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                <title>a thank u</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 13:55:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just a brief entry to thank all those who favoureted, watched or commented. You all make dA alive!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2008 02:36:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'd like to post a quick journal for anyone that might have stumbled upon my page.<br /><br />If anyone wishes to read a good book....Read I am the messenger, by Markus Zusak. <br /><br />It's very unexpected and addictive.<br /><br />njoy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>avatar</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Apr 2008 03:20:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol i thought it was some heavy hacking that lead to the avatar change.....<br />dA april fools....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>Icon avatar?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Apr 2008 03:12:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why is my avatar icon changed?? Anybody know?????<br />I certainly didnt change it...........<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2008 03:49:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Quick update, ive left the scribeseer account. Ive moved some of my writing to this page, and so on...<br />Silseer will be my only page from now on....<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />feel free to comment on anything, anytime.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>great support :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Mar 2008 01:17:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just a quick thanx to all for the support, especially on my Cordylus Cataphractus... <br />I really didnt expect it to gain more favs than all my other pictures..<br />But im glad u like<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br /><br />Happy snapping<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>A thanx to all :)</title>
                <link>http://silseer.deviantart.com/journal/17068212/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:28:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a quick note to thank everyone for the comments and favourites, especially with my Lookin at u...<br />You are all extremely talented, and I would like to encourage anyone reading this to check out <a href="http://sooper-deviant.deviantart.com/gallery/">[link]</a> , for amazing photography...<br /><br />Happy snapping <br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>My new profile!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Sep 2007 03:09:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So...I have made a new profile to put all my writing work in...<br />
And will keep this one for my photography <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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So....from now on, for any written work go to <a href="http://scribeseer.deviantart.com">[link]</a> ,and from there ill keep links back to this page (also in my signt.) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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Proud member of <br />
<a href="http://thewritersmeow.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/thewritersmeow.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconthewritersmeow:" title="thewritersmeow"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>No news</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Sep 2007 01:15:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So this is a journal to report...no news. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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have got too much work, going away the holiday too...<br />
point being i dont have time for photos, writing and even worse...dA <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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maybe later<br />
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Proud member of <br />
<a href="http://thewritersmeow.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/thewritersmeow.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconthewritersmeow:" title="thewritersmeow"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>life......</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Aug 2007 15:42:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so im actually back..<br />
well ive been back for a while...but i just completed a zoology report...so now i am actually writing...<br />
<br />
been a good weekend, had some thoughts on life, love and everything else, so pretty much normal <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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at the moment its 12:37....so i think the tiredness has affected various synapsis in my psyche, could be that...or events in me life.<br />
<br />
Lets not ask.<br />
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I know i havent posted part 3 of Johnathan woods, dont know if i ever will..sorry...trust me im dissapointed,i am my biggest fan (in a non being-full-of-myself way)..<br />
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We do the things that we do, the writing, the painting, the photography or the expressions,all these things we do in mood. And such a mood gives something real.<br />
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Best of luck and happiness <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> to all who reads this<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Quiet time</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jun 2007 04:07:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes i know ive been quiet and i didnt really check deviations and so on and so forth.....<br />
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That and im going on holiday for a while....plus im working on the book.....<br />
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Point is im sorry i havent really replied or responded <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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Will become active once the holidays are over <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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See all the artists next semester!<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>500!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Jun 2007 12:54:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey to all my deviantart people!!<br />
<br />
Thank you for helping me reach 500 pageviews!!!!<br />
<br />
Actually its 495 but by the time you've seen this it should be 500 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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Thank you very much!!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
BIG <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>324 Confessions</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 May 2007 06:45:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To everyone I know on deviantart...<br />
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I had too many people that I watched, because when I checked, i had over 300 deviations to go through...i went through about 100 but was too much soo...heres the thing...if I am watching you but didin't comment on your work..its just because I didn't see it..<br />
