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]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/10094771/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/10094771/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 19:55:15 PDT i'm still here ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9928486/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9928486/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:52:43 PDT Flew me to a place not far away
She's a little pilot in my mind
Singing songs of love to pass the time

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone

A man can never dream these kinds of things
Especially when she came and spread her wings
Whispered in my ear the things I'd like
Then she flew away into the night

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9865704/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9865704/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 19:14:41 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9783735/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9783735/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 15:05:00 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9783435/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9783435/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 14:43:43 PDT :3
haha
fucker.
even if you were an asshole in my dream
doesn't mean you can't be one in the real world.
brittany, you're a slut
and a freak
who dresses like a rotting corpse every day.
i don't worship anybody.
especially not yourself.
that's gross.
basically a necro
HAHA
whatever, i can have my outbursts.
fuck and forget, right?
it's so easy for me to separate fucking from loving.
i'll never have that problem.
i could have had such a nice dream.
i'm not going to compete for anybody.
first choice, my ass.
come and see me, yeah right.
you're going to love and want to marry her.
what flighty bouts of commitment you have!
and as for you
the other one
who will never see this entry
thank you for calling me
to ask me whether or not you should fuck that girl
and then ask me for personal photos.
and then saying you have to "bounce"
wow.
i'm so glad i don't care.
yeah, that was annoying, but i'm smarter than that.
fuck and forget.
fuck fuck fuck fuck
there is one other
who i have only spoken to briefly
but think of a lot.
you're all right ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9615723/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9615723/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 09:03:49 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9403751/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/9403751/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 09:40:57 PDT


on another note, RISD kicks ass...i am so overworked but i'm having an awesome time. i keep trying to contact you folks at home, but no one is calling me! i miss new york. i can live without nj. i want to go back to jones beach! i need spf 1000000 ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8947510/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8947510/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 06:11:29 PDT
Joel: I remember that speech really well.

Clementine: I had you pegged, didn't I?

Joel: You had the whole human race pegged.

Clementine: Probably.

Joel: I still thought you were going to save me. Even after that.


________________________________________ ___________________________

Joel: I don't see anything I don't like about you.

Clementine: But you will! But you will, and I'll get bored with you and feel trapped, because that's what happens with me.
________________________________________ ___________________________

Clementine: I wish you'd stayed.

Joel: I wish I'd stayed, too. NOW I wish I'd stayed. I wish I'd done a lot of things. I wish I'd... I wish I'd stayed... I do.
________________________________________ ___________________________

Joel: Constantly talking isn't necessarily communicating. ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8936811/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8936811/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 04:10:42 PDT The more I like to let it go ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8870771/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8870771/ Thu, 25 May 2006 06:10:01 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8856472/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8856472/ Tue, 23 May 2006 17:18:54 PDT Everything he loved had moved away
I felt despair come crawling through that phone
I know the feeling but don't get me wrong
Dave I've always thought that you were touched by fate
It's never easy but why throw it away?
Maybe you were both chasing this
Flirt with death but never kiss her,
Dave

Oh, I keep dreaming, I'll set the scene,
So what's a fiver? Why so mean?
The golden moment, the blinding gleam
It's all over, that's too cheap.

I see you bleed,
I know you feel the squeeze,
But please,
Believe,
The view from on your knees
Deceives
Keep going.
Dave,

I know you're empty, I know you're numb
And you can't function, I know that you're drunk
But Dave I've always felt that you were touched by fate
The thing that gets me is the stupid waste.
So pick it up and don't put it down,
A newer story in another town

I see you bleed
I know you feel the squeeze
Time heals
Believe,
Then it will seem you dreamed these things,
Long Ago. ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8848227/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8848227/ Mon, 22 May 2006 18:58:54 PDT There was a time you'd let me know, what's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
And remember when I moved in you? ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8825886/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8825886/ Sat, 20 May 2006 13:06:16 PDT
<sup>Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong


You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

The happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Oh Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Oh, wouldn't it be nice

good night baby
sleep tight baby</sup> ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8752395/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8752395/ Fri, 12 May 2006 18:24:17 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8733701/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8733701/ Wed, 10 May 2006 18:51:09 PDT ^{J'ai tellement hate
De pouvoir te voir
Sentir les levres si douces
Contre les miennes
De coller mon corps
Contre le tien
Et de pouvoir me rechauffer
Tout en te collant
Car tu comptes enormement
Pour moi
Je t'aime
Et je t'aimerai pour le restant
De nos jours}


