http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:shadownater&section=today deviantART RSS for by:shadownater en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 22:52:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/28300685/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/28300685/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 18:40:38 PST This one was made by >w< It's the only D Gray Man out there so I'm very thankful they made it. c:

Yes I got into D. Gray Man, and it is awesome. >W< Check it out sometime. I want to make Allen's arm sometime when I'm not busy. D:

For halloween I was Rin Kagamine, a vocaloid. It was probably the cutest costume I've ever worn. xD Picture of Rin: [link] Not posting any actual pictures of me on here because of weirdys and stuff so ya. =0
I had to wear black jeans instead of shorts because it's cold up here in Canada. xD I'd do it in the summer, but not in the winter. xD So because I wore jeans those leg warmers didn't get made but the belt and the thing hanging off the shorts did. c: The felt pens bled too much for I couln't draw the triangles on those things. >o> But it turned out really cute. xD No one knew who I was at school but I got a lot of 'that's so cute!' comments. xDxD

Oh yesh, good stuffs. c: I'm the right size and everything so it worked out real well. xD

Hmm some other stuff =0
Science moved into physics and the homework takes till 9:00 at night to do which isn't fun at all. o.< I want to draw. :U I'm going to be trying out an afterschool thing called CTS, which is like a graphic design thing to get ready to go to skills competitions. c: I probably won't go, but I think it would be good practice. Still not sure if it's set projects or not, the teacher running it said they test you on your skills with a project to see where you're at, not if the projects are continous or not. o.< I don't think I'd mind anywho. c: Just want to get better. c:

Also been feeling depressed. D: Not fun at all. ._. It's really not me since I'm such a happy-go-lucky person so it's quite a fall for me. D: I just don't know what to do for some of the things in my life. ._. I'm so quiet that I don't get talked to for an entire day and it makes me feel quite worthless. ._. I think it's getting better so I think I'll be ok. =0

>w<

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/27922972/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/27922972/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 13:02:35 PDT

Still have a lot of art homework that I should be doing right now, but I wanted to write a journal and do other stuff. D: Hopefully when this first report card comes out I won't have to draw a realism sketch once a week, or maybe she'll at least change it from realism to something more interesting. D: I have to admit that it did somewhat help my usual type of drawing, since it feels like it's 'working' better now. c: I don't know though. xD

Let's put a quiz in here for teh lolz! : D

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. (I am 5'4 D: )
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (Only sometimes. Not when he's around. <3<3<3 )
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. (NO)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.(Quite, quite. D: )
[x] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (Yea..... long story short, a japan store lady thought I had an amazing figure and wanted me to try a kimono or something on. xDxD )
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother.
[x] I have a sister. My twin sister. c: )
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[/] I want to have kids someday. (I'm not totally sure. :/ Kids are annoying, but I'd like to have something to look after...kitties? : D )
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[ ] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework. (Always, always. )
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (This week! xD )
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (Would have been on it longer if my old school actually HAD an honor roll. >O> 'But the students aren't smart enough!' >O> )
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year. (I do not fail school. :l )
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (Yup. xD )
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[/] I've peed from laughing. (I can't remember. D: I once laughed so much I felt like I was going to die. xD )
[/] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone. (Never. c: )
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox. (Weak ones, so I might possibly get them again. D: )
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (I don't know?)
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[xxx] I've been to Canada. (No way Jill. =O )
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city. (It's all pretty familiar. c: )
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor sh... ]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/27401453/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/27401453/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 22:11:51 PDT ure' or the higher level class, -2 being 'applied', -4 being the 'below' people. (I don't know where -3 is, I always thought it was -4 but looking at my book now it doesn't exist for some reason. xD I'm guessing it's prepping? xD )

Anywho. =0
So I'm in -1 classes and they all want their stuff done the next day and they're all demanding. =0 The -2 class got a whole week to do something I had to do in two days. D:< Oh well. We're just more awesome. :U

But jeez, art class is the most demanding. @o@
That 'draw something every Friday' takes a really long time. D: She says it HAS to be realism so it takes even longer. D: It has to be all shaded and finished (even though she calls it a sketch) by the next Friday, where you get to do another, and another, and another... D:
I haven't got to draw something of my own in a long time. D: It's very stressful. D: This project eats a lot of my time too. D: I wants to be with T^T

So right now I'm nearly a week overdue on one of the sketches. D: Luckily she won't be accepting any of them until the first report card comes out, so it's okay for me to be slow, but I'm trying to continue to start one on each Friday at least to keep up. @o@

I want to draw anime! D:<
I'm dying without it. T^T

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/26965509/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/26965509/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 19:30:37 PDT
My homeroom religion teacher is very nice and atarted out the first day with a game so that was good. ^-^ My social teacher is the funniest teacher I've ever had and when he was explaining Columbus' journey I coul actually remember what happened and all that. xD (I'm not very good at social so this is a good sign. c: )
After lunch I had art class. I had a teacher I wasn't sure would be very nice but she has the 'ower' to make people want to raise the bar for her, since some people think that they can slide through that class easily. >o> Too bad. D:< You actually have to be good at it this year. c:
Science is kind of scary. o.o The teacher sounds like she's always mad at us and we started working on the first day in her class. I still Like it, though.

Today was also awesome because no one in any of my classes are really picking on me. c: (So far, so good? xD ) And science was the most quietest class I've ever had. I really love being in the top notch classes! ^OOOO^



Also thought I would drop this for you guys to think about.
In social class, we were reading this article about natural ability and hardwork. Basically it said that there is no such thing as natural ability, but that hardwork is what makes people successful. They used examples such as the Beatles, Bill Gates, and the guy that made Java. (Can't remember his name, something with Joy in it. xD ) All of these people had the opportunity to do something, and they took it. Once they had that opportunity, they worked hard at it. The amount of time to work at something to achive mastery is estimated to be 10,000 hours. (This is 420 days guys =0 )

Looks like something to work for.


Hmmm, should I open an art shop on GaiaOnline after I finish all my requests on here? Am I good enough? Looking to make some Gaia gold to get some stuffs.


Anywho, laptop's still working great and stuff is good~
Yesh.

