http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:seraphicwill&section=today deviantART RSS for by:seraphicwill en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 23:27:03 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/28407285/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/28407285/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 03:05:18 PST

So you better enjoy it.
You read both the words and the pictures. The words are deliberately written in an extremely confusing and dumb way because it was 7 int he morning when I was writing them, I was dead tired from working over 23 hours straight.

Everything means something, it's your turn to enjoy it now. I've had enough fun and thoughts with this.
The books will be made overseas soon and they will be hand delievered to each person getting the book soon ish. Probs next year the latest .

[link]

You can read the entire book in order from that link, you can just click forward when you read the page your on .

Thanks for the support and all comments are appreciated.

Everyone can read it, no more restriction .

and FYI, school's over since last friday.


I love pip, sinead and charlotte, and sam bonser beven tho he bruised my knee.

I also found new love for Owl City .



See you all soon in my next work. LOL It was like a whole few months without any work and bam I did a 65 pieces worth of deviantion.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/28284138/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/28284138/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 03:03:28 PST
just bought some materials today .

It's been ages since my last upload.


Anyway point is I'll be uploading very soon ish


My last exam is the day after.

After that I will be working on new pieces and work more with design practices.





Other than that, party party party time .



I got an interview for a university I want to get to so ill need to prepare a fair bit for that.


A bit of an update of my life.

I fucking hate these 2 kids who used to be my so called 'friends' back in year 10-11.

So basically these kids spread rumours about me around the school behind my back.
Well I don't mind that obviously, none of my best friends seem to hear any of those crap and are still supporting me.
The thing that cracked me was that they tried to discriminate me, telling me how I'm all cocky, up myself and arrogant.
I'm all of those things but you know what, I only show it because it's what I believe in. And seriously, I'm just being myself. I make scenes, I'm loud, I do weird things. I do it because I enjoy doing so.
I don't even try to enter these kids lives, you know why? Because they are the worst scums, insecure, stupid. They look down on people, they are racist, homophobic, rude and ignorant. I've already declared that I don't want to do anything with them and they kept on interupting me.
So one of them was like this the other day, he called all my out of school friends losers and that I don't have any 'normal' friends or 'gangsta' friend and 'stuff'....
FUCKING HELL, that kid should really look at himself before he even say that.

And for the other one, he was bagging the shit out of my best friend about his whole workout routine. He claimed to have used all the right techniques and all and that my friend only does one thing over and over again. Everyone has their own ways, and you know what, that kid is huge, and I don't mean huge as in ripped or fit. He's fat.

No one should be so self-conscious about their bodies and they should be respected equally but his attitude really pissed me off.
It's just that I have to go to this holidays thing with a group of people, including both of them.
And yeah one of them sent me a hate text telling me how no one at the place want me there and that he would try to deport me.
Truth is, the girl that's hosting us all on the holidays actually said that no one she invited wanted those 2 kids there.
It makes me so frustrated that I have to put it down somewhere.
Now that I'm done with it, I'm gonna get some rest for my exam tomorrow.

2 more to go and I'll be completely free.


Sinead, if your reading this, I hope you can make it to the friday thing somewhere around 11~12 in the city to hang with me, sam, possibly a couple more peeps and my mum. It'd be great.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/28072380/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/28072380/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 18:49:08 PDT
I personally love Onitsuka's music. She is one of the very few talented singers/songwriters that combine great vocal work with harmonic melodies and epic instrumental arrangement.

So yeah, DOROTHY is my favorite album of the year, there's nothing I don't like about the album.

If you are into japanese music and you like something classical and epic then this is just the best you can have.

I'm going to get myself the album when it arrives to the stores over here.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/28052765/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/28052765/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 19:41:24 PDT

And yeah, everyone can look at it now


The book is 65 pages long, no external cover,I might design one tho but that would be exclusive to the people receiving the actual book.

Coming soon.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27526556/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27526556/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 17:36:32 PDT
'Blood Blue Dirt Sex Crimson Fantasia.'


I spent quite sometime coming up with this.

It's gonna be spicy


Books will be ordered when I finish my exams probs.

