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deviantART: by:shindou-colgan http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:shindou-colgan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:shindou-colgan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 06:29:41 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Cosplay meme journal 8D and snow http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/29030871/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/29030871/ Sat, 19 Dec 2009 00:36:33 PST

; ; ohman theres a tiny bit of snow where I live ; ; I want more! I was awake at like 6am to see what the snow was like, and it depresses me ; ; how much snow have you guys got? D: tell me so I can be jealous!

[[Basics]]
- What is your cosplay alias?
Tsunade ; ;

- How many years have you cosplayed?
bout 2/3 years

- How did you get into cosplaying?
I like dressing up and portraying a character

- What was your first convention and how did it go?
Ugh, one of the very first Eirtakons... tho I didn't get to stay long because I was with a friend and arrived way too early ; ;

- How many cons have you been to?
3 eirtakons, epic-con, 2 alcons, kitacon, leprecion, Grand cosplay ball (ttly counts)

- How many cosplays have you done?
5 (that I think are ok enough to mention);Matsuda (Deathnote), Tsunade (naruto), Blair (soul eater), Matsumoto (Bleach), Marian Cross (D Gray Man)

[[Your Cosplays]]

- What was your first cosplay and why did you choose it?
Matsuda, because all I needed was a suit and my hair was kind of like his so I rolled with it. It was my first cosplay!

- What is your favourite cosplay you've done so far?
TSUNADE TSUNADE TSUNADE TSUNADE TSUNADE TSUNADE

- What is your least favourite you've cosplayed?
Blair... I hate dresses ; ; I forgot I did and regretted it ; ; wig and hat are p awesome tho :3

- What cosplay is the most uncomfortable?
Both Blair and Marian ... Marian gets too hot, and blair is a DRESS

[[Process]]

- How do you research the cosplay before you make it?
I search out a lot of images, Get a friends opinion, if the say I won't look stupid i'll get it ; ; then I watch the show to get an idea of the character

- Do you sew your cosplays yourself?
I need to get my hands on a sewing machine, but while I don't have one I make the cosplays accessories 83

- If so, how did you learn to sew? If not, do you plan to learn?
Self taught as a kid, then improved in home ec 8)

- Do you make your own props?
Attempting to make a wooden sword for my kitacon cosplay ; ;

- If so, how did you learn to? If not, do you plan to learn?
I'm going to annoy my brother whos a carpenter for tips

- Do you style your own wigs?
yes D: depending on the character

- What other skills do you use to create your cosplays?
D: being able to pull off their character sometimes is so much fun 8D

- What skill has been most useful for making your cosplay?
Knowing who to pick

- What is the hardest thing when making a cosplay?
Having the confidence to wear it

- What was the biggest screw up you've had making a cosplay?
Forgetting to make a proper Marian Cross mask and running around like a git with cardboard on my face ; ;

- How often do you injure yourself while making a cosplay?
not that much, I always have cuts after accessorie making ; ;/needles

[[Budget]]

- Do you try to stay cheap or do you splurge on materials?
If I buy a cosplay wig and all it costs betwee 80-100 euro

[[cos-PLAY]]

- Have you ever cosplayed with a partner or group?
At alcon I usually help organize the bleach/naruto groups 8)

- Do you try to act in character?
I do D< find a more in character Tsunade RAWR

people complimet me on it

- Have you ever done fanservice at a con? (Yaoi, yuri, etc)
Yes u.u

- How do you react to cosplayers dressed as character from the same anime/game/etc?
; ; at my first alcon I think I scared

by shouting omfg LEE when I was Tsunade! Now-a-days i'm a little more composed

- Do you try to duplicate your character's expressions, walk, movements, etc?
If I see Akatsuki I yell, if I see Toushiro I bully, same if I see allen Walker

- W... ]]> *shindou-colgan D: taggerd http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/28754675/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/28754675/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 20:30:49 PST
NOW HERES A TAG! 8D
I was tagged by ~Kittymariah
1.Post these rules
2.Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal
3.At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same jornal
4.No tag-backs

1. I drink >> i'm proud of it, not an alco :3 but I like the taste

2. I tend to sing a lot when noone around or i'm bored on the phone XD;

3. I'm uber choosy about my cosplays D:

4. For some reason lately, people are buying my paintings D8

5. Gurren Lagann = best anime ever; trufax

6. I watch too many horror movies even tho I get really freaked out XD; I never learn the lesson

7. Devil may cry, best/sexiest game ever 8'

8. I manage to have tonnes of friends and still have that little insecure voice in my head D:

9. All the people I know now I luffle loads 83

10. I love dying my hair i'm addicted, I get so bored with my own colour so easily <3

I tag

]]> *shindou-colgan Grand Cosplay Ball London and Gays anatomy http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/28717558/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/28717558/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 19:31:16 PST

ok so me and

headed off to London on Saturday evening ; ; I was so exhausted, I have another chest infection, and I had gone to dublin the day before to pick up my stupid passport. so to even get to london I had travelled 11 hours D< and its only supposed to take 3 :'( my flight was later than clares so I had to faff about the airport for an hour aka boring :S then I eventually got to London about 7 in the evening I think.

Stanstead was odd D: I got really cold there so I put on my lame sweatervest, I always call it my Chandler top XD I love it soooo much, but i'm so lame for even owning it ; ;

anyway we managed to get across London which took forever (but eeee~ I love London and am definitely going to an expo <3) and we eventually got to the battersea ; ; but I got soaked mannnnn! anyway, the battersea was ok ; ; I did not heart it so much :T bawwwww

Sunday

Sunday I didn't want to really go out, I was feeling shite and wanted to be better for the ball D:< but clare made me leave, when my lungs fall out I blame you

anyway, we headed out to Camden Market which i've always wanted to visit

because i'm lame, we got an expensive taxi out there. Apparently my mum said it cost so much since i've got an accent, but I was too lazy to sound british

got to Camden, got an epic hat, it was a trillby <3 trillbys are love <3 got lame sunglasses, and a cool armoured ring, and looked in tonnes of goth shops, and WANTED A GORGEOUS JACKET THAT I COULD NOT AFFORT BAWWWWW

anyway, after we were done in camden, we headed out to collectormania where the next taxi driver was an ass D:< also we got on the underground, which I was terrified of, theres a video of me hiding when the wind started rushing /i'm so simple

actually there's some epic pics of that day where I drew a gurren lagann symbol on the windows XD ohman

we got to collectormania where I met Steve Blum aka OROCHIMARU ; ; I have his autograph /

he was nice and I got to see some friends who I missed /LOLAL ;0; and I bought an itty bitty Kittan Figure and Gurren Lagann vol 1 ; ; /sogood and I may have bought the best yaoi manga ever made called GAYS ANATOMY <3~ only reason I got it was for the title

anyway we left collectormania, and Clare got leo from charmed's autograph and spent too much money

we got back to the hotel at 6.30, and we both rushed to attempt to get ready ; ; and I failed so bad, we both forgot hairdryers and straighteners

and and and I had wet hair.

But we made it to the ball about 7.20 pm 8'D

so many amazing cosplayers, there was a cute simon and nia and I was like

at them, and at one stage of the night I saw satan! XD

ohman I had tequila slammers, bulmers and jaegerbombs all night <3 it was glorious ; ; but ugh as usual I got a bit emo, but I was so proud when I had my retard moment of telling people about me and shadowys irish cosplay event idea <---- inconspicuous name is subtle

we hung with a bleach cosplayer(who I am so sorry for calling slash ; ; ) and link and Steve, and Flush XD Flush was hilarious lmao when he had a tequila slammer he flailed 8'D

All the naruto cosplayers were amazing ; ; I was like *weep* at them XD and there was an epic real life bender :F
/ugh i'll edit people into this later

also ; ; to people that came back to our room , sorry about the grumpy dood next door, and I should've given you guys my malibu as clare kept swiping it out of my hands ; ; you guys were awesome

Monday:

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/28427791/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 07:02:25 PST

;v

I spent waaaaaay too much money, like 400 BAWWWWW :T bought Nana episodes 1-11 on Dvd, along with BLADE OF THE IMMORTAL

ohgod I have Manji on Dvd fufufufufufufuf~ *fangasm*

I got an awesome Monkuro boo plushie ; ; ohgod its like idk~ a marshmallow pig! along with A FRANKIE FIGURE YO! \o/ it's freakin' huge, I gave up getting a Viletta Nu figure for himmmm~ I also got a haruhi figure to go with my Yuki

derp derp derp :iconawesmplz:

Also I have a Boota plushie to go with my Kamina figure >> and mah sekrit kitacon cosplay

Bought some new yaoi XD; because I'm not completely off of yaoi yet, and and and the yaoi had knights in it KNIGHTS and a manga that seemed like a rip of of Dgray Man D: \o/ also I got a Tobi Plushie thrown at me in the Cartoon Passion give away!

Also United Plubication were there I was oMfG you gais were at alcon

it was awesome!

