. DA is like my second home now



My Silent Watcher Series
I've made this with the poem I write for someone, and I hope that someday that person would see these things...see how much I care...


Chapter 1: From The Darkest Corner


Chapter 2: In The Moonlit Field


Chapter 3: From My Box Of Heart



Featured Deviations

~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6618576/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6618576/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 09:24:13 PDT Why wasn't I born as a beautiful creature
Why was I born as an angst holder
Why am I not happy like the others
Why am I fallen harder and harder...

Why wasn't I born without this bounding curse
Why was I born amidst the dust of dirt
Why am I not whispering the blessing words
Why am I keep writing a phantom verse

Why wasn't I born in a world without despair
Why wasn't I born to be with avaricious glare
Why am I not stable when you come in and stare
Why am I shivered when you reach your hand for me right there...

Why me??...............



:: My Muses Series ::



:: My 5 Infernal River Series ::

http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6607905/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 17:31:55 PDT
I have a lot of photographs to submit, not all of them. Some of them I will submit into my scraps.

I don't feel really good currently, a bit gloomy and depressive. I feel so worthless at something, i don't understand why I feel so bad to myself I always question myself "Why am I not happy like everyone elses?..."

Alright...forget it. Anyway I am now experimenting on writing french poems. I've been studying french for about 6-7 months. So...i think it's good to try something new, writing the different language is not bad!

:: Featured Artists ::




:: Current Favourites ::

:thumb32176756:

http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6552939/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 06:40:37 PDT Anyway thank you very much for =GibbyGibson and =deviouselite for make a feature for me at =DailyDeviants

And whoever give me a subscription I truly appreciate your kindness. I U so much!

:: My Muses Series ::



:: My 5 Infernal River Series ::



------------------------------

:: Featured Artists ::

visit see her talent and a unique style of her gallery. sorry i don... ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6513439/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6513439/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 18:20:16 PDT I think I'll get a print account soon, but i'm not so sure about this.

:: The Muses Series ::

The Muses: MELPOMENE
The Muses: THALIA
The Muses: EUTERPE
The Muses: ERATO
The Muses: POLYHYMNIA
The Muses: CALLIOPE
The Muses: TERPSICHORE
The Muses: URANIA
The Muses: CLIO

The next series I will make is "5 Infernal River"

:: Featured Artist ::
visit see her talent and a unique style of her gallery. sorry i don't have thumbnail to show you her artwork.

In The River Of Darkness...

Devil's Invite

L'Amour

visit

.:butterfly eyes:.

green explosion

hope fades

visit she's an anime artist, also a saint seiya fan (just like me!) visit her gallery to see her talent.

Saga

Gemini

World Of Saga

Twin

~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6386278/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6386278/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 09:24:57 PDT ... But for me, I really want to try to be a subscribed member..

what do you think, please let me know



:: Clubs ::


:: Friends and Favourite Artists ::
~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6269115/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6269115/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 08:35:30 PDT Nippalony


[ ] am tall
[ ] am in between
[x] am short

[ ] am a blonde
[ ] am redheaded
[ ] am a brunette
[x] have black hair

[ ] have blue eyes
[x] have brown eyes
[ ] have green eyes
[ ] have hazel eyes
[ ] have grey eyes
[ ] and wear glasses
[ ] and wear contacts

[ ] have braces
[ ] have freckles
[ ] have piercings
[ ] have tattoos

[x] have long hair
[ ] have short hair
[ ] have mid-length hair

My nationality includes:
[ ] chinese
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[ ] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] german
[ ] irish
[ ] greek
[ ] portuguese
[ ] polish
[ ] estonian
[ ] korean
[ ] jamaican
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] native american
[ ] russian
[ ] british
[ ] danish
[ ] african
[ ] scandanavian
[ ] armenian
[ ] finnish
[ ] australian
[ ] other - I'm Thai...

My favorite color(s) is(are):
[x] red <--I'd prefer crimson, actually
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black <--why someone said this is the color for sadisms?? i don't think so, that's not important
[ ] green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange

Some things I've done/played include:
[ ] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey <-- wtf
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling <-- with dad >_>
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[ ] basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[ ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[ ] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[x] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[x] marching band

I am sometimes:
[ ] annoying
[ ] talkative
[x] shy
[ ] funny <--i'm not at all
[x] serious <--not sometimes, but almost everytime!!
[ ] bubbly
[ ] spazzy
[ ] fun-loving
[ ] laid back
[ ] strict
[ ] hyper
[x] weird <--YES! this word!

