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~sizjam — Fri, 18 May 2007 19:29:24 PDT

Exams

~sizjam — Wed, 16 Aug 2006 11:36:50 PDT

"...I don't know why the 'U' exists. Because 'F' means you've failed. 'U' is like them going 'You not only failed but you wasted my time.'"

- Ricky Gervais

The only thing I have ever read....

~sizjam — Tue, 17 Jan 2006 13:57:00 PST

which set off fireworks in my mind:

Have you not heard of that madman who lit a lantern in the bright morning hours, ran to the market-place, and cried incessantly: "I am looking for God! I am looking for God!"
As many of those who did not believe in God were standing together there, he excited considerable laughter. Have you lost him, then? said one. Did he lose his way like a child? said another. Or is he hiding? Is he afraid of us? Has he gone on a voyage? or emigrated? Thus they shouted and laughed. The madman sprang into their midst and pierced them with his glances.

"Where has God gone?" he cried. "I shall tell you. We have killed him - you and I. We are his murderers. But how have we done this? How were we able to drink up the sea? Who gave us the sponge to wipe away the entire horizon? What did we do when we unchained the earth from its sun? Whither is it moving now? Whither are we moving now? Away from all suns? Are we not perpetually falling? Backward, sideward, forward, in all directions? Is there any up or down left? Are we not straying as through an infinite nothing? Do we not feel the breath of empty space? Has it not become colder? Is it not more and more night coming on all the time? Must not lanterns be lit in the morning? Do we not hear anything yet of the noise of the gravediggers who are burying God? Do we not smell anything yet of God's decomposition? Gods do decompose. God is dead. God remains dead. And we have killed him. How shall we, murderers of all murderers, console ourselves? That which was the holiest and mightiest of all that the world has yet possessed has bled to death under our knives. Who will wipe this blood off us? With what water could we purify ourselves? What festivals of atonement, what sacred games shall we need to invent? Is not the greatness of this deed too great for us? Must we not ourselves become gods simply to be worthy of it? There has never been a greater deed; and whosoever shall be born after us - for the sake of this deed he shall be part of a higher history than all history hitherto."

Here the madman fell silent and again regarded his listeners; and they too were silent and stared at him in astonishment. At last he threw his lantern to the ground, and it broke and went out. "I have come too early," he said then; "my time has not come yet. The tremendous event is still on its way, still travelling - it has not yet reached the ears of men. Lightning and thunder require time, the light of the stars requires time, deeds require time even after they are done, before they can be seen and heard. This deed is still more distant from them than the distant stars - and yet they have done it themselves."

It has been further related that on that same day the madman entered divers churches and there sang a requiem. Led out and quietened, he is said to have retorted each time: "what are these churches now if they are not the tombs and sepulchres of God?"

- Nietzsche, The Gay Science

the best song in the world

~sizjam — Mon, 05 Sep 2005 08:45:48 PDT

And Id give up forever to touch you
cause I know that you feel me somehow
Youre the closest to heaven that ill
Ever be
And I dont want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later its over
I just dont want to miss you tonight

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you cant fight the tears that aint
Coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know youre alive

-- Goo Goo Dolls, Iris.

26/10/05
Decided today that im goingt o put my pictures on my own website, and not on dA... of course, im still going to have to wait until i finish making the site... but it should be an interesting proj.

anyone that knows anything about making websites might be nice and help me *cough cough hint hint*

today... i mostly sat around... listening to world music and perusing random websites. like [link] and stuff. i want to do more photography... but the countryside is so boring now. just grey and more grey and noone to take pictures of

Long Ranty Type Thing

~sizjam — Thu, 18 Aug 2005 09:51:00 PDT

I guess it's time for a new journal, given that my last one has become a bit outdated (sorry bex but ive been celebrating your bday for over a month now )

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I guess my entry before the last one still stands... but maybe moreso? I still want to share it, coz it's one of the best emotions of summer... and yeah.

Go see it if you dont know what im talking about: [link]

Thats pretty much all im going to say on the subject. Been having some pretty whacked out dreams though... the kind that mean you wake up depressed, which isn't the best way to enter a new day. And worst of all, these dreams are 'real', nothing surreal about them, so theyre not weird and interesting like normal dreams.

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Got my results, and they're pretty rubbish.

Physics: A
History: B
Maths: C
Politics: C
Critical Thinking: D

Ive dropped physics... i dont want to continue history but i have to, and im just pissed off that i put so much effort into Maths and Pol. for it to come to naught.
Mood = fucked off

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Happy stuff now; Im going to a sellout Opeth gig on the somethingth of September If you weren't asked... well, it was kinda a spur of the moment thing, and tbh, i dont know anyone that likes opeth that would go to a gig with me.(If you're going, come up and say hi to me. Ill be the only person there; not wearing black/without an piercing/wearing any merch/looking completely like a fish out of water ). Best thing is, it's on the same week we get back to school, so Im going to be freaking out the little kids im prefecting the day after by being incredibly metal. \m/ - oh yeah. Also going to dartmoor the week before with a load of peoples which should be a right laugh - going to be exhausted for school though *sarcastic sigh*

So those are two things to look forward to, but aside from that, my calenders barren. Any ideas people?

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Oh yeah, if you haven't head of them, listen to some Modest Mouse. Really good ..... rock music? I don't know how to classify it, but its awesome. Only have enough cash to afford Good News for People Who Love Bad News for now, but that's too damn good anyway.

And Im getting an American Analog Set poster for my bedroom. I need to find another 24" by 18" poster now... and money.

