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anyway, deviantart has been a bitch these past couple of months. it won't load in my computer, for some reason. anyway, yeah. that.

what else? hmmm... well, there's really nothing else to say.
ah! it's almost new year. i'm quite excited for it. more excited than i was for christmas. which is odd because i usually hate new year. oh! and i got meself a new flash for christmas. it's not much, but now i feel unstoppable! gaha.

]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/16165998/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/16165998/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 11:56:37 PST
anyway, it's been a while since i've updated my journal, i've been rather busy with school. last sem i almost failed! hahaha.

anyway, happy new year everybody! have a good one.

and hey, did anyone notice, wala na masyado nagpapaputok.. yahoo! heh.

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]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/11079911/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/11079911/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 03:26:56 PST ---

Can you name 13 of your classmates in
college that you can think of right off
the top of your head. Don't read the
questions underneath until you
write the names of all 13 people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually
randomly list the names first.

NO CHEATING!

1.sam
2.kevin
3.geran
4.james
5.michael
6.aj
7.jaynti
8.abi
9.wilma
10.kryssa
11.carlo
12.earl
13.mae







How did you meet 10?
- she's my blockmate

What would you do if you had never
met 1?
- who knows little changes can make big differences

What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
- i'd be shocked seeing as they're both guys

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- lawl. no. but i want to.

Do you think 10 is cute?
- everyone is cute in their own special way

How did you get to know 8?
- blockmate

Would you ever go on a date with
number 12?
- hahaha! he's taken but if i had the chance..most prolly not. i like keeping friends.

What's 7's Favorite color?
- ionno. hahaha!

What would you do if 5 confessed he/she
loved you?
- i'd prolly go "really?" heh.

Fact about 9:
- smartass

Who is 4 going out with?
- no one

who is number 5 to you?
- he's my friend of course!

Would you ever live with 13?
- lawl. sure, why not!

Is 2 single?
- nah

Where does 7 live?
- cavite

What do you think about 3?
- he's cool

What's the best thing about number 8?
- cute. like- kid cute.

What do you like about number 11?
- freakin' nice.

Favorite Memory with 1?
- sleepovers

Repost as "Can you name 13 of your
classmates in college?"

]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/10919199/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/10919199/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 22:22:49 PST You know you live in 2006 when...

1. You go to a party, sit down and take MySpace pics.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years

3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have AIM/LiveJournal/MySpace/YM.

4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV.

6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer.

7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling.

8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this.

9. You were too busy to notice number five.

10. You actually looked back up to check if there was a number five.

11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity.

12. Repost if you fell for it. You know you did.

---
yep. i fell for it. *dies laughing*

]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/10908658/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/10908658/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 02:37:24 PST

---
--{100 Little Things You Didn't Know About Me}---

1. Full Name: angela rivera
2. Nicknames: angela, ge
3. Birthday: 160289
4. Place of Birth: philippines
5. Zodiac Sign: aquarius
6. Male or Female: female
7. Grade: 1st year college
8. Schools: mdm, dlsu-d
9. Occupation: God
10. Residence: here
11. Screen Name: sheenatehpunkrockah

__Your Appearance___

19. Piercing: 2
20. Tattoos: 0
21. Righty or Lefty: righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: got none
23. First Award: i forget
24. First Sport You Joined: volleyball
25. First pet: i think it was a dog
26. First Real Vacation: don't remember
27. First Concert: i went to the mtv right to royalty
28. First Love: myself

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: prozac nation
30. TV Show: house
31. Colors: red, black
32. Rapper: ionno. eminem?
33. Band: lots there
34. Song Right Now: perfect day- lou reed
35. Friend: O_O
36. Candy: butterball
37. Sport to Play: none
38. Restaurant: ionno
39. Favorite brand to wear: whichever feels comfortable
40. Store: none
41. School Subject: none
42. Animal: cats
43. Book: lots
44. Magazine: any'll do
45. Shoes: chuck's.

___Currently___

46. Feeling: alive
47. Single or Taken?: single
48. Have a crush: no
49. Eating: no
50. Drinking: no
51. Typing: this
52. Online?: yeah
53. Listening To: mystery achievement: the pretenders
54. Thinking About: what to do
55. Wanting To: do what i want to do
56. Watching: what i'm typing
57. Wearing: scrubs

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: nah
59. Want to be Married?: not right now i don't
61. Where do you want to live: somewhere cold.
62. Car: something nice

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair color: depends on his skin tone, i guess.
64. Hair length: whichever works
65. Eye color: whatever is his eye colour
66. Measurements: ionno
68. Lips or Eyes: ionno
69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs
70. Short or Tall: tall,i guess
71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing AND serious
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous
73. Fatty or Skinny: neither
74. Sensitive or Loud: both
75. Hook-up or Relationship: ionno. lawl.
76. Sweet or Caring: caring
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: can go both ways.

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: ...no. o_o
79. Had Alcohol: no
80. Smoked: no
81. Ran Away From Home: no
82. Broken a bone: no
83. Gotten an X-ray: yeah
84. Been with someone: as in a relationship? no
85. Broken Someone’s Heart: hahaha. i sure hope so! *sadist*
86. Broken Up With Someone: no
87. Cried When Someone Died: nah
88. Cried At School: yeah. lots of times. esp. while laughing. <-- wins

___Do You Believe In___

89. Chain Letters: heck no.
90. Miracles: no
91. Love At First sight: no
92. Ghosts: no
93. Aliens: i am an alien
94. Soul Mates: no
95. Heaven: no.
96. Hell: no
97. Angels: no
98. Kissing on The First Date: yeah
99. Horoscopes: no

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't have?: why would i want someone?

]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/10563763/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/10563763/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 19:41:01 PST and passed on here.

Rules:

*List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.

*Don't say who they pertain to.

*Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.

*Never discuss it again.
---

1. i wish you rot in hell bitch. or not.. i actually want you to suffer in my hands first. god damn it. heh. you may play the innocent little girl but seriously, we can see past your almost- exposed breasts.

2. dear, no one really likes you. i hope you know that. they think you're a social climber and well, frankly, you are. just quit you're effing feelerisms (word?) and we can all be happy.

3. thanks for nothing and apology not accepted. not everyone is like you, y'know. so don't expect others to do like you. gah! you're just so perfect at everything, aren't you?

4. i know something about you and it ain't good... O____O

5. dude, the internet isn't really a secret place where you can write secret things.

6. you're not as good as you think you are, y'know?

7. EFF YOU! you think you know depression? gaddammet. you know what i hate most? people who ACTUALLY lead themselves to believe that they're fxcking sick in the head. dude, i'm not sick or anything but i bet my life on it that being depressed isn't fun or cool at all. just quit your whining and try living.

