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Seeing Greeeeen

~serenityseeking — Sat, 17 Mar 2007 12:00:11 PDT

^{Yay! It's finally St. Patrick's Day!!

Anyone as excited as I am?

Spending mine listening to Irish Folk music, drinking, and generally enjoying myself. :]

My love had to work today so I'm hoping he gets off early.

Please remember to be safe. Don't drink and drive. Otherwise have fun! <3

I love you, guys.

-your child}

Wishing on a star

~serenityseeking — Wed, 14 Feb 2007 18:05:54 PST

I'm wishing on a star
To follow where you are
I'm wishing on a dream
To follow what it means

And I wish on all the rainbows that I see
I wish on all the people who really dream
And I'm wishing on tomorrow, praying it'll comes
And I'm wishing on all the lovin' we've ever done

I never thought I'd see
A time when you would be
So far away from home
So far away from me

Just think of all the moments that we'd spent
I just can't let you go, for me you were meant
And I didn't mean to hurt you, but I know
That in the game of love you reap what you sow
Lyrics © Rose Royce

Happy Valentine's Day.
I'm spending mine watching The 10th Kingdom and cuddling. Spread some love around but not because of the holiday but because love should be given everyday of the year. Remember not to make yourself sick on chocolates and sweets. I hope you're all having a wonderful day.

-your daring child.

Here's To Your Future

~serenityseeking — Mon, 08 Jan 2007 14:06:08 PST

^{Here's to your Future"

God told his son it's time to come home

I promise you won't have to die all alone

I need you to pay for the sins I create

His son said, "I will but Dad, I'm afriad"

Yeah, so here's your future

Here's your future

Yeah, here's your future

So here's your future

So here's your future

So here's your future

Lyrics Â© The Thermals

I found an interesting band earlier today, and thought their song, Here's To Your Future was perfect for my current announcement. Despite 2007 just starting, I'd like to draw your attention to 2008, big things happening in that year, yes? President Bush, will finally be removed from office. Thankfully, I'm turning eighteen this year, and I will have a chance to vote. This brings me to the point of my entry, if you would kindly visit this page and you will find yourself at my choice for president. I suggest reading his blog, to gain an idea of what he is aiming for. Naturally, I like to immerse myself in things I become passionate about, so look out!

Thanks Guys!

-Your ever-entertaining child.}

skillet on the stove

~serenityseeking — Sat, 06 Jan 2007 03:37:40 PST

^{Fuck Was I

love grows in me like a tumor,

parasite bent on devouring its host

i'm developing my sense of humor

till i can laugh at my heart between your teeth

till i can laugh at my face beneath your feet

skillet on the stove,

it's such a temptation

maybe i'll be the lucky one

that doesn't get burnt

what the fuck was i thinking

love plows through me like a dozer

i've got more give than a bale of hay

& there's always a big mess left over

with the "what did you do?" and the "what did you say?"

"what did you do?" and the "what did you say?"

Lyrics Â© Jenny Owen Youngs

This is one of my all-time favorite songs, it reminds me of someone, but I won't say who. She has such a beautiful voice. Anyway, with encouragement from my friends Daniel, Lana, and Kevin I have officially become a 'student' of coding. Lana and I were talking of one day running our own community. wouldn't that be fucking awesome? or perhaps, Daniel wouldn't mind allowing me to tag along on some of his projects. Who knows? I'm tired, but ever so hopeful, for the first time in a long while...

today, make it a mission to show kindness to at least one stranger. hold the door open. smile. say "thank you". spread some love.

goodnight, my lovelies.}

Cheers!

~serenityseeking — Mon, 01 Jan 2007 18:40:04 PST

^{Break On Through

You know the day destroys the night

Night divides the day

Tried to run

Tried to hide

Break on through to the other side

Break on through to the other side

Break on through to the other side, yeah

We chased our pleasures here

Dug our treasures there

But can you still recall

The time we cried

Break on through to the other side

Break on through to the other side

Lyrics Â© The Doors.

Break on Through was first recorded in 1966 and was released in 1967, crazy huh? They're still rockin' hard. So Happy New Year everyone. Any new year's resolutions out there?

, kids!}

Crushed Pine

~serenityseeking — Mon, 25 Dec 2006 16:47:42 PST

Brightly Wound
Its happening all the time
When I open my eyes
I'm still taken by surprise
I hold sunlight and swallow fireflies
And it makes me want to cry

I love you

I shall never grow ups
Make believe is much to fun
Can we go far away to the humming meadow.
Lyrics Â© Eisley.

***

Merry Christmas, darlings

I plan to spend mine watching Little Miss Sunshine for the first time, playing The Sims 2 and Neverwinter Nights 2, and generally being as lazy as possible. :] For all Sims 2 fans, a new expansion pack is going to be released in February called Seasons. Damn Electronic Arts. I finally get unaddicted and they go and release a new shiny expansion pack to reel my ass back in. They have a few new 'stuff' packs out as well right now, The Glamor Pack, being the latest. I decided against it, however, since it basically looks like a bunch of free mods wrapped up in a nice pretty box so you can drop another thirty bucks. Greedy bastards. I'll stick to my free sites, thanks.
So 2007 is almost here. Here are a few things I'm looking forward to:

Spore.
The Sims 2: Seasons
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

Thats all I have so far.
Anyway,
Spread some love, there is never enough in the world.

jamba!

~serenityseeking — Sun, 10 Dec 2006 19:38:10 PST

^{Warlocks in wonderland

I've gotta... Rockapotomus in my hand

With a... Happy ending that's made of sand

With a little bit of lovin' is all I can

Every night I go looking for you

Everyone in the world adores you

A little pocket of something kind

To find your reason

Coming up and it everyday for

Look at me and it's what I stay for

A little locket of fantasy

That we believe in

Lyrics Â© Red Hot Chili Peppers

Today is my seventeenth birthday. Its been an uneventful day.

For that I am grateful. Hug a stranger, friend.}

spread some peace

~serenityseeking — Mon, 20 Nov 2006 17:17:09 PST

^{Smiley Faces

What did you do? What did you say?

Did you walk - or did you run away?

Where are you now? Where have you been?

Did you go alone - or did you bring a friend?

I need to know this - cause I notice when you're smilin'

Out in the sun havin' fun and you're feelin' free

And I can tell you know how hard this life can be

But you keep on smilin' for me

What went right? What went wrong?

Was it the story - or was it the song?

Was it overnight - or did it take you long?

Was knowing your weakness what made you strong?

Lyrics Â© Gnarls Barkley

Go forth my dears and watch the music video.

It will own your soul.

I.am.a..child.

and proud to be.

spread some hugs.

some love

and some

okay, enough of my cryptic poetic fun, and time for some news. Lana and I have decided that in the spring I'm gonna go visit her. I already have a plane ticket. :] :] :] many smiles. Also, I have a blog. My friend Daniel is hosting me. :]

Thats pretty much it.

!}

-

~serenityseeking — Sun, 05 Nov 2006 04:56:29 PST

Tell me baby what's your story
Where you come from
And where you wanna go this time
Tell me lover are you lonely
The thing we need is
Never all that hard to find
Tell me baby what's your story
Where do you come from
And where you wanna go this time
Your so lovely are you lonely
Giving up on the innocence you left behind
"Tell Me Baby"- RHCP

hello.
its good to be back.
I've missed you all.
so much
its 4:53 AM.
I think I'm turning into a hippie?
or maybe I always was.
who knows?
open your arms wide open.
hug the day.
hug a stranger.
smile
I love you.

TAG!

~serenityseeking — Sun, 15 Oct 2006 22:36:34 PDT

Tagged by *BadKiwi !

READYBEGIN.

1) Full Name: Trinity Lynn

2) Male/Female: The latter.

3) Were you named after anyone? Eh. Not really.

4) Does your name mean anything? Its latin for "The Holy Three"

5) Nick Name(s): Everyone pretty much calls me Trin, or Twinny.

7) Date Of Birth: Dec. 10th

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: PoB-Los Banos, CA. /CL- San Jose, CA.

9) Nationality: English, Irish, Italian, German, Native American, etc.

11) Sign: Sagittarius

12) Religion: Agnostic.

16) Hair + Eye colour: Natually, I'm a blonde. [shocking I know ] but right now my hair is red with black bangs.

18) What do you look like? Chubby. Fairly short. Long hair. blueish gray eyes, though I'm usually hiding behind dark shades. I always have on socks.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? Righty.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? Bi.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: I has a boyfriend.

28) Crush: <3

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): Lana. *BadKiwi ~Thefort2004 and a few other peeps. [Jordan, Daniel, etc.]

37) Person you cry with: Me? o_O

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: One.

39) Any brothers: One.

40) Any pets: Nope.

41) An Illness: Asthma and I've got a mild cause of anemia.

42) A Pager: nope

43) A Personal phone line: I wish.