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/26537329/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/26537329/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 21:51:30 PDT Happiest day in the world!! ^O^ It's really fast and awesome!! ^OOO^
It's an HP dv7! ^O^ I can webcam with ^O^
It's scary but so fun!!! ^O^
This laptop is sooooooo big and awesome!! ^O^
My dad had to fight with Telus all night to get the wireless internet going, and now it is! ^O^

HUGE CELEBRATIONS NOWS!!!!!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/26129608/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/26129608/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 12:42:21 PDT
I have some requests and jazz to do, so I want to remind those people I haven't forgotten and to remind myself as well. c:

- Her character Jinx being stabbed. :3
- His mecha from Mechquest, Striker. :3
- Something mysterious I'm working on that probably will be finished before all of these requests... Sorry D: It's special ^O^
-Something really big >W< (I don't even know what it is yet. =0 )

That be all for now. c: I suppose I can add people onto this if they want, though they have to know it takes me a while to finish requests. Jinx has been waiting since April for hers so I'm going to get it done soon! D:<


PS:
I read an absolutely AMAZING AWESOMETASTIC BOOK!!! ^O^ Best book I've ever read in my life! >W< It's called Everlost, and it's about two teens that die in a car crash and instead of 'getting where they're going', they end up in the world of Everlost, the place between heaven and hell.
It's fantastic because it has ghosts/afterlights (they call themselves afterlights) from the point of view of a ghost and it's very interesting and fantastic. >w< Everything just makes sense from the idea that ghosts will find a rut that they will find themselves doing for the rest of their eternity to possessing and moving objects in the living world. c:
I love the possessing in it. >WWWWW< And I wish it were a longer story even though it was pretty long already T^T

I recommend this book to everyone, whether you like to read or not, can't read or anything else! ^O^

Apparently it's becoming a movie so that'll be cool if they do it right.



Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd...

I'm going to art camp in August sometime, so hopefully that will be fun. c: I join them as mostly something to do, since the teachers sometimes aren't very good at drawing. :l Maybe I'll learn something though! ^0^ *sadfaceIwontgettobewithmyboyfriendinthattimeimgoingtomisshimbutillgettotalktohimaftercampisover*

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/26063886/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/26063886/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 11:09:28 PDT

I've been trying to get a laptop.
I'm down to two choices: between HP and Gateway. c: They're both really nice computers and they both cost the same amount and are both basically the same (except for some few things) and I like them both. >.<

HP: [link] <--Official site. It appears that Futureshop is no longer carrying it. TT^TT That's also the American price, which in Canada it was about $899.99 =O Found something that is it but it doesn't have the same code in it's title though: [link]CName=laptop%5Fhp&logon=&langid=EN# Expensive. D:

As for the Gateway... I can't seem to find it anywhere. D: D: D: It is a Gateway 17'' Laptop featuring Intel Core 2 Duo Processor T6400 (P-6872H) (I have a printout of both of these labbies, but I can't find them. ) Basically the same thing but a bigger screen and it's a REALLY nice screen.

Also, some things that affect where I'm getting the laptop. :/ Wish it wasn't but it is.

Best Buy lied to me and told me the Gateway can't run Spore. >o> Then I went to Futureshop and asked about the Hp (same graphics) and they said it could, and the guy was very experianced and showed me some other things, so I'm more on Futureshop's side then BestBuy's. >o> Besides, BestBuy are the new people in my city: Futureshop's been there longer, AND they're a Canadian run store. Just makes me feel better that they're Canadian run I suppose. xD

Oh, and if anyone knows any other nice laptops or has had any experiances with a nice one, please tell. :3 Tell something that can help me pick a nice computer! >w< Or if there's any downsides to any and so and such. c:

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/25463745/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/25463745/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 23:09:38 PDT
So I guess I'm asking,

Does anyone know where to find this song? Any of them?


That'd be awesome if you could help.




Seems the moods aren't loading. Oh well, I'm hyper anywho. xD Seems like I always am. ^O^
<3

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/24899983/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/24899983/ Sat, 23 May 2009 00:30:00 PDT


Been watching an anime called Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan I love how violent Dokuro is to the boy she loves. xD She's the Club to Death angel and that's exactly what she does to Sakura, the boy. xD It so good *0* She smashes him to pieces! <3 My favorite scene is when she smashes him in the fountain. ^O^ Yays! ^O^
[link] Look! A link! Yays! ^O^



Also, Jilly is feeling better. ^0^
Thanks, guys.




]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/23801041/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/23801041/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 17:28:26 PDT It would be a 10 day long trip of performing and touring the world of Austria c:

However, I have to choose if I want to go :l Any other trip I would say 'yes!' but this is AUSTRIA =0 I'm really scared of airplanes and I've never left Canada before, not even Alberta, so I'm scared to go
If I don't enjoy my first day (which would be the day of fighting my fear of airplanes and trying to be comfortable in an entirely new country) then i usually don't enjoy the trip, and that's 10 days D:

So I'm really not sure about this...

And I have until Wendsday to decide!!! D:

If I don't go I'll be letting down the band, and missing an amazing trip. But if I do decide to go and I back out a week before the trip, then my parents will not be getting a refund and that's a lot of money D:

Can anyone help me? D:
My school only gets these really big BIG band trips every two years, and the economy might even cancel this one D:

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/23348647/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/23348647/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 17:12:35 PST
do NOT add 'dragon_heart620' if they add you to their friends list. they are a virus who will spread to all your friends on your list (found out about this on gloomyunderwoods' journal if you want to know a bit more) but yes, be careful dA is getting very unstable with all these viruss popping up out of nowhere T^T

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/23161633/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/23161633/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 17:59:28 PST



and that be all c:



and now its almost valentines day ^0^


>:3 i hope i can get it done in time

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/23059307/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/23059307/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 11:11:36 PST its very good ^0^ i'm glad that they kept with their style and didnt change into something intirely different c:

what i really like about them is that they can't write a bad song ^-^ all their songs are either good or awesome ^0^ i was drawing with it and it makes good drawings appear maybe ill post some


and about the popups D:

ive been getting random popups whenever im on the internet D: my popup blocker is ON D: <
they started appearing when msn offered me an update, so it might have to do with that, but i dont know how to find the source and tack it down T^T the popups are from: party poker, CiD (or something like that xD ), scratch4cash (or something xD ) and one mimicking Futureshop telling me that i can win a 500$ gift card D:<
don't u mimick futureshop D:<


so i need help with this, if anyone knows how to fix it, please come forward T^T



birthday is soon yay! ^00000000^

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/22563323/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/22563323/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:01:35 PST

o and ill do that quiz later cuz im lazy

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/22311212/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/22311212/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:39:13 PST by the time some of you read this, it probably will BE the new year xD

hmm don't know what to write exactly but that i hope the new year is awesome and fun ^0^ there is some things i'd like to do in the new year but some of them are kinda private tell me about yours if u like!