8. i wish i understood you more. well, i do. hahaha. i don't like you. and i mean DON'T. in fact, i abhor you. i wish you'd just kill yourself. yeah. go! cry you damn bastard! oh, and while you're at it, go slit your wrists too.

9. let's talk again, okay?

10. thanks for the conversations.

11. i feel sorry for you (and your family). i mean, imagine having to be with you everyday, that's emotionally, physically, and mentally exhausting. poor you.

---
by the way, i'm hungry.

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]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/10084690/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/10084690/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 20:19:37 PDT Actually, my expository essay


NO TO CHA-CHA


Our country is suffering from a lack of governing power that is strong enough to overthrow the monolithic ideations of the people that comprise it. Or at least that is what people in authority want to make us believe. It is probably why they’ve set forth that long- running proposal for a charter change. My stand? The government should not push through with their plans to impose it because it will only prove Kafkaesque to our already- fragile economy and it will benefit the politicians more than it will benefit the people.


I believe Filipinos are intelligent people. We are capable of deciding when something is tolerable or intolerable. Our country is not in its most stable position, we are hanging by a thread amid this economic battle, internal chaos, and international problems. To have to work on this
constitutional change would mean that leaders of our country would have to spend time to make this plausible. We cannot sacrifice that. Their priorities have to be set in minimising as much damage as they can. Bringing this up would mean that they still have to worry about one more thing amongst the other more pertinent concerns that affect us.


Next, even though we are intelligent, we are also intellectually deluded. The poverty that has stricken our country is so dire that we condition ourselves to believe that anything that allows a person to acquire money befits a hands- down approval. We can’t live forever believing in this incredulous presumption. We all know what charter- change is: a shift from one constitution to another. Or, as Marcos said, “Cha-cha… [is an] effort to seek a shift to a unicameral parliament system.” Basically just one move the politicians can use to prolong their stay in the throne of democratic power. Now, we ask ourselves, who is really going to benefit from any change in the charter? “The Charter- change is only intended to save politicians, who stand no chance of winning in the elections.” (Cadacio, 2004) At this point, we return to our previous statement: politicians who want to prolong their seats. Then, through that, we can come up with a follow- up question, WHY do they want to stay in their position? Imagine you are in a dark, empty room. In front of you is a door with a steel bolt but it’s open. You peer inside and find one million pesos, you are an arm- length away from claiming it. There’s just one problem, there is a low- resolution camera right behind you. But since it’s low- resolution, it won’t be able to clearly map out your physique, besides, it has a lot of blind spots in it. What do you do when you’re faced with that temptation? That opportunity? Don’t you just want to grab it and not look back? You see, even though the politician in power is honest, the moral emaciation that they go through is so severe that they end up giving in to the circumstances that they face.


Sure, charter- change can be good for us. But that is if the leader who is seated can actually direct us into the greener fields across the turbulent rivers that I would like to call circumstances. Seeing as how the people who should be in authority are doing pretty insubstantially, I highly recommend that we do not pursue the proposal for a charter- change. I am not trying to slander any politician’s name but, as a cognizant citizen of The Philippines, I feel obliged to let others, who, like me, are curious, know “the real deal.”




]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9823874/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9823874/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 05:18:46 PDT
Something stolen from

Instructions: Answer the questions by clicking play on your music player and pasting the song title for each question, remember it's on shuffle, you don't decide, it does, SO NO CHEATING!

1. YOUR BEING CHASED BY AN GIANT SQUID! your theme music: The Girl From Ipanema- Frank Sinatra
2. You meet Itachi for the first time and you scream: As Lovers Go- Dashboard Confessional
3. You see Batman at the beach and he proclaims: Can't Take My Eyes off Of You- Frank Sinatra
4. You dance in the rain to: Baby Got Back- Sir- Mix- A- Lot (quite fitting, i think)
5. Orochimaru has his poison teeth to your neck. "Any last words?" "Yes," you choke: Anarchy In The USA- The Sex Pistols
6. Your surfing music: Tabi ng Bulkan- Razorback
7. You have your own anthem it is: Tear You Apart- She Wants Revenge ()
8. Michael Jackson sits down on a bus beside you. He says: Zombie- The Cranberries
9. Your secret crush asks you out, you reply: Relax, Relapse- Panic! At The Disco (hahaha)
10. A bear starts to attack you. You cry out: Knocking on Heaven's Door- Bob Marley and Led Zeppelin

Instructions: Write numbers 1-10 and play shuffle. Post songs, and after everyone, write: In my pants

1. Cretin Hop in my pants. LMAO
2. Transatlanticism in my pants!
3. The Ocean Breathes Salty in my pants.. (eewww)
4. Dare you To Move in my pants. (don't [period])
5. The Lying lies and dirty secrets of miss erica court in my pants. (i didn't stuff it there, promise!)
6. Magic Medicine in my pants.. (O____O)
7. If there is a God in my pants. (yech!)
8. Smoke on The Water in my pants. (i thought the smoke was on the water?)
9. 44-Caliber love letter in my pants (yeah, i stuffed it there while no one was looking.. NOT!)
10. Wake Up in my pants. (just don't)

Almost everything on the second part sounds dirty... O___O

Try it! It's so much fun. Heh. g'bye now. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9811990/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9811990/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 04:21:25 PDT
I seem to have a lot of Gen. Psych homeworks these days. I dun care though.

I'm planning on posting something for prose although it's prolly not going to be anything to be excited about. It's just something I wrote for something. Heh.

Anyway, I'm still trying to decide. It still needs to be edited and stuff. Heh. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9785762/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9785762/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 19:08:28 PDT
Give me serious answer, y'all. FUGAZI! That was random.

+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...+
committed suicide:
said I liked you:
kissed you:
lived next door to you:
started smoking:
stole something:
was hospitalized:
ran away from home:
got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?: ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9722193/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9722193/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 07:41:12 PDT
Stolen from

Nerd Test

[x] You wear/own a pair of glasses.
[ ] You have played some sort of video game 5 hours straight.
[ ] You have GI Joes or toy dinosaurs.
[x] You pack your lunch to school/work. (and i'm in college. o.O)
[x] Reading books is fun.
Total = 3

[x] You go to the library to hang out.
[ ] You get good grades.
[x] You have corrected people's grammar.
[ ] Math class rocks.
[x You have told someone a joke and nobody laughed.
Total = 3

[x] You like eating Chinese food with chopsticks.
[ ] You have won the spelling bee. (no but i won the quiz bee though)
[ ] Girls/boys have cooties!
[x] You have watched TV for 4 hours straight.
[x] Sports are just not my thing.
Total = 3


