http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sheekFHT&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sheekFHT en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 28 Dec 2009 01:24:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25887756/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25887756/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 21:30:31 PDT dusty-llama.

I might check back here sometimes, but I'll mostly be there.

bye, guys!

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25582045/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25582045/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 07:06:03 PDT
The artist I speak of is ~snoohatesyou. Here are some of my favorites of their deviations:

"snoozilla." and "snoospew." are in their scraps, but are so awesome and original and epic for doodles on the back of absence slips

"the son of rage and love." has got to be one of the best emotive watercolor pictures I've seen on dA.

"billie joe's breakdown." is very pop-out and scary ... to be honest I think it deserves a DD.

"letterbomb." is really powerful, and yet again, an amazing watercolor image.

lastly, "rage + love." is absolutely great. it's their ID and I just love it so much!

So yeah. That concludes this spontaneous feature journal, and I hope some people took the time to look. Thanks!

- Sheeky

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]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25522638/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25522638/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 17:07:24 PDT
I love hanging out after them with friends. But now I can't, really :/

No more homework! And I think I actually might've pulled off honors! 8D

I got Scholarship for this writing camp outside the city. It's on for five days ... and I'm pretty stoked (though it means I miss the Green Day concert, DAMMIT).

And I'm not obsessed with or infatuated with Jake anymore. In fact, he now gives me this icky scary vibe and it's worrying D:

So yeah. That is the rundown of my life.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25480775/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25480775/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 18:40:37 PDT
Anywho. I'm at school right now, last day of the "rotation", and I'm in second period. I've got two more finals to go -- Science and Math -- and I've got neither of those classes today (well, I had Math, but don't now). It's pretty well the laxest day I will ever have, since High School will likely prove to be busy and crazy as can be. So, suffice it to say, I'm kinda bored.

I'd be browsing dA right now if i could, but the stupid school computers don't display the images or html coding properly for any of the pages (except, funnily enough, the one begging us to buy subbies -- a luxury which I still want, by the by). So instead I'm stitting here writing a journal, itching to listen to some tunes (actually, why aren't I? *plugs failmusic into ears*) and contmplating joining a random MMO just to pass time.

I need some inspiration to draw in my sketchbook ... maybe something death-metaly for today? That's sort of how I'm dressed -- decked in (fail) guitar/star/cross chains & jewelry from Claires, a mood necklace, jeans, a guitar pick plush "belt", epic Chucks, and a Crue shirt. I win at life, in a lame sort of way.

So uh. How's everyone else doing?

<<-copypasta'd from my e-mail because it didn't post earlier Dx->>

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25422223/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25422223/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 19:04:13 PDT
I really love classic rock! I'm so in the mood for it right now

And now the other thing:

I just finished one of many Kurt Cobain biographies I've read. And I noticed that they all say he killed himself because he couldn't stand becoming the type of musician he boycotted, the over-loved rockstar, the typical teen icon who was just a face, not a message. And I'm not doubting that or anything, in fact, I'm stating it as evidence towards my case, which is this: there are too many biographies of him. Obviously by killing himself, he wanted to stop everyone from expecting miracles and amazing things he wasn't capable of, stop the attention that was making him bleed at needlepoint, stop everything ... and what do we give him? All of these books, articles, DVDs ... retelling the same story, again and again ... of a life he wanted to keep to himself and his few fans, the people who truly understood the music of melancholy. We're fucking over his memory by remembering him at all. I know it can't be stopped -- I know I won't stop -- but hell, he's probably cringing from wherever he's staring into our world.

Maybe in Californication, RHCP wasn't talking about new music in the line "Cobain can you hear the spheres/singing songs off station to station". Maybe they were talking about the over-popularity of music that should have just been left well alone in its home of Seattle, born there and died?

I dunno. I just think we're being ... well, stupid. His dead Highness of Hell would prefer we forget it all.

Yeah, that's it.

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25399002/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25399002/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 16:34:15 PDT
Green Day is coming to town on July 6th. I'm able to buy tickets -- they're available, I have the money, everything. I've wanted to see them for five years.

The out-of-town writing camp I got into on scholarship goes from the 5th to the 10th of July.

I can't believe my fucking luck. I can't go.

... also, though I guess this isn't too bad, Jake got a girlfriend. Which was totally unexpected. But good on him, and ... poor her, haha.

And, while I'm typing ... it's the end of the year. Wow. So many things have happened.

Am I nostalgic? Yeah.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25339590/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25339590/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 21:42:54 PDT
Holy shit, I need a life. 8D

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25282814/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25282814/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 23:12:56 PDT

I danced my heart out guys, seriously. I mean, I wish it went later than 10:30 ... but wow ... haha. I was there with Ruby, Aldo, Kelen, Sierra, Kasia, Megan, Emma, and Teighe ... and WOW. Just ... happy!

In case it's of any interest, I was wearing a black dress shirt, a red stripey tie, a black-with-white-pinstripes blazer, black pants and black dress boot/shoe/hellish heel things. And my hair was epically curled thanks to Aldo & Sisi <3 And I put two adorable red clips in, curtosy of Ruby, and my awesome make-up thanks go to Kasia

I decided to rave today, and I know I probably looked insanely retarded but, y'know, I had a fucking LOAD of fun! I love rave music ... and the DJ is actually a guy in my grade, yep ...

And I've a little side story to tell, too: so, I was walking out from the gym (where the music/"dance floor" was) to check my make-up in the bathroom, and I'm swerving through all these people, and then Jake comes up to me and is all "Hey, way to avoid me" and so we talked a minute and he gave me a hug (second one I've ever gotten from him) <33

Hmm. I feel that this night was extremely successful ... wow ... I mean, it's just grade nine grad, but I won't get to see a bunch of these people after this year, and I'm glad it was so memorable a night. The seizure and strobe lights were sooo trippy, and the punch was daaamn spiked (probably, the iced tea tasted pretty funky) and the music was so good, and the pizza tasted how I imagine crack does, and I feel like a fatty and a drunk and a candy kid clad in black ... but man, I'm so fucking wasted on life. I love it.

Peace out, guys ... I'll try to track down a photo of me, and maybe I'll post my class pics or something.

- Sheeky

--

Stole from ~Nightwolf247 who stole it from me XD

Level 1:
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are/Been In Love (I honestly dunno if I am, but I guess I'll say yeah)
( ) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 4

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone/Something Die

SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(x) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit (amazing experience, imo)

SO FAR: 12

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (once again, idk if it's love or not)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (so trippy)
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 16

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone Off-roading
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 20

Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work/School

SO FAR: 23

Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 24

Level 10
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed/Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car/Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 30

Level 12
( ) Had/Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 30

Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 34

Level 14
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 36

Level 15
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played... ]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25219001/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25219001/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 14:49:45 PDT
FUCK.

Also, there's still no sick emote for journals ... wtf is up with that? D:

Mm. Peppermint is the best thing for me right now ... yummy peppermint ... oh, and dammit, I missed my practice Science final and my friends' Jazz singing concert today because I'm ill.

Rawr!

I still haven't seen the last few Brotherhod episodes ...

I've got insomnia, headaches, fever, nausea ... blah.

I wanna go to Germany.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25132140/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25132140/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 19:40:46 PDT
RULES
- Copy and paste the questions and rules into your journal.
- Set your media player (whatever kind it may be) to "shuffle".
- Answer each question with the title of whatever song comes up.
- Have fun! ^^

1.) How are you feeling today?
Is Anybody Home? - Our Lady Peace
[Yeah, actually ... >.<]

2.) Who ARE you?
Human - The Killers
[Well isn't that a profound thught?]

3.) What's your motto?
Now I'm Here - Queen
[Totally! Haha no.]

4.) What do other people think of you?
The Pot - Tool
[Well, I wouldn't doubt that they think I'm a stoner.]

5.) What do you think of yourself?
Time Warp - Rocky Horror
[Nope, but I like it.]

6.) What do you think of your best friend?
Carol of the Bells - Trans Siberian Orchestra
[Well, apparently it gets stuck in her head all the time, so ... ]

7.) What is your goal in life?
Life Times - Ten Second Epic
[Eh.]

