deviantART: by:silverfirelight

"I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you."
- Yellowcard, "Gifts and Curses"

You know what? "Skeet" is quite possibly the funniest word ever.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8795152/ Wed, 17 May 2006 05:35:42 PDT "She sits back and ignores
My need to adore
Intimidations got me down again
She's only 18 but such a beautiful dream
All she needs is some chloroform
And she'll be mine"
- Flickerstick, "Chloroform The One You Love"

What a pathetic title, eh? XD I'm not actually bemoaning everything. I just have a few complaints. One is that I'm being forced to give up my status as "happily unemployed for reasons of SUMMER MADNESS!" and taking up the reigns of society's work yoke once more. Since i'd rather die than be in retail again, I'm trying to figure out a job that'll truly compliment my level of evil and malcontent towards the human race... perhaps telemarketing. I'm not above pandering shit and getting hung up on all day for $10/hr.

Two is that I'm kind of wishing I was a better artist. Not in a sense of, like, "HEY I WANNA DRAW MORE DYNAMIC POSES!" or some shit, but I wish I were better at traditional media. Interesting fact about me -- my "skills" lie in my tablet somehow. I can't do anything traditionally. I can't draw with a pencil or pen, I can't paint, and if given the chance I'll color things in crayon because that's as advanced as I get in terms of physical media. I wish I were better at that, and I wish I could work with markers.

For a better idea of what I'm talking about, go look at

. Her level of talent is one I wish I could reach. I'm so jealous of her I could barf. XD And I'm not jealous of many people, mind you.

But then, art isn't really an interest of mine. If you're watching me, you've probably figured out that the only reasons I draw is to kill boredom and amuse myself -- mostly the latter. I have no interest in art whatsoever for anything else. That's why you don't see monumental, heartfelt pieces from me. It isn't in me. Art's just a way of making myself laugh (and I do, oh yes I do). So I don't know. Maybe the key to being an outstanding artist like bri-chan is to actually feel the art or some gay hippy shit like that. XDD

Of course I also have the fact that I'm colorblind and only one of my eyes works against me. Ahahahaha. OH SHIT. THIS ENTRY'S TOO LONG.

(Would you guys ever buy commissions from me?)

Random edit: I'm on a horrible Fairly Oddparents kick right now. Know any good fanart? SHOW MEEEEEE.

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~silverfirelight Let's play a game :D http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8704639/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8704639/ Sun, 07 May 2006 20:20:44 PDT "She sits back and ignores
My need to adore
Intimidations got me down again
She's only 18 but such a beautiful dream
All she needs is some chloroform
And she'll be mine"
- Flickerstick, "Chloroform The One You Love"

Here's how you play.

I'm currently in the process of making my entry for

's contest. You can see a sneak peak of it if you go to my userpage and scroll down to the "Webcam" space.

First, go look at the preview. Then try and guess the pairing (in this journal entry). You have until I post the actual completed picture to guess.

1. You cannot say something that someone else has already said. If you do, I'll just pick the first guess to be fair.

2. You get two tries, so make 'em good!

3. I won't tell you if you're right. You have to wait for the picture to go up to find out if you've won or not.

4. If you win, I'll draw you a little prize. I can't promise anything outstanding, but I'll try my best. :3

Remember, it's a crack pairing contest, so anything goes! Also, if you know for sure what I'm doing, you can't play (you know who you are... XD But I'll draw you something too? <3<3) Be fair and have fun, kids.

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... ]]> ~silverfirelight Tablet Mishaps http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8604218/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8604218/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 18:46:51 PDT "everybody join in the magnificence
yes! everything is absolutely making sense
every time you turn around your soul gets sold
to the highest bidder "
- The Dresden Dolls, "Modern Moonlight"

Uh. My ferrets stole the pen to my tablet, so I might not be able to draw for a while. It's driving me absolutely nuts. I have NO earthly idea where it could be.

Auuuugh.

-A.

Edit: AHAHAHA, FOUND IT. It was lodged between the back of my computer chair and the cushion. Wtf. XD

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<... ]]> ~silverfirelight Richard Horvitz is My Boyfriend http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8519373/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8519373/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 09:46:18 PDT "everybody join in the magnificence
yes! everything is absolutely making sense
every time you turn around your soul gets sold
to the highest bidder "
- The Dresden Dolls, "Modern Moonlight"

Since I think everyone should see this at least once, I'm posting it here because, uh, no everyone read my journal.

