http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:silver-moonlight&section=today deviantART RSS for by:silver-moonlight en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 19:56:25 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/24891563/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/24891563/ Fri, 22 May 2009 14:09:43 PDT
I'm trying to start writing more. I'm not quite up to writing every night; I don't have enough time for that right now. But once summer hits, I should be able to do more. Should. Because I still have stuff I need to do.

But I think what I am writing is getting a lot better from some of my older stuff, because I'm getting a lot more positive comments on it. And I, personally, like it better. And it makes me feel good about that.
So thanks for that, guys. ^_^

I have nothing more to say except that Repo is amazing.
Because Zydrate comes in a little glass vial.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/22206290/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/22206290/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 09:12:16 PST But it was yesterday. So it still counts in my mind.

Just wanted to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and *cough* spout off everything i got because I a jerk like that. ^_^

I GOTS A CAMERA. Which is wicked awesome. Because I've wanted a digital for, like, EVER. (Or, ever since I was introduced to the wonders of them...)

I also got Cirque Du Soleil stuff. Not only tickets to Kooza (which I got about a month and a half ago), but I got the soundtrack to O and the DVD of Varekai. Which makes me very happy.

I also got about 15 books, which is also really cool.

Hm... lets see... there was a little more than that, but I can't really remember. Except for money, because I got a fair amount of that, too.

But apart from that, that's about it!

I hope you all got what you wanted for Christmas, too, because that would be cool.


]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/20423656/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/20423656/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 13:56:44 PDT It's been doubled apparently.
And I am going to start it up again. New topics = new things to look forward to. I will be making another file in my gallery for these specific things. Wish me luck. Even though I'll probably get through another 18 and drop it again... lol.

1) Create 200 pieces of writing with the themes below.

2) There isn't a time limit

3) The list below and your own rules must be posted in your own journal to show:
a) that you are in this challenge
b) what you have completed

4) Update the list as much as possible

5) In your art, please state that the entry is part of the challenge and/or name the artwork/writing piece the same name as the theme.

List of themes
1. Introduction ✓
2. Love ✓
3. Light✓
4. Dark ✓
5. Seeking Solace✓
6. Break Away ✓
7. Heaven ✓
8. Innocence✓
9. Drive✓
10. Breathe Again✓
11. Memory ✓
12. Insanity ✓
13. Misfortune✓
14. Smile ✓
15. Silence ✓
16. Questioning✓
17. Blood✓
18. Rainbow✓
19. Grey ✓
20. Fortitude ✓
21. Vacation✓
22. Mother Nature ✓
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. In the End
101. Promises
102. Who I Really Am
103. Empty
104. Love Song
105. Puppet
106. Secret
107. Suicide
108. Time
109. Hidden
110. Prayer
111. Fly
112. Imagine
113. Silence
114. Fantasy
115. Monster
116. Dance
117. Questions
118. Blue
119. Rainbow
120. Alone
121. Kiss
122. Shopping
123. Sister
124. Brother
125. Mother
126. Father
127. Treasure
128. Path
129. Marriage
130. Gun
131. Colouring
132. Patience
133. Listen
134. Blossom
135. Sound
136. Blanket
137. Arrow
138. Fan
139. Broken
140. Trust
141. Wings
142. Shadow
143. Game
144. Chance
145. Soft
146. Lullaby
147. Baby
148. Sing
149. Falling
150. Moon
151. Horror Flick
152. Name
153. Touch
154. Torture
155. Pleasure
156. Castle
157. River
158. December
159. Follow
160. Picture
161. Guardian
162. Petals
163. Boredom
164. Illusions
165. Burning
166. Lips
167. Mermaid
168. Stare
169. Dress
170. Tease
171. Complete
172. Death
173. Dirty
174. Truth
175. Candy
176. Memories
177. Obsession
178. Mistakes
179. Chains
180. Rose
181. Forgotten
182. Bleed
183. Magical
184. Horse
185. Princess
186. Journey
187. Loss
188. Wind
189. Lost But Found
190. Goodbye
191. Clouds
192. Yellow
193. Pink
194. Friendship
195. Spring
196. Distant
197. Helpless
198. Hope
199. Glass
200. Stop

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/19767739/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/19767739/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 09:33:08 PDT Though, there hasn't been that much since I've kind of gotten off dA, since I haven't been writing that much. But that's going to change.
I mean, what else am I going to do in all my boring classes this coming school year, huh?

I recognize that most of my friends are pretty much gone (most, not all. I haven't forgotten you people still here. <3). But I'm still trying to get my writing out in the open a bit more, and have people read it to see what everyone thinks. And what better place to do that than on dA? So, I'm going to try and keep up more and stuff.

Um, yeah. That's about it. Bye, all. Happy readings.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18628302/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18628302/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 13:56:23 PDT Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Bold out (or strike-through) the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!!!

1. Hope unknown, sometimes just walking is surreal
2. Walk through the streets of PA and you may see her
3. Why can't you just admit it, you've had it, you're sick of me
4. There is life outside your apartment, I know it's hard to conceive
5. I'm going back to 505
6. She's and underdog, lives next door to me
7. 'Cause I'm a mess and you know that I can't help it
8. Wanna be on TV
9. On the field I remember you were incredible
10. Your eyes, as we said are goodbyes Your Eyes - Rent
11. It's movie, movie, movie night down at the theater
12. I swear that you don't have to go
13. In my head everything was perfect
14. The river's running fast right now
15. Soft kiss and wine, what a pretty friend of mine
16. Are we growing up, or just going down
17. Have you found your way around down and out
18. Sick of circling the same road
19. Last night I saw a movie I thought about many movies I've seen at your house
20. I swim across an ocean, it's the mattress in my basement.
21. There's a pain that sleeps inside that sleeps with just one eye
22. I only wanted you to feel how I thought you deserved to feel
23. All's quiet, except for this song.
24. Dear mom and dad, I've been making plans.
25. We've been seeing what you wanted, got us cornered right now.
26. You fight me, flat on my lonely face I fell.
27. What can I say to stop you now, now that you've heard you drums and seen your dancers? Ti Moune - Once On This Island
28. Jesus I pray, take all my mistakes
29. Hey love, is that the name you meant to have for me to call?
30. There's been confusion over rooming here at Shiz What Is This Feeling? - Wicked

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18606767/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18606767/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 09:04:46 PDT Give Me Novacaine - Green Day
(Well... that's interesting.)

Waking Up:
Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends - Fall Out Boy
(It looks like I have plans...)

First Day At School:
If You Were Gay - Avenue Q
(...Um...)

Falling In Love:
March of the Which Hunters - Wicked
(My God. I want to kill the person I'm fall ing love with. That's slightly frightening.)

Fight Song:
Snitches and Talkers Get Stitches and Walkers - Fall Out Boy
(Ha! )

Breaking Up:
Papercut - Linkin Park
(Slightly fitting, actually.)

Prom night:
The Boy Who Destroyed The World - AFI
(Apparently, it'll be one heck of a prom night.)

Life:
Are We The Waiting - Green Day
(But what are we waiting for? o.O)

Mental Breakdown:
525600 Minutes - Rent
(I can't exactly think of way this could work...)

Driving:
The Webs We Weave - Escape The Fate
(Again, no clue...)

Flashback:
Deliver Us For Evil - Bullet For My Valentine
(Huh. It works in my mind. How... disgusting.)