44) A Cell phone: Had one! :[

46) A Pool or hot tub: both.

47) A Car: sadly, no.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Exetremely sarcastic. Laid back. Spontanious by nature. Impulsive by habit. Hot headed by genetics. I love to laugh. I enjoy my friends.

49) Driving: A bit scary.

51) Room: Plain.

52) Whats missing: A car!

53) School: Done.

54) Bed: comfy.

55) Relationship with your parent(s): rocky.

Do You..?

56) Believe in yourself: Usually

57) Do you believe in love at first sight? No

58) Consider yourself a good listener: For the most part.

60) Get Along with your parents: Not really.

61) Save your e-mail conversations: Nnnnno.

62) Pray: No

63) Believe in reincarnation: Sort of?

65) Like to talk on the phone: Sometimes, but it depends on my mood or who I'm talking.

66) Like to eat? I loves to eat

71) Dream in color: vividly.

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Zero! or Monkey Christ.

What Is

74) Right next to you: A digital camara and a soda from Jack in the crack.

76) On your mouse pad: it lights up.

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Ireland. Or perhaps somewhere..beachy.

80) Your dream husband/wife: O_< no marriage.

82) Under your bed: Nothin'.

84) Your bad time of the day: Anytime before 12.

85) Your worst fear(s): Bees. Ants.

86) The weather like: Rainy.

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: I dunno

92) The hardest thing about growing up: Letting go of innocence. The world never looks the same once you've learned about the monsters that go bump at night. Once you know you can never go back.

94) Your scariest moment: Probably when my dad and I got into a rather physical fight.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex? I don't really do anything odd. I'm pretty blunt.

98) The worst feeling in the world: helpless.

99) The best feeling in the world: success.

100) 6 people you tag: ~rebel-moon ~Thefort2004 ~hillary-the-weirdo ~Chaotic-Love ~mini-misao ~HeatherBeth

The first player of this "game" starts with the topic, "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who are tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things about them, as...

Invisible Mode

~serenityseeking — Sat, 15 Apr 2006 00:18:01 PDT

I won't be updating for a while so don't expect much of anything for me. I guess I'm writing to reach two people. Renee and Lana when you see this note me so I can give you my number. Bye.

FOO

~serenityseeking — Fri, 17 Mar 2006 03:16:48 PST

Stole this from =BadKiwi cuz I wanna. cuz I can.

10 things you like:
. DOOM
. My friends
. The internet
. Webcomics
. livejournal communites
. music
. buffy the vampire slayer
. good books
. coffee
. Cookie dough

3 things that make you happy:
. being held close
. when people understand and want me to be happy
. be out at night

3 things that anger you:
. People who force their beliefs on others
. feeling guilty when I shouldn't
. when people repeat stuff that was supposed to be PRIVATE

10 things that you hate:
. when people assume stuff
. feeling suffocated
. lazy people
. feeling fat
. mc donalds
. coke and/or mt. dew
. being lied to
. feeling weak
. Not understanding or being confused
. Not saying the things I want when I know I should

3 facts about your name:
. Its origin is Latin
. It was used in The Matrix (1,2 and 3)
. Too many people mispronounce/mispell it

5 facts about yourself:
. I'm overly saracastic
. I'm too blunt for my own good
. Its been said, by plent of people, that I need anger management
. I deny needing anger management
. Deep down I know I probably do but I know I would also fail the class.

2 things you expect (at least for now):
. I expect to be lied to in the near future.
. and to move out reaaally soon

4 random thoughts:
. damn I'm sleepy
. I really need to talk to some people about some stuff
. JOB. I NEED A FUCKING JOB
. why the fuck did I elect to do this damn quiz?

Song you're listening to (give artist): Gary Jules- "Mad World" cuz it reminds me of Lana!

THE END!!

I TAG

*crimson-cat
~Chaotic-Love
~rebel-moon

huzza huzza

~serenityseeking — Tue, 06 Dec 2005 19:24:18 PST

Its xmas soon...not my favorite holiday (Halloween ) but I'm looking forward to it nonetheless. The only thing that drives me insane is when you walk into a store and that damn christmas carol crap is playing. No offense to anyone who loves though..but they have a tendacy to stick in one's head for hours after hearing it play. I cannot stand walking around all day singing "Deck the halls" just because I ran into a store for pepsi or a t-shirt unless, of course, it is the edited version in which it starts out like "Tis the season to be naughtly fa la la la, etc etc" >xD
So huzza for the whole holidays gig...not like one could complain about xmas break or the gift exchaning...but c'mon xmas carols? o_< the maddness....nooo....I remember one year we actually had carolers come to the door and my mother video taped them and played it all the time. >_< joy to the world. yes yes. Maybe its because I'm not into the christian beliefs or something...*shrug*

Anyway.

Huzza for christmas. Merry Christmas to everyone on dA. All those lovely greetings. xD 'Baaaaah Humbug' to everyone too.

chronicles of quotes

~serenityseeking — Sun, 20 Nov 2005 01:06:45 PST

.....because I wanna...because I can....

On Love:
"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her." -Anon
"The best proof of love is trust." -Joyce Brothers
"Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'' -Erich Fromm
"Where there is love there is life." -Mahatma Gandhi
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage." -Lao-Tzu
"At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet." -Plato
"Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate."
-- David Pratt

Love is ultimate. Love is never fake. Love is not a cliche.
Dedicated to: the entire community and those who see love..not through someone else's view or eyes..or even through their own eyes but for those who see and feel it with their hearts. For those who know what it is not because they were told what someone else thought it was but because they felt it.

On Creativity:
"Creative minds have always been known to survive any kind of bad training." -Anna Freud
"The most potent muse of all is our own inner child. " -Stephen Nachmanovitch
"Top 10 Creative Rules of Thumb: 1. The best way to get great ideas is to get lots of ideas and throw the bad ones away. 2. Create ideas that are 15 minutes ahead of their time...not light years ahead. 3. Always look for a second right answer. 4. If at first you don't succeed, take a break. 5. Write down your ideas before you forget them. 6. If everyone says you are wrong, you're one step ahead. If everyone laughs at you, you're two steps ahead. 7. The answer to your problem "pre-exists." You need to ask the right question to reveal the answer. 8. When you ask a dumb question, you get a smart answer. 9. Never solve a problem from its original perspective. 10. Visualize your problem as solved before solving it."- Charles Chic Thompson (xD)

Dedicated to: Brooke(sp? I believe I have it right ) , ~ForlornHope

On Imagination
"Reality can be beaten with enough imagination." -Anon
"Imagination is the only weapon in the war against reality." -Jules de Gautier
"Everything you can imagine is real" -Pablo Picasso
"I am imagination. I can see what the eyes cannot see. I can hear what the ears cannot hear. I can feel what the heart cannot feel." -Peter Nivio Zarlenga
"Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives." -Charles William Dement

I shall never be tied down by views of a society, the fear of being misunderstood or ridiculed and least of all...reality
Dedicated to: Lea, *crimson-cat

--
I'm in a deep sappy mood. I might do more of these later. Perhaps humor and st00f. s to all.

I spy with my little eye...

~serenityseeking — Fri, 04 Nov 2005 00:46:31 PST

Chai tea and some fetish pics sound great right now ...cept I'm feeling really tired. I'm sorry I never update this thing. hmmm, well lets see.
Lea is sleeping right now and has been for sometime. Its a thursday night and I still have some homework I have to finish for tuesday. History and some grammer. I should finish the history right now but eeeh...I'll procrastinate for just a little while longer. Life is okay right now..aside from some family things and nightmares no complaints here. I've been inspired to write lately with no subject to right on. I have a drabble going but everytime I start it something comes up and I have to stop. Its probably a jumble of incomplete sentences from stopping in the middle so often. as soon as I finish it and revise it a billion times I'll post to all my watcher's horror. I miss the old dA. the community is alive when it comes to standing together and everyone showing support for °jark but when I first joined there were always warm comments and less people advertising for a fudging pageview. I made so many friends when I first came on here and now things seem so quiet. I suppose I'm guilty of this I don't comment nearly as much as I want to. I usually have a thought about something and say I'll go back later and then of course don't. I'm gonna stop doing that. I feel like sketching all of a sudden. Hmm. 12:42 AM. I dunno why I feel so tired...this is usually when I feel most awake. I think its from having so many nightmares..even when I sleep I don't sleep well. Icky. I need to pet adia. I'm off peeps.

g'night all my sexy muffins.

special shoutouts to:

~ForlornHope cuz she always has a inbox full of deviations and journals and tries her best to go through them all.
~BadKiwi because I haven't talked to her in a while and she is wickedly funny.
~rebel-moon cuz she makes me wanna write again and reminds me how much I love being on dA.
`onestar because of his infamous humps on deviants. XD

A possible farewell

~serenityseeking — Fri, 30 Sep 2005 17:53:44 PDT

If this journal gets me banned I want to say it was fun here on dA when people were still civil and the respect of community was a general ideal here among deviants. Here is my rant and if it may be my last know I love you guys. So here we go, one more time, my sexy muffins:

Threat
n.
1. An expression of an intention to inflict pain, injury, evil, or punishment.
2. An indication of impending danger or harm.
3. One that is regarded as a possible danger; a menace.

