http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Asilvair deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:silvair en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Wed, 19 Jun 2013 12:12:22 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/COMMISSIONS-2012-301085631 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/COMMISSIONS-2012-301085631 Wed, 09 May 2012 14:55:04 PDT COMMISSIONS 2012 nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~silvair @siolfur Sorry for my prolonged absence -- I'm going to try and make up for it with lots of art over the summer!!! I'm going to spend my summer relaxing and marathoning through animes... lol just finished Code Geass R1/R2 and it made me cry... I feel so outdated with animes D: (if anyone has recommendations for good recent animes I'll totally check them out :D!)

COMMISSION INFORMATION

WILL DRAW:
-fan art
-original characters *WITH IMAGE REFERENCE
-new designs for your characters

PRICING
in USD, for single character waist--> ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Anxiousness-225637741 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Anxiousness-225637741 Tue, 15 Jun 2010 01:49:08 PDT Anxiousness.. nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
I'm quite nervous to be posting on here.
I don't think I'll be breaking out some new art for a while. I don't really have the same drive for it as I used to. I'm attributing it to:

1. Not having practiced enough and feeling anxious about the quality of art that I'll be able to put out
2. Not being able to practice because my boyfriend doesn't know I do any of this and he wants to spend time together and I want to do my own thing but he doesn't know what my own thing is..

It may seem kind of strange, but I don't make it public that I draw in a style that resembles most all of t ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Hey-guys-228759650 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Hey-guys-228759650 Sun, 27 Dec 2009 16:57:35 PST Hey guys nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~silvair @siolfur Hope you're all enjoying your winter breaks and the holidays! I go back on January 4th... ewwwww...

I'm sorry for my lack of activity, and lack of responsiveness and all. It was a hectic semester and whoever said that 2nd year university was easier than first was lying lol. It was the 1st time I took a full course-load and it was really a step up from the previous semesters > ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/I-so-smrt-233140031 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/I-so-smrt-233140031 Sat, 14 Mar 2009 18:37:14 PDT I so smrt. nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~silvair @siolfur And here I was thinking that going to school would make me smarter haha..
Well, I decided to whip out my tablet today to drawing something (try out paint tool sai) or just like test the colour differences between a laptop and pc. Pulled out my tablet and noticed two cracks on it, then started to wonder when they got there... then I don't even know WHAT I was thinking...

(I'm not like totally sleep deprived, it's just I think I need to get 7 hours to be truly functional... and I've only been getting 4-5 this week :P.. which makes me a very pissy person..... eek)

I just went ahead and pulled the pen body off and that's what happened HAHA.
]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Break-233512064 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Break-233512064 Sun, 15 Feb 2009 00:18:33 PST Break nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~silvair @siolfur This is going to be a long-ass speel about how my life is @ this moment in time. Why I feel that it is absolutely paramount to post this is beyond me.

I'm on my spring break starting this coming Monday, and all last week I was hyped up on the thought of being about to kick back, relax, and draw some stuff. Come Friday I thought that I could jump right back into the drawing zone. Unfortunately, that didn't really happen. I sat down, whipped out the tablet and... didn't feel like drawing anymore. It was like blanking during a midterm or something.

I'm thinking that the reason behind it is that during winter break I just overkilled the idea ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/about-large-dimensions-234352961 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/about-large-dimensions-234352961 Fri, 19 Dec 2008 17:39:16 PST about large dimensions nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur My eyes buuuurn... and my hands are freezing e_e.. its like -25 outside eeeewwww.
Finished 4/8 Secret Santa pictures *flailyay*

I've been trying to work my way up on the dimensions I'm working at, but I think I'm going to give that up and go back to oekakiing at small dimensions for these Secret Santa pics, so I can actually get them done on time. It's been a year and a half since I first tried to work with 1000-3000 pixel images, but I still cannot grasp how to do it quickly D:. Haha, I seem to gripe about this like all the time ^^; (sorry).

