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Got a painting done and a few posters done in graphic design I'll put up eventually! Let me emphasize the word "EVENTUALLY!"

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I've been pretty burdened with school, so that is why I haven't been on here as much as I used to. So my updates are pretty random. I do very much appreciate any and all comments though, its nice to know if people are looking at your work.

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Well I've been off for the holidays since thursday last week, and so far I've had a sinus infection the whole time. Being sick sucks. Oh well, Christmas is in one week, woo! Hopefully I'll be better by then!

-Shadownacht

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I felt very strange for some reason yesterday. Strange enough to actually draw something on my own for once, just something for me. I'll try to scan it and put it up here for you all to see by this weekend. Got a lot going on though, a wedding to attend tonight, and a history of jazz paper due Sunday that I haven't started. Oh yah, and three tests coming up to study for. So much to do...no peace for the wicked!

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Life seems pretty hectic, yet monotonous at the same time. I'm doing pretty good in school this semester, I've been a lot more serious about getting things done this time. I'm doing work-study for the art department once again. The pay ain't great but at least I don't have to find transportation to get there from schoool, its generally easy work, and I don't think I would have the time to work many more hours than I am anyway. I worry that I am going to go slowly insane though, because of lack of funds and time I hardly ever go out anywhere anymore, and being in the same places all of the time makes me go loopy after a while, hah. I haven't seen any of my friends (except the ones at school) for months now, and I feel pretty miserable because of it. I hope they don't think I've neglected them because I've forgotten them or something. I feel like a horrible friend.

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Oh, and I'm not worried...I can't change my mood thingie for some reason. o_O

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Well life is being pretty depressing lately. My mom's going through the worst time of her life. Her mom is dying, and she's having to fight with her siblings to get her mom the care that she needs. One of her friends with cancer died last week. Her radiation treatments are more intense now and she hasn't gone to them in the past two days, and she told me this morning that she felt like she didn't want to continue them, and basically that she didn't see the point in living anymore. She's extremely upset because of something I really don't want to mention here. She's on depression medication, and my dad just got prescribed the same medication today... I'm not sure what to say to her when she tells me these things, all I could do was give her a hug and tell her I was always there for her when she needed someone to talk to.

I'm learning more and more about what being an adult really is.

Besides all that, I've had a hard time concentrating on getting all my financial aid together, so I hope I will be able to afford school this year without any problems. I also have to figure out how I'm going to pay for my textbooks and art class supplies. I still don't have a job, they seem kind of scarce right now because of the summer season, but I guess I haven't been looking hard enough anyway...its kind of hard to with all these things going on.

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[link]

By the way, I added a few deviations I've been meaning to put up, since I haven't added anything in a while.

One more thing, I saw a rainbow the other day, its been while since I've seen such a nice one.
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1. Take a book lying closest to you, open it on page 18 and write a sentence from the 4th line.

infinity doesn't exist. mathematics are based on 10.


2. Stretch your left arm as far as you can.

okayyy...empty space


3. What did you watch lately on TV?

don't even remember


4. Without looking, guess what time it is.

11:00pm


5. Now look at the clock, what time is it.

11:25pm

6. Except the computer sounds, what do you hear?

Murray on the phone

7. When were you outside the last time, what did you do?

rode around Winter Haven with Stacie and Tiffany


8. Before you started this test, what did you look at?

concert info

9. What you're dressed in?

my skull jeans, long sleeved bright green shirt


10. Did you dream last night?

don't remember...


11. When did you have a laugh last?

in the car with Stacie

12. What is on the walls in the room you're in?

all kinds of crazy stuff...my wall sconce, posters, wicker mask looking thing holding a ton of peacock feathers, Haagen Dazs Cream Liqueur 60s looking mirror, woven mat calendar with chinese zodiac, dragon calendar

13. did you see anything strange lately?

car going through a Dominoes right beside me probably beats them all

14. What do you think about this quiz?

uhhh, dunno

15. What was the last movie you saw?

Sleepy Hollow

16. If you became a multimillionaire what would you do with the money?

buy a cool house and a car...go travel...I'd probably still be going to school first though, because its something I want to do

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know

I'm going to eat your firstborn child

18. If you could change one thing on this world, what would it be?

the ignorance people have

19. Do you like to dance?

not really

20. George Bush...

really does look like a monkey

21. Imagine you have a daughter, what name would you choose for her?

Lucy...short for Lucifer!