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Cleared up some space so it should be easier next time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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Happy snapping<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>Yai!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 May 2007 14:23:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soo...<br />
<br />
As you may or may not know...I've just added a pic or two and put all the eddited photos back on...<br />
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Don't really know if there is a huge difference but I think some of them are nicer, like the blue-purple flower...for u linkinsim thanx for the advice <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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I would Also like to say here is more good photography <a href="http://sekhmet-neseret.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/sekhmet-neseret.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsekhmet-neseret:" title="sekhmet-neseret"/></a> !!<br />
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Go show your support <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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I can honestly say that I very seldomly see any bad photos on this site <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>Yeah...about my gallery</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 May 2007 09:13:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So...<br />
<br />
Just to say that you will notice that most of my stuff in my gallery is missing...<br />
Took em away because I'm going to edit and re-deviate..looking foward to it, I'm on holiday now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Will crop the blue-purple flower for you lindy. Thanx for the advice <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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FINALLY holidays, and to those who are cursing me right now for not having work...I just wrote exams thats why...<br />
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Anyway I am off...once more. <br />
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Oh and btw, look at <a href="http://dark-raptor.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/dark-raptor.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondark-raptor:" title="dark-raptor"/></a> If u want some really cool macro or insect ect. shot....really something. His wifes link it there, also really good<br />
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To all my dA friends, happy snapping!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>:)</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 May 2007 09:30:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey to all!<br />
<br />
I Found really cute art!<br />
<br />
just go have a look ... <a href="http://faboarts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/faboarts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfaboarts:" title="faboarts"/></a><br />
I also found really cool nature photography once more... <a href="http://densitometer.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/densitometer.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondensitometer:" title="densitometer"/></a><br />
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Till next time <br />
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Oh and I also found a program with which you can edit photos, free and quick to download...go to google and type picasa...<br />
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Havn't really used it but it looks good, very user friendly<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>Want good photgraphy?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 May 2007 03:35:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a short journal entry to say that i found a really nice nature photographers.... <a href="http://morphy234.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/morphy234.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmorphy234:" title="morphy234"/></a> <a href="http://nintriele.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nintriele.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnintriele:" title="nintriele"/></a> <a href="http://dark-raptor.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/dark-raptor.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondark-raptor:" title="dark-raptor"/></a> <a href="http://mkbober.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/k/mkbober.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmkbober:" title="mkbober"/></a><br />
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So if u got some time and want to see talent...<br />
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Good luck to all with ur work! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>To the people</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 May 2007 05:33:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello to everyone once more, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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As u may or may not know, mistirpoeftes (from dA) has started a cool 80ts feel type website with stuff that he did (like journals and pictures), so go check it out and show support!<br />
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It's www. fearofnewspaper.com, or just click here!!<br />
<a href="http://www.fearofnewspaper.com">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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So.. Thanks to all the favourites and support <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br />
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Deviantart is the best!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>It continues..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 May 2007 12:45:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey to all..<br />
<br />
Here's part two....<br />
Will post part three later on...<br />
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Hope u enjoy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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Part two<br />
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You might have noticed that I refer to my sections as parts, not chapters. This is not a book, this is not a story. This is my life. Books have happy endings. Books have fictional characters, as I already explained I am normal. I doubt that I will become the victor of some amazing struggle in my life or save a life. I dont have special abilities and I wont win the heart of the woman I love.<br />
If you are wondering about where this story is going or if you are getting bored with it, put it down. It wont get very interesting.<br />
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I woke up today at 5:23. I dont know why, I usually wake up at six, so, I stared at my alarm until it went off at 6:00. I quickly showered and got dressed. I dont like being wet. I then had some toast and coffee. Black cliché coffee that only stressed managers and single moms are supposed to drink. The type of coffee that usually finds its way to lips that have been sucking on a cigarette recently. I understand why now. Im sure managers and moms dont drink it for the taste. <br />
