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Devious Journal Entry #75 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/23315720/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/23315720/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 23:07:13 PST The Kiss of a Snake

Is now being posted weekly to y!gallery and while I'd love to have people flocking to it and worshipping me... the fact that I have a couple of regular readers is good enough for me ^^

As far as the writing process goes I am now at Chapter 54, which is mid-game for me. Of course, this being more than a little AU when it comes to the game and beyond its not being easy to write. Hence watching a walkthrough on YouTube - can't hurt to stare at the official events and then pervert them, as I always do

Oh and current word count? 150,240... with 5 years of timeline still to be written

Why I Rarely Comment, But Often Fave

I know, its the cardinal sin here on dA - clicking that "Add to Favourites" button but not leaving a message to say why. So may I start with a massive sorry for doing it

The reason is that I rarely have more to say than *drools* or something equally as un-constructive. I promise, I'm working on this. But as it stands I'd rather say nothing than type out something that when I read over it after sending I do this:

But as I said, working on it, honest!

Tablet Shopping

No, I'm not becoming a junkie - I'm in the market for a graphics tablet. I'm not looking for anything too fancy, just something I can sketch with. I have no problem doing art with a mouse but it just gets tedious after a while, especially when my mouse doesn't want to play nice, and all I want to do is a rough sketch to clean up later. With a mouse I get a rough sketch I look at later and wonder what the heck it was.

So far the Wacom Bamboo Fun is looking like my best bet, and I'm even willing to overlook the fact that in Europe you can only get it in white, the graphics software is an older version and no darned mouse or replacement nibs. Just. Well, ok, I'm still pissed about it but I'll get over it eventually, right?

So, tablet users! Come give me thy plentiful advice, but bear in mind I only really want it as a hobby thing, so breaking the bank on something that is state-of-the-art and does everything but cook me dinner isn't really what I'm looking for

To Conclude

I think I'm getting a chest infection so I'm a sorry SOB right now *chuckles* Though with plenty of fluids and enough cough medicine to OD on hopefully I won't need to get myself to a doctor!

Grocery shopping is mandatory, not optional.

Gimme Advent Children Complete now please ^^ More blood, more dirt, more watching Tifa getting her ass kicked. Oh, and more TURKS! Aaaand more Tseng. Only a little more from what I've seen, but even a little is better than a cumulative 5 seconds.

NaNo was a COMPLETE failure. However I have the opening chapter mostly written and I do like the story. Life just got in the way this year.

Reno in stilettos is still amusing >3

~Tseng-Club has provided me with more droolable Tseng. I is a happy!

I gave in and bought a Bamboo Fun. Seems to be the most recommended of the Bamboo range. It comes tomorrow ^^

Bamboo Fun = ShinRa doing the Monster Mash >3 Watch this space XD

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #74 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/21223793/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/21223793/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 20:05:01 PDT A Few Notes

_{I thought I ought to officially warn everyone that I am a lazy SOB when it comes to dA If I have faved a piece of your work but not said anything its pretty much because saying something along the lines of "Oooh pretty" makes me do this:

Also, 9 times out of 10 I'm too distracted to write something constructive that makes it sound like I've been oggling your picture as much as I have!

Main cause for complete lack of attention: KoaS. Seriously, its taken me two years but I am so into writing this fanfic that it isn't funny. I think about it all the time, hell I'm even dreaming about it lately, which is somewhere between hella amusing and pretty damn disturbing. I mean for the God's sakes my snake tattoo was completely influenced by my own writing. I'm not sure if that is as depressing as I think it is...

In my own defence I have always wanted a snake tattoo, preferably a cobra. It just turns out that white with red eyes appeals to me more than making it green, brown or something normal and snakey.

Anywho, if you're interested in keeping up with my KoaS ramblings I make a post on my LJ every few days to update my word count. You can find it here! I'll warn you that there is much random rambling in
between, yuss.

2 days until NaNo starts! I'm nervous and excited all in one go. Hopefully I'll be able to turn out as much as I have been these last few weeks when the wordcount becomes important, and not just a "holy crap look how much I've written".}

_{My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you *bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry # 73 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/21171801/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/21171801/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 13:13:58 PDT One of the Gang

_{I finally got my new tattoo yesterday ^^ It is a white cobra with red eyes... and I LOVE it. Lee did an amazing job and I can't wait for the redness that's still in the shading to go down so I can take a picture to show it off.

It's just above my left ankle (on the outside) and while the experience was a little uncomfortable at the start I quickly relaxed into it and enjoyed watching him do it. Mind you the shading looked scarily dark when he was doing it, and even though I knew it was just because of the blood and excess ink I did have a mild panic. But of course after washing it and leaving it for a night its looking a lot like how I wanted it.

... Of course, anyone who knows me and my obsessions know exactly what a white cobra with red eyes symbolises... and yes, I really am that kind of a person to get a tattoo for that reason Of course it helps that I've always wanted to get a snake tattoo}

_{My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you *bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #72 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20612252/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20612252/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 01:50:11 PDT More boredom!

_{Meme by ~Amuris and can be found here! Love you really Prinnie

Dear *princess88alasse:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on my avocado plant. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I never had a passionate interest for mice.

Greetings to your frog Leonard,
Sitara Lukyan}

_{My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you *bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #71 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20563111/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20563111/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 04:27:03 PDT Fanfic Title Chosen!

_{The majority of votes went to "The Kiss of a Snake" and I must admit I like the title

So, the Reno (auto)biography fanfic is now officially titled The Kiss of a Snake.

The digital painting trail I submitted today is work towards the cover art. A lot different from what I planned, and heck I may change the design a few million times, but it's progress ^^ I now know how to attempt the kind of look I want on paint.NET

A lot of blur effects, yuss. I could just download the smudge tool plug in but that would just be so simple

So yuss, let me know what you think of the painting, I need a lot of practice, and some tips or areas you think need improving would be a lot of help}

_{My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you *bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #70 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20505606/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20505606/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 13:02:18 PDT Fanfic Title Help!

_{Argh, I hate it when I can't think of a title that fits something perfectly so I'm asking for some help from all you deviants! So please, take a couple of seconds to aid a lost author!

I'm writing a biography (in the first tense, so it reads more as an autobiography) of the Final Fantasy 7 character Reno - something I've come to nickname "From birth to death, and beyond" - and is pretty much exactly that. Its dark in some places, funny in others and in a nutshell contains violence, death, war and sex. A lot of sex (Yes, some stereotypes did creep in, but then again I did start this to explain some of them and discredit others.)

Thing is I just haven't got a title for it, and I'd like one so I can name the folder something other than "Reno", and so I can throw together a snazzy looking book cover *chuckles*

And this is where you come in ^^ I have a list of 12 possibilities that I threw together, but I just don't feel any special attatchment to them. So if you could look over them and see if any jump out at you could you let me know in a comment? And if you can think of anything better then feel completely free

To give you some help, here's the prologue.

The Possibilities:

1. Running Out of Days
2. Dangerous Game
3. The Kiss of a Snake
4. Slave in the Fight
5. Rough Secrets
6. Whispering Fire
7. Servant in Blue
8. No Easy Way Out
9. Don't Look Down
10. Back to the Wall
11. Another Brick in the Wall
12. Renegade Fighter}

_{My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you *bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #69 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20412160/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20412160/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 18:25:22 PDT ... Or a silly music thing

_{Stolened from ~SBarbossa ... I'm sure I've done this before but oh well ^^

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
Perfect Day - Miriam Stockley
(That answers nothing...)