This will be a public project so I will upload my works here.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27495993/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27495993/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:26:41 PDT I wont be drawing until like mid November .
Sucks to be me.
I hate school and exams, until everything is done, I won't be able to be creative.

I hope I can get everything done soon enough for universities selections crap.
And if it goes well I will know whether or not I'm gonna be accepted to Uni by mid December.
Anywayssss, hopes it go well .

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27365519/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27365519/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 20:38:12 PDT


New art?

Maybe.


Blue Hole won't be published online for a long time.

I hate my year 12 life. Some people are so stupid and vain.
Lucky that I have better friends than them .

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27181875/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27181875/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 01:23:39 PDT




Now its the printing and book binding.


According to Cordie and Portia who have read the book, the written narrative is like me talking from inside the book LOL.

Working it up at 6am in the morning does make some difference.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27154497/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27154497/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 16:45:44 PDT
It wont be as epic as Blue Hole but its gonna be sooo good and sooo hilarious that you are going to piss yourself.


Starring Tamara cause he's so cool he doesnt go to school lol.

And the Gayberries/St Lesbot crew.

In A MASSIVE PUDDLE OF WATER!!!!!!!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL



Sometimes I don't need alcohol to get drunk.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27029466/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/27029466/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 06:45:35 PDT *you and portia
*were LOUD
Will says:
*ROFL
*really
*how loud
Oliver says:
*oh boy
*like
Will says:
*and I didnt even notice
Oliver says:
*you ever go alone
*on public transport
*and hence stay quiet
*due to the lack of people to talk to
*and you hear
*a group of obnoxious kids
*acting REALLY REALLY LOUD
*those kids were you
*
*except, this time around, you had not one, but TWO
*straight-men
*and hence everyone, rather than being annoyed
*was smiling
*people behind portia were laughing at your jokes
*or maybe at your accent
*or maybe
*a mix of both
*but when you made a funny
*they smiled
*it was pretty funny








---------------------------


I fucking love Portia, she's my favorite gal pal.



Blue Hole is under going watercolouring stage

WOOT WOOT WOOOT


Printing next week and book binding on weekend
Im gonna have my own little sweat shop and my slave to work under me BWHAHAHAHHAAH.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26799590/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26799590/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:42:30 PDT
I'm really happy about the name, blue holes are amazing natural creations and they are full of mysteries as well as beauty.
The deep blue colour inside the border of the hole is one of the most spectacular colours in nature.




so woot woot, it's gonna be awesome.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26746651/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26746651/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 02:05:56 PDT Fuckk man.
I spent like half a grand this week.



Ohk. First thing first.


Artgasm.

OMG, I had the biggest artgasm ever at Melbourne artist supply the other day. It was soooo fucking good. I turned left and BAM! Art supplies, turned right, ART SUPPLIES. OMG OMG OMG OMG IT WAS THE BEST PLACE IN THE FUCKING WORLD.


so..
yeah..
I spent 200 bucks on watercolours, sketchboards, brushes and a guide book.



...............


Then I was giggling for an hour.

It was awkward cause people started staring at me. So I called Alice and told her about my artgasms.
Then she laughed for hours.




loooooooooooooooooooool.

And sinead had an artgasm later that night.

Multiple artgasms.





Thursday, I spent 90 bucks on a shirt and a new hood. LOOOOOL.


26 bucks at melbourne art supply on Friday.......



And over 200 bucks on new shoes, monthly train tickets and food and a new colour for my water colour pack.


Oh, and I had another massive artgasm at Senior art supply store.

It was brillanito.
Rubbing my face and body against the windows, touching the colourful paper.
Everything was so pretty and goood....




Ahhhh.............





Then Portia and Liam were just staring at me weirdly.


It wasn't the 700mL ROCKSTAR drink, but the art supplies that made me so.
Maybe it did contribute a bit to the rage.

but its insignificant.


I asked Pikachu at EB to zap me.

Liam took a picture. LOOOOL.


bye.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26600793/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26600793/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 00:05:05 PDT


I love myself

And im taking off all the calamity scans until further notice

Bye

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26395462/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26395462/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 05:34:36 PDT
I've become a lot meaner lately.


But it's awesome, I totally enjoy pissing specific characters out.



-First prints of chapter one: Calamity of my picture book is done.

