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                <title>I know... I suck epically</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 06:34:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THANK YOU to everyone who is commenting & faving my work, unfortunately I just dont seem to have the time to get onto Dev-Art these days to properly thank all the faves but I make sure I respond to every comment, I really do appreciate all the lovin you guys give me but I suck & am too worked out to say thank you to every fave at the end of the day but am really REALLY am grateful for all of them so heres a sorry for advance for if I dont get back to you faving me, I wish I could but... Shit I suck & spend too much time away from home.<br /><br />Peace out, hope youre all fantastic & looking forward to 09, gonna be killa <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />muchos love my friends xoxo<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>cripple</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 17:08:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well my journal title pretty much says it all.<br />
being the clutz i am i fell down the stairs at home & landed straight on my tailbone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br />
it's now all bruised and painfull and i can't even sit down without a cushion lol (bad for me concidering i work in an office)<br />
<br />
BUUUTTTTTTTTTTTT.... MELBOURNE CUP TODAY!!!<br />
yay for fun, not so great considering i'm gonna be drinking and wearing heels all day hahaha.<br />
<br />
so wish me luck my horsey will cross that line first and i'll leave you with this parting message...<br />
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ALCOHOL AND STAIRS SHOULD NOT BE MIXED!!!<br />
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toodles *waves*<br />
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<br />
EDIT: no winnings for me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>:D :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Oct 2007 20:19:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ COVER JOURNAL!!<br />
<br />
*isn't miserable anymore <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />*<br />
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I've been thinking about starting up a new account & starting over but I'll probably keep this one too just never update it lol (is too lazy to tell watchers & people who have faved my work that I've moved) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>:(</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Oct 2007 21:22:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i hate that all i seem to have time for these days is work & sleep (or lack of sleep should i say)<br />
is at work on luchbreak atm<br />
<br />
*in depressed mode (emotion says it all)*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>frickin frick</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 22:11:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ all the art i've done seems to have gone on hiatus -_-<br />
i logged onto my account and all of my work was missing!<br />
and the fun part is i don't have the original copies of most of them anymore *fails miserably*<br />
i've managed to retrieve some of my work but most of it is gone *poof*<br />
but at least that gives me some incentive to do more!!<br />
i'm trying my very hardest not to be pissed and just use this as a reason to use the hell out of my new tablet <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
i've been meaning to do some Gintama work for aaaaaaaaages (that series is win!) but just keep putting it off,<br />
oh well, can't complain on friday when i have a whole weekend ahead of my anyway <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> (this will probably be a bitchy, pissed off update on monday lol)<br />
anywhoo, hope everyone is well,<br />
TOODLES!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>200 of em!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jul 2007 04:59:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ eh im up to 199 faves on my b. boots so i guess i should at least attempt to do a picture for #200, hopefully it will get me out of my crappy rut. eh, too tired from working to create anymore -_-<br />
<br />
maybe<br />
<br />
one day<br />
<br />
...soon<br />
<br />
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<br />
ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZ<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>featured :)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 May 2007 11:15:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its about time for an update <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
hmmm well not much has changed since last time (exciting, huh) still just working and such, <br />
<--------------<br />
my ballet boots were actually featured on 2 peoples journals/ pages recently so that was a bit of a confidence boost concidering ive been in such a slump lately, not only that but my page views have gone up by nearly 1,000 since last time i checked (about a fortnight ago) so i was pretty happy about that too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
eek uhh whatelse is there... oh yeah & it was my bday yesterday (22nd) so its been presents & shopping for the last 24 hrs <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> its been joy<br />
hmm i think thats about it, ill have to try and force myself out of my slump sometime soon, just gotta find the inspiation to be able to do it >.<<br />