It is t3h s3x: [link]

Good band poster finding site [link]

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And that's about it. Preena is a very nice person and is advertising me in her sig

Talk to you guys later

teh meh

~sizjam — Thu, 30 Jun 2005 13:06:42 PDT

Sorry im away and everything. I guess im just a boring guy.

Happy birthdaysness to bex .

well,that's everything important... try not to forget me, please?

xx

open letter to no-one

~sizjam — Fri, 29 Apr 2005 15:16:30 PDT

Sitting outside. It' 11pm... and the grass is wet. All around me is a cool darkness, I can barely see a thing. The only sounds I can hear are the owls, and theres a sweet smell of honeysuckle on the air. I wish I could share this moment with you, but I don't know where you are.

I hope to see you in time for summer, but fear that we've fallen apart.

Jimi.

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a letter to those I have ignored, left behind... or don't know. And all my friends.. bring on summer.

17?

~sizjam — Tue, 12 Apr 2005 12:50:32 PDT

If you get bored by angsty stuff, look away now, and go to a nice, happy place

That little animation up there pretty much says it all. I sit down, pick up a piece of work, look at it... and then throw it away. I can't even get started, and my exams are only.... 5 weeks away? shit.
I don't even feel 17, stupid, huh? Yeah, I would say so... no idea what I am, but I don't feel that old. It's like my brain has just said, "fuck it, stop", so I just go through the motions, and can't care about anything anymore. w00t.

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This is a quality song, on an album done by two doctors for Macmillan Cancer Trust. I'm definately going to buy it... when I can afford it a bit rude though

London Underground <--CLICK

returned, unopened

~sizjam — Tue, 05 Apr 2005 07:56:18 PDT

Well... I'm back.

there and back again out the door always searching wanting more (Then out the fool. you wont find any more then you have... things just happen one after another)

Definately an odd return from a holiday; I went and hng round marlow, and bought a doughnut, a Private Eye mag, and a yoghurt. Then remembered I didnt have a spoon and went home, lol.
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This is a quality song, on an album done by two doctors for Macmillan Cancer Trust. I'm definately going to buy it... when I can afford it a bit rude though

London Underground <--CLICK

Away

~sizjam — Sat, 26 Mar 2005 01:42:27 PST

Be back in 9 days (or thereabouts)

oh, yeah, jordan should be pretty fun... hopefully, lol. and i might get some decent, different photos out there!

and I was allowed to eat my egg a bit early... and its reallly really nice

advert

~sizjam — Mon, 21 Mar 2005 12:03:27 PST

Doesn't it seem really sad now that there are adverts saying "talk to a real person"

Well, I dont see any reason to not partake, so yes, if you, yes, YOU want to talk to a real live person, then phone me now, free!*

*calls may or may not be free. I may not be real, or alive. Any benefits are purely coincedencal.

Bread

~sizjam — Sun, 06 Mar 2005 08:44:14 PST

Mood: Hungry
Listening to: Decapitated - Spheres of Madness

The bread finally arrived on thursday night. It's now all been eaten though....im actually going to have to keep a loaf next to my hidden peanut butter just so I can make myself some sandwiches,''

If people feel like buying me a mini fridge which can be padlocked.... please do!

...

~sizjam — Sat, 05 Mar 2005 05:05:46 PST

im tring to spend as little time as possible in the house this weekend.... rents talked at me twice about school, and other stuff... and.. i dont feel like staying here. so yeah... anyone feel like giving me somewhere to stay? pwease?

PS. Yay for moneys

Today:

~sizjam — Fri, 25 Feb 2005 13:10:42 PST

The teacher closed the door behind him.
"Now, I want you to realise that unless we have a good working relationship, the lessons will suffer"
The studnt paused, glanced at his fingerless gloves. oh well, if he was going to say it, it would be now....
"Do you understand?"
now or never..
"Sir.... how can it work when I hate you?"

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School life dramas #1

Ethics

~sizjam — Sun, 20 Feb 2005 06:00:47 PST

"Whenever people talk about ethics, the sentences get longer" <--my new favourite quote

Empirical knowledge: known a posteriori (effect --> cause)
Pure knowledge: known a priori (cause --> effect)

I get so bored at night.....

...

~sizjam — Tue, 21 Dec 2004 12:36:58 PST

average is the best i can do

Oh the change

~sizjam — Fri, 26 Nov 2004 11:22:57 PST

lots has changed since i last updated my journal

for one thing, im back from holidays, which were incredibly fun... and i also got my gcses, which were unexpectedly good, and becuase i havent updated since before i went on holiday, im going to write them out here ! D They will be at the bottom to annoy all you good peoples

anyway... schools being school like but worse, weathers not snowing yet, and cheese still tastes like cheese, damnit.

Not really much inspiration nor opportunity to make/take pictures..... and tbh suffering from lack of talent too, but that's by the by. The ones i would like to print off i cant beecause my printer is broken... so no book making for me for a while!

Talk to y'all laters, xxxx

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oh yeah, GCSES.... well, basically, 1A* 7 As 1B.... happy? of course not!
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oh yeah, im also 17 and driving, so watch out, bitches

apologies

~sizjam — Sat, 07 Aug 2004 04:30:42 PDT

Dear Everyone

I'm sorry that i havent been able to be commenting on your fine deviations, thanking you for your kind comments, or generally partaking in the dA community. This is due to this horrific disease that Ive contracted.... laziness Im going on holiday today, for a week, and im sure my messages will exceed the 555 mark before i get back. But once I do, i am going to comment on every single piece of work i can, even if it kills me. Thank you for your patience! now i have to go and load the dishwasher, and finish packing. laters

(By the way, is it just me or is dA's new look bloody nice?)

wooo yeah!