Calamity starts with a moose and a human clock.

The moose is the dream chaser, not the maker. It's tremendous ambition is the fuel that drives its life. The antlers catch wishes.
But would all the stars be the right wish?

Is there a right wish ? Or one just wish madly, thoughtlessly.

Why would one think before they wish?

The human clock is the motivation. In human despite of its organic look. A total faker. Ruled by reasons, the clock has no eyes. Or does it?
Does it even use the eyes?

Or does it need some filter to clear off its survival focus?
where does human stand in such situation?

Well if there was a human.

It would be a total fail.

Tricked, yes.

Lies, yes.

Justified?

Yes.
Yes.
Yes.
Yes.
Yes.


Unconsciously, reasons ruled all.

The second the human clock ticks, the second the binds unfold the eyes of the clock, the second the moose runs free, comes destruction.

The actual character here is a dreamer. A fool.
A new creature.
Not exactly new.
But one without thoughts.

Good?


Bad?

He doesn't need those things.


Cause there's no lock to tick there's no wish to chase after.

The dreams lie inside him. A cloud of fantasy, unbearable, uncontrolled. Not that it's meant to be controlled but well there is just too much of it.
It's visible, tangible.
Some what fake, some what real.

It was very real to him.
Or at least to some corner foolish humans' nature.

The dreams devour him, kill him.

There is too much pain to take. He dies. The death as light as nothingness.

Death is nothingness, escape.

No, wrong.

WRONG.

There's no fucking escape in this fucking world.
Both this reality and fantasies.

Worlds are tools.
Lives are tools.
Humans are tools.

Death is not an answer, nor the end.

Then there is the world of Truth.
Full of fakers.

But truths are in the world of truth.
As close as one self, as far as the end of the horizon.

Souls, nature, goodness.

How many questions is one going to ask one self?

Destruction lies within.

The clock, the moose aren't him. That's why he's the dreamer. The ultimate fool.

Sink to the very bottom.
To the bottom of the driest lake.


Crushed, vanished in the dark.

Pushed in the dark.



Then again, the thing that was left behind wasn't another demon. It was hope.

Except that there was no Pandora box in this story. Just the will to move on.











To be continued...
-----------------


Onitsuka chihiro's performance of dream on is fucking awesome. Youtube it fools.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26372111/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26372111/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 02:20:24 PDT

My whore is back.
I'm pretty happy about it.




if someone gives me a massage, a full body massage I will be very very happy.






I'm loving it btw.

Being an asshole makes me look superior.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26123174/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/26123174/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 05:59:42 PDT


It's shocking.


I'm going insane.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/25719978/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/25719978/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 16:46:19 PDT And OMG I have a drinking problem D:
I can no longer go through the drinks menu without paying a visit to the alcohol section.

I'm currently home way back in vietnam.

Been a while since my last visit up here.


So far this has been a crazyyy year.
3 formals, many many parties, unlimited amount of alcohol LOL.

Yea I got so drunk last week I couldnt tell what was going on then made a massive mess in the morning ROFL. At 8:30 on sunday last week, I was lost in the middle of Narre Warren, and somehow ended up getting a lift from a random surfer named chris to the station.


And you know what?
I'M FREAKING AWESOME LOOOOOL.

I sound a bit of a ho but I dont really care .


I've lost somewhat a friend lol and probs lose a few more on the way til school ends but whatever. I'll make more friends anyway, if people cant like me, they arent good enough for me.


I think Alice is a bit of a dumbass lol.



Cheers.

Artworks will come in a few weeks.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/24775634/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/24775634/ Fri, 15 May 2009 19:04:31 PDT . I'm too slow.

But I might keep working on them when I feel comfortable enough.


Thanks a lot to Anne who have helped me a lot through my down time.

'Dream, wishes, a journey of redemption' will be the title of my next work, to be changed.


Onitsuka Chihiro's new song is so awesome.

And Kimura Kaela is just happiness .

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/24507720/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/24507720/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 02:28:14 PDT




I love St Lesbot crew.

And Georgia .

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/24078708/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/24078708/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 15:45:57 PDT

Well it didn't start so well. I got out of home, walked to the train station, none of the trains were running D:.
I waited for replacement bus for half an hour, no bus came.
Then it started raining and my umbrella was no where to be found.