22. Imagine you have a son, what name would you choose for him?

Nicholai, Antichrist

23. Have you ever thought of living abroad?

Would be awesome, if I had that kinda money to do so


24. What would you like to hear from God if you stand at the Heavenly gates?

Oh, we're sorry, there's been a mistake...you can go back now. Have a nice day!


25. 4 deviants who have to do this test:
errr, I don't care

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In other news I've joined a band to play violin in it, its going to be crazy...we have a didgeridoo, percussion, guitar, asian vocalist, perhaps in the future an ocarina, keyboard, and additional didgeridoo, guitar, vocalist and percussion.

Oh yah, and YAY its FRIDAY!!!!

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]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/10087181/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/10087181/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 03:16:54 PDT ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9802509/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9802509/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 09:32:58 PDT _< It's reeeeally hot outside here, it's amazing to me that I lived only 30-45 minutes from here but it seems so much hotter. Reality's still slowly sinking in that I'm actually going to live here now, but it's not bad, my room's pretty nice. I'll just have to get used to the whole sharing the bathroom with multiple people thing. I can tell things are probably gonna be pretty busy once classes start. I don't really feel ready to start having a workload again, but does anyone ever? ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9750354/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9750354/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 15:51:39 PDT
Well I'm trying to pack up my stuff to move into my dorm room on Sunday, but it's taking a while since I get so easily distracted... <.< >.> Plus I still have a book I'm supposed to read for discussion, ahhhhh! ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9714317/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9714317/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 14:35:41 PDT ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9650827/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9650827/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 15:37:47 PDT
Oh, and about the DA v.5, I really like the new profile layout, but some of the other stuff I'm gonna have to get used to. o.O



Currently listening to :
The Downward Spiral
By Nine Inch Nails
Release date: By 23 November, 2004 ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9622080/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/9622080/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 21:13:56 PDT ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/8892705/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/8892705/ Sat, 27 May 2006 12:16:41 PDT
The End. ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/8240903/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/8240903/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 20:31:37 PST _< ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/8151269/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/8151269/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 16:08:44 PST
Let's see...I've been doing quite shitty lately, but I don't feel like talking about that right now. I found out I'm going to see my sis in mid April! She's going to sent to Daytona for something for work for a few days. I'm really excited to see her...the last time I saw her was October 2004! I have stuff to put on here but I've been pretty busy lately and will be for a while probly. So, uh...ciao for now! ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7801629/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7801629/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 16:50:37 PST .> Well...the grades besides art class anyway, hehe. ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7466868/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7466868/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 12:36:39 PST
Oh, and I finally got Photoshop, so I'll get to improve the quality of photos, and I might even mess around with photomanip a bit. We shall see!

This is for later tonight: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Just five more months of high school for me and then I'm freeeee!!!!!!!! W00t!! ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7294827/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7294827/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 18:38:56 PST ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7259361/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7259361/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 19:48:02 PST ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7196693/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7196693/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 16:56:25 PST ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7098524/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/7098524/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 16:38:16 PST ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6951504/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6951504/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 07:29:39 PST
Well, at least I have a three day weekend. My parents want me to go to Tampa with them today, but I really don't want to. I have a ton of AP English homework from the evil Irish Catholic nun anyway, as well as some Physics stuff. They don't let us rest even on holidays, sheesh. I'll probably leave it to last minute and not get it all done, like everything else lately. ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6895783/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6895783/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 00:09:02 PDT ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6810247/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6810247/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 14:21:36 PDT reading: Wuthering Heights, for my AP Eng. Literature class >_<

I'm excited about the party I'm going to on Saturday, but it seems sooo far away... x_X I'm feeling pretty shitty right now. I have a 8 page essay due friday about "the function of imagery in Macbeth." Yeah...eight pages about THAT...most people I tell this to have no idea what I'm even talking about! *cries* I DON'T WANNA DO IT!!!!!! ;_; My parents keep bugging me about scholarships and all this other crap I know is very important but I REALLY don't have time to deal with right now. I feel very overwhelmed...I need a vacation...

