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Shattered has been uploaded with a cover and new pages on so go check it out!

Guyz... srsly. I hate this account. I hardly ever use it anymore, yet I've got 5831 messages? I got like 5 pages of favorites.

Seriously guys, you'll have better luck with my new accounts. I may reply to some comments or come back here eventually but I'm not in the best mood right now.

See you all soon... maybe.

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/21034700/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/21034700/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 16:24:16 PDT
For-Nobody

but its pretty empty still.

Anywho, My taiko dojo (japanese martial art drumming) is playing at Disney! We'll be infront of house of Blues. We play at 3:00 and admission is free! Come out and see! Its our small group because they only selected the most talented people ( XD Im one!) I'll be easy to spot because I'm the only white person. Just look for short blonde hair! :3

Oh, and my place in the anual haunted house has been confirmed. i am a marrionette in the circus tent! I'm very excited and I'm almost finished with my costume. If you want a good scare this halloween come to it! Ask if you need a link or directions. i believe admission is free... and it is like a million times better than halloween horror nights so be prepared!

My birthday is coming up! November second! Leave me a comment if ya wanna hang. most likely gonna do something at disney. free admission cuz im cool like that.

peace out guys! note me if you need a quick response. or leave a message on my new account.

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/20686550/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/20686550/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 13:05:52 PDT
Operation storm Disney Castle:
First off, I can't make it to the operation storm disney castle this year. Sorry guys. The good news is I will most likely be going a different time. I would like to have gone with the florida organization, buuuut~ (continued below)

Taiko:
I have another taiko preformance. If anyone wants to come out and see us, at the wintergarden music festival one october 5, 2008. Matsuriza will be preforming at 1:45. [link]

Next off I am working at a haunted house for halloween! I went to tryouts on Wednesday and ROCKED IT. Its called bloodsworth and it takes place at my friends' house. Its HUGE. and SO FRICKEN SCAREY. A million times better than Halloween horror nights. Its in Davenport Florida (AKA farmland in the middle of nowhere) They made a comercial XD Check it out!
[link]
But yeah, I got a job scaring the living daylights out of people. If you have nothing to do on halloween, be sure to stop by for a scare~ I'll most likely be a demonic marionette or a cannible or something.

On that note, I'd really like black scelera contacts, so if anyone knows where I can get a pair for cheap, I'd be very greatfull. Black contacts that cover the WHOLE eye. Like the white part and everything.

So After Halloween comes my birthday! November 2nd, all souls day. Its my sweet 16 so I wanna do something fun but I dunno what. Lemme know if you have ideas or would be willing to come party ;3

And last but not least. Its likely that I'll be moving. Possible to South Carolina. Dunno how to feel about that.

Sorry again for taking so long to reply. So busy =_=

Much love to all <3
If you have any questions, comments, or concerns feel free (and encouraged) to leave a comment or note me.

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/20375956/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/20375956/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 13:33:54 PDT
Schools just as hectic as ever. With all AP classes, running the drama club, and other such things, I have hardly any freetime =_=
I've been trying to fit drawing in as much as I can, especially now that I have art class, as well as hanging out with all my peeps. That leaves little time for checking my 9000 + messages. Please be patient. I swear I'll get back to you all, and I may not leave comments, but I am looking at your journals and Deviations. I swear I still love you, I just have so much on my plate.

@.@ Nothing is keeping me grounded at the moment... But I'm gonna say I'm open to suggestions. What you guys wanna see from me. I'd like to continue my 'Shattered' comic (NOT DOUJIN I SWEAR) but I dunno what to do next. So some suggestions would be great!

ANYWHO~! I'll shut up now. More updates soon. <3 to all

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/20202285/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/20202285/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 13:33:33 PDT
Second week of school is pulling to an end thank god. From bench pressing in PE, to lighting things on fire (pyrophobe) in chemistry, to being placed in 2 math classes I've already passed with A's was not my idea of a good start in the school year.

All in all I can handle though classes and hours of homework. I even once again involved myself in dramaclub. This time as the role of Senior representative, meaning I do all the skits and plays and organize the meeting and make descisions. That's all great, but there was supposed to be a theatre council meeting for the directors (two school alumni who started college early this year) and myself. Well one of them was supposed to drive us home since we don't live more than 10 minutes from eachother. But I show up at the meeting with the teacher... and they didn't. So about 20 minutes in I called one of them and he told me he had a meeting but the one with the car would still be coming... She didn't... I was left at school... Dad was out of town, mom at work, and brother had his car totalled. So I was stuck there because my two 'friends' couldn't pick up a damn cell phone and call me to say they weren't going to bother showing up when they both KNEW that was my only way home. My teacher, who lives nearly 45 minutes from my house took me home.

Okay okay, now I don't feel so spastic. So its time for the fun stuff. My club is either doing the legend of sleepy hallow or thank you for flushing my head in the toilet and other rarely used expressions. Both awesome plays.

I was invited to study art abroad this summer in Japan. Very much looking forward to that.

Met a special someone not long ago. Waiting to see where it goes.

There's a chance I'm moving again. Not sure that thats good or bad but it may put me closer to the people I care about. <3

Well enough ranting. Cooling down with a walk. later guys~

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/20030669/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/20030669/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:35:54 PDT
2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone? When my father met my mother he gave her a book. Lessa was the main character.

4) Does your name mean anything? Gaelic for conquering queen

5) Nick Names: Less, Zeku, Zexy

6) What do you think you look like? ehhh~ unique?

7) Date of Birth: November 2nd (>D last day of day of the dead baby!)

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Born in Maryland, Currently in Florida. (I move around... A LOT)

9) Nationality: ummm~ I'm a mut! Lets just go with American.

10) Astrology Sign: Scorpio

11) Chinese Astrology: Monkey

12) Religion: ouch, rough water there. Mom's a roman catholic, dad's Jewish. neither were really taught to me so im studying religion on my own. Zen Budhism interests me as well as quakerism. And I love bible stories about angels.

13) Whats your favorite smell? Vanilla~

14) Political Position: Enjoying the few years I have left before I have to vote. Family is democratic though.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Milk, orange juice (no pulp), water, or the occasional iced coffee drink (only like cold coffee and hot tea)

16) Hair + eye color: Blonde hair. Blue and yellow eyes. (they often look grey or just blue because of my clothing or they look green from a distance because from far you can't see the distinction from blue to yellow)

17) Do you look like anyone famous? I used to look like Natasha beddingfield, but then I cut my hair.

