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And I've still got two weeks left of school. Bleeeeeeeeeeh....

I'm feeling the crunch of finals, but tomorrow's my day off so I'll try and get as much done as I can. I'm just so not feeling these projects anymore and after having to put up with entirely too much crap for three and a half months, I'm really beyond even caring anymore. I know that sounds bad, considering I'm going to this school to pursue my dream, not to mention how much this damn school costs, but it's true. I am so done with this semester. My mind is focused on the future, to winter break where I'm home playing Megaman, stuffing my face with Christmas goodies, and not worrying about anyyyythiiiinnnggg... <33


Oh, Mr. Santa Man, grant me my only Christmas wish and get me the fuck up out of here.

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I hope everyone has a very happy Thanksgiving. I know I certainly will. You know why that is?

I'M FREAKING GOING HOOOOOOOOOOOME!! <333

I actually lucked out and was able to go home for the weekend last week, but I wasn't able to do very much since it was so last minute. This time though I'll be able to see my big bro again and play some Capcom v. SNK 2 again with him for old time's sake after I hug the holy hell out of him. I'll be able to play some Jak 2 and 3 again because I've had a few ideas for fanart and one-shots and I've been wanting to refresh my brain. Black Friday's going to be badass because with any luck, I'll finally get a hold of an electric violin which I've been wanting for while now. And then on Saturday, hopefully ~FreakishlY-BluE, ~Shinagami101, and ~Hedrew will all be available so I can shoot my epic zombie short film for my Photo Storyboarding final. We have to shoot on these dinosaur Super 8 cameras that belong in museums more than they in a classroom (when there's only one place left in the entire STATE that still develops this type of film, it's time to join this freaking century like the rest of the world), but as long as I don't screw up the light metering too royally I should be fine...fingers crossed >>;;

But needless to say, I'm pretty excited for the weekend xD

Not nearly as excited though as I'll be three weeks from now on December 19th when I can finally say FUCK THIS DORM and certain patronizing fuckstick persons inside it for the next six weeks. You have no idea.

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My grades are going up. I went from having 3 B's and an A to 3 A's and a B <333333

Working my ass off everyday has to pay off eventually right?

My Experimental Animation class is annoying me though. I really don't get why we have to pay ridiculous course fees to take the stupid class if we have to go out and buy all our own supplies. And it's not like San Fran has a Wal-Mart or any kind of one-stop shopping. I spend so much time running all over downtown trying to find all the crap to make a freaking stop-motion puppet. Is it so much to ask that the school that I'm paying such ridiculous amounts of moolah to attend simply have the materials on hand for each class?

I think I spend more time shopping for materials than actually working on homework for this class. Jeez...

Besides that though, the class is cool. The design for the puppet I'm building is awesome, so I hope i can make it all work out. I can't wait until it's done so I can show it here xD

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So last night I learned how to curl my hair with a flat iron instead of doing homework like I should be. THANKS YOUTUBE!! : B

I can't believe I have to literally force myself to finish an assignment this easy. Sketch out some thumbnails of a still like and print out a photo. Seriously. I spent the whole day cleaning my dorm room, doing laundry, and inking my fancomic to avoid doing this very easy and I doubt graded assignment. What the hell is wrong with me?! =___=;;


New fancomic should be up in a few days though, so

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Just want to push all the negative crap off the main page.

Can't say I'm a 100% better now, because I'm not. I still don't like leaving my dorm room except for class, but everyday's getting a little easier and maybe (hopefully) someday soon I can say truly that I'm okay again. Can't say what tomorrow's gonna throw at me but I'm trying my best to feel better. Finally going home in December and the spring semester are my happy thoughts right now.

Thank you to all my friends here in San Fran. Eric, Lee, and Cathy, you guys are my rock and I seriously don't think I could survive here without you. I love you and I don't do nearly enough nice things for you! And same for my friends back home. I miss you guys everyday!!

I should call Big Bro today. Mom says the doctor's patching him up and he's doing fine. I still feel bad for forgetting to return his calls for like two weeks now though xD;;

Still drawing btw!! Gotta finish an animation for class, but after that I'm going right back to work on some nice artz for you guys : D


31 DAYS UNTIL I GO HOME FOR THANKSGIVING!! OMG I CAN'T WAAAAAAIT!!!!

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I've been locked up in my dorm room for most of the day because I'm sure I've completely shot myself in the foot as far as life goes and am inking like a crazy person to try and numb out, AND THEN just a few minutes ago I got a phone call from home telling me my brother is in the hospital with a broken face becuase of some dickless son of a bitch in his fraternity decided to do a tap dance on it with his fist.

How the fuck is everyone else doing?

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Is pretty damn awesome so far : DD

Been playing it with some of the guys in my dorm. But honestly, was there ever any doubt that this game would rock? When has Naughty Dog ever NOT delivered? xD

Today was a good day, and I mean that. It was just one of those days where everything just decided to go right. First of all, it was the first rainy day for me here in San Fran, and it takes a lot for me to be upset when it's raining. I finally got my lazy ass out and went to a workshop at my school and got some much needed practice drawing. Then my new phone to replace my old one that got stolen arrived in the mail (thanks mom! <3) and it's charging now. And then of course I've been kickin' it with Nathan Drake tonight xD

Yeah, I still gotta design puppets for an animation, not to mention another photoshoot inevitably waiting for me this weekend, but I'll worry about all that tomorrow.

It feels good to feel good. I haven't felt good in a while.