Inevitably, I had to ask for a lift from my distant relatives. Nice enough of them, they drove me to my bestie matt's house.
I got changed there, took some picture and got a lift to pre-drinks at mitch's. Everyone got there before the limo came.
Alice looked pretty in the red dress .

We photo whored in the house, in the limo and we got to the venue of the formal woot!
It was a fun night, I danced like a skank with the support of my best friend Georgia. Alice's skills were overly unexpected. Tim was fun as but he tried so effort points win . Oli got the most dorky outfit lol.


Fastforward to the after party. I drank constantly in like an hour. Starting with an alcopop, then i jumped straight to the Finland vodka bottle and drank straight from it. Bad idea I had to say. I stole tim's drink and drank everything in one sip.

And I was in the toilet vomitting.

Twice.


And I was on the matress for half an hour.

Pip and jordy and all the girls came in to take care of me. It was so sweet of them.

And lastly, my best friend Tim got a lift with me to his house because due to my condition of drunkage, its a really bad idea to keep on partying. We landed safely, with a bucket empty of vomit. Then I vomited infront of his house LOL.

And bam I was asleep.


Threw up pretty much everything .


So I promoted Tim to my best friend rank woot woot a hoot hoot.


Updates on artsy stuff:
Kaleidoscope world : is under construction, going well

Performer of void: is being worked on

*untitled* new drawing: going very well, early stage.

Anything not mentioned is not being constructed .

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23817554/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23817554/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 16:33:18 PDT



I love Alice, she's hilarious.


Ayumi Hamasaki's new album is awesomeness


I feel bored already so im leaving.


BTW, the 6 new drawings wont be uploaded to DA due to their size

I'll try to take good photos of them tho.


And im experimenting oil pastel for art

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23602716/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23602716/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 01:47:17 PDT


I propose to have myself made ridiculous.



Oli and Tim enjoy my craziness.

Woot.

I'm a shameless person.

Woot.


I want to go back to my parents' new apartment back home just to count how many toilets they have in that apartment.

No jokes.


I need to be entertained.


And MUCC is awesomeness.



Favorite song: Oz by MUCC, album: Kyuutai (04.03.09)

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23559368/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23559368/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 15:34:10 PST
There are 2 types of emo, the ones that cut themselves and the ones that draw.



DAMMIT, LOL.



New artwork line up:
Koi pond
Kaleidoscope world
Heart
Wish
Fireflies
Performer of Void.


All of them is drawn on A3 paper, I might not be able to scan them .




I saw Watchmen, it was freaking awesome.

I was laughing my ass off in every 3 mins ROFL.
I was very high last night for no apparent reason.
I chased after my woman to molest him lol. But I'm way too unfit, I could only run for less than a min.
Then I got a massive leg cramp and fell on the ground.
I was like screaming in the middle of the city LOOOL.
Of course, eyes were staring at the loud asian kid on the ground.
So my woman massaged my leg while Tim and Viv block people from stepping on me.

My leg still hurts a bit BWHAHAHAHA.



One boob chick.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23516632/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23516632/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 22:38:51 PST

Artwork line up:


Koi pond

Kaleidoscope world

Heart




3 yall


Ive been so unmotivated lately.

sucky.

And brig' is still awesome at the end of this journal.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23426422/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23426422/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 01:48:07 PST

"Why does it have to?"






I'm listening to: Lonely and Gorgeous

If things aren't pretty then I'm the only one surviving.

If I'm not pretty then this world is technically dead.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23408880/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23408880/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 23:43:46 PST But the whole idea is mine.


She's such a douchebag.




That is all.


Once again, i have nothing to write in the journal.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23374346/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23374346/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 00:50:20 PST
Seriously want to write a journal but this is all I got.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23316499/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23316499/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 00:47:29 PST
And I did some stupid things. But yea, I really enjoyed being stupid and yup, due to the fact that I was stupid, I finally got rid of my biggest concern .


It wasn't a nice ending, kinda brutal but that's what I really need.


The hang over really helps keeping me off thinking .