Getting back together:
Cold Cash, Colder Hearts - Thrice
(I guess I don't have very high standards.)

Wedding:
Yesterday I Loved You - Once Upon A Mattress
(Oh, wow, this fits perfectly.)

Birth of Child:
To The End - My Chemical Romance
(Child birth - now it sounds even LESS fun!)

Final Battle:
Jason's Thoughts In French - Hawk Nelson
(Not very... fight-ish)

Funeral Song:
Long View - Green Day
(My funeral... should be interesting.)

Final Credits:
Maybe Memories - The Used
(Huh. Could work.)

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18276902/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18276902/ Sun, 11 May 2008 16:32:36 PDT Because today at church, we had to blow up balloons to help the minister make a point about something, and I was the only one who couldn't blow it up.
Therefore, I fail at life.

But anyway.
Japanese Report = Not done. Not even started. And not likely to be. Not tonight, anyway. Because...
Head Cold = Stupid and confusing. I'm having trouble keeping focus on mundane things like this journal. Forget writing papers. I might stay home tomorrow. For the sake of writing the paper before the meeting tomorrow night. And for, you know, not dying at school. Which seems like it could be likely.
I don't know. I kind of want to go to school just for the sake of going and having fun and random fun moments. But I also want to stay home, just for the sake of living.

Tough decision, no?

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18233453/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18233453/ Thu, 08 May 2008 20:11:22 PDT
This is basically to get rid of the long, long, long journal which was starting to annoy me.
IT'S THUNDERING!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

I love the new Disturbed songs. And I can't wait for the CD to come out. ANOTHER MONTH! WHOO!

So, I don't feel like typing anymore...
So goodbye.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18144522/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/18144522/ Sat, 03 May 2008 07:10:06 PDT [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x]I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[] I hate my mom.
[] I have a brother.
[] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[]I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan. (But I will be going... In a month and a half! Whoo!!)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle. (But a nice version... xD)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[>] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (Like, half an hour of it. Kathryn wouldn't let me watch any more...)
[] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out... ]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17831605/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17831605/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 12:15:13 PDT
We didn't make your present yet. But we will. And we will make you two, because there are two of us. Unless we decide to be lazy, and then we'll only do one. We seem to be lazy quite often though...


Anyway, that's pretty much all I needed to say...um...
Oh yeah!

This is my final journal for a while, as I have gone through the list and exploited the hospitality of all those who oh-so-kindly gave me their passwords. Thank you for allowing me to harass you(harass is my birthname backwards. That should show you something about the way I act...) and for giving me the ultimate joy of writing random nonsense on an internet-ial document. I don't care that that's not a word, because it most definitely should be.

Okay.

FAREWELL!!!!


AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN, IAN WILMOT!!!!!!!


PS-- [link]

'Tis my husband.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17703601/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17703601/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 18:07:17 PDT I think I'm going to wait for this to fade, go get more hair dye, and then ask them to do it again, except with bleach. Maybe halfway through next year. Because this is going to take a while to come out (hopefully), and my mom's not going to pay for it again, so I'll have to have sufficient amount of money. (Bleach plus the process and time is not going to be cheep.) So it might be awhile. And maybe I'll go for a new color, too. But we'll see about that.

Also, I have decided that I HATE straight irons. Mainly because I got burned by one today, and the front of my scalp is all disgusting and it itches like I don't even know what. XP

And that's about all for today. Except... I HAVE SWEENY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8D
Okay now. Bu-bye.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17609033/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17609033/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 15:48:36 PDT Someone came today, and took him home. But he was a nice guy, who had a BIG yard and other little doggies.
So I'm content. I feel a bit sad about him leaving, but it's better then having him living in our garage, which had to be hard for him.
For those who wanted to see him, I think my mom took pictures. I'll show them to you guys as soon as they come out.

Tomorrow's alter-ego day. This should be painful... but fun. At least one person in my english class will have a heart attack. And since it's Communist week, everyone in the class will have to have a heart attack.
Hopefully it won't be fatal.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17560723/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17560723/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 16:42:39 PDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, on to the weird.
I have a dog.
Temporarily.
It kind of came wandering into our garage earlier this morning, and we're taking care of it until we find it's owner. We don't know what his name is (no ID tags...), so we've been calling him either "Chocolate", "Fred", or "Doggy." He's really cute, though. And I love him. Even if he does freak my cats out...

But there's my news for today.
Oh, and in case you guys need to read it again...
HAPPY BIRTHDAy RAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17543346/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17543346/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 15:04:06 PDT It's a little notebook, and it's black, and it has an emo Hello Kitty on it. I love it. It's so awesome.
I also got some not-so-emo Hello Kitty candy stuffs, which I haven't tasted yet, but I'm pretty sure it's Strawberry flavored, judging by the strawberries all over the box/tin/thing.
And then I got this Naruto book. I don't think it's an actual manga book, but I can't be sure, because everything's in Japanese and I can't really read it. But it's cool... and it has pictures of Neji in it...
But I'm pretty sure Raven will be the only one interested in that... unless someone else I'm forgetting is an anime/manga freak too. In which case, that person will be interested, too.

But that's all have to say. So I shall go and do my homework about the Russian Revolution... and read Animal Farm... and do math homework... and finish the notes on the Russian Revolution... and somehow find time to read something halfway interesting. XD BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17497769/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17497769/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 18:11:27 PDT Sexy vampire, I'm falling in love.
So just bite me baby,
And drink all my blood.
Oh, Sexy vampire,
I'm falling in love with you.
And you need this plasma more than I.

[link]

Best song in the world.
Well, not really, but it's still completely awesome.

In other news,
Happy Birthday to ME!!!! ^_^
I am now 15. In about nine months, I can get my learner's permit. (As long as they don't change the law...) Look out, world, Netti's coming...

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17471779/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17471779/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 09:30:27 PDT YAY FOR 3AN!!!!!

Happy Birthday to you!
If you were a ghost you'd say "Boo!"
But you're not dead because it's your birthday!
So Happy Birthday to YOU!!!!!

That was my random Birthday song for 3AN! (I got hyper at Church, can't you tell?)

But you know what the best thing about your birthday is, 3an? It's that when it's your birthday, I only have to wait one more day until MINE!!!!

Haha, just kidding. (Though it's true.)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 3AN!!! WE LUBB YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17437567/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17437567/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 06:03:11 PDT He followed me again.
But really though, I think his owners are trying to get rid of him. Because they were out on the end of their (freaking long) driveway, playing Goldie Burke when I walked passed, and he and another dog started following me. I kept walking, hoping that the people would call the dogs back. They didn't. One of them, the one with the unknown name, turned around after it got few meters away from the driveway. But Goldie Burke just kept following... I had to grab his collar and take him back to his owners... and just like the hot guy you came up last time, they were like "Oh. Thanks."
That poor dog isn't loved enough. One day, I'm going to wait until he gets loose without a collar. Then I'm going to take him home with me and he will be mine forever and ever. And I will give him a better name.

So, there's my random contribution of the day.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17366187/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17366187/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 16:03:45 PDT
Last journal = subtle way to convey that I'm getting a bit mad.
This journal = not so subtle way to convey that I'm very mad.

