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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jan 2006 16:33:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have decided to post a couple of pictures here and there. Just for feedback or what not.<br />
<br />
Dragon on *<a class="u" href="http://angelsdiary.deviantart.com/">angelsdiary</a> will be one that is up here. Except this one is in colour.<br />
<br />
I dont know what do really do with this account. I like it being here, but I figure its time to post something.<br />
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*<a class="u" href="http://angelsdiary.deviantart.com/">angelsdiary</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 May 2005 23:44:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Look everyone!!! im thinking about  comming back here with my poetry and  prose and everything like that. I need  help though in deciding so like..yeah!!  *grins*<br />
love yall ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Apr 2005 01:46:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://thestraightedgers.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="thestraightedgers" /></a><br />
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PLEASE JOIN!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Apr 2005 21:08:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm now a Straight  Edger....www.straight-edge.com<br />
its something ive thought about for a  while, and ive been drinking too much  atm...so this is something that can  make me stop that too....its something  i can rely on...im trying to change and  improve my life, i want to be healty  inside and out...<br />
<br />
I'm thinking about starting a club  called ~thestraightedgers, a club for  those people who are like me, or want  to be straight edge...<br />
If ya wanna help me, i swear i will  kiss the ground you walk on...<br />
Love you guys<br />
Kitten ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2005 00:05:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am back,<br />
Posting something new,<br />
Needed a break,<br />
Everything seems ok. ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>leaving/newaccount</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Feb 2005 22:33:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have decided to leave this account, i  will still be of course checking  everything and all that, but i will no  longer be posting things <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> maybe once in  a while i dont know <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
thank you everyone<br />
<br />
<a href="http://angelsdiary.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelsdiary.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelsdiary" /></a> My new account, writing  account..thanks guys<br />
<br />
Love you always<br />
Aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>stock usage</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Feb 2005 01:08:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SOMEONE USED MY STOCK *blushes  hardcore* im so embarrsed <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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                <title>writing</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jan 2005 02:23:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just for anyone that doesnt know <a href="http://angelsdiary.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelsdiary.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelsdiary" /></a> is my  writing account and has just been  updated!! thanks everyone love you guys <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Jan 2005 01:40:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was hard...im moving on.. i think  i have gone beyond my friends i miss  everything that i had before... steven  and tom... how could i loose something  to close to my heart.. yet i moved on i  didnt take a look back in the past.. I  guess thats what we do. Move on till  you find a place or a position that  your comfortable in. Then reflect on  everything else. Yet something doesnt  seem right? Yes i agree...... something  is missing.. something close to you  yes? What if you could have that  something back... what if it didnt have  to leave? but thats stupid. Why think  such things???<br />
<br />
todays thoughts as i watched you  play...thoughts of something i couldnt  have again.... ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Jan 2005 15:17:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ went for a job interview today.... what  does it mean when they are going to  call you on monday to organise the time  for induction?? ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jan 2005 19:44:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ new feelings.... new relationship......  GOD LIFE IS SWEET!! ]]></description>
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                <title>new prose</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Jan 2005 21:02:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hrmm im writing a new story, i have no  idea how long it is going to be or  whatever but im really enjoying it, i  will probably post the first bit of it  soon!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Jan 2005 22:40:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im back<br />
<br />
shadowedwintersun has 187 message  centre items ( 29D, 2H, 7M, 12C, 133J,  4P ) <br />
<br />