Also :iconspehirothbeatrix: your cosplay was epic win yo'
and

; ; it was good to see you again ; ; and your Lady Gaga was epic, it was so fun teasing

over it :U

I got to hang with Tony ; ; whos username I will edit in later D; because its hard to spell! bawwwwww D:

Saw that theres a new con coming up in Ireland :S twill be interesting to see how that goes, it'll be interesting to see if it does well. Its priced at the same as an English con would cost which is odd

in better news Cosplay ball is the weekend after next fufufu

I can't wait ; ; I have my cosplay ready, just need a necklace XD; and to pack, and hopefully I get my passport~o in time, because its due date is the 27th and I leave Ireland on the 28th XD;

We get to London the saturday evening/night, we're gonna grab maccy D's and bring it to the hotel, sleep >> and mayyyyyybe attend some of collectormania :V fufufu, then we meet animuleagu~ people after that and attend la ball! ho ho ho :3

Its amazing how petty and silly people are now-a-days are

and we all know who thats directed at :S

\o/ thats all from me for a while! Ja Mata

]]> *shindou-colgan I make a meaningful statement http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/27974900/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/27974900/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 09:56:55 PDT NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU GREY NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU NATSU

I've just spent a night reading Fairytail, one day I read chapters 1 to about 11 then last night I read from 12 to 78, and I can honestly say that manga is fooking amazing <3

I ship Grey and Lucy

\o/ that should be canon

idk :S and Natsu should fight him for her that would be amusing >> I don't like the rain woman (*is terrible with names*) \o/

I will forever fangirl Loki <3 his story is fantastic and sweet and ffffffffff >> actually I might ship him and Lucy >> \o/

also Erza is a gloriously fabulous and gorgeous woman

:icameplz:

gawd I just love it

Happy is the shizz <3 fuuuuuu

and Elfman <3

him and Loki are amazing <3 and Natsu just grows on you like a pedo all over a kid

anyway i'm done with my fantarding for now

I kinda wanna see if people read it because of me just mentioning it here

ELFMANNNNNN+LOKIIIIIII+GRAYYYYYYYY+NATSUUUUUU=

]]> *shindou-colgan Things in general howdo :D and a question :D http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/27934008/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/27934008/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 02:38:26 PDT
(the Question is at the bottom, reply plz <3)

it's not fun

and i'm starting to feel sick again :S i'm such a delicate flower, my stomachs causing me problems

also i'm now terrified of even the idea of a dwarf vampire? D: It was such a scary story, how dare Nicky tell it to me

Anyway my preparations for the London cosplay ball are nearly done :3 I have my gown, and my tiara and my hair, just need shoes, and jewellery and i'm ready :3

i'll be going to Dublin with

next weekend, after abandoning her so many time; i'm sorry I have a suprise planned for her which is all good in the hood, and I want to go see Zombieland in the cinema, only appropriate for Halloween, ne? I have to get a certain piece of Jewellery i've only seen in Dublin while i'm in and see can I get Sandals too.

I got really annoyed since there was a shop that had a sale on when me and my mum went away and they had the PERFECT shoes that I needed but not in my size, I was all *RAGE*

Anyway, i'm lazily working away on a cosplay for Eirtakon, I have fabric paint to pick up and what not :C and i'll probably bring along my Tsunade cosplay and maybe that kick ass Haori I bought! ufufufu

anyway thats all i'm doing, i'm hoping to get to work with my tablet soon, as long as my beloved Gilbert *laptop* doesn't mind XD

\o/

is anyone I know on DA going to the Grand London Cosplay Ball?

if so ;0; come say hi to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

same for peeps attending Eirtakon <3

]]> *shindou-colgan \o/ mtv cribs and 10,000 kiriban http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/27624920/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/27624920/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 22:16:31 PDT > now that somehow got your attention

a generic update D:< stop trying to run away

i'm being so lazy lately, i'm up until 6am every day, because my dogs howl every night because our neighbour put cattle into the field next to ours and they don't seem to like that.

i'm slowly getting ready for Eirtakon, tho I do not have a Tsunade wig as I managed to completely destroy it at alcon.

being drunk is not a good excuse to headbang with a wig on

and I threw away my Samui wig because idk

I am actually working on an elaborate cosplay that

better sew for me or i'll cry! THATS RIGHT I'LL CRY ON YOU

but I think he and

are the only 2 that know what it is... D: me and

are shopping with

saturday for material

because we both have supah sekrit cosplays for Eirtakon

WHICH I AM KIDNAPPING for

and

I AM SOOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU AT EIRTAKON

D:

it feels like we are smuggling Norwegians into Irish cons XD

anyway Adiene isn't gonna be ready till Kita >> that will be my first con of the year unless I go to Minami which I totally should

Is it bad that i'm still somehow missing alcon?
;-; I want to kidnap all the epic people from cons and release them into some sort of chav free estate D: and it would be amazing ;-; it'd be otaku neighbourhood <3 and i'd open my door to see epic cosplayers

>> also cribs is completely crap D< I want a giant house but I won't have one for years; that's cruelty

also my tickets for the London Cosplay Ball haven't arrived *PANIC FLAIL WEEP*

D: I need to get it soon so I know if I should save or not D:< and get a dress to look naice; I have to get these weird hair things tomorrow in my cousins dress shop 8D

anyway ;-; this was just really to stop me flail and panic in case of a zombie invasion

alright :3

I also have a 10k kiriban coming up ;_____; someone please catch it and I shall <3 you forever

and idk D: either draw you something or do a coslay collab with someone I know hopefully

also again
THANK YOU SCARLET FOR MY KAWAII NEW AVATAR

]]> *shindou-colgan Alcon 2009 -FINALLY- http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/27327834/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/27327834/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 19:43:22 PDT alcon 2009

Thursday: I stayed up all Wednesday night and had to leave my house at 2.00am to catch a bus to the airport XD;
managed to make it to the airport at 4.30 am and met up with some friends of mine to catch out flight to East Midlands airport \o/
>> the flight was made amazingly entertaining by ~IcebladeAskante who told me that the odd buzzing noise I could hear was two old ladies
who had vibrators ;~; it was amazingly odd.
Anyway we made it to the con about 10 in the morning XD; and I was exhausted but hung out with all mah fwiends

we went to a resteraunt called Little Tokyo >> where the waiter confused me for a man... D: and to make me feel better decided to call
my friend cam a woman XD; then I was called an alcoholic because I had been getting stressed at that point and had; XD sake, 3 plum wines and a JD and coke
XD; because i'm a special fgt.
Then I attended the clan picnics and what not XD; and got more alcohol as I always manage to do

and dissapeared for a while (to get a shower) but apparently people got worried
anywho D: I headed off to laserquest and had an amazing time there \o/ I didn't lose XD

D: then lancer walked me back to accom because my chest was starting to ache ><; and on the way back a man in a car stopped wound down the windo
and threw condoms at tom D: it was amazing.

Friday:
I woke up (lol hangover) and got into my Bleach cosplay D; which I wasn't 100% keen on ;-; I hate wigs

wigs are evil

>> i'll grow my hair for all cosplays from now on.

I got to see :devxXScarletButterflyXx : as Soi Fong and

I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUU D: AND SHOULD HAVE HUNG OUT MORE D; but you know baa chan

But I met with all the bleach cosplayers outside the bar fairly early. XD there were a lot of Ichigos this year, and an amazing Kon cosplayer.
She wore a Kon fursuit and I was all O__O woah. Then I saw angels tale dressed as Matsumoto as well, and hazard syndrome, and Uryu. There were a lot of others I saw
I saw a friend of mine dressed as Shunsui, there was an Ukitake, Hisagi, some arrancar, I saw a Halibel as well.

Then when we had taken some Bleach pics... >> I strayed into the bar with

for some pitchers of quay west cooler. :/
cooler. I hung with captain lightweight that day as well XD and my friend Sam. D: I think at some point I hung with the whole con

\o/ Fridays party took place in a kitchen on the top floor of my block and was amazing

THERE WAS A UNICORN IN THE KITCHEN >> then there was spin the bottle XD; and such other things >>

XD also me and

>> had epic chats with Hazard Syndrome XD who cosplayed hollow ichigo XD and was quite a good one might I add :'D

>> I also managed to get a gay pink cowboy hat, while Scarlet wound up with a Tutu >> i'm also sorry to hazard who had to guard us as we had srs bsns chats in the chav infested park >: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i'm sorry I didn't get drunker D:

Saturday:

Saturday was my narutarding day

I was dressed as Normal Tsunade for it but I managed to swap my Tsunade Jacket with a guy and became Jounin Tsunade with a Jounin Vest O_O;
it was awesome. Also there was an amazing 3rd hokage cosplayer that I met... ]]> *shindou-colgan Devious Journal Entry http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/26958561/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/26958561/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 14:03:06 PDT

North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[ ] You were bullied a lot in your childhood.
[X] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[X] You're very happy-go-lucky
[X] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[ ] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up
[X] You're a good artist
[X] You can be clumsy at times
[X] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[X] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[X] You would surrender in a war situation

(8/10)

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Germany (Ludwig)

[ ] You're very stoic and serious
[X] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[X] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T
[ ] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[ ] You work very hard
[X] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[X] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[X] You've had issues with money once or twice

(5/10)

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Japan (Kiku Honda)

[ ] You're very mature
[ ] You think everything over before saying it.
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[ ] You isolated yourself during childhood
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[ ] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[X] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[ ] You're good at practical tasks
[X] You need time to adjust to new people

(2/10)

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The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[X] You love hamburgers
[X] You think you're awesome (why yes,yes I am)
[ ] You love to invent things
[X] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[X] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[ ] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[X] You're terrified of ghosts
[X] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time (I wish!)
[ ] You wear glasses

(6/10)

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The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[X] You like tea
[ ] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[X] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[X] Your cooking is awful
[X] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[ ] You have tried doing black magic before
[X] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[ ] You're good at embroidery

(5/10)

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France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[X] You're very affectionate
[X] You think you have a great fashion sense
[X] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears (HA!)
[X] You love red roses
[ ] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[ ] You're very proud of yourself (LOW SELF ESTEAM!)
[X] You love culture and the arts
[X] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

(6/10)

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http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/26784313/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 20:56:31 PDT
it's the middle of the night~

and i'm working on gfx for AL; and i've managed to dye my hands purple;

silly bugger that I am, I spent a while dying my hair with a violet dye tonight to darken it for alcon when I managed to forget I had gloves for doing that; so i'm mildly amused by the colour of my hands XD

I think that some people in this life take things to heart to easily, I find myself lately giving critique on people and well the silly blighters forget that critique is there to help us grow as writers, artists, and cosplayers and what is the like; I mean, if noone got critique, how would they know what improvements to make, or how to fix the mistakes they've made?

if it's a wip, it should be open to critique to help you~

Or am I in a world that's full of oversensitive people? XD

what a strange scene that would be?

~Thinking up downcast lyrics is hard... hmmmmm, i'm making a far too emo set for that signature and avatar set on AL, not good!