its odd because this doesnt feel like something to celebrate at the moment O_o must not be believing it's new year already



so ya, happy new year ^0^



hope april doesnt come too soon TT_TT

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/22071788/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/22071788/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 17:28:09 PST
hopefully school's out for everyone ^-^


Happy Holidays! ^0^
Merry Christmas



have an awesome holiday especially u sir ^0^

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/21901886/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/21901886/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:26:08 PST
i couldnt resist *-*


-----------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Jillian c:
Single or taken: complicated? (we kinda decided on that xD )
Gender: Female
Birthday: February 11th
Sign: Aquarius
Hair color: a light brown?
Eye color: blue *-*
Height: 5 feet 4 inches
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight dur 0-o

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: hmmms...0-o...ill wear anything without the brand name stabbed all over it cuz im not their billboard >.>
Favorite designer?: None that i know 0-o
What is your sexiest outfit?: ummm depends? i thinks i look cute in a lot of things imma liking my grey jeans
What is your most comfortable outfit?: they all pretty comfortable, i dont wear many things i dont feel comfortable in 0-o
What do you usually wear?: a shirt, a zippered hoodie/jacket, jeans or some other pant thing, mah watch, mah glasses, and mah socks

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: aussie c:
What are you listening to right now: Taylor Swift ^-^ good singer yesh c:
Who is the last person that called you?: how am i supposed to know? xD i dont call people too often 0-o we just...talk c:
How many buddies are online right now?: on msn there be Rob ( ) ,eclipse, two ppl i dont really know and a bot xD

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: potatoes! ^0^ chocolate, meat c:
Girls names: katina, jill(yush ), ... o i know i have others! D:
Boys names: Seth(mah character of him will be up soon ), Lucas, Dakota, ... others? 0-o
Subjects in school: Art, english, computers, maybe math? (havent done it yet this year )

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: ive given link the kitty a rough bath by running after him outside with a bucket of water and throwing it on him and then catching him to finish it off xD he crawled in the firepit's ashes tho D:
Smoked?: no D:
Bungee jumped?: Nope
Made yourself throw up?: no way D:
Skinny dipped?: no 0-o
Ever been in love?: Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no 0-o
Actually seen your crush naked?: no O_O
Cried when someone died?: Yes, when kiera the kitty died D':
Lied: ya
Fallen for your best friend?: if u mean in love well sorta 0-o we were together for a while but it wasnt really real 0-o now no one will SHUT UP about it when it happened 2 years ago D:<
Rejected someone?: no D': no one to reject TT_TT
Used someone?: no D: but ive been used and it sucks D:< mostly at school by girly gits D:<
Done something you regret?: of course D:

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: black and white layered t-shirt, grey jeans, white socks, watch c:
Music: chamber the cartridge by rise against c:
Smell: mah boogers cuz i has a cold D:
Desktop picture: *checks* a dragon surrounding a ying-yang symbol c: i needs a better bg D:
CD in player: (in bedroom) sum 41's newest one ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/21754757/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/21754757/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:36:07 PST
on wednsday, theres the band concert
(its christmas concert c: so christmas songs )

with the wind esemble, we be playing
-C'est Noel (has bits of christmas carols in it, bits of its own piece too )
-The Nutcracker Suit (all them ones ya know but don't know what theyre called xD elves dance, dance of the sugerplum fairy, waltz of the flowers, and trepak )
-A Christmas Fantasia (another one with many christmas carols mixed in it ^-^ ukranian bell carol, while shepards watched their flocks by night, what child is this, and we wish you a merry christmas )


and im also in the jazz band
(you have to be asked to be in this band we also get to wear a suit xD )
the saxophones are in the front row O_O last year (i wasnt in jazz at this time) one of the sax players made a mistake and made a face and people noticed his expression xD so i be nervous cuz people can see me a lot better in the jazz band O_O

we arent really playing any christmas songs we be playing
-route 66
-fly me to the moon
-st. louis blues
-girl from ipanema

and we'll be playing the first 2 in the beginning of the concert and the last 2 at the very end we dun want them gr 5 parents to leave without hearing us D:< ... xD

so i'll be quite busy until wednsday is done D: but thats ok, cuz its fun c:




hope im not too busy to see ya, D:



hey, the mood emotes are working!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/21372255/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/21372255/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 12:35:47 PST

really tired, wanting to put mah head down and SNOOOOOOOOOOOZE
but i cant D: im at school D:

bored cuz i finished everything and the fun sites are blocked so theres nothing to do D: so i surf a bit... 0-o bored so i try to draw...but im too tired TT_TT


today is mah dads birthday so we be doing stuff with him to celebrate monster trucks >:3




oioioioioioioioioioi!
tha girls are spraying their hairspray on mah friend xDxDxD they were trying makeup too but they couldnt get any on him xD

poor guys choking on hairspray xD cant blame him D: it stinks >.> why tha heck are they doing this in the comp lab??? 0-o

o wells 0-o normal day at school

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/21179116/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/21179116/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 21:53:20 PDT things be going well, tho right now my left arm hurts from flu shot and it hurts to laugh cuz im so hyper xD but thats ok thats a good way to hurt halloween is coming yay to all the ppl who dress up good luck to me on nov 4 or 5 (cant remember which day) when i have to go with my health class to visit those who have been in accidents at the hospital and go to the morgue D: i really dont want to go, but im being forced here TT_TT

n the next day ill be with my parents for take your kid to work day hope ill be ok by then


a quiz! =O

stolen from :iconelclipsehedgy: he did this awhile back but i was bored so now i wanna do


•HIGH CLASS:•
____________
•[-]You go/have gone tanning.
•[x]You own an iPod/mp3 player.
•[-]You love Starbucks.
•[-]You have been called a brat
•[-]You have tons of shoes.
•[-]You hate buying things that are on sale. (its better, why hate? D: )
•[-]You have a laptop. (want *-* )
•[-]You love shopping. (clothes shopping is boring xD )
•TOTAL: 1 c:
_________

•GOTHIC:•
_________
•[x]Black is one of your favorite colors. (i has a lot of black c: )
•[-]You wear chains.
•[x]You like heavy metal. (depends c: )
•[-]You've shopped at hot topic (do we have one of these?)
•[-]You have worn black lipstick. ( *hates makeup* )
•[-]You have/had/or wanted piercings.
•[-]You own a pair of Tripp pants.
•[-]You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
•TOTAL: 2 c:
_______