~sizjam — Sat, 10 Jul 2004 14:14:29 PDT

Finally... i have broadband...

too happy ... *cries with happiness*
twas bloody stressful setting it up thuogh, got home from work (oh yeah, thats fucking cool too) and the equipment arrived...i ended up getting some tech help from my dad... in the middle east.. but i got it working on my computer now. only another 6 to go

heh, now, im off to..umm... broaden my music taste legally i might add

lol, sorry for everyone i ignored/shouted at while setting it up... ill make it up through hugs, k?

3rd and last tonight

~sizjam — Mon, 05 Jul 2004 14:32:55 PDT

"I WILL NOT DIGNIFY THAT ANSWER WITH A QUESTION"

Nearby Deviants

~sizjam — Mon, 05 Jul 2004 13:31:57 PDT

Damn, i live in an isolated area, 9.1 KM is the closest deviant to me!

and i only have two people i know of within 25km of me, Goldy and Sam (denny) little sis

*sob* im...so...alone....

994wemj...jason wemys is the closest person living to me.

i cant take this!

Just becuase i can

~sizjam — Sun, 04 Jul 2004 08:51:26 PDT

This is 'filler'... ive got my 2x10^3 th pageview courtesy of both elleskai and Sam... (who i cant remember his dA name, sorry ) and now i need something else:

i. am. tired.

mostly my fault, i dont ever remmeber when after being tired all day, and going to a party, it's ever been considered good judgement to go around taking photographs until 00:30 in the sodding morning

but i digress. (i think....) I will also probs go around taking photos tonight as well... just so....um. yeah, ive no idea either.

snooze........................

"It doesn't matter how much you give, there will always be greedy bastards out to take more."

2000 Pageviews

~sizjam — Fri, 11 Jun 2004 23:09:10 PDT

To anyone that can get my 200th pageview... i think i shall give them something

but because im poor... it will have to be hugs

Letter from DayFour

~sizjam — Wed, 09 Jun 2004 11:31:13 PDT

Basically, the aim of this is to have people provide a "photo diary" of their waking moments, of June 19th 2004.
The date is very specific!
To read it, click [here]
I'm going to take part in it, k, its official, other people can take part too

DayFour Website = here
Get in contact with me if you feel like taking part

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UPDATE : I FOUND THE MAGAZINE! IF YOU WANT TO SEE IT, TELL ME

deviously journaling my deviousness

~sizjam — Sat, 05 Jun 2004 07:40:42 PDT

"Our generation has nothing to conquer, everythings been explored, we're basically just sitting here now kinda hanging out until the generation above us dies and we can take over. So screw it, lets play nintendo and butcher the english language"

i need sleep... damn sisters...

damn United States Postal Service too, i oredered a book from the US and i chose the USPS priority mail, and i mixed up UPS with USPS, and didnt know that the prioirty serice wasn't international and meh...

ok, ok ... stop bitching now...

sorry peoples!

journally type thing

~sizjam — Sat, 29 May 2004 11:08:41 PDT

I want more pageviews... maybe i should take more pictures of girls. Any volunteers?

heh, anyway, i went on a walk to day, and saw two trees with chairs in, and lots of slugs..and then i got very wet

that is all.

one year

~sizjam — Fri, 28 May 2004 11:43:40 PDT

as of 10:01 pm this 28th of May, my tenure at deviantart reaches it's first year.

What has happened in that time? relationships betewen people have begun and ended, i know more people, and more about art then i did before... but in acquiring that knowledge, i have not lost what I knew of myself, it's just that my perspective has changed. In my opinion, i think about things more constructively, but with a balancing destruction of what I thought I knew. Bear in mind please that everyone is 3-dimensional, maybe more, but you will never truly know them... just as you never truly know yourself.

Anyway, aside from that introspective crap, i would like to thank everyone that has taken the time to comment on any single piece of my work, and i apologise if any of it has been substandard. I would also like to give many hugs to all my friends here, who undoubtably have given me most of my page views (1,700 plus!), so many thanks and glomps to those people.

Keep expressing yourselves.

I had a poem i wanted to share, something i scribbled down.. but i just realised it's shit, so, I'm afraid that you will have to miss out on my wonderful talent this time. /sarcasm

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Sizjam . James . Baka.

the only reason to get the observer newspaper

~sizjam — Mon, 24 May 2004 09:29:02 PDT

what quality links! ..what do you people think of this?

all observations welcome

french oral

~sizjam — Wed, 19 May 2004 11:53:15 PDT

je trouve que à piano, le jazz est plus cool , mais en violon, le classique est trés fort J'aime le baroque et le romtique aussi , et j'ecoute le vieux et le moderne

how the hell my french teacher decidewd that i wanted to spend time discussing the various merits of genres of classical music is beyond me, but anyway, yay! no more french speaking tests ever!!

Devious Journal Entry

~sizjam — Mon, 17 May 2004 15:00:22 PDT

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These roads go on forever
And there wi'll always be a place
For you in my heart

So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
& pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
& head on my way up there.
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.

-Dashboard Confessional, Living in your Letters
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support your local poet, and take the time to look through galleries and comment... if you're experienced, leave critiques, if you're not... leave them anyway nouvelle ideas are always entertaining.