I dunno.. how do you guys deal with large dimensions? Do you refine details less at the image's ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Dear-SS-234790488 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Dear-SS-234790488 Thu, 13 Nov 2008 08:25:46 PST Dear SS nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur Dear SS,

Hiii :D
Um um.. I'm not too sure what to ask for... so here goes nothing:

If you'd rather draw a girl:

http://silvair.deviantart.com/art/inverse-red-riding-hood-I-102622993
(one of the two is fine)
http://silvair.deviantart.com/art/inverse-red-riding-hood-III-102623195 (specifics for the blue one)
http://silvair.deviantart.com/art/IRRH-run-RED-run-103075182 (specifics for the red one)

Or if you'd rather draw a boy:

Artemis Fowl: black hair, blue eyes, child prodigy, evil genius, wears Armani suits :P...

http://silvair.deviantart.com/art/AF-Running-and-Jumping-95621008

Or just draw this guy:

http://silvair.deviantart.com ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Prospectively-Un-Departing-234819893 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Prospectively-Un-Departing-234819893 Mon, 10 Nov 2008 17:56:38 PST Prospectively Un-Departing nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur So, I guess I'm back (with my figurative tail between my legs, and rather shame-faced). Any and all who predicted that the previous journal would just be another oh so typical "I'm leaving dA" speels followed by a "Hey guys, guess what I'm back" announcement, were indeed correct (for better or for worse lol).

The question is why? The answer is:

1) I really really badly wanted to use these paricular colours on a picture, like, really badly. (Sounds lame, I know)
2) I was coerced into joining an art club
3) Because I was coerced into joining an art club, my artistic competitiveness fired up and I really didn't want to be like an omg fail ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Prospectively-Departing-235609814 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Prospectively-Departing-235609814 Thu, 04 Sep 2008 09:45:27 PDT Prospectively Departing. nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur This is yet another of the all too common "I'm leaving dA" type of speels, but I'm not as resolute to say that outright, because I don't know if I will end up leaving dA due to lack of self-discipline and constant desire for immediate gratification with no regard for long term consequences.

I would like to leave because drawing and art and just being in this artistic type of environment just gets my hopes up for things I can't have. It makes me generate false hope, and makes me lie to myself in order to convince myself that perhaps I can balance art and academics in a way where one does not obstruct the other. That of course is a lie. Thes ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-236075224 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-236075224 Tue, 29 Jul 2008 19:31:33 PDT Commissions... nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur Soo.. I've been thinking.. that I want to start taking commissions.. because I'm flat broke.. :| and having just one part-time job @ $8/hr isn't cutting it..

First question: are you perhaps interested in commissioning me? (ie. paying me to draw something for you)

Second question: For full drawings (colours/bg/soft cg)would it matter much to you if I used oekaki or a higher level art program? (ie. if I used oekaki should I charge less than if I used say openCanvas or ArtWeaver)

The difference between an oekaki piece and say an openCanvas piece is the size. openCanvas piece would be much larger than the oekaki piece. Also, oekaki piece can ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/damn-you-oekaki-236402867 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/damn-you-oekaki-236402867 Fri, 04 Jul 2008 18:15:08 PDT @#@#%^!! damn you oekaki nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur damn the thunderstorm for making me safety save my picture and then causing the oekaki the jave heap error itself to oblivion.

damn the oekaki for not supporting a wimpy 750kb.

damn myself for not choosing a smaller canvas size and not merging the layers sooner and not remembering the small but lethal glitches!

damn oekaki why'd you eat my layers!!?

damn myself again for not clearing the background  colour so I could at least have it on multiply and do it in a different program!!

damnit tablet why do you have to take up so much memory!!

damn my java for working on one site an ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/47-Requests-46-done-236461672 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/47-Requests-46-done-236461672 Mon, 30 Jun 2008 10:53:29 PDT 47 Requests -- 46 done nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur Good grief, took me long enough eh?
I had a good pace @ the start, like 10 a day, but then... it died ahah..

Apologies to :devShizofizzinated:, haven't got yours done because it's RO and I HAVE to colour  it... just cause it's RO and I love RO even though I've never played it :P.

EVERYONE ELSE. PLEASE CHECK MY SCRAPS FOR YOUR PICTURE. THEY AREN'T IN ORDER. BUT THEY ARE LABELLED WITH YOUR SCREENNAME AND THE NUMBER I ASSIGNED YOU. If you're on the below list -- go check if you haven't already.