18) What do you look like? About 5' 5''. Short, layered, blonde, Roxas-ish hair. Pale. A lil heavy at the moment, about 135 pounds. small hands. Round face. My eyes are about the only thing I like >.>

19) Any unusual talents? Drawing. Its common but I'm fricken good at it... I just don't upload the good stuff. Poetry. Taiko! (japanese martial arts drumming). other percussion instruments including piano and drumset. I like to sing but I dunno that I'd say I'm good at it. I'm smart... got like over a 4.0 GPA. Freakin awesome in theater!!! Used to be a dancer...

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous? Ambidextrous but I only draw right handed.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other? I don't descriminate. To me love is love. I'm not really into guys, but that's not to say there aren't acceptions or that that wont change if I meet someone.

22) What do you do for a living? Artist/dessert chef (mostly chocolate)

23) What do you do for fun? Draw, cosplay, roleplay, sing, cook, taiko, read, write poetry, piano, go for long walks... I'm easily entertained.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? Paint, colored pencils, tablet and photoshop. oh! And chocolate!

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? stone, glass, metal, etc. anything I haven't tried really.

26) Have you met your grandparents? Yuppers.

27) Boyfriend/girlfriend? Not at the moment. Long distance never works out.

28) Crush? Fricken rediculous crush on someone that I can never seem to get out of my head who is not single. Pisses me off because I don't do the whole 'crush' thing. Hopefully I'll forget her soon.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could? Uh no... would never date a famous person. and I never want to be famous...celebrity is over rated and I don't understand it.

30) Current worries? There's always something school related. That I bother people I'm around or they don't like me. That I'll be alone again. The health of family members. the list goes on forever...

31) Favorite online guy/girl: I don't know~ my DA watchers? <3

32) Favorite place to be? The swingset in the orange grove at sunset. The beach at sunrise. The rocks in the river in the forest of weather worn way in Maryland.

33) Least favorite place to be? I dun really know...

34) Do you burn or tan? Burn... its redonculous...5 minutes in the sun and I'm burnt

35) Ever break a bone? Nope.

36) What is your favorite cereal? Luck charms because they are magically delicious. and cinnimon toast crunch... I <3 cereal.

37) Person you cry with: ...I think I ran out of tears... Honestly I never really stopped crying when I was younger... When I turned about 13 I like... turned to stone.

38) Any sisters: No...

39) Any brothers: One older on Devart and one youngernot on Devart... thought they are both taller... and they dont looks much like me...

40) Any pets: 2 cats, 1 bird. Soon to be 2 more birds and always wanted a dog.

41) An illness: Yes... but its none of your concern

42) A Pager: Nope

43) A personal phone line: yes... but no one calls me.... ]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19947412/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19947412/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 06:40:17 PDT
AND I AM GOING! Unlike Metro-con. So all you org members, come find me for pictures and free stuff on Saturday.

anywho, on Sunday, I can't figure out my costume! I'm still doing the cheshire cat on Friday (now with wings and a mask? lol yeah I'm a loser) and Zexion Saturday (minus the emo corner just because I dont like people throwing chewed gum and meat at me, BUUUUUT what about Sunday? I was originally planning to do org thirteen Roxas but I've been so busy with comissions I haven't finished my keyblades. I will try to finish them today, but here's my question:

Do you want to see me as-

(A) Roxas
(B) Zexion
(C) Riku
(D) other (explain please


If anyone actually comments by then the character with the most votes will be my costume!

Thanks for your help guys! PLEASE comment!



PS: I gotta take off to Taiko practice (also on I-Drive near the convention) from about 11:30 ish to 2:30 ish (class is from 12-2) on Sunday. Anyone wanna come see? You can play with the band : D
Matsuriza, the Epcot world showcase preformers! Leave a comment if you are interested.

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19714749/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19714749/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 08:43:05 PDT
AAAaaanyway. I've been cooking lots. Yay! Which means stuff for you guys. I make chocolate sculptures. yeah I know you all know! But I figured I should say it again. I'll put some pics up soon so you can see. So if anyone wants chocolate anything lemme know. My specialty is chocolate masks. Oh, and I make seasalt ice cream now : D I'll put up pics of that too.

I'm also making lots of props and crafy things. I made wings, little tophats, keyblades, cosplay, style wigs, draw, paint, ect ect ect. So if you need anything, again. let me know. Seriously. I'll work cheap to cause I'm very deep in debt to my older brother and to my parents and at the moment I have no money to buy a ticket into AFO.

As for AFO:
Still planning to attend friday-sunday! I got a new camera so prepare yourself XD unfortunately I only got it because I'm not allowed to use the photography camera any more since those @#$%^!&* at jacon stole me phone. Now my parents don't trust me : D Isn't that lovely? Also the birds I was promised for cleaning my room MONTHS ago? Guess what, STILL don't have them :3 I love it when people lie to me just to get me to do things for them. Being used is fun huh?

Aaaanyway, AFO. Kingdom hearts cosplay. Zexion, Riku, Roxas. Come find me. Friday and the masquerade look for the cheshire cat chick in black and white. Its frilly and hard to miss. I dont know who I'll be hanging with because no one seems to be going >.> So please. Kidnap me? I have no friends right now because the three that are going are the 2 ex's and the %$^#&@* that introduced them after I asked him not to. All my buddy's from previous cons? Save a dance for me at the masquerade, I'm dateless as usual.

Soooo for those of you who managed to make it through the rant! You get the good stuff right here, I need guinny pigs for the stuff I make (candy wise) before I sell a lot of it. So to my friends who read my journal, come tell me you do at the con! If I <3 you or you have an awesome costume then you might just get free candy.

much love to all. Leave comments. Bug me any time. please?

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19537139/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19537139/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 12:45:24 PDT
Anywho~ just thought it was time for an update. Things are getting out of hand again. -insert emo rant here- but there's plenty to look forward to.

One of such things for you is that I'm writing a freaking awesome (yes I did just say that) fanfiction with my future wife (because I'm going to tie her up, gag her, and throw her in my closet until she agrees to marry me)
anyway its cool so you all must read it... I COMMAND YOU.

And finally what you've all been waiting for: convention/cosplay stuff.

So I missed AFO because I got shipped all the way up to New York. I Dont want to hear how awesome it was please TT_TT

But hey, I AM going to AFO!!! or else. : D

So be sure to leave a comment if youre gonna be there! I need pictures of everyone KH related, with a cool costume, or that I know... or dont... whatever!

Look for the blackand white cheshire cat girl with the white rabbit girl, Emo Zexion, or possibly Org XIII Roxas. :3 I may have stuffs for you~

Oooooh! One more thing. Resuming work on my anime :3 Lemme know if you live in Florida and want to voice a kh/Disney character! I will pay if I dont get volunteers. Positions include:
Axel, Roxas, Zexion, Demyx(my voice), Sora, Kairi(possible taken), Geenie, Hadies, and Namine(possibly taken) at the moment.

