http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:silentstorm887&section=today deviantART RSS for by:silentstorm887 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 17:56:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/28892634/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/28892634/ Fri, 11 Dec 2009 22:06:58 PST as some of you know i moved yet again last june and the original plan was to spend july up at my aunt's house in NH so that when we came back in august we would have enough money to actually buy a house this time. well nothing goes according to plan.
for the about the first in july i did stay a week at alison's house as you all have heard but it was her parents suggestion. i didn't ask but i need a place to stay, my little brother was spending the week with my dad(it was my dad's vacation time) and my mom stayed with a friend. once that ended we headed up the NH only to be kicked out by my aunt 3 DAYS later because we won't abandon my dog like she wanted us to do. so that ened with a huge fight between my mom and her sister and my brother and i packing up the car with tears streaming down our faces. the last thing she said to me was "one day you'll understand, katie..." i gave her the coldest look i could manage at that time and i said, "yea, aunt donna, i already do. blood's not that thick after all." it's now december and i still haven't speaken to her even when she commented on my facebook for my birthday. she dead to me just like my dad.
now you may think that's cold of me. well it is but is was colder of her. see when we got back to NJ, we had no place to go. we were techincally homeless. and so begins our hotel-hopping journey, meaning that all summer we were living at one hotel for a few days then moved to the next because we had our dog with us and most of the hotels don't allow pets. but by august we did find one that allow pets but it was around moorsetown/cinnamanson. we stayed here until late october which means i spent my 18th birthday in a cruddy hotel room.
i feel like some of my friends are angery with me because i didn't hang with them last summer. all they knew was that i spent a week at alison's and spent many weekends there. well this is why, why i missed the parties and everything else. going to alison's was my only break from what i suffering. honestly i didn't want to see anyone was else during that because i was too ashamed of where i was living and of my thoughts and feelings. and i'm sorry but this messed me up big time. i learned that when the ice is thin, you actually have less people there for you then you think.

]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/28348702/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/28348702/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 08:23:53 PST 002. Nickname: buffy
003. Married: nope
004. Zodiac sign: libra
005. Male or female: female
006. Elementary: TES
007. Highschool: SHS
008. College: gettin there
010. Hair color: brownish black
011. Long or short: shortish
015. Are you a health freak: nope
016. Height: 5'8"
017. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes but it's complicated
018. Do you like yourself: yep
019. Piercings: three in each ear
021. Righty or lefty: righty baby

FIRSTS:

022. First surgery: right knee
023. First piercing: ears
025. First award: 8th grade (Beverly A. Young Memorial Art Award)
026. First sport you joined: soccer
027. First pet: golden reteriver
028. First vacation: ...idk
029. First concert: none yet but i know who i wanna see... CB or TH!!
030. First crush: long forgotten

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating: nothin
050. Drinking: orange juice
052. I'm about to: work on art homework
053. Listening to: american beauty by cinema bizarre (via youtube)

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids: maybe if i meet the right guy
059. Want to get married: same as above
060. Careers in mind: psychologist and fine artist

WHICH IS BETTER?:

068. Lips or eyes: eyes never lie
069. Hugs or kisses: both
070. Shorter or taller: taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: both
073. Nice stomach or arms: both
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive but loud's fun too
075. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker (hehe that's me)

HAVE YOU EVER:

078. Kissed a stranger?: nope
079. Drank bubbles: no?
080. Lost glasses/contacts: don't have them
081. Ran away from home: no
082. Liked someone younger than you: yea
083. Older: yes
084. Broken someone's heart: yea and it hurt me just the same
085. Been arrested: no
086. Turned someone down: yea
087. Cried when someone died: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself: most of the time
090. Miracles: maybe
091. Love at first sight: lust yes, love needs time to develop
092. Heaven: yea
093. Santa claus: no, gave up on that a long time ago
094. Sex on the first date: no
096. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there someone you want to be with right now?: yes
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: no
099. Believe in God?: yes
100. Post as 100 Truths: yep