lol thanks guys!!! sheesh!!!<br />
<br />
i had an amazing experiance and i  enjoyed it!!! met alot of fantastic  girls who i am going to keep in contact  with! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Jan 2005 17:51:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I LIKE A SURFER!!! kILL MEEEE<br />
<br />
im two days away from home<br />
god you people watch me alot <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/P.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> P love ya ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>merry Christmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Dec 2004 14:31:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thank you to everyone who supported me  yesterday, im alot better now, i spent  alot of yesterday and today helping my  nan get around and help her get her  confidence to get back on her own too  feet. It was truely an amazing  experiance. Having her alive for  christmas was the best present i could  have ever wanted!!!!!!<br />
Love you all!!!<br />
<br />
P.S i go on holidays tomorow :S so no  internet!!! shame lol i want lots of  notes and comments for me to read when  i get back. That way i know how you all  are <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
<br />
Love you all!! thank you so much for  your support!!<br />
Love aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Dec 2004 20:57:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im fucking depressed the day b4  christmas<br />
<br />
THANKS NATE U FUCKING CUNT ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Goodbye</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Dec 2004 17:28:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sarah, you have strength, its under  the skin, look beyond what you see and  feel, and you will find the true  meaning of yourself. Only you can find  the answers, only you can understand  the questions. Just look Sarah, its all  there.<br />
<br />
Tom, you have grown so much, you are  truly a wonderful person. You were  there when I needed you and I know I  could still count on you now. You  express yourself and look for help when  you need it. I admire your strength  Tom, youre an amazing person, dont  let anyone tell you any different.<br />
<br />
Ashley, your pain will only make you  stronger, Ive seen you fight and fall.  Ive seen you stick up for others and  be the one everyone else can count on.  We all love you Ashley, we are here for  you when you need us, just ask for it. <br />
<br />
Devon, you are beautiful, you have  changed into someone we can be proud  of. Even through the blues we have had  I still have a lot of respect for you.  You have made us all smile and laugh by  just being you. <br />
<br />
Amber and John, congratulations on  something so wonderful. You two are  amazing, both have amazing qualities  and both having great personalities.  Amber you are so beautiful and amazing;  dont let anyone bring you down or tell  you any different. John youre a  fighter, dont give up because fighting  is who you are, at the end of it, you  can look back and say I didnt give up  even though I had to struggle through  it. <br />
<br />
Cherise, you are you, no one can change  who you are, they can only try and  break you. Advice is one thing, its how  you take it after its been said. There  will come a time in life when you look  to him for his support, even if you  cannot see it now. <br />
<br />
Eugene and Sean, my closest friends,  the ones that I know can look at me and  see the real person. I look to you and  see the most amazing, beautiful people  ever. I love you both so much!<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Goodbye Guys ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Dec 2004 04:58:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ no matter what you did to me, id still  forgive you. That alone scared the shit  out of me ]]></description>
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                <title>Regulate</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Dec 2004 23:53:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Regulate Lyrics<br />
by Warren G <br />
Feat Nate Dogg<br />
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<br />
[G:]<br />
Regulators<br />
we regulate any stealing of his  property<br />
and we damn good too<br />
But you can't be any geek off the  street,<br />
gotta be handy with the steel if you  know what I mean, earn your keep!<br />
REGULATORS!!! MOUNT UP!<br />
<br />
[G:]<br />
It was a clear black night, a clear  white moon<br />
Warren G was on the streets, trying to  consume<br />
some skirts for the eve, so I can get  some funk<br />
just rollin in my ride, chillin all  alone<br />
<br />
[Nate:]<br />
Just hit the Eastside of the LBC<br />
on a mission trying to find Mr. Warren  G.<br />
Seen a car full of girls ain't no need  to tweak<br />
all you skirts know what's up with 213<br />
<br />
[G:]<br />
So I hooks a left on the 21 and Lewis<br />
some brothas shootin dice so I said  "Let's do this"<br />
I jumped out the ride, and said "What's  up?"<br />
some brothas pulled some gats so I said  "I'm stuck."<br />
<br />
[Nate:]<br />
Since these girls peepin me I'ma glide  and swerve<br />
these hookers lookin so hard they  straight hit the curb<br />
Won'tcha think of better things than  some horny tricks<br />
I see my homey and some suckers all in  his mix<br />
<br />
[G:]<br />
I'm gettin jacked, I'm breakin myself<br />
I can't believe they taking Warren's  wealth<br />