8.) What do you think about often?
Re-Education Through Labor - Rise Against
[Anarchy? I dunno.]

9.) What do you dream about?
Tommy - The Who
[Maybe, if I knew someone named Tommy, haha.]

10.) What will you be like when you grow up?
Rock 'N Roll All Night - KISS
[Fuck yeah!]

11.) What is your greatest strength?
Battery - Metallica
[Uh, my boundless energy? XD]

12.) What is your greatest weakness?
The Wall - Pink Floyd
[Yeah. The one I smack into.]

13.) What are people's first impressions of you?
Detroit Rock City - KISS
[Um. No idea.]

14.) What should you be doing right now instead of this quiz?
Stop! - Against Me
[Not doing it?]

15.) What is a likely thing to happen to you in ten years?
Everybody Get Dangerous - Weezer
[Vandalism and shenanigans, whooo!]

16.) What is your life like right now?
Dreamer - Supertramp
[Yeah, 'cause it sucks, so I'm in the clouds. XD]

17.) Have you got the music in you?
I Wish You Were Here - Incubus
[Do I? Yeah.]

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25097337/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/25097337/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 20:58:30 PDT
Also, I has a date to my grade nine grad

So my and ~Shadow-Void's photography project is finally done, as well as the video project we've (her, ~Love-World-Peace and I) been working on for like, two months xP

Humm. And I bought some Prismacolor pencil crayons, an eraser stick, and a pencil sharpener, and some inking pens for ~Love-World-Peace.

I went 'shopping' with ~convenience today ... bought some chocolate-covered cranberries, and a booster juice, and a cherry danish, and a yummyful passionfruit green tea frappucino from second cup <33

And I have a to-do listttt:

- draw a scene kid for *Melonaide
- ... that's it, I guess. XD

Er, and I'm geeking hard over Harry Potter right now. CAN'T WAIT FOR THE MOVIE! 8D

- Sheeky

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]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24950336/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24950336/ Mon, 25 May 2009 19:45:38 PDT .I am Sam's cold sweat.
.I am Sam's raging bile duct.
.I am Sam's colon.
.I am Sam's complete lack of surprise.
.I am Sam's wasted life.
.I am Sam's inflamed sense of rejection.
.I am Sam's broken heart.
.I am Sam's obsession with Fight Club.

Hi.

- Sheeky

PS. I bought a bunch of stuff at a Value Village 50% off sale. Pics to come.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24919757/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24919757/ Sun, 24 May 2009 07:23:55 PDT ... I stretch them open, I let them dry.
I haven't seen this world before, but I'm excused,
I'm a butterfly.

Sweet as the touch of your newborn wings ...
... we fly in circles, we play with the sun.
We haven't seen this world before:
so fair, so bright, so blue the sky."

Butterfly - Rajaton



Hey, guys. I just thought I'd pop in for a quick journal update. :3

Well, first things first, I broke my toe yesterday (or so it looks, what with the exquisite bruising and lack of movement). It really does suck, and I don't even have a cool story behind it ... I was at ~Shadow-Void's house, and I was trying to prove (wrongly) to her that there are only 30 days in May, and I tripped and smashed my foot into her couch. -.-

Anywho, I now have to limp my way to work on six hours' sleep and a broken bit of foot. Bleh.

Otherwise, I'm in a really good mood. I'm listening to a bunch of versions of an amazing a cappella song, I'm taking into my mind all of the amazing theatre I've seen this year, and I just feel so artistic ... plus, after I finish my Amber (from House MD) cosplay in August, I'm gonna get my hair done and stuff, and look completely different (but completely me) for the start of grade 10.

Oh, and there's a 50% off sale at Value Village (thrift stores ftw!) on Monday, so all in all, life is good mnus the minor details.

Loves!

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24860401/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24860401/ Wed, 20 May 2009 16:50:24 PDT
I love singing the songs my teacher gives us, and it's so amazing to sing with guys, and I love him as a conductor ... and even though most of the people aren't the nicest, I'm going to miss this whole choral thing so, so much.

Ahh, well, in case you guys are wondering what we'll be singing ...

Opening -
In Caelum Fero [ [link] ]
Middle -
Riversong [ no video ]
Inscription of Hope [ [link] ]
Velile/Singabahumbayo [ no video & [link] except with epic dance moves ]
Ending - Blue Green Hills Of Earth [ no video ]

So yeah, I must be off. Chills!

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24830981/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24830981/ Mon, 18 May 2009 21:27:26 PDT
I saw the most amazing production of theatre and life that has ever graced this earth last night, and I can assure you all with the deepest parts of my heart that I'll be going to see it again when it's on next year.

It's called "Nevermore", and was put on by Catalyst Theatre here in Edmonton. It tells the life story of Edgar Allen Poe, mostly factual and a little fictional, musically and with the best-looking costuming made of just ... well, garbage bags and masking tape and all manner of amazing things.

I was front-and-center, and so amazed the whole time. Seven actors and a great amount of characters, so much enthusiasm ... all of this makes me realize how much of a theatre kid I am. Wow.

Best part's this, though: for any watchers I have in Canada, the show's gonna be touring for sure to Ottawa, and probably to Vancouver or Quebec as well. YOU ALL NEED TO MAKE TIME TO SEE IT. It's better than anything, anything you will see in a very long time. And you will not be disappointed.

If you need any more prompting, check out this article by a much more literate and descriptive fan than I.

Cheers, guys, I love you all!

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24794524/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24794524/ Sat, 16 May 2009 21:14:04 PDT
Any suggestions? Instructions? :/

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24778284/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24778284/ Fri, 15 May 2009 22:01:46 PDT
But since I can't, PLEASE, can someone get me a subbie? I'll draw, write, photograph, commish for you! Pleeeease Dx

Yeah, that's it. Bye

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24762517/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24762517/ Thu, 14 May 2009 22:34:28 PDT
Please comment on them XD

That is all

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24733090/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24733090/ Wed, 13 May 2009 17:25:38 PDT
Well, I think the tests went well. Very well. And what's more is, now I don't need to write another exam until mid-June! HUZZAH.

Also, cottage cheese noodles are fucking delicious. They also taste good.

Edit terminated.

--

Well, I've a test to write this morning, at nine. It's my English PAT and, even though I'm a writer, I'm not so stoked ... I'm tired and hungry/nauseous which is a HORRID combination. Plus, I absolutely despise business letters. D:<

However, it's also eliminating my morning classes, which gives me a chance to focus on my 'element' -- and, also, since it technically ends at eleven (but can also go 'til eleven thirty) we get an extra long lunch. P:

Also, I woke up to one of my favorite songs this morning, since my alarm is set to radio. That then convinced me to raid Limewire this morning and get said song, along with a bunch of others by the band, Carolina Liar. They're good, at least in my opinion ... since most of my IRL friends seem to dislike my music/it's too overplayed. xP

So yeah. Just a quick thing to type out for yous before I get stuck, cramped up, in a room full of exam-goes such as myself. Oh, and did I mention Jake's gonna be in there with us? They're mixing our classes. FUN FUN.

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24728895/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24728895/ Tue, 12 May 2009 21:07:51 PDT
1. Ruby
2. Kelen
3. Spock
4. The Narrator
5. Megan
6. Kurt Cobain
7. Glenna
8. Miri
9. My Zombie Kitty
10. Sierra


1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?
Spock would inwardly blow up from the illogical nature of it all, while Narrator is struggling with his other personality, and Miri's swtaring and giggling. XD


2) 9 tries to get 5 to go to a strip club.
Well, Megan would totally give into Zombie Kitteh. So it would happen fosho.


3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you choose 1 or 6?
Sorry Rubez, but I wanna see THAT coffin xP

4) 2 and 7 are making out. 10 walks in...Their reaction?
Sierra: Who the hell is that?!?!
Glenna: I'M NOT GAY!
Kelen: Rawr?