thats the hard part<br />
oh yeah and i got a 1920s party coming up so me & a few mates are going gangster, im thinking black pinstripe shorts with fishnets and black heels, a plain black button up work-style top with white suspender belts and a pinstripe fedora hat <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> hehe fun, i love dress up parties <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>all happy now :)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Apr 2007 00:09:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just writting a journal simply for the fact that my last one was too damn depressing to have on my front page.<br />
apart from currently being INCREDIBLY hungover things are good, just working & such & searching around for a new career area... still no idea what i want to do.<br />
nevertheless, ill survive <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>brain bleedage (have to quit uni)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Mar 2007 01:02:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ eeeeeeeeeeh, so just a few weeks after thinking my cats brain was bleeding it turns out now mine is (thats what beating yourself over the head with a metal door will do i suppose)<br />
now it wasnt actually as stupid as it sounds (though it sounds pretty freaking dumb i gotta admit) i was at work loading boxes into the cardboard compactor when they started to fall out, so i went to close the door quickly, misjudged the door width and conked myelf in the side of the head (so freaking hard i went blind for about 3 seconds!)<br />
so ive now been to the doctor and his diagnosis is a closed head injury (brain bleed without fracturing the skull) so now i have to quit uni cause i cant study in the state im in, im going to have to do weekly visits to SIX kinds of doctors, cut down on work, and above all im contantly dizzy, disorriented, irritable, confused, keep forgetting what im doing, cant spell properly (thats why this journal will be so damn illiterate), vision keeping flickering on & off, and to top it all off my hand-eye co-ordination is shot so i cant draw, paint, play guitar ANYTHING!!!!!!<br />
eh, im having a damn miserable week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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<br />
<br />
hmmmmm, arent i a little ray of sunshine!<br />
<br />
<br />
ps: oh yeah & i cant drink either cause it will make the bleed worse (that part REALLY sucks!)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>tumah</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Feb 2007 02:27:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ been so freaking stressed out lately, i came home from work the other day & my cats nose was bleeding so i took him to the vet, at first they thought it was a brain tumour so i was as stressed as all hell for the first couple of days when they were doing x-rays and scans (and i was still working 9 hours a day <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" />) but they came up with nothing but he had a stroke, so they had to do more scans because then they thought it was internal bleeding in his brain (adding to the stress)... and then finally after 1/2 a week of me malting from stress they came to the conclusion he had eaten ratsac IT TOOK THEM 4 DAYS TO FIGURE THIS OUT!<br />
so finally now my babys home and nearly better (just on medication and unable to leave the house for a couple of weeks) and instead of the vet costing me a couple of hundred like it should have if they had realised it was just ratsac at first it has now cost me nearly $2000, <br />
its not really the money i care about, its just the fact that it took them over 1/2 a week to realise it was the most obvious thing -_-<br />
nevertheless hes ok now so im happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
AND PIXIES ARE COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
man im so happy, ive just lately wiped 2 of my must see musicians list a few weeks ago with roger waters and eric clapton (both total joy!) and now pixies are coming to blackjack in april <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
it sucks theyre not doing a proper pixies concert though, theyre just the headlines with crappy supports like the living end etc.<br />
the last blackjack was actually a bit skanky but then again it was headlined by motley & moterhead so ill just blame the bogans for that & give this year the benefit<br />
<br />
overall, stressed, tired (working 9 hours a day, 6 days a week and having a sleep disability will do this to a person ive found) and currently broke thanks to my cat, but still pretty good, april has now become my bright spot on the horizon & its kept me relatively happy<br />
......... im going to go sleep now, i damn well need it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jan 2007 23:55:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys,<br />
<br />
 sorry i have done so little an amount of work on here.<br />
i was thinking about it the other day and i realised i have about a month (if that) of work on devart when i have about 3 years of it lying around at home (and thats just the recent stuff).<br />
<br />
so i shall hopefully be pulling out the old scanner and digital camera sometime soon and get my ass into gear and get some work up.<br />
practically the only thing i use this computer for is downloading music and eBay so i think ill have to do something about that.<br />
<br />