Feel free to ask question or leave comments, but be warned, I am a busy person and take days to respond sometimes. <3 to all

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19113264/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19113264/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 16:43:20 PDT
Aaaaanyways. I'm so tired from Taiko. For those of you who have no idea what that is: Taiko is Japanese drumming.

This is what I played at my lesson today!

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click it!!!! The old guy in the middle is my sensei :3 and the woman next to him runs the lessons. I take them at Rangetsu on sunday mornings and I swear I'm the ONLY white person there (blonde hair really stands out)! XD but its a great excuse to practice my Japanese. I played the part of the man on the right. 2 FREAKING HOURS IN THE SUN. They work you really hard in the lessons but its worth it. I still can't believe my father was able to convince the Epcot Drummers (Matsuizu) to teach me to play. Oh, and I have my own Bachi (sticks) and uniform already, but I think my dad is actually getting me a drum!

Okay so to the conventionish cosplay stuffs:
I wont be at Metrocon (sob)but I am planning on attending AFO (Anime Festival Orlando) on Aug. 15-17 as a crap load of org members (Zexion, possibly Roxas, and briefly Riku for a skit) and the cheshire cat. So look for me there! I may be selling stuffs. And if you are a friend of mine who's going, drop by to say hi for free stuffs! I do take requests for art/ chocolate.

Also, I'm planning 3 cosplay photoshoots for Kingdom hearts characters. Open to everyone with a costume. If you dont have a costume, I have a closet full so let me know and I may be able to help.

The first is to ALL FOUR DISNEY PARKS IN FLORIDA (and maybe downtown disney too)! You dont have to pay and if you live within a reasonable distance transportation may be provided. At the moment we only have 2 people and we can take anywhere from 2 to 6 more (possibly more). Please leave a comment here or contact me about it. Its completely free and we are planning for the winter months so we dont die of heat frustration and we have time to get ready. We may also do one this summer if anyone is interested in street style costumes? but seriously, free disney tickets. you know you wanna.and we need a photographer!

The second is the same thing, but we're planning to do it at Lake Eola. Photographer is needed (no I'm not paying you) and for this you mustget your own transportation unless you talk to me about it. There is no limit on the number of people for this one. if we have people who actually wanna go, we can discuss dates and times.

The third of course is another Disney related thing. Every Holloween there is a non-scarey party at Disney. Free candy and a reason to cosplay. what more do you want? Again admission is free if you come with us. same number of people as the first. Photographer needed again.

if youre interested in any of these, or you have other ideas (or you wanna invite me to cosplay with you? please? I'm lonely T.T) Then leave a comment or note me if you want a fast response.


in other news: I'm going to New York so note or comment if you live there and wanna meet up. I will hunt you down like a creepy stalker. Trust me I did it to last summer.

the anime is going great. about 20 seconds of animation

On a final note, I'd like to appologize to anyone waiting for a response to anything. Im so behind on my inbox. its never bellow 100 on anything.

much love to you all <3

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/18713842/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/18713842/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 12:25:33 PDT
okay, so I survived Jacon... I think. But I got half eated food and trash thrown at me for being emo, my friends all ditched me for prom, and to top it all off, MY CELL PHONE GOT STOLEN! Isn't that fun? So if you wanna reach me call the house, send a note, or ping me on AIM.

I'm still waiting to get my pictures from jacon. They are ready, I just have to go get them. Which reminds me, sorry to anyone waiting for a reply from me. I swear I'm not ignoring you! I have been sick since the last week of school. I was healthy for 2 days, my grandparents come for a visit and we all get sick again. grandpa was hospitalized and I spent 3 days puking my guts out. :3 Lovely, no?

I love how no one has any respect ^^ for example I drew one of my friends as a gift, walked 2 miles by myself in the middle of the day in the summer in Florida to give it to her... so thats about mmm 98 degrees or so? I live in the middle of nowhere. Anyway, I go all the way to where we were supposed to meet and guess who didn't show. Well I thought she might just be late so I walked all the way to her neighbor hood and back to that spot. After 45 minutes of waiting I gave up. I love being stood up ^^ can ya tell?

So enough emo-ing, lets get to the nice stuff. Even with all the crap I went through at the on, I had a pretty decent time thanks to my brother, the org members I met, the itatchi, and a few others. <3 u guys!

On that note, I'm planning to go to Metrocon so track me down or I'll hunt you down like a creepy stalker maniac... ^^ mkay? If I'm not there, I'm in New York~! That's right, I'm moving to NY for about 2 weeks or so in July so gimme a shout if you live up there! I'll hunt you down like I said. ask anyone...

okay so I know how painfully long this is. I'll try to wrap it up. Uhh... updates:
I am now sporting Roxas hair.
I'm taiking Taiko lessons on Sundays (AWESOME)
I am worrking on 3 projects to upload right now
and I think thats about it...

Lemme know if you have ideas or art suggestions. oh and I'll be resuming work on my kingdom hearts anime soon :3

Peace out for now mah hommies~

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/18049245/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/18049245/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 05:46:28 PDT
AAAAnyway. I'm doing a lot of comission right now so for those of you who know me in person and was art, COME BUY IT! I'm like $200 in debt right now.

Art update: I'm currently inking page three of shattered! Changed the style. It should be cleaner looking now. Be sure to check it out and tell me what you think. Like it better in black and white or grey scale OR do you want COLOR?! -deep breath- look for it within this week. Other than that, no art updates.

Convention updates: IM GOING TO JACON! Come see me there! Look for Zexion in the emo corner... no not the corner of the room, the plywood emo corner XD Turns out I wont be a vender this year... AGAIN -grumbles- but I'll stay for the rave this time and probably show up all three days. Oh this reminds me, would you guys like to see some of my cosplay photos? I'm a little nervous but I really wanna put them up! And maybe a regular photo if anyones curious about what I really look like.

Other important updates: School is working me to the bone. @.@ AP exams on the first day of jacon... oh yeah, and ive been entered in the teen miss america pagent... aaaawkward. so dont fit in there... but I'm seriously considering modeling as a serious carreer... Surprisingly, Im actually good at it...