A Real Doll - Starring Richard Horvitz

There's some adult shit in it, so, uh... if you don't go for that (why are you watching me?) then don't look at it. Basically, Richard Horvitz stars in a short film about a guy who's hot for his sister's Barbie doll. Richard's younger and skinnier than he is in the Zim commentaries, but god is he adorable. ANYWAY, the movie's incredibly hilarious, but it's also incredibly traumatizing, disturbing, and sick, so don't say I didn't warn you.

Watch it anyway.

-A.

P.S. Go buy the new Dresden Dolls CD. It's impossibly wonderful.

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~silverfirelight The Cleansing http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8493478/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8493478/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 20:20:07 PDT "I'm so childish, a little bit wildish
With my rumdiddlyumdiddlyumdiddly, I'm so deep"
- Damien Rice, "Childish"

Uh, I fucking hated my gallery/scraps, so I deleted most of it. There are 21 actual pictures left in my gallery, and 30 scraps. I deleted almost everything from my X-Men: Evolution days (my god, guys, I sucked so bad back then) and some early Zim stuff. I feel a lot better now.

Hey, maybe I'll actually get off my ass and draw stuff to fill in my bare wasteland of a gallery.

Haha. XD

[link]

-A.

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~silverfirelight We wrapped out arms around each other~ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8348491/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8348491/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 22:36:31 PDT "You had a way so familiar I could not recognize
'cause you had blood on your face and I had blood in my eyes
but I could swear by your expression that the pain down in your soul
was the same as the one down in mine
That's the pain that cuts a straight line down through the heart
We call it love."
- Hedwig and the Angry Inch, "Origin of Love"

So I don't really post too many things on DeviantArt anymore, because I'm tired of getting stupid ass comments like "LOL KAWAIIIIIII!!!!!1" and "OMG CUTE". Seriously, people, if you can't say anything about the PICTURE YOU'RE COMMENTING ON, then I'd rather not get a comment at all. Okay? Okay? Is that clear? I didn't think I'd actually have to explain this to people, but apparently the Zim fandom is 97% complete asshats and 3% "People Worth Staying In This Godforsaken Place For". Those people know who they are. The rest of you, the ones who KNOW they're guilty of leaving totally ignorant comments... please. Please, just leave me alone. Seriously.

Plus, I'm not really into ZADR anymore. It's okay, but it's not my favorite. I'd rather pair the characters up with someone else.

(Read: I became enraged so often over the amount of mpreg, OOCness, and Mary Sue insertions that I finally just stopped caring. You win, fangirls. I officially hate you and your pairing. Have fun raping it. I don't care anymore.)

I post a lot at my community. I won't be posting much here unless I have no place else to put it, like with the Tak picture.

[link]

-A.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/8094204/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 14:18:42 PST "A late april day and it's sunny outside
And a red little girl's at the top of a slide
And an orange old man at the bottom
wants to take her for a ride
As she slips and she tumbles the orange man mumbles
Pennies crash down from the sky
And he tells her he'll take her away where it's safe
and of course it is a lie "
- the Dresden Dolls, "Slide"

I posted a rather epic DADR fanmix over at the community.

Go check it out. And if you haven't joined already, join right now.
[link]

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Not that she needs the publicity. She just gives me the major artlust.

Here is what you do if you want me to draw something for you --

1. Art trade - I will happily do an art trade with someone, but only if I feel that the person I'm trading with will put as much hard work and effort into the trade as I will. I don't expect you to take as LONG as I do (because I'm really, really slow), but I'd like some thought and effort put into the trade, otherwise it'll feel worthless.

2. Paid time - I do frequently whore myself out for paid DA time. I generally only require you to buy me a month's worth. I dig these awesome journal things. This option's probably your best bet at getting me to do anything for you. I enjoy this one the most, because it almost feels like I'm getting paid for sitting on my ass and doodling aliens.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7983385/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 17:37:19 PST "Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called

Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead."
- Muse, "Butterflies and Hurricanes"

OH SNAP. Sorry to keep posting journal entries, but I made a DADR LJ community.

[link]

Join it. Do it. DO IT NOW.

Please?

Person of the Week:

Dude, go look at her Dwicky/Dib stuff. I think most of it is in her scraps. But yeah, it's very close to being my OTP right now. I love her and hope she'll mpreg me so we can have brightly-colored smeets of doom. OH HO, WHAT? ... yeah, just do it.

Here is what you do if you want me to draw something for you --

1. Art trade - I will happily do an art trade with someone, but only if I feel that the person I'm trading with will put as much hard work and effort into the trade as I will. I don't expect you to take as LONG as I do (because I'm really, really slow), but I'd like some thought and effort put into the trade, otherwise it'll feel worthless.

