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how i love the holidays



]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/10555335/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/10555335/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 03:52:12 PST

1) Name: Sylvia-Jade
2) Name Backwards: Edaj- Aivlys
3) Were you named after anyone?:. My grandma and a stone (jade).
4) Does your name mean anything?: Sylvia= From the forrest Jade= Precious Daughter
5) Nick Name(s): Jade, Sylvie
6) Screen Name(s): sid-and-nancy
7) Date Of Birth: 14/10/89
8) Place of Birth: Melbourne, Australia
9) Nationality: Chilean Australian
10) Current Location: Melbourne, Australia
11) Religion: Catholic (I hate the church though)
12) Height: dunno
13) Shoe Size: 10
14) Hair colour: natural: Light brown/blonde/red and current hair color red+black.
15) Eye colour: Hazel/brown..they go green when I cry
16) What do you look like?: a human. :S
17) Innie or Outie?: Innie
18) Righty, Lefty, Ambidextrous: Ambidextrous.
19) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight
20) Best friends: I don’t like the “best friend” title…it just gives them privileges over people. I have friends..close friends and everyone else I dislike XD
21) Best friend you trust the most: gah fine ill just take a stab in the dark and write a name…umm I trust liz the most.
22) Best friends {your sex}: yes please? OHH right..umm liz
23) Best friends of the opposite sex: Glen
24) Best Bud(s): Bec, Liz, Gwen, Glen, Sean and Jordan
25) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: im working on it..
26) Crush: you don’t know them..so I don’t matter
27) Parent(s): Monica and Noel
28) Worst Enemy: I cant say 
29) Funniest friend: Sid
31) Advice Friend: Liz, Glen
32) Loudest Friend: am I counted as a friend of myself? Im the loudest
33) Person you cry with: by my self. Never with anyone else.
34) Any sisters: Marzie and Dannie
35) Any brothers: Chris and Josh
36) Any pets: Rocky (dog), Lucy (cat) and my fish..who is still unamed
37) A Disease: why do u wanna know?
38) A Pager: hu?
39)A mp3 player/ipod: Ipoop…got it from my brother ^^
40) A laptop: sadly no -__-
41) Gaming platform ie nintendo/xbox: Playstation..and N64. SEGA BABY!!!
42) Surround sound: yeppers
43) A Personal phone line: yepp
44) A "Cell" phone: yepp
45) A Lava lamp: ohh I was talking about this with micheal…sadly no lava lamp but I got a glitter lamp as a present ^^
46) A Pool or hot tub: no
47) A Car: yepp, still working on that license but

Describe Your...

48) Personality: well ive been told im loud and sexual. I think that’s about it.
49) Driving style: there are styles? :S
50) Car or one you want: Devil, or a Tirana like mom used to have
51) Room: it’s the biggest bedroom in the house but the water bed makes it look small
52) What’s missing?: my guitar as Iam lending it to micheal
54) Bed: queen size water bed…yes… “motion in the ocean”
55) Relationship with your parent(s): good.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: depends what its about.
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: umm i don’t believe in “love” much…. But I believe in attraction at first sight.
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes
60) Get along with your parents: yes
61) Save your e-mail conversations: my computer automatically does.
62) Pray: at school I do…catholic school you see.
63) Believe in reincarnation: yeah
64) Like to make fun of people: haha if its necessary .
65) Like to talk on the phone: im not a big phone talker, but there are some people I sit and talk to hours with.
66) Like to eat?: u calling me fat? We all have to eat to live yo fool!
67) Like to drive: yeah..
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68) Get motion sickness: not really, car sick sometimes.
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: hell yeah ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/10168816/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/10168816/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 04:46:27 PDT

Hey there yall i havent been doing much just a little here and there.....and im so bored! the holidays arnt long enough!

ive been making some toys that im gonna be selling at the end of the year at this market place (hopefully if all goes to the orignial plan) and yeah their been going well. Ive also been drawing some designs for my "fashion label".
Its nothing really big seeming that im still young and at school,..but ive got to start somewhere and their gonna start mostly as one offs, but i have my lable name so everything is "starting" in preperation for when i finnish school ^^