I like _____ music:
[ ] rap
[ ] rock
[ ] pop
[ ] country <-- some stuff v_v
[ ] hip hop
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[x] Christian
[x] classical
[ ] techno
[ ] oldies
[ ] the 80s
[ ] punk
[x] Metal <--some melodic and gothic metal.
[ ] reggae
[x] Goth
[ ] jazz
[ ] alternative
[ ] Latin
[ ] 90's Grunge
[x] musicals

The pet(s) I have is (are) a:
[ ] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] bird
[ ] other

Clothes I like to wear are:
[ ] plain t shirts
[ ] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[ ] boots
[ ] sneakers
[ ] jeans
[ ] pj pants
[ ] boxers
[x] underwear
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[x] long skirts
[x] watches
[x] necklace
[ ] hoop earrings
[ ] toe socks
[ ] flip flops
[ ] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[ ] shorts
[x] sleeveless shirts

I like to wear my hair (in a):
[x] down
[ ] ponytail
[ ] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[ ] half ponytail
[ ] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] hat
[ ] messy hot guy hair
[ ] sex hair
[ ] fauxhawk

I'm mostly labeled as:
[x] goth
[ ] emo
[ ] prep
[ ] punk
[ ] hippie
[ ] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[ ] everything
[ ] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[ ] I have no idea

I eat:
[ ] dessert every night
[x] no meat
[x] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods
[ ] junk foods
[ ] a lot of carbs
[ ] lots of meat
[x] salad
[ ] seafood
[ ] Mountain Dew (last time I checked, you couldn't EAT Mountain Dew...)

A typical friday night:
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[ ] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[ ] babysitting
[ ] hanging out w/ my friends
... ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6151654/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6151654/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 15:54:05 PDT Yesterday I had singed up for a new account here on DA. It's ~Scarletia used for posting my traditional work only. But I won't delete my traditional work here in ~sensory-ghost's gallery, i'd keep them like that. So..if you see some of the piece in ~sensory-ghost appear in ~Scarletia ..It's me.
<---~Scarletia

-Thank you-



:: Series ::

Dark Vernal Series
Dark Vernal's Dust
Dark Vernal's Bloom
Dark Vernal's Secrecy
Dark Vernal's Angst

Paranoid Series
Paranoid Of The Spark
Paranoid Of The Dawn
Paranoid Of The Cruelty
Paranoid Of The Dark

Some of my Designs for CD
The Moth And The Ice Prince
Symmetry Of Dream And Delirium
Saint Of The Sanctuary
Memory's Exordia

Some of My Traditional Works
Visage Of Temptation
It won't stop
Scarlet's Spring
Gemini

~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6069698/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6069698/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 22:49:33 PDT onestar's journal.

By now, you've heard that Scott Jarkoff, aka °jark, is now a FORMER Staff Member.

I'm not privy to the whys, wherefores, and whatever-the-hells are going on behind the scenes here. Don't ask me anything about that. I know probably just as much as you do.

DeviantArt, in my opinion, is becoming less about COMMUNITY and more about CORPORATION.

So what we need to do is bring back THE COMMUNITY.

Here's my suggestion.

On August 7th, DA turns five years old. Five years for a website like this should be a grand affair, one big event.

So don't submit anything on August 7th.

I'm talking a print, a deviation, a scrap...nothing.

Instead, just leave a comment. Visit a user's page and just say hi.

If someone wants to buy a subscription that day, I'm all in favor or it. It'll keep the servers going, and anything that keeps the hamster running is a good thing.

BUT...I think folks shouldn't buy any prints. No print subscriptions. That goes against the COMMUNITY theme for the day.

We want to put the COMMUNITY back into DA.

If you're in favor of this, if you believe in the power this COMMUNITY has, then join me. Post this in your own journal. Spread the word to everyone, with a and a .

We might be touting at windmills like Don Quixote.

But if enough of us do it, we might be able to remind everyone that this is a COMMUNITY first and foremost.

Join me. On August 7th, let's take back DeviantArt.



:: Clubs ::
http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6052711/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 21:49:11 PDT the new version, i decide to call it "scarlet lunar" inspired by CD cover of Sarah Brightman's 'Eden' CD
Lunar-Orient.tk >> [link]

I might not be able to post any deviations on my gallery for a while. After I finish my mid-exam, all the tasks are back I only have 3-4 hours to sleep at night. If I don't reply your comment, i'm really sorry but I really don't have time to do it.



:: Clubs ::


:: Friends and Favourite Artists ::
http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/6019089/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 06:05:43 PDT
Luna quieres ser madre
y no encuentras querer
que te haga mujer
dime luna de plata
que pretendes hacer
con un nino de piel
hijo de la luna

---------

And this one is a soundtrack of anime "Ghost In The Shell"

Tu sei per me...iaria che respiro
il mio cibo, cioche osservo
magico sei tu! e sento che
Sono inamorata di emozioni
smisurate e infinite ormai!
vivi, nei miei pensieri

---------

And the last one...

Beskonechnyj beg...
Poka zhiva ya mogu starat'sya na letu ne upast',
Ne razuchit'sya mechtat'...lyubit'...
Beskonechnyj beg...