]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/25824259/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/25824259/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 18:40:04 PDT anyway that's what i'm writing about. i just got back from the doctor's and i had to get some blood drawn, 4 test tubes of it to be exact. keep in mind that these test tubes are the same size as the ones we used in chem!!!! so to give you an idea of what i'm feeling, it's like me on a lot of tic-tacs (ask amanda if you don't know what they are and trust it's not what you think it is) only 10 times worse. ah poor alison. she has to deal with my insanity....hahaha..ha

P.S. SQUIDDY RULES THE WORLD and the caps lock key on alison's keyboard should BURN!!!! good night *face plants into keyboard*hgdfokbldfjbgkdfhsklbghfndlbghsjk

alison:....she's scaring me o.o. but it's rather amusing.....but still, HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/24733138/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/24733138/ Wed, 13 May 2009 07:04:47 PDT
► North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood.
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit. (all expect pizza)
[] You're very happy-go-lucky.
[] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies.
[] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up.
[x] You're a good artist. (i like to think so)
[x] You can be clumsy at times.
[] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something.
[] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[] You would surrender in a war situation. (NEVER!!!)
(4/10)


► Germany (Ludwig)

[] You're very stoic and serious.
[] Sausages are your favorite foods.
[x] You like to walk dogs/your dog.
[x] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T.
[] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules.
[] You work very hard.
[] Your alone time is your 'happy time'.
[x] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people.
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice.
(4/10)

► Japan (Kiku Honda)

[x] You're very mature.
[] You think everything over before saying it.
[x] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one.
[x] You isolated yourself during childhood.
[] You became very successful in a short amount of time.
[] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world.
[x] You can seem cold/aloof to other people.
[] You're good at practical tasks.
[x] You need time to adjust to new people.
(5/10)

► United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[x] You love hamburgers.
[x] You think you're awesome.
[] You love to invent things.
[x] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films.
[] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business.
[] You're terrified of ghosts.
[] You know aliens exist.
[] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time.
[] You wear glasses.
(3/10)

► United Kingdom (Arthur Kirkland)

[] You like tea.
[x] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid.
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical.
[x] Your cooking is awful.
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[] You have tried doing black magic before.
[] You get drunk quite easily.
[] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy.
[x] You're good at embroidery.
(5/10)

► France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[x] You're very affectionate.
[] You think you have a great fashion sense.
[] You like wine.
[] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears.
[] You love red roses.
[] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women.
[x] You're very proud of yourself.
[x] You love culture and the arts.
[] You're very flamboyant.
[] You say you're a gourmet.
(3/10)

► Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[x] You had a very sad childhood.
[x] You're very tall.
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities.
[] You wear a scarf all the time.
[] You love sunflowers.
[] You love vodka.
[x] You can seem intimidating to other people.
[x] You're very strong.
[] You have a big nose.
[x] You have a strange laugh that can scare people. (sometimes)
(6/10)

► China (Wong Yao)

[x] You're very mature
[x] You're very superstitious
[] You're very religious
[x] You love pandas
[] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[] You love Hello Kitty (hehe YU PHEONIX DOES!!!)
[] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[x] You work hard
[x] You're good at drawing
[x] You like sweets
(6/10)

► Austria (Roderich Edelstein)

[x] You are very well-raised.
[x] You're polite.
[] You love classical music.
[x] You like cake.
[] You have a mole on your face.
[x] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away.
[] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument.
[] You've composed music before.
[] You tend to call people 'morons'.
[] You wear glasses.
(4/10)

► Canada (Matthew Williams)

[x] You're often ignored by people.
[] You look younger than you a... ]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/24716121/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/24716121/ Tue, 12 May 2009 06:58:31 PDT [x] You love music
[x] You have your own room
[x] You own a mobile phone
[x] You have an ipod/mp3 player
[] Your parents are still married
[x] You have more than 1 best friend
[] There is a swimming pool or hot tub or trampoline in your backyard