If anyone told someone to cut her/his palms I would most certainly have a very vocal opinion in my response. I would also report it to the admins, as what you'd do, in a serious case like this.

If they replied:

"There's nothing there which violates policy though."- ©mirrorkills [link]
I'd probably call them a "f*cking idiot" as well. Though I would try to steer clear of insults and profanities...I believe my outrage would get the better handle of me despite my attempts not to swear.

Oh, yes. I plan to quote.

Abusive behavior and commentary typically displays an aggressive or directly insulting tendency which makes it different from the average rude or insensitive remark. We do not intend to intervene in every situation in which a user displays a lack of manners; only intervene in those situations in which the commentary is clearly intended as some sort of attack. -$lolly [link]

Am I on glue or does that fit the description to have this particular bodily harm suggesting deviant banned? Since I cannot find where in the policy $lolly quoted this I can't be sure where he got it from. Certainly not the Etiquette Policy [link] as I have read that serveral times over.

I am not trying to attack certain admins, certainly not $lolly or ©mirrorkills or any other particular admin I do however stand against The Corporation. I WILL NOT Call this site HOME when things like this go on. I was active in Yellow Day. I run ~S-P-A-C-E and I WILL NOT lay down. My only hope is that I made some difference. may it be small, a comment on a new artist's page or running s-p-a-c-e til it felt as if my eyes would fall from their sockets in a bloody heap. I hope to °jark that I had made some effort to help him in his time of need. I hope `bookdiva never has to suffer an insult like that again. To such a person who through her everyday comments you can see nothing but compassion and love- what else would you expect from the mother of one of our co-founders?

I am completely with `onestar when he says that he has made wonderful friends on here.
I have too, really I love you guys very much. You all have amazing art, poetry, fashion designs, animations, statures and even by a delighful surprise to me oragomi! but you all know how to contact me if I get banned. If not email me here and I'll be happy to give over my AIM sn.
oei_vei@hotmail.com and we can chat.

So to the admins. I know some of you are good. I know through the Yellow Day you were having a hard time but to the ones on these power trips-ban me and make my accusations convictions.
If you want more info I suggest checking out `onestar and then following the links in his journal, etc. etc.

Always exercise your right to know.

snickers

~serenityseeking — Thu, 29 Sep 2005 00:35:36 PDT

@_@ its 12:31 AM right now..and I cannot sleep. I made the mistake of falling asleep when we got home but I only slept for a few hours..2 or 3 at the most..and now I will be up all night with lea's fucking insane cat Adia...not that I wouldn't have been up all night anyway...but it just makes it that much harder because I was asleep..;^;

I just realized that I never update this..well not on the blabs about my life..its usually some quiz or a rant. heh.

I feel like some coffee and fetish pics

Eh, well I must go..deeply sorry for having you read this pointless thingy. Be glad you don't read my livejournals.

quiz rebel-moon passed onto meh

~serenityseeking — Thu, 15 Sep 2005 14:17:29 PDT

-- t h e . l u c k y . s e v e n . q u i z --

Seven things that scare you:

1. reality
2. dA and its future
3. heights
4. Lea's arse xD
5. drifting apart
6. my friends.
7. natural disaster

Seven things you like the most:

1. music
2. daydreaming
3. art
4. poetry
5. night time
6. fantasy
7. magic

Seven most important things in your room :

1. Computer
2. tablet
3. darien pictures
4. Snakecharm; Hawksong.
5. pictures of my friends and other peeps
6. Clothes
7. mr. squishy; zero

Seven random facts about you:

1. I love to get out at night
2. I'm a pervert
3. I am bi-sexual
4. I love concerts
5. I a dreamer of all sorts.
6. I have a buffy obsession.
7. I believe in alternate realities.

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

1. write a novel
2. co-draw/write the s2d comics
3. Crowd surf
4. have one good relantionship
5. go to 50 or more concerts
6. Visit Japan and Russia.
7. Road trip with all my friends

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:

1. Sexy grin
2. nice eyes
3. kindness
4. Boldness
5. Easy going
6. Understanding
7. compassionate

Seven things you say the most:
1. OMG becky!
2. SHILENCE
3. h0000chie becky.
4. TITANIC
5. OUCH!
6. I'm trying to sleep
7. gawd damn you.

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):

1. Mike Shinoda
2. Sully Erna
3. Mark Chavez
4. Ben Burnley
5. Seth Green
6. Adam Gontier
7. Jhonen Vasquez

Seven people to pass it on to:

The Ramblings of an upset deviant.

~serenityseeking — Wed, 17 Aug 2005 13:07:19 PDT

Hello peeps.

Okay, well besides running ~S-P-A-C-E I simply feel like I am not doing enough to support °jark and the community. So I'm going to use this journal to just express some pent up feelings. First off before I go onto my little blur of words and emotions let me say that by no means do I quailify myself as someone to explain dA's past because I've only been here about two years. However, two years even a couple of months is enough to show a deviant how much °jark was dedicated and is still dedicated to this site and how much he actually cares about us. not to mention, a large portion of running s-p-a-c-e is updating. So I am constantly reading `bookdiva `liquify and a ton of other journals I feel that I have a pretty good idea of the general things that have been going on. Of course between the current admins and the former ones I have no clue cuz none of that info has been released to my knowledge. Plus, things said between them is their buisness. I just want back the yellow alien, the community and I want it known who the real co-founders were. Two more things before I continue. No pointing out my grammer and spelling mistakes peeps. I'm lazy and I don't feel like going back and revising this just because there is supposed to be a comma somewhere. and another thing. Don't flame me. These are my sole views, thats why I'm using my account instead of s-p-a-c-e to post this, and I am fully entitled to them. Plus flaming get everyone no where. I've been telling deviants not to flame the admins, spyed supporters, etc. I would except the same from everyone else. Despite all that is going on we are A COMMUNITY and we need to act as such. Show some love people, not hate. So if you disagree with this journal thats fine but keep it to yourself. Okay. Had to get all of that cleared away. Now onwards my sexy muffins to the point of this journal.

[link] < if you click this link you will see dA as it was right around where it started..I don't really know when since I wasn't here so don't ask.Yes, I know this site is 5 years old but no, I don't know if this was just days after it was birthed or weeks or months. Anyway, my point is take a moment to look at the people listed as co-founders. Yes, I don't doubt that $spyed has been here from the start, or near the start, but that doesn't make him a co-founder. A lot of people have been here from the start. Does that make the first 25 admins co-founders? How about the first 10? where does it end? Right here...in this link where it lists the ONLY TWO CO-FOUNDERS. Yes, I agree $spyed has done a lot for this site, as I'm sure all the admins have. I could never even begin to imagine the hours they sat at the computer dealing with our n00b questions and updating things to make it better for us and I won't even try. However, that doesn't make them all co-founders..and it doesn't make anyones work less appreciated just because they aren't listed as a co-founder. If there is anything this whole "protest" thing has done its shown us all the meaning of community and made us realize how much dA is a second home to us. I, personally, spend about 15-16 hours a day on this site.
Notice that these are the people listed under the link:
°arc °tack °attila ---All former staff members.
$MikeyLove $spot --still current staff members.

There are currently 17 admins that have quit. Not including °matteo and °jark Isn't that a sign that things are going downhill? what more do you need?

While I'm on the subject of things going downhill. I've seen a lot of anti-corperate and pro-community journals, deviations, comment posts, etc. People have said that dA is becoming too corperate and less about the community. Other deviants have argued back that dA is HUGE they need to make money ju...

gallery, space, etc. etc.

~serenityseeking — Mon, 08 Aug 2005 14:32:58 PDT

All my deviations have been moved into storage and will remain there until our favorite pug and yellow alien return. I've been busy with ~S-P-A-C-E so I haven't have a chance to comment much with this account. Fret not, I have not forgotten about everyone.
~S-P-A-C-E <---feel free to join sending a note.

Just because I'm protesting through the gallery storage I wanna keep up with mah peeps through the community. After all I'm not just pro-jark...I'm pro-community and yes...I am anti-spyed.

So anyways stole this uber cool quiz from mah favorite crazy friend Lana aka =BadKiwi

W0ULD Y0U....
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

S-P-A-C-E

~serenityseeking — Sun, 31 Jul 2005 17:22:18 PDT

Join and support °jark.

[link]
[link]

Day of Yellow 2

~serenityseeking — Sun, 31 Jul 2005 14:14:16 PDT

Since everyone is probably wonder why Jark got kicked off in the first place this should give you an idea. This link was taken from `justthorne's journal. [link] For some of the newer deviants who may not know who Angelo is...he is $spyed who is the other co-founder of dA. (Jark is the other one)

NOTE:After further research..I think I agree with `krash's idea more..

