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                <title>For ~justforjournals</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 20:27:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=497251819335380093">[link]</a><br />
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might be of an interest to you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~shebo</author>
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                <title>Funch!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Jun 2007 19:41:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah i will start with saying "hey since last september i havent written anything " and all of this horse shit<br />
<br />
but really i dont care ...i come here wearing my dark cape an im invisible for human eyes for a year or so.<br />
<br />
but nothing has lately attracted my attention<br />
<br />
and i wanted to say<br />
<br />
Katrine.....come on get it over with<br />
<br />
Misty....dear there comes a time when u can make sense<br />
<br />
thats mostly been on my chest for sometime<br />
<br />
aaahh what a relief.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~shebo</author>
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                <title>A Dream</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Sep 2006 02:22:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its somehow yellowish and brown<br />
<br />
i started drawing this drawing of lioness she had a very big eyes quite wide<br />
<br />
then something happened i started running away i was on this ledge and the sea was screaming and it was dark blue everything around was painted in that color<br />
<br />
then my cell phone rang i knew the number of someone i dont like i was about to press cancel then i suddenly pressed the key to answer<br />
<br />
the voice sounded so irritating its some guy from work with me whom i hate his guts he asks me trying to be clever why my voice is so different....i talk and i realize its different its as if i havent spoken or used it in ages or i smoked about 3 packs of cigrettes or something<br />
i start talking in a very despitful manner but not wanting to sound rude<br />
<br />
the man on the other end of the conversation was trying to figure if i was on drugs or not ....and this kind of doubt in my intentions made me sick with anger if he was infront of me i would have broken his neck that was the feeling during the little conversation<br />
<br />
then im back in the house the yellowish house with the lioness she came to life after i drew her and i was at the end of the house and she was near the door to outside i approched her in the first worrying that she might eat me then i looked her in the eye and knew that (i dont know how) i can fear her with my strength i kept looking in the eye and once i was near her she kind of had tears in her eyes out of scarefulness.....<br />
<br />
the i shouted and addressed her with my hand to leave "LEAVE,get out of here" i was screaming<br />
<br />
and while i was doing that there was a little child near to my right leg who kept saying "no, dont let her go" and he was sad<br />
<br />
i didnt mind him i even didnt look at him...then the lioness fleed and ran on the stairs downward i looked inside the house and in the shadow in a corner there was a lion bigger than the lioness when i looked into his eyes i knew that i drew him too i told him in a loud voice "YOU TOO,LEAVEEEE"<br />
<br />
he ran immeditly as i said the words following the lioness and the little child kept saying "noooooo" and he cried like i was breaking his favourte toys.<br />
<br />
i woke up and i was sweating it wasnt a bad dream i wasnt scared i just had this thought kind of bumping in my head saying "everything u draw will come to life" and "the little child is u,or the child in u"<br />
<br />
i dont like these kind of confusions i couldnt sleep again until i came to work.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~shebo</author>
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                <title>G.O.D</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Sep 2006 23:28:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im just wondering whoever will read this....<br />
<br />
i have a question for u<br />
<br />
if i asked u who is your God?<br />
<br />
what would be your answer? ]]></description>
                <author>~shebo</author>
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                <title>father complex</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Nov 2005 09:27:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey i have this Devious thought....why is there an Oedpious complex for men...why isnt my dad concerned in my complexies...does that mean i will never get to marry a women who has something in common with my Father...<br />
<br />
i believe im looking for this woman who is a woman enough to be my man not a change in roles but someone who can be my friend my father and not worry about me like my mother and i can speak the truth to without framing it nicely someone to call home a miniture of the external sociaty...im trying to seek this woman .<br />
<br />
and i dont really like psychology<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~shebo</author>
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                <title>Hues</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Nov 2005 01:45:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ why do they call feeling down being blue<br />
why not say "he's down he having a hue change"<br />
i really wish when i be down the sun wont come up<br />
rain will start falling<br />
the wind howl <br />
turning me into a natural disaster<br />
and the news would go making reports about my mood changes<br />
"ladies and gentlmen he's siting down...he's going to drink some water...this is looking good ladies and gentlmen"<br />
blue is a nice color to be glued to this behaviour. ]]></description>
                <author>~shebo</author>
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                <title>a short notice</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Nov 2005 22:22:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ maybe i spoke of the brilliant colors of her eyes<br />