One of my freinds chris has been doing crazy stuff to my art work so im gonna post some when i get the time, my nets been running to slow cause ive gone over the limit again ^^ haha but yeah so i shall get some stuff up perhaps by the end of the holidays. But first i have to get all my home work finnished....evil villans at school!

so yeah till then be safe, stay cool and keep making the brilliant art that i love ^^



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Im leaving for sydney tomorrow ^^ so i shant be here for 3-4 days
but when i get bacl be ready for some of my faving cause ur all so tallented ^^

much love and hugs
me

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I got my tragus peirced a few weeks ago now and ive finnaly had time to update somethings....wich i shall do now ^^ after this journal.
Nothing really exciting to say..just the usual complaining...cause i hate people in general. Stupid emotions and actions...*sighs* oh well..there is always an up to one of my lows and i shall be waiting for the up side to come..the low is nearly over.....hopfully.
Death Metal.
Bye Darlings ^^

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hmm well im back from Central Australia and my computer is fixed, and we all know what this means.....i have to look through the 257 devinations you guys have posted ^^ yay! *mummbles*
laff its gonna take me ages >< like always.
hmm i know i should write about the trip but meh there is just to much! laff so ill just post some pics on later ^^ i got some really good ones ^^
so yeah this is just a quick update to let you all know that i havent died, and im here again...sorry to you guys that didnt want me back haha ^^ soo yeah...umm update, look through and perhaps submit something later....byeee xoxox

]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/8995002/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/8995002/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 01:28:34 PDT

Ever get in those moods where you just want to rip your skin off and scream as loud as you can.
wow man am i in a shitty mood.
Hmm and I don’t think you would all be able to tell but I know :HallelujahLockNload: would know that I was in a good mood today. I was having a perfectly good day…and them BAM bad news…screwed up the rest of the day.
Hmm I really need to go and vent perhaps take some pictures, draw..cry…scream…be “Emo” as ive been labeld.
And im not “Dissing” “emos”. I mean really iof you lable someone something its just pathestic…labels are for soups but hey that’s what I get called, so I guess I cant really complain cause even now my brother calls me emo. Hmm I don’t know I don’t see it as a bad thing seeming if friends with many “emo” kids. So yeah I guess its not a bad thing [by the way this isn’t why im pissy its something else] but yeah…bad mood right now. Good go do something ill regret later..laff…I always do that. I do things or say things I regret later ^^
Oh by the way…im not planning to hurt my slef…*reads what I wrote* I can understand how people might put one and one together and assume in sucidal, but im not im just a little annoyed at things right now. And the talking about regretting something later..i think this will be one of them writing this blog that makes no sence *sighs*
Hmm well im gonna go…and find something to do that will hopefully make me smile…*points In direction of :HallelujahLockNload: gallery* you all know you want to go there…im addicted to her stuff!!!!!
Im gonna brows and hopefully not be annyed by happy people, that’s just what I don’t need right now..unless one of you want to talk then sure come talk.
*realizes that ive just freaked out so many people and will never make friends…primary school all over again*
soo yeah…umm if you actually read any of this…forget it all…It wont mean anything in like 30mins. This was venting…but really don’t forget to go to :HallelujahLockNload: you really have to ^^
okay..im feeling a little better…gonna get some more eyeliner and see if I can get a smily from my girly little face ^^
*watches my dog dry hump my other dogs bed* O_O oh my…didn’t need to see that….

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hey, im sorry ive been gone for so long! ive been trying to sort things out and my computers gotten fixed a while ago..so i should have come on but i didnt, so i want to appologise.
Umm i feel like ive neglected all of you! *hugs all people that watch me*
im soooo sorry! i havent been working, so doing anything worth showing anyone so i havent bothered to come back, sorry.
Ive been reading all your journals and trying to get through all your fabulous work that has been piling up in my messages! >< im trying to go through them so if i fav something that you did like 3 months ago..its cause i havent gone through my messages in ages!