Krash's Journal Entry

Jark has been removed as DA Staff for reasons not known to the community. Jark is one of the co-founders of deviantART and needless to say is not a happy camper right now. There have been suggestions of no uploads that day, I say we go one step past doing nothing, we upload images, poems, anime, everything to do with the color yellow, if you know anything about Jark you know why.

Everything must have a yellow preview, image, theme......So what do you think??
Yellow day forum - [link]

Edit

Do not get me wrong, I support doing anything, even the silent day that some of you are joining. Just do something get involved, when DA started it was so much more about community and artwork than it seems to be now. Seeing everyone doing something, anything is the idea.

Edit agian:

After you upload your Yellow themed deviations, start commenting on deviations, older ones, browse around, visit the forums....Keep your yellow deviations up in your galleries. We can join the silent protest after we show Jark our support, do this for as many days as you can!!

Day of Yellow!

~serenityseeking — Sun, 31 Jul 2005 13:54:06 PDT

Taken from `onestar's journal.

Okay, folks. Here's the deal.

By now, you've heard that Scott Jarkoff, aka °jark, is now a FORMER Staff Member.

I'm not privy to the whys, wherefores, and whatever-the-hells are going on behind the scenes here. Don't ask me anything about that. I know probably just as much as you do.

DeviantArt, in my opinion, is becoming less about COMMUNITY and more about CORPORATION.

So what we need to do is bring back THE COMMUNITY.

Here's my suggestion.

On August 7th, DA turns five years old. Five years for a website like this should be a grand affair, one big event.

So don't submit anything on August 7th.

I'm talking a print, a deviation, a scrap...nothing.

Instead, just leave a comment. Visit a user's page and just say hi.

If someone wants to buy a subscription that day, I'm all in favor or it. It'll keep the servers going, and anything that keeps the hamster running is a good thing.

BUT...I think folks shouldn't buy any prints. No print subscriptions. That goes against the COMMUNITY theme for the day.

We want to put the COMMUNITY back into DA.

If you're in favor of this, if you believe in the power this COMMUNITY has, then join me. Post this in your own journal. Spread the word to everyone, with a and a .

We might be touting at windmills like Don Quixote.

But if enough of us do it, we might be able to remind everyone that this is a COMMUNITY first and foremost.

Join me. On August 7th, let's take back DeviantArt.

quiz whores unite.

~serenityseeking — Tue, 19 Jul 2005 17:52:27 PDT

>XD MWA HA HA HA..Okay so I jacked this from this cool dude who recently watched meh...:devpimpdaddyj: XDD Anyways, feel free to make with the stealing and the being of a quiz whore.

--Slacker--

Do you wear your pajamas all day if you can?: Yes, I only get dressed if I'm going somewhere ;
Do you want/have a job?: <_< no.
How late do you sleep on weekends?: 6 am..but thats usually everyday...not just weekends...if not 6 than around 4.
Do you watch TV all day if you are able?: nah, I'm an internet whore.
When you go out, do you bother to primp yourself up a bit?: "pimp" XD is a funny word...say it..pimp.XDDD and no I usually don't "pimp" myself up...I wear eyeliner and st00f but I don't bother with a ton of things.
Do most of your shirts have holes in them?: no unless I put them there...or its a fishnet type shirt.
Do you have less than three pairs of pants?: Nah, I have more than that
Would you rather eat a bucket o grits than go to college and live away from home?: O_o *bul*

--Gamer--

Do you love video games?: Yea, but I'm not really a gamer.
How often do you go buy games or game consoles?: rarely..if ever...and their usually gifts for other peeps.
What do you think of the Sega Genesis?:Umm, I'm farely sure I've played it and I think it was pretty cool...but like I said I'm not a gamer...
Do you ever go outside?: heh...sometimes.
Do you go to gamer conventions?: nope, I'd rather go to a comic con.
Do you read Penny Arcade, VG Cats, Mac Hall, etc?: no.
Do you understand Penny Arcade, VG Cats, Mac Hall, etc?: See above.
Do you participate in any kinds of roleplay games?: yes.

--Anime Freak--

Do you like anime?: chya.
Do you watch anime more than three times a week?: Heh. Hahahaha. Most of the time.
If you draw, can you only draw in an anime style?: Yea, I think so.
Do you watch raw (undubbed) anime only?:nope...I don't know Jananese.
Would you learn Japanese simply so you could watch raw anime?: lol yes because I hate "americanized" anime..they ruin it.
When a new book in a manga series comes out, do you rush to the store to buy it?: I'm a manga whore.
When you type, do you use ASCII emotes like XD and O_o; as opposed to regular smileys?: All the time. I hate smiley things...>_<
Does your playlist consist of mainly J-rock and J-pop?: not really.

--Artist--

Do you love to draw?: Yea. but I love coloring more.
During school, do you draw when youre supposed to be doing homework or taking notes?: I'm on I.S. so no...cuz I can do it whenever I want.
Are you obsessed with perfecting your art?: yes.
Do you always have to have a sketchbook and pencil with you?: nah...but I wish I had a lap top so I could drag a tablet with me everywhere.
Do you linger around the art supplies section in every store, gazing longingly at all the pencils and coloring implements?: Nah.
Do you have a graphics tablet?: Lea does...XDD so I use hers.
If so, do you brag about it?: Nah.
Do you think youre a good artist?: Yea. I know there is tons of room for improvment but its something I love so if I critized myself all the time I don't think I'd enjoy it.

--Sophisticated Internet Whore--

Do you spend a lot of time on the computer?: XD yes.
Do you join a lot of online communities?: Yes.
Are your online friends as or more important to you as your real-world friends?: Yea they are..not more important but just-as important.
Do you type with punctuation and/or capital letters?: Yea. I try to anyways..I may shorten things...or use stuff like "lol" but I try to spell write and use correct grammer.
Are you known far and wide across cyberspace?: Umm, not really.
Would you rather be online than, say, shopping?: yes. I would prefer being online to most things..and I hate shopping o_o;;;
Do you spend time offline thinking about stuff online?: All the time.
Have you ever dreamt of being online?: XD yes.

--Typical IM Whore--

do u typ lik this: No..but I use "yea" instead of "yeah" sometimes..
Do you use abbreviations such as lol and wbu?: ^ see above.
du yuu use ds rly noyn n totlly rndm ab.s lyk liao! n stf?: XD nah
Is one of your favorite pastimes lurking in chatrooms and harassing the participants by being obtuse?: No..well I just got this IMVU so now I sometimes bug random people.
Did you understand that last question?: Duh.
Do you have a myspace account?: No.
Do you have AIM?: Yes.
Do...

whoops

~serenityseeking — Sat, 09 Jul 2005 11:42:38 PDT

whoops sorry. I didn't even realize dA posted this as a blank entry. o_o;; that must have been an annoying waste of time. Although..I suppose this is to. The point of the entry I wrote but dA didn't post was to ask anyone that if they want to join the disturbing, addicting childrens site known as Neopets.com to please us this link > [link] when you do. Please. Cuz it would help out my own account. <_< >_> *nods* yes, yes, the secret is out. I'm addicted to the children's website. so sign up. lol.

Helpeth

~serenityseeking — Wed, 06 Jul 2005 14:43:09 PDT

[link] < Join neopets using this link and help me out. join..and I'll umm give j00 something...but use the link...don't type neopets into your url..thankies!

Confederate's treachery

~serenityseeking — Wed, 15 Jun 2005 22:11:43 PDT

"Our character is what we do when we think no one is looking."
-H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

"True friends stab you in the front."
-Oscar Wilde

s2d is back!

~serenityseeking — Mon, 02 May 2005 00:58:47 PDT

okay peeps, suffocated2death is alive and kicking and to say the least back. You can see all its coolness here.. ~ suffocated2death and make sure to join the fanlist. Its been a year and one day exactly since it created. It would be wise to watch dis account You can also see a lot of art regarding the characters, and whatnot on ~crimson-cat 's account. Enjoy, oh, and if you decide to join the friends list, please do so via note, not comments. Thanks.

<.< d00med cheese of all holyness

~serenityseeking — Sat, 30 Apr 2005 15:34:39 PDT

w00t, we are going to the fair again today, tis the 3rd day I have gone. We get all hyper and crazy and stuff of d00m. Hmm, I will be posting some new poems, along with some photographs, as soon as I edit them and stuff. Sorry for the lack, of well everything. Things have been a tad bit crazy lately and I just haven't had the time. Anyways, new stuff soon, love to all my peeps xDD someone needs to make a peep emoticon of d00m and give meh credit for suggesting it. LA LA LA *frolicks* I hope everyone is doing well and that happiness is everlasting in everything you do....