I then did something that was on my grocery list. I buried Roger. I removed my new shoes from the shoebox, dug a small hole with my new spade and buried Roger. I particularly like this spade because it can fold up to fit underneath a car seat. It was originally meant for hiking, not burying goldfish. The poor shovel, its new and its first job was to dig a grave. Roger would have no stone tablet or statue on his grave. I dont think people do this for the deceased necessarily, but maybe for themselves. To have something physical marking someone, besides, they dont make stone tables for goldfish.<br />
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I was finished at 7:26, left with enough time to get in the car and lock the house. No one had noticed that I had left early the previous day. My computer was still on, my coffee was still waiting in a cheap cup and my pencils had remained sharp. My chair looked at me when I had arrived at #223H. It seemed it had turned slightly toward me. Angry at me for leaving on such short notice. It felt strange to be in #223H again, yesterday certainly seemed far away.<br />
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I wanted to resign from advertisement. I dont know if this would be possible for a 34 year old with no previous experience. #223H was more of a home for me than the badly lit concoction of rooms. I had a fixed routine every day:<br />
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Wake up at 6:00<br />
Shower<br />
Get dressed<br />
Eat (normally toast and coffee)<br />
Clean (this is an unusual thing to do in the morning I know, but if I can be clean for the day, so can the flat)<br />
Leave at 7:30 (at which point Id play the same CD Ive been playing for 5 years with classical music. Id turn it up so loud I wouldnt be able to hear myself. One of my many unusual habits)<br />
Arrive at work 7:55 with enough time to find my way to #223H<br />
Spend time in #223H sorting out files between 8:00 and 17:00, except at 13:00 when I would buy lunch with a cup of coffee<br />
Between 17:00 and 21:30, Make food, watch re-runs of MacGyver and wash dishes. Cooking is one of the few things I like and one of the few things I am good at.<br />
21:30, Sleep<br />
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This routine was followed for about 10 years, the first year of working I had created this routine and I was happy with it because it worked for me. I couldnt abandon this procedure; I had been faithful to it for 10 years. This had all changed the moment that Roger died. My routine now looked something like this:<br />
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Wake up at 5:23<br />
Get up at 6:11<br />
Shower<br />
Get dressed<br />
Eat<br />
Bury Roger<br />
Start car at 7:29<br />
Wait in car until it became 7:30<br />
Leave at 7:30<br />
Arrive at work at 7:55; find my way to #223H<br />
?<br />
?<br />
Hopefully get to bed at 21:30<br />
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From here on out my routine was hurt. It was all wrong, and I couldnt even follow this new routine because I wouldnt be able to bury Roger everyday. It was unorganized and chaotic, exactly what I felt like. I felt bad for Roger, my chair and my routine, for me this was like crying. If I couldnt fix everything exactly like the way it was before, I wouldnt want to try. I figured this out about myself a few years back. A part of the flat had become disorganized, so I left it and told myself that if I had proper time Id clean it, but with my tight routine I never got around to it. It became worse over time until I finally did it properly and kept it that way.<br />
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I was going to have to break down everything wrong in my life, including my routine, the pin code on my briefcase and I might even start drinking sugar with my coffee. This was all very exciting for me so I needed to sit down. Time was passing quickly; it had already... ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>Weird game to play..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 12:27:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey to all!<br />
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I found a strange site which I think some will like...<br />
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If u want to read the Johnathan Woods story go to my previous journals or my gallery<br />
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Anyway go to <a href="http://www.10mg.nl">[link]</a> and save the bunny!!<br />
If u cant get to it try and google it..<br />
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Funny (kinda strange & wrong) and entertaining...the clock is ticking..<br />
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Hope u like<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br />
Just another thing to consume 1minute of your time..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>Something new....</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 05:55:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey,<br />
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Here's something new I did.....will post part two later but only if there are more than 150 pageviews otherwise whats the use?.<br />
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It's boring and depressing but it's a slice of Johnathan woods..<br />
Don't read if you want to be interested..<br />
Comments apreceated...wondering what people think of this type of thing..<br />
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Forget to mention, another friend of mine joined.... <a href="http://scoi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconscoi:" title="scoi"/></a> ... He hasn't added anything I think..but should in the not too distant future..so if ur into graphic design or paintings u can go check it out when he ads stuff..just bug and remind him <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Hope u enjoy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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Part One<br />
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My name is Jonathan Woods.<br />
Right now I am staring at my unopened briefcase upon the dining room table. Its 18:34. The badly lit room makes up the dining room and a living room in one, with a bedroom in the next room and apart from being separated by a counter, the kitchen. In a way the other rooms should be jealous of the kitchen because of that counter. If I am not standing in front of that counter, Im sitting on the couch, at least on Wednesdays when I watch the 8o clock movie. Contrary to what I thought two months ago, you dont get used to candles. They are meant for the romantic. Contrary to what you might think, I am not a romantic. I am a realist. I am not an impulsive person, or a friendly neighbor. I am not the person that nods to you on the bus, nor am I the person that jogs past you while listening to music. I am not a familiar face.<br />
<br />
 In my 34 years of existence, I have only once been in a relationship. It lasted three months and 12 days. It ended two months ago. I guess I wasnt romantic enough.<br />
 I dont know what my briefcase could offer me if I stared at it. Im not really sure whats inside. I only take it to my cubical office #223H to have something to hold on to. I dont like walking without it, I feel naked. <br />