I don't want to get involved in this. And I know that only I can get myself involved in this, and it'll be no one else's fault if I do. And reading all the hate is definitely not helping. Because I know that the two parties are going to start looking for support... from me, and Raven, and Tasha, and Xan, and everyone else who isn't involved. I love you all. And I don't want to choose a side.

So I'm asking. Please. If you guys need to fight, don't do it over deviations (that I could in theory not read, but as we all know I'm a tad nosey).

Understand that I'm not asking you to get over it and stop fighting, because I know 1- that wouldn't do it, and 2- even if you did, things would only get worse. Just... try not to make it public. Please.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17359160/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17359160/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 08:06:55 PDT
Haven't written in awhile, have I? Sorry about that. I forget, and when I remember there's no time.
Remember how, at the beginning of these things, I used to imagine how I would send them out so you could actually read them? And then how I decided that I wouldn't send them out, because therapy shouldn't be public? Well, I changed my mind. Maybe just this once, or maybe more.
Maybe, I'll start putting up all of the old letters up here. Right from the beginning. Because there seems to be a communication problem going on here, and I don't want to be part of it.
You know what, World? You're getting to be a funny place. I never imagined that you could hold so much confusion, hate, anger, and fear at one time. I had no idea that you could make lies blend in with truth so much that no one can tell the difference. I had no idea that you could make belief and disbelief almost the exact same thing.
As funny a place as you may be, World, I still like you. You're interesting. Annoying sometimes, like right now, but still interesting. That's why I'm going to start talking to you more again... because all my other options are kind of irritating...
Talk to ya, love.
You're one and only,
Me.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17358377/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17358377/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 06:46:22 PDT
On the metro home from DC yesterday, there were a bajillion collage students dressed in green who were going to some party. The entire train was just packed with these people, and of course, we got into the car with most of the drunk ones.
Fun, wasn't it, Raven? XDD

When we're all in collage, I am going to be one of those people. But I don't think I'll be as drunk as they were. I'll be somewhere in-between drunk and sober. Yay collage.

In sadder news, Hikaru left this morning. *tear* She's off to New York, and then to Japan. Luckily, I'll see her in a few months when I go to Japan.
Surprisingly, I was one of the very few people who didn't cry. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not...
Oh well. Ttfn, ta-ta for now.
Because I'm.... TIGGER! T-I-DOUBLEGA-ER!!!!

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17245939/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17245939/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 19:45:34 PST So Shelby and I went shopping today (I got some awesome stuff *such a girl*). Among this awesome stuff consisted of a denim miniskirt and a shirt withe the phrase "Shut the duck up" on it. Here's what happened:

(I'm wearing the duck shirt when I come back in the house.)
Mom: Shut the duck up? *gives disapproving parental look*
Me: Come on, Mom. It's a DUCK.
Mom: Fine. Show me what else you got.
(I show her other stuff, leaving the skirt for last)
Me: And I got this skirt.
Mom: THAT'S a skirt?
Me: Yes.
Mom: *another disapproving parental look*

Some skirts are actually above knee level, mom... XD

My dad, I'm guessing, won't care much about the shirt. Probably about the skirt, though. I probably committed suicide by buying it, but it looks good on me, and it's really pretty, so I really don't see the problem. (Actually, I do, but I'm pretending not to. ^_^)

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17077536/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/17077536/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 17:16:02 PST A) Make something awkward even more awkward
B) Make a complete fool of myself
C) Make something awkward slightly better
OR
D) Fix something awkward completely and eloquently and make everything wonderful and happy again.

I'll tell you one thing right now... choice D is not the right answer. Especially because I remembered something that I forgot to do...
*bangs head on wall*
Please, don't ask.

Oh, and I have a small little request... please don't talk about the dream thing I told you guys at Starbucks today. All parties involved really don't want it getting spread around... I told you guys because you're my friends, not because I wanted to get a rumor started.

I'm slightly in a bad mood...

Oh, and one more thing: my home phone is dead again. So if you need to call me, just save yourself some time and call my cell. Thanks.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16913304/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16913304/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 11:38:34 PST
But I was trying to get Pages, but I would have had to buy it, which my dad won't do. *tear* Oh well. At least I have a writing system on the laptop. *shrug*

Raven: I can't find episode nine of Chobits! D: Every time I click that link for the episode, it says that it's been removed or something like that. And it makes me sad. *tear* Because it got so good...

Macy: I got home, and started cleaning my room. I was just in that mood... and I started the little sponge animal things. They're taking too long to live!!!

To Everyone Else: I LOVE YOU! I just... kind of... don't have anything to say to you. Right now. Because I'm sure that if it was another time, I would have something to say to you, other than "hi" or "I love you".

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16855653/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16855653/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 20:46:53 PST

Tagged by 3an.

01) First name: Jeanette
02) Your nickname in DA: Netti, Miss Netti, Vampire Girl, anything else that Chris randomly calls me.
03) Birthday: March 24
04) Horoscope sign: Aries
05) Birth town: Laurel... I think.
06) Religion: Some form of Christian. Technically, Catholic...
07) Nationality: American. Woo-hoo. T.T
08) Parents: My parents...
09) Do you love them: Yup.
10) Brothers or sisters: Nope! Only child. ^_^
11) Do you like the place where you live: Pretty much. Could be warmer, though.
12) Hair color: Dark brown, almost black.
13) Color of your eyes: Hazel, more brown than green though.
14) Height: Um... 5' 8" I think?
15) Weight: 128... I think...
16) What school/grade are you going to: Freshman!!!
17) What marks do you have: Marks? Like... wait, what?
18) Do you work anywhere: Nope. Wait, yes. I work (sometimes) at my daddy's friend's house when I babysit his kids.
19) What do you want to be in your life: Writer/Actor.
20) Your life: Is getting slightly confusing...
21) Personal quote: What is the point of life if only to die? What, then, is the point of living?
22) Lucky number: 92
23) What are you interested in: Reading, not doing this stupid essay thing, and not going to school tomorrow.... (come on, ice, don't fail me now!)
24) Good side of your character: I like to think I listen well, and I'm fun.
25) Bad side of it: I complain too much.
26) Is your life happy: It has the potential to be...
27) Do you think that you are crazy: Oh, heck, why not?
28) What is the time: 11:27
29) What is the date: Tuesday, Feb 12.
30) What's the weather like: ICY! And cold (glares at weather)
31) Favorite day in a week: Friday. Everything happens on Fridays.
32) Favorite music: Everything I listen to.
34) Band: Why does everyone have to ask this?!
35) Song: Way, way too many to list. I have, like, a bajillion favorite songs.
37) Actress: I don't know... right now, though, probably Helena Bonham Carter.
38) Actor: Johnny Depp (because he really is a great actor) or Jack Nickleson.
39) Film: Somewhere between the Lost Boys, Sweeny Todd, and The Corpse Bride.
40) TV series: MYTHBUSTERS! *is a dork*
41) Theater play: There are a lot of really good ones...
42) Film director: Is Tim Burton a director?
43) Do you want to be famous: Not really.
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Yes!
45) Do you want to be a singer: NO.
46) Book: Like, favorite book? Um, Either Twilight or Poison Study
47) Colors: Black and silver.
49) Food: Whatever I think tastes good...
50) Drink: Erm, water?
51) Sweet: OMG. SWEETS AND CANDY AND STUFF FALL UNDER FOOD. IF IT IS EATABLE, THEN IT IS FOOD. WHY CAN THE WORLD NOT GRSP THIS?
52) Fruit: STILL FOOD!!!!!!
53) The worst food: Anything that I don't think tastes good.
54) The worst drink: Same as above.
55) The worst Singer: What the hell is the difference between Hannah Montana and Miley Cirus? I seriously thought they were the same person...
56) The worst Band: The Beatles. *shudders*
57) The worst Actor: ....
58) The worst Actress: ...
59) The worst Movie: ...
60) The worst book: Animal Farm. (NO ANIMALS ON THE FARM!)
61) Do you drink alcohol?: No...
62) Do you smoke: Never.
63) Do you take some drugs: I take Advil when I have a headache... but that's it.
64) What do you adore to wear: Adore? XDD Um... probably my sweatshirt. It's warm.
65) Do you think you're pretty: Most of the time.
66) What languages do you speak: English, and some *tiny* Japanese.
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: No comment...
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: Again, no comment.
71) Your best friends on dA/male: All the dudes I watch.
72) Your best friends on dA/female: All the girls I watch.
73) The ugliest person on dA/male: NC
74) The ugliest person on dA/female: NC
75) The person on dA who you love the most/female: Myself.
76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: NC
77) The person on dA who you don't like at all/female: NC
78) The person on dA who you don't like at all/male: NC
79) Are you in love?: Not in love.
80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Not yet I don't...
81) What does s/he looks like: NA
82) Is he/she from dA (put avatar) : NA
87) E-mail address: If you need it, you have it.
88) Do you have something against gays: Not at all.
89) The best experience in your life: I don't know. There are so many to choose from...
90) The worst experience in your life: NC
91) When were you the happiest: I don't know...
... ]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16795684/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16795684/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 06:14:11 PST
Anyway, on to the actual point of this journal.