Ohk highlights of the party:

I yelled really loud and a lot at people. They loved me for yelling

Oli hooked up with Lauren

I hooked up with a girl named beth.

I had like 9 drinks.

I was apparently a really good dancer when I'm drunk.

I tripped over stuff, fell over a shit load.

Then I passed out at the end of the party.

Ended up not sleeping the whole night because people were talking XP.





Massive hang over the next day, I thought i was like floating or falling down. So glad I didn't throw up.

I LOVE BEING DRUNKKK!!!!!

I dont like alcohol and beer tho, they don't taste as good as tea. I'm a fucked up but very sophisticated person.


And I love , cause she's always on msn and she listens to me bitch about life and she's being violent for my sake :3.


Next stop, formal afterparty.

WILLIE LOVES TO PARTIEEEE!!!!!

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23279885/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23279885/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 21:09:47 PST
And funny thing, I did no study, no homework since the start of the year .

Matt: You fucking bastard.
Michael: You asshole.
Kids in the class: Oh my god.
Alyra: Wow.



They all studied their ass off .

Point is, I just enjoy bragging about this. I don't actually care about what I got. I just love how people get so rounded up when I get good marks without studying.

I'm not a smart kid tho.


My teacher said I'm naturally talented in maths, I almost cracked up laughing.
But I did not because I STARTED A NEW ARTWORK!!! WOOOO!!.

It's going to be one of those epic ones.


It's been a while since I last focused on a drawing so I feel very fresh and the drawing looks pretty good so far.



Hmmmmm...

I'm not depressed anymore, just a bit sad.


Everything is inevitable ~ let's see what's to come.



Violative world will be back next week ya'll.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23262675/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23262675/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 22:03:41 PST I can't do stuff.

I'm tired.

I'm sad.
I'm depressed.



*sighhh*


Just one of those days.


Really don't think this week will be a good one.







Will totally aced the maths test and chem sac.

But meh~ I don't give a shit -.-

Yeaaaa.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23225939/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23225939/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 23:06:42 PST

I'm giving Violative world a week break to sort out some stuff.


Cause I'm not working on VW, I'll have time to do some drawings probably.

I'm drawing a picture for my friends birthday on Fri, thats not going on DA. But I'm trying to draw another one and it will be up. It won't be that much of a good drawing but it would be conceptual an personal.


This week seems sad .
Hopes it get better next week.

So far, the year of the Ox isn't so lucky for Will XP.



Ayumi's new single is awesome . Love it so far.
I like YUKI's new song too, lol. I downloaded the video this morning, ripped it to iPod vid and mp3 and almost late for school XP.
YUKI is the exact opposite of Dir en Grey, if they are the heaviest thing then YUKI is the poppiest. She screams like a 5 year old girl, except that she's actually 37 and always look extremely drunk. She's also pregnant .


Some quotes of the day:

Tim Redfern: "I'm getting contacts that can help me burn you with my eyes."

Ben: *smiles vigorously*

Oliver: "I can help you with maths" Will: "Shut the fuck up!"




WILD


AROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!



Guess I'll make the most of this week.

*vanishh* *WOOOSH*

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23179488/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23179488/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 17:27:32 PST

Bored much on Sat.


I had the best italian dinner yesterday night with my 2 best friends. It's been a year since I last went out to the city with my friends at night and the second time since I moved to melbourne.

It was really fun.


Anyway, I think I should speed up in making the comic cause with this speed, I can't get anywhere in November .

About the stuff I've been trying to forget, turned out I just can't lol. I'm so good at ignoring things and I just can't forget the one thing I want to get rid of the most. Oh well, let's see what happens.

I also need to come up with something epic for Art at school. Otherwise, I wouldnt be able to score a+ for my folio XP.




I got my first valentine card yesterday . Not from someone who wants to go out with me, but it was still pretty awesome. I loved it.


I should get more rest and start working on VW WOO!

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23093239/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23093239/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 22:26:53 PST


I made new friends in the last few days, lost a few good ones too.

Wonder how that works :/. I should stop being so naive and treat people too nicely :/.


I collected my artworks today and boy, they are huge XD.
I was carrying around the school a massive load of paper in cluding the 3D origami cage with all the origami figures and an A2 drawing XP.