I think it contains some paperwork and pens, nothing unusual or exciting. Exciting is not what I am about, but unusual, thats a different story. I am plenty unusual. I am unusual to people that are unusual to me, so I am actually normal.<br />
Roger died this morning, I dont know how, but Im pretty sure it wasnt suicide. Roger would never commit suicide, he physically couldnt. He was my only friend. I now feel more naked than ever without him. Why did he just die? Was he unhappy? Can something just die out of depression? Im pathetic. <br />
  <br />
Right after I found out about Rogers death, I came straight home. I left #223H immediately. Nobody even flinched. I wonder what else I can get away with. In the 11 years Ive worked at the advertisement company, Ive only seen Mr. Reynolds, my boss, twice. The first time I saw him was eleven years ago with a hurried job interview. I fit the profile:<br />
<br />
Mr. Woods<br />
23 years of age<br />
No previous experience in advertisement<br />
<br />
Those were all the details they looked at. Lucra Inc. had just added a huge part to their company and was looking for workers. They didnt look for much, perfect for me. I didnt have any previous experience. Since then all that has changed is that Ive aged 11 years. The second time was in my sixth year at Lucra Inc. Im counting on age to help Mr. Reynolds forget me. I might lose my job for leaving without notice. On second thoughtprobably not, I dont have the most important job in the world. I dont know why I left. Im not an impulsive person. When I found out that Roger had died, I became confused. When I had arrived at #223H, he was clearly dead. Nobody seemed to care. Poor Roger. Im so pathetic.<br />
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I came to realize with Rogers death, that loneliness can kill. He was trapped in a glass bowl, just as I am trapped in my office cubicle, day in and day out while Mr. Reynolds throws small scraps of food called monthly salary. <br />
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The counter isnt the only reason why the kitchen is being favored. Since Rogerss death this morning, I made a list of all the things I need. Obviously a new friend was first, but I decided that it would be too hard to find so I wrote down a few other things. Then I realized just how idiotic it is to actually write down: 1. Find a new friend. So I crossed it off. It began as a shopping list but I got carried away. The list grew into something of a fantasy for me. I had written down everything that Id like to do. Its strange how Ive never thought about it. I amazed myself with the things that I wrote. While some made me blush, others made me feel... ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>100..</title>
                <link>http://silseer.deviantart.com/journal/12883986/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 May 2007 04:58:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yai I have reached 100 pageviews....not much but hey...it's a start<br />
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                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>A new dA user</title>
                <link>http://silseer.deviantart.com/journal/12825304/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 May 2007 13:19:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To all the photography people out there, check out my friends gallery...Not much submitted but good photos..Here she is... <a href="http://butterflywatcher.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/butterflywatcher.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="butterflywatcher" /></a> she'll submit some more soon<br />
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Also show support to <a href="http://littlemissinvisable.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="littlemissinvisable" /></a> ..... worth watching!<br />
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thanx to all for the support<br />
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Happy snapping <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>For all the photographers</title>
                <link>http://silseer.deviantart.com/journal/12823447/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2007 02:46:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have realised now, armed only with my little knowledge of what I have gained in the last few days of subscribing to deviant art, that there truly are tallent photographers out there that deserve to be recognized.<br />
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This is a tribute to all my friends on deviant art (especially those photographers <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" />  ) and a message to all the others to please check out their profiles and show support<br />
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Well Done! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>Need Time?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 May 2007 02:16:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If there is a timeline through every part of existance that exists in itself only by its own force of time in (in conjunction with space to matter), then the past or future would be relevant to the present if the timeline was or is to be affected by space or matter.<br />
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But if the present is able to change the future, the future would already have been affected by the present, thus an unchanged future is impossible (because the future exists on the force of the present which in turn, exists on the past).<br />
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The past, however, is unchangeable for space or matter (that exists in the present) because they (space & matter) only exist due to the past.<br />
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And if one cannot change the past, one can change nothing of time. Thus, due to time, one can only exist in the present.<br />
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Time is unchangeable.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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                <title>The tought of time..</title>
                <link>http://silseer.deviantart.com/journal/12790242/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:46:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Time is vast, time is big (or at least long?)<br />
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Time is..time<br />
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Time is a unit to measure change..<br />
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Change is progression or destruction<br />
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Progression and destruction are both units in time.. therefore, units of time excisting in space<br />
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If space is vertical, time is horizontal.<br />
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And life....life is somewhere in the middle, at a 45 degree angle...with a variation to other life......controlled by your life<br />
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Till my next thought on time...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~silseer</author>
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