ALCON IS IN LITTLE OVER A WEEK

on Thursday week i'll be jetting off to England to enjoy a brief stint at what I count as the best con in England~ \ o / it's going to be awesome seeing old and new faces alike... \ o /

I have a Generic day on the Thursday as Samui from Naruto, Friday is the Bleach photoshoot ~ i'm Rangiku for that; Saturday was a hard choice between my suprise cosplay and Tsunade, but Tsunade prevailed, I need to be her for the cosplay auction right after the masquerade (Which I still need a skit for ... unless i'm still in one D

and Sunday is my newest and probably awesomest one :3 (which
i've darkened my hair for)

anyway >> I sound far to old and what not for my liking when i'm writing this gibberish up, so i'll leave y'all to it

]]> *shindou-colgan ~Alcon is vurry soon~ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/26732787/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/26732787/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 11:40:41 PDT
I have my final suprise cosplay due to arrive next friday, one wig left to arrive, the various bits of material and such for my other naruto cosplay, I need to get a skirt sorted, and some boots, but ugh >> i'm using tights and sandals because I am a special star!

but i've kinda settled on the order of cosplays

-Thursday; Samui ; naruto
-Friday; Matsumoto; Bleach
-Saturday; Tsunade; Naruto
-Sunday; super special awesome sekrit suprise cosplay 8D

~I get to work at the cosplay auction with a friend, and get to enter the masquerade (I still have a fricking skit to write ;-

and I may be doing a cosplay panel~ fwee~

hoping that people will remember me from last year 8D

I mean >o> I am such a social butterfly 8D

~_~

anyway; make sure if you see me about, that you say hi to me ~ <3

ALSO

OHGOD

QUAY WEST COOLER RAINBOW DRINKS SOON

]]> *shindou-colgan ohsnap :D Hetalia amongst other things http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/26242913/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/26242913/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 21:14:33 PDT

Shindou's randomness

oh well >> I decided to update in here, because i'm oh-so cool and all that jazz XD

well my alcon cospalys have shaped up nicely \ o / tho I am worried about getting my France done in time >> so i might be ttly lazy and just whip up a quick sout Korea >> tho I was looking forward to being a french nonce XD

in other news my dog Mary died a little while back, while she was having puppies, so we lost all the little puppies, and an important family pet, my mum was srsly gutted over it.

XD i'm getting a new laptop fairly soon and i want a new wacom >> because my current tablet is a gayass >> hmph

<< and my dad may be moving back to Holland for a while as he likes to do :/

\ o / i'm off to England this weekend for a party style meet for animeleague which should be fun and i'm enjoying my modship on Anime League X3 it's much funzo XD
*shindou-colgan very bored emma D: http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/25263319/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/25263319/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 21:41:14 PDT

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:thumb110894127:

I'm off to Leicster for the weekend to see mah friend~o's :3

;~; I missed them lost and lots D: I haven't seen a lot of them since April/before!

:3

So I want to go have epic drinking tiemz, have some glomps XD and just be happeh!!!!!

<< I got new contact lenses if anyone sawwww <3 my Blair Cat eyes <3 and they are so fun

/o/ just need to get my new naruto cosplay and nuriko finished and I am one done ninja!

Plus I just got alcon full paid for and next up is Fuyu con

X3 and my birthday is in two weeks (more or less) so i'll be 21 :S old but idc sjfldgh X3

\o/ so anyway <3 i'll talk to the people who chat me here when I git home!

Sayonara <3
<... ]]> *shindou-colgan General boredom ¬¬ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24580141/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24580141/ Mon, 04 May 2009 08:33:19 PDT

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The past two days are probably two of the most boring i've gone through ;0; though, saturday night was amazing! XD

and :iconin-joyging: made my night XD just the three of us walking down the road laughing and just chatting XD hey kitty D< get your hands off mah Risa chan :mad: XD My brothers friends think it was my neighbour and his GF having a fight, they still don't know it was us laughing XD

But in general i'm feeling super lazy... ]]> *shindou-colgan manga - Honey hunt http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24502495/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24502495/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 18:12:50 PDT

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----cons----

Kitacon: North hampton - 17th april -to- 19th april

friday, Tsunade- Naruto/Matsumoto Rangiku young version

Saturday, Marian Cross - D Gray Man

*shindou-colgan Kitacon ~ <3 is over D: http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24384288/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24384288/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 19:40:29 PDT

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Kitacon

Thursday

ok, Thursday was probably a the most tiring for me.. :3 I had been up for over a day Â¬_Â¬ because it was my friend Clare's 20th birthday so we went drinking, and since the two of us were going to the con together ... we decided to be clever people and go straight to the airport drunk :/ I got us there tho :/ :3 I was proud of that >O<

anyway... ]]> *shindou-colgan Kitacon :3 and stuff http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24216628/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24216628/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 08:55:07 PDT

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other news

I love all of my Irish friends so much

I'm so sorry I have to leave you guys, but you all have to know, i'll always come back to visit! D: you've been such an important part of my life, and helped me with cosplay, and I hope I helped you guys too

I hope we can all do our skit that we planned for Eirtakon still <3
(will insert coding later)
can all do our suprise skit together

and we're also being vocaloids together as well <3

anyway

i'm really looking forward to kitacon, and hopefully Qcon, it'll be the last time i'll be cosplaying here while living here!

but I am coming home for Eirtakon definitely <3 >( so clare-naruto you better have a cosplay ready

-------------------
I'm getting quite excited now, because on Thursday morning (>>;; 6am) me and my friend Clare are flying out to Kita con

It's gonna be fun and special, and awesome because the day before the con, Clare is turning 20

so we're having a birthday party the day before for her!

we get to go to a movie (which i can't >>;;; no DB lolling for me), then pizza hut 8D and then onwards to TGI FRIDAYS for a drinking session 8D i feel extra happy because i get to be a Tsunade and I get to drink with my Naruto XD and kyle :3

>D then when we get to kitacon Thursday morning we're meeting with some Alcon people, and heading the Ibis >>; where me and clare will sleep till the opening ceremony (or till we're summoned for teh al meet)

8D then I have my time planned; jrock disco, yaoi panel, ball, pub quiz, jrock idol thingy >>;;;;; (iwillprobablyfaint ;0

>O<

I can't remember the other things i have planned

but look out for me 8D i'm going to be Marian Cross, Tsunade, and probably Matsumoto >>; i could be Itachi but i'd have to dye my hair black D: which would screw up my ball cosplay ;-; (is ttly looking forward to that way too much )

8D if you see me as Tsunade, 8D dance with meeeeee ;=; or buy me a drink

anything else will result in me killing naruto 8D

---------------------------

-----cons----

Kitacon: North hampton - 17th april -to- 19th april

friday, Tsunade- Naruto/Matsumoto Rangiku young version

Saturday, Marian Cross - D Gray Man

Sunday, Tsunade - naruto, Elegant Tsunade (for the ball) >>;;;

---Alcon---
:3

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24165851/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 13:41:28 PDT

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is a douchefag!

that is all!

I felt the need to point this out because

well, basically she is!

D8

I mean this in a nice, honest way :3

needed to just say how i feel, gotta make y'all, understand

anyone who wants to know why this journal is here, just note me or comment in my journal! 8D

bai!

don't post in here unless you agree with me :3

-----cons----

Kitacon: North hampton - 17th april -to- 19th april

friday, Tsunade- Naruto/Matsumoto Rangiku young version

Saturday, Marian Cross - D Gray Man

Sunday, Tsunade - naruto, Elegant Tsunade (for the ball) >>;;;

---Alcon---
:3

Thursday: Kazu - Airgear

Friday: Marian Cross - D Gray Man

Saturday:Tsunade Sannin - Naruto

Sunday: Blair - Soul eater

-cosplays (planned and done)-
Tsunade- naruto :3 (100%)
Marian Cross - D Gray Man (100%)
Haku Yowane - Vocaloids (30%)
Hidan - Naruto (Akatsuki) (100%)
Itachi - Naruto (Akatsuki)(50%)
Blair - Soul Eater (yet to start)

Future Cosplays

Grell - Kuroshitsuji
Nuriko - Fushigi Yugi
Mio - Ral Grad

and that's all I wrote

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/24026062/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:44:42 PDT

Shindou's randomness

i'm sitting in an internet cafe in Dublin, waiting till it hits two am, so i can go to the airport and wait another 6 hours for my flight to england. Which is annoying me to no end! if i had of gotten a flight that goes a little bit later, I could have gotten the early bus from where I live at 6am ;0;

i'm an idiot T^T

i'm just so sleepy and shizz! ;0; and i'm getting so damn grumpy and crap! I'm hoping to sleep a little in the airport ;0; if that helps, i hope it will, otherwise i'ma rip heads off!

;0;

And there's a load of unrelated pressure building up on me and I has no idear what to do, and i has a bit of panix! :/

I kinda just wish there was someone that could help, i need a guru ;0;

D< or buddha or something :0

anyway enough of my ranting i'ma be back on Tuesday! D8 so bai till then DA :/

-Emma :3

and that's all I wrote

and to the people I know and they make me lol

The Artists and Cosplayers I look... ]]> *shindou-colgan :3 lol hi :3 http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/23771967/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/23771967/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 21:40:12 PDT

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i'm very tired it's 4am and i'm happeh

tis probbleh the coke that i've been drinking all night's fault D:
it's a bad influence :3

:3 so anyway, i'm generally, quite happy for one reason or another :3

plus i'm going to leicster in two weeks D: or three I can't count >3

I have many glomps to give then XD

;=; so yes, i'ma happeh hokage

tell me what you all think!

also congrats to

and

for getting together

and that's all I wrote

and to the people I know and they make me lol

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/23737070/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 20:12:00 PDT

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ARGH D:

angst D:< which shouldn't be here because I am old D:< and beyond teenage angst

T_______T

>>; liking is too much work, I now resign to making myself an asexual male mushroom D:< that likes nothing and noone and concerns itself with nothing >

that is all '0'

and that's all I wrote

and to the people I know and they make me lol

The Artists and Cosplayers I look up to

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/23515829/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 21:17:29 PST

Shindou's randomness

Well

caught my 5,555 kiriban nyoro~n!

Which was awesome :3 cuz I think it was the first kiriban I set

so I was all

and stuff

Kashi

don't forget to pick what you want done for the kiriban :3 it can be a piccu or a cosplay photo or something random X3

other news :3

Last weekend was quite awesome :3 Our little group has gotten much bigger and I kind of like it =3 A lot of the new people are quite fun, and it's awesome D: tho it's mostly boys now which is odd D: nyoro~n!