5) 3 falls in love with 6. 8 is jealous. What happens?
Miri eventually convinces Spock that it is illogical to love a dead human, and then proceeds to snog his brains out


6) 4 jumps 1 in a dark allyway. Who comes to their rescue? 10,2 or 7?
Kelen and Sierra. Though I think Kelen would jump Narrator, and Sierra would just take over. XP

7) 1 decides to start a cooking show. 15 minetes later what is happening?
... wow. Just, just NO.


8) 5 is in a car crash and is critictly injured. What does 9 do?
Cuddle <3


9) 3 has to marry either 8,4 or 9. Who do they chose?
Miri? Cuz she's reproducable? And NOT psychotic or stuffed with cotton?

10) 7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's release. What is it?
Me? LAWL


11) You get to meet/see either 1 or 6. Who do you chose?
KURTY.

12) 10 challenges 4 to a chariot race. Why?
So she can pwn a movie character? Idk.


13) Everyone gangs up on 3. Does 3 have a chance in hell?
YES. Logic ftw!


14) Everyone is invite to 2 and 10 wedding except for 8. How do they react?
Miri: But ... but ... D:
Sierra: Shit! I think I'm marrying the wrong girl! D:<


15) Why is 6 afraid of 7?
Because Glenna ate my Zombie Kitteh! (789, hahaha)

16) 10 gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?
Sierra: And THEN we ...
Everyone: NO! NO MORE CONDOM STORIES!
Sierra: ... what condoms?

17) 1 arives late for 2 and 10's wedding. What happens? And why are they late?
Kelen kicks her bum. And Sierra ...
"WHY am I still marrying the wrong person???"


18) 5 and 9 get roaring drunk and end up at 1`s house. What happends?
Megan does things to Ruby while Kitty watches. P:


19) 3,8,6 and 4 all go to the zoo for 8's brithday party. How does it go? What presents do they get 8?
Interestingly: Spock gets Miri a photon in a box. Kurt, a bottle of advil ... and Narrator, a gun. WHAT FUN.


20) Everyone gets together and start protesting something outside of 1`s house. What are they protesting? What do they do?
Signs read: NO MORE SAYING YOU'RE FAT!! xD


21) 9 murders 2 best friend. What does 2 do to get back at them?
Burns Kitty? Idk.


22) 6 and 1 are in mortal danger. Only one of them can surrvie. Does 6 save themself or 1?
Themself. Then Kurt realizes he's already dead ... and gets epically roundhouse-kicked by Ruby's kankles in the afterlife.


23) Which one of them is most likely to fail at life?
Kitty!


24) 5 is trapped in a cave. 10 comes to rescue them. What happens?
Megan falls asleep. Or something.


25) 3 starts a day camp. What happens?
He rerouts all the systems and computers to be more logical ... at NASA camp.


26) 4,6, and 7 are doing the Hokey-Pokey. 8 walks in. What happens?
She joins in!!


27) 1 starts to write a fan-fiction where 9 and 10 are going out. What is 2's reaction?
Kelen: What? But but but ... there's no lezzy sex!


28) 7 makes an apple pie. Is it any good?
YES!


29) 8 and 3 go camping. For some reason they forget to bring any food. What do they do?
Spock goes on a rant about how illogical it was for Miri to forget her food-getting task ... and she just eats his ears.


30) While they are camping, they run into The Blair Witch. What do they do? (If you haven't seen that movie pretend they ran into the Bogyman or something like that instead.)
TASER!



31) The quiz is over. What does everyone go... ]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24694434/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24694434/ Sun, 10 May 2009 21:00:16 PDT


And now, I'm, scouring YouTube for the seperate songs Dx
Well, at least now I know I'm definately buying the album ... P:

Anywho. Journal.

I NEED A SUBBY. Like, fuck.

I will do pics/writing/essays/anything for someone to get me one. Pleeeease? Dx

Thank yous, that is all.

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24659321/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24659321/ Fri, 08 May 2009 21:10:10 PDT

[link]

Have fun

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24643076/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24643076/ Thu, 07 May 2009 21:08:36 PDT
[link] at 2:45 ~ Hugh Laurie's the dude on the left. Hogawd it's SO FUNNY XD

That is all.

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24626427/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24626427/ Wed, 06 May 2009 20:52:29 PDT
Anywho.

I'm looking around dA tonight for awesome things, and I can't help but notice that there's a lot less RoyEd around now. Huh. O.o

But yeah ... just a random thinger. I'll be seeing yoz, then ~

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24596727/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24596727/ Tue, 05 May 2009 06:44:41 PDT

Happy May 5th, orz.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24535870/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24535870/ Fri, 01 May 2009 18:22:47 PDT
Yet I'm on dA. Hahaha.

Starting my new job tomorrow; should be a riot. I'm bussing/serving drinks/cash/etc at some restaurant. And I'm also working there with ~convenience

This should be interesting ... xP

Ciao!

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24386188/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24386188/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 22:07:18 PDT &

So yeah. In other words, I'm off on a choir tour tomorrow at one. See y'alls when I get back!

<3 - Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24368833/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24368833/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 21:36:45 PDT

- I'm actually considering getting an Artist's Alley table at a con here, sometime ... though maybe not at Animethon, the big one, since it actually costs money for those >.<;

- I want to embrace my inner cutesie-girl, as in, draw more chibis and lovely little girl things ~ <3

- I'm faced with a "spring market" project for Socials class, and though I know what I want to make (mini-plushies, keychains, bookmarks and the like) I dunno what to put on them that little kids will buy for their mums ._.;

- I'm writing a screenplay, actually, for sure. It'll take me awhile but, regardless, I'll do it! Though only have one small idea ...

- Jake complimented me through a friend the other day ... and today, I tried to make friendly conversation with him, and he just said that I annoy him to no end, and that whenever he's nice to me, I get "more annoying". So maybe I'll just lay low awhile again ...

- I'm so damn excited for my photgraphy project with ~Shadow-Void! <33

So yes, that's all -- a random ranting of my brain. Nightles, my bebes.

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24350515/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24350515/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 19:47:35 PDT
1912 - Bram Stoker dies
2001 - China removed Homosexuality from its list of "mental illnesses"
1889 - Adolf Hitler is born
1965 - Some person named "April March" was born. Which is hilarious ~

So yeah, this is now the day of vampiric cannabis & death-dope with gay rights and a punny name to boot.

Have a good day, m'dears.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24334476/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24334476/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 21:33:06 PDT
JEBUS I HAD FUN! There were soooo many Hetalia cosplayers xD

Anywho, 'tis a supah-short journal but, what can I say? I've got Godchild (the manga) waiting for me ... and it's surprisingly good for a shojo manga (I don't read many of those).

Ta for now, guys -- but, before I go, see this: [link]



]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24295912/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24295912/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 18:17:27 PDT


But no, seriously. I'm gonna post some pretty pics of my friend Emma, probably. They're cell pics, of course, cuz I'm too lazy to put batteries in my camera ... but still. She's pretty! Haha.

So yes, just a heads-up. Otherwise, not much is going on in my life ... lots in my friends' that makes me question things, but all in all I'm content-ish. Tons of stuff I need to work on for school, a mini-con tomorrow (that I have to leave early cuz of a choir concert!) and stuffs. Meh.

See yous gaiz!

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24263644/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24263644/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 19:43:40 PDT
O:

I'm starting a job in a couple weeks (woot woot) and I'm going on tour with my choir in about one. YAY!

And for your great pleasure, present:

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God damn this bi-polar, PMSy weather. SCREW YOOOOOOU!

I need to move to Hungary. D<

/rage

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24205708/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24205708/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 16:57:45 PDT
FMA QUESTIONNAIRE!