Thought For the day: " "Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant."
-Robert Louis Stephenson

Quote for the day: "I came to live in a country I love; some people label me a defector. I have loved men and women in my life; I've been labeled "the bisexual defector." Want to know another secret? I'm even ambidextrous. I don't like labels. Just call me Martina."

-Martina Navratilova, "Martina Navratilova -- Being Myself" ch. 1, 1985

frolicks

~serenityseeking — Sun, 13 Mar 2005 16:36:24 PST

WHEE I am just writing for the sake of writing cuz I haven't posted anything in ages. I'm sorry peeps, I've been deathly unispired lately..maybe I'll choke out a poem or something...anyways, I've been loving the art everyone's posted, great stuff...

Go forth now and worship darien..in lea's gallery...DARIEN...

-___________________-

~serenityseeking — Mon, 24 Jan 2005 21:07:51 PST

You know I was snooping around DA as usual and I was looking at today's favorites and stuff..and you know what I am pissed because if you look at some of the stuff on there its all crap. I mean they spend 5 minutes freakin drawing stick figures, add a voice, slap on some credits and call it "animation" and THEN get on the favorites with a video that should have been in scraps to begin with. Its like high school here...its a fucking populaturity contest with these people. I mean people spend hours coloring a picture or working on a story and all they get are a few fucking comments. You know I know a ton of people who deserve to be on that list...like * charkole or ~crimson-cat and a TON of other hard working people....it just pisses me off that the one place where you are supposed to be judged on talent turns out to be a place where your art is considered "better" because more people have you watched...okay I'm done with my rant....whew....-_____- but I am still pissed.

Holding out for a hero.

~serenityseeking — Mon, 24 Jan 2005 18:23:32 PST

Well thanks lea's arse...I am addicted to this song..I dunno I was going through mood swings and stuff..but I feel all content. I feel like I don't write enough on this journal..I am more of a live journal person..maybe because my account on there is much more private. Anyways, I just wanted to update and stuff...la la la *skips off to find more sexy men to put in her giant bird cage of sexy men* XDDD

Holding Out For A Hero - FROU FROU

Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the street-wise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night toss and turn and dream of what I need

[Chorus]
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

[Chorus]

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I would swear that there's someone somewhere
Watching me

Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach
Like the fire in my blood

[Chorus]

theif in the night <_<

~serenityseeking — Sat, 22 Jan 2005 10:40:43 PST

I stole dis from Renee..I was going through her old journals looking for a certain entry when I stumbled across these things....I love these things....

is my minion! Go spam her...lol NO I was just kidding...go umm and give her hugs...NO CANDY! lol..or pageviews....

What would you do if:

I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I were hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:

[Thank you very much to whoever fills this out.]

What do you think about my?...

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:

Would You?...

Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, No matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If i needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word:
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Updates

~serenityseeking — Fri, 21 Jan 2005 00:09:08 PST

Okay now that I have a larger amount of time to explain all my past events and what not. First of all really later happy holidays and happy new year to everyone. My its been a while, no?

Okay well I turned 15 on the tenth of december. I'm currently back in california, visiting some friends. Oh, I really like this band called Gratitude..I dunno if anyone has heard of them yet...their CD hasn't been released yet so they aren't well known. I also love that new song by Green Day "Blvd of broken dreams" and that song "Coin Operated Boy" by the Dresen Dolls..or something like that. On books I'm obsessed with this character called Zane who is in one of Amelia Atwater-Rhodes' new book Hawksong and also the main character in the sequal Snakecharm. On magna I like this one called "Model" and "The Vampire Game" Hmm, oh if anyone is ever looking for hope or an uplifting book of poems. I suggest you look up Mattie. He wrote Hope through Heartsongs as well as a few others. His full name is Matthew Joseph Thaddeus Stepanek but he is better known as just Mattie. Anyways, his other books are Heartsongs and Journey through heartsongs. He was only fourteen, I believe when he past away this past year but before he went he left behind these amazing books with lessons far beyond his years, with better knowledge and wisdom than ANY adult that I know. So I will reccommend them to anyone but be prepared to cry, some of his poetry is sad, beautiful and filled with grace, but deeply sad. On other notes, I want to tell everyone that I missed them and their art. Hmmm, I think thats all that I wanted to update...OH! I really love sushi! MWA HA HA....and thats all..yup..

^^

@_______@

~serenityseeking — Thu, 20 Jan 2005 12:17:21 PST

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.fudge I have 805 freaking messages and thats probally not even all of them @___________@ Well I probably am not going to be able to answer them all so sorry in advance but hello to everyone, I missed you.

lea: h00000000000chi messages!! @o@

Happy Candy to ALL!

~serenityseeking — Sat, 30 Oct 2004 14:35:20 PDT

YAY, halloween is tommorow! w00t w00t..this is by far my favorite holiday..it saddens me that I'm too old to go trick-or-trating now, lol the free candy was always the best..but I get to spend it in an even better way! w00t, celebrating the Wiccan Holiday Samhain..mwa ha ha..and then on Nov. 12 I'm going to a Korn concert, with Breaking Benjamin and Chevelle..yay. I'm excited. I was almost going to miss it cuz my mother and uncle were bitching at each other..and I told my mom that she and he both just needed to chill, so they did and I get to go..of course I might have to fly home alone..which doesn't thrill me..BUT I really want to go..I'm gonna try to get as close as I did in the Nickelback concert..mwa ha.anyways, just wanted to update..and for anyone going trick-or-treating be safe and check all ur candy *does parent concern hand gestures* ^__^

mwa ha ha!!!

~serenityseeking — Tue, 26 Oct 2004 10:30:37 PDT

lol, I had to write something new because those quizzes were making my DA page so very long, it seemed like it would take me forever just to get to the comment box on the bottom so long. Anyways, I am trying to catch up on art and stuff so I deleted all the deviant messages and instead I'm going through everyone's gallery and just commenting on the new stuff that catches my eye. This may take a while and I'm sorry for the inconvince to all but I had so many messages that it was overwhelming. I'll try to do everyone and going through your gallery completely.
Off to new things there are pics and stuff posted and I'm trying to get some more poetry too. I haven't written anything in a month just more or less photographed and drew, so I MIGHT put some sketches in my scraps, though I warn you they look crappy! hmmm other than that I hope everyone enjoys halloween and that you get oodles and oodles of FREE CANDY!!!!!!!!!! @_____@ candy....^____^ XDDDD

quiz that I stole from the c-cat.

~serenityseeking — Tue, 05 Oct 2004 06:37:48 PDT

IN ONE TRY..TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR:

FINGERS: Trinity
CHIN: tri n kity ( O_o )
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: truburt ( OO_o )
CHEEK: tribngioty
ELBOW: trin iktgyhu
LIPS: (i'm on my cuz's computer...not happening..sorry)
PALM: tfrki nkihyhy (lmao)
BACK OF HAND: t6rij7678
NOSE: trinity (w00t)
TONGUE: (again not happening...but I think I could)
-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---

-- YOUR HERITAGE: cherokee, irish, german, english, more and more...I'm a frekin mutt.
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: red and black enties...my new shoes...*huggles* lol.
-- YOUR EYES: blueish...gray today.
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: reality, darkish boys, cartoons, etc. etc.
-- YOUR FEARS: bees.
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE:to be accetped to attend Simon's rock of bard college...oh yea.

-----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: 5 more minutes.
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: sexy grin
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX:eyes
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: I dunno..my eyes or lips I suppose. I like meh lips, lol o_O I am strange, no?
-- YOUR BEDTIME:whenever I want to sleep..usually really late. last night I stayed up and watched a thunderstorm..the lighting at least lol.
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: uhh..
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: innocience.

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: PEPSI!!!! duh duh duh.
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: poooey. neither.
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: hmm, both.
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: adidas
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: chocolate all the way.
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: XD cappuccino

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: neva
-- CUSS: *covers mouth* *halo turns into horns*
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: every other day..
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): who doesn't?
-- WHO ARE THEY: psh.
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: yes.
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: read above.
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: fuck no.
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED:hell no.
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: yup
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: if its in a car on a mountain with all the turns...O_O yesh.
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: no no no.
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: I'm trying..to eat healthy...I can't...*bursts out with 6 fast breaks* *shoves them all in her mought* *says through a mouth full of chocalate goodness: wadsfsaYUMMYahfjhgjkgh*
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: mom.
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: luv 'em..I watched one last night.
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: nope

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------

-- DRANK ALCOHOL: no
-- SMOKE(D): nope
-- DONE A DRUG: no
-- HAVE SEX: no
-- MADE OUT: who the hell wants to know all this...like it really validates ones life.
-- GO ON A DATE: -_-
-- GO TO THE MALL: yea
-- EATEN SUSHI: v_v..I wish...I miss the fishy goodness.
-- BEEN ON STAGE: no
-- BEEN DUMPED: no
-- GONE SKATING: no
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES:I hate cooking.
-- BEEN IN LOVE: fudgers.
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: yessums...or that was in september.
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: nope

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: xD yuppers
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: no
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: yea
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?:yea.
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: *guilty*
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: I don't remember.
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: yes...
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: duH
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: not that I know of.
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: nope
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: <_<....>_>
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": no
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: my sissy and my uncle..lol we wrestle a lot.
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT:yup
-- SHOPLIFTED: BWA HA HA...coughLEA+CLAIRS=BADTRINITYcough...a mong other stores.