:3 we had a lovely picnic which me and clare paid for :3 but it was quite worth it because it was the first nice day of the year D: I had been mean't to cosplay RamCrotch for

but I wasn't confident enough I could pull it off since I dyed my hair blue D: and it turned out quite bad imo D:
So I have a belt with a Ram Head buckel (made from cardboard) and a matching necklace at home D: So I hope the next time TWEWY is cosplayed :3 i'll be able to SPRAY my hair black and avoid hairdye for a long time

and other random news again

me and my friend Clare are getting ready for Kitacon in England in April :3 we have most of our cosplays ready

I just have one more to order and i'm done :3 I think i'm going to be buying Blair from Soul Eater and I have my Idea for the ball ready <3 i'm going to be a girl at it I think, rather than Marian Cross :3

Hopefully Tsunade will be at it '-' i'm afraid to be her while my hair is all messed up D:

blargh D: i'ma done with my odd ranting D: it's probbly because i've had to take all my medicene in one go D:< and it's worked my insomnia up D:

and that's all I wrote

and to the people I know and they make me lol

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/23337991/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 07:41:41 PST

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:/ i've noticed i'm very bad at actually bothering to do a full cosplay, so me and

are hopefully going to be doing a full cosplay together to make me stop being so lame!

>>;

I swear if I can pull off the character

gave me i'll buy all of my friends a box of pocky each :/ I'm really hoping i do well, because he's actually a cool character imo... if not a bit manly

and I have finally picked the next few personal cosplays i'm doing this year or i'll die

-Blair : soul eater
-Tsunade: naruto (full cosplay >>;;;

-Kazu :airgear (>>; i'm already wearing most of this cosplay, just need gloves)
-Yodai Higashizawa -Twewy

-Marian Cross : D Gray Man

this list will get bigger if i'm needed to do anymore cosplays

=3 ufufufu

>>; i'm also giving up sake and the like for a while... to concentrate on cosplay and saving up for roller blades and my fecking lovely airgear team jacket <3333333

>>; hopefully I get pics up of my cosplay saturday >>; puu
>3

Love from the hokage with a little too much free time <3

and that's all I wrote

and to the people I know and they make me lol

*shindou-colgan Irony is... http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/23168254/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/23168254/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 05:04:28 PST

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Irony is finally looking forward to drinking, but on the morning before it getting put on antibiotics >(

FFFFFFF I hate irony... y'know D:

i'm on painkillers and anti biotics because i'm lame and have an abcess >> I DONT CARE

i'm still drinking tonight, it'll make me fairly ill but still you know what I need it >>; so screw you doctor...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SORCHA btw =3 I needed to say that

plus epic con in on tomorrow and i'm picking up last minute cosplay pieces for it

which is Cool

i need roses... as well >>

and i'm ttly not suffering vamlentine's depression >> ;;;;; FFFFFFFFFF

anyway... my rant is ova! Â¬_Â¬ because i'm cool that way...

also keep watching out for mah 5,555 kiriban... >> i'll do a DGM pic for whoever catches it (I mean cosplay pic btw)

and that's all I wrote

and to the people I know and they make me lol

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/23129700/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 20:52:31 PST

Shindou's randomness

I'm very bored, and mighn't be online as often as usual... therefore this was perfect opportunity to completely whore my uploads on DA ;3

XD look at them... at least one was art =3 the rest was just stuff that had been lying around for a YEAR! <3

only 7 months till alcon!

i'm ninja clan leader!

make sure you all go there! and join the ninja clan please! =3

i'll update this thing again when I get back from epic con this weekend hopefully!

I have a nice 'sparkly' cosplay planned, that isn't twilight! XD

also watch out for mah 5,555 kiriban plox

and that's all I wrote

and to the people I know and they make me lol

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/22608513/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 05:16:08 PST

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I was tagged by :iconDraco-Aries:

IN 2008 I:
[] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[] made out in a car
[] kissed in the snow
[] kissed in the rain
[] fell in love
[x] fell in love/like with a fool
[x] had my heart broken
[] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[] - Only temporarily ] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[x] questioned my sexual orientation
[] came out of my closet
[] got pregnant
[] had an abortion
[x]- got married :iconSciency-boom: (one of my husbands]
[] had a divorce
[x]kissed someone of the same sex
[x]met someone that I will never forget (all the friends I made last year)
[x] did something I regret
[] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love for awhile
[] kissed under mistletoe
[x] got a job
[] got a promotion
[x] changed jobs
[x] lost my job
[] quit my job
[] dated a co-worker
[] dated my boss
[] dated my boss's son/daughter
[] got fired from my job
[] got straight A's
[] failed a class
[] cut class
[] skipped school
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] proved myself an idiot
[] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[] wrote a poem
[] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[] double dipped
[] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[] went to camp
[x] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed until I cried
[] laughed till I peed my pants
[x] flirted shamelessly
[x] visited a foreign country
[] visited a foreign state
[] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love (a puppy)
[x] realized something new about myself
[] tried to lose weight
[x] dyed my hair
[] came close to losing my life
[x] someone close to me died
[x] went to a wild party
[] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] - made new friends (alcon people and others)
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[] snuck out
[] got in trouble with police
[] kissed in a pool
[] kissed under the stars
[x] did an illegal drug
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[] fell out of love/like
[x] had a crush on someone
[] changed your sexual preference
[] swam in a pool
[] made a snowman
[] went snowboarding
[] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someone's hand
[] held someones hand that you care about
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[] played strip poker
[] danced in the rain
[] seen someone get in a car accident
[] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[] got hit by car
[] sent someone to the hospital
[x] got a new pet
[x] enjoyed this year overall

okay I tag

and that's all I wrote

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/22540102/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 09:28:29 PST

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Good times and bad times so far in 2009!

The main bad thing is that my dog, Mary, was pregnant, and due to have her puppies soon, she was gonna have terrier-cocker spaniel puppies, but she had complications.

She first had 5 puppies, and they all looked like Terriers and we thought that was fine, but I noticed later that day that she was looking kinda in trouble, so me and my dad put money together and brought her to the vet.

It turned out that she had 3 more bigger puppies in her and she wouldn't be able to have them on her own. So the vet sent her home, and the next day we brought her back and she underwent surgery.

The 3 puppies that had been inside her were dead unfortunately, and while Mary was being operated on, 4 of her babies died, so we only have one puppy now; we called her Makka, like Makka from Soul Eater.

At last though, my D Gray Man cosplay has been ordered, it's a custom one, so i'm really happy with that *squee* Marian Cross will be at Kitacon and Alcon

I'm really looking forward to it, and Alcon too.

and I should be heading to Norway in June for Soracon, and hopefully Aicon, so that's going to be a lot of fun

Anyway, that's all, i'll reappear with art soon :3

and that's all I wrote

and to the people I know and they make me lol

http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/22361782/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 20:00:01 PST

Shindou's randomness

Well, 2009 is happening, and i've had a nice 2008! :3 the year had it's ups and downs, but I really enjoyed it!

I made some good friends, went to epic cons, and just had a really great time!

i've bought so many things, like posters and anime figures, and manga, and stuff, that my room is starting to get full! :3

Last year i've began so many manga series, and forgotten old ones, i've vowed to go and rebuy FAKE by Sanami Matoh, it's a really nice yaoi about cops :3

anyway, I just wanna send out my new year wishes to these people

My best friends on here and just the people I like to talk to

erry-licious:

and to the people I know and they make me lol

:iconCapnEspy:

And the... ]]> *shindou-colgan Waiting for christmas :3 http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/22144935/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/22144935/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 15:27:25 PST

so yeah, i'm hoping to get a new laptop from my mum and dad :3
and I got some epic presents from my bestest friends :3

best one was a sakÃ© set though, i've wanted one for months and I got one in the shape of Gaara's gourd ~nom

and I got a sweet japanese parasol from my friend

kyo kara maoh from

and bleh, i'm too lazy to mention more :/

:/ atm, i'm glaring at the tree thinking 'one more day' lol XD XD

... that'll be the hardest!

I'll be posting a new journal xmas day

but I needed to say this now

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

to all my friends, watchers and anyone I know!

you're all awesome <3

I hope you guys get what you want for christmas!

Love!

Shindou! :3

*proud member of

]]> *shindou-colgan ~~Tagged- 16 things journal~~ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/22029847/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/22029847/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 10:13:13 PST
you have to post sixteen random facts about yourself, and tag sixteen people (that's gonna be hard)

1: I'm really a very opinionated person, and people get offended by that

2: I can't stand up to confrontation, I hate being yelled at

3: I absolutely love animals like dogs and wolves <3

4: I'm 20, but i'm always mistaken for 15

5: I'm scared by how many good friends I met at alcon ~<3

6: I'm addicted to Norwegian choclate

7: I'm working hard everyday to make sure our cosplay group will be a success!

8: My favourite manga are Naruto, and High School debut

9: I tend to get crushes easily, and often ;-;

10: My favourite colour is green :3

11: I fight a lot with friends because i'm highly opinionated and proud... I hate apologizing for fights...

12: I plan to spend the next year of the dragon celebration touring japan for 2 or 3 weeks <3

13: I adore alcon, it's my favourite anime convention...