--------[YOU]--------
1] What is your real first name? Samantha
2] What is your nickname? Sam, Sammy
3] What is your gender? Female
4] How old are you? 14

--------[FAVORITES]--------
5] Who's your fav FMA chara? Havoc is awesome, so're Hughes & Roy
6] Fav FMA song? I love YUI's "Again", but L'arc's "Lost Heaven" tops it ;D
7] Fav OP? Melissa, because I can sing it perfectly, cuz it's in my register, whee! XD
8] Fav ED? Lost Heaven fosho <33
9] Fav Elric Brother? The one that, if I said his name, it'd be a spoiler >D
10] Fav deadly sin? Anime Wrath, or second manga Pride
11] Fav chimera? Don't have one. Unless you count the lion dude from Lior
12] Fav episode? 13! Hehehe
13] Fav scene? Uhh. I particularly liked the Mustang vs. Pride battle <3
14] Fav place? Aquroya! Because "Roy" is in the middle of "aqua" XD
15] Fav game? -hasn't played 'em-
16] Fav military staff? Havoc, Roy, Riza, Armstrong, Hughes, Archer, and ... does Kimbly count?
17] Fav male chara? Havoc But Roy's a close second.
18] Fav female chara? WINRY! She's actually quite awesome, gaiz. D:

--------[EITHER/OR'S]--------
19] Who's cooler? Ed or Roy? ROYYYYY
20] Who's cooler? Ed or Al? Ed. xP
21] Which is cuter? Neko or Hayate? Neko! 8D
22] Who's stronger? Armstrong or Izumi's husband? Armstrong ftyes.
23] Who's more brutal? Winry or Izumi? Izumi lulz. But ilu, Win-win!
24] Who's the deadliest homunculus? Eh ... Envy's pretty much tops, but Lust is pretty bad too.
25] Which is better? Automail or alchemy? Alchemy!
26] Who's smarter? Ed or Roy? Roy hehehe.
27] Who's cuter? Ed or Roy? Ed's cute, as in grandson cute. Roy's smexy.
29] What's better? Metal or fire? Er ... water? -shot-
30] What's better? Steak or potatoes? Steak kukuku.
31] Who's cooler? Winry or Riza? Riza, but Winry needs love too.
32] Who would win? Riza or Izumi? Er. Izuzuzuzuzuuuuumee
33] Who would get married? Falman and Sheska <3 OTP! /notrly.
34] Who would say "poop?" Greed XD
35] Who would say "buttmonkeys?" Wrath!
36] Who wouldn't say "howdy do"? Uh, Havoc, yeah.

--------[ED AND AL'S ROOM]--------
37] First floor or second floor? First.
38] One or two beds? One. 8DDDDD /elricest
39] What kind of wallpaper? Cats. Looots of cats.
40] The floor? Concrete, makes for better chalk visibility.
41] How many windows or do they even have a window? One.
42] What's inside their closet? Ed. (didja see that one? Ed -- in the closet? AHAHAHAHA no.)
43] Is their room clean? Um. NOOO.
44] 1900ish or let's make it modern? Well, FMA's already Steampunk, let's keep it so.
45] Depending on your answer above, what supplies do they have? Books, books, books ... and a cat.
46] Any pets? CATS! hehe.
47] Home alone, party, parents, etc? Trishaaaaaaa <3
48] What type of bedsheets do they have? Alchemised ones? o3o

--------[WISHES]--------
49] Why is he/she/it your fav chara? Havoc's awesomely awesome, Roy's ... Roy, and Hughes is the best daddy evur.
50] Do you wish you were like him/her/it? Eh. Not really.
51] Do you wish you were with him/her/it? WHEE SURE.
52] Do you wish him/her/it is real? Uh-huh!
53] Do you wish FMA would never end? Oui.
54] Do you wish the FMA movie was on right now? Nopes.
55] Do you wish you had automail? No!
56] Do you wish you were a big suit of armor? No xD
57] Do you wish you were in the military? Amestrian, no ... actually, any military, no.
58] Do you wish that alchemy really worked? FUCK YEAH.
59] Do you wish for an endless amount of FMA stuff in your room? I wish for a room. >.<

--------[YOU IN THE FMA WORLD]--------
60] What would be your name? Sam, maybe Alexis.
61] Your rank? Nonexistant.
62] Are you an alchemist? Dabbler lol.
63] What type of alchemy do you use? Water, probably.
64] Who are you friends with? Uh. Probably non-canons. Or Havoc? xD
65] Who are your foes? ... the military? Lulz
66] What is your purpose in the FMA world? To be a boring little OC.
67] Are you strong, smart, fast, etc? Smart-ish, unathletic, and nerdy.
68] Do the Elric Bros cross paths with you? Possibly when they're in Aquroya, or if I ever go to Central.
69] Do they join you? Doubtful.
70] Does Roy happen to bump heads with you? Doubt it.
71] Does Roy flirt with you? Noooo. Hell no. He's gay i... ]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24164506/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24164506/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 12:17:37 PDT
But after a good cry, and a talk with my mum (who is amazing, I'm so glad to have her <33) I've gotten over everything. I no longer care about his feelings towards friendship, that he's decided to manipulate people as a fun pastime, or that he's basically joined the masses in hating me. And I'm not saying this to be strong; I really, really just don't care. It broke my heart the moment he said it and I've cried my tears and moved on. It certainly helps that my ex-crush has started being 'friendlier' to me, in his own way, and that I've set a standard of optimism for myself. So far, everything's worked out, and I'm taking my life in stride.

Thank karma, mum, and my amazing friends. <3

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24152976/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24152976/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 18:56:25 PDT
So yeah, there you are. And I reaaaally wanna hear some new Green Day. >D

- Sheeky

--

Mark which bands you LIKE. Not have heard of, but actually LIKE.

ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic (!) At The Disco
[ ] October Fall
[ ] The Academy Is...
[ ] Coheed And Cambria
[ ] Bayside
[ ] Yellowcard
[ ] Sugarcult
[ ] The Dresden Dolls
TOTAL SO FAR : 3

COUNTRY:
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[ ] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[ ] Shania Twain
[ ] Johnny Cash

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[ ] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit the lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[x] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[x] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[x]Franz Ferdinand
[x] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

METAL:
[ ] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[ ] Ashlee Simpson
[ ] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[ ] Avril Lavigne
[ ] Pink
[ ] The Veronicas
[ ] Daniel Powter
[ ] James Blunt
[ ] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:

[ ] hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out Boy
[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion
[ ] Good Charlotte
[ ] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[ ] Less Than Jake
[ ] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[ ] Tupac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[ ] Outkast
[ ] 50 Cent
[ ] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR: 14


SKA:
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[ ] The Aquabats
[x] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

ROCK:
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[ ] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[ ] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Brand New
[x] Green Day
[ ] Blink 182

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] The Doors
[x] Jimmy Hendrix
[x] Queen
[x] Van Halen
[x] Bob Dylan
[ ] Simon & Garfunkel

TOTAL SO FAR: 31

Now multiply by two
and put "I Am ___% Obsessed With Music"

--> Dude, I am so much more obsessed than 62%. XP

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24137357/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24137357/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 20:45:32 PDT EDIT: OKAY I'M OBSESSED WITH IT. HETALIAAAAAA ~~ <3
^{I can't believe I didn't know what it was ... Dx}

--

Woooooot Wednesday! XD

Anyways. Not much to say about life, not at all ... I'm gonna be choosing my high school classes (officially) soon. I have 'em all picked out in my head, now to just finalize it. xP

I do have a cool little quizzle for yuz, though. Stole'd from ~KEM06

--

Hetalia Personality Quiz!