Im signing off for tonight, and maybe the next month or so, it depends how much i want to get good GCSEs... ah well, sorry to everyone that i havent commented on yet..
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James
(Baka) xx

yet anotehr piked QUiZ

~sizjam — Thu, 29 Apr 2004 14:35:36 PDT

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Jimi
-- Birthplace: London, England
-- Gender: male
-- Eye Color: blue kinda
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Height: 6'2''
-- Righty or Lefty: noney (righty on occaision)
-- Zodiac Sign: scorpio
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: English, (Proper) Irish, Welsh
-- The shoes you wore today: leather normal shoes :/
-- Your fears: being alone
-- Your perfect meal: steak probably
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: join the RAF or be very rich.. or the two
LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: oh fuck
-- Your best physical feature: hah, dont make me laugh
-- Your bedtime: when i get too tired!
-- Your most missed memory: london

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McD's!
-- Single or group dates: group
-- Adidas or Nike: neither
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: wtf?
-- Chocolate or vanilla: choccy
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: sometimes
-- Cuss: only when people.. no ,wait, most of the time
-- Sing: in the shower
-- Take a shower: when i sing
-- Have a crush: occaisionally
-- Do you think you've been in love: yeah
-- Want to go to college: yep
-- Liked high school: it would be great... if there werent any other students
-- Want to get married: eventually
-- Get motion sickness: not really
-- Think you're attractive: hah
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parent(s): um, most of the time
-- Like thunderstorms: yes
-- Play an instrument: piano, violin
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: none
-- Smoked: none
-- Done a drug: none
-- Gone on a date: nope
-- Gone to the mall?: nope
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no, we dont get them
-- Eaten sushi: never
-- Been on stage: nope.. been to stages though!
-- Been dumped?: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: never

wow... that was a big nono wasnt it?

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: green, and blue, or hazel
-- Best hair color?: black
-- Short or long hair?: ça depend
-- Height: i dont really give a damn
-- Best weight: that matter not...
-- Best articles of clothing: tshirts
LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: (is this times done or types? seeing as i cant remmeber the number of times.. ... ill go for types) 1
-- Number of piercings: 0.. unfortunately
-- Number of tattoos: 0 (unfortunately)
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: aqt least once
-- Number of scars on my body: two biggies... and smaller ones
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many

another QUiZ

~sizjam — Wed, 28 Apr 2004 11:06:01 PDT

START HERE

HAVE YOU EVER...

Been so drunk you blacked out? nopes
Set a body part on fire for amusement? not personally, its been done to me though
Been hurt emotionally? yeah

Kept a secret from everyone? too many
Had an imaginary friend? lol, oh yes
Wanted to get together with a friend? yeah
Had a crush on a teacher? eww... no

Ever thought an animated character was hot? no : /
Had a New Kids on the Block tape? nope... what is it with americans and this?

Cut your own hair? nope

Been sarcastic? most of the time

---------------FAVOURITES--------------- ---

Shampoo? i dont really have a favourite shampoo, i'll say pantene pro-v coz its the only one i can remember!

Hair Colour? black, most definately.. with some dark blue in it

Part of the world! its not a physical location

Summer/Winter? summer, i guess
Cartoon character? largo from megatokyo ^_^

Fave Food? pizza probs... or a really well done steak

Fave movies? shrek for the most excellent memories, but crouching tiger leaping dragon for the most excellent emotions
Fave 'normal' drink? cold water
Fave Person to talk to on-line? sophia, or soraya
------------------RIGHT NOW------------------

Wearing? trousers, boxers, tshirt, shirt, black longsleeved jumper thing i got in camden
Hair is?messy

I'm feeling? in the mood for industrial and shouting
Drinking?nothing
Thinking about? oh, if i knew i wouldnt be thinking
And Listening to? KMFDM \m/
Talking to? noone

Watching? winamp visulisation on laptop

------------------IN THE LAST 24HOURS------------------

Cried? nope

Worn a skirt? no.. :/

Met someone yes, a sixth former that i was playing UFD with

Cleaned your room? nope, someone did it for me though

Done Laundry? whats that?
Drove a car? ooh, i wish
------------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------

Yourself? hah

Your friends? yeah.. most
Fate: no
Angels?no

Ghosts? no
UFO's? no
------------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

Do you fancy someone? what? probably, not sure

Who's the loudest? absolutely no idea
Who's the shyest? me
Who's the weirdest? drecca

Who do you go to for advice? leanne or sophia
Who do you cry to? soph
What's the best feeling in the world?Loving, being loved and knowing you're loved.. makes even a shit day feel better

oooh.. lotsa lists :)

~sizjam — Sun, 25 Apr 2004 13:55:36 PDT

woo! 1441 pageviews! how palindroscopic!

my note from last week still stands, if anyone is wondering... im 'not allowed' on the internet during the week. apart from fridays.
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which is... mildly irritating, but i have started revising at least... but horror of horrors, im starting to fall behind in my webcomic viewing (sad, i know , at least it's clean, wholesome fun )

im going to post a list, just so you can see (and wonder) how much work i get out of my crappy little 56K modem.. and with luck, you may go to them and see how addictive they are:

Questionable Content.
This is my newest discovery, and although it hasn't been around as long as others on this list, it is still very entertaining It's generally about the adventures of a guy named Marten and a girl named Faye, both into indie rock, and to be honest, i have found some very good bands casually mentioned on these pages.

Pandimaniacs.
My.. umm.. third newest discovery, this billingual german/english comic is in shades of orange, instead of the usual tedious greyscale. The ambigious setting (under a bridge with an interdimensional portal in a wardrobe) means that noone feels left out Another newish comic, this looks like it will be a laster.

Instant Classic
We've had a comic kinda based around indie music fans, a comic about two guys looking after a demon (see above) and this one, well, its main characters make movies. There is also some kind of tension going on between the two main characters, and a wholly different kind between the evil, artsy antagonist. True to its name, it is an instant classic, also condisered fairly new, it recently broke 100 comics in a dramatic and well drawn way.