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] You dress how you want to
[] Sometimes you hang out with friends more than once a week
[] There is a computer/ laptop in your room right now (i wish)
[x] You NEVER cry
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to (haha...if my mom only knew)
[] Your room is big enough for you


TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] You have pictures on myspace.
[] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[] You get allowance
[x] You collect something
[x] You sometimes look forward to going to school/work
[] You don't wish you were someone else
[x] You play sports
[x] You will do something after school/college

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[] You have a car/truck (not yet)
[] You usually don't argue with your mom/dad
[x] You do not have any failing grades
[x] You have friends

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[] You know what is going on in the world (no tv or internet)
[x] You care about many people
[x] You know more than one language/​learning a language
[x] You have a screen name
[x] You own a pet
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs
[] You don't have any serious enemies (...)
[x] You are generally a nice person

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

Now count your numbers and multiply by 3

Then title this "my life is __% perfect"

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[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire. (HELL YEAZ)
[] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself. (IMPULSES!!)
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane. (yep and they're usually my family...should i be concerned?)
Total: 8

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality. (sometimes >.>
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it. (...sometimes)
[] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer. (HELL YEA)
[x] You like the rain. (FUCK YEA BITCHES)
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 8

.:EARTH:.

[x] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty. (*looks to the left, sees mud and dives in* WHEEE!!)
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted. (GO ADD!!)
[] You rarely get depressed.
[] You aren't afraid of anything.
[]You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 6

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces. (sometimes)
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.(i hope so...)
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying. (the story of my life XD)
[] You wish you could fly.
Total: 9

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime. (FUCK YES)
[x] You like creepy things. (*holds up shrunken head* say hi , frank)
[x] You like to play tricks on people. (hehe)
[x] Black is your favorite color. (do i have to say anything?)
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc. (cause they're smexy...hehe sesshomaru)
[x] You don't talk much. (in class)
[] You are atheist.
[] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x] You love to break the rules.
Total: 8

.:LIGHT:.

[x]You are very polite. (on occasion)
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[x] You believe everything you see or hear.
[] You are afraid of the dark.
[]You hate violence. (violence intrigues me)
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you. (i'm loved)
[]You always follow the rules.
Total: 7

(i forgot this earlier) so i'm air. no surprise there cause it's my zodiac element.

]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/24647526/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/24647526/ Fri, 08 May 2009 07:24:09 PDT [x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[] You get drunk a lot.
[x] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.(twice a day)
[x] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual. (YES!!!)
[] The horse is your favorite animal.
[] You are possessive and territorial. (depends...)
Total: 5 of 10

Elf:
[] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.(at least that's what i'm been told)
[x] Your five senses are extremely keen.(hell yea)
[] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[] You look very young for your age.(most people think i'm 3 years older)
[] You rarely get sick.
[] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 4 of 10

Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time.(i'm good at pretending)
[] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[] You are very shy.
[] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[] You are young and short.
[] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.(hell yea...that's why i'm a ninja)
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 4 of 10

Gnome/Dwarf:
[]You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[] You are short for your age.
[] You are an isolationist. (uh wha?
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people. (hehe)
[] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[] You love the woods and the mountains.
[] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper. (depends)
Total: 2 of 10

Harpy/Siren:
[] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[x] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[x] You associate yourself with the wind element. (yea it's my zodiac element)
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side. (yea considering i don't have a light side)
[]You love to trick others.
[] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 6 of 10

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach
[] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps
[x] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 8 of 10

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.(hell yes)
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[] You are pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.(it hurts my eyes)
[] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips. (soo sexy)
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 8 of 10

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[]You have a lot of body hair
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control. (impulsives)
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone. (sometimes)
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 8 of 10

Wizard/Witch... ]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/24465552/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/24465552/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 15:24:11 PDT .>