Tu me manques beaucoup et je pense toujours à toi. Tu sais qui t'être...mais tu ne comprends pas français ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8698913/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8698913/ Sun, 07 May 2006 09:25:50 PDT Birthdate: December 24, 1988
Birthplace: Morristown, NJ
Current Location: Happyrock, NJ
Eye Color: Blue/Green
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5'4
Weight: 95
Piercings: someday
Tatoos: One
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: oh please!
Overused Phraze: sweet
FAVORITES
Food: asparagus and snap peas. and CHILI CHEESEDOGS
Candy: NO.candy is for quitters
Number: 4
Color: Green
Animal: Goat
Drink: Haagen Daz milkshake
Alcohol Drink: i'm the merlot type of girl :3
Bagel: YUM-Plain
Letter: P
Body Part on Opposite sex: chest/eyes/teeth
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: neither
McDonalds or BurgerKing: i don't eat fast food
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: Iced
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Hot cocoa
Kiss or Hug: Hug first,kiss if you're lucky.
Dog or Cat: Dog
Rap or Punk: Punk
Summer or Winter:Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Funny
Love or Money: Love
YOUR...
Bedtime: Whenever im sleepy
Most Missed Memory: that day
Best phyiscal feature: eyes
Goal for this year: paint some awesome paintings and to meet some people @ RISD
Best Friends: all my friends are the best
Weakness: Trusting
Fears: being forgotten,change, fogetting other people/things
Heritage: irish,polish,italian,scotish
Longest relationship: barely 2 years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Yes.
Ever Smoked: No.
Pot: No.
Ever been Drunk: Yes.
Ever been beaten up: No.
Ever beaten someone up: No.
Ever Shoplifted: Yes. Unfortunately.
Ever Skinny Dipped: YES.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Yes.
Been Dumped Lately: Yes
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Green/Brown
Favorite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long: Long
Height: 6' and up
Style: uhm.. Messy.
Looks or Personality: Personality. Honestly.
Hot or Cute: Adorable
Drugs and Alcohol: Preferrably,No.
Muscular or Really Skinny: Skinny
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: I have a few, but who doesn't
What country do you want to Visit: France
How do you want to Die: Happy.
Been to the Mall Lately: Yes. I hate it.
Do you like Thunderstorms: They're beautiful.
Get along with your Parents: For the most part
Health Freak: Nah
Do you think your Attractive: :3
Believe in Yourself: Yes.
Want to go to College: Of course
Do you Smoke: never
Do you Drink: i'm not a habitual drinker
Shower Daily: For sure.
Been in Love: Yes.
Do you Sing: if you use the term loosely...
Want to get Married: Yes.
Do you want Children: More? Yep.
Have your future kids names planned out: nooooo
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: i don't plan it like that. i'm a good girl though. it's not the age, it's the person. i could go at any time! (arnie-what's eating gilbert grape)
Hate anyone: i wouldn't say hate...i get disgusted with people and then say nasty things whether they be true or not ok this has nothing to do with the question.. why would they end this survey with a question like that? ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8673489/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8673489/ Thu, 04 May 2006 15:39:30 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8664643/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8664643/ Wed, 03 May 2006 17:17:34 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8655856/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8655856/ Tue, 02 May 2006 19:27:51 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8512971/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8512971/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 16:55:55 PDT

While I'm far away from you my baby
I know it's hard for you my baby
Because it's hard for me my baby
And the darkest hour is just before dawn

Each night before you go to bed my baby
Whisper a little prayer for me my baby
And tell all the stars above
This is dedicated to the one I love
Love can never be exactly like we want it to be

I could be satisfied knowing you love me
And there's one thing I want you to do
Espically for me
And it's something that everybody needs

While I'm far away from you my baby
Whisper a little prayer for me my baby
Because it's hard for me my baby
And the darkest hour is just before dawn

If there's one thing I want you to do
Especially for me
Then it's something that everybody needs

Each night before you go to bed my baby
Whisper a little prayer for me my baby
And tell all the stars above
This is dedicated to the one I love
This is dedicated to the one I love
This is dedicated to the one I love
This is dedicated to the one I love ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8485584/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8485584/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 05:53:02 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8307716/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8307716/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 18:15:55 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8252253/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8252253/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 04:09:16 PST

What I really wanna know, my baby,
What I really wanna say is there’s just one,
Way back,
And I’ll make it, yea,
But my soul will have to wait.


so i'm sappy. i went to your page and listened to that goddam song and i liked it. fuck, dave, what am i supposed to do? ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8153450/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/8153450/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 19:59:43 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/7972774/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/7972774/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 15:10:26 PST I got the confirmation. I'm set. I'm going to RISD this summer! I am so excited and thrilled to be granted the opportunity to take 6 weeks from my summer to study oil painting at perhaps the best art school in the country. I'm going to be taught...something I haven't had in art since gradeschool. RI is sooo much nicer than NJ and I can't wait to live there! ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/7249928/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/7249928/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 18:37:11 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/7160191/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/7160191/ Sun, 27 Nov 2005 16:39:25 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/7140597/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/7140597/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 11:16:39 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/6899755/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/6899755/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 17:26:43 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/6711225/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/6711225/ Sat, 08 Oct 2005 09:35:55 PDT Ella Fitzgerald