This morning however, I was reminded that no matter how horrible I might be feeling, there's always someone who has a lot more merit to feel bad. My friend Stacie's dad had a heart attack on Sunday, and he currently has a 50/50 chance of staying alive. I feel really bad, and I'm not sure what to say to her. I just told her I'd pray for her dad, and I don't know it'll do anything; I haven't done any praying for a very long time, but I guess it can't hurt. What makes me really mad is that the attendance office lady was very disrespectful to her, saying she couldn't miss any more school (she missed two days this week), because it wasn't excused. She also rudely added that her husband had had a heart attack before and survived, and so her dad would be fine. What does that lady know? People who are in different conditions have different survival chances. God...some people are so insensitive... ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6759892/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6759892/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 18:19:23 PDT _< I'll post a pic of it once I'm finished. I want to go to the mall this weekend and find something else to put with it too, plus I REALLY need to get out...it's driving me crazy. My mom's taking some classes in Orlando though, and I have no idea what my dad's doing. Even if he can take me, he probably won't want to go into the stores I'll be looking in, and I don't really want to walk around there all by myself. Meh...I wish I still had friends that would go places with me...

Randomness: 9:17 PM: I just opened a fortune cookie and it says "Be patient: in time, even an egg will walk." I usually understand these, at least most of the message. I know I need to keep on being patient for things, but WTF is with the walking egg thing??!!! ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6704850/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6704850/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 14:40:37 PDT

my -heart- is -cold-

my -mind- is -blank-

my -soul- is -dead-

-Nacht ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6566510/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6566510/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 18:23:48 PDT
Meh...I have to include one happy thing in my journal I guess. One of my favorite bands Demon Hunter is releasing a new album next month! They got an artist to paint three different pictures for the cd front, and they're all really awesome. I can't wait to get it! I just found out about it from their myspace account. Yah, I know it seems like a small thing but I need SOMETHING positive to think about! ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6463829/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6463829/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 23:44:16 PDT
1) Skip

2) Sit in the goth corner farthest from the band (not nearly as much enthusiastic screaming in that location)

3) Turn up volume on cd player until the outside sounds are drowned out


Hehe, I've employed all of those headache preventatives. I used 2 and 3 this time. This was the first time I actually sat in my rightful section of the gym, as a senior. I always sat there before, so that's nothing new...

Oh, and one additional method...I SWEAR it wasn't me!
4) Make sure the cheerleaders' music doesn't work! ^_^ ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6443620/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6443620/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 17:30:59 PDT Or...I could just fling my ninja star keychain at him! Bwahahahahahaaaaa!!! ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6337508/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6337508/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 20:51:39 PDT
I'm listening to Switchblade Symphony. I was in a hurry taking my pills this morning when a whole bunch fell out into my hand and stood there staring at them for a moment wondering what it would be like if I just swallowed them all. I haven't felt like eating, or sleeping. Last night I just lay there feeling strange tears run down my face. I haven't cried since my grandfather died about a year and a half ago. I need to learn how to deal with my depressions by myself. Immersion in art and music provide my only temporary escape from an inspirationless reality.

Nope, nothing you really needed to know. Just what I felt like scraping of my consciousness. You can go back to your amusements now. ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6310065/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6310065/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 19:56:16 PDT
Bleh...well anyway one quite interesting thing occured today, in my Health class surprisingly. The teacher had gotten a pair of real pig lungs that they must have infected with cancer, because it had tumors on it. She hooked it up to an apparatus attached to a pump that showed us how it looked when they were inflated and deflated. It was supposed to represent "a smoker's lungs." Haha, I never knew that some pigs have a diehard nicotine habit! It was fun to watch the squeamish people. She let us touch them too, it felt just like raw meat, which essentially I suppose it is... Yep, that was the only thing slightly fun in my day. Hell, it was probably the only "fun" I've experienced since school started. >_<

Allright, in conclusion (cheerfully) : I feel like shit. Have a nice day! ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6218227/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6218227/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 17:02:32 PDT )
Reading: "Frankenstein" by Mary Shelley

Bleh...I fear I'm getting senioritus... >_< I feel no motivation to do all the work I should be doing right now. I've only been to school for a week and half now so that's not good. I've been messing around with my drawings just to be doing something other than my homework. Gyaaaaaah...I can't wait to graduate...