so more work coming up from last year at tafe (i was doing art and STILL didnt put anything up) and working on a big charcoal pic/ painting of roger waters (only a couple of weeks left till the concert :faints<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> so should get a pic of that up, hopefully...<br />
<br />
toodles<br />
<br />
xoxox<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>a big thank you to everyone ^.^</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Nov 2006 20:27:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i now have nearly 2,000 views and over 100 faves on my ballet boots (<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/16702333/">[link]</a>) which is absolutely crazy in my opinion, so thank you to everyone who has faved or even viewed that work, you made my day <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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muchos loveness<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>nyah ha ha</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jun 2006 00:05:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so tired, need more sleep, havent put anything up for ages, kind of queer concidering im studying art full time at the moment, lots of drawings and such, just no energy to put them up. and my usual pointless rambling as this journal prooves, will put some things up when energy is restored, currently depleated ]]></description>
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                <title>leavers comes to a close</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Dec 2005 00:11:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. nayaaaaaaaah freaking annoyed atm<br />
.:listening to:. smother my brother - FDQ<br />
<br />
ok i just wrote in a journal entry about leavers but DA is being a female genitalia & erased it *sigh*<br />
so in short, im back answering messages etc, have some pics to put up<br />
yeah leavers was good but really cant be bothered re-writting <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
so hope everyones good & all the rest of that crap ]]></description>
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                <title>oooooooooooh yeah</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2005 20:18:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. im practically bouncing off the walls <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
.:listening to:. 99 red balloons - happy hardcore<br />
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wahooooooooooooooooo i got leaaaaaaaaaaavers starting today<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
haha beer & good mates for 10 da6ys what more could a teenager ask for ^.^ <br />
well im leaving in about an hour so yeah, wont be on for a while, so till next time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sprint.gif" width="101" height="20" alt=":sprint:" title="Time to haul ass out of here!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>you spin me right round</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Nov 2005 20:31:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. nyah, ITS TOO FREAKING HOT!!!! im never gonna survive the summer<br />
.:listening to:. debonaire-dope<br />
<br />
ahhh god damn this weather is shocking, the hot weathers only just started & im dying already >.<<br />
well im only putting a journal down cause my last one was like... a month a go or something, well hmm what to say.... OOOOH I HAVE LEAVERS IN LESS THAN A WEEK!!!! *dances*<br />
yay alcohol & good mates for 8 days, what more could a teenager ask for ^.^<br />
hehe bitch just started playing *starts singing & fails miserably* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> eh well anyways i honestly have nothing to say... oh yeah & i have graduation on tues, and i honestly dont recon i can be fucked to go aye, ill have to though cause i talked my mum into buying me some new pants for it so yer >.< she'll be a bitch if i dont so i gots to <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>1,000</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:24:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. ... bored<br />
.:listening to:. who the fuck is alice- happy hardcore<br />
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just wanted to say thanks for over 1,000 page views ^.^ ]]></description>
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                <title>just an idea</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Sep 2005 03:52:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. fairly good... feelin a lil under the weather tho<br />
.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/music.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":music:" title="Music" />. happy birthday- the birthday massacre<br />
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ok i am a lazy lazy woman and workin is just damn effort to me i could do without... soooo i had a hell bad temperature today so 1 of my m8s came over & i decided to try putting synthetic dreds in his hair (ive been learning how to do it lately) i only managed to get 1/2 his head done before he had to go home tho so i had to take them all out agen <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> buuuut while i was taking them out we were talkin about making wigs & it game me the idea if i can make wigs any good i can make a shit load of them & sell them on ebay or somethin... so yer just an idea, wat do you guys recon? ]]></description>
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                <title>gml.jdrkljtkl</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Sep 2005 22:09:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. tirednessity<br />