14: I'm apparently just like a real life version of Tsunade from naruto

15: My favourite characters are both, Jiraiya and Tsunade from naruto ~ <3

16: I love cold weather more than hot <3

i'm gonna tag:

~:iconLikesMusicLovesGirls: ~icon:alexstarrr: ~

~:iconObisidian-Eyes: ~

~~~~<3 have fun gai's :3

]]> *shindou-colgan Red Moon Group and how things are :D http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/21888565/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/21888565/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:27:17 PST
After a huge fight with my older brother, we apologized, and are now getting along quite well, i'm so pleased, as for the past while we had been at each others throats.

I'm getting ready now for the

cosplay shoot that's coming up on the 21st of December. The whole group is going to have a christmas meal, and then we're going ice skating, but the best part of this is that it's our first uniform photoshoot.

And it has an great theme, D Gray Man winterwear :3

we have a Tyki Mikk, Allen Walker, Miranda Lotto, Cloud Nine, Jasdero and Debitto, Lavi, Lenalee, Komui Lee and a kanda Yuu!

I feel so lucky to have so many supportive friends in the cosplay group, things are moving along quite well, we're already planning our Epiccon cosplay, which will be Twilight Town; Kingodom hearts II.

I was gone away to

house, and I had a lot of fun with her, just being lazy and watching her draw

She drew me a beautiful picture of Marian Cross- D Gray Man and I love it so much.

When I finally got home tonight, I got to see my puppy, (Tsu)Nady

She was all hyper to see me, it was so cute, I missed her so much.

Then to my suprise, my brother invited me to sit down and watch a DVD with him, the two of us watched hellboy II the golden army, which i do reccomend to people.

I have 2 or 3 pictures (yes, actualy drawn piccus) that i want to upload, and maybe after christmas, if i get a new laptop, i'll be able to use photoshop again, and (fail) attempt to do digi work again :3

On a random note, my best friend, Clare,is getting me my Marian Cross - D Gray Man cosplay for Christmas, which is so nice of her!
Much

to you!

Thanks to all my watchers on Deviantart, you guys are the greatest, I love you all.

And the same goes to all the people who favourite my art, you guys are so nice

~Shindou-colgan

-

roud redmoongroup member

:-

]]> *shindou-colgan EIRTAKON <3 http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/21537716/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/21537716/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 16:17:09 PST
and the cosplays... my jashin...

i had my husband (olololol) come over from england to see me, my cat, my kyuubi (<3), phillip uchiha(<3), and a cool gaara,XD

there was a Jiraiya, 2 kakashi's, some epic links! :3 kukuku
...aporro... deidara... zetsu...

i think i'll be rememberd as Tsunade with sharingan...XD

congratulations to Tri for winning the art competition

we love you

and congrats to my siser Shauna for winning the under 15's

lol

GO kyle for winning the cosplay masquerade as solid snake! :3

<3 for all the people i met

i got an amazing pic of Tsunade and Kakashi comissioned by

who was epic

and i got a chibi me drawn by

lol! XD

]]> *shindou-colgan 4,000 views & the slow countdown to eirtakon http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/21435136/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/21435136/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 09:20:03 PST

finally after a few years on DA i have 4,000 views! :3 GO ME!

My art ain't the best but, some people here seem to like it! ^_^

SO THANKS Y'ALL!

We're in the final days coming up to Eirtakon, i'm panicking a little bit about getting my obi finished, and a few other things too! :3 i'm hoping to have everything ready for the con!

it's only 3 days away for me!

and the tension is killing me! D:

I'm planning on being Tsunade and maybe Itachi (but probably just Tsunade) on the Saturday and probably Itachi and Tsunade (definitely Itachi for a while) on sunday! XD

I can't wait to see all the friends I haven't talked to since the last Eirtakon, and I can't wait to make new friends too! it's going to be awesome!

I'm a little dissapointed with the screenings... the new naruto movie is being played on the Friday which is a bit stupid imo! :/
And there is not Bleach playing at all...

there is Code Geass, and Gurren Lagan playing which did give me a bit of hope then... :/

I don't think i'll be entering the art competition tho... for my own reasons! :3 'tebayo!

anyway! :3 I can't wait to see everyone and have epic fun at Eirtakon ... mainly to buy plushies! :3 I want tonnes of em'! lol!

]]> *shindou-colgan counting the days until eirtakon http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/21116954/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/21116954/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 19:53:32 PDT

Well, i'm counting the days until eirtakon...

just a little under a month till the con i've been waiting for all year starts!

I've been preparing my first official Irish cosplays, and needless to say i'm a little worried, i have to try and make an obi belt for my Tsunade and edit the top I use! pick up a new pair of black pants and get the wig!

At least i want to have a wig I can use, rather than have to dye my own hair blonde, i'm not quite light enough to cosplay her, so i think a semi decent blonde wig might be in store.

I seem to have completely lost my bleach cosplay, hakama's and all which is odd to say the least. (if anyone happens to see a pair wandering about ireland, could you pm me

)
so unless i find them, matsumoto/momo is out of the picture.

I have the feeling, all i would have ready for the con, is halibels top, but no white hakama (i think me and hakama pants don't mix at all) so she may be down and out unless i sew like a demon >>;

But a definite cosplay should be hidan, from the akatsuki, i don't have his scythe though, and excuse has been thoroughly prepared
'EIRTAKON CONGOERS, HIDANS SCYTHE HAS BEEN CONFISCATED TO ENSURE YOUR OWN SAFETY' i think that is believeable! :3 ne?

so the plan is shinonome sensei (loveless) friday, Hidan; akatsuki Saturday, and Tsunade Sunday (though personally, i would rather be Tsunade saturday TOT)

I did hear the wonderful news that a jiraiya will be attending ^___^ happy times for the fangirl hokage!

but if another Tsunade sama shows up, there shall be a fight! >> i'm so into being Tsunade that i cannot stand to see more of her at the one con that i

so much!

I do have special props for the con tho!

's to everyone that is going to be at eirtakon! I can't wait to see everyone i know there! :3 and we must all do a giant caramelldansen there or else hidan's gonna take his 'scythe' back!

ja ne minna! and gambatte at the con!

]]> *shindou-colgan <3 <3 Requests! <3 <3 http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/20872102/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/20872102/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 10:34:56 PDT
So i've decided to take requests! :3

They're all free (duh) and i'm willing to draw most things!

- OC's

- Yaoi (not full on pr0n)

- Yuri

- Het pairings

- i'm willing to draw mary sue's to a certain extent! D:

- any character you want

Just a warning my other laptop Tayuya is dead so i haven't got photoshop for colour, i have copics and what not so

have fun gai's!

]]> *shindou-colgan .... (alcon journal not ready yet) here's temp http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/20662386/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/20662386/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 03:24:42 PDT
from me

had a crazy momentin work today... it's my last day in here btw

I was playing with post it's

lots of them...

then my boss walked by...

i was all '

ost it's' '

ost it's ' MUST HIDE THEM

the next five minutes was spent with me trying to remove like a hundred post it's from all over my desk! :/

I just wanna say how much fun i've been having on msn... :3

GIANT conversations are amazing! :3 alcon people are so nice and entertaining!

I has been given a new nickname... Nady... :3 I <3 it

but the baa-chan nickname has stuck with them nao as well... :3

I'm going to kita con now as well! >:3 with them : D which will be awesome! :3

SQUEE

ok ok ok

i'll post up my alcon journal soon! <3

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Tsunade... i mean shindou...

i mean... BLEH! :3

]]> *shindou-colgan ALCON! :D :D pre-con journal! :D http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/20314378/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/20314378/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 19:22:12 PDT
i'm panicing at the thought of going on an aeroplane! D: im such a chicken! lol! but i freak out on them!
(i might wear my Akatsuki cloak and laugh at the reactions that earns!

)

so i have my

-Hidan (Akatsuki, naruto) ready except for my hair spray which i shall buy in le morning)

-Tsunade (hokage, naruto) done, but heh heh!

washing machine accident where i didn't seperate whites and colours, she's a bit blue now! XD

-Matsumoto (rangiku bleach) done, but lack of wig mean's i shall attempt to pull off young rangiku! XD

I can't wait to see people there!

i'm going with :iconicebladeasakante: and :ham~java: and a few other people, but i can't wait to see

and

lol!

they're so nice! ^0^
i can't wait to see tonnes of the other people i talked to on the forum! lol!

and of course to all my friends here and in RL!

I WILL MISS YOU ALL! D:

PRESENTS ABOUND WHEN I GET BACK

xen, Tri, demmily, namine, elly, roxy!

THAT MEANS ALL OF YOU!

that's for you guys!

There shall be a better journal when i get home! lol!

]]> *shindou-colgan more stolen stuff! :D http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/20213653/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/20213653/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 05:57:18 PDT

1. Kakashi Hatake (naruto)
2. Atsushi Otani (lovely complex)
3. Alistair Krowley (Dgrayman)
4. Tsunade Sannin (naruto)
5. Link (legend of zelda)
6.Lavi (D Gray Man)
7. Gin Ichimaru (bleach)
8. Matsmoto Rangiku (bleach)
9. Komui Lee (Dgray man)
10. Byakuya Renji (bleach)

Then you answer the questions below by plugging in the person next to the respective number into the question. It's kind of long...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...

1.Number 1 woke you up in the middle of the night?
kakashi : gtfo
me: eh? this is my bed
kaksahi: touche *lies down beside me*

2. Number 2 asked you to go out with him?
me: we're the same height, hell yes!

3. Number 3 walked into the bathroom while you're showering?
me: I'm NOT an akuma Krow-chan! D:

4. Number 4 cooked you dinner?
me: sake for dinner?
Tsunade : *nods*
me: *glomps her* marry meeee!

5. Number 5 was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping?
me: O_O where's ganzy
Link: *shrugs*
me: ahhh i get'cha! *lies down*

6. Number 8 got into the hospital somehow?
me: Rangiku saannnnn! are you ok! *gives her sake and chocolate* TOT

7. Number 9 made fun of your friends?
me:*kicks him in the face with energy legs*
i'm going to kill lena no beetch! D:

8. Number 10 ignored you all the time?
me: he already does! D8

WHAT WOULD THEY DO UNDER THE FOLLOWING CIRCUMSTANCES?

1. Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will Number 1 do?
probably read porn until he kills them! D:

2. You're on a vacation with Number 2 and you
ring an ambulance

3. It's your birthday. What will 3 give you?
give me flowers! XD

4. You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does Number 4 do?
break the wall down and save me! hurrah super chakra! lulz!

5. You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarrassed. What will Number 5 do?
he'd probably look at me before going off to chase some chickens! D:

6. You're about to marry Number 10. What's Number 6's reaction?