•SKATER:•
_______
•[-]You can skateboard.
•[-]You like plaid.
•[-]You have/love Converse. (what this? 0-o )
•[-]You hate mtv. (dont think i have this channel xD )
•[x]You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair. (more streaks than dying it, and im not too desperate...)
•[-]You love mohawks (they ok c: )
•[x]You LOVE Music. (YESH!! )
•[x]Hate people who pretend to be something they are not ( )
•TOTAL: 3 c:
______

•EMO:•
______
•[-]You are depressed sometimes. (a lil but its rare c: )
•[-]You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses. (no D: )
•[-]You cry easily. (only cuz im soft, and still not often c: )
•[-]You like emo music.
•[-]You've kept a journal/diary.
•[-]You have written a sad poem.
•[-]You have dyed your hair.
•[-]You're sad when you're drunk.
•TOTAL: 0 c:
________

•GHETTO:•
________
•[-]You like rap. (urg, rap D:< )
•[-]You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
•[-]You have worn/wanted a grill.
•[-]You have had a freestyling contest.
•[-]You have worn your shoes with the tongue flpped out.
•[-]You've said the N word to a black person and didn't get punched
•[-]You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
•[-]You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
•TOTAL: 0 c: not really me xD
___________

•HARDCORE:•
___________
•[x]You like loud music. (o yesh )
•[-]You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
•[-]You have/had slip-on shoes.
•[-]You like Norma Jean.
•[-]People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly.
•[-]You love to "hardcore" dance. (what u mean?)
•[-]Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x]You wear jeans a lot. ( they make me look pretty xD )
•TOTAL: 2 c:
_______

•.PREP:•
_______
•[-]You LOVE The OC. (no >.> )
•[-]You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
•[-]Your usual outfits consist of... ]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20991067/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20991067/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 18:16:32 PDT
and to say...


HI NIGHTSHADE!!!!


need you to know that this is silvernator from maplestory xD not an imposter D:

so Canada had a good thanksgiving c: ate some turkey and stuff like that went to my aunts as well and did stuff there c:


o! its october! =O halloween is coming! im gonna be toon link ^0^ still working on it though i wont EVER submit my costume cuz then you'll see what i look like D: ill probably show tho ^-^
maybe i show u ppls my cute lil drawing of me as toon link xD i carried it through the store so i would know what to look for xD




artgrounds anyone? OwO

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20827994/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20827994/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 15:52:17 PDT
plz *^*



ooo btw, anyone know how to dry off shoes at school really quickly, like 5 mins? i have gym in the morning and its always dewwy outside so i have to go throu the day with wet feet unless i bring spares (and i wear those without socks D: actually kinda nice ^-^)





tagged by ^0^

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but i dislike you. I think I realized it last year in your closet and I saw you Carve your initials into My father. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand How awful I've felt. I'm returning The pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep The results of your blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I Get sick when I think of The apartment building.

Best regards,
-Jill-


LOL xD

RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your wa... ]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20582177/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20582177/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 09:22:46 PDT But before you guys are some other request things I'm doing for people so be patient with me c: (btw, you are anywhere on the list I'll draw you anytime i want! >:3 )

1. G0phersnake
2. Group Picture with lChrishrl, g0phersnake, and me c:
3. Trippintheif (i think that's how you spell it xD )
4. lfaial


so I open my request door for drawing Maplestory characters! ^0^ I'd prefer if you were a high level or had nx stuff because then the pictures would be more interesting c:


JOIN MAPLESTORY IN THE MARDIA SERVER!!


plz c:

*note: my mood is excited c:
wish DA would fix the moods D:

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20397319/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20397319/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 19:01:34 PDT

Rule: Go to Google and search the phrase. Tag 3 friends. Please be mature and use you REAL 1st name.
Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.

c:

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Jillian needs our prayers
D: do I?


Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Jillian looks like the real one
xD defianetly the real one!

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Jillian says so with pictures
c: i think i do c:


Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Jillian wants to play
O_o yikes!!

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Jillian: does he have a tatoo near his trunks?
0_o why am i getting the weird ones?!?

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Jillian hates her life
NOOO!!!! D: ) why would i ever think that?

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Jillian asks Bruce
idk c:


Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Jillian goes to an abortion clinic
D: ) WHAT?!?!?

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Jillian likes bugs
sure why not? c:

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: Jillian eats banana baby food
ewwww! D:<

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: Jillian wears and shows it all
0-o

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Jillian was arrested for making phone calls and drunk driving
NOOO!! D: id never do such a thing!!


take it if ya like this tag, i sure do c:

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20280836/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20280836/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 21:37:41 PDT
when we were having our orientation back when, the girls were telling us that the science teacher 'looks like mr. clean but sounds like god' xD!
im hoping this isnt TOO true...


(im gonna get loooost c: )


and i was tagged by

Rules:
1- Write the rules.
2- Every person tagged has to write 8 things about them-selves.
3- In the end you must tag 8 people and add them to your journal.
4- On the pages of the people that you tagged, leave a comment saying they got tagged and add a link to the journal.
5-You cannot tag the same person who tagged you!


c:


1. i play guitar and alto sax (and some piano c: )
2. i like to play maplestory ^-^
3. my vision's reeeal bad (it runs in the family c: )
4. i mostly have guys as friends c: girls are too obsessed with their looks nowadays >.>
5. im always thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking...
6. i need to get to bed soon >.>
7. i like quads *-*
8. i used to have braces but now theyre gone c:



gnight! c;

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20095068/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20095068/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 11:59:54 PDT it wouldn't be made with flash (cuz i dont have nor do i have any idea how to use sadly D: ) i think it would be like this video---> http:~~~//w~~~ww.you~~~tube.com/watch?v=RsPHoJhYFvU&feature=~~~PlayList&~~~p=885A4CC4F22A9B02&index=71 you have to take out the ~~~s for it to work

its basically a bunch of pictures but it is a video c: it would take me a while to make one tho because the song i want to do one for is 7 mins long



since mood doesnt want to change, im excited in a content-sort-of way c:

Join Maplestory in the Mardia server

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20078705/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20078705/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 13:27:50 PDT <

so we drive to the school (cuz we have school fees to pay) and we're doing that and my friend comes in and we say hai!! when we finish payin our fees we go look around the school again (and to find lockers ). O.O big school, over 800 lockers 0-0 mine and my sis's are by each other, and near a bathroom (yay!) and the two computer labs (2 omg!! ) and so we leave there

then we go to lake walmart (called that cuz the puddles are uncrossable with all the rain XD ) and i see the same friend in there and i notice he's getting a lower voice o.o its kinda funny actually ^-^

sorry for boring and long journal, bye!




join maplestory on mardia server c:

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20036001/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20036001/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 06:26:14 PDT
<----- yes sir, this is hims!

me is up early today o.o legs were pulsing all night and when i got up they hurt >.> i hope thats nothing bad...