The Axis Powers:

North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[x] You're very happy-go-lucky
[ ] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[ ] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up
[ ] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy at times
[x] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[ ] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation (Surrender? I don't know the meaning)

(5/10)

Germany (Ludwig)

[ ] You're very stoic and serious
[ ] Sausages (in particular those of the wurst variety) are your favourite foods.
[ ] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T
[ ] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[ ] You work very hard
[ ] Your alone time is your 'happy times'
[x] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice (HOLY FUCK YES)
(2/10)

Japan (Kiku Honda)

[ ] You're very mature
[ ] You're quite sweet
[ ] You think everything over before saying it.
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[x] You isolated yourself during childhood
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[ ] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[ ] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[ ] You're good at practical tasks.
[ ] You need time to adjust to new people

(1/10)

The Allies:

The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[ ] You love hamburgers
[x] You think you're awesome
[ ] You love to invent things
[x] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[x] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[ ] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[ ] You wear glasses

(4/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[x] You like tea
[ ] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[ ] Your cooking is awful (Nah, I'm a good cook)
[ ] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[ ] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[ ] You're good at embroidery

(2/10)

France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[x] You're very affectionate
[ ] You think you have a great fashion sense
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[ ] You love red roses
[x] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[ ] You're very proud of yourself
[x] You love culture and the arts
[x] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

(4/10)

Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[x] You had a very sad childhood.
[x] You're very tall (Ish?)
[ ] You have a tendency to switch between personalities (Do I? This half don't think so.)
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time
[ ] You love sunflowers
[x] You love vodka (I do XD)
[ ] You can seem intimidating to other people
[ ] You're very strong
[ ] You have a big nose
[x] You have a strange laugh that can scare people

(4/10)

China (Wang Yao)

[ ] You're very mature
[ ] You're very superstitious
[ ] You're very religious
[ ] You love pandas
[ ] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[ ] You love Hello Kitty
[ ] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, b... ]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24107110/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24107110/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 07:03:28 PDT
Anywho, it's going pretty good in the world of Sam. I went to bed "early" last night (well, 10pm is early for me) and I ended up having a really good sleep, actually.

Also, I watched House and, dear lawd ... it made me sad ):
But I won't spoil it, even if it was just so badly written that I can't help but do so.

Otherwise, I've not much else to say. I'm anticipating episode two of FMA:2, which should be out by Sunday, and I've got to go to school today, bugger.

Yeah, so, that's all.

Cheers!

- Sheeky

PS - I know some of you think I post too many journals. Well, on your watchlist, you can uncheck that if you think so, and you can just check up on me every so often if you wish. I know I post a lot, but that desn't mean I'll stop. P:

PPS - For those of you on dA that know my "epic plight of disaster" with Jake and Gabe ... a quick update:

- Gabe and I aren't on regular speaking terms and haven't been for two weeks;
- I tried not talking to Jake for 14 days, and it worked (for the most part) until I blew up at him for his verbearingly manipulative nature ... an argument that he just fueled by trying to manipulate his way out of it. So now, we're not on speaking terms either, and I dn't think I like him anymore (which is actually quite nice!)

And something not particularly related to that:

I don't like anyone and I dn't want to, which is good. I'm not pining for a relationship, which is definately good. But every guy but one and half the girls I know are dating, and it's pretty much all in ur circle. So I'm kinda getting sick of being the ultimate thrd wheel. But, I mean, I'm happy for them all, and they're not over-doing the PDAs, so s'all good.

Just an irl update for y'all. Peace!

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24088416/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24088416/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 06:33:53 PDT
Anywho. As I was saying ... I have to go to school this morning, ugh. And I completely forgot to do my homework all break ... yes, a whole week goes by and not a sentence translated! But I'm good at French and my class is full of slacking idiots so I should be fine 'til May 8D

In other news, I watched FMA: Brotherhood (also known as the new series) last night, with shockingly accurate fansubs. It was, dare I say it, freaking flipping amazing. You can see it here.

Also, I got an LJ account yesterday, and I'd like you all to add me, or (if you don't have an account, you lazy bastards xP) sign up and add me. The name's mangagranate, and I mean business!

Now that that's all done ... uh. I found my eraser, after four long weeks without it! It was on my kitchen counter. So, I won't say anything as rash as to expect more art soon, but uh ... I can actually draw now, so expect more art. Soon-ish.

That's all for now, so let me finish my early-morning pizza pop in peace!

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24074154/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24074154/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 11:20:57 PDT
And I just ask you ... why? Why? They're not teeny-boppers on Disney, they're not overly vulgar, and so what if every song sounds the same?

AC/DC is like that! Green Day is like that! Rush is like that! ALOT OF BANDS ARE LIKE THAT!

And yet, people pick on Nickelback.

Now, I don't like their new stuff, and I'll admit that ... but seriously, what gives?

They really aren't that bad. Give them some credit!

And to those who say "Rockstar" is a stupid song, or it's lyrics are retarded, or whatever: it's pretty much a parody of their industry. And some people just can't get that.

Yeah, that's it. Ktxbai.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24073428/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24073428/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 10:36:38 PDT
Okay.

And I'm looking, looking ... and I come across this one secret.

I was just thinking about my views on such things ... and I ended up leaving this comment:

I feel horrid, because I'm commenting in full support of you, ST.

Parkour seems fun to me ... I'd never do it, but it sounds cool.

Cutting for personal gain is alright in my books, so long as it doesn't turn out to be because you want attention or are blackmailing someone.

And suicide ... I figure, it's your life to lose. I mean, I'm not saying to be rash or indecisive and to just go with your first thought; but I don't think you need to just push the thought away forever, either. You need to assess your situation in life, though as I see it with many suicidal teens, they really don't have it so bad and they just want to kill themselves on a whim.

A way to look at it is this: have you had many happy moments in the last while? Who can you think of that has praised or thanked or shown love to you in the past? These are just two things to show how 'worthwhile' your life is. But if you consider yourself deadbeat, monotonous, existing for nothing and unable to change that ... you should seek help. And if, still, at the end of that process you're unhappy with your life, you can consider suicide.

It's long and contemplative, but if (at the end of the process!) you think of suicide, it may not be a negative thing; like they say, no-one's lived to tell about death, so you have to die sometime to find out ... and I always thought it'd be better to die by my own will than by some other being's. Not now, but someday.

And those, ST, are my thoughts.

And that was it. So, I'd like to hear your thoughts now.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24056214/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24056214/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 10:48:34 PDT 7 Sins Personality Test --> I'm mostly Sloth ... but here's the progression: Sloth, Greed, Wrath, Pride, Envy, Gluttony, Lust.

Harry Potter Sorting Hat --> I'mma Gryffindor ... wtquack? My secondary was Slytherin, how does that work?

What Color Are You? --> I'm green: A very calm and contemplative person; others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.
[well, I'm not calm, but that's me to a tee otherwise.]

What Animal Are You? --> I'm a mouse. -_-

What Animal Are You (again)? --> A bumble bee: A beautiful insect that is good at working with teams and produces something many want: honey! A bumble bee commands great respect, and will respond to a bad situation with a quick sting! Bumble bees are serious and very wise. XD

What Flavor Am I? --> I'm ... beef. My secondary is alcohol.
[Wow, I feel so femenine.]

What Gender Is Your Brain? --> My brain is 40% Female, 60% Male: You have a total boy brain
Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts
And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...
You never like to get feelings too involved
[uh. that seems off to me. -is a total emotional wreck- XD]

Which Zodiac Sign Am I Most Like? --> ARIES. (My others were Leo, Sagittarius -which I actually am-, Aquarius, and Gemini.)
[Wtf. I did a test like this on Facebook, too, and I got Aries ... which just happens to be the sign of most of April. Funkadelic!]

Which Zodiac Sign Am I Most Attracted To? --> Libra: This mate is artistic, refined, loving and romantic. Though the balance of Libra can display manipulative, overbearing and indolent traits, this mate is sure to be a passionate addition to your bed.
[One of my best friends is a Libra ... and alot of people say it's a bad romantic match, but an awesome friendship one. Except that I don't exactly care. XP]

Annnd that is all for now. xP

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24001945/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/24001945/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 09:50:34 PDT
There's this band I've been ... well ... quite into lately, and I've managed to "recruit" three people in one day to one of their songs. I've discovered a bunch more of their stuff, though, and I really think they have amazing potential.

Their band is "Inward Eye". Their music is akin to ... well, as someone said, it sounds like Marilyn Manson or Alice Cooper with a punky edge. And, in my opinion, there's some Sex Pistols sound in there (the british part, I mean). I hear a little Raine Maida influence on their singer, too.

The best part?

These guys are freakin' CANADIAN. That's right. They're my country's boys, and they rock like you wouldn't believe, from Winnipeg, Manitoba with an awesome sound.