2. Paid time - I do frequently whore myself out for paid DA time. I generally only require you to buy me a month's worth. I dig these awesome journal things. This option's probably your best bet at getting me to do anything for you. I enjoy this one the most, because it almost feels like I'm getting paid for sitting on my ass and doodling aliens.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7969057/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:47:17 PST "Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called

Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead."
- Muse, "Butterflies and Hurricanes"

I dare everyone to write "Dwickyhicky" on their hand sometime the week and walk around with it all day, then tell me the response they got. It's fun. I did it at college the other day, and will probably do it today too. SUPPORT DWICKYHICKIES.

Art trade to do: One
Paid time: Almost up

So while I'm not gonna take another art trade at the moment, I could use another month of paid time ASAP. If you're interested, read the note on it below and then note me.

Seriously, I'll draw you whatever you want. *flashes some leg*

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7947102/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:27:30 PST "Change everything you are
And everything you were
Your number has been called

Fights and battles have begun
Revenge will surely come
Your hard times are ahead."
- Muse, "Butterflies and Hurricanes"

Dude, how is it possible to be an elitist, ranting, angry bitch and STILL be so painfully shy? I confuse myself. Badly.

WTF.

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~silverfirelight Lalalala~ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7908054/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7908054/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 15:40:24 PST "If I could laugh I'd love you
If I could smile at anything you said
We could be laughing lovers
I think you'd prefer to be miserable instead
If I could love I'd love you
If I could love like anybody else."
- Franz Ferdinand, "I'm Your Villain"

Dear, oh, next to every single person in the Zim fandom:

Stop creating Mary Sues. You're just making a joke of yourselves. Seriously. If you have a character based on you, kill it. If you make up a character and hook them up with an original character, kill it. Nobody wants to see your brain fart snogging Zim or Dib or Purple or whoever the fuck you're hot for.

Seriously. You know Jhonen wants to kill you, right? He'd come to your house if he knew where you lived. Not because you're cool. Because he hates you.

So stop it.

-A.

P.S.

is here and has been here for about a week now. He's got one more week to go, or two if I can arrange it. That's why I've been doing absolutely nothing lately. Seriously, I haven't drawn a single thing. Which is sad, 'cuz I want to draw Dwicky/Dib like WHOA. It's addictive as crack. Anyway, yeah, I probably won't be active for a while. SOB SOB WEEP.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7744969/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 19:09:15 PST "What if people knew that these were real?
I'd leave my closet door open all night
I know the CIA would say
'What you hear is all hearsay'
I wish someone would tell me what was right.

Up all night long
And there's something very wrong
And I know it must be late
Been gone since yesterday
I'm not like you guys."
- Blink 182, "Aliens Exist"

My first day of college is tomorrow, so I'll be up to my ass in work for a while. I'll probably be very very slow with the updates. Blazey, your art trade may be late. I'm sorry. :/

Omfgbusybusybusy.

Person of the Week:

because she's doing an art trade with me. She rocks and I love her like whoa, so everyone go check out her gallery.

Here is what you do if you want me to draw something for you --

1. Art trade - I will happily do an art trade with someone, but only if I feel that the person I'm trading with will put as much hard work and effort into the trade as I will. I don't expect you to take as LONG as I do (because I'm really, really slow), but I'd like some thought and effort put into the trade, otherwise it'll feel worthless.

2. Paid time - I do frequently whore myself out for paid DA time. I generally only require you to buy me a month's worth. I dig these awesome journal things. This option's probably your best bet at getting me to do anything for you. I enjoy this one the most, because it almost feels like I'm getting paid for sitting on my ass and doodling aliens.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7677964/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 16:38:49 PST "What if people knew that these were real?
I'd leave my closet door open all night
I know the CIA would say
'What you hear is all hearsay'
I wish someone would tell me what was right.

Up all night long
And there's something very wrong
And I know it must be late
Been gone since yesterday
I'm not like you guys."
- Blink 182, "Aliens Exist"

What the FUCK is up with MPREG? Seriously.

Yeeeuugh. Seriously, people, as a guy I've got to say that the entire idea of it creeps me out beyond belief. Is there a "Guys Against MPREG" club I can join or something? Because I'm pretty sure if a guy got pregnant, there'd be one less coat hanger in the world.

Please stop being stupid. It hurts everyone.