.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/music.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":music:" title="Music" />. anorexia nervosa- god bless the hustler<br />
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nyah, tired as all hell but meh *shrugs*<br />
dyed my hair last night tis all pinkyfullness now X.x <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
i have a school carnival on today n i told one my m8s i would go..... oops *shrugs* oh well im sure she'll get over it<br />
oh yer n ive decided what im goin as for muck-up day WILLY WONKA!! and two of my m8s are goin as oompa loompas LoL yaynessity<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>la la lalala</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Sep 2005 09:35:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ stupid stupid fingo deleted my journal i just wrote which was like SUPA DOOPA WOOPA LONG!!! so ill keep it short<br />
<br />
-did shoot the other day, i think its boring<br />
<br />
-got another shoot lined up but very girly & complete opposite of what im really like..... i must be coming down with something<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/poke.gif" width="44" height="14" alt=":poke:" title="Poke!" /><br />
<br />
-ummmmmmmmm.... well yer i think thats it *shrugs*<br />
<br />
NOW DONT DELETE MR JOURNAL DA!!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>stuffs</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Aug 2005 20:50:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WHO EVER GETS MY 800TH CONTACT ME PLZ..... TIS ALL ^.^ ]]></description>
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                <title>happy birfday to da^.^</title>
                <link>http://silently--screaming.deviantart.com/journal/6155169/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Aug 2005 01:29:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well its the 7th over here in aussie so i shall say my birfday wishes today ^.^ well i would just like to say that since i first came here i have always <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />d DA, ive never really had a way to show people my art coz i get really self concious bout it... its cool on here tho cause i can stick random stuff up and it doesnt feel like im showing any1.,... not to mention the peeps on here are awsome... i honestly dont remember getting one bad comment, it may just be because of my goldfish memory tho<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" />....what was i saying agen? oh yes, well anyway i <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> DA & cant wait till its 10th birfday ^.^...... welll i think thats alll......oh yer, so in support of yellow day im going to go look at someones profile ive never seen before... BYE!! ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>READ ME!! this really is important</title>
                <link>http://silently--screaming.deviantart.com/journal/6072748/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jul 2005 22:50:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yes i realise ive alread done a journal today but this is a serious matter and deviantart has unjustly lost someone very dear. jark (one of the co-founders) had been fired/ forced to quit as you see  <a href="http://flickr.com/photo_zoom.gne?id=29420581&size=o">[link]</a>   he did NOT want to resign and is clearly shown saying this on the link. not to mention the fact the staff say 'you cannot delete comments etc. so you have to just be careful about what you say'.... well it seems deviant finds it fine to delete what they find to be dangerous to themselves as so many journal entries dedicated to revealing just what has REALLY happened to jark have seemed to mysteriously disappeared. jark has been with deviant for FIVE FRIKIN YRS deviant would be nowhere without him, theres talk going around at the moment about how deviant is no longer a community so im asking you all to give this community spirit a shot just one last time, help us to find out what really happened to jark and try to stop deviantart into what weve all come here to get away from... another power driven website dedicated to avarice. ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>deviant turns 5 ^.^</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jul 2005 21:50:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, folks. Here's the deal.<br />
<br />
By now, you've heard that Scott Jarkoff, aka °jark, is now a FORMER Staff Member. <br />
<br />
I'm not privy to the whys, wherefores, and whatever-the-hells are going on behind the scenes here. Don't ask me anything about that. I know probably just as much as you do.<br />
<br />
DeviantArt, in my opinion, is becoming less about COMMUNITY and more about CORPORATION. <br />
<br />
So what we need to do is bring back THE COMMUNITY.<br />
<br />
Here's my suggestion.<br />
<br />
On August 7th, DA turns five years old. Five years for a website like this should be a grand affair, one big event.<br />
<br />
So don't submit anything on August 7th.<br />
<br />
I'm talking a print, a deviation, a scrap...nothing.<br />
<br />
Instead, just leave a comment. Visit a user's page and just say hi.<br />
<br />
If someone wants to buy a subscription that day, I'm all in favor or it. It'll keep the servers going, and anything that keeps the hamster running is a good thing.<br />
<br />
BUT...I think folks shouldn't buy any prints. No print subscriptions. That goes against the COMMUNITY theme for the day.<br />