[ ] You have/had a pet tarantula, snake, and/or lizard.
[ ] You cried because you got an F on something.
[ ] Your homework is ALWAYS turned in on time.
[ ] You are NEVER late for class.
[x] Spiderman is the coolest superhero.
[x] You corrected the teacher.
[x] You want(ed) to be a doctor or surgeon when you grow up.
[ ] You have a napoleon dynamite t-shirt.
[x] You always have a pen or pencil for class.
[ ] You are an honor student.
Total = 4


[ ] You have never cheated on a test/quiz.
[x] You do not care about your looks.
[ ] You are in the school band.
[x] You have tripped and fallen in the hall.
[ ] Spiders and bugs are very cool.
Total = 2

(15/30)x100= 50% NERD

Wheeee... ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9550428/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9550428/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:12:52 PDT Emo for the Pseudo-Depressed Kid



I hate it when I read profiles of people who post gifs of wrist- slashing. It's stupid, I mean, is that what they think is cool? I never thought hurting yourself was cool. It's not a very glorious thing to do. I mean, people who ACTUALLY do it only do it because they have too much repressed feelings. They're.. well.. they're stupid. I also never thought depression was a nice thing to have. It swallows you up and people around you are oblivious to it. It makes you fester from inside out. It's a horrid, horrid disease. So, why then, do people have this very very fond emotions on that? Urk. I'm waning away from my subject.


Emo is a shorter term for Emotional Hardcore, a subgenre of the punk rock music genre. For some reason, very obvious to everyone, it has also become a lifestyle as well. Typically, an "emo" will look like this.


I don't have anything against emo. Gad, I listen to a number of emo bands. It's just that people are getting way in over their heads. It's a fad, nothing more.


I don't like it when I read names like -cUtMaHwRiStZ- or xxxdyinginsidexxx or '-'thisrazorismyfriend'-' i mean, first, that first one is just horrible! Uck. I mean, it can only be made by an insipid idiot who has nothing better to do in his/ her life than to pretend that he/ she is actually in emotional pain. Gaddammet! And the usage of "z" at the end is plainly distasteful. I apologize if you are guilty of doing so, I can't help it. I don't like repressing feelings. Anyway, sure, you can use IDs like those but don't be such a faddist. And damn it, quit being such a poseur!


People who use those things are undermining the meaning of Clinical Depression. Just think, now, adults will think that every adolescent who makes "emo" a lifestyle and those who are really, truly depressed are just being melodramatic and will mistake it as normal. What about those who are actually crying out for help?


I have very much waned away from my topic now and I am very much angry with myself. I've to find some humour in this, somehow. Hence, l'll now post this rather hilarious, 21-minute long video on "How To Be Emo."


Something I posted in my thing.







]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9528970/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9528970/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 06:37:38 PDT though.


01) First name: angela

02) Your nickname in dA: -_- sheenatehpunkrockah

03) Birthday: 1602

04) Horoscope sign: aquarius

05) Birth town: philippines

06) Religion: Catholic

07) Nationality: Filipino

08) Parents: yes, i have parents

09) Do you love them: yea

10) Brothers or sisters: got one sister

11) Do you like the place where you live: sure

13) Colour of your eyes: braun

14) Height: 5'5"

15) Weight: 130 lbs.

16) What school/grade are you going to: 1st year college

17) What marks do you have: average

18) Do you work anywhere: nu

19) What do you want to be in your life: a superhero. seriously

20) Your life style: people say i'm too laid-back

21) Personal quote: i think it's in my profile

22) Lucky number: 6

23) What are you interested in: a lot

24) Good side of your character: a lot. heh.

25) Bad side of it: not too many things.

26) Is your life happy: ja

27) Do you think that you are crazy: people say i am

28) What is the time: 3:21 p.m.

29) What is the date: 290706

30) What’s the weather like: wet. liek- rain wet.

31) Favourite day in a week: tues/thurs

32) Favourite music: i'm not picky

33) Singer: a lot

34) Band: a lot too

35) Song: i'm listening to "smells like teen spirit."

36) Best concert you have been: i've only been in one and it's not my favourite

37) Actress: i've a few but nvm

38) Actor: i've a lot.

39) Film: i've a lot of that too

40) TV serial: C.S.I.

41) Theatre play: himala

42) Film director: not picky

43) Do you want to be famous: yes, i want fame and recognition

44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: yes.

45) Do you want to be a singer: yes.

46) Book: those i read

47) Colour: red, black, gold

48) Flower: not picky

49) Food: fil. food

50) Drink: iced tea, milk shake, bottomless sago't gulaman (max's fc)

51) Sweet: sugar? nah!

52) Fruit: not into fruits that much

53) The worst food: paksiw

54) The worst Drink: ionno. piss?

55) The worst Singer: those darned poseurs are always annoying

56) The worst Band:

57) The worst Actor: ionno.

58) The worst Actress: there was this one actress but io dun remember


59) The worst Movie: sabog-plotted ones or those with overused themes

60) The worst book: ionno. i dun read books i'm not interested in

61) Do you drink alchocol: nah

62) Do you smoke: no

63) Do you take some drugs (and what): yeah. prescription drugs. i don't do illegal drugs if that's what you mean

64) What do you adore to wear: comfy but unique- that describes it

65) Do you think you're pretty: sure. in an odd, almost alienish way

66) What languages do you speak: eng. fil. et un peu d'Francais (actually, i just wanna learn french and german.)

67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male:

68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female?: whenever i look in the mirror, i see the most beautiful face. hahaha. i'm kidding

69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: i've seen lots of beautiful men here. you're prolly one of 'em. hahaha

70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: go here and you'll see
~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9402005/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9402005/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 05:41:41 PDT ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9217635/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9217635/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 05:47:01 PDT
Well, I will right now.

This is not a safe place to openly talk about my problems, this page is too open for anyone and I wouldn't want anyone to know about it. heh.

anyway, college isn't bad. well, for the most part. o'course you can never get rid of those annoying people. and yes, i am talking about an extremely annoying person.

i hate a lot of things so i think, to explain myself, i'm going to write another long hate list which i will not explain afterwards.

Hatelist
.people who pretend they can't speak their native tongue.
.people who pretend they're oh-so-holy.
.people who insult me about my pronunciation and grammar when i know i am correct.
.people who defend themselves when they are actually wrong.
.people who can't handle sensible conversations.
.people who think depression (or any other mental illness for that matter) is cool.
.people who pretend they are mentally ill.
.overrated people.
.flirts.
.feelers.
.users.
.a lot more stuff but i'll leave it at that. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9007159/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/9007159/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 09:14:54 PDT
Well, I do, sorta, school will begin in a few days, June 13 to be exact, I'm really nervous. Not because of the new people but because of the commuting, and finding my way to my classrooms!

I'm hating on Ateneo. damn you atenistas! School- June 19.. O___O

I'm holding a lot of supressed feelings right now, fear, frustration, excitement, curiosity, hatred? ionno about that, boredom, happiness, loneliness. One can only hold so much inside. But now it's out.. It's the end of summer, seriously. I hate it. But I love it! Gah! Ionno what I'm feeling anymore. This is too confusing. Oh, and add confused to my list of supressed feelings.