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I miss home a lot right now...

I just wanna go home and be stupid with my real friends, go shopping with my mom, hug my dog, do SOMETHING to get away from all the stupid crap up here.

I bought a bunch of dresses to cheer myself up yesterday. Problem is it didn't really work and I have absolutely no occasion to wear them for. Part of me wants to return them and get some money back for things I actually need, but they are nice dresses and they do look really nice on me...

I dunno...I dunno about anything at the moment really.

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Damn it! I missed my mom's phone call AGAIN! I feel like such a dick when I miss her calls Dx

But enough about that...

I was seriously considering writing a journal on Monday, but looking back on it now, I am so glad I didn't. Monday was by FAR the worst day I've had in San Fran. No joke. The whole day was Murphy's Law, I swear. Remember that little photo project I was bitchin' about? Well when I finally finished that, I was a dumbass and broke the film, then opened the back of the camera which is a big no-no when the film is still in there because you expose your film to light when you do that, which can destroy all your work. So I was pretty much having a mental breakdown all that night, trying to recover the film and then praying to whatever Gods that would listen to have mercy on my poor, pitiful soul and let my film be ok, even though I totally screwed the pooch and deserved to fail for my dumbassery.

BUT I decided to spare you my emo B.S. and again, I'm glad I did because it all turned out to be alright in the end. The Gods were indeed kind. I only lost a few photos and a few pics actually turned out better because of the damage (ha! IRONYYYYYY) My teacher didn't tell me to redo my shoot like she did some others, so I'm taking that as a good thing (not that I would've redone it anyway, for my sanity's sake.)

I still hate this freaking class, just so everyone reading this is aware of that, but now, at long last, FINALLY I can move on with my life.

Until Saturday. When I have to work on the next photoshoot.

Fuck.




(I wanna play Resident Evil 4 really, reeeeaaally badly. Not that that has anything to do with anything... Something about playing as a Backstreet Boy and shooting up some zombie, cultist bitches looks way too appealing to my sick sense of humor.)

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I really don't think I'm going to like my Photo Storyboarding class very much. I am not a photographer in any way, shape, or form...and I need to come to terms with that.

I've been working on a photoshoot all day and I'm not even done. It's torture. I'm beyond tired and my eyes are killing me.

How the heck is everybody else holding up?

We had a thunderstorm the other night, which was kind of exciting, but at the same time it kind of screwed me over because it's been cloudy ever since and I need sunlight to take proper pictures ==;;


But hey, CHECK THIS OUT. I found a vampire novel that's actually not that bad. Sunshine by Robin McKinley.

I know, I was shocked too.

]]> ~sexy-ninja-bear http://sexy-ninja-bear.deviantart.com/journal/27085408/ http://sexy-ninja-bear.deviantart.com/journal/27085408/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 22:36:09 PDT

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[link]


Yeah...that's the marmalade <333


Sorry for being so MIA lately. These last few months have been such a dry spell for me artwise. I'm finally forcing myself to sketch, but I haven't done anything worth finishing. It's all just bleh right now. That and I just know school's gonna keep me busy as hell when the workload begins to pick up.

The Academy's awesome by the way, to all my peeps reading this back home. I haven't met all of my teachers yet, but the ones I have met are pretty cool. My Intro to Computer Graphics for Animation teacher is hilarious and I think he likes me because I know all of his movie references xD I'm excited to meet my Experimental Animation teacher. He worked on Coraline and pretty much every stop motion feature that's been made in the last decade *___* I really hope he's a good teacher because he wasn't able to attend our first class for whatever reason and our substitute was so BOOOOOOOORING. Animation is supposed to be fun and creative and she just sucked all of that right out of the room.

I guess that about sums it up for now. I'll have much more to report once I get to know all of my teachers and the semester finally starts to really get under way. To everyone back home, I love you and I miss you every single day. I wish you all could be here. Seriously, San Francisco is amazing. Everything here reminds me of you guys and I'm sure you all would love it.



]]> ~sexy-ninja-bear http://sexy-ninja-bear.deviantart.com/journal/26857999/ http://sexy-ninja-bear.deviantart.com/journal/26857999/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 14:17:58 PDT

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So I just saw the the new cutscene/trailer for Jak and Daxter: The Lost Frontier.

[link]

I don't know how new this is to everyone else since I haven't been keeping much tabs on this game, but it's new to me, so here's my two cents on it.

- Keira got a new outfit. 'BOUT DAMN TIME. That only took about four years. When a guy has a bigger wardrobe than his girlfriend, there's a problem.

- So this "Lost Frontier" is supposed to be a land the Precursors didn't finish? And from what I've read, it's the edge of the world because the eco shortage is causing the world to rip itself apart. That makes sense I guess.

- Only NOW are they announcing there's an eco shortage? We've been going on about that for two games already. lol

- Air pirates? Seriously? I dunno you guys. It just seems a little...corny I guess. Maybe it'll work, I hope so.

- Naughty Dog isn't making this game. That makes me REALLY nervous. Anyone remember what happened the last time ND passed off a franchise to another company (Crash Bandicoot anyone?) I've only seen bits and pieces of gameplay but it looks really different.

- It's being released for the PS2! Yaaaay! That means I can actually buy it and not have to bum off someone else! ^_____^


My mom's telling me to be optimistic and I'm trying. It definately has the potenial to be cool. At least it's not set in space like a guy at Gamestop told me it was supposed to be. That would just be too much.

What do you guys think? I wanna hear your opinions.

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