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]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/23565186/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/23565186/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 21:42:51 PST so it all started when we (my mom, little brother and me) were driving home from dinner. we were pulling out of the parking lot and stopped at a red light. at the time i was looking for a song on my ipod when i looked to my right through the passenger seat window. i see a man, probably in his 50's. also he was smoking. there was a girl with him. she looked like she was around my age. i didn't see what started this but the first thing that i saw was the girl knocked some gold thing out of the man's hands. he freaks and grabs a handful of her hair and throws her to the ground, which is a combination of grass and a cement sidewalk. she gets up and brushes herself off. at this point he's screaming at her to pick it up and when she doesn't respond, he throws her toward it. by now my mom and some of the other drivers have noticed. the sees my mom and i and signals us to call the cops. (god i love my mom for doing this) she backs up, rolls down my window and screams, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO HER??" of course the man hears her and turns to face my mom. he yells back, "NOTHING. SHE'S FINE!!" the girl takes this chance and runs to the nearest car. the man chases after her and pulls her backward. she swirls around to the otherside and gets in with him right behind her. this is when the cops show up even though i have no idea who called them.
as we pull away my mom has to claim my little brother down (remember he's only 7 and has never seen anything like that. he thought the man was going to kill the the girl by shooting her through the throat. creepy i know) after he's ok, my mom looks at me and saids, "You know that we gave her that chance to run, right? we probably saved her and you know what i won't have noticed if you weren't staring." i don't know what exactly happen after we left but i'm hoping the man's thrown in jail and that the girl's ok.

]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/23413501/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/23413501/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 10:02:28 PST
TWO - Are you single?: yea

THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 8

FOUR - What color do you wear most?: black

FIVE - Least favorite color: pink

SIX - What are you listening to?: reden by tokio hotel (it's stuck in my head)

SEVEN - Do you smoke?: HELL NO!

EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: yep

NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: no i'm original

TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: ART

ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?: no

TWELVE - How do you make money: that's confidentcial

THIRTEEN - Who is/are your best friend(s)?: sarah and elena but i have a lot of close friends

FOURTEEN - When do you start back @ school/college?: monday

FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing: haha yes

SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: difficult

SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: my converses

EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: no

NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: home...sleeping

TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: working on a project

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?: nope

Can you dance?: sorta

Can you do a cart wheel?: yep

Can you tie a cherry stem?: not with my tongue

Can you whistle?: yea

Can you wiggle your ears?: no

Can you wiggle your nose?: nope

THE DIDS:

Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: no it was more of a wrestling match

Did you ever run away from home?: i've thought about it

Did you ever want to be a doctor?: yea, a pyschologist

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: no

THE DOS:

Do you believe in God?: yea

Do you know how to swim?: YES!!!...i want to go now

Do you like roller coasters?: there ok

Do you own a bike?: nope

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: hell no

THE DOES:

Does hair loss run through your family?: on my dad's side

Does your car get good gas mileage?: don't have a a car

Does your family have family picnics?: no

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: yes many times

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yea

Have you ever been to the ocean?: yea like every weekend

Have you ever gone fishing?: yea

Have you ever painted your nails?: yep every week

THE LASTS:

Last person you hung out with?: ali-san

Last thing you said out loud?: LOOK WHO'S ON TOP!!

Last thing someone said to you?: i don't remember

THE WHATS:

What are you listening to?: reden in my head

What is the temperature outside?: idk it's probably close to 50 by now

What radio station do you listen to?: Q102

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: friendly's

What was the last thing you bought?: anti-humidity styling cream

What was the last thing you had to drink?: choco milk

What was the last thing on TV you watched?: uhmm....idk

THE WHOS:

Who is your newest friend you added to Facebook?: steve

Who was the last person you MSN'd?: don't have one

Who talked to you on the phone last?: kev via text

Who was the last person you took a picture of?: steve

Who was the last person to leave you a comment?: sam

Who was the last person you said I love you to?: my fam

CRYING SECTION:

Have you ever cried your heart out?: yea but it was a while ago

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yep

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no they'll never see me cry

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: no

Do you cry when you get an injury?: nope

Do certain songs make you cry?: depressed, yes

HAPPY SECTION:

Are you a happy person?: sorta

Do you wish you were happier?: no

Is being happy overrated?: why?