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: iread above,
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: none..I hate kids.
-- DESCIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: -_-
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: don't care.
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: novelist
--WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: Japan!!!!!!!!

-----------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX------------------

-- BEST EYE COLOR: green..
-- BEST HAIR COLOR: doesn't really matter...but i like black or unnatural colors (agreed with Lea)
-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: spikey.
-- BEST HEIGHT: tall...

wow

~serenityseeking — Fri, 01 Oct 2004 12:57:30 PDT

whoa...I haven't been on in sooo long!! It feels weird..to be in texas. I just got here yesterday...and I eh kinda like it. I mean its cool and everything and I am more glad than you can ever imagine that I am away from my dad but its so dull and I miss cali. I love that state. I wish my mom would want to live there...but oh well. I might more again to Machachuttes..or however you spell it again when I'm 16. Anyways, I miss everyone...and hugs to you all. I'll try to reply to some of the deviations soon.

blah!! I say!..

~serenityseeking — Tue, 14 Sep 2004 19:34:10 PDT

okay, so today was pretty good. In the sense of friends and that things are looking up..lmao Travis, Tom and I were having a "donut war" as I capped on them and they on me. Well Tom and I were covered in powder..from the Hostess Powdered Donuts..and Travis thought he would through a chocolate one at my head...which missed..w00t w00t. Well I figured it was time for old 8th grade traditions so I took his backpack and proceeded to through it in the nearest garbage can..which sounds mean, yes, but trust me its all fun and no one gets hurt, anyways, I never made it cuz travis put a donut on my head and grabbed his backpack where he turned to run...and AND...lmao.. he was tripped, not intentionally, by Amanda.. and I was laughing so hard..me and renee nearly had tears in our eyes, at least I did, Tom got pissed off cuz we were laughing but I couldn't stop, everytime I looked at Travis I freakin started cracking up. Well I ran into Makensi and she even told them how I ate it one night while hanging out with her..I mean I still have the scrap and it was almost two weeks ago..
School wise Ms. Moore dropped me from my english class so now I have 2 art classes. One in which I would have had with both Lea and Renee..but Lea is on homestudies and Renee changed to beginner's guitar, I think. Anyways, my conselour(sp? lol I suck at spelling today) and the school phychriatist (sp? Lea help me out,lol) called me out of my 2nd pd art class and whoo I gave up pe..which the conselour so did not want..but we, the guy and I, convinced her..so now my classes go like this:

1st period: Phys Science
2nd period: Art 1
break
3rd period: Art 3-D
lunch
4th period- Pre-Algebra (I suck)
5th period- English
6th period- Computer Lit.

But my dad is going to call this lady and I should be on homestudies by not this tuesday but the following one. w00t w00t...^___^ *excited* THEN I can focus on better classes and ultimately moving..yay.
Okay thats it for now...

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sleepy

~serenityseeking — Sun, 12 Sep 2004 15:47:36 PDT

Mwa ha ha...*yawns* falls alseep. Lots of new pics of Adia. I'm really bored, and tired. Adia and Lea are napping now and I'm talking to James. Hi James, lol. I'm inspired to write but unaware of what...a poem, or a story? a topic? *sigh* anyways, just wanted to write something different bcuz I was getting tired of seeing my old angry journal on my page...Perpsi and sushi to all..*falls asleep* *head smacks into keyboard*

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_>. I'm addicted to Japanese music too, ever since Travis wanted me to burn the Ending Theme song to I think season two of Inu Yasha which is actually called "Do As Infinity" and is by Fukai Mori, I think..@__@. Yea, I'm pretty sure thats right. Blah. I'm so bored. Renee and I are going to the movies tommorow to see Napoleon Dynamite, with possibly Travis, Thomas, Chelsey, Jeremy, Aaron, Amanda, and maybe Heather, which reminds I still haven't called Tom or Travis..;; sorry renee I forgot bcuz of my recent neverending fight with my fucking so-called father. I do dat in a sec. Okay, well I am done with this, I'm off to write in my livejournal account. Mwa ha ha. *dashes off*

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Updates and stuff

~serenityseeking — Thu, 02 Sep 2004 22:08:48 PDT

Right now I am so sick, my thoart is freakin killing me!! >_< owie. Tommorow I'm going to bring my thoart spray and Benadryl to school. Stupid cold/allergy/sinus thing! Well I left school early today, after 2nd period and had my cousin take me home, I couldn't bear it. I was just gonna stay for the entire day and tough it out but I started coughing and my dear minion, always looking out for meh, asked if I was really okay to last the day and I though, eh, better not risk it and get stuck there so I headed to the Nurse's office and made a few phone calls.
Right now I am supposed to be asleep and if my dad comes home and I'm up he is gonna be pissed cuz he was telling me today when I called to get checked out that I wasn't getting better cuz I spent too much time on the computer and not resting. So yea, but whatever, I mean its only 10:01! for crist sake I don't even go to bed at this hour on any given night.
Oh hey I have a question for my readers when I was submitting my newest poem "Into the night" it asked if I wanted to make it available for printing and stuff, do you guys think I should? Personally, I don't think my stuff is good enough for that sort of thing. I don't think any person in their right mind, and in possesion of a credit card, would buy it but I want your opinions. Honestly.
Hmm other than that I'm doing pretty good. I was planning to disapear into Texas this weekend but my mom wants me to wait one more week cuz she really wants to do it the legal way and she is starting to believe my dad is really gonna let me go but I think its all bullshit, however, I can be patient for one more week and respect my mother's wishes cuz she has helped me out so much this past few weeks! god, I'm so glad that I have the type of mom who understands anything. I swear she is such a teenager, we'll walk into a store and instead of me saying some random guy is hot she will point it out to me XD lmao, gotta love her though. Besides I want to spend one more week with Renee, my minion!!! of Chaos!!!! and Tom and Travis so that I can make just a few more sweet memories and enjoy the week with them.
Well thats all I can think of for now, good night everyone. Cya tommorow and remember be honest! s to all.

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blah blah, yak yak.

~serenityseeking — Fri, 06 Aug 2004 21:47:20 PDT

Greetings. Sorry for the lack of, well everything. I've been a bit busy and gone. Which actually, I'm leaving again tommorow around 8 something so I have to get up early which pretty much sucks so I am thinking of just not going to bed at all and staying up all night or something. I would have to take another run to the store for more pepsi and stuff to keep me awake. I need candy too sugar sounds so good. I'm gonna try to write while I'm there so when I get back I have something new for you to read. Thats all I can think of right now. Miss all of you and s and s to everyone! enjoy the rest of the summer!! ^___^

Oh and ~Fadedtodust asked this in her journal and then asked everyone to copy an paste it in their own. Enjoy and be encouraged to post it in your as well.

-I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything. Be gentle. -

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evil things.

~serenityseeking — Wed, 04 Aug 2004 23:49:18 PDT

this will be the LAST one I SWEAR....lol sorry people. These are addicting and I won't do any for a while, promise. Cuz I might not be on for a long time anyways. Oh yea stole this from Tom.

001. What is your name: Trinity
002. Spell your name backwards: ytinirt
003. Date of birth: 12/10/1989
004. Male or female: Female
005. Astrological sign: Sagittarius
006. Nicknames: Trin, Seren-Chan, Serenityseeker
007. Occupation: student
008. Height: 52
009. Weight: I have no clue..
010. Hair color: black, (orginally blond)
011. Eye color: blue, but it changes.
012. Where were you born: in this shitty town.
013. Where do you reside now: still here, hopefully to be moving SOON.
014. Age: 14
015. Screen name: Don't give it out anymore.
016. E-mail addy: Serenityseeking@hotmail.com
017. What does your email addy stand for: eh...what it says. I keep it simple otherwise I would forget all my passwords etc.
018. What is your Xanga/LJ name: LJ: Serenity_seeker, Xanga: I never go there cuz I have trouble with formats and stuff but it is ShatteredSerenity
019. What does your Xanga/LJ name stand for: blah...exactly what it says.
020. Pets: two cats.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: I don't remember if I had one..I kinda blew off my b-day. Just a day.
022. Piercings: I want my lip and wanted my tongue..til I seen my sister get it done...eww. Oh..and I sorta want my belly button
023. Tattoos: w00t! I was just talking about this. My sister is gonna take me to get my first cuz my mom would trip...but yea I want a couple..like maybe 4 or something.
024. Shoe size: 7 1/2 I have big feet -_-;;;
025. Righty or lefty: righty
026. Wearing: Black skirt, black t-shirt, red and black socks and a belt.
027. Hearing: music (yellowcard- Way Away)
028. Feeling: worried, anxious, sad, angry and happy.
029. Eating/drinking: nothing.

Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff..

061. Have you ever been in love: Yes
062. How many people have you said i love you to: in a relationship kinda thing. I think 2 but I mean't it to only one.
063. How many people have you been in love with: One
064. How many people have you kissed: a few.
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: nope
066. How many people have you dated: again a few.
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl: Sweet, someone who likes to cuddle, who makes me laugh, etc. Appearence doesn't matter.
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Eyes or smile. I love a sexy grin..I just melt..
069. Whos was the last guy/girl you danced with: umm I don't even remember.
073. Do you have a crush right now: not really.
074. If so who is it: like I would write it here.
075. Do you believe in love at first sight: Hell no.
076. Do you remember your first love: yes.
077. Who is the first person you kissed: umm I dunno.
078. Do you believe in fate: eh, I'm not too sure. I would like to.
079. Do you believe in soul mates: Yes, but I don't think you always end up with them.
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: I think I did a while back.

Family Stuff..

104. How many siblings do you have: 2 blood, 4 not.
105. What are your parents names: Wendie and Steve (I hate my dad)
106. What are your siblings names: Steven, Christina, Heather, Lesli, Ailea, Renee
107. How many siblings does your mother have: 4
108. How many siblings does your father have: 2
109. Where are your parents from: all over, I'm a huge mix.
110. Is your family close: my parents are divorced. I'm close to all my siblings and my mother. Not my father.
111. Does your family get together for holidays: I tend to avoid it if its my dad's side but if its my moms I love it!
112. Do you have a drunk uncle: yes. and a grandmother, grandfather etc..all on my dad side. no wonder I avoid their get togethers. I can't stand them.
113. Any medical problems run through your family: sadly yes, my brother has two diseases and they think it could turn to be hereditary.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee: A what???
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews: One nephew.
116. Are your parents divorced: yes, and I am so freakin' happy they are.
117. Do you have step parents: nope
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: I disown my father and I think he disowns me too.
120. Did some of your family come to Amerrica from another country: I don't think so..

Music Stuff..

121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life: Unwell-...

I do TOO many of these

~serenityseeking — Sat, 24 Jul 2004 21:03:36 PDT

these damn things are addicting...

**Stole this next thingy from 's page**

1) Using band names, spell out your name.

Trapt
Rob Zombie
Incubus
Nickelback
Ill Nino
Three Days Grace
Yellowcard

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
no but I've head a song with my name in it...
Vain-Trinity

3) What song makes you cry?
"My Immortal" - Evanescence

4)what song makes you happy?
"Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" - Cyndi Lauper
"Bouncing off the walls" - Sugarcult

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
The All-American Rejects, Story of the Year, Linkin Park, Godsmack

--

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'2
HAIR COLOR: black
SKIN COLOR: white
EYE COLOR: blue, but changes...
PIERCINGS: none BUT I am getting my lip..soon.
TATTOOS: none, but I want a couple..on my lower back, my ankles, right shoulder blade and uhh I dunno if I want anymore...

r i g h t - n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Black and red
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING: Bullet with butterfly wings- Smashing Pumpkins (I fucking LOVE this song)
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH? water...
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: its night time so I'm not sure...warm and clear.
HOW ARE YOU? eh..okay I suppose.

d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: probably...

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: Inu Yasha, Johnny Phantom, Wolf's Rain
MAGAZINE: none
SODA: Wild Cherry Pepsi
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep, computer.

h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: yup, couple of times...
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: thought about it..acutally I had a book on it..lmao remember Lea R.A.?
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: lmao..nope but I had a couple of dreams about it..don't ask..
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: lmao... I plead the fifth?
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yup, to subscribe to DA
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: <_<....>_> counting the times I did or didn't get caught? I paid for it though...big mistakeh..
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yea
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yea

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: sorta..I could if I wanted one.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Incubus
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: black and red swirls
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: being near friends.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: umm..Renee makes me laugh a lot..does dat count?
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Breaking Benjamin's new CD
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Lea, Renee, Lesli, Sarah, Heather, Jena, Doc, Jenn, Travis, Tom, James

w h e n / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: around a month ago
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Last Comic Standing (my mom made me..it was hella funny though)
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Spiderman2
MUST GO SEE!!!
y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
ABORTION: dunno, I believe its their choice but I think its wrong..and I would never do it.
TEENAGE SMOKING: smoking period is bad.
SPICE GIRLS: I use to like them.
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: I don't think its a bad thing.
GEORGE BUSH: *no comment*
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: I've done it...

Matrix Sista Hood:

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Back and packing again

~serenityseeking — Sat, 24 Jul 2004 12:06:40 PDT

Yup. I am back with 220 new messages and soon to be leaving tommorow again for four more days only to come back and leave again for a week and then hopefully move away. So I have a busy month, lol. Anyways, I am working on the messages, I SWEAR! lol, nah I really am. But I did delete the journals..sorry but you people write too much, JK. Anyways, I will try to comment on it all before I leave and come back to even more but please excuse my comments if they are short...Hmm..I got two new pairs of socks which ~dementiadesign chomped on last night, lol JK XD. Yup got them at one of my fav stores The Sanfransico Store of Socks on Pier 36 ^^ I love 'em...so comfy. I needed something comfy because I will be babysitting my nephew for four days (the reason I am leaving again) which is going to be so much fun then when I come back I am leaving again to visit my cousin Jenny cuz I haven't seen her in two years. Okay, well I need a nap and this journal thingy has been getting increasling boring..sorry people

Matrix Sista Hood:

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[link] )

For those of who do know about him..tell me...what questions would you like to ask his creator? Just list the questions in the comments and I shall pester lea for the answers so I can add them to my site.

Also for all those who are on summer vacation, bored out of their minds with inspiration to draw but no idea what....draw Darien fanart...lol yup yup. ^^ if j00 do and u wanted it posted on the offical Darien Fansite you can either email it to me or whatnot and full credit, of course, will be given to you for the piece.

I would link you to the site but its still under construction so yeah. anyways...I am bored..with no life. talk to me..lol jk.

s to all!

Matrix Sista Hood:

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Nevermind

~serenityseeking — Thu, 08 Jul 2004 16:58:53 PDT

Eh, I changed my mind last second. My brother was starting to annoy me already so I didn't want to fight with him while there so I just stayed here. Call me the immature one, whatever, but I would rather not fight. So now I think I will just stay home tonight and tommorow night. No concerts, no little brother, nothing. Silence for a change. Sounds nice, my grandpa is here for tonight to talk to my dad and judging by the beer in the fridge they are both going to get pretty drunk so I will just stay in my room tonight and then have the house to myself tommorow. Oh, on a second note, there is someone I "guess" after one of my neighbors cuz she screwed them over and they are trying to take the kids of the neighborhood hostage or something. This should be interesting. I would love to see them try and take me....it would be their biggest mistake. Anyways, I really don't want the trouble so I plan on not telling anyone that I will be home alone tommorow night, thats all for now, sorry for the false alarm.

-Trin

Matrix Sista Hood:

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Matrix Sista Hood:

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Eh..took this from Renee.

~serenityseeking — Wed, 07 Jul 2004 16:23:28 PDT

Note: Sorry I just noticed a ton of typos and had to fix them....

I got this from Renee- :chaotic-love: who got it from someone else...sorry its late.

[Spell your first name backwards]:
ytinirt..lmao..

[The story behind your pen name]:
Serenityseeking...I seek Serenity. It is one of the few things I wish to have.

[3 words that sum you up]:
dreamer, headstrong, caring

~*DESCRIBE YOUR*~

[Wallet]:
Black with red letterings to make out the word Disturbed, also with thier symbol. It is sewed into the leather with thread along with a wallet chain. ^^ My sissy bought it for me recently.

[Hairbrush]:
maroon and black. Useful.

[Jewelry you wear daily]:
rings: sometimes a silver and black toe ring, dunno if toe rings count otherwise no.

Necklaces: A star and a Chinesse symbol I got after my 8th grade dance which means "Lucky"

[Pillow cover]:
Red

[Coffee cup]:
black

[Shoes]:
Black and white converse

[CD in your stereo right now?]:
Incubus- "A Crow Left of the Murder..."

[What are you are wearing now?]:
Black Tripp pants with red stars, A black skirt, a black shirt with metal righs, red and black socks, black and white converse and black and red armwarmers, two chains attached to my skirt and a studded belt @__@ whoo...

[Hair]:
Black with the starting of my blond roots (>__< eek...if I didn't feel like staying all the time I would have boughten new hair dye by now) Currently pulled back with a clip and a few strands falling down onto my face.