Shelby and I were talking... about a week ago, actually, and we both think that everyone's kind of drifitng away from each other. It's kind of like, we share all this happy and fun stuff, but nothing else. And even when we do share the more intense stuff, like when we play Truth at someone's house, we still hold back a bit.
So we came up with this idea to have another party-like-thing, but instead of it being stupid fun, it's going to be getting to know each other beyond the happy. I guess you could call it Super Truth.
We don't know when it's going to be yet, but it would help if we knew what weekends were free for you all.
But just so you know, this isn't going to be filled with stupid questions like "what color underwear are you wearing right now." Parts of this might not even


Mace, did I get everything?

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16695675/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16695675/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 18:52:37 PST Shelby gets it, as does anyone else who's seen Cloverfield. That movie = love.

But anyway, this journal is basically a product of me not being about to go to sleep. You can just stop now if you want. It's mostly about books.

I love Darren Shan. Not only are both of his series completely awesome, but there are only a few months between his books. The sixth one in his current series comes out in April, and Amazon says that the seventh one is going to come out around the end of the year. November, I think. Something like that. Much better than Christopher Paolini. The author of the Inheritance Trilogy? Well, the third book is FINALLY coming out (after about two and a half years) in September. The 20th to be exact.
OH! And on April 22, Sarah Dessen is coming out with a new book. It's called Lock and Key. I can't remember what it's about, but it sounds good. Just like all of her other stuff was good.
And Fire Study (after Poison Study, Magic Study) is coming out on March 1. Less than a month away! But, knowing my luck with that series, I'm not going to find a copy of it until halfway through next year. *sigh*
And then on May 6th, Stephenie Meyer's book The Host is coming out. I'm getting that. And the fourth Twilight book is coming out in August. I don't remember the title, or know the exact date, but that's when it's supposed of come out. (And if Bells doesn't get turned in this book, I'm going to kill something.)

And that's about it on my little timeline of books.
It's actually kind of sad that I can memorize dates that books are coming out better than I can memorize dates I need to memorize for US History.

In other news, I got my hair cut today. Asked my hairdresser about getting my hair streaked. I think she liked the idea. She kind of hinted at something really bold and wild and, as Shelby might recall, "funky". Shelby and I were talking about it and... well, how do you guys feel about electric blue? Really bright and striking electric blue. We can talk about it at Starbucks on Tuesday. (Because I can actually come this time!!)

Well, I feel myself falling asleep as I'm typing. Can't believe it actually worked. Night guys.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16649608/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16649608/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 19:13:17 PST
New Obsession = The last 3-4 minutes of Sweeny Todd.

I mean, the whole movie/soundtrack is completely amazing. But those last minutes... I've been listening to them over and over again... and it's just so SAD. But it's so beautiful at the same time. Kind of like that morbid beauty that makes you want to cry, but without you actually crying.
I've only cried once. Maybe twice. But I know that when I see the movie again, I'm going to cry. Because, as I've mentioned, it's so sad. And beautiful.
It's beautifully sad. And I want to listen to it again. But I don't feel like fast-forwarding through the whole last song again, so I'll just wait for the CD to run it's course. Which is okay, because the first song is good. And the second song. And the third, and the fourth, and the fifth, and so on and so on...
GAH I LOVE THIS.
I might like it more than Twilight. Which means more than vampires. Which is a scary thought, considering my obsession with vampires.

But never fear, Sweeny Todd fanfiction will not be showing up any time soon. In fact, it will never show up. I refuse to ruin what is already too wonderful to be improved. (Well, I admit that it probably could be improved. I just don't know how.)

<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 x a bajillion gazillion.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16421075/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16421075/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 17:07:36 PST
Guess who I just got a call from? Saying you refered me? And asking me to call back to learn about an audition for singing, dancing, acting, blah blah blah?

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! x a bijillion.

This has made me a very happy person presently.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16402642/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16402642/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 12:57:43 PST
Erm, I'm sorry guys, but I won't be able to go to Starbucks tomorrow. I have a bassoon lesson, and while it is later in the evening, my parents won't let me go to both. Something about time for homework... whatever.

Also, how much do you guys want me to continue Baby Got Bite? Because I like the story and all, but I feel like it's kind of getting worse and worse. So if you guys don't reallty care if I continue it or not, I'll probably stop.

So that's all this journal's really about. Oh, wait, there's one more thing.

Mo? DON'T FORGET.



]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16317339/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16317339/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 15:07:51 PST
You remind me of the babe.

What babe?

The babe with the power.

What power?

The power of voodoo!

Who do?

You do!

Do what?

Remind me of the babe...

Magic Dance by David Bowie.
________________________________________ __

Sorry. I think I've watched Labyrinth too many times. And drank too much caffine. Or however you spell it.

DANCE MAGIC DANCE!

And then there's that other pretty song... that's all sad because he looks all sad because he loves the girl and is kind of acting pedophilish... but whatever. At least they cut out the kiss scene.

OMG IM SO HYPER BECAUSE I DRANK COFFEE AND ITS REALLY GETTING ME AND RAVEN AND I ARE GOING TO JAPAN THIS SUMMER AND ITS GOING TO BE REALLY FUN EXCEPT FOR THE PLANE RIDE BECAUSE IM AFRAID OF FLYING AND WE'RE GOING TO CRASH AND DIE BEFORE WE REACH JAPAN BUT I DON'T CARE BECAUSE IT'S GOING TO BE FUN AND AWESOME AND WE'RE GOING TO DIE HAPPY AND DID I MENTIONS THAT I'M REALLY HYPER?