<br />
We want to put the COMMUNITY back into DA.<br />
<br />
If you're in favor of this, if you believe in the power this COMMUNITY has, then join me. Post this in your own journal. Spread the word to everyone, with a <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /> and a <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />. <br />
<br />
We might be touting at windmills like Don Quixote. <br />
<br />
But if enough of us do it, we might be able to remind everyone that this is a COMMUNITY first and foremost.<br />
<br />
Join me. On August 7th, let's take back DeviantArt.<br />
<br />
<br />
original writting from <a href="http://onestar.deviantart.com/journal/6061173/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>tummi pains</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jul 2005 06:11:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ myehhhhhh, my tummi hurts >.< i went to the doctor today cause i woke up this morning and threw up blood<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" />not nice, so yer, he recons ive got a rip in my gullet and i might have to get a scanny thingy to see how bad it is <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> gahh i hate going to doctors they never have gewd news >.< so yes, i get tomorrow off school at least but my mumll probly try and stop me from drinking this wknd cause shes already bitching at me bout smoking....... so yer, also i have a dress-up party to go to next wknd and i dunno wat to dress-up as<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /> so yes, let me know what u think i should go as...... and i also have a photo shoot on monday 4 still life, if they turn out any gewd ill put em up... so yes, hope you are all good and all the rest of that stuff <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>muuuuuuuuuuuuusicsies</title>
                <link>http://silently--screaming.deviantart.com/journal/6024726/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Jul 2005 20:58:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:......smeh<br />
.:listening to:. wednesday 13- god is a lie (lifes a grave, dig it<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />)<br />
<br />
eh so tired... and bored, im at school >.< im in art n were spose to be researching scientific discoveries...im doin cloning. but that takes effort which is one thing im not to gewd with, so yes..... you know what i was thinking the other day.... MUSIC, devart should put up a music area thingy cause i mean music's concidered to be a form of art right? so yer.... hmmm, well let us know what u guys recon of the idea aye<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
catchaaaaaaaas<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>gay gay gay gay gay</title>
                <link>http://silently--screaming.deviantart.com/journal/5973181/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jul 2005 23:34:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ eeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i have headachy poos >.< oh yer n im gettin dreds in my hair<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D fake 1s tho, im getting black with red n blue stripeys<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> wahoooooooo cant wait ill probly get em this wknd.... hmmmmm i really need to do more work... i submitted some more pics from the ballet shoot from aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages back back so yes.... stuff?<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weirdface.gif" width="27" height="15" alt=":O_o:" title="O_o" />..... i goes now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sprint.gif" width="101" height="20" alt=":sprint:" title="Time to haul ass out of here!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>stuffs... and more stuffs</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Jul 2005 09:20:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i gotsteded a wk long subscription... they must be handing em out to every1 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /><br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: oogie boogie baby baby- frankenstein drag queens<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: war of the worlds<br /><br />i went to the movies tonight n watched war of the worlds, it was pretty gewd... well the special effects were anyways, but the movie reminded me way too much of neon genesis... so yer. im listening to oogie boogie baby baby ^.^ this song fucking rox my jox aye, any1 who hasnt heard it must go download it....NOW!!! it by wednesday 13's old band.... so yer. oh yer n flameturret (i think thats how u spell it..... sorry if its not) got my 600th page view so i must now think of something to draw *walks off wih eyes closed and bumps into a wall.....damn emos (dw if u dont get it<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />)<br /><br />hey this has lots of places to write in now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weirdface.gif" width="27" height="15" alt=":O_o:" title="O_o" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>600 views</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Jul 2005 10:03:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i gotsteded a wk long subscription... they must be handing em out to every1 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /><br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: vampire the masquerade-type-o negative<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: arcitecture of desire- mary gentle<br /><br />alrighty then, im on 599 pageviews so i will be a good girl & do something for who ever gets this... and i have a last visited thing SO UR NOT GETTIN AWAY GOD DAMMIT!!! ill track em down<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> ok just thowt id let yas no<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />hey this has lots of places to write in now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weirdface.gif" width="27" height="15" alt=":O_o:" title="O_o" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>head explody...ALL GONE!