Can music make you happy?: yes

LOVE SECTION:

How many times have you had your heart broken?: none

Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you' to you?: no

HATE SECTION:

Do you actually hate anyone?: YES

Ever made a hit list?: no

Have you ever been on a hit list?: yea actually i have a list of people who want to hit me

Are you a mean bully?: no

Do you hate George Bush?: yea

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:

Is your self-esteem extremely low?: sorta

Do you believe in yourself?: sometimes

Are you good looking?: i do... ]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/22422737/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/22422737/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:45:51 PST
Natural Hair Color
[] Black - $100
[] Blonde - $50
[] Red - $75
[x] Brown - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Other - $2

Eye Color
[] Brown - $150
[] Green - $75
[x] Blue - $50
[] Hazel - $100
[] Other - $15

Height
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[] 4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[] Under 4'9 - $45

Age
[] 41 to 50 - $150
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Birth Order
[] Twins (or more) - $300
[] First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[x] Second Born - $150
[x] Middle Child - $100
[] Last Born - $200
[] Third Born - $100
[] Fourth Born - $100
[] Fifth Born - $375

Drink?
[x] No - $400
[] Only holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] Only weekends - $300
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle


Total so far | $890

Vision
[x] perfect vision - $300
[] Have glasses/contacts but don't wear them-$200
[] No correction - $100
[] Glasses - $50
[] contacts - $25
[] Surgical correction - $135


Family's Car Color(s)
[] White - $2,000
[] Maroon - $800
[] (Copper) Gold - $700
[] Gray - $600
[x] Blue - $900
[] Pink - $475
[] Black - $450
[] Red - $400
[] Green- $350
[] Silver $300
[] Purple- $250
[] Metallic - $200
[] Yellow - $100
[] Primer - $75
[] Tan- $20
[] Rusted - $15
[] No Car - $0

Shoe Size
[] Over 13 - $300
[] 12 1/2 to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $700
[x] 10.5 - $650
[] 7 to 10 - $600
[] Under 7 - $550

Total so far | $2,090

Favorite Colors (3)
[] Green - $750
[x] Black - $600
[x] Red - $800
[] Yellow - $475
[] Brown - $50
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[] Orange - $300
[x] blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[] Other - $ 50

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[x] Yes - $0 (i'm too tired to think)
[] On Some - $750
[] No - $1000

How many people are you going to tag?
[] Over 61 - $250,000
[] 51 - 60 - $100,000
[] 41 - 50 - $50,000
[] 31 - 40 - $10,000
[] 21 - 30 - $5,000
[] 11 - 20 - $1,000
[] 1 - 10 - $500
[x] 0 -$500

Complete Total: $4,290 (not as much as i thought)

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[x] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. (YES!! every time i'm in public!)
[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blond.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x]You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.(seriously?)
[ ] You sang them to make sure. (haha nope)
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

So far: 6

[ ]You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it. (i've never seen the Matrix.)
[x] You type with three fingers or less. (sometimes)
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (that poor pot. it never stood a chance.)
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

So far: 9

[x]You have fallen asleep in class. (yep in art last thurs.)
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about. (all the time.)
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice." (haha yep ^^)

So far: 13

[x]You use your fingers to do simple math. (if slamming them on a table counts)
[ ] You have eaten a bug by accident.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. (another ipod incident)

So far: 17

[ ] You re-post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break/lose a lot of things. (YES!! constantly)
[x] You tilt you're head when you're confused.
[x]You have fallen out of your chair before. (i go to sit down and completely miss the chair)
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling. (nope but shadows are just as fun)
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x]You say "what" and "huh" a lot. (YES!! and sometimes not in english. ^^)
[x]You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin. (YES!!)