About my supressed feelings, since I've just let 'em all out, I think it's safe to call them used-to-be-supressed feelings... Sucky, I know. Oh well. Ciao!

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
even though the sound of it is... ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8938577/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8938577/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 08:57:57 PDT BOREDOM!

I have no idea what the date today is and I know I can check the computer clock but I'm too lazy to move the mouse over there. That's how affected I am by this slacker lifestyle. Usually every summer I get into a workshop or something so I wouldn't be slacking at home but ionno what happened this time. I think it might've been my relatives coming for a visit from abroad and me overworking myself trying to be a good host.

My schedule (yeah, as if anyone cares!):

.days before the days that will follow: dentist appointment, camera repair, and watch repair
.June 9 (i think, could be June 8 though): Open house
.June 13: End of MY life a.k.a. start of school. >.<

My real agenda (another boring q&a):

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one word survey
Message: Just type one word.
NO EXPLANATIONS.

One Word Survey:

1. Yourself: myself

2. Your girlfriend/boyfriend: nonexistent

3. Your Hair: black

4. Your Mother: downstairs

5. Your Father: golf

6. Your Favourite Item: camera

7. Your Dream Last Night: none

8. Your Favorite Drink: icedtea

9. Your Dream Home: mansion

10. The Room You Are In: office

11. Your Pet(s): nada

12. Your fear: lots

13. Where You Want To Be In Ten Years: see no.9

14. Who you hung out with last night: family

15. What You're Not: camera

16. Your Best Friend: none

17. One of Your Wish list Items: this

18. Your Gender: female

19. The Last Thing You Did: breathe

20. What You Are Wearing: clothes

21. Your Favorite Weather: cold?

22. Your Favorite Kind of Book: lots

23. The Last Thing You Ate: ginataan

24. Your Life:

25. YOUR MOOD: Bo red

26. The Last Person You Talked To: mum ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8917118/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8917118/ Tue, 30 May 2006 01:06:44 PDT
Just poking fun at the stereotypical "Emo" lifestyle.

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How Emo Are You?

[x]my fave color is black or red
[ ]i own chain pants
[x]i wear black
[x]i wear black eyeliner
[ ]i have pictures of me where i look emo (how do you describe an "emo look")

Total= 3

[ ]i cut/used to cut
[x]i have thought about suicide (just because it's fun)
[ ]i cry ALOT
[ ]i am very emotional (people say I'm too unemotional.)
[ ]if i dont get my way i throw a fit

Total= 1

[x]i like rock music
[ ]i own at least 5 band t-shirts
[x]i wear black braclets
[x]i like HIM, Korn, Slipknot or Metallica (well, some songs atleast)
[x]GoodCharlotte is gay

Total= 4

[ ]i shop in HotTopic (we don't have that here)
[ ]i own at least 2 wrist cufs
[x]i own converse all stars
[x]i own converse all stars that are black
[x]i think preps suck

Total= 3

[ ]i am depressed/been depressed
[ ]i have tried suicide
[ ]i have tried suicide more than 3 times
[ ]i cut/used to cut myself at least 3 times a week
[ ]emos rock! not really. haha. (ionno, they're okaii but they don't rock my socks)

Total=0

Add up you total's and multiply by 4.

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Conclusion: I'm 44% of what this q&a is saying.

I'd like this person to answer:
just because I bet he would because he's prolly bored out of his wits.

But then, if yer bored, you can always answer. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8852835/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8852835/ Tue, 23 May 2006 09:02:18 PDT

Anyway, tagged me because I'm always bored.

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A HARRY POTTER QUESTIONAIRE:

1.Who is your favorite Harry Potter character?
> Ron.Tonks

2.What is your favorite Harry Potter book?
> All but I get tired of reading 'em once I finish.

3.What Harry Potter character do you dislike most?
> Snape the snake

4.What Hogwarts House would you like to be placed in?
> Gryffindor. yeah, because harry potter is from that house.

5. What Hogwarts House WOULD the Sorting Hat place you in?
> Gryffindor. just because that's what i'd choose.

6.What is your favorite magical creature?
> What's buckbeak again? that or thestrals

7.What magical creature would you like to have for a pet?
> owls- bloody useful

8.What would your favorite Hogwarts class be?
> Defense or transfiguration.

9.Who would be your favorite Hogwarts teacher?
> Lupin- because he's a werewolf

10.What would your favorite magical potion be?
> Veritaserum/ Polyjuice.

11.What kind of magic wand would you have?
> my own. ionno.

12.What is your favorite store in Diagon Alley?
> the uh.. owlery i guess because that's the only place i remember.

13. What is your favorite store in Hogsmeade?
> madame rosmerta's

14.What is your favorite Honeydukes candy?
> Bertie Bott's

15. What is your favorite Bertie Botts Every Flavor Bean flavor?
> not those pukey things fo' sho'

16.What kind of magical career would you have after leaving Hogwarts?
> erm.. i'd want to be the minister of magic.

17.What is your favorite Quidditch team?
> none

18.If you could be on a Quidditch Team, what team would it be and what broom would you fly?
> i don't know (twice)

19.What is your favorite magical spell?
> Crucio, Imperio =tied

20. What do you think you would score on your OWL Exam?
>ionno.. the highest?

and I tag no one because I'm nice but any one who wants to answer may do so because I don't really own this questionnaire and I'm being extra nice to people who'd rather not be tagged. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8821581/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8821581/ Sat, 20 May 2006 00:22:30 PDT
Now I shall let 6 people suffer by tagging them.

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Just Give three of the following:

things found in your wallet apart from money (or coins)
*aacc card
*eagle ridge card
*timezone card

films I'd watch over and over again:
*waking life
*schindler's list
*finding nemo.

songs I can listen to again and again: (for now)
*rain song
*tearing in my heart
*road tripping (all time favourite. heh)

books Ive read from cover to cover:
*prozac nation
*dan brown books
*harry potter books

reasons to watch television:
*good movies
*boredom
*information


places I'd want to visit 10 years from now:
*france
*germany
*africa

obsessions:
*computer
*my camera
*research (because i'm a dork)

favorite cartoon characters:
*timmy: Fairly Odd Parents
*goofy: Mickey Mouse and Friends
*Shaggy: Scooby Doo

favorite girls name:
*got
*none
*sorry

favorite things
*camera
*mum's laptop
*money (well, i can't lie)

favorite foods:
*pizza
*eggplant
*chicken fingers

favorite snacks:
*instant noodles
*lay's (sp?)
*cheetos

favorite websites:
* google.com
* this one, i guess
* wiki (just because)

things you want to do: (but can't do)
* bungee jump
* snow/skate board
* be a secret agent

goals you want to accomplish:
*be filthy rich
*be extremely famous
*make a dent

colors:
*black
*gold
*red

favorite parts of the house
*library (i guess)
*mum's bathroom
*third floor (during christmas)

Now for the six people I want to tag:

]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8506501/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8506501/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 02:47:57 PDT
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Will I have a happy life?:
A Decade Under The Influence- Taking Back Sunday O_O

*Do people secretly lust after me?:
Sugar, We're Going Down- The Fall Out Boy (I don't quite get it..)