1.:devthesealedvoid:
2.:devtii-kun:
3.:devturpitudity:
4.:devpriss-bloodempress:
5.:devzakuru:
6. :devrose-kira-chan:
7. :devAkikorossel ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/47-Sketch-Requests-EDIT-OVER-236645318 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/47-Sketch-Requests-EDIT-OVER-236645318 Sun, 15 Jun 2008 14:20:06 PDT 47 Sketch Requests (EDIT-- OVER) nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
Instead of doing a single kiriban request type thing for my 100k, I'm going to do this 47 requests thing. Why 47? Well, just because I like the number. It's actually cause I like "silver" and silver's atomic number is 47 eheh...

Thanks so much everyone for all your support through these years, thanks to all my watchers/commenters/favers! You guys are so wonderful :hug: :love:!

Rules and Specifications:
1) Single character requests only!
2) Please provide at least one IMAGE reference with your comment!
3) You ought to be currently watching me (preferably)
4) ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Experiment-editted-236652800 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Experiment-editted-236652800 Sat, 14 Jun 2008 23:17:50 PDT Experiment ( editted) nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
So. I figured that for when I reach 100k, I'd try to do x number of requests, where x may be defined as 1< x < 50.

AS AN EXPERIMENT. I would like to try to do FIVE requests. IF I CAN SUCCESSFULLY DO THESE REQUESTS TO MY SPECIFIC STANDARDS, I WILL GO FORWARD WITH MY OVERLY AMBITIOUS PLAN. If it is unsuccessful, I will just stick with kiriban @ 1oo,ooo and one request.

Stipulations for these five requests:

1) Will be a sketch
2) You must be currently watching me
3) SINGLE CHARACTER REQUEST ONLY
4) REFERENCES MUST BE PROVIDED WITH THE COMMENT (ie. don't just write a description of your character)
5) FIRST FIVE ONLY.

1.fil ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Killing-time-w-a-tag-236726221 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Killing-time-w-a-tag-236726221 Sun, 08 Jun 2008 21:26:21 PDT Killing time w/ a tag nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur Tagged by :devaddisart:. Already done this before, but heck, I'm just wasting more of my precious time cause that's just what I do.

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1) I've wasted a total of 32 hours this week on going on the internet, complaining there's nothing to do, and yet still staying on the internet :o.
2) I brush my teeth over four times a day
3) I dislike drawing with pencil, but greatly ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/drawing-animations-list-update-8-videos-237866595 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/drawing-animations-list-update-8-videos-237866595 Mon, 10 Mar 2008 19:42:25 PDT drawing animations list update (8 videos) nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur I'm sick of journal css -- makes it hard for me to navigate my own journal for some reason. I'm stupid like that :P.

so here's just an updated list of all the videos I have of my drawing animations and stuff. ++special addition! opencanvas animation!

:thumb60722482: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mncVUAv19W8
:thumb76696253: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_jwOrUNd0Y
:thumb55152729: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPeTJdq5Mbc
:thumb48074143: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eKh4Z6Oz9I
:thumb64011076: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuQ8aaDqGnE
:thumb72844449: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_S8nf8GrFgg
:thumb45532959: http://www.youtube. ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/consequences-237933253 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/consequences-237933253 Wed, 20 Feb 2008 17:40:20 PST consequences nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
I don't think I've ever quite realized the magnitude of the consequences my actions hold.

DAMN.

What I do cannot be simplified to just procrastination. There are so many variables that can lead to the event of procrastination. No, what I do is avoid responsibility and run from reality. How I achieve this, of course, is through procrastination.

I didn't have access to the internet yesterday, and my reaction to this was rather frightening -- no it was rather more alarming than frightening. I didn't realize that I was that addicted to using the internet. That without it, I would be completely unhinged. It sounds so pathetic pla ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/--238124263 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/--238124263 Sat, 02 Feb 2008 15:01:16 PST ---- nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
DOGS
Claymore
Tales/Ragnarok/Golden Sun/Brawl/Breath of Fire
with gun/cigarette
dragos redesigns
action shot

Request Progress - 14/16

Soooo I'm going to give 10 free requesties, to first 10 people that, post with their requests... and have read the following rules!