[Oh, and by the way, the were hand-picked by the Who to go on tour with them. Yeah.]

Check 'em out on mySpace --> [link]

And tell me & them how much you freakin' LOVE them! <3

Thanks!

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23994568/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23994568/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 21:18:26 PDT
Confucianism: Confucius say, "Shit happens."

Buddhism: If shit happens, it isn't really shit.

Zen Buddhism: Shit is, and is not.

Zen Buddhism #2: What is the sound of shit happening?

Hinduism: This shit has happened before.

Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah.

Islam #2: If shit happens, kill the person responsible.

Islam #3: If shit happens, blame Israel.

Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it.

Protestantism: Let shit happen to someone else.

Presbyterian: This shit was bound to happen.

Episcopalian: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve the right wine with it.

Methodist: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve grape juice with it.

Congregationalist: Shit that happens to one person is just as good as shit that happens to another.

Unitarian: Shit that happens to one person is just as bad as shit that happens to another.

Lutheran: If shit happens, don't talk about it.

Fundamentalism: If shit happens, you will go to hell, unless you are born again. (Amen!)

Fundamentalism #2: If shit happens to a televangelist, it's okay.

Fundamentalism #3: Shit must be born again.

Judaism: Why does this shit always happen to us?

Calvinism: Shit happens because you don't work.

Seventh Day Adventism: No shit shall happen on Saturday.

Creationism: God made all shit.

Secular Humanism: Shit evolves.

Christian Science: When shit happens, don't call a doctor - pray!

Christian Science #2: Shit happening is all in your mind.

Unitarianism: Come let us reason together about this shit.

Quakers: Let us not fight over this shit.

Utopianism: This shit does not stink.

Darwinism: This shit was once food.

Capitalism: That's MY shit.

Communism: It's everybody's shit.

Feminism: Men are shit.

Chauvinism: We may be shit, but you can't live without us...

Commercialism: Let's package this shit.

Impressionism: From a distance, shit looks like a garden.

Idolism: Let's bronze this shit.

Existentialism: Shit doesn't happen; shit IS.

Existentialism #2: What is shit, anyway?

Stoicism: This shit is good for me.

Hedonism: There is nothing like a good shit happening!

Mormonism: God sent us this shit.

Mormonism #2: This shit is going to happen again.

Wiccan: An it harm none, let shit happen.

Scientology: If shit happens, see "Dianetics", p.157.

Jehovah's Witnesses: >Knock< >Knock< Shit happens.

Jehovah's Witnesses #2: May we have a moment of your time to show you some of our shit?

Jehovah's Witnesses #3: Shit has been prophesied and is imminent; only the righteous shall survive its happening.

Moonies: Only really happy shit happens.

Hare Krishna: Shit happens, rama rama.

Rastafarianism: Let's smoke this shit!

Zoroastrianism: Shit happens half on the time.

Church of SubGenius: BoB shits.

Practical: Deal with shit one day at a time.

Agnostic: Shit might have happened; then again, maybe not.

Agnostic #2: Did someone shit?

Agnostic #3: What is this shit?

Satanism: SNEPPAH TIHS.

Atheism: What shit?

Atheism #2: I can't believe this shit!

Nihilism: No shit.

And of course we must add...Alcoholics Anonymous: Shit happens-one day at a time!"

-- taken from [link] --

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23939187/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23939187/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 18:29:24 PDT
Sam is taking icon requests.

Sam is crazy. XD

--

Fill out the form:

Name - what you'd like to be credited as on my list
Size - 50x50, 100x100, 200x200, or another size?
Image - Drawn from scratch, recolor, or mixed?
Text - Yes (and, if so, what) or no?
Reference - post a link if a reference is needed
Where it'll be used - just so I know where/how you'll use it

I'm taking ten -- yes, TEN. -is going to die-

And I'm sorry, I can't animate, and the only way I can transparify is if ~Melonaide tells me how to. xP

Otherwise, request away! I'll post my prgress as I go, and it should all be done within a week -- I'm on Spring Break, after all. ;D

Some examples are in my gallery, yoz. So peace.

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23935086/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23935086/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 13:58:15 PDT
Apparently, it's something that deals with electronic funds management and payment services for banks all around the world. Here's their site: [link]

And for some stupid reason, this company took five hundred bucks out of my mom's bank account. Leaving us in slight debt. Dx

Lame-ass bank errors are really, really not good these days.

Fucking retards. ]:<

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23908022/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23908022/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 20:47:05 PDT
The whole situation with my friend hasn't magically solved itself and, to be honest, I've no hope that it will. I just want him to be happy and, if pleasing others and pretending to be their friends does that for him, then I'm not one to interfere ... I just won't be caught up in it, for either of our sakes.

I've got Spring Break next week, thank the gods. I'm planning to use it for my French assignment (which involves art, so I might post it) and an English assignment (which also might involve art). Also, I need to work on a year-long project with Ruby ... that we haven't started ... which involves photography, fancy that. :3

I had a nap from around 6-8pm and I feel very disoriented right now. I never take naps ... but maybe it'll be good for me to start ... maybe.

I'm kinda stressing about next year, high school. I know what classes I want to take, and I got into the Drama Advanced class I need as a pre-requisite for Directing 25, but ... I realized that I'm going to be separated from my friends in almost every way, even the ones coming new to my school. It kinda sucks, big time.

Otherwise, I'm alright. My mother is going kinda insane with my "sex education" in her own little way (and if you know me irl, you know just what I'm talking about) but I don't think she realizes how much I already know. That's what I get for years of reading smut fics in secret at three in the morning. xP

But something that bothers me is her ... well ... attempts at being subtle when she's securing her thoughts about my sexuality. My biggest reasoning argument is that, if I don't know yet, how can she? But she's convinced that I'm straight. And I'm not saying I'm not, but ... it quite annoys me that, given her previous experiences in life (having lived on the streets as a young teen in the eighties -- I won't elaborate) she isn't more open-minded. She seems to think that having a homosexual relationship before a heterosexual one is "going about it the wrong way" ... but I don't think she realizes that when I like people long-term, it's an emotional attraction, and with those you can't be straight or gay, because it just is. And besides, I have had a boyfriend ... and I have kissed a girl. So it's no object, physically.

And as I don't want to spend half a journal on this, I'll quickly clarify that my mum isn't homophobic or against homosexuality; she's just completely convinced that I'm not gay in the slightest and, like I said, even I don't know. But I love my mum and I've learned to deal with her "quirkyness" as I'll call it. I dare say it's much better than some things I've had to live with.

Anywho, the time has come for me to wrap up this update. For now I'll leave you with a bit-quiz I stole from ~Dannychu-volttackle. Night, guys!

- Sheeky

--

The Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name.Example:Kaiser's Quiz)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

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OC Quiz for Eliot

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Real Name: Eliot Dresdner
Nicknames: Elly, Eli, Drezzy-boy

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
Nineteen.

3. Uh huh. What's your favourite food?
Curry rice and chicken, but I don't like to eat it all the time ... it's more of a treat for me.

4. And your favourite drink?
Guiness, if you mean alcholic. Otherwise, I like coffee.

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
Well, it took me awhile to tell anyone, but I like -SPOILER-.
[sam: you didn't actually think i'd tell you? xD]

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
Nope.

7. Classic question! What's your favourite colour?
I like green.

8. Who's your favourite author?
Hmm. This is a hard one. I think I'll say Dan Brown.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Going to sleep and never waking up again. Maybe that's why I like coffee so much? It keeps me on my feet.

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
Hey, that's a perfectly rational fear, thanks. And yes, I do have an older sister, Kate, but she's such a pain ... and an older brother, his name's James.

11. Awesome. Who's your hero?
When I was a kid, I always loved Spiderman, but my whole neighborhood was into Batman. It was kinda saddening, because I never saw Batman as that great, whereas Spiderman took his unfortunate turn in life and did something with it, even while being ridiculed. Even for normal people, that's a hard thing to do. No... ]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23878596/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23878596/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 07:16:30 PDT
Two of my best friends are ... how do you say this ... just ... not friends anymore.