Total: 23

Multiply this by three and it is your percent!

haha i'm 69% retarded!!!
FIRE IS FUN!!!

]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/21567007/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/21567007/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 14:04:13 PST i mellowed out in the musuesm. it was hard not to but once we left i was back to the impluse thanks to having more soda. ^^ i was sitting next to my friend elena who had brought a stuff animal with her. it was a giraffe. about an hour into the ride home, i random turned to elena and complete took her giraffe. without thinking (of course) i started making dance to the beatles songs that were playing. of course everyone saw and one of the girls behind me asked why i had it. by accident i spun around and screamed WHY NOT?! then i continued playing with it but it was dead quiet in my section for a long time. hehe giraffe!!

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anyway i'm also done some of the halloween creatures. i should be able to post them this weekend.

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1. What if you found out that a boy was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world together with CHEERAHARTIST?
uhmm...don't you mean ARCHFUZZUM.

2. If sarah(doesn't have a DA) and KURO-AMASHI-AME were locked in the same (really small) room for longer than a day, what would most likely happen?
sarah would most likely to be scarred for life from witnessing KURO's sama rant...but on the bright side there'd be tons of ranch dressing.

3. CHEERAHARTIST is acutally George Lucas in disguise, you know.
haha she's isn't on that level of insanity...not yet.

4. What would ARCHFUZZM not be caught dead in?
a cosplay costume of one of KURO's samas (= very, very bad for him)

5. What is one thing QUEEN-HEAVEN isn't exactly made for?
watching me on ibuprofen mixed with sleep deprivation... haha big word.

6. How do your and ARCHFUZZM's talents add up?
well arch's better than me at math and i'm more artistic...so together we're kinda like the hemispheres of the brain (arch= left, me= right) but that would be one scary mind.

7. What's PANTHERARIST's opinion on cheese?
cheese= fun

8. If Lara Croft and CRYSTALFLOWER131 teamed up, what would they mopstly likely accomplish?
haha some major ass-kicking! GO ali-san!!

9. Who would win in a duel, elena (doesn't have a DA) or ARCHFUZZUM? And what kind of duel would the pick anyway? one that involves stabbing (arch would have a katana, elena would use a shank. sorry arch but elena would win. don't unestimate the shank!!

(my fave)
10. Would you open a mystery gift PANTHERARIST just gave you, without much hesituation? of course because she's not on the list of those who want to kill me...not yet at least (and yes the list is real).

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]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/20063020/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/20063020/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 15:53:28 PDT so here's my dilemma, one of my friends, kevin, can't deside on a creature and i suck at matching them together. so we're going to take a vote between a mummy, a skeleton, or a zombie. please comment back with your vote. ^^

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anyway (grr stupid caps lock) i'm going to have to hold off on sumbiting pics til i get these things taken care of. sorry aidenrocker, you'll have to wait a little while. :/

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I am begging you to read this, there is an online stalker (!jere1234, !Caeruleum, !kyakuchuu -- all the same person) who recently attacked a dear friend of mine,*Kays-elle-belle . DA has resolved the situation, but this situation is something people need to be cautious and aware of. He has been blocked but theres always a chance that he'll make another account. Im going to post what's in her journal and if you notice any patterns of similarity, please contact DA IMMEDIATELY. This guy has gone thorough great lengths to contact my friend such as making new accounts and pretending to be other people who he's not. If you would, PLEASE copy this entire message and let other DA members know about this threat. the more people know, the better chance users have of not becoming a victim. So please,read, copy and post this again so this information can spread and no one else gets hurt. There is safty in numbers and this sort of thing needs to be stopped!




Read on to see whats in her journal and if you have any questions, contact her here *Kays-elle-belle . She'd would be more than happy to answer any questions you may have so this can be prevented. Please let this word spread.

:devkays-elle-bell:'s Journal from this morning-

"I am begging you to read this, it will explain the last journal and also warn so this won't happen to YOU.