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2005 09:19:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i gotsteded a wk long subscription... they must be handing em out to every1 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eyepopping.gif" alt="Crazy" title="Crazy" /> hyper ^.^<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: scissors- slipknot<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: arcitecture of desire- mary gentle<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: mercury rising<br /><br />hehehehe i have discover the best invention known to mankind....... ALCOHOL FLAVOURED ICECREAM TOPPING!!!!! im eating icecream with cointreau/chocolate topping and its SO DAMN GEWD!!! i love it... im mixing two of my favourite things... alcohol n sweet stuff <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> speaking of sweet stuff evry1 shood chek out rimfrosts cafepress thingy, they so kyoot ^.^ ohohhoooh and i gots me a hermit crab today too<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ive hated them since i was a kid n 1 latched itself onto my finger but i decided ive held a grudge long enuff so i got 1, i called it zim zum, damn he was kyoot, y did he have to leave manson<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" /> well im gonna go cry in my room because i so do miss his hotness but to all perthies hope ur enjoyin ur holis n such N SO FUKING SORRI, i sed i wood b @ the devmeet but my m8 i was spose 2 b goin with couldnt go so i had to pull out last minute coz i was paranoid id b a loner n stuffs.... maybe i shood stop talking now.... i swear to god theres speed in this icecream topping or sumfing...... ok i goes now<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sprint.gif" width="101" height="20" alt=":sprint:" title="Time to haul ass out of here!" /><br /><br />hey this has lots of places to write in now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weirdface.gif" width="27" height="15" alt=":O_o:" title="O_o" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>i think i have head explody -.-</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Jul 2005 22:50:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. ....crap?<br />
.:listening to:.  burn in hell- dimmu borgir<br />
<br />
eh, my head hurts... n im tired, but insteada doin the smart thing n turning off music n computer and goin to bed im sitting here and makin it worse -.- well on the alice shoot i didnt get time to get it done b4 the end of school and I KNOW ive been promising this shoot for.... well farken ages but i keep changing my mind on the costumes, lighting etc so i have to reorganise everythin >.<  well anyways, i have all the costumes now and im not allowed to change my mind agen so i will have it dont hopefully in the 1st or 2nd week back at school (im on 2 wk holis atm) so yes i will finally have it done & will stop my bitching bout it *takes a deep breath*... and thats it, hope all u perthies r enjoyin ur holis n all the rest of that crap, catchas!! ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>ova 500</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jun 2005 00:22:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yaybies, make this a entry short cause i no ull all b sick off listening(or reading) to me by now... i no its not much 4 heepsa peeps on here but i got ova 500 pageviews <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ....... so thx guys, tis all ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>random songy thingy majig</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 21:36:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ {Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band. Copy and Repost!}<br />
<br />
Arch Enemy<br />
<br />
Are you male or female:  Diva Satanica<br />
<br />
Describe yourself: Behind The Smile<br />
<br />
How do some people feel about you: Seed Of Hate (I got told I had a heart of stone the otha day)<br />
<br />
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Losing Faith<br />
<br />
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Silent Wars<br />
<br />
Describe where you want to be: Dead Eyes See No Future<br />
<br />
Describe what you want to be: The Immortal<br />
<br />
Describe how you live: Dead Inside<br />
<br />
Describe how you love: Heart of Darkness<br />
<br />