but scientificaly speaking we are not able to see the true form of colors in this mortal world<br />
ur eyes i see and seeing the true colors<br />
where black wears a veil <br />
and white is the mask of my most beautiful veild queen<br />
i had to write down my dreams<br />
as a series to realize it was not just another dream<br />
u had the amazment look on ur face when u gathered with the girls<br />
and showed me the book with the missing words<br />
there was a shadow but everything was in white<br />
the white signifies you<br />
your real identity<br />
i tried to poetritized so much that my feelings were true<br />
and the ghosts crowded my brain<br />
i couldnt look straight<br />
i was mad with visions<br />
yes,i admit that<br />
what i saw is everything clear<br />
infinite as they really are<br />
they never abandonded me<br />
even when i woke up <br />
haunted by the same dreams<br />
"listen to the colour of your dreams,it is not dying"<br />
dye not death<br />
i believe its true i know and im sure<br />
the zen story that materilize the realizations<br />
to be really sane one has to have some craziness in their soul<br />
everything gave me feelings<br />
the earth felt like it was giving wave<br />
like a birth<br />
it was it when i accepted my doubts<br />
once and for all<br />
it was to much for the way of the soul<br />
all the data that was coming in<br />
if a paper fell to the floor i sensed it<br />
its echoing vibe i could hear<br />
maybe i needed a break-down to tune in<br />
the nicely stretch bow shoots arrows with the same strength<br />
the angry voice that resides within me<br />
had to be calmed<br />
the lose of sleep was a sign <br />
or a re-action to the soaring mind of mine<br />
in a state of waking dream<br />
i knew i died coz of the dust that covered my face when i woke up<br />
maybe thats why i dont like excuses<br />
where did all my ryhming go<br />
maybe it was aching for prose<br />
a stand still verbal moment<br />
it could have liked to reveal choas to remind me of order<br />
among all these mess<br />
i utterly and divinely missed YOU<br />
you kindness kind....in service of her majesty the Queen. ]]></description>
                <author>~shebo</author>
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                <title>de-charging</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Nov 2005 21:59:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is a train of racing thoughts....<br />
<br />
u can only read my left palm of my hand never the right<br />
soceress...i had shapened ur teeth<br />
evil cant be meeked <br />
do you still think evil has resided <br />
in the time of witches<br />
do u believe witchcraft is dead?<br />
or is it good-craft that died<br />
voice of truth called upon in the middelness of the pale forest of silent answers<br />
wat if we speak in mathematical equations<br />
does that mean we can solve the past?<br />
wat if i am a set of past entities<br />
a complete set of silvery forcks and spoons<br />
u think u have to dig up for the truth<br />
when she floats calmly on the surface<br />
optical illusions r cunningly inspiring<br />
for who belief is visual<br />
r the first to be squared into scenes<br />
black is terribly evil<br />
wat if we defied it and white is wat is actually that lurks evil<br />
now u want us to dis-trust Gabrielle<br />
it didnt start with an apple bite of wisdom<br />
even if it did<br />
does that mean its been agingly fully digested<br />
no more wisdom <br />
wat if its there<br />
wat if its happening<br />
did u have to conjure my ghost today?<br />
wat if i am one<br />
whole not numerical<br />
death is the ceasing of breathing<br />
think of the times u forget to take a deep breath<br />
she breathed on me<br />
the skin cant be mistaken<br />
eve of destruction...is that word totally sexist?<br />
the future halts for 21 days<br />
all the stars r moving<br />
they make arabic letters in their form of movement<br />
dissidents still exist...economicaly<br />
did u think our lies would have traveled thru all these regions?<br />
i never thought wisdom would make u look that old<br />
"how can it help me now...in my primes??" he asks<br />
"that...u have to figure out for urself"....the wiseman fades<br />
i believe youth is the time of ultimate being<br />
its strong healthy and notionly driven<br />
if we dont fight for our primes....does that mean old-age won?<br />
can u fold the truth?<br />
"do u want it in the form of magic??"...winks the handsome stranger<br />
why r they obsessed with evacuations?<br />
"well if u would like to see destruction....u havent seen mine yet"<br />
makers believers<br />
wat if yin and yang werent moving?and the dots resembled their eyes<br />
a whole generation who is sent to pyschosis...<br />
speed kills<br />
what else kills?....killing?<br />
dots r black spots that protects my vision of wonder<br />
jade....she is beautiful<br />
the light of darkness...is that what he saw in the abyss<br />
how many times have i died?<br />
he cant stop himself from injecting more death in the blue vains<br />
down meant death in the old Egyptian philosophy<br />
up meant a circle...oval shaped one<br />
the king blinks...to the robberies<br />
can we hold one more reign<br />
do we actually believe in the word change?<br />
maybe only in soccer games<br />
could time be really up?<br />
then wat do we have here?<br />
monotous circles<br />
im getting older by the hour<br />
a tight grip<br />
water reveals cracks<br />
is there a line that divides the mess?<br />
wat if im the snake?<br />
time traveling is silence in believing one is truely silent<br />
is god that ridiculous?<br />
is god that form of lack of imagination<br />
could imagination be an act of the devil<br />
is the free fall is a form of ressuraction?<br />
<br />
he was worried ..didnt know whether to lie or tell the truth<br />
if life is nothing but a dream....wat makes dreams then?<br />
everything was in white<br />
nothing more accurate than the smell of rain...that never falls<br />
wat really confused him is the saber sound of the demon with an angelic accent. ]]></description>
                <author>~shebo</author>
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