You all have been suprising me with better and better work i must say ^^ i love it all! so untill i come back from central australia (i leave on the 17th of june and come back 13 days later...) and untill after the exams...(not next week...the week after!) i shant be comming on any time soon to post. But i shall be trying to fav and comment and get back into the swing of things cause now im back to being me

Sorry that i left but i have come back and ill try to come up with something that you guys might like. *huges everyone*

]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/7776441/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/7776441/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 23:27:07 PST

my computer has taken a s#%t and died!
there was a power failuer and it blew up the power connection...so it seems i have no computer im updating this on my uncle computer though. i thought that i should tell you seeming that i havent replyed to any of the favs i have recieved *hugs and thanks all* and i havent been updating for AGES. so yeah my computers died.

i hopefully will get a new on soon till then, thankyou for all your comments and i shall look at all your devinations asap! ^^ *hugs and kisses*

thankyou all that devwatch me

]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/7776440/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/7776440/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 23:27:05 PST

my computer has taken a s#%t and died!
there was a power failuer and it blew up the power connection...so it seems i have no computer im updating this on my uncle computer though. i thought that i should tell you seeming that i havent replyed to any of the favs i have recieved *hugs and thanks all* and i havent been updating for AGES. so yeah my computers died.

i hopefully will get a new on soon till then, thankyou for all your comments and i shall look at all your devinations asap! ^^ *hugs and kisses*

thankyou all that devwatch me

]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/7304711/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/7304711/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 20:04:54 PST
ohhh 2000 pageveiws...thats cool ^^
thankyou everyone that has come and looked at my art work, its been very much apreciated.

havent been doing much these holidays, i got my belly button peirced and i colored my fringe pink, red, blue, purple and green. Ah the freedom away from school. I also broke up with my boyfrined, hes nice but im happier this way and so is he.

what else, ive had writers block, been writing crap that i hate and i dont want to post ause it sucks. umm what else....havent really been doing much.
well hope you all having good holidays, and keep up the good art work, your all so tallented ^^
and sorry for latness of the favs and comments i havent been using the computer that much, so ive been falling behind on the DA browsing ><

so yeah hope that your all having a good holiday and have a great christmas and keep up the good work

oh and by the way...HIM concert in Australia...that ive been DYING to go and see...is over...18's -dies-
and i really wanted to go..-sigh- they will have to come again sometime...and hopefully ill be oldenough



NB. "HorrorPops- Walk like a zombie"- everyone must "legally" download, or buy this song ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/7091335/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/7091335/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 19:37:18 PST
So lest see things have change since my last blog, im not scared of being loved by someone other than family.
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so yes..what else. Holidays have begun...and the best part of this is that there is no more techers to worry about ^^
well more so my english teacher who we ALL know was a man dressed as a woman. -cough- his/her voice would break okay! we all knew the truth!

okay lets see i was atually able to draw something the other day ^^ and i dont think that its the best thing i have ever done but its the best ive done recently and thats saying alot seeming that im falling an a downward spiral again...but HOPE is not gone...-mummbles-
bah! anywho..what else???
ah yes if you dont own H.I.M- Dak Light album.........BUY IT! i love it and its actually put me in a better mood when im all glum.
oh and if you havent seen Corpes Bride....SEE IT!
i saw it with Aidan the other day...its so good and i love it ^^
ohoh Elton Jhon on ze~radio -laffs to self-

what else..i shall miss all my litte year 9 friends as i ventrue off to the VCE campus next year. -_- i shall miss them all., but i will see then the year after.


right i shall be spending a week with my sister so i shant be using DA, meaning that any comments i make will be late any any favs ^^' but then again i usually comment and fav weeks/days after you have posted so you probably wont notice [ill be going on wednesday, 2 days from now]

right i shall be off.. i may post somehting later if i can
untill next time ...eat jelly -spins- ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6920770/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6920770/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 21:30:42 PST twas okay, not as good as my halloween last year *trick or treating with nat and tess*

but any way i spent the night listening to HIM and MCR whilst pouring my heart out to my sister.
For some reason this halloween sucked, i think its cause ive been stuck doing home work and ive been in the worst mood ever.
Cryed three times in one day. Its a new record.
But there are things to be happy about...like my family and a small select few of friends.
mmmm this bad mood sucks. I havent been able to write anything i like, or paint anything thats near close enought to anything worth posting.
Stupid home work i cant wait till school is over. i shall have a break and forget about everything.
Hopefully ill get enough marks to get into subjects i want..*hopes* if i dont i dont know what ill do.
*sigh*

It really hard being a teenager. So many things to worrie about. And "emotions" just screw everything up!
*starts three cheers for sweet revenge*
i really need to stop thinking about things and juts focus on school. Its the most important thing right now, and its the worst thing at the same time.
"so long and good night..so long and good night"
I hate going to school. Its not only cause im not a morning person but its just everything. The teachers the work ect..
i hate it.
How i love my art classes though ^^
i find my self counting down till they begin and i dont dare look at the clock to know when that period will finnish.
i wish that school was better...we could at lease express our selves how we wanted, less rules.