Let's see, I have orchestra first, and I'm now a first violin because I wanted to try the different parts this year; then I have AP English with a really old retired nun... *snore*, and tons of boring work; then I have Physics Honors, which is kind of fun, and the teacher is cool, I just don't feel like doing all the work; and last and definitely least enjoyable I have Health/Life Management Skills, which is a freshman class that I put off til last minute... The only class I've ever taken that was possibly more pointless was Team Sports 1... Oh, and the Puerto Rican pervert that drove me nuts in my drawing and painting class last year is in it too... >_< He actually knows where I live, too... *cringe* ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6068571/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/6068571/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 14:34:36 PDT
Well, at least I got out of the house yesterday and went to Lakeland to go to the bookstores. I found a book I really want...It's like 22 dollars though. >_< It's called "Drawing and Painting Fantasy Figures" by Finlay Cowan. I just think it has some good ideas that might help me improve. ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5954834/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5954834/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 21:54:26 PDT _< Backing out and turning around was a bit challenging also. I think I did allright for driving a vehicle for the first time. Hell, I never even learned how to ride a bike! Haha...I'm such loser! ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5698696/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5698696/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 21:14:49 PDT Gah...'tis frustrating. Oh well, at least I'm back home on my home computer! ^_^ It doesn't have DSL (not yet anyway), it can be annoying, but oh fucking well. Oh, and I've recently been fascinated by Rasputina after looking at their website. I have yet to hear a song though... <.< >.> I'm in the process of downloading now... Here's a few examples of some of the amusing things Melora has said at their concerts:


"Tim Burton has successfully filmed a faithful adaption of the Grimm brothers' Cinderella. The Full House Twins, Marykate and Ashley Olsen will be playing the evil stepsisters who sliced off their heels and toes to fit into the famous glass slipper. The story is timeless and cute as blood seeps up their stockings to give the twin's evil secret away. Here's the theme we got to compose for it:"

"Through the miracle of plastic surgery, Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen have been triumphantly united by attaching a 5" band of cartilegenous tissue between their breastbones. You can see them batting eachother about the head all day, every day at Sigfried and Roy's Sevret Garden."

"Our home furnishings line is doing really well. The candles and lampshades that we've made from the skin of old boyfriends are big sellers and easy to make!"

"Something between Hello Kitty and ObiWan Kenobi"

"You may think that we're some kind of pansy-ass fags, up here, doing what we're doing, but at least you would never find us succumbing to the negligible temptation of strapping on a pair of Satan's own shoes, the Rollerblades."

"I know you're axing your sorry selves, "Who are they? Why do they get to do this?" Well, because Manson and I worked at the McDonald's drive-thru together in high school. Actually, I got him that job, but you already know it's nepotism that makes this country burn like a bladder infection."

"Julie Andrews comes into me and tells me to do bad things. She tells me to "sing" and spin, spin closer to the edge of the Alpine mountaintop."


Check them out at [link]


hehehehehe... Okay, are you still reading, 'cause I'm really just babbling on to myself and don't normally babble and I'm probably boring the hell out of you and have you ever heard of the singing midget? and I better just shut up because I'm even boring myself. *smacks self in the head with a big Better Homes and Gardens Cookbook and falls asleep...LIKE MAGIC!!!* ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5611579/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5611579/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 17:14:51 PDT ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5544671/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5544671/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 17:17:27 PDT .> Ah, what a fine day it is. Dark, rainy, dreary...just the way I like it!!! ^_^ Sun is bad...especially for us medicated ones, right Hannah? Well, it was my first day of work for my Aunt's bead shop. We didn't get there until 12:30, but that was okay with me. I spent most of the time tubing (that is, putting beads into tubes and pricing them to sell). We ate a late lunch at a place called the Mellow Mushroom. With good calzones, hot waiters, and a funky atmosphere, it was just my kind of place. After that, I finished up at the store and got a few Pratchett books at Barnes and Noble, including one he wrote with the guy who wrote the story for the Sandman graphic novel. For those of you I know IRL, I MISS YOU!!!!