Describe Yourself:
Hell Is For Children - Pat Benetar
(I'm going to adamently deny that I am anyhting like the seconds verse!)

What do people feel when they're around you?
Somebody Help Me - Full Blown Rose
(*snickers*)

Describe your current relationship:
Only God Knows Why - Kid Rock

Where would you like to be now?
Alphabet St. - Prince
(I find it funny that it's actually a place for this question )

How do you feel about love?
Y'all Got It! - The Wiz
(*dies*)

What's your life like?
Can't Sleep, Clowns Will Eat Me - Alice Cooper
(Could explain the insomnia, I guess!)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Shrek's Karaoke Dance Party - Various

Say something wise:
Everyday - Bon Jovi
(The lyrics I suppose could be considered wise)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
Mad World - Gary Jules
(Apparently, it isn't ok)

How would you describe yourself?
Twisted - Maria Friedman
(Lmfao! Oh, if you knew the lyrics you'd know why I find it hilarous)

What do you like in a guy?
Theme To St. Trinian's - Girls Aloud
(... My music tells me that I prefer them to not be guy. Or crazy. Either way.)

How do you feel today?
Anything Goes - Sally Ann Triplett

What is your life's purpose?
Footloose - Kenny Loggins
(To dance!)

What is your motto?
Who Says You Can't Go Home - Bon Jovi

What do you think of your parents?
Super Trouper - Abba
(Yeah, my mum is awesome ^^)

What do you think about very often?
Smooth Criminal - Michael Jackson
(Actually, yeah, considering my writings lately I guess it fits)

What is 2 + 2?
Islands In The Stream - Kenny Rogers and Dolly Parton

What do you think of your best friend?
Love Man - Otis Redding (Dirty Dancing)
(... But my best friends are women?!)

What is your life story?
Touched By An Angel - Della Reese

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Jesus Christ Superstar
(*can't stop laughing* Yes, I want to be the Messiah!)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Empty Chairs, Empty Tables - Michael Ball
(How depressing...)

What will they play at your funeral?
Layla (Acoustic) - Eric Clapton
(I think I'd rather have this for my wedding, and the above for my funeral)

What is your hobby/interest?
Sexy Motherfucker - Prince
(*gigglesnorts*)

What is your biggest fear?
What A Girl Wants - Christina Aguilera
(So, is that women, or Christina?)

What is your biggest secret?
Don't Fence Me In - John Barrowman
(Yes, secretly I love being outside )

What do you think of your friends?
A Shot In The Dark - Ozzy Osbourne
(Apparently I don't like them much )

What will you post this as?
A Rose For The Dead - Theatre of Tragedy}

_{My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you *bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #68 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20363062/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/20363062/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 18:46:09 PDT When bored, do a meme

_{Taken from ~blackvixzin, and I'm doing it with my FF7 Fanfic characters because I can. Set 4 years after the game and AC didn't happen.

Chose 10 of your OC's. Or ten of your favorite people.(like friends,family,celebrities. Anyone you think is cool.) But you can't chose yourself.

1: Reno [Married to #2]
2: Tseng [Married to #1]
3: Sephiroth [Yeah, hes pretty canon XD But back from the dead]
4: Yazoo [in this, Seph's son, lives with Reno and Tseng]
5: Kadaj [Seph's half brother, aged 7]
6: Acacia [OC Doctor, Kadaj's mother]
7: Elena [Not so much of a ditz anymore, dating Rude]
8: Scarlet [Less bitchy, more whorish]
9: Deanna [OC Honeybee]
10: Felice [OC Honeybee]

1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?
Sephiroth will probably take one look at the mess Yaz has made of the kitchen and wonder how he can avoid Tseng haven't a heart attack when he notices. Scarlet will probably run screaming once she sets eyes on Seph considering she's avoided him after keeping his son as a sex toy... Good times XD

2) 9 tries to get 5 to go to a strip club.
One, that is completely inappropriate for a 7 year old, but if it's for babysitting then I'm sure he'll go quite happily but wonder what the hell was going on and make comment along the lines of "Is that what Sephiroth and Ryu* do when they're 'working'?!"
*Ryu is a 1st Class SOLDIER, Seph's 'toy' and a very hot individual

3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose 1 or 6?
I'd so stay with Reno. With three hot men wandering around topless all the time? Not to mention the pool, great coffee, cooking and I'd be allowed to smoke in the house.

4) 2 and 7 are making out. 10 walks in...Their reaction?
Felice would take pictures just to upset Amora that a blonde can turn Tseng's head but after years of trying the poor little Lolita couldn't.

5) 3 falls in love with 6. 8 is jealous. What happens?
I love how this imitates RPs... Scarlet would first stalk Sephy to find out who this other woman is before calling Hojo and telling him where his prized experiment is, therefore sealing Acacia's doom.

6) 4 jumps you in a dark alleyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10,2 or 7?
2, Tseng. Tseng knows how dangerous Yazoo can be if Jenova has control of his mind and wouldn't want Yazoo to kill more people.

7) 1 decides to start a cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?
Either half the audience has food poisoning just from smelling Reno's cooking, or he's set the kitchen alight and is running around trying to put the flaming tip of his pony tail out *chuckles*

8) 5 is in a car crash and is critically injured. What does 9 do?
Dea has a soft spot for kids, so knowing that Seph wouldn't give half a damn she would keep the kid company and call everyone to get their butts to the hospital.

9) 3 has to marry either 8,4 or 9. Who do they chose?
Considering 4 is his son and Seph would never willingly marry Scarlet that only leaves Deanna, which isn't such a bad choice

10) 7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's release. What is it?
Candy... because that's all the kid has

11) You get to meet either 1 or 6. Who do you chose?
1, Reno, without a doubt. We'd have a great time bar hopping in Midgar and discussing how awesomely hot his husband is.

12) 10 challenges 4 to a chariot race. Why?
Because Felice has a thing about dressing up like Xena and thinks Yazoo would look hot in armour? oO

13) Everyone gangs up on 3. Does 3 have a chance in hell?
Sephiroth would kick everyone's ass without breaking a sweat, yo

14) Everyone is invited to 2 and 10's wedding except for 8. How do they react?
Scarlet would be more surprised that Tseng was marrying a woman that not being invited since it's no secret that Tseng and Scarlet can't stand each other.

15) Why is 6 afraid of 7?
Acacia is a very intelligent woman and is completely baffled at how someone like Elena was given permission to own firearms

16) 10 gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?
It starts with a princess, and her quest for love... which ends up with her becoming a disgruntled pole dancer because her Prince Charming is a slobbish pimp. (She doesn't do happy)

17) 1 arrives late for 2 and 10's w... ]]>
~sitara-lukyan

Devious Journal Entry #67
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Sat, 06 Sep 2008 02:50:21 PDT

Long Time, No Update}

_{Well, as you can see from all my recent art I'm back on a FF7 kick. I've started writing the fanfic again and its coming along. My only problem is that I find myself creating new chapters that aren't neccessarily needed instead of writing the important parts.