Its funny when you know your loved. I dont mean loved by family and friends, i mean by a special person. I think im scared of the feeling.
i know i shouldnt be scared but its weird...when someone tells you they love you.
mmm..i shouldnt be scared of it, but i dont know if i want it. Dont get me wrong i like him.
mmm shouldnt make this a personal blog...right back on track!

I need some sort of motivation and inspiration. I havent been able to paint or write. -_- and its pissing me off. Everything i seem to do i hate and i dont want anyone seeing it.

Well till next time, keep up the good work ive enjoyed looking at your work

-sends peace, love and turtles- ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6655930/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6655930/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 01:22:40 PDT
MUst....buy...new....HIM...ALBUM!! i went today, but the shops where closed -_-
*dies* so i shall have to wait..hopefull australias shores has been blessed with its grace.

So there is nothing to write about, and there is nothing to say....but i hope you are all haveing a good life doing what your doing.

Hopefull will be in the mood in the near future...
*goes off to a tiny dark corner to play with a lighter*
LIGHTERS!?! ^^ ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6473657/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6473657/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 04:56:39 PDT I hope i can make "art" that you all like, cause i kindda guess that i have been doing that seeming that im getting [age veiws so thank you all. *hug*

i shall update later im just a little lazy right now..sorry ^^
but thank you all *hugs and kisses for everyone* ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6437973/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6437973/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 03:02:29 PDT i havent been doing much, just trying to sort out my life, and trying to get thia darn computer to work again. *kicks computer* its been giving me the shits again. I havent had msn for about a week now, and concidering im an addict....im nearly dying without it.

So ive been trying to make some new work. Not much has been somming from it although i have a few crapy, really crapy art work i may update some tnow that the scanner is working and i have a new poem wich i shall post just after i post this...then its back to resting as i am sick *cough* and finally i have one night off from homework ^^

GAH! the darn "year 10 social" is comming up....peer pressure into going even though i would rather be much more "anti-social!", its more my style that way.
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*looks around with siffty eyes*

So yeah not much to say about me right now, i dot want to get to personal on this blog thing, so ill leave it here.
-_- my neaklace just broke...piece of s%#t.
What the hell, im gonna submit a few things *goes and submits*


Good night or good day to you all and hopefull when the holidays come up, i shall get off my ass and post something
peace and love ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6393519/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6393519/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 01:24:23 PDT Infact i stayed home today from school *cough*
well whats been going on in my life that i should tell you?
*ponders*
Many a things have happend in my life lately, lets just say, without gettting to personal, ive been in a better mood for a longer period of time. Seems like everything is going my way, in a non up myself way. *is puzzled by the way it was written*

well, there is nothing much to say i shall update my journal again very soon, maybe even to night again, cause i must scoot.....


shall be back very soon, and hopefull i may have a poem to show you all

*spins* ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6097104/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/6097104/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 04:16:57 PDT

Ive felt kindda alone lately. *ponders* Dont get me wrong i have love from my family and freinds, it just that i feel empty inside. I dont know why...im a little alone i guess.

Kneewho..ive been thinking about starting a new book. I wrote one ages ago, but i got up to like 5-6ish chapters then hated it. So i stopped that one. And the story came to me the other night for the new book. I was thinking i might write it in Journal form. that way its easier.
MMmmm...going to my friends school production on the weekend shall be fun Fun FUn FUN!
[note to self: stop using the word fun..to childish]
So there isnt much that i wanted to update or anything just thought i would put my random thoughts up here for random strangers that i dont know can read them...*stares into space for a few mins*.....okay..9.20pm, now...that was alot of staring. I gotta stop doing that.
MMMmm..i wish someone would come on MSN. IM so alone! IM DYING HERE!?!!?