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16240028/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16240028/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 12:59:16 PST
Well, guess when our heater decided to stop working?

We're getting a new one installed today, but it takes a long time. All day. Which means there has been no heat in my house for the whole day. But why should I care? I mean, I've been in the nice warm school all day. No heat at home surely shouldn't effect me, right?
Wrong.
All that cold, it gets into the house. And there's no heat to make the cold air not cold. Which means the cold air stays cold. And stupid me starts walking around downstair in short sleeves and with nothing on my feets. And my parents say my feet have no nerve endings... *rubs feet in hug fuzzy slippers* Come on, friction, do your warming magic...

Anyway. No more complaining.

The mystery of the world my pet,
Is to learn forgivness and try to forget.
And life is for the alive, my dear,
So lets keep living it,
Let's keep living it,
Really living it...

More Sweeny... The end is so sad. *tear* Except for that part up there. That part's just awesome. It's the NEXT part that's sad.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16188574/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16188574/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 16:16:32 PST I saw Sweeny Todd yesterday! <3333333333333 The blood was really fake though. And I laughed a lot when he started killing people, which I think disturbed my dad a bit. But when he was killing the judge... *shutters* That one was a tad exessive... But it was so good!
I stalk you, Johanna... ANTHONY'S A STALKER! XD

Anyway, I'm going to do the New Year's thing that everyone else seems to be doing. And I'm actually going to try and do these things, but I'm not sure how well that's going to go. But, might as well try...
______________________________________

1. What’s something you want to change about yourself? (by the end of spring break)

I want to work on focusing on important stuff more, because I've been gettng really spacy lately.


2. What’s something you want to change about your relationship with a friend? (by the end of spring break)

This isn't about one friend specifically, but I want to try and work out all of my little issues with people in my mind, and try to like everyone for everything they are, and not just the parts that are like how I'd want them to be. If that makes any sense.


3. What’s something you want to change about yourself? (by this summer)

I want to become more responsable. No more, "I'll do it later..." for me. I will not put things to the last moment. At least, I'll try not to.

4. What’s something you want to accomplish yourself? (by spring break)

I want to actually advance on the bassoon to prove to myself that I can do it, and to prove to my dad that I'm capible of working at it. Because I'va acknowledged that parts of my issue is my fault.

5. What’s something you want to accomplish with another person/other people? (by this
summer)

Band meetings. I'M OPEN! Let's start before I try out for another show...

6. What’s something you want to get for your birthday this year? (self explanatory)

Movies. I have enough music (kind of...) and more than enough books. But I'm sadly lacking on movies.


7. What’s something you want to change that immediately affects you? (by the end of the year)

My room is clean right now. This isn't exactly "change", but I'm going to keep it clean. Or in some state of clean.

8. What’s something you want to change that affects someone you know? (by the end of the year)

I don't know...

9. List 5 goals for this year that you didn’t already list:
- Work on my confindence in front of people. For example - I want to be able to sing in front of people and not completely freak out.
- I want to exersise, to get in better shape and to become stronger.
- I want to actually study and be confident about what I know.
- I want write steadily, and maybe get a whole story finished.
- I want to eat healthier.


10.What grades do you want to (realistically) get for 3rd quarter (since 2nd quarter is, as of the new year, gone and past.)

I want to get all A's. I was so close this quarter...
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So there ya' go.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16081892/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16081892/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 17:53:43 PST I was watching teh credits afterwards, because I didn't feel like getting up and turning it off. One of the tech guys had the most awesome name in the world. Greg Killmaster. Killmaster. What did he do to get such an awesome last name? I'm going to find out, and then I'm going to do it, just so I can get a name like that, too.

Anyway, MERRY/HAPPY WHATEVER YOU ALL CELEBRATE! Or, if you don't celebrate anything, MERRY/HAPPY NON-CELEBRITORY... yeah, whatever.

So I've just noticed the lack of festiveness around here. Why aren't you guys being festive? It's a happy time of year! You get FREE STUFF! 8D (You know, it's really sad when it's me who has to tell you all to be fesitve. I mean, I'm not the least festive person, but I am certainly not the most.)

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16048839/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16048839/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 19:26:29 PST
They're making a fourth Indiana Jones movie, too. Still with Harrison Ford. Who's like what, 60 now? He's going to be running away from giant boulders with a walker...

But anyway, I watched Kathryn get her hair streaked, and I asked my parents if I could too. Probably in purple, or maybe red like Kathryn's. I expected a no, but they said that they'll think about it. And mom said that we're going to talk to the lady who cuts ny hair about it the net time I go see her. Which means I might be able to, depending on my hairdresser's opinion.

Oh, Macy. I watched the first eight episodes of Lost. It's weird, but oddly addicting. And I listened to Charlie talk so much that I started talking with his accent for awhile, though probably a bad version of it. It's good, though.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16011436/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/16011436/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 08:16:08 PST
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)
Jeaizzle (that's really awkward to say...)

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Black Duck (BAM! Awesomest name ever.)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)
Lenore Brooklyn Bridge (Darn street name... has to be weird.)

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name)
Brojeshe (...Interesting. XD)

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
PurpleGrapeJuice (Wow... that's really freaky and completely unplanned.)

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name)
Eolha n (space = invisible sibling)

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name and fathers name.)
Ann Don (I win the shortest name award!!!)

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)
Black Firecracker (*falls over laughing*)

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15997394/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15997394/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:11:49 PST It's killing time again,
Cover your face and let's pretend
These killing lights won't kill us all again...

I <3 that song... but not only is it a song, it's what I'm doing by making this journal!! Engineering is a joke. A big one. And it's hardly even funny...
She's even walked past my computer a million times and hasn't even noticed that I'm not on task. Though, there's really nothing to be on task on. Or something like that.

I want to listen to music... and I might, if I feel like exerting the energy to reach into my bag and grab my mp3 player. Which really isn't much compared to me sitting here, completely up striaght, typing kind of fast-like. But I still don't feel like moving much.
In fact, I feel like sleeping. Or at least going home. Or writing. I think I'll go write... maybe Chapter 7?

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15963664/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15963664/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 18:09:55 PST Just a warning: Next year, you are all getting cookies, or some other form of Christmas baking goods.

So, I started teaching myself to knit today. It's actually kind of easy (at least, the initial casting is... that's as far as I've gotten.) The book I have jsut explains it bad, so I had to figure a bit out by myself. I don't think I'm doing it completely correct, but it looks okay, so whatever. I'll start the actual knitting later.
The power of procrastination...
I use it for so many things. Knitting, Chirstmas presents, the next chapter in my story, my bio homework...

Yeah, so this journal was pretty pointless. Just thought you should know about the presents, but then that seemed to short... and I'm just babbling... I SHOULD PUT MY CRACK STORY ON THIS! But I'm not going to, because it's really perverted. But it's so funny! I swear, I come up with the most amazing things in Mrs. Wheeler's class... Heck, I'll put it up.