That and the time line is probably a little screwy

Oh well, I'll make it work}

_{My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you *bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #66 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/18915702/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/18915702/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 16:31:24 PDT Miss Bimbo

_{Ack, so long since I've updated on here! Things have just been really busy on my end of the world with Hogwarts Realm, puppy sitting/training and a lot of sleeping as and when I can

No picture updates I'm afraid, I just haven't had any inspiration for them lately. I should also update my House of Adoptables picture as I have 3 times the adoptables now!

Instead I've been playing Miss Bimbo. I'm a sucker for a tongue in cheek game taking the piss out of people like Paris Hilton.

Its a very easy game, something to fill half an hour with! Have a look and see what all the fuss is about

And if you decide to join: [link]

Reference codes ftw}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine
My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #65 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/17685165/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/17685165/ Sat, 03 May 2008 15:06:43 PDT PokePlushies

_{Click here to feed me a Rare Candy!

Get your own at PokePlushies!

Click here to feed me!

Get your own at PokePlushies!

Click here to feed me!

Get your own at PokePlushies!

I've decided to only plead for your help with my unopened Pokeballs and my Aibatt, Myrtle (named for its colour) All my adoptables and links to feed them can be found in the deviantion The House of Adoptables. A big thank you to anyone who takes the time to feed them!}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine
My Completed 14 Song Project Journal}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #64 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/17024621/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/17024621/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 12:33:23 PDT The 14 Song Project [COMPLETE]

_{Initiated by =vilhelmina - please find details on how to do this in her journal entry about it

My Song List

01. Knowing Me, Knowing You - Abba
02. Going Down in Flames - 3 Doors Down
03. Ten Days - Celine Dion
04. Friendship - Anything Goes
05. The Show Must Go On - Queen
06. Touched By An Angel - Della Reese
07. The Bastard Song - Jenny Talia
08. Fields of Gold - Eva Cassidy
09. Hit Me With Your Best Shot - Pat Benetar
10. Puppet on a String - Sandie Shaw
11. Waiting For a Star to Fall - Boy Meets Girl
12. Rock Star - Nickleback
13. Can't Sleep, Clowns Will Eat Me - Alice Cooper
14. You're The Voice - John Farnham

14/14 Completed}

_{came in the post today ^^ Big thanks to ^ArtisticAunJuli for sending it over for suggesting items that would sell well on the Marketplace that she's initited the petition for

Now to find the perfect place for it!}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine}

_{As he's so dis... ]]>
~sitara-lukyan

Devious Journal Entry #63
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Mon, 18 Feb 2008 20:46:46 PST

Because guruubii Told Me To
_{I totally cheated on a couple and did a thumb that I liked more than the first one that turned up And still some came up with interesting pictures.

For example #8 is a picture that was taken about a 10 minute walk from where I live And I would have hunted for my bunny hat in particular bt the thumb was too adorable ^^

1: How old will I be on my next bday?: 21

2: Place I want to Travel: New Zealand

3: Favourite place: Midgar *snickers*

4: favourite object: Bunny hat!

5: fav Food: Pizza

6: Fav Animal: Fox

7: Fav colour: Green

8: Where i live: Potton

9: Past Pets name: Mulder

10: A dream come true: Being on a West End stage

11: Screen name: Sitara-Lukyan

12: middle name: Marie

13: Fav smell: White Musk

14: Bad habit: Smoking

15: First job: Backchecking (no I won't explain )
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Wed, 13 Feb 2008 16:05:38 PST

Because I'm a Trend WHore}
_{From Prinnie's journal:

Basically, you put your iPod, iTunes, Winamp, or Windows Media player on shuffle and write down the titles of the first 29 songs you get. Then, you copy and paste the list below and fill out the answers to the questions with the name of the songs [in order]. Then comment below the name of the song to your answers.

1. How does the world see me?
The Bastard Song - Jenny Talia
I'm totally with Jenny in this song! And yeah I guess I ma a bit agressive when I've been wronged!

2. Will I have a happy life?
Rasperry Beret - Prince
Is that a yes?

3. What do people really think of me?
Bed of Nails - Alice Cooper
*chuckles* I guess the James incident comes under this

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Don't Bring Me Down - Lo-Ball
No?

5. How Can I make myself happy?
Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down
By going crazy apparently

6. What should I do with my life?
Jump - Van Halen
Does that mean dance, or jump off a cliff..?

7. Will I ever have children?
Purple Rain - Prince
Through the power of interpretation, thats a no

8. What is some good advice for me?
A Kind of Magic - Queen
*thumbs up*

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
Would I Lie to You Baby - Charles and Eddie
FLMAO, it is atm

10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Aces High - Iron Maiden
Still a cool song

11. What song will you play at my funeral?
Touched By An Angel - Della Reese
Quite apt. A beautiful song.

12. What is my day going to be like?
You're The Top - Sally Ann Tripplet and John Barrowman (Anything Goes)
Well, it wasn't such a bad day so I'm inclined to agree

13. Why am I here?
And Love Said No - HIM
I'm here to have my heart broken?

14. What will people remember me for?
Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion
That's sweet ^^

15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
I Don't Want a Lover - Michael Ball (cover)
I might sing that at karaoke now!

16. Are there people outside waiting for me?
Why You Wanna Break My Heart - Tia Carrere
Nope

17. What will this year be all about?
Erotic City - Prince
Sex. Lots of sex.

18. If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream...
Love Today - Mika
I love this song ^^ Perhaps I would!

19. The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
I Will Be Your Guide - Terry St. Clair
A nice song... but does this mean I'm going to start a religion?

20. Your message to the world:
Dark Sekret Love - The 69 Eyes

21. Your Deepest Secret:
Somebody Help Me - Full Blown Rose (commonly known as the Tru Calling theme)
Yeah, I guess I do need rescuing from myself

22. Your intermost Desire:
Two Out of Three Ain't Bad - Meat Loaf
No, I want all three dammit

23. Your oldest memory makes you think:
Suspicious Minds - Elvis
Some of my earliest memories are listening to Elvis ^^

24. Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
Walk Through The Fire - Buffy, the Musical
Ooh, doable

25. When you wake up in the morning, you'll mutter:
Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
*snickers* Yeah

26. Right now your feelings are:
(I Don't Do) Deja Vu - Jenny Talia
*thumbs up*

27. The day you fall in love will be the day that:
What You Feel - Buffy, the Musical
If he can sing like that demon it WILL be love

28. You scream during :
Living On A Prayer - Bon Jovi
Hell yeah! Love singing to this and it does get very loud ^^

29. Your farwell Message to the Reader of this:
Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani
Ooooh yeah}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =}ShadowSaine

Teh Birdeh
_{~sitara-lukyan

Devious Journal Entry #61
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Sun, 10 Feb 2008 21:34:05 PST

The Amusing Accuracy of Chinese Horoscopes
_{Rabbit people love to play under the moonlight. Quite fanciful, they respond to the power and beauty of nature and are always being pulled one way and the other to examine what they find. They are the luckiest of all twelve signs! But, it's more a result of "the harder I work, the luckier I get" than taking crazy chances. They are cautious, conservative, bright, and have a good head for business. Supremely pleasant to have around, these affectionate, naturally shy peacemakers seldom ever lose their temper. They sometimes appear to be singing the blues because of a natural but short-lived tendency towards despondency. Rabbits always inspire deep admiration and trust.

Ginger Soup and Ginger Noodles are among the keys to good health!!