I attracted quite a crowd while walking to different classes.
My teacher took the massive drawing, Oli's taking one of the cage drawings, I gave Jordy the puppet series (my fav out of those) and Georgia may take the half naked lady series.

I cramped everything inside my locker by the end of the day. I doubt my artworks were that happy about the way I treat em lol.




A tad sad lately, some stuff doenst work out as I want it to . Soooo I guess I will just take my mind off it and focus on my comic, hopefully stuff will happen .

I gave up painting its too much for me, I can't get the strokes right.
Soooo back to drawings again, I'll do a shit load of portraits of my friends and awesome models.


Comic will be awesome cause I'm putting a lot of effort and love in it . Honor copies will be made and distributed to my best friends and some of those who are featured in the comic as a gift from me .


Yay.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23060948/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/23060948/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 12:32:34 PST


That's gonna be what I will say a lot in my comic.



It's gonna be stormy today XD and the temp is gonna drop down even more next week YAYYY.

COMIC TITLE!!!!!!!


It's gonna be called "VIOLATIVE WORLD"
It's pretty finalised but i might change it.

If you have read Violative Rain, then this is sorta like a sequence to it. Or to be precise, Violative rain is the start of Violative world. I will revisit Violative rain when the time is appropriate .
It's tough work.

I'm not a good comic artist but I'm doing whatever I can to get this up and running .

It's a fun thing I do for myself and my friends, so if you want to bag it, go somewhere else .

Oli comes up with the idea of writing and recording a theme song for the comic ROFL.

It's gonna be pretty fun .

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That'd make me me sound extremely emo .

And no I'm not emo.


Bubble.



GAME's finally done after 3 weeks .
I'm not that happy about it but I surely am happy. It looks good.

And I definitely enjoyed all the pain.

Hmmm, I realised year 12 is such a bludge.
I don't do homework at all and I'm still acing, not mentioning the fact that I do asian subjects LOL.


Charlotte said I dont look asian when she first met me. Wonder how that worked.

I had a terrible day today. I was incredibly bored for some reason. I was actually freaked out by boredom. I pounded my head on the table (more than 5 times), rubbed my tie, abused Oliver, chased the German, played tennis (oh wow, I know), talked to Georgia, ranting with Monique and Anna. And I was still freaking bored D:.



Kinda sad lately, personal reasons. I decided to give up whatever I was trying to pursue. It's too much pain ~ and I think I just totally lost whatever I had before I even started. It's hard, but I guess I'm getting over it.


Oli actually bought me a bottle of water yesterday. I was like wow, what's wrong with the world


I love writing random stuff knowing you wouldnt give a shit about it (not you charlotte because I know you stalk me, you perv, I still love you tho)


I'm thinking of doing a manga again. Not one like Violative rain. But somewhat close to the series of random writings I did before. Of course I will be the main character , it's an advantage I can't reject.

Just so you know, my friend Tim and Oli will be in it too and I'm gonna make Oli drink my blood. I'll shoot him and stomp on him like bugs LOL.


And it's gonna be so weird that I will actually be embarrassed about it lol. Uploading it to DA? Sure .



Btw, I'm collecting my artworks from last year, if you say your my bitch and you love me I'll give you one of them .

No joke btw, I dont want my family to get involved with my life and I dont know where else to store them .

And yes, I dont charge you for taking my artwork.

Applicable for people irl only .

Right, you may ask if you can be in my manga, but I have all the rights to reject your application. It's gonna be harsh but ask .

PS: charlotte, you have to see me early morning tomorrow, I have something for you.

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School started

Heat wave blew


This world is a serious ass.

Mum said I have baddddd fortune this year according to my star divination at new years (lunar new year).
And bitch! It's showing up already.

School starts with heat wave. 42 degree from Wednesday to Friday XP.
First day of school.

I lost 50 cents to a vending machine. I later learned that Jonno who sits next to me in chem made a bigger record of 3 bucks in that very same vendingg machine lool. I laughed my head off at him.

Anyway, I lost another 2.20 while rubbing then dropped all the dim sims in the bag T_T.
I broke the second bag but luckily didnt drop any.
Missed my bus home.
Waited 15 mins.
Missed my train.
Walked home for 20 mins.
In the sun.