Finally, the emo rant: Guess what guys! I'm probably moving to TEXAS! TEXAS!?!?! That's right! Yee haw... =_= next year.... soooo not liking the idea. I hope I stay here, but I'm trying to be excited. Also, I'm single... AGAIN! sdlfhalkjh love is for losers.... you all phail and i h8 u kthxbye.... -growl- but its cool. School play is coming up. I'm Agent Smith... a man... in my high schools perverted comedy... and I play the part of the plant on the second night... yaaay... all my friends left drama club... all my friends left me period T.T su lonely... but hey... i guess I know who I can count on now...

thats about it. Questions, comments, and feed back are all greatly appreciated. <3 much love to all

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/17478025/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/17478025/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 16:02:56 PDT
First off, I'd like to say happy Jesus zombie/ Easter/ beginning of spring/ end of winter/ whatever the hell you are celebrating at the moment. I am celebrating easter for the candy... Don't tell anyone I'm not of that religion -hides basket of candy-

Second, Megacon was AWESOME. If you didn't go, you phail @ life and I hate you... yes you! Even if you like it north korea or something, you still should have bought a plane ticket and flown your but down to Florida! I mean, COME ON! We have Disney!-ahem- so anywho, I was at mega on Saturday because I am poor and can't wear heals that are three @#^%$#! inches high for three days! Which is a little ironic since I was cosplaying a man. THAT'S RIGHT! I was Ritsuka! Big frilly red lolita dress with blue hair and black wings/cat ears... I know you're all jealous and or want me... I might upload pictures... MIGHT... I dont want any STALKERS. like YOU!!! I was with my older brother (dressed as alucard) and my totally hot friend I hooked him up with cuz I'm a pimp like that (dressed as Seris Victoria or however you spell it) and my friend Sunny who does amazing hair/ make up (dressed as.. uh... well he wore a mask!)

Third, while I was there I saw an UBER cute Roxas with a hug sign! Of course I had to hug her! And I was wearing a sign that said will work for hugs so it was perfect. Then all of a sudden she goes, "Hey, I know you!" and I replied, "Oh I was Zexion at the last convention, maybe you saw me there?" and she says, "No, you're Lessa (insert last name here)" So I'm thinking "WTF STALKER!?" and she says, "No, its me! (insert name here)" She was my best friend who I hadn't seen in four years... I felt like I had fallen into kingdom hearts! I had almost cosplayed Axel! Now THAT would have been weird. So I chilled with my buddy over the weekend at downtown disney and down town orlando. took some pictures and all that good stuff. LUFF her and will link to her deviantart account ASAP!

Numba four yo, I'll be going to Jacon. not sure about my costumes yet but look for the emo corner Zexion or Ritsuka... or possibly a fur suit if I ever get a hold of so look for me there. drop me a comment or note if ya wanna meet up.

Over nine-thousa... I mean five, I got some MUCH better artwork to put up and will be uploading asap. Been making lots of clothes too so I'll put up pics. Which leads into number six!

NUMBER SIX?! That's crazy! Not only is it my favorite number but its making my journal really freaken long! I feel like someone else. I like it. I was so over whelmed. I was in drama club, AP classes, working, and making time for my friends... i didn't sleep I was so busy... And I had to listen to my best friend chew me out everyday for not spending 8 hours talking to her about stuff I didnt like on the internet... Even though I did everything I could to make her happy and do what she told me, she got sick of waiting around for me to shuffle around my schedule to show up. I did what I could but she told me to @#$% off... So I did. Lost my best friend. But I feel like I have so much more free time now and I haven't been feeling sick from getting told how I'm such a bad person. I'm enjoying the freedom. I know no one gives a @#$# but I had to tell someone... But some good came out of it. I changed my style. I feel like I stand out... ^^ I feel... pretty? I dunno. crazy shirts, teal pants, pins, make up, straight hair, emo converse, anime gear ectectect...

AND THAT ALL!!! Yes, I'm done ranting and you're free! Shut up I know I talk a lot! and I know you skimmed over the long parts D:<

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15960182/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15960182/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 13:55:01 PST
The reason for this is because I will be putting up my newer art soon... I've improved a great deal and my new stuff puts the old to shame. Can't wait to show you all~

Some things to look forward to: Axel sketch, KH comic, and more.

Oh yeah... and I'm sure you have all noticed my obsession with kingdom hearts? Well I just descovered Loveless... AND IT OWNS MY SOUL. I LOVE it... More than life itself... So you might see some Loveless art up here too...

Some bad news... I dont know if ill be completing my

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due to lack of time and motivation and stuff like that. But if any of you would like to make requests, there are still open spots that ill try to get around to.

Well it looks like i have to cut this short. Gotta go hang at Disney for the holliday lights thingy.

Happy holidays, and please leave some comments,

Shattered-destiny

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15662152/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15662152/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 09:42:20 PST
im requesting a sketch from


The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch,
free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your
own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link
the journal entry in your comment: You still qualify.

I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE. "

1. Sin-Katt: Sin
2. bluerockerdragongirl: Dragon or Gaara
3. Okami0013: flark
4. kikyokagome99389: inuyasha
5. Katisan: Shuichi and Yuki
6. shadow-whispers: Echthroi
7. nyako62: Yoruichi and Kisuke
8. rockerchick22:
9. xpookiex:
10.

Only ONE spot left! Ya better hurry!!! ;3

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15564897/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15564897/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 15:42:48 PST We went for a walk and watched anime together so now I feel happy...

Something funny happened while were were watching it... I had been magerly downing thanks to all the crap ive been going through lately, but it was mostly over my recent break up... over AIM... seriously, cant people do me the common curtiousy of doing it in person?! Well whatever...

I was snuggled up with my big brother and I say my anklet... 's sister got it for me in mexico so we would have friendship thingies for my brithday... We made a wish when we put them on. I cant tell you what it was but it was breaking... holding on by one string for the past few days...

I said, "ya know, I dont want my wish anymore..." and I snapped it right off my ankle. I think ill give it to my brother later... then he can make a wish... second hand wishes might come true better than the first ones...

just thought you should know how im doing :3 till next time...

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15548017/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15548017/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 04:45:02 PST
My girlfriend just broke up with me over aim. I haven't been talking to my bff who almost broke her leg. my parents hate me for not being home cleaning. My friends excluded me from all plans over the break. I feel guilty because i had to turn down a date with one of my best friends. etc.... the list goes on... I need a break.... i dunno...

---------------important edit--------------------

hahah... not only did that happen, but I also placed last in the contest.... isn't that lovely?

I dont know what it is I must have done to anger the gods but it must have been pretty bad...

BUT I HAVE GOOD NEWS TOO!!! so lets focus on that...

My bad week seemed to be getting worse by the minute and aparently still is... but I used it to start writing a kingdom hearts comic! (doujin or doujinshi? i unno...) So if I ever get the chance to upload some more crap... you'll be able to read it...

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15231679/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15231679/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 15:50:13 PDT Shes having art-self esteem issues so I dunno if she'll read this, but if you do, you rock! Thanks for bein there for me all the time!