The Fire Rabbits stand out from the crowd of other Rabbits. You might expect Rabbits to be passive, quiet, and loners. Not so, the Fire Rabbits. These extroverts are leaders of the pack! Fire Rabbits intuitively sense the right way to bring out the best in themselves and other people. They are brave creatures, thirsty for life. Others eagerly follow them because of the promise of adventure and great fun, and they are never disappointed. Visionary explorers, Fire Rabbits inspire others to see beyond the surface. Unlike other Rabbits, Fire Rabbits have the potential to be truly rich. Enormously capable and hardworking, Fire Rabbits can achieve great things others cannot match. Captains in charge of their lives, they experience smooth sailing in their careers. The multifaceted Fire Rabbits experience great versatility in their lives. Their interests can range from Agatha Christie to bungee jumping, from caviar to enchiladas, from snowskiing to Scrabble. Speaking of Scrabble, spell Love: L-O-V-E is very kind to Fire Rabbits. Excellent lovers, they rapturously charm their partners with cozy fireplaces, affectionate hugs, and, most of all, undying support and loyalty.

Famous RABBIT people: Hu Shih, Hu Yao-Bang, Kim Young Sam, Sally Ride, Leonardo Di Caprio, Frank Sinatra, Bob Hope, Arturo Toscanini, Leontyne Price, Clare Boothe Luce, Tiger Woods.}

_{I was reading normal rabbit and thinking... "Erm.. shy?" Yup, definitely a Fire Rabbit}

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Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.} ]]>
~sitara-lukyan

Devious Journal Entry #60
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Sat, 02 Feb 2008 02:09:02 PST

Happy and Sad News}
_{Good News: The second X-Files movie is in production! Yes I know I'm about a month behind the rest of the world on this but I am so stoked that its finally happening!

I've waited 6 years dammit!

Seen a couple of photos from the movie, and they look great ^^ Its weird to see Scully with long hair, and in a much lighter shade of auburn than usual.

And yes I do mean Scully, not Gillian Anderson lol. She's been blonde and with long hair for so long its normal on her.

Sad news: Mulder, my dwarf russian hamster, has died. He was over a year old and I think it was just his time. I found him in his bed so I hope it was a peaceful passing.

Rest in Peace you little pest, its time for you to annoy God now}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

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Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.} ]]>
~sitara-lukyan

Devious Journal Entry #59
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Tue, 29 Jan 2008 16:35:38 PST

Happity Happity Happity}

_{Not only do I have an awesome bunny hat, a tasty looking lolly and a cute star phone charm... I also have my internet back!

Ok, so I had to put all my files on disc, and sure I had to go back to the factory settings to get AOL to work again... but it was worth it. Now I have a clutterless computer, with internet access and I am wearing a very cute and very warm bunny hat.

Anna is a happy, as my friend Rae would say}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #58 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16622980/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16622980/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 04:29:16 PST Own:

_{by

I managed to buy it as soon as I had monies and IT JUST ARRIVED! *is sat happily in her bunny hat* As soon as I charge my camera batteries I'll post a picture And it came with a loly and a cute star phone charm (well, I think it is, its going on my phone anyway lol!) So Anna is indeed a happy bunny - with flopsy ears ^^

Unhappy newses - my internet asploded. AOL did some update which went wrong and when I tried to fix it my computer somehow deletied an important file which means I can't even log on now. I'm using my brother's comp while he's at college because he's been an angel and let me borrow it. But only this once me thinks.

I could copy the file from his comptuer to mine... only he has XP and I have Vista, which runs different versions of AOL and he doesn't have the file I need. It sucks ass.

So, I'm waiting patiently for the disc to come in the post... or rather, impatiently as I'm going to call and make sure they put it on order because the dude I spoke to was incompetant.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

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_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #57 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16516403/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16516403/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 05:46:50 PST Want:

_{by

I have the etsy page bookmarked and I'm going to find money dammit because I waaaants it.

All my money went onto bellydancing classes ^^ It'll be good to get back to some kind of dance - and a new kind at that! I've needed a new genre of dance to explore.

Salsa classes are next on the list}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #56 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16293031/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16293031/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 20:28:20 PST Pretty Arts in Skin

_{Mum and I got matching shooting star tattoos on Saturday ^^ Its done in purple and blue with white highlights and I adore it - even if my hand feels bruised and the tattoo has scabbed.

Well, no so much scabbed as its raised hard skin. There's a difference, honest

But yes, I'm thrilled and so is mum.

However my sleeve is going to cost at least double what we thought (there's a lot more work in it than the tattoo artist thought) so I'm having to put it off to save up ^^ But I'll get it one day}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #55 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16221540/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16221540/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 09:54:51 PST Too many lies

_{I forgave him for so many things. I blamed myself and just tried to move on. But he dragged me back in and then threw me away again...

And he lied. So many times. Over and over and I believed him. If he had been honest with me I wouldn't feel so broken right now. My fantasy world was something he created.

I accepted the blame, I pushed him away because I was so scared to love him, and more scared to hurt him. Now I'm just trying to forget him. Its for the best since even my friendship means so little to him.

He's not the person I fell in love with, the person I withstood months of snide remarks and teasing from my year and my teachers about to be with. The person I fell in love with wasn't so two faced.

18 months I gave him, and 4 more I tried to be the friend he said he still wanted. You just wanted me gone. You should have said.

So now I am. Maybe in time I'll be able to remember the person I loved, not the person who lied.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #54 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16211193/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/16211193/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 17:23:06 PST Breaking the short journal tradition...

_{Angel of Sodding Darkness is one bitch of a game. I lost the saved game when my old computer died, and John swears he put it on the discs for me but I can't find it on there. So I started again (since retrieval is impossible now I believe my computer is in parts).

And I forgot just how much this Tomb Raider game pisses me off.

To start with, I was on the industrial rooftops trying to outrun and hide from a helicopter that was shooting at me. All was well until I can't keep climbing the rope because I need to raise her legs. Sure, fine, I'll do that no problem. I've done it once, it can be done again.

"Press the duck key to raise my legs." Huh? Duck key? When did we cover this handy yet illusive button? So Lara eventually fell 20 feet to her painful neckbreaking death.

I tried again.

I pressed every button on the keyboard, and nothing.

So I gave in and went online to find the guide I used last time to try and outrun the bomb (see next complaint). Turns out its the "1" key on the number pad.

So I get past that bit, and manage to complete the level with about 5% of my health intact. Not a problem, next level means a nice new full health bar.

So, now I'm in the Parisian Ghetto which is fine except I know there's a huge bomb to outrun at the end of the area... which is pretty much next to impossible to do without some kind of crazy luck.

And after that comes the Louvre Museum which has a set of alarm lazers that are, again, near impossible to jump over without some more crazy luck.

After that? Well, the rest of the sodding game. I only got to the weird underground chambers and they're a pain in the arse too. Especially the water one... I wasn't quite sure what the heck I was meant to do in that one other than get hacked to pieces by pointy things under the water.

Then I lost my save.

So, even though I pretty much detest this game in all its unfinished glory (I'm still laughing over the 'flying Lara' cheat to get to the second 'secret' training area. Needless to say I decided against trying anything that could beat my computer into a bloody whizzing pulp) I'm determined to finish the sodding thing before I cave in and buy myself the Anniversary game. I was good at the original TR, so with improved graphics it ought to be a blast ^^

In other news... I'm getting a flower tattoo with mum. I've always wanted to get something with her and we've found this really pretty purple flower, so thats on the menu. And I'm contemplating (read, pretty sure I want) a half sleeve on the top of my left arm. And heck, I'm even thinking of something for my right upper arm too. And I'm still getting the poetry and key once I've consulted the author. Oh, and the second wolf.