Once upon a time, there was a girl named Jill. Jill was a happy little girl, who liked to play with her friends and family and make people happy. One day, Jill was playing catch with her friend outside of her apartment. When Jill threw the ball to her friend, her aim was off and it went flying into the alleyway between Jill's apartment and the next one over.
"I'll get it!" Jill said, and happily skipped down the dark alley. She saw the ball at the end of the alley and ran toward it… when suddenly it rose. She stared at awe at the flying ball, and almost shout out, "My ball id magic!" But then she saw that the ball wasn't rising itself up – a man hidden by the shadows was holding it.
"Hello, little girl," the man said. His voice was very suggestive, but Jill was too innocent and naïve to understand was "suggestive" was. So she just took his tone to be friendly.
"Hello, there," she said. "My name is Jill, and that's my ball you're holding. May I have it back?"
The man smiled. "Maybe," he said. "If I'm… persuaded."
"Persuaded? How?" Jill asked.
"Meet my here later tonight, and I'll show you," the man said.
"Okay!" Jill said. "Will I get my ball back then?"
"Yes," the man said. "And you'll get a couple of other balls, as well."
Jill grinned at the thought of even more fun balls! "Gee, thanks mister!" she said. "I'll see you later tonight!"
She skipped off home, and the man watched her leave, chuckling manically.

XDD My friend Gloria was reading this when I was writing it. Her reactions were so funny.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15930665/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15930665/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 12:46:29 PST *golmps MP3 player*
I didn't expect to get it back until next week, but it's HERE! NOW! And they only sent it out two days ago... sometimes, I really love the US Postal Service.

I HAVE MUSIC AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15906916/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15906916/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 17:12:00 PST This might be an issue, seeing as I'm (A) broke, and (B) not entirely sure if I'm going to be able to go shopping this weekend. I'm pretty sure I WILL beable to, but I'm not sure. Depends on when this "wintery mix" is supposed to start. I'm also getting money on Saturday, but not until after I go shopping. Luckily, my mom will buy stuff, and hold me in debt. Joy. T.T
But the point is, some of you may not get your presents on Thursday. (Thursday = Santa Day, my unofficial name for the last day before break when I generally bring my presents into school.)
If you're one of these, erm, lucky people, then I apologize. Really, I do.
Oh, and Shelby, could you please take Emmy's gift to her? I'll bring it to school and give it to you.

Oh, and 3an? I recall you saying something about needing books? Tell me if that's true, because if it is I'll bring you Poison Study tomorrow. <3 that book. So much better than the Oddysey.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15905465/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15905465/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 15:29:59 PST
Okay, so for all of you who have the fourth Harry Potter movie on DVD, grab the box real quick and look at it. The guy who plays Cedric Diggory is on the front.
Now tell me: who does he look like?
The correct answer, my friends, is that he looks like himself.
Better question: who DOESN'T he look like?
Answer: NOT LIKE THE PERSON WHO WOULD BE PERFECT FOR THE PART OF EDWARD IN THE TWILIGHT MOVIE.
But apparently, that doesn't matter to those idiot castors of the movie. Because they cast HIM.
No. No. No. No. NO! NO! NO! NO!
It's so awful... *twitch*

Yeah, I know I'm overreacting, but it's really bad. The person they got to play Bella, not so bad. But that guy (whatever his name is) can't play Edward. He. Just. Can't.
*tear* I knew this was going to be awful....

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15891022/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15891022/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 14:29:57 PST AND WHATEVER IT IS THAT MO WANTS YOU TO BRING TOO!!!

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15864570/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15864570/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 14:51:11 PST
SIX LASTS

6. last phone call: Last night, when I called Jocelyn.
5. last thing you ate: Chocloate/caramel popcorn. That stuff is SO good.
4. last text message: I texted something to Ian, but I can't remember what.
3. last BUBBLE bath: A REALLY long time ago.
2. last time you cried: Last night (don't ask).
1. last time you hugged someone: A couple of hours ago, when I hugged Rebeca.


SIX THINGS YOU DID IN THE PAST 3 DAYS

6. went to school: yeah, Friday.
5. went to work: Nope.
4. coloured: Not in the past three days... I think.
3. got drunk: Nope!
2. slept: This morning, for about two hours. I'm so tired.
1. hurt yourself: When I saw Golden Compass today. The mental pain led to physical pain... it hurts just to think about it.

THIS YEAR

made a new friend: Heck yes.
fallen out of love: Not this year.
cried: A lot more than I wanted to...
met someone who changed your life: Yes.
gotten close to someone: I think so.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF

1. Bush: Some village in Texas is missing it's idiot...
2. Gay marriage: If that's what you want, then you should be able to do it.

ABOUT YOU

3. Straight, Gay, Bi: Straight.
4. Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, not really.
5. Is there something you want to tell someone?: Yes.
6. What kinda shirt are you wearing?: Blue tank-top thing with hearts on it.
7. How many kids do you want to have?: Erm, I don't really know.
8. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?: Yeah, but it's kind of starting to fall apart.
9. Do you want to change your name?: Nope, I like my name.
10. What did you do for your last birthday?: Went to band festival! 8D Lucky me. T.T
11. What time did you wake up today?: 10:15
12. What were you doing at midnight last night?: Being perverted at Silver Diner.
13. Last time you saw your father?: Um, right now. *looks out bedroom door* HI DADDY!
14. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: That my parents would let me make my own dicisions and let me choose which oppertunities to take.
15. Which hand do you like better?: Right. Without my right hand, I couldn't write! Haha!!!
16. What are you listening to right now?: 30 Seconds to Mars. I'm not sure which song.
17. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?: Erm, yes.
18. Who's getting on your nerves right now?: My dad.
19. Most visited webpage?: dA It's the main site I use. That and gmail.
20. Coke or Pepsi?: >.< Neither.
21. Do you have a crush?: ...That depends. Does the said "crush" have to be... um... alive?
22. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world?: Yes.
23. Do you think there's some models/people out there that should gain a couple pounds?: Probably.
24. Do you enjoy your friendship with your friends?: If I didn't enjoy the friendship, they wouldn't be my friends.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15839424/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15839424/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 19:25:14 PST
A list of the things that are now completely covered in blue sparkles:
The shirt (duh)
My hair
My face
My body
My jacket
My floor
My bassoon
My bassoon case
My reed case (but, thankfully, not the reed)
My seat strap
Every chair I've sat on tonight
Most of the people I've hugged
My santa hat
And I'm sure that there are more things that I'm missing.
I swear, these sparkle things are going to be around forever. Why did SB have to get stuck with the shirts that shed? They're really uncomfortable, too. We could have at least gotten the red one. Red's a better color. I wouldn't mind see red sparkles everywhere... well, not as MUCH.
Gah, every time I move my head, I see a little thing glitter out of the corner of my eye... Make them go away...

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15812245/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15812245/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 18:35:15 PST I should stop talking, because there might be people who want to watch it. (And I've probably said too much already.)
Like Raven. Speaking of which, they're showing all three parts on Sunday at, like, 3 PM or something like that. I don't remember the real time, but I'll try and find it out for you.

There were a couple of things that I wanted to write, but I can't remember. So pay no attention to little me... 'Cause I'm just a little black rain cloud, hovering over the honey tree...
Great. Now I have Pooh songs stuck in my head. *turns up real music louder*

I hope we don't have school tomorrow. But we will, so I don't know why I even bother hoping. *sigh*

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15768196/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15768196/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 16:51:24 PST
I have a lot of "L" songs in iTunes. I'm trying to listen to all my songs in alphebetical order, and I'm stuck on "L". But it's taken me about a month and a half to geth this far... I'm hoping to finish by Chirstmas, so I can start over after putting all the new CDs I hope I'll get on.