I'll be getting back in 1 week... meaning November second... WHICH IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! I'm so excited X3

Other stuffs, lets see... I'm done with my costume! X3 Its Gir from invader Zim... but acourding to those who saw it I am now sexy Gir O.o yeaaaah...

AAAAAnywho! I'll be uploading awesome arts when I get back... promise!

I recently descovered I LOVE panic! at the disco... more that I thought at least... I'm in love with the song London beconed songs about money by machines!

On another note, I got the part of the daughter who plays piano in the school play so I'll be doing ALL the music! Life is going well... just thought you could all use some updates so, until next time~

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15103853/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15103853/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 15:39:32 PDT
OMG I NEED HELP!

I'll be updating my gallery soon with some new art. I have gotten much better. BUT I NEED SUGGESTIONS FOR SOMETHING!

You see, there was testing in my math class so I had nothing to do but draw... unfortunately I forgot my color pencils. All I had left to draw on was a sticky note pad. I ended up making a short Zemyx flip book. IT'S ADORABLE! Aaaanyway...

I found that I really like making animations like that. BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO D: Any suggestions on what I should make as an animation? I may upload the one I already made...

So please send suggestions in your comments!!! I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14950970/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14950970/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 06:00:58 PDT
I've noticed a lot of my old art SUCKS... but I dun wanna take it off... I've gotten much better soooo~

1-Should I make a secondary acount? (i'll of course give you the name and send you all links)

2-I'm doing requests! Want anything?

3-...crap! I forget the rest...

Anyway! I need to finish my halloween costume still.. X3 Yay Gir!!!

I also need to go shopping for a dress for homecoming.... I'm actually looking forward to it :3


-spoilers under-
Okay, on to the Kingdom hearts!!!! My girilfriend sent me a video clip of the new game. It looks like the KH2 game... BUT YOU GET TO BE AXEL AND ROXAS FIGHTING TOGETHER!!!

B) I'm awesome and have known about the new games coming up for months... Cause of my father.... BUT STILL IT WAS AWESOME TO WATCH!!!

-end spoilers-
So.. PLEASE ANSWER!!!

PS: I am entering a contest to win a free subscription!!! Root for meh!!! X3

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14851454/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14851454/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 06:36:12 PDT
Anywho, I just thought you all were about due for an update!

First of all, I'm loving school! It's so great not to be homeschooled! I have a few friends and I got a hawt date to homecoming X3

But I'm not here to blather on about school, I know you guys are all ready to kill me for not updating my gallery! Please dont TT~TT I'm doing the best I can.... I'll update soon! Next pic will probably be 2000 hits. XD OMG 2000?! Are you serious?! I love you guys!!! Thanks to all my watchers!

Some good news, I finally got an instant messager!!! Yaaaay~ Thank you meebo!

Also, I feel like I've been ignoring because I've been so busy. There for I pimp her... GO!!! See her gallery of awesomeness!!! DX I COMMAND YOU! Sorry Spooky!

The bad news... I didn't get the part in the play I tried out for... EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD HAVE!!! I was soooo much better than the guy who got the part! I know the only reason he got it is because he's a boy and I was the last person to try out. I thought about dropping out... but I dunno... I might stick with drama club... We'll see...

AND NOW... THE MOMENT YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!! HALLOWEEN STUFFS!!!

I LOVE halloween... It's SO the best holliday ever! (and its only 2 days before my birthday! X3) I'm almost finished with my costume. I'm gonna be Gir from invader zim. I just have to sew one more part! It looks so cute!

Speaking of which, I'm goin on a halloween/birthday cruise to Mexico with I know you're all jealous! XD I'm so excited about it! *bounces*

Ahem... in other news... please leave some comments! and feel free to barate me with complaints about not submitting what I said I would! It helps me remember!

Well, that's all for now! *salutes*

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14394136/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14394136/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 11:16:30 PDT
OKAY! I'm out sick from school (and I hate missing school) and in a lot of pain so I have ZERO TOLLERANCE! When I'm in pain I get quieter than usual and really angry so deal with it! That's the only reason I'm being such a jerk right now. So yeah, I'll appologize ahead of time...

Anywho, I wanted to know, would you guys be interested in How-to-draw thingies from me? I have so many people ask me for help but I really can't unless it's in person. I thought it might help some of you. If you are interested, leave a comment saying what you want to learn.

Also, my brain is mush right now. I can't remember anything I promised to do so if I told you I'd do something for you, leave me a comment or send me a note. I've got a long weekend coming up and I have nothing to do while I'm sick so it's a perfect time to make requests and such...

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14335935/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14335935/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 14:53:08 PDT
1-coloring the most awesome picture I will ever submit
2-writing the next chapter in my collab (soon as Ishrimp responds)
3-Demyx hair comic
4-STORY BOARDS! I WILL submit them I swear!!!
5-pictures... the photograph kind...
6-fanart for Saha!

Moving on, I still havent gotten my tablet so I still can't start work on my KH Anime. Don't know about it? Check my previous journals or my gallery for anything that says kingdom hearts anime. The good news is I've been practicing coloring so that it no longer looks pixely.

Anywho, my friends deserve a little recognition. TIME TO PIMP THEM!!!

1-check out my big brother
2-look at my BFF/ straight Axel, AND SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
3-check out my new friend from school!
4-read the fanfics of awesome-ness from the girl I stalk,
5-say hi to my drummer/kingdom hearts/anime friend

In other news... School is going okay so far... Its overwhelming but I actually feel like I can manage... Unfortunately I still have to do some homeschooling for my math class...

On a more interesting note, someone is taking care of my doggie!! There's a dog thats always sitting by the houses on the corner... no one lives there so I guess hes lost of abandoned. He is a huge german sheperd and very cute but has no collar. He is really sweet though and very quiet. Sometimes I bring him food or water. Today I walked by and he was lying down and didn't move. I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD!!! I called him and he looked up and wagged his tail and then I saw that someone else left him water, food, and a toy...

Because I always talk about Disney, I'm gonna hang out at magic kingdom tomorrow so I can see my bro in action! He's a pirate at Pirates of the carribean :3

Cosplay! You all (that live around here) must cosplay with me!!! I'm working on my okami costume still... not very far along but whatever...

ANYWHO!!! lol... I love that word... no, I'm not high. Give me some responses! I wanna know what you all want! PX Much love to you all~ <3

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14287566/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14287566/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 12:08:53 PDT

It started off bad, wake up early and skip breakfast... Then it got worse... Still no schedule. 4 hours later I have a schedule but it has me in 2 math classes behind what I should be. They told me its because I took it 2 years early and got a D... A D!!! I have never gotten a D in my life! I had an 86 in that class!!! DX I got them to put me in the next class instead, still a year behind what I should be, but a year ahead of the normal kids. So of course I'm in class with kids a grade ahead of me....