I'm spending a lot of money on tattoos this year me thinks!}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #53 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15992099/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15992099/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 19:27:50 PST Christmas Shopping...

_{What the hell do you buy your ex boyfriend!? I'm hitting my head on a brick wall because I have nooo ideas at all!

Ah, a nice short journal to make up for the uber long one}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #52 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15854093/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15854093/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 20:38:50 PST Boredom dictates...

_{That I should give you pointless things to read! And so, it begins:}

_{Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1 : Patch things up with my dad

2 : Release an album of some description (that people buy and enjoy lol)

3 : Lose about half my body weight

Three Names You Go By:

1 : Anna

2 : Reno

3 : Annabeth/belle

Three Screen Names You Have Had:

1 : DanaVamp

2 : LilVampX

3 : Sitara-Lukyan

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:

1 : My eyes

2 : My fingernails

3 : My lips

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:

1 : Nose

2 : Pale skin

3 : Red hair ( though I didn't get it Â¬_Â¬ )

Three Things That Scare You:

1 : Death

2 : Spiders

3 : Burglers

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:

1 : DeviantART (dammit for taking over my life XD)

2 : Music

3 : A good book

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:

1 : Pyjamas

2 : My ring, that never comes off

3 : Glasses

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:

1 : Porcelain and the Tramps

2 : John Barrowman

3 : Weird Al

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:

1 : Fields of Gold - Eva Cassidy

2 : The Show Must Go On - Michael Ball

3 : My Leftovers - Porcelain and the Tramps

Three Things You Want In A Relationship :

1 : Friendship

2 : Trust

3 : Fun

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):

1 : I'm homocidal

2 : I have 6 tattoos (and plan on getting more)

3 : I want a pink bunny rabbit

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:

1 : Eyes

2 : Lips

3 : Hands

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:

1 : Drawing

2 : Singing

3 : Reading

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:

1 : Actor

2 : Teacher

3 : Author

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:

1 : New Zealand

2 : America

3 : Ireland

Three Kid's Names You Like:

1 : Rena

2 : Andrew

3 : Jessica

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy: (not serious)

1 : I have a sick sense of humour

2 : I hate pink

3 : I get animated when watching football

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl: (still not serious!)

1 : I spend hours getting ready to go out

2 : I eat delicately when in a restaurant

3 : I've been known to sit by the phone waiting for a call}

_{What would be your Patronus?

A fox (well, vixen but there's little difference between the two)

What would you want your wand to look like/be made out of?

A nice dark wood, mahogony perhaps, with nice detailing on the 'handle'

If you could be an animagus what animal would you be?

A fox, or perhaps a type of bird - the flying thing seems appealing

Would you join the D.A?

I have the theory that if you can effectively defend against the Dark Arts you can learn new aspects of the Dark Arts themselves, so yep. I would.

Who was the characters you hated the most in the books?

Erm, I don't think there's any character that I can truly say that I hate!

Who were the characters you loved the most?

McGonagall, Snape, Fred and George

What character are you most like and how?

Oh cripes... Possibly Neville lol! Prone to accidents, has one subject that I'm good in and the others are kind of mediocre. Had a teacher who despised me about as much as I despised them (though thats more Harry/Snape that Neville/Snape) and had a limited number of friends.

What house would you be in at Hogwarts?

Slytherin. Definitely.

What was your favorite store in Hogsmeade or Diagon Alley?

Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes

If you could play Quidditch what position would you play?

Chaser or seeker. I wouldn't trust me to try and hit something.

Would you honestly eat the kidney pie?

Nope, I don't like pie

Dark mark or D.A "Galleon"?

Dark Mark, I'm a sucker for a tattoo.

What magic power or inheritance would you want the most?

Animagus, or metamorphmagus

What magical creature was your favorite (ex. centaurs,house elfs,etc)

Fluffy!

At the moment if you walked by the room of requirem... ]]>
~sitara-lukyan

Devious Journal Entry #51
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Wed, 05 Dec 2007 15:31:34 PST

The Power of the Cow!}

_{I have no idea how I ended up remembering this but I'm having a good laugh over it!

On a local radio station a good 8-10 years ago (when we still had X-Fools playing over breakfast *sighs happily* Good times...) there was a segment on the breakfast show called "Power of the cow", where they tell everyone that no matter where you go or what you do, you will always see a cow. Every day. And seriously, it really happens They'd have people phoning in with their cow sighting of the day and it was really funny

Be it a real cow, or cow shaped soap, a cow mug or something in 'cow print' you really do see a cow every day in one form or another. You don't have to go searching... it's just... there...

It's a bizarre and amusing thing but very true! So keep your eyes peeled, and soon you'll wonder what the conspiracy is too}

3000 pageviews!
_{Thanks to everyone who's been loitering around my page, I'm quite surprised that I have so many pageviews! I feel like I should do something to celebrate... but perhaps I'll wait until 5k before I do

Thanks again for everyone's support ^^}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #50 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15621543/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15621543/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 13:10:23 PST The Death of My NaNo Novel
_{I've hit the 25k mark and I seem to have finished the story. But I'm not too bothered by it. Though I won't hit the 50k mark my first year, I have completed - for the first time - a complete story. I usually begin and never finish, or in fact completely give up on the story before I've committed it to paper.

So, its a first. Its a start, and I'm happy with that. Maybe next year I'll have more success with my uni-student based "SPAM", if I don't do it before then!}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #49 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15434268/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15434268/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 12:51:13 PST Re-Subbed, NaNo and Veoh
_{I was going to keep it unsubbed but I like the CSS journal and seeing more than 20 pictures at a time. So I borrowed mum's card (with permission, I'm a good girl really) and bought my first sub. I won all my others lol.

In other news, I broke the 15k mark on my NaNo today. I'm having a bit of a lull with it. I didn't write yesterday and today I'm having trouble motivating myself. It might have something to do with the fact that I'm watching way too much of The Tribe. I only started season 4 this week and I've already almost finished the season.

Which leads me to promote a video site I've come to like better - [link] . I can watch a full 25 minute episode on there in one go, in dvd quality. Unlike on youtube where I have to watch it in 3 segments and sometimes the quality is a bit dubious. So yuss, check out Veoh - by the look of it there's a lot of TV shows up for watching on there ^^}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #48 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15309003/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15309003/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 21:38:08 PDT NaNoWriMo - again
_{As is most typical of me, now that NaNoWriMo has started, I'm all creative. Which should be a damned good thing, right?

In one sense, yes. In three hours I managed to get out approx. 1500 words for "February", which is my NaNo project.

Only, then I got a little bored and ended up turning back to my Reno fic *chuckles* I've not been so interested in it for over a year and all of a sudden my inner Reno feels like talking again.

Only most that I've written he has a dispute with (the Tseng is marginally off in his opinion (not my fault old chap, honest)). So I've ended up editing the first 4 chapters somewhat, and now I'm in the middle of writing Tseng and Reno's first meeting.

Its not going as smoothly as it should, this writing business.