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20019816/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/20019816/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 09:58:40 PDT i just got back from a trip to a very big mall (and my grandmas ) and i bring... stuff!
*-* i bought a toshiro poster and wallet and an ichigo wallet and bag i dont know if you're into bleach ppl out there reading this, but i am ^0^

anyways, it seems that the catergories thing in the submition part of DA is not loading up, so i cant post any pictures >.> is there anyway to fix this problem? i got 4-5 pics to submit and its annoying to get this result after being away for awhile >.> (also looks like the mood isnt working either, WHY?!?!?)



o! mes has a maple friend thats on DA! ^0^
---->
yay you!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/19709041/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/19709041/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 22:30:20 PDT he hasnt added me yet but he hasnt been on ms too long lately...

yeah, AIM owns msn alot =3 it plays music!!!!!!! so much music!!!!!!
i loves the music ^0^
add me plzzzz!! i dont have anyone to talk to yet on it yet since its sooo new! im shadownater! (you can do the same to my msn as well)

Also, can you join maplestory???
its lots of fun, and ill help u through it if you struggle im in mardia, a level 31 (soon to be 32) warrior named silvernater came join me!!!!


going to the cabin again on saturday, so i wont be here :/


~bye!!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/19186240/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/19186240/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 14:47:58 PDT .> it's all because i can't seem to grab the computer in time and if i don't it's taken for the rest of the day >.>

but now it's summer and i'm out of school and i just got back from chisholm gotta love chisholm i love quading there and stuff!!!!

some pics may come soon, i have characters to show you!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/18514154/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/18514154/ Mon, 26 May 2008 16:20:16 PDT


I Fear…

[/] the dark (just a bit)
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[/] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[x] fire (got burned once. it hurts! D: )
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[/] death (im not exactly sure...)
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls (too many scary stories about dolls )
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities (like having to do something real important, i dont like the stress/dependentcy)
[/] doctors, including dentists (no dentist fear! )
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 10

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up (sometimes i feel i aint doing enogh with my childhood...)

Total so far: 14

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings (i have epipen against them )
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[/] needles (sometimes i am, sometimes im not )
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up (YES. terror!!)
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret

Final Total: 17.5

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of '20' out of 72 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don't have any are liars.


gosh im scared of puking >.>

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/18396829/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/18396829/ Mon, 19 May 2008 10:34:48 PDT

so i get to miss school for a bit to play my sax with my band buds it is good ^.^


at least this year we won't be coming back toooo late, since last year we got back at 1:00 or so :/ but this year we're comin back at 9:00 but i think we'll be later than that -_-



<--- needs buttons but is okay

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/18120909/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/18120909/ Thu, 01 May 2008 16:45:21 PDT don't know why, but today was nice. even yesterday was nice, actually kinda funny. one of my classmates was making a goal in soccor, and he slipped and fell and nutted himself on the pylon


anywho, i dont know why im writing this journal, other than to get rid of the old one i guess :/ progress on my story and characters is going okay as well, but i haven't been very influenced to do anything in a while >.<


i think ill put some order in this one


Guitar
My guitars:
Epiphone Special II model: [link] looks like that but humbuckers are brass i think shiny goldish metal
Epiphone DR100: [link] accoustic, very good for playing them pickin songs

songs currently being played: (ones i play the most or it would be a looong list )
wasting my time-default:[link]
adam's song-blink 182:[link]
dust in the wind-kansas:[link]
your guardian angel-the red jumpsuit apparatus:[link]


sometime i want to play justify by the red jumpsuit apparatus, but i got alot on my plate already, and my guitar teacher is retiring though he might take a few students, but hes cutting a LOT of them i hope he doesn't cut me

tell me if you play guitar, i am interested

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/17225934/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/17225934/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 14:32:51 PST ) but now i'm not sure if i should post them on DA with the risk of someone taking my idea i've got my characters Lucas, Simon, girl with no name yet, and two charcters i've made a storyline for but not the charcters yet. i would really like to share what they look like but i dont know what to do! does anyone know what to do in a situation like this???







BTW
new obsession that just started today with FLCL should have been a fan of it a long time ago, but too bad that the series is so short

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16853774/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16853774/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 18:32:01 PST

at school people said happy b-day and stuff and it was good got lottsa monies and such we went for supper and it was also good when we got back home we gots gifts in a tiny, hard-to-open box was a picture of a guitar! my parents are getting me an acoustic guitar! i am SOOOO obsessed with guitars it just hasn't come in yet, since they ordered it


now that thats all over, what shall i talk about now? i've become an L fan *pokes favs* since i've been watchin death note i was upset to hear that he dies hes such an awsome character! (anyone out there that didnt know, sorry )

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16665992/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16665992/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 21:04:37 PST its the same for because we're twins

sooooooooooo yes our birthday is febuary 11th, on a monday (why monday *hates mondays* ) it is going to be a good febuary, because our school's ski trip is in it on the 29th sadly, we might not be able to go cuz we need 70% or more of the class to go, and only like 5-7 of us want to go, which is too bad hope we get the ski trip!


a tiny detail on my story...
i've created a character named Simon he is sooo loved maybe i will post his awsome pic
(hint: hes an illusionist )

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16595614/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16595614/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 11:15:28 PST
(cuz usually i make fanfictions and such, but now i got a real idea! been waiting forever for it )

i'm not sure if i should post what it is about, because if it does get published (what i wonderful day that will be *is hopeful*) then... i dunno. Right now it just makes sense not to post anything about it. Maybe i'll post some pictures of the characters


yes...

[link]
good song, listen if you like. it has no video so you only listen

and this is just... LOL!!!!!
[link]
its really funny XD

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16451474/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16451474/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 19:52:05 PST

stolen from

Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article (left side under navigation). That is your band's name.
Click random article again; that is your album name.
Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.