Share a few words of wisdom: Dead Bury Their Dead ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>foto two times</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Jun 2005 00:12:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok like i sed in the last entry i have a pic in scraps of the makeup im doin 4 the cheshire cat off the alice in wonderland shoot so can you plzzzzzz leave us ur opinions of if u think i shood use it or not... also ive redone the 3 ballet pics so HEAPS better resolution on them, 'a ballerinas boots' is oright now but once more i forgot to resize the other two before i resubmitted >.< so yes.... ummm yer thats pretty much it........ oh yer + i got a bondage shoot lined up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> hehehehe shood be fun ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>fotooooooooooooooo</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jun 2005 09:22:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok almost got everythin ready 4 the alice shoot, i decided the makeup 4 the cheshire cat, its off the mobscene clip <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  so im puttin it in scraps, wood b appreciated if u guys cood give us ur opinion <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> thankewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>stuffs</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 May 2005 02:33:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. mehhhhhhh, not 2 gewd not 2  bad <br />
.:listening to:. welcome to the  strange- murderdolls<br />
<br />
ok yer i no, im a lazy bitch i havent  put anything up 4 aaaaaages but ya get  that, well ive told you all bout the  alice shoot so ill skip that, like i  sed earlier im a lazy 1 so coz i have  to organise costumes & all the rest i  probly wont do that 4 a few wks still  but i have other idea i just got today  that ill probly do within the next week  coz no costumes (its kinda a nudie  shot) well i wont tell yas wat its  gonna have in it coz... yer. but ill  have them up asap...... toodles n 2 the  skewlies hope u all enjoy ur break <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>malice in wonderland n a bday</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 May 2005 04:37:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. pretty decent<br />
.:listening to:. pure morning-placebo<br />
 yay, tis my birth of birthdays today <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  and i got a new pair of boots!!! ^.^  hehe, soz i have a boot fetish, anyways  umm yes, ppl have been enquiring bout  the alice in wonderland shoot so this  is wat im doin<br />
<br />
alice: ripped up clothes n  straightjacket<br />
nurse 1: blacket vinyl nurse suit n  needle<br />
nurse 2: white nurse outfit covered in  blood n holding a saw or some other  various torture object<br />
cheshire cat: dunno yet, but just cat  costume probly<br />
<br />
n i mite add in the bong caterpillar  if....OOHOHOHOHOHOHOH YAY!!!!! sorry,  gewd song just came on<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D (on my own)  ok umm yer bong caterpillar if i can  fit him in n figure out something he  can be doin... and just in case you  havent noticed its spose to b a twisted  alice in wonderland so yer <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> toodles!! ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>alice</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 May 2005 00:19:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:. bad<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
.:listening to:. dry diety- pointless  creation<br />
hmmm, at home & sik as a muthafuker  (excuse my french) ive just been  playing around with photoshop all day  experimenting on turning hair purple  coz ive decided to do like a twisted  alice in wonderland shoot next for  foto, just gotta get costumes sorted n  find rite models for it... all the  boring shit really. so yessssss, n thx  2 Kehrana coz her cheshire cat pic  inspired me to add a person in for the  cat <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> well anyways ill stop boring you  all now, hope ya gewd n all the rest of  it, catchas ]]></description>
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                <title>meaningless questions</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 May 2005 05:35:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ask me any 4 questions, no matter how  personal, private or random.<br />
I have to answer them honestly.<br />
In turn, you post this message in your  own journal and you have to answer the  questions that are asked to you. ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>NIN</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 May 2005 00:16:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .:mood:.  .......bleh hungova<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />... but  happy ^.^<br />
.:listening to:.  rot for me, wednesday  13<br />
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*shivers* egh i feel like crap but im  in a really gewd mood at the same time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> . orite well i went to a keg party last  nite n got trashed drunk about 13 beers  + a 1lt woody n coke thing..... n yer,  but im fukn happy as too, i just found  out im gettin trent reznors  signature...fukkkkk yeeerrrrrrrr. cause  one of my m8s lives in scotland n hes  got backstage passes to a NIN concert  onnnn...... the 7th i think it is <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /> yer  well anyways i dunno just thowt id put  out a journal so stuff ^.^  cyyooooouuuuus ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>head explody!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 May 2005 06:53:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ grrrrrr got a farken killer kunt of a  headache aye....... which kinda makes  me ask the question wtf am i doin on  the computer then.... *shrugs smeh* ill  probly get off soon but till then, just  felt like puttin in an entry, god nos y  but shmeh so yesssssss, i had to go to  a crappy family bash today it bein  mothers day n all, i also went to the  hospital cause my mums cousin had a  baby 9wks early so its in an incubator  ITS SO KYOOOOOT!!!!! but its freaky as  fuk too.......IT HAS TWO GOD DAMN  THUMBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it looks like  sumthin outta alien aye *shivers*  anyway i shall depart but i hope  everyone is gewd n all the rest n.....  yer, cyousssssss!