42 degree mannnnn XP.





Sooo hot.



Anyway, I canceled "when two are one".
The only one coming out is GAME~suck it bitch, I win~





I love Charloo because she gives me hugs.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/22854802/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/22854802/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 22:50:39 PST
Clickie Clickie:

She's the best artist ever and she's my best friend irl.

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I'm a bit bored .


Second last day of holiday.

Sad much.

I haven't done my homework .



Guess what's on my playlist atm:

GAME- Nakashima Mika
Hurry up!- Koda Kumi
This is not a love song- Koda Kumi
Shimmy a go go- Short stack



I'm addicted to that Shimmy a go go song lool.
I'm getting to like western music now .

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YAYYYYYY
New artworks coming up .


1. When two are one.

My fave atreyu song. I'll have to do this eventually .
The title tells a lot of what im gonna do but smeh.


2. GAME~suck it bitch, I win~

The song GAME by nakashima mika wins it all. I feel sooo refreshed and inspiredddd XD.
I just have to draw something for it.

And the title is just meant to be funny and yes I just want to say bitch once in a while .


Cy'all later.



Charloo shall see me on Wed.

Jon should get better soon and hang out with me.

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The lady is a beast when it comes to video calls.


I thought she was drunk but she was just being herself.







yea I think I'll give up on coffee.


4 days left before my hols become a failure .


I GotTFOI.




I did not pee like a pregnant woman yesterday D:.



boobs size are over rated.

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I'm doing the hair for all the 9 mermaid heads and I tell ya, it's painful.

XD Each of them has like a gazillion hair streaks and I have to do through one by one. T__T




So its been a slightly boring week cept for the extremely hot day where I was naked the whole day and the 2 days when I was out with my friends.

Bought some new clothes yesterday, all from just jeans . Most of my clothes comes from there and I just discovered that I'm down to an XS from now on LOL.

I wonder why I was always wearing L back then.

It's really good to start a day by waking up, listening to some metal lol.

I watched the live performance of Dozing green and Toguro this morning right when I woke up. They didnt use good camera and such so it was like watching porn with heavy metal music and no sex.

Then I watched ponyo on the cliff by the sea.

I loved the movie, it's sooo good. As expected from Hayao Mizayaki, everything looks so beautiful. All hand drawn .
It's a kids movie but it has so many meanings. I love how Hayao created so many layers of story in the simplicity of the movies he makes.


I decided to put on my bed sheets, finally .

I still live on a garbage dump. Imagine all the rubbish were bottles of potions and such, that would make me a freaking wizard .

Lol... too far.
I'm thinking of bringing a friend to tomodachi (my favorite japanese restaurant) for a free lunch next week. I miss the food XD.

It's pretty funny everytime I go to an asian place with my friends who are not asian (I have a weird thing where I only hang around non-asian people ). They can't hold the chopstick for good . (sorry Jon)

Book of crap is getting new pages soon . It's confirmed, it will be back very very soon, special edition.





Who likes skinny jeans?

I do . Got a pair yesterday, there hot.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/22555804/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/22555804/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 05:02:36 PST

1. Post these rules,
2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves,
3. Tags should write a journal about these facts,
4. At the end post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named,
5. Go to their page telling them they're tagged.





ALFFFFF



1. I don't mind extremely luxury stuff.

2. I can totally make one suffer for their entire life.

3. I'm a pleaser, not an asker.

4. I draw wayyy less than how people think i do.

5. I hate lying or faking things that are serious.

6. I'm very gullible.

7. I mean... very. If your my friend and say... you say something, I'd take it seriously LOL.

8. I could sleep anytime if its comfortable enough.



I tag whoever reads this.

]]> ~seraphicwill http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/22495425/ http://seraphicwill.deviantart.com/journal/22495425/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 20:37:07 PST





I've been watching a lot of ghost whisperer these days. Call me gay but I actually like these kind of spiritual stuff . It's a good time killer.




Here goes my story...

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Melinda stood on the school ground. It was just another ordinary day. The sun was bright and the kids were going to their classes.

She has the gift. To be able to talk to the dead.
To day, she witnessed ghosts that were like no others.