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~silverfirelight It's Over! http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7612287/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7612287/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 15:44:18 PST "How is your heart little darling?
I didn't mean to get so mad.
Let me just hold you closely.
How did things get so bad?
I know how to pick on you.
You pushed me over the edge.
We caused so much agony.
We can't seem to move ahead."
- Weezer, "This Is Such A Pity"

Well, it's done! In a strange twist of fate, both

and

have claimed the 13,000 prize. You can see

's here -- [link] and

's here -- [link]

Now, I don't know how it's possible that they both got it, but they're friends of mine, so I don't mind drawing a picture for each of them. <3<3 Congratulations, guys. Kisses all around!

And thanks to everyone who participated! Happy 13,000.

Here is what you do if you want me to draw something for you --

1. Art trade - I will happily do an art trade with someone, but only if I feel that the person I'm trading with will put as much hard work and effort into the trade as I will. I don't expect you to take as LONG as I do (because I'm really, really slow), but I'd like some thought and effort put into the trade, otherwise it'll feel worthless.

2. Paid time - I do frequently whore myself out for paid DA time. I generally only require you to buy me a month's worth. I dig these awesome journal things. This option's probably your best bet at getting me to do anything for you. I enjoy this one the most, because it almost feels like I'm getting paid for sitting on my ass and doodling aliens.

Person of the Week: Is

, because her gallery is filled with so many wonderful goodies. I'm serious, I've favorited, like, all of her shit. She's just that damn good. GO SEE.

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~silverfirelight WHAT WHAT WHAT http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7567967/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7567967/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 14:49:20 PST "How is your heart little darling?
I didn't mean to get so mad.
Let me just hold you closely.
How did things get so bad?
I know how to pick on you.
You pushed me over the edge.
We caused so much agony.
We can't seem to move ahead."
- Weezer, "This Is Such A Pity"

We're almost there! As I type this, the pageview count's up to 12,956!

Can you taste it?

Okaaaay, apparently there's some confusion about how I do things, so let me make it clear. I don't generally do requests. But I WILL make a few exceptions, but only these few. Here is what you do if you want me to draw something for you --

1. Art trade - I will happily do an art trade with someone, but only if I feel that the person I'm trading with will put as much hard work and effort into the trade as I will. I don't expect you to take as LONG as I do (because I'm really, really slow), but I'd like some thought and effort put into the trade, otherwise it'll feel worthless.

2. Paid time - I do frequently whore myself out for paid DA time. I generally only require you to buy me a month's worth. I dig these awesome journal things. This option's probably your best bet at getting me to do anything for you. I enjoy this one the most, because it almost feels like I'm getting paid for sitting on my ass and doodling aliens.

3. Contest - There's still a contest going on, but this option's quickly coming to a finish! I'm giving the person who gets the lucky 13,000th pageview a prize in the form of... uh, well. A request! Basically, if you look at my page frequently, check the number of pageviews. If you see you're visitor number 13,000, take a screen shot of it, save it, and send it to me either through email or a note. I'll then alert everyone that the contest is over, and discuss your prize with you. Pie. BUT, only one person gets this, and I won't be doing it for a while afterwards, so hit my page up, baby. Woo!

Ahem, anyway. THAT'S IT. Those are the only exceptions I'm willing to make. So if you think you can send me a note that says "HEY I WANT BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH OKAY?" then I'll happily shoot you the bird. Got it? GOT IT? Good.

Person of the Week: Is

, because her gallery is filled with so many wonderful goodies. I'm serious, I've favorited, like, all of her shit. She's just that damn good. GO SEE.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7489854/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 14:42:24 PST "In the middle of a gun fight,
In the center of a restaurant,
They say, "come with your arms raised high."
Well they're never gonna get me,
Like a bullet through a flock of doves,
To wage this war against your faith in me.
Your life, will never be the same.
On your mother's eyes, say a prayer,
Say a prayer!"
- My Chemical Romance, "You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison"

So I'm thinking about making another music video. This time it would cover most of the Zim pairings -- Zim/Dib, Zim/Tak, Red/Purple, etc. It'll be mostly a joke video (because love doesn't exist in Zimworld), but I know shipwars happen in every fandom. So, instead of risking waves, I'm gonna put it out here first and get a general idea of how it'll be recieved.

So my question is basically, would you watch a video if it covered pairings outside your OTP/s?

I hope everyone had a great New Years! <3

Also: This week's Person of the Week is

, because her art is so stunning, it hurts my feelings to look at it. Why the hell can't I be that talented?! XD Thankfully, the jealousy is heavily outranked by the admiration I have for her. So I'd definitely check her out if I were you -- and I can't wait for her fancomic to start.