*cough* okay ill stop the rambling, and try to get back to work.
When i think of something intresting or intelligent i shall tell you all...but for now, you can stop reading my rambling crud.
So if u sat at your computer and took time to read this ramble thank you...but if you went away or deleated this journal....you have just gotten a little smarter by not reading this.
But if you have taken time from you busy lives to read this i leave you with a question that one of my freinds asked me the other day..

"why is it that round pizza...comes in a square box??"
ill leave you with that to ponder...

Enji-Benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5973863/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5973863/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 01:43:11 PDT
Ive had to good days this week the rest have kindda be a bit of a flop (guys from school its not ur fault)
but i have been having some good times.

I would alos like to point out..i am a female..not a male.
Im sorry if i confussed many of you ^^ benji is my nickname, and well i wanted to put that rather than my actuall name.

What else i have been working on some new poems but they arnt good and they are quite short. Ive also been working on my pen art...not very good at that, maybe one i shall post something.
Thankyou all for your comments as well. i can thank you enough for being so kind to me. hugs all around!

So getting ready for VCE subject options at school. *ponders* bah! i hate it all! DIE BIOLOGY! DIE!!!

thank god i got that off my chest...phew

kneewho i shall post something new later my little pettles..sorry ive been really slack

enji-benji

]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5778015/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5778015/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 03:08:54 PDT and yes finnally the holidays started (well they actually started on thursday last week ^^ sorry about late update)
and i know that these holidays are gonna be great!

Im gonna catch up with the boys and of course the girls ^^
(we cant forget the girls)
and i know where gonna have some great fun, that reminds me i need to get some condoms ...dont worrie its not for sexual activities.*cough* nah im gonna throw one at a friends face but first i need to put some cream and water in is to make a semin like substance. *sigh* its gonna be great ^^

kneewho..thank you all for ur comments and ur thoughts i hope to post some more "poems" maybe even some drawings now that i ahve time and im not gonna be to busy.
So keep making all that art that i love to see and i shall post asap.

Enji-Benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5673452/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5673452/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 04:39:52 PDT I wanna slap someone now.
It will make me feel better ^^
i feel like a bitch right now, but honestly ive put up with to many problems for to long....*plans to slap people*
I think i need to go have a talk with my very special friend ^^....bah! hes not online
...*mummbles*...
*sigh* so i guess im gonna bum around and do crap...
wich reminds me i need to write poem...TO MUCH EMOTION ON THE INSIDE!!!

.....*mumbles*....*cough*....so..yeah im gonna scoot...

Enji-Benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5586146/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5586146/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 05:12:03 PDT Witch if you ask me is a good thing
i dont want to bother people with problems so i wont say much and ill get straight to the point.
Yes i am a little pissed off, but meh nothings gonna make me feel better.
My friend was right, there are so mant depressed people now adays. We dont mean that in a bad way, but we where just observing that not many people are happy.
Hmm...guess there isnt much to be happy about.

Enji-Benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5517192/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5517192/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 00:25:59 PDT so havent been having a good week..like usual. Or for that fact havent been having a good month..now that i think of it...ont a very good year.
Many things have happend, and i think that my feelings show through my "poems". Well i hope that they do.
SO i would like to thankyou all for reading and faving my work, its good to know that people like you like my work.. Finally...ACCEPTANCE!

Ill try to post some of my art work..yes paintings/general art wrok from my fav subject..you guessed ART!
ill be doing that when my computer doesnt want to f*&k with my emosions and nearly break down!? That might help eplain the absence of entrys and art work ect..and also the fact that im lazy ^^ and mostly in a bad mood but hey you gotta love the little pout i do ^^ *does pout* u cant resist it! neither can my friend..who id rather not mention (happy memories comming back *sigh*)
so anyho...ill update sooner or later

enji-benji

PS. go around for everyone that comments, they make me feel warm and fuzzy inside ^^...wait... *vomits* so thats what it was...joke ^^ ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5407624/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5407624/ Thu, 19 May 2005 23:15:54 PDT
sorry but ive been waiting..
you see my locker is locker 69 ^^ im way to cool!
Thankyou all for getting me here

Enji-Benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5388738/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5388738/ Wed, 18 May 2005 03:19:12 PDT have you ever had those head aches that hurt so much that u feel like ur going to vomit? *pops pills* Well i have that right now...please dont make any loud noises

Anyho on a brighter note..tonight i might..MIGHT be going to the movies at midnight ^^ with pebbles and paragon. Were gonna see Star Wars...dont tease me cause i like it, im just to geeky sheek!
i dont know if i will be going, but it should be cool if i do go.