they took my rings, they took my rolex<br />
I looked at the brotha said "Damn,  what's next?"<br />
<br />
[Nate:]<br />
They got my homey hemmed up and they  all around<br />
ain't none of them seeing if they going  straight pound for pound<br />
I gotta come up real quick before they  start to clown<br />
I best pull out my strap and lay them  busters down<br />
<br />
[G:]<br />
They got guns to my head<br />
I think I'm going down<br />
I can't believe this happenin in my own  town<br />
If I had wings I could fly<br />
let me contemplate<br />
I glanced in the cut and I see my homey  Nate<br />
<br />
[Nate:]<br />
Sixteen in the clip and one in the hole<br />
Nate Dogg is about to make some bodies  turn cold<br />
now they droppin and yellin <br />
it's a tad bit late<br />
Nate Dogg and Warren G had to regulate<br />
<br />
I laid all them busters down<br />
I let my gat explode<br />
now I'm switching my mind back into  freak mode<br />
if you want skirts sit back and observe<br />
I just left a gang of those over there  on the curb<br />
<br />
[G:]<br />
Now Nate got the freaks<br />
and that's a known fact<br />
before I got jacked I was on the same  track<br />
back up back up cause it's on<br />
N A T E and me<br />
the Warren to the G<br />
<br />
[Nate:]<br />
Just like I thought <br />
they were in the same spot<br />
in need of some desperate help<br />
the Nate Dogg and the G-child<br />
were in need of something else<br />
one of them dames was sexy as hell<br />
I said "ooo I like your size."<br />
she said "my car's broke down and you  seem real nice,<br />
would ya let me ride?"<br />
I got a car full of girls and it's  going real swell<br />
the next stop is the Eastside Motel<br />
<br />
[G:]<br />
I'm tweaking<br />
into a whole new era<br />
G-Funk<br />
step to this<br />
I dare ya<br />
Funk<br />
on a whole new level<br />
<br />
[Nate:]<br />
the rhythm is the bass and the bass is  the treble<br />
<br />
[G:]<br />
Chords<br />
Strings<br />
We brings<br />
Melody<br />
G-Funk<br />
where rhythm is life<br />
and life is rhythm<br />
<br />
[Nate:]<br />
If you know like I know<br />
you don't wanna step to this<br />
It's the G-Funk era<br />
funked out with a gangsta twist<br />
if you smoke like I smoke<br />
then you high like everyday<br />
and if your ass is a buster<br />
213 will regulate<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
i used to listen to this when i was  younge i looovveee ittt!! ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Dec 2004 19:12:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My writing page is back <a href="http://angelsdiary.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelsdiary.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelsdiary" /></a><br />
My wiritings will now be on that only,  photo manipulations are going to stay  on here!!!<br />
<br />
Enjoy yalL!<br />
Love aymie <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Dec 2004 16:28:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys,<br />
Listening to Numb and its making me  want to cry!! i hate my dad!! end of  comment! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Dec 2004 23:23:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its offical, i have a writers  block...... ahh! ]]></description>
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                <title>Birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Dec 2004 11:35:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ weee it smy birthday today!!!! i got 3  messages at 10 to bloody 6, i was like  ahh this isnt happening this isnt  happening!!!!<br />
<br />
Thank you to everyone whos supported me  and helped me when i really need it, i  bow down to you<br />
<br />
Love always<br />
Aymie ]]></description>
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                <title>Lonely Girl</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Dec 2004 02:13:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lonely Girl<br />
<br />
I can remember the very first time I  cried<br />
How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain  inside<br />
All of my memories - good and bad -  that's past<br />
Didn't even take the time to realize<br />
<br />
Starin' at the cracks in the walls<br />
Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to  an end<br />
Still I curl up right under the bed<br />
Cuz its takin' over my head all over  again<br />
<br />
Do you even know who you are?<br />
I guess I'm tryin' to find<br />
A borrowed dream or a superstar?<br />
I want to be a star<br />
Is life good to you or is it bad?<br />
I can't tell anymore<br />
Do you even know what you have?<br />
<br />
Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight<br />
How the birds will sing as I count the  rings<br />
around my eyes<br />
Constantly pushing the world I know  aside<br />
I don't even feel the pain, I don't  even want to<br />
try<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm lookin' for a way to become<br />
The person that I dreamt of when I was  sixteen<br />
Oh, nothin' is ever enough<br />
Ooh, baby, it ain't enough for what it  may seem<br />
<br />
Do you even know who you are?<br />
I'm still tryin' to find<br />
A borrowed dream or a superstar?<br />
Everybody wants to be<br />
Is life good to you or is it bad?<br />
I can't tell anymore<br />
Do you even know what you have?<br />
No<br />
<br />
Sorry girl, tell a tale for me<br />
Cuz I'm wondering how you really feel<br />