Then things started looking up. My math teacher is nice... and jamacan O.o lol, we call him the island man because of his accent...

I walk into the class room 10 minutes before the lunch beel rings and he says, "Okay, now whats ya name?" I said my name. "Lessa? Okay mon, everybody listen up. This is Lessa so say hello. The entire class looks up and says "HI LESSA!" Then he says, "What? Shouldn't you be in algebra?" "no sir, I took that in seventh grade." ~dead silence~

So I take a seat at a table with 3 guys... big mistake.... They all start talking to me and hitting on me etc, but you dont want to hear about that. anywho, I made a friend. His name is Nester and he sits across the table from me... Short, heavy, and spanish are the only words to describe him. Hes nice though. He helped me find my classes and he ate lunch with me so I wouldn't eat alone.

Anywho, the guy at the table next to me (I dont know his name so I call him mohawk) is this asian guy with you guessed it... a mohawk. This is how I met him: "Hey... I like your blue pants..." *head-desk*"Thanks.." "I was thinking about getting some like that... but that'd be a little weird... cause I'm a guy... but still they look good on you..." "*smile* eh.. thanks, they are fuzzy... I just got them..." "Cool, whats your name?" So thats how we met... lol.. hes nice too... he gave me tips on my teachers... and now I know never to come to school in dark teal corderoy pants with black short sleeve hoodies...

Anyway, because I have a higher math class, I eat lunch with the upperclassmen too... So I started out alone but Nester ate with me so I wasnt the only kid alone... He lives in the neighborhood across the street from mine... he creeps me out though... he stared at me and said things like, "are you a natural blonde? you are? thats cool... I like your haircolor... its pretty..."

yeah... so lots of creepy guys... looks like I'm gonna be the quiet girl who sits in the corner and draws again.... But highschool seems fun

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13938537/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13938537/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 08:58:02 PDT
It was AWSOME! I went to the great escape 6 flags park thingy in NY! I won a Tails doll there! Its so cute! *Huggles*

I tracked down Saharen like a creepy stalker. That was fun. She makes me feel so loved >:3 And I will force her to come down to Florida so we can drag all the Florida Deviants around! *evil laugh*

I'd write more but I have to go get a passport D: I'm goin on a cruise with my best friend Spookypatrol X3 Yes, because she's cool like that. I officially clame you as my straight Axel, lol.

Well I have a lot of work to do:

Larxene/Axel picture
chapter 6 of Nobody's love
chapter 3 of For my lover
Okami costume
Realism Axel-almost done
Sora Donald Goofy picture
and many more D:

By the way, I come to pimp my big brother! Check out his stuff. He needs more love... D< I command you!

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13699180/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13699180/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 18:27:33 PDT

Also, I just got a cellphone! :3 I'm happy now. I don't know my number but atleast I have one! That's especially good cause I'm going on vacation on the 15th for 2 weeks. I'm so excited. We're visiting my family and old friends. I'm tracking Saharen down like a creepy stalker. And we're going to 6 flags! *bounces* I can't wait.



On another note... KINGDOM HEARTS ANIME! Still need to upload story boards... But its been coming along nicely. If you're interested, here's the story so far! Gimme some feedback and ideas please?!

First scene: Axel
A black boot set into the dust as he wandered through the desert town. "How am I still here?" he asked aloud, though he knew no one would here. "I saved you!" boomed a cheery voice. The redhead swiveled around to see a blue genie. "Well I couldn't just let you die!" he exclaimed with a smile. "Who are you? ...and what are you talking about?" Axel demanded, placing his hands on his hips. Genie crossed his arms. "Well, when I saw you sacrifice yourself for Sora I knew you must have a heart!" He poofed behind Axel, appearing in a doctor's attire. He held an x-ray infront of Axel. "A little itty-bitty one, but it IS there!" he said, pointing to a little red heart. Axel turned back around and continued to walk, ignoring the image in Genie's hands. "You've got the wrong guy...No heart, not even a small one..." he said, a slight hint of disappointment or sorrow in his tone. Genie floated after the man. "Hey come on now, you must care about someone!" he insisted, placing a large blue hand on Axel's shoulder.Axel stopped walking and balled his fists, closing his eyes for a moment. He looked pretty hurt and let out a sigh, then continued to walk. "Not like I'm ever going to see him again..." Roxas

Second scene: Zexion
I meandered down the seemingly endless corridor at an exceedingly slow pace. The familiar sound of my foot falls echoed down the empty hall with every step I took. It only seemed to remind me how alone I really was. I absentmindedly lifted my gaze to stare into the darkness rather than at the cold marble tile that covered the floor. Pale light streamed through the windows, casting elaborate squares and arches of light onto the walls. I felt as if every time a passed by a window and disrupted a beem of light, it wore away at me a little more as it illuminated my slender figure. I dragged my gloved hand across the ornate wall, mostly to prove to myself that I was still there. My usual dull expression, or lack there of, lingered on my pale features. I drew in a breath of stagnant air, trying to expell this feeling with it. "I'm fine," I spoke sternly into the nothingness that surrounded me. I couldn't help but hear a droning voice in my head whisper a reply of, "Liar..." I shunned the thought and began to lengthen my stride, moving quicker past the doors and windows of the castle. I clutched my cloak where my heart would have been if it existed. "Why does it hurt so much?"

ThirdScene:Sora *destiny island from distance, then panarama* Sora is sitting in the sand, watching the water and the clouds on the horizon. Kairi smiles and says hello. She sits next to him. Namine smiles. Sora forces a smile. "You gonna tell me what's wrong?" Kairi asks. Sora sighs. "It's Roxas... I know he's part of me but we're like 2 totally different people. We don't see eye to eye on anything. Not to mention I can feel his emotions..." "You miss Axel, huh?" Namine asks. "Yeah... yeah I do. It was all my fault." Roxas replies. "It wasn't your fault." she insists. "I'm torn... I was away from the island for a long time and I'm glad to be home. But forcing Roxas to live my life doesn't feel right. I mean, if it was the other way around, I wouldn't want to be taken away from you and Riku..." Sora explains. "I understand, but there's nothing you can do... Roxas belongs as part of your heart..." Kairi replies. "But I don't think so.." Sora says. "What do you mean?" Kairi querries. "It's like... in the beginning I was sora. and when Roxas was created, part of me was missing. Roxas was just a missing peice, but now... Roxas made a life for himself... And by forcing him to fuse with me I took that away. He is ROXAS... I'm SORA... I think it's time we made it that way..."