And I was caught in the middle.

I say "was", because I started talking to both of them last night on phone-MSN. The girl was angry at the guy because he's really uncaring and nonchalant about everyhting, and apparently, her favorite quality in him is gone, so she said. And so, she didn't want to string him along as a friends by making him think that it wasn't, so she told him she'd rather not be his friend. This wasn't spontaneous or anything; they'd been having a debate about censorship for some time. Nevertheless, she brke it off, and when I started talking to him, he did just what he's been dong normally ...

He shrugged it off. And then I told him, "Well, I can still be your friend, if you want." I assumed he would just agree and move on but ... he went on to say things like "friendship is pointless because it's going to come to and end anyway" and "I'll never see you after high school, so staying friends is absurd". I spent the better part of last night trying to convince him otherwise, that even though the two paths ("breaking up" now or later) would lead to the same outcome of having to leave at the end of high school, it's the experiences that lead up to it that matter.

And ... I told him that there was zero chance of, if we met up later in life, becoming friends again if we went with the first solution -- stop now. But, if we tried to be friends for three more years, that's three years of memory that could sway a decision like that come future. With that one, if we ran into each other, we could decide to becme friends again.

I'm writing this out now because I'm wondering if my argument made any sense ...

The hardest thing about the whle night for me, though, was really, truly finding out how much of a people-pleaser he is. He hates hugs, yet he never rejects them; he hates his jokes, yet he always tells them for a laugh; he hates the whole notion of friendship and relationships, yet he's been pretending to have them his whole life. I know he just wants to be uniformly there, without having to be, or ... something ... but it's so fucking frustrating that he'll decide, just now, to take someone's advice for the first time and stop "stringing me along".

He says I'm weird for not caring about the pain of separation later on, or that I don't mind being strung along, or that I find the greatest appeal in the worst of jerks, or that I apolgize for being guilty. Maybe I am weird, but ... that doesn't mean I'm wrong.

I want him to stay with me, as selfish as that is. He's given that reason, that friendship has no point, but the whole time I've wondered if that's really it, or if it's me. I wanted him to say, but ... he won't. It's like last year when I asked him out and it took him three days to tell me yes or no. It was a no, and the reason he gave was that he "wasn't looking for a relationship" ... a few days later, he was dating my then-best friend and, even though it only lasted a week, it hurt me a lot. Typical teen angst, right?

But this whole slew of new events has brought me to tears ... and really, I think being rejected so openly is breaking my heart.

The uncertain thing is, he won't stop me if I still try to be his friend; he won't care about the friendship, but he's warned me, and the worst thing is, I can't stop me either. I'm in need of human contact. I'm trying to keep as many friends on my side as I can for the journey through high school. The problem is, I think they're all breaking away.

I'm not exactly in the middle of her and him anymore; since he'd have nothing to contribute to our "friendship", it's more a battle between two parts of myself. Her friend, and wh I hpe to be his.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23861794/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23861794/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 07:08:47 PDT
It started around four thirty, and I was still there ... and apparently, 911 was only called at 4:48. I found out about the fire at 4:40 or so. Whoops.

BUT. I assumed that, when there's a giant plume of thick, black smoke in the air, that someone had called for help, right? ... so I'm not a retard, right? Not completely? o3o

Ahaha. But anyways. Because of the way the fire and trucks and everything were placed, my bus route was all wonky. So after awhile I had to head downtown (not too far away) and catch my bus there ... but, naturally, it was an epic-old trolley bus, so. The power was out about a block from the fire -- and it wasn't even BECAUSE of the fire, someone just tripped the line -- and so, I was waiting for ANOTHER bus 'till about six.

Then my mom called, asking where I was. I told her a shortened version of my lovely predicament and she left to come pick me up, BACK at the school, so I started to walk back (and I was already cold as all hell).

Annnd, since I actually adore fire, I stuck around it periodically throughout that whole journey ... because smoke is awesome ... and it turns out it was a cabinet store that caught fire.

Yeah.

Mm, and I guess they had to evacuate the neighborhod sometime around 7:30 last night, because of the fumes.

Hot damn.

Basically, if I die, you guys now have an idea why. >D

BUT IT WAS SO COOL.

And I have pics.

So yeah.

Bai.

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23838076/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23838076/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 18:44:59 PDT
1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream.

2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water.

3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air.

4. No one knows your secret place.

5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world.

6. The soothing sound of a gentle water fall fills the air with a cascade of serenity.

7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater.

There! See? It really does work. You're smiling already.

--

And now, a quiz.

You're stuck on an elevator with the person you've fallen the hardest for, what happens?
Uh. Depends ... either a death (as per my dream) or a slew of sex jokes. Either way ...

The celebrity you love the most offers to marry you, as long as you don't talk to your friends and family ever again. Do you agree to it?
Fuck no. D:<

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Um. Marvel at how anyone ever got that out of him? XD

Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
Reeeewby & Kekwub & Meegee & 'Tachi & Sisie >D

Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it?
... yeah, me. D:

On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
Wooow. There's a lot of things ... buuut ... probably my life and teenagerishness. "Angst" is codeword for "tear duct". xP

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
I do, but I think he's sick of hearing it all, so I've stopped.

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
I dn't know who that was ... but if I was to venture a guess, I'd say Meegee ... and if that's the case then, yes, she means a lot.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Other than the taste, which I would be generally used to -- parents smoke all manner of things and all that -- no. I don't really give a shit.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Frequently. It gives me the greatest sense of self-worth ... how pitiful.

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Honestly, it depends. Usually whoever I'm with.

What friend do you tell the most to?
Ruby, Meegee, Sierra.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Gabe & Ruby. Though it was mostly Gabe, and mostly remeniscing ... but I consider that deep. xP

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
I don't think so.

Are you shy?
Nope.

Are you talkative?
Yep.

Do you announce when you have to pee?
Not generally. That's Ruby's job, ne?

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Uh, me? Or my mom, I dunno.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Eh, once again, depends.

How is life going for you right now?
Fleh ... pretty topsy-turvy actually. x:

Do you trust people easily?
Yeah, I guess.

Do you give out second chances easily?
Sure? With some people it's obvious.

Do you smile a lot?
Yeah.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yep.

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
Uh-huh.

Are you happy?
I'm getting there, my munchkins, I really am.

Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Maybe, who knows.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Naturally.

The person you're in love with moves across the world, what do you do?
Hide in their luggage, God knows they won't be needing it.

Who was the last person to call you where you were actually excited to talk to them?
Meegee?

What are your plans tonight?
Sunday night TV, I'm so lame.

Do you fall for people easily?
Given that I've only liked -- properly liked, that is -- four people in three years, I'd say no.

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23814111/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23814111/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 12:56:07 PDT 01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Odd Skills/Skills in general
08. Last Amusing Escapade
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

AND, since I think nobody knows my characters, hum ... I shall list them so you can see. And if I miss one then ... yeah ... you may shame me. 8D

. Lidu - Pokesona (Zangoose! 8D)
. Lucy Lane - Beatlesona
. Cyrus Allendale - Monochromesona
. Essyr - Neopet
. Chloryx - Neopet
. Ahnlich - Neopet
. Rose - Neopet
. Iris - Wack!sona
. Karen Alleck - Alchesona
. Coco - FURsona (literally)
. Dimitri - FURsna (literally)
. Characters from "TOSoN" -- Adam, Mali, Izzy, Jarek, Eliot, Pen or Nelzie

That's it, I think. XD

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_{also, [link] is ftw ^^}

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23792408/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23792408/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 17:14:25 PDT
UPDATE! xDD

Before I forget, this is the BEST SITE EVUR: [link] 8D

Annnd um. Otherwise, all that's going on is that i had some horrid cramps, non-PMS, today ... and that I'm still worried about my friend's possibly (though more likely than not) depression.