!jere1234 IS !Caeruleum IS !kyakuchuu.

This man is most likely a serial killer or sexual predator of some sort. Deviant art staff is handling this for me right now. The man originally added me as Jere1234 and then he notified me that he would be switching to Caeruleum. He asked that I add him. Thinking he was just some nice man who liked my artwork I said "Sure, why not?" On this account he began writing some poems about and TO my girlfriend Kayla, and I. I began to find this odd but being an overly naive and trusting person I was polite about it, commented the poems, thanked him, so on. He wrote a poem about a lifestyle choice that I thought he spent alot of time critisizing for being different than his own and I believe I posted a comment as simple as "Gosh, what have you got against that, anyhow?" The man literally flipped out. He not only wrote two journal entries condemning me and calling me things between immature and evil, but he also sent me notes telling me how "disappointed" he was with me. A man that I don't know in real life, have only talked to online for a few days, is "disappointed with me." He blocked me, and I blocked him back.

Not long after I began to get several favorites and then a watch from the account !kyakuchuu. I noticed the similar style of poetry and similar interests but I hate people who make assumptions and I'd rather not be one of them, so I just figured it was another poet with similar interests. "Kyakuchuu" soon after began calling Kayla and I "muses" and writing poems about us as well. 2KL he called them-- and informed me that this meant "To Kayla and Ellie" There is a numerous list of them in his gallery. He favorited absolutely every work of mine with Kayla in it along side of me and also any of my pictures that showed my feet. (foot fetishist, obsessive personality: bad sign) He wrote me notes telling of his extensive admiration for Kayla and I, his plans for other poems about us, thanking me for being his "inspiration". All of this seemed very creepy, but I was always thinking, what if this is really just some eccentric old man minding his own business, and he just hasn't got anything better to do. I would hate to just hurt some innocent old man by lashing out at him for no reason. HOWEVER upon talking to Kayla about this, she has taken criminal justice classes. She said that many of these traits sounded like BAD traits and BAD signs. She told me about a type of serial killer called "collecters" Who will collect information, pictures, anything about their subjects, and obsess over them, for a long time before they make any move. She told me that alot of the time these men will be too smart for their own good and seem kind of innocent but mostly very mysterious. I have never let on in this site where I live as far as I know, all of my friends sites that are nearbye me say they live in different places (Luxembourg, Canada, UK, anywhere...) and I was afraid that the longer I spoke to him and tried to be polite because I wasn't sure, the longer I had to slip up somehow and for him to figure out where I live if this was truly his intent.

Well hopefully DA will do something about this, no more little girls need to be preyed upon from the comfort of their own homes. I am not a stupid girl, just too naive. Now that I started investigating it further I have found that this is DEFINITELY the same man, seeing as his first site has some of the same poems that are placed on the second site,... ]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/19499133/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/19499133/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 11:55:16 PDT
UPCOMING PICS:
-mermaids (requested)
-hikaru (requested)
-kratos (requested)
-sasuke

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UPCOMING PICS:
-mermaids (requested)
-sasuke
-the art of breaking
-and others

i'm not really confused. it just that my stupid little emoticons would open up!

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1) What color is your favorite hoodie?
black of course

3) Do you plan outfits?
yea but only minutes before i wear them

4) How are you feeling RIGHT now?
tired and content but somehow depressed

6) Who was the last person you kissed?
wow i don't remember

8) Person before that?
haha still nothing

10) What are you craving right now?
sleep and loud music

11) What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
stomach cramps and hazy summer evenings

12) Do you make prank calls?
nope

13) Ever hooked up with some one out of state?
no long distance relationships never work

14) Do you sleep with any stuff animals?
nope and never had

15) Would you dance to the taco song?
what the hell?

16) Have you ever counted to 1,000?
nope not enough time

17) Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
both

18) Do you like anyone right now?
no most guys i know are nothing but assholes

19) What do you think of crickets?
annoying

20) Have you ever met a celebrity?
nope but i probably will

21) Do you like cottage cheese?
HELL NO!