I'm a lonely girl, I'll tell a tale for  you<br />
Cuz I'm just tryin' to make all my  dreams come<br />
true<br />
<br />
Do you even know who you are?<br />
Oh, yeah, yeah<br />
A borrowed dream or a superstar?<br />
Oh, I wanted to be a star<br />
Is life good to you or is it bad?<br />
I can't tell, I can't tell anymore<br />
Do you even know what you have?<br />
I guess not, oh I guess not<br />
<br />
Do you even know who you are?<br />
Oh, I'm tryin' to find<br />
A rising dream or a superstar?<br />
Oh, I have a all these dreams<br />
Is life good to you or is it bad?<br />
I can't tell anymore<br />
Do you even know what you have?<br />
No, no<br />
Do you even know what you are?<br />
A rising dream or a fallen star?<br />
Is life good to you or is it bad? <br />
<br />
Pink- Lonely Girl<br />
<br />
This was the first song i could relate  too. This and Pinks other song Dear  Diary. It was a beautiful moment. ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Time again(sarah please read :))</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Dec 2004 21:16:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well its my Bday on tuesday YAY!!!! and  im going to geelong tonight to see mum  then hopefully sarah can stay over on  sunday night or maybe even sunday and  monday *grins* let me know sarah ok???<br />
Love<br />
Aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Nov 2004 23:42:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ right so im crying yea? and this bloody  fly flies past my nose and i go to hit  it and hit myself instead<br />
can this day get any worst! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>last time</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Nov 2004 00:55:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Off chasing rainbows and big pots of  gold,<br />
Lay in the sun and never grow old.<br />
<br />
<br />
Dream with the fairies, play with the  elves, <br />
Bathe in the moonlight, forget about  all else.<br />
<br />
<br />
Dance in the rain, sing with the trees,<br />
Continue to wonder, of butterflies and  bees. <br />
<br />
<br />
Discard lots of problems; ignore all  your fears,<br />
Use big sunflowers, to wipe away your  tears.<br />
<br />
<br />
Collect lots of smiles, play hopscotch  for fun,<br />
Smell all the roses, live life on the  run.<br />
	<br />
<br />
Slow down for children; hug when  theres care,<br />
Look for the happy, when it doesnt  seem there. <br />
<br />
<br />
This was the last poem he ever wrote  me, the last time he said i love you,  the last time i said i knew who he was<br />
*cries softly* ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>yay</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Nov 2004 21:19:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hiiiiii!!!!! wassssuppp!!! hehee!!<br />
<br />
I'm at my mums house for today n  tonight n tommorow!!! she just got her  computer fixed so now i have the  internet and everything!! im so happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
Love you all<br />
Aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Nov 2004 21:25:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hrmm i have a new story, a cool  one!!!!! hrmm should i post it on here?? ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>mm</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Nov 2004 22:02:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things have been really hard lately,  yet i feel strong again, i feel  welcome, and i feel ten tons better. I  think i may be comming back to this  account, i miss it like a piece of  clothing i have lost. Nothing else  fills this spot! i beg you all to put  up with me LOL im changing liek my  underpants... again! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
Thanks<br />
Aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>final goodbye</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Nov 2004 02:10:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thank you for everyone who supported me  and faved my work. I appreciated it  greatly!!!<br />
I wish everyone the best of luck in the  future.<br />
Love always <br />
Aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>YAY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Nov 2004 12:19:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The time has come again, I'm going back  down to geelong for the weeKEND!!  YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  its going to be so cool! sarah is  comming im so excited <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />DDDDD weeeeee!!!<br />
love aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Mmmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Nov 2004 23:16:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i really dont feel like typing in here, <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/shadowedsun/"> [link]</a> so if u want to know whats going  on go there i guess<br />
love aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Kickboxing</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Nov 2004 21:58:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to do kickboxing next year, the  prices has gone up ALOT this year. Its  strange really. Well here it is, its  going to cost $950 for me to do a years  worth of kickboxing. Thats only a  beginners fee too, so we wouldnt have  to pay that again. Its actually really  good if you think about it. It pays for  a years lessons, and you get all the  stuff you need. Plus your insurance and  your membership!!!<br />