Say, it's only a paper moon,
Sailing over a cardboard sea,
But it wouldn't be make believe,
If you believed in me.
Yes, it's only a canvas sky,
Hanging over a muslin tree,
But it wouldn't be make believe,
If you believed in me.
(chorus)
Without your love,
It's a honky tonk parade,
Without your love,
It's a melody played,
At a penny arcade.
It's a Barnum and Bailey world,
Just as phony,
As it can be,
But it wouldn't be make believe,
If you believed in me.

hahaha...SAT ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/6416515/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/6416515/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 18:46:42 PDT
Cowboys and Angels

Demonlover [link]

The Secret Life of Walter Mitty [link]

I Am Trying to Break Your Heart [link]

13 Conversations About One Thing [link]

Amélie

Adaptation [link]

Moonlight Mile [link]

The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys

Igby Goes Down [link]

One Hour Photo [link]

Kissing Jessica Stein

What Time Is It There? [link]


WANT LIST

Brocade Menswear Vest [link]=LBX07200&k=00020084000000000000&n=1

Vietnam Track Jacket [link]

Dragon Year Tee [link]=LBX07249&k=00020090000000000000&n=1

Dream Jean [link] ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/6200614/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/6200614/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 17:58:50 PDT
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^{hee hee...perhaps i overreacted. my bracelet was actually on my mom's bed. and with that, i must conclude, i am still a good girlfriend .}
---------------------------------------- ----------------------------------- MELISSA'S "TO DO" LIST

buy smashbox foundation primer
buy urban decay eyeshadow primer
get latex gloves
buy silver glitter eyeliner
buy The Celebrity Black Book
paint Jake Gyllenhaal
write dave so that he doesn't die and think i've forgotten him
finish old man and the sea by thursday
finish history notes
load DD soundtrack to iPod
call brittany
call her ferret lover
buy pink eyeshadow
re-schedule my hair appt...since i'm not a natural purple
finish that painting
sleep

]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4623049/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4623049/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 15:38:14 PST Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

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]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4581430/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4581430/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 15:34:32 PST -was smart enough to kill the pink eye by putting hand sanitizer in it. (yes, we are speaking of the nation's next president)

-got caught with an abercrombie gift card by the DI that my sister got him. the card was thrown out and he was called gay for having a half naked man in his wallet XD

-is tan

-thinks i'm lazy

-is bald (DAMN! now i can't make fun of bald people anymore.)

- is tan

- named his m16 MELISSA

- is a brief wearing pussyface

- can't spell in any of his letters (claire and i are going to teach him a few things about how to write!)

-sleeps with nate and not me

-showers with other men and not me

- can't groom his bonsai tree anymore

wow....i love the marines. haha jk. dave will come with his m16 and blow your head off if anyone gives me lip! mmmmm i love that sexy hit man of mine

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Me: Why are you a Dave?

Dave: Why am I a Dave?

Me: Mhm.

Dave: Because you're a Melissa and a Melissa is made for a
Dave. ...I dunno..It's like asking a penis why it's a penis. [it's a penis] Because there is a vagina over there. The penis has to sit IN the vagina. The penis is made to be a penis because the vagina was made to be a penis receptor.

Me: *hysterical laugh*....Aren't there other Daves?

Dave: Well I bet there have been other Melissas.

Me: Is there a different Dave for every Melissa?

Dave: Yeah? What do you think, like one Dave fits all or something? I am the Melissa-Dave. There's like Ashely-Dave and Jennifer-Daves and What-the-fuck-ever-Daves and there's other Melissas, but there's not many other Dave-Melissas. You are like the best Melissa-Dave.

Me: How do you feel about your knees?

...yah, the conversation gets even weirder. hahahaha

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I was so worried today and heard all these awful things that

happen to returning marines. All these fears of Dave changing

too much for me to recognize him scared the crap out of me. I

had this dream that he came back and was all ready to marry

me, but i couldn't do it because I didn't know who he was. I

don't ever want that to happen. I don't understand how he can

not change under the circumstances and conditions associated

with the military. What if he stops making his crazy little

squeals that he can do better than any girl? What if he doesn't

call me a billion different nicknames anymore? What if he

doesn't ever act like a girl again because he has to be a MAN?