1) Must be a single character request
2) No KH requests//overtedly complex requests
3) There'll be no guarantee to the quality of the image; it'll range between pencil sketch -> watercolour -> oekaki -> open canvas
4) If I make a poll you better vote LOL

Wheeheeheheee... I have ideas on things I'd like to draw, but I don't really feel like s ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/subscribed-238312242 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/subscribed-238312242 Tue, 15 Jan 2008 00:07:46 PST subscribed?? nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2008-2013 ~silvair @siolfur Thank you sooooooooo much!!!
Go spam her page with your loveeeeeeeeeeeee ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-238620617 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-238620617 Sun, 16 Dec 2007 21:20:56 PST Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2007-2013 ~silvair @siolfur My SS requests found @: http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/14832496/
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EAaaGh.
I'm so screwed for all my secret santa things xD...
I haven't started any of them *le sob*
One of them, for :iconsecretsantacutiegals: exchange, I have to do a pretty hardcore cg...
The other one, for :iconsecretsantashelper:, I have alot of options, but I still have no idea where to start D:... I'm thinking I might do it with watercolours... hm...
The last one, for :iconsai-gaclub:, is due on the 21st!!! AGHHHH! I haven't started this, and I'm mildly stressed about it...

So ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Secret-Santa-239405356 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Secret-Santa-239405356 Fri, 28 Sep 2007 20:00:31 PDT Secret Santa~ nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2007-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
Any of the following I would be absolutely thrilled to receive :D.

Crimson:
ref1: http://silvair.deviantart.com/art/Crimson-2-70143207
ref2: http://silvair.deviantart.com/art/Crimson-of-Autumn-43318835

Calintz from Magna Carta:
ref1: http://xizua.deviantart.com/art/Calintz-is-sooo-hawt-37328382
ref2: http://aziroth.deviantart.com/art/Calintz-26460002

Or Shuuhei or Ulquiorra or Hitsugaya from Bleach! ... with teal would be splenderific x3...

Thank you my lovely Santa!

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Fashion Themes Challenge

The original ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-239911768 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-239911768 Wed, 08 Aug 2007 19:09:30 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2007-2013 ~silvair @siolfur first 10 people to comment I'll give a single character request ^o^! It'll just be a pencil sketch or doodley oekaki though.. I'm too impatient for anything else >>; (They'll all go to my scraps gallery)

1. :devrosutosan: - OC Saria
2. :devsunlightxshinobi: - Riku
3. :devsmurf-chan: - Roxas
4. :devchinakunoame: - Namizuki (done)
5. :devramenfreak930: - Cloud (done)
6. :devzgercax: - Hijikata or Katsura
7. :devviceversa: - OC Crowe (done)
8. :devshurelia: - shurelia
9. :devwinterdreamer: - anything (done)
1o. :devkianahsaro: - Kanda

Why the hell is dA so screwy with letting people scrap things?! I'd like to be able to ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/D-240185804 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/D-240185804 Sun, 08 Jul 2007 19:38:24 PDT D: nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2007-2013 ~silvair @siolfur I'm so booooooooooooreeeeed..
Somebody say anything that'll make me stop procrastinating and finish my White Queen picture :XD:...

*oozes on the ground*

Edit: Adding my Fashion Themes Challenge here again ^^
The original comes from :iconautumncoloredmelodie:'s journal http://autumncoloredmelodie.deviantart.com/journal/9841455/
It doesn't have the extra 10 which I personally added :). Lol I sincerely doubt I'll ever finish this; it's mainly here just in case I run out of ideas ;D.