Fourth Scene: Roxas
Roxas' eyes shot open as he jolted upright in bed. He noticed something and leaned over to look out his window. Hayner, Pence, and Olette were standing out... ]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13536150/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13536150/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 08:17:38 PDT
Sorry to disappoint any of you who wanted a real one. I promise I wont fail TOO badly... I'm starting as soon as I get a tablet... So most likely a month or 2. I'm working on the story boards as we speak. If you want, I'd be happy to upload a few!

It takes place after Kh2 and I don't have much accomplished so any suggestions will be appreciated. So far the only characters are Axel and Genie. Axel is walking and he says, "How am I still here?" Someone answers, "I saved you!" He swivels around to see Genie. "Well I couldn't just let you die!" Axel puts his hands on his hips and says, "Who are you? ...and what are you talking about?" Genie crosses his arms and says, "Well, when I saw you sacrifice yourself for Sora I knew you must have a heart!" Genie poofs behind Axel in a doctor costume and holds up and X-ray. "A little itty-bitty one, but it IS there!" and that's it! But it looks cute so far I'm very pleased with the art and right now its just scribbles.

Anywho, gimme some feed back if you wanna hear more! <3

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13469866/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13469866/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:24:25 PDT
Okay, so yesterday I walked out of my room and down the hallway to the first flight of stairs. I saw a box that caught my attention. (yes we're STILL unpacking) So I opened it and looked inside. It was full to the brim with photos. I took it down and looked through them. There were lots of pictures of me and my brothers and my family and places I lived before. About half way through a stack of me and my older brother (okami) I noticed a spot on one picture. I was crying... AGAIN! It's a proven fact that I can't go a full year without crying! I hate it...

Its strange to look through old photos and see so many things you've forgotten...

I think I'll buy a camera to take on my vacation....

Speaking of which, THREE MORE WEEKS TILL I GO UP NORTH! Yaaay! I'm so excited. I'm leaving on the 15th and driving to Maryland. After that we're going up to New York! I havent met most of my cousins up there yet. Its been years since I was there. I hardly ever leave Florida.

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13242647/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13242647/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 17:41:51 PDT
Okay, today I saw shreck the third and I've been feeling depressed ever since. Why? I dunno... It's pouring rain outside (<< welcome to our rainy season) but I know that's not the reason because I love this kind of weather.

It could have something to do with the fact that I STILL haven't told my parents about Kyle. *head-desk* I've been stressing over this a lot lately. My parents have forbidden me to date him. They say he's too old for me so I'm scared to tell them he kissed me because I know they'd never let him come back. That would ruin it for me, him, and my brother. T.T I hate my luck... or lack there of...

We got a new car yesterday... I think its evil. It's huge and really high tech... It's got automatic doors that tried to close on my brother and auto-closing seats that tried to close on my mom.

I'll be taking a trip up north next month. I think we're going up to Maryland and New York. I'm excited about that, a 2 week vacation! <3

I know I said I'd be uploading lots of stuff but most of that has changed... I'm working a few things still. You can look forward to the next chapter of my collab.

I'm hoping to go to metro-con but the odds aren't good... This time I hope I can get a table at Mega-con. I really wanna sell my chocolates! >.< ...Speaking of which, my next project is a chocolate, 3D, full color model of Sora. Can I do it?! Probably not but I'll try!

Wow, I'm feeling happier already. lol... anywho, I forgot everything else I was gonna say so... yeah... until next time! <3

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13140808/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13140808/ Tue, 29 May 2007 16:29:28 PDT
My brother's 18th birthday/party. His girlfriend came. So did his best friend Kyle. I have secretly had a crush on him for nearly the past 5 years but never had the guts to say anything.

soooo... yeah... He's really nice and we were hanging out a lot... we watched fire works at Disney from down the road where the orange groves are and we chilled in my hammock for hours (he's comfy lol).

Well... um... I got my first kiss....For those of you who want the details, here is what happened.

I went up stairs to go to bed and he said, "wait, I want a hug" so I huged him and said good night and I went into my room and he went into my brother's...

Next thing I know it's 2:50 Am and I'm lying awake(I dont sleep cuz I have waking dreams) and I hear something. I looked around but didn't see anything. I tried to go back to sleep but I heard it again and sat up. "Lessa?" I looked at the door to see Kyle in the door way. "come here..." I got up to see what was going on. "Yeah?"

"Look, I just really wanted to say good night properly..." of course, I didn't get it (I'm blonde like that) so I said, "Oh... uh... goodnight then?" He reached out and put his hand on my face and stepped forward. I was thinking, "What the--?" but I didn't have time to finished because he kissed me. That was my first kiss so I had NOOO idea what to do and I just stood there like and idiot. When he pulled away I appologized and told him it was my first kiss. He hugged me and said it was okay. He has this heart condition and I noticed his heart was racing so I was a little worried(and still in shock) and said, "You're hearts beating really fast..." and he said, "I know, but it's worth it..." Then he kissed me again and ran his fingers through the short part of my hair (sooo my weakness). Then I stopped him and said we should stop and asked him not to tell my parents and we said good night and he went back to his room and I went back to bed... Needless to said my eyes were wide the rest of the night.

I told my brother but I haven't told my parents cuz theyd kill us both.... *head-desk* I don't know what to do!!!! D:

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13048009/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13048009/ Tue, 22 May 2007 07:50:18 PDT
I've been really busy lately. My mom's friend from NY was down here with her 4 year old. That was a pain, but there is a good side. I was at Disney with my big brother (okami) and we are planning a Kingdom Hearts Cosplay photoshoot at Magic Kingdom and Epcot!!! It's gonna be sooo cool! Zexion and Axel! >.< Woot! And we're gonna start a club for it!

On a less exciting note. My grandparents showed up the other day, also from NY and I had no idea they were coming... They left yesterday.

My brother graduated a few days ago too! Yay for him... He chanted, "I told you so" to my dad for a good 30 minutes.

My next costume will hopefully be okami! I'm so excited.

I missed my BF's B-day party! *sob* but I made him a chocolate mask.

Speaking of birthdays, My bro's b-day is coming up soon too...

coming soon:
1-better than me- a zemyx drawing inspired by a song
2-(untitled)-collab between myself and Iceshrimp
3-This side of paradise- another kh fanfic
4-re-me- speaks for itself
5-axel realism- crap-tastic
6-re-saix- The old saix I drew in the same style as that Axel one I drew a while back

Uh yeah.. so I guess thats it..

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13023947/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13023947/ Sun, 20 May 2007 09:56:20 PDT
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
(lol, it happens to be a dictionary) adieu-a farewell

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
the pain!