Blah looks like i wont be going out to  the movies as much with Gunay. I cannot  wait till i start work. Save save  save!!!!!!<br />
Aymie<br />
<br />
Beautiful Artists<br />
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WORSHIP THEM  ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  mwahahahahaha!!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Regin</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Nov 2004 19:36:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ja-rule "Reign"<br />
Yea [echoes]<br />
I feel the rain comin down on me  niggas, heh [echoes]<br />
When the sun gon' shine? [echoes]<br />
My lord, somebody us all, heheh  [echoes]<br />
<br />
[singer: repeat in background]<br />
I think the reign is callin murda  (Murda)<br />
I think the reign is callin murdaaa  (Mur - da)<br />
I think the reign is callin murda  (Murda)<br />
I think the reign is callin murder (Mur  - da)<br />
<br />
[1st verse:]<br />
<br />
Dear Lord, can you, feel my pain<br />
If you can't it's alright, cause I'ma  live my life anyway<br />
Just let, it, rain - on me<br />
I feel, so free like a, cool breeze<br />
And when the sun dont, shine<br />
Fold up the mini-blinds, load up them  lucky 9<br />
hit 'em from behind<br />
That's, my, life - and it'll never be  the same<br />
Never again, and the game is to blame<br />
Don't get caught up in your Range  Rover, pullin over<br />
On the Westside highway shoulder, nigga  I'll blow ya<br />
like a windshield, leave yo' mind on  the windshield<br />
And have yo' whip through in windmills,  that's what rain feels like,<br />
when it's hittin a little harder than  drizzlin<br />
pickles flyin out pistols, gotta niggaz  cryin they Christians<br />
I can't believe shit has come to this<br />
It's unheard of, now it's gonna reign  down murder<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
I think the reign is callin murda  (Murda)<br />
I think the reign is callin murdaaa  (Mur - da)<br />
I think the reign is callin murda  (Murda)<br />
I think the reign is callin murder (Mur  - da)<br />
<br />
[2nd verse:]<br />
God only breathes to confess to them,  bury the rest of them<br />
A storm is comin, I got a hundred mile  runnin head start<br />
On these niggaz cause it's murder for  life<br />
Drugs, bitches, the money be my only  vice<br />
But I'm livin life in the fast lane,  doin the damn thang<br />
In the Ferrari hard top watchin hard  rain<br />
It's a damn shame, no more games<br />
No more love, baby boy I throw back  slugs<br />
Through your Green Bay throwback, I  hits that up<br />
And let you know where the reign is  from<br />
You ever heard of mixin whiskey with  Jamaican rum? You get Biggie<br />
Mix gin with a little cocaine, you got  me<br />
And my style is a little too savage to  not be<br />
Be looked upon as one of the illest to  MC<br />
Y'all niggaz want it with me? That  shit's unheard of<br />
Cause niggaz, now it's gonna reign down  murder<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
I think the reign is callin murda  (Murda)<br />
I think the reign is callin murdaaa  (Mur - da)<br />
I think the reign is callin murda  (Murda)<br />
I think the reign is callin murder (Mur  - da)<br />
<br />
[3rd verse:]<br />
Nobody loves me<br />
Sometimes I wish the good Lord would  come down and hug me<br />
I take a look at my life, it's gettin  ugly<br />
And now I know that you all wanna slug  me<br />
I can get above it, it's my life and I  thug it<br />
Even though I live it close to the edge<br />
I'm gettin closer to death, with every  little step<br />
that I take, and be awake of my last  days<br />
I hope the sun shines with a light rain<br />
That would mean the world shared my  pain<br />
And now the world could be happy again,  smile<br />
Cause if I ever walk "The Green Mile"<br />
You can look at me and blame it on my  lifestyle<br />
What can I say? I was raised as an only  child, lonely<br />
Poppa disowned me, so the streets  raised me<br />
now call me crazy is not unheard of<br />
Now it's gonna reign down murder<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
I think the reign is callin murda  (Murda)<br />
I think the reign is callin murdaaa  (Mur - da)<br />
I think the reign is callin murda  (Murda)<br />
I think the reign is callin murder (Mur  - da)<br />
<br />
<br />
I was listening to this the whole way  home on the bus. For those who dont  know i have been away at camp for the  last 3-4 days. <br />
<br />
On the way home i vowed to smile, i  vowed to sort my problems out for  myself. I have realised how much i need  what, and how much i am scared to find  me...... ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Nov 2004 15:16:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ These scars mark who i was, look at me  and realise who i am ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>home</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Oct 2004 16:43:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/shadowedsun/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
iw ill be home in about 2 hours!!!! im  leaving mums house soon!!!!!!<br />