Themes 9/25 FINISHED
1. Casual - 11/12/06 http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43663420/
2. Stripes - 11/11/06 http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43663628 ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Fwee-241983111 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Fwee-241983111 Sun, 26 Nov 2006 19:05:31 PST Fwee nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2006-2013 ~silvair @siolfur 1. Casual (Nov.12.2006)
:thumb43663420:
2. Stripes (NOV.11.2006)
:thumb43663628:
3. Hat (NOV.15.2OO6)
:thumb43664156:
4. Awesome Shoes (NOV.19.2OO6) http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43665589/?qo=6&q=by%3Asilvair+in%3Ascraps&qh=sort%3Atime (DEC.23.2006)http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45643600/
5. Layered
6. Tie
7. Fan Girl/Boy
8. Team Uniform
9. Someone Else's/Borrowed
10. Trench Coat
11. Tattoo/s and/or Piercing (JAN.o1.2oo7)
:thumb45823248:
12. Current Styles (DEC.30.2006)
:thumb45644076:
13. Royal
14. Expensive Jewelry
15. Vintage
16. High Fashion
17. Traditional (To a Specific Real-Life Culture)
18 ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Hello-July-250552169 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Hello-July-250552169 Fri, 30 Jun 2006 17:29:34 PDT Hello July! nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2006-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
I haven't been on here a while hehe... ^^; And man I have to say that I'm so utterly totally blown away by the amount of attention my Hanami picture got... it was like WOAH. o_o;...  I'd like to thank all of you SO much for the watches and favs and all your kind comments ;o;... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT~! Ehehe now I really have to catch up on replies and such :o.. Wow I'm so behind it's horribly pathetic > ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Je-veux-un-nouvel-ordinateur-250047128 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Je-veux-un-nouvel-ordinateur-250047128 Tue, 14 Mar 2006 12:53:13 PST Je veux un nouvel ordinateur! nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2006-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
I WANT A COMPUTER very badly ;__;.. so badly I have dreams about it xP.. hahaha.. the one I'm currently using is 6 years old or something.. still running on Windows ME and can't handle even oekaki anymore.. I mean even trying to start an image that's larger than 400x500 would be like instant computer crash ;_;.. [/endwhine] Sorry for that ^^;

Hmm what else.... oh yeah.. I'm supposed to be working on my traditional mediums right now.. but I really don't like them.. I dun ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Look-at-the-Snow-249610718 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Look-at-the-Snow-249610718 Fri, 23 Dec 2005 09:55:04 PST Look at the Snow! nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2005-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
With regard to my last journal entry (which I've deleted now e_e;;), I still don't know what I meant...

I guess I was just sick of drawing in general, sick of trying, sick of doing any sort of art-related anything. For some reason, everytime I drew, I decided to kick up my standards. It got to a point in which I could no longer enjoy what I was doing-I completely forgot why I drew at all. Yeah... so now I'm killing my standards an ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Nothing-really-249171231 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Nothing-really-249171231 Thu, 18 Aug 2005 10:51:01 PDT Nothing really.. nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2005-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
This entry is just gonna be some random junk I decide to stick in here.. I just got 17 hours of slieep but I still can't really think straight heehee... :yawn:

My pictures feel like they're getting longer and longer and longer to do :(... It really bugs me that around this time last year, I only spent 1-2 hours on a picture and was happy with it, but now I have to spend 5-6 hours on a picture just to get it mid-standard... Ug]h sometimes I wonder why I torture myself so.. -_-; Heck I don't even know why I draw, yet here I am drawing away... I blame it on my slow computer >:[.. and my ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Figured-I-should-post-something-248475367 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/Figured-I-should-post-something-248475367 Fri, 04 Mar 2005 15:41:29 PST Figured I should post something... nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2005-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
I feel very bad that I've been neglecting to go through my list of people I watch and then commenting and such.. D: And I'm so so sorry for not being a good watcher person ;___;... I don't know if it's because I really don't actually have time or just because of how slow-moving the commenting process is. Yarghhhh >_o;;; So sorry e_e;;;

Right now, I am sort of addicted to mangas.. well more than sort of... *cough* I really wish I'd been introduced to them earlier though, I only found out about there being mangas in my town around... December..? They're pretty blood ]]> http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/journal-thingy-248202106 http://silvair.deviantart.com/journal/journal-thingy-248202106 Wed, 29 Dec 2004 11:58:14 PST journal thingy? nonadult journals/personal silvair http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/i/silvair.png?1 Copyright 2004-2013 ~silvair @siolfur
Lalalalaaa... my eyes hurt ...........

um... deviant art is cool but confusing .. :D ]]>