There are only four preformances of Little Women left. I'm only going to three of them, and I'm only Hannah for one more of them. The Thursday show. That's sure to be hell. But whatever.
Why I'm only going to three of the four remaining shows:
The night of the last show is my dad's work's Christmas party, and his friend and has a desperate need to go to it, so he is in desperate need for a babysitter. And I am in desperate need for money. See? It all adds up. Besides, I'd much rather babysit than be at the show...
And once the show's over, I'll be in no show. It'll feel odd.
But it'll be good, because then my Sunday School teacher wouldn't feel the need to make me read everything because I'm and actress and put inflection into the words. Actually, he probably will still do that. So nevermind.

In case you haven't noticed, this journal has no point. Just a product of tired and boredom. And stalling. Because I need to write Chapter Five of the Baby Got Bite series, but I'm kind of afraid to, because I don't really know where it's going, and I'm not sure if I like where I think it's going. If that makes any sense.

*sigh* I should probably go work on that so Shelby doesn't kill me...

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15651849/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15651849/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 15:14:05 PST
Dad: So, your mom tells me you're starting a band.

Me: (still half asleep and very irritated because I just woke up five minutes before) Well, I'm not starting it. It was the other's ideas and when they asked if I wanted to be in it, I thought it was a cool idea and... *looks up, sees confused faces, and sighs* Yes. Yes I am.

Dad: Well, what kind of band it is?

Me: I don't know.

Grandma: Who else is in it? Besides you?

Me: Three of my friends.

Mom: The three girls who were here earlier.

Grandma: Oh. (insert odd look I couldn't decipher here.) Well, what instruments do they play?

Me: They don't really play the instruments yet because they haven't learned. That's why we have to go to rehersal.

Dad: That makes sense.

Mom: Jeanette, you look odd. Are you feeling okay?

Me: *resists the urge to scream at her* I. Am. Fine.

Mom: Really? Because you look sick...

Me: *get up* I'm going to get ready for the show.

------------------------------------

Mother? That thing you call "me looking sick" is most likely me looking angry.
To all at that dinner table: I'm not sure if you've noticed, but when my tone goes like that, it means I want you to leave me alone.

I want to go back to sleep. But I can't. Because I have that damned show. But at least no one's going to constantly ask me if I'm okay. Unless Kathryn told Aron... crap...

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15602813/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15602813/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 09:55:28 PST
My giving list is very large this year. At least 16 people. And that number can only go up... and my budget will be very small in comparison. Which means gifts might be on the smallish side.
Which leads to me begging you to keep anything you want to give me on the smallish-cheepish side, too. Because I'm get anything big from anyone but my family.
It would also be useful if people could tell me just what is it they wish for. I can't garuntee (I'm not sure if I spelled that right...) that you'll get it, but it'll at least give me something to work with, which will be helpful. Some of you I'm perfectly fine on (that's 3an, Caitlyn, Ian, probably Shelby and Xan) but others I'm not so fine on (that's the rest of you.)
So help me out a little....

In other Christmas related news, I know FOR SURE at least one thing I'm getting. My daddy's wallet. I'm not sure why I like that thing so much, but I do. I don't care that it's falling apart. I just really, really like it, and I've wanted it for years. So this year I asked my dad if I could have it, and he said only if I bought him a new one. So we went out to the store today and bought him a new one! And we're exchanging the wallets at Chirstmas. (JCPennys has the most amazing ties - and there are SO MANY of them. I was going crazy in that store.)

So there you go.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15563752/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15563752/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 14:11:46 PST The DeviantART server isn't respoding correctly. Please try again.
Not, the server is repsonding fine. It's you that's not working correctly. Damn internet.
AND STOP RELOADING EVER FIVE SECONDS.
It makes it hard to type.
Safari has some good points, but it's starting to piss me off a little.
STOP RELOADING DAMN YOU!

*ahem* Sorry about that.

My legs hurt. Really badly. Because I ran a lot on Friday, and I walked a lot yesterday, and I walked/ran a lot today.
But I don't mind the pain. Because I know it means that if I keep it up, I'm going to get pretty muscles instead of flab. Grow, leg muscles, grow...

I should, like usual, be doing homework right now. Or at least memorizing my lines. Because I NEED to memorize my Little Women lines. Because this weekend's opening weekend.
Sometimes, I really wish I DIDN'T get into Little Women.
You guys don't have to come see it. I have a feeling it's going to be pretty bad, actually. The person who plays Jo is good, but I don't think she's good as Jo.
But I'm not the director, so I could be wrong. XP

Yeah, this journal is mainly a random boredom one. But you've probably figured that out already...

Oh! Mythbusters is on! BYE GUYS! -runs off to watch Mythbusters-

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15497291/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15497291/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 17:43:38 PST And if you're not going to be able to hold on to the tickets for a couple of days without loosing them, tell me and I'll give them to you on Friday. Because if you loose them, you'll have to buy them again to get in.
Shelby and Emmy, you still owe me money.

Oh, and Adie? If you DO come to the show, be careful. A couple of my friends kind of want to try to beat you up...

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15485012/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15485012/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 19:57:09 PST Jocelyn calls him a few minutes later to see if he got the message, because he hadn't replied yet. He had gotten it, but he didn't know who it was from so he didn't answer it. And just as she was telling him who it was who sent it, I realized something.
The text showed up with my number on his phone. He knew it was my number once Jocelyn told him, which means he has my number. And since he has my number, he can give it to his creepy friend Septer. (I love his name, but his slight obsession with me is creepy.) So I just technically gave my number to this creepy guy I want nothing to do with.
Just when I thought I couldn't get any stupider....

But anyway, I hope that I'll get the Robin Hood tickets wither tomorrow or Wednesday, so I'll get those out to people sometime before Friday.
Don't loose them, and remember to pay up. My mom's not THAT nice.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15463242/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15463242/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 11:51:15 PST I didn't find the password, but I DID find my locker combination. I was just pulling out random pieces of paper, and there it was, magically. I'm SO happy. Now I don't have to use Morgan's anymore. Which I'm sure she will be glad of, because I think she still freaks out when she sees a strange jacket in her locker.
YAY!!!

Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

I got myself on a major Evanescence high this morning. I REALLy like them. All of their songs are so... pretty.

ROBIN HOOD OPENS THIS WEEK YAY!
And on Wednesday, we get to wear our costumes ALL DAY. I can't wait. Except for Mrs. McGee's class. I can wait for that one. Because she'll probably make fun of me and make me do... things. I don't know.
Wednesday will be interesting day in Ms. McGee's class for Squeak...
Yeah, she gave me a nickname. Squeak. I make one little squeaking sound, and suddenly it's my nickname...

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15423026/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15423026/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 16:19:00 PST
For real, I'm being bad and skipping Little Women tonight in favor of homework and sleep. But, to make it up (and so my director won't get mad at me) I'll memorize all of my new lines. Tomorrow night, when I'll have slightly more time.
Because I GOT A PART! 8D It's basically double-casting, so I'll only be doing it for two weekends, though. But whatever. I'm the little Irish maid person. And I have to learn to speak in an Irish accent. *glances at CDs* And I have CDs to teach me how to do that. ^_^
Erm, I was going to say something else about that, but I can't remember. I'm REALLY tired. I've been running completely on adreniline for the past two days. And now I've reached my crashing point. BOOM!!!
That was me crashing.
Like Mo falling off the roller coaster.
I swear, Mo, that's what it sounded like. Though, we only used you because you were the only one we knew in the class.
Sorry we made you die.