*What should I do with my life?
Think Of Me- Phantom Of The Opera (And again, vanity wins! )

*What is some good advice for me?:
Needles and Pins- The Ramones (err.. stick some sharp objects on my skin?)

*What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Stairway To Heaven- Led Zeppelin (seriously, I'm not that bad. lol)

*What type of men/women do you like?:
Close To You- The Carpenters (err...)

*Why am I here?
On My Own- the Used

*What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
I've Been Dying To Reach You- Saosin

*What will this year be all about?
Blitzkrieg Bop- The Ramones (oohh.. chaotic...)

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and I got this from another person (i dun remember who). It's fun, try it. Mine just dun make sense. heh. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8495735/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8495735/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 03:17:54 PDT Rocul

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

1. I have a serious case of short-term memory loss. Like, you can tell me something now and a minute later I'll forget it.

2. I'm double-jointed? Most people think it's freaky

3. I don't like powder.

4. When I laugh, my face turns really red, like, tomato red.

5. I can't leave the people I really hate.

6. I eat fancy burgers by level (sandwich first, then lettuce, then tomato,...)

the SIX that I WILL TAG!!!! geez.. one by one? If you read this, consider yourself one of the six. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8281853/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8281853/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 07:01:03 PST ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8144945/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/8144945/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 00:28:17 PST ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7993511/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7993511/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 19:44:19 PST [_] I am shorter than 5' 4".
[_] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[_] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. [preferably red for me -> me too!]
[_] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[_] I have a tattoo.
[_] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[_] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[_] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings. [ i let the two other close]
[_] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[_] I have freckles. [ not a freckly person]


FAMILY/HOME LIFE
[_)] I've sworn at my parents.
[_] I've run away from home.
[_] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[_] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[_] I want to have kids someday.
[_] I've had children.
[_] I've lost a child.


SCHOOL/WORK
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job. [sorta, i'm in this trying-to-earn-money-on-my-own thing]
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[_] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[_] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[_] I failed more than 1 class last year. [just one]
[_] I've stolen something from my job.
[_] I've been fired.


EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[_] Disney movies still make me cry. [ftw?]
[_] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [infront of the class reciting something. i couldn't continue and my teacher gave me a really low grade fer that]
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[_] I've had my pants rip in public. [i've accidentally worn ripped pants outside my house, didn't know they were ripped]


HEALTH
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment. [asthma]
[_] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[_] I've broken a bone.
[_] I've had my tonsils removed.
[_] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[_] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[_] I had a serious surgery.
[_] I've had chicken pox.
[_] I've had more than two cavities. [never. haha!]


TRAVELING
[_] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[_] I've been to Canada.
[_] I've been to Mexico.
[_] I've been to Niagger Falls.
[_] I've been to Japan.
[_] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[_] I've been to Europe.
[_] I've been to Africa.


EXPERIENCES
[_] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[_] I've wished on a shooting star.
[_] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [accidentally]
[x] I've been to a casino.
[_] I've been skydiving
[_] I've gone skinny dipping.
[_] I've played spin the bottle.
[_] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[_] I've crashed a car.
[_] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from Myspace. [some of my myspace friends are my friends iRL]
[_] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[_] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[_] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. [might've gone a little overboard too]
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[_] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[_] I've been snowboarding.

SEXUALITY
[_] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[_] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[_] I am a cuddler.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[_] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] I have kissed a stranger.


HONESTY/CRIME
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[_] I've snuck out of my house. [i don't have to]
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test. [and rather blatantly, if i might add]
[_] I've run a red light. [my mum does though]
[_] I've been suspended from school. [the worst that i received is a pink slip for chewing gum, i'm a good girl]
[_] I've witnessed a crime.
[_] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've... ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7913523/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7913523/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 06:48:41 PST birthday deviation.

Anyway, what's up? Nothing. Just my big day! We did absolutely nothing today. My family didn't eat out, I got one present from a friend but I got loads of "Happy Birthdays." Sad? Actually it isn't. I'm celebrating my birthday on Saturday so liek, I'm all excited about it. Actually, I'm not but I'm all up for the presents. Go presents! Oh! Notes to self: WRAP BIRTHDAY PRESENTS FOR VALEN AND ANNA.

-end of rant- ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7851304/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7851304/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 21:49:28 PST Alegna

2. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
i don't have any bestfriends.

3. THE LAST THING YOU DOWNLOADED ON TO YOUR COMPUTER?
I asked my friend to send me Bullet With Butterfly Wings

4. HAVE YOU EVER LICKED A 9 VOLT BATTERY?
erm.. I don't think so.

5. LAST TIME YOU SWAM IN A POOL?
Last year.

6. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY?
uh huh

Where's ..7?
i've no idea. prolly off 8-ing 9

8. TYPE OF MUSIC YOU DISLIKE MOST?
senti

10. DO YOU HAVE CABLE?
yea

11. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN ON A MOPED?
uh.. no.

12. EVER MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL?
yes

13. BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
nah

14. WOULD YOU GO BUNGEE JUMPING OR SKY DIVING?
sure.

16. DO YOU HAVE A GARDEN?
nu.

17. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE COMIC STRIP?
don't got one.

18. DO YOU KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO THE NATIONAL ANTHEM?
i sing along with other people but on my own, I forget some parts

19. BATH OR SHOWER, MORNING OR NIGHT?
both, both

20. BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE LAST MONTH?
I haven't watched anything in ages!

21. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPINGS?
peperoni and those other meat things

22. CHIPS OR POPCORN?
popcorn

23. WHAT TYPE OF DEODORANT DO YOU USE?
woah! how random is this question.

No 24??
i'm hungry. XP

25. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
weekdays. i know school sucks but i still like going

26. ORANGE OR APPLE JUICE?
apple.

27. WHO WERE THE LAST PEOPLE YOU WENT OUT TO LUNCH WITH?
my father and sister

28. FAVORITE TYPE OF CHOCOLATE BAR?
Mars Bars

30. LAST TIME YOU ATE A HOMEGROWN TOMATO?
ne'er

31. HAVE YOU EVER WON A TROPHY?
just a few medals

32. IF YOU COULD BE A CARTOON CHARACTER, WHO WOULD YOU BE?
uh.. ionno.

33. EVER PUNCHED SOMEONE IN THE FACE?
yeah. by accident

34. EVER ORDERED FROM AN INFOMERCIAL?
no

35. FAVORITE VIDEO GAME?
i don't really play video games

36. HAVE YOU EVER HAD TO WEAR A UNIFORM TO SCHOOL/WORK?
since my first day of school when i was three.

37. LAST THING YOU BOUGHT AT WALGREENS?
we don't have that here in my planet

38. EVER THROWN UP IN PUBLIC?
nu

39. WOULD YOU PREFER BEING A MILLIONAIRE OR FINDING TRUE LOVE?
being a Billionaire = my true love

40. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
no

41. CAN EX'S JUST BE FRIENDS?
sure

42. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU VISITED IN THE HOSPITAL?
prolly my sister.