Love ya ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>last night</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Oct 2004 02:17:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ last night i was being yelled at by my  step mum, they left the house and i  started listening to broken by Amy Lee  and Seether. I think that is when i  broke down. I can remember bits of what  happen. I cannot tell what happen,  frankly i have no idea myself. My mind  has comepletely shut off that part of  me. Its like it doesnt want me to know  about it. But wha ti can gather from  friends is that i was pretty fucked up  last night. When i can remember and  when i can put it to words, i will post  it in my live journal. I'm sorry for  the stress i have caused, specially to  you meg, you supported me when i needed  you. I am totally lost about everything  at the moment and i dont know where to  begin. Tomorow morning i leave for  Geelong at 12, hopefully being in a  settled enviroment will help. I'm going  to tell my mum and i need her to help  and understand, i think she is the only  person that can help me at the moment. <br />
<br />
I beg you all to bear with me at the  moment, i am really sorry for the way  it turned out, as i said when i can get  everything back together i will post it  in my live journal.<br />
<br />
Thanks <br />
Aymie<br />
<br />
For anyone that doesnt know My live  journal can be found at <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/shadowedsun">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>....==++==....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Oct 2004 23:21:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yea i kinda had a terrible night last  night, fighting with alot of people  about the way i feel and how i act.  Doesnt help when ya step mums yelling  at ya. I dont have it hard, my life is  so easy. I'm finding out though, due to  recent things. I'm more emotional and  dealing with everything differenly. A  few people know what has happen.... yet  i dont think its time to blurt it out.  Anyhoo i just want to apologise not for  what i said, but to who i hurt last  night. Everyone, you mean the world to  me and i couldnt live without each and  every one of you ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>6000</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Oct 2004 23:17:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG OMG OMG please someone get my  6000!!!!!! they will get a poem or a  photo either one!!!<br />
thanks!! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>alive</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Oct 2004 23:56:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as tupac once said, if you can make it  through the night, there will be a  brighter day. I feel so unconnected and  so helpless. Yet i look at everyone who  i love, tom gunay sarah steven and i  feel so alive inside ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>mm</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Oct 2004 04:04:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i just want everyone to hate me, turn  their backs, so i can fall, i can  break, and never come back ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Oct 2004 02:20:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/shadowedsun/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
might give someone a insight to how i  feel, i dont expect anyone to  understand or even care. I just want  people to know ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>100 watches</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Oct 2004 22:38:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I HAVE HIT 100 WATCHES!!! thank you  guys tooo much!!!! *hugs everyone* im  so proud<br />
<br />
<br />
yea well i posted heaps and heaps of  stock, probably because i have been  lacking on it alot!!!!<br />
<a href="http://shadowed-stock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowed-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shadowed-stock" /></a> so ye!!!!<br />
<br />
Wallpaper:<br />
I have been thinking about doing some  wallpaper for people to use. I dont  know what you guys would want so some  suggestions would be cool!<br />
I will see what i can do!<br />
<br />
Other than that I bid you gooday!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>sad</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Oct 2004 20:03:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://shadowed-stock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowed-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shadowed-stock" /></a> blah!! i put more up there!! YAYNESS  for the blue door LOL!!!!<br />
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today was so borin, i was ment to go to  mums house and im sick how shit is  that? that means i dont get too see my  chickens for 2 whole weeks <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> not to  mention mymum and nan and pop and  greame and stuff! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> im really sad ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Oct 2004 17:24:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ come as dust and mud, as a tend!! wtf?  :S ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>MUM HERE I COME</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Sep 2004 16:27:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YAYNESS, im leaving in an hour!! woot  better message mum!!!! *huggers to  everyone out there* that hug was to  anyone who supports me, as i grow and  become the person i want to be<br />
Thanks guys!<br />
Aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Leaving</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Sep 2004 03:34:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys!!! its that time again where  im going to my mums house!!! i will be  back in 3 days<br />