Love ya,

'Nacht

]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5506169/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5506169/ Mon, 30 May 2005 20:38:36 PDT ) At least she'll be across the street from my turtle at Hannah's house! lol. I better go to bed now...it's gonna be a loooooong trip tommorrow. >_< ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5440429/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5440429/ Mon, 23 May 2005 16:14:17 PDT
I had a fun birthday this year. What I'm really looking forward to is next year's birthday. 18! W00tness! ^_^ I still haven't got to see teh new Star Wars movie tho. ;_; *sadness* You better go with me to see it this week Hannah!!! We should see it at the Eagle Ridge Mall so maybe we can look for a shirt for my costume for Star Wars Weekends. Then again...I heard it's gonna be in the 90s on saturday! KILL US, THE HEAT WILL!!!!!!! @_@ *weep* ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5246340/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5246340/ Mon, 02 May 2005 11:31:07 PDT
I am okay though. *keeps telling self* I have to finish a history project though. I probably won't do too much though, since I already have a 97 A in there.

Well, don't have too much to say. Ah, but my saying of the day is FUNERALS ARE FUNNNNN! *cough* Free food *cough* ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5168374/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5168374/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 14:45:44 PDT ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5038067/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5038067/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 21:18:29 PDT
Now until then...I'll just have to deal with the crap known as chemistry honors with Mrs. Girone (the devil's mistress...shhh). <_< >_> I think I'll make it. I don't care if I don't get an A in the class, a low B will make me ecstatically happy.

Hehe, and I learned that I get to miss school for state orchestra MPA on the same day that my history project is due, which means an extra day to work on it! Being the procrastinator that I am, I'll probably really need that.

Well, I should try and get some sleep now. I'll see y'all...if and whenever I do...

-Nacht

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listening to: Pink Floyd - Hey You ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5027195/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/5027195/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 16:32:20 PDT

O.o It seems an odd sensation. I haven't felt it in so long. I have no idea what triggered it. Kind of sad that happiness confuses me. Better not think too much about it. The feeling will probably be gone soon. Perhaps it's not really happiness, it's just my illusion of happiness so I won't go insane. Oh well, whatever keeps my head above the water I guess.

Argh, that sounded like a bunch of patheticness didn't it? Heh, my friend Taylor was playing "pschycologist" yesterday and said that I need to be more open about my feelings and that I let people all over me. Well, I don't really like to talk to people a lot about how I'm feeling because I don't want to sound like I'm complaining. I guess I think "who cares". Everyone has their own problems why would they want to hear about mine. As for people walking all over me, I'm not aware of that. I guess I'll have to ask her more about that.

Well, it just started raining really hard and supposedly it's really stormy, so I better get off the computer. G'bye to all that care.

-Nacht ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4936532/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4936532/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 17:38:37 PST
-Nacht ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4883691/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4883691/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 17:17:07 PST
Well, Spring Break boredom has finally sunk in. But I got a new digital camera! W00t!!!! ^_^ Which means you should be expecting photographs soon. If I can make my lazy submit them anyway... (I never did find out what happened to my old digi cam... <.< >.> I haven't really found the time to draw yet. Well, really it's just that I'm not feeling too inspired lately. I suppose I need to get out some. ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4498646/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4498646/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 18:12:53 PST _< I already knew this was a hard class but now the (scary) teacher thinks I'm clumsy! I've never broken anything in lab for any other science classes! *sighs* That class is taking over all of my free time... So much work... *collapses* X_X


currently listening to: Dir En Grey - Obscure (mehehe...awesomeness) ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4232873/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4232873/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 20:11:31 PST
"I'm so happy, because today I found my friends, they're in my head!" -Nirvana

"I'm happy, I'm glad, I've got sunshine in a bag!" -some song I have no idea what it is...

"You gotta fight...for your right...to paaaaAAAArtaaay!" -another unknown song

"For evey foolish word that you spit...another nail...you'll get!!!" -Demonhunter ^_^

"We will become...silhouttes when our bodies finally go..." -Postal Service ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4035751/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/4035751/ Fri, 10 Dec 2004 14:44:41 PST _< And I was feeling depressed allready, so the stress definitely doesn't help it any! Grrrr... Must kill all teachers... ]]> ~shadownacht http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/3947293/ http://shadownacht.deviantart.com/journal/3947293/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 12:20:53 PST _< So...eh...yah...

I'm feeling kind of depressed, since I must now go back to the horrible prison known as high school, to be tortured as far as my teachers' whims go. Grrr...vacation time always goes too fast... ]]> ~shadownacht