HOMEWORK! I hate homework... but I must do it! Up and down the dingle, in fact. ^_~

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15334584/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15334584/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 17:06:40 PDT Great.
Give one of the three of us theater-people money and we'll get you a wonderful pre-paid ticket which will (probably) ensure that you'll all get to sit together. Yay.
And I'm not going to be on much, seeing as I'll be getting home at around 7:30-8 for the next two weeks. Be gentle with the messages....

*IMPORTANT* I keep forgetting to add this... curtain is at 7:30, so get there around 7:00. For good measure.
And for the record, Firday the 16th...

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15320927/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15320927/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 17:54:14 PDT Show dates = Thursday, 15th
Friday, 16th
Saturday 17th
All in November, of course. Tikets cost five dollars, and preordering is a good idea because then everyone can get assigned seats and sit together...
You can buy them from me, Tasha, and Raven. Take your pick. Just give one of the three of us that date you're coming and the money.
Thanks!!

There was something else I was going to say.... but I can't seem to remember what. *shrug* Oh well.
No, wait...

Mo: Thanks for giving me the letters.

And I think that's it...

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15305616/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15305616/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 17:04:55 PDT
First person - a kid, with his mother. The mother looked at me with these huge eyes and asked, "Um, you're wearing makeup, right?" It was so funny.

Second person - a little kid with his dad. Dressed as Spiderman. He dropped his mask. It was cute.

Third person - Rhiannon. With her mother. And father. Well, actualy, her father was on her walkie-talkie, but still. She's in high school. She can at least walk a block away from her house without her parents following her, can't she? *shakes head* Poor child.
I think she disaproved of my makeup. She was giving me this strang look to whole time, especially when I started to drink grape juice. I don't even know why. Maybe she has something against grape juice? *shrug*

But anywho... BOO!!!!!

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15277951/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15277951/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 18:51:05 PDT
Things that get burned down can be rebuilt.

Laughing and chocolate aren't always the cure.

Crying and Screaming can sometimes help.

Goodbyes are just openings for more hellos.

You need light before you can have shadow.

Things happen for a reason. Try not to regret them.

Running away only works if you're faster than your problems. It's impossible to be faster than your problems.

If you find yourself alone, it's your own fault.

Fantasy may be there for an hour or two, but reality will always be there, waiting for you.

Sometimes the stars need help making wishes come true.

The day really can be hell.

Night isn't always an escape.

Perfection doesn't exisit. Don't waste your time trying to find it.

Writing the words is easy. Saying them out loud is hard.

Sure, life isn't fair. But that doesn't mean you can't complain about it.
_____________________________________

It's like those stupid creeds we had to do in middle school. Basically just a list of what you believe.
Except this is different. This actually means something. It's real.
I don't care if you don't agree with everything that's on my list. They're true to me, and since they're my facts of life, it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks.

I don't know why I got all philisiophical all of the sudden. I just felt like it. And since my laptop doesn't feel like letting me put up a deviation, this gets to be a journal. Oh well. I wouldv'e put it as a scrap, anyway.

Sleep = good.
Studying Demeter = annnoying.
But Rebeca needs the info... so... *yawn* Whatever. *bed*

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15188946/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15188946/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 14:21:51 PDT Be nice.... please?

I told Jocelyn about getting married... she looked at me like I was crazy. Which, I suppose, I am. But I don't care. X) Because I'm getting married...
lol, When I woke up this morning, I was like "Wow. I had the coolest dream that Adie asked me to marry him." And then I got on dA. And remembered that it wasn't a dream....

Oh, and my phone's fixed, so you all can call me again. Woohoo!
Erm, lets see, what else....
Dentists are evil. I don't care about some creepy girl who had eleven cavities. As long as that creepy girl's not me, I don't care. And now I can't eat for... -looks at clock- five more minutes.
Oh well. Homework calls. Ta-ta, peoples.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15162895/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15162895/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 18:10:55 PDT *exhasperated* This has happened before, though. I think our phone line is dying or something.
*focused* But anyway, if you guys need to reach me, call my cell. And if you don't have it, I'll note it to you. *demanding* But be careful - I still have minute limits.
*hopeful* People are coming to fix it on Tuesday, so it should be back by then, *doubtful* but I don't know.
*finalizing* I'll let you know.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15159009/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15159009/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 13:35:18 PDT
Anywho, guess who's back? Xan and I, that's who!!!
Chincoteage = <333333333333
So here's basically what happened:
Firday
We get there somewhere between four and five, because we got off late due to that stupid band thing I had to go to. We go out to Asateague (or however you spell it) and play around on the beach a little. We go eat dinner, go back to the cottage, sit in the little park thing behind the cottage and talk, go inside, go to sleep... blah blah blah.
Saturday
The main thing I remember about Saturday: The Lighthouse. And how I went up it. I climbed about 150 feet into the air. Xan guilted me into doing it. Sure, I freaked out a lot at the beginning, and I was holding Xan's hand the whole time, but I made it to the top. Which is really good for me.... I'm proud of myself. I even looked out the windows. I was as scared as hell, but I did it.
Then we went shopping and fun stuff... I got a sweatshirt with a lighthouse on it...
And then we walked around downtown Chincoteage. There are some pretty weird stores there. Like the Purple Pony store. THAT was scary. But there was some pretty cool stuff, too. We sat by the channel and watched te water and saw some fishies....
The rest of the day we watch Final Destination 1 and 2. Creepy stuff those movies...
Today
We basically just came home. Watched Final Destination 3 in the car. And that's about it.

Now I'm home. And I have to do Ms. MeGee's homework. T.T Joy.

]]> ~silver-moonlight http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15057717/ http://silver-moonlight.deviantart.com/journal/15057717/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 11:49:43 PDT
Any day when there's school the next day. My parents won't let me go out on school nights. But I'll try and see what I can do. On the off chance that my parents will let me go out, here's a more detailed schedule:

10/15 - Doctors; not open.
10/16 - Open, I think.
10/17 - Also open.
10/18 - Kind of open. My mom wants me to do stuff, but I think I can get out of it.
10/19 - Nope.
10/20 - Nope
10/21 - Also no.
10/22 - Play rehersal until 6. No.
10/23 - Open.
10/24 - Open
10/25 - Archduke; no.
10/26 - Play Rehersal; no.
10/27-28 - Open
10/29 - Rehesal; no.
10/30-31 - Open.

That's just October. Don't ask about November, because I probably own't be able to do anything.
And a few of those opens may actually not be open. I don't have my Little Women shedule yets, but I don't think I need to go to those rehersals, seeing as I don't actually have a part. But I'll get back to people on that.

In other news, I just got CDs, which I will give out. I got:
The Used - In Love and Death
The Used - The Used
Hoobastank - Every Man For Himself
Lost Prophets - The Fake Sound of Progress
Those who want to borrow them, just say so and I'll make sure it gets to you eventually.

Speaking of CDs...
Shelby. All of my CDs back, please. ^_^
3an. It's really time for LP to come back to me...

Oh, and Xan? BE HAPPY. NOW.

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