love ya guys lots<br />
aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>US!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Sep 2004 06:44:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok heres the new thing,<br />
Tonight when sarah(~<a href="http://shadowed-angel.deviantart.com/">shadowed-angel</a>) and  i were doing gothic photos!!!! we  decided to do a joint account!! where  we could put our photos that we have  done together!! starting with the ones  from tonight!! they are beautiful  photos! and we have used leather and  chain's and special lighting to bring  out new forms of brillance and emotion <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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Check us out!!!<br />
~<a href="http://kapari.deviantart.com/">kapari</a><br />
<br />
thanks!<br />
:devshadowedwinters: + ~<a href="http://shadowed-angel.deviantart.com/">shadowed-angel</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Sep 2004 00:16:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My life <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/shadowedsun/">[link]</a><br />
Updated it today!!! im so drained,<br />
god if you could only understand my pain ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>RedKarma</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Sep 2004 04:05:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys i would LOOVVVEEEE to  introduce you to <a href="http://redkarma.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/redkarma.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="redkarma" /></a> his poetry just  amazes me... check him out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>fucked up so bad</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Sep 2004 21:57:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've tried so hard to do what everyone  wants and im breaking so hard now....  ive fucked up so much.... i lost my  best friend and im losing the one i  love... im making so many mistakes...  what is wrong with me why cant i stop  what im doing why am i not learning???  WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING STUPID  its like i dont think b4 i do things...<br />
its like i dont know how to stop what  im about to do... i never use my brain  i never use my senses when i know im  doing something wrong...<br />
im so sorry tom i love u more than  ever.... i wanna be with u for the rest  of my life that i know for sure.... but  ive fucked up so bad and now i cant  even look at myself in the  mirror........... ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>stock</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Sep 2004 19:31:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey!!!!! heheh i took more photos  today!! they came out cool so i'm using  them as stock <a href="http://shadowed-stock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowed-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> check them out guys!!!<br />
love ya heaps<br />
aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:31:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AHH SAVE THE UGLY!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Sep 2004 00:56:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thank you so much guys for your  support. I've kind of got writers block  at the moment.... or i just cannot  write at the moment... weird...<br />
I've been getting some really good  feedback about the writing im doing and  im saying thanks... a big thanks a huge  thanks!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>yes or no?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Aug 2004 02:01:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey ive got more pictures of things  (aka) clouds and settings and sky and  stuff but ive posted so much stuff  already i dont know if it would be an  idear!!<br />
so jus say yes or no !!!<br />
thanks ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Vampire</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2004 23:37:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well ok im so nervous about part  7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KILL MEE!! ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>wonders of port</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Aug 2004 02:01:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys,<br />
I got an inspiration to take photos  tonight so thats where the <i> Wonders of  port </i> comes from!! i just love the  shots and i hope you guys do aswell<br />
love always<br />
aymie ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>stayin</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Aug 2004 20:15:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys its been 3 days as sarah  happily reminds me and ive finally got  my feelings back on their leashes so im  stayin guys!!!!!!!!! how could i ever  leave u !!!!<br />
love ya heaps and heaps ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Aug 2004 23:08:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ look i dunno whether im leaving im just  sick of everything DA is doing and at  the moment all work is being shit!!!!!!  i cant write at the moment and im just  sick of everything... so i dunno  everything will be in my live journal i  may post pictures here but thats about  it... ]]></description>
                <author>~shadowedwintersun</author>
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