Yeah, so, that is all. :/

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23784597/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23784597/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 17:22:03 PDT
I'm feeling quite cheery today. I've no idea why, just that I feel like I've done no wrong at all today, and maybe because I know just what I'm taking in High School ... I've figured it all out ... wheee! >3

So um. I think I'm gonna upload a screenplay I wrote, a three-pager, that might be used for a film festival contest majigger. Of course, I'm a retard, and I have it printed and with me but not saved on my current computer ... so, I'll have to re-type it. Roflsauce.

In other news, I saw two plays yesterday: a matinee of "My Fair Lady" at school (I actually really loved it!) and a city theatre performance of "Doubt, A Parable". The latter was so controversial, it made me do origami; yessir, I absently made a paper frog out of my tcket as I watched. Anywho, if you ever have the chance, look up the movie, and times it by four thousand, and you have the play :3

Otherwise, um ... crap, I just remembered that I have a billion gifties I need to put up. 8D

-procrastinates-

And that, dear chums, is all. -glump-

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23731534/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23731534/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 15:11:07 PDT [link] rofl. xD

Sunshine Sniper

He was a blond chap in a hat, who had a a parrot on his shoulder and forearms of iron. She was a lifeless female soccer star wannabe who bungie jumped from bridges and was looking for danger. Together they had more fun than you can shake a stick at. Fighting the depraved and forgiving the damned.

Queen of Computer

He was a nice mexican bandit, who had a an ego the size of a cow and an ability to kill with his mind. She was a loveless homeless person who hid under her bed and propped up bars. Together they tamed wild cats. Fighting barbarous hoards and loving each other.


Seven Complex

He was an earty Mime artist, who had a a dying mother and a heart of gold. She was a self-centred housewife who sought the meaning of life and needed someone, anyone, maybe noone. Together they travelled back in time. Fighting wrong-doers and staying one step ahead of the authorities.

Uncle Wonderland

He was a happy-go-lucky bored office worker, who had a a crazy sidekick hound named jack and an ability to jump over small buildings. She was a jolly TV personality who lived in the basement and propped up bars. Together they got into amusing and romantic comic scenarios. Fighting evil overlords and stopping evil liberals.

Aunt Plasma

He was a sophisticated secret agent employed in the service of her majesty, who had a a phobia of oxygen and a rare skin disease. She was a selfless prostitute who captained lifeboats for the Scottish rescue services and wanted the family life that THEY said she could never have. Together they had more fun than you can shake a stick at. Fighting AIDS and building bridges.

Watch out for Jackal

He was a diabetic Presidential Candidate, who had a a stomach that just wouldn't quit and a song in his heart. She was a mean spirited tart who flew helicopters over niagra falls for tourists and needed a man, a real man, maybe even him? Together they had more fun than you can shake a stick at. Fighting scum and doing it with class.

Strange Smell

He was a good looking cop on the edge, who had a a friend who dealt Cocaine and guts of jelly. She was a loveless tart who lived in a cardboard box in the road and wanted more. Together they travelled to a parallel dimension. Fighting the wicked and doing it with class.



]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23703001/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23703001/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 22:23:49 PDT
However, I come to tell you of a loverly discovery I've re-made: I fround my favorite improv sketch ever on YouTube again!

http: //www .youtube. com/watch?v= Paj7ziNRBT8 (mind the spaces!) is the location of the notorious poisoned snapple, Walken's food pyramid, and of course, peach fuzz.

Also, I cosplayed as Edward Elric at a con today, and as soon as my phone stops being a dick, I'll show you guys some pics I took.

Whee ~ that is all. <3

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23665198/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23665198/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 18:20:10 PDT
I'm gonna try to write 31 different bits of whatever for these themes ... and like all the other challenges I do, I'll probably quit. BUT. It's here, at least! xD

[link]

01. letter
02. sticks and stones
03. birthday
04. immortal
05. circus
06. abandoned
07. nosebleed
08. mother [or father, or both]
09. sunrise
10. distraction
11. habit
12. fuck
13. love
14. waste
15. skinny
16. eyes
17. white noise
18. impulse
19. addiction
20. desecrate
21. death
22. low
23. heartbeat
24. first kiss
25. tomorrow
26. sweet
27. fog [or mist]
28. can't
29. village
30. time
31. forget

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23652299/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23652299/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 22:22:18 PDT
As for the rant: don't read if you don't want, because I'll be ranting about how much my life sucks. I warned you, so I'm not an attention seeker ... just so you know.

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Well, I got to see my dog for the last time today. I'm gonna get a call in a week or two about whether she's dead or still dying. And I don't even know if I'm going to her funeral or whatever ... she is getting cremated after all, by the way.

More depressing news ... my grandpa had a stroke the other night, which he didn't tell us about. He was home alone and I had talked to him a few minutes before. He's still alive, but he broke three ribs, and now he has to take it easy for awhile. I don't want to lose him to his stubbornness of pride ... he's my sanest family member, and he even said "I love you" to me (which he's never even done for my mum, his daughter).

And yet some more depression! I think that my best guy friend is depressed ... like, he shows every sign imaginable. And I dunno if he knows it or not, but the thing is, even if he did ... he's the kind of person who would just say "oh, okay" and not do anything about it. And it just frightens me so, because he always has been the happy and uplifting friend, except lately ... he's even said, though, that he says things that make others laugh even if he doesn't find them funny himself. Or he'll just give hugs to people even if he doesn't want them (which is why I've started asking if he wants a hug before I do anything). And he also doesn't really tell us if anything's wrong, other than that he's tired a lot. And we don't really see him eat, ever ... though he's always been like that ... but otherwise, he's not the same as he used to be. And the other day he was really hyper and happy and his old self, and he looked like he was enjoying himself. And then a friend and I commented on it and he just kinda ... stopped. And I really am worried, but I could just be over-working my brain a bit, I don't know.

And, there's more. Jake, that notorious bastard that I really like? Yeah? He's just very very confusing. He contracted the same-ish sickness I had, except he was out for longer and all that. And we were talking on Facebook while he was home sick, and he was actually being nice and initiating conversation, joking around about me and Ruby and life and all that ... just ... sorta made me happy, except he was miserably sick, apparently. But then the next day, he goes back to usual (maybe even worse than usual) and when I say hi to him in the hall, he tells me to fuck off ... when I say hi later on Facebook, the same thing. And then he's talking to Ruby about some important things, and the next moment, he's mocking her. Like, he makes amazing conversation when he tries ... and he's such a good psychiatrist-figure (for a teenage boy, at least) ... but then he goes insane and horrid. And I just wonder what the hell is happening in his mind, like the creepy stalker I am ... though I do that with Gabe, too (the guy from the paragraph above) ... and I would with my other friends, but they're so open anyways. Except Megan, but I figure that after two-and-some years, I'm not getting any more out of her.

And I'm still in the moving process, and tomorrow I have to finish up because we're out by noon Saturday, and I have plans this weekend that I'm lucky to be keeping ... and I'm just really kind of stressed and over-emotional but am actually acting really calmly and not crying or pulling at my hair or losing sleep. I'm just being.

... so yes. That, my dears, was my rant. A last note I must tack on:

I hope I never, ever see Steve's face again. Which is the only problem in going to Bluey's service, if she has one ... and she wouldn't give me a kiss before she left, she shied away when I pet her ... I feel really bad for not getting to know her better over our lives. But yeah.

If I see him again later in my life, I hope for his sorry ass that I'm having a "good day" or am with someone, or that he is. Because if not, he's going to die, I swear it. I can't execute any self control at all, and I don't know how well I will later on in life, not when this much shit is pent up. He's not going to get away from nearly killing my mother with a graze on the wrist and a grand for bail.

Mother fucker.

Night, dears. <3

- Sheeky

]]> ~sheekFHT http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23630217/ http://sheekFHT.deviantart.com/journal/23630217/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 20:43:59 PDT D

So um. I have to leave this weekend, my house, I mean ... which means that I'm leaving my computer behind (tho gramma has one). So I'm currently uploading all of my files into "storage" ... gack. It's gonna take awhile. o_o

<3 Sheeky

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Hai gaiz. As you know, I've been evicted.



Anywho. I have to pack up bits of my house in the next few days and haul it to storage/my gramma's house. Fleh.

That is all.

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