Band Name : Komsomolske (it's a city in Ukraine...)
Album Name : Go! Search! ()

Tracks
1. Little Nepalese Horseshoe Bat
2. Jieshi Diao Youlan
3. Oedipe à Colone
4. Menachem Creditor
5. Antonio Cañizares Llovera
6. Edmonton Drillers (CMISL)
7. Başburun River
8. Smash Palace (rock band)
9. John Boreham
10. Teafuanonu
11. Colin D. Gibson
12. Schwarzhofen
13. Take a penny, leave a penny
14. Kanwatheertha Beach Resort
15. HMAS Shoalhaven (K535)

the only one that actually sounds like a song name is 13. most of those i can't even pronounce
I tag anybody

i command the guitar lovers to stand! (if you are out there, lol)

umm... im not sure if i ever told anyone on DA before, but i've been trying to learn japanese. i'm not learning it just to be a weird fangirl-person but to maybe get a carreer in it in my future. it is very challenging, so i only know 2 symbols (the color white and 'ah'- they are words with one symbol only XD) but i do know my colors and my numbers up to twenty. i also know some scattered stuff too im using a program and it helps me very much

yesh...

im writing more stories! perhaps some pictures from them shall appear

skiing is fun! (double yay! :3)

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16387340/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16387340/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 12:14:18 PST
its on the 11th of febuary a day after super smash bros brawl comes out and a day before a cd i would like to get is coming out yesh, all is well

i sure saw some weird movie-things lately 0_o
there was one a few weeks ago my dad was flipping through the channels and he stopped on a western-stule kind of movie. There was these two guys fighting each other and one guy gets pinned down and is being choked. when it looks like hes going to die, the guy being choked pokes the other guy in the eye and his eye falls out! it was soooo gross because the eye was hanging from his socket O_O the guy was screaming and running around and then the other guy knocked him out with a shovel (i think it was a shovel) i think that movie was called deadwood, but i dunno...
the other movie that kinda creeped me out was this lady was with these two super happy people and they were about to ask a question to her and my dad flipped the channel (he was flipping already- i was drawing and i had looked up) so i told him to go back (it looked interesting at the time) and the two happy people were in front of a bunch of stuff and they said "hey, you gotta come look at this!" and there was a reply from the lady saying "ill be down in a minute." and then she was going down the stairs kind of like a crab-walk but it looked broken and her face was all cut up. it zoomed in on her face and she threw up some blood it looked like a flashback because the lady was back to talking to the happy people and she said no. weird eh? i dont know what that movie was called (or if it was a movie...)

anywhoo...
everyones talking about the sonic chronicles!
i think theres a new character called 'shade' (as told by wikipedia ) heres a link: [link] i think it looks a bit like a silver-sonic-nights mix, but i dont know anything... :/

also: to my requester, , i am wondering if i should draw it on paper or not, even though its halfway done on the computer. you may not be back from your trip yet, so i may decide on my own









skiing is fun!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16207678/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16207678/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 13:38:36 PST
i love you all!

Happy New Year!!

also, i'll take some requests from people if they want something drawn for them or something... can't do humans though... i can't draw them...

anywho, thanks for the views!! you people are so nice!! huge glomp to you all!!!!!!







yay!!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16174972/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/16174972/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 23:28:01 PST [link]

i was planning to do it, i even started to draw things on it.
when i got to the point where i had to draw them in my style, i went to thier page to find a better reference.
While i was looking, thier journal entry caught my eye, and i began to read. it talked about all those memes that people were doing for them and that there were thousands after thousands of them to look at. it made me feel so bad for her that i closed mine. i mean, she'll be practically be looking at those things forever; people will join DA, see that meme, and do it and send it to them. i felt bad about doing the meme to clutter thier computer, so i didnt do it.

i hope that was a better thing to do! :/

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15696766/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15696766/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 16:57:49 PST are doing a pokemon challenge. the rules are:

-must be colored
-have fun!!!

this is a rather simple journal

ps, my guitar recital is coming up!
i think im playing either silent night or i saw three ships, but its being leaned towards silent night


cya!!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15655461/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15655461/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 20:06:42 PST has been talking about Speed. Well, he's coming, don't you worry

i acually had a picture ready to scan but it's too light to be scanned... I'll just draw another one!

Heres some scoopiness on him!:
-He lives in Sonic's mind (like Sillo is to Silver)
-His spikes look like Super Sonic
-He wears armor
-He wears armor to protect him from things because he's made of paper on the inside
-He's afraid of water (why Sonic is )
-He's FAST!! (Speed, get it? XD)
-His inner pieces of paper are about as long as your finger tip to the second joint (depends on your hand size )
and about as wide as that too and there is many, many of them


so, ya. thats all i can think of for right now... Christmas is coming soon, i might get a picture ready for that

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15446516/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15446516/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 09:12:38 PST getting them off wasn't too bad, but when they had to scrap off the cement that had held them onto my teeth it was like nails on a chalkboard

so, my braces are off, but then they got me a reatiner... i was hoping i wouldn't have to wear it during the day, but i do theres a bar stuck to the bottom of my front teeth too. its really REALLY hard to floss there.

so i was kinda disappointed, since i would still have to wear something over my smile. the retainer has a bar that goes over my teeth, so i call it a smile censor. XD

it wasn't so bad, since i could take it off to show people my smile, so that was okay. :grin:

A QUIZ!!!!!

from [link] *pokes shadowfox*

--- Rules: ---
1. Must Answer All Questions.
2. Be Honest.
3. Must Tag 4+15-20+4 People...

NAME: Jillian Lena (not saying last name )

BIRTHDAY: Febuary 11, same as my twin sister,

EYE COLOR: Blue (i think it's rather pale blue...)

HAIR COLOR: Brown

HEIGHT: ums... 5'3?

L/R HANDED: right-handed

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: I haven't gone anywhere yet, but i guess my blue and white running shoes

YOUR WEAKNESS: I can't stand seeing an animal suffer or a person being bullied...

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: meatlovers, cheese, or pepperoni (i know, i eat animals, but im not a vegitarian)

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: Umm... To improve on my photoshop skills and to get good at my guitar!

YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: I barely use msn, but i guess it would be... hello

YOUR BEDTIME: on weekdays, 10:00 or 10:30, on weekends i go pretty late (usually till 1:00, sometimes 2:00 or 3:00)

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: if memory means a lost one, than i would say Kiera the cat, who passed away when she slept inside the dryer

PEPSI OR COKE:

McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: Hmm... mcDonalds?