43. DID YOU EVER HAVE LONG HAIR AS A KID?
yeah

44. WHAT MESSAGE IS ON YOUR VOICEMAIL MACHINE?
nuttin'

45. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO RIGHT NOW?
somewhere with food

46. WHAT WAS THE NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
sulya

47. WHAT KIND OF BACKPACK DO YOU HAVE, & WHAT'S IN IT?
jansport red. i put all my candy wrappers, books, scratch papers, things in it

48. LAST INCOMING CALL ON YOUR PHONE?
ionno

49. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU ARE GRATEFUL FOR TODAY?
nothing

50. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MOST?
i'm in physical pain. i need a massage ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7682715/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7682715/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 06:45:09 PST
One thing is for sure, I certainly wasn't counting on something like this. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7590568/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7590568/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 08:28:23 PST So this is how pain feels like..

I haven't exercised in more than six months. Oh, you thought this was one of those deep serious entries? Hell no! So I haven't exercised in six months then all of a sudden I've to do all these crazy things to my body (I meant stunts you crazy bastard). See, this cheering cometition came up. And we're all required to participate in it because its graded. So now I've to subject my body in totally unnatural poses which involve me breaking my neck if I make a mistake. But that's what being a dancer is all about, right? Trying to not break your neck even if your one inch away from breaking it. Oh! And our PE sux ass! I was never born with strong abs. I can't even do 1 sit up. I laugh too much that I can't carry my own upper body. My teacher rules at it though, crapass. I'm kidding.

Next, I'm learning the art of apathy. I've always wanted to be apathetic but my inner self has always been loud, weird, and outgoing. This be the time to change into a totally new person. Hahaha. And that was a sarcastic laugh. I don't think this stoic meh is ever going to work. I"m just going to be plain ol' weird meh. And it's rawks!

Isn't this entry long? ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7492761/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7492761/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:11:58 PST ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7439110/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7439110/ Wed, 28 Dec 2005 10:53:41 PST
wh00t for life.

new year is just around the corner. wh00pie! and no, i'm not excited. just bored out of my wits. gimme something here. *waits*...

*waits some more*...

man! this bites. i need to go to bed, like, now! ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7174223/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7174223/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 06:30:48 PST
I'm not updating anymore. I find it annoying. For me and for people who have to delete it everytime I creat something. Good eh?

I know I used to write angsty poems. Atleast, I think, that's what they are. I still wish to write some more but, I'm too overloaded to even remember how to write poems. I hope I can get a good inspiration. The only one I'm getting now is MY PC SUCKS! but I can't seem to add depth to that topic so I'm scrapping that idea.

Yeah, so now you've prolly realised that you're reading a really senseless entry. Another trash to your message box. Well, that's what I'm good at doing anyway.

Next thing I'd like to talk about- resignation. The failure to finish a certain task, usually marked with the feeling of despair or withdrawal. I'm talking about quitting, not the im-an-old-man-and-i-need-not-work type of resignation. I don't want to be a quitter but sometimes giving up is the only way. Err.. I can't give any examples. Well, I can but I'm too lazy to type it.

Gah! Everything is too long!
Goodbye!
*poof* ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7068862/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/7068862/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 01:08:59 PST ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/6888743/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/6888743/ Fri, 28 Oct 2005 06:31:42 PDT ---

.:10 things you like:.

1. my pc
2. my DSL
3. my imagination
4. my so-called cynicism
5. my self
6. money
7. being brutally honest to others when they try to be pleasing to me
8. I'd like to have a good digicam.
9. thoughts where my mind often wallow in
10.doing seemingly nonsensical things and making seemingly nonsensical things and saying seemingly nonsensical things...
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.:3 things that make you happy:.

1. my pc
2. compliments
3. thoughts of me as a superhero
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.:3 things that anger you:.

1. erm.. need I say the name?
2. feelers
3. people who talk in taglish when they can talk in straight filipino
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.:10 things that you hate:.

1. my narrow vocabulary
2. my unproofreaderness to my works
3. my lack of appreciation in all things beautiful
4. kleptomaniacs
5. those damn beggars!
6. people who easily get obsessed
7. obsession
8. paksiw
9. fish
10.hypocrites and liars
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.:3 facts about your name:.

1. it's not yours
2. it fits my angelic face. i'm kidding.
3. it means messenger of god...
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.:5 facts about yourself:.

1. I live to criticize those whom I care about
2. People say I'm cynical though I'm only being brutally honest
3. I'm not the person everyone likes
4. I'm a nihilistic hedonist
5. I'm autistic
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.:2 things you expect (at least for now):.

1. to die, eventually
2. to get others to notice what I'm typing right now and copy+paste it on their journal and rewrite their own rants
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.:4 random thoughts:.

1. wh00t! i've no idea
2. harakiri
3. gah!
4. twang!
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.:Song you're listening to (give singer):.

I'm listening to Sheena Is a Punk Rocker by The Ramones... In my head.
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.:Time:.

... after time.
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.:10 People you'll tag this to:.

The ten people who read this. Oh yeah! ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5956764/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5956764/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 09:37:48 PST My list of deviations

SUBIC PHOTOS
The ones I took from Subic... obviously.
Note: I've got more links in some of those deviations which will take you to other Subic photos.
Old Forgotten | Whale Encounter- Dorsal Swim (more whale encounter photo links inside) | We're Almost There | Start from the roots bandw | Still Waiting | Follow The Light | Nemo, wait! | Looking for.. | Old Forgotten v.2 | road never ending

POETRY
Insomnia | Good Friend, Bad Foe | War Season | We | What you say is not | Ghost | I Sold my Soul to The Devil | You | What have you done? | Fear | Para Sayo | Monster | Untitled | Miss Pretend | Wonderful Isn't The Word (In Freeverse) | An Ode to Mother

OTHER PHOTOS
Kalikasan | Car photo | Hide from the Rain | Sunset? | Happy | Happy Family? | Papa | Camera Shy | Guess Who | Abduction | >a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/25146841/"> Enlightened | Still Waiting | >a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/25451016/">Two Face ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5798734/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5798734/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 06:46:26 PDT
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I ran for a position in the student council, treasurer, to be exact. Politics can be so tough on people. >.< Election will be on Monday, if I win then that's more work for me, if I don't, well, then I won't be part of the SC--- also: Social climber or Sex Culprit.. Sorry, hadda write that. Wretched mind!