he'd be all! wtf? how did she manage that! :/

7. You got dumped by someone. How will Number 7 cheer you up?
he'd probably let me tag along on his evil adventures!

8. You're angry about it afterwards, how does Number 8 calm you down?
she'd tell whatever i was angry about was not worth it and that im better than that!

9. You compete in some tournament. How does Number 9 support you?
he'd give me awesome exorcist weapons boo-yah!

10. You can't stop laughing. What will Number 10 do?
he'd probably glare at me! D:

RELATIONSHIP PART

1. Number 1 is all you've ever dreamed of.
That and a bag of chips!

2. Number 2 tells you about his/her deeply hidden love for Number 9 .Your reaction?
i just pray the wouldn't make me tell Risa! *shudder*

3. You're dating Number 3 and introduce him/her to your parents. Will they get along?
my dad would sneer cuz krow-chan looks like a vampire! D:

4. Number 4 loves Number 9 as well. What does that mean?
shes gonna kick the crap out of Otani! D:

5. Number 6 appears to be a player, (s)he breaks many hearts. What do you do?
that much is obvious! D: i'd let him has his fun, he'll learn his lesson!

6. You had a haircut and Number 7 can't stop looking at you. What goes on in your mind?
... is he jealous of mah hair, does he want to sit on my head? O_o

7. Number 8 thinks he'll never get a girlfriend. What will you tell him?
dammit, marry Yoruichi and make mah bittens beach! D:

8. Number 9 is too shy to face you and confesses his/her love by sending you an e-mail. Now what?
ah crap Tsunade and Otani will keel meh! lulz!

FRIENDSHIP PART

1. Could Number 1 and Number 6 be soul mates?
Alas no, as kakashi is my soul mate! (insert corny music here)

2. Would Number 2 trust Number 5... ]]> *shindou-colgan stolen HA! I pwn you! http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/19841400/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/19841400/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 08:22:00 PDT

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.

A: Emma needs a love song
Ha scary! >:/

A: Emma needs your prayers
Do no want I thinkÂ.

A: Emma needs Facebook
Ha! I already have that! J

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: Emma looks like someone got bored painting her and just left her blank for someone else to fill in.

How kind of them to say that! >: (

A: Emma looks awkward posing but she is a teenager.
Well seeing as I amnÂt one anymore, I think im doing fine!

A: Emma looks wonderful

I agree! *hands out sake*

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.

A: Emma says Goodbye

Farewell, auf wiedersehn! Lol!

A: Emma Says Hello to a Tank Diver ...

And then I destroyed the world! :/

A: Emma says: Get your pants off.

As much as it does seem to be something I would say!Â

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search

A: Emma wants to win an Oscar.

And then people will recognise the awesomness that is meeeeee! >: D

A: Emma Wants A Woman On The Legislative Council
Yeah! >

donÂt leave the girls out! J

A: Emma Wants Extra Tuition

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.

A: Emma hates that she loves Ash

But sheÂs a betch! D: grrr! Whore! D8 <

A: Emma hates the sound the camera makes when I turn it

ItÂs the same noise as a cat dying! D:

A: Emma HATES MUFFINS!!
ThatÂs a great big hairy lie! D:

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.

A: Emma asks for her pacifier
Which is something I totally would do! J

A: Emma asks to see Spike

Dammit! ><;;;;; xen will get this!

A: Emma asks several questions

Lol! : D

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search

A: Emma goes to Chinco for SPRING BREAK

Ha lol, I wish!

A: Emma' goes hip-hop

Yo, that is true fo shizzle!

A: Emma goes for Europe

As you do! :smile:

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.

A: Emma Likes Hugs

Ha ha! ItÂs scarily true

A: emma likes boyes at GameSpot

Odd! :/

A: Emma: likes to believe she is a Vampire

Hee hee! Beware I am a wamipre! >: D *continues drinking smoothie*

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search

A:Emma eats pushup

Which is easier said than done!

A: Emma eats with chopsticks
Ha! Yamamori rice! >: D FTW

Emma eats in her high chair

L this is getting ridiculous!

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.

A: Emma wears her wig

My secret! D:

A: Emma Wears hot underwear

Do not want! D:

A: Emma wears a long gold chain that dangles a whistle and bells over her exquisite pink marquisette dress.

Very specific that one!

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.

A: Emma was arrested for lecturing on Birth control

Ha ha ha! Lol! Would I do something like that! Hrm!

A: Emma arrested in Boston for wearing pants

Well, damn, whoÂd have thunk that! :/

A: emma was Arrested for Development's fantastically corny magic show

Well,. Tiem to go what the hell the emmaÂs of the world are doing! D: <

Ha ha! ThatÂs made of win!

]]> *shindou-colgan Guess what? cosplay update! http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/19792782/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/19792782/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 15:04:12 PDT

i'm sitting on my bed in it! Smiling creepily!

my mom saw and it judging me a wee bit for it but i don't care!

and now Matsumoto and Tsunade are on the way so i should be set for alcon!

and theres a cosplay picnic coming up in DCU so i can take lots of pics there which im looking forward to lots!

I've finally gotten the irish cosplay group Red Moon Pro up and running, so there's a lot of work i had going on out of the way!

the groups made up of:
Me- Baa-chan!
Roxy: Foxy Roxy!
Tri: Tobi-kun
Demily: Demiruto
ellie: Ellihime
Sasuke: Sasuke
Naimnae: Namiruka

and in other news i got a job in a solicitors office as a legal secretary! lol! it's so much fun but i only get to work there till october when i want to move to the city!

Beware Dublin hidan is moving there! lol! I wanna walk around the park in my akatsuki cosplay so much it hurts! >: ) and only a month left till alcon! *dances* i can't wait to see everyone there! *squee* and

for all!

]]> *shindou-colgan My Birthday http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/19034096/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/19034096/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:36:53 PDT
Well, i'm offically twenty today! and it's not as bad as i thought it would be!

I got to meet with my friends in the city saturday, i was hanging with my senpai,

and my other friends Pchan, :iconxXxEllychanxXx:

my new namine, and my lexaeus! lol! we all went into town with a plan to go to the park, but as always it rained, so me and the others went to get some burgers after meeting in FP in Dublin. Of course i got some presents here, so Tri gave me a gaara/kisame blow up doll and Elly gave me a box of chocolate penises!

i didn't know it, but all of my friends decided that a sex shop is the place to do birthday shopping for me! lol! i love them for that!

And we wound up going to central bank after that after wandering to the georges arcade (where i bought a new kakashi plushie) and we headed to the asian market where roxas ended up deciding that mochi is not for him! and we all saw pchan drinking ichigo aloe vera drink and decided to buy some! So when we were at central bank we saw the gay pride parade and decided to join in to support some of our friends!

of course i wound up on TV after this, shouting 'hi mom, hi dad' like the idiot i am!

After the parade, we headed to the cinema to watch the ruins, but before that we went to do some DDR in the arcade downstairs! Namine and Roxas gave me sake which was awesome of them and i was completely gone lol! which was fun!

Tri ended up not liking the movie so me and Elly waited with her and at 7pm we went to meet my other friends at the Spire! So we all headed to yamamori noodles on Georges street for a dinner!

The dinner was great, i sat with pchama and was all

lol! and i got the best presents ever! i got a new art tablet from Emma L, a plushie puppie (xaldin puppy) from roxas, a microwaveable teddy from my master, cheesemeister, and jenn, and they also gave me english pounds for Alcon! i got 50 euro from david and my senpai gave me a phone charm from tokyo tower, a keychain from there, and an L plushie (who now lives on my computer screen)

I also got to sleep over with Elly-chan who is out akatsuki sasori for eirtakon! So yay! ^___~
and on Sunday we went to hang out with Roxas, namine, and kairi, and on monday we got to meet my kakuzu!

This weekend the celebrations continue because i get a picnic with my hime!

and swimming and sand! it's a beach picnic!

]]> *shindou-colgan Lawd i'm feeling the emo http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18942050/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18942050/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:16:02 PDT
My Best Friend from back home has gone into hospital with a fit (she suffers from epilepsy) and on the same day my gran was admitted for breathing trouble so i've been kind of worried and out of it more than usual!

So i've been suffering through a really bad bout of emo-don... that and my sis pointed out that i have a side fringe!

Along those lines, I have 5 days of being a teenager left, so i'm going to use all of them to sleep! Actually, tomorrow is gay pride day in Dublin so i'm going up with my digital camera and sketchbook to see what RL yaoi i can find!

I've been fighting with a friend of mine as well which is doing nothing for my moodz at all!

I really needed someone to talk to the other day and none of my friends answered and when one finally did, i got a 'hi' my other friends were laughing in the BG, which kind of makes me down. for the whole summer I have class and I won't get to see my friends that much in the city, i've spent all my weekends since january up there, and now they're seeing each other all week and what not, so i feel completely left out. I know i shouldn't be bitching about things like this but lawd i feels left out!
It's gotten so bad that i think i might just leave going to the city for a while and just spend my weekends sleeping, like god intended!

I think i'm going to do that after my birthday, stay at home and sleep, i was supposed to be in charge of zoo organizing, picnic organizing and BEACH organizing! But bleh, i don't want to, when i'm not important for the group!
I mean, my friend quit her weekend job so she wouldn't be left out, and then she organizes weekday meets, and its doing the exact same thing to me!

and i really can't help it, i'm relying on these classes since i failed my college entrance exams, so if i fail this and my work expo i'm screwed over for life basically!

^
!
!
RANT!!!!!!

On a happy note! i was in my cosplay sensei's house last weekend and i finally made a huge break through with my Tsunade cosplay! when i machine sewed one of the sleeves on, i almost cried with happiness!

it was like THE coolest thing i have done! it's given me the hope that i can get the jacket finished, the top made and then my Akatsuki cloak started! Getting my wig in the next two weeks and then i'm basically set for eirtakon and alcon!

ONLY 3 MONTHS TILL ALCON!

]]> *shindou-colgan It's only 13 days away!!!!!! :( http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18795391/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18795391/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 03:25:16 PDT
*glares*

I'm totally not over reacting about this... I'm not going to be a teenager anymore and that is going to be really sad for me!

I demand for someone to find Miranda Lott and turn back time! *Shakes fist*
:annoyed:

*sighs* I mean, I'm gonna have to get my act together and start acting my age *snicker* *snicker*

O_O and thanks to the ever so wonderful Axel, i have become addicted to kingdom hearts and i can't stop reading it, it's gotten so bad that i am going out to get the game next weekend!