Penny Arcade
Yes, we've got your more well known comics too If you know what this is about, then no description i can give will match it, and if you don't know it, the only way to really find out is to read it . Constantly Themed on gaming, but much more on sarcasm.

MegaTokyo ^__^ (- mandatory animé/manga face)
The only webcomic that i actually own in paper form, this is a lasting favourite. This has been around for a long time, and the consistent quality required would make anyone crack. So, when the author (Piro, or Fred) does, Shirt Guy Dom steps in. Apart from these occasionsal.... 'lapses' (read mind numbing tortures), this comic is fantastic.. and this was the first one i ever read lucky me!

Ctrl-Alt-Del
The most 'gamingy' (i love making words up) of all the comics, this is another one i have known for some time Slightly nutty characters, they are all endearing... if some of them are a little naive

Sam and Fuzzy
Not one of my true favourites, although this is written and drawn very well, the way the main character just looks a bit like a clown weirds the fuck out of me. However, if you want to see an excellent comic and dont mind clowns, go and look

Real Life
Another fave, I am planning to try and get the book ASAP.. but its not printing yet Umm... what can be said? This is another comic that really defies any sort of description that...

just to let everyone know

~sizjam — Wed, 21 Apr 2004 14:04:24 PDT

Im not allowed on the net, mondays to thursdays from now on until i know all my work.. which sucks almost as much as a dyson.
so, if you are going through withdrawel symptoms.....

i laugh. a lot

many hugs for everyone

The soundtrack to your life:

~sizjam — Mon, 19 Apr 2004 12:43:30 PDT

The soundtrack to your life
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Opening credits: APC - Pet

Waking up: Alabama 3 - Woke up this Morning

Average day: Radiohead - Everything in it's right Place

First date: Blink 182 -First Date (What else??)

Falling in love: HIM - Gone with the Sin

Love scene: REM - Nightswimming

Fight scene: Atari Teenage Riot - Paranoid

Breaking up: From Autumn to Ashes - Take her to the Music Store

Getting back together: AFI - This Time Imperfect

Secret love: Nightwish - Dead Boys Poem

Life's okay: Mamas and the Papas - California Dreaming

Mental breakdown: Napalm Death - Dead

Driving: Viking Skull - Beer, Drugs and Bitches

Learning a lesson: Gill Scott-Heron - The Revolution Will Not Be Televised

Deep thought: Nine Inch Nails - the frail

Flashback: Muse - Feeling Good

Partying: The Saw Doctors - Hay Wrap

Happy dance: Red Hot Chilli Peppers - All around the World

Regreting: Our Lady Peace - Somewhere out There..

Long night alone: Dream Theater - Wait for Sleep

Death scene: Tool - Eulogy

Closing credits: Johnny Cash - Hurt
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Devious Journal Entry

~sizjam — Mon, 19 Apr 2004 10:30:56 PDT

STATE YOUR PARTY AFFILATION: A sit down dinner party one nah.. um... a sensible, slighlty less corrupt party then the others

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT.....
Republicans: right wing totalitarian idiots who wouldnt know how to govern a country without people to blame

democrats: Corrupt, and ideolically more immoral then the republics

nader: um, yeah, i dont!

labour party: At the moment, very different to Old Labour... more like, new Tory

FOR OR AGAINST??
abortion: I'm for the right to choice

affirmative action: against, people should succeed on their own merits, not their colour of skin or beliefs

gay marriage: for

tighter border control: In Britain? kinda..

education reform: theres a lot that could be done!

gun control laws: For

what kind of job has george w bush done, as a president, in your opinion: set back international opinion of american democracy by about a few hundred years

what do you think about hitler: what about him? disgusting little man

have you read dante's inferno: some of it, its quite good

IN WHAT CIRCLE OF HELL DO THEY BELONG??
hitler: down... far down

george w: not totally sure he deserves to be in hell... but not convinced he shouoldnt be either

clinton: corrupt! but...

nixon: corrupt as well..

blair: not sure hes done much to warrent hell

bin laden: somewhere down there

hussien: far down too

henry VIII: quite far down too!

condoleeza rice: about the same level as GWB... maybe lower bcoz shes more intelligent

LAST WORDS....
what do you think can be improved in the government?: the efficiency money is used

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~sizjam — Wed, 14 Apr 2004 14:12:46 PDT

Survey:909

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, Write down what it says:

children's reactions in infancy by sending them off for joy-

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

a computer screen

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

black books last week!

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:

21:10

5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?

22:01... lol, oh dear

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

AFI- THis is time imperfect

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

an hour ago, i was chucking a frisbee around with alex, practicing for Games at school

8. Before you came to this Web site, what did you look at?
my newest Terry Pratchett book

9. What are you wearing?

My cool black and white print-like tshirt, and some beads from spain and camden, and trooosers

10. Did you dream last night?

yeah, think so

11. When did you last laugh?

today, just reading some webcomics

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

A shitload of printed out comic pages or quotes and letters and crap like that in front of me, behind to the right is a picture of the fall of icarus from the tate, directly behind me is my rock collection (yey), to my left is a wonderful print of a photo by Andreas Feninger from the MMA in NYC, and to my front left is WHAAM! by R. Lichtenstein

13: Seen anything weird lately?

nope not really

14: What is the last film you saw?

Part of Tomb Raider 2... and from what i saw it wasnt that bad!

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
oh, um... a new wardrobe.. and fluid for my zippo!

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.

i want to learn how to set up a linux computer!

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

oh, um, the ability to be fully aware of the consequences of all our actions

19: Do you like to dance?
absolutely not, i dance like a white guy with haemhorroids

20: George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?

nah, its a love-hate relationship, Bush is Dick's bitch

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you call her?