Earlier, we were asked to write a poem about them Greek Gods and Goddesses. I had this real bad mental block attack and I couldn't write anything. Too much censorship, it's so difficult! I couldn't say stuff which were too erm.. "unschool-y?" God, my words suck! Anyway, the Goddess I chose was Venus, wrote a sonnet bout her, may post but I will certainly edit the whole thing. Its so.. erm.. non-poetic. Geez!

Fourth year high school is a drag. Especially if you don't have a printer. Thank god for sparknotes! and my friend/s... I have so much computer works right now that I don't even have time for myself. And every Saturday, I have college review classes. I wish I get into a good school. I want to be filthy rich! Heh. jueteng lord.. kidding! Anyway, I'mma post a deviation soon... I hope.. I'll find time to make something postable.

Oh, by the way, I'm teh photographer for this year's yearbook. I just have to worry bout those darned school activities.. Must not get sick...Golly, Am I confusing y'all oredy? I'm done ranting now. G'bye.

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One word: blech ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5528513/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5528513/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 06:50:39 PDT My list of deviations

SUBIC PHOTOS
The ones I took from Subic... obviously.

Note: I've got more links in some of those deviations which will take you to other Subic photos.

Old Forgotten
Whale Encounter- Dorsal Swim (more whale encounter photo links inside)
We're Almost There
Start from the roots...
Still Waiting
Follow The Light
Nemo, wait!
Looking for.. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5507903/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5507903/ Tue, 31 May 2005 02:50:20 PDT
One word: FUN!

Went to Ocean Adventure (WHALE RIDE! ), Zoobic, and took loads of picture. I'll post some of the good ones soon. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5399518/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5399518/ Thu, 19 May 2005 07:19:06 PDT ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5210491/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5210491/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 07:07:31 PDT ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5174015/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5174015/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 07:54:20 PDT
Next, along Daang Hari (an accident prone road leading to cavite) there was a car which undoubtedly smashed into a tree. It was positioned against it and its front was all wrecked. Like, erm... well, the pressure from smashing into the tree literally folded the front. Ionno how the driver of that car is, prolly in the hospital. The car was in real bad shape and I'm betting the person didn't escape with only minor injuries.

Anyway, we arrived at Eagle Ridge safe and... well, safe. My mum, sis, and I went swimming thinking it was my way of escaping the scorching sun. After a few hours, we got changed, played a little badminton, table tennis, went to the gym, ate lunch, then went back swimming... At 2PM, I expected the sun to be out... Well, it did look like it, but hell was I wrong. On my way back home my face suddenly felt red hot and well, even before that, I had sore muscles...

Sore muscles, sun burn, and a few car accidents, That's the way to go! ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5100485/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5100485/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 01:57:26 PDT
Taking Over Me
-Evanescence

you don't remember me but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do...

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

have you forgotten all i know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
i knew you loved me then

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

i look in the mirror and see your face
if i look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

Taking over me
Your Taking Over Me
Taking over me
Taking over me

~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o

Don't even ask why ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5049362/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/5049362/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 03:57:47 PDT
Yesterday was the worst day ever. I went to the mall to watch a few of my friends perform. It had been a very normal day... until my phone got stolen..

I woke up extra early that day for my dentist appointment, I was going to have my braces adjusted that day. Pretty normal, my phone? it was safe and snug inside my bag. After that, we went back home. My phone? On my bed suffering from low battery. Did I charge it? No, I forgot. At about 3PM we were off again. This time, to the mall to watch a few of my friends perform. My phone? In my bag, safe and snug. I saw a few of my schoolmates there, a few former schoolmates and former workshopmates.. In short, I saw a lot of people with familiar faces. I met my friend there and we hung out, played tricks, and watched the performance. It was after the show/ performance that everything took a wrong turn. I checked my phone (which was in my bag) for any new messages and missed calls.. There were two, both from my mum asking where I was and telling me to meet with her. I couldn't reply because I didn't have any credits so I held my phone and waited for any calls, I couldn't really hear/ feel my phone in my bag, I thought, if my mum calls and I dont answer, she's gonna kill me. So I held it and as I've surmised, my mum did call a few minutes later. She told me to meet up with her at starbucks. I did as I was told. My phone? In my pocket where I can hear it if ever my mum gives me a ring again. She didn't.

I found my mum and my sister and we went around.. No plans. At around 630PM we went inside the mall in the manual doors entrance near bench and near the escalator. My sister went ahead of me to catch up with my mum. I was left alone, struggling to get in. Struggling why? There were a bunch of people (of the female gender) pushing me and basically situating themselves near me.. And that's where it gets ugly. I got in. My phone? In my pocket... Until... I felt it, someone took it from my pocket, just slipped it right out.. Couldn't I have tried to catch her fucking hand? No, it was too fast. The bitch was no amateur.. My mouth went dry, I looked around, too many people. I was afraid they'd run (stupid me! *slaps head*) so I told my mum someone (from that group of bitches) took my phone. Yes took, not stole. I mean, she couldn't have slipped away right? I didn't count them so I didn't know if anyone was missing.. I didn't even know they'd take my phone! My mum went berserk on me. She spoke to the women and asked if she could check their bags.. Shady characters those bitches were.. They had denied that they took the phone.. Well, they really didn't, one of their friends did. They were literally telling us that they were innocent.. and that they weren't bad people.. AS IF!!! Did we report, no, unfortunately, panic took over us.. I think the bitch probably slipped away, went up through the escalator or some other way.. My phone? Out there, somewhere, lost...

So there, that is the story of how a perfectly normal day turned quite ugly.
Lesson learnt/ ed:

1.) Never ever EVER let yourself be left behind if you are in a group. Stay close to your friends/ family when in the mall.

2.) Never ever EVER put your phone in your pocket where temptation is most present. Leave it in your bag and if your parents get mad at you for not answering their phone calls just think of what could happen if you put it in your pocket...

3.) If you are in the middle of a bunch of unfamiliar faces and they keep pushing you look them in the eye (so they know you are aware) and ask them what is up with them. Hold your bag and valuables close to you and leave.

4.) NEVER answer your phone if you're on the road or somewhere crowd-y.

5.) If someons does steal your phone or handbag, shout. Let everyone know what happened. Fact is, they prolly wouldn't run. If the do, there ya go! You know who stole it and people are most probably gonna run after that persona nd you'd have a bigger chance of getting your things back.

6.) DO NOT TRUST STRANGERS.