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: don't date...

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Nestea, but i don't drink it very much. EVER

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate durr!

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: neither, i think anything to do with coffee is gross!

DO YOU SMOKE: Don't do it now, won't do i ever

DO YOU SWEAR: In thoughts and when im really REALLY angry!

DO YOU SING: I can, but you wouldn't wanna hear it... would you?

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: ... durr

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: yeah... but it ended badly...

DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: university!

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: not really...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: of course!

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: sometimes...

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: no

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yesh!

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Iplay alto saxophone and electric guitar :3 it

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: never
2. SMOKED: NO
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: NO NO!
4. GONE TO A MALL: yesh
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: not on my own...
6. EATEN SUSHI: no, but i sometimes look at it in stores, wondering what it tastes like
7. BEEN ON STAGE: playing alto sax with some friends, yes
8. BEEN DUMPED: it was a silence break-up (but now hes totally different so i wonder why i even thought of him, but now i dont really care about boys )

DO YOU WORK: its been teasing me to work, but not quite yet

IN A BOY/GIRL: what do you mean???

FAVORITE EYE COLOUR... ]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15352795/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15352795/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 21:41:03 PDT


i am a level 20 warrior, wearing a:
viking helm
steel battle grieves
steel fitted armor
amtheyst earings (given to me by a random stranger for 15 mesos!)
iron mace
steel shield?

i think im going to take a screenshot of it and post it...
any other maplers out there?
*wants to know*



p.s: really slowing down on my pictures, will take a while to post them :/

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15247341/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15247341/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 17:58:07 PDT [link] that is one sweet vehicle. It even has horns! The driver was a woman (the only woman driving a monster truck at the show, perhaps married to Maniac's driver ) the rest of them were:
Maniac:[link]
Iron Outlaw:[link] (he blew a tire )
Bounty Hunter:[link]
The Legendary Bigfoot:[link]

Outside was Fire Storm. He wan't doing jumps and such because he was givingkids rides! (i never got a ride tho...)
there was also 3 motercyclists who were really cool

me and my sis bought shirts and flags afterwards and we got them to sign them! YA MONSTER TRUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The show was VERY loud so we brought ear muffs. We were sure glad we brought them. Many people were leaving because it was so loud! Youtube video: [link] Our city's area wasn't even half as big as that one tho...



Btw...


should I quit my 100 picture challenge? i've done only one pic in it (was working on another but gave up)

this is my 100 picture challenge:


1. Three Hedgehogs
2. Can't You See?
3. Take Myself Away
4. Collapse
5. Shoes and Boots
6. Revenge
7. Tolerence
8. Possestion
9. Distaste
10. Digital
11. Predator
12. Caught in a Dream
13. Red Eyes
14. Merge
15. Growl and Snarl
16. Total Control
17. Convert To Me!
18. Caught in a Nightmare
19. Throw Me Away
20. Demonite
21. Slash
22. Bitten
23. Capture
24. Running Away
25. Cat Attack
26. Torn
27. Interruption
28. Caught in the Storm
29. Disappearing Lines
30. True To Your Word
31. Noble Takedown
32. Caught in the Middle
33. Silent
34. Outburst
35. Sixth Sense
36. Annihilate!
37. You're Mine Now...
38. Double Trouble
39. Light Of Lightning
40. Soundwave
41. Disappear
42. Into the Darkness
43. Invisible
44. Fright
45. Nobody Like Me
46. Lingering
47. Shut Down
48. Overcount
49. Fast-Paced
50. Fall Of Doom
51. Broken
52. Popcicle
53. Masters of Disguise
54. Sanctuary
55. Finger-Painting
56. Balloons
57. Without A Face
58. Take Your Breath Away
59. Universe
60. MuTaTiOn
61. Claws
62. Ultra Marine
63. Dangers Of Alchemy
64. Team Robotic
65. Looking For Yourself
66. Rest
67. Hallucinating
68. Plushie Palace
69. Fallen
70. Sanity or Insane?
71. Slipped Away
72. Scarred
73. Heads or Tails...
74. Staring Eyes
75. Light-Headed
76. In A Basket Of Fruits...
77. Love
78. Angels Of Life and Death
79. Gripped By Hatred
80. Hands
81. Crestfallen
82. Inner Self
83. Snowswept
84. Get Back!
85. Unexpected Visitors
86. My Book
87. Eighteen
88. Cursed
89. Switch
90. Crushed
91. Change The Pace
92. Brothers
93. Pull Apart
94.Different?
95. The Chosen One
96. Why Me?
97. Obliberate
98. Autumn
99. Pumpkin Pumpkin
100. Goodbye...

also another Btw, i really need to grind down on a good halloween costume. Anyone got any ideas of a costume with a trenchcoat?

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15147016/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/15147016/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 17:08:07 PDT
yes it is flare but hes a girl!

i didnt like how the boy meez was coming out so i made a girl one instead!!!1!1!!

oh no, flares coming!


AAAAGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!


sorry flare, it was just a jo-

AAAGGGGHHHH!!!!!!

okay, okay...

anywho, tell me what you think of that meez

(me meselfs is already getting sick of it...)

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14940496/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14940496/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 12:02:40 PDT There was snow a few days ago, but the next few days of sunlight melted it i looked on the wikipedia for upcoming movies, and guess what? they're making a neopets movie and world of warcraft movie in 2009 and beyond! I'm wondering what these will be about since they're both online games...

Anyways... i have introduced one of my characters onto DA. hes Sphinx! my friends on neopet s already know who he is... sorta. i changed up his look quite a bit, and it may still be changing. My other characters to come are:

-Zepher (not updated yet)
-Flare (you've seen him already but not in my latest style )

people who are wondering about jewel the rabbit? well, ive decided to chuck her. ive made a better character (no name yet) shes a kestral! i also have another character who (has no name, hair style, or color/marks on him designed yet) has a mechanical arm and eye. i really like him, so he'll appear as soon as i give him a hairstyle


still no guitar teacher. i was going to have one in my school but it got postponed...

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14758718/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14758718/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 13:35:24 PDT



I GOT A GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its really awsome im so glad i got it for a good deal it looks like this: [link]

any other guitar players out there? i got it yesterday so im not too good i can only play the start of 'who knew' by pink...