Sophia

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy. What do you call him?

oh, i have absolutely no idea.. really. I think it might be really gothic though

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?

yeah, all the fucking time, i wont be able to afford to buy a house here, or go to uni (glares at old people)

Time done: 8 minutes

20.36............wow my life is complete

hopefully this time...

~sizjam — Mon, 12 Apr 2004 03:37:45 PDT

here are my fwends (sorry if you're not here, and you think you should be, feel free to beat the squishy out of me)

and here are some people you should check out
(not that you shouldnt check out the above )

updated :(

~sizjam — Thu, 08 Apr 2004 10:38:21 PDT

"it's just random chance that i hit the keyboard in such a way that my responses make sense"

hugs for everyone!

We are doomed (but in a good way)

~sizjam — Thu, 08 Apr 2004 10:37:34 PDT

it's just random chance that i hit the keyboard in such a way that my responses make sense

hugs for everyone!

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Devious Update

~sizjam — Sun, 04 Apr 2004 13:06:04 PDT

my revision pile is 3.5 stone tall but ah well, thats what you get for working reasonably well for two years!

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and heres the quote for today... coz im bored...

Yeah so my therepist told me the other day I had "skeptical realism."
I looked at him like, "what the f***?"
And he says, "yeah i just made that up."
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quiz

~sizjam — Wed, 31 Mar 2004 11:57:09 PST

I KNOW: not enough
I WANT: understanding
I HAVE: more then i think
I WISH: i know why
I HATE: too many things! woo!
I MISS: london... new york...
I FEAR: being found out
I HEAR: the smashing pumpkins
I SEARCH: for peace
I WONDER: about a lot of tings
I REGRET: the things that i shouldnt
I LOVE: same again
I ACHE: in my knee...
I CARE: about whatever seems relevent.. and what doesnt...
I ALWAYS: try to think
I AM NOT: working very hard!
I DANCE: like the british entry in the eurovision song contest
I SING: christmas carols!
I CRY: when?
I DO: what seems right
I FIGHT: against myself!
I WRITE: japanese/poorly
I WIN: trivial pursuit
I LOSE: friends
I CONFUSE: everyone around me
I LISTEN: (what else can i say?)
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at school, on the bus, or in front of a computer
I NEED: knowledge.. or sleep! sleep would be good
I AM HAPPY: when the sun is shining, and i have friends, or music and a good book
I SHOULD HAVE: spendt more time with my friends when i had the chance

woot! that was suitably melodramatic! anyone up for dressing up in black and then bad mouthing some happy people?

s to everyone... it was sunny today... just let some of that light into your hearts, minds, and emotions, and you will know that blink 182 can make you happy *californian punk rock rulez!*

stuff

~sizjam — Mon, 29 Mar 2004 09:58:42 PST

should be at RGS right now, seeing what it takes to leave the scum pit that i currently inhabit... but nope, too much homework, so, no idea what im going to do about that

and to anyone that was there, sorry about the bus stop earlier... just brought back some stuff i would rather forget (no, not like that, more like rumours) anyway, yeah, hugs to people...

time to concentrate on the good things... so, im going to be away looking for them be seeing y'all laters

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Jim jim jimbobbly boo

Stats

~sizjam — Thu, 25 Mar 2004 13:21:15 PST

Hi sizjam,
Your 36 deviations were viewed 1,030 times, with 1,014 fullsize views.
Overall, people left 160 comments and added your deviations to their favourites 23 times.
Your most commented deviation was Lady in Red with 9 comments, while your most favourited one was Fireworks No1 with 3 favourites.
Average comments per deviation: 4.44
Average favourites per deviation: 0.63
1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments
Every 8 days you upload a new deviation, and you uploaded 28% (10) of your deviations on Mondays, while your favorite time of the day during the week to upload is at 5 PM with 7 deviations.
Your busiest month was October 2003 with 10 (28%) deviations.

Stats provided by ~micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com [link]

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im also sitting here with my laptop on my lap and my desktop on the internet... and damnit, remembering which keyboard to type on is sodding irritiating! hehe, hugs to everyone and anyone who cares

yay, cds

~sizjam — Wed, 24 Mar 2004 10:31:21 PST

i have 63 albums
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A P C Thirteenth Step
A Perfect Circle Mer de Noms
Alabama 3 la Peste
Anti - Flag The Terror State
Apocalyptica Plays Metallica by Four Cellos
Blink 182 Enema of the State
Blink 182 Take Off Your Pants and Jacket
Click Gently Unravelling
Coldplay A Rush of Blood to the Head
Cradle of Filth Damnation and a Day
Deftones Around the Fur
Dream Theater Images and Words
Foo Fighters One by One
Gill Scott - Heron The Revolution Will Not be Televised
Greenday International Superhits
Greenday Dookie
HIM Razorblade Romance
Idlewild The Remote Path
Idlewild The Remote Part
Iron Maiden The Number of the Beast
Korn Life is Peachy
Led Zeppelin IV
Led Zeppelin III
Linkin Park Meteora
Metallica Master of Puppets
Metallica Metallica
Metallica Ride the Lightning
Metallica Master of Puppets
Muse Origin of Symmetry
Nightwish Angels Fall First
Nine Inch Nails The Fragile (left)
Nine Inch Nails The Fragile (right)
Nine Inch Nails Further Down the Spiral
Nirvana Nevermind
Nirvana Bleach
Nirvana Incesticide
Nirvana In Utero
Opeth Still Life
Opeth Blackwater Park
Our Lady Peace Gravity
Our Lady Peace Gravity
Pearl Jam Binaural
Radiohead Kid A
Radiohead Hail to the Thief
Rage Against the Machine Evil Empire
Rage Against the Machine Battle of L.A
Rage Against the Machine Rage Against the Machine
Rammstein Mutter
Red Hot Chilli Peppers Greatest Hits
REM Best of 1988 - 2003
Silver Chair Neon Ballroom
System of a Down Toxicity
System of a Down System of a Down
System of a Down Steal This Album
The Hives Your New Favourite Band
The Offspring Conspiracy of One
The Verve Urban Hyms
Tom Waits The Heart of Saturday Night
Tool Lateralus
Tool Aenima
Viking Skull Chapter One
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and they're all damn good