Next I'll be writing "Spam" as a novel too - which I wanted to do next year!

Damn you muses}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #47 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15206591/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15206591/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 18:34:32 PDT NaNoWriMo
_{So, its only taken me about 7 years to actually commit to it, but this year I've signed up, so there's no going back. I'm Sitara-Lukyan there too.

It was =ShadowSaine that got me thinking about it again - thanks sweetie. I think I need the kick up the arse to do it

Hopefully I'll be able to get to 50k words needed, and if I do and manage to finish it, I'll probably start editing it too. I'm one of those that much edit as I work - it drives me mad otherwise lol.

Like the site says, everyone says "one day" and never does it. That's why I'm doing it - because while I'm ill I can't do much else but take meds and work at getting better.

If anyone else is even remotely interested, give it a go! There's no failure in it if you don't hit the 50k target, and there's a large support group. And me of course

NaNoWriMo Main Site Go sign up!}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #46 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15162359/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15162359/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 17:35:15 PDT Damned evasive games!
_{I took a deep breath and dared to look under my bed and wardrobe and turned up my Sims2 - Nightlife... but as of yet still have not found the original Sims 2 cds. Which really sucks.

I've no idea where it could be either... It's quite infuriating. Ah well, I'll just have to steal it off James since I know he has a copy at his place. His is the DVD version too, so yay.

In other news... did a lot of shopping this weekend, and I'm currently quite hungry and am contemplating making a sandwich.

That is all.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #45 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15098720/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15098720/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 08:37:51 PDT Grr!
_{Just fucking grr.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #44 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15085276/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/15085276/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 09:48:59 PDT Artsy Musings
_{Having finished "First Love" (thank you again ~HavenCityAngel) I was looking at it and contemplating my colouring style, and wondered what other people thought.

Personally, I like the simplistic black lines, block colours, but I have had some people saying I should try to work with shading... But shading and I haven't been getting along.

Its just a musing really. I like my art - is that all that should really matter? I guess I'm looking for some kind of approval by putting it up here...

I mean this was made to be a photography account and I haven't been photographing anything really. I guess because my muse and model has run off with another woman, and that doesn't help much with anything.}

_{I keep thinking about the make-over and shoot I get when I finish this diet. I really had my heart set on having it done with James, but that plan's pretty buggered now. At least I'll be able to see a pro at work}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #43 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14987995/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14987995/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 16:19:18 PDT Thinking...
_{Following people's advice has only led me to more heartache and fretting (no offence folks, I know you've only tried to do whats in my best interests, and thank you for it).

So I've decided that the time for doing what everyone else says has come to a close. I can't keep doing "whats best" if all it does is hurt me.

So I'm going to do this my way. I'll make mistakes and I'll get hurt and I'll just have to get up and try again, because there are some things in my life I'm not ready to let go of yet.

Yes, that does include James. If he gets with Sam properly, then yes, I shall stand aside (begrudgingly ). I want him to be happy - that has not changed. But I refuse to stand aside simply because we made some mistakes.

Yes, we. I acknowledge that it was not all James' fault, and not all mine. I was ill, and he - like many - found it hard to cope. I do not blame him for that. It is a hard thing for me to cope with too, so I can understand. I pushed him away, and I realised that when the damage was done.

Our break up was the right thing to do.

What wasn't right was that we didn't talk about it. We didn't really investigate what went wrong, when, how and why. We generalised and left it be. Which led to both of us getting hurt, time and again.

I want to sort it out, talk properly and close what doors we must. After all, the saying says that with each door we close God opens a window. I'm just hoping it's a big enough window to climb through sometimes. Even if I cannot have his love, I still treasure his friendship, and I refuse to lose that.

So I'll take what medication I must, I'll follow this diet even if it kills me, because there's parts of me I do want changed too. These are parts of me that must change - for my health, for my friendships, and for me to heal and truly put behind me demons that have chased me for years.

I know, I've said it before, and I'll say it again because in my heart I truly mean it, and believe in it. But actions are harder than words. And I'll need all the support I can get.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #42 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14956770/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14956770/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 13:49:34 PDT An end, and a beginning
_{It really is over between James and I, and no amount of love and wishing will bring him back. He still loves me, but he doesn't love me enough to stay with me. I don't blame him - I have trouble coping with my bi-polar, and I know its hard on my family too.

But its the kick I need. I won't get anything I want if I sit and mope. In three months I'll be a new person, and I'll be happy with that.

Perhaps in time we will be able to spent time together and be happy, but for now all I ask is that he finds happiness in his surroundings and learns to forget about me.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #41 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14888101/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14888101/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 16:34:13 PDT Praying
_{I don't care if I have to sit up every night for the next year, holding him close as he sobs until he sleeps. I would be there because over everything else I love him, and I want him to know that he'll be safe in my arms. I want to do for him what he did for me.

I don't care what happens to me. I just want him to be ok.

Please God, let him be ok.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #40 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14730203/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14730203/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 15:01:59 PDT Fuck Yeah!
_{In a crazy good mood. I mean super-hyper-happy-mode.

And no alcohol is involved.

Anyway, running away because while I'm doing this my dinner is burning and I'm very hungry.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #39 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14591562/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14591562/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 15:24:27 PDT Getting Worse
_{I kissed him. And he held me, so close and so tight. And I wish I didn't because now I can't get the feel of him out of my mind. And I know it'll fade so quickly and I'll be without him again.

He's not coming back, I'm almost sure of that now.

But I gave him the CD I burned for him anyway. It says everything I can't. I don't expect it to make a difference, but perhaps it'll convey to him everything I can't say.

I just hope that he's happy, that he'll be happy, even if I can't be without him.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #38 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14397726/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14397726/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 17:11:05 PDT Getting Better
_{Everything is still really hard for me to think about. But I love him, so as long as he is happy then I ask nothing more.

Tablets seem to be working pretty damn well. I'm practically waking and sleeping to a schedule they've timed out in me, but its not a problem.

Gonna start swimming as often as possible, and I've been allocated housework to pay for me staying at home, which to me is pretty damned reasonable. I've rejoined jive classes in hope of sticking around a long while, and I hopefully will also be cycling every weekend while the weather is reasonable.

I'm feeling in the mood to write; Rena is quite strong in my mind at the moment. I'll finish Alienato Mentis I promise! I extend my apologies to ~loyra, the folks at *PotterShare and the readers. It will be concluded as soon as possible}

Alienato Mentis [HP fanfic]
_{Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Accompanying Artwork by ~loyra

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

Teh Birdeh
_{As he's so distressed over me deleting my myspace and Facebook, meaning he can't be my top friend anymore, I hereby dedicate this spot in my journal from here on in to Chris Bird!}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #37 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14335785/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14335785/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 14:39:44 PDT Good-bye
_{I've deactivated my MySpace and Facebook. I will keep this deviantART account activated, as I do not want to leave this yet.

Alientato Mentis will be updated when I have the strength and will to do so.

I'm sorry everyone.}

Alienato Mentis [HP fanfic]
_{Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Accompanying Artwork by ~loyra

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #36 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14291336/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14291336/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 16:24:08 PDT Feeling Slightly Better
_{We're going to try again. Ease back in slowly. I just hope this works because I love him so much.}

Alienato Mentis [HP fanfic]
_{Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Accompanying Artwork by ~loyra

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #35 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14284981/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14284981/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 13:07:23 PDT
Fucked off
_{I remove my previous statement purely because it won't do anyone any good.