(at night i thought i got the flu so i stayed up all night but i never threw up... im okay now, just a bit tired)

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14741860/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14741860/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 10:37:10 PDT
How School Smart Are You?

Rulez: After you take this, tag 3 people and then on their page, tell them that their tagged. Got it? Now, for the quiz!

Do you carry most of your books around all the time?
Some of them >> i like to read

Do you have more than one notebook that you keep with you?
I have a notepad that i write things down on... mostly story ideas... i like to write too!!

Did you have to go and get your back to check?
no i remembered ^V^

Do you have to look for a seat at lunch?
nah, we got desks, tho i wish we got tables...

Have you ever dropped your books while just walking down the halls?
ya :/

Are you a quiet type?
i guess so, unless i get into a good conversation ^^

Are you considered weird at your school?
sorta... i would say 'unordinary' ".

Have you ever hummed down the halls?
of course :3

Do you have breakfast?
Why would i miss breakfast? (usually its not big enough tho...)

Do you EVER turn your homework in on time?
ya! i usually get it done BEFORE its even due!

Do you have a boyfriend?
its a secret crush...

What do you do when your teacher gives you spare time in class?
draw, write down ideas, read, anything thats fun! (if they offer computer time, im in!)

What's your favorite class?
We don't get art cuz we're in band but my fav class would be math and language arts ^^

Do you write notes to friends or study notes?
i just write my own ideas down on paper- when we have to study, ill study >.>

Do you like sticky notes? JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION!! TT
sure, why not?

Do you like chocolate milk or white milk? (No, this is not some perverted question!!! >.< )
chocolate is better, but nothings wrong with plain ol milk ^^


Do you get asked perverted questions at school?
the boys are all like that at school. theyll twist anything u say into something gross...


ppl to tag...

whoever wants it can have it!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14592135/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14592135/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 16:28:42 PDT


okay! here it is! the 100 picture challenge! as i type this, im finishing it up on paper and puttin it on here! here it is!

no time limit! no order! just draw! D

1. Three Hedgehogs
2. Can't You See?
3. Take Myself Away
4. Collapse
5. Shoes and Boots
6. Revenge
7. Tolerence
8. Possestion
9. Distaste
10. Digital
11. Predator
12. Caught in a Dream
13. Red Eyes
14. Merge
15. Growl and Snarl
16. Total Control
17. Convert To Me!
18. Caught in a Nightmare
19. Throw Me Away
20. Demonite
21. Slash
22. Bitten
23. Capture
24. Running Away
25. Cat Attack
26. Torn
27. Interruption
28. Caught in the Storm
29. Disappearing Lines
30. True To Your Word
31. Noble Takedown
32. Caught in the Middle
33. Silent
34. Outburst
35. Sixth Sense
36. Annihilate!
37. You're Mine Now...
38. Double Trouble
39. Light Of Lightning
40. Soundwave
41. Disappear
42. Into the Darkness
43. Invisible
44. Fright
45. Nobody Like Me
46. Lingering
47. Shut Down
48. Overcount
49. Fast-Paced
50. Fall Of Doom
51. Broken
52. Popcicle
53. Masters of Disguise
54. Sanctuary
55. Finger-Painting
56. Balloons
57. Without A Face
58. Take Your Breath Away
59. Universe
60. MuTaTiOn
61. Claws
62. Ultra Marine
63. Dangers Of Alchemy
64. Team Robotic
65. Looking For Yourself
66. Rest
67. Hallucinating
68. Plushie Palace
69. Fallen
70. Sanity or Insane?
71. Slipped Away
72. Scarred
73. Heads or Tails...
74. Staring Eyes
75. Light-Headed
76. In A Basket Of Fruits...
77. Love
78. Angels Of Life and Death
79. Gripped By Hatred
80. Hands
81. Crestfallen
82. Inner Self
83. Snowswept
84. Get Back!
85. Unexpected Visitors
86. My Book
87. Eighteen
88. Cursed
89. Switch
90. Crushed
91. Change The Pace
92. Brothers
93. Pull Apart
94.Different?
95. The Chosen One
96. Why Me?
97. Obliberate
98. Autumn
99. Pumpkin Pumpkin
100. Goodbye...


Good Luck To Me!!!!!!

(and to anyone else whos doing one or thinking of doing one...) GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14567721/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/14567721/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 20:31:22 PDT i do draw but i just don't take the time to upload... anyways, i will finish putting it up tommorow. see ya later!


btw, i have a terrible cold. *sniffles* i hope i get well soon!

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]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/13178096/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/13178096/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 14:44:12 PDT if i dont like it maybe ill try magic stuff...

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/13006011/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/13006011/ Fri, 18 May 2007 20:40:24 PDT
Link the cat left us a bat underneath our steps of the front door this morning. It stayed there all day till our neighbor came home (he owns Link the cat) our neighbor poked it with his cellphone antennie, and it moved! it turns out that it was alive! it spread its wings and opened its mouth alot and you could see its cute widdle feet it started to ecolocate (at least thats what it sounded like) really high pitched shrieking. and so, since we couldnt just leave it there, our neighbor has it in a box till tommorow when we can call a vet or someone who can help the widdle fella

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/12531535/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/12531535/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 20:55:43 PDT Rules: The first player of this 'game' starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment on their devpage commments and tell them to read yours.
1. Is obsessed with the hedgehog 'trio'
Sonic, Shadow, and Silver amaze me :3 love to write about them, draw them, listen to thier theme songs... you get the picture.
2. Wuvs robots!
Robotification is awsome. My favorite robot is Mecha Sonic if they made a Mecha Shadow, that would be AWSOME!! (is writing about robo shads)
3. Likes to keep organized
Yups.
4. Likes possesing stories/pictures
Yes! It makes an excellent story!
5. me is Shadownater!
i am around. Neopets, msn, runescape (shadownater1). barely go on runescape much anymore tho...
6. Is a twin
Its nothin... really... my boyfriend is a twin too.

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/12436555/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/12436555/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 20:08:51 PDT
also... i've been writing.

hoping to get a few chapters up sometime soon!
i've started so many stories, and sometimes i get jammed... >< but things are going okish.

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/12310438/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/12310438/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 13:45:35 PDT
But having a hard time installing it ><

I can't wait to try it out and it won't install!

I guess good things take time...

]]> ~shadownater http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/12225707/ http://shadownater.deviantart.com/journal/12225707/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 22:17:37 PDT
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