If nii-san will let me near his playstation!
I've been dubbed Marluxia!

My name is now;
Hidan-baa chan-Tsunade-Marluxia
lol! I have an awesome name!

My super special awesome friends who live in my journal! (since i'm putting you guys here!!!!)

---> one of the funnest people evar!

Kashi-chaaaaannn!

Tobi-chaannn! and my Larxy! (who has recently blinded me)

My little Dem Dem, Dei-chan, Naru, bocchan!

(my fave uke

One of my random friends who ROX

My chibi... temporarily my Xaldin! (I swear you look like vexen)

My eternal Rival!

:iconNicky-Sama13: She likes my art

^___^ fun to talk to

Zexion, and one of my many chibi's!

... bearded Edgeworth!

(soon to be my newest victim)

*shindou-colgan Devious Journal Entry http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18523108/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18523108/ Tue, 27 May 2008 07:29:35 PDT

Had to go to class and my teacher wasn't there so i was stuck doing nothing all day (i'm gonna do the Law questions at home) but omg, it was so bad i een got sick of reading online manga! :bitter: not even D gray man helped, and no i have a raging headache!

On top of that i found out that i can't go to college in september so i'm as irritable as Godzilla on a rampage of Tokyo!!!!

And i'm turning 20 in less than a month!

imminent old age!

which helps nothing!

At least i have qcon and my picnic, beachtrip, sleepover, dinner things to look forward too! Plus, my uber awesome friends

and

seem to have something planned for me for it! *flees*

GAH! end of not so bad rant!

]]> *shindou-colgan costume update, and general randomness! <333 http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18346144/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18346144/ Fri, 16 May 2008 03:28:38 PDT
For Amecon
Tsunade
Matsumoto

For Alcon in september;
Hidan
Tsunade
Matsumoto

For Eirtakon in November
Tsunade
Hidan
Matsumoto

I took the advice of people and welp, and as it turns out i can cosplay people with big boobs!

lol! even though i was warned i wouldn't make a good Marian (DGM) T_T
I'm a pretty good match for Tsunade tho, i'm always in character for that, lol! I love drinking sake and i gamble! Not crazy gambling but i've put monies of horses!

I was out with friends one day and they got a picture of me in front of a slot machine!

Anyway i'm almost better, it's back down to being an annoying cold! ^^ which is great! I don't need medicene! lol!

On a random note in the middle of class today i burst into tears!
I was listening to Gackt's song Storm and i was reading Naruto online, and i was re-reading the chapter *SPOILER* where Jiraiya died! And listening to Storm which has a sort of traditional japanese beat to it was not a good idea for BGM as my favourite character died!
Everyone freaked out it was hilarious! I don't care how geeky it sounds but Jiraiya was one of my favourite manga characters ever! And I miss him!!!!

Anyway that's all i wanted to say here! lol!
Tell me what you think of the ideas for my cosplay, or if there is anyone better i could be!

Ja ne minna! Suki Desu! <33333

]]> *shindou-colgan omg, i had the worst night http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18233861/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18233861/ Thu, 08 May 2008 20:47:01 PDT
I've been sick with a chest infection for the past few days, since sunday, but i didn't know until tuesday what was wrong with me!
So on tuesday i went to the doctors for the first time since i was 8!
I actually had a kidney infection along with a chest infection, not fun at all!

but i was give some Zinnat (yes i dare to say the name) tablets and i thought 'w00t, i'll be fine by monday when i'm done with them' and i began my course of meds!

So on tuesday night i was after taking my second tablet (i take 2 a day, morning and night) and i got a really bad pain in my back, and i thought it was nothing and i went to bed and slept it off! I kind of forgot about it then.

Last night went fine, and all was well, until i took the tablet tonight! i got the pain in my back again which was wierd, i think i contributed the first night of back pain to me being on my computer all day.

I went to bed when i felt the pain again, but i woke up at 3am in the most horrible pain in my stomach and at my back, i actually began to freak out that i was allergic to the meds and for a while i was lying in bed freaking out that i was dying, i actually thought about ringing an ambulance at about 3.30am! I know i'm over dramatic, but i was seriously freaked out!

even now, the pain is pretty bad, but i think it's easing off, plus i checked the website for the tablets, turns out a side effect is abdominal pain, i didn't know about it though because my chemist took out that piece of paper from the inside of the box! T_T
Another thing the website said was if you think that you have been poisoned by the tablets you should go to a hospital right away, and it didn't say how you get poisoned!!!!
That caused me to have another little freakout!

And I have to go to class in about an half an hour after an hours sleep and like 4 hours of pain! T_T I think i need some hugs!

anyway, i wanted to type this to take my mind off the pain! lol! <33333

~owwwww

]]> *shindou-colgan how not to spend the entire day http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18177911/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18177911/ Mon, 05 May 2008 09:20:41 PDT
Second of all why did i go on 4chan, that website makes absolutely no sense to me....
what is the point of it??????

If i had walked outside this morning and seen bill cosby casually licking an ice cream cone with chuck norris, it would have made more sense than that place
*shudder*

I mean, is it a forum, why did i have images.... O_O it confused me so much
I think i might go offline or something, >>; i need to clean my brain!!!!

On a random note.... i shall put up my naruto opposite gender pics soon, lol! that was a good idea lol!

]]> *shindou-colgan random stolen journal thing! n.n http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18026748/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/18026748/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 17:37:54 PDT )
I don't know how to say this, but our affair is at an end
I think I realised it when you put handcuffs on me with Chuck Norris
and I saw you Punching my cat.
I'm sure you're woman enough to understand that i have changed sex.
Im sending back the military service-memory-box, but I'll keep virginity as a memory.
You should know that I shall always remember a new life as a clone.
go to hell
Emma

Dear- your partners name- (if you're single, write John)
I don't know how to say this, but __1__.
I think I realised it __2__ __3__, and I saw you __4__ __5__.
I'm sure you're __6__ enough to understand __7__.
Im sending back __8__, but I'll keep __9__ as a memory.
You should know that I __10__ __11__.
__12__ /-your name-

1.THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT:
blue- our romance is over
red- our affair is at an end
white- I'm joining a monastery
black- I hate you
green- our horoscopes doesn't match
grey- You're a perv
yellow- I'm on the streets
pink- Your nostrils are an insult
brown- the mafia is after you
no shirt- You're a loser
other- I'm in love with your sister

2. WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?
January- that night
february- last year
march- when we were skinny dipping
april- when I was high on sesame seed
may- when I was shaving your legs
june- when you put handcuffs on me
july- when I threw up
august- When I saw the tiny head
september- when your dwarf bit me
october- When I was taking a walk
november- When I tied my shoes
December- When your dog went crazy

3. FAV FOOD?
tacos- in your house
pizza- in your van
pasta - in London
Hamburger- Under the bus
salad- while you were eating enchiladas
chicken- with Chuck Norris
kebab- in your closet
fish- in woman-clothes
sandwich- at the mental hospital
hotdogs- in trans
other- with mr and mrs Bush

4. WHATS THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
yellow- hitting on
red- insulting
black- ignoring
blue- punching
purple- pour syrup on
white- carve your name in
grey- tear the clothes of
brown- put leeches on
pink- steal the toupee from
no socks- sit on
other- chasing out

5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
black Â my best friend
White- my father
grey- john travolta
Brown- my whoopee cushion
purple- my pie
red- th cookiemonster
blue- my alovera plant
Yellow- my pen-pal from Ghana
Orange Â my Carl Larsson-collection (whoever that is D8)
pink Â my cat
no underwear Â my Cartman-statue
Other- The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - woman (if you're male) / man (if you're female)
O.C. - sensitive
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - ashamed
Lost - turned on
House - cowardly
Simpsons - scarred
the news - Mongolian
American Idol Â masochistic
Family Guy - senile
other - frost-bited

7.WHAT MOOD ARE YOU IN RIGHT NOW?
happy- how bad I've been feeling
sad- How boring you are
bored- that your Honda sucks
angry- that all your pimples are in the last stadium
Depressed- That I have changed sex
exited- that there's no solution to
nervous- the Middle east
Worried- that we're cousins
apathetic- that Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed- that I'm allergic to your hamster
Hugable- that the garbage-man turns me on
exceedingly happy- that I'm a clone
other- "Deal or no deal" sucks

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM-WALLPAPER?
white- your ring
yellow- your love letters
red- your Darth Vader-poster
black- your pet rock
blue- the pillows
green- the pictures of Portugal
Orange- your artificial teeth
brown- your cellphone
grey- our matching snoopy-bibs
pink- the old toe-nails
other- your military service-memory-box

9. THE FIRST LETTER IN YOUR NAME?
A/B - Your picture
C/D - the oil-stock shares
E/F - My virginity
G/H - your neighbor Carl
I/J - The blood-test results
K/L- your left ear
M/N - Your suicide-note
O/P - my sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V/W - your crime records
X/Y/Z- your highschool grades

10. LAST LETTER OF YOUR LASTNAME?
A/B Â shall always remember
C/D Â never will forget
E/F Â Always will try to forget
G/H Â will inform The Swedish Tax Agency
I/J Â have always felt dirty because of
K/L Â have never laughed in public about
M/N Â am makin a movie about
O/P Â throw rocks at
Q/R Â inf... ]]> *shindou-colgan Tagged http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/17540305/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/17540305/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 11:59:14 PDT

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*_*

The rules are:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

Facts:
1: I'm cosplaying Tsunade
2: Strawberry pocky is my god
3: My name is emma
4: I want a Japanese spitz right now
5: Jiraiya is so smexy
6: I can't watch horror movies
7: Sake is delicious and it's keeping me alive
8: The internet owns my soul

now who yo tag!!! ???!!

1:

]]> *shindou-colgan friends ^^; http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/17328640/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/17328640/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 09:49:31 PDT

lol, these are the peeps that have me chatting and stuff after exams so they are awesome!!!! everyone favorite their stuff and such!!!!

Sorry, i'm just randomly happy and stuffs that my exams are over!!!!

oh happy days i will never have to study physics ever again!!!!

]]> *shindou-colgan Who ever invented exams must die http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/17300583/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/17300583/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 12:20:43 PDT
I'm literally getting home, and studying until the wee hours and then sleeping for like 5 hours at most, it gets worse tho, i'm waking up at 5.30 thats right, my brain really does hate me.... *hits head off of table*