writing a diary

~sizjam — Sun, 21 Mar 2004 10:58:53 PST

the biggest problem with keeping a diary, is not having people you dont want to read it actually reading it, but its the feeling you get when you lose it, and then find it again, reading it as if it was a work of fiction you tried to write and saying to yourself all the time, man, the character in this plot is such a loser... and then slowly remembering it's your diary.

baka...

time for a change!

~sizjam — Sat, 20 Mar 2004 12:55:44 PST

Ohaiyo gozoimasu, salut, bonjour, buon giorno, guten tag
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heh, i have decided to get rid of that from my front page, and instead say a big hello to everyone that comments, watches, or just looks over my page once or twice and i would also like to say thank you to everyone that produces their own version of their art for other people to see... you are broadening horizons people, keep it up!
have a cake and a hug ... you're all special!

i would also just like to say that i started trying to write japanese (katakana, hirigana and kanji) today, and dammnit if my handwriting is better in a completely foreign alphabet then my 'own' roman-charactered one.. so i guess my teachers will be getting .jp homeworks from me now
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Ja matte ne, ciao, bonne nuit, und auf weidersehn

just add water

~sizjam — Mon, 15 Mar 2004 10:58:29 PST

What can i say? It's a measure of what i felt like on the weekend that i weighed up the pros and cons of friendship and love... and found the pros being a bit outnumbered. And on that point, i also worked out in school today what i could use to make a quick poison/toxic drink thing..

Mg + H2O --> MgOH + 1/2 H2

just add water...

devously devianting the deviant

~sizjam — Sun, 14 Mar 2004 13:30:44 PST

The meaning of life

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Wake. Birth. Grow. Pain. Move. Move. Move. Move. Move. Kid. Grow. Teen. Grow. Up. Fall. Up. Crush. Meet. Kiss. Date. Buy. Love. Sex. Ring. Join. Smile. Kids. School. Dance. Hug. Hold. Rift. Leave. Hate. Gone. Work. Work. Work. Work. Work. Life. Ha. Bang. Dead.

yeah, ive done this once already... but its so true...

anyway...personally, i think ill go out with a bang while working (RAF anyone?)

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Yes... over the weekend i had a revalation, i found out why i dislike alchohol as much as i do. It changes people, occasisonally to quite a disturbing degree, and all sorts of stuff happens, stuff which you cannot be sure happened because of the drink, or whether other (and dare i say it, better) reasons may have been there. I am not advocating going dry, you can drink as much as you want.... i just have a problem with it. I didnt experience anything this weekend, drunk or not, but i was thinking about it a little bit.

I guess you could call me slightly hypocritical... but i just find mind altering substance abuse a little too abusive sometimes

next time i see people, they are going to get s instead of s

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is 42

back, with a rant (updated)

~sizjam — Sat, 06 Mar 2004 12:37:23 PST

hey all, just back from self enforced internet sabbatical, brought on by lazyness involved in switching on the computer and look at stuff beyond my own life.

Anyhoo.. yeah, looking ahead, once i get my gcse grades, (which better bloody be better then my mocks), im thinking of going to RGS, because, well, no offence to anyone from my school that visits, the one at the moment sucks arse.

It's not the teachers (at least, not most of them). It's not even the buildings, buillt in that wonderful era where people decided that it would be a wonderful idea to get 900 or so boys, ranging in size from about 7 foot to 4 foot 5, and have the most cramped corridors ever, and then pretend to be surprised when people started dying due to the lack of oxygen/ heat exhaustion in one of the (frequent) bundles in the corridor. Don't even get me started on the terrapins. (For anyone that goes to a school, with actual buildings, lets just say... playwood sheds, with heating systems that emit more carbon monoxide then heat. Used throughout all seasons, and yes, no insulation either.)

No, dear readers, it's because of the people there. I won't say students because that denotes the activity, 'studying' takes place. They're gullible, credulous, as fuck. If two people say something to one person, it automatically becomes true, and i can repeat ad verbatim part of a conversation I had with someone in which they use this reasoning to prove that something horrendously impossible had actually taken place the previous weekend.

Oh yes, it's fun going to my school, one where an American, when trying to have a discussion about the merits of communism stated that Bush is a Democrat president. I mean, wtf, a president? What the fuck has this guy been eating?

But I digress, even if I ignore the idiocy, the casual disregard of anything not remotely connected to sport, or who got with who, or the ever persistant rumour mill, there is at least one more thing to contend with. The kevs. For anyone who doesn't know what kevs are, just picture a pair of tracksuit bottoms, some sort of synthetic jumper, etc, etc. For more detailed information about Kevs, just follow the link : http://www.chavscum.co.uk/

The way I feel about kevs is the same way that Ford feels about Vogons in the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy... I cannot write anything vitriolic enough about them (vitriolic, adj, Bitterly scathing; caustic: vitriolic criticism ).
Therefore, let us say they are 'troubled' young men, with various unresolved conflicts of interest between their, ahem, brain and scrotum (or lack therof). (It would, of course, be a hell of a lot simpler just to say that they are mean little bastards that enjoy making others lives a misery.)