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
um.... I don't remember...

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
12:50?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
2:42 I was waaaay off...

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
a fan, my bird, and the wind.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
like 30 min ago for a walk to clear my mind.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my kitty...

9. What are you wearing?
a short navy blue skirt, and a purple top... you dont need to know about anything else but I'll say everything else is black...

10. Did you dream last night?
no, I didn't sleep...

11. When did you last laugh?
it's been a while, I'm not sure...

12. What are on the walls where you are?
um... white?

13. Seen anything weird lately?
yeah... but thats no ones business...

14. What do you think of this quiz?
it's interesting to say the least...

15. What is the last film you saw?
ummm... pass? er... It was about dancing or something... ^^ I was with my BF<3

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
er... some nice art stuff... a Roxas plushie... the kimono I want... and GIANT FUZZY KERO!!!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
you know everything... you just don't know it yet...

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd make people care...

19. Do you like to dance?
I used to....

20. George Bush:
well... I rather dislike W.. A LOT...

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
ariana

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
ed

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I think I already do... I move a lot...

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"I'm sorry..."

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
er... okie, xPookiex, Spookypatrol, Okami, Sin-Katt, Brionna, and Rockerchick...

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12863912/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12863912/ Sun, 06 May 2007 13:56:12 PDT
Speaking of conventions, Jacon was AWSOME! I had SOOO much fun! I finally bought my stuffs from Sin-Kat... SHE ROCKS! Go check out her gallery.. I COMAND YOU!!! >

I was cosplaying Zexion! My hair was a little bit too short but close enough... I took pictures with Every or member I could find... and the others too... I met an AWSOME Roxas and Axel... Really good costumes and I got pictures with them! I also bought an Axel plushie and an Oath keeper necklace! I saw Org members in pajamas! Who doesn't want chakram pjs?! And I was invited to play twister with a KH group but I turned them down...

The masquerade was cool... we left early cuz I couldn't dance *head-desk* My brother was my escort.. Who can dance... I had no idea...

I also got a lot of hugs... YAY HUGS! :3 Including one from a really hot guy... But I'm not telling my boyfriend that...

I think that's about all I have to say for the moment... have a good one and please comment! <3 2 u all!

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12861545/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12861545/ Sun, 06 May 2007 08:06:39 PDT
1. A is for age:
14

2. B is for beer of choice:
I don't drink...

3. C is for career right now:
chocolate sculpter

4. D is for your dog's name:
none

5. E is for essential item you use everyday:
pencil

6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment:
I don't watch tv.. I have seen whose line is it anyway and I like that show...

7. G is for favorite game:
Kingdom Hearts chain of memories

8. H is for Home town:
Columbia, Maryland

9. I is for instruments you play:
Drums, and other percussion instruments.

10. J is for favorite juice:
uh... I like water?

11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
no one...

12. L is for last place you ate:
Jacon X3

13. M is for marriage:
um... okay...

14. N is for your name:
lessa...

15. O is for overnight hospital stays:
I'd rather not talk about it...

16. P is for people you were with today:
no one...

17. Q is for quote:
"The scent of darkness has stained you..."

18. R is for Biggest Regret:
Again, I'd rather not share that information...

19. S is for status:
taken...

20. T is for time you woke up today:
5:30 am

21. U is for underwear:
Yes... I wear panties... black ones... back off...

22. V is for vegetable you love:
I eat food... not picky...

23. W is for worst habit:
er... juging people too quickly...

24. X is for x-rays you've had:
Only on my teeth....

25. Y is for yummy food you ate today:
Nothing.

26. Z is for the zodiac sign:
Scorpio...

Okay.. I tag Spookypatrol and Okami

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12716962/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12716962/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 11:51:47 PDT *dances*

First off, I just got my hair cut!!! It's short! REALLY short! I love it!

I went to this hair cuttery and I had really long hair so I said I want it short and asked to donate it to locks of love. They take your hair and make it into wigs and give it to children with cancer. Well the lady who was cutting my hair put it in a pony tail, grabbed a pair of scissors, and CUT IT OFF! So I was staring at my nice blonde pony tail while she cut it. I thought I was going to pass out! Anyway its really nice; comfortable and easy to move. And I dont totally look like a boy. Well put a whole bunch of jell and spray and other crap in my hair so it looked big... I just took a shower and it looks cute now. And no one ever told me you didn't need that much shampoo with short hair! D:

So next thing, I found a way to make chocolate chibis! I made a chibi ed elric! He was so cute... and delicious! lol.

Also, I have a date on saturday, if all goes well... *parties* I'm so happy! I finally have a boy friend. He's a really sweet guy. I have xPookiex to thank for that one! ;3 We're probably going to downtown disney.

And finally, IM GOING TO JACON! WOOT! I'm so ecited! I can't wait. I'm going to the masquerade too! yay! Alright, that's enough ranting for today.

Ah! I found a pick that looks just like my hair cut!!!! look!

[link]

I just got something to straighten it though... but when I don't it looks just like that in blonde!

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12663875/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12663875/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 05:48:49 PDT
Jacon is coming up! I'm so excited. Anyone know if there is an age limit for the masquerade? I'd like to go this year. well... if I even go to jacon. Gotta fix my cloak! I tore it at megacon. But I still have hair dye. Having blue hair is awsome!

Oh, It's gonna be easier to coplay now cause I'm cutting my hair! Right now its half way down my back... I'm cutting it SHORT! Like a boy.. well a little longer in the front but I'm still excited.

I'm listening to the killers... and have been for like 48 hours. I love them! and I'm reading 1984! Bigbrother is watching you... it scares me... O.O

So anyways, I get to clean out the garage today... <.< Yaaay.... Talk to you guys again.. uh.. eventually...

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12577440/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12577440/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 07:47:08 PDT
Anyways, not much else to say... Lots of drawings to upload... I'll get on that right away! I promise to write more next time!

]]> ~shattered-destiny http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12430971/ http://shattered-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12430971/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 13:13:36 PDT
By the way, liquid chocolate is HOT! I burned myself. anyways, these are the things I'm 100 % sure I'm gonna make and sell. Tell me what you think.

Moogle: white chocolate + colored white chocolate with a carmel center. about 2 inches. $10-$15

sea salt ice cream: White chocolate with blue coloring over rice crispy treat on a popcile stick. actual size. $5-$10

Anbu mask: white chocolate and colored white chocolate. full size. $20-$25

Axel's chakram: White chocolate and colored chocolate. nearly full size. one side is flat. $30-$60

And thats it. I'll start with the higher price and if I don't sell any I'll lower it. Got any other Ideas? Is this reasonable? Would you but one? PLEASE COMMENT!!!

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