The wind started to blow.
The clouds took over the sun.
It was dark all of a sudden.

And from the tiniest corner of the school ground, Melinda saw these two boys.

They were running, gasping for breath. They were scared, tired.

And they saw her.

"You... you can see us?"

"Yes... please tell me, how can I help you."

"You saw us. You... you..."

"Please, what are your names."





"Ohk, that's unnecessary , just don't tell the marshall that were ditching school."



-----------------------------------------



I'm so lame lol.



TREEE SEXXX

------------
.will says:
i love trees
.will says:
talk to them once in a while
.will says:
they say they love the rains
Tim says:
I do
Tim says:
They don't say that to me
Tim says:
We usually chat about other stuff
.will says:
do you gossip?
Tim says:
No trees don't like that
Tim says:
they say it's too close to bitching
.will says:
the oens that talk to me love it
.will says:
theres never close enough to slap each other's flowers
Tim says:
lol
.will says:
they do tell me to burn others' leaves tho
Tim says:
mean sons of bitches
.will says:
they said your pretty
Tim says:
well tell them I'll have sex with them
.will says:
wait
.will says:
weather check
.will says:
the one right in front of my window wants you to do it really hard in the roots
.will says:
the other ones are pregnant so go figure
Tim says:
tell her I'll be round tomorrow
.will says:
its a he
Tim says:
cool
.will says:
just leave all the leaves of orgasm behind
.will says:
i dont like the neighbor
Tim says:
sure

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LOL





New artwork coming up: "It takes two evokers to summon my persona"

I was so into Persona 3 for the last few weeks.
I loved the game but I spoiled the whole story before I got there.
So I gave up.

I love the idea of shooting at one self's head to summon their inner power. So here I am .
I'm getting my own persona. And it will take two guns.

I really hate using ideas that are introduced before but I just want to get the image out of my head once and for good .

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I can't sleep...

Takes me hours at night to fall asleep.

And I can't sleep during day time anymore.

I just keep thinking.




This sucks . I need to go out more.

Urghh here it comes again.
I just can't stop thinking XP.

It kinda makes me sad then it makes my head hurt.
I need to forget about stuff a bit.
But it's just too hard.


I finished the strip today, down to 3 pages.
It's so bad that it's funny.

It's kinda like a prelude to my series of writings before. This is how the definer was created. So he received some sort of power from the goddess of universe. He killed her and became the next God.



There's a little part between this and the story I wrote back then. More on that when I feel like doing it.


So yea, im trying to set out plans to go out with people.
Being at home means constant thinkings, stress and unhappiness.

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Had a really great day today .

I drew in a new environment today. (not really why it was so great tho )
It wasnt any masterpiece but I really really enjoyed it. It felt so good that I just wanted to keep drawing.



Anyway.

I started a short story/manga.

Main character= me!

I'm not a goodie, thats for sure cause im gonna frickin kill a girl .



I'm determined to get it finished.

There will be around 4~5 pages.

It's not long, its extremely short .

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And "driving".

Can't wait for the official rip off the new album .


I talked to my best friend matt on the phone today, Tim on msn.

That totally lightened up my day,

It's 1:22 and I could smell blood down my throat. I'm hugging my aloe vera drink cause I love it.

Collected stories from vietnam trip.




Story 1:

This is from my favorite cousin.

FYI, mobiles are banned from schools in vietnam. Teachers would just take phones away from their students if they are seen with one.


So this friend of his saw the teacher coming.

She quickly hid her phone in her bra.


She was safe for a moment.

Then this friend of her (in the same class) purposedly made a call to her phone.


And her boobs started to jingle.




Story 2:

My cousins played bowling the other day.

One of them dropped the ball and it went backward instead of hitting the thingys lol

Story 3:

Another cousin of mine saw this rope hanging around knee high on these 2 little columns in front of a shopping center. She told me to jump over it.


I did it without a flaw.


Then she jumped over the rope.


Her legs were caught on the rope.


She landed on her hands while her feet were high up in the sky.



It was 11am in front of the shopping center, she was wearing red PJs. I doubt any randoms could have missed the scene.






Bye bye.



I was really bored


ewww I almost vomited over my laptop.

I think im sick

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