Yes I am angry, and very upset, but there's no point causing arguments where there needn't be any.

I won't ever trust her again, and I pray we don't cross paths, for both our sakes.

I do however just want to talk to him. Talk through all this, make sure we're happy with the decision we made.

I say we, but it was all rather one sided.

Anyway. If I'm not chatty, please forgive me I shall try not to be rude.}

Alienato Mentis [HP fanfic]
_{Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Accompanying Artwork by ~loyra

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #34 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14226904/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14226904/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 14:03:37 PDT Party
_{Bah, I've never been a party person, so technically I would have been better off if I'd stayed home, though seeing Sam again for the first time in ages is pretty damn cool...

Haven't really see teh boyf since I got here - he's very much a social butterfly; whereas I've sneaked off and stolen Sam's computer (she loves me enough to know its a good idea )

Anywhom, I'm concucting some ideas for *PotterShare ads, and also for a project that'll take a long while. Think making everyone into pocket sized pets and run with the possibilities. I'll be opening up the option to *PotterShare folks soon, Slytherin first because I'm biased

So, keep your eyes and ears peeled and I'll get a devJournal up spoons.

TTYL folks}

Alienato Mentis [HP fanfic]
_{Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Accompanying Artwork by ~loyra

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #33 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14099408/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/14099408/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 01:52:47 PDT On Holiday
_{Yuss, I'm away for the week with James and his family. Lake District

I'll be back next Friday (17th) so y'all take care and I'll talk to you soon!}

Alienato Mentis [HP fanfic]
_{Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Accompanying Artwork by ~loyra

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #32 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13958038/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13958038/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 14:41:14 PDT Club Advertisments
_{#PotterShare Chat

#Rohan LotR Chat

Original Characters Club [Chat to follow]

The last two are new to dAmn, so please feel free to check us out and support us}

Alienato Mentis [HP fanfic]
_{Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Accompanying Artwork by ~loyra

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #31 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13887924/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13887924/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 12:56:45 PDT New LotR Chat
_{~SBarbossa and ~soraxkingdom have just made a new LotR chat by the name of #Rohan.

Its a nice place to come and talk about the books, the movies, and whatever else takes your fancy. We're all nice people in there (even those nasty little orcses can be nice on occasion!)

So swing by and check us out at #Rohan ^^}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #30 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13819855/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13819855/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 11:03:05 PDT Potter-ness Continues
_{Was the 10th customer, and got my book in its cute little bag at 00:07

Was a great laugh all in all. When I get home I'll upload pictures and such. Yay for near-midnight wand duels

Anywho, I'm just quickly doing internetty stuff before I return to the book. It'd be done by now but I have a horrific stomach bug and I've spent all day going from bathroom to bed. Stomach is till churny

Enjoy the book Potter-ites!}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #29 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13732627/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13732627/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 12:32:00 PDT Potter Rambles
_{Last night's transformation of certain *PotterShare members into nargles (little creatures that infest mistletoe, according to Luna Lovegood) I was intrigued by what they'd look like. After all, the book doesn't discribe them.

So, after some thought I threw myself into designing one today *points to gallery*

It isn't finished, there's some green-age to be added, but I'm pretty damn proud of it ^^ I decided I wanted something you'd hate to be stuck in your hair (no matter that these things can't be seen without a strong magnifying glass), so it ended up mostly based on a frog. And it kinda looks like Gollum from The Lord of the Rings. Weird how things turn out!

I'll be seeing the new movie on Thursday. I'm going with James' family for his birthday (he's doing it for my sake though, bless him) and I'll be joining the masses queueing for the final book, because I have no shame.

And as always, I'm rooting for the bad guys Slytherin, Voldie and his Death-Eaters FTW}

_{Oh, and I want a Gibbs Plushie}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #28 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13719084/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13719084/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 11:40:37 PDT Modem Fun
_{John (the boyfriend's dad) gave me a slightly older BT Voyager model than my own, and things seemed to be going fine until the the disc announced it could not install the drivers because I wasn't using the correct Windows platform.

As I had told them both, a disc designed for Windows XP is not compatable with Vista.

So I'm back on my usual modem, which works for approx. 1.5 hours before it overheats and cuts out on me. Which means I'll be buying a new fan to keep the sodding thing cool.

I still find it funny that I keep being right, while my computer experts are wrong.}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Devious Journal Entry #27 http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13630929/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13630929/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 07:24:45 PDT Chirpy
_{Despite my modem constantly overheationg and kicking me off the net I'm in a pretty great mood.

I have food in the house, so I'm not going hungry. I found our fan so its now pointing directly at my evil modem. James found his Gameboy Colour and Red Pokemon game, so I'm playing that on and off. As soon as we find his GB Advance, I'll be playing Ruby ^^

Been talking to Sam lately too. Missed her so much, its nice to have her back.

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Happy Birthday to *PotterShare - it's been a whole year. Even though I've only been active for a week, I'm really loving the group and the people in it ^^

Also, thanks to *PotterShare for my 1 month sub You guys rock

And another thankyou to =ArtisticAunJuli for the additional 3 month subscription}

_{My avatar was made by the amazing =ShadowSaine

[link] - The 100 Picture Project}

_{Thank you =bewarecalamity for this journal.}
]]> ~sitara-lukyan Bah http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13535092/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13535092/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 06:22:29 PDT

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Avatar made by the amazing =ShadowSaine Thanks sweetie ^^
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[link] - The 100 Picture Project

]]> ~sitara-lukyan One Thing After Another http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13509138/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13509138/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 07:57:40 PDT
First James and I couldn't stop rowing over nothing, so we're spending a week apart. Fair dos but I don't have much to do so I'm pretty bored. He's spending all is time with Sam (female) and playing snooker. Which is fair enough, I guess. Except I really don't like how much time he spends with her.

Yes, call me the jealous girlfriend, I really don't mind because I know in part I am. And I'm more wary because she's just gone on a break with her long-term boyfriend, and I know she's out to screw a lot of guys. And her sight seems quite set on my guy.

Today I accidentally "safely remove"d the bloody card reader, so I can't get the pictures off my camera (because I can't find the CD and USB cable to do it that way). What sucks more is that I can't do anything about it unless I open up the computer, unplug it and plug it back in. Which will violate the warranty.

There's no food in the house. It's Wednesday - there ought to be something other than vegetables and an assortment of cheese. I don't like cheese, so I'm surviving on a pack of digestive biscuits I discovered. My brother however went out and bought chips, without asking if I'd like some. Cheers bro, make me more hungry >.<

It's raining so I can't go for a cigarette, and the walk to town would just result in me resembling a drowned rat.

I WOULD watch Chronbicles of Narnia: The Silver Chair if I had a clue WHERE IS WAS >.< FFS I keep all my dvds together, how can it go missing?!

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Avatar made by the amazing =ShadowSaine Thanks sweetie ^^
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[link] - The 100 Picture Project

]]> ~sitara-lukyan An Apology http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13404786/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13404786/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 09:20:41 PDT
*PrayForThisSuicide's piece "Lip Fetish Revised" [link] is where the picture originated.

I'll like to apologise not only to *PrayForThisSuicide but to also to my watchers and everyone else here at dA. I did not mean to steal the art, nor con people into thinking that it was my own, therefore facilitating page views.