Will I lose my dom rights? Will he still say the things he does

that are better than any sonnet ever written? Will he no longer

care? Will he no longer get upset over little things that I do just

so that I can remind myself that he loves me as much as I

know he does? I'm so afraid that he'll come back to me and be

half Dave and half marine. My english teacher frightened me

today. His son is in the navy...We discussed this short

story, "Soldier's Home" by Earnest Hemingway (from our

midterm essay). It's about this Marine that returns from WWI

and doesn't love anyone. He comes back a hollow teen. I

sware, if Dave didn't get the position as programmer and

became a combat engineer, I would be pissing my pants. He

also went on to say that there have been all these marines

returning from Iraq that have come home mentally unstable

and had to go through marriage counselling. THEN I went

babysitting to find on the news tat 5 marines were shot over in

Iraq today. Naturally, I was not very happy (to say the least).

As I was watching tv, I was surprised to find that someone had

left me a voicemail. My first thought was, "HOLY CRAP!

THEY'VE CALLED TO TELL ME THAT DAVE BROKE HIS TOE AND

HAS BEEN KICKED OUT!"...it was his mom. Apparently he was

able to make a 2 min phonecall and called his mom. He gave

her instructtions to give me the message that he made it ok

and was surviving. I love Dave's mom. She barely knows me,

and treats me so well. I'll never take her kindness for granted.

Thank you, Mrs. Bonilla.

]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4161546/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4161546/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 12:28:29 PST .> and do some damage in the city. Haha yah...now i'm on an idolizing rant (sorry Hillary ). The icing that topped the cake was seeing her Hedwig soundtrack...listening to Origin of Love right now. i wish i could spread some gay men on this sandwich and eat them all up. don't worry, i still love you dave. DAVE WENTWORTH IS MY HUSBAND. my deepest apologies to those fine men and women who wish they had beaten me to the prize. I win! I wish i had gotten my sister's aquapet. oooooooo i get one from miss jan when i commence school. STEPHANIE TEED. you. and me. tomorrow. hedwig bash. For all of those in need of some awesomely awesome music, may i suggest AYREON. (their song Day Seven: Hope is my favorite. such a happy, happy song). iPod is ready! Ok, on a closing note, miss Hillary, thank you so much for inspiring me! I'd love to talk to you some time and perhaps pick up some tips or just chat mindlessly about japan and it's godness. feel free to IM me!

]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4128904/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4128904/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 15:17:51 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4100782/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4100782/ Sun, 19 Dec 2004 07:19:36 PST i got such a boy cut yesterday
and i looooooove it
because i still look like a girl.
everyone in the salon was all "you have such a small face! short hair is perfect for you."
short hair is truly awesome...and so are those scalp massages at the salon. mmmmmm the best thing about short hair is being able to style it in crazy ways and look artsy. i am a most happy girl. ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4070630/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/4070630/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 03:43:31 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3969611/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3969611/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 03:58:32 PST that stupid woman. she never showed monday after school to pick us up. we were left in the cold for 30 mins after school left out. i nearly missed my babysitting job at the hands of a busdriver so fat i'm surprised she can fit through that door. she has been late everyday this week after school. and you know what? IT'S FUCKING DECEMBER AND FUCKING FREEZING! i went to the bus stop this morning and waited by the highway for a good 20 mins and started my way back after i loss all feeling in my legs. as i was about to turn the corner, what do i see? the bus of course came and left as i was leaving. that cunt of a busdriver needs to get run over and fed to dogs and made into fertilzer and then a salad and eaten by the dumbfuck who emplyed her. ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3950576/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3950576/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 18:40:23 PST if i could think, then my monday would be better.
god!
stupid gifts!
stupid cell phone!
stupid jeffersonian era!
stupid boat!
stupid picky kids!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
SAD! ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3942656/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3942656/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 19:55:43 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3879868/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3879868/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 16:16:14 PST
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart
as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

[Refrain:]
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom
gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

(Repeat Refrain)

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again

Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forever more

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go

(Repeat Refrain)

Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore
My name forevermore ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3715380/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3715380/ Sun, 31 Oct 2004 09:56:26 PST ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3674477/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3674477/ Mon, 25 Oct 2004 19:59:16 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3505457/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3505457/ Sun, 03 Oct 2004 18:25:08 PDT ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3392053/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3392053/ Sat, 18 Sep 2004 13:43:50 PDT that bad. Ivan took my patio furniture and threw it 100 feet across the lawn. There are even marks in the ground where the chairs were dragged. I'm lucky that he didn't steal any of my trees. ]]> ~silent-songbird http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3364524/ http://silent-songbird.deviantart.com/journal/3364524/ Tue, 14 Sep 2004 17:58:16 PDT i want so much snow
because it's such a quiet
fragile thing.
when i do get my snow
i am going to
curl up and take a nap
near our tree
then go at night
to our bench.
i want to watch the snow fall.
i want to ice skate alone at night
so i can pretend
that i am not.
i want to wear a skirt
mittens
a hat
and my scarf.
life is so noisy now.
i want to escape the everyday din
and hide in the snow.

I CRAVE SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW
i'm such a winter girl ]]> ~silent-songbird