Me to those slimy thieves? YOU CAN GOAN! IN FACT, PLEASE DO.. And when y'all die, I'll be waiting for you in hell. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4949840/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4949840/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 06:22:02 PST ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4940694/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4940694/ Tue, 29 Mar 2005 18:50:26 PST
Its difficult to keep your chin up when all your life you remember trying to gain the courage, making yourself look like a fool to other people just so they can notice you and say that you are worth keeping.

Trust is a very important value in friendship. You have to feel like you know that person and feel like that person respects you and in turn, that person has to feel that way about you. That part is never followed.

Do we even need friends? All they do is mislead us into doing something wrong, push us to the ground and possibly further, make us think we're worthless idiots who're only trying to get others to notice us! I know the feeling. I've been that kind of person, perhaps I still am. And I've been mistreated by the people I thought were my friends. Now, I have acquaintances, I consider some people important in my life, but I do not consider them as friends. I consider them important, true. But friends? I'd be demoting their status if I treated them as friends. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4907341/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4907341/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 08:28:41 PST
It really pisses me off when people tell me that I HAVE to beieve this and put aside my own beliefs. I was in church today.. Lots of churches actually. Anyway, I felt pressured to stand there, recite those prayers and "reflect on the word of God." I have my own philosophy and I have my own beliefs. One of those: I do not agree with the church. I studied enough history to know that the church has done nothing but tell us lies and scams. Make us believe that they were right when they were wrong. Punished those who opposed them. They taught the word of God. They taught us that it was wrong to punish those who vindicate us. But they were doing it themselves. They were the oppressors but they made us think they were the victims. I could not live by that. Ergo, I do not agree with the church.

Don't get me wrong. I believe in God. I believe there is a superior being out there who made all of this exist. If not, the universe will just be a nothing inside of a nothing inside of an endless nothing. But believing in God doesn't mean I HAVE to believe in the church too. Priests, bishops, archbishops, Popes, etc.., they are ONLY human beings. They make mistakes. They are human beings with individual thoughts and ideas on how to run their parish/es, church/es,.... Some of them have ideas out of the boundaries of 'church ethics.' They have desires that outbounds their vows of celibacy. The Spanish priests who came to the Philippines committed rape and tortured Filipinos. They blatantly showed their discrimination to the natives. They committed theft to become rich.

I think it was Joan of Arc who said (I'm not certain of the exact words) "If you are a servant of God then why do you wear those fancy robes?" Don't you see how we always tend to overlook the obvious? It's unnerving to think that the truth is staring us in the face.. inches away from us but we turn a blind eye to it. Most of us have become passive to this. Though we know, we re too scared to admit it. To act on it. And to stop it.

I've come to another realization. The reason why I hate the church is because it does not do what it preaches. Do not preach if you're not gonna do it. It's pointless.

Now why is this not blasphemus? I wasn't talking ill about God Not once did I consider myself a God in this entry and I did not use God's name in profanity in any of this. I only spoke my opinion of the church. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4886607/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4886607/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 23:36:06 PST
The thing is, saying those things and having those fights just seems like protocol oredy. It's been too overrused that you don't even feel like they really mean it.

It's like saying I love you. When you go home, you kiss your mum and say "I love you." When you end a phone conversation, you say "I love you." Heck! Some people'd even say that when you do them a favour! The truth is, you get immuned to the impact of those due to repeated use/ saying.

I s'pose in some ways, it's good. I mean, you don't feel the anger or the pain that it is supposed to bring you. You grow stoical to it. Indifferent. and you won't do anything stupid about it.

But then, being indifferent is not always the solution, a wise friend told me that. Sometimes, when you act indifferently, your anger just builds up inside you and it may cause an even bigger problem. When you put a coke bottle in the freezer and leave it there for a couple of hours, when you open the freezer door, you'll find that the bottle has been broken by the pressure of the coke trying to squeeze out through the tiny opening. I know, that's a cliched saying. but, its true, that's what happens. When you bottle up your anger, your pains, or any of your feelings, you put yourself in the place of the coke bottle left in the freezer. The pressure will cause you to pop, explode.

Just a thought I wished to share. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4860619/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4860619/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 06:58:38 PST
I just realized, this is another i-hate-summer journal entry. Maybe I should stop writing about this and start on something that really matters.. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4852451/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4852451/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 08:26:42 PST
The thing is, those things caught me like fire up my arse. Those were real people who really felt aweful. Who had real problems to deal with. Who felt they had no one to confide to so they vent it out through their writing.

But then, I also realized something. To get people to actually reead your works here, you need to have these:

1) people who know you
2) a good picture that will catch the eye of the reader

It's quite self- explanatory why you need those. If you dont, only a handful (or prolly less) will read or take time to look at your works.

The point is, I dunno how to put up a picture on the space where it says:

DEVIANTART
[PICTURE]
POETRY & PROSE

So will anyone tell me how to effing do that?! connection? nada. But still, tell me. I'm dumb about these stuff.

And yet again, I end this. My usual lame ending. ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4843000/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4843000/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 04:24:51 PST
If you've noticed, I am afraid of change... Dang... Realization... Discombobulated (sp?) I'm a horrible speller.

Anyway, as I was saying.. 'tis the summer vacation. I'm salivating the thoughts of Japan, bullet trains, endless computer hours, and chicken (that was too random to be true... or not.), bungee jumping, and a study-free environment.

I am not looking forward for this summer's weather though. If there's one thing I hate, its the temperature. You don't go out of the house at 31 deg C and say, "Wow! This is so cool!" NO YOU DON'T! You BURN your skin at that temperature!!! Well, not really but still, that's pretty hot.

I am not looking forward to this summer's activities. I don't like the beach, I won't get to see a lot of my friends, I get stuck here at home with only the PC and my family to keep me occupied. Not that I'm complaining though, but it gets pretty boring.

No, I do not like school, in fact, I loathe it. Every second I spend in the classroom is like a lifetime spent in a torture chamber. The soporific lectures of those teachers, the endless murmurs of my classmates, the thoughts of breaktime flittering in my head, my mind just flies away.

That's about it. Dang! Again, a very lame ending.. I hate my endings! They're always lame!!! ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4834330/ http://sheenatehpunkrockah.deviantart.com/journal/4834330/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 05:46:31 PST
If yer not that smart and you had to go through three grueling days of exams. Exams like Chemistry, Geometry, Wika, Araling Panlipunan.. you'd suffer from the post-MCU syndrome. Let me explain what this is. The "Post-MCU Syndrome" or PMS is a disease which inflicts those who have just gone through difficult exams. Some of the symptoms include slight shiftiness, randomness, hyperness and the constant migraine. Stop these symptoms from happening, stop PMS. IF you feel any of these symptoms, call your physician immediately! ]]> ~sheenatehpunkrockah