[In your mouth]:
My teeth, which are clean, no tarter cuz I just brushed them ^^

[In your head]:
thoughts, memories, lyrics.

[Eating]:
Nothing.

[Some of your favorite movies]:
Harry Potter, Spiderman, The Notebook, Shrek2, Spirited Away, Romeo must die, Rat Race, Mulan, Uptown Girls, The Last Samuri, A Walk to Remember, Peter Pan, The Perfect Score, etc.

[Something you're looking forward to]:
moving, being 18.

[The last thing you ate?]
popcorn...yummy.

[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]:
being hurt again. Never finding happiness again.

[Do you like candles?]:
love 'em

[Do you believe in a thing called love?]:
I do, but I believe it hurts and for the record that song is annoying.

[Do you believe in soul mates?]:
I do in a way but I believe few every really find them and if they do they are snatched away. Life is sad. Sorry, I sound so pessimistic right now. Eh, I believe the idea is possible.

[Do you believe in love at first sight?]:
No, because to love someone at first site means to only look at physical apperance which in turn is truly lust NOT love and some people, no need to mention names (coughMICHAELcough) need to learn.

[Do you believe in forgiveness?]:
Of course, because if you didn't how could you be expected to be forgiven.

[If you could have any animal for a pet]:
A white tiger and a black panther or a wolf.

[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]:
Canada, I plan to move to Japan when I turn 18, Alaska or Hawaii.

[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]:
Cookie Dough, Chocalte Chip Cookie Dough ice cream, popcorn, chocalates, french fries, starbucks, cake frosting, air heads, etc. Either sugary or fattening...mm YUMMY

[What's something you wish you could understand better?]:
Tons of things....why people find replacements when their bf/gf(s) dump them, love, HTML, etc.

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]:
right now I can't stand to see anyone but I do miss my mom and my friends.

~*In the last 24 hours, have you*~:

[Cried?]:
yes. I am pathetic.

[Gotten sick?]:
no.

[Sang?]:
Yes, to "So Cold" Breaking Benjamin and "My Immortal" by Evanecence.

[Eaten?]:
yup, popcorn.

[Felt stupid?]:
more than you could imagine.

[Hugged someone?]:
no. I don't feel like touching anyone..or seeing them for that matter.

[Wanted to tell someone you loved them?]:
I did.

[Met someone new?]:
Sort of.

[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]:
yes, I suppose.

[Fought with your parents?]:
Well I told my "dad" to leave me the hell alone because I didn't want to talk to anyone, does that count?

[Dreamed about someone you can't be with?]:
yes, again and again.

[Are yo...

hey.....

~serenityseeking — Tue, 06 Jul 2004 19:21:36 PDT

Eh, I am back. Lots of new messages. I am sorry guys and you probably hate me for it but I doubt I will comment on most. Right now I really don't feel like any form of social interaction and feel like getting away again. I need space to clear my mind. I was at my sissy's house for the past 5 days and am now back only to try to leave again somewhere else. So yeah, just a short journal to tell everyone that I am still living but not in a current state to comment on anything. I will try to comment some but don't kill me if I don't comment on a certain thing. I just really don't feel like being seen to the world and commenting on anything. I went to the store just to by chocalate to make me feel better, no such luck... I feel sort of dead, eh anyways thats all. bye.

-Trin

PMSing and a question

~serenityseeking — Fri, 25 Jun 2004 19:24:56 PDT

Da has been PSMing. No offense, to the admins, and I know its no ones fault but damn its getting annoying. I'll be writing a journal out, a really long one, or posting a comment and boom! "Read-read only mode for system blah blah" I just really hope they get the problems fixed soon. If its worth the wait I can wait. I have a question. Out of your own opinion which is my best poem?

Quiz thing (three things)

~serenityseeking — Wed, 23 Jun 2004 19:51:38 PDT

Stole a quiz thingy from ~crimson-cat who stole it from ~Araleo

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Trinity
2. Trin
3. Alara (use to, don't anymore)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes
2. sometimes my poetry
3. my head-strong attitude.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my face
2. me in general
3. how I can sometime be snappy

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. algebra
2. HTML
3. Why people are cruel to each other

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. people lying to me
2. the sun
3. Stereotypes

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. loosing loved ones
2. taking a risk to get someone back
3. being sent to an insane assalym

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. computer
2. music
3. sugar in some sort

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
1. Linkin Park
2. Mudvayne
3. Seether

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS @ THE MOMENT:
1. "Not Falling" by Mudvayne
2. "Driven Under" by Seether
3. "Memory" Sugarcult

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. myself
2. my cat Boomer
3. my brother Steven

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. get back the loved ones I lost.
2. draw a good picture
3. survive without sugar or music

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. writing
2. playing on the computer
3. reading

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE:
1. my mother to have custody of me
2. a new computer
3. the list of CDs I have been meaning to buy completely bought.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. writier
2. musician
3. comic artist (as if I could.)

THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:
1. red
2. black
3. orange

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. japan
2. New York
3. paris

THREE THINGS YOU JUST DID TODAY:
1. played on my computer.
2. put aloe on my sunburn >_< evil sun
3. took a nap

Devious Stats

~serenityseeking — Wed, 23 Jun 2004 18:03:25 PDT

This is kind of cool. A lot better than the last time I did it, which I never posted.

Link to get your stats > [link]

Stats for *serenityseeking

I have 1,412 pageviews total and my 80 deviations were viewed 1,313 times, with 704 fullviews, for a grand total of 2,017 views.

Overall, people left 976 comments and added my deviations to their favourites 45 times, while I commented 1,685 times, averaging 18.12 comments per day, which means that I gave 17 comments for every 10 that I received.

My most commented deviation was Good Times with 50 comments, receiving an average of 3.57 per day in the first 2 weeks, while my most favourited one was Adia, with 6 favourites, averaging 0.07 per day in the first 2 weeks. My most viewed deviation was >_< New ID with 103 views.

0 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.

Every 1.1 days I upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Sunday , with 26%/21 of my deviations.

My favorite time of the day to upload is at 17pm with 15 deviations and my busiest month was April 2004 with 29/36% of my deviations.

The majority of my deviations are uploaded to the Photography gallery (36 ), while my favorite category in it was Art with 25 deviations

Comments per deviation: 12.2
Favourites per deviation: 0.56
Views per deviation: 25.21
Comments per day: 10.49
Favourites per day: 0.48
Views per day: 21.69
Pageviews per day: 15.18

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Oh! and just recently I finally found out the title and artist to one of my all time favorite bands...Mudvayne and the song was "Not Falling"

"Friends"

~serenityseeking — Tue, 22 Jun 2004 12:45:38 PDT

I just wanted to tell everyone that on the "Friends" box everyone is there. It makes it on its own. I didn't forget anyone, so no one feel unloved. Just click the "Complete list" and I promise you are there.
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Yesterday I walked around 4+ miles. I am not an outdoor girl. I do not play any sports, I don't take day walks, I don't go camping unless its a "family" thing and I am conned into it, I don't water the grass etc. Well yesterday two friends and I decided to walk around. I should have brought sunscreen. I am sunburned really bad on my shoulders. I fryed. I am totally fair-skin on my shoulders and I have rosy cheeks, due to my irish side. But anyways, due to the lack on connection with the sun I never tan. I never want to. So when the sun sees me it eats me alive. Hence the reason for my hatred for it. Sun=evil. >_< I don't really care. I have three blisters on my feet, really sore legs and scolding hot shoulders I am pretty content. Besides the fact that it hurts to wear reg t-shirts I am okay. I am never walking anywhere again, unless its night time. I walk to food-4-less at like 1 in the morning. That is pretty fun. I love how everything is empty and the workers are nearly falling asleep on their cash registers(sp?) I usually just buy some pepsi and head home. I have no idea why I am writing all of this...lack of anything better to do I suppose. Anyways I got to go just wanted to tell everyone about the friends thing so no one thinks I left them out.

Questions..

~serenityseeking — Fri, 18 Jun 2004 22:11:47 PDT

Took this from Renee who took it from someboday else.....I am curious to see the answers I get....

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

BACK!!

~serenityseeking — Thu, 17 Jun 2004 18:19:17 PDT

I am back. Sorry for the lack of commenting and repling... I have been away at my mother's house since sunday. I will try to comment on everything tonight but I think maybe I am going to wait until tommorow. I am in a writing mood and have been holding in inspiration since I left for my mom's house so I am going to submit a few things myself and get them out of the way before really commenting on anything. That way I can give a good comment instead of rushing through it and saying the same thing for everything I look at. There isn't really anything new to tell. Sorry I lead a dull and boring life. As far as my mood goes I have been like that for a while lately and its nothing really. If anyone is looking for a great CD to buy make sure you don't miss "A Crow Left of the Murder..." by Incubus. It is my favorite album at the moment and I can't seem to stop playing it. Well worth the money. Anyways, I got to go, I have lots to do right now.