If u have been counting down with me then u would know that there is only....2 DAYS LEFT!! ^^
i cant wait...paragons buffdee and my friends are comming home from camp *note to self: have an audio with "you know who" (legally obliged not to say ^^, and download them porn noises...dont ask!)
So ive gotta finnish homework so i guess ill update again 2morrow...perhaps

Enji-Benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5378819/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5378819/ Tue, 17 May 2005 00:18:55 PDT I wanted to update cause i felt better after updating last time. Ive been feeling better, thank you all for you lovely comments
I dont know ive just been feeling a little numb and confused.

Today in class i was there but i dont feel there...but i think we all get that feeling casue of school..so ill take that as normal.
*sigh* stupid "free dress" at school on friday! WO HO! another day to be judged by people...just how i like it!
i swear tartan pants arnt...ARNT pj pants! i dont care what u think
any way its not even FREE we have to pay!?!?!
any hoo im probalby boring u all...so im gonna go and bum around if u know what i mean *cough* *cough*


....3 days to go! ^^
enji-benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5343745/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5343745/ Fri, 13 May 2005 00:07:37 PDT i know im not myself lately im just not me. I dont know what it is...i cant tell you whats wrong. For all i know its nothing. I dont want you to think im anrgy at any of you cause im not. Im just not benji.
there i said it..
im not benji.
Im not benji.
Im not me

i dont know whats going on. I dont wanna hug people, i dont wanna lick their cheeks,i dont wanna play wiht people hair..i just wanna be me again. So this was written to make you all know...im okay. Im not angry at any of you...im just not with it right now. I hopefully will be back to myslef soon..i hope i am. There is nothing motivating me now. I have lost motivation and im trying to find it again. So when i do....you will all know. I will be Benji. I will be Me. Untill then i will try to be happy...i will get over this soon and i dont mean to sound mean i just need to find out whats wrong with me..then i will be me. Im sorry it sound like crap im typing about but its helping me. I will be me soon. I miss myslef more than you all know. I just feel numb, ive lost benji but she should be back soon.

Enji-Benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5335833/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5335833/ Thu, 12 May 2005 05:13:00 PDT "F" the world right now...
yes u can tell not happy right now... ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5252222/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5252222/ Tue, 03 May 2005 00:12:30 PDT u all rock my jocks! literally...
i will post something for you all...hopefully i will get time between biology homework. [Not never do a year 11 subject in year 10...takes up to much time!]
enji-benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5233052/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5233052/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 20:09:04 PDT ink-winged-angel: house. For people who dont know she is my best friend
We were goona record our selfs doing crazy things, meaning we where just gonna record our self doing everyday things. Yes i am suggesting we are naturally crazy ...but we dont have enough time *pout* anyho..i have lots of homework to finnish cause i go back to school 2morrow murder a certain teacher...wait i mean trys to teach but fails misserably teaching me english. so ill try to post a poem from you little petal's to enjoy so till then take care sweethearts
enjibenji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5209030/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5209030/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 00:41:27 PDT I will try to find some time to write them, cause i have got a positive responce from yall...many of you like my work wich i think is good cause i live writting them.
I hope you all like the last one i did i recieved many comments...comments make me happy *starts dancing*
when i can i will attempt to put some of my art work on the net for you all. Its not the best but it the best i can do.
I hope you like it, cause i like my evil work.
so till then take care sweet hearts
enji-benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5013342/ http://sid-and-nancy.deviantart.com/journal/5013342/ Wed, 06 Apr 2005 04:40:03 PDT Hope that i keep writing poems that you enjoy, cause i enjoy writing them. I'll post another soon

Enji-Benji ]]> ~sid-and-nancy