A REMINDER: The pageview contest still isn't over. Whoever gets the 13,000th pageview gets a drawing from me of whatever the hell they want. Get the pageview, take a screenshot, send me a note, etc. Wheeee!

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7422945/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 13:26:48 PST "So they say you're trouble, boy
Just because you like to destroy
All the things that bring the idiots joy
Well, what's wrong with a little destruction?"
- Franz Ferdinand, "The Fallen"

Hahaha, not really. XD I'm quite happy in fact! Because I got mostly money for X-mas, and now I have enough to send

to America for a few weeks. I'M GONNA RAPE HIS BUTT. OHOHOHO~ No, not really, but he's the Zim to my Dib and I love him like whoa.

Oh!

bought me my month of paid time. Squee~ I love her so much. We haven't talked in a while, but I'm really glad she decided to hunt my sorry ass down. Now I'm all, "LOL IDGIE LOVES ME AGAIN. <3<3<3" So she gets this week's Person of the Week! Like she needs the publicity. XD

A REMINDER: The pageview contest still isn't over. Whoever gets the 13,000th pageview gets a drawing from me of whatever the hell they want. Get the pageview, take a screenshot, send me a note, etc. Wheeee!

A RANDOM BLURB: The Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends episode with Duchess is a LotR: TTT parody.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7382800/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 13:31:55 PST
If you wanna play the "Watch A. Sell Himself for Subscription" game, send me a note or comment and I'll get back to you.

... ho ho ho. ]]> ~silverfirelight HAAAA-AHAHA! http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7354420/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7354420/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 14:03:56 PST "So they say you're trouble, boy
Just because you like to destroy
All the things that bring the idiots joy
Well, what's wrong with a little destruction?"
- Franz Ferdinand, "The Fallen"

[link]

EDIT: She changed it and was very mature about the situation. No drama started. I let her know how much I appreciate the maturity on her part. <3<3

A REMINDER: The pageview contest still isn't over. Whoever gets the 13,000th pageview gets a drawing from me of whatever the hell they want. Get the pageview, take a screenshot, send me a note, etc. Wheeee!

A PIDDLY-ASS SPOTLIGHT: This week's Person of the Week is

... because look at her freaking art, okay? It's gorgeous. She owns me.

A FANBOY'S MOVIEGASM: King Kong. There are no words for how ENORMOUSLY wonderful this movie is. Go see it, or I'll steal your souls, blend them in a slushie, and drink them for lunch. FOR LUNCH!

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~silverfirelight Bloody HELL. http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7328350/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7328350/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 13:46:45 PST "So they say you're trouble, boy
Just because you like to destroy
All the things that bring the idiots joy
Well, what's wrong with a little destruction?"
- Franz Ferdinand, "The Fallen"

There are some days where I just want to kill everything, in no particular order. Today is one of those days. For those who don't know, two weeks ago I started a job as an assisstant at a salon. So far I've busted my ass raw for a pathetic paycheck, minimal (if ANY) tips, and very little thanks. The sinks flooded twice, the customers don't pay me when I scrub their filthy heads, and one of the ladies I work with keeps snapping at me. But, then, I hate complaining about something trivial, because life could be so much worse. So whatever. I'll just look forward to quitting.

Honestly, what I'm really looking forward to is having more time to draw.

A REMINDER: The pageview contest still isn't over. Whoever gets the 13,000th pageview gets a drawing from me of whatever the hell they want. Get the pageview, take a screenshot, send me a note, etc. Wheeee!

A PIDDLY-ASS SPOTLIGHT: This week's Person of the Week is

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7233173/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 20:33:19 PST "When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
Youre caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you cant face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone"
- Savage Garden, "Crash and Burn"

Look, look, look! A scrap of mine got colored! [link]

Isn't it pretty? It was made by

. Thank you, dear! *hugs* *offers CANDY CANE <3* Congratulations, you win my very first PERSON OF THE WEEK AWARD. You win, uh, love and eternal glory in my heart!

In COMPLETELY UNRELATED NEWS: War of the Worlds is an amazing movie. Say what you will about Tom Cruise, the movie is mind-bogglingly beautiful, so go rent it. NOW. I demand it!

SLIGHTLY MORE ON TOPIC STUFF: Hey, my pageviews have been great lately. SO. In light of the holidays coming our way, I'm offering a little gift to whoever gets the 13,000th pageview. Just take a screenshot of the pageview, send me a note with the picture, and I'll draw you whatever the hell you want. SOUND COOL? OKAY, COOL.