Anyway, if you read all of that, you may just understand why I find my school to be so damn irritating. But of course, you didn't want to, so in reality I have merely subjected you to some poorly written ramblings of a maniac. Well, done, have a cake

back... with a rant (like a vengeance, but more bo

~sizjam — Sat, 06 Mar 2004 12:34:05 PST

hey all, just back from self enforced internet sabbatical, brought on by lazyness involved in switching on the computer and look at stuff beyond my own life.

Anyhoo.. yeah, looking ahead, once i get my gcse grades, (which better bloody be better then my mocks), im thinking of going to RGS, because, well, no offence to anyone from my school that visits, the one at the moment sucks arse.
It's not the teachers (at least, not most of them). It's not even the buildings, buillt in that wonderful era where people decided that it would be a wonderful idea to get 900 or so boys, ranging in size from about 7 foot to 4 foot 5, and have the most cramped corridors ever, and then pretend to be surprised when people started dying due to the lack of oxygen/ heat exhaustion in one of the (frequent) bundles in the corridor. Don't even get me started on the terrapins. (For anyone that goes to a school, with actual buildings, lets just say... playwood sheds, with heating systems that emit more carbon monoxide then heat. Used throughout all seasons, and yes, no insulation either.)
No, dear readers, it's because of the people there. I won't say students because that denotes the activity, 'studying' takes place. They're gullible, credulous, as fuck. If two people say something to one person, it automatically becomes true, and i can repeat ad verbatim part of a conversation I had with someone in which they use this reasoning to prove that something horrendously impossible had actually taken place the previous weekend.
Oh yes, it's fun going to my school, one where an American, when trying to have a discussion about the merits of communism stated that Bush is a Democrat president. I mean, wtf, a president? What the fuck has this guy been eating?
But I digress, even if I ignore the idiocy, the casual disregard of anything not remotely connected to sport, or who got with who, or the ever persistant rumour mill, there is at least one more thing to contend with. The kevs. For anyone who doesn't know what kevs are, just picture a pair of tracksuit bottoms, some sort of synthetic jumper, etc, etc. For more detailed information about Kevs, just follow the link : http://www.chavscum.co.uk/
The way I feel about kevs is the same way that Ford feels about Vogons in the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy... I cannot write anything vitriolic enough about them (vitriolic, adj, Bitterly scathing; caustic: vitriolic criticism).
Therefore, let us say they are 'troubled' young men, with various unresolved conflicts of interest between their, ahem, brain and scrotum (or lack therof). (It would, of course, be a hell of a lot simpler just to say that they are mean little bastards that enjoy making others lives a misery.)

Anyway, if you read all of that, you may just understand why I find my school to be so damn irritating. But of course, you didn't want to, so in reality I have merely subjected you to some poorly written ramblings of a maniac. Well, done, have a cake

update

~sizjam — Fri, 30 Jan 2004 13:27:48 PST

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Feeling: slightly guilty... sorry everyone that was being moodyed at...
Listening to: Our Lady Peace... i love the memories i get when listening to them....
Thinking about: stuff.... connected to OLP, and yeah, thats as much as you're getting out of me...
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ah... all lonesomey now... yey....

snow day!

~sizjam — Wed, 28 Jan 2004 23:42:51 PST

anyone want to come sledging?

advertisement: deviation

~sizjam — Tue, 27 Jan 2004 12:09:09 PST

yeah, i saw this deviation that meant quite a lot to me, and quite possibly to many other people..

here. The artist in question is ~enchanteddeathfairy, a very good dark artist

sorry

~sizjam — Wed, 21 Jan 2004 10:30:06 PST

but i will be off the internet (and subsequently dA) for the next four weeks...

this means that i probably wont be able to reply to much of my messages until a few weeks after the beginning of february

damn exams.... anyway, sorry!

favourite thing to do on dA

~sizjam — Sun, 18 Jan 2004 12:10:12 PST

is to click on someones artwork... comment on it etc , then go onto people in their +fav list or in their journal.... i cannot count how many people i have come accross in this way, and they are pretty much without exception, exceptional

(if that makes sense)

old becomes new

~sizjam — Thu, 15 Jan 2004 13:47:59 PST

i recently found a load of all my written stuff.... i thought i lost it all when my computer went and buggered up.

i may upload it, i dont know whether people want to read more angsty crap along the lines of my only poem online!

Life

~sizjam — Mon, 12 Jan 2004 11:41:39 PST

Wake. Birth. Grow. Pain. Move. Move. Move. Move. Move. Kid. Grow. Teen. Grow. Up. Fall. Up. Crush. Meet. Kiss. Date. Buy. Love. Sex. Ring. Join. Smile. Kids. School. Dance. Hug. Hold. Rift. Leave. Hate. Gone. Work. Work. Work. Work. Work. Life. Ha. Bang. Dead.

Taken from bash.org
(warning, site not meant for the easily offended.
other warning, links onto other sites given in quotes shouold not be clicked on. at all.)

for any one that cares...

~sizjam — Sun, 11 Jan 2004 10:29:36 PST

have a hug :hugs:

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what are you..?

~sizjam — Sat, 10 Jan 2004 00:41:16 PST

100 Things about me:
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychadelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I like marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like G. Bush
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones - well... not directly
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
24. I drink only milk
25. I drink too much water
26. I hate microsoft
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I'm wearing a padded bra
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually. eh, probably
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages not good at them but
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor ... sort of...
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter - but im in rehab
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise. only if I get time
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes sometimes... others I want to kill them
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy sometimes.....
96. I'm sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying
98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.

This was copied over from ~xtremefusion
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