I got home the night before last and i turned on my pc and was like 'yes, must read chapter 4 of 'what would jesus do' ' and i sat on my bed and didn't move again for the night... T_T
It's actually so bad that i skipped out on my exam tonight.... screw physics!!!!

And i'm also stressing about Amecon, lol, i signed up and i'm hoping beyond hope that i get on the list!!!!

Seriously, it's gonna cost me a lot of monies, ie; if i get in, i'm doing an elegant Tsunade cosplay for the ball and the perfect green dress will cost me Â289 so i'm worried, found great shoes for Â45 tho!!! o_< ;

and i'm invited to do an omake with a jiraiya *drools* lol!!!

Everyone, makes Wishes for grandma to go to the con!!! of you do, a new yaoi bishie is born!!!!

ranting makes me feel better!!!

]]> *shindou-colgan One week of freedom left http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16943027/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16943027/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 09:43:42 PST And now next monday it ends!

*insert horrified gasp here*

Starting next monday i have to be up at 6am, and everyday after that! -_-; seriously i'm looking forward to the cash increase but i'm gonna be so wrecked, and i won't finish until four in the evening and then i have to travel for more than an hour back into the town near me so i can continue taking my pre-college classes and i don't finish those until ten at night... so, i'm gonna be a zombie 24/7!
Plus i won't go to bed then because i need to finish watching the entire series of Inuyasha which i'm only 21 episodes into T_T gonna be watching that a while!

Hrm, i'm gonna be on a bit more money now, so i can buy more things like plushies and sake... >>; and can actually afford to stay in the city XD XD XD
I have my eye on an itachi plushie on amazon that i'm itching to buy so my Kakashi and Alphonse can have company!!

Oh, hey I can't wait to go to Tri's house this weekend; i'm hanging out with her and emily who are awesome!!! XD yosh! that'll cheer me up before Monday!!!!

I did survive valentines by the way! <3

]]> *shindou-colgan I hate singles awareness day!!! http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16823506/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16823506/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 19:44:19 PST
/runs sobbing to cheesy/

No offence to all the loved up peeps but as 'V' day fast approaches i'm getting more and more depressed...
No love for me this year and to make it worse, i'm spending it alone without my friends, how great is that???

So on top of not having teh smexy love, i'm being left out of the second big outing this year, it's kinda like 'wtf' i'm not good enough for anyone anymore? Fine, i don't care, but it's so damned annoying, it feels like i'm being left out for no apparent reason!!!!

ugh... depression! But now it's like 'when summer comes i'm not inviting you, so HA!' and i'll totally bring the rest of the gang and then i shall be queen! ... yeah, my ego needs work! BTW i bet y'all know who y'are!!!

On an even more depressing note, i didn't have enough monies left to but sake so i could spend the damned 'V' day drunk or something...

so now all i'll do is read fanfics or something equally geeky, how bad is that!

On a happy note (ignoring the gasps after all my depressed rambling)
I had so much fun today!!! I hung out with like THE most amazing peeps! i'm so lucky!!! I loves them all so much! You know who you are!!! I'm even getting cosplay tutorials! Wa-hey!!!

I saw Sweeny Todd! I love him! he's teh smex, and he has a razor blade! what more does a man need!

Anyway, be nice to me, i have no valentine and therefore cannot recieve white day chocos!

]]> *shindou-colgan ZOMG! 3 days!!!!! and 1,000 views! http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16736285/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16736285/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 09:50:54 PST
3 days until the hoosiers! urk, im getting all excited! it's like... zomg, must not attempt to dive at the stage head first!!!! I have Kakashi and Tri coming! and in the newspaper it said that the band wants the fans to dress up... i was all 'matt is a kakashi cosplayer' and Tri fuelled the fire by making up the theory of us being kakashi's crack H*e's!

/insert corner filling with drool/

oh, and to make matters worse, i've realised that i've gotten a strange yet wonderful Jiraiya obsession... i now think he's insanely smexy... and Kisame is the pwnage!!!!

I'm busy sketching up my Akatsuki swimwear project.... Ku ku ku!!!! That's gonna be a laff! i'm also working on some naruto chibi's in my own style...

hmm, i stayed online a lot last night... so tired, didn't sleep until 6 am, and the last thing i remember was doodling a kisame blow-up doll pic which is totally gonna happen someday!

Well, as for my paranoia, it''s gotten worse since my parents have dissapeared to look/test drive some BMW's... when did we get rich!!!!

i can't drive don't tease you're child!!!!!

Oh, my insane konoha dwelling delusions are able to grow freely, spent a while the other day rambling around the woods thinking 'is this what ninja's do??' .... yea, needless to say, having a cold does not help mental deulsions, it only seems to furthur them!
I'm also gonna be getting a tutorial on how to sew for my cosplay! me loves you missie!!!

And finally... i'm depressed because of my sake, the janrei is not half as yummy as the dento plum i had in ukiyo....!!!! why!!!! i need my delicious warm, purple beverage!!!!

Oh, and the real finally!

I HAVE 1,000! view!!!!! /jumps out of corner and hugs innocent reader/ I LOOOOOOVVVVVEEEE YOOOOOOUUUUU ALLLLL!

i'm gonna make a smexy picccie of someone as my lovage back! :* chu for you all!!!

/crawls back in corner/ matte ne minna!!! /counts minutes till friday/

]]> *shindou-colgan the Hoosiers!!!!!!! http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16414413/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16414413/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 08:27:21 PST
I hate going to see my moosic by my lonesome!

oh i made a birthday AMV for :icon*moonhunter:

[link]

just follow this link and it should be on my youtube page!!!! she's so old! poor thing!

I still love you though!

Wrinkles and all!

You're new hair is damned awesome btw!

so seriously if you know me in RL the same offer is going on bebo too! don't hesitate to ask to come with me! my princess won't come!

she hates the hoosiers!!!!

]]> *shindou-colgan it's time for 08! :D http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16224337/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/16224337/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 13:04:43 PST Not that last year wasn't good! I had fun at a new years party ^_^ i spent the past fty so it's only in the past few days that i can wish everyone a happy new years!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I hope that everyone on DA that watches me knows that i love them!

Because i do!

and now that i can say it! Happy birthday to moonhunter kaiba! i'm going paintballing for her birthday so thanks to her and happy Bday to her! It's only a little while until you can pick up you're pension

so i say happy new year again everyone! And don't be afraid to live life to the fullest

Remember that no matter how bad life can get, it'll always wind up being better than it had been before!

Mucho lovage!

Shindou! XXxx

]]> *shindou-colgan Well, tis the season :D http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/15982641/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/15982641/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 06:10:12 PST
slightly depressed since my sis let it slip that my mum has gotten me a laptop charger! which i have needed since JUNE! but i have to busy procrastinating over it to buy one

Well, at least i shall be able to use photoshop again and put all those 'how to make sparkly pretty digi-pics' to good use!

Well, i have a request! To any of you artists out there, i would be totally cool with it if someone drew me a piccie as a crimbo gift /chibi eyes/ please!

i will totally be you're secret slave if you do! *_*

-Ahem-

anywho!

Seasons greetings, yes, it's only tuesday,and there are 6 days to go, but still!

lol! mucho love

Shindou!

XXX

]]> *shindou-colgan omg, i'm tired http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/15735185/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/15735185/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 13:28:03 PST
The cosplayers were so omfg!

And well, my naruto/kakashi obsession was unleashed upon the world... i think kakashi actually comes in higher than bakura with me now *gasp*

well, i have some new friends and am cosplaying next year!

yayness!

Anywho, tha's all for now!

]]> *shindou-colgan Halloween! :D http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/15198634/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/15198634/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 07:40:46 PDT
Well, me and a few friends are gonna rent some movies and veg out!

Yay! I haven't done that in ages

anyway... I'm still in some clubs... Woo hoo!

I'll put the icons back in next journal because i'm to lazy to type that much!

Gomen ne minna!

I was watching the opening for series four of GX! I want my old Juudai back! *sobs* I miss him, damned youbel! V_V

]]> *shindou-colgan Lonliness http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/14330455/ http://shindou-colgan.deviantart.com/journal/14330455/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 07:36:57 PDT
I want to say this somewhere that no one will see it! I can't put it up on bebo or something where my family will see it!

Right now at this moment I hate my life as it is and at the same time i love it.

I hate the fact that i know exactly the way things are going, and that kills me. I'm friends with a lot of people but right now I know that this won't last. I'm not really one of them. i don't know how soon exactly but it could be next week or it could be next year but soon i'm going to be alone.

Slowly one by one my favorite friends are out growing me and soon they'll keave me behind, and that the one thought that I can't stand. So far i lost one of my best friends through my own stupidity, and thoughtless actions, and right now I know that nothing I can do will ever bring them back to me, and to be frank i deserve.
One thing won't change, I miss them and will regret the fact I ruined our friendship probably for the rest of my life.

I'm too childish for my own good, I lean on too many people, but I can't help it, I can't stand being alone.

It feels like i don't matter to others and they leave me out, which makes me unbearably sad.

At home, I dont go out to drink in the pubs or go to clubs that often, i'm 19 and have only been in 2 nighclubs, and in total I've only gone to a night club twice ever.
I spend all my free time minding my niece whom I love to bits. I mind her so much because having someone to take care of removes me from my problems but when I go to bed at night they come back and haunt me.

When I hang out with everyone I act hyper and happya and basically ditzy, but i'm really self-absorbed, and depressed. I think everthing through too much and I'm not confident, I hate a lot of people and things but don't admit because I can't.

I really think that soon, i'll break , and when I do, I don't think i'll see anyone anymore. I don't even type that much anymore because i'm having problems with my wrists which hurt if I put much pressure on them so typing my fanfictions is hard. I have to go to the doctor soon and see what can be done, I have to get my eyes tested as well, as my eyes are blurry when I try to read a book.

Sorry to offload on DA, but it's a really good listener!

Love

~shin~

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