22) What are you listening to right now?
You Give Love A Bad Name by ATREYU

25) Would you go sky divining?
NEVER!!!!!!

26) Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
WTF? what kind of question is that?

27) Would you throw potatoes at him?
YES and anything else i can find

28) Is there anything sparkly on you?
uhmm...all five of my rings, my celtis knot necklace, and my ancient spanish coin pendent

30) Do you rent movies often?
nope that's my bro's thing

31) Who sits behind you in your math or art class?
in math-some girl i don't know, in art- another girl that's so much like me we should be twins but we barely talk

34) Can you count backwards from 74?
yea

35) Who are you going to be with tonight??
my bros and dog (she like my sis)

36) Brown or white egg?
doesn't matter

38) Ever been on a train?
yea

39) Ever told someone you loved them?
of course but the last time was a long time ago (meaning anyone outside my fam)

40) Do you have a cell phone?
hell yea

43) What is [one of] your best friend[s] doing tomorrow?
i don't know probably hang with her bf

44) Ever had cream puffs?
hell no

45) Ever had Breaded Shrimp?
yea but i prefer flounder (LOVE seafood)

46) Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no and don't plan on it. i HATE ashton

47) What was the last question you asked?
why did i expect you to?

48) What was the last CD you bought?
who buys CDs any more? limewire all the way

49) What is/was your bus number for school?
72 i hate the bus. stupid freshman

51) Is your hair curly?
nope wavy unless i straighten it which i usually do

52) Last time you cried?
no but i did tuesday morning

53) Ever walked into a wall?
YES mutiple times

54) Ever walked UP a wall?
no

55) Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
yea

56) Favorite time of the year?
autum and summer

58) Favorite color(s)?
black, all shades of blue, dark red, gray/silver

60) Do you have any tattoos?
no but i will once i'm 18 (my parents won't let me so i'll do it when i'm "legally" an adult)

61) Who was the last person you held hands with?
uhmm... probably aaron

62) Do you sleep with the TV on?
nope but i can't unless i'm listening to my ipod

63) Where was your default picture taken at?
what?

64) Why was your default picture taken?
seriously? wtf?

65) Do you like your life right now?
NO! it's too confusing

66) How do you feel about 'love'?
it's all chemical. there's no such thing as "true love" or "soulmates". just look at the animal kingdom. the proof all there.

67) What is your favorite animal?
uhmm...wolves, tigers, dolphins, dogs, horses

69) Do you have good vision?
yes perfect vision

70) Can you hula hoop?
no i gave up trying when i was 7

71) Could you ever forgive a cheater?
why should i?

72) Do you have a job?
yep baby-sitting

74) What are you wearing?
jeans that i cut/hemmed into capris (will eventually paint a design) black tank top, and black henly that i cut the sleeves off at the elbow (i like to modify my clothes)

75) What does your hair look like?
short about shoulder length, mostly light brown with red highlights that... ]]> ~silentstorm887 http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/17886378/ http://silentstorm887.deviantart.com/journal/17886378/ Mon, 05 May 2008 18:19:40 PDT why do i even try? they'll never understand. my friends are typical, only concerned with themselves. my family is no different. is it impossible for people to step outside themselves and into another's shoes. i think so.
can't he see what he does? how can a father live with himself day after day perfectly well knowing he robbed his kids of a home, of happiness, and normal lives? shouldn't they come first before everything else? then why does he make us suffer so?
why is it nothing but lies? why is it that i lie to my dad just by saying 'i love you'? why is it me he scars mentally and emotionally? he keeps every promise to my brothers like being there on their birthdays but on mine, he's nowhere to be found.
is it normal to look forward to that day your own father dies? is it alright if i don't cry at his funderal but have an invisible smile on my face? is it ok to wake through the rest of my life feel a thousand times lighter?
someone please help me understand. why not be the one person who sees the invisible tears rolling down someone's face?

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