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7170845/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 18:57:10 PST "Well, I'm down here, come invade me if you like
And if you're out there are you grey or human-like
I was sent here by some God, or so they claim
Are you somewhere, crashing someone's planet"
- Fuzzbubble, "Out There"

I, uh. ... I made a music video. It's my first, please don't hate too hard on it. I'll cry. Be kind and I'll make you cookies? .... *hides behind a tree* IT'S ZADR THEMED!

[link] - "Juicebox" (21.9 MB)

(It's a .mov, so you need Quicktime... g-guys?)

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http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/7110539/ Tue, 22 Nov 2005 00:36:13 PST "Well, I'm down here, come invade me if you like
And if you're out there are you grey or human-like
I was sent here by some God, or so they claim
Are you somewhere, crashing someone's planet"
- Fuzzbubble, "Out There"

The AMAZING

bought me a month's subscription to DA. Let me just say right now that she rocks out loud and should be worshipped. WORSHIPPED!

Thank you so much,

. You rule. <3<3<3

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~silverfirelight Artless Alo = CHUPACABRA http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/6913482/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/6913482/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 07:07:43 PST

No Halloween picture this year. Why? Because I recently gave up my PC for an iBook, which I love, but unfortunately is currently without a mouse. And my scanner doesn't work with it, so I'm screwed in the way of art at the moment. I've been doddling on paper, though (it BURNS), and not really coming up with anything good... just sort of refining my already terrible pencil-skills. XD Buncha new people on my People You Should See list because they rock out loud and serve me for lunch.

Also? Planning on quitting my job today. Wish me luck.

So what's everyone being for Halloween? I'm curious. ^^ Also, my birthday was on the 24th. ... it sucked. But I'm nineteen now, which means I'm one year closer to, uh... ... twenty? I don't know. It's kind of an unimportant year, isn't it? It doesn't have the cool 20's young adult feel, but it's not like I get any benefits. Oh well. CAKE?

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]]> ~silverfirelight Uhhh. http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/4374040/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/4374040/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 14:27:23 PST
I don't really draw anymore, and I'm not in a fandom that produces any type of art/writing/icons that you guys would enjoy... ... unless you're into the Daily Show with Jon Stewart.

Uhhh. Yeah. I think the wallpaper I'm about to upload will be my last submission.

Sorry, guys.

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]]> ~silverfirelight Ten Things I Hate http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3968754/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3968754/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 23:11:30 PST
I'm just saying it bored the crap out of me, and 9 out of 10 times, I won't even comment on it. And to tell you the truth, I don't ask the same of anyone else. I don't expect someone to give a shit about any original character (of which there are NONE) of mine. So don't expect the same out of me.

2. I hate furries. I just really fucking hate them. I have more pity in my black little heart for pedophiles than for people who whack off to a dog licking peanut butter off of some chick's cunt, or who have sex in fur suits. I just... really, really can't stand them. The single quickest way to get on my bad side is to draw endless amounts of your character and your FURSONA. OH MY GOD. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE AS A BEAVER. No one does! The only people who "care" about your furry are the people who are only PRETENDING to care about them because a. they love you too much to tell you how fucking stupid it is, or b. they have a likewise character that happens to be fucking yours. The same applies to original characters.

Honestly. No one cares. At all. No one gives a shit how many creative ways you can take the plot of The Lion King and COMPLETELY FUCK IT IN THE EAR with your stupid fucking original Lion King character!

3. I hate most goths. Okay, let me rephrase that. I hate most of the goths I've met/encountered. Mainly because, out of all of the people I've known in my life, FUNDIE CATHOLICS have been more open-minded and accepting of me than goths have. I have a ton of Christian friends; and I have absolutely no gothic friends. This isn't a bias on my part. This is due to the fact that I get fucking ridiculed and SPAT UPON by these so-called "open-minded" youths for shopping at the fucking Gap. Listen, kids. I did the goth thing about six godamn years ago. When I did it, it was to rebel against my parents, yes, but I also practiced a little thing known as "tolerance". I didn't hate on people because of what they WORE; I thought that's what goths were fighting for! To be who they are without judgements and childish misconceptions.

THEN DON'T LOOK DOWN YOUR POINTY LITTLE NOSES AT ME FOR SHOPPING AT THE GAP.

Not all "preppies" are evil. (In fact, I've known WAY more nice, tolerant "preps" than I have goths.) Not all cheerleaders want to eat your soul. Not all people who want to wear a color other than black are your natural enemies. I am not a "poser" for shopping at the Gap and having blue hair. Try practicing what you preach before you go off on how close-minded and Nazi-like the Christians are, eh, you little shitskulls?