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>smeh</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 May 2005 04:45:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HIIIII!!!! *waves* i havnt put in an  entry 4 a while so i thowt wat the hell  aye... well yes, my ball was last fri,  i still havent got fotos developed but  i will tomoz probly so i may post a  couple up on here if any decent ones so  yes..... omg my bloody foto teacher  wants to hang one of my fotos up in one  of the school common rooms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> i have to  get the chik who was posing to sign a  form n all this shit but how  embarrasing!! oh well anyways, hope ur  all gewd n all the rest n i shall catch  u all lata ^.^<br />
+tessa+ ]]></description>
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                <title>I FEEL LIKE CRAP!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Apr 2005 06:49:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ uggggh *makes funni rumbling noise* i  think im developing a stomach ulsar or  howeva the hell u spell it... i dunno  but i feel like CRAP!! i slept in n  didnt go to school today n i told my  mum i was sik... i think this must b my  karma for that or something cause for  the last coupla hrs ive been feeling  like im just gonna drop dead or sumfing > .<....... im going to bed, i feel kinda  emo... i mite try writting something  before i pass out... well, night! ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Apr 2005 18:13:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *grunts*   sooooooooo god damn tired  aye i was on msn last night n my ex  b/fs best m8 came on.... oh yer n he  told me he liked me on the wknd >.< so im  not in the best mood ever cause the guy  i DO like was spose to come over last  night n pick me up but he was too tired <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" />  so one of my other m8s showed up at my  window @ around 1 o'clock this morning <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" />  so now i feel craptacular and not only  that im in early childhood & i got  furniture next *grrrrrr* ohohoh there  is 1 good thing tho ^.^ im about to win  my ebay auction with a wikid choker i  found and am getting for the ball!!!  ill try put a pic of it up... its so  gorgeous i love it ^.^ ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>photo finish today!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2005 20:38:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yay, i got photography last period  today n ive touched up 3 diff  picturesfrom last wks photo shoot, i  dunno if i like many more of them so  ill probly b able to get some goin  today, its basically just pics of a  ballerina in big chunky goth kinda  boths, so its like ballerina with  attitude or sum crap like that (thats  wat my teacher recons any how) title  ideas would be appreciated tho cause i  have NO idea wat so eva on what to call  it so yer... they will probly mainly be  leg shots tho coz i REALLY dont like  the makeup so yer.......... i shuttup  now ^.^ ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>so pissed!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Mar 2005 17:23:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so god damn pissed off aye, i had my  ballerina foto shoot yesterday & i fukt  up the makeup sooooooooooooooooooo  badly. she was spose to have running  mascara but i hell munted it so now it  looks like she has 2 big black spot  under each eye, oh well i have  photography today so hopefully i may be  able to repair some of the damage on  photoshop... i did a study on her legs  tho & that turned out orite from wat i  saw. oh well better luck next time aye  ^.^ ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>photo shoot #2</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Mar 2005 18:01:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ omg im fukn tired i was on the fonbe  till nearly 1:30 last nite cause my  drunk ex rung me up n kept talkin >.< oh  well hopefully ill b able to stay awake  cause i got my shoot today, i convinced  one of my ballerina friends to dress up  so i can make her a lil more twisted  than ur average, have pics up soon  hopefully ^.^ ]]></description>
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                <title>photo shoot</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Mar 2005 19:31:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys, i got a school photo shoot  coming up on wednesday so ill get sum  pics up 4 that, im still not 100% sure  wat im takin fotos of tho... but  anyways, lets just hope they turn out  alright aye ^.^ ]]></description>
                <author>~silently--screaming</author>
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                <title>my 1st day on da</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Mar 2005 04:13:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i would just like to say thx 2 everyone  who view my stuff in such an extremely  short amount of time, appreciate it  very muchly! i shall have some of my  artwork n stuff up when i get my new  scanner running (were 1/2 way throo  moving house so yer) so yes... enjoy 4  now & thanx so much 4 the commies ^.^ ]]></description>
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