Thank you

---------

Anyway, my personal site is updated now with the new version I called it "Scarlet Lunar". The theme of color has changed a lot.
Lunar-Orient.tk >> [link]
The mp3s of my songs are still available to download, if there's a problem don't hesitate to let me know

Thank you & Take Care



:: Clubs ::
~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5992021/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5992021/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 17:00:05 PDT
I will find some new inspirations from this journey, and I think I've found some of them now Just feel really happy.

Anyway, my personal site is updated now with the new version I called it "Scarlet Lunar". The theme of color has changed a lot.
Lunar-Orient.tk >> [link]
The mp3s of my songs are still available to download, if there's a problem don't hesitate to let me know

Thank you & Take Care



:: Clubs ::
<... ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5950457/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5950457/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 15:46:49 PDT
This is the community that feels like home to me. It is dysmorphics, the community which support the artists that suffer with eating disorders like bulimia and anorexia. I just hope that I would feel depressive no more with my problem. Much appreciate from me to who's a founder of this community.

I wish I wouldn't have to spend time all day, sitting in my room being depressive and crying anymore... I know this self-hate won't just go away easily. I don't know how long do I have to fight this. Eating problem might sounds stupid to someone out there, but for me it has changed my life a lot. I know why I've become bulimic and I know what has push me under pressure for so long. But there's nothing I could do with it. Everyday I try to hide these feelings by doing something else so that I can forget about it. But the root of my depression is always settling there and it can explode anytime.

I want to escape but I know there's no will for me...

-----------------------------------
I'm a member of...


My Favourite Artists + Friends
http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5911530/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 16:26:04 PDT
My health is not so good at this moment, especially for my mentally health. I have a bulimia with my mental. I tried to control it but it seemed not to work. Right now I'm getting better than before, but still there some times it drives me insane.

I don't know why i'm so depressed everytime, I feel like i don't know what worth of living some times. The previous week was the worst week ever! I cried almost everyday without knowing the reason why.

Now i'm getting much better, there's a lot of new idea coming out. Maybe because I've rested myself enough, and I decided to change those emotions into the deviations Right now i have plotted so many ideas. I have made a series of "Dark Vernal", as you can see, there's a lot of deviations with the title "Dark Vernal's ..." this series is the series that can represent my emotions the most.

And finally... thank you for all those who fav and watch my work I really appreciate that!

My Dark Vernal's Series


My Paranoid's Series


My Photography
~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5889193/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5889193/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 19:52:25 PDT
well...i want to use a credit card to by it. But i got confused of how to add the number credit card to my account.

if anyone know how to do this, please help meee! Thank you ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5660188/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5660188/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 21:10:51 PDT there're many presentations, actually TOO MUCH presentations! I'm uninspired again. So I might not post photomanipulations a lot. Recently I just discover how to draw anime in Flash! (- -" OMG!! how stupid?!)

And for all the comments you've given to me. I'm soooooo sorry that I didn't reply you. I'm just too tired now. All the deviations that are in my list, i'm sorry that i didn't leave a comment on them all. If I have more time, i'll check all the comments and the deviations.

Thank you and Sorry

]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5380871/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5380871/ Tue, 17 May 2005 08:30:51 PDT
:: Lunar-Orient ::

I've finally updated my website. The new songs are up now. I've recorded them last month, but still...the technic of recording is not absolutely good, i know. you can hear it in download menu.
(if in your opinion, they're really badddd! just let me know)

[link]

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

:: Lunar-Shadow ::

It is my new site. It's a poetry site dedicated to Saint Seiya (anime) I've written a lot of poetry inspired by the charactor of this anime.

[link]

]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5272978/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5272978/ Thu, 05 May 2005 09:16:19 PDT [link]
Your voice can help 900 wolves in Alaska from being hunted.

--->>On November 5th, the Alaska Board of Game voted to expand the area where aerial gunning of wolves is allowed in Alaska to 50,000 acres. 900 wolves are slated to die this winter.

...And this is how cruel human is...-_-" ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5134837/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/5134837/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 23:13:37 PDT
...Much appreciate...

My favourite songs this week
1. Origen - "Dance Of The Clouds"
2. Sarah Brightman - "The War Is Over"
3. Nebelhexe - "Reverse"
4. Era - "The Mass"
5. David Nevue - "While The Trees Sleep" ]]> ~sensory-ghost http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/4921213/ http://sensory-ghost.deviantart.com/journal/4921213/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 18:30:04 PDT
My website, Lunar Orient - has the songs to download now... I recorded last week, but the technic of mixing and recording is not really good. =_= anyway...you can download them at my personal site [link] and head to download section. Let me know what do you think...

Mar 27, 2005

my fav songs this week
Sarah Brightman - The War Is Over

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

...::: My Fav Artist :::...


...::: My friends :::...


...::: My Stock :::...
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