4. I hate people who have the wonderful ability to completely IGNORE the past. Like every single person who saw "Alexander" and decided it was a gay propaganda film.

OH MY GOD. It was actually like that! It didn't get sucked out of Oliver Stone's ass by a leather bear! ANCIENT GREEKS WERE BISEXUAL. Pick up a fucking history book and *educate* yourself! Once upon a time, there was a culture that wasn't identical to ours. Once upon a time, there were a few years before Christ, and people were queer without the fear of being burned on fucking PYRES. How the hell do people not know this?! It's not a film to "push the gay agenda", it's a depiction of a CULTURE WHERE GAY STUFF HAPPENED. FREELY. IN PUBLIC.

What the fuck!

5. I hate Inu Yasha.

... yeah. I just hate it. *shrugs* I think it's boring, I think it's lame, and furthermore, I hate 98% of its fanbase. Sorry. (Not really.)

6. While we're on the subject of crappy anime, I also hate Chobits, Fruits Basket, Naruto, and any other bullshit overrated garbage every ex-Dragon Ball Z fan is creaming their pants for these days. ... oh yeah. And Megatokyo. God, I hate Megatokyo.

7. I hate my boss.

8. If you go in a bookstore not knowing the title or the author of the book, or even what the book is ABOUT, and not only expect us to find it for you but also get ANGRY when we can't, I hate you. I hate hate hate hate HATE you and want you... ]]> ~silverfirelight openCanvas http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3760003/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3760003/ Wed, 17 Nov 2004 21:38:39 PST
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]]> ~silverfirelight Holy crap. XD http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3724181/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3724181/ Mon, 01 Nov 2004 11:56:20 PST

just left after a week and a few days of staying over at my house. Last night we went trick or treating (I ended up wearing something slightly similar to the costume I drew... I replaced the asspants with a really cool skirt, and had some awesome stockings) and to a haunted house and a movie last night. Fun times.

Pictures may or may not be posted.

So sorry for the long quiet. I was busy entertaining my girl. :3 Look forward to a present for

and your regularly scheduled crap from me.

Oh yeah! I have blue hair now. .... AND GO VOTE.

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and

! They're absolutely wonderful to me, and I love them very much. ^^ Happy to stalk you, Corin and Erin. <3

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]]> ~silverfirelight Ferngully Craze http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3459586/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3459586/ Mon, 27 Sep 2004 16:33:19 PDT
And yes, make Ferngully fanart for me! Seriously. The poor movie has, like... none. XD

And Pips is such a fox.

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]]> ~silverfirelight ...... Fuck. You. http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3416077/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3416077/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 17:34:20 PDT
+ MY NEW EVIETRO COMIC
+ My recent Lance/Pietro smut
+ My Pietro/Alex picture
+ "The Trouble with Speedsters"

AMONGST OTHER THINGS. But those are the ones I'm REALLY FUCKING PISSED OFF ABOUT.

What the shit?! AAAAAUGH!

Fuck you, DA! FUCK YOU! ]]> ~silverfirelight "Before We Were Rivals" http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3413752/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3413752/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 12:27:46 PDT
And I'll let you know right now, before I get a million "OH MY GOD EW!!! I HATE EVAN!" comments. ....... I don't give a shit. At all. I don't care if you hate Evan, I don't care if you hate this pairing, I don't care if you hate slash period. It's my comic and I'm going to draw it whether you like it or not. So spare me the negative comments and deal. Thank you.

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]]> ~silverfirelight Stupid Ivan... http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3361522/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3361522/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 19:40:16 PDT _>

However, I got bored and made a quiz. Go ahead and take it. I'm curious to see the results.

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]]> ~silverfirelight One Year Old http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3328497/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3328497/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 21:15:46 PDT
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]]> ~silverfirelight *smiles* Well well well... http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3304522/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3304522/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 22:44:40 PDT
The following are things from

's "private journal" that she thinks no one reads... even though she was stupid enough to post all the information in her public journal. Which, by the way... just in case you wanted to read... is here:

[link]

If someone sees

, feel free to give her the link. Rachy's said so many wonderful things about her dear sweet sister as well.

(EDIT: Oops! Nevermind! Apparently our little sincere princess has started to delete her entries. I figured this would happen. Ah well!)

