http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:silent-tearz&section=today deviantART RSS for by:silent-tearz en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 08:26:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/9352355/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/9352355/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 09:08:26 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/7958512/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/7958512/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 01:45:44 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/6577617/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/6577617/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 22:59:06 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/5832432/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/5832432/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 20:53:19 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/4917205/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/4917205/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 15:12:22 PST 1- Vontez
2- Tez
3- Kid
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1-juliuscerlates
2-silent-tearz
3-da_black_gohan
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Er…
1- I listen
2- I make people laugh
3- I'm loyal to those I care about
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1- My height
2- My need for attention
3- My sudden want for a g/f
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1- african
2- jamaican
3- indian (Cherokee baby!!)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU (or mostly creep you out):
1- The thought of dyng early
2- The thought of being alone when I die
3- The thought of not being able to see my little sister grow up
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1- talking to a potential, at least 1
2- talking to one of my brothers
3- seeing a potential
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1- A camoflauge tall t
2- Black jeans
3- A camoflauge NY fitty hat
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1- Linkin Park
2- lil Wayne
3- LUDACRIS!!!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1- Stand up - T.I. ft. lil wayne and trick daddy
2- Crazy love - Eminem
3- Who the *** you talkin to?- Ludacris
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1- another relationship
2- getting my own apartment
3- getting my own car
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1- Friendship
2- Trust
3- Loyalty
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1- I'm not a ho
2- I have a low self esteem
3- I'm a ho!! (LMAO)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1- Eyes
2- Ass
3- Breasts (what can I say I'm a man!!!) lol
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1- paint
2- have kids...(lol)
3- like country music (HAHAHAHAHAHA)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1- Drawing
2- Writing
3- FLIRTING!!! (sup ladies, holla at ur boi...lol)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1- do I really need to say this... LOL
2- DANCE!!!
3- FLIRT!!!!
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1- teacher
2- graphic designer
3- Stripper... wait already did that(LMAO), cartoonist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1- Jamaica
2- Bahamas
3- Miami

WOOWHOO I FINSIHED!!!! lol ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/4819283/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/4819283/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 11:38:35 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/4759014/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/4759014/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 09:57:08 PST It's about time I changed that journal, it was starting to pick up dust. There are a few things I'm going to start trying with my writing. I have a few poems I've kept to myself because I was scared what people would think of me if I submitted them. Now I'm like Fuck it!!! if you like 'em you like 'em if u don't u don't, it's not gonna kill me. Ummm oh and I want to try start colaborating with LucidDarkAngel on a few things as well...doing like a pic with a poem behind it kind of thing. let me know what u think about that kid.
I got a new hairstyle so I look a lil different now, my crew said they like it as well, but they might be lying to me...(I'm on to all of your tricks!!!It's a conspiracy against me!!! trust nobody!!) lol just playin...I'll be headin to florida in a couple a weeks to visit some friends and all that good stuff with Demonic-Griffon, so that's gonna be gravy! well i think that's all. Holla at ur boi!!! ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3514673/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3514673/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 20:42:15 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3340004/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3340004/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 13:31:22 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3156106/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3156106/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 13:19:21 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3156025/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3156025/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 13:10:24 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3078274/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/3078274/ Sun, 08 Aug 2004 22:24:21 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2765840/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2765840/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 18:15:27 PDT I got a few drawings coming up so that'll be kool. It's been a good minute since I've submitted one of those in lol. Well, off to do...whatever lol. Oh YEA!!! BBQ tomorrow! Sablesolitude, Demonic~griffon, Snakecharmer09, I better see yall there in line lol. Holla at ur boi!!! ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2745957/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2745957/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 08:09:45 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2734171/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2734171/ Fri, 25 Jun 2004 14:05:30 PDT I'm sooo happy!!! toodles! lmao ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2708814/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2708814/ Mon, 21 Jun 2004 01:52:52 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2621262/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2621262/ Wed, 09 Jun 2004 13:30:31 PDT
Ask me anything you want. then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2601483/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2601483/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 01:29:19 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2601482/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2601482/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 01:29:19 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2545269/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2545269/ Sun, 30 May 2004 19:15:22 PDT
Now. on to some good news (at least to me). My birthday was this past friday which was kool as hell!! I chilled with my friends an we kicked at the movies to see The Day After Tomorrow, which was a damn good movie if I do say so myself lol. then I relunctantly left them to go practice for a show I had just found out I was doing the next day! My First one!!! After practice I went clubbin came home and got drunk and practiced some more. Practice can be a B-I-T-C-H. Satureday I had my show and It was off the chain I got tipped a good bit for my performance and i enjoyed myself to the fullest. I ended up going to another club before I came home. And guess what I did when I got home...PRACTICED!!!
don't we love it? *read the sarcasm for greater understanding* oh well, off to practice some more. Bye Bye! ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2421721/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2421721/ Thu, 13 May 2004 15:06:56 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2266178/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2266178/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 07:27:34 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2250924/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2250924/ Sun, 18 Apr 2004 18:20:08 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2232896/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2232896/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 03:05:46 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2221150/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2221150/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 10:18:18 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2175083/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2175083/ Wed, 07 Apr 2004 20:58:30 PDT ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2159471/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2159471/ Mon, 05 Apr 2004 18:04:09 PDT You gained hate because of what you done
You wonder why when you look in my eyes
A look of friendliness there isn't one
I don't have time to play naive
Your silly game is not what I need
Right now I need someone who cares
Not a liar but someone I know will be there
Through thick and thin
Good times and bad
Someone to offer a hand when I'm feeling sad
Someone I can love who also loves me
Someone who isn’t scared to make eye contact
All this is too much to ask from you
I had to find out the hard way
What do you want me to do?
Act as if it was only a bad day
No chance in hell will I satisfy you in any way
Not through love joy or being kind
All you'll receive from me are acts of hate
Love in my touch, you’ll never find
I can't look at you, despise you
You knew that I would never lie to you
And this is what I get in return?
My love and trust,
You will never earn
So when you're all alone at night
With no one to hold you close and tight
Remember everyone you hurt
Because all that pain you truly deserve