I hope this cloud doesn't shadow any future friendships I might have made.

Thank you for reading.

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Avatar made by the amazing =ShadowSaine Thanks sweetie ^^
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[link] - The 100 Picture Project

]]> ~sitara-lukyan 100 Pictures [Updated] http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13359248/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13359248/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 17:21:19 PDT
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Sticking to my promise that a lot of these will be photographs, here's the list complete with links to completed deviations.

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love [link]
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation [link]
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers [link]
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes [link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out [link]
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic [link]
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal [link]
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral [link]
86. Seeing Red
87. Food [link]
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle [link]
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation [link]

]]> ~sitara-lukyan The Bitch Is Back http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13267344/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13267344/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 15:40:47 PDT
I won a Moonmin looking hippo at the archade (must find the final episode dammit).

All in all, pretty damn tired, not feeling 100% but I had a great time ^^

]]> ~sitara-lukyan Forewarning and Tagging http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13129142/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/13129142/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 15:12:10 PDT
June 3rd to the 8th I'm in Torquey and completely isolated from the internet (because I am not paying through the nose to use the on-site cyber-cafe lol).

But hopefully I'll find enough time to do some drawing, or at least some doodling, and I'm taking my camera for any oppertune snap-shot moments!

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Started reading Philip Pullman's Lockhart trilogy (and I remain adamant its a trilogy because "The Tin Princess" has bugger all to do with Sally (not that I got past the first chapter mind you..))

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Suscription gone I really didn't realise how much the subscription gave me until it disappeared. Ah well, I'll re-sub next week with luck ^^

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A certain cheeky deviant tagged me (yes you, =ShadowSaine donÂt think I wonÂt name and shame *chuckles*)

- Grab the book nearest to you, turns to page 18, and find line 4
ÂÂ door of MackinnonÂs room and called out, ÂFive minutes,Â

- Stretch your left arm out as far as you can
Nothing there, har

- What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Have I got News For You - just now lol.

- Without looking, guess what time it is:
About 11ish?

- Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
22:59 :mwaha:

- With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The theme tune thingy to ÂAny Dream Will DoÂ (IÂm a sucker for Lee - he has to win because heÂs damn good, and sexy to boot)

- When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Went for a cigarette while I tried to call my dad.

- Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Facebook, because I was made to make one.

- What are you wearing?
Sweet Cherry pyjamas ^^

- Did you dream last night?
No, I was too busy being ill and unable to sleep.

- When did you last laugh?
At James as he left tonight

- What are on the walls you are in?
An American Indian thunder goddess poster, 3 play postcards, 2 movie postcards a shiny picture of a graveyard - complete with wolf and vampire. A big silly certificate from my drama days and a Fominian Cult card.

- Seen anything weird lately?
ErmÂ Not that I recall.

- What do you think of this quiz?
ItÂs typical. Probably done it before actually. Parts of it at least.

- What is the last film you saw?
PotC3. It was a bit too busy - you hardly had time to take a breath, but it was good.

- If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
House for me and James with an annex for mum (long standing joke with me mum), a car for her, a car for me and James, lessons so I can drive my snazzy new car, gifts for the peoples I love and pets!

- Tell me something about you that I don't know.
My duvet is on the floor (I donÂt even know why…

- If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
All the clichÃ© stuffsÂ then IÂd make medical research more effective, with less animal testing and more results.

- Do you like to dance?
I jive and line dance. I previously have done country and square dancing, the street dance stuff, ballet and tap. I also dance around like a loon to sexy music as often as possible.

- George Bush:
Proof that politicians really are that stupid.

- Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
RenaÂ or it was until James told me we need a more normal name. So IÂve decided IÂll fill out the birth certificate

- Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Andrew is the one we always go back to. Though I wouldnÂt mind a Jareth

- Would you ever consider living abroad?
Not really. I like where I am. IÂm in like this little bubble where nothing terrible seems to happen. I can travel to other places.

- What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
ÂAh... ]]> ~sitara-lukyan Tada! http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12998606/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12998606/ Fri, 18 May 2007 08:32:54 PDT
I'll try to concentrate on that 100 pic project now

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[link] 6/100 pictures complete
------------------------- ]]> ~sitara-lukyan Oooh shiny! http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12959051/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12959051/ Mon, 14 May 2007 20:58:55 PDT
And now I have a new one! All Vista'd and smooth running.

Now all I have to do is transfer everything from the old to the new. So that means none of my artsy stuff is with me >.< So I'll have to wait to finish my final tarot card.

So yes, I just wanted to say YAY! NEW COMPUTER!

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[link] 6/100 pictures complete
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21/22 Major Arcana Pixel Tarot Cards complete
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Poll is still open for voting. I like the opinions of random peoples. GO VOTE IN YOUR MASSES! ]]> ~sitara-lukyan Pixel Major Arcana Tarot Set http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12817199/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12817199/ Wed, 02 May 2007 14:59:41 PDT
I stumbled across it and decided to start again. The only two that cross over the original and the new ones are The Fool and The Empress.

To make it a little harder I gave myself only 4 bases to use, and whatever poses I can create out of those 4 if neccessary (a fifth was sneaked in because I couldn't manipuilate the 4 for what I wanted on one card ). It's to give it a feel of one girl cos-playing the tarot cards.

21/22 done so far! And that is approximately 7 weeks and over 500 layers total

I'll be putting it up once its done, so hopefully within the month I can show off my hard work!

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[link] 6/100 pictures complete
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21/22 Major Arcana Pixel Tarot Cards complete
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Poll is still open for voting. I like the opinions of random peoples. GO VOTE IN YOUR MASSES! ]]> ~sitara-lukyan Bored - give me something to do! http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12743835/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12743835/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 14:52:19 PDT

I feel like I should be doing something artsy, but my imagination is dead.

So, come put my skills to the test! I'll take any suggestions and give them a try - I'm not one to shy from a challenge

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Poll is still open for voting. I like the opinions of random peoples. GO VOTE IN YOUR MASSES! ]]> ~sitara-lukyan An epiphany? http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12720748/ http://sitara-lukyan.deviantart.com/journal/12720748/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 17:02:37 PDT pif-uh-nee]
noun, plural -nies.

A sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience.
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Last night I was laid back in bed and suddenly into my head popped a singular thought:

"I don't want any more tattoos."

Now, for someone who in three years gained 5 holes and 6 tattoos and had a million and one tattoos in planning for turning down, modifying and having, this is a big revelation.

I've admitted to myself that I will get the second wolf as planned (I was going to get it on our anniversary on Saturday but monies said otherwise), and I'm still in love with the thought of my poetry themed tattoo for the other shoulder.

That makes it sound so literary, it's not lol. It's a tattoo based on two poems my best friend wrote - and though I haven't talked to him in so long because he's at uni and I'm terrible with keeping in touch with people, I still want it. It means so much more to me than just "this represents Duncan". It represents a struggle, a deep friendship, secrets we kept and so much more.

That and I really like the line of poetry I'll use, and the concept all in all

I'm actually contemplating commissioning someone to do it for me, because my artists skills aren't exactly up to par

But back to the point...

That's two tattoos that I want and then I think I might not get anymore. This doesn't mean I won't get the piercings I've had planned for yonks - they're still on the to-do list. I've just suddenly realised that, for now, my body says all the things I want it to.

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