Anyway, on to the truth. ^_^

"HATES:
All the praise my husbands new Evo fan fic is getting. I betad it. And believe me, Ive read better. MUCH better. Very few stories make me cry and *scoff* baby, you didnt. I hated his portrayal of my baby Lance and my baby Pietro. Lance is not another Pietro, my dear. Hes got a spine. Dignity. Honor. Thats what makes it so wonderful when he falls, cause hes still trying to save face. HES NOT A WIMP! G0d! And I dont think ANYONE, let alone my brilliant Pietro, is STUPID enough to dig bullets out of their own leg with an unsterlized kitchen knife and then bandage it with a dishrag. PLEASE. And he thinks its SO good, that its making people cry and weep and OMFGitssoemotionalwahkillmenow
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How RETARDED my husband is about his life. He takes EVERYTHING as an UBER THREAT. I want to punch him. I swear to G-d he will NEVER survive in the real world. Dear Lord, SUCK IT UP."

(For more information on why I'm "taking everything as an uber threat", please see my LJ, where I mention the fact that an old enemy of mine has walked back into my life, in the middle of my store, threatening me with a knife. My my, aren't I being retarded?)

So this is how our dear Rachel feels about me, when I've gone out of my way to be nice to her and make her presents and such all the time... these are all the things she really thinks about me. How lovely. How very, very lovely.

Well, class, now that we're all being truthful, is there anything else anyone would like to tell me? Go on, be honest. I don't think anything could possibly infuriate me as nicely as my "wife" has done tonight. ^_^ ]]> ~silverfirelight It's Done! http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3284939/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3284939/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 11:36:37 PDT
Frozen Animation
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By me!

There it is, people! Read it and weep.

... seriously. Weep. And leave me a lot of feedback. >_>

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]]> ~silverfirelight New Ficcage! http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3241952/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3241952/ Fri, 03 Sep 2004 20:27:56 PDT ;; *stabbystabbystabby*

Thank you to Rachel, who betaed it and made Little Perfectionist Alo beat the crap out of my frontal lobes. XD;;; Glad you were my first reader, babe. <3

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]]> ~silverfirelight New Icon. http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3210276/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3210276/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 13:06:04 PDT
I'm having so much fun drawing my entries to the new BHC contest. XD BEEP!!!

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]]> ~silverfirelight Sooooo... http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3140118/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3140118/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 16:22:06 PDT ;; Thanks to the sweeties who offered to help. I'm still gonna do your requests, no worries.

You know what annoys me? People who're ashamed of their art. If you draw it and love it, fuck what anyone says (yes, even if they're your close friends). If they throw that big of a fuss over something you're passionate about, tell them to fuck off. No one should ever have to compromise their art for the sake of someone else. Be proud of what you do, godamn it, and don't let anyone give you shit for it.

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]]> ~silverfirelight Long Ass Gay Pietro List http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3028962/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/3028962/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 22:49:58 PDT
" The Ultimate List Of All Stereotypically Gay And/Or Questionable Things Pietro Has Done, Now With Pictures!"

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You will all WORSHIP me for spending three hours on that list. XD

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~silverfirelight Crisis averted! ^^ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2993835/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2993835/ Sat, 31 Jul 2004 13:49:57 PDT
Thanks to Sammie and Mu, who were planning on giving me a new mouse. You girls rock my world. <3 Thanks for being so sweet and charitable. ^___^

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]]> ~silverfirelight Devious Journal Entry http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2879829/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2879829/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 11:14:54 PDT

died on... Monday? Tuesday? I don't remember right now.

I think I'm a little too fucked up to submit anything for a while. I hope you understand.

Presents, however, will be highly appreciated, as I've found anything and everything that can distract me from thinking about her is good. ]]> ~silverfirelight Explanation. http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2850457/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2850457/ Sat, 10 Jul 2004 17:11:37 PDT
So that's why the contest is cancelled. I can't do this without her, and furthermore, I don't want to. I hope you understand, and I hope no one's mad.

Thank you to everyone who entered/had intentions of. ]]> ~silverfirelight Crash and Burn Contest - Cancelled http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2793672/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2793672/ Sat, 10 Jul 2004 09:02:20 PDT
Fuck... ]]> ~silverfirelight Contest Idea and More Pimpage http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2764371/ http://silverfirelight.deviantart.com/journal/2764371/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 14:27:32 PDT
Not you, wife o' mine. I already know you loathe the pairing. <3

Also: there's a new club out, dedicated specifically towards Lance/Pietro.

... that's it... yes, the icon was made of my crappy art. Silly

. She's the creator, BTW, so slap her up or something.

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