...ok I had left the comp. for what 10min. and now I'm back with another lol. ok I'm sorry, but this slowing down thing is harder than I thought it would be.lol Not to mention I don't have my book of poetry with me...oh well lol. ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2159111/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2159111/ Mon, 05 Apr 2004 17:00:56 PDT What's sad is that you know it
No pity for those you hurt
You leave them with their face in the dirt
And you wonder why they burst
Into tears of sadness first
Then it turns into regret
Of the day when you two first met
Eyes so cold
Lies so bold
You're the definition of all that's wrong
Sucking the happiness out of those you're around
Until every single drop is gone
And there you are
With the look of innocence upon your face
Attracting those searching for love
And then from your cruelty they can't escape
They sit and pray
Trying to wipe their tears away
Hoping that one day,
Their memory of you will fade away
Needless to say,
I've had experience with your unloving wrath
Never again,
Will I travel down that cold, dark, and lonely path.


Just an up-coming poem that spurred up for some strange reason...have a nice day!!! ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2130498/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2130498/ Thu, 01 Apr 2004 14:06:09 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2125375/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2125375/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 20:36:09 PST
p.s. I just got to another comp and I'd like to point out that on my way from the library, I did the running man all the way home...I'm starting to scare myself now.lol ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2062266/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2062266/ Mon, 22 Mar 2004 12:40:03 PST 2morrow, I'm chillin wit my boi and his moms, wednesday, I'm headin back to huntsville and I'm takin my B-ham friends along for the day. Thursday I might get my hair done since I'm gettin dropped off. Friday I'm goin to see my bro I Haven't seen in about 6 years, and when I'm heading back to B-ham, I have no clue. lol* Well, this weekend was a successful one pulled a couple numbers gotten some uuhh...ummmm...yea. lol damn I love bein me lol. ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2037153/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2037153/ Thu, 18 Mar 2004 13:42:51 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2014177/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/2014177/ Sun, 14 Mar 2004 22:16:50 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1990505/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1990505/ Thu, 11 Mar 2004 00:13:21 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1949472/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1949472/ Thu, 04 Mar 2004 06:20:11 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1937114/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1937114/ Tue, 02 Mar 2004 01:58:46 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1904809/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1904809/ Wed, 25 Feb 2004 15:08:31 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1894944/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1894944/ Mon, 23 Feb 2004 16:35:30 PST Behind tents tryin to duck the world and smokin rye
got my bandana around my head and pants to my feet
And got my eyes fire red and glock on my seat
I try to stay under intoxication
cuz I lost my father, gotta order, plus I'm on probation
I'm drinkin liquor like it's water gettin pissy drunk
And stayin away from them lil broads who try to get me some
I keep a chopper in the trunk and my heater on my waist line
Duckin the law cuz I ain't tryin to do no FED time
Sometimes I just wish I could get away
But I gotta take care resinee' and keep macita straight
So I just maintain this struggle and I keep tryin
But how can I when my closest people keep dyin
I ain't lyin, that the law is tryin to bust my cliq
But I scream fuck the world, man I'm too young for this
Look I don't curse but in this verse, man, Fuck the world
I lost my father to the gun and made a lil girl
And I'm still thuggin with my niggaz tryin to keep it real
And I'm still doin for my mother and I'm payin bills ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1894815/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1894815/ Mon, 23 Feb 2004 16:14:08 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1875561/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1875561/ Fri, 20 Feb 2004 00:20:08 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1870694/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1870694/ Thu, 19 Feb 2004 06:53:55 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1861556/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1861556/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 14:26:10 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1850219/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1850219/ Sun, 15 Feb 2004 14:29:54 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1850194/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1850194/ Sun, 15 Feb 2004 14:23:35 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1840624/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1840624/ Fri, 13 Feb 2004 20:08:36 PST ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1828405/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1828405/ Wed, 11 Feb 2004 13:50:53 PST I've never felt so alone in my life. never again will I. ]]> ~silent-tearz http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1801433/ http://silent-tearz.deviantart.com/journal/1801433/ Thu, 05